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eddiemunsvns · 2 years
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live-laugh-lenney · 4 months
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S I C K A R T H U R H E A D C A N N O N | A R T H U R T V |
** author note before you read; mentions of sickness, throwing up, and brief talks of drugs in the form of paracetamol **
-> yn knows. -> she just knows. -> arthur is very rarely ill, and yn envies that about him, so it knocks him for six when he comes down with any form of an illness and it's not difficult to see a change in his behaviour. -> and it goes both ways.
-> if a cold hits him hard, or the flu really knocks him down, he can barely stay awake. -> if he had any plans with his friends then she would send them a text to inform them that arthur probably wouldn't be able to attend whatever they had planned - whether it be filming for a new video, a podcast, or just meeting for lunch... -> 'georgey, arthur's pretty ill and i'm not waking him up to tell him he's gonna be late for you. just letting you know he probs won't be able to film with you today. sending apologies on his behalf. xx' -> 'Bless his cotton socks. hopefully this teaches him not to wear shorts and a t-shirt during a ChrisMD shoot in these current baltic conditions. But give him some smooches and cuddles from me. x' -> 'fancy coming over to look after him instead? i'm sure you fancy him more than i do... it's okay though. fess up and we can clear the air, clarkey. xx' -> when he does wake up, he doesn't even question the time. all he can think about is how rough he feels. -> he's alone in the bedroom. his phone is on his bedside table. and his alarm had clearly been turned off - which, really, he was thankful for because he definitely would have felt worse - and there's a glass of water with two tablets beside it. -> he knows that she knows he's ill. -> he wraps himself up warm; makes sure to put some warm socks on his feet, puts on a hoodie and pulls the hood over his head, he grabs the blanket from the bed to wrap around his shoulders and slowly walks into the living room. -> and she's decorated the living room for a cosy day spent inside; candles are lit and emitting smells he wish he could smell through his blocked nose, the tv has netflix launched up and ready for them to choose something to watch, the curtains are drawn closed and the sofa is turned into somewhere for them to lay on with everything (from chocolates and biscuits to bits of fruit to paracetamol and cold and flu tablets) on the coffee table and in arms reach. -> and they spend all day on the sofa. -> film after film after film, a nap in the mid-afternoon, watching tik-tok and showing each other silly videos they stumble upon and she enjoys having him to herself for the day and not sharing him with their friends and missing him due to his youtubing schedule. -> they order in take-away for a late dinner; a chinese because that's always their go-to meal when they can't be bothered to cook.
-> if its sickness that hits him then he really spends all day in their bed, closest to the bathroom, doing nothing but sleeping because his stomach is in knots. -> and she's there for everything that happens, even though he worries about her falling ill, instead of dealing with himself being so ill. -> "i don't want you to catch this-" -> "i'll be fine. if i catch it then you can look after me." -> "but it's horrible, lovie. i don't want you to have it." -> "i'm not going anywhere, arthur." -> "but-" -> "no buts, arthur. i'm choosing to look after you. i want to look after you. i'm staying out." -> she kneels behind him and she gives his hip or his knee a gentle rub every so often to let him know she's still there, sliding her hand round his middle and rubbing his belly in between retching and his skin is sweltering and he's sticky and warm. -> the only thing he can wear is boxer shorts because he feels hot and she's pretty thankful that the only thing she'd need to be washing is the bedsheets and dirty pants and no sick-covered pyjamas. -> she's rubbing his back as he throws up. -> she's wiping the sweat from his forehead with a damp flannel when he's done throwing up. -> she sits on the bathroom floor with him and lets him fall back against her once he tires himself out. ghostly white and covered in sweat. practically falling asleep from the moment his head his her shoulder and his face hid in her neck. -> he gets better through the day. drinking green tea and peppermint tea when he needed a drink, sipping on glasses of water, munching on dry toast and dry crackers and dry biscuits. -> she runs him a warm bath, sits with him to make sure he doesn't fall asleep and drop beneath the bath water, tells him silly stories that she has definitely told him before but he keeps asking for her to talk to him. -> and he sounds and looks drunk; slurring his words when he speaks, barely making sense to her, and his eyes are hooded and low and he has a tired smile on his lips. -> "jus' love listening to you talk, lovie. so soothing." -> "you're such a simp for me, huh?" -> "how can i not be? have you seen you?" -> "have you seen you? i should be the simp in this relationship." -> "m'so naked in front of you right now and you're not simping?" -> "i'm not looking, mister television." -> "i'd be looking at you, all the time, lovie." -> "you're just a little pervert, arthur. my little pervert."
-> she absolutely babies him when he finally comes to terms with the fact that he's sick. -> and he just lets her. -> usually, he doesn't like to be fussed over - he's always telling her that he's old enough to be able to do things himself and doesn't need other people doing things for him - but he doesn't have the energy to argue when he's ill. -> she's happy to look after him and he's happy that she's happy to look after him but, deep down, he just can't be bothered to argue with her. -> but he's appreciative of her. -> so appreciative. -> all the time, everything she does for him, he's so thankful.
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alphabetboyluvr · 6 months
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God bless that one person who told me to read a little story called “bad decisions” when I was asking for friends to lovers fics on tik tok because without that person I wouldn’t be where I am today. BD had 12 chapters at that time.
God bless
Love u Holly! <3
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chapter 12!!!!! they were babies!!!!!!! ohhhhh how our starlovers have grown 🥹
those early chapters are so so important and I'm so glad you stuck with it - a lot of people lately tap out of bd before they even reach the birds cause there's a misconception about what bd will be like, but I literally love the start of their friendship so much 😭 its so integral to their story 🥹✨️
it's been so much fun to write the development of their characters and I'm actually a little jealous of the glitter girlies who got in there early and have watched it all blossom along with me 😭
thank you for your kindness!! so lucky to have such lovely readers 🥹💖✨️
mwah x
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sisterssafespace · 10 months
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السلام عليكم
What would you say to the parents who don't trust their child . I'm the eldest sibling and I just turned 18 and my mom let me download instagram. Cuz she's strict since our childhood and now she's literally doubting me for having secret conversations on insta like .... brooo I.....I've always been the best child , I've never did something that could make them regret and sad :( And Alhamdulilah I KNOW my Deen and know what's wrong and right for me now ... I guess I'm mature enough but especially my mom she literally doubts soooo much it makes me saddd :(( like ... cmon you don't trust me???? She thinks I'm like other girls but nahhh I'm not!! And that's the reason I don't have anything friends. Cuz I always put my Deen on top and so they feel annoyed so I just leave em!
Would you say something that I can screenshot from here and send to my mom so she can understand.. please?
Also thanks 🫂💐
و عليكم السلام و رحمة الله و بركاته حبيبتي 🤍
First of all, Allahuma barik 18 years olf and already so firm on the Deen and so proud of your religion, may Allah swt make you from the people of the Quran and fill your days with blessings my dear!
Unfortunately, some parents - because of lack of knowledge or because that's just the way they were raised themselves - tend to be very restrictive with their kids, out of love, out of fear for them, out of protection, obviously, but the means are just ineffective. Even if the end goal is noble and understandable, the channel of being dismissive, restrictive, limiting the children's accessibility and straight off refusing to give them access to things was proven to have negative impacts and it does backfire. Today, it is advised to use open communication with one's children instead. For example, instead of closing off on their children and cutting them off from the online world, a parent should rather speak openly to their children or teenagers about why the cyber world is bad, what are the possible threats, what could happen if someone chats you up on Facebook or Instagram, why tik tok is filled with haram, etc. If a mother for example sits her daughter down and says " sweetie, I do love you and I do trust you, but I don't trust strangers on the internet, I don't trust perverts and scammers, I don't trust what can possibly happen, I am afraid you get hurt because sometimes even if you are really being careful you might still fall for someone's scam because you're still young and you don't have that much experience.. " these words would definitely have a hugely different effect on the girl's emotions and on their relationship in general.
Parents shouldn't show their kids any signs of mistrust, on the contrary, they should be honest and they should openly and healthily communicate their thoughts because the kids are mature enough to receive and reciprocate. I wish parents didn't underestimate the maturity of their kids tbh. But it's okay, everything can be worked on and fixed with love and compassion.
And with that being said, the communication goes both ways, the kid should reassure their parents as well that they know what to do, they do follow halal content, islamic pages, they don't interact with the other gender, and they can even suggest that their parents have access to their phones just to be safe.
Again, compassion and communication are the key! I hope this helps 🤍
Kheir in shaa Allah!
-A. Z. 🤍🍃
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hocusbogus · 1 year
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Journal Entry: 6 Feb 2023 Monday
I’m writing less and less these days, but I’m learning to not punish myself for it. Writing is an outlet for me and it makes me feel good and unloads a lot of my thoughts and emotions, but at the same time it's not just an outlet, I also wanna get better at writing, and I wanna write as much as I can.
It’s a replacement public holiday today for Thaipusam which was yesterday. Blessed to be a Malaysian with so many public holidays due to our diverse culture and demographic.
I watched two Ghibli movies after I woke up, I am on a Ghibli movie marathon, just because. I’ve been thinking about canceling Netflix hence I tried to find a reason not to, and for now, the Ghibli movies made me keep it. That thought has been lingering in my head for quite some time however what prompted me to seriously consider it was because of that ‘error’ message that Netflix ‘accidentally’ shared regarding the anti-password sharing policy, since my account is shared by the rest of my family I just don’t see the point of having it since I’m not watching anything on Netflix for months! But the Ghibil movies made me keep it, so lucky you Netflix.
I’ve watched Kiki’s Delivery Service, From Up on Poppy Hill, Ocean Waves, When Marnie was There, and The Cat Returns and made a thread on Twitter rating it, just little things I do to continue ‘writing’ with the limited characters offered by Twitter. Ghibli movies’ cinematography never disappoints, I can’t wait to visit the theme park soon!
Two days ago on Saturday, I caught up with Rochelle, I haven’t seen her since her wedding last September 2022 and a lot has changed since I last saw her. Had quite a meaningful conversation with her and I realized that we all have coping mechanisms, some are physical and some are emotional but at the end of the day we are suppressing something, and we are dealing with it the best way we could and know how. We are human just trying our best out here on a floating rock.
I also went to watch Yet To Come in Cinemas with Latun and had an absolute blast, I can’t wait to see BTS live one day, I know they miss performing together more than anything else, I’m so proud of them as artists and as human beings. It’s really hard not to be proud of them, they’re so humble and talented beyond imagination and I’m just so thankful to be existing in the same timeline as them.
I haven’t written ‘titles’ from my journal prompt lists, I don’t know why I’ve been avoiding it, I feel like I wasn’t ready to write them well when in reality I don’t have to write them well, it is called a prompt after all.
But there is one title that I’ve been wanting to write, it’s not part of a journal prompt, it’s something I thought of while scrolling Tik Tok, which is “Female Friendship”, I lost the Tik Tok that inspired me to write about it, but I’ve been putting it off awhile now.
Today was fine, it’s 4.40 pm as I am typing and I’ll work out in a bit since I was on rest days for the weekend, I am also having my period so all the pain in the body is amplified, and will need to take it easy with some low-impact workouts.
It’ll be a four-day work week this week, I’m at least thankful for that, looking forward to the weekend as well.
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outofcontexturi · 2 years
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Saturday 15th October 2022 journal
Today is the day. First rep today. I’m nervous but I love myself enough to know that I’m going to be fine. I saw a monster calls today and I must say I cried real tears man. Powerfully told by my year. Lee may just be a star. Molly too. Kieton had amazing movement. Harry told a lot of his (Dad) story thru the eyes it was so good to see. Juliet had the crying game on lock. I’m so proud of these people. I’m excited to actually be performing tomorrow. I did feel like omg can I even act when I saw AMC but I know I can and my play is a completely different play, A different feel. I’m happy with what we came up with. I’m happy man. Today is the day!!! there’s anxiety somewhere but I’m gonna feel the fear and do it anyways cause I’m that fucking guy. It’s me. I’m him. Everything else is getting blocked out. I’m gonna listen to champagne problems again. Listen to some LOA videos on tik tok and crash out man. Gonna go for a sauna tomorrow maybe but I’m gonna kill it tomorrow. God bless me. God bless the people I’m with. Thank God for life and thank you universe for blessing me. Thank you ❤️
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Buuje P - FNF Freestyle
Yessss! Im going on vacation this weekend only. Im going to Florida. I be back who knows when but I be back to work on Envy The Dolls. Im just waiting on my order from DoorDash I order a 24 cans of mountain dew just waiting for them should be here in 5-8 minutes by now. But ummmm anyways on today agenda I have alot I woke up late because I was feeling the NBA crush boyfriend of mines lol . Just joking naw it just a crush on basketball player from the Mavericks but I be gone this weekend. Thank You Lord.So! my order has arrived and I order the wrong thing... I order diet mountain dew oh will it’s not great but it great. So! Anyways on October 1st I will be getting my Samsung Galaxy Tablet out of the pawn shop and then , also getting my Iphone 7 and my moto g pure phone out and my Samsung Galaxy A11 phone out of the pawn shop I believe that is like 4 items I put in the pawn shop that I have to get out hopefully before November 1st . But I will do that okay... I said I was going to save my little $13 dollars but I didnt I was bored so I brought me some soda from Dollar General off of DoorDash okayyyyy. So today agenda is:
1. Drawing Case Designs Apple & Android .
2. Tattoo drawings.
3. Fashion basic croquis and clothes on the body drawings.
4. Random art drawings.
5. My project that probably gonna last all year long which is “ The Art Grid Art Poster for my background wall paper for youtube channel. That going to say Subscribe to The Bardi Oh.
6. Quote List with Price Chart.
7. Blogging.
8. The Comic Book.
10. Packaging Stickers.
11. Lastlyyyyyyy yes my favorite part the Coloring Book. Okayyyyy. Im Out.
Oh yeah and in between time I study my GED and for Phlebotomy and Design Graphic Design & Fashion Design. Yayyyy!!!!!!! Im out oh.
The podcast.
The website .
The blog site all coming soon.
Please follow me on social media sites :
1. Facebook.
2. Twitter.
3. Instagram.
4. Tumblr. of course the site im and u all r reading and im on now posting away.
5. Tik Tok where I do product videos. and How to tutorials.
6. Twitch tv : where I do Gaming tutorials how to game and also my where I show you how to do my character designs my customer service characters team that will help you with your products watch animated tutorials on how to work your products with my gaming character design okay. And watch the panel in animated style. Thank You.
7. Piniterest and DevianArt and Animo Art : Where you can see all of my drawing and comment on them and buy them whateverrrrrr u suppose to be doing liking and buying my art and also on RedBubble and Depop and Poshmark and Pateron.
8. Courses coming soon on skillshare yes I wont to be a teacher on skillshare showing you about my products and everything else.
9. Last ok i promise this the last oneeeee n after this u can leave : Social Media Promotional Cards, Flyers, Business Cards, Thank You , Discount cards everything else up under the sun.
Im out now.
Bye.
God Bless from : The Bardi Oh host of podcast show “ Envy The Dolls Art Days for A designer
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caswilsoncantonohio · 2 years
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I heard this song I'm pretty sure it's from Tim McGraw and it says live like you are dying....
And this is the thing if you never heard it Google it.
Because every single day is a gift,
and every single day I live my life as if it was my last day on Earth.
Now with that being said I do have some cloudy days in my life and I have sunny days.
And I always try to teach my kids and the kids in my life don't ever say you have a bad day.
Refrain from saying that instead say I had a bad moment in my day.
Because you can always find a silver lining.
I love days that have no plans at all.
It will always be the smallest moment that will give me the greatest pleasure.
It will always be the smallest moments that will last a lifetime....
It will always be those down moments that you think is impossible to get through that you one day could then look back at it and laugh.
And other times it will be the greatest moments of your life that you will treasure forever.
Today was an awesome day got up did some devotional had coffee with my husband Andre Wilson went to see my favorite movie Downton Abbey,
spoiler alert someone does die in Downton Abbey but we all knew that was coming.
And then I started thinking I don't think I've ever actually put in writing what I want done when i die
So I put it on social media did a little Tik Tok video.
All about so jump over to Tik-Tok and see it @yaya_wilson
#1. you better revive me.
#2. you better leave me in a coma until I wake up or they come up with cloning.
And speaking of cloning I think it should be a real thing,
because wanted be great if there was like a little million of me running around okay maybe not a million but just put like me in like every state in the United States and throughout the world and this world would be a great place.
But anyways I did put my will on Tik-Tok today.
So if you have not seen it jump over to Tik Tok.
@yaya_wilson
But this is the way it goes I don't want a funeral...
don't want calling hours don't need to spend hours crying over me if you didn't get to say goodbye then you should have said hello and I was alive.
So take $1,200 cremate me put me in a mason jar and throw me in the Atlantic Ocean.
But not the dirty Atlantic ocean it has to be like the Bahamas or Ocean Beach Alabama where the water is Crystal Blue...
But anyways got five new team member so welcome welcome welcome love when I get new team member.
Please continue to pray for my Soul Sister it breaks my heart that her mama is going through what she's going through she is such a sweet kind person.
And I am just blessed enough that last year at this time I got to spend my birthday with her in Nashville see once again it will always be the small things that one day will mean the most powerful things.
And then my friend Davie Harris stopped by with her little boy and brought us some homemade coney sauce. Thanks girl it was delicious....
My Soul Sister Lisa Marie Hudson and her cousin stop by and overall it was just a fun day and I'm just so blessed to have this life...
And I am so blessed that I have the best husband children, bonus children, God children, neighbor babies, nieces, great nieces and great nephews, sisters grandchildren and godparents friends that are like family.
People go a lifetime and don't know that love. And I thank God all the time for it.
Because it doesn't matter UPS Downs round and round we go I know I can always count on them to be there. Just like they know that they can always count on me to be there...
So near your far friend family or team member thank you for being a part of this thing called life ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️
#cwcantonohio #awcantonohio #wilsonfamily2022 #wilsonneighborbaby #americacantonohio #teamwilson2022
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magicpumpkin3 · 3 years
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Tik Tok famous MC
Special guest→ @minzart
Note: In this universe MC doesn't hide the fact that they're from different dimension.
Note№2: I'll most likely make a part 2. I'm just a bit too tired atm 🤡🔫
All the dorm leaders were chilling on their leaders meeting. Even Malleus was there! And it was one of rare once, whenever no one tried to fight one another. Truly a blessing.
Just of a pure boredom Kalim decided to turn on the old radio that was always there, in their meeting room. No one ever used it and no one seems to know why it was there in the first place, so he thought 'Why not?'. A smooth background jazz started playing, no one really paid attention to it. It was a relaxing background noise so nobody seemed to mind. Until…
"Greetings everyone! It's your favourite radio podcast- "Famous Wonderland"! And today we're here not only to discuss but to also interview a new star of the Magiccam! Yuu!" At those words everyone seemed to stiffened and turn towards the radio, even Idia's flying Tablet seemed to float a bit higher then usual.
"Hello everyone! It's me ya boi! Thank you for inviting me, I never really been on a podcasts before." Kalim turned up volume. Voice of the host spoke up again. "So, tell us, what's the secret of becoming famous?" "Eh, I don't know??? Get isekadi'd into a deferent dimension in to a all boys school for special gifted kids with magic while being magicless and start making jokes for the internet. I mean... That's how I did it, maybe there's a different way!" After your mini speach, behind his monitor Idia gave out a sinister giggle that turned into a dry laughter.
"Okay, we'll make sure to try that out!" "Don't, it's fun and stuff till it gets dark." At those words Kalim had to cover his face with his hands to hide his smile. "Yes, I believe you mentioned the...well...eh-" "Overbolts? Yeah, one of the many reasons why I need therapy." Everyone who had faced the problem stared at one another, as if blaming each other.
"So, I don't want to bring up the traumatic experience-" "Do it, I don't care." "What?" "Do it. It's a like having a breakfast for me at this point." "Okay so, what was the weirdest thing you did while you faced the... Overbolt?"
There was a small pause. Everyone was staring at the radio, as if it was Yuu and it could actually speed up the answer. Then, the heard a small whizzing sound. "Okay, okay…So it's not really a thing, it's a thought but like-" more whizzing was heard "it's a thing that my brain did, so it counts!" "Makes sense, go on."
"Okay so, while one of my friends Overbolted, for context his Overbolt form was an octomer" Everyone slowly turned their heads towards Azul. Meanwhile the mentioned octopus turned his attention to the clocks on wall like they were the most interesting thing people has ever created. "And-" more whizzing. "My first fucking thought was war flashback of a tentacle hentai!!" After that Yuu started to historically beating the table while trying to contain their laughter.
Poor Azul, he looked reader then Riddles hair, in fact, you could almost see smoking coming from his ears. Idia was full on laughing his skinny butt of, not carrying if anyone could hear him. Riddle was experiencing a good ol' second hand embarrassment and turning red himself. Leona was being a smug mf like always. Vil was disappointed in reality once again. And What about Kalim and Malleus? Well... Let's just say that Jamil and Lilia will have hell of a time explaining concept of hentia.
"And that's not the worst part" more whizzing was heard from both host and Yuu. "That happens at some point with all Overbolts! Like, some dud from Savanaclow overbolted had a flashback about furry porn, some dude from Pomfiore did it and." Even more whizzing. "And tried to poison us the fog or something, I remember a hentai with some drugged smoke and the next thing you know there was an orgy pile!!" At this everyone there were laughing there bottoms off in that podcast studio.
Leona was full on laughing with Shroud while, Azul and Riddle were dying on the inside, Vil was judging everyone and Mal Mal with Kalim were kind of confused yet somehow humoured.
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1ddiscourseoftheday · 3 years
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🪐Tues 1 Dec ‘20🍌
Harry Styles Reacts to Banana Innuendo by Creating More Banana Innuendo
A little bit of Harry today but packing a big, uh, impact; there were pictures of the DWD set where one of the blurry blobs is distinctively Harold, and a much clearer fan pic of him driving a top down convertible in Palm Springs recently, personifying old Hollywood glamour looks even off the set, and! We see him in the Variety Hitmakers promo vid briefly, like very briefly, I literally blinked and missed it the first time, but the amount of information he gets across in those 4 or 5 frames! WOW. Okay so first of all he's wearing a necklace that is literally A DICK BANANA! It's a penis in a banana peel!! I mean we have always been knew that Harry was a big lover of... bananas... but he really just said no more subtext this time damn. It being Gucci is just the hilarious sprinkle on the sundae, they are really making the content Harry deserves huh? But let's not let that distract us from unpeeling the rest of this iconic look- his shirt says 'waiting for sunset', I see your sun reference there sir, and his sweater, an iconic cardigan first seen 3 years ago (it's the space boy sweater!!!), features daffodils, a heart pierced by an arrow (wait do those two things... go together or something...?), two birds, bugs and butterflies, and fish! Also it's beautiful. Someone make recreating these a tiktok trend please and tell me how to make one!
Comedian Nick Kroll, who is part of Don't Worry Darling, says Harry (er sorry I mean “ethereal demigod of love Harry Styles,” as per Vuture) was the first to know about his engagement, beating out even family by texting for up to the minute updates (“have you done it yet? What's going on?”). “He doesn’t know it yet,” Kroll says, “but he’s gonna be the guardian of all of our children.” Uh huh like that wasn't his play all along, he's even got this guy convinced it was his own idea! I assume Harry's plotting the tattoo space for their names even now, but hopefully he won't also be texting for constant updates on the babymaking process...
Who woke up with Liam today?? Well, if you missed that pleasure, he greeted us to say good morning and that it was “strange being the voice waking you up” but he hoped it wasn't too annoying and that we had a blessed day while Naughty List (#1 tik tok song third week in a row) played gently in the background. Thanks Liam! (Then Roman Kemp does what is I guess a Harry impression? Not his best tbh. Also no bananas or dicks, not convincing at all.) Liam also tells Roman that no, he's never done positive affirmations, what are those-- I was already looking forward to the advent for ME but now I'm excited for it for Liam too! No Liam, may YOU have a blessed day and learn all about saying nice things to yourself. The sleep story content isn't available yet, but lots of people went to sleep last night with Liam on their mind already even so; CelebTM, desperate to cling to their moment of notoriety and retain their directioner readers, published a ziam primer, and apparently their ploy is working cause suddenly everyone was talking about ziam. I mean okay but my dudes are you really letting CELEBTM guide your fandom? That just won't end well. But however suspect the source, ziam trended on twitter throughout the day yesterday, and then Gigi posted a pic of Zayn resting his face on her preggers belly from back in the summer, and then the fandom sort of split into the people trending Ziam harder and the people cooing at the pic for being cute so I guess if Gigi was trying to shush people as was the widespread theory, maybe it half worked? Or maybe it just made people about it talk more, hard to say. But! Either way it gave us an unseen of Zayn, so thats a win.
BBC1 will play Louis' christmas special from last year again this christmas day-- a whole hour of Louis playing great songs and chatting! (Remember how he played the same christmas song that Harry had called a family favorite when he covered it at Jingle Ball a couple weeks before? good times!) I guess you could be sad that it's a rerun, and yes who wouldn't want a new one, but also you could be happy cause it was super good and it's on again! Anyway judging by the influence celebtm is wielding, half of the fandom is new people right now anyway so I'm sure it will be new to many, so enjoy it friends. A registered but unreleased Louis song, One Track Mind, showed minor changes to a listing. Movement behind the scenes? Always, but if it moving closer to us, happy days!
Meanwhile on instagram Harris Reed said "I think the thing that's so beautiful about Harry is the fact that he does what he wants to do because he believes in it,” and “he immediately kind of understood I didn’t want to just make pretty clothes, I had a strong message for providing fluidity,” Louis liked posts from Liam Gallagher (about supporting crew) and Helene, Liam did what the grammys failed to- congratulated The Weeknd on his success (a whole year in the top 100), and Harry and Louis are up against each other-- no not like that, in a fan voted competition for 'Best Male'.  A pretty big hat to fill but better one of them than most anyone else! If you have a strong preference (and boy do some of you) go cast your vote! Let the infighting begin, uh, continue.
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fatiguing-thoughts · 3 years
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“Natural” - Chapter 13 - Embry Call x Reader
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Movie Night
Waking up in the morning with Embry in my bed was a level of comfort and serenity that I don’t think I could ever describe. I look over at his peaceful form, the sun shining in through the fold in the curtain. 
I watch as his chest rises up and down, his slow, peaceful breathing accompanied by a very light snore. His black hair falling over his face that’s nuzzled deep into my pillow. His warm, russet skin shining in the sun beams. His warmth radiating against my colder skin. 
“Good morning.” His raspy voice mumbles against the pillow. 
“Good morning, Em.” I whisper. 
“What’re you looking at, beautiful?” He smirks.
“Just you.” I blush.
I don’t honestly believe that this is something I’ll ever get used to. Embry, and everything about him, felt like an absolute blessing. It felt surreal, really. 
“Awe, bean. You’re cute when you blush.” 
“Stop.” I whine, slightly giggling. 
“No, I like it. It’s cute.” He sits up, wrapping his arms around me. 
“I mean, thank you.” I look down at my hands. 
“So, I was thinking.” Embry begins.
“That’s a first.” I tease, poking his nose.
“Hah hah, very funny. Anyway, what if we went camping? Now that I won’t have to be here for patrol tonight or tomorrow. We can leave today and spend a night out, and come home for tomorrow. Then you can see your friend and Leah.” His vibrant smile beaming brighter than the sunlight. 
“I would love that. We can start packing now.” I shriek, having a difficult time to contain my excitement. 
“Of course.” He smiles, leaving a kiss on my lips. 
I practically spring up from my bed and begin packing my backpack full of any clothes I would need for tonight and tomorrow. I put on a pair of jeans and throw on a t-shirt. 
“Someone’s excited.” Embry chuckles. 
“We’ve always talked about camping together, and now we can.” I turn around, smiling. 
“I know, I’m so excited to go with you.” He smiles, pulling me close to him. 
His hands grab my hips, driving me nuts as usual. I trace my fingers up his biceps until my arms wrap around his neck, pulling myself up to kiss his soft lips once again. His hands tighten their grip on my hips as he deepens the kiss.
“We have to finish packing.” He pulls away breathlessly. 
“That we do.” I shake my head. 
“We can continue that later tonight.” He gives me a cheeky smirk. 
I nod as my cheeks are deepening to another shade of red. 
I grab some blankets, pillows, and search for sleeping bags in the closet downstairs. 
We pack some food for the small trip before heading over to Embry’s house to pick up his tent and clothes for him to wear. 
I look around for Tiffany while we were here, alas she had to have been working. 
“Have you talked to her the last few days or have you been completely MIA?” I ask as he packs a backpack for himself.
“She thought I was camping with everyone. We’re in contact.” He looks back at me. 
“Good. I don’t want her to worry herself to death.” I smile at him. 
“Me neither.” He sighs. 
We make our way back to my car and he leads the way to a site of his choice. 
“I’ll give it to you, Em. You know these woods better than anyone else.” I chuckle.
“I know, I’m basically a map now.” He laughs, pointing in the direction to turn. 
I follow his navigation and after an hour or so of driving, we eventually make it to a trail leading to a clearing, thankfully a bathroom within walking distance. 
We grab all of our stuff and begin our journey to the clearing. Embry and I set up the tent relatively quickly.
“I’m hungry.” Embry whines.
“You’re always hungry.” I giggle. 
“Yeah, and?” He laughs. 
“So let’s eat.” I smile, reaching into the food we packed. 
I felt my phone vibrate in my back pocket. I pull it out to see a text from Alyssa. 
“Hey (Y/N), are you free tomorrow?” - Alyssa
“Yes I am. Do you wanna come over for a pizza and movie night?” - me
“Sure, sounds good. Should I bring anything?” - Alyssa
“Nope. I can invite my friends, too. If you’d like. :)” - me
“That sounds fun.” - Alyssa
“Okay, come for like 6.” 
“Sounds like a plan.” 
I place the phone back in my pocket after sending her my address and take a sip of water. 
“We should invite everyone over tomorrow at seven. I told Alyssa there would be a pizza and movie night at my house, but she’s coming at six.” 
“Sounds fun, I’ll send a text in the group chat.” He says, pulling his phone out.
“Great.” I smile. 
We finished eating and cleaned everything up. 
“Can we go on a hike?” I ask.
“Of course, beautiful.” His large hand reaches out for mine, pulling me off the stump I sat on.
I follow Embry’s lead the whole walk, which took about an hour or so. We played a lot of iSpy on the way, though.
A chipmunk, the recycling bin, the bag of cheetos someone left on the floor (which I picked up and threw out), the trees, my backpack, and the dog poop someone didn’t pick up like they were supposed to. Those were the answers to the iSpy game we had. 
“Okay, we’re here.” Embry smiles. 
“Wow, it’s beautiful.” I admire the view.
We were in a canyon of sorts, admiring some of the beauty that the Olympic National Forest has to offer. I look down, noticing the drop off, my heartbeat beginning to race.
“I won’t let you fall, bean.” His arm wrapping around my waist. 
“Thank you.” I continue to look around.
Embry always washed my fears away easily. Being with Embry made me feel invincible. I felt all my worries melt away.
I look over at him, smiling at the beautiful boy. 
We sat there for a few hours, enjoying each other’s company as well as the view before heading back to the campsite. 
It was beginning to get dark and I heard Embry’s stomach grumbling. 
“I can start the fire and then we can eat.” I smile at him. 
“Sounds good to me, bean.” I felt warm, soft lips press to my temple. 
The light from the fire created cast orange all around it, the crackling soothing my ears. The smell bringing me a new sense of peace. 
Embry and I ate dinner and roasted s’mores. I sat basically velcroed to his side, just how I like. 
“Look at the stars.” He points up to the sky. 
“Wow.” I breathe out. 
“Come on, let’s stargaze.” He grabs my hand, leading me over to the picnic table at our site. 
We lay on it, both of us laying our heads on his arms. 
“I like that one.” I point up to the sky.
“Which one? There’s like forty in that direction.” He chuckles.
“That one, Em.” I point again. 
“Ahhh, nice. It’s pretty.” He agrees. 
“You don’t even know which one I’m talking about.” I giggle.
“I don’t have to. I know it’s beautiful, they all are. Just like you.” He presses a kiss to my cheek. 
I turn over to him and press my lips to his. His hands once again find my hips, pulling me into his side. 
“Maybe we should go into the tent.” I raise an eyebrow.
“I think we should.” His smirk sends chills up my spine. 
And so we did, we took it to the tent. 
Soon after, we fell asleep holding each other. 
In the morning, the smell of the trees pleasantly invaded their way into my senses. The heat from the sun invading through the polyester walls. 
“Good morning.” Embry’s raspy morning voice once again sending chills up my spine.
“Morning, Em.” I smile at him. 
“Let’s eat.” He smiles, springing himself up from the sleeping bag. 
“You got it.” I smile, following suit. 
I caught Embry staring at me, once again. Not something out of the ordinary, though I always wondered why.
“What’s wrong, do I have something on my face?” I ask.
“No, it’s just you. You’re so beautiful.” A blush finds its way to his cheeks, following an uncontrollable grin.
“Awe, Em.” I coo, walking myself over and sitting in his lap.
“I just feel so lucky.” He breathes into my neck.
“Me too. Like the luckiest girl in the world.” I smile, pressing a kiss to his warm cheek. 
Sitting in Embry’s presence felt better than merely being near anyone else. It was as if sitting in silence with Embry could beat any conversation with anyone else. I guess that’s a soulmate, though. 
“What time is it?” I ask him. 
“A little past noon.” He shrugs. 
“Okay. So who’s coming tonight?” 
“Well, Seth and Leah for sure. Jacob can’t because he’s basically broken in half for a bit longer. Quil said he would. Overall, the rest of them said they’re busy with their friends or families. Well, Jared said he’s too busy ‘doing hot girl shit,’ whatever that means.” 
“Alright. Good for Jared, I think that’s a tik tok thing. But Seth, Leah, Quil, Alyssa, and us sounds like a good group.” I chuckle. 
“It definitely is.” He laughs, pulling me closer to his chest. 
“Well, we should probably head home soon. By the time we got back it’s gonna be after three. And then cleaning all this crap up.” I sigh.
“We can do this again, whenever you want to.” He smiles at me.
“I would like that.” I press a kiss to his forehead. 
His warm chest felt like home, and maybe that’s why I always felt like Forks was my home. It was my ticket to Embry my whole life. 
We pack up the site and make our hike back down the trail to my car. The drive back once again blasting our shared playlist, revisiting all the feelings we held secret for years. 
Embry insisted we stop at his house first since his mother was at work. My heart ached for both him and his mother. Secrets like this are good for neither of them, I couldn’t imagine the pain it brought to them. 
The drive to my house was quick, and unpacking all of our stuff didn’t take too long. 
I check the time and see it to be after 3:30. 
“Well, what can we do now?” I look over to Embry. 
“Well, we could get stuff ready. Or we can make out.” He wiggles his eyebrows at me.
“I mean, one of those is far more tempting than the other.” I smirk, walking closer to him. 
Next thing I knew, we were on my couch, his warm body pressed against mine. His soft lips pressing onto mine with slight aggression. Embry drove me nuts, there was no denying that. 
Some time later, we pulled apart breathlessly. 
“Maybe I should get the living room ready.” I smile at him.
“I think so.” He kisses my forehead. 
I grab pillows and blankets, creating a comfortable area on the floor for whoever decides to take that instead of the couches. Also blankets for Alyssa and I, as most people who don’t run 108.9 like when they watch movies. I grab snacks and drinks from the latest grocery shopping trip and bring them into the living room, leaving them on the coffee table. 
“Alyssa should be getting here soon.” I say happily.  
“You excited to see her?” Embry asks me with a kind smile.
“Very. That was one of my only actual friends in Forks.” I return his smile back to him.
“That’s exciting. And now she gets to meet all your La Push friends.” 
“She does. And it will be great to finally have some merger there.” 
We sat back on the couch, chatting about more things to do on the next camping trip as we were much less limited than others in terms of safety and location. Discussing a group trip with our friends. 
Our conversation was interrupted by a knock on my front door. 
“Alyssa!” I swing the door open, smiling. 
“(Y/N)!” She laughs. 
“Come in, let’s catch up.” I pull her in for a hug.
“Yes please.” She giggles. 
“Nobody else is gonna be here for an hour, I left that for us to talk about life.” I chuckle. 
“Sounds like a plan.” 
“I’ll go take a nap, let you guys have your girl talk.” Embry says, kissing my forehead before waving and jogging upstairs to my room. 
“So… how is life? How is everything?” I ask.
“Well, my girlfriend and I broke up about a year ago. She cheated on me. So that wasn’t fun, but other than that I’m doing great. I got the program I wanted to a few months ago, I’m gonna become a teacher.” She smiled. 
“That’s incredible! Congrats. On the school thing. But as for Chelsea? Seriously? You guys were together from like freshman year of high school. What a witch.” I look at her with comforting eyes.
“Yeah, right? She’s not worth being sad about anymore, though. I’m ready to have fun again, I’ve been okay for a while. I go to school in the fall and I’ll be dorming. I’m quite excited. What’re you doing for school?” She smiles at me. 
“Well, I got into the program I want, too. I’m going to be going online, though. But I’m studying economics, I think I want to go to law school.” I smile.
“That’s great! Congratulations.” She beams. 
“Right. Wait, where are you going to school?” 
“University of Washington. I’m excited.” 
“No shot, me too.” I smile. 
“No way, you’ll have to come hang out at my dorm sometimes. You’re gonna need to make friends.” She encourages me. 
“That sounds like fun.” 
We catch up some more before I notice the time. I decided to call to order the pizza at 6:45, that way it would come shortly after people got here. I ordered five pies.
“Five pies? How many of your other friends are coming?” She asks. 
“Uhh, I think there’s gonna be like six of us all together.” I shrug.
“Don’t you think that five pies is a lot?” She asks me, raising her eyebrow. 
“Definitely not with them. There is no end to their hunger.” I laugh. 
“If you say so.” She laughs, doubting my words. 
“You’ll see.” I chimed. 
I tell her that I should go wake Embry up and begin my walk up the stairs.
I open my door and she his silhouette laying in the bed. The darkness of my room made it impossible to make much else out.
“Embry, wake up.” I say walking over to my bed.
“Already?” He laughs.
“Yeah, already.” I chuckle, placing a hand on his shoulder to wake him up.
“Alright, only for you.” He sits up, pressing a kiss to my forehead.
“Thanks. Let’s get downstairs.” I mumble, thankfully the darkness hid the reddening of my cheeks at his softspoken words.
“Good morning, Alyssa.” Embry yawns from the stairway. 
“Good morning?” She laughs at his goofiness. 
A knock at the door interrupts us. I walk over to see Quil, Seth, and Leah. 
“Hey!” I smile. 
“Hey, (Y/N)!” Seth beams with his contagious smile.
“What’s up, dork?” Quil laughs.
“Hey, (Y/N).” Leah says softly, smiling at me. 
“Come on in, the pizza should be here soon.” 
“Thank god, I’m starving.” Quil huffs. 
“I just watched you eat two big macs an hour ago.” Leah looks at him.
“Okay, and?” He laughs.
“Alright everyone, this is my friend Alyssa. Alyssa this is Quil, Seth, and Leah.” I smile, pointing to everyone down the line.
“Hello.” She smiles, waving at everyone. Looking at them as I point.
Though her face stopped at one. 
I look and follow her gaze, noticing it stopped at the last face. Leah’s.
Leah had a dazed look on her face, mouth slightly agape. 
My eyes widen, looking at Embry’s face that mimicked my shock. In fact, so did Quil’s and Seth’s. 
“Hey.” Alyssa exhales. 
“Hi.” Leah mumbled, her face quickly turning to one of confusion. 
“Oh, this took a turn.” Quil mumbled, in which Seth quickly swatted him with his arm. 
I gave Quil a glare, letting him know that now was not a time for jokes. 
“Alright, so let’s pick a movie. What movie?” I ask everyone, trying to break the silence. 
“Let’s watch The Cat in The Hat.” Quil chuckles. 
“It’s a true cinematic masterpiece.” Embry agrees. 
“What is wrong with you?” I laugh. 
“I mean, it is really funny. We used to talk about it in class all the time.” Alyssa laughs.
“You’re right. Is everyone good with watching that? I think we all need a good laugh.” I smile. 
“Yeah. That works.” Leah mumbles.
“Sure. I’m down to watch anything.” Seth smiles. 
“Great.” I turn the TV on and begin playing the movie. 
Leah takes a spot on the floor by herself, in front of Quil and Seth that took the couch next to the one that Embry and I sat on. Alyssa found herself a spot on the other side of me. 
About fifteen minutes into this nonsense, I hear knocking at the door once again.
“Do you want me to pause it, babe?” Embry asks.
“Please don’t.” I smile and walk to the door to get the pizza. 
“Your loss.” Quil huffs, laughing at the movie. 
I roll my eyes as I get the pizza from the door. 
“Let me help you.” I hear Leah say behind me, grabbing the pizza from me so I can pay the delivery guy.
“Thanks, Leah. You can keep the change.” I smile at him. 
“You got it. Where’s your bathroom? Also can I borrow a warmer shirt? I’m cold.” She asks, putting the pizza down next to the snacks on the coffee table. 
I look at her confused, as she knows where the bathroom is down here, also because this girl would never be cold. It’s then that I noticed the look in her eyes. She didn’t have to use the bathroom and she wasn’t cold. She needed to talk and she needed to talk now. 
“You can use the one upstairs, there’s one next to my room. I’ll show you where it is and I’ll get you a sweater.” I nod. 
“I’m kinda cold, too. Can I also have a sweater?” Seth asks, noticing the discomfort in his sister.
Quil and Embry look at Seth with a dumbfounded look, though I wave them off. 
“Uh, yeah. Come follow, too.” I manage to say. 
All three of us walk up the stairs and into my room.
“Are you okay?” I ask Leah, shutting my door. 
“I don’t know, I’m so confused.” She says softly, 
“I understand. That was a lot.” I lay a comforting hand on her shoulder.
Seth walks over and places another comforting hand on Leah’s other arm. 
“I just… Everything I saw felt so right. I just, I don’t know her. I didn’t think I would imprint on a woman. It’s not even that I’m mad about it, I always felt attracted to some women, I just never actually dated any. I just assumed I either wouldn’t imprint or I would imprint on a man, because none of the guys ever imprinted on another guy, even in the stories. But what do I make of it?” She asks me in a panic, speaking a million miles a minute. 
“I know, I know. Of course it feels right, it’s supposed to. But just remember, it doesn’t have to be romantic if you don’t want it to be.” I remind her. 
“It was in what I saw. I saw us together, I saw us happily holding hands. I saw us kissing. I saw us cuddling by a fire. I saw it all.” She looks at me with concerned eyes. 
“Leah, it’s okay. It’s all okay. That’s beautiful, if it’s what you want.” I say.
“Leah, if you’re afraid about imprinting on another woman, don’t worry about that. I don’t care. Mom doesn’t care. Nobody here would care. We love you for you and we want you to be happy.” Seth rubs her back comfortingly. 
“You mean that?” Her lip starts to quiver. 
“Of course. You’re my sister, you’re my best friend.” Seth pulls her into a hug. 
“Leah, I’m here for you every step of the way. We all are. I think that you should be her friend, see how that goes. If it develops further, then it does. If not, don’t stress. You’d then have another best friend.” I smile at her. 
“Thank you.” She smiles, nodding her head and hugging me. 
“Who knows, Leah? Take things as they come. We’ll be here every step of the way, okay?” 
“Okay.” She nods.
“Bring it in.” Seth grabs us both and pulls us into a huge hug. 
The crushing weight of his arms was one that felt really nice. I felt all the love in this hug. We stay like this for a few moments before I break the silence. 
“Let’s go get some pizza before Quil and Embry eat it all. Or torture Alyssa.” I laugh. 
“You’re right. We’ve been up here a little long.” Leah smiles softly.
“They better have saved us some pizza.” Seth huffs. 
“I’m sure they did. They might’ve killed two pies already, though.” I chuckle walking out of my room and down the stairs, Seth and Leah trailing close behind. 
“Welcome back, you missed a lot.” Quil chuckles. 
“Shut up. There better be pizza left.” I glare at him and Embry.
“There is, there is.” Embry defends, placing his hands up in surrender, chewing on his pizza.
“Good, I’m starving.” Seth says, grabbing two slices from the box. 
Leah and I both grab a slice before sitting back in our spots. 
“Where’s your sweater, Seth?” Quil teases. 
“They didn’t fit him.” I look at Quil with hard eyes.
“Yeah, it was a shame.” Seth laughs on the couch. 
The rest of the movie was filled with laughter. I sat in Embry’s lap, appreciating the warmth he brought me. 
“Next movie?” Embry asks. 
“We can watch Jackass.” Quil suggests. 
“Oh yeah, because you guys just need ideas. You, Paul, and Jared will be tearing up the town by tomorrow morning if we watch that.” I laugh.
“You got me there.” Quil laughs. 
“Great, it’s settled. We’re watching Mean Girls.” I announce.
“Oh god.” Quil whines. 
“It’s a great movie, you’re gonna love it at the end of the night. You’ll be quoting it, guaranteed.” I tell him.
“It is a great movie.” Alyssa agrees. 
So we watch it, and halfway through the movie I notice that nobody is more invested than Quil, Embry, and Seth. Causing the girls and I to laugh at them. 
After the movie ended, we all began to get up and stretch.
“Thank you for having me, (Y/N). I think I’m gonna get going now, though. I have work in the morning but I had fun, we should all hang out again some time. It was great to meet you all.” She smiles, hugging me goodbye. 
“Yeah, of course, we should hang out again soon. I’ll walk you to the door.” I smile, leading Alyssa to the door and watching her get into her car, noticing Leah do just the same. 
“Thank you!” She calls out as she gets into her car. 
I waved goodbye before shutting the door as she drove off. 
“Well, we should all probably get going soon.” Leah trails off. 
“Alright, I’ll see you guys soon.” I smile before I pull her into a really tight hug.
“Thank you.” She whispers in my ear before pulling away.
“Bye, (Y/N). Thanks for having us. I had fun.” He smiles before they take off.
“I mean, I should probably leave, too. I know you guys value your alone time, now.” Quil wiggles his eyebrows. 
“Shut up, dick.” Embry pulls him into a headlock, giving him a noogie. 
“That’s a weird way to say thank you for helping you not be a father at 18, but okay.” He laughs, wrestling Embry back. 
“Thanks, Quil. I thank you for your help. But Embry did say he would do this.” I giggle. 
“Fine, go get your own condoms from now on. I’m not taking them from Paul for you anymore!” He laughs as they roll around. 
“You stole them from Paul?” I laugh from the couch.
“Yeah, I hold you two with a very high value.” Quil tells me. 
“I see. Enough to risk a beating from Paul.” I laugh.
They both eventually tire themselves out and joining me on the couch.
“You guys done, yet?” I ask. 
“Yeah, I just had to kick his ass.” Embry kisses my temple. 
“Still a weird way to thank me.” Quil laughs.
I can’t help but laugh at my two goofy ass best friends.
“I should go, and you should go home for once before your mom has a heart attack.” Quil says, looking at Embry. 
“You’re right.” He sighs, standing up.
“You should, she probably misses you.” I encourage him.
“I know. I love you, bean. I’ll see you tomorrow.” He presses a kiss to my forehead. 
“Sounds good.” I smile, hugging him.
“Embry, you don’t talk to me like that. I’m hurt.” Quil places a hand over his chest, faking a pained face. 
“Oh shut it.” Embry shoves him, laughing. 
“Goodnight, guys. I’ll see you tomorrow.” 
I watch as they walk over to the treeline, knowing exactly how they were getting to their homes. 
I go up into my room and lay in bed, reliving the last few days of my life. 
How fuckin nuts that just two days ago I was face to face with vampires that wanted to kill me.
And tonight I watched The Cat in The Hat. 
Man, life’s pretty weird. 
I pick up my phone and sent a text to Embry.
I love you.
I put the phone on my nightstand, and drifted off.
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Title: All Eyes On You {One-Shot}***
Lewis Tan x Reader
Warning: Cursing, NSFW AT ALL, SMUTTT, DO NOT READ AT WORK!!
Words: 4.1k
Summary: Hmmmm, Naaaaah!  🙃
Note: You all have Brandie, @night-of-the-living-shred​ to thank for this oh and Lewis’ thirst trappin’ ass.
 ***Loosely Edited/Proofread***
***Mildly Interactive***
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 You couldn’t believe it had been three months. Three freaking months since you’d physically been able to touch him. Three months since you’d felt his fingertips graze your skin. Three months since you’d felt his lips on yours. Three months since you’d tasted the delicate mix of sea salt, vanilla, and spice, that was his skin. Three months since you’d felt his arms around you as you came awake every morning. Three months since you’d smelled him. Three months too long.
You loved that he had a career he enjoyed and took pride in. Loved that this career was finally beginning to show him the same love and attention he’d shown it for years, but that also meant you spent a lot more time without him in your bed and a lot more time being your own company and best friend, outside of the company and friends you had. It was often lonely, but you’d been together for almost two years now and had developed a working regiment that combated the loneliness.
 Staring at the message exchange between you and Lewis had your belly filling with butterflies all over again.
 MSG My Heart: Guess who’s coming home a whole week early?
MSG: Don’t play with me, Lewis.
MSG My Heart: I don’t play about coming home to my queen.
MSG: Oh my god. Really? Babe? When? Oh my god.
MSG My Heart: LOL. I love that you’re so excited.
MSG: You’re kidding. Do you know how long it’s been?
MSG My Heart: Three months, fourteen days, ten hours, eighteen minutes, and thirty seconds. I know just how long it’s been.
MSG: Melt my heart.
MSG My Heart: That’s not all I plan on melting.
 The row of emojis was what sent you to the grave. You were practically still quivering from anticipation, and this was yesterday.
 “All finished.”
 You sat up and thanked Lucy, your wax lady who’d just made you a completely smooth again. When Lewis was away, you kept things tidy, but there was no need to get all extravagant. Today, you went all out, and that included a little surprise below the belt.
 “Thank you, Lucy. Same card on file, please.”
 “You got the full special. Does this mean boyfriend is back in town?”
 You giggled. It was a shame she knew the drill. As she ran your credit card, you endured her teasing and salacious suggestions on how to properly welcome Lewis home so he wouldn’t dare think of leaving again. By the time you walked out of the salon, your face was red hot from embarrassment. As you got into your car, you ran down the to-do list you’d made at five this morning.
 Hair, Eyebrow Threading, nails, feet, wax, shop.
 Somehow you’d managed to get through all of the list, except the shopping part, and it wasn’t even three in the afternoon. Lewis’s flight didn’t come in until five. The plan was for him to come home, and the two of you would go to dinner, but you planned on surprising him at the airport. You were that anxious to see him.
 As you were in the midst of getting ready to go to surprise him at the airport, your phone rang.
 “Hello?”
 “Guess who is officially in the same state as you?”
 “Baby?”
 “That’s right. I landed forty minutes ago.”
 Your head snapped to the clock. It wasn’t even five o’clock.
 “Baby, you said five.”
 “I know, look, I thought it would be too but looks like even time and space wanted us to be together.”
 You remembered the first time he said those words to you. They did the same thing now as they did almost two years ago—made your heart skip a beat.
 “I just wanted to give you a heads up before I walked in the door,” Lewis added. That was when you heard a car door shut.
 “Thank you, have a good one.”
 Sensing something was going on, you perked up. As you walked to the window of your bedroom, your phone chime for the Ring went off, indicating someone had tripped the sensor.
 “Lew, baby, is that--.”
 “Honey, I’m home. Come to daddy.”
 A scream escaped you before you dropped your phone and ran out of the bedroom.
 “Slow down.”
 Ignoring his warning, you barreled down the stairs and through your home. For the first time, you regretted signing the contract on this mammoth of a house. You should have stuck to your guns when Lewis said it was perfect, and you mentioned it was only going to be the two of you in a house meant for six people. His rebuttal—then we’ll fill it up with some kids. Once he said that you happily signed the contract right beside his name.
After way too long, you found him in the foyer at the front door, and that was when you picked up speed.
 “Baby!”
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Lewis opened his arms and waited for you to leap into them. Once you did, you wrapped your legs around his back and crashed your lips to his. It had been three months since you’d been kissed, and it was long overdue. Eagerly you dipped your tongue into his mouth, hoping to show him just how excited you were to see him. Lewis moaned then turned your body to press you onto the dark wooden door.
 “I missed you so much,” you panted out in between kisses.
 “I missed you more.”
 Feeling as if there were too many barriers between you, you began peeling them off one by one. His jacket dropped to the floor within seconds. Then came his polo that you peeled off of him. with him bare chest, you allowed your fingers to reacquaint with his skin. Lewis must have felt the same way because the tee-shirt you wore, his tee-shirt was gone a few seconds after your nails scraped his back. Realizing you didn’t have on a bra, his eyes feasted on your flesh.
 “Welcome home to me, indeed.”
 You snorted and shook your head before wrapping your arms around his neck to kiss him some more. Lewis carried you through your home until he’d laid you onto the extra-large sectional couch. On lazy days this was where the two of you always ended up just cuddling, watching TV, or just chatting. Lewis pressed kiss after kiss onto your neck, collar, and chest before he rested his head in between your breasts and moaned.
 “Mmmm, I missed your skin,” he muttered.
 You lazily played with his midnight locks taking your time to graze his scalp with your nail tips.
 “I missed your smell,” you replied, inhaling deeply, allowing the scent that was all him to envelope you.
 Lewis turned his head and kissed your sternum before trailing down your belly. When he kissed your pelvis over your leggings, he moaned.
 “I canceled that dinner.”
 “What?”
“I know it was supposed to be a surprise, but when my mom texted me to confirm she kind of let it slip,” he admitted.
 You snorted, then laughed. It echoed through the first floor of your home.
 “Okay, so dinner is canceled. What’s planned in its place?”
 “Nothing.”
 “What do you mean nothing? Baby, I’m sure everyone who was supposed to come to this dinner tonight wanted to see you. It has been months,” you stressed.
 “Oh, I know it’s been months. That is why I canceled with my mom’s blessing. She even had a message for you.”
 You piqued up, straining your neck so you could gaze down at him. Making eye contact without angling his head up, Lewis smirked but didn’t speak.
 “What message?”
 “She’s not getting any younger and would like to be able to do Tik Tok dances with her grandchild without worry about her knees.”
 Your jaw dropped to which Lewis busted out laughing.
 “Wait, wait. What!?”
 “You heard me.” He kissed your belly again and dipped his tongue into your belly button. Moaning softly, you bit into your bottom lip.
 “So you’re saying your mother not so specifically but specifically is suggesting that--.”
 “—I put a baby in you? Yeah,” Lewis filled in.
 Your jaw was again ajar from your state of shock.
 “Wow.”
 You’d always known his mother wanted grandkids, but it was always one of those once a year at family dinners passing comment. She’d graduated now. Before you knew it, Lewis had lifted you into his arms again and was now carrying you through the halls, up the stairs.
 “You’re walking away from the door. What exactly are we supposed to do with the rest of the day?”
 “I think I have plenty of ideas,” Lewis answered as he carried you into your bedroom.
 From walking into the bedroom, he walked on into the bathroom. Once inside, Lewis plopped you onto the sink. As soon as you were seated, he began pulling off your leggings.
 “What’s happening right now?”
 “I’m getting you naked. I want to wash off the airplane and travel off of me before I smother myself with you, and you’re going to help me.”
 “Oh, am I?” Lewis then yanked off your pants and dropped them onto the floor, leaving you in your high waisted bikini-style thong. Lewis lowly growled as he peeped peeks of your ass in the mirror behind you.
 “You were ready for me to come home, you know how much I love these,” he grunted out, snapping the elastic against your skin, leaving a subtle stinging sensation that slowly dulled. Though it dulled, it awoke and intensified another sensation—arousal.
 He pulled back and began working on his jeans. Once he dropped them and pulled his boxer-briefs off, your teeth once again sank into your bottom lip. Your eyes traveled along his body, taking in the sleek muscles that decorated his torso down to his well defined oblique muscles that slanted inward, tempting you with that under bellybutton tattoo. He was even more ripped than he was three months ago. He was also a lot more bruised and scraped up.
 “Jeez, what have they done to you?”
 Glancing over his body, Lewis shrugged nonchalantly. “Eh, occupational hazard.”
 You hopped off the sink and closed the space between you trailing your hand from his hip, over his ribs, and up to his chest. Once you reached his jaw, you gently cupped it.
 “Let’s get you cleaned so I can take care of you.”
 Walking behind him, you led the way to the shower, turned on the water, and allowed the moisture to rain over you. It was hard not to smirk when you heard Lewis’s guttural groan. As soon as he let it out to bounce off the tiled walls, his arms were wrapping around you, pulling you into him.
 Lewis’s lips latched onto your neck and sucked. The force of that suck had you remembering everything that mouth had ever done to you. As if he remembered as well, his grip tightened as his hand roamed to your backside to cup it. It felt like he moved his hands everywhere all at once as if he couldn’t be happy with one location.
 “It’s been so long, baby. I need you so much,” Lewis whispered in your ear, sending a violent shiver through you that awakened so much in you that you nearly overpowered him and took control. Almost.
 Before you could, Lewis pressed you to the wall, stretching your hands out along the tile. His mouth moved from your neck to your lips to suck the air right from your lungs. The man was meant for kissing. Once he was sure you wouldn’t be able to function, you felt his knee nudge your legs apart. Within seconds you felt his hand cup your sex, making you loudly gasp.
 “Do you need me as much as I need you?” Knowing you had no words to express how much you needed him, you nodded.
 “Words, babygirl.”
 You already saw what mood he was setting. Gathering your composure, you pushed off the wall and walked over to your bath products then lathered your bath gloves. Turning back to Lewis, you gently rubbed along his body taking care not to hurt him anywhere accidentally. As your gloved hands slowly traveled across his skin, your eyes followed where they went. The white lather of the soap was a nice contrast with his tanned and tattooed skin.
 Once you made it to his back, you relished the feel of his muscles dancing underneath your fingers, showing you again just how hard he pushed his body. Seductively you swirled your finger down his spine until you made it to the top of his taunt ass. There was nothing but trust from him as your hand rubbed his derriere, a trust you’d mirrored every day since nearly the day you’d met.
 After several long minutes of cleaning and teasing every inch of him, Lewis again pushed you against the shower wall. This time your abdomen and face rested against its cool surface while he pressed his body against your back and ass. Instead of speaking, Lewis kissed your jaw, brought his mouth to your ear, and bit down as he pulled the shower glove off of your hand. He knew damn well it wouldn’t fit his much larger one.
 It didn’t matter if they fit perfectly to him; a few moments later, you felt his gloved hand rub against your backside.
 Up—down—up—down.
 Lewis released a deep groan right beside your ear. Bringing his hand up your back, he gently rubbed your skin, applying enough pressure and force to clean but not enough to give you any sort of pleasure. He was an expert tease. Once his hand made it to your shoulder, he massaged it, applying more pressure dragging a satisfying moan from your lips.
 “You’re tense, love.”
 “I wonder why,” you whispered.
 Quickly, Lewis had you flipped around staring into your eyes. As he distracted you with his golden chestnut orbs, pulling you even more under his spell, his hand wreaked havoc on your breast. He rubbed, circled, pinched, and repeated the process. Bringing his ungloved hand to join in on the pleasure, he cupped and massaged them until he brought both hands to your throat to gently but forcefully hold you there.
 His lips crashed to yours soon after. His tongue was a work of art and spelled by a sorcerer and was proving to you just how well he knew how to use it. Your moans matched his, but when you felt his gloved hand against your folds, your moans increased.
 “Oh, baby.”
 “I can feel that tension increasing,” Lewis taunted as he turned you, placing you under one of the two overhead shower fixtures.
 Once the soap from your bodies was washed away, Lewis was carrying you once again into the bedroom. With you rested across it with your legs spread, Lewis’s head and mouth licked, nibbled, and sucked a path down your body until you felt his tongue flick across your needy bud. With the arch of your back, you gasped again.
 “Fuck, baby!”
 “Mmm.”
 In seconds his mouth was fastened over your sex, feasting as if his last meal was right between your thighs. There was an urgency to how his tongue flicked your clit and then delved between your folds only to nibble against your labia. After a few short minutes, you were a whimpering, writhing mess. Needing something to touch, your hands raked along his head. Every time you tried to snap your thighs together, he used his strength on you prying them apart and holding them to the bed so he could do as he wished.
 “Fuck Lewis, yes!”
 His moans were the only reply he gave. Just as you felt yourself nearing the threshold of absolute ecstasy, he pulled away and stood at the foot of the bed. As if he had a tether from him to you, your body yanked to a half-sitting position.
 “What!? What’s wrong? What’re you doing?”
 Lewis didn’t answer. He just stood there licking his lips before he used his thumb to swipe at the corner of his mouth. The look in his eyes told you he had no intention of coming back to finish the job.
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“Lew---,” you cautiously began watching him. He couldn’t tell you that he no longer wanted you; the uterus destroying lightsaber that Kylo Ren wished he possessed said otherwise. Biting your bottom lip, you moaned.
 “Come here, baby, let me help.”
 Lewis walked away to the leather armchair that was in the nearest corner to the bed. He then pulled it across the room to place it at the foot of the bed. By that time, you thought he meant for you to straddle him on it. So when Lewis sat, you began to move.
 “Stop!”
 Pausing, you gave him a questioning look.
 “How long have I been gone?”
 Crinkling your brow, you sighed. “Months.”
 “How many?”
 “Lewis--,” you began.
 “—Y/N. be a good girl and answer me.”
 Like a brat, you kissed your teeth and sighed out exaggeratedly. “Three months.”
 “Have you touched yourself since I’ve been gone?”
 Your eyes bugged. He knew the answer to that. Lewis’s eyes flicked to the right bedside table, where he knew you had your toys.
 “Lewis, I don’t want to play this game,” you whined.
 “Are you sure? Your nipples are telling a different story.”
 Narrowing your eyes, you ended on an eye-roll. “Yes.”
 With your answer, Lewis stroked his cock, bringing your attention to the massive erection just standing tall as if it knew there was none like it. Lewis groaned and sucked in a breath.
 “Though I’ve tried not to, I’ve done this several times. I’ve lost track of how many.”
 You could hear his voice speaking, but you were too focused on his actions to really allow any words to resonate. Watching his large, veiny hand stroke his need had your mouth watering. It was so damn sexy. The sighed, coupled with his moans, was enough to make fresh wetness pool between your legs.
 When his hand stopped, you followed it to rest on the arm of the chair. A few seconds passed before you realized he wasn’t going to bring it back to continue. Locking eyes with him, you recognized the look.
 “Show me how you’ve done it.”
 You could have choked from the shock. You knew he wasn’t joking, and you knew better than to toy with him when he got like this. Bringing your hand down your body, you cupped your own sex and groaned. It was insane how wet you were.
 “Show me,” Lewis said in his impossibly deep voice. It had been months since you’d heard it this clearly. Facetime sex was great, and all, but there was nothing like his voice in person.
 Using your two fingers, you spread yourself so he could see. Lewis’s grunt was loud, and the jerk of his member was a substantial one. As if in a trance, your fingers found your opening and swirled around, coating themselves before circling your clit. The second you began, you had to steady yourself. You knew you wouldn’t last long with him sitting there, but you wanted to give him a good show. Your fingers sped despite your best efforts to slow them. Once your back arched, you had to pull your hand away. The action had your back arched more as you dropped your head back.
 “Fuck!”
 “Such a beautiful pussy baby,” Lewis huskily whispered.
 Bringing your head back to resume eye contact, you took a deep breath then continued. Starting slowly, you sucked your bottom lip and focused on his eyes rather than how you were making yourself feel. Dipping two digits inside your heat, you squirmed, jutting your breasts into the air. Lewis groaned from across the room and brought his hand back to his cock. After a few strokes, he groaned and put his hand back on the arm of the chair.
 “How’s it feel, baby?”                                                                                      
 As you plunged your fingers in and out of your body, you spoke, “So good, but I want your hand. Your fingers. Your mouth.”
 You gasped then brought your soaking fingers to your clit, intent on one thing. Release. Your fingers moved quickly, racing you toward your release. Lewis must have sensed it too because he was now at the edge of the chair observing.
 “Come for me, Y/N!”
 “Mmm, fuck Lewis, I’m gonna—gonna--.”
 Your back arched again, and your fingers sped, and within seconds you screamed out and shook from the sheer power of your release. While you were lost in your pleasure, you didn’t hear anything else but the pounding of your heart. When you felt his cock fill you to the hilt, you screamed and came again and clenched around him. Lewis growled, pinned your thighs to the bed, and plowed into you in a way that you knew you’d feel even tomorrow.
 His strokes were not meant to tease you or reacquaint his body with yours. They were meant to please, meant to mark, meant to ruin you for any other separations. He wanted to erase months, show you how he alone could make you feel this way, and how only he could give you what you needed. When he shifted your body to hoist it a few inches off the bed to give you long, deep strokes, it was over. another orgasm claimed you, and your nails claimed his skin—marking him as yours as much as he marked you as his.
 “Fuck, you’re so tight. I’ve missed you so much.”
 With those words, Lewis pulled you up to him, so he was holding you as he was sitting back on his legs, and you were straddling him with your legs wrapped around his back. He controlled your body with ease and skill, lifting you only to drop you on his protruding heat.
  “I missed you.” Your lips crashed to his and took control of this. You nibbled his lips and sucked his tongue.
 It was such a beautiful mix of submission and dominance that the sheer intimacy of it had your belly fluttering.
 “This won’t be long, babe, I want too much,” Lewis warned.
 “Fuck me!”
 Dropping you back to the bed, Lewis held your legs like a pair of scissors and began throwing pummeling thrusts into you. You were thankful you’d chosen a home that had no neighbors for miles and in the middle of plenty of greenery. As he gave you everything he had the next few minutes, you took it all.
 Once you felt his move from thoughtful calculation to no order or rhythm, you knew it was a matter of seconds. Sure enough, you felt him release into you as he grunted and groaned loud enough to compete with your shrieks and shouts in between his utterance of how much he loved you. Lewis buried himself inside of you and pulled your final orgasm free.
 The two of you laid there for long minutes, composing yourselves while trying to catch tour breaths. When he rolled off of you onto the bed beside you, he groaned.
 “Mmm, I love you so much,” Lewis repeated.
 You rolled to his side and rested your head on his chest as he wrapped his arm around you.
 “I love you more, baby.”
 “Although I think that was the one that did it, we have all night.”
 “Did what?”
 Lewis rolled on top of you and plastered his hands on your belly. “Put a baby in here.”
 You couldn’t help but laugh.
 “Oh, so you were trying to get me pregnant?”
 His smile was wide, cheesy, and completely charming.
 “Do you have any objections? According to my calendar, you’re fertile.”
 Lewis thrust forward, joining your bodies again. Completely shocked, you gasped.
 “Lewis.”
 “Mmmm, god you feel like mine. Let me give you something else that’s mine.”
 “You’re serious?”
 You’d talked about starting a family together before, but you’d never made a decision. It was still something sweet to think about. Lewis stroked forward, then retreated and did it again and again.
 “I am, but I want you to be my wife first.”
 Your heart stopped.
 “Are you breathing?”
 As if for emphasis, he rotated his hips, making you feel his depth and breadth completely. Clenching around him, you shivered.
 “Mrs. Tan has a nice ring to it, as does wife, mother of my children.” With every word he spoke, he circled some more.
 “Love of my life,” he finished before he picked up his pace making your eyes roll to the back of your head.
 You knew that there would be no rest for the wicked, and it was evident Lewis was in a wicked mood.
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fandom-puff · 4 years
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Alfie Solomons on Social Media
Big thank you to @cheekypeakyblinders @peak-a-blinder and @champagneholland !! So much love and support with this lil social media themed project we’re doing! Go read their writing (linked at the bottom!) also can I just say I’m super proud of the moodboards I made for these :)
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Alfie is NOT tech savvy. He’s not a complete technophobe, but he’s definitely not down with the latest trends, he doesn’t have a clue what half the pre-installed apps on his phone are for and he’s only just figured out that you can have a contacts list and that you don’t need to manually type in a whole phone number if it’s already saved on his phone.
He often forgets how to turn off caps lock, so his texts can often be misinterpreted as very angry or very excited
He also uses LOTS of abbreviations- like the normal ones (lol, wtf, ffs, cba) but then he also makes his own up which just confused everybody
Example:
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It’s okay though bc the younger ones actually teach him stuff (*cough* unlike tommy abd arthur who just take the piss)
‘No right Finn mate I don’t want to fuckin download Tik tok I’ve got a fuckin watch and a little clock on the screen fucks sake’
Alfie’s in a fair few group chats- there’s the main GC that has the Shelby/gray clan (he’s there for banter and because Polly is an admin and she knows it pisses tommy off
Every morning without fail at like... 5-6 o’clock, he’ll send a bright and cheerful good morning text that’s normally not very well received. But he does it anyway bc him and Pol are the only ones awake :)
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Alfie on snapchat is a different story. Literally every day there’s a picture of Cyril with a caption like ‘love of my life’ ‘best mate’ ‘don’t know what I’d do without you’
He also posts all his baked goodies onto his story too, and the random women who add him via quick add end up swooning over his floury tattooed arms bc he has a dog and he can COOK
He hasn’t got a CLUE what a private story is so every day, at least 100+ people are subjected to ‘tommy fucking Shelby has a stick up his arse pass it on’ which gets screenshotted and sent to the group chat
He doesn’t get the whole ‘streaks’ thing either
‘No I don’t wanna fucking streak with you isaiah what the fuck??? I thought your dad was a man of god and all that???’
Cue three days later on his story: “there’s fires next to some of your names right and if you die yeah, blame isaiah because he asked me to streak with him and I don’t think Jeremiah likesd that tbh and probs prayed to god to smite yous down lol’
‘Alfie it just means we’ve snapped eachother for three consecutive days mate’
His story that day: ‘sorry you’re not getting smited you lot just like sending me pictures of your ceilings ??’
Snapchat filters took him by surprise too but imagine this man’s JOY when he found out Cyril could wear funny glasses AND have a round face 🥺🥺🥺
Let’s talk YouTube. Despite not knowing how to turn caps lock off, and thinking Finn is having a stroke every time he throws it back, Alfie is quite the vlogger.
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What’s starts off as mostly baking videos and rants (he likes to get things off his chest while kneading the SHIT out of some dough) quickly turns into a full on THING
He makes all sorts of videos- at least one weekly vlog with Cyril and him going on an adventure
Honestly those ones are basically asmr bc Alfie will be recording cyril with one hand and petting him and scratching behind his ears with the other and just murmuring ‘what’ve you got there mate? A rock? Tha’s fuckin brilliant that is my mate. My good boy aren’t you? Yeah... good lad... you gonna put the rock down or... no we’re fuckin... taking the fuckin rock home with us... whatever you say mate...’
Like it’s not much of a vlog like ‘hey guys it’s Alfie aka the Wandering Jew and today me and my pal are going to the park’ it’s more of a ‘watch this great big bear of a man talk very gently to a great big dog for fifteen minutes’ type of vlog
He also does the baking vids obvs, but in more of a tutorial format rather than bitching about his mate ‘Timmy’ as he develops the gluten with his sleeves rolled upto his elbows.
‘Well Jamie Oliver will tell you to do it like this’
*like 10 seconds of silence as he stares at the camera*
‘FUCK Jamie Oliver the stupid twat THIS is the right way to do it
There are normally some VERY thirsty comments about his arms.
He does a reaction video to the thirsty comments once
John read them out to him and his audience was DELIGHTED by his blush as he muttered ‘that right, is fuckin inappropriate innit? Fucking filth like that when I’m trying to teach you how to bake my nan’s bread? Terrible.’
Alfie’s new found YouTube success brings some unwanted attention too...
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He doesn’t really know what to do about it so he just leaves it...
A week later, however...
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Finally, lets talk messaging his significant other
Admittedly his long winded, meandering rants don’t really translate very well into text, so he much prefers to FaceTime or simply ring you
His texts are sweet though
He tries, bless him
If you don’t live together, you get a good morning and a goodnight text every night, regardless of any business.
You quickly learn to mute your phone as soon as you wake up bc he is an early bird lol
You hear the rants he doesn’t put on his story 🥺🥺
He doesn’t really use emojis but he uses them a LOT more when he texts you- mainly the heart ones
Likes your instagram posts literally as soon as they’re posted and always comments on them
‘You’re fucking beautiful you. I love you’
He does it on your snapchat story as well, sensing you your picture with a cute (or flirty) comment
SMUTTY TALK BELOW
You love texting him little flirty messages??? Just subtle ones with a cheeky double entendre.
Maybe you’re thinking about him. Maybe the sausages you had with breakfast really were juicy who knows 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️
Either way it gets him GOING
You use snapchat to your biggest advantage, sending him cheeky little peeks at your body, but never quite ENOUGH
He clicks off the image really quickly so you normally get a ‘Alfie💖 has replayed your snap’ notification
‘Fuck me love’
‘Later. In a meeting gtg xx’
He doesn’t really take dirty pics himself. He does, however, tell you to grab your headphones ;)
Thank you for reading! Below are the other works in this collab! Make sure to check them out 💖💖
John Shelby by @cheekypeakyblinders
Michael Gray by @champagneholland
Finn Shelby by @cheekypeakyblinders
Tommy Shelby by @peak-a-blinder
Grace burgess by @champagneholland
Arthur Shelby by @peak-a-blinder
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shellyseb · 3 years
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Consumerism Fieldwork Assignment
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Most Important Item ( MY PHONE )
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After creating this chart, I realized that I am not much of an unpretentious person. I take deep value in the things I want and need. I know that I can live without the things that I want, but I know without them my life would be completely different. I would have an entirely different personality. Sometimes I don’t realize how privileged I am and this assignment has brought that to my attention. Being able to have the things you want and need is truly a blessing. Many people around the world can hardly afford or obtain the things they need to survive their everyday lifestyle. On the other hand, I believe that sometimes only having what you need is not enough or satisfying. Our society today is a working community that strives for what they want in many different ways. For example, college students here at Morgan State University are all working hard to maintain their studies to obtain the degree they want. As a result of completing this chart, I’ve learned to always be humble and appreciative of the advantages that I have. I learned to always give thanks to God and thank him for every blessing he has given me. Lastly, I learned to strive for what I want because what I need is not enough for me.
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 Least Important Item ( WALL DECOR)
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outofcontexturi · 2 years
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tuesday 11th October 2022 journal
today has been a good day. im in a better mood than i was yesterday. I feel good man. the moon looks so beautiful tonight too! it looked gorgeous yesterday but today its even more special because its in taurus rn and its a full moon and taurus is my moon sign so ykwtfigo! you guessed it nigga im high. great high btw. i also need to get something to eat. gonna have that plantain and spinach stew again me thinks. save money. it’s currently 20:00pm and im listening to Remedy by Cherise again. life has been so kind to me today and the last few weeks/months. im so fucking grateful that im being heard by the universe and shit. thank you God fr. I love you. People from my past have contacted me. Two Sagittarius women. both quite similar in few ways but still similar. Juliet and Eunique. never thought id put those two names together but surprise from the cosmic whatever, God, universe, idk nigga but like damn. And i checked my astrological compatibility of Juliet and I and we are very compatible. its like i was meant to meet her in this lifetime or something idk. cause i’ve deffo said that i feel like she’s gonna be in my life for a while for some reason and even though i dont really want to speak to her like that its just interesting that there’s a weird attraction we seem to gravitate towards each other during long periods away. i’ve only known her 2 years. its weird though man. I had a conversation with her today for the first time in months. im only just deeping that omg. i genuinely dont remember the last time i spoke to her so it was weird doing it today in a way. its also cosmic convenience that happened to be listening to me on my way home as i saw Naia i said to myself “wouldn’t it be funny if i see Juliet” as i exit the doors and walk to the exit WHO DO I FUCKING SEE? Juliet and Jacob lmaoooooooo like what are the chances??? i could’ve seen anyone but I saw the person i thought about hahah thats weird man. But anyways i had a nice little catch up with her about agencies, how she wont be doing theatre unless she’s getting paid properly, and how she spent some of her summer as well as how rehearsals are going for her(and jacob) at the moment. they said it was very physically demanding and that they were meant to have a tech rehearsal yesterday but they’re doing it today. there seemed to be alot of fatigue in the space from both Juliet and Jacob. Chloe came to give Jacob a form to fill out to do with allergies or some shit like that. Juliet told me about how she was in Rhode Island over the summer and how she flooded a hotel there lmao. apparently the fine was $9.000 or some shit like that. It’s just so weird that we’re talking like nothing between us has happened and that she ghosted me for months and then randomly yesterday sent me a tick tok? and cause i have her archived in my whatsapp i saw a notification in there and was thinking who’s this? and saw it was her and saw a tik tok on the message and thought huh??? why?? whats going on here?? anyways i ended up replying to her and then i decided to do a birth chart compatibility and we probably knew each other from another lifetime because we’re quite drawn to each other for some weird reason. i dont know why and i kinda wanna know why.  Role Model by Brent Faiyaz has been my song of the day. Danny Lee also left today. i dont know where i’d be without him man. God bless him! i need to be more considerate of Honey and i plan on doing that. I need to listen to her when she talks about herself to me. i love her. we’re doing tech tomorrow. this rehearsal process is coming to an end. i cant believe it. well i can but like its been 4 weeks or something like that like damn! i didnt think i’d be the version of who i am now when i started lamda let alone third year. proud of myself man. this thought is proudly brought to you by time 20:46pm. dont miss out. nah come on tell me that wasn’t a good little slogan for time. come on man. i gonna add that to the rambles. right now. im gonna sign off here. i’ll talk to you soon. Sign out time: 21:10pm.
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honey-shroom · 3 years
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WHERE DID THE HEROS GO?
In todays society, I swear it is separated into two categories.
There are victims, and there are villains.
So where did the hero’s go?
The victims want someone to blame, someone to scream at, someone to take pity on them, to help them. Because the world revolves around the victim, ya right. But then the villains aren’t much better at all. Villains are the vultures to the carcass of these victims. They are seizing this opportunity, they are feeding this fire of rage and hurt that is built out of broken dreams of the victims.
There is no resolution to these stories, these elegant, terrible tales. Because there are only these victims and the villains.
So where did the Hero’s go?
Truth is, that we can all choose to be hero’s. (Cheesy, maybe, but hold tight to this.) Forget about your selfish desires, victims. Forget about your longing to climb, tooth and nail, to the top of the mountain villains. If we could learn to help the person next to us back to their feet, to help the stranger with their groceries, to be unashamed of faith and of the love we share for Christ and for each other.
Christians what are we living for! We are not perfect! We are victims and villains, but Christ calls us to be hero’s. He calls us to help, to heal the hurt, to fight beside the weak.
Verse for this, is Ephesians 6:12, look it up. (I don’t put it here because I want you to be able to understand it in the version you desire most.)
I know that I am being both sometimes, I have blood on my hands the same as you do. But as I look around, I see the brokenness of this world. The victims scream for attention and pity, but their words are empty and useless. The villains yell in anger looking to be heard and respected, but nothing is changing.
Because throwing emotion at your issues solves NOTHING. What do hero’s do when things go wrong? Do they cry? Do they yell? NO. They are the HERO because they are not the villain, nor the victim. They are the hero because they do something about their issues. Marching in the streets isn’t doing anything, its just anther form of throwing emotion at a problem. Crying on Tik Tok asking for the comments to blow up with pity isn’t helping either.
When will we wake up and forget about the world? When will we wake up and learn that there is more to life than getting your share of respect or pity out of it. If you wont live for Jesus, at the very least live for the lives of other people. Because nothing is going to change until we choose to be selfless, as a nation, as a world.
Instead, years from now if we refuse to change, someone else will look around the rubble and say.
“Where did all the hero’s go?”
Credit to the artist for the BEAUTIFUL art work above, George Avduolos
As well as a very special thank you to Cheez Bot, I thought I was talking to a wall till you left me a note. Thanks for making me feel famous, God bless you ;)
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