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thoughts-of-a-caterpillar · 10 months

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I was walking through the field behind our house and saw a flower growing through the eye of a cow's skull and I just,, I can't fathom the fact that in spite of all the chemicals and complex thoughts and life-changing ideas that cross our minds, in the end we're only human, a forsaken part of nature. People have thought of concepts that changed the world and then they died and from their rotting bodies grew the same flowers that grew from their pet's. For all my greif and melancholy, I could walk into my backyard and walk further and further still until I find a place worth decaying in. I could lay down in the cool, dark earth and feel the grass graze parts of me I have scarred again and again. The moss would wrap around my wrists and kiss my scars until they heal. The wind would carry moisture from the pond nearby and quench my thirst for once and for all. My misery would not matter to this earth when my body becomes one with it. Flowers will grow from the eyes that have seen the horror of human nature and then, in death, I will finally be alive.

#such a beautiful concept im in love #guddu writes #poetry #poets on tumblr #poets on desiblr #romanticism #poems and quotes #death cw #tw death #romanticism poems #death poetry #beauty of decay

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flowerflowerflo · 1 month

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౨ৎ ⋆｡• vogue beauty secrets 🐰 ๋࣭ ⭑

🎀𓂃 ࣪˖ hair

don't wash your hair every day! i think everybody knows this but i know a couple people who still dont wash their hair only 2-3 times a week. obviously it depends on ur hair type but only wash your hair when it needs it!

don't wash your hair with scalding hot water either. its not only bad for your body and face but its also bad for your hair as it ruins the natural oils and damages cells etc

if you have frizzy or easily knotted hair i recommend keeping a comb on hand in the shower and using it to detangle before putting in any products

i've been emulsifying my shampoo for only a couple of weeks but my hair is sooo much fluffier afterwards so i definitely recommend that!!

now i'm torn on this one but apparently shampooing twice is better for your hair than doing it once? i tried it one time and it did not end well for my hair type but i know it works for a lot of people so if you wanna give it a try then go for it ♡

i squeeze excess water out of my hair before i put in my conditioner so i can completely get it in there without

also change your pillow case often! this is for your face too, as the oils will build up and thats not good for ur hair or face. i change it once a week but 2x a week is good too if you're able 💓

don't go to bed with wet hair. stop doing that. its super bad for your hair and keeping it pretty & fluffy & cute

airdrying is my holy grail, been doing it since i was little and dont regret a thing. its a billion times better than blow drying & makes ur hair so fluffy too ♡

🎀𓂃 ࣪˖ body

DO NOT. HAVE. THE WATER. BOILING HOT. i am guilty of this and have been for years but it has such a bad impact and you shouldnt do it! cold showers are better but i prefer warm showers so theres a middle ground (& its always cold in england, so id freeze to death.)

using body lotion after the shower has been such a game changer for me its incredible. makes you smell nice, feel nice, look nice, and its so relaxing and i feel like a princess after i do it <3

exfoliating is really important if your aim is for soft skin 💓 i have been doing it for months and as somebody with super rough skin its SO soft now

partake in some form of exercise. i hated hated hated sports and exercise when i was younger but i did do dance up until i was eleven and have been doing pilates consistently for months now, and my mindset towards it has changed drastically over the years to finally a healthy one. it can be a difficult thing to get into but make it something you enjoy. it doesn't have to be sports. ill make a post on this soon but it can be pilates, kpop dances, running, hot girl walks, anything! and most importantly, do it for mental health and physical health, not losing weight.

make sure you're eating properly. remember that 2000 - 2500 calories a day is the MINIMUM. please do not stress over things like that. your body is so important & is there to be nourished and not neglected

change your bedsheets every week if you wanna smell good, this is so important bc sweat and odour will build up if u dont and thats icky and wont make u smell good & probably isnt the best for your skin either!

i also put two similar body washes on in the shower that i get SO many compliments on & its really helpful if one of your priorities is smelling good

dont just wash body wash straight off, let it sit for a few moments so the scent can actually sink into ur skin

🎀𓂃 ࣪˖ face

skincare every morning & every night. if ur tired or just not feeling it today then simplify it, just make sure you never leave it out because its super important! no. skipping. no work = no reward.

on this note, try not to have a too complicated skincare routine, as this can backfire and make ur skin worse than before. your skin isnt meant for 18 different products and 200 chemicals every morning!

never wash your face with hot water... this is also a given but just in case... it strips your skin of its natural oils and does more harm than good

stop touching ur face... just for those who need a little reminder

make sure ur sleeping enough. seriously disney princess movies meant it when they talked ab beauty sleep; it seriously makes a difference, so please try make this a priority, especially if you already have dark circles like myself! (like girl did you see aurora's face? my girl's skin was so clear i could see my reflection)

pay attention to what makes ur face puffy or irritated or makes you get break outs. i keep a little break out log in my skincare page in my journal (little teaser for an upcoming post 🤭) and this has helped me go over what helps or hurts my skin! i recommend this especially if ur prone to acne or breakouts 💖

cold spoons in the morning to depuff your eyes; ive only been doing this a handful of times but im making it a habit seeing as it really helps! (as someone who can get vv puffy eyes 😭)

hydration is so important, for everything in this list, but most of all (from my experience) your face! i drink A Lot of water every day. probably a bit too much. but its so worth it, my skin has been absolutely amazing ever since i started actually making hydration a priority. (and this is coming from a girl who didnt touch a drop of water when she was younger & had to go hospital for dehydration several times.)

i'd recommend scrubbing ur lips too in the morning when you brush your teeth, i saw this on pinterest aaages ago bc i had super dry lips and i do it every morning & every night RELIGIOUSLY. its so so good and i definitely recommend

i have super dry lips in the morning so lip balm in the mornings w my skincare is absolutely essential for me

i also put perfume behind my ears & on my neck so its the first thing people smell when they hug me! im a very touchy person and i love hugs and i love showing love to people so this is essential for me but its optional, just makes you smell good ♡

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realbeefman · 7 months

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robert chase one of the characters of all time. hes blonde. he went to seminary school. he purposefully murdered a patient. he’s a vapid slut. allergic to strawberries. was caption of his college bowling team. desperately needs to be on antidepressants. he’s divorced. his ex-wife was/is in love with his dadboss. it’s heavily implied that this is part of why he married her to begin with. he’s been fired multiple times but he keeps coming back like a fucked-up obedient boomerang. he’s the best surgeon in the hospital. all this while having the personality of a sopping wet cardboard box of corn flakes that somebody poured milk into and let mildew.

#the concept for chase was #‘what if house had like. a surrogate son. and he kind of wanted to fuck him and also hes like catholic’#‘ohhh and he can be australian!’#‘why would he be australian?’#‘just cuz’#house md #robert chase #beautiful loser very virgin mary coded man #i do like chase but i find it amusing that i also find him boring #bc objectively theres no reason he should be?#hes a great character i love his story arcs i love how sarcastic he is i love how hes doomed to repeat houses fate #but compared to say. foreman? there is NOTHING #im very sure ill manage to gaslight myself into loving him later #dr robert chase #i didnt actually fact check the bowling thing. dont quote me its late

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swordmaid · 9 months

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brienne but she's wearing 1949 cocteau's beauty and the beast inspired fit!!! this is the inspo pic i used if ur curious.

gonna be posting more of this redesign thing (and also jaime's ver) some time in the future but i just wanted to share this one <3

#brienne of tarth #asoiaf #mine.#u know literally just as i finished colouring this i found that some theater made an opera version of this batb #and they made belle's dress BLUE...which is a win for me and also not bc they made it light blue #but here it's supposed to be velvet.. idk if it comes across as velvet but that's the fabric of choice lol.#but im gonna ramble because i really like the concept... i love brienne in pearls!! i feel like pearls will be her jewellery of choice #and i talked abt this before in some post but i think tarth regalia would have a lot of pearls just bc they're an island #and i think they would export pearls alongside marble lol #i love brienne in silver and pearls BUT the reason why the flower thing on her cape is gold bc in the film #the pearl chain was actually a gift from the beast. so she's wearing jaime's gift. and i made the cape more silvery white (leaning on white #to resemble his cloak so it's like... jaime gifting her his white cloak..... hihihIHIHIhhihihihihi......#tbh i drew that concept before too BUT I JUST LIKE IT!!!!!!!! i want it to happen actually....please....thank u..#also the feathers in her hair is bc i want to accessorize her in a brienne way BUT ALSO supposed to be like the plumes knights wore in thei #helm. she's wearing trousers in the fit btw only the upper half of the design is based on beauty but the silhouette mimics beasts' more.#but anyway i really like this design!! bc it's a bit ott but also not in a way that seems out of character for her? idk LOL

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rambutanjpeg · 9 months

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miguel buzzcut lore 🎱

#I THOUGHT THIS WAS A BEAUTIFUL BUTCH WOMAN TURNS OUT IT’S JUST MIGUEL O’HARA #to me he is both #missing his personality from the itsv end credits scene #dramatic and sensitive to lyla’s jabs #smiles very big im love bald miguel from concept art #miguel o'hara #atsv lyla #spider man: across the spider verse #atsv #my art

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zer0point5ive · 6 months

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makes me feel the need to. walk around for a while ..

#feeling sooo unwell about them Constantly #thought about adam amanda saw iii deleted scene nd script .. critical damage to my psyche #they couldve been friends they couldve been so good for one another i need to lie down actually #loneliest girl in the world meets loneliest boy in the world ohhh a beautiful concept a beautiful chance for friendship nd #love but. the horrors #adammandy hug wouldve prevented everything im being deadly serious #points to adam. thats actually her bestfriend ohhh ? hes dead ? she killed him ? Wrong ! field of sunshine nd flowers #saw iii #saw #💽

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ef-1 · 3 months

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girlhood

#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day #like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again #and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her #I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her #and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again #“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her #growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain #and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when #people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it #but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it 😍#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook”#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one #and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?”#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her #lol!!!!!!!!!

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natjennie · 4 months

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im literally shaking with adrenaline i cant believe you guys had me convinced it was bad. what the fuck.

#i will defend it with my life #im so mad at you guys #can you not just love something.#can you not see that the love was there and will continue to be there the whole time #nothing is lost nothing is ruined #it doesnt cheapen the whole show. what is so broken in your heart that you think that #just because she doesn't stay forever doesnt mean her being there wasnt important #that's the whole god damn conceit of the show #that's what the concept of ghosts is about! the enduring nature of the human spirit!#the concept of finality! of living and moving on and loving and grieving #and the fact that nothing is forever. and that makes it all the more beautiful #how did you misread the themes so thoroughly as to think this was a loss #because it made you sad? that's life!#that's the whole fucking point of the show.#im so angry right now #bbc ghosts #ghosts spoilers

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floorpancakes · 6 months

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watanuki being compared to caged birds and beautiful women and cats who have sex and cats who die and witches and butterflies and ancient flirtation methods and flouncing about in his metaphorical mother's boxes of silky clothes, airily operating like a beautiful spectre who's grown into his body but stuck in the past is so ?????????

#yet again i am pondering the creature #xxxholic #like im sorry thats so much to think about...#i love all of my hcs and concepts for a world where watanuki does not have to suffer forever in stasis but #it does suit him in a fascinating and sad way #like he slayed being a willowy dead fish eyed lavish androgynous beauty with a suicidal ideation complex #with messy transient arms length relationships and tentative scared ties to the people he loves due to trauma #like hes the poster boy on the front page when you look up the definition of depression in the dictionary #but hes so complicated and pretty and doomed and dresses really fancy #this is the sort of thing i think about with no warning at random times of the day

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termagax · 3 months

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I didn't think I'd get this far...okay picture this... Fishboy begs roadhog to give him a piercing but 🐟 keeps squirming Everytime the needle gets close. Roadhog uses one hand to hold their head still and tell them to "quit your squealing" and fishies like "sorry I'm a little scared of a 8 foot tall road warrior holding a sharp object near my face" and hog just laughs and says "scared? This is nothing piglet" and pulls out his cock which has at least three big shinny studs along the shaft

screwed around with the dialogue a little but errrrrrrrm

#the comic is super uggo sorry. they call me the scribbling scribbler.#i love your mind. i am going to admit that i cant get into dick piercings BECAUSE i find the concept of a needle going in there REALLY SCAR #so this was a beautiful adventure into that part of my psyche #im easy though you throw some manhandling and pig words in and im like auauauauauauauuauauauauaua #mabe one day youll get like a polished version of tis #🐟#⛓#🦕

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zannolin · 11 months

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can't stop won't stop thinking about the utter chance nature of billy and freddy's friendship. sure billy was placed with the vasquezes without the whole shazam thing and even if he kept running away, he would keep going back there since they'd welcome him back every time. there seems to be very little chance he'd find his mom again before adulthood, if ever, so it's reasonable to think he'd still be living with them. but this is billy batson we're talking about, who hasn't made friends or been hugged in nine years. billy batson who has run away twenty-three times, from foster homes in six counties. he's good at not getting attached.

but then the shazam thing happens, and he's forced to find someone to rely on, something he hasn't done in years. and freddy starts breaking down his walls. then darla. mary. and they hand him a chance to find his mom, which he takes, but finding out that she doesn't want him is what finally allows him to let go and in turn embrace his family. like without being shazam it's perfectly reasonable to think maybe billy never would have accepted them as family. there's like a million universes out there where he's not friends with freddy, much less family. they're not like, fated to be brothers. they aren't soulmates. we're too insignificant in the scale of the universe, much less multiple universes, to end up together in every one. there's so many forces stacked against them but in this universe they're best friends because billy was the right person at the right time and freddy was the only person he knew who seemed like he could be of use. and it's fucking crazy! you know! against all the odds they're friends. brothers. family. and that means so much actually.

#shazam #i dunno man. im thinking too much tonight. fuck soulmates fuck fate those concepts have no appeal to me #instead lets think about how out of every possible outcome...in this universe we are the people we are. we love the people we love.#how beautiful is that #how rare

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thirdtimed · 9 days

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quite truthfully my very personal highly self indulgent interpretation of the life series & it as a timeloop specifically is like. entirely 10000% shaped by orvs metanarrative so if you want access to this specific interpretation that like maybe 2 or 3 total people globally hold you will unfortunately have to read 551 chapters of a korean webnovel that only exists in full via awkward fan translation. but it sounds tempting does it not

#sorry whenever i try to bridge the gap of explaining even a modicum of my interpretation of the life series timeloop #i just turn into a shameless shill for orv LOL #im just.. very very attached to the concept of the watchers and how they are a direct analogy for us as fans of the series #& the idea of us (me! & you reading this!) being responsible for all the events that transpire..death as entertainment! tragedy as beauty!#and just. the horrible wonderful messy thing that is the act of storytelling as a preservation of life #we live on through story......... can a watcher continue to exist even if they have nothing to watch......#though they try to paint themselves as villainous as story gluttons as puppeteers and masterminds and bloodthirsty monsters #though they try to run away to drown themselves in the story to watch and watch and watch to become something else for just a little while #its just...#its all only ever because they loved the story.... they loved the story so much they brought it to life...#who else will be there to record their victories? their deaths? every little mundane thing?#who else will ascribe meaning to the minutiae-- to the things that were never supposed to hold meaning in the first place?#hand in hand together we make a tiny world #we watch it die over and over again #and we watch it slowly come back to life.......#maybe we can feel alive this way too....

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breezey-with-an-e-art · 3 months

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tattoos subject to change, but My Wife Veronica is my oldest oc and also my comfort one, shes prob the character i draw the most

#artists on tumblr #orignal character #artwork #breezey art #breezey-art #oc #oc art #digital art #character concept #Veronica - Kryat #beautiful women #MY WIFFEEE #IM LITTERALLY IN LOVE WITH MY OWN OC #digital sketch #sketch #doodle #my artwork #Kryat

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 3 months

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the father [solar lunacy] the son [you move to dayshift but aren't paid any more, go figure] and the holy spirit [i see you, sundrop!]

#random thoughts #fnaf #solar lunacy because it's what people think of when they think about iconic sun and moon fics (and for good reason)#(bamsara is a master at subtext and creating little scenes that all build up to a beautiful picture)#dayshift go figure because god. the corporate bullshit. the domestic bullshit. THE VIRUS BULLSHIT.#and also because it features my all-time favorite original character (drumroll please)#dundundundundun RILEY GREENE OF I SEE YOU SUNDROP FAME #god what didn't i see you sundrop do right. the characterization. the slow build up of dread throughout the entire fic. riley greene.#IT IS 106 CHAPTERS NOT INCLUDING A POSSIBLE FUTURE EPILOGUE #god sorry to the other two fics on my list but reading i see you sundrop broke my brain a little #the scenes with riley's mother. THE SCENES WITH RILEY'S MOTHER OH MY GOD #you can tell a fic is good when it gets you to give a shit about an oc that hard #their CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT??? WHICH IN TURN FED DIRECTLY INTO WILLIAM AFTON'S DEMISE?????#I AM DEAD. I AM DECEASED.#im rereading solar lunacy rn if you can't tell lol i went on a spree #fucking love the concept of sun not being completely isolated from moon and his illness god fuck #solar lunacy 🤝 i see you sundrop: we're gonna have some wild fucking takes on moon's illness in relation to sun #me: oh god thank god some good fucking food #and OBIWAN??? OF DAYSHIFT GO FIGURE FAME???#best oc side character i think. i want to see him and sun just go at it for an hour shooting the shit #don't really have much else to say on dayshift go figure right now cuz its on SUCH a cliffhanger #that's kind of taking over my mind rn idkwettl #i could go on for hours about i see you sundrop though. that fic grabbed me by the throat and threw me down the stairs #binged that shit in two days #sun mentions having a crush on riley once and it's never mentioned again and that kind of fucks actually #the other two are romance fic and they're REALLY GOOD AT IT OH MY GOD #solar lunacy. just in general. makes me blush so hard it's not funny #OH SPEAKING OF BLUSHING #THE MC IN DAYSHIFT GO FIGURE KEEPS GETTING FLUSTERED IT'S SO CUTE #dayshift go figure is more of a typical 'i am in love and refuse to acknowledge it' fic it's so adorable

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kazumist · 9 months

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what is it with characters who are emotionally constipated and has no idea how to be properly vocal about their feelings and why are they so fucking fun to write (bonus points if they don't know how to love)

#( spam )#to learn how to love is such a beautiful thing #this is like. scara xiao suna tsukishima sae rin blade dan heng (delusional) and alhaitham (also delusional)#heavy on scara and xiao btw i just love writing them with concepts like showing love through actions or them learning how love works bc +#+ it just suits them SOOOO well im obsessed

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frogathy · 5 months

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one way to say you havent seen the barbie movie without saying you haven’t seen the barbie movie is hating on female characters that are just normal girls who don’t do very much. or writing off female characters as shallow because they don’t have outwardly exceptional traits (i.e. big massive boobs, incredible otherworldly power, super tiny boobs, she owns a business and also runs a country and also she’s really mean and cold because that’s hot and it goes against the gender stereotype, she’s an alien, she’s a furry, she’s secretly a spy, her personality is very clearly different and special OR she’s so mysterious that she REALLY has no personality but bc she’s so vaguely mysterious that doesnt matter bc the mystery makes her deep and alluring, etc)

girls can just be girls.. girls just.. wanna have…. fun..

let us embrace the concept of the ambiguous female character, i beg of you. just as there are twink boys and big buff himbos, let there be president barbies and “just mom” barbies. how about we just. stop placing expectations of either extreme onto anyone. let’s try that. thank you

#love: a girl who was raised ‘anti-feminist’ (the joking words of my dad)#(the words that made me think i could not have opinions about women at all even though i am one)#(as if commenting on or even thinking about the subject of women is in itself an act of RADICAL FEMINISM!)#(like holy shit thats a damaging concept! anyways im enjoying acknowledging what i think about the issue of Women. personally?#i have opinuons about women😼and im sharing them on the internet😼😼)#this post is about nilou from genshin impact🗣️#she’s just some fucking girl and shes a dancer and shes just. like. DUMB. because shes purehearted and innocent #and people look at her and say shes useless and she did nothing for the storyline and shes shallow #SHUT UP!! SHUT UP!!!!!#idiots. all of them. idiots #even though she’s canonically the LITERAL embodiment of beauty. that is not enough for them #the hypocrisy. its so grand #anyways #girls. am i right #i could talk so much about her i love her so much she literally menas so much to me #i could talk about her for so long snd all of the amazing things about her that are not on the surface but ill spare this website #froegis meep tag #barbie #nilou #genshin nilou #female characters #i feel so free being able to just fucjing acknowledge that i think this #i still have a sense of ‘but what if im wrong and im being a snowflake’ as if having an opinion that differs from my dad makes me a snowfla #like wat da hel! enmeshed families be hittin different 😼#and perhaps theres a bit of internalized mysoginy in these little bonez of mine😼 butt who knows. something for my therpist to unpack #important

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