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your arms around me felt like home
and im homesick
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The dawn sees me squint through gummy eyes
Searching for you in the vacant dust
Of the sun beams peeking through the blinds
Lies slip easily through your teeth
Like the clearwater stream
Hidden beneath the undergrowth of spring
I have never known the air to be
The messenger of the Devil
As it lays kisses on my bruised skin
Deceptive promises a thousand and one
Of more twisted tender ministrations to come
There is mould setting in the kitchen sink
Reeking of the decay parallel to my being
And I lay in my bed of shrivelled prunes
Till the sun scathes into stale afternoons
My eyes wide open crusted with yesterday’s filth
Till my stare stings and gleams
Of loving you like a fever dream
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*any minor inconvenience happens* my poetry notebook will hear about this
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کسی نے پوچھا ہم سے
"اس میں ایسا کیا دیکھ لیےا؟"
اب ہم کیا ہی بتایں ینکو؛
جب سے دیکھا ہے اسے
ہم اس سے نظر ہٹا ہی نہیں پائے۔
किसी ने पूछा हम से,
"उस में ऐसा क्या देखा लिया?"
अब हम क्या ही बताएं उनको,
जब से देखा है उसे
हम उससे नज़रें हटा ही नहीं पाए।
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Don't tell anyone but I have this one cream coloured sweater that itches so bad against my skin that I don't even wear it most of the time but today when she said she wanted to match and only had pastels and blacks in her closet I didn't even think twice before telling her to wear the cream coloured t shirt. I used to hate this sweater to hell and gods I'd be fucking lying if I said I didn't want to burn it sometimes. But we videocalled and she smiled and said "we're matching :)" it was all fucking worth it. I haven't taken off this thing for hours. I used to be so fucking irritated in this but today I almost fell asleep thrice. In this sweater. I see what the poets used to write about now.
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Cold hallways, cold floor
Will I ever truly be free?
Cold words, colder you
Am I even allowed to be?
I never knew when your love turned sour
I just know that what's gone was mine not ours
Holding your hand used to be my comfort
It used to soothe my worries and hurt
It took me way too long to realise
The truth behind your sweet lies
You were never holding my hands
You were holding me in place
Now I know why it sometimes got hard to breathe
When you hugged me as if it was a need
You choke me with your love and still I love you so
Please.
Let me go.
Let me go.
Let me go.
#poetry#poets on desiblr#poets on tumblr#poetries#romanticism#sad poetry#poems and quotes#madhav ke lekh#guddu writes#mommy issues#toxic relationship#toxic parents#toxic love
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wiping your tears giving you a hug it's rough out here huh
It is but the love is there and that matters
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paper planes
i had paper planes growing up
everyone does
a lot of them have them for their entire life, sitting in a showcase in the living room behind glass, it collects dust, its nose is crooked
but it's there and it brings comfort
and every once a while they bring it out and let it fly
or some do it everyday
i lost my plane somewhere along the way. i dont know where it is, i was upset a few days when i lost it
now i only think of it when i see someone else with theirs
what can i say here except that i thought i would never loose this plane
i never quite lost it but i dont really have it either
i thought it sat behind the glass until the day i noticed it didnt, it broke my heart
every once a while it whizzes past me
and back in my childish wonder i run after it, with nothing but relief and a hope that i may capture it this time and make it stay
but i realise now that's not really your style, i understand it yes, but i cant say i dont wish it was
i miss the flights we took together just us and the wind, we were free
now clouds loom on the horizon and i wonder if the moisture ever drags you down and i long to provide shelter from it
my very being is shaped in all the ways you flew and without them i seem to loose myself
i hope someday the plane can rest in the glass and stay there until the wings fall apart
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None of this is real. Nothing bad ever happened to me. I will to wake up in my childhood bed and my mom will bring me chocolate milk. "You slept for so long," she'll say. I'll just giggle and choke on my milk. She will scold me for it while patting my back. I will be six again. I will not be broken.
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She says I have a heart of Gold
You say I have a heart of gold
But what will a mortal do with this asset?
Let me tear it out, with my own hands
And melt it down instead.
This metal is forged into a crown
My blood adds rubies red.
And as I draw my dying breath
I place it on your head.
O Darling, O Love, O sweetheart,
O thing of beauty sublime
You deserve this crown and all I possess
Till the very end of time.
-Raman
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-Madhav, 22/11/23
#Can we not talk about the fact that this was literally written about a guy from my wet dream#Gods I'm pathetic#madhav ke lekh#poetry#poets on desiblr#poets on tumblr#poetries#romanticism#sad poetry#poems and quotes#dream poetry
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Taglist (lmk if you wanna be added or removed) : @kishmish-ihate@3-mushrooms-in-a-kurta@natures-marvel@chaioticstuff@azure-cherie @poeticosmos @ad15124 @ma-douce-souffrance @nokhushionlygam @the-one-and-only-aroace @musaafir-hun-yaaron @cardboard-box-spaceship @dat-big-boiii @vienna-coded @akidev @kadalakari@the-pappu-that-cant-dance@kuhuchan@lilacwitch011019@bitxhbanana @1989bf @seaweed-brian @hailraykin @sheriiam @browngurl99 @maya-why @christs-cock @ex-caeruleo @godnonsensical @bewakulfi @amrut-ofthegods @shanti-ashant-hai @roop-aisa-suhana-tera @inexhaustible-sources-of-magic @freechicken
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#Shout out to trauma dumping through poetry gotta be one of my favourite genders fr#Clearing out old diaries and found this thing I don't remember writing#madhav ke lekh#poetry#poets on desiblr#poets on tumblr#poetries#childhood trauma
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Hi! Could you add me to your taglist? I'm obsessed🫶
Hii! Sure I'll add you <3
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Current taglist (lmk if you wanna be added or removed) : @kishmish-ihate @3-mushrooms-in-a-kurta @natures-marvel @chaioticstuff @azure-cherie @poeticosmos @ad15124 @ma-douce-souffrance @nokhushionlygam @the-one-and-only-aroace @musaafir-hun-yaaron @cardboard-box-spaceship @dat-big-boiii @vienna-coded @akidev @kadalakari @the-pappu-that-cant-dance @kuhuchan @lilacwitch011019 @bitxhbanana @1989bf @seaweed-brian @hailraykin @sheriiam @browngurl99 @maya-why @christs-cock @ex-caeruleo @godnonsensical @bewakulfi @amrut-ofthegods @shanti-ashant-hai @roop-aisa-suhana-tera
Something about comparing the way some parents raise their children for the sole purpose of fulfilling their own dreams to the way lambs are raised with love only when they're supposed to be sacrificed and fulfil the prayers of humans hits so hard
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Something about comparing the way some parents raise their children for the sole purpose of fulfilling their own dreams to the way lambs are raised with love only when they're supposed to be sacrificed and fulfil the prayers of humans hits so hard
#madhav ke lekh#poetry#poets on desiblr#poets on tumblr#poetries#sad poetry#poetry on parents#poems and quotes
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