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Uuuuuugh so my laptop broke bad a few days ago (the charger literally snapped off inside my computer) and that was the way I got a lot of stuff done on Tumblr, like filling the queue and writing longer posts, plus thats the best way I get fic writing done too... It's killing my productivity man 😭😭😭
#i just tried cleaning out my drafts on my phone and it was like oof ouch my BONES#on this work trip i brought my sketchbook instead tho. ive been meaning to draw all my s/is in a more simple style#so i guess ill be doing that!#... but not now tho. cuz im eepy -w- time for cherry to go sleep now haha bye 💝#ruby rambles
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extra (?)
silly randomized AU I doodled for fun, basically just shuffled around the characters (still working on zooble and kinger), might try n' draw them forreal instead of just doodling them... maybe
oh yeah, ragathas supposed to be kinger, pomni is jax, gangle is zooble, jax is pomni, kinger is gangle and zooble is ragatha (i have no idea how im gonna pull off zooble and kinger)
#tadc au#tadc ragatha#tadc pomni#tadc jax#tadc gangle#the amazing digital circus#the digital circus#jax#pomni#gangle#ragatha#tadc#i guess you can say this is a shuffled au but i have seen people have the same idea with certain characters so i dunno#crying on the ground cause I have no idea what im doing#theres a likely chance ill forget about this
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Tick Tock, Teddy-Bear.
#the bastards box wasn’t enough I had to trap this fucker in a hour glass#IM NEVER RENDERING GOLD AGAIN IN MY LIFE I DIDNT LEARN THE FIRST TIME-#anyway guess who’s not dead. sorry I disappeared for a hot sec as you might be able to deduce this one took a while#also life happened lol. I was doing this inbetween uni work a social life and being ill.#I’m not going to reveal how long this one took because I’m genuinly ashamed I put so much time into drawing Ted fucking Spankoffski#just know this might be the most amount of time and effort Iv ever put into a artwork in my entire life#I’m not too mad about it actually because I wanted to make one final big artwork before I turn 20#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#starkid#team starkid#starkid productions#starkid fanart#fanart starkid#time bastard#starkid time bastard#time bastard nightmare time#nightmare time#starkid nightmare time#hatchetfield nightmare time#nmt#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe#fanart#my art
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whoag magical girl transformation armor???
#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#my art#sketch#another armor design that im never gonna use yeaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! and when i do ill probably change it anyway let sgoooooooooo#he looks so weird wearing full armor.... where are your fins boy. why are you wearing shoes.... contained him 😔#at least he's protected so i guess its alright...
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WHAT WE DO IN THE SHADOWS | 5.03
#what we do in the shadows#laszlo cravensworth#wwdits#wwditsedit#tvedit#wwditssource#userbbelcher#userpayton#usersavana#userzo#userjack#useremi#useraurore#*#i couldnt find this episode in 4k so ill just suffer i guess
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Being disabled means experiencing something terrifying health wise, but being uncertain if it’s hospital worthy
#dores world 🌍#disability#disabled#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#disabled life#actually disabled#chronic disability#my sugars went to 3.8 for the first time ever and I don’t know what to do#I mean had some carbs and sugar so I’m just waiting to see what that does and I guess I’ll go from there#diabetes#diabetic
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id fumble him so bad
#really really rushed but ill probably go back and clean these up tmrw anyway#i havent played stardew valley but ive been meaning to because i have a little crush on this guy ^_^ hes cute#idk why but smth about him is really endearing. like between him and sunburst i feel like theres a pattern here but idk what#i guess my type is boys that whimper#the last two images are based on a real conversation i had with my doctor a few years ago lol. deadass stared at me for a good 2 minutes#i wanna make a farmersona too...... if my minecraft gameplay is anything to go by id probably play with animals all day instead of#actually farming........ can i just do livestock in stardew.. i dont have a green thumb i managed to kill a succulent once......#actually idk if my computer is even strong enough to run steam but i dont wanna get it on my phone. maybe ill get the microsoft download#unless stardew has its own website like minecraft. i really dont know anything abt it so im going in blind from the start#my art#myart#doodles#puppysona#sona#sdv#sdv harvey#stardew valley#whats funny about this is i have a classmate who kinda looks like if brian david gilbert and harvey had a baby. i havent told him this
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@ my fellow chronically ill/disabled/neurodivergent folks:
friendly reminder that just because you CAN do something doesn't mean you SHOULD and that it isn't harmful for you !!!
be kind to yourself please 🫶
#ily all#its been a difficult stretch and i needed this so im guessing more of us do too#reminder#!!#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic anxiety#chronic fatigue#mental health#disabled#disability#neurodivergent
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL#the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate#be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough#recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself#and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was#i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want#don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please#and just... give yourself space
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based on real events. guess which employee i am (impossible)
#ive discovered that color picking screenshots and just going at it is so much fucking fun#i might do that more often instead of guessing colors from scratch#though going from scratch is good practice and ill still do that#mspaint#kaart tag#lethal company#forest keeper#eye contact
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three cool and fun characters that are definitely not just minecraft mobs as humans
#i couldnt decide between making goateater scene or hippie#so i settled on doing both#my art#art#doodle#fanart#mcyt#hermitcraft#3rd life#goodtimeswithscar#bc theyre all related to him in some way or another#guess ill tag g and m too#grian#mumbo jumbo#goateater is the buttercups daughter btw#xx_goateater_xx#pizza the llama#jellie the cat
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I know most of the fandom is enthralled by how the relationship between Andrey and Goncharov develops (and I am too! it's a beautiful film, with a compelling power dynamic!), but I really think we need to talk more about Ice Pick Joe.
and more specifically, we've gotta talk about his ice pick, and how he uses it.
it's implied that he's killed a lot of people with that ice pick, but only one of those deaths is shown in the film. it's a hard scene to watch, and some people might want to skip over it, but I think the brutality is part of the point. there's a reason that it's played out with such excruciating detail.
see, ice picks are used as weapons all the time in movies, usually with a stab to the throat or ear, leading to a quick but bloody death. but in Goncharov, the scene is played out slowly, with Joe tying Amarro to a chair before almost carefully putting the pick through his eye socket.
sound familiar to anyone? it should. for a lot of reasons.
Amarro Fiamberti was the name of the first psychiatrist to ever perform a transorbital lobotomy. it was only due to his research that Walter Freeman was able to come up with his own lobotomy technique: one involving an ice pick.
Walter Freeman died in 1972, just months before Goncharov went into production.
and then there's the fact that Joe's ice pick is stolen (where did you steal it from, Joe? from whose operating table?) and the implications that he has his own struggles with mental health (the mention of his sister's murder, the humor he uses as a coping mechanism, the camera angles that give a sense of unreality to any scenes that are from his perspective).
I don't think any of that is an accident or a coincidence.
in my opinion, Ice Pick Joe's story is a tale of revenge - not against someone who wronged him, but against a medical procedure that wronged thousands of people.
and murderer though he may be, he's still my favorite character.
#goncharov#unreality#ice pick joe#fuck it I'm on board#let's do this#lobotomy#violence tw#mental illness#yeah so this was going to be about ice pick joe's relationship with gender#but then it went off the rails#so#enjoy?#I guess?#I was also going to add a thing about him having killed 36 people with the ice pick#amarro being the 37th#because 1937 was the year amarro fiamberti performed the first transorbital lobotomy#but I thought that made this post too long
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can you please draw more John Julian I’m craving more 🏳️🌈🥺🙏
Karaoke 🎤
#trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#john dory#john dory trolls#jd trolls#trolls oc#trolls oc julien#julien is nervous because although he is talented and good in the booth he struggles with performing live#hence: lip synching#but they do wind up singing together and they have fun#this is when they first started dating#so i guess theyre in a bar like at the edge of mount rageous thats a little divey#maybe ill draw them singing together too who knows#this has become less of “jds evil exs” and more “jd dating sim”
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YIPPEE!! 💉💉
#reanimator#herbert west#re-animator#the original goal was to draw a herbert for my icon. and i failed that goal so i guess ill just keep going#also i dont like these that much i like forgot how to draw again#i have work to do but i just want to draw reanimator art. so 😐#my art#fanart#digital art
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hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.
yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.
because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.
but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.
because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."
and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.
is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.
just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.
#eliot posts#suicide mention#animal abuse mention#i guess#ive said similar before and i just said this in the tags of another post but it deserves its own post#i am fucking TIRED of reading this shit so often#i frequently block people for saying it#sometimes i report ppl over it too if they're shitty in other ways too#i luckily don't have the ''i'm a worthless piece of shit and deserve the death penalty'' flavour of depression#but i do have the ''life is endless suffering and i want to euthanize myself'' variety of depression (or. technically bipolar.)#and reading the phrase kys Feels Bad Man w my mental illness#and i have froends w the first type and i worry about them#and one of em has told me it does affect them quite negatively to read kys#so yeah! fucking stop it!
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he also means it gay
#spider man: across the spider verse#spider punk#spider noir#hobie brown#noirpunk#dont smoke kids#do you understand. how much i love them#theyre so love each other............#im inordinately proud of hobie's face here too#i think slash hope it looks pretty close to canon#peter tho.. im making him cute bc i want him to be#hes got curls hes got scars hes got bust what more could you want (hobie wants to kiss him)#if tumblr censors me bc i say bust i will perhaps do murder#i cant be funny on my own so ill just rely on memes i guess lol#cw smoking#forgot that oops
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