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dykedragons · 2 years
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character arc of taking a month to complete 1 commission -> taking 3 days to complete 5 commissions
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m0nsterjuice-art · 1 year
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Hiiiiii your artstyle so good for these guys (Alex kinna looks like a character that would be illustrated in a Roald Dahl book) and I love them.
I do got some questions about them
1. How does Alex hide away springs when other people like freinds or technicians coming into the apartment? Not many places for the big guy to hide. Plus there would be that rotting/colone smell to explain away
2. Springtrap was born in the UK right? Why did he leave? Does he miss the place sometimes?
3. Is OMC always this serious slightly grumpy guy or is it just because he deals with they 2 most insufferable people on earth?
4. From what I gather Springtrap likes a good bit of classy/expensive stuff. since Alex lives in a (probably small) apartment and is, y'know, Alex, is it hard for him to get these things for his bf with the wage whatever his new job is pays him? (And does he try any get rich quick schemes to get around that lol)
5. Does Alex have any friends, or was he just this loner guy before Springtrap? If he does, do they find this change in his habits and purchases and this furry he only brings out on Halloween odd or just typical Alex?
6. What was that "newfangled device" that springs screwed up useing so badly it blasted the soul out of him lol I'm curious.
aww thank you! I'm happy ppl like my character designs and art style 😭
anyways, SO
1. Springtrap usually hides in his bedroom closet, or even leaves outright ahead of time. if he's ever in a bind, he can stay still and be passed off as one of Alex's many horror movie paraphernalia. It's thankfully not frequent, and Alex intentionally avoids company, pretending to be embarrassed about his home.
Springtrap would indeed stink initially, but he eventually gets steam+enzyme base cleaned enough so he just smells like a junky old sofa.... that wears middle-aged man cologne lol.
2. William in this AU left the UK for the US to both get away from his overbearing and dysfunctional family, and to find more opportunities for his engineering degree. It's not in any art, only briefly mentioned in a one-shot i wrote over a year ago.
3. OMC is a generally stoic figure, being an immortal god of death, however his patience with William/Springtrap has run very thin. He has a long history with him and his immortality experimentation- playing god, is what led him to getting involved in the first place, as it was inhibiting any souls involved from moving on to the afterlife.
I wouldn't exactly call him grumpy though, actually he's quite patient and compassionate. He allowed Springtrap to set the rules for how his soul is claimed, because he knows how important this life and Alex is to him. He also made sure to let Alex know about this, and settled any lingering doubts. Unfortunately there's a lot of stuff I have yet to get to, but he's ultimately a positive figure, not a negative one. He just wants William's wrongs fixed (more will be shown in Hare-brained)
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4. Yes Springtrap was born in a wealthy family, went to one of the most prestigious of universities, and became a wealthy man himself. So even in death, he has... refined taste. Alex works a lot, but Springtrap does not expect anything outside of their price range, because yeeeah he's not exactly working any glamorous jobs. He just wants matching kitchenware and bathroom towels lol, and he makes sure everything is clean. His home might be tiny, but Springtrap is still overall grateful for a place to live alongside his loved one.
Springtrap does manage their finances, and he's able to track what is it isn't appropriate. He also takes advantage of any benefits/ect Alex is qualified for that he's ignorant of. However. they both absolutely would get involved with get rich quick schemes hahaha, which im sure backfire.
5. Alex isn't overly social, but he gets along with people/coworkers, and he does have friends. He avoids hangouts at his apartment, which isn't people's first pick anyways so it works out. This new boyfriend they hear glimpses of is an absolute mystery through, Alex will make excuses or try not to bring it up, but I'm sure he can't hide it forever lol.
a comic I've contemplated for a good while is 1 or 2 good friends forcing Alex to come clean and actually being introduced to him, and while initially freaked out, they quickly realize how suspicious and sinister he really is (they know how gullible Alex is), which Springtrap becomes aware of and becomes hostile in turn, afraid of them jeopardizing their relationship. Little do they know Alex is not the one who's in danger. It'd end with them all realizing they all have his best interest in mind, and becoming another support network in case anything happens to either one of them. some day.
6. Springtrap loves to tinker, he's naturally curious and his neurodivergent ass can't help but tear shit apart to see how it works, or think of new ideas to create. I think it'd have something to do with a modern microwave personally, a transformer from one of those things can easily output a high enough voltage to kill a person.
Alex like to give him junk from pawn shops/ect to tear apart so he can learn, like Bluetooth speakers or older computers. Alex might have no clue what he's doing, but he's always happy to support him and his passions.
Ok I hope that covers everything ok!
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poems-of-a-lover · 10 months
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This is in regards to that post you made today, about anon messages. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and I don't really know where to turn.
Basically, I was born into a very controlling religion, probably borderline cult known as Jehovah's Witnesses. They believe they have the "truth", and that they need to remain separate from the "world" as Jesus supposedly commanded because the end/apocalypse could come at any time and they need to stay away from Satan.
I'm 17 now, about to start my last year of high school this fall and I'm a gay trans man (very much not to the knowledge of my family). My best friend since sixth grade is also trans, and I'm surrounded by lots of queer people (I live in a more accepting area/state). Thankfully, my parents were not in the position to homeschool my siblings and I, even though they had been considering it.
However, all these details lead me to a fork in the road.
A principle of this religion's foundation is preaching the "good news", from the youngest age a person is at any sort able to participate, spending their Saturday mornings every week going around neighborhoods and attempting to convert any and everyone they can.
I've been struggling along for the last 5-7 years or so since I mentally fell out of the religion's traps. However, once I turn 18 I have to commit myself to the religion, which I am in no favor of doing so.
Counting down the months, I find myself stuck in what direction to go, come out to my family (not in the queer sense yet, but rather just saying I don't believe in it anymore) and risk losing them entirely, or stay stuck in a place that is making every attempt to subdue and oppress me into a pretty, feminine, docile girl. I'll lose my mind if I have to stay in here any longer than I absolutely have to, but I don't know how to leave.
I'll turn 18 before I graduate, and I don't know what will happen past then. How do I take care of legal documents, doctors, college, those sorts of things (that part is largely rhetorical). My best friend has offered to take me in if/when I need it, and I think he said his parents/living-in family was alright with it (he's told them about me and my living situation), but I don't want to burden him cause he has his own issues--that's the same reason I'm writing this to you rather than asking him for help/advice again.
I hope you can find it in you read all of that, I'm sorry its so long but I felt it was necessary to fully explain it all. Also I wanted to thank you for your blog, I know there's not really any point to that but it's nice to read and see when I'm feeling down, it helps me feel validated in my identity. Have a good day/night/whatever's going on.
first off, im so, sorry that ur stuck in a position like this. u shouldn't have to be stuck in that type of position with those outcomes and those losses, and i really hope ur able to get out of there safely soon. i know it seems like it might be a burden on ur friend to take up his offer, like ur imposing or taking advantage or whatever reason, but if that's the safest option, i definitely recommend it. at least until ur able to come up with a more permanent/long term plan, it's good to have a safe place with people who respect u. ofc i don't know what it's like to be in a religious family like that, so my advice is from the perspective of someone who doesn't know it firsthand, but i feel like forcing urself to ignore ur identity for the sake of someone else's beliefs and comfortability will just cause more harm than good. i do hope ur able to live ur life the way u want, without having to water down or oppress ur identity for the sake of others. it will get better, maybe not now or soon, but eventually. if u ever need to talk about anything else, my inbox is always available for things like this!! and im so glad u find comfort in my blog, ive gotten that from a few ppl actually, that seeing queerness and loving men in a positive and safe light is helpful. again, if u ever need anything, my inbox is open <3
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slytherinwh0re · 3 years
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On your mother’s counter?
Draco Malfoy x Female Reader
Warnings: SMUT (18+ minors dni), a lil degradation and swearing
Summary: Where you and Draco spend some quality time on Narcissa’s kitchen counter.
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A/N: I wrote this in literally 15 minutes, sorry if it’s not the best lol I’ve been in a bad writing funk so bare with me.
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“They loved you darling-” Draco pauses to kiss the top of your head, “I told you they would, father even called you lovely, usually he describes people as tolerable at the very most.”
“I’m glad your father thinks I’m more than just tolerable Draco.” You giggle at the smile plastered on his handsome face. You’ve been dating the blonde for a few months and this weekend was the first time you met his parents. To say you were terrified was an understatement, they’re one of the most powerful families in the wizarding world, of course you were nervous, luckily dinner had gone wonderfully.
“Unfortunately father insists we sleep in separate rooms, something about not wanting bastard grandchildren.” He shakes his head, mumbling about how idiotic his fathers being, since he, along with every wizard knows there’s a simple spell to ensure that doesn’t happen (fetus deletus—Im so sorry).
“It’s one night, we’ll be back at Hogwarts tomorrow.” You brush his hair off his forehead, lift yourself onto your tip toes, and give him a soft kiss. “I love you, I’ll see you tomorrow, yeah?”
“Yeah, I love you darling, goodnight.”
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You wake up in the middle of the night parched, this happens often but usually you have a glass of water waiting for you on your nightstand. You get up quietly, doing your best not to make a sound, and make your way through the manor until you reach the grand kitchen. You fill up a glass and down it, then fill up again.
That’s when you feel him behind you, his arms trap you between his body and the counter, and he rests his face on your shoulder, peppering kisses on the exposed skin of your neck.
“Couldn’t sleep?” Draco pulls away just long enough to ask and then goes right back to his previous actions. You lean back into him, the warmth of his lips make those pesky butterflies erupt in your tummy.
“I was thirsty.” You tilt your head to the side, giving the boy more skin to nip at. One of his pale hands leave the counter and instead find the skin under your shirt, pulling you as close to him as possible, the cold metal of his rings a sharp contrast against your warm skin. You can feel how hard his cock is as you rub your ass on him, just enough to ensure you get what you really want.
His hand travels further up your body until he’s brushing the underside of your breast with his thumb, taking full advantage of the fact you can’t sleep with a bra on. The thin shirt you had on left little to the imagination but you hadn’t expect for anyone to be awake but this is a pleasant turn of events.
When Draco started rolling your nipple around his thumb and forefinger you let out a moan that immediately had him putting his other hand over your mouth. “You must be quiet darling, wouldn’t want mum or father to hear us, would we?” You shook your head vigorously, hoping he wouldn’t stop, thankfully he had other plans.
The slytherin flips you around, lifting you onto the counter where he stands between your parted legs, your lips finding his. Your hands tug at his hair and his hands hook around your thighs, spreading them farther open. When he pulls away and starts lowering his body to kneel in front of you it’s like your brain just caught up to what’s going on.
“Draco, on your mother’s counter?” You whisper, your cheeks heating up over the thought of being caught by one of his parents in the open kitchen. Draco grabs your shorts and yanks them off quickly, along with your panties, leaving you bare in front of him from the waist down.
“Yes, now remember, you must be quiet. Only good girls get to cum.”
Before you could respond, his lips attach themselves to your clit, sucking on it with the perfect amount of pressure. It takes all your self control not to let out the squeal that threatened to escape. His grey eyes remain on yours and you can just make out the smirk on his lips.
His skilled tongue swirls around you, spreading your arousal as he drags it over every inch he can. Your hands are in his hair, tugging to relieve some of the pressure from not being able to make a sound.
Your body feels as if it’s on fire when he inserts the first finger, by the time he has a second one in your ears start ringing. You bite your lip so hard you may draw blood but you could care less about anything right now. His mouth moves in perfect rythm with his fingers, when he pushes them in, his tongue flicks at your clit, when he slides them out, he sucks. The pressure drives you insane.
So when you accidentally let out the moan you almost cry at how close he left you to the edge. The loss of contact is immediate.
“What did I fucking say?” He has his cock in his hand, stroking himself, “Now you don’t get to cum until I let you. Understand?” He whispers and you nod in agreement, desperate to feel him buried in you.
Draco pulls you off the counter and turns you around, back to the position you were in when this all began but this time there’s nothing in between your bodies. You feel him brushing against your slick entrance and you grind back onto him, the friction is so delicious but you need more. He grabs your ponytail and slowly slips himself in, making sure to take his time. You feel every inch as he slides in until he’s bottomed out inside of you, the only sound in the kitchen is the soft pants you both let out.
The slow rythm of his thrusts has you arching your back as you step further away from the counter, your hands hold onto the edge of it for dear life. His cock brushes against all the right spots, you’re still so sensitive from being denied an orgasm earlier that everything feels ten times as intense. Draco’s hands are everywhere, they don’t stay in one spot for too long but the way they caress your body makes you shiver.
“Oh Draco!” Your eyes open wide at your mistake, his hand is back on your mouth and he pulls you up so your back is resting on his chest, his hips never stop the steady pace he set. His other hand wraps around your throat and his lips are right by your ear.
“Such a dirty slut, you probably want them to see me fucking you.” Your moans are muffled by his hand and his grip on your throat tightens. The thrill of being caught exciting you to no end. “You’d like that wouldn’t you? Be a good whore and cum for me.”
Your body shakes as the orgasm rips through you, Draco’s hand stays clamped over your mouth and your vision goes white, if it weren’t for him holding you up your legs surely would’ve buckled. You feel him spill into you as he buries his head into your neck, quite moans of your name leaving him mouth.
Draco’s the first to move, he turns you around slowly, kisses you sweetly, and helps you clean yourself up.
“I love you.” You whisper to him.
“I love you, and this counter.” He whispers back, both of you laughing as he leans on the counter you just ruined.
You both go back up the stairs hand in hand, right at the top of the stair is none other than Lucius Malfoy, arms crossed over his chest and eyebrow raised.
“I thought I heard something.”
Oh fuck.
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azucanela · 4 years
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Hehe sooo how about Hawks, Shinsou and Kirishims straddling the reader, keeping them held down, unable to move. Instead of doing anything, he just stares at her in wonder for a long time until she furiously blushes.
STRADDLING THEIR S/O HEADCANNONS [ft. keigo takami, kirishima ejirou, shinsou hitsohi]
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SUMMARY: Y/N does not understand why they’re staring but it is causing a lot of feelings. 
WORD COUNT: 1.5k
WARNINGS: almost a curse word, flirting, kissing, hawks being hawks, mostly soft and cute, like zero angst
A/N: i see you anon akshdkajshd you didn’t specify scenarios or headcannons or both so i went ahead and did scenarios <3 also this is such an odd mix but i love it. 
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KEIGO TAKAMI | PRO HERO HAWKS
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SCENARIO
As a Pro Hero, Y/N had always viewed training as something necessary. To ensure that her skills were sharp and she was prepared for every possible thing a villain could throw at her. This is why Y/N always incorporated at least one day of training into her week, though this didn’t just benefit her, as she always invited her fell Pro, Hawks. 
Keigo had a very different outlook on training, one that Y/N thought would cost him his life one day if she was honest. This outlook being that training was pointless, especially since their jobs required them to work constantly, which Keigo viewed as a way of training since they both worked nearly daily as top heroes.
Now, other Pro Heroes had suggested training together in the past, Keigo had denied every single one of them. Of course, none of them were Y/N L/N, his partner in crime— more accurately heroism. His flirting had gotten him nowhere with the girl, probably because she was one of the most oblivious people he knew.
More likely because Y/N perceived his flirting as a joke. 
This is how Pro Hero Hawks and Pro Hero Y/H/N ended up in the position they are in now. Keigo had managed to get the jump on her while they were sparring, and now he straddled her waist, hands holding her down by the wrists as their faces remained infinitely close. 
Y/N could feel Keigo’s breath in her face as he spoke, a smirk dawning his face, “got you.” 
She’s glaring at him, hands jolting in his grasp to try and get free to no success. Y/N notices his smirk fade as he tilts his head at her, eyes falling over her figure as he sits on top of her. She finds herself pausing her movement as she eyes him, cheeks warming at his piercing gaze.
“Now is not the time for another one of your jokes, Keigo.”
His eyes snap back onto hers as he raises a brow, allowing a breathy laugh to escape him. “Jokes?”
Y/N practically slams her head down onto the mat in annoyance, averting her eyes from his as she responds, “yes. Where you flirt with me-”
“You think that’s a joke, sweetheart?” 
If her cheeks weren’t already burning, they certainly were now. “You just like to make me flustered, you pompous-”
“Before you finish that mean sentence.” Keigo mutters, using his free hand to grip Y/N by the chin and force her eyes to meet his, “I do like the fluster you. But I also happen to like you.”
Y/N lets out a small laugh at his words, “of course you like me, we’re friends.”
His eyes narrow at her as he releases her chin and moves his face impossibly closer to her own, “can I kiss you?” The breath practically leaves her lungs as Y/N’s mouth gapes open at his words, and she’s just about ready to tell him off until she sees the look in his eyes. 
He’s serious. 
Y/N finds herself nodding slowly, only for Keigo to tilt his head at her, “I wanna hear you say it, sweetheart.”
“Kiss me before I change my mind you as-”
And then his lips are on hers. 
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KIRISHIMA EJIROU
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SCENARIO
Y/N couldn’t help the laugh that escaped her as she ran down the halls of the dorms, Kirishima close behind as she made her way to her own room. This wasn’t necessarily an uncommon occurrence. Even before they were dating, their friendship had a lot of moments like this. 
Pushing her room door open, Y/N gasped as Kirishima practically tackled her to the ground from behind, twisting them to ensure he took the brunt of the fall, the redhead wasted no time taking advantage of Y/N’s shocked and flipping them over so that he could straddle her waist. 
“I caught you!” He exclaimed with a toothy grin, hands pinning her arms down onto the carpet as he pressed a messy kiss to her neck and pulling a laugh from her once more. 
They’re heaving as they try to catch their breaths, having run around the entire dorm. And a small silence overcomes them, Kirishima’s eyes trailing over her, a small crease forming between his brows as he does.
Y/N finds herself tilting her head at the action, confusion flooding her as she watches his mouth gape open slightly. She can’t help it when her cheeks begin to burn in embarrassment. 
“What?” She mumbles, averting her eyes from his.
Kirishima blinks, once, twice, finally her words register in his mind and he breaks out into a smile once more as he replies, “you’re just so...” He releases her arms, “beautiful.”
Y/N brings her hands to her face, a weak attempt at hiding her embarrassment as Kirishima pries them away, “you say such cheesy things.”
 “And you love it.”
Faking a pensive look, Y/N brings a hand to her chin as she hums, “do I?” 
Kirishima scoffs hands coming to hold her face in place as he peppers kisses across the skin, “you don’t?”
Y/N swatted playfully at his chest, a pointless try to stop his pecks against her face before he finally pressed a kiss on her lips, one that she melted into. Bringing her hands around his shoulders loosely, she hummed into the kiss, pulling him closer. 
“I love you.”
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SHINSOU HITOSHI
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SCENARIO
Shinsou had insisted on training with Y/N, top of her class, the very class that Shinsou would be transferring to the following semester. Aside from being the top of her class, Y/N was also Shinsou’s only friend, something she hoped would change in the upcoming semester, especially if she managed to get him to join her lovely little friend group in Class 1-A.
These sessions benefited the both of them, seeing as Bakugo wasn’t the only target of the League of Villains at the training camp. Thankfully, Y/N had managed to escape them, but given how many times they’d attacked UA, she couldn’t help but feel the need to protect herself now. 
Not that Shinsou knew about it, and hopefully he would never know about that. 
Swinging her leg at his head, a hit that Shinsou used to be incapable of dodging, Y/N found these thoughts emptying her mind as he swiftly knocked her to the ground, legs coming to straddle her hips. Though Shinsou ensured not to place his full weight on her as his hands came to grip her own press them down onto the mat they’d been sparring on. 
“Sorry.” He mumbled.
Y/N couldn’t help but laugh at his words, apologizing for besting her. He’d certainly earned it after months of training. Though Y/N couldn’t help but feel shocked as she shifted beneath him, “Shinsou that was amazing! I’m so proud.” She offers him a grin, only to realize he’s not necessarily paying attention. 
“How many times do I have to tell you, call me Hitoshi.” There’s a small smile on his face as he nods, and his eyes are on her, and there’s a distant look in his eyes that leaves Y/N wondering what exactly is going on in his head as he stares down at her. A silence falling between them, Y/N can’t help but think back to all the times her friends had suggested he felt... something more for her.
These thoughts coupled with his piercing gaze cause her cheeks to begin burning as she inhales deeply, eyes meeting his with newfound determination. Y/N uses his distracted state to force them to switch positions, knocking his back onto the mat with a grunt, Y/N seats herself on his hips before bringing her hands to his face and pressing her lips to his.
This probably wasn’t the best plan she could’ve come up with. 
He’s frozen for a moment, but Shinsou’s arms come to hold her hips as one of Y/N’s hands leaves his face to move through his hair, causing Shinsou’s fingers to dig into her hips.
Pulling away, Y/N’s cheeks warm as she mumbles, “so, Hitoshi...” She clears her throat, “we should probably discuss that.”
Shinsou’s head falls against the mat as a laugh escapes him, “I can’t believe I like you.”
Y/N swats at his chest, though she laughs alongside him, falling onto his chest to lay her head against it.
This was nice.
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A/N: i got a lil carried away with keigos... oops. also if you read all my headcannons its basically following the same y/n and whichever character because i always do the same backstory akjsdhakjshdkjash everyone has just had a first kiss like 23479283749 times. also WHY IS KIRISHIMA SO HARD TO WRITE FOR I CAN’T DO IT thats why his is short im sorry kjashdkjahsdkjhs
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kakubun · 3 years
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Reader Who Is A Sword User
strongest duo x gen!reader
a/n: huge manga spoilers!! also just a bunch of random hcs with them<33
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geto finds your style very intriguing, the way you wield your sword and how you slash the curses before gojo could
(that was because he was slow- okay let's go from the very beggining-)
the two were assigned to take on these two second grade curses who were slithering around town so they went right on immediately, just because gojo's favourite sweet shop was close by
they could end the day easily by defeating the two curses,
but the problem is
both of the curses were fast on their feet and manage to dodge them, they were like irritating rodents who teamed up with each other and they didn't let the two have a chance at killing them
gojo was beggining to lose it, even geto showed signs of frustration with the crease of his forehead
then you popped up.
"this is so goddamn annoyinggg" gojo staggered when he stopped running after the curses, just to complain and geto huffed. yes they were annoying but that's a reason why they have to end them quickly.
"step back." a sudden figure sprinted sideways to the curse and manage to cut the side of its head off but another annoying trait about them is healing quickly.
this also was an advantage to the duo since there was a path you opened in which geto could distract the curses with his own as they corner the two while gojo did the finishing blow and puffed out his chest and cheered when they finally vanish.
an action didn't go unnoticed by the two when you pressed your temple with your thumb, thinking to yourself you could've finish this easily if you striked at the right spot but you shook your head to your regrets and went to the two.
"are you okay?" geto's hands were held in yours as he choked a little as a suprised reaction settle on his face when you suddenly held him. "ah i'm okay.." he rubbed his neck and you smiled warmly in which dissappeared quickly when gojo suddenly held onto you.
"that was really cool!! we should celebrate-" suddenly having an arm wrapped around you, he marched alongside with you and rambled about sweetshops and your sword skills while geto shook his head to his partner's overfriendliness.
after getting to know the two, you wanted to know them a lot more now because who wouldn't
nah, it's because they were on the same levels of power and you wanted to know how they got so strong and you constantly spar with them
they also wanted to know you too! your sword skills were a contast to your personality, they enjoyed your company!
they helped you improve a lot with your strength and noticing the change made you smile to yourself,
not only you made a few friends (including shoko and utahime who they later introduced and where you occasionally bake with them) but you've improved yourself from way before
the two would notice if your mood improves from day to day that it makes them all fuzzier inside just like you who would hug your pillow every night and roll around to your self achievements
and they would fistbump each other because of how good they are at teaching
well they're not technically wrong because
they helped you improve hand to hand combat, from days you stumble into them when you couldn't punch them to days where you accidently would slam your fist in their chins, you were a quick learner
"i can't use my sword?" the duo thought the same thing when you slowly slid your sword away , "damn they wanna kill us".
geto would check how you hold your fists and how you strike them and fixing them when you start going back to stage 1 when you forgot how to do it.
kinda grateful that gojo haven't improved his infinity yet so he was your punching bag which you could actually touch and he easily catch your fists but you manage to sneak in a kick or two. you roll your eyes because gojo couldn't take most of the sparring seriously and geto was your main teacher but gojo was slick, he did sneak in some teaching in for you to learn.
and as a punching bag he promised to be, there were some times where you actually did made him faint because you kept hitting his neck so many times, you and geto burst up laughing when he suddenly stop talking when he dodges you because you always had the chance to hit him in the neck because of his ego not covering his throat.
other than sparring and missions which were times where they actually see you, you were pretty much gone for the rest of the day after shoko reported that you did infact had breakfast then dissappeared off to nowhere
easily detecting you to be in the gym? they slowly opened the door to it and gawked and they look towards each other than back to you
you were lifting dumb bells and goddamn you looked so damn attractive doing so
they felt woozy looking at you and how tough you looked not being covered with your uniform
sweating in your tank top, you looked back at them and gasped in pure shock that you dropped your dumb bells which thankfully didn't hit you or your sword
the duo couldn't help but admire you for how strong you are and well it was akward since they just found out you work out and they were just standing there being all shy and squeling silently like highschoolers
but that doesn't mean they won't do anything with this newfound info because they jump right away to exercising!
you muttered a few curses and nonchalantly told them not to push themselves because you might never know with these idiots
"you won't be defeated!" "and i don't want you to die"
it was.. entertaining
gojo had you on your back while you were seated on him and you were likely impressed when he didn't complained to the dumb bell you carried when his chest lifts from off the ground
(even geto was a little shocked at this)
geto dear, he was smooth when he wanted to touch your biceps (when he's supposed to be busy at exercising)
he places it on your shoulder when he complimented you then it starts trailing down to your bicep when he starts throwing questions and squeezes them (yes while you were still on gojo's back)
and the way these boys had to find out about millions ways of stretching to not stay sore and well they were tbh but it felt a lot more better when they went back to their rooms and were able to sleep like babies
geto's question was answered to why you brought your sword in the gym and is because of practising slashes
though it was dangerous but you got it under control and you swing your sword in grace as they watched from their position (cause they were currently exercising, look im not a gym instuctor and im too lazy to search up im sorry i'll do better next time)
the day goes by fast with the chattering and insults and it was such a treat to end it with tea
shoko pulled out cinnamon rolls that were dripping with sweetness and it was love at first sight for gojo
geto expressed his gratitude for it and shoko pointed to you that you were the one that made it
"you really are perfect-" he sobbed dramatically on your shoulder while countinuing to nibble on his roll
talk about dramatic, thank god you see his hand that you slapped reaching for the last one when its well reserved for utahime
(utahime feverishely thanked you)
respectfully they were great people
a sweet tooth who was cocky and messy with a more tamer gentleman who still caused chaos for everyone will never bore you to death with whatever hell they're planning
and you were glad to have them lead the way for you
even if one of them stumbles and takes you with him
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Looking at 333 with... apparently early translation... and yet late AF reaction
I... didnt expect to ACTUALLY see a new chapter when I checked right now... and I’m leaving work soon so I probably wont send this until tomorrow (or not? last time it didnt went that way)
Anyway... Future Worange, new Komi san, GO! GO! GO!
Even Further Future Worange: half f this was written the day it came out, the rest is being written today... woops...
And its seems there will be “various topics” in this chapter, makes sense since we need to see all the fires before The merge fighting the third years
wait waht?
THERE’S A CAMERA MAN!?!?!?!?!
And now he telling us his position... also wait “the first year’s guardians”? Wouldnt that show them how nuts this place is? I might think is a misstranslation cause it seemed to me there is the place for those taken out already (yes I can see Najimi from here)
Anyway Kamera... Man... taro... 
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ANYWAY! Mantaro wants to show the dynamic and climactic fight between Yamai and The second years leader... but he seems to get in the way... woops
OH SHIT FIGHT TIME WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Bullets flying, serious expressions.... Mantaro blocking most of the shots...
Nobody is helping Gorou due to the risk of HITING Gorou
Gorou takes the advantage and has Yamai at his mercy but DAMN almost taken down by Nakanaka with the sniper (ok probably not spiner but still surprising) shot
And to nobodies surprises she would have take Yamai too... I approve of this idea
Yamai and Nakanaka: TACTICAL RETREAT! 
Yamai and Nakanaka: YOU BE THE DECOY!
Yamai and Nakanaka: FUCK YOU IM NOT GONNA BE THE DECOY
General Lily: YAMANAKA FTW! (good for her that she saw her ship in action tbh?)
And now we return to the first year trio, made of Hiki her recent new friend Susumi and... Undyne Jr? And by that I mean a tiny version (most likely little sister) of Netsuno whom I didnt remember the name until I saw Aoi’s flames all over... makes sense
*one week of unrelated unmotivation later*
CURSE YOU TALLNESS! YOU MADE HIKI STAND OUT!
They escaped but now I have no idea how shit will go for them, Hiki is nerveous, Susumi is horny excited and Aoi is just burning (which is excited/horny but in a more proactive way I guess?)
Class 3-5 have... whoever this is at the front and Agari as also moral support? That kinda upliffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff... I SEE THAT CHEST EMPHASIS ODA WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!?!?!?!?!? (I mean is nice but also NO!)
Also no idea who’s the staway from 3-4 but might find out later... 
And by later I think the next page indicates it was Naruse???? good for her cause class 3-4 seems to be on the offensive (by a defensive team... still counts!)
At the lead of the team you have Onemine so you know it is to be trusted and apparently Naruse kun (who I dont know well yet) helped... but irrelevant since he is dead now :P
Oh the chief from class 2-4 shares name of a monster I’ve seen in one of my myths and legends card! xD
And whoever is “Ace” Shibuki, is starting taking names avenging Naruse... its a free for all in this story so far
Mangabi unable to fire from the trenches but Discount Tadano took the mooks closer saving them... for now
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Have I ever told you guys I much I like vanilla as a flavor? On that note FUCK YOU I’M INVESTED ON THIS SHIP!!!
(They both awkward and adorable and sometimes you just need that :P)
*looks at the Suteno-kun and supreme commander Komi page for like 10 minutes*
...
I got absolutely nothing to say about this... absolutely nothing... or rather I have 0 idea how to approach it so I’m just gonna...
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Thankfully that was for only page 1, page 2 shows how much of a moron Suteno is and doing pushups to assert dominance while a good idea maybe you need that the person being challenge has a clear ppicture of the situation? (poor Katai xD)
and the last segment... Omokawa I got your “sad backstory” last time but please don’t overdo the idea of being called cute :P
and more importantly DONT UNDERMINE KOMI’S PRAISE THAT HONESTLY 2 YEARS AGO WAS IMPOSSIBLE TO HEAR SO... oh she still is a new friend? Okay rant retracted...
NEXT TIME! first year trio vs someone I have no idea who is
A lot of fires, lots of shenanigans, all amusing... we will see how the rest goes... until then :D
(tired in general but I dont want to leave at least this aside, not yet...)
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amelmajrii · 4 years
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this is just my observation and i don’t mean it in a bad way, again as a reminder it’s only been 2 weeks since her debut. yes i said 2 weeks.
i think casey is doing a bit of shuffling in the lineup trying to figure out who works well together and where. i think tobin has an advantage here, because she can play both wings and the midfield if needed (seems unlikely bc united have a strong midfield but always good to have versatility).
whereas press is a forward. her natural position is a striker, it’s where she’s always played. this has only recently changed in the last few years (esp at utah bc 9 is the only position ARod plays so press didn’t have much of a choice otherwise). press is good at the wing and she’s good as a 9. yes ik she said she likes the wing she also said she’s always played at a 9. so i get why she’s being played there right now, and if you other anons are honest, you do too.
tricky thing for untied is they already had a few really talented wingers in galton and hanson. in comparison, russo seems to be the only true 9 (jane ross maybe but idk?). the obvious choice as a manager is to replace russo for press as she herself stated it’s her natural position.
also psa: idc who you are or how many trophies you’ve won you don’t automatically deserve to be in the starting 11, or displace other teammates (on the wings or elsewhere) who have been performing well just because you’ve won world cups. you earn all starting spots, and that’s my final take on this. you personally are not doing this but i’m seeing a lot of people complain about press not being a starter so i’d again throw out it’s still only been 2 weeks. but i felt the need to say this
i think that press is struggling to get back into form, and that’s fine. she hasn’t been out for long periods before and had to build her body back to game fitness and it’s new to her. and you can still clearly see this is the case, it may even take a few more games. welcome to professional sports guys.
imo she didn’t look fantastic today. i expect someone of her talent to put that goal away when she’s not being properly marked (like seriously you leave press open on the back post lol) and she did. i think the goal helps from a mental standpoint for sure, and honestly i think she was probably surprised she got it too.
you can clearly see her touches are still too heavy and she’s turning the ball over at the halfway line. and from what i’ve seen, when she gets on the pitch she just looks kind of tired and only has bursts of energy/speed, and is almost like waiting for the ball to come to her which is not at all how she usually plays.
i trust stoney. press got 15 mins today because stoney thought that’s what she needed/could contribute to the game.
while coaches and players can say whatever, we don’t actually know what press looks like in training and perhaps she’s not geling as quickly as tobin has (the front 3 today had a killer half) and that’s why stoney isn’t giving her more game minutes. as a coach i would not be trying to gel players when points are on the line. i’d wait to see it in practice first.
if that’s the case, i don’t blame stoney for not giving her much game time. i don’t think press has connected especially well with galton yet and stoney seems to really like having her on the pitch and when she’s having a good game (like today) she provides some quality assists.
so i think what i’m trying to say is that; while yes press needs game minutes to shake off her rust, if she’s not connecting with the other players on the field, then it’s not useful to have her out there. and i think a lot of people are having a hard time swallowing and think that she’s only rusty bc she’s not getting minutes, while i think there’s a lot more at play and acknowledging that sucks because she’s their fav which i get.
i think once she starts connecting better with the team, the rust will also begin to fade and that’s when we’ll see more of her. it’s been 2 weeks, i’d rather wait to see her when she’s at her best than what i’ve been seeing now when she’s coming on and not contributing as much as we all and she knows she could be.
thanks for reading my long ass take on this lmao. you’re one of the few people who actually really understands the technical aspects of football, and i think connection among teammates is very underrated and can ultimately make or break games. and for press it’s just not there yet. people keep complaining that she should be starting and getting like 45 mins and she’s clearly not ready for it yet, but she eventually will.
hope your french babies are well (neymar and veratti is a love story i didn’t know i needed) also love seeing diacre test positive for covid, karma doing her thing once again;)
Hi ! i took my time and read this. and i didn't know many people were complaining because i follow only a few on here.
The main reason like you said it’s because Press has never (thankfully for her) been out on long periods because of injuries and stuff like that so it’s harder to bounce back and get to a team, a new team in that matter. It maybe would have been easier if it was the NT where she has played for a long with the players. Also, Casey needs to find out as well who to play together and who works best with one another. I think the shuffling will go on for a bit with the return of Ona in  defense and Lauren James. The international break will once again give CP and everyone staying time to gel and make connections on the pitch. 
Also, CP is her best critic and then she has T and Casey as a coach to tell what went wrong sometimes. Also, Casey knows her value and wants to play her (im certain of that) but she also has to handle a team which has many attacking players. So its not that easy. I would try not to read too much into that part of her getting only a little minutes even though i want to see CP back to full form asap. I would have been bummed if T didn't play well but then i would not make that issue given the situation and how long they've been off the field. Again repeating this for everyone : They have been playing for 2 weeks ONLY!!!
and like you said, CP will definitely start kicking ass again because she's a talented, skilled and experienced player with a great understanding of the game! 
my french babies are fine unless they do some shit on Tuesday against Man utd and then my morale will take a hit ! 
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btshogwartsfics · 4 years
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hi im the one who sent the first impressions one. i meant the reader's impression of them and individually. also, i would like to see if the reader's impressions were right or wrong! thanks Kate 💜🥰
no problem! thanks for suggesting and i’m sorry for the delay! since you asked for all of them, i made them rather friendship-y generalized. however, what happens after is, of course, entirely up to your imagination! hope you enjoy! this was really fun!! 💕
also: since i’m doing seven different first impressions, they may be rather brief as i don’t want them to get too long since i can’t currently use the “read more” feature!
~peep the mention of this hc request during namjoon’s part if you’re confused!
jin
he had a sort of fanclub.
it was weird. the younger years seemed to just follow him around. wherever he went, you could spot someone else right behind him.
he didn’t seem to know them either. he had his own group of friends, but the students trailing him only seemed to leave once he asked them to.
and every time his ears would flush a deep red.
while you’re sure he was a nice enough guy— (seriously try to name one genuinely mean hufflepuff?) —you’d made up your mind to just stay clear of him.
you didn’t want to get caught up in the paparazzi.
though, it seems fate had other ideas.
after being asked by your transfig professor to re-organize the attic, you ended up spending a rather large amount of time with him.
you found that you were absolutely right— he is really kind and polite. however, much to your chagrin, he also told some really bad puns.
yet they always seemed to pull a laugh out of you.
maybe he wasn’t so bad.
yoongi
you thought he seemed pretty intimidating.
it’s not anything he did, really. or said for that matter. he was just eerily quiet.
you can count on one hand the amount of times you’ve heard him speak.
eventually, you concluded that he probably just wanted to be left alone. and you couldn’t exactly blame him for that.
it wasn’t until you began to hang out with jin that you started to really see him.
he was sweet. soft. sarcastic as hell.
while you were correct in assuming that he liked his solitude, you found that he really enjoyed having his friends around, too.
even if he sometimes tried to hide it, he could never really get rid of the grin that curled at his lips whenever they were together.
you caught yourself wishing you could see it more often.
you suppose you’d just have to stick around.
hobi
he was... loud.
not that there’s anything wrong with that, it’s just that, for whatever reason, you only seemed to catch him in the mornings.
the room could be dead silent or ringing in your ears, but you’d still be able to hear his voice above the crowd.
he also possessed an ungodly amount of energy.
you had no idea where he got it from, but he never seemed to run out. ever.
which was why it was so strange for you to catch him in the library.
you honestly thought he would’ve been banned from that place.
you’d been on your way out, rounding the corner of a bookshelf, when you ran straight into him.
thankfully, he was able to catch your books before they fell and made a load of noise, but then he smiled at you. small and soft.
and with a whispered, “are you alright?” a “so sorry about that,” and a parting, “excuse me” he was gone.
you couldn’t stop thinking about the gentle concern on his face and the soft velvet of his voice for the rest of the day.
namjoon
you assumed he was a pure blood.
shortly after bumping into him during midterms, you started to see a lot more of him around.
quickly, you discovered that he was at the top of all of his classes. damn near perfect scores all across the board.
he also ran a tutoring business.
it was mainly for the younger years, but even kids older than him could be found sitting with him in the library, nodding along as he explains the subject to them.
you were, admittedly, quite impressed.
“surely”, you told your roommate, “he’d been born into a wizarding household. he’s a natural! or at least if he wasn’t you’d never know it.”
they shook their head in agreement. “you’d think so, wouldn’t you?”
you frowned. they continued. “suprising, then, that’s he’s actually a muggleborn.”
what?
jimin
he was arrogant, you were sure.
okay so, no, you suppose you don’t know him —but you’re positive! you see it in the way he carries himself.
like he’s the most important person in the room. or in the way he smirks when he’s made his point. or the way he plays quidditch.
he basks in the praise and adoration of the crowd.
attempts flips and tricks that you know are completely unnecessary. he just loves to show off. if he can’t be the flashiest one on the pitch, he’s not happy.
point is, you have no shortage of evidence.
at least, you thought you didn’t.
but then, because the universe loves to prove you wrong, you catch him with a first year.
the first year, a young blond haired boy with eyes full of naïveté and cheeks still round, had been crying. you could even still hear his little sniffles. but then you heard his voice and you couldn’t quite believe your ears.
“we all get down on ourselves sometimes.. yes, even me. but you just gotta believe you can do it. and then one day you will.”
huh.
guess you were wrong.
taehyung
quite frankly... you thought the dude was nuts.
in your defense, it almost seemed as if taehyung tried to actively prove this.
consistently.
the few times you’d actually been in conversation with him, his mind seemed to be split off in a million different directions. like his train of thought had been permanently derailed.
and you were fairly content to leave it at that. but again, someone up there truly seemed to have it out for you.
you’d met him in the astronomy tower of course you did. the stars were out and shining and the moon was bright and full. you hadn’t expected him to be there.
but there he was. smile boxy and mischievous, eyes alight with wonder and curiosity.
he spoke a mile a minute and you’re not sure you were able to gather just about anything he said.
but you realized that night that sometimes a certain beauty comes with madness.
sometimes it’s pretty cool.
jungkook
you didn’t think that jeon jungkook had one. single. flaw.
really, it wasn’t fair.
he was top of his class, total quidditch star, lead in the frog choir AND he seemed to be hogwarts’ biggest stud.
practically the entire student body was head over heels for slytherin’s golden boy (no pun intended).
the professors adored him, doted on him like their own child, the guy was on everybody’s good side. how do you even do that?
you were ready to admit that, perhaps, perfection had found a human form... but then you’d caught him studying.
you’d merely been passing by, taking advantage of your free period, when you’d heard him practicing an incantation in an empty classroom.
he groaned, struggling to conjure up the desired effect. even after several minutes he remained unsuccessful and you thought he’d try again. until suddenly the door handle shook. he exited.
his eyes found yours and in that instant, he realized he’d be caught. and with a sad, blink-and-you’ll-miss-it, downward tilt of his lips he left.
you watched him walk away, stunned completely into silence.
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crispclown · 5 years
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kurogiri hcs
i just have a lot of kurogiri thoughts....
- in canon mostly because i really like the theory that he's an ex-ua student who used to be friendly with aizawa and yamada before his quirk pretty much failed him during a battle and instilled the thought of "never let someone chase an unachievable dream" in aizawa afterwards. he was in a vulnerable position during that time and afo, who seems to watch the ua tournaments and realized kurogiri's quirk had the potential to be incredibly useful to his organization, swooped in similar to how it was with shigaraki and with careful manipulation pretty much became in kurogiri's eyes his savior who helped him realize how horrible the hero society is and gave him a second chance at redemption via villainy. because of this he feels a strong sense of debt towards afo 
- since he hasnt seen what an ass afo is yet he'd do almost anything afo would ask of him without question.
- to add onto the above of being an ex-ua student thats also one of the reasons he constantly has his mist on. i personally believe he does have a normal human form underneath going off how 1-a pinned him down during the ua rescue center scene. having his mist contantly at the ready helps be more prepared for all the sudden unexpected situations villains can fall into as well as disguise him from both media attention and anyone who might recognize him (old friends-) given the fact he's considered legally dead.
- the only people aware of his well. origin story is afo and some of his trusted higher ups who assisted in readjusting kurogiri to their group and pushing him to further his quirk abilities to do what he can do now
- kurogiri never really thought of telling shigiraki about since to him that backstory doesn't matter as much as helping him grow as afo's heir and as kurogiri's adopted son
- the reason kurogiri got into bartending was because when he first joined and he and afo were trying to figure out when he;d fit best kurogiri just sort of realize afo tends to drink A Lot. with all his quirks, its hard for afo to be killed by more normal means like alcohol poisoning and some of them had the side effect of needing a Shit Ton before afo could really get drunk
- so kurogiri just ended up helping fix afo's drinks and over time it morphed into learning how to bartend
- his loyalty to afo s pretty much the only reason kurogiri originally started taking care of shigaraki. afo knew how loyal and steadfast to him and took advantage of it to give him the job of raising/babysitting shigaraki. tbh i don't think kurogiri was fond of shigaraki since the beginning and probably acted more like a butler/robotic towards him at first before the unrelenting Parental Instincts tm kicked in one day after almost a year of looking after him and suddenly realized "oh fuck this is my son"
- during the year of lowkey awkward parenting he was internally having a crisis since in my mind he never really ever thought of having kids during his time as a hero in training so suddenly having the responsibilty of looking after one you know nothing about and is already pretty grown vs wanting to please afo who trusted him enough with the task made him p conflicted during the time
- thankfully(?) afo was the most active in shigarakis life during the beginning years so kurogiri didn't have to have his crisis while being a single dad as well. as shigaraki got older afo just started to withdraw more when he thought shigaraki and kurogiri were getting along well enough and weren't about to fight/betray him any time soon
- if the lov ever decided to break their assosiation with afo, kurogiri would likely still go with lov to make sure shigaraki and crew stay safe and that none of them get too hurt. despite that, he'd still retain quiet loyalty to afo due to his blind faith in him and would probably keep him updated if asked, thinking of it as a "father knows best situation"
- for the lov to be able to have his Total Loyalty, really the only person who could sway him would be shigaraki himself. as much as he feels like he has a debt to afo, shigaraki has pretty much become his own son in kurogiri's eyes (which he likely wouldnt outright admit-) and anything he'd tell him about afo would pretty much be the only stories kurogiri couldn't bring himself to cast doubt onto
- honestly in general shigiraki is pretty much the only one besides afo that he's willing to listen and consider anything he says. everyone else he might listen to but internally there's a possibility hes not really listening depending on the topic. like above, sometimes he thinks he just knows better though he is willing to admit whenever he's wrong
- mild projecting but besides shigaraki his favorite that he won't outright say is his favorite is toga. besides yknow the murdering which tbh doesn;t really bother him, he pretty much sees her as a a+ daughter and is just "lmao your lost" at her family. the only thing he doesn't like about her is when she goes out of her way to aggravate shigaraki or when she starts killing people suddenly and it throws off lov's plan
- he takes great pride in looking nice and presentable and while he might be willing to wear more casual clothes in his rare free time, he refuses to wear clothes like those free tshirts you get at events or his pjs outside his room.
- lowkey passive agressive about s o m e people not wearing socks t o m u r a. or not wearing long enough pants like arent your fucking ankles cold?
- kurogiri does also enjoy being a gentleman to go along with his professional aesthetic since like. just cause youre a villain doesnt mean you gotta be a dick yknow? too many heroes do that anyways (@ endeavor then perish)
- can swear but unable to around children 
- (shigaraki once heard him say fuck when he thought he was alone and its haunted them both ever since. neither of them talk about it)
- he's a villain so like. he doesnt feel bad about killing people or watching them get killed. he was literally willing to murder 13, all might, and 1-a and only didn't because renforments arrived. during their first meeting with toga and dabi, his concern was less about shigaraki killing someone but the concept of shigaraki killing someone who could be useful to their cause. if shigaraki had weighed the options and told kurogiri "yeah im gonna kill them theyre useless", kurogiri wouldnt have seen anything wrong with not stepping in again when shigaraki does so. 
- the only people he would feel bad for killing would be very young children since they remind him too much of how shigaraki used to be. parents of said children have a 50/50 chance depending on how they act
- kurogiri does try to let shigaraki be a grownup tm since hes like. 21 and make his own decisions but he really does have a habit of babying him since hes seen all the stupid shit hes done and said since he was like 5-6 and it all flashes in front of his eys sometimes
- for all the members who Can drink legally hes memorized their usual drinks by now. some of them (magne, twice, spinner-) probably use this to look cooler to recruits but everyone else Knows
- purposely says things like “the pokemens" in front of the younger members to set their fight or flight reflexes off
- video games are basically the only thing he really keeps up to date with pop culture wise tbh. whenever someone pulls him into playing one with them, he just acts like an old man who doesnt understand how to use controllers and lets them win to be nice. if he wanted he Could Destroy Them
- kurogiri doesn't dad anyone who doesn't want a dad figure showing up. he'll still do things like make sure they're being as safe as a villain can be and act as a mediator but otherwise they won't get much witness much dading unless its directed towards someone else
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Since it glitched, reposting this match up along with two others in this same post!
Match up person number one:
Matchup?I’m a very tranquil person who loves movie and gamenights. I’m a very openminded nonjudgemental person and people often come to me when they're troubled and need a cuddle or a shoulder to cry on, I’m often used as a pillow and I love it. I love to draw and relax in a hammock. I’m calm 80% of the time but get very annoying when I have pentupenergy and get very touchy and loveydovey and crave attention♥.Im 1000% loyal towards my S/O. Also, I work as a naprapath and have 2 rottweilers!
Ayeeeee, gamenights are fun!
Boyfriend Match: Red (Underfell Sans)
He’s lucky, he’s genuinely lucky to have someone as genuine and as thoughtful as you. He’s pretty relaxed with you around, and is always striving to make you laugh and smile. He’s always there when you have a bad day, and won’t allow anyone to take advantage of your kind and caring nature, not that he’s thinking your naive, heavens no! But he can just tell when someone is not exactly... There for someone like he is for them. He’s dealt with those types of people before. He knows them, and thankfully, you won’t have many experiences with those nasty people because of your sweet boyfriend!
Romantic Interest Match: Paprika (Horrortale Papyrus)
He’s affectionate and always looking forward to your bright smile that always seems to make his day much better than it has been. He’s just as helpful and affectionate towards you and your dogs, always wishing the best for you! He’s consistently checking in on you, and making sure that you’re doing well. He truly cares about you, much more than you would realize! 
Best Friend Match: Dread (Horrorswap Papyrus)
He needs someone like you in his life, someone not judging him for what he has done to survive and ensure his brother stays bright... He has a lot of trust issues, but with you at his side, he will be slowly getting better, he puts up a front, and probably won’t trust others as much as he trust you. Never take this for granted, and know that if you ever need anything, he will help you. Just like you did with him. 
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Match up person number two:
Wondering if I could get a matchup? I'm pan/ace, enjoy music & drawing, and I'm usually obsessed with one thing or another. I have a major sweet tooth. My style is very casual, I dislike dressing up ^^ I'm very affectionate towards my friends, chatty but shy, and tend to have a lot of self-doubt...
Same with the self doubt, haha. Not, uh, exactly good at dealing with it like me, I assume? (I cannot deal with it tbh)
Boyfriend Match: Rus (Fellswap Papyrus)
This sweet guy was actually quite pleased when you two had met, and it just went up hill from there, and, well, you stole his heart. He’s just...taken away by how you’re so chill, and how you help him relax and not let his anxieties get to his head. 
Romantic Interest Match: Sinister (Horrortale Sans)
He’s pretty protective of you, I mean, he’s just looking out for your best interest, and when he would come to your house to relax, he’d bring over some sweets. Sharing half of the sweets he brought over to you means you’re something special. He’s often listening to you ramble about what you enjoy, he doesn’t mind this, because he enjoys seeing how your eyes light up on the topic of your current interest, you just seem so elated when you talk... He enjoys that. 
Best Friend Match: Dream 
A best friend that helps you with your confidence and self doubt issues? Check! A friend that always brings you souvenirs from other aus because he thought you’d enjoy it? Yep! That’s Dream for you, he’s always ready to go on adventures, and he wishes to bring you along too- though maybe not so soon, after all, he knows how much of a positive influence you have on two certain skeletons in your life. 
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Match up person number three:
Could I get a matchup? ❤️ I’m a 23, 5’8, bi female. I’m a Leo. I love reading a writing most, but work keeps me pretty busy. I work in finance as an advisor. I love hanging out with my S/O either staying in or going out adventuring. I can be a little edgy sometimes but I’m trying to get over it 😁 despite my occasional emo-ness I’m generally happy and motivated!
Well, Faye, it’s wonderful to meet you! And a leo, huh?
Boyfriend Match: Papyrus (Undertale Papyrus)
A sweet boy, for such a wonderful girl! He’s always going to swoop you off of your feet, and ensure that you’re not stressed with work! He’s willing to go out to try new things with his s/o, and often times takes them on a lovely, yet casual date that always has him falling back in love with you! You know you got a keeper when he’s giving you surprise gifts the further you guys are dating. 
Girlfriend Match: Captain (Underfell Undyne) 
This tough lady will make your dreams come true when it comes to dating her! Constantly being surprised with big and little things, her grand gestures to you may seem extreme at times, especially when she takes you to Hawaii for vacation that one time... Yeah, she spoils you, and wants to take you places where you can make memories with her! You two will have a lot of fun together, that’s for sure. 
Girl Romantic Interest Match: Alphys
This may come as a surprise, but this dorky gal does like you! She enjoys hanging out with you, talking, and watching anime with you (after she had pleaded for you to watch it with her). She’s not exactly confident in to pursue a relationship with you, but this friendship is just as wonderful! She’s going to be going to the beach with you often, if you give her the chance to ask for a friends day out. 
Romantic Interest Match:Black (Fellswap Sans)
Always one step ahead in the case of hanging out, he plans the activities that you two shall be doing when you’re together. Not one for possibly allowing you to be bored with him around, he takes you to new places that you wouldn’t have dreamed to go to, yet will reminisce and wish to go to again. (Like Train Mountain for example)
Best Friend Match: Blue (Underswap Sans)
A positive skeleton, and an adventurous friend. You may have rather... Strange occurrences while with Blue, strange but remarkable, you’ll have quite a few funny stories to tell from all the times you two were able to witness something/do something that you’re proud of or that you think is hilarious! Oh boy, you’re going to have quite a few good memories with him as your best friend. 
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pixelburied · 4 years
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excuse the cropped weirdly pictures; my family/pet's foster parents are great at snapping a sneaky picture of me curled into an unattractively slouched (relaxed) fetal state. which i'm self-conscious about because it's an unattractive position for pictures even tho i am quite pretty (but they are also cropped because im just also private as hell, sorry lmao). 
bonus tho: said pet is laying ontop of me, face buried in my shoulder, twitching in her sleep as we speak!
--- but anyway. onto the actual submission:
so yeah. i saw your post! i'm here to address your call for dogs. but i dont have anymore pictures of my dog, Cash. however, i do have stuff about my cat, Allegra. 
i dont have any of them together cuz Cash lives at my family's house and Allegra lives in my apartment. and we're p sure he'd try to eat her and she'd scratch the hell out of him, so we don't try to let them meet. but, just like how Cash continued the legacy of us adopting another big slobbery dog with possessive seperation-anxiety, Allegra does fit all the criteria of those same personality traits we are such a beacon for. so i hope youll accept it as comfort nonetheless
here's a story about my cat who acts just like a anxious, cuddly, and slobbery pupper. i even bought her a pet ID tag that's shaped like a bone to honor that joke lmao) Allegra: "the honorary and tiniest mastiff" and named after the allergy medication
i got Allegra just this last year. she was a stray. now, for context: there are lots of outdoor cats in my neighborhood and they all hate strangers (they aren't feral tho, they have collars). but they all avoided my old house though because of Cash. so Allegra, newly abandoned, took advantage of that safety(?) by constantly hiding out around my family's house whenever she felt endangered
before that point tho, where i vaguely realized she existed but had no idea of what her strategy had been: i knew the cats of the neighborhood would run 15 miles away at the sound of people. but i am a small bean of cliches, so i always say "Hi kitty" anyway. even if them running away breaks my heart. and on that day, i was on my way to work for the opening shift, not early per se but i had enough time for starbucks if i wanted (and i did want) and i saw the vague mass of a cat on the lawn. predictably, i went "Hey kitty". but i also kept walking to my car due to said expectation of cats running and not wanting my heart to have that little break
and allegra did run. she just ran at me, full speed. i almost kicked this sudden HURLING THING in my peripherals like a football out of fight/flight + anxiety, except i have the aim of Charlie Brown so i thankfully missed her terribly. she was purring up a storm and crying pathetically. tho she's a Siamese, so they talk (read: complain) a lot anyway so maybe she wasn't crying. i always call her talking "crying" anyway tho cuz of the whiny pitch of it so such is a moot point. the real point was: she was ridiculously friendly
then, one morning, she was especially incorrigible. she wouldn't let me go into the car without her jumping inside too and kept scenting me, my car door, and all my equipment for this art class i was going to use for my presentation. a presentation that was a huge chunk of my grade that i couldn't be late for and Allegra was going to make late for. i had to trick her into thinking i was going to run away from my car, to which she zoomed ahead to cut me off, except i had actually done a fake-out and had really ran into the driver's seat and was already starting to slowly reverse out of the driveway. she had the sense to not go after a moving vehicle, thank god. my family texted me she cried outside our front door for hours later though. my art class that semester met once a week, so it was a 4.5 hour class that started at 7AM. and even tho that day had been a presentation day and we had less than 15 students, we still went over 3 hours. she cried during all of it. i used the "free time" to make sure i bought a cat leash and a cardboard cat carrier. but when i came back, heard no crying
i tried to get one of my neighbors to hold onto her for the afternoon. i couldnt leave her in my old house; i had family members i lived with who were terribly allergic. but i swore, so long as someone held onto her for my shift, i could take her to a shelter after. she was just so friendly and obviously new here, i just needed someone to put her somewhere safe (we lived by the freeway, by a train, by the main alternative to the freeway, and by two dog parks). but nobody really could hold onto her, so i had to hope she'd show up again when i came back from work. she didn't. i left her food out anyway.
i took her to the Humane Society Shelter closest to us because they have a microchip scanner. and she did have a chip! that was completely empty! apparently, that's a thing!! the guy there asked if i was going to keep her then, and i hadn't really thought that far. i had made the mistake of naming her and thinking she was cute, and she had done the legwork of being a cuddly motherfucker who purred constantly whenever i was around
she'd only ever appear in the early morning, when i was on my way to my shift or a midterm. about a week or two passed like this with me having no idea where she was for the rest of the day. turns out, according to said allergic family members, Allegra actually never left the house. she would hide on our roof or on our back porch's clutter or in our droopy lawn plants (like our sweetgrass) to hide from the outdoor cats or other dangers (she's a smart cat who hates the sound of cars and would hide whenever any one was particularly loud)
i'm pretty sure she's plenty well-cared for tho. in fact, i'm almost positive she's a very spoiled cat. for example, i have backups of everything x2. i have one of everything in my living area and a copy in my bedroom, should i need to close her in there when allergic family members are over (i also carry all the big allergy medication brands as a back-up in case i get a visitor who forgot to take their medication, which includes me being stocked with allegra the medication lmao) and then i also have a back-up of all her stuff in my closet should anything break. i always make sure all my windows are open when i leave for class/shifts so she can have "Cat TV" since birds do fly around the area. she has a ton of toys (she has a toy box actually) and i bought her multiple hideaways (like her shark pictured here; she also has a cactus that's pretty cute). also, ontop of having a good breakway collar, her microchip now reads my information. but yeah, im still working on the money to get her one more of everything for the house we visit for the holidays so i don't have to carry everything. i do a lot of research still-- on both cats and Siamese-- to make sure i am doing everything to make her happy, since her world is just me and our apartment now
i called out for her-- i had long since started calling her Allegra as a joke, because its a name of a popular allergy medication and so much of my family was allergic-- and shrugged sadly when she didn't come out. i had just put my stuff down to get my key out when i heard a familar crybaby. turns out, she had been sleeping in our sweetgrass and i had woken her up. she ran over and i called my family to take my things inside while i used the rest of my day to get her to a shelter. i put on a cat harness+leash before trying to out her in the cardboard box. don't buy cardboard boxes from Pet Co. they're shit. she broke out of it Alien style before i had even fully reversed out of the driveway. i had to improvise her leash into a seatbelt instead
but yeah. i say my favorite gremlin is dog-like because:
she has an overbite, so she looks like she's got her lip jutted out in a pout all the time. what's dog-like about it is this makes her slobber whenever she's excited or content (and i've grown up with mastiffs, who slobber so much you need 2 rags per room dedicated to their slobber)
hesitatingly, i called my only family member that was semi-local to see if he would be okay with fostering her until i was going to move (which was less than 6 months away) because, otherwise, i wasn't going to be able to keep her. and she was definitely going to be adopted immediately. he and his wife said of course, without hesitation. they were both huge cat lovers and they were, emotionally, my closest family members; so i had kept them in the loop about my cat quest. and they had already discussed potentially fostering Allegra, knowing my request was a possibility (read: probability). he drove over from his workplace to pick her up, with his own carrier, and drove the roughly 2 hours from our house back to his
she meows when people are at the door and greets them by begging for pets
she loves shoes. she steals my tennis shoes because she loves the laces and she will try to swat at them when im tying them. her claw getting stuck and forcing me to not continue has worked to make me late multiple times. but she also will lay down around my friends' feet and rub her face against their shoes, flipflops, and toes. one of my friends likes to joke that allegra has a foot fetish. she also can and will put her face into my tennis shoes and try to sleep like that. that's my bastard baby
i visited their house about once a week. except during finals, where i didn't visit for two or three weeks since i didnt have any exams so much as i had projects. (allegra was PISSED at me when i came back, my cuddly kitty refused to come near me and would run away when forcibly placed on my lap. she even swiped at me. by the next visit, she was grumpy but happier. by the one after that, everything was back to normal) i really liked visiting those family members too; it made us even closer. though it still annoys the male how much research i do about cat-care (as opposed to just accepting everything everyone tells me as gospel). i researched even down to "how to best pet a cat". i did this since, due to said allergic family members, i had never owned a cat and therefore didnt osmosisly process how to best care for one. i've also never been fully fauthful of people's advice that's based on "This is how we've/the media always done it". my history with mastiffs showed that not all breeds are the same and that you do have experts to utilize within your phone, and they are experts over peers for a reason. so i looked up dumbass questions like "how to best pet a cat" since i'm not an expert and Jackson Galaxy and friends are right there in my phone
she wants to play constantly. she loves tug of war the most, but anything involving chase has her going at full-speed
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ive spoken to fellow cat-owners and mastiff-owners about this, and i thought this was interesting: when she isn't playing, she's sleeping. which is what mastiffs and cats do. and when i get up, she follows me. which is what our mastiffs do. and while i do stuff, she sits and waits by the doorway or else walks around my feet until i tell her to sit out of the way. which is what our mastiffs do. and then i go to sit down again, and she lays down as close as she can and goes back to sleep, which is what our mastiffs do. apparently, none of my friends cats do this; their cats just, at best, wake up to watch them leave and then their cats go back to sleep in the same place regardless of if they come back
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Allegra likes to sleep at the foot of my bed for bedtime, at least for a majority of it
but, regardless if my worries, allegra seems happy! she cuddles with her claws out all the time (not sticking into my skin, just out) which is a sign of contentment. she'll also use her claws to keep me in place, like a fucking seatbelt (example pictured in post); it's where her claws will dig into the furniture and i cannot get up because of her, the possessive piece of shit. but she also gives me tons of Slow Blinks of I Love You. and she always runs to greet me at the door. and it's really funny how, anytime there's guests over, she tries to make it obvious that she's my favorite over (usually through politely tapping my leg with her paw to ask and recieve pets, and then giving everyone a very Cat Surrounded By Knives grin cuz i havent petted any of THEEEMMM lmao) she's hilarious
she doesn't like to be carried unless it means she's going with me somewhere outside the house. then she's as well-behaved as a chihuahua in a purse
she licks my hands all the time. and she licks my face to wake me up (at 4AM, Allegra, go aWAY)
she loves smelly clothes. the shoe part should tell you that much tho. for our mastiffs, we would leave them a smelly piece of clothing between washes to comfort via smell. Allegra, in a similar vein, was not impressed when i bought a laundry basket with a lid (almost carrying her to the communal laundry room once was enough, thank you!)
in the same vein as the clothes: she also loves blankets too. the more Me Smelling the blanket, the better (aka she doesn't like brand new blankets until its been like. month two or three of use). this is largely because i love blankets. but she kneads them, purring, even if im not using them. and when i am, she takes my using them as an invitation for cuddles
she sits whenever i tell her "NO" like 'who me? i was not doing a bad. i am but small creature'
she asks for a daily walk. she doesn't like the idea of being an outdoor cat. she just wants walks. like, she has lived several months not going outside and has been super happy. she made it clear on her adoption day that she was done with outside. she was perfectly content with being an indoor cat! still is, in a way! i ruined it. for myself. me. i was worried she wasn't being stimulated enough, so i experimented taking her on a walk and now i have created a monster. now she sits by the door and cries until i get out her harness and leash. which she hates her harness in a "no ball, only throw" kinda way. but she has also proven hates going outside alone since she is now ALSO scared of everything (remember those outdoor cats Allegra The Stray would hide from? how they would run away from strangers?? yeah. now that she has a Person, Allegra's turned into one of Them now). yeah.. she runs the fuck away (or as far as she can with a leash) from people she sees on her walks now. and it is pretty obvious she hates cars and dogs too, because when i have walked her outside of our new complex she is too petrified to move. like, she freezes even when just being close to a street. she likes our complex's janky carpeted hallways between the apartments, and she likes the ability to hide behind my legs. being an outdoor cat is something Allegra has decided she is not a fan of. if i try to change things up scenery-wise, she always asks to go home as soon as possible and runs into the apartment if our walks turn too much into what her life was before being adopted (aka. streets/cars, lawns, people walking). she wants walks. she LOVES and BEGS for walks. but not be outside. walks. even though she still hates her harness lmao
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and that's Allegra! she's aproximately 2 years old, i've had her for less than a year, and she's assumedly a purebred Siamese cat. and she's also my ESA, or Emotional Support Animal. if applicable, a cuddly and loving pet is helpful for keeping mental health more stable. in my experience of getting one, it was fairly easy to get it permitted; especially a cat because they're super easy to get registered as compared to a dog. i am lucky enough to have regular physician as my doctor that empathizes with mental health and knows it not to be her area of expertise so much as the patient+their therapist (but also i have a history of attempted treatment on my medical record since i was 16), so my getting registered was literally just me asking for a doctor's note and her giving it to me near immediately. i can't take Allegra with me to classes or resteraunts or anything, nor do i even want to, but it forces apartments/hotels to HAVE to let me board with my ESA and to do so without an additional fee. however, i don't know if that's how ESAs work internationally or even in all of the states of America, the country where i live. but it definitely helps to have someone who needs me to get up everyday, who can never trigger me, who makes me laugh with their hijinks, and who cuddles with me regardless of if i have had a good day or bad day. Allegra is especially good at her job by being especially attentive whenever i am anxious. even if it's just me getting a little bit anxious because i'm late in turning an assignment in but have logically decided it doesn't matter because the assignment is only 2 points anyway, just turn it in late and don't focus on it; and she starts patting my leg almost continuously asking for pets inbetween rubbing herself on my legs. it's why i let her get away with never paying rent. i'm really glad she chose me. we both got really lucky with that decision ♡
i don't want to assume your situation, so i won't recommend an ESA for you so much as just remind you that they exist. i hope this all helps you feel supported and encouraged to continue to find the small wonders ♡♡♡
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headoverhiddles · 5 years
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Distraction - Tim Roth x Reader [Smut]
Synopsis: To distract Tim from some thoughts during a flight, you suggest the best possible way to keep him preoccupied.
Notes: Because we all know from that bathroom scene in Captives that Tim's a master at doing it in tight spaces 😉 gahhh I’m such a slut for Tim help
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Tim's leg bounces next you, and the back of his head hits the seat. You look over from watching The Meg on the little seat screen, and pull out an earphone.
"What's up?"
"Nothing. I can handle it."
You frown. "Seriously, tell me."
He waves his hand, taking a sip of ice water. "Babe, no point in me bothering you with it, 's nothing you can do."
"Try me."
He rolls his eyes, and turns to you, eyes widening in frustration. "Really wanna cigarette. It's bad this time."
You're used to this. Tim's tried to quit four times since he's been with you, even trying out those e-cigarette things, but it ultimately ends up like this. Usually a bad craving would hit, and he wouldn't be able to resist-- for better or for worse this time, the craving hit mid-flight.
"Just focus on the flight. Watch a movie!"
"Don't want to."
"Read a book?"
"Nah, just finished one."
"Read another."
He rolls his head over to give you a look, and you kiss his nose. He manages a small smile, and you look down to see how his leg is bouncing. You sigh, taking your other earbud out, leaning over him, resting your chin on his chest and smirking up at him. He looks down at you, welcoming you into his arms in confusion.
"What?"
"I've got an idea that could take your mind off it," you tease, and he huffs.
"You're not thinking of it."
You grin, and he snickers. "Jesus, you little devil. That's one method of distraction. Fine, go on then, you go first."
You get up. "Meet me in five minutes."
After five minutes, Tim shakes his head, laughs, and rises from his seat, heading down the hall. He appreciates all you do for him when he needs you-- even if it is risky shit like this. He stuffs gis hands in his pockets, tying to look as casual as possible. He checks... the seatbelt sign is still off thankfully, so you're not trapped in there. You had slid the little occupied sign over on the door so that he could knock on the right one when he came over. He walks down the aisle, and holds onto the wall as he raps lightly on the "occupied" door.
"That one's in use," a stewardess behind him says, and Tim turns, hiding his pained expression.
"Ah, yeah. So it is."
He then clenches his jaw, and takes the bathroom beside yours, locking it and sitting down on the toilet seat. He reaches down to feel himself through his jeans, where he's filling out. Just the thought of taking you in an airplane, where anyone could find you out, was enough to get him hard-- he has a thing for fucking you in dangerous places, and you know it.
Tim groans softly, using the heel of his palm against his cock. Just then, he hears a moan coming from the washroom next to his, and his head falls back to hit the wall.
Fuck... His hand wraps around his bulge, shaking it slightly and squeezing. Fuck, he needs you. He needs you so bad, he's going nuts.
"(y/n)," he whispers as he touches himself. The stewardess should be gone by now, right?
Hard on straining in his pants, Tim gets up, and opens the door, looking out. The stewardesses are both preoccupied with taking drink orders, so he hurries over to your compartment, knocking twice.
"T-Tim?" you breathe, and Tim exhales, trying to contain himself.
"It's me, it's me."
The lock undoes, and he fits himself in, locking it and staring you down.
"Fuck, I'm so hard."
"You are," you say, and drop to your knees, unzipping him.
"Shit," he whispers, hand finding your head, and he starts to guide you as you go to work on his cock, kitten licking the tip and teasing the vein on the side. Suddenly, the plane hits an air pocket, and you're sent forward, deep throating him. Tim chokes, moaning as quietly as he can, and you use this position to your advantage, sucking him harder.
"Bloody brilliant... mm, darling, fuck..." Tim swears, thrusting his hips forward because he knows you can take it. His blonde hair falls forward as he watches you. "You like that, eh? You just love sucking my big cock, don't you, filthy little slut?"
"Timmm," you moan around him, and he strokes your cheek, pulling out of your mouth breathless.
"Darling, oh god, (y/n)," he says, "Let me fuck you. Let daddy fuck you, gotta fuck that pussy good, yea?" You nod, and Tim lifts you up, parting your legs and burying his hard cock in your dripping pussy, starting to fuck you against the wall.
"Yeah... oh, look at this..." he grunts, lips trailing your neck as he reaches down to play with your clit, just how he knows you like. Your own lips fall open as you feel your orgasm fast approach.
"Tim, babe," you whine, and he kisses you, holding your lips to his as you both make out, lips and teeth clashing as Tim's hips never stop, pushing you, pushing, so close--
A knock on the door. "Excuse me?"
"Fuck off, not now," Tim mutters, hair sticking to his face. He keeps fucking you deep, rough and fast as you hold onto him for dear life.
"Ju-uuust a min- oh! Minute," you try to maintain a steady voice.
"I've been waiting out here for 15 minutes!" An elderly lady says. The plane hits another bump, and Tim's cock pushes deeper inside of you, thrusting hard as you moan.
"Ohhhgodohgod!"
"Is everything alright in there?"
Shit.
"It's a bloody stewardess," Tim mumbles, groaning into your ear. He's close, he's so so close. His stubble tickles your neck.
"Fine!" you call, gasping, "Just lost my balance a b-bit!"
"That can happen. Be careful!"
"Thanks, now kindly let us fuck in peace," Tim growls in whisper, and you giggle. He holds you, gasping. "I'm coming... darling, I'm coming--"
"Tim," you moan, clenching hard around his cock, "Yeah... yeah, come in me, baby..."
Tim bites his bottom lip, salacious half lidded eyes raking your body with that sexed up look, and he comes hard, grunting your name as he blows his load. He's breathing heavily as your toes curl behind his back, and you come too, gasping his name as quietly as you can.
As you both catch your breath, he puts his head down against your chest between your breasts and starts giggling. You giggle too, and to avoid drawing even more attention, you kiss each other to quiet down. Tim gives your chin a little stroke, and lets you down, zipping back up. You tousle your hair a little, and he opens the door, peeking out...
Right at two unimpressed stewardesses and an angry old woman.
"It's about time," she snaps, and Tim grimaces.
"Yeeeah, about that..."
"Is the coast clear?" You drop out of the washroom with a fake finger gun, pretending to be a secret agent, and Tim lets out a tiny, high pitched nervous-laugh.
After apologizing a billion times and slinking back to your seats blushing, Tim rubs a hand over his face.
"God, what have we just dooone?"
"Fucked on an airplane," you shrug, "Joined the mile high club."
"I've gotta say it felt better in the air," he cocks his head, considering.
"So. Feeling better about your cravings?" you ask, threading your fingers together.
"I don't know, darling," he sighs, cupping your face, "Gonna be a sob and say I think I'm addicted to you."
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deeeelightfuldee · 3 years
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The person you had the strongest feelings for dies, do you care? I would be devastated. Even if we are no longer talking, it would destroy me to know they aren’t on this earth anymore.
Is there something you’re happy about at the moment? not really no. well, I mean I’m happy with a conversation thats happening.
Do you want someone dead? absolutely not
Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to? if it’s kile we are referring to, yeah. I’m getting a lot better putting it out of my mind. my other exes heckin no except for the other one I loved.
Have you ever fed or taken care of a stray animal? absolutely. we have adopted some from that method ahah
What is something you tend to worry about? people I care about. Like I worry that they’re safe, mentally OK, healthy, etc.
What is something you do that is unhealthy? hold on too long.
What is something you do that is good for you? I talk well about myself usually and I look for positives
What last caused you to force a smile? something in a video i thought was funny
What was the last video game you played? Was it fun? animal crossing. my controllers are SUPER whacked so it wasn’t too fun. I miss playing my games but I can’t afford new controllers yet
What is something not many people know about you? my assaults/history probably. I’m a very private person over all so i think most things people know about me are things they can see.
What word describes your basic style? classic
Have you ever been told you were going to Hell? oh a customer once told me that because they wanted a special ordered crib that day and it was a 12 week wait. so obvs a legit reason -.-
Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? .
If yes, what convinced you not to go through with it? ..
Have you ever rejected a guy, only to have him push the issue by asking “why?” and insisting that you just need to get to know him better? yessssss
Is there something that you believe everyone should do and you can’t believe that some people don’t do it (e.g., recycle or go to the dentist regularly)? brushing teeth or CHANGING THEIR SHEETS
Regarding the last good choice (healthy choice, kind choice, selfless choice, etc.) you made, what was your real motivation behind it? I made a choice to let go of a love that was destroying me. the motivation was like okay, i’m seeing he doesn’t love me, hes not going to love me. I’m spending my time, energy, and attentions to love him and I could be missing out on someone who loves me back.
What is something that you have had to practice at to get the hang of it? If you can’t think of anything, that’s okay, what’s something you are currently practicing at and trying to master? sewing
Have you ever gone to the store to buy something, like a video game, when it came out at midnight? never for me but I’ve gone with friends who were getting them -.- ridiculous
Regarding the last novel you read, was there a romance included? If so, was it central to the plot? yesssssssssssssssssssssssss and yes
Have you ever done relaxation meditations or listened to relaxation guides or positive-thinking/healing recordings? I’ve done that for school but not on my own personally
Do you have any interests that are also often shared by children? art, animated shows/movies, games
Is there something that could be a solitary activity but you really only like to do it with other people (e.g., watching movies, playing video games, etc.)? hmm, not really. I like going to tjmaxx & target better if I’m with someone.
Are you satisfied with the interior design or decoration in your home? Or do you think it needs a total home makeover? for the most part. because its not my money that pays the rent I def don’t get weird about it. but I like most ofit
Is there something that you’d like to own but you can’t find it anywhere? If not, can you a remember a time when you wanted something? Did you ever end up finding it or did you eventually stop wanting it? yes. I really want a particular type of coat but its hard to find.
Who makes you smile the most? hm. ummm... kile made me smile today he was bein a bit crass. it reminded me of how happy he used to make me. he used to be the one BY far that made me smile. these days its fairly even across the board.
What piercings do you want/have? I’d love to have my cartilage pierced again but it always gets infected because of my blood so i’m fine with what I have
What's your favorite website? probs tumblr.
Do you own a fish tank with fish? currently no
Do you like the movie 300? neverseen it.
Do you pop your knuckles? yup all the time
Do you have Photoshop? no its expensive
Do you use tinypic or photobucket? no
What’s your favourite song from the 1980s? if I had the effort I wouldlove to genuinely figure it out but I only have a quarter-butt effort rn
How about the 1990s? ^
Have you won anything recently? nerp. 
How often do you make Excel tables? What for? pretty much never.
What was the last baby animal you saw in the wild? probably a bunny
Are you always available or online? I’m usually available
Do you have dietary restrictions? Or do you just eat what you like? gluten sensitivity and dairy sensitivity
Do you prefer gold, silver or steel jewelry? Or no jewelry at all? I always loved silver because I think it’s so attractive but it turns out gold is VERY nice with my skin tone and since I have had to replace all my fine jewelry from kile with cheap stuff i can afford, i buy pretty much all gold.
Have you been binge-watching any shows lately? If so, what? I was on a gilmore girls kick but right now im watching bobs burgers.
If you dye your hair, do you do it yourself or go to a salon? i loved when I used to get it done professionally but its literally several hundred dollars and I just don’t have that. 
If you have any, do you like your in-laws? I don’t have any. < Same.
Would it bother you, if your partner had cut contact with their parents? yes and no. It would be hypocritical if I said omg yes, you should always be in contact with your parents --- because obviously I never ever ever talk to my dad. But for a lot of people I know.. they put so much blame on their parents for things that are fairly unjustified or unrealistic expectations for their parents to not be human-like and remain perfect. It destroys me because I have spent years crying and aching for a father figure in my life that to think some people just create unnecessary division is frustrating. However, if there is serious conflict and its a matter of safety (physical/mental) then absolutely no problem with boundaries.
Have you ever wondered whether you were adopted? hahahaha yes when I look like neither of my parents nor my siblings.
What’s the best physical feeling in the entire universe? honestly, loving and being loved.
Have you ever grown a berry bush? No
Have you done something new to your hair recently? I chopped about 15 inches off. 
Do you have bad anxiety? If so, do you take any kind of medication for it? no. anxiety really has never been a problem for me, thankfully.
One thing you’ve experienced that you thought you never would have? rape
What was the last thing someone said to you that kept repeating over & over in your head? i replay conversations from my split with kile despite my desire to forget it. 
How often do you have late nights out? pretty much never lol its just not my scene. I’d kind of like one or two a month but I don’t know anyone that would go out with me and it can be unsafe as a female to do so alone.
If you could, would you work from home? Do you think that would make you more or less productive? yes. I’m oriented to pretty strict self-discipline so it wouldn’t be a problem for me.
If you had the ability to change the weather, what would you change it to right now? either a really strong thunderstorm or cooooooooold weather
Is there something that you really need to do, but can’t seem to get motivated to do it? my motivation is completely there but my health is not
Most disturbing movie you have ever seen? i never remember names of them because i legit tune it out in my head.
Has a life goal or dream ever come true for you yet? If yes, what is it? If no, do you think you’ll achieve it? I always dreamt of going to college and doing well. I accomplished that (and then some!) I got into my dream colleges. I always wanted to travel by myself and I did. I always wanted to be in love and I was.
Have you ever had food poisoning? Yup.
What are you listening to? the freakin’ funniest song ever in bobs burgers -- the derek dematopolus song 
Do you think there will be a WWIII? I would not be surprised. there is a lot of animosity in this world
Has anyone ever asked you if you were emo? lol no. i’m a super smiley, happy person so it wouldn’t be expected of me.
Has someone ever liked you that you never thought would? definitely. Michael always throws me off my guard that he likes me. 
In all honesty, can a person be too nice? people always say yes that they get taken advantage of but I think those are two separate things. I believe you can be endlessly nice even with boundaries. I wish people aired on the side of overly nice than the typical overly rude
Has one of your friend’s boyfriends ever tried to cheat on them with you? in HS Is mental abuse really as bad as physical abuse? absolutely. the effects are devastating
Do you shop at Sephora for make-up? once in a blue moon. but only online
Zelda: Twilight Princess or Ocarina of Time? i never really played either
Do you own a rosary? no,I’m not catholic
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To Love Or Not To Love // Pt. 9
Intro // Pt. 1 // Pt. 2 // Pt. 3 // Pt. 4 // Pt. 5 // Pt. 6 // Pt. 7 // Pt. 8 // Pt. 9 // Pt. 10 // Pt. 11 // Pt. 12 // Pt. 13 // Pt. 14 // Pt. 15 // Pt. 16 // Pt. 17 Word Count: 2,560 Genre: Svt Mafia Au Member: Mingyu TW:  Angst, Cursing, Violence, mention of blood, eventually fluff. idk about tw if there is one i should add pls let me know im bad at them
“No one else has told you yet?” Joshua asked, plucking a section from the clementine and popping it in his mouth.
“I’ve heard things here and there, but no one’s bothered to give me the full story. They all said that was something for you to tell me.” you explained. Joshua nodded.
“There’s no point in keeping it from you, besides we are kind of in the same boat if you haven’t figured out yet.” He said, leaning back in his chair. “Do you want the short version of the long version?”
“Whichever you think is best.”
“I’ll try to keep it on the shorter side then, but no promises.” Joshua said, adjusting his seat before going into the tale.
“So, I lived a pretty well-off childhood. I spent most of it with my mom, because my dad was always in and out of the house on his so called ‘business trips.’ Only later did I find out that he was actually a part of a gang, and actually held a pretty high up position in that gang. He’d managed to keep it well hidden from me, so well hidden that even after they got me, I didn’t know what was going on. Apparently, my dad rubbed the wrong group the wrong way, and to retaliate they came after me.
“I was on my way to school one day when this group of people showed up and started chasing me. I didn’t even know what was going on but I just ran for my life. I was able to outrun them for a little, but well, as you can tell I didn’t get all the way fast enough. They ended up cornering me and then managed to knocking me unconscious, and before I knew it I was being held hostage at the base camp of one of the most infamous gangs to this day. At the time however they were still growing, but they were big enough to seriously give my dad some issues. Honestly, I’m not sure how hard my dad tried to get me back, I’ve not heard or seen him since that day they pulled me off the street.
“My living conditions were almost a hundred times worse than yours. Rather than just letting me adjust in with their daily life like we have for you, they just threw me in one of the empty rooms and almost never let me out. And if they did let me out, it never ended up being a plus for me. I’d usually end up going back to that room in worse condition then when I left. I somehow managed to stay alive for maybe a year? Time was never a concept in that room for me. I didn’t even have a window, let alone a clock. When one of the gang members would get extremely bored they’d come and mess around with me, but after a while I finally just stopped responding to everything, partly from lack of energy, partly because I simply didn’t care anymore, they soon lost interest in that. Thankfully the oldest member of the gang was decent enough to make sure I would at least get one meal a day, but he never bothered to stop any of the other guys from beating me up just for their amusement. However, I think once they realized that my dad wasn’t going to risk his entire gang just for to get me back, they soon forgot about me, and the meals became less and less.
“On top of all this, I tried to escape a few times, which only pissed them off more. I’m surprised they didn’t just kill me off after the second time I tried to run off. I never did make it very far… The furthest was to the front lawn, but the base was located somewhere in the middle of the woods, so even if I did make it away from them, I wouldn’t have the strength to travel all the way through the woods and get help. No matter what I was going to do, I was going to end up dead. I had pretty much accepted my fate when Jeonghan suddenly showed up.
“Apparently one of the members from the gang that had captured me was feeling extra blind that day and thought Jeonghan was a member from one of their branch groups when he found Jeonghan snooping around their base. Thanks to that, Jeonghan was able to use it to his advantage and get further into their base. He never did tell me what he was doing at their base, but when he suddenly slipped into my dark room and realized I was there, barely holding on, his entire mission changed. Honestly, I barely even remember what happened that night. Jeonghan had to carry me out on his back, and I remember hearing gunshots, so we must have just barely escaped. Jeonghan brought me back here, and I basically went into captivity, part two, but this time around was much nicer. Naturally Seungcheol had the same reaction as when Mingyu brought you. The only difference was he thought that I wasn’t going to last very long given the state I arrived in, and let me stay. Ah, I had so many broken bones and was so malnourished it took me so long to get back up to normal health, even now I still have some health issues.
“Of course, similar to what you’re experiencing right now, adapting to this style of living took a while. I never wanted to become part of a gang. I just wanted to get back to my normal life and go to college and get a decent job. I guess it was just meant to be, seeing as how my dad was already in this line of work…There were a lot of trust issues between both me and Seventeen. For the longest time I only ever talked with Jeonghan, and very little at that. To me, it was going from one captor to another, but to Jeonghan, he had saved someone. Because we had such different views on the situation it caused a lot of issues between everyone. I guess that’s how you and Mingyu are right now… It took a good while for me to get to trust everyone, and there were some pretty intense after effects of living as a captive that for so long. Jeonghan would stay up with me all the nights I couldn’t sleep because of the nightmares, and eventually, very slowly, I’ve made it to where I am now.” Joshua said, his clementine long forgotten on the table in front of him. He suddenly laughed. “Honestly when I first saw Jeonghan standing over me that night, I thought he was an angel and I had finally died. In a way I guess he was a sort of angel...”
           You were at a complete loss for words. His story gave you a whole new perspective on life. He had been through hell and back and had never once complained about it to you. He barely even showed that he had once been held captive like that. He seemed to fit in so well you had never expected something like this. No wonder none of the other members wanted to talk about what had happened. You couldn’t imagine what they would have done when Jeonghan showed up with Joshua looking like that.
           “It’s not too bad though, at least I gained twelve good friends from the whole ordeal, and I can always be here for you when you need it. I know it’s not easy to go through something like this.” He said, gesturing vaguely to the entire house. You opened your mouth to respond but nothing came out. Finally, you were able to form some words.
           “Is that group that did that to you still out there?” you questioned. Joshua ran his fingers through his hair.
           “Yah, god, the first time I ran into them after that I thought the world was going to break open and swallow me. I felt so panicked and sick to my stomach I almost blacked out. Thank god I was with the other members then. It’s been a good few years since that all went down, and since then the two groups have been able to smooth things down enough that we can be civil in public together and not start any petty fights like we used too, but yeah, they’re still out there. And still one of the more powerful groups. I don’t think I could ever be alone with anyone from that group however, it would end badly.”
You didn’t know what to say. The fact that the group that had abused and almost killed someone so nice and gentle as Joshua was still out there made your blood boil. Before you could think of something to say you noticed Joshua’s hands shaking ever so slightly as he reached for a piece of the clementine, and you couldn’t help but feel guilty. You’d made him relive one of the worst memories of his life. Without thinking you reached across the table and grabbed his hands in yours.
           “I’m glad I got to meet you Joshua, and I’m glad you’re doing better now. I’m sorry I made you relive all of that.” you said softly. Joshua smiled, his eyes twinkling brighter than the stars that filled the night sky outside.
           “How about we watch a movie to take our minds off everything? We might as well enjoy our time while out ‘captors’ aren’t awake.” he said with a wink, emphasizing captors. In the end, you realized the both of you were being held by seventeen against your will. Sure, they might be giving more freedom to Joshua then they were to you, but in the end,  you were both “prisoners” there. It crossed your mind for a moment to ask whether Joshua had ever tried to leave svt, but before you could give it anymore thought Joshua beckoned you towards the living room with the tv, heading straight for the drawer where they kept all the movies.
           The next morning you woke up to loud cooing from a few of the other members. When your eyes finally fluttered open and adjusted against the harsh light of the sun you realized that you were still sitting on the couch. Out of exhaustion, both physically and mentally for the two of you, you had both managed to fall asleep halfway through the movie. Somehow along the night, the tv was turned off and the two of you had obtained blankets, and settled down onto the couch, to tried to go back up to your own rooms. It only then occurred to you that you had full on snuggled up against Joshua, who still sat propped up against the back of the couch. He too was just coming back to his senses. You quickly launched yourself away from him, nearly falling off the couch in the process. Leaning against the door frame, staring daggers into both you and Joshua stood Mingyu, his face stone cold. Joshua quickly tried to explain, but Mingyu turned on his heels and walked away before Joshua could even get a full sentence out.  
           A wave of guilt washed over you the second his glance crossed yours as he turned to walk away. It’s not like you had done anything wrong though, did you really need to feel guilty and explain yourself to him? You didn’t belong to him so what did it matter what you did, all you did was fall asleep…
           Regardless of how you felt about the situation, the guilt was still very much present. Mingyu was in a sour mood the entire morning, and Joshua seemed to be feeling just as guilty as you. The awkward air that filled the room at breakfast was stifling. You sat in your seat that had been pulled up next to Hansol and across from Chan. There wasn’t much room there, but it was better than sitting at the other end of the table, staring straight down the table at Seungcheol. You barely had an appetite, but continued to eat anyways, not wanting to show that it had affected you in any way. The breakfast started off extremely quiet, but when Seokmin finally broke the tension everyone started up in the conversation, soon forgetting about the events from earlier that morning. That is all, except Mingyu.
           After breakfast, you helped Chan with all the dishes before heading upstairs to take a shower. Upon finding the shower already being used, you made your way to your room and threw yourself down on the bed. Only a few minutes later you heard your door open. You slowly lifted your head to see who it was, not really bothering to move much. That was, until you realized Mingyu had just walked into your room. You slowly sat up, folding your legs in front of you as you watched him walk closer towards you.
           “So, do you still want to go to this ball? I doubt Joshua will be going…” Mingyu asked, his words laced with spite.
           “Why would Joshua not go?” you asked back, completely ignoring his harsh tone.
           “Exo’s going to be there.” He replied, and once he was you puzzled look he explained further. “The group that got him.” You nodded, now realizing that Josh had never even mentioned the name of the group.
           “I mean, whether Joshua goes or not doesn’t really bother me, I just really want to get out of this house even if it’s just for a few minutes.” You explained, shrugging your shoulders. There was a moment of silence before you finally spoke up again.
           “Anyways, Mingyu about this morning…” you started, only to be cut off by Mingyu himself.
           “Joshua already told me everything.” He said, a little less harsh than the past few times.
           “So, then you know nothing happened, would you stop being all harsh to me?” you asked, raising an eyebrow at him. Mingyu sighed and sat down next to you on the bed.
           “I’m sorry, it just bothers me that I didn’t know you couldn’t sleep well at night…” he finally sighed.
           “It’s fine. Honestly, I thought I would run into you more than anyone else, especially Joshua, but it does make sense. After all he’s been in the same place as me, a lot worse actually. He would know what to expect from me the most, probably even more than I do myself.” Mingyu nodded. “Don’t go bringing your frustration out on Joshua though, he didn’t do anything wrong. In the end, I’m the one that made him come downstairs, and I made him tell me about what happened back then. We both got so emotional last night that we wouldn’t have been able to sleep if we didn’t do something like watch a movie.” You pointed out. Mingyu nodded once more before standing up.
           “I really do want to go to this ball though, Mingyu. I want to meet these Monsta X people too since Seventeen is always spending so much time with them. They must be nice people too.” You said, following him out of your room.
           “We’ll just have to ask the boss than.” Mingyu said with a smile.
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