Jesse being tired of everyone’s bullshit

okay ykfw? if u ever wanna talk to me do it yourfuckingself, im not gonna be the one who talks to u first everytime, im fucking done

keep everything secret from your loved ones, but overshare to strangers on the internet

need a big dick bisexual nerd to hold me rn 😔

I don’t want to live a life of LED lights and aching bones anymore. I just want to lay in the grass I just want to hang out with my friends I just want to actually live my life I am so tired of just barely making enough to get through the week

“Mondays tend to feel like….this.”

A claim that I’m tired of hearing from politicians is that “Shootings happen in Red and Blue states. It’s not the lax gun laws that’s the problem.” Most of those shooters get their guns in the states with lax gun laws. These politicians refuse to believe that fact, yet they’re trying to outlaw abortion medications countrywide because they do believe that their citizens will go out of state to acquire that.

The call of the void. AKA “the urge to melt into Mahito’s embrace and let whatever happens happen”

My sleeping schedule is so amazing 🤩 ( sarcasm )

Writing and deleting and rewriting and deleting self depreciating posts, but it just feels bad, it doesn’t help. Since when doing that felt like help anyway ?

My head just screams and screams and I can’t do anything about it, it’s fucking horrible

in that mood again

you think you can hurt me?

nobody remembers my birthday, not even my best friends, and I've grown used to it because what else can i do other than pretending that being forgotten is fine and nothing new to me when i would literally throw them a surprise party and write them long ass paragraphs about how important they are to me then getting nothing in return because well i understand that people can be forgetful and maybe I'm just cursed to remember all the details about people i love like excuse me i know your favorite color is yellow and you love ducks and it's okay you don't remember my birthday i know you're busy

yeah you can actually hurt me but I'll pretend that you don't

WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I SEE A "x character x reader" WITH NO SPECIFIED PRONOUNS I ALWAYS ASSUME ITS G E N D ER NE U T R AL BUT THEN A "she" HITS ME LIKE A FUCKING MOVING BUS I JUST CANNOT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

"Everything hurts. Im sick of myself, I'm sick of my thoughts, I'm sick of my life. I hate myself. I wish I could just dissappear.

Everything fucking hurts."

Pretty sick of everything ngl