I need to have the self doubt fucked out of me.

validation gives me butterflies, men don't.

My fanfic inspired by this art is not getting much love, and I am feeling needy and desiring of validation.

Look at my socks 😍

i want to beg people to never leave me, beg them to stay here with me no matter how fucked up i am. i want to show them my jealousy, my obsession, i want to scream and just go crazy when they don't give me enough attention. i want them to know that i need them so much. i need them to be here with me, for me. to love me, want me, to obsessed with me, to care about me, need me too. everything that makes me feel seen, wanted, loved, cared about, so i can feel good about myself. i want them to validate myself. it doesn't matter if they might only hurt me, if they just wanna use me, they just see me as a crazy stupid bitch. i don't care. i will do anything, i will be down on my knees, i will cry and beg, i will do any fucking thing just to make them stay, just to make them love me, just to make them see me.

I should be asleep right now, but nooooo, instead I decided to manically pull an all nighter, stay up and replay Resident Evil Village, and come into work and bartend. Do I look as bad as I feel? Validate me or just tell me I look alright for a half dead guy.

you're the looker, liquor, sugar

& i'm the rotten apple of your eye <3

Me: gets 8 notes on a post

Also me: I am famous now and can retire in glory

Nothing waste a girl’s youth like male validation

Being told that my mirror would fall in love with me

But why fall with me when I have stars on my body?

What I hate about myself I love it on you

“I’m 18 I hope it doesn’t bother you”

Of course it doesn’t if you call me beautiful and praise me for the body I hate

The only reason 12 years old look like 17

Is because we were told since the beginning

That our body is the greatest weapon we have

And that catching a man’s eye is our greatest victory

'Why should we hire you? '

Because I am pretty . It will add the aesthetic factor to your business.

Shout out to little gremlins who make sandwiches at 3 AM and decide to add seasoning to feel better about their sandwich.

I'm curious. what job would you do if money was no object (you just automatically had an income you could live comfortably on)? including work like volunteering, studying etc. please share in the tags :)

reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head