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19eyebrows · 2 years

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Hiii!! So I saw you posted that you need ideas for a fanfic, so here are a few that I feel like you could use! (I have some more on my page if you aren’t feeling any of the below)

• Praise Kink AU (already recommended in your comments, but the idea may be fun to write)

• I’m not sure of the name of this AU, but it’s basically where one day, Mo wakes up with a tail and cat ears, and he has to figure out a way to get rid of them.

• Spy AU! They’re working on a top secret mission. You can make this as spicy or as pg as necessary :)

• Genie/God AU. One day, He Tian finds a golden luxuriously designed teapot. Little did he know was that it held a powerful spirit with anger issues

I hope this helps! Happy writing!! <3

@kindregard @dollitanea and @stfuoxjustupdated : all those ideas inspired me to write a combination of the God/Genie AU and the Praise kink AU. Hope you'll like it <3 I'll do it in headcanon style because i have many ideas and not enough time to write a full ff. (but i wish i could)

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- Mo Guanshan is a lower god who got cursed to serve humans for eternity

- he angered the higher demon She Li who demanded full loyalty and who-knows-what from Mo who refused to give in

- so She Li cursed him to serve humans who Mo despised so much because of their greedy and violent behaviour

- Mo was caged in a teapot for now over 300 years

- whenever a human found his teapot and took a sip of the made tea Guanshan would manifest and had to fulfil his masters demands for three years than he would be given to the next owner by chance

- but sometimes the teapot would get lost and between his owners are long years of Mo not be able to get out - the curse is really terrible - if he is out on earth he has to serve, if he doesn't serve he is caged for multiple years (sometimes mor than 30 years)

- many owerns of him were real asshols who just wanted to get their desires satisfied (not sexual but material) and never treated Mo real well

- especially when they found out that Mo wasn't able to do the big things like winning a war or get someone back from the death or even kill someone. He wasn't even able to make someone rich per se. He could help lifting the status and could make things happen that would lead to money but the humans still had to do their part. Mo was still just a lower god without the big power.

- except for an old woman who found Mo back in 1910 who was really kind to him and never demand anything big. Mostly health and food for her family. It had been Mo's most happy years since he got cursed

- it was the first time he experienced kindness and now he was longing for it.

- than years of silence again

- until He Tian found the teapot in an antique shop

- something had made him buy that old thing but he could say why. He wasn't even the big tea drinker.

- but then, just when he was purring his first cup of tea the air change and suddenly there was a young man in his living room

- "What the-" he would have screamed but his mouth was already covered by a hand

- "Yeah yeah surprise and shit. Can we skip the part where you're freaking out and try to kill me? Would make things easier for both of us. So will you let me introduce myself without screaming?"

- He Tian is too shocked to literally do ANYTHING

- "Perfect" and so Mo introduces himself and he gave He Tian time to process everything

"To get it straight... You are a god."

"Yup"

"And you are here to serve me for 3 years if I agree to it?"

"Unfortunately"

"Because, and I quote 'that asshole god fucked you over real bad'"

"That's the deal"

"So I can ask for anything?"

"Mostly, as long as you play by the rules I just explained."

"No war, no money, no killing."

"Wow one of the smarter monkeys, must be my luck day"

- He Tian takes the deal

- first he demands stupid things from Mo (cooking, cleaning, reading to him) and Guanshan already thinks that his new master is a real weirdo. He feels more like a maid than a god

- and He Tian does something really uncommon: he thanks Mo whenever a demand was fulfilled

- over the time He Tian grew found of his new found roommate. First he teased him quite a lot (try to find out what the god would do and what not and how he would react) but once that curiosity was satisfied he just enjoyed the company

- Mo finds out that He Tian was actually a lonely human

- he saw him handing out with 'friends' but He Tian never seems to genuinely having fun or telling anyone about himself. He was very closed

- "You humans are really weird. Why are you acting all fake when you are together? I don't get it"

- He Tian is quite for a moment "Because we don't want anyone to see our weaknesses. We have to act to fit in the society"

"Sounds like a shitty live to me"

"Says the god who is dammed to play butler 24/7 for eternity?"

"Touché"

- He Tian than smiles genuinely and Mo is a bit taken aback

"Tell me more about you and what it's like to be a god. Is there a way to break that curse of yours?"

"There is... but i would rather be serving She Li himself than going that way"

"What is it?"

"I would have to give up on my immortality and became a human"

"Would it be that bad"

"Yes"

- He Tian wasn't expecting that answer but he didn't pressed any further, somehow it made him sad

- later they kept oon with their weird coexistence until one day He Cheng came for a visit.

- Mo was hidden in his teapot but still could hear all what the brothers were talking about. Mostly how disappointed their father was with He Tian that would hid himself away when he should be helping their family business already. He Tian was arguing back that he needed to concentrate on his studies and will help once he was done. His brother didn't sounded very convinced. "You know that you can't escape." "At least I can try"

-when He Cheng was gone some time passed until He Tian was calling for Mo

- he seems down and exhausted when Mo appeared before him

- He Tian let himself lay down on the couch and the silence grew

"Can I do anything?" (Mo doesn't knew how to handle the situation)

"Can you make my family disappear? Or me?"

"I already told you that I can't kill anyone"

"No not kill-argh doesn't matter. I just want to be away from all this. Living a normal life. Do you understand?"

"No" how could a god understand those things?

"But I have an idea" he took He Tians hand

"Say 'I wish to be far away'"

"I wish to be far away?"

"Wish granted"

- and Mo teleports them on a greek island

- it won't make He Tians problems disappear but it was the only thing Mo could think about to cheer him up. To take him far away.

- they spent a beautiful evening at the beach until it was time to return.

- when it was time to go to bed He Tian held Mo back who was about to return in his teapot

"Can I ask for one more thing."

"Sure"

"Will you join me tonight?"

"Okay, if it's your wish" even if Mo didn’t understand why

- they lay in the dark and suddenly He Tian is grabbing Mo's hand

"Thank you. I'm glad you are here" he whispers

-and suddenly something in Mo is moving, it was like something hot was washing down his vains. It was the feeling of power.

- something Mo didn’t knew and She Li never thought about because Mo was too low ranked was that if a god was acknowledge by another being he would become stronger. And if said beings or more started go praise them (transferring their positiv energy to them) the gods would step up in their rank

- He Tian and the old lady both have acknowledged Mo and thanked him. So it made Mo stronger so he actually just stepped up in rank

- and He Tian's last thanks was so full of honest gratitude and happiness that it hit Mo like a train

- and it became like a drug to him

- He WANTED to be thanked MORE

- He Tian noticed the change in Mo's gratitude, that he put extra efforts in his tasks

- he asks Mo about it and since Mo is not able to lie he explains the situation

"Does that mean you can break the curse on your own if you get stronger."

"Yes! I just need to be strong than that asshole and then his curse is gone for good and I never needed to fear to become a human."

Now He Tian had to ask "Why would that be so horrible? Being a human I mean"

Mo looks him straight in the eyes "Because for our kind you would force them into a body without power that would die. Die in just one blink of the eye. It would be like if you would be forced to live the life of an hamster. It will hurt us and eventually kill us. I'm afraid of it."

- that was a lot to take in. He Tian never thought of it in that way, from his perspective a human live was long enough but for Mo it was nothing. Just a hamster.

- "I'm sorry"

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Part 2 will follow but I'm running out of energy. Hope you like it.

#19 days #he tian #mo guan shan #tianshan #old xian #19 days fanfic #19 days headcanons #19 days fanfiction #Wow that got WAY LONGER than expected holy moly #Hope i can continue soon but i seriously need to rest now #I'm so tired xD #Anyway hope this idea brings joy

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sophieakatz · 11 months

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Thursday Thoughts: How to Leave a Comment on Fanfiction

From the title of this blog post, you might expect what follows to be sarcastic: “Just type the comment and click submit!” But we all know it’s not as simple as that.

We – and by “we” I mean anyone who has ever read a fanfiction story on a website like Archive Of Our Own or Fanfiction Dot Net – we all know that moment when you’re on one of those websites, and you get to the end of the story, having loved that story very much, and your brain goes blank.

You, the reader, are paralyzed. You don’t know what to say. You don’t want to bother the writer! What could you possibly say that would mean something to the person who created this story that meant something to you?

So you don’t leave a comment. You click “kudos” or “bookmark” and make a hasty retreat, back into the anonymity of the internet.

But leaving comments on fanfiction is important. Comments let the writer know that there’s someone out there – someone for whom their work means something. And that’s the biggest, most effective way that you can get more fanfiction in the world – by letting writers know that what they’re doing matters. Sure, most writers get started because they like to write. But the thing that keeps them writing, and that keeps them sharing their writing in places where you get to read it, is knowing that it matters to someone other than themselves.

So that’s why I made a video series on TikTok (@sophieakatz) titled “how to leave a comment on fanfiction,” which I will now summarize for you in this week’s Thursday Thoughts. There are different techniques to writing comments, with different effects, and they’re all fantastic. Let’s go over three of them now.

1. Simple Praise and Gratitude

Here are some examples:

“Great fic! I loved it!”

“This story made my day.”

“Thank you for writing.”

“Thanks for the update, I really enjoyed it”

“Good work, writer!”

“Thank you for sharing this with us”

[thumbs up emojis]

[many different emojis including hearts and crying faces and just plain screaming AAAAAA]

Why is this a good kind of comment to leave on a fanfiction?

Praise and Gratitude comments are simple and get right to the point. They tell the writer, “Hey, there’s someone out here! I’m here! I liked your story!” They don’t take a lot of time or thought. They don’t need a lot of time or thought. But they make a BIG impact on the writer.

If something put a smile on your face, let the writer know, and you’ll return the favor. And then they might write more!

2. Quoting

Here are some examples:

“Oh my gosh, this fic was so funny! Here’s the line that made me laugh the hardest: [insert quote here]”

“When you wrote [quote here], I nearly cried”

“You write these characters so well! Like when this character said [quote here], it really sounded like they do in the show!”

“I don’t really know what to say so here are my favorite moments in this chapter: [example] [example] [example]”

Why is this a good kind of comment to leave on a fanfiction?

The specificity of a quote lets the reader know what kind of experience you had with the story. It allows both you the reader and the writer to relive some of the best moments in the chapter together. It lets the writer know that you were really paying attention to the words they chose. Best of all, it’s as simple as “copy and paste.”

If there’s a line in a fanfic that really stuck with you, let the writer know. It might make them write more!

3. Tell About Yourself

This is a broad category. Here are some examples:

“When I saw that this fic had updated, it totally made my day”

“I was almost late clocking into work because I was reading your fic in the breakroom!”

“This character you’re writing about is my favorite character ever”

“I can really relate to the way that you write this character”

“This is my favorite fic and I reread it whenever I need a pick-me-up”

“This fic helped me figure out that I was queer”

“I shared this fic with my friends, and they loved it too!”

Now, this kind of comment is harder to write. It’s more uncomfortable, more revealing. But as a result, it means that much more to the writer!

Writing is an act of vulnerability. The writer has put themselves out there for you. If you give some of that vulnerability back, it can mean the world.

I love writing fanfiction, but I would not have written so much of it over the years if not for people telling me how much it meant to them that I did it. Every example in this article comes from personal experience, sometimes as the writer and sometimes as the reader. “Thank you for sharing this with us” is my personal favorite comment to give – the best workaround to a blank brain. But when someone reveals something about themself and their experience with my story to me, that’s when writing fanfiction goes beyond something I do for fun and becomes something fulfilling and truly wonderful. A little communication goes a long way.

#thursday thoughts #fanfiction #writing #writblr #writer #reading #reader #fanfic #ao3 #bookblr #commenting #quoting #community #listicle

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thespiritoflife · 3 years

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I decided to write my first fanfic. I hope you like it and I also hope that you comment if you liked it or not. 😄😃 What should I write next time? Let me know!

ALSO ENGLISH IS NOT MY NATIVE LANGUAGE SO IS VERY POSSIBLE THAT THERE WILL BE A LOT OF MISTAKES. SORRY!!

gif not mine!

"My brother likes you."

Relationship: Fili x Reader

Warnings: kisses? I don't know!🤣

"My brother likes you, you know that, don't you?" Kili said out of nowhere.

It was an ordinary day, in fact, it was not, we wandered towards the Elven refuge. Our final path was to the Lonely Mountain.

In the end, we decided to rest after a long day of wandering. Dwalin started a fire and I made them a simple but sated soup. I heard only praises from dwarves, which threw red into my cheeks.

"You will be a great wife to someone one day," Dwalin said.

I laughed. However, my eyes were on Fili, who stood before us. Apparently, he heard it and decided to walk away. It disappointed me. I wanted to hear praise from him. But what about the praise! I ... I liked him. From the first moment, I saw him. He probably didn't like me because I was an ordinary girl and he was a prince! I sighed.

And now we were here. I held a warm mug in my hand and Kili next to me. Fili was still somewhere else.

"What?" I said.

Kili grinned. "What makes you look so surprised?"

"I ... are you sure, Kil?"

He sighed. "Of course. I know my brother. He is stubborn as a mule, he does not admit his feelings. Because he thinks you don't like him. And now, moreover, he heard praises from the dwarves ... "he shrugged.

"Oh, God. It never occurred to me that he felt the same way. "

"Does that mean you like him?"

I nodded. "Of course. Fili is great. He has a loving heart and ... so yes, I like him. " The other things I thought about him I kept for myself.

"Then go to him and tell him,"

"But ..." I felt ashamed

Kili noticed my insecurity and he laughed. "Don't worry, Y/N. Just go and you won't regret it. "

So I took my remnants of courage and went to the forest.

"Fili? Where are you?" I shouted. No one answered.

I felt scared. Not about myself, but him. Where was he? He couldn't go that deep into the woods, could he?

"Fili? But really, where are you, please? ”I shouted when I suddenly heard something.

Assuming it was Fili, I turned around. The smile immediately froze on my lips.

It wasn't Fili. There was a big Warg in front of me. He bared his teeth at me and he grunted.

Beads of sweat dripped from my forehead. Shit. I had no sword, no weapon, nothing. I didn't expect to encounter danger.

Oh my god..

I couldn't run, it was clear to me that I would just make him angry. The Warg would find me anyway.

This will be my death.

Warg approached me, gritting his teeth more and more. I didn't even make a sound. I forgot everything, even my name.

I was backing up slowly when I fell to the ground. (cliché I know) I closed my eyes. That's not how I imagined my death.

I could already feel his teeth sharp as knives tearing me to pieces. Then suddenly there was a sound. I opened my eyes. It was Fili. His dagger pierced the Warg. Warg died.

I looked at him in disbelief. Did I just dream it?

Fili ran quickly to me and knelt next to me. "Are you alright?"

I coughed. "I'm ..." I still couldn't believe it.

Fili began to look for damages, and when he found nothing, he exhaled.

"I got scared," he said.

"You saved me. I'm not dead .. thank you .. "I told him.

He blushed and helped me to my feet. "Do not mention it."

"But it's worth it. And how did you find me?"

"I was returning to the camp when I heard something. And that was you and the Warg," he responded immediately.

"Thank you again."

"What were you doing here?" he asked, his beautiful eyes pierced into my eyes.

"I was looking for you," I admitted.

"Why did you just leave suddenly? I was afraid something had happened to you."

"I ... I needed to be alone for a while," he said quietly.

I nodded. "I see, we all need to be alone at some point."

"We should go back to the fireplace," he suggested, and I panicked. I won't be back, I have to tell him. If I don't tell him now, I will never tell him I like him.

"Fili, wait. I have to tell you something ... "I began.

"What's the matter?"

"I ... God, this is hard. I like you. I just want you to know, because ... but I was afraid you didn't like me. "

There was silence. Fili looked at me in astonishment. I was afraid that Kili trumped-up everything and I was just embarrassed.

Suddenly a beautiful smile appeared on Fili's face. "I like you too, Y/N. And very much."

He took my hand. "I was also afraid that you didn't like me. And when I heard the other dwarves praise you ... that's why I left. "

"You were jealous," I smiled.

He blushed and said nothing. It was adorable.

"I like you, Fili. Only you," I smiled at him.

"So you see, we were afraid we didn't like each other, and the opposite was true," he muttered and then he took a strand of my hair and tucked it behind my ear. Then he kissed me. It was a gentle and beautiful kiss. We hugged and kissed for a long time. I didn't want to it end. I wanted to only kiss him and kiss him.

"I won't let you go," he warned me between kisses.

I laughed. "I don't even want to."

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linawritesfanficandmore · 2 years

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THE CRUEL WORLD WITH DISGUSTING PEOPLE LIVING IN IT

Summary:

gosh, this will be a hard chapter. Luffy's heat hit him before even the first week was over so he was off guard. luckily Zoro was there to save the day. you can always trust the first mate. TW: Sexual Harassment

Notes:

Hello there, I hope everyone is having a good time. Since I have a very important exam in two months, I am aware that I cannot write quickly and with high quality in the style I want. so I'm sorry. I'm also sorry for this chapter because this week I learned that one of my father's kidneys is covered by a very large cyst and that kidney most likely needs to be removed. My father asked my mother not to tell so that the exam would not be affected, but there would be no secret between me and my mom. My father would be very upset if he knew that I knew. so I have to pretend everything is fine, and frankly, it's exhausting. I think the reason why I want to continue fanfic is this fic is the only thing I enjoy doing in my life right now. Your comments and kudos put a smile on my face. so thank you all. I hope you all are enjoying it. I wish you good reading. I love you all and wish you a beautiful life.

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Two days after Sanji's panic attack, Luffy went out for a walk. He actually felt bad in the morning, but he attributed it to his hunger. It had been easy for him to ignore the signs of pre-heat since he hadn't experienced any heat in 3 years.

He cursed himself when his legs couldn't carry him in the middle of the street. He should have returned immediately. But he didn't have the strength to stretch his arms. So he threw himself into an alley. It was hot. It was very hot. He should go back. He had to come back somehow. He didn't want to experience the same things again. Damn bond why don't you come in handy at times like these. Because heat was a natural phenomenon, the others could not feel his pain. Luffy was alone.

“Look here. Who would have thought we would find such a nice bitch in heat in such a dirty alley?” "Really!" “Oi! Isn't that the straw hat?" “When you say- yes he is! He was an omega. What a joke!” “I would love to make someone like him go against his nature to moan under me.” “Hey, I saw it first!” “I am the leader!” “Huh? Who made you a leader?!” "Everybody knows!"

Luffy couldn't quite grasp them. He had only one thing on his mind: “Going back to pack”. So while they were arguing, he started to take a step backward. Except for the two who were fighting, the alpha, unfortunately, noticed him. And he ran and knocked him down.

"Where do you think you're going, slut?!" "L-let me go..." “If you've been out even though you're in heat, you wanted it. And with shorts like this and a see-through T-shirt.” “s-stop… please… i-it hurts…” “Shhh… I'll take your pain away now.” "Hey!" "Hey!" “Sorry guys. I got him in my hands first.” “Alright. Just be quick! Can't wait for my turn.” “Okay. Now, where were we?” “WERE GONNA DIE!!!”

That sound?.. Gosh, Luffy was tired. He couldn't even understand who was the voice. But whoever they were must be a good person. He had beaten the man above him, and he wouldn't have pity on the others. So he let himself pass out.

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Zoro had no plans for that day. Until Robin comes up to him and wants to accompany from him to the alley bookstore. Zoro had reluctantly agreed to be the head alpha and Robin now was from pack even though hadn't been bonded yet. That's why he couldn't turn down her offer. Along the way, Robin asked him for opinions about the others, and she kept praising and emphasizing the stupid cook for a reason he didn't understand. On their way back from the bookstore, they encountered an event they wished had never happened.

Luffy's sweet smell was coming from the alley. Zoro couldn't help himself when he saw that jerk on Luffy. As soon as he lifted the man, he crashed into the wall. So much so that the man's head went through it. While Zoro took care of the others, Robin immediately went to Luffy. She took Luffy in her arms. The scumbag had managed to unzip before Zoro arrived. She closed the zipper immediately. Luckily she was wearing a jacket today. She quickly dressed Luffy as well. Then lifted Luffy and forced him to drink a little water. After all, this was settled, she stood up with Luffy in her arms. Zoro was still kicking the guys.

“Zoro!” “WHAT?!” “He needs us more! We need to go back! Hurry!”

Zoro kicked him one last time and went over to them. When he wanted to take Luffy in his arms, Robin wouldn't let him. Just as Zoro was about to shout at her:

“We will need protection on the way back. He's releasing too many pheromones!”

Zoro accepted her explanation. So they somehow managed to get back to where they were staying. Once inside, Robin asks Nami and Sanji to help her build a nest. Then she gave Luffy to Zoro. The poor boy was still unconscious. Chopper approached Zoro nervously. Zoro explained the events. Others were listening to him while was nesting. Sanji could swear his heart stopped for a second. Seeing his hands shaking, Nami took his hand and told him to rest a bit. Sanji reluctantly agreed. After Zoro told everything, Chopper immediately checked Luffy. Fortunately, those scumbags hadn't physically harmed Luffy. Psychologically, it was clear that he was in shock. So when the nest was ready, they immediately put him in the nest. Meanwhile, Chopper asked Nami and Zoro to slowly release the soothing pheromones. Luffy needed familiar alpha pheromones right now. Sanji couldn't control himself too and snuggled right next to Luffy in the nest. Luffy didn't wake up until evening. But at least he didn't sleep restlessly either.

Starting

#omegaverse #alpha zoro #beta robin #omega luffy #omega sanji #alpha nami #pack #pack bonding #pack dynamics #tw

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hecksee · 3 years

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Stained Flowers

Hi this is angsty af but im struggling right now so imma project onto fictional characters

Sorry @lumosinlove I like making Leo suffer

this is my entry for the @hpbrokenhearts contest, i started out writing this when i was struggling, and tbh i still am, but it’s gotten a lot better.

Much thanks to the wonderful @iswearimnotanaestheticgirl for editing this monstrosity. You wrecked carnage on it, but it helped so much and I love this end result so much.

Thank you so much to @peggyrose19 and @marauderss-hp for looking this over and giving me suggestions!

This is probably inaccurate but I don’t know anything about hockey, and this is fanfic so who cares about the accuracy.

THIS COULD DEFINITELY BE TRIGGERING, PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

TW suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, its got a TINY bit of spice sprinkled in (i would rate this teen probably, mature if i was being extra safe), major character death, stress, homophobia, one sided pining, hanakhai, vomiting, something thats sort of like a suicide note, and a shit load of angst

Read on A03 here

Leo knew he was screwed the moment he saw Finn O'Hara on the screen for the first time. He knew he was gonna fall hard. It didn't matter that they had never met or that Leo’s attraction was purely physical. He knew that he would want everything with Finn.

But then Leo started to fall deeper and deeper over time, time that was spent mostly spent obsessing over Finn. Only a few weeks after Leo saw Finn for the first time, it started.

Everybody knew about hanahaki. When someone felt unrequited love, a seed sprouted in their lungs. Nobody knew how or why the seed appeared but it was inevitable.

The victim would start coughing up flower petals, and if their feelings grew, the flowers would grow larger until the victim couldn’t breath because their lungs were filled with nothing but blossoms.

There were only three things someone with hanahaki could do. The main solution was to surgically remove the flowers but have all feelings of love vanish. And some said it was impossible to ever love another person.

So Leo knew exactly what was going on when he started coughing up small yellow petals a few weeks after he first saw Finn on screen.

But, over the next few months he learned to recognize the signs. The tingling in the back of his throat before he started coughing up the silky yellow petals. The itch in his left lung when people mentioned Finn O'Hara. The stabbing pain toward the left of his chest when his teammates threw around homophobic slurs and comments like beads at Marti Gras is nothing new, but now it's accompanied with a burning sensation in his lungs and bloody daffodils.

The daffodils. The fucking daffodils. He decided to look the meaning of the cheery flowers up one day. Unrequited love. After that Leo laughed humorlessly, and decided that hanahaki had a fucked up sense of humor.

Somehow, Leo made it through a full year while coughing up a mixture of blood and petals. He learned how to hide it, how to excuse himself from a situation, and how to choke the petals back down while playing. He made sure that nothing would impact his career, no matter how much longer he had left.

Leo feared that his time was almost up some days. On those days, he wondered Why was he alive? Why did only the left lung sting? Wouldn't it just be better to end it than to live through the constant pain?

He almost made it through a year keeping his hanahaki a secret.

Well, almost. His mom walked in on him cleaning the daffodils smeared with red off the floor, and he had promptly broken down in tears.

He had ended up telling her everything, how he was gay, how he hated himself for it, how he sometimes thought it would be better to just end it all instead, who he loved and why.

His mom had made him tell his coach, insisting it was for the best. There had been a major fight between the coach and him. Leo was yelling and crying but standing his ground about how he needed to play. How playing was the only thing he was living for, damn it. Leo had ended up winning, so he kept playing. And just like before, he kept the hanahaki a secret from everyone, especially his team.

But then, he found out why only his left lung stung. Logan Tremblay. The latest player that was drafted to the Lions. He was newly minted, fresh from Harvard university. Short, broad, brunet, green eyed rookie Tremz.

As soon as Logan stepped out onto the ice for the first time Leo felt that telltale sting. But it was on the right side of his chest for the first time. Fuck, I'm not having unrequited love from one person, but from two?!

His right lung had irises. Royalty, the Fleur-De-Lis, France. Leo didn’t know how those things related to Logan but he could take a guess. Logan was French Canadian born and raised, that had to mean something.

Leo’s life went on. Now he had double the work of fighting the flowers down. Two names instead of one. Leo could tell there was something between Fish and Logan. The intense stares they gave each other across the rink meant something. The tension between them one day had just disappeared. Leo saw something as Logan's hot temper reared up whenever Harzy got into a fight or got hurt.

The signs grew. Rainbow tape on their sticks, posting LGBTQ+ supporting messages on the team Instagram; small things you’d need to look out for, or know exactly what they meant to know the significance.

The real confirmation was when the official Lions Instagram posted the picture of Logan and Finn kissing at a pride parade, smudged bi flags painted on both of their cheeks.

The caption read “We are aware of the homophobia in the league, however, two of our players aren’t willing to hide their relationship from the public anymore. Both Tremz and Harzy have our full support.”

The moment he saw it, the feeling of petals started to itch in the back of Leo’s throat, but he gagged them back as he scrolled through the comments. They were filled with the expected bigotry and homophobia with the occasional biphobic comment. Yet scattered in were the kind comments, full of support, rays of sunshine on a raining day.

Leo started typing out a comment of his own, telling the happy couple how happy he was for them. But the lie was rancid in his head. The flowers Leo had been choking back came up in a wave of blood.

Before Leo got hanahaki, the few dreams he had were filled with a faceless man. One that would kiss him and fuck him, but now, now there were two men. And they had faces.

Finn O'Hara and Logan Tremblay haunted Leo's dreams in the best way possible, more nights than not. Sweet soft kisses, hands tangled in auburn or brown hair, gently worshiping the hard planes and angles that came from a lifelong dedication to hockey were commonplace in Leo's dreams.

In stark contrast, some nights were filled with sloppy, urgent kisses, nails scratching on backs, and a pure need for release. But the dreams would always end, and Leo was left with the burning pain of self loathing building up in his throat before the flowers would make themselves known.

During this dream, Leo had been on fire all night, and it was thanks to him that the team had been led to victory. So here he was with his boyfriends, celebrating.

Leo leaned up to give Finn a soft kiss before turning onto his side and beginning to kiss Logan's neck. Finn had started to ruin Leo and didn't stop until Leo had hit the peak of his pleasure.

However, the aftermath of Leo's pleasure was slowly but surely turning into pain. Suddenly the metallic tang of blood was clogging his throat and the familiar smooth petals were filling his mouth.

The flowers and blood were dripping out of his mouth, and seeping into the white bed sheets. Even worse was that Finn and Logan seemed unsurprised. no, they were almost happy. Their gentle murmurings of praise turned into cold raucous laughter. In between the harsh laughter they told him how stupid he was, how he was a nobody, how they would never love him.

As the flowers only got worse, coming up in waves and mingled with the tears that were rolling down his face, Finn and Logan vanished. Then he was falling, falling, falling.

He woke with a start, his heart pounding in his chest, lungs gasping for air in between choking sobs; lying in a combination of petals and blood. His face was sticky with tears and warm, wet blood, and a few stray yellow and white-ish purple petals stuck to his skin. The only indicator that Leo's dream wasn't all bad was the stickiness in his underwear. But the worst part was that he was alone, stuck with only fantasies, once again.

The next day, Leo knew that practice would be bad. Even though yesterday his team was idolizing the Lions, they sure as hell wouldn’t be idolizing them right now. Practice was full of his teammates throwing around a myriad of slurs. The locker-room was even worse, where the coach wasn’t there to monitor their comments.

Leo fidgeted with his bracelet, uncomfortable with the comments that were flying around, with the flowers edging up his throat. He didn’t remember what happened next.

One minute Leo’s fidgeting with his bracelet, the next he’s yelling. Yelling about how people aren’t judged by their sexuality, how hell, maybe there even was a gay person in the room! To that he was obviously asked if he was the gay one, to which, he responded yes. Leo stormed out of the room to a soundtrack, suppressing the flowers fighting their way up his throat as soundtrack of cruel laughter and biting words rang around the room, just like the ones in his dream.

The next day he dreaded going to practice. He knows he won’t be welcome on the team anymore, so what’s the point of going?

Leo ended up just texting his old coach that he was resigning. His team broadcasted the fact that he’s gay on their Instagram. Now Leo’s the target of the myriad of hate that Finn and Leo faced. It made him sick to his stomach. Seconds later, he was puking into the toilet. No flowers this time, but still unpleasant.

He still walked with dragging steps to the rink and practiced, of course. He didn’t want to lose his skills when he attempts to go pro. Trying to ignore the fact that he knows no one will take him now.

Out of the blue, three days after Leo outed himself, his phone rings shrilly. Marlene McKinnon. The Lions announcer. Why was she calling him?

Marlene asked him to play for the Lions because he had great potential. Leo hesitated. Did she not know that he was gay? He pensively inquired about his sexuality, how would that impact his place on the team?

To his surprise, Marlene told him it wouldn’t influence anything. Leo was shocked, but in the happy way. Then she asked if he had any health conditions. Just like the thing about his sexuality, Leo hesitated. Eventually he nodded and said yes.

It’s hanahaki, he told her in a slow voice, but it doesn’t impact my playing.

Fucking lie.

Marlene was silent for a moment but then put him on hold with some shaky words. 5 minutes later, she agrees to let him play, on the condition that his hanahaki doesn’t get worse, and if it does, he needs to have them removed. Leo agreed, and suddenly, Leo was going professional.

Sure, Leo was worried about becoming a Lion; his subjects of affection were there and they were in a happy relationship. But over time, and many, many practices filled with words thrown at O’Hara and Tremblay, he had learned to choke back the petals.

After a few months, the day came where Leo was leaving. With many tears, and a lot of goodbyes, Leo left for Gryffindor. After a couple long flights, and a short taxi ride, Leo stepped out of the car to Hogwarts.

Inside the rink, he was greeted with the signature smell of a hockey arena, he couldn’t quite describe it, but it was pleasant, and reminded Leo of home.

In a blink, he was bombarded with maroon and gold, hugs and welcoming words. When he turned his head from the excitement, he saw them. Finn and Logan, standing back with Pascal Dumais, who he was going to move in with.

After meeting everyone and flipping out while Finn and Logan give him a hug while swallowing down the familiar liquid and petals that up, Leo was informed that he won’t be living with the Dumais’ after all.

“You’ll be living with Finn and Logan, I hope that’s alright?”

Leo quickly excuses himself to the bathroom to let the mixture of flowers, blood, and bile out.

But Leo ended up moving in with Fish and Tremz. However over the weeks, he formed a close bond with both Finn and Logan. Of course, he became closer with the rest of the team, Loops especially. Hell, Leo has a feeling that Loops knows what it feels like to love someone who will never love him back.

But after Sirius and Loops get together, Leo knew that he’s the only one who will never get the privilege of having requited love.

Leo was glad that he had managed to keep it a secret from the team. Well, there were some people he had to tell. After all, Remus was the team medic. Remus was keeping it a secret from the team and the public. But Remus didn’t know who was triggering Leo’s love. The only people who knew were Leo and his mother.

Each practice where the two of them do anything lovey dovey, Leo needs to be excused while he chokes back the flowers that are bringing themselves up his throat. But his goalie face hadn't been developed over happy things, so he shoved his feelings back and forced himself to remain calm, pretending to support their relationship; which he did, of course he did, but Leo wished more than anything that he was there with them. Leo wishes he was there in between them, wishes he was the one holding hands with them, and sharing sweet soft kisses with them.

Hell, more than once in the time when Leo was with the Lions he considered ending it all. The thoughts weren’t new, no, he’d been struggling with them since he had realized he was gay. But now, with the objects of Leo’s affection so close yet so far, he didn’t know if it would be worth living.

But then one day, about three years after the hanahaki had started, Leo woke up with agonizing pain in his chest, like someone was squeezing a palm around his heart. He thought back. The aching had worsened every time he interacted Finn and Logan. Now the flowers were coming up almost every hour of every day. The tingling feeling is now always at the back of his mind. As soon as Leo thought about Finn and Logan he felt flowers coming up.

The flowers are accompanied with a burning pain instead of a small stab. All of the flowers are full blossoms, a few with stems and leaves. They’d be perfect and prim, beautiful, if they weren’t coated in enough blood to look like a murder scene.

This was it; this was one of his last days, if not his last.

With slow robotic steps, Leo stands up, taking some deep breaths. He fished a pen and a notebook from his cabinet, and started to write four letters.

The words to his family tell them how sorry he was at how bad he was at hiding his worsening hanahaki, how much he loves them, and how he wishes he could have said goodbye in person.

“I’m sorry for causing you pain.”

In the letter towards the team he apologized for hiding his disease and explained how thankful he was to be a part of his dream team. He told them how different the Lions were to his old teams, how they were a family and how they loved each other no matter what, regardless of their differences.

“Thank you for being like a family to me.”

In the one addressed to Logan and Finn, Leo explained how they were the subjects of his attraction, how much they influenced his life coming out by choice, consequences be damned. Through blood, sweat, tears and flowers, he found himself rattling on and on about how much he loved them, how he fell in love with them, and how much he valued the friendship they had; even if it was just friendship. Leo’s hand lingered as he thought about it. Would this letter cause the two of them to blame themselves? Should he really write it?

No. He had to. Leo added a note telling them not to. It wasn’t their fault, it was his choice.

He brushed away the crimson mess. With droplets of blood staining his fingers, Leo starts on the final and most formal letter.

Leo wrote vaguely in this letter. He told that he did have hanahaki, and how he had dealt with it for years before he joined the Lions. He publicly commends the Lions for being so accepting of him, even though he had hanahaki and he was gay. Finally, he thanked his fans for staying with him through it all.

Then, with all the letters finished, Leo sealed them in envelopes and wrote to whom they are addressed to. Gingerly, Leo placed them on his nightstand and prepared for his final practice.

During practice Leo told everyone how much he appreciates them, which wasn’t too unusual, so nobody took much notice. Otherwise, practice was uneventful. Leo blocked some passes as they prepped for their game with Hufflepuff next week.

Leo was coughing almost nonstop during practice but he chokes back the blood, bile, and flowers. He allowed himself to think that this is the last time he’d have to push it down. The aching pain in his chest doesn’t subside, if anything it only grew worse the longer practice goes on.

Leo walked into the locker-room, preparing to take a shower and stretch before heading home when the aching in his chest grew. He could hear the blood pumping in his ears and the world around him blurred. He swayed, unsteady on his feet, trying not to cry or scream. His breaths were labored, he was becoming lightheaded and his heart was pounding in his chest. The pain became too much to bear and Leo’s legs failed on him.

The team rushes over with concerned expressions on their faces. On his knees, the flowers, stems, and leaves start to come up, splattering all over the cold ground, no matter what Leo does to try and keep them back. The team became frenzied, calling for Remus.

It was too late. Leo knew that this was his end.

Once, when Leo was little, he asked his grandmother why people didn't just get the flowers removed. She smiled at him sadly and told him that, there might be a person you loved so much you couldn't bear the idea of not loving them. Even if you died for it.

At the time, he brushed it off as stupid but now, now as tears sqeezed through his blurry vision and the feeling of the cold tile floor disappears, he understands exactly what she meant.

The last thought that went through his mind, before the petals, flowers, and blood came up for the last time, was of his two loves. In an instant, all of his fantasies of Finn and Logan melted into the reality of their friendship and flew past his eyes. With one last satisfied smile, Leo closed his eyes. His grandma was right.

Some love really was worth dying for.

Just a quick reminder, this is my entry for @hpbrokenhearts so if you liked this fic or it made you cry/broke your heart, please put a broken heart in the comments, either in emoji form or not! Thank you so much for reading!!!

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Nabrina Fanfics Part 13 (Lupercalia Update)

Sabrina Spellman & Nicholas Scratch (Nick Scratch) FanFics MASTERLIST (UPDATEABLE PINNABLE)

Updated: February 14, 2021

Happy Lupercalia and Nabrina Anniversary day everyone. So Part 4 happened......So here’s a list of some fantastic Nabrina Fanfics that you can read to process and escape how the show ended. Because we know Nick and Sabrina deserved so much more. Escape into these amazing magical written creations and worlds by some wickedly good and amazing writers who helped us during those Part Hiatuses and now helping us now the show is done. Make sure to leave some Love/Praise/Kudos through the comments on their work. Or give them a message to how much you love their work, because they really are one of the best things in this fandom. They are the real heroes through everything we’ve been through.

As always have a Wicked or Hell-ish time with these fics and ENJOY!!!!!

Fics in order by Last Update: 2/14/2021

[Key: AU=Alternate Universe - AH=All Human Or Mortal Fic - *=New Fics to list]

1. "I See Sparks Fly”*

Author: shotgunkitten @shotgunkitten

Summary: Being single was okay and she didn’t mind being on her own. Not at all. At least that’s what Sabrina told herself as she looked around the table at yet another Spellman family dinner. But with everyone in a happy relationship, she couldn't help but long for the same - probably also because Lupercalia and Valentine's Day were fast approaching.However, she really shouldn't have said as much to her family; because suddenly everyone's a matchmaker and every option seems worse than the last. AU- Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - One-Shot 2/14/2021

2. “The Institute for Divine Craft”

Author: rayo aka @its-nabrina-bitch

Summary: After a humiliating spat with Father Blackwood pushes Sabrina away from her witching life and the Academy, Madam Satan crafts an alternative solution to move Sabrina Spellman further down the path of night. Ultimately leading her to the Institute for the Divine Craft. A handsome Headmaster with mysterious ties to her father, convinces Sabrina to abandon her mortal life, and cultivate her abilities as a child of the Church of Lucifer. AU - Rated Mature - Chapters 20/? - Last Update 2/14/2021

3. “Sins of the Father”

Author: willowaus @willowaus

Summary: In a Greendale where Edward Spellman was given the chance to see his manifesto play out, Sabrina Spellman works to traverse the world her father created for her, walking that fine line between mortal and witch, trying to integrate them both. It’s not enough that she has to maintain that Spellman image while trying to juggle the Weird Sisters, her friends, and an annoyingly hot warlock, Nick Scratch. She also has to deal with the fact that someone or something doesn’t want her to make it to her seventeenth birthday. AU - Rated M - Chapters 19/? - Last Update 2/14/2021

4. “If You Let Me”

Author: bunivy aka @bunivys

Summary: After pouring all of her time and effort into obtaining a law degree in the city, Sabrina Spellman moves back to Greendale for one last summer before she departs for good. She's fully intent on enjoying her stay in her hometown, even deciding to pick up a part-time job at her Aunt Hilda's cafe to save up some money. The only problem is that the boy in the bookstore across the way is one she's had some not-so-good history with and it's becoming increasingly harder to ignore him. Before long, she finds herself exploring the complexities of old high-school grudges and what-ifs, all while trying to sort out her present-day relationship with the boy she has long since deemed as non-existent.Meanwhile, Nicholas Scratch wonders if it would just be easier to remain non-existent. AU/AH - Rated M - Chapters 32/? - Last Update 2/09/2021

5. “Let’s Fall in Love for the Night”

Author: shotgunkitten @shotgunkitten

Summary: Hilda Spellman once said that their meeting was fate. And while neither Sabrina Spellman nor Nicholas Scratch were sure if they believed in that kind of thing, they were sure of this: They never wanted to find out what their lives would be like without each other. AU/AH- Rated T - Chapters 21/? - Last Update 2/09/2021

6. “All you need is fluff...”

Author: Miss_Kath90 @misskath90

Summary: Just a bunch of Nabrina short one-shots based on tumblr prompts. Mostly pure fluff, because after Part 4 that's what we deserve. Rated T - Chapters 12/? - Last Update 2/09/2021

7. "Take a Breath, I’m Still Here”*

Author: thoughtsaboutshows @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: In the days after the Void nearly ripped Sabrina from her family, they decide to celebrate a late Yule. Nick and Sabrina can't stop touching each other and Prudence and Ambrose finally talk. AU/AH- Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 2/02/2021

8. "It Was Real Enough to Get Me Through”*

Author: shotgunkitten @shotgunkitten

Summary: Sabrina Spellman saw her twin die, her warning about the Void leading her to her own inevitable doom. Except that her family pulls her back at the right moment when she goes to trap the Void, finishing what Sabrina Morningstar started. However, surviving her encounter with the last of the Eldritch terrors doesn't mean that Sabrina got out unscathed, her demons haunting her in her sleep. Rated M - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/31/2021

9. “It’s Witchcraft, Baby”*

Author: Unseemingowl @unseemingowl

Summary: In the wake of Sabrina discovering Nicholas Scratch at an orgy in her cousin Ambrose’s room things take a different turn Rated E Mature - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/31/2021

10. “Never Really Over”

Author: Miss_Kath90

Summary: Sabrina Spellman wanted nothing more than to have a normal life and to achieve it, she accidentally had caused a time paradox that had allowed two of her to coexist in the same timeline.One, living in Greendale with her family and friends. The other, reigning over the infernal court in Hell.She could finally have (almost) everything she ever wanted but nothing in Sabrina's life was simple or normal…A new threat looms over Greendale.And she would need all the help she could get to stop it.Especially Nicholas Scratch's, even though every time they are in the same room the weight of their shattered romance filled the air and threatened with crush them. Rated M - Chapters 16/? - Last Update 1/30/2021

11. “The Resurrection”*

Author: sarahkwut @sarahwyland

Summary: Hecate hears the prayers of her coven and brings Sabrina back to her loved ones. This is their reunion. Rated M - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/29/2021

12. “Victory Celebrations”*

Author: Climbergirlio

Summary: “It is rather incredible,” Prudence states, her voice intentionally betraying how she is not speaking of the success of the song. Sabrina’s confusion at what Prudence could be referring to makes her fall headfirst into Prudence’s trap, “what?” she asks. Prudence’s lips curve into a wickedly innocent line, “how distinctly Nicholas smells of ...” Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/27/2021

13. “Illicit Affairs”

Author: thoughtsaboutshows @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: She had never really meant for it to start. It wasn’t like her, the secret meetings, hushed whispers, and built up lies. But there was something about all of it that dragged her under the current and swept her up that she couldn’t deny or ignore. It was never her intention to start an affair with Nicholas Scratch. Though it was somewhat of an inevitability. From the minute they met, a line in the sand was drawn and they spent the better part of two years trying not to come closer to it. But the magnetic pull between them was undeniable, and soon the line in the sand was just as messed up as their sheets. She hadn’t planned it, and the second she let her guard down they’d both fallen into a hole they couldn't quite climb out of. She’d been sleeping with Nick for months and talked to him about more things than she never dared to with Harvey. Harvey.The highschool sweetheart she couldn’t let go. Or rather she couldn’t admit the relationship was failing, because she wasn’t a quitter. But she couldn’t seem to quit Nick either. AU/AH - Rated M - Chapters 10/? - Last Update 1/25/2021

14. “Soft Place To Land”

Author: shotgun kitten @shotgunkitten

Summary: A collection of short Nabrina one shots based on fluff prompts on tumblr. Rated T - Chapters 21/? - One Shots 1/21/2021

15. “For Fluffs Sake, Angst-hole”

Author: thoughtsaboutshows @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: This is a collection of short writings/scenes from an ask I did on Tumblr for Nabrina!It used to be all fluff, but now there's some agnsty ones in there too! Not Rated - Chapters 39/39 - Last Update 1/18/2021

16. “Pillow Talk”*

Author: octoberdiary IG: thecaosdiaries

Summary: This is a collection of short writings/scenes from an ask I did on Tumblr for Nabrina!It used to be all fluff, but now there's some agnsty ones in there too! Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/17/2021

17. “speak to me, my lover”*

Author: Unseemingowl @unseemingowl

Summary: Sabrina Morningstar doesn't come through the mirror to interrupt the mood when Sabrina and Nick leave movie night at Harvey's house, which means that everything is good and nothing bad happens. Except the playful squabbles over the anxieties between new lovers who can't keep their hands off each other. Rated E Mature - Chapters 2/3 - Last Update 1/10/2021

18. "Till the end of time”*

Author: Miss_Kath90 @misskath90

Summary: Feeling his lips moving over hers again was like coming home after a long journey. All the months of separation, all the pain, all the words they could never take back didn’t matter anymore as she kissed him back. Oh, she had missed him, she had missed the way his arms held her tight and how his hands caressed her face in the middle of a kiss. And it felt so natural, so right… kissing Nick had always felt that way, as natural as breathing. Rated Mature - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/06/2021

19. “Born To Love You”

Author: thoughtsaboutshows aka @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: So Sabrina left Harvey at the altar for Nick. What now? Tune in for snapshots into Nick and Sabrina's life now that they've admitted their true feelings. What happened after Sabrina left Harvey and ran to Nick? Did they live happily ever after?This will be a collection of snapshots of this version of Nick and Sabrina. I don't know how often it will be updated, but we will get a look into their life together.I enjoy writing my fics based on songs, so if a particular song screams this Nick and Sabrina to you please message me on tumblr or comment below and maybe I'll write a scene based on it! ****Follow up to One-Shot Marry Me. Go READ it first!**** AU/AH - Not Rated - Chapters 5/? - Last Update 1/05/2021

20. "A sea of sorrows”*

Author: Miss_Kath90 @misskath90

Summary: Nick's thoughts after Sabrina's death. Rated Mature - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/01/2021

21. “Of Gingerbread and Snow Globes”

Author: sarahkwut @sarahwyland

Summary: Nicholas Scratch begrudgingly helps his grandmother move back to her hometown of Greendale. He's got a high powered job and is used to the big city lifestyle. The small town life isn't for him, but he promised his grandmother he would stay through the holidays. Enter, Sabrina Spellman, international journalist and soon-to-be author who happens to love Greendale - and all of its holiday traditions. She's not trying to change Nick's mind about the place, but they do seem to keep crossing paths... Rated M - Chapters 9/9 - Completed 1/01/2021

22. “yuletide blessings”

Author: bunivy @bunivys

Summary: Journalist and hopeless romantic Sabrina heads home for the holidays with an assignment: write the perfect article on a small town Christmas to capture the spirit of the holidays. Things start off right when her aunt Hilda performs a bit of tea reading which suggests romance in Sabrina’s future, and she gets a call from one Harvey Kinkle, friend and childhood crush, asking her out on a date to the local Christmas Market. Hilda’s tea never lies and this could really be it. He could be it. To her surprise, she runs into a spellbinding bookseller at the market who seems to be on a quest of his own and before Sabrina knows it, she’s wrapped up in the mystery and holiday joy of it all. Along the way, she comes to learn that maybe there's still some new magic to be discovered in old Greendale, after all. Rated M - Chapters 3/3 - Completed 12/27/2020

23. “Another Year”

Author: shotgunkitten @shotgunkitten

Summary: Nick wanted to get his hands on his grandfather's journals for years and now his grandmother named her conditions: He gets the journals when he's in a steady relationship. Jumping at the opportunity to finally study his grandfather's research, he tells his grandmother that he has a girlfriend. The problem: He doesn't. Who better to ask than Sabrina to help him out and pretend to be his girlfriend while his grandmother is visiting for the Yule celebrations? Rated T - Chapters 4/4 - Completed 12/27/2020

24. “Under the mistletoe”

Author: Miss_Kath90 @misskath90

Summary: Nick and Sabrina meet at Spellman's Christmas party throughout the years. Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 12/18/2020

25. “Wicked Winds”

Author: sarahkwut @sarahwyland

Summary: Nicholas Scratch winds up at the Academy of Unseen Arts after being kicked out of several others for being too smart - and too powerful - for his own good. He’s got a chip on his shoulder and he’s not in Greendale to make friends. But then he meets Sabrina Spellman, a witch that’s not only beautiful, but just as up for breaking the rules as him.Except she wants nothing to do with him.His old friend Prudence places a bet that he can’t get her to give into him - but things get complicated as he not only starts to fall for Sabrina, but a deadly darkness settles over Greendale. Rated M - Chapters 23/23 - Completed 12/04/2020

26. “Wintertime Love”

Author: sweetjs

Summary: Sabrina and Nick celebrate both Winter Solstice and Christmas through the years. Rated G - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot 12/04/2020

27. “p is for passion, n is for not this again”

Author: Unseemingowl @unseemingowl

Summary: In which Nick is very passionate about the Baxter High encyclopaedia section and Sabrina Spellman can never just get one day of peace and quiet and making out. Rated M - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot 12/03/2020

28. “Soft Place To Land”

Author: shotgun kitten @shotgunkitten

Summary: A collection of short Nabrina one shots based on fluff prompts on tumblr. Rated T - Chapters 14/? - One Shots 11/26/2020

29. “my greatest grief, my deepest desire”

Author: bunny @bunivys

Summary: She could put her hand out and touch Nick, but she couldn’t hold him, couldn’t kiss him, couldn’t slot her nose into the corner of his neck like she had once loved to do. Couldn’t run her fingers through his curls, hear him sigh against her lips. Could be the first person Nick loved, but not the last. Rated M - Chapters 14/4 - One Shots 11/21/2020

30. “I almost do”

Author: Miss_Kath90 @misskath90

Summary: Nick and Sabrina dance at Hilda's wedding. Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot 11/17/2020

31. “Before the Devil Breaks Me”

Author: willowaus @willowaus

Summary: All Sabrina wants to do is enjoy the last few years with her mortal friends. Attend college, party a little too hard, and make endless memories with them. But when you're a Spellman nothing ever goes as planned, especially not when she meets her handsomely mischievous classmate, Nick Scratch, who introduces her to a side of witchcraft that she's never thought possible.When people start ending up murdered in ritual sacrifices on campus Sabrina knows she can't keep both of her worlds apart any longer. Especially when it seems each murder is a message for her. AU - Rated Mature - Chapters 31/31 - COMPLETED 11/17/2020

32. “whispers in the white wind”

Author: bunny @bunivys

Summary: Nick had no one to knit him scarves and Sabrina didn’t mind sharing.(a collection of tumblr winter fluff prompts.) Rated T - Chapters 7/7 - One Shots 11/13/2020

33. “Haunted Herat”

Author: shotgunkitten @shotgunkitten

Summary: Sabrina ran through the woods, tree branches crashing to the ground in front of her, grasping at her. Roots digging themselves out of the wet soil, wrapping around her calves, dragging her to the ground. She set them on fire, the angry, high-pitched screams of the trees filling the air as Sabrina got up, looking over her shoulder. She could see torches in the dark, coming closer. “Find that witch!” a male voice bellowed, others chiming in, faint calls of “Burn the witch!” following. Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot 10/31/2020

34. “Cruel Summer”

Author: thoughtsaboutshows @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: A mix between AU and Cannon, where the young members of the Church of Night also attend Baxter High. The young witches and warlocks then go to the Unseen Arts Summer Camp to bolster their gifts. However Sabrina, being half mortal, only began attending after her Dark Baptism. To the mortals of Greendale, Unseen Arts Camp was for the wealthy. An elite sector of the Baxter High youth that attended a camp deep in the Greendale Wood far upstream of Sweetwater River. Many had tried to find and break in, but none have succeeded. To the mortals, the divide between the camp attendees and the not was of money and status. When in fact, the difference lay with light vs. night.Set between two timelines- the present and the summer, Sabrina attends camp for the first time and grows closer to Nick only for them to be torn apart as school starts. Rated Mature - Chapters 27/27 - COMPLETED 10/27/2020

35. “in a dream, a thousand years ago”

Author: bunny @bunivys

Summary: It’s a painful thing to be a songbird with no one to serenade, and maybe he knows that, too.(part of the anti-soulmates au; Nick and Sabrina meet in a bar) Not Rated - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot 10/22/2020

36. “Unwritten”

Author: Miss_Kath90 aka @misskath90

Summary: Tired of her aunt’s matchmaking attempts, Sabrina decides to tell a little white lie… and now she needs a boyfriend to accompany her to her hometown for the holidays.And who better to play that part than her good friend Nicholas Scratch? There is only one little problem… He had a crush on her since the day they met. When two friends pretend to be in a relationship, what could possibly go wrong? Rated T - Chapters 10/10 - COMPLETED 9/22/2020

37. "Free Pour”

Author: sarahkwut @sarahwyland

Summary: He's a bartender with a perfect free pour and a Ph.D. candidate. She thinks she wants to be a lawyer and wishes she had taken more chances in life. Both of them are trying to move on. But when their paths collide, Nick's hand is no longer steady with the bottle and she's far more willing to take a risk. AU/AH - Rated Mature - Chapters 23/23 - COMPLETED 9/01/2020

38. "Burning House”

Author: thoughtsaboutshows @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: Sabrina hasn't seen him in months but she still sees him everywhere. Nick sees her every night in his dreams. They both know what they want, but won't let the other have it. Not yet. Not when Nick will hardly talk to her and Sabrina used well...THAT candle... ONE-SHOT - Not Rated - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 8/28/2020

39. “The Four Pictures”

Author: Copper_16

Summary: It’s been 10 years. Nick and Sabrina are teachers at the Academy along with some familiar faces. It’s been a decade there can’t be that much chaos anymore, right? Wrong. Rated T - Chapters 4/? - Last Update 8/04/2020

40. “Marry Me”

Author: thoughtsaboutshows @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: “No, No, No.” Nick said as he shook his head at Prudence. “Sabrina is my best friend. That’s it.”“Sure.” Prudence shrugged her shoulders.When she explained to her brother that they were likely more she had said it as a statement, not an invitation to have a conversation about it. She was entirely annoyed by the Spellman girl, and had found it odd and irritating that she and her brother had been attached at the hip from a young age.“Besides she’s marrying Kinkle, Prudence.” Nick explained more to himself than to Prudence. His eyes were wild and looking around the room, searching for something to land on. “Not me.”“Do you want her to?” Prudence asked as she leaned forward. Nick paused, unsure how to answer that question. Nick had been in love with Sabrina Spellman for most of his life. But she was happy with Harvey Kinkle. Prudence rolled her eyes and stood up sighing, and placed a hand on Nick’s shoulder. She was rarely affectionate and this was as comforting as she got. “You may want to figure that out.” AU/AH - Rated Mature - ONE-SHOT - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 7/11/2020

41. “The Chaos In the Stars”

Author: willowaus @willowaus

Summary: Nick sacrificed himself to save her, but Sabrina's not about to let him fester away in Hell. But what happens when saving the one she loves brings about a series of apocalyptic events that Sabrina and the rest of the Spellman clan need to thwart?Alternate part 3. (Part 3 Fic) - Rated Mature - Chapters 24/24 - COMPLETED 6/30/2020

42. “A Little Wicked”

Author: Miss_Kath90 aka @misskath90

Summary: Sometimes, in the darkness of her room, unable to sleep, she thought about how easy it would be to fall in love with him. And she was sure a part of her was a bit in love with him already, but she kept holding to the past and that was hurting them both. Rated Mature - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 6/16/2020

43. “Crash Into Me”

Author: thoughtsaboutshows @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: Set after Part 3 and some time after Nick and Sabrina's breakup. Just a little one-shot of a mission they get sent on by Zelda. Tough conversations and some tears...and one bed ONE-SHOT - Not Rated - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 6/15/2020

44. “Heaven can’t help me now”

Author: bunivy @bunivys

Summary: Soulmates are a universal law, the way of life. Sabrina's soulmate is Harvey, but she'll pick Nick every time, in every way. ONE-SHOT - Not Rated - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 6/13/2020

45. “I knew you were trouble”

Author: Miss_Kath90 aka @misskath90

Summary: Sabrina didn’t know that being away from home for the first time could be so hard.Away from her aunts, friends and her-lifelong-boyfriend, Sabrina have to deal with the nostalgia but also with the new challenges College's life mean: get used to share a room with a not-so-nice roommate, put up with long hours of study and very few of sleep, learn to live from pre-cooked meals instead of her aunt Hilda’s homemade ones, find balance between her studies and her new social life… And resist the temptation a certain Nicholas Scratch mean for her. AU/AH - Rated Mature - Chapters 28/28 - COMPLETED 6/06/2020

46. “A Thing or Two to Learn”

Author: gracefulchaos

Summary: What if Sabrina and Nick weren't in the same coven, and they met each other later in life? AU - Rated Mature - Chapters 1/? - Last Update 6/06/2020

47. “When the Bones are Good”

Author: sarahkwut @sarahwyland

Summary: Sabrina Spellman is enjoying her life as a normal teenager. Sabrina Morningstar is reigning Hell with an iron fist. Ambrose Spellman is searching for a solution to bring them back together and close the time loop, Sabrina's wishes be damned. And Nicholas Scratch? He's faced down his own demons and he's desperate for redemption.Except the clock is ticking.On time and Terrors. (Part 4 Fic) - Rated General - Chapters 28/28 - COMPLETED 6/05/2020

48. “Bury a Lie”

Author: raeinthedark

Summary: Sabrina is comfortable with death. It's her job. But everything is changed on a rainy October morning. The life and work she was accustomed to are forever different in the wake of tragedy. There really isn't coming back from this, unless she can figure out who's behind it. AU/AH - Rated Mature - Chapters 3/? - Last Update 5/04/2020

49. “I run to you”

Author: thoughtsaboutshows @thoughtsaboutshows

Summary: Nick and Sabrina love two things. Research and each other. But their research often takes them to far away places, and far away from the person they love most. AU/AH - Not Rated - Chapters 1/1 - One-Shot COMPLETED - 5/21/2020

50. “My Body Is A Canvas For Your Love”

Author: Unseemingowl aka @unseemingowl

Summary: Sabrina had no love for the whip or the belt or the cane that Nick had used to enjoy so much, but restraints... That was another matter entirely. Rated E Mature - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 4/29/2020

51. ”Ground Beneath Her Feet”

Author: mindlesshappy aka @feministstree

Summary: Sabrina is born out of a miracle - one that she wishes would repeat for her, but when she is destined for someone else, how much can she resist before her heart decides to give in. Alternatively, Nick is Sabrina's soulmate, but she really just wants Harvey to be it. Also, in the backseat are all the other possible ships, getting their own soulmate glories. Rated T - Chapters 18/? - Last Update 4/17/2020

52. “in your eyes (there's something burning inside you)”

Author: jessequicksters

Summary: Nicholas falls in love with Sabrina as fast as a mortal sells their soul to the devil. The only problem is, in the Church of Night, everything has a price. Even love.Especially love.(He bleeds every time he dreams of Sabrina and when they kiss, it happens too, but love isn't supposed to hurt, right? Except he's never known about love; the only thing he knows is that this half-mortal is going to be the death of him.) Rated Mature - Chapters 5/5 - Last Update 3/22/2020

53. “My Lover of Blood and Milk”

Author: Unseemingowl aka @unseemingowl

Summary: It didn’t feel as though it had only been a few hours since she had made her way to the Greendale woods for Lupercalia. As she sat there, shivering in her muddied and bloodied silk slip, it felt as if a completely different person had made her way back out of the forest...... Or how Sabrina struggles with lust and trust after her disastrous Lupercalian night with Nick. Rated Mature - Chapters 4/4 - Last Update 3/15/2020

54. “I Need to Know”

Author: raeinthedark

Summary: Love isn't that easy to erase... and that song is on again. Rated General - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 2/29/2020

55. “Be True To Your School”

Author: rayo aka @its-nabrina-bitch

Summary: Nicholas Scratch is the Golden Boy™ of Baxter High; star athlete, top of his class academically, and devastatingly handsome. Sabrina Spellman sees Sophomore year as an opportunity to expand her horizons; joining the cheerleading squad, running for student council, and making new friends along the way while working to maintain her relationships with her old friends. What Sabrina Spellman doesn't know: sophomore year is about to turn her world upside-down. Rated T - Chapters 6/? - Last Update 2/23/2020

56. “Ocean”

Author: sarahkwut

Summary: AU, M-Rated. Nicholas Scratch has everything working in his favor. He's got a decent job as a history teacher, his roommate Melvin is always up for video games and getting high, and Sabrina Spellman lets him mess up her sheets frequently. Sabrina knows Nick isn't good for her, but she can't stay away, no matter how hard it is to pretend she's completely okay with their casual arrangement. But when life takes an unexpected curve, Nick is forced to face a new normal he doesn't know how to navigate. And Sabrina may or may not be there to help him through it. AU/AH - Rated Mature - Chapters 27/27 - COMPLETED 2/10/2020

57. “I’ll be there”

Author: Miss_Kath90 aka @misskath90

Summary: She couldn’t stop looking at him, since she had recovered him from the claws of the Dark Lord, she felt unable to be apart from him and had to admit that part of her was afraid he would disappear if she moved from his side. And Sabrina wouldn't let anyone or anything separate him from her again. Never. Rated Mature - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/30/2020

58. “Walk away”

Author: Miss_Kath90 aka @misskath90

Summary: Pain. Could he someday escape the pain? He sometimes thought it impossible. It was strange, his relationship with the pain, it was an enemy and a friend. The pain numbed him. The pain didn’t let him sleep. The pain hurt him and soothed him. It was unhealthy, the way the pain helped him relieve the pain. But it was the only thing he had left. Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 1/27/2020

59. “To Hell and Back”

Author: sarahkwut

Summary: Sabrina was successful in her efforts to retrieve Nick from Hell, but the damage - physical and emotional - is deep. Sometimes, the only way to heal is to go your separate ways and trust things will work themselves out in the end. (Written before Part 3 - an alternate take on how Nick recovers from his time in Hell - with and without Sabrina). Rated Mature - Chapters 3/3 - Last Update 1/26/2020

60. “The Morning(star) After”

Author: rayo aka @its-nabrina-bitch

Summary: A Painful NickxSabrina Reunion Rated T - Chapters 1/3 - Last Update 1/24/2020

61. “My only love sprung from my only hate”

Author: filmharlot

Summary: High School AU where Nick is based on the version of him that Sabrina creates in her dream during the Batibat episode. Harvey and Sabrina have broken up and don't want to work together on the Romeo and Juliet assignment in Drama class, so she ends up being partners with Nick AU - Not Rated - Chapters 8/? - Last Update 1/19/2020

62. “A very witchy Christmas”

Author: Miss_Kath90 aka @misskath90

Summary: Just a bit of silly Christmas fluff that I couldn’t help but write, placed in the series universe after a huge jump in time. Not Rated - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 12/25/2019

63. “Mortal Little Christmas”

Author: HeartsInJeopardy

Summary: ‘Twas the night before Christmas – and the first for Nick Scratch - but Sabrina’s holiday movie was not a good match. Rated T - Chapters 2/2 - Last Update 12/21/2019

64. “Lessons in the Unseen”

Author: bunivy aka @bunivys

Summary: Academy Teachers AU. Sabrina Spellman lives as simple a life as a half-mortal half-witch can. Despite her dislike for the headmaster, she enjoys spending her time teaching Ritual Magic at the Academy of Unseen Arts, hoping to positively shape the minds of young witches and warlocks. However, with the sudden dreadful announcement of her aunt Zelda's engagement and the appearance of one mysterious - and strikingly handsome - Nicholas Scratch, Sabrina finds that her life is not so simple anymore. Or all that safe. AU - Rated Mature - Chapters 32/32 - COMPLETED 12/17/2019

65. “Just a Little Obsessed”

Author: eyerys

Summary: Nicholas has developed a tinie-tiny crush on Sabrina. Nothing like major or whatever. It's not like he thinks about her all the time or daydreams about what it would be like to be with her or how cool she is. No, not at all.Sabrina doesn't have a crush on Nick. No, not at all. Uh-uh. She has Harvey. Sweet and loving Harvey Kinkle. But for some reason, she can't help but find her mind wandering. Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 12/13/2019

66. “As The Moon Rises”

Author: venzaren

Summary: Sabrina Spellman is tired.Tired of living a double life. Tired of facing discrimination at the hands of her pack. Tired of dealing with her status as an Omega. And most of all, she's tired of people hounding her about finding her mate.Then Nick Scratch returns to Greendale. AU - Rated General - Chapters 1/? - Last Update 12/07/2019

67. “Thirteen Memories”

Author: tempestbreak

Summary: (Set at the end of Season 2) Sabrina and her friends go to Hell and rescue Nick -- but what happens when that's the easy part?It turns out, having the Dark Lord inside your mind for months can do some damage, and Nick comes back different. His memories of the events leading up to his sacrifice, including his relationship with Sabrina, are gone. How can Sabrina help him regain his memories of their time together when she's not even sure she trusts her own? Rated Mature - Chapters 6/? - Last Update 11/02/2019

68. “But The Greatest Is Love”

Author: sarahkwut

Summary: The acheron captured Lucifer Morningstar, but their problems are far from over. The coven is decimated, the Church of Night is no more, Father Blackwood is on the run, and Nick and Sabrina's relationship is in ruins. How do they pick up the pieces and move on? There are more questions than answers and the consequences could be of biblical proportions. Rated Mature - Chapters 25/25 - COMPLETED 10/28/2019

69. “Back to You”

Author: nadiaselite

Summary: Sabrina brings Nick back from hell. Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 10/11/2019

70. “The Open Road”

Author: paradiamond

Summary: Nick wants her back, and he’s willing to do whatever it takes. In fact, he insists on it. Rated T - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 9/22/2019

71. “The words “I love you” aren’t enough”

Author: Miss_Kath90

Summary: “Look at me, Nick” he was reluctant but when he finally looked up she took his face in her hands making him unable to look away “What you did that day… Nick, you sacrificed yourself for my sake, even when I mistreated you and told you all those horrible things. You did it for me, because you love me… Don’t you see? You’re incapable of being evil.”Or... Sabrina gets her boyfriend back but things don’t go as smoothly as she thinks they will. Rated Mature - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 9/22/2019

72. “Mission: Let’s get my boyfriend back”

Author: My_Evak_Heart

Summary: Sabrina and the Fright Club ventures on their first mission: getting Nick back from Hell Not Rated - Chapters 1/1 - Last Update 9/7/2019

73. “Jealousy is a killer”

Author: Melissa1226

Summary: Will Sabrina and Nick Start something new? and who is watching them from the shadow full of jealousy? Rated Mature - Chapters 8/? - Last Update 8/28/2019

74. “The Jock”

Author: mikaila_ealum

Summary: An Alternate Universe where Nicholas Scratch is Baxter High’s quarterback along with one of the most popular boys at school. With few knowing the truth, Scratch is living a double life as a warlock at the Academy of Unseen Arts. Sabrina takes a hiatus from the Academy to get more in touch with her mortal side. When Sabrina gets back she becomes partners with Nicholas for a project in theatre class. AU - Chapters 8/? - Last Update 8/07/2019

75. “act 5, scene 2 (thou and i are too wise to woo peaceably)”

Author: ghostemo aka @wickedscratch

Summary: When Sabrina Spellman rose to a challenge issued by Prudence Night, she never imagined she’d actually make the varsity cheer squad - or that doing so would upend life as she knew it. Now she has to navigate her new role within the social hierarchy of hell -er Baxter High as well as trying to get her boyfriend to actually communicate. It certainly doesn’t help that she’s been paired up with the annoyingly handsome Nicholas Scratch, captain of Greendale’s beloved football team, for a project in her theater class. It’s exactly as, if not more so, cliche as it sounds. AU/AH - Rated T - Chapters 3/? - 7/25/2019

76. “Off the Record”

Author: sarahkwut

Summary: AU. Detective Nicholas Scratch left New York for Greendale in desperate need of a change of scenery. The small town takes some getting used to, but local reporter Sabrina Spellman quickly grabs his attention. It's the fresh start he needed until Greendale's residents start turning up dead. With a murderer on the loose, no one is innocent - and anyone might be next. AU/AH - Rated Mature - Chapters 29/29 - COMPLETED 7/22/2019

77. “Bring You Close To Me”

Author: BridgetMcKennitt

Summary: Sabrina and her friends managed to bring Nicholas back from Hell. There was a lot the two of them needed to discuss, but tonight, they had this. Rated E Mature - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 7/13/2019

78. “A Brief Moment”

Author: bunivy aka @bunivys

Summary: Ever since he's returned from Hell, Nicholas Scratch has been having nightmares. With help from Aunt Hilda, Sabrina unknowingly shows him a light and for a moment, Nicholas knows everything will be okay. Rated General - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 6/24/2019

79. “To Hell and Back”

Author: swtnerdgirl

Summary: A year has passed since Sabrina and her friends rescued Nick from Hell. No one came back the same. They all had their scars. Some emotionally. Some physically. In the days leading to Hilda's wedding, they all prepare for their lives to change and heal their wounds. Rated Mature - Chapters 16/? - Last Update 6/06/2019

80. “Dead Witch Walking”

Author: rayo aka @its-nabrina-bitch

Summary: Faced with the possibility of being harrowed to death by her classmates, Sabrina finds an escape. Rated E Mature - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 5/26/2019

81. “Moonlight Beneath Rough Lips”

Author: ivylikeveins

Summary: After the encounter with the thirteen witches of Greendale, Sabrina enters the dining hall with moonlight locks bathed in soft blue hues, and Nick does not know what to do. He ends up with a soft and small Sabrina pressed into his chest, sleeping, and wrapped around his very much over-sized jacket with Nick's lips pressed into the soft, pearly strands he wants his soul to get entangled within. Rated Mature - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 5/19/2019

82. “The Hunt”

Author: OnlyInAutumn

Summary: Nick howled into the night, up at the stars to signify that he was ready on the eve of Lupercalia, the darkness of midnight around them. The first sound of the horn sent them into the forest. The hunt had begun. Rated E Mature - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 5/11/2019

83. “Secrets, Secrets are no Fun”

Author: filmharlot

Summary: Sabrina is the new kid for the first time in her life. Choosing to go to the Academy full-time seems to be a hard transition than she was expecting. With the Weird Sisters harassment at an all-time high, dealing with leaving her mortal friend's and condescending teachers, Sabrina is suffering. She's not even allowed to have Salem for comfort. It's not all bad though. She is finally free to do magic whenever she wants, and there's a charming warlock who is being particularly nice to her. Plus, someone is leaving kind gifts on her bed at the end of the night. She just wishes she knew who it was. Not Rated - Chapters 1/? - Last Update 5/06/2019

84. “Unsettled Nighttime Creatures”

Author: mindlesshappy

Summary: We all know Sabrina is going to save Nick. This is how Nick reacts to being saved - which, spoilers alert - is like a very stupid warlock. Rated T - Chapters 5/5 - Completed 4/25/2019

85. “Selfless”

Author: sarahwut

Summary: Sabrina Spellman dragged Nicholas Scratch back from Hell. But Hell might be better than a world in which they aren't together. Rated General - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Completed 4/23/2019

86. “Homecoming”

Author: cherrystems

Summary: After several months Sabrina is able to get Nick back from Hell with the help of her family and friends. However, Nick has to adjust to Earth again while dealing with PTSD and anxiety. This tells the story of the growth of Sabrina and Nick's relationship over the recovery time. Not Rated - Chapters 3/? - Last Update 4/20/2019

87. “Under Your Spell”

Author: londonmarie

Summary: Sabrina doesn't hesitate to have her Dark Baptism and things go differently. Rated T - Chapters 10/? - Last Update 4/18/2019

88. “Photographs”

Author: Greyowl9831

Summary: It's been at least 150 years since Sabrina signed her name in the Book of the Beast. One day she finds an old photo album. Will the memories it contains be a great walk down memory lane or will it be more than she can bare? Not Rated - Chapters 4/? - Last Update 4/14/2019

89. “An itch That Needed Scratching”

Author: umbrellacorp

Summary: What if Nick slayed his familiar and Sabrina and Nick got to experience the last night of the Lupercalia festival alone. Tonight, Sabrina would be transformed. Nick was going to show her power that she never knew she had, an innate carnal power. They were about to become the most powerful union of the Church of Night. Rated E Mature - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 4/13/2019

90. “and I keep waiting (but I won’t say I’m waiting)”

Author: lost_n_stereo @lost-n-stereo

Summary: You would think that it would hurt less as the days go by, since it’s been nearly two years since Nick sacrificed himself for the greater good and Lilith took him to hell. Except, he didn’t sacrifice himself for the greater good, he sacrificed himself for her. And that makes it a hell of a lot tougher to let go. Rated General - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 4/10/2019

91. “Fire”

Author: OnlyInAutumn

Summary: Their power—together—was overwhelming. It was something that she had not felt either, the consuming feeling of expanding power. It was entirely addicting. Rated Mature - Chapters 2/2 - Completed 3/24/2019

92. “something I can believe”

Author: Anry

Summary: Missing scene after Sabrina's baptism. I wouldn't say that it's really a relationship here, just conversation. Rated General - Chapters 1/1 - One Shot - Last Update 1/25/2019

AND THERE YOU GO!!!!! Have fun everyone, if i missed any fics or you have any recommendations for the list message me or send an ask. It’s been a good ride and this list has come so far from being only 13 fics to now 92. Love and Praise to all the CAOS/Nabrina Fics out there.

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Absolutely love your Gaara x Reader fanfic, you are extremely talanted!! Just wondering if you could write a fic where Gaara and reader just reach that threshold of going from friends to something more? Maybe a little fluff and first kiss/affections?

Ack, thank you so much for the high praise! You’re too much anon, but, thanks for being wonderful! I hope this comes to you well! I apologize for getting it out late. But it’s cute and fluffy and hopefully something that will make you giddy! Enjoy~

The Winds of Change (Gaara x Fem!Reader)

Warning(s): so much fluff and cuteness

Word Count: 2,495

“Amazing….” Gaara breathed out, his eyes firmly locked on the impossibly perfect form in front of him.

“What’s amazing?” Oh, had he said that out loud? (F/N) had turned to look at him as she had just been petting a goat.

“The goat. The goat is amazing.” He attempted to cover his slipup as he turned to pet the goat as well, the animal eagerly searching for any food or nibbles that they may have.

She laughed and nodded in agreement. “They are amazing creatures, aren’t they? So silly, but so human at the same time I think.”

Again, his gaze became focused on her, then back at the goat who was trying to dig I her jacket pocket. “I suppose they are. Although, I can’t imagine most humans would try and stick their mouths into another’s pocket. Their faces couldn’t fit.” He attempted to be funny, wondering if she would laugh at all.

(F/N) stared at him for a moment and then back down to the goat who had moved around to her other pocket. “I mean, there are some weirdos out there.” She looked back up and flashed a smile to him though. “But I agree, perhaps not quite as human as I made them out to be after all.”

“Hey, Gaara, (F/N), come over here for a sec!” The loud voice could only be Naruto Uzumaki. It had been his bright idea to go to a petting zoo that had just opened up in the newly formed Leaf Village. Gaara had been against it, but the moment he heard (F/N) was going, well, how could he say no?

Giving a final pat on the head to the goat and a promise to bring back some food next time, (F/N) took his hand and pulled him along—which only served to make Gaara’s hand and heart warm at the simple but in his eyes, intimate, interaction.

Naruto was accompanied by his new bride, Hinata, who was just stepping out from behind a cutout of a cat. “They’re doing pictures.” She spoke delicately, bringing Gaara and (F/N) to stand behind the cutouts. “We think you should get one. Naruto and I did it, and it’ll be a nice memory.”

“I don’t—” Gaara was cut off by an enthusiastic voice beside him.

“That’s a great idea!” (F/N) turned to Gaara with an excited look in her eyes. “Can we do it? Please?”

No way he could turn down such a request when it came from her. “If you wish.” He nodded and stuck his head through the horse cutout while (F/N) opted for the chicken one beside him. Gaara couldn’t help the small smile on his face as he stood next to her, regardless of the silly nature of the picture.

After the photographer took the image and printed it out, (F/N) took it from him and eagerly showed it to Gaara. “Aren’t we cute?” Yes, yes she was cute. But her attention quickly turned to Hinata who was giving Naruto a look that made Gaara a little suspicious. What exactly were they up to? Hinata had her and Naruto’s picture—he opted for the dog cutout—and her and (F/N) were gushing over them while Naruto announced they’d be getting some food for the ducks as that was next on the path.

“We?” The Kazekage asked, giving him a confused look as Naruto pulled him away to a stand that had small bags of food.

As Naruto handed over the money, he glanced behind them to see the girls still excitedly pointing at their pictures before turning back to Gaara. “So, have you made a move yet?”

Gaara’s brows pushed forward a little, wondering what he was getting at. “What do you mean?” He asked his good friend to which Naruto motioned back towards (F/N).

“You know, with (F/N). Have you told her you like her yet?” The moment Naruto saw his friend stiffen and a tinge of pink dust the man’s cheeks, he only grinned. “Knew it. Why don’t you ask her out?”

Taking two of the bags of food for himself and (F/N), Gaara shook his head. “I…do not believe I am anything more than a friend.” He admitted, not even wanting to try. Having been rejected from so much love throughout his life, he doubted it was possible to attain even more.

Naruto gave his friend a cheeky grin, “You won’t know until you try!” He said before wrapping a comforting arm around his friend’s shoulder. “You’ve had feelings for her for a long time. Don’t think I haven’t seen. Hinata’s noticed too.” That only served to make Gaara a bit more embarrassed. “It’ll be fine. Just trust your gut.”

“Trust my gut….” He muttered to himself as they made their way back to the women who had carefully put the pictures in their bags.

“Ah, there you are! I was wondering if you had gotten lost!” (F/N) grinned and took one of the bags out of Gaara’s hand. “I’m glad you’re found though.” She added, biting her lip a bit as she played with a piece of her (H/C) hair.

Hinata gave a small giggle to which (F/N) shot her a tiny glare to hush. “Let’s go see the ducks, shall we?” She ignored the glare from her friend and intertwined her arm with Naruto’s as they made their way over to the animals.

After a long day at the petting zoo, Hinata and Naruto bid their farewells, opting to cook for themselves at home. But also, each having nudged their friends to make a move on the other.

As they watched the couple take off, (F/N) turned to Gaara. “Today was fun, wasn’t it?”

Gaara looked to her, giving a little nod. “Yes, it was quite fun today.” He agreed, having enjoyed being so close to her for once. It was the closest he’s been and he felt more at peace than ever around her.

“I…don’t want to part ways quite yet. So, um, if you’d like…you can come to my place? I’ll cook us something.” She had her arms crossed behind her back as she kicked at an invisible stone. How adorable.

“I’d be honored.” Gaara gave her a small smile, to which she immediately lit up and took his hand, although he could feel the slight tremble in it as she led them back to her place.

Setting her keys on the entryway table and taking off her shoes, she waved her arm. “Make yourself at home. It’s not much, but, I find it’s best to live simply.” That was something he could agree on.

Slipping off his own shoes, he padded into the living room and noticed the large bookshelves that lined the walls. He must have been gawking as he heard a little laugh come from the kitchen area.

“My books are the exception.” (F/N) said as she began to pull out food from the fridge to prepare their meals.

“It’s quite a collection.” He acknowledged, tracing his fingers over some of the spines.

The sound of chopping was heard coming from the kitchen and a chuckle. “Yeah, if I see a book that sounds interesting, I tend to just grab it. To be honest, I’d say about half of the books on the shelves are unread. I just keep rereading some of the other ones.”

He gave a small smile to that and pulled out one of the more worn books that presumably was one such book. “You know what you like.” Gaara commented, only to hear what sounded like a reply and a faint ‘Gaara’ in it, but he couldn’t quite hear. “What was that?”

“N-nothing!” (F/N) called out as a quick muttering in what sounded like she was talking to herself. “Uhm, dinner will need to sit for a while. I hope you don’t mind stew.” She said, coming out and wiping her hands on a hand towel before joining him on the couch.

“I don’t mind at all. It sounds good.” He said, sitting there for a while in silence and confusion. She seemed to be mulling something over in her head. What could it be?

“Gaara, I need to tell you something.” She all but whispered, unsure of how he would take it.

Blinking at her in confusion, he turned to face her a bit more. “What is it?” He asked, wondering where this was going. “You can tell me anything. I’m quite good at keeping secrets.”

She laughed, but it almost sounded more of a reassuring tone to it than a mocking one. “I know I can, Gaara. But, it’s not a secret.” Steeling herself, and taking a deep breath, she looked at him with determination in her eyes. “Gaara, I like you.” Her voice was ever so shaky. “As more than a friend.” She quickly added, wanting to make sure he knew where she was going with this.

Was he hearing this right? (F/N) (L/N)…liked him as more than a friend? He felt like his head was going to burst from all the steam and pressure as he tried to process what he was hearing. He couldn’t believe that as dense as Naruto was, he was able to see that there was potentially a shot with her. And now it was really happening.

Apparently, he had been silent for too long though as a small ‘Um, Gaara?’ interrupted his thoughts. Even though he had been staring at her, his eyes only just refocused to see that she was playing nervously with a strand of her (H/T) hair.

“I…understand if you don’t feel the same way. I live here in Konohagakure and you in Sunagakure. So, we may not be as close as I think we are. But I’ve liked you for a long time, honest.” She admitted, getting all of her feelings out. “And I don’t mind doing a long-distance thing either. That is,” her hand reached out to take his, the trembling even more noticeable than before, “if you’ll let me be a part of your life.”

“This is a lot to process.” He immediately says, to which (F/N)’s face falters a little to one of disappointment. Realizing that it came off as uninterested, he attempted to clarify. “I never thought someone could love me other than a family or a friend.” Gaara admitted, his teal eyes staring into her (E/C) ones. “I have hoped, of course. But never thought….” He closed his eyes and squeezed her hand a little. “I’ve…admired you as well, (F/N). For quite some time.” It felt odd to actually admit to this out loud. Truth be told, he had never intended to let her know of how he felt. After all, how could it be possible that someone could love a former monster? She knew who he was when he first met Naruto all those years ago, and to think, she’s seemed to have seen past that.

The worry from her face all but disappeared and was instead straining to hold the wide grin. “I’m just, so happy, Gaara.” Now that he knew her feelings, the way she said his name just gave him the best possible butterflies in his stomach. His affections were returned and acknowledged after all.

“I’m…happy…as well.” It was odd to verbalize that word, ‘happy’, aloud. He’s felt it before, especially in more recent memory, but never have said it.

(F/N) giggled and laced her fingers with his hand, seemingly at ease as she let out a breath he noticed she had been holding. “I’m relieved to hear that. I was worried you may not feel the same. But, I just had to get it out there on the off chance there was something.” Even though they were sitting, she swung their hands back and forth.

Gaara was amused at the hand swinging, letting her do it. She seemed so genuine and so relieved that he had accepted her feelings. He was glad she was brave enough to take that first step for the both of them. “Thank you, (F/N), for letting me be in your heart.” He said suddenly, tentatively raising a hand to press against her upper chest to where her heart would be. This was already a big step for him to have said anything about his feelings in general, so, he may as well tell her how appreciative he was.

Now it was her turn to stare at him in silence. She seemed to be trying to process what he had said, and when she finally did, a flush rose on her cheeks. “I-it’s nothing, really.” He hadn’t thought what he said was that impactful, but, perhaps it was. “I’m just more than happy that,” her other hand raised up to lay over hers on her chest, the other hand still laced with his, “you’re here with me too.”

“There’s no placed I’d rather be.” Gaara smiled, squeezing their hands one more time. This seemed to bring even more color to her face as she nervously glanced to the side, to his face, and then up to his eyes. “(F/N)?” He said, sensing there was something else she wanted to say.

“I’m going to kiss you.” And before Gaara could process those words, (F/N) had leaned forward and softly placed the kiss on his cheek. He didn’t breathe, didn’t move, and didn’t blink as his mind went blank. She seemed to stay there forever, or at least, it felt like she did as even when her lips left his cheek, he still felt them there. “I’ve…been wanting to do that for a while.” (F/N) admitted sheepishly. “I was on a roll with everything else, so I figured I may as well do that too.”

His eyes closed and a soft smile graced his own face. “Yes, you did.” It felt unfair to him to have her give him a kiss, he was the one too afraid to confess after all. She deserved something too. Leaning forward, he placed his own gentle kiss to her forehead and a faint gasp was heard from her. When he pulled back, it looked like she was struggling to not burst as her face had gone completely red and she was stuttering. Before she could say anything else, his nose sniffed the air and glanced towards the kitchen. “I think our dinner is burning, (F/N).” Gaara commented, letting her know that it probably needed to be stirred.

This seemed to snap her out of whatever spell she was under and (F/N) quickly shot up and went into the kitchen with a ‘No, no, no!’ as she went.

Gaara smiled to himself and placed a hand on the cheek she had kissed while he watched her attempt to save the stew. If this was what life would be with her, he didn’t think he’d get used to it—not that he would want to anyways. After all, he could never stop finding new ways to admire and appreciate her.

#gaara x reader #gaara of the sand x reader #gaara scenarios #gaara scenario #gaara imagine #naruto scenarios #naruto imagines #naruto headcanons #gaara headcanons #anime x reader #animexreader #x reader #xreader #Reader Request #reader requests #reader insert #writing requests

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lumiereswig · 3 years

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Fanfic Writer 20 Questions!

thanks @lumiereandcogsworth!! i love talking about myself for 27 years

how many works do you have on ao3? honestly don’t know! but on my fic page i currently have 192 fics and that’s out of date, so I’m def past 200 by now :) [also that list lumps together multi-part fics so with those i have. uhh. way too many]

what’s your total ao3 word count? lmao i never pay attention to word counts. write what you wanna write you know?

how many fandoms have you written for and what are they? i’ve only ever written for beauty and the beast really. i didn’t do ‘fandoms’ as a kid [and thank god for that] so a lot of the stories i told that were directly tied to media just live in my head and don’t have a home on the internet. if i DID ever expand past batb i’d want to write doctor who like the nasty little geek i am, and for a hot second there i thought i’d write for the magicians (before it turned into a total dumpster fire)

what are your top five fics by kudos? the ones that always take off are matches, amnesiac adam, lit by the sun, the Haunted Halls of Villeneuve Castle (the bfu crossover), and the most beautiful people. really glad because i like all those fics and love seeing people appreciate them! there’s also been a ridiculous outpouring of love for belle says i love you before leaving which is hilarious because i wrote that in about .15 seconds in a passion of crack

do you respond to comments? YES i LOVE comments they are the whole reason for doing this!! (well no, but knowing someone liked it always gives the encouragement to write another one)

what’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? oh uhh good question. memoires was heading pretty bleak but rights itself (also btw @myfellowcandlesticks i JUST saw all your comments thank you SO FUCKING MUCH). the writing-desk has no happy ending; sleep and specters haunts; flicker in, flicker out is about as angst as lumiere gets. transformation is one of my best angst fics; laughing still holds plumette’s last moment; fire and feathers is full of angst (bad angst!) but doesn’t have a bad ending.

do you write crossovers? yes! always down for a good one. [send me some. no promises if i haven’t seen it]

have you ever received hate on a fic? no! gotten some kinda weird comments and suggestions but i think everyone knows they’d go down in a gunshot of candle smoke if they fuck w me lol

do you write smut? if so, what kind? not really but i’ve kind of wanted to try it

have you ever had a fic stolen? again. no. they’d have to deal w this bitch

have you ever had a fic translated? actually yes i did get an ask once asking if they could translate my work! i never heard back about that but it was such an honor. i don’t remember which language though? maybe french? (lol i hope they translated all of lumiere’s french into canadian)

have you ever co-written a fic before? yes! i’ve collaborated with @theteaisaddictive, @batbobsession, and once there was a massive fic that hauled in @sweetfayetanner @morgaine2005 @tinydooms and @naturepointstheway too. also @forr-everrmorre once collaborated on *writing this blog* in a weird instance of switching personalities (look. we’ve all seen some shit)

what’s your all-time favorite ship? plumiere <3

whats a wip that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? i don’t have any hope for ever finishing ‘kidnapped’ (ie baby’s first longform fic that was doomed for abandon) and the pirate one didn’t really take off, so i probably won’t finish it (even tho i still love it)

what are your writing strengths? i don’t think anyone really knows their strengths, but I’ve been told I’m very good at voices (I still hold the praise I got for writing Shane and Ryan’s banter very very close to my heart) and little turns of phrase and details that make it real. I try very hard to live in the characters’ voices, and I’m glad when that effort shows! (the dream is to always know exactly who’s talking, even if all the he said/she saids are removed.) I also have been told I’m good at writing home, and I’m good at writing grief—two things I love to write about, and know pretty damn well.

what are your writing weaknesses? i never know how to end the story, and it always kind of peters out to “the sun rising” or some shit like that. also i get too in my head and never finish long fics at all!

also (like lydia!) i’m genuinely uncomfortable writing real, honest fights. i didn’t grow up in a home that was healthy in the way it argued so i tend to go into flight mode when a fight comes up, which isn’t right—I know there are good ways to really get mad at someone and still love them, but that’s not known in my blood enough to come out truly in a fic. plumiere can never fight, only cuddle 💕

what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in another language? i’m terrible at it but I CANNOT BE STOPPED

what was the first fandom you ever wrote for? oh shit. just remembered a novel-length fic i co-wrote with my best friend in middle school. it involved the beatles and star trek and 1950s movie stars and was, undoubtedly, iconic

what’s your favorite fic you’ve ever written? i love lit by the sun (linked above), but honestly i love so many of these that i will not stop once i start :) the BFU one is up there for me, memoires is definitely up there for me. belle’s amnesia fic is shockingly good, and i will NEVER stop loving the lumiere amnesia fic!

also the one where everyone falls in love with everyone else (the beautiful people one—linked above lol)

TAGGING PEOPLE! i tagged a bunch of writers above who i want to hear from, SO with that said let’s re-tag @myfellowcandlesticks @batbobsession @sweetfayetanner @morgaine2005 @tinydooms @naturepointstheway @theteaisaddictive

#thanks lydia this was so much fun!#im so fuckin egotistical oh my god i think im a genius #victor hugo whomst? leo tolstoy what?? we only stan lumiereswig

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sobatsu · 5 years

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Eternal love

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Summary: For her entire childhood, Lucy Heartfillia had been told time and time again not to go near the old house in the Northern forest as every poor soul who had the courage to venture up there, never returned but what happens when Lucy does go to the house and ends up meeting Natsu Dragneel, a vampire with a mysterious past and has an adoptive human daughter. Will she tell the village about this monster? or will she befriend him and maybe become something more...

Words: 1388

Thank you @i-write-fanfics-to-procrastinate for giving me great comments on it !! @allie-and-her-fandoms and @sweetmemories2606 for reading through it !!

Part 1 !

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“Well, this wasn’t what I was expecting,” Lucy whispered as she was practically squatting down outside of the window that, she assumed, belonged to the parlour room, of the dark and old house in the centre of the Northern forest. In that parlour sat a young man with the strangest hair she’d ever seen, almost the same shade of pink as her dress just a little lighter. He was sitting there playing with a little girl whose hair was just as strange as the man’s but instead of pink, her hair was as blue as the sky when the sun was at its brightest on a mid-Summers day.

“Weird”, she thought, ever since Lucy could remember, the blonde had been warned time and time again, by both her father and the villagers who would sometimes catch her staring at the entrance of the forest for longer than she should have been, not to go near the old house in the northern woods as there was many stories and rumours about deadly creatures that were living up there, like Blemmyae’s and multicore’s but those who were brave enough to venture up there, never came back.

Lucy, being an aspiring author, decided that this would be the perfect opportunity to start her career off. She knew that she would need something big is she wanted to succeed with her book because she was a woman and she wouldn’t be treated the same way that a male author would be. She learned this the hard way in school when the boys would get praised for their abilities while she would get taunted and ridiculed for it. But this didn’t dampen her spirits and she still carried on with her dreams. She knew that the mysteries about this house would make for a perfect book and she was quite frankly disappointed with what she found.

But what Lucy was seeing in front of her, a father happily playing with his daughter, smiling as if he didn’t have a care in the world and seeing the scene in front of her play out, Lucy couldn’t help but smile too. That is until the lovely view she had was completely blocked due to said man’s face and the smile that both the salmon haired man and Lucy once had, completely vanished.

Lucy didn’t know if the reason why she just stood there staring him was due to the shock that the man was now right in front of her face, staring at her as if she was an unwanted insect, or because of the fact that up close, the man was mesmerising.

The longer she looked, the more of his features she noticed. Like how his eyes looked darker than the night sky or how his face had one too many scars covering it which on some people would cause others to flee, but on him, it was the opposite. All Lucy wanted to do in that moment was trace over his scars with her lips until she finally reached his lips that were even more prominent looking thanks to his teeth that looked so sharp that they could tear Lucy apart in seconds— and with this, Lucy ran.

“Shit,” was the only word that the blonde could even breathe out as she ran from the woods, almost tripping several times over branches and stones, cursing herself out in the process for wearing her nicest dress while going on a research trip. A trip that she already knew could have costed her her life but if she was going to die on this trip, she wanted to at least have been found wearing her most beautiful dress but right now it wasn’t helping her at all.

The journey, while walking, to the house was a total of ten minutes, but since Lucy was running for her life, she managed to make it back to her home, in one piece, in less than six. But Lucy had a new monster awaiting for her when she got back. She wasn’t even ten seconds in the door when she felt her father’s arms on her shoulders, forcing her to look up at him, and when she did, oh he did not look one bit happy.

“Lucy Heartfillia, where have you been? Virgo goes up to your chambers to help you get ready and what does she find? You gone and your chambers’ window open. I’ve been searching everywhere for you; I was about to send out a search party to help look for you in the woods. You know we missed our dinner with the Dreya—My God Lucy, what happened to your face? And your dress? What on Earth were you doing?” Jude Heartfillia all but shouted this at Lucy while their maid, Virgo, stood idly in the background, bandages in hand.

Lucy was ready to tell them about everything she saw, ready to make all the men in the village mob the house and kill whatever that thing was but then the image of the pink haired man and the little girl came to mind, and she just couldn’t bring herself to do it. So she does what every good writer does, changes the story where they see fit.

“This morning, I forgot to clean out the stables and take care of Plue, and I knew it was too late and you wouldn’t let me out to do it so I snuck out of my chambers and went down to the stables through the back entry…I’m sorry for scaring you father! And for making us miss the dinner, I promise it won’t happen again!” Lucy nervously looked up at her father, not knowing if this excuse was really going to work or not.

She’d never been entirely close with her father because he was always busy working on a new project or out of town for business, and it didn’t help that she wanted to leave the village and start somewhere new, and maybe even find love like in her novels, while her father on the other hand wanted her to marry the mayor’s son, Laxus Dreyar, and have him take over Jude’s business when the time came.

Even now when he was furious with her, he still had the same cold expression he always wore but, much to Lucy’s surprise, he just nodded and sent her up to her room without supper, which Lucy wasn’t too happy about since she also missed dinner. She was starving after her run, but not wanting to get in even more trouble, she sighed and dragged herself up the stairs.

All she wanted now was to lie on her bed and sleep that whole night away, hoping that she’d forget about that night’s event and move on with her life but once she opened the door and saw what was waiting for her in her room, she knew that that wasn’t going to happen anytime soon. There in the room, sitting on Lucy’s bed, holding what appeared to be the little girl, fast asleep in his arms, was the monster.

On instinct, Lucy immediately picked up the candle stick beside her and held it threateningly in front of her, facing him.

“What do you want from me?” Lucy tried to shout, hoping that it would come off in a scary way and that he would back off, but instead it came out as almost a whisper. In the blink of an eye, he was again in front of her but this time he was gripping her wrist, forcing her to let go of the candle stick. She looked back at the bed, realising that the little girl was now lying there with what appeared to be a bat almost protecting her, she looked for another second before a hand under her chin forced her to look back at the man as he leaned in towards her ears, tears starting to form in her eyes.

“This is it, I’m going to die” was all she could think as she felt his breath on her neck. She stood there waiting for something to happen when she heard the words that would change her life forever.

“You know you shouldn’t try and come to someone’s house if you don’t even know their name, but I’m Natsu. Natsu Dragneel. And you are?”

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I fell in love with the headcanon post I did on this AU and I had to write something about it too ! This will be my first fanfic and I have many plans for it !! so I hope you enjoyed this first part! Thank you for reading !!! Sorry that it’s a bit short for a first chap but the next one gets very interesting !

#fairy tail #Nalu #Nalu fanfic #natsu dragneel #Lucy Heartfillia #juvia lockser #ft fanfiction #my writing #fanfic #eternal love #sobatsu

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imagines-mha · 5 years

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So I know this is mainly for our beloved Assclass but, at any point in time because I need more content for my favorite feral copycat, could I get some hcs for Monoma falling in love with someone from class 1-a. I know it sounds impossible but like she finds his snark hilarious and she's always complimenting 1-b and sticking up for them if they need it. Man I would appreciate it so much, thanks!

Omg i LOVE this idea bro i migt actually turn it into a mini fanfic??? Idk yet but it was SO GOOD and fun to write!!! tysm for the request 💕💫 also i got carried away and totally wrote a drabble instead lmao SORRY DUDE

—Love Story- Monoma x reader—

♥️ Im sure i don’t need to highlight it too much, because we all fuckin KNOW.

Monoma is the most dramatic asshole to come from the show. Fr he’s gonna act like he’s living in romeo and juliet every night when he’s in his dorm alone it’s so eccentric like jusT TALK TO HER STOP BLASTING LOVE STORY BY TAYLOR SWIFT AT 3AM YOU HAVE A TEST TOMORROW

Before he knows he’s in love completely, he treats it like a fun game. He always wins at games, doesn’t he?

He doesn’t i have no idea why he still thinks he does wtf

♥️ You’re a new transfer student at UA, and are still settling into the school, meaning you’ve yet to see one of his acts of clownery; meaning he still has a chance

His classmates tell him to quit while he’s ahead. CLEARLY class 1-A have already warned you to avoid him, clearly you’re gonna know to just ignore him when he flaunts his worth to you.

Clearly, Monoma doesn’t listen.

His charm is good though, enough to be able to sweep almost any girl who barely knows him off of their feet in mere seconds. He knows how to script his praises, and ensures he’s done his research on you beforehand to personally detail the comments to suit your style

He has one plan: go and win her over with one compliment. Sweep her off her feet and ride off into the distance where 1-a and 1-b no longer matter and it’s just the both of you alone together i told u he was dramatic dude smh

He’s all prepared for the big moment: he has his hair all neatly done, making it certain he smells nice, slapping on a smirk with just enough attitude that makes it seem as if he wasn’t up all night planning for this exact moment. He’s readier than he’ll ever be

He sees you walking into school with Mina and Uraraka, chattering away, when he suddenly leans against the doorway in front of you, his voice already carrying on with a level of confidence you didn’t even know existed

“Forgive me if i’m wrong, but you must be the brand new transfer student? My, i knew you’d be pretty but i didn’t know you’d be this gor-“

“Don’t be a creep monoma-“ mina sighed, pushing past him and leading you through the door.

“That’s the monoma we warned you about” she laughed, “just don’t pay any attention-“

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He should have really been put off from then, but his positivity lived on, even tho tetsutetsu found him sulking in his room later like a 5 year old who just got shouted at by their parents

He’d plan his next strategy the very next day. So straight up flirting wouldn’t work. What now?

He sits and ponders for a while, and i mean A LONG ASS WHILE like two weeks, preferring to stay in the background and admire you from a distance rather than get all up in your face

It seems like a funny joke to his class, and they make fun of him for it constantly. He never has crushes, especially not like this. This is like a golden opportunity: they’re getting peace from his constant idiocy, you were already like their saviour

He’s never quiet, but now he’s almost nervous to speak incase you hear and think he’s dumb. He’s never so...not-annoying, but he doesn’t want to prove to you that Mina was right that day. He didn’t want to be just a warning to you. He wanted to be who you loved, who you yearned for at night, who you grasped when-

“You monologuing again?” Kendo interuppted with a humourous tone from his bedroom door while he sulked into his pillow

He let out a whine and flailed over onto his bed, covering his eyes with his hands

“I just want her to like me...” he pathetically groaned, and for a moment the boy who acted like he was miles above everyone else had succumbed to a normal teenager

Kendo figured she had to thank you for that later

After a small, late-night talk about the importance of being yourself and the unattractiveness of too much pride, Monoma decided that from here on in he’d be completely him. If you didn’t like him for that, then clearly you weren’t meant to be

But he really hoped you did.

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A week later, snarky monoma was back in action- and he spent the entire day of training relishing in his insults and cocky comments towards the members of 1-A

To be honest, he was having so much fun riling them up he almost forgot he was looking out to impress you. Typical Monoma.

That was until he saw you giggle at one of his snide comments made at Bakugo, reeling him back to earth immediately from his throne of false royalty

He looked around for anything, some sort of confirmation it was he you were laughing with and noone else, and when he saw Kendo nodding in support to him from the corner, he felt like cheering out loud

It only encouraged him more though, because his cockiness became unbearable to the opposing class. Luckily though, it became even more amusing to you

He was shooting out insults and taunts left right and centre, his eyes darting in your direction each time one left his lips and his heart fluttering when he saw your eyes searching for him at the same time

It was a small haven. Suddenly the two of you were looking for eachother’s gaze whenever someone from your class screwed up in some way, because you both knew Monoma would have something to say about it

You didn’t care that it was against your class either. He was a pain in the ass to them, snd you could see why, but you just found him hilarious above anything

After all, someone needed to put them in their place every so often

Soon enough, both bakugo and todoroki had clearly had enough of his witty comments, and stormed up to to him to “give him a piece of their minds”

After a small outbreak of bakugo’s screaming and Todoroki’s sassy additions to a nonchalant Monoma, you decided to step in

Not that you didn’t value your two classmates...but Monoma did have better comebacks...plus...he was kinda cute

You rolled your eyes and spoke up,

“Leave him alone you idiots- just because he has better sass than you both do doesn’t mean you gotta go all batshit on him” you rolled your eyes at them before stepping to Monoma

“I never knew you could be so good at riling people up-“ you smirked, noting his shocked expression before quickly adding,

“take it as a compliment- your class is lucky to have you-“

He was so awestruck he couldn’t find a word to say, leaving the entire place in stunned silence for a few seconds, before the feud calmed down and training resumed back to normal.

But It didn’t take long for Mina to tug you away to the side,

“Did you just COMPLIMENT monoma?!” She suddenly asked, her tone laced with shock

“Come on Mina he’s not even that bad-“ you laughed, blushing softly and gazing back to the blonde (who was still staring completely stunned)

“I...i can’t believe someone could actually stand him-“ she laughed with you, “you guys would totally make a cute couple!!” She squealed, receiving a smack on the arm from you with copious amounts of “shut the HELL up before he hears you!!!!” spilling from your lips

“Seriously though y/n- a girl from class 1-A and a guy from class 1-B..... the SCANDAL of it all-“ she dramatically grinned, gasping in fake shock, “and it’s not even just a guy...it’s MONOMA himself” she continued teasing you, laughing when you groaned for her to shut up because you totally didn’t mean it like that...did you?

Since when did your life become a shakespeare play?

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When you guys finally date, noone could really believe it. Monoma, for one, actually liked someone who wasn’t himself. And you...actually liked him back.

This was either a recipe for the sweetest couple in the world, or a recipe for a couple that could kill you and feel no remorse doing so.

But all that mattered to you both was that you were a couple. You loved him and he loved you too- and when you had that going for you, how much more did you need?

#my hero academia #monoma neito #class 1-a #class 1-b #kendo itsuka #mha headcanon #my hero academia imagines

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The Peaky Designer - Cillian Fanfic, Chapter 14

Hello, welcome back. Below is the next instalment of my fanfiction!

Leave a like or a comment if you liked it, or if I can do anything better! Please, it would mean the world and to understand if anyone is enjoying my writing. Also, sharing/reblogging would be even better.

PLEASE READ:

I will not be including Cillian’s family as it’s kinda weird since he has children lmao. Just a mention of his parents and a previous lover.

I will indicate in a chapter if there is smut in the beginning and before the actual scene!!

I will add trigger warnings if there is any!!

There is a variety of levels of swearing during a chapter, I will not hold back, everyone swears.

The timestamp for the Fic is now 2016 and onwards!!

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Background: Gabrijela Babic is a Croatian girl from Sydney, Australia. She is born in the year 1991 on the 24th of December. She studies a Fashion degree in a University with a major in Game Design as well. Her teacher in the fashion designer class managed to nail an Internship on the set of Peaky Blinders with the shows very own Costume Designer, Allison McCosh. There, she travels to London for under a year to learn how to be one, working alongside the actors as well the man she admires, Cillian Murphy. But, her platonic feelings for the man begins to grow into something more, and she wonders whether she should pursue them or let him go for fear of her strict parents and her three older brothers…

Characters:

Swantje Paulina as Gabrijela Babic (swalina on Instagram)

Cillian Murphy

Word Count: 4,304

!!Warnings!!: Major sex scene at the end!! Light BDSM.

Date: December 2016

Chapter Name: Happy Dirty New Year

Brief Chapter Outline: The last few days of the Year is spend with Cillian's family, before the night they share privately in a cabin is much hotter than the fireworks...

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The next couple of days were entirely relaxing. She spent time with Mary cooking and chatting. Gabrijela got to know her much better and Cillian would always find them giggling and whispering.

"Always up to something," Cillian chided and shook his head as he went to find his father.

They only giggled more.

Mary pulled out some old albums of Cillian when he was just a baby. Which made Cillian groan very loudly and blush. Gab ruffled his fluff of hair, making a mess out of it. He liked his hair being touch and fingers run through it. A shame he had to always chop it off for each new season of Peaky Blinders. She liked the thickness and silky feeling of it.

She loved the photos of him when he was younger, she even mentioned how he didn't seem to age one bit.

"Just like good 'ol wine." Mary nodded, "Blessed with the Irish luck." She laughed.

Gabrijela couldn't agree more.

Mary became happy that Cillian found Gabrijela and really pulled her under her wing. He never saw them parted, only when he took her one day to explore Cork with her and take her to hot spots. She had admitted she was falling in love with the place, and she could see herself living here.

Cillian had hoped so if the future is kind for them. He would love her to move here, he wanted to move back to his homeland. And with her with him... His dreams would come true.

They spent some nights along the docks, where they ate some good food and sat on the piers and kissed for a long time. There would be a celebration in the city centre for New Years and he made sure he had organised his whole family to be there.

Dinner at a pub he truly loved and had some fantastic music. He had some old-time friends who were there and introduced Gabrijela to them.

Gab was stoked to be spending New Year's Eve with the man she adored, and seeing him so relaxed in this cute pub made her smile even more. She could see how much he loved the music here, and she would always cherish that about him.

She laid her head on his shoulder, holding his hand in his lap. "Is this how it's like in your pub?" He asked her.

"Kinda. But way bigger and has two floors. It's got a whole dance floor as it turns into a nightclub after ten at night." She explained.

"Oh? How long you play then?" He looked down at her.

"So both Thursday and Friday, we play from six to ten and then on Saturday, we play from twelve in the afternoon to three. Then six to ten at night." She replied, "Or sometimes we would do some nights where Elijah and I would play our cellos together as Maya would be our sound master. She doesn't just do the keys, but she does the synthetic sounds for our band. Creating echos or choir-like sounds, all that."

"Wow. You guys really are prepared. You get paid?" He picked up his beer and drank some.

"We make money through tips, which is always a lot. We're quite the talk in Sydney." She said.

"I never asked but what is your band's name?" His arm now laid on the backrest behind her.

"Aussie Wogs. We all have European backgrounds." She giggled.

"Smart. I like that." He leaned down and sneaked in a quick kiss.

She leaned in closer, one hand on his chest, "Keep kissing me." She murmured.

"Mmm, I'd love to but we're surrounded by many familiar faces. For me that is." He kissed her again and pulled back.

She pouted but laid her head back on his shoulder, enjoying the atmosphere.

But some man had gotten to the mic and spoke, "Well, well, well, I do hope everyone is having a wonderful time tonight." There was a cheer, "Fantastic! Well, I do have a wonderful surprise for each and every one of yous. We have a special guest tonight, a wonderful man who done wonderful things over the last few years. Let's clap our hands and cheer for the one and only, Cillian Murphy!" The man cried.

Cillian let out a laugh as everyone cheered him up. It seemed this wasn't a surprise for him as to how well he took it. Unless it was a surprise and he was good at hiding it.

"Hello, hello. Thank you very much." Cillian said through the mic as he prepped himself. "I am very glad to be home, back with me family after a long year of filming." He said.

Gabrijela took some photos and filmed a bit of his speech, he was so adorable, she thought.

"For this, lovely, new years eve, I will be uh, playing a special song," Cillian said. "For someone who I hold very dear." His eyes trailed to Gabrijela, some people made 'ooo' sounds and he laughed, "She means a lot to me."

Her cheeks reddened as eyes fell on her.

"I don't want to dwell too much, the lyrics will speak for themselves." He said and the slow, romantic beat began.

When he sang, her heart and soul seemed to explode at the beautiful song he had made for her. He sang about her beauty and how she reminded him of the finest jewels in the world. Of her personality as like the Irish coast, grand, unique, simple yet so intricate with hidden beauties.

When the song ended people clapped wildly before she slowly stood. She kept her eyes on Cillian who did the same for her. She walked to the stage and he pulled her close, people chanted to kiss.

And so Cillian did, leaning down and claimed her lips in a gentle kiss. He truly cared for her, and this song had all his heart and feelings in it.

She smiled wide as they pulled back, "Cillian. Oh, Cillian." She wrapped her arms around his neck and held him close. "That was so beautiful." She was moved and had tears in her eyes.

"Yeah? You think so?" He pulled back, he became super shy.

"I think so. Perfect Cillian. Just perfect." She beamed.

Once off the stage, people shook hands with him and the band, chatting away and praising them. Gabrijela stayed to his side and talked with some of his friends.

They all loved him, she listened to some cheeky stories about him and she giggled. They loved to tease him, he was the shy one out of all of them.

Gabrijela wasn't too sure when it came to knowing what she was to Cillian. But she replied with, "We're figuring it out." She was blushing brightly as some mentioned to just call it as lovers or boyfriend and girlfriend.

The night wore on with good music and more chatter. Then it was time for everyone to make their way outside for the count down. Cillian and his family found a good spot close by.

It was freezing and she hugged Cillian close, his arm around her. She looked up at him, "I'm glad I'm spending the new year with someone special." She said.

He kissed her nose, "Same here," He murmured as everyone began to shout the count down.

Then it struck midnight and fireworks exploded in the sky. "Happy New Year!" Everyone cheered.

Cillian tilted her chin up and claimed her lips in a deep, passionate kiss. She wrapped her arms around his neck as they continued to kiss, "Happy New Year, Cillian." She murmured against his lips.

"Happy New Year to you too, Gabrijela," He smiled and kissed her again.

She pulled back, "I want to tell you something." She said softly, cupping his cheek.

"What is it?" He asked looking deeply into her eyes.

"I love you." She admitted finally, "I've loved you for some time now, Cillian. And I hope you feel the same." She gulped.

Cillian's expression broke out in joy, his smile grand, "I love you to Gabrijela. God, I am so glad I could say those words, I have been wanting to say them for a while now." He said and laughed.

"Well, now you can say them all the time." She said as he wrapped his arms around her tightly and pulled her against his body as they kissed long and passionate.

Someone snapped a picture of them and Cillian pulled back to raise a brow at his mother, "Did you just take a photo?" He asked.

"I may have! Ah! My son has found love!" She beamed and hugged them both.

Everyone hugged and wished each other a new year. Celebrations went well into the night, Cillian stayed back with Gabrijela. They celebrated a little longer before they headed home as well.

Some hours later, late afternoon...

He had organised a two-night stay in a cabin, just a little outside of Cork and in a forest. He had packed the car with their stuff, his brother would take them there and would drive them to the airport on the third.

Gabrijela said her goodbyes to his family, hugging them. The kids were upset she was going, they really loved her.

"You be safe now, okay?" Mary cupped her face, "Please write to us. You have our address and number. Call us too, whenever you want a chat."

"I will, of course." Gab nodded and hugged her tightly.

She waved and headed to the car.

Mary turned to Cillian, "You better look after her, son. Okay?"

"I will. I love her Ma." He blushed a little.

"You love her but you still must care for her." She said sternly and hugged him.

He went to the car and got in, Gabrijela joined him inside.

"Nothing is forgotten?" He asked her as he took her hand.

"Nope. If I did, good excuse to come back." She smirked.

"Uh-huh." He smiled.

They drove for some time and came to the place, his brother drove up the dirt road to the cabin situated in an open area. All around was just a forest.

They got out, his brother gave Cillian a tight hug as they bid farewell to each other. He did the same for Gab before he drove back down the road. Leaving them alone now.

Gab turned to look at the cabin, it was all wooden with a pitched roof. Snow patches coated the grass around and frost along the wooden steps that lead up to the cabin.

"Wow, Cillian. It's so beautiful. First a song for me and now this? Oh, god." She beamed.

"Let's go inside." He helped her with the bags and up they went.

Once they entered the cabin it was all one room save for the big bathroom to their left. It was all warm, wood tones with dark off white carpet. There was a little kitchen to their right, a big metal-framed bed with a mixture of white and blue sheets. On top, there were rose petals with a bucket of two red wines resting inside.

Across the bed was a fireplace and above it a TV. A little dining table was off to the side and had a big bouquet of roses.

"That's for you and the wine," Cillian said as they set their bags down.

"So romantic." She turned to him, wrapping her arms around his neck, "I love you, dear boyfriend." She mused, wanting to see his reaction.

He kissed her, "I love you too, dear girlfriend."

She giggled, "I'm happy I can call you that now." She took off his beanie, ruffling his hair.

His hands slid down to cup her ass, squeezing it, "I bet you are." He kissed her deeply, needily.

"Mmm Cillian, after we pack. Then we can play." She said, returning the kiss.

"Alright, boss." He pulled back and winked at her.

As they unpacked, she saw that the cabin had a balcony which had a jacuzzi, "Oh my god! A jacuzzi! We must turn that on, its perfect weather for it." She said.

"Sure, we can do that. Wine and good tunes." Cillian agreed.

Once they finished unpacking, he first made some dinner for them both. He played some good music as they ate.

"I'll clean up and you set the jacuzzi up." She said as she stood once she was done.

Cillian nodded and headed out. He set the tub up, and rinsed it, then let it fill up as he closed the plastic blinds to keep the weather out. Then he lit some candles around and brought his portable speaker out and two glasses of wine.

He came back inside and Gabrijela was undressed and naked, he felt himself harden at the sight of her body, cast aglow from the fire and the low light.

"Fucking gorgeous." He came over and kissed her deeply.

She clung to his arms and moaned, "Undress my love. Let's not get the water cold."

He hummed and undressed then took her hand and walked with her outside.

"Oh my," She shivered and he helped her into the bubbling tub, then got in after her, sitting across from her with her legs on either side of him.

He handed her glass of wine, "To us." He said, holding his up.

"To us, my love." She smiled and clinked glasses with him and took a sip before she tilted her head back and sighed long and deep.

"What's wrong?" He asked, swirling the liquid in his glass.

"Ah, just... thinking." She smiled.

"About?" He ran his fingers along her shin and to her knee then back down.

"Everything that has happened in the past months. My internship, Logan, everything. And now, after all that has happened, I'm in a good place. With you as my true love." She opened her eyes and looked at him.

"You are?" He sat forward a little.

"Mhm. I am." She sat up.

"Are you sure? You are not worried? About... me?" He asked. He was still concerned. He didn't want to drag her back or anything.

"Cillian, I am not worried. If I was, I'd have said something by now." She sat forward, now closer to him.

"Okay. But just... The media can be cruel you know?" He cupped her face with a hand.

"I know. But they don't know us, even if it gets out." She kissed him, "I love you Cillian. No one will stop me from loving you. You have my whole heart." She whispered.

"You trust me enough to have it all?" He set his glass down, pulling her into his lap.

"I trust you with my whole being, Cillian. You are the one for me." She said and kissed him deeply.

His arms wrapped around her back, their bodies flushed against each other.

She lowered her hips down, grinding against him. Soft moans emitted from her, his hips rising to press harder against her. "Oh... Cillian..." She tilted her head back as his fingers tangled in her hair, pulling on it.

His lips trailed down the column of her throat, sucking and kissing and biting her skin. He kissed the pendant that rested just under the hollow of her throat. "So perfect." He muttered as his hands groped her ass, rolling her hips into him.

Right now, it was him just touching her, letting his fingers run up her spine which caused her to arch a little from the touch. Then down her arms and back up and down her sides. He kissed her softly, mostly pecking at her lips before he returned to her neck, knowing she really liked that.

She stroked his arms and his shoulders and his chest, soft moans escaping her from his loving touches and the feeling of his cock pressed against her.

"I want you," She whispered, kissing him deeply.

He reached between them, gripping himself and pointing to her entrance. He held her hip with one hand and guided her down, she let out a moan and he did as well, their gazes locked.

Their lips met once more as she began to move, going slow so it didn't spill the water everywhere. But it was difficult as her need for him only grew, and she wanted to go harder.

She gripped the edge of the tub behind his head, moving her body faster, his hands splayed on her mid-back as his lips brought in a nipple of hers, and sucked.

He rolled the little nub between his lips, biting down and she let out a cry of delight. He had picked up she liked it rough, and a bit of pain laced in it. He wondered if she was into some kinks. He would ask her tomorrow.

As he continued to tease her breasts, she rode him faster. The water began to splash as she moaned, "Cillian! Ah!"

"We should get out hm? We're gonna make a mess." He said, pulling back to look at her.

"Y-Yeah, sure. Just be quick." She slid off him and got out. He followed her, quickly blowing out the candles as they walked into the cabin.

He pulled her close and kissed her hard, then spun her and bent her over the bed, "Open your legs." He ordered.

She whined and did so.

"Arms up." He said and she raised her arms above her head and her eyes widened when he pulled out... "Rope?" She gulped.

"Mhm. I want to try something... New. You fine with that?" His voice softened.

"Go ahead, baby." Her eyes were full of lust. "Tie me up. I'm all yours to use." She found herself saying.

He chuckled and tied her hands and then to the headboard. "Make sure you keep these lovely legs parted for me yeah?"

"Yes, baby." She nodded.

He then set to tieing her ankles too. She couldn't pull her legs together or move much.

"Oh, Cillian... Kinky," She giggled as he gripped her ass.

"Thought I'd spice things up." He mused as he leaned over her body and kissed down her spine.

She shivered when he reached lower, his mouth trailing over the curve of her ass then inwards to her core. She moaned once he came in contact, "Tell me a safe word." He murmured against her, his breath warm.

"Apple Pie!" She panted, wiggling her hips. "Cillian fuck. Oh, don't tease me like this!"

He chuckled and sat back, bringing a finger to her entrance and circling it, "You can't tell me what to do, love." He continued to swirl that finger around her entrance.

"Please, please Cillian." She whimpered, "You promised me to fuck me."

"Did I now? You only said to be quick." He pushed the finger into her, fingering her painfully slow.

She tugged on the bonds, she really couldn't move much. But the whole thing was a huge turn-on.

"Are you okay my love?" He kissed the underside of her thigh.

"I am more than fine. I love what you are doing." She sucked in a breath as he pushed in another finger.

"Good girl." He ran his free hand up her leg as he picked up the pace with his fingering. Then it was going at a good hard pace. "God, you are soaking love. Wonderful."

She whimpered, her mouth open as pleasurable sounds left her. She could hear the slick, wet sounds. She was close.

"Love, are you close? Will you cum for me?" He purred lowly, "I can feel it."

"Mhm! Mmm! Oh!" She let out a loud whine. "Cillian! Cilly! Oh! Oh! Fuck!" She choked out as she came, his thumb was rubbing her clit to urge her into her climax.

Her body had a sheen of sweat from the warmth of the fire and the heat that spread through her body.

"Oh, my love, love, wonderful. Thatta girl." He kissed her asscheeks gently as he stood up, "Do you want my cock? Hm?" He stroked himself, letting his cock rest on her ass.

"I do baby. I really do. I need you inside me." She looked over her shoulder. He was already leaking pre-cum.

"Been such a good girl." He braced one hand on the bed, he crouched a little as the thick head pressed against her wet entrance. Then he pushed in, a groan rumbling through him as he went further and further till he was entirely against her. He was hunched over her body, his lips brushing her shoulderblade.

"Cilly... Oh... Shit..." Her breaths were rugged, she could easily cum again.

"Love," He murmured against her skin, then began to rock his hips. In and out, slowly and full of pleasurable intent. He would take his time just like he fingered her. She had nowhere to go, she couldn't make him go faster.

The pleasure felt a little more different in this angle, he pushed more towards her spin and there was a particular spot where she felt the electric shocks go through her. "Fuck." She managed, her body trembling.

"So, so fucking tight. Fuck. Gabbie." He leans back, holding her hips as he pushed harder into her, looking down as how well they connected. He tilted his head back, eyes shut slightly and mouth parted. She felt absolute divine, and his body reacted and began to go faster.

Gabrijela let out odd yet pleasurable sounds, her voice slightly muffled from when she lowered her head into the sheets. She was being thrown forward again from his powerful hips that slammed into her. A climax was dawning on her again and it wasn't long when she screamed and came, dragging one from him as well.

Even as they came, he didn't let up. He reached out and grabbed her mess of a hair and pulled her head back. "I'm gonna have you a mess, love. Is that fine?" He kissed her before he resumed fucking her.

"Yes! Yes!" She cried out, eyes shut as the pain from her hair being pulled made the gratification of the fuck even better. She could hear the sexy grunts that came from him, probably the loudest she ever heard from him.

He had her hips pinned to the bed, causing a painful yet exciting whine came from her. She really did like the pain. So he gave it to her with his rough thrusting.

The bed shook a little, making the classic squeaky sound. "Gabrijela! FUCK!" He gasped, both his hands now on her hips as he pushed as deep as he could in her. His climax was returning, and he wanted to drag this out as much as he could.

Gabrijela hadn't had a rough fuck since her ex, not even Logan was as rough as this. Cillian, god, something came out of him and she was enjoying every moment of it. She laughed and moaned, screaming out his name. Her voice would be hoarse by morning.

"Ahh! I'm gonna cum again! Cillian!" She screamed, pulling hard on the bonds. "Cillian... Cillian... Cill- FUCK! CILLIAN!" She howled as her walls tightened around him and she came hard, this time she squirted a little from how sensitive she had gotten.

Cillian went fast as his climax ran down his back before he let out one, sexy groan of ecstasy as he shot his load deep within her. He thrust to drag the climax to the end, even for her before he slowed and stilled inside her.

He braced both hands on the bed, panting. The air was so hot, his skin, as well as hers, covered in sweat. He leaned over, kissing the spot between her shoulder blades.

"Gab..." He murmured, his voice rough from the strain he had on it. He leaned back a little, dragging his nails along her spine. "Gab talk to me."

"Cilly..." Her voice was so soft, so small. He suddenly felt fear spike through him. Had he actually hurt her? He quickly pulled out and untied her before she had collapsed to her knees at the foot of the bed.

"Gabrijela, fuck I'm so sorry. I went too hard did I? I'm so so-"

She looked up and cupped his face and kissed him to shut him up. She smiled as she pulled back, "Cillian you dummy. Shut up. You really fucked me senseless and I loved it. I fucking loved that." She kissed him again, sitting back. She had this look, droopy eyes, flushed cheeks and swollen lips and messy hair.

A look he would remember forever, "Are you sure? I-I don't know what came over me." He took her hands.

She giggled, "I want to do that again. Some day. Maybe tomorrow, on my back. So I can see this face when you cum." She kissed him and he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close.

"You really liked it?" He murmured as they stood. She was weak in the knees.

"Mhmm. So hot." She said as he helped her to bed.

He grinned a little, "I'm glad then." He chuckled as he chucked the ropes aside and turned off the lights.

He got into bed, she rolled into his arms, her head on his chest. They smelled like sweat and sex. But he didn't care. It would be some time before they would do something like this again after she left.

"I love you Cillian," Gabrijela said softly.

"I love you, Gabrijela." He replied, kissing her head. "You really are fine?"

She hit his chest, "I'll tie your balls and never let you cum if you ask me that question again. Yes, I am fine, Cillian." She laughed.

"Okay, okay. Just making sure." He said before they both fell into a comfortable silence. Neither one was tired, so they listened to his favourite tunes and talked about nonsense.

#cillian murphy #thomas shelby #peaky blinders #fanfiction

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luninosity · 5 years

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Luni how do you respond to people who act like RPF is disrespectful and evil? I saw one of those posts that said shipping and writing fanfiction is harmful to celebrities, but they're not meant to know about those things, those things are for fans to share. It's just frustrating to see people say some of the fanfiction I love most is bad and wrong and therefore I am too.

Oh, goodness...I’ve been hearing the anti-RPF comments pretty much since I started writing fic (I’ve always been in fandoms with a heavy RPF component, even back when I shyly lurked around SPN circles), and they’ve been around longer than that.

This got long! Apologies!

First, I should clarify - RPF is not for everyone! If it squicks you out, that’s okay - you can not read it! No worries! But I am (obviously) in favor personally, so I shall continue...

To answer the specific question about how I deal with it: I’ve tried to deal with it by always being pretty clear about how I see RPF (I’ve made a few previous posts about this; they should be tagged), which is: as fundamentally 1) perfectly okay, and 2) fiction (Real Person Fiction), based on public personae as presented by the celebrities in question. I’ve tried to be as clear about that as I can, and that seems to have helped, or at least I don’t get too many negative comments these days. (And if I do I just delete them - I know what my position on RPF is, and it’s a position I’ve worked out over years of writing and *also* academic research, both in fandom and in history. No random anon having Morality Panic at me on the internet is going to change that.)

Is RPF okay? Of course it is. The Bronte sisters wrote it about the Duke of Wellington. Dante wrote it about basically everyone he wanted to scold and/or praise. Neil Gaiman wrote William Shakespeare as a character in Sandman. No need to be worried or sad about loving the characters and personalities that you love, and wanting more of them.

Is RPF harmful? Of course it isn’t. It’s playful fictional transformative work based on the public personae that we’re allowed to see. That’s not harmful. (We run into a whole different discussion if anyone thinks a given fanfic is 100% actually happening and really *real*, of course...) It’s the fun of playing with the “what if?” and it’s the brilliant skill and delight of the balancing act of recognizable “real” personalities and just enough detail and the fictional world where the story happens. That takes a crazy amount of talent and is a ton of fun, and I love RPF writers so much for taking it on. (Does that mean I love myself? Hmm...)

Should celebrities know about RPF? In almost all cases, I’m going with, nope dot com. Honestly, it’s just uncomfortable for someone (someone we don’t *really* know, remember, no matter how much we as fans love them) to be shown intimate (emotional or physical) works about themselves. Moreover, most celebrities aren’t familiar with the contexts, subculture(s), expectations, and understandings that underlie fandom - and why would they be? But - again, for the most part - they simply don’t have the experience or vocabulary or investment in fandom itself to be able to evaluate a fanwork or group of works (like, say, RPF) in the context in which it’s produced and consumed, which is vastly important and also a thing many journalists forget to do.

I said “almost” because there are absolutely celebrities who actively seek it out and engage with it! In that case, that’s their choice, and they’re (hopefully) doing so out of genuine curiosity and willingness to learn about and respect the norms of the community and subculture(s) of fandom. They, like the rest of us, then become responsible for curating their own fandom experience, as far as comfort level and what they’re seeking out or avoiding.

That got very long so I’ll stop there! Hopefully that helps!

#anon #replies #rpf #fandom

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shinjukuspiritcommittee · 5 years

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The Yoyogi squad (Durga, Wakan, Gunzo, Kyuma, Ashigara, Daisuke(?)) trying the Test of Courage

Sorry its taken me so long to get this request in particular, there was something I wanted to indulge in when writing this one I sincerely hope you all don’t mind getting into more fanfic/OC territory.

Also yes this was the reason I had slowed down on headcanons the past few days so I could work on this. It’s just something I wanted to devote time to and will devote more time to at a later date cuz whoo boy this is kinda long for my page if I’m being frank. In any case I hope you enjoy.

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Test of Courage Part 1

When it came to oldmyths and ghost stories, Tokyo had a rather large plethora of theirown urban legends that get passed around high school students.Creaking of the floorboards or ghosts roaming the halls? Whispers atnight or Yokai coming to take someone away? All sorts of bizarrestories were shared throughout and Yoyogi was no exception. There wasa story that they built the school atop an old graveyard and thespirits aren’t too happy about being moved from their cozy restingspot and they roam the halls after midnight to sunrise. Or so WakanTanka explains to his underclassmen.

Yui shook her headwith denial. “I somehow doubt that.”

“What? Not aghost story kind of girl?” Wakan asked.

“No I’ve seenghosts in the streets before.” She explained as the three of themsat around the empty classroom, late afternoon setting in. “I justdoubt that our school was THAT special.”

“It is though!”Wakan pleaded. “There are some theories floating around aboutmissing documents, some old emails-!”

“All of whichbased in rumor. I pride myself in all that is factual.”

“Like your weirdfriend fiction?” Tatsuya asked in his normal calm demeanor.

“No one asked foryour input, thanks.” Yui glowered. “That’s my fortune telling,n-nothing more!”

Wakan was a bitconfused by this. “Fortune telling…? And what’s friendfiction?”

“The less youknow, the better for all of us.” Tatsuya replied without missing abeat.

“The less out ofyou, the better!” Yui snapped back. Wakan Tanka laughed at hisunderclassmen’s antics.

“It’s fine,I’ll take your word for it and leave it at that. But, I still can’tbelieve you don’t believe in any of the school’s rumors. Not evenjust for fun?”

The girl took amoment to think about it. “In all fairness, it DOES make for somegood stories to tell at night. But, they’re just that. Stories.”

Wakan Tanka took amoment to think. “How about… We prove it then?”

“Come again?”

“You heard me.Let your upperclassmen show you tonight what’s really going on inthe school after hours! We had already made plans to brave the nightanyway.”

“As… temptingas that sounds… I think I’ll pass. I don’t wanna get in troublefor something as reckless as that…”

“Oh, you don’thave to worry about that. The others have gotten it all taken care ofso we can slip in and slip back out by dawn. It’ll be like we werenever there.” He explained with a bit more detail about the planthey came up with.

“I dunno, it’sstill pretty reckless.”

“It could befun.” Tatsuya spoke up.

“Tatsuya!? Notyou too… fine, I’m in.”

So the three agreedto meet back in front of the school with Wakan’s other friendsduring the early evening when no one would be around. Luckily forthem, only those who agreed to this actually showed up. The tigergirl in a tracksuit seemed to be in charge of this whole thing as shespoke once everyone gathered. “I’m glad you boys didn’t wussout.” She said rather confidently.

“It’s not likeyou gave us much of a choice you know.” The red head stated. “Youeven ran out onto the field and chased me down when I said no.”

“Well it’s notlike I was gonna come here on my own.” The tiger girl replied.

“So pinning medown til I said yes was just you not wanting to go in alone?” A boyin a baseball cap and uniform asked. “You know you could’ve justsaid that instead.”

“That’s…besides the point.” She said flustered. “I-I see we have some newblood here!” She went on, turning her attention to Tatsuya and Yui.

“Um…” Yuimuttered while Tatsuya remained silent.

“You’re prettybold for showing up, not that I’d expect any less from Yoyogiclassmates. But, I’ve never seen you two around before.”

This is where Wakanintervened. “They’re actually the Juniors’ in charge of theKendo club.”

“Oh, okay. Gladto know our underclassmen aren’t spineless.” She said with agenuine smile.

“Thanks! …Iguess.” Yui replied, rather confused.

“Don’t worry.The more the merrier, right?” The bear Therian laughed. “If youget scared you can stick next to me.”

“Does that applyto me too?” The red head asked with a bit of concern.

“Oh, man up!There ain’t gonna be nothin’ you haven’t seen.” The bearsnapped back. The red head only sighed and shrugged.

“Worth a shot…”

“Alright then,boys. Hurry up and open the doors before they notice.” The tigergirl said.

“A-About that…”A boy with dyed green hair murmured out. “You see… um, the doorsare… locked.”

“What!? It wasyour job to keep the doors unlocked!”

“I-I know but,Avarga saw and I couldn’t-”

“Well NOW what!?”The green haired boy yelped a bit in surprise at her shouting. “Thisis just perfect.”

“Try looking atthe positives, we all won’t get in trouble.” The baseball cappedboy said.

“That’s not thepoint! I need to know if the rumors are true or not before the othersin class do…!”

“Those sillyghost rumors?” Yui chimed in. “No offense, but those are all justhoaxes spread from school to school.”

“Not this one.”Her upperclassmen replied. “There’s a rumor going around that afew third years were attacked by a vengeful spirit.”

“Wait, what?”

“Some of ourclassmates were in the infirmary with weird symptoms.” The baseballboy went on. “Mr. Arima explained it as some type of bug goingaround, but we weren’t too sure. Especially cuz they keep going onabout having seen a shadowy figure come out and attack them.”

“T-that’s…still just a rumor… Mr. Arima is probably right.” Yui attemptedher best to dismiss these claims. All the while Tatsuya had slippedaway from the main group without anyone really noticing, all of themwrapped up in their own conversation.

“Still, we couldbe the first ones to prove or debunk it!” The tiger girl declared.“It’ll be huge if it is real! Just think of all the stories thatcan be passed down too.”

“That’s great,uh…”

“Oh, I’m Durga.I’m part of the track and field club.” Everyone else introducedthemselves to Yui and stated what clubs they were a part of.

“S-So all of youare third years…” Yui asked, feeling a bit intimidated.

“Don’t worryabout that!” Ashigara declared. “If anything, look to us as yourbeacons! … Or something.”

“Y-Yeah!” Gunzoadded. “Unless…” He seemed hesitant to say what was actually onhis mind.

“You know Gunzo,if you’re scared you can always just wait out here.” Kyumapointed out. “We could use a lookout.”

“And risk gettingattacked in the dark? No thanks. I’d much rather be in the dormsgetting ready for bed.” He replied.

“Bed? At thishour?” Kyuma asked.

Gunzo sighed. “Iget tired too, you know.”

“Aw c’mon.Where’s your sense of adventure?” Wakan Tanka asked. “That’sno way to spend an evening before our free day, my Gunzo.”

“It’s back atthe dorms, calling to me… yes, begging for me to lie in bed.” Hereplied with a twinge of sarcasm.

“He does have apoint. It’d be real nice to get nice and cozy in the dorms…”Yui trailed off, thinking about all the spare stories she could bemaking…

Daisuke agreed.“Its not like we were getting in anytime soon anyway.”

“There’s gottabe a way in… Are there any windows open?” Durga pondered.

“None of us wouldeven hope to fit in these windows.” Kyuma said with a twinge ofsadness.

Everyone seemed tobe lost in their own confusion until they heard a familiar click ofthe door opening. Tatsuya having stepped through the door holding itopen. Everyone was stunned at him. “Aren’t you coming?” Heasked dryly.

“H-How!? Gunzoasked with pure shock.

“I got in throughthe window.” He put frankly.

Yui sighed at herfriend’s impulses. “Of course you did.” While everyone wassinging his praises and how gutsy Tatsuya was, Wakan Tanka noticedthat the only opened window was on the top floor. However herefrained from commenting.

“Let’s just getinside.” Durga explained. And as the sun set completely, theyentered their school.

The school hallswere much different at night than during the day. The halls seemedmuch more spacious now that they weren’t so crowded, the darknessthat overtook the halls only kept at bay thanks to pale moonlightshining in, and everyone’s echoing footsteps. Everyone took a fewmoments to observe around the main hall, using their phones asflashlights for some of the darker parts. “Um… where are wesupposed to start looking anyway?” Yui pondered.

“Good question.And when can we go lie down…?” Gunzo added. “There isn’tanything here.”

“That’s quittertalk. We need to perform a thorough investigation!” Durga declared.“Tonight’s the night something will show, I feel it!”

“Then, can Isuggest we split up?” Tatsuya chimed in. “We’d cover much moreground that way and we’d be more likely to gain results faster…”

“Good idea. We’vegot a lot of ground to cover so I think it’s best to split into twogroups.” Durga added. “Our plan of attack will be the East andWestern wings of the school. Wakan, Kyuma, Yui and I will look in theEast, while you four search the West.”

“I-If you sayso…” Gunzo whined. Though oddly relieved knowing Durga didn’tput them on the same team.

“A-Are you surethat’s a good idea?” Yui asked, concerned she wasn’t pairedwith Tatsuya despite splitting up being his idea. She shot a look ather friend that illustrated her concern and while Tatsuya barelyflinched he did have a twinge of disappointment in his gaze.

“It’ll befine!” Ashigara laughed. “You just leave these three to me.”

“Ah… okay! Ibelieve you’ll keep them safe.” Yui said, not knowing Gunzo andDaisuke were internally panicking as their group left to search forsome type of clue.

Gunzo leaned inclose to Daisuke. “He’s gonna get us killed if there are anyghosts for sure…!”

“D-Don’t saythat!” Daisuke whispered back frantically. “W-We gotta put on abrave face for our underclassmen. Though… it’d be easier if…”

“Well, whatever…I don’t trust Ashigara at all with this…” Gunzo sighed underhis breath.

“You know I canhear you, right?” Tatsuya responded with his usual cool tone. Thiscaught the two boys off guard and left Ashigara confused. “But,don’t be afraid.”

“W-Why not?”

“The worst aghost can do is hex you, right?”

“T-That’s even worse!”

With the two groupsunderway, Durga’s group got right down to investigating. First andforemost the classrooms that lined the halls. “Okay, so what are wesupposed to be keeping an eye out for?” Kyuma asked.

“Uh, ghost stuff.Like moving shadows and floating desks, right?” Durga said, unsureherself what they were supposed to see. Kyuma and Yui both let outsighs of frustration.

“Figures we’dbe on a wild goose chase…” Kyuma breathed, to which Durga shothim a look.

“Aw, c’mon myfriends. Don’t lose faith just yet.” Wakan Tanka tried toencourage them. “If you look hard enough, I’m sure you’ll findit.”

“So then do youknow what it looks like?” Yui asked. “The ghost I mean.”

“Not a clue.”His teammates stared at him with complete bafflement at his lack ofsituational awareness. “But if we’re looking for facts about theone that’s attacking students, wouldn’t it make sense to look inthe Nurse’s Office?” Once again his allies were floored.

“Why didn’t yousay anything sooner!?” Durga snapped. “That’s careless of you!”

“Hmm? I assumedyou’d think to go there at some point since Mr Arima’s office isin the East side of the school too.”

“Well he doeshave a point.” Yui sighed. “Still, wouldn’t hurt to speak upevery now and again when you’ve got something like that lying onyour brain.”

“What’s lyingdown now?” He asked.

“Is he…?” Thesecond year girl wanted to ask. Her other two companions could onlytell her to get used to this level of frustration. The best she coulddo was laugh it off awkwardly. So after no signs of ghosts oranything paranormal about the school at all. In fact it was just likeduring the day except darker.

“Are we reallygonna find anything?” Kyuma asked. “We’ve been searching everyroom from top to bottom and David and I are getting pretty tiredright about now.”

“Yeah, I amfeeling a bit sleepy too…” Wakan Tanka admitted as well whilerubbing an eye.

Durga looked at thetwo boys with both frustration and regret. Her determination to winwas definitely getting in the way of her concern for her friends, soshe felt conflicted on what to do. The tiger girl also took noticethat the other girl seemed to be in her own thoughts. “Hey, Yui?”

“Huh!?” Thatsnapped the girl out of her pensive daze and snapped to attention.“W-What’s up?”

“You look lost inthoughts there.” She said. “Mind sharing a few details?”

The other girl tooka second to think. “Actually, I’d be lying if I wasn’t thinkingabout what the other boys are doing… alone… in the dark…”

“W-When you putit like that you sound like a pervy old guy…” Kyuma responded.

“Hey, I am not anold man!”

“That’s whatyou’re denying first!?”

Durga then got abrilliant idea to keep the two boys awake. “Hey Yui? How’d youand Tatsuya meet? Is he like your boyfriend or something?” Shesmirked. The question did rouse the other two from their grogginessto listen.

“Wh-what? It’snothing like that…” Yui explained, trying to downplay the wholething. “Really, we’re just friends.”

“A likely story.”Durga teased. “I saw the way you looked at him.”

“I-it wasn’tlike that!” She said. “I just, can’t trust Tatsuya being allalone for a long while. Trust me, he’s not interested in me even ifhe wanted to be.”

“Oh?”

“Uh what I meanis-”

CRASH

“What was that!?”Yui gasped, secretly relieved her discussion was briefly interrupted.But also concerned because that sounded like it came from the Nurse’sOffice.

“Is that asign!?”

“C’mon guys! Ithink we have our ghost in there!” Durga said while bolting offbefore she could finish.

“W-Wait for us!”The group charged ahead and burst the Nurse’s Office open withoutany hesitation. The automatic lights came on almost immediately afterthey felt a gust of wind brush past them. The group then sees thetrue mess that laid about.

The walls werecovered in black graffiti and various smudges, a medicine cabinet hadmostly fallen over and some glass was at certain spots all over thefloor, and the window was wide open with the nightly breeze blowingthrough. Naturally their first instinct was to run to the window tosee if they could spot anyone but they didn’t catch sight ofanything unusual. “Who would do such a thing…?”

“Not who. Awhat.” Wakan Tanka stated.

To Be Continued…

#tokyo afterschool summoners #yoyogi #housamo #Headcanon #kinda #fanfic #OC #sfw #drabbles

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sibillascribbles08 · 5 years

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I got a comment on AO3 the other day.

Not a terribly unusual occurrence, depending on the fic. Some are more popular than others, which is understandable.

There’s a number of comments I’ve gotten in the past that hit the top of my list, a few of which I kept the email notification for so I can look at it whenever. Those sort of long though out comments that encourage you, as well as one comment where a user told me a story about how they were reading my fic in the shower while brushing their teeth and they dropped their toothbrush. A comment I will never forget.

But at any rate, I got a comment, one that I saw right before bed, and the whole thing was lovely, but the opening line was more than enough to loop in my head over a dozen times as I tried to sleep.

“Has anyone ever told you that you write like a real professional?”

I suppose it struck me so hard, because the immediate realization I had after reading it was that...

No, no one’s told me that before.

Writing for me is something I’ve been working on for thirteen years, since 8th grade. I did original works, some naruto fanfiction, back to original works, then picked up fanfic again in 2014 with the arrival of Book of Life. At 18 I joined a local writing group where I live because I wanted so desperately to improve my craft. Because to me, writing, is the one thing I really want to do. As much as I love drawing and fixing jewelry, I’d trade them both if it meant I could write at least two full novels a year and have a big enough following to make a living on it.

13 years. It’s a lot of work, surprisingly, work that I don’t consider much myself. I’ve written two fanfics alone now that got over 150k. I’ve written a novel over 50k. My novella is now close to 40k. Those are just the big projects. There’s countless other fics and at least three files of nonsense scenes I’ve written all of which got so big I had to make a new one. I don’t remember the word count but they were over 600 pages long.

It’s a lot of words, a lot of writing.

No one’s told me that before.

My writing group often compliments my work. That it’s smooth, it flows, the pacing is great, the dialogue is funny. People on my fanfics often praise my characterization, my creativity, sometimes they scream at me in agony over my cliffhangers or the angst I’ve decided to drop. It’s all appreciated.

But despite that I never really shake the feeling that what I write is just mediocre. That my fanfic is so well received because I’m writing things people already know, things they already want to read. You approach a concept or a ship that’s popular with the crowd, so of course it’s well received. That doesn’t make people’s feelings towards my writing less genuine, not at all, but the difference in responses to my fanfic and my original work is very clear.

In some fairness I don’t post my original work anymore, due to the lack of response in the past, and the desire to try again hasn’t struck me, but this user said they would gladly snap up a book I’ve written if I’ve published one. I’ve got two that need editing before putting them out there, hopefully I can manage it soon, but it’s still not to say how it’ll be received after that.

To write something people enjoy reading, something people take something away from, that they find their own meaning in it, that it gives them something to talk about. To write a story someone remembers. That’s what I want to achieve.

No one’s told me that before.

Despite 13 years of work. Despite putting it all out there. No one’s told me that before.

And the point here isn’t to complain, nor is it to demand comments like this from everyone. The things you say to a writer don’t need to be profound. Sharing your honest thoughts is always enough.

It’s a thought that maybe they aren’t the first person to think that.

But they’re the first person to say it.

Tell writers what you think, the small thoughts, the big ones. Tell us what’s on your mind. Please don’t assume someone else is going to. That someone else could phrase it better.

“Has anyone ever told you that you write like a real professional?”

No, they haven’t, but thank you for being the first.

#scribs speaks #sappy hours before work #I don't rly cry over words but it emotionally wrecked me nonetheless #thank you user when this novella is done I'm getting both of these shits edited and printed

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imma-lil-teapot · 5 years

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Each TMNT Incarnation and Where They Stand With Me :)

(Nervous chuckle) ... Yeah no, I suck at titles. Moving on!

Y’all can go ahead and skip this part if you’re not interested in senseless rambling and just wanna get to the TMNT fun~ ;)

Soooooo, I’ve recently updated my Tumblr page to a blog dedicated to all my fandoms (musing, headcanons, writing, gifs, pics, the works, basically anything and everything in relation to them) since I wasn’t really ever doing anything with it other than using it to share pics mostly. But ever since I stumbled back into the TMNT fandom, I’ve been searching Tumblr for fan content and OMGOSH, did I hit the jackpot! Headcanons, fanfics, Turtle x reader stories, so much juicy stuff! Am hooked! Dunno why I never tried searching for similar stuff in the past for my other fandoms! I guess I just... didn’t realize there was so much content here. :O But anyway, I always wanted a place to share ideas and thoughts regarding my fandoms outside of sites like Deviantart and Fanfiction.net, and heck, it’s been here under my nose all this time... Y’all gonna have to forgive me; I’m an old fart. ;P (Insert image of Slowpoke for reference) So without further ado...

LET’S GET THIS PIZZA PARTY STARTED!

Imma start this blog off really simple and, as the title states, just give you all a small-ish idea of where each TMNT universe stands (or ranks?) with me, personally... Note the ‘personally’ part so please don’t feel offended if I don’t share the same opinion as you on a particular verse. ^^; I have my own tastes and will respect the next person’s when it comes to them. ;) Also, please beware the typos (which there most definitely will be)...

IN RELEASE DATE ORDER: (Hopefully they’re right)

MIRAGE COMICS~

Imma just say it: I haven’t read any of them yet. :/ There probably are sites out there that would allow you to view them online for free, but in truth, I’ve been a little slack about trying to find any... That may however change someday as I always tell myself I should really seek out the source material so it’s only a matter of time. What I do know, however, is that they’re of course a lot darker than most incarnations (which I don’t have a problem with personally) and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t curious as to exactly how much darker. X’D The closest I’ve come to ‘knowing’ these Turts comes from watching the Turtles Forever movie and they weren’t in it for a long time so it’s very difficult to say what they actually mean to me, so we’ll just put these guys down in the ‘not sure’ column for now. ;)

1987 CARTOON~

HAHA~ I think any fan of the franchise as a whole knows this little gem! The series that really hit it off and spawned over a 190 eps! Quite an impressive feat for a Saturday morning cartoon! It made its way to TVs the year before I was born, but it would take another few before it would reach our tubes (we’re always a few years behind the rest of the world :/ ) so I was around four when I was first introduced to it and needless to say, I loved it back then! Michelangelo was initially my fav due to him being my older brothers’ fav and the one they mainly spoke of, but it didn’t take long before my favering gravitated towards Leonardo (even at such a young age) and has been that way ever since. ;) But where exactly does the series stand with me as an adult nowadays with so many other verses we’ve been exposed to? I do hold a lot of nostalgia (as many older do) for it, and I mean, come on, that theme song is ageless, and I even started watching a lot of vids involving the original VAs and the shenanigans they get up to and seriously, it’s so heartwarming and fun to see them! But I have to be honest...

It’s not my fav verse, honestly. I will always adore them, of course, because of the nostalgia and the goofiness... But it’s the latter that’s mostly the reason for it being placed a bit lower on the favoritism ladder. While its a fun watch if you want something lighthearted, I still prefer the idea of the darker undertones that comes with being associated with ninjas. It’s just a preference. Plus, the Turtles designs are big one for me, and I’m sorry to say, but I keep seeing these fellas as more frog-like than turtle, despite the shells. X’D So yeah, no big reasoning for it, and even if someone were to ask me if I like these guys, I’ll still say yes, just that they’re not my ultimate fav is all. ;)

Also, we won’t talk about the Japanese Anime Ninja Turtles: Superman Legend or something to that extent... We’ll just let that one be gently swept under the carpet. ;) Only ever saw the trailer for it and that’s all I’ll ever need to see in my lifetime.

1990 MOVIES TRILOGY~

Now funny enough, I really don’t remember ever seeing these movies as a kid, though it’s possible I did and just maybe blocked the memory, but I highly doubt it... So yeah, I saw these movies as an adult already. The first is praised by most fans, and honestly, I can see why: it’s pretty good! :D The acting is very decent and the humour’s brilliant! The two sequels... not so much but still okay. ;) Where they sit with me... Not too far on the ladder again I’m afraid. :/ While I do really enjoy and appreciate the acting and that humour (”I made a funny.” X’D) it mostly comes down to the Turtles designs again... I really can’t see past them being actors in costumes rather than characters. :’( Granted, good actors. ;) And heck, Jim Henson did a phenomenal job! They’re just not really the movies for me is all, even if I do go back and watch ‘em every now and then. X’D I do however melt every time at the scene in the first movie where Raph wakes up in the bath and Leo’s there and apologizing and all... Makes me all gooey inside! X’D The feels are real! Speaking of Leo, though, he sounds even younger than Mikey. Small nitpick, that, but... why? X’D

But yeah, let’s just say, they’re good movies, just, not my favs.

Also, Coming Out Of Their Shells tour... Yeah, I’m gonna just... pretend that doesn’t exist for a minute.

THE NEXT MUTATION~

Nope.

Saw one ep as a kid and am not interested in seeing anymore.

Although, VA Matt Hill voices Raph. That’s one good thing.

2003/2k3~

Well it wasn’t already apparent by my avatar... Ladies and gents, I present to you... My fav TMNT verse to date! Oh my goodness, where do I even begin with this delicious series?! :D Firstly, animation: so appealing, comic book-y style! Their designs: without sounding pervy, veeeeeeeery appealing (hehehehehe), no seriously, they sometimes have a bitta bulk to them but it honestly works, and dem muscles, and the cool eyes! The VAs: spot on! Perfect! Wouldn’t have ‘em any other way! Make me melt, Mr. Michael Sinterniklaas~ (cough) Their personalities: Omgosh, just yes! So perfect! They’re easily differentiated and yet still work together so well. Leo’s mature and level-headed (well, most of the time ;P ) yet still gets tested a lot and even has a fun side that’s shown on occasion. Raph’s grouchy and violent but is shown on more than one occasion that’s he’s total softie and really does care. Don’s just a sweetheart and freakishly smart and even has slips ups from time to time. Mikey... omgosh, best Mikey ever! So much fun! So hilarious! And just a bundle of energy, but not at all an idiot like he’s sometimes portrayed in other verses. He’s witty, mischievous and just so adorable! Heck, even Master Splinter, April, Casey, the lot of them are just awesome in this series! And wow, they really do lean more towards the source material (or so I’m told) when it comes to the plots! It’s darker than the other previous verses yet still remaining kid-friendly (although I question it at times XD) and omgosh, it’s just everything I want in a TMNT universe! Granted, it’s not perfect perfect, but it nailed it for me. ;) It really showed so lovely character developments, alsortsa different genres, the humour will leave you in stitches, the Turts are all just so lovable, I can’t get enough of them! This series was really my high point and I’ve yet to find one that tops it~

Btw, this even includes Fast Forward and Back to the Sewer (BTTS). The former being my least fav of the series simply due to the setting and again, it’s just preference. I even liked BTTS, even though I’m not overly fond of a cyberspace setting, but I found myself really liking the art style and the general plot. :D

2007/2k7~

As with the last, if you’ve picked up on the page’s header/banner, you’d have probably guessed that the 2007 movie is also a good candidate for one my favs... And you’d be correct. ;) I’m actually very fond of this movie, and it’s largely due to the Turtles designs. I love how they were done! They just look so cool! <3 Subtle differences tell the viewer who’s who even if they didn’t have a mask or weapons. The VAs were also pretty good~ Now, the story isn’t the greatest, I’ll admit. Personally I thought it was okay, but know many fans think otherwise. But I did like the confrontation between Leo and Raph! It got real there, peeps! :O Now here’s also where it falls a little on its face for me: I didn’t really like how they handled Leo’s personality (if you haven’t already picked up on it, yes, I’m a Leo fangirl and I’m picky when it comes to how they handle his personality) but it’s a nitpick again, yet, I still feel compelled to state my opinion: the whole “I’m better than you.” comment really took me back and made me think they pushed it. I honestly like to believe he’d never actually say something like that... at least, 2003!Leo wouldn’t. X’D But that’s just my problem: I’m comparing a different verse’s Leo to this one and whether I like it or not, he said it. :/ Oh well, it still made for some fun action scenes and I’ll still always like the movie.

Bit of a goof on my side: I honestly thought that this movie was made to tie in with the 2003!verse due to the timeline in which it was produced, but turns out, it’s actually closer to the 1990′s timeline although still considered it’s own verse.

2012/2k12~

Oooh boy, lemme prepare for the backlash real quick... I’m uhhhh... not a fan of these boys. :/ I don’t mind them, but I’m honestly never gonna watch the series again. It’s hard to top your fav when you’ve kinda already hit your high point, ya know. Now before you light your torches and sharpen your pitchforks, hear me out: I will never bash the series, or make fun of anyone who likes it! Or anything to that extent! It’s just wasn’t for me, plain and simple, and it’s got nothing to do with it being ‘new’ or I’m just an old fart stuck in my ways. Heck, If you’re still reading, you would’ve found out that even nostalgia couldn’t beat the series that grasped me in my teens! So no, it has nothing to do with age. But if you do need a reason: I wasn’t overly fond of how they handle the characters. For one, they look and act a bit too young, Mikey is just... wow, something else. Donnie’s... sheesh, pretty snappy and antagonising. Raph’s well... okay, he’s meant to be angry half the time, and they did give him some more layers with Spike and Mona Lisa and whatnot, but he still kinda never learns his lesson if I can say that? He’ll learn that he shouldn’t cause issues with others, yet next episode he’s back at it again. :/ Leo’s... wow, just not like other Leos. X’D Best way I can describe him is... young? Very childlike. And even when he was progressing to becoming this better leader, I honestly couldn’t even see the change. My mind was just stuck on this “He’s a babeh.” notion. Also, I’m not even gonna start on this April and Casey. Just. No. Most of the characters were annoying and I just kept seeing recycled plot after plot. What I did like was the romance that blossomed between Raph and Mona (albeit far too rushed) and even Donnie liking April was adorable (but seriously Donnie, you can do so much better), and there were some really heartfelt moments, like Splinter telling Leo to leo his brothers with his heart and not his head, and the scenes when they were Tots will always make me squeal... But yeah... without leaving any spoilers.... about Splinter... just... thanks, Nickelodeon. Y’all know what I mean. Not once... But twice.... Really? So yeah, look, I realized some of those reasons might even be petty, but again, it’s just not the series for me, but anyone who’s a fan... You keep being a fan! ;) I’m glad you can enjoy something I can’t. ;)

2014/2k14/2016/2k16 AKA BAYVERSE~

HAHA~ Every fan’s favorite... If only. X’D Jokes aside, despite many fans claiming the Bay movies ruined the franchise, these two films gathered a small following... And I’m apart of it. :) Funny enough, I honestly didn’t know what to think of them when the movie first came out. I think I was just taken aback by the sheer amount of detail and all that went into their designs. I didn’t not like them, but again, their designs were a lot to take in. :O Even now after seeing the movies quite a few times over, I find myself constantly discovering something I didn’t notice on them before, be it a strap or a scar etc. And it honestly took some getting use to their sizes, I mean, sheesh! :O Not to mention the different background story, and Megan Fox’s wooden, expressionless acting, but despite all that... I found myself actually growing attached to these hulks of Turtles. They still have a lot of that heart in them and plus they’re just so much fun, I mean, can we say ‘Elevator scene’? X’D Now again, not perfect by anys mean, but still fun and pretty decent incarnations to add to the franchise. Again, Leo’s been given this ‘Better than you’ a bit which irked me to be frank. Not always but it’s there sometimes, but otherwise alright. Raph’s a decent Raph. Even had some tender moments. Donnie’s adorable! X’D This slightly potty mouthed geek that you just gotta love. And Mikey... although given that bitta ‘idiot’ feel, is also just as lovable and you want to hug him every time he’s onscreen!

In short, I like ‘em. :) They’re actually closer to the top of the ladder than some others.

RISE OF THE TMNT/ROTTMNT/2018/2K18~

Yeeeeeeeeuuuuuuh... no. Sorry. Not for me. :/ Again, gonna remind y’all, nothing to do with age. Nothing to do with change. I will say that the fluid animation is nice, and the fact that they chose 2D animation. :) Buuuuuut, wow, they were certainly a lot to take in. Almost as much as Bay’s Turtles. After watching a few eps, I will conclude that they really just aren’t what I’m looking for. I found that the constant joking, while sometimes funny, got a little bit much, plus such short eps. Raph being leader was a switch and one that took awhile to get use to and honestly, I’m just not for it, I don’t even know where to begin with Donnie, Mikey’s okay, Leo... (deep breath) I don’t know what they were thinking... Let’s not even go to Master Splinter. But anyways, I get that change was what they were going for and that it was more so based on the 1987 toon with the silliness so that’s fine. I’m glad it’s got so many fans. :) And honestly, I wanna end off just by saying...

That no matter what your thoughts on what I’ve said, I hope you can respect my opinions and choices cause at the end of the day, they’re just my own, and I will always respect yours! :D If you adore the verses I’m not too crazy about, that’s great! :D I want you all to love the heck out of them! And honestly, this is what’s so great about this franchise: there are so many verses to choose from! So many options and tastes to suit any and all! You don’t have to follow the masses! You go enjoy whichever incarnation(s) you want to! ;)

And there we have it, my first fandom bloggy thingy~ Hope there’ll be many more where that came from! :D

This is Drag0n-Mistr3ss signing off~

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