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when we get home
pairings: sam wilson x bucky barnes
summary: Bucky opens up to Sam about his past.
warnings: mentions of sexual assault, mention of Bucky’s being held by HYDRA, flufff
word count: 1271
a/n: i’m trying to get back into writing so this isn’t written the best but I really wish we got a conversation like this in the show :(
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“Are we gonna talk about it?” Sam almost whispers. Not one word had been spoken between them since they arrived at Sharon's safehouse.
Bucky doesn’t move his eyes from his hands where he was playing with his fingers. “Talk about what?”
“You know what.” Bucky takes a deep breath, he wishes he didn’t know. He knows already that him and Sam aren’t really friends, yet something in him feels safe enough to open up to him.
Sam moves closer to Bucky, close enough that their thighs brush together. “Buck..”
Bucky can feel his eyes grow wetter as the flashbacks of his time at Hydra flash through his mind. He turns to Sam and looks into his eyes, they’re full of trust, full of care. “I just.. I haven’t spoken about that with anyone before.”
“Look, you don't have to talk about it.. just know that you can anytime and I’ll listen.”
“You won’t judge me? Or look at me any different?”
Sam shoots Bucky a slight smile. “I promise.”
“I only remember parts.. a lot of my time with Hydra is still full of gaps, it comes back sometimes at random times but I remember..” Bucky pauses for a second and tries to think of a way to word this.
Sam puts his hand on Bucky’s thigh and squeezes slightly. Once his hand makes contact he worries he might have overstepped but Bucky leans into his touch and pushes those concerns away.
“At first when they found me in the snow it wasn’t bad, I honestly felt relieved that I had been found, but then they told me who they were and I knew I wasn’t safe. I noticed too late, there was no way for me to escape. They locked me in a room and left me there for what felt like days. Food and water would appear in my room but I never saw anyone come in or out. I later found out that they would put gas into my room to knock me out.” Bucky feels like he is going off topic but Sam reassures him he’s okay to continue.
“Once they’d gotten in my head with those damn words, they controlled everything I did. They would use me for their missions as you know, but it didn’t stop there. At one point, I don’t even know when but they moved me to a room and it had windows. At first I thought this was a good thing but then I realised they were only one way windows. I couldn’t see out but they could see in.”
Sam didn’t say anything but nodded, urging Bucky to continue.
“They would take turns coming into my room, one at a time but I could hear the others on the other side of the window. They made me do different things and I’m still putting the pieces together but I remember one in particular. He would make me stand right in front of the mirror and take my clothes off.” Bucky felt Sam tense beside him and looked at him, checking if he should continue. Sam’s heart melted at Bucky, even at his most vulnerable he was checking on others.
“It’s okay, only keep going if you want to.”
Bucky nodded before continuing. “Once I had my clothes off, sometimes he would make me..” Bucky’s voice grew smaller and smaller as he continued, so much so, Sam could almost not hear him. “He would make me touch myself, whilst they all watched. I could hear them laughing, like they were enjoying themselves. The guy in the room, he would keep telling me what to do but he would stop right before I..” Sam gave Bucky a look of understanding, Bucky was thankful he didn't have to say it. “He would do it over and over again, never letting me finish.” Bucky cringed slightly at his wording but kept going. “Once they'd had their fun they’d just leave me there in pain.”
Bucky suddenly felt like he had to defend himself. “And it’s not like I wanted to.. but anything would have been better than having to wait it out.”
Sam can feel his anger rising, thinking back to earlier in the night. Zemo asking Bucky to go back into that mindset and let him touch him was uncalled for. He felt guilty for letting it happen even though deep down he knew it had to happen. Still he made a mental note to apologise to Bucky when the time was right.
“It’s okay, you don’t have to defend yourself. I can’t imagine how hard that would've been.” Bucky felt relieved at that, he almost felt silly for thinking Sam would judge him but after a second he realises probably not everyone would react this way. He really was grateful for having Sam. He made him feel safe and listened to so he kept going.
“There was another man, he only came in a few times and he would touch me.. but…” Bucky took a deep breath and paused for only a moment. “He wouldn’t use the words. He just told me to lie down and I would do it. I just let him.”
Sam didn’t want to interrupt Bucky but he couldn’t let him blame himself for that. “Bucky.. That wasn't your fault. Whether he used the words or not, it was against your will.”
“But I could have stopped him, If i’d just been toughe-”
“Bucky no. Please listen to me when I say this.” Sam shifts sideways slightly and grabs Bucky’s hands. He looks up into Bucky’s eyes and continued. “None of what happened to you is your fault, you had no choice in what happened.”
Bucky can feel a tear run down his face before he can stop it. He quickly brings his hand up and wipes it away. “I’m sorry for this. I know you probably don’t want to hear about it.”
“Buck” Sam chuckles lightly. “I like to think we’re close enough now that we can vent to each other. This is gonna be pretty tough if we can’t.”
This brought a little smile to Bucky’s face. “Thank you for listening to me Sam, and thank you for not looking at me like I'm some freak.”
“You’re not a freak. You’ve been through a lot, that doesn’t make you a freak, that makes you strong. I know this was hard to look back on but I’m glad you felt safe enough to..with me. I’m here for you okay? From now on, we have each other's backs, no matter what.”
“I’m here for you too. You can talk to me, I know I’ve been a bit of a dick in the past but I promise I got you. You can talk to me about anything, I know you’ve been through a lot too. It must be ha-”
Before Bucky could finish speaking, the door swings open and Zemo walks in. “Gentleman.” Bucky pulls away from Sam and wipes his face once more, he absolutely does not want Zemo to crack any jokes about this. He shoots Sam an apologetic look but there's no need, Sam understood and nodded slightly to show that. “ Are you two ready to leave? We’re waiting.”
Sam and Bucky both clear their throat before standing up. Both mumbling a response that sounds like a mixture of “Yes” and “Let’s go”
Zemo leaves the room first and Bucky goes to follow but not before looking back at Sam and grabbing his hand.
“When we get home.” They both smile slightly and Sam squeezes Bucky’s hand.
Sam nods before responding “When we get home.”
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This is why people annoyed me when they thought that Sam was being overdramatic and was wrong for giving up the shield in tfatws, it was never about him not feeling worthy. It was about having to deal with constant racism like this shit here (among other things).
People constantly not giving him the same respect that they gave Steve. People constantly inserting their opinion "Bucky would've been better," for no actual reason. Constantly having to deal with unnecessary stress and judgment simply because he's Black and taking over the mantle from Steve. They would NOT be acting like this if Steve gave the shield to Bucky.
The Steve yall love so much choose him to be the next Captain America both in the comics and in the MCU. Get over it! At this point you're just being racist. Sam Wilson IS CAPTAIN AMERICA, deal with it.
Anthony Mackie is more than Capable of being Captain America and will do an amazing job. He's more than deserving of the title.
#sam wilson#marvel#mcu#tfatws#captain america#anthony mackie#the falcon and the winter soldier#samwilson#captain america sam wilson#sam wilson is captain america#cap 4#chris evans
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Bucky: I prevented a murder today
Sam: For real? How’d you do that?
Bucky: Self control.
#marvel#au#funny#avengers#incorrect marvel#mcu#incorrect marvel quotes#bucky barnes#buckybarnes#winter soldier#incorrect bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#sam wilson#samwilson#falcon#falconandthewintersoldier#incorrect sam wilson#incorrect falcon and the winter soldier#sambucky#sam wilson x bucky barnes
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Look at this photo and see how Anthony is a very good actor i hate when people say phase 4 is painful and bring every scenes to the other charachters and didn't bring sam wilson scenes like look at his face he wanted to cry and held his tears The pain has embodied guilt and self blame and I don't see anyone talk about this scene i hate when people say anthony isn't a good actor or say he doing same reactions
Let's appreciate anthony i love him
#anthony mackie#tfatws#the falcon#sam wilson#samwilson#fuck anti Anthony#i love my baby Anthony#appreciate him
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“I lost focus and had a consensual workplace relationship.”
#marvel#sambucky#tfatws#thefalconandthewintersoldier#captainamericaandthewintersoldier#samwilson#buckybarnes#tryguys#werecoworkers
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It's been 10 years passed since @marvelstudios movie called "Captain America: The Winter Soldier" which is the second one that came out on April-4-2014 and let me tell ya: it was an AWESOME movie I've ever watched. It's about after the cataclysmic events in New York with his fellow Avengers (Iron Man, Hulk, Thor, Black Widow and Hawkeye), Steve Rogers, aka Captain America (Chris Evans), lives in the nation's capital as he tries to adjust to modern times. An attack on a S.H.I.E.L.D. colleague throws Rogers into a web of intrigue that places the whole world at risk. Joining forces with Natasha Romanoff (Scarlett Johansson), aka Black Widow, and a new ally Sam Wilson (Anthony Mackie), aka Falcon, Rogers struggles to expose an ever-widening conspiracy, but he and his team soon come up against an unexpected enemy: the Winter Soldier aka Bucky Barnes (Sebastian Stan). Bucky Barnes is Steve Rodger's childhood best friend who has re-emerged as an enhanced brainwashed assassin by HYDRA after supposedly being killed in action during World War II in the first Captain America movie.
#10years#marvelstudios#movie#captainamericathewintersoldier#steverogers#chrisevans#captainamerica#shield#natasharomanoff#scarlettjohansson#blackwidow#samwilson#anthonymackie#falcon#wintersoldier#buckybarnes#sebastianstan
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CAPTAIN AMERICA: BRAVE NEW WORLD
First look at Harrison Ford as Thunderbolt Ross and Anthony Mackie as Captain America in CAPTAIN AMERICA: BRAVE NEW WORLD.
Thunderbolt Ross is missing his mustache! 👴🏼
#CaptainAmerica#CaptainAmericaBraveNewWorld#CaptainAmericaNewWorldOrder#RedHulk#MCU#Marvel#marvelcomics#marvellegends#marvelstudios#AnthonyMackie#HarrisonFord#ThunderboltRoss#Thunderbolts#MoonKnight#TFATWS#thefalconandthewintersoldier#thewintersoldier#captainamericathewintersoldier#samwilson
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just had my third Alfredo Chicken Meal
#captain america#avengers#comics#marvel#photography#samwilson#steverogers#stan lee#bucky barnes#stucky
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via atlanta_filming IG
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masterlist
bucky barnes
sam wilson
sambucky
#wwilsonbarness#masterlist#wwilsonbarness masterlist#sambucky#samwilson#sam wilson x bucky barnes#bucky barnes#winterfalcon#bucky x y/n#bucky barnes x reader#sam wilson x y/n#marvel#anthony mackie#sebastian stan#bucky barnes fanfic#sam wilson fanfic#sambucky fanfic#captain america#winter soldier
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And Cap 4 has a Director!!!
I'm 😊 excited!
#cap 4#marvel#mcu#sam wilson#tfatws#captain america#anthony mackie#the falcon and the winter soldier#samwilson#captain america sam wilson#justsamwilson
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The Falcon and the Winter Soldier poster design.
#marvel#mcu#thefalconandthewintersoldier#samwilson#buckybarnes#anthonymackie#sebastianstan#thefalcon#wintersoldier#disney#illustration#art#artwork#posterdesign#digitalart#illustrator#marvelcomics#drawing#sketch#artist#fanart#comics#photoshop#disneyplus#sketchbook
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the announcement of Captain America : New World Order
Same Kevin we all are happy for that
#anthony mackie#samwilson#sam wilson is captian america#captain america#new world order#i'm that sam has The appreciation he deserves#The crowd clapping and screaming
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More Sambucky +redraw of my favourite tfatws meme
#I hate drawing Buckys arm and Sams suit#sambucky#samwilson#bucky#tfatws#the payback one is a miraculous redraw im not sorry
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Bird Pickup
@noxnthea wrote a hilarious and heartwarming story called “This Just In” A Soul Mate AU Winterhawk. This art is inspired by that story!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44128362/chapters/110962902
It may not be exactly what happened in the story but it sure was inspired by it!
What’s happening? Social Media found a Google Earth snapshot of Hawkeye getting rescued... and it’s going viral!
Clint gets his shirt torn ... again. This is supposed to be a shot taken from far away so not many details can be seen. But his birthmark got revealed.
Please do read it if you get a chance, you won’t be sorry!
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