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infernalodie · 2 years

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𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲’𝐬 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 || 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐳

“𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘶𝘱 𝘚𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦, 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘴 𝘐'𝘮 𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩“

Inspo: Rex Orange County - Pluto Projector

Pairing: Maddy Perez x Son!reader

Summary: You would carry the weight

Warnings: character’s aged up, brief talk of abuse, and just fluffy and angsty throughout.

Words: 1623

DNI IF YOU’RE SENSITIVES TO THE WARNINGS ABOVE!

Maddy found out she was pregnant at probably the worst time in her life. The school was starting and she was dealing with Cassie dating Nate. Overall, it had been a stressful time for her to even have a baby on her mind. But she knew abortion wasn’t an option as having a kid had been a dream of hers since she could fully understand the concept.

Raising her own son or daughter. Able to teach them all that she knows. Help them through difficult times. See them rise to success and fall just for her to pick them up and support them. Be able to have grandkids. And see what her child has made of themselves and be incredibly proud.

That was all she had ever wanted. She never received that fully from her parents and she just wanted the best life she could provide for her child. So, it only made sense that she was able to follow through on those dreams.

Kids around town and parents alike did scrutinize her silently for her decision. Being labelled as the pregnant teenager, who had fucked someone who didn’t decide to pull out. It was a lot to handle. Even her parents weren’t sure it had been the best idea for her at the time in her life. She was still young and still had so much life to experience.

But her response was always so simple and full of love.

“Then I get to experience it with my baby.”

When you were conceived, Maddy knew the moment she held you in her arms, you were a gift that she never deserved. Not in a million had she ever seen such a beautiful baby boy with the brightest eyes and goofiest smile. You were her angel. Her gift. Her reason to live and to fight for what she held close.

There hadn’t been much in Maddy’s life that she saw as a core memory. It was debatable that her years as a kid were her best, but none of them came close to when you looked up at her for the first time inside that hospital room. It seemed like for around a minute, you were old enough to know who she was and understand what was happening around you. Because all she was love within your brown eyes that had begun to tear up.

You hadn’t cried. You hadn’t done anything but stare up at her.

It had been the most extraordinary thing that Maddy had ever seen. She knew that every parent felt like their kid was special and greater than any other she had seen. But it felt like you had proven that you were something else. Because as she stared back down at you with a smile, tears rolling down her cheeks. Your tiny little hands grabbed ahold of her gown and pulled your head into her chest.

That had not only been the greatest moment of her life. But a moment that she would never forget and would tell you about when you were older and could fully realize how special you were.

The moment that she took you home, all her friends visited to see you. Smiling and talking in their amusing baby voices as you laughed and smiled. One thing she knew was that you were completely different from her and your father. A joyful, smart, and extraordinary baby boy.

And you seemed to like the idea of meeting new people that would become family figures for you. Rue is your cool aunt that would let you get away with a lot of your shenanigans and often participate. Jules is the overbearing loveable aunt. Lexi is the aunt that helped you with school and someone you could watch movies with for hours on end. Kat would help you find your fashion sense. Fez would plainly be the cool uncle. And Elliot would be the uncle to get you into music. It was a good variety that Maddy knew you deserved. Far better than whatever Nate could ever give you.

That family that she wanted for you grew with your age and your understanding of life growing. Maddy got through school and got a scholarship at NYU where most of your aunts and uncles were heading for their own dreams. You had everything Maddy wanted to give you. There was nothing else that she wanted except to see you happy with your life.

But there was one part of her that felt shoved away. A side of her past that you had no idea of and would likely be enraged from. That was your father, Nate. Maddy never wanted you to know the things your Nate had done to her and probably countless other girls throughout the years you grew up and the two of them went their separate ways. Hell, she never wanted you to know who he was or to ever see him. It just felt like a disservice to you as she kept it from you and you were nothing like him. You were so different from the both of them that it made her afraid you would see yourself differently after you found out.

The front door to the apartment opening and slamming shut alerted Maddy from her spot on the living room couch. Her head snapped in the direction to see you place your skateboard near the front door and adjust the strap of your backpack around your shoulder. But instead of your beaming smile that she was so accustomed to, she found your hood up with a solum look on your face.

“Hey, honey-” You walked straight up to the coffee table and took the remote and shut off the TV. Ruining her position that she was at with House of the Dragons. But even before she could say a word, you were already speaking.

“What did he do to you?”

It was a rather abrupt question but Maddy had known what you were referring to in an instant. He. No name was needed to know what asshole you spoke of. The man you had never seen except through pictures of him online. Living a lavish life with Aunt Lex’s sister whom you hadn’t ever met either.

But although Maddy knew who you spoke of, she wasn’t even sure she was ever going to be ready for the talk. She never wanted to shine a bad light on Nate even though he deserved it. What she had wanted was for you to have a hopeful outlook on the man. Maybe he would reach out to see you one of these times. Maddy wouldn’t be against it as you deserved to have a father figure in your life. Even then, Fez and Elliot were doing an excellent job as it is.

Maddy’s mouth sat agape, unsure of how to answer. That only made you drop your backpack at the end of the couch and crouch down in front of your mother. Taking her hands in yours as you bowed your head. Sniffling as you shook your head. “What did he do to you, mom?”

Hearing your broken voice made it even harder for Maddy to speak. The back of her throat closed as she inhaled deeply with a set of her own tears beginning to brim in her eyes. “He hurt me, Y/n. He was abusive to me and many others.”

And hearing for the first time, it finally broke you. He hurt her. Your own father laid hands on your mother. There were many questions running through your head that you were sure you would never get the answers to. Albeit, you wouldn’t listen to Nate if he gave answers because you would likely be taking your skateboard to his head, but you just wanted to understand why. Why her?

It felt like Maddy was transported back to that hospital bed as you looked up at her. Tears in your eyes with nothing but love within them. Genuine unconditional love for the woman who had given you everything she could just to make you happy. She felt Deja Vu. Like you had known since you were born the type of war she had been through. It broke her.

“Baby-” Before Maddy could get a further explanation out, you had devoured her into one of your hugs. Ones that held nothing but care and warmth. Every little feeling she had been putting off- Dread, shame, and maybe even a bit of sorrow was washed away.

One of your hands held the back of her head as she cried in your chest. “You’ve been my anchor since I was born mom. You’ve carried weight across oceans that I would never even begin to fathom. You’ve walked through fires to get here,” you whispered softly. “Let me take that weight from you, please.”

It was a plea. A chance to repay the woman that had been your guardian angel. Your light at the end of every tunnel. Your entire reason to smile every morning you got up after doing karaoke with the rest of the family. You were the one taking care of her now. Opening up the book she had put a lock to until now. Allowing her to write the final page and place it back on the farthest shelf within her mind where it would be forgotten.

“I can’t do that to you, baby.” Maddy shook her head, parting from your hug. “You’re still so young. I can’t do that-”

“Mom.” That damn weightless laugh made the woman softly gasp and look up at you. Your eyes were as bright as the day she first held you and your adorably goofy smile filled her eyes. “I’m old enough to understand.”

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zendayacolemann · 3 years

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EUPHORIA Fuck Anyone Who’s Not a Sea Blob

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feelsomethingblog · 3 years

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Cassie is amazing deserves better than Mckay

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sublimecatgalaxy · 2 years

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Truth or Dare- Part 3

Pairing: Elliot (Euphoria) x Reader

Song: "Painkiller" by Beach Bunny

Summary: Maddy barges her way into the Jacobs house, originally to see the Reader, but she gets caught up when she sees her ex-boyfriend. Nate and Elliot have a bit of a run in. Jules and Rue invite Reader over to Elliots to 'get to know him' better but it ends with an interrogation. Elliot urges the Reader to open up while Rue and Jules venture off, an argument ensures. Does it end well or does it not?

Warnings: Swearing, mentions of violence, mentions of sex, and angst.

Word Count: 4.3k

A/N: This gif is so hot, whoops. Whoever slowed it down is an angel and deserves kisses. Also I really like this chapter because it was super fun to write and it really gets in on the Reader and her relationships. And there's way more Elliot in this one than the last two. Idea from @apovanity87 love her to pieces.

Part 1 Part 2

I thought I was good at ignoring people.

Well, I thought I was good at getting other people to get the gist that I was ignoring them so they’d stay away and want nothing to do with me. Apparently, when you ignore Jules and Rue, they want even more to do with you.

They followed me everywhere. They followed me into the bathroom between classes, forcing me to hide in the stall, ignoring them until the bell rang. They followed me out to my car after school, their questions and yells being heard behind me as I shove myself into my car. They even went as far as coming to my front door at ten at night, my pleas to Nate being heard down the hall. He eventually gave in, going downstairs to shoo them away before shoving me back into my room by my forehead. Jules and Rue would never argue with Nate, no matter the situation. No one would ever argue with Nate. Ever.

Except Maddy.

I thought that she was originally coming over to see me that night, my sad texts making an angry fire ignite in her stomach at the thought of me crying over a boy. A boy she didn’t know. And when she came over and slipped into my room with an angry glance at Nate over her shoulder, I was convinced that she would encourage me to get drunk, or high, and get happy. She was all about faking it till you make it. But there was something else on her mind that night.

He was like fucking slender-man in the doorway, watching. And if there’s one thing she couldn’t stand, it was that she couldn’t stand a looming Nate, watching her from afar. He was using every excuse in the book to knock on my door, asking me the most random questions about homework or dumb, fake questions about our family. Maddy eventually got angry with him and stormed out of my room and into his. They argued for hours after she locked his door. Then their yelling changed and my headphones immediately went over my ears. I didn’t want to hear that.

The next thing happened within the week following the conversation in Nate’s bedroom. Nate had this newfound need to check on me throughout the day, the knowledge that Elliot was walking the halls, his presence making me sad, making him want to take care of me. Considering I had never had that relationship with Nate, it was weird. But maybe he finally realized that he didn’t need to make everyone in his life hate him. It was about time he came to his senses and realized how great of a sister I am and have been.

But he was keen on making Elliot jump out of his skin whenever he was around.

Walking down the hall, I feel someone approach me to my right, my head tilting upwards to see Nate. He smiles softly down at me, his hand patting the top of my head a few times before huffing. Not knowing why his sudden presence is needed, I turn to see a familiar, beautiful boy making his way down the hallway towards us, Jules and Rue following closely behind him. My stomach drops, my lips tugging down into a frown as I pout.

“I’ll take care of it.” Nate whispers to me, his shoulder bumping against mine as I softly nod, my eyes fluttering to the ground nervously. I see three pairs of feet stop in front of us, Nate’s quiet sigh heard next to me. “Elliot.” Nate grunts simply, my eyes flickering up to look at my older brother, his shoulders squared and angry.

Oh shit, this should be good.

“Uh, Nate, hey- hi.” Elliot stutters out, my eyes flickering over at him as he gazes up at the massive man next to me. He looks nervous, his hands trembling at his side as Jules and Rue glance between the three of us before looking at one another. “Wow, you are quite the bodyguard.” Elliot laughs nervously, Rue and Jules making eye contact with me as I glance quickly away.

“You guys still bothering my sister?” He asks lowly, looking at the two girls as they stutter, pointing between one another. “Yeah, can you stop that shit? I’m done hearing about it.” I chuckle under my breath, my eyes rolling knowing that’s completely untrue. He’s asked me every day if I was still upset over the situation but I know his fragile masculine ego couldn’t take telling someone he’s soft for his baby sis.

“Uh, no. Not me.” Elliot mutters, our eyes meeting one another for a brief second. I turn my whole body away from him, looking up to Nate as he sighs. “These two, yeah they’re bugging her a lot.” Elliot laughs as he points between Jules and Rue, throwing them violently under the bus. They immediately yell out arguments, their voices consuming my thoughts as I try my best to tune them out. My chest heaves in anxiety as I feel someone brush against my shoulder, Elliot’s eyes meeting mine as he walks past me. He sends me a soft smile, my heart breaking at the sight. I quickly turn away, Nate facing me as he gently places a hand on my upper arm. I sniffle as tears rise to my eyes, my fists reaching up to rub them away.

“He’s still a fucking twerp. Let’s go.”

After that day with Jules and Rue, plus Nate’s confrontation, they finally came to apologize to me. In an appropriate way and not in a stalker way. They didn’t chase me, but they sent me a nice message in our group chat, telling me that they apologize for stalking me and bugging me so much that I felt that I needed to get Nate involved. They then invited me to hang out today, my fingers typing out a grateful response as I grinned.

But what I learned later is that it was taking place at Elliot's house.

With Rue and Jules... and Elliot. Just us.

Fuck.

My hand hovers in front of the wood, my legs wobbling beneath me as I think of what could possibly go wrong. Elliot obviously didn’t tell Rue and Jules that he knows me, that he knew Nate. It was still unknown that he and I used to be close for all those years. I knew why I couldn’t tell them, but why couldn’t he? He obviously wasn’t still mad at me, the soft smile that he sent me in the hallway after Nate’s confrontation said the exact opposite.

Putting those thoughts aside, the new anxious thoughts of seeing someone familiar driving me crazy. I was hoping that I wouldn’t see his cousin, knowing the minute she saw me, mine and Elliot’s whole past would be outed. She was always my biggest fan, claiming that I was the best role model for Elliot considering he was a little out of control as a young boy.

The door opens abruptly in front of me, my hand falling as Elliot appears in the doorway. His eyes look over me, a small smirk on his lips as I fold my arms over my chest, standing my ground. We stand in an awkward silence for a moment, my head swimming with thoughts as I try to come up with something to say to him.

Now was the time, right?

“I’m shocked you came.” He grins, cutting my anxious thoughts off, my cheeks warming at his words. “I figured Nate would have talked you out of it hours ago.” He snorts, his eyes fluttering down to the ground as my eyes roll tiredly.

“I’m not here for you, Elliot. Let me in.” I respond simply, his head tilting teasingly at me as he pauses. Well, he hasn’t changed his manners policy. “Please, let me in, dickhead.” I put on my most polite smile, his eyes softening as he moves out of the way.

“Nice to see you haven’t changed, bug.” He chuckles quietly as I pass him, my heart panging against my chest as I frown. The smile on his lips, the way his eyes look so familiar even though he acts so cold, the nickname. So he did remember who I was…

I make my way past him as he closes the door, my head tilting to look back at him as he nods me on further into the house. I let him lead me through the small house, the fact that there’s no sight of his cousin makes my anxiety calm a bit. He leads me upstairs, my eyes on the steps in front of me as he leads me into the hallway. I look around, the bathroom in front of me, his bedroom to the right.

It’s perfect for him, darker, string lights hung, smells strong of weed, little knick knacks and a guitar littering the floor. He still sang? I look back at him softly, the need to get to know him again consuming me as all of the anger, the betrayal, leaves my mind. Rue and Jules squeal at the sight of me, eagerly pulling me down onto the bed in between them.

“I’m so glad you came!” Jules laughs happily, her arms wrapping around my waist as she pulls me into her. “We were just about to interrogate the new guy.” She tilts her head with a smirk to look up at Elliot, his tongue darting out to wet his lips. He looks between the three of us, the sight of three women in his bed obviously shocking him. I remember when I was the only girl he’d let anywhere close to his room let alone lay in his bed.

“I don’t like the thought of an interrogation, but I’m an open book.” Elliot snorts, plopping down on the beanbag against his wall. Jules looks at me with an evil smile, her eyes conveying mischief as she carries out her plan. She slides down onto the floor in front of Elliot, Rue and I making our way to the edge of the bed as I rest my head in the pretty girl's lap. Jules takes the lamp to her left, moving it to shine in Elliot’s face as he hisses. “Really? Officer Jules? Just ask me fucking questions.” He snorts, his hand reaching up to cover his eyes. I giggle at the sight of his discomfort, his eyebrows raising at the noise as he looks between Rue and I.

“Do you want to fuck Rue?” Jules asks abruptly, my eyes widening as I look at the girl above me. She chuckles lowly, shaking her head as her hair falls in her face. She sends me a tired look, obviously telling me that Jules didn’t let the silent worry go. That she was still jealous and bitter regardless of Elliot's status in her friend group.

“Uh, not now?” Elliot chuckles uncomfortably, looking at Jules with furrowed brows. “I don’t see why this is important…” He trails off with confused eyes, his gaze flickering over to Rue above me. She sends him a sorry shrug, obviously apologizing for her oblivious and jealous girlfriend.

“So, you’re straight?” Jules asks, my mind filling with the times that Elliot would talk to me about girls… and guys. He’s not exactly the straightest guy ever. My cheeks heat up as I clear my throat, trying my best to put those thoughts to the back of my mind.

I smile to myself silently, knowing I'd probably know the answer to every question that they’d have to ask. His first kiss, me, first time, first everything. Because it was either me, or I was there to hear about it. Looking up at Rue as she huffs, she pushes her sunglasses further onto her face to shield her sensitive eyes from the light. She’s definitely high.

“Uh kinda.” Elliot replies simply, my head tilting to look at him at the response.

“Are you gay?” Jules pries with an exasperated laugh, Rue and I giggling at her nosiness.

“Kinda.” He adds with a laugh, sitting up straighter as he rests his head against the wall with a thump. He bites his lower lip, gnawing at the sensitive skin, a tic that I’ve picked up on over the years.

Meaning he’s uncomfortable. Good. That means that I wasn't the only one who had to be uncomfortable.

“So you’re bi-” Jules begins, but Elliot cuts her off with a tired sigh knowing that sentence could finish after an hour long rant and deep dive into his subconscious.

“I don’t know, Jules, I like who I like.” He adds, deciding to be done with her prying eyes and words. His soft, dark eyes find mine from across the room, my heart thumping loudly against my ribs at the sight.

“These are dumb questions! Ask him the deep ones!” Rue calls out, startling me as I giggle, sliding down onto the floor next to Jules. Elliot rests only a foot away, his eyes widening briefly at the proximity. Jules wraps a protective arm around my shoulder, my head tilting at Elliot. “Y/n is good at this. She can tell when people are lying.” Rue whispers loudly in warning to Elliot but he and I both know full well that. He knows that if I wanted to ruin his life right now, embarrass him, I could.

And boy.. did I want to.

“How many people have you fucked?” I ask simply, it being the first question on the tip of my tongue but also the one I’m most consumed by. He had gotten considerably more handsome throughout the years, his dopey smile turning into a handsome smirk and he’s so much more flirty than he used to be when we were younger. It was as if his whole personality went through a glow up along with his looks. It made him a perfect, panty dropping package. A smirk rises to my lips as he rolls his eyes, Jules laughing next to me.

“Atta girl! Getting to the good shit!” Rue chuckles, her words slurred as she throws herself back on the bed. “Yes, answer that, Elly!” She calls out, Jules bumping her elbow with mine proudly as we wait.

“Why do you care?” Elliot asks in return after a moment, his eyes dark as my cheeks warm at his soft, questioning gaze. He’s still curious, I’ll give him that. He always knew how to push my buttons in good ways and bad.

“Just answer the question.” I shrug languidly, gasps erupting around me as I look between Jules and Elliot with wide eyes. Did I say something wrong?

“Why did you avoid that question?” Jules asks, her eyes wide as she looks over at me, my lips parting but no words leave them.

“Yeah, why did you avoid that question?” Elliot adds in a teasing tone, sitting up to rest his chin on his knees. I gawk at him, my gaze turning to Jules after a moment. Rue scoffs behind me, obviously recognizing that the two of them are clearly ganging up on me. Great, fucking great.

“Do you want to fuck Elliot? Is that why you’ve been avoiding us so much?” Rue asks quickly as if she just fit the last puzzle piece into the puzzle, solving the whole thing. Her eyes now wide, her smile proud and unforgiving as everyone in the room waits for my answer.

“I have much bigger things to worry about than a boy. Like my friends being complete idiots.” I scoff as I squint back at Rue, watching as Jules rolls her eyes, her head shaking as she turns back to Elliot. I abandon my spot on the floor, rising to my feet as I return to the bed. I fold my legs under me, the realization that my question backfired making me feel worse than I did before. I tune out their words as questions fly back and forth between Elliot and Jules, my head tucking back into Rue’s lap, her fingers carding through my hair.

“I don’t like you.” Jules speaks up abruptly, the short sentence finally peaking my interest. Before Elliot can reply, I speak up, my eyes flickering over to them as I scoff.

“I second that.” I raise my hand, Elliot’s eyes a bit sad as he looks over at me with a pout.

“What? Why?” He squeaks in a sad laugh as Jules lets out a sigh.

“It’s cuz you’re sarcastic and you seem phony. And you seem like you want to fuck everyone and everything and I don’t trust that.” She turns off the light, done with her interrogation as she sits below me. Her arms fold over her chest as I snort, knowing it’s completely ironic that she’s the one to say. Like the pot calling the kettle black.

“That’s a lot coming from you, babe.” Rue speaks up, my heart pounding in my ears as I see an argument coming on. Pushing myself off of Rue’s lap, I stand abruptly, knowing that no one will care if I just slip out of the room for a moment. I wasn’t keen on hearing them argue, knowing full well that their arguments can turn nasty in a quick flip.

Making my way out of the room quietly, I don’t bother looking back at the couple as I slip into the bathroom. Closing the door behind me, I reach forward to lean against the sink tiredly. My eyes flutter closed, my heart feeling heavy as I think of the boy in the room next door.

It’s like nothing had ever happened. He’s acting like nothing happened. Like he didn’t just let our friendship go completely, deciding to hate me. Like him letting me leave without a goodbye wasn’t the worst thing to ever happen to me.

Turning on the water, I gently splash some water in my face to help cool down my heated skin. When I stand back up, I notice Elliot quickly slipping into the bathroom behind me, his back pressed against the door so I can’t escape.

“The fuck are you doing?” I ask, my head swarming with anger as I take a deep breath. Leaning against the counter as he sighs, I watch as he rakes his fingers through his curly hair. Frowning, he takes a careful step closer to me, my ears tuning in to Jules and Rue yelling at each other from the bedroom.

“You’re going to have to talk to me sometime.” He shrugs, his face gentle as he sighs, my heart swelling at his words. “Please, come on. Yell, get angry. Anything.” My eyes gently close at his quiet pleading, my hands reaching up to rub over my face as I groan.

“Why can’t you just leave me alone? Why can’t you get the hint that I don’t want to talk to you? Like, ever again.” I fold my arms over my chest with a frown, my eyebrows pulled together in distrust. He pouts, his eyes closed as he shakes his head, hair falling in his face.

“You can say anything you want to me right now. Get it off your chest. I know I deserve it- okay? Fuck.” He runs a frustrated hand through his hair, huffing. “But you won’t even look at me without cringing and I can tell that you wanted to cry the day that Rue and Jules ‘introduced me’ and I just can’t stop thinking about it. So please.” He pleads, his eyes guilty as a bitter laugh leaves my throat.

“So that’s what this is? You want to feel better and you want to get rid of all this shame and guilt for destroying our relationship- our friendship?” I ask, my finger pointing at him as I scoff. “You’re a fucking lunatic, Elliot.” I scoff, my eyes rising to look at the ceiling, a small smile on his lips when my gaze flickers down to him every once in a while. The smile pisses me off, there being absolutely no reason for the grin to be on his lips. I was angry... right? A few beats of silence go by, my eyes softening and my fists unclench as I sigh. “Do you spend your days thinking about how you can make this difficult for me?” I chuckle quietly, my eyes flickering between his soft ones. He smiles gently at the break in anger, relieved, his body takes another step closer to me.

“It’s not just during the day, I go to bed thinking about it too.” He teases with twinkling eyes, my body urging me to move forward, to rest my head against his chest, anything. My skin warms at his words, the commotion outside not bothering us as we get consumed in each other's words.

“So you’re saying you think about me at night?” I ask, my flirty tone taking him off guard.

“In your dreams, Y/n.” He scoffs, rolling his eyes playfully but I can tell by the way he’s gnawing against the inside of his cheek that I make him nervous.

“Apparently not in my dreams but yours.” I snicker, my confidence lacking a bit as he pouts, my teasing words making him crumble. I always had that effect on him. He could always dish it out but never take it in return. We fall into another few moments of silence, his eyes looking over me as if to memorize every inch.

“You’ve changed a lot.” He points out, his pout turning into a small smile as he avoids my watchful eyes. “Still pretty.” He adds sheepishly, a small scoff leaving my lips as my head hangs. “Come on, please. I’m sorry.” He steps up to me, his hands gently reaching out to rest on my shoulders. I shake my head, my eyes flickering up to look at him as he frowns.

“You can’t just say that and act like it means anything to either of us. Like it changes anything.” My bottom lip wobbles as his face twists up in anguish, his hands moving to rest on my cheeks. My eyes close at the feeling of his skin on mine, crumbling under his touch. “I missed you, you asshole.” I laugh tearily, feeling his thumbs catch every drop that leaves my eyes. He cranes my head to look up at him, my face relaxing more into his touch. “I wanna yell at you.” I huff, my fists gently hitting against his chest as he laughs quietly with a shrug.

“Then yell, I can take it.” He whispers, the anger in my mind taken over completely by the look of his soft gaze. “You can tell me you hate me, that you never wanna see me again, but I won’t believe you.” He points out, his cheeks dimpling as he smiles. “If you wanted me out of your life, you would’ve hit me already.” He chuckles, my lips pulling together in a tight lipped teary smile, knowing his words are true. But the smile doesn’t stick long, my face falling once more as my heart aches.

“You let me leave.” I mutter, tears still streaming down my cheeks as he sighs. “You didn’t come to hug me, to say goodbye. You just let me leave and then you ignored me for years.” I whimper, his head nodding smally as his lips tug down into a frown. “I needed you, Elliot.” I fist his shirt in my fingers, the feeling of him so close is so familiar, so comforting. It’s like we never even spent time away from each other, the want- the need- to be in his arms again tugging me to him.

“I know… I’m sorry, bug. I’m the worst.” He whispers, gently running his fingers through my hair to rest on the back of my neck. “You left. I know you didn’t have a choice. It was easier to be angry.” He adds simply, my head nodding as I sniffle. “I didn’t want Rue and Jules to know because I didn’t want them arguing or prying. But I couldn’t get you alone long enough to talk to you.” He whispers, his thumbs gently brushing over the skin of my throat.

“Did you even miss me?” I ask with a quiet hiccup, my tears far and few, drying against the skin of my cheeks. He chuckles softly, his head bobbing up and down in a nod.

“I tried not to, but, you’re like really fucking miss-able.” He chuckles, my head throwing back in a nod. “If I would’ve known you would’ve gotten so pretty, maybe I would’ve stuck around.” He flirts, my eyebrows ticking up as I watch his every move. His every breath, the flutter of his eyes over my body, the way his gaze lingered between my lips and my eyes. “But yeah, I missed you.” He mutters, his eyes sad and soft as I grin. “That what you wanted to hear? You wanted to hear that I was so beyond depressed without you?” He chuckles, my eyes rolling playfully as I nod with a giggle. His hands move quickly, wrapping around my waist to pull me into his arms. I immediately respond, my fingers winding in his hair as I tuck my face into the crook of his neck. He hugs me close to him, the bone crushing grip making quiet sobs leave my lips. “Course I missed you.” He whispers, a gentle kiss being placed on my shoulder as I let out a sigh of relief. My eyes fall closed, never wanting the hug to break, not wanting to return to normal life. If I could just stay in this bathroom, in his arms, for the rest of my life, I would be okay. His arms gently slack but mine get tighter around his neck, not wanting to let him go. “Okay.” He whispers, his arms snaking around my waist once more, not letting go until I say so.

“You owe me so much for the shit that you put me through.” I whisper, feeling his chest rumble in laughter as he nods. “I’m still so mad at you.” I whimper, the words not sounding true as I grip onto him like he’ll vanish from my arms if I let him go.

“I know.” He mutters, his fingers gently squeezing my hips. “I deserve it.” I nod, the feeling of his hair between my fingers making me smile. “We’ve got lots to catch up on.” He whispers, a small hint of mischief in his tone. “Like the fact that you’re now way outta my league.” He giggles, my eyes drying as I laugh, gently pulling away from him to look up at him. He's completely serious, his jaw dropped in a shocked smile. “Seriously, you’re beautiful, Y/n.” He adds genuinely, my cheeks warming as I look away from him bashfully. “Come on, let’s get outta here before they get suspicious.” He chuckles, rolling his eyes as his hands trail down my arms, his fingers brushing against mine. He nods towards the door, reaching for the doorknob. When we notice no sound being heard from the other side, no fighting, he stops.

“They’re either gone, ignoring each other, or making out.” I point out, his eyes widening as he gulps.

“You’re right, let’s stay in here.”

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fluorescentadolescent1 · 2 years

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broken parts

request: @beth123lg : can you write a elliot x reader where he’s in love with her and she doesn’t know it and something happens where reader is accused of doing something she didn’t do and she tries to tell him she didn’t do it but he’s so upset he says stuff to her that she told him in secret and uses it against her. then weeks later the truth comes out that reader was innocent and Elliot does whatever he can to get her to forgive him but she can’t get what he said out of her mind and him just pining over her.

disclaimer: requests are still open, feel welcome to submit yours! ♡

MASTERLIST.

Elliot couldn't feel guilty about falling in love with his best friend, after knowing each other for two years and spending almost every day together, it was inevitable She was that feeling that allowed him to stay alive, he wanted to be a person who deserves his love, although it will sound cliché and he knew that friends shouldn't long for each other so much, or sleep so close together but elliot kept every memory with her.

Perhaps iif he didn't make the mistakes he made , and if he had not been carried away by the strong emotion known as anger, he might have had a future with her.

And maybe he wouldn't be heartbroken right now.

a week ago, Jules found out that Rue not only lied to her but also went back to drugs was a bad day for everyone. especially for elliot and y/n, who were part of the collateral damage that rue didn't see coming.

There were only three people in that laundry room at the new year's party. Rue, Elliot and y/n. They both promised to keep it a secret that Rue was still using drugs.But somehow Jules found out and Rue was too stoned to control her actions and her words.

" how the hell do you want me to act if my girlfriend wants to break up with me because one of you opened your mouth, and I'm sure it was you" yelled rue at y/n who silently scoffed, elliot on the other hand knew of his innocence but wasn't entirely sure about y/n's because he knew how much she hated the repetitive manner of rue's consummation. "You can scoff, but it's true. Y/n, i don't need you to worry about me, if you want to play mom with elliot that's your thing but don't mess with my relationship with jules"

Y/n couldn't believe what she was hearing, and it bothered her more that elliot didn't defend her.

" RueI couldn't care less about your relationship with Jules, you junkie bitch, so instead of assuming that I talked to Jules, you better get busy trying to fix the relationship that you only hurt." y/n prayed that rue didn't try to get close to her because the urge to hit her increased by the second.

Rue rolled her eyes and looked at elliot to defend her, but elliot just looked to the side clearly not wanting to be part of the argument. " you know what, fuck both of you"

Rue left Elliot's house muttering insults and trying not to fall into a frenzy. While y/n sat next to elliot on the bed, overwhelmed by the situation that rue put her in. And elliot made the first mistake that would lead to his broken heart.

" you know you can be honest with me, did you talk to jules?" elliot regretted asking that, but he knew it was too late and the damage had already been done.

y/n stood up and looked in disbelief at elliot, who couldn't look her in the eye. "It's one thing for Rue to mistrust me, but you Elliot? do you really think i would do something like that?. After knowing each other for so long, I thought there was no need to tell you that I didn't do it."

and y/n felt how her chest closed in anguish, how her eyes began to burn from holding back the tears that wanted to fall on her cheeks, and elliot wanted to hit himself for causing his best friend that bitterness.

" Look, I don't know why I said that, but it was just a question. I don't know why you get so defensive " and that's when the second mistake occurred, that sentence made her sadness turn into anger.

" just a question?. I see, so I'll just ask you one question too, did you tell Jules that Rue relapsed again because you have a crush on Rue? " she knew that the question had malice in it , but what elliot didn't know was that that question was also tainted with y/n's insecurity.

y/n was also going to have her heart broken after this fight, but it was for a different reason than Elliot thought. It was not only the pain of believing that her best friend did not trust her, it was accompanied by something else.

intrusive thoughts, that they reminded her daily that elliot could never fall in love with her, that it was safer that he felt attracted to rue by sharing his drug addiction, she could never match that feeling.

" what the fuck? where do you get that i have a crush on rue?" elliot was beginning to get annoyed, each word that came out of the other's mouth brought them closer to their end.

" don't try to deny it, even jules knows you want to fuck rue, so avoid pretending to be innocent" y/n knew that wasn't entirely true, but she can't help but say it.

" pretend to be innocent? you have no right to say something like that, you know that cassie is fucking nate and you don't tell maddy, what kind of friend are you hiding something like that?" y/n and elliot knew that there was no turning back, but elliot decided to seal the end of their relationship by saying "you hide the truth from one and tell the truth to another to try to clear your conscience"

Elliot could swear he saw her heart break through her misty eyes. This time she could not hold back her tears, and decided that she had nothing more to say because Elliot already made it clear what kind of person he thought she was.

she ran home, and he didn't follow her or try to stop her.

coming back to the present, y/n was trying to go about her daily life without elliot by her side, going out with the girls to buy clothes and trying to clear her mind.

" y/n it's not the end of the world, elliot's not the only boy in the world plus we're in the prime of our adolescence so bitch let's buy you some clothes and you're going to be a bad bitch again" said maddy dragging her car to go shopping.

But for elliot, from the day of the fight his days were getting slower and sadder.

It had been that Jules found out that Rue was still taking drugs thanks to Ali, a rehab member where rue attended.

" I'm really sorry that rue has done so much damage with this" jules said on one of her visits to elliot, whom she no longer resented since he told her his true feelings towards her former best friend.

" I don't know what to do, I really screwed up and I don't know if she's going to forgive me." elliot looked at his guitar, it didn't even call him to compose something since he could only concentrate on the emptiness in his chest.

" If I were you, I would go apologize and tell her the truth about your feelings. She thinks you like rue so obviously you have to clear that up." jules watched as elliot thought about what he said, deciding if it was for the best.

"and what would happen if she doesn't reciprocate my feelings" Elliot murmured running a hand through his hair.

"Well, it's not like you can ruin your friendship more." said jules amused, to which elliot rolled his eyes. "sorry, bad joke. Look elliot, if she says she doesn't like you, which I doubt she will, you'll have to accept it and move on, wouldn't you rather have her even as a friend than not have her at all? "

that was two days ago, and elliot knew jules was right so he decided to buy a bouquet of y/n's favorite flowers and went to her house. Elliot knew that at this time her parents were still working, so it meant that she was alone at home. He mustered up her courage and rang the doorbell, a moment later y/n opened the door and his heart began to beat faster.

" What are you doing here?" she asked looking at the flowers in his hands, and couldn't help but feel the tingling in her chest.

" I came to apologize, they are for you" said elliot offering her the flowers which she did not accept, he crossed his arms and kept looking at him hoping for a better apology. "I know I said things out of place and hurt your feelings, I should never have said things so out of place and I know that you would never betray Rue and that there shouldn't be someone in this town who is as good a person as you. And i know you're having a hard time because of maddy, not knowing what to do"

God, y/n she hated being so weak for elliot, hated him for having her in the palm of his hand and not realizing it.

"and what about rue?" y/n still wasn't accepting the flowers but elliot noticed she wasn't so defensive anymore .

" I don't like rue and I don't want to fuck her, god y/n, I like you since we met but I never wanted to ruin our friendship with unrequited feelings, in the end I ruined our friendship with a misunderstanding." Elliot swore his heart was beating at an abnormal rate.

y/n was speechless, she lost count of the times she dreamed that elliot would confess something like that, but the wound was still open and needed time to heal.

y/n finally accepted the flowers, and smiled, though elliot could feel the sadness not leaving her eyes and braced himself for her to break his heart again. But no matter how many times she broke his heart, when he puts it back together it will still beat for her.

" I like you too Elliot, you have no idea how much control you have over me, but you still can't expect us to go back to the way we were before. I need some time, but I accept your apologies and I also offer mine." y/n stood on tiptoe and kissed elliot's cheek, that kiss promised a future together but in the present they should remain apart.

" I'll wait as long as you need, and I accept your apology. I guess I'll see you at school." Elliot kissed her knuckles and pulled away from her, even as every cell in his body just wanted to be in contact with her body.

"see you later" y/n closed the door of her house, and hugged the flowers as she felt her cheeks get drenched.

This time she didn't know if it was happiness or sadness, but she was sure that every piece of her broken heart belonged to elliot.

#elliot x y/n #elliot fanfic #elliot x reader #elliot imagine #dominic fike x reader #dominic fike #euphoria season 2 #euphoria #fez x reader #fezco x reader #rue x reader #jules x reader

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luvfae · 2 years

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WHY’D IT HAVE

TO BE JULES?

summary: you and elliot break up on your birthday after you catch him with jules.

fandom: euphoria

parings: elliot x f reader

warnings: swearing, cheating, heartbreak, jules lol, elliot being a fucking idiot

inspired by this song:

It was your birthday and you were so excited to spend the night with your friends and your boyfriend, Elliot. Maddy and Cassie had thrown a surprise party for you at the Howard’s house, but you were fucking miserable.

The night started off amazing, until after you cut your cake. You were dancing with Kat when you saw it. Jules, drunk as fuck in Elliot’s lap, her arms wrapped around his neck, his hands on her waist. You stopped dancing, staring at the pair of them.

“You okay Y/N?” Kat asked, following the direction your eyes were in. “Oh my God,” she said with wide eyes. “Don’t freak out, maybe it’s something innocent.”

“I don’t know Kat,” you replied, squinting your eyes at them. “I’ve had a bad feeling about Jules ever since I started dating Elliot.”

Elliot looked up, his eyes finding yours immediately and you watched as guilt washed over his features. Elliot gently pushed Jules off of his lap and he looked back over at you as if he had something to confess. Your suspicions were answered and you were the first person to leave your birthday party, heading straight to Elliot’s house to grab all of the clothes you had left there.

Elliot saw you leave and followed you back to his house. He found you in his room packing a bag.

“Y/N, what are you doing?” Elliot asked. You refused to make eye contact with him, remaining silent as you shoved more of your stuff into the bag. “Talk to me,” he said, grabbing your arm.

You snatched away from his grip. “You know what you did, Elliot,” you said. Elliot shook his head.

Elliot knew how you felt about Jules, how insecure you were when it came to the pair of them hanging out. You didn’t trust Jules and now you see why. She didn’t care that she was your friend, that she had a girlfriend, that Elliot had a girlfriend, that it was your birthday. She didn’t care about any of that.

“You’ve got it all wrong, Y/N,” Elliot said.

You scoffed, glaring over at him. “Please Elliot, I know you better than I know myself. I can tell when you’re lying,” you said.

“Y/N, won’t you just listen? Stop packing your stuff and hear me out,” Elliot said.

“Why? I don’t need to hear you confess to know what’s been going on behind my back. You’re both snakes and you deserve each other,” you spat.

“You’re going to throw away everything we have over an assumption you made yourself?” Elliot asked.

Pausing for a moment, you laughed at his words. “Don’t you get tired of always playing the victim and running your mouth?” You asked.

“We’re just friends,” Elliot said.

“Okay, then why is she sitting in your lap giving you the heart eyes on my fucking birthday?! And why are you allowing her to be all over you, on my fucking birthday?!” You yelled. “Stop with the lies, Elliot. Just tell me the fucking truth! It’s not the first time i’ve walked in on you two in a compromising position.”

Elliot sighed, he knew he had been caught out and there was nothing he could do to convince you otherwise. He had really fucked up this time. “I’m sorry, okay?” He began and you laughed. “We never fucked, but we have kissed a few times.”

“Does Rue know about this?”

“No.”

“I suggest one of you tell her before I fucking do,” you said. Elliot looked at you with guilty eyes. “I hope this was worth it, I hope she was worth it,” you said, picking up your bag of stuff.

“Please Y/N, give me another chance.”

“No. We’re over,” you said, glaring at him as you made your way over to his doorway. You stopped, tearing streaming down your cheeks. You couldn’t believe he had done this to you. You turned around to look at him, face red and blotchy.

“Why’d it have to be Jules?” You whispered.

Elliot pursed his lips, looking down at his feet and when he looked back up you were gone.

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real-gifted-chaos · 2 years

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Unfaithful & Unloyal

"A Man Who Is Unfaithful To A Woman So Pure & Kind, Is A Man Who Doesn't Deserve To Be Loved." ~ Lola

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⩫Paring⩫ Fem! Reader x Elliot, Elliot x Jules ⩫Category⩫ Drabble ⩫Warnings⩫ Angst!, Language, Cheating, short ⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢⇢

If someone, anyone were to ask you how your relationship with Elliot was going, you would respond with all good things. You'd say that you have never been in love with a guy who made you truly genuinely happy. Though you didn't know for sure how Elliot would respond, you would like to think it'd be good adjectives as well.

At the dawn of night, you found yourself in your car, driving at the late hour to your boyfriend's house because he hasn't been answering your calls all day. You began to worry, scared that maybe he was going through something alone and resulting in drugs as he usually did. But the only way you would know for sure if he was okay is if you went by his home where he should be at such a late hour. It didn't take you long to pull into the driveway behind his car and take your keys out of the ignition. Grabbing your purse, you exited the car and began your journey to his front door. You were nervous. For what? You didn't exactly know, something just felt off. Ever since you pulled up something deep within your gut has told you to not walk in this house, but you ignored it. Using your spare key he once gave you a long time ago, you opened the door and were welcomed with warmth and the delicious smell of hot chocolate, your favorite. You began to wonder if he knew you would come soon due to the chocolate. With a proud smile rested upon your face you walked to his room, the door was closed but you could hear giggling on the other side. Maybe he was high and hanging out with Rue and Jules. You knew one thing for sure, he wasn't alone. "Ellie, I just came to see if you were okay-" You announced as you opened his door. Your smile was wiped off and was replaced with a frown. You were met with one of your worse nightmares. Jules hurriedly got off of him and wrapped the sheets around her naked body, Elliot just stared at you in complete horror as he began to dress. You just couldn't believe it. It had taken you so long to finally open up to someone and start a true relationship. After your last ex, you declared single forever because you hated the way he treated you. But then Rue introduced you to Elliot and he showed you how much of a better boyfriend he'd be, he could've been. You've grown to love Elliot in a way you had never loved anyone else. He was your first everything. First love, first time, first kiss, first everything. So to see this scene unfold in front of you completely shattered your ever-growing heart. What once was light now is dark. You felt ashamed, insecure, and truly what you only describe as self-conscious. Without uttering another word you hurriedly closed his bedroom door and began to leave despite hearing the protest follow behind you. How could he possibly make this situation better when you had already seen everything you needed to. "Baby, don't go." Elliot pleaded as he reached out to grab your arm. Instantly you yanked away from his grip and turned to him with sadness and fury coating your once e/c eyes. He wasn't blind, he could see how much his actions affected you. Truly, he never wanted to hurt you. "Do not fucking touch me. You lied to me. You lied to me about everything. Both of you are fucking liars and fucking snakes, and best believe I'm telling Rue. She deserves better than this! I deserve better than this." "Baby-" "I hope you too are happy with each other. You two fucking deserve each other. You fucking asshole." With that, you slammed your spare key on the coffee table and walked out of his house. Elliot didn't want you to go. He knew he fucked up bad but he loved you more than anything. One of his greatest fear was losing something so special in his life, you. If you gave him a chance, he'd admit that Jules was just an in-the-moment thing and that she came on to him, he wanted a forever thing with you. Determined to not let you leave he followed hot on your trail and started pleading but you weren't listening. You got in your car, locked the doors, and started the car waiting for it to get warmer before you drove off. "Y/n, baby, let's talk about this. I can explain. Please, baby. I want you, not her. I'm sorry." "Fuck you, Elliot! You're only sorry you got caught." With tears in his eyes clouding his vision he watched as you sped down the road. He had broken your heart and it was gonna take a long time for you to pick up the pieces and he knew it was selfish to get angry

with you for breaking his heart as well. The next place you went was to Rue's, telling her everything you witnessed and watching her cry. Similar to you, she loved Jules. She did everything for her only for her to betray her on the same night she gave her alcohol. You both spent that night comforting each other and resulting in drugs that would only make you temporally forget. Like a wise woman once said: "A Man Who Is Unfaithful To A Woman So Pure & Kind, Is A Man Who Doesn't Deserve To Be Loved."

#elliot x reader #euphoria hbo #euphoria #euphoric #elliot euphoria #elliot x you #euphoria elliot #dominic fike #jules #elliot x jules #elliot x fem!reader #rue bennett #jules euphoria #euphoria spoilers #jules vaughn

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Dandelions

paring- fezco x reader

Summary- just fezco and reader being in love, some fluff. NYE party, fez beating up Nate, reader taking care of him afterwards. New Years kiss.

author’s note: this is the first piece I’ve ever wrote, please let me know if you like it. 🙂 if you guys have any advice or anything let me know please.

Ruth B. • Safe Haven https://open.spotify.com/track/2eAvDnpXP5W0cVtiI0PUxV

“Maybe it’s the way you say my name. Maybe it’s the way you play your game.”

You and Fezco have always been in love with each other but nobody knew not even the two of you. You guys literally grew up together and you fell in love with each other. You were happy he was in your life but it wasn’t enough for you. You wanted him to be yours and you wanted to be his.

“But it’s all good, I’ve never known anybody like you. But it’s all good, I’ve never dreamed of nobody like you.”

It wasn’t until the night of the New Year’s Eve party that you both realized your love for each other. You had showed up late with best friend Maddy. You had seen fez on the couch, so you went over and talked to him. Hey fez, you said. “Wasssup y/n, where have you been all night I missed you.” “Sorry I was with maddy and I missed you to”. It was close to midnight and you were dying to kiss fez and tell him about your love for him.

“And I’ve heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime. And I’m pretty sure that you are that love of mine. Cause I’m in a field of dandelions, wishin’ on everyone that you’d be mine, mine.”

That was until Nate jacobs ruined everything. It was 10 seconds before midnight and fez took off his sweater and walked towards Nate. You didn’t think anything of it until you saw fez smash a bottle over his head. You immediately got up and went over to them where fez just kept hitting Nate. You yelled for fez to stop and when his eyes met yours he did. Then you left, the car ride to fez house was quiet, not a word said, just you and fez sneaking looks at each other. Once you got to his house you cleaned his hands. The silence was broken when you asked him “ what the hell was that” you weren’t mad at him you just wanted to know why he did that. “He deserved it he kept messing with rue and jewel and I already warned him.” All you did was laugh. “Her name is Jules, fez, Jules, say it with me Jules” “jewel, what baby I’m saying to right.” You both froze. “Uh I- uh I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to say that” Your heart broke at those words, he didn’t mean it like that you guys were just friends. At that moment you decided to say something you never thought you would admit. “Fez I need to tell you something.” “You know you could tell me anything y/n, what’s up” uhh you started, “ i need to know that what I’m about to tell you won’t ruin anything between us” “anything you say I’ll still love you y/n, your family, always”fez said. “ I’ve been meaning to tell you this for a while now but I never had the guts to do it until now so uhh, fezco I’m in love with you, I’ve always been.”

“ And I see forever in your eyes, I feel okay when I see you smile, smile. Wishin on dandelions all of the time prayin to god that one day you’ll be mine.”

You said your whole body shaking scared he might not feel the same. He just stared at you and that’s when you started regretting everything you just said. “Uhh I’m sorry, just forget I ever said that, I’m gonna go now, I’m sorry fez. “No no no mamas where you going, I have something to say too. I have been in love with you since the day I met you.” You immediately felt a warmth in your stomach. “Fez really?” You asked. “Hell yeah, how could I not, your like the most beautiful girl in the world.” You blushed at that. “So aren’t you gonna give me my New Years kiss y/n.” With that you smashed your lips into his, you felt fireworks in your stomach. This was the best feeling in the world, nothing in the world was better than this moment right here. “Finally” you broke the kiss and looked at ash who was standing in the doorway smiling. You laughed. “Get out bro” fezco said. He kissed you again, “your all I’ve ever wanted y/n.” “I love you fezco.” “I love you more y/n y/l/n.

“Wishin’ on dandelions all of the time, all of the time.”

Your wish came true because you finally had the man of your dreams. You and Fezco lived the rest of your lives out together, always there for each other.

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stanzoeywade · 4 years

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Poppy x MC Tinder AU

Summary: based off that one tumblr post about a girl who never experienced an orgasm and their friend hooks them up with their lesbian friend. aka, the au that no one asked for.

in which Veronica and Chloe find out that Poppy's never experienced an orgasm and they decide to help her out by creating a tinder account for her, cue MC finding her account and shenanigans happen.

Warnings: swear words maybe some smut but nothing too graphic. (OWO)

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First of all this discussion happens one night where Poppy, Chloe and Veronica get their asses drunk at a frat party. Believe or not the top 3 girls of Belvoire actually care about each other, they just have a really weird way of showing it.

A heart to heart talk starts and the three of them start to confess things that they would never talk about when sober. Cue Poppy saying "I've never experienced an orgasm in my whole life."

Chloe and Veronica just look at Poppy shocked and their jaws drop. Veronica just looks at Poppy with a weird look of pity, whilst Chloe just stares.

After realising what she said Poppy quickly sobers up and clams her mouth shut. "What do you mean you've never had an orgasm before?!" Veronica all but yells. "Gee V, couldn't you have said that any louder, I don't think the whole school heard you." Poppy replies sarcastically.

Veronica just rolls her eyes and says "Girl, you're not getting out of this convo that easily. Now spill the tea sis." Chloe and Veronica look at Poppy expectantly, waiting for her to elaborate. Poppy just sighs and looks away cheeks flushed, as if embarrassed.

The two don't stop pestering her, so Poppy has no choice but to raise her hands in mock surrender. "Fine, I'll tell you" she says as her eyes narrow dangerously. "But if you tell anyone about this, I will actually erase the both of you from planet earth."

Poppy begins to explain that none of her exes made her feel good, and that whenever she had sex with any of them she always had to fake it, so much so that she's started to find sex boring.

Veronica and Chloe share a look and nod at each other. The both of them say "We're gonna set up a tinder account for you to find a good lay (basically the british version of saying good fuck), because that's just pretty fucking sad. Why didn't you tell us sooner, like bruhhh??."

Poppy just looks away and says "Its not like I can just go up to you guys and say 'I've never orgasmed before'". The two just nod their head in understanding before taking Poppy's phone and installing tinder.

They spend some time taking and choosing the best photos for Poppy to use on her tinder profile. (If anyone has seen Euphoria, you know that scene where Rue helps Jules take nudes, it's like that but PG-13) Considering that the three of them were pretty drunk, it was surprising to see how well it turned out.

Feeling sleepy, both Veronica and Chloe retreat back to their room, and Poppy just feels so tired that she falls asleep as soon as the other girls leave.

Waking up the next morning Poppy wakes up to the sound of her phone beeping numerous times and annoyed by the constant ping, she picks it up to see that almost all the notifications were from tinder.

Poppy is confused because wtf? When did she download tinder??? And then it hits her like a truck, 'Oh shit, we were all drunk as fuck last night, I thought that was some bizarre lucid dream but I actually have a tinder account. Fuck.' - she thinks to herself, embarrassed that Veronica and Chloe know her secret.

She sees a few messages from the group chat. Veronica sent her a message. "Poppy, istg if you delete tinder after all the time we spent making your profile look cute, I will post the ugliest picture I have of you on my insta." it reads. What surprised her is that Chloe actually backs Veronica up by saying "Yeah Poppy, it took our three collective brain cells to curate that account so you better use it."

Poppy giggles a little amused by her friends' reaction and she messages them back by saying "Fine, but if it doesn't work out you guys have to pay for my next shopping spree." Chloe and Veronica just agrees albeit unwillingly, but they know not to argue back.

Poppy decides to check the messages and matches that she got on tinder, disappointed but not surprised, most messages say "Send nudes" or a nude pic is attached to their messages. Poppy just rolls her eyes as she immediately unmatches them.

You were looking on tinder for your latest hook-up with no strings attached because ewww commitment and no one really caught your eye, except Poppy. Imagine your surprise when you find Poppy's profile on tinder, deciding that it was a troll account you decide to message them saying "Wow, of all the people you could choose to pretend to be, you choose the HBIC of Belvoire. Stop trying to catfish people, that's just shitty."

Poppy shocked at the sudden message that she gets from you scoffs and replies back "I'm not pretending to be anyone, Farmsville, in case you didn't know even I'm allowed to use tinder."

You just roll your eyes and text back "If you really are Poppy Min-Sinclair, prove it. I might hate Poppy's guts but trying to ruin her reputation by doing shit like this isn't funny."

This catches Poppy's attention, and suddenly she's curious. 'Why would she even stand up for me?' she can't help but wonder.

Poppy screenshots your conversation and sends it to Chloe and Veronica who have vastly different reactions. Veronica's response compiles of this emoji 👀, and the words "Farmsville likes girls, we been knew." and Chloe's response is more of a "WTF, I thought she was dating that Zoey girl."

The girls tell her that it would be fun to mess with you, and they tell her that she should prove that the profile is hers. Veronica also messages her privately saying "girl, her bio legit says 'not looking for commitment' this is like your chance to sleep with her and if you don't, I will." Poppy just grunts in annoyance and decides that fine, she supposed that you were attractive enough for a hook-up.

When you don't get a reply within the next ten minutes you scoff and roll your eyes. 'Damn, people really stoop so low huh.' - you think to yourself. There's a slight disappointment that crosses your mind once the account stopped replying to your messages. You were kind of hoping that it was the real Poppy after all.

Against her better judgement (gay denial right here folks, you're the first to see it), she decides to take a selfie and sends it to you.

Right as you're about to unmatch to what most likely seems to be a fake account, you're surprised to see a message from Poppy's supposed account. It was a selfie of Poppy, where instead of her usual pink fur coat, she's wearing something casual, and to be fair it's a really nice mirror selfie. (This is what I imagine) (I still stand by my headcanon of Poppy looking like Chungha but I couldn't find a good photo lolol)

Doubting that it's really Poppy, you decide to check your socials to see if she's uploaded any new images, and so far you haven't found anything. However you're nothing if not stubborn. You ask if she could prove that she's real and not some weirdo.

Poppy just rolls her eyes annoyed that she's being questioned, as a last ditch effort to gain your trust she sends another selfie, which is a bit more revealing than the last and once you see it your brain stops functioning.

Regaining your composure, you message her saying "I thought you had a boyfriend? What the fuck?" The only response you get is a reaction gif of some girl rolling their eyes. Being the little shit you are you decide to annoy her by sending selfies back, each photo more provocative than the last.

Poppy amused by the photos decides to get you back and it becomes a game of one-upping each other to see who takes better thirst traps. This continues on for an entire week (It's such a stupid competion and both of you know but you're both competitive af so yeah.) until Poppy snaps and contacts you using her actual phone number instead of the app.

Poppy's already frustrated and she's annoyed because she can't stop thinking about you and your stupidly hot, gorgeous body - oh my god I'm going insane she thinks to herself. She decides enough is enough and messages you. "FUCK YOU FARMSVILLE! BACK DOWN ALREADY!"

You wouldn't be yourself if you didn't have a sassy comeback ready so you reply with "FUCK ME YOURSELF YOU COWARD!" sending her yet another thirst trap, this one more revealing than the others.

Poppy snaps when she sees the message and she's quick to make a reservation to her favourite hotel in NYC, because as if she'd be seen taking you to her room. She gets the biggest room because she's extra like that and she knows she deserves the best.

The only response you get is a pinned location on the map, aptly captioned, "Meet me here Farmsville and I'll make you eat your words."

Still feeling feisty you reply with "Is that a threat or is that a promise? 😘😜" and Poppy just tells you to hurry up.

This is a really stupid idea - you think to yourself. You can't help but be suspicious of Poppy wanting to meet up, after all she can use this information against you. However none of that matters to your lust riddled brain, considering the last hook-up you've had was with Professor Kingsley and that was quite some time ago and you're really horny for some action.

You quickly dress in your best underwear, and choose something fashionable yet casual to wear because let's face it even if you hate Poppy, you don't want to look like a loser if you're gonna hook up.

Once you get there, you quickly make your way to the designated room that Poppy told you to go to. Knocking on the door, you're lowkey expecting Belvoire students to berate you, but once the door opens all you can see is Poppy.

Poppy is dressed in nothing but her underwear as she pulls you into the room. Feeling a bit awkward, you decide to break the ice by saying "I lowkey expected this to be some weird plan where you embarass me in front of your clique."

Poppy just looks at you and she scoffs as she says "As much as I hate you Farmsville, even I wouldn't stoop that low. Plus it's a crime to share nudes without a person's permission." You just look at her in disbelief jaw dropping as you take all of her in. I mean if you thought she looked good in the photos, then damn seeing it in real life was a different experience entirely

She notices that you're staring and she just flashes you a smirk and says "See something you like?" and all you want to do is wipe the smirk off her perfect face.

Stepping closer to Poppy, you make the first move and kiss her roughly, each kiss longer than the last and you can feel your heart pound as your nervousness dissipates and all you can focus on is the smell of Poppy's perfume and how it drives you wild. As well as how soft her skin feels against your hands and it's enough to drive you over the edge.

Poppy pulls away and you follow after her, annoyed by the fact that the kisses stopped. You can hear her pant as she struggles to breathe.

As soon as Poppy catches her breath, she says "I'm starting to feel under dressed so let's fix that shall we?" She pulls you towards the bed and she strips your clothing off, and you can't help but stare because holy shit this is actually happening. You start to wonder if you're dreaming until you feel Poppy kiss you again, this time slower and softer and you can't help the wistful sigh that escapes your lips.

You decide to take the lead until you hear Poppy say something. "Wait a minute Farmsville." You stop and listen because no matter how sexually frustrated you might be at the moment, consent is always important.

You wait patiently for her to start talking and she says "Don't make fun of me, but I've never known what an orgasm feels like." You can tell that she's flustered by the way she looks away and refuses to make eye contact.

Your eyes soften up and you kiss her gently on the neck and whisper "I guess that's something we can improve after tonight, but if you feel uncomfortable at any moment in time just tell me to stop." Surprised that you even cared about how she felt Poppy just nods her head softly at you.

"I'm gonna start touching you, okay Poppy?" you say your voice gentle, as you hope that it soothes her nerves. "Just relax and let me do the work, alright, I promise I won't hurt you." Poppy just shoots you a shy smile and your heart pounds because fuck that's the cutest fucking thing you've ever seen.

Kissing your way to her inner thighs, you can hear and feel her squirm against your touch. In order to keep her still, you place her hands on your hair and assure her that it's okay if she tugs on it. You place your hands on her hips to keep her steady as you tease and suck on her clit.

Poppy's small moans of contentment makes you want to do more, so you try extra hard because you want to hear more. You can feel Poppy's body begin to shudder and you can tell that she's close and spurred on by that you insert your fingers into her core and thrust until you can hear scream in pleasure.

You can't help but stare as her body starts to spasm and you let her grind so that she can climax again and it's the most erotic moment of your life.

Poppy feels her whole vision turn white for a moment and she feels euphoric once she realises that she came.

As soon as she regains her bearings, she turns to you, who looks very satisfied, and omg did she just see you lick her juices off your finger. That sends a wave of arousal straight to her core and she looks away embarrassed from being turned on again just a few seconds after coming.

You put your hand on her chin and turn her face towards you forcing her to make eye contact. "It's not over yet, Princess. I'm pretty sure that we can wriggle more of those out of you and the night is young." you say your voice dropping an octave.

By the time that you've finished, Poppy's mind has gone blank and she feels so tired that she doesn't think she can move. She's got to give you props though, because goddamn that was the first time she actually enjoyed sex and she actually got to cum too.

Noticing that Poppy's too tired to move, you decide to lift her up in a princess carry and surprised by your sudden action Poppy's about to protest until you just tell her to be quiet.

Placing Poppy in the bath tub, you turn on the faucet and makes sure that the water isn't too hot or cold as it fills up. After the bath has been filled you slip into the bathtub behind Poppy as you help her clean up.

'Okay now she's just being unfair, why is she being so nice.' Poppy thinks to herself. Trying to make conversation Poppy says "Why are you taking care of me, I half expected you to leave after we fucked." You rest you chin on her shoulder and say "I didn't want you to catch a cold, and besides what kind of a person would I be if I just left you on your own? I like to think of myself as a gentlewoman." You start to place soft kisses on her shoulders and Poppy just sighs wistfully, feeling at peace as she leans back against you. "Don't tell anyone but this was actually the most fun I've had. Hell I don't think any of my exes would have compared against you." Poppy says shyly.

You can't help the smile that creeps it's way to your face. "You can't say shit like that Poppy, I'm pretty sure you're gonna give me a heart attack if you act this soft." you say teasing lilt in your voice and you can hear Poppy giggle. It sounds so soft and you realise that it's a sound that you want to hear.

Your relationship as enemies with benefits start and the both of you can't really keep your hands off each other, God forbid if you're in the same room.

Intense stares from across the room that everyone assumes to be glares, but little do they know that it's your own way of communicating.

One day Poppy calls you up and tells you that you're going shopping, but in reality it was just an excuse to spend more time with you. On the way to the mall, you guys get frisky in the car and before you can stop yourself you say "Babe" and you can't help but think that you've fucked up.

Poppy doesn't say anything but she likes the new pet name and can't wait to hear you say it again.

You guys go to a high end designer store and one of the staff approaches you and says "You guys look good together." While you're quick to deny it, Poppy just thanks them, but as she hears you deny it her eyes widen and you can see her heart break in front of your eyes. Poppy runs off and you're confused.

The employee looks at you and says "I probably shouldn't say anything else today but you should go after her. It's obvious that you both like each other."

Searching the mall, you're relieved once you see Poppy sitting down on a bench, and you approach her carefully. You see that her eyes are red and you feel shitty because you're the reason why she's crying.

Poppy notices you and she's about to run off again until you catch her wrist in your hand. "Poppy please look at me." you plead and she doesn't budge as she tries to get away from your grip.

Seeing that she can't outrun you considering you're holding onto her she just sighs and looks at you. Her face is covered in tears and you use your other hand to wipe them away.

"You know after you called me babe in the car, I was so happy because I thought that it meant that we were dating, but I guess I was just another girl for you to fuck." Poppy says and your heart breaks.

"I thought that you didn't like me that way, so I quickly denied that we were dating. I do like you Poppy, but you never made it clear that we were in a relationship. Though to be fair I should have tried to clear things up too. I guess we're both idiots huh?" You say as you hold her face between your hands.

Leaning in you capture Poppy's lips and she eagerly kisses you back, happy to resolve the misunderstanding.

Unbeknownst to the both of you a Belvoire student caught everything on camera and by the next day everyone on campus knows that you guys are dating.

No one dares to say anything because uhhh POWER COUPLE and they're highly scared of Poppy killing them lol.

Long story short Poppy sees your tinder account and you compete for better thirst traps and well you start fucking and it ends up with you two dating.

Well that was long, hope you guys enjoy, don't forget to like or reblog if you like it.

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bye-ler · 1 year

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s1 rules 😭😭❤️

#rules euphoria #rue bennett #jules vaughn #fuck sam levinson #rue x jules deserve better #rue x jules #rules endgame #zendaya #hunter schafer #wlw

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infernalodie · 2 years

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could you do a maddy x m reader x lexi. like maddy is in love with reader but. BUT reader is in a long run relationship with lexi? and the two of them are in love (reader & lexi). just angst all around 😈

also just a side note: make reader really tall 🧑‍🦯

Forewarning, I added a lot to this, but kept what you asked key throughout the story. Hope you don’t mind and like it!

𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 || 𝐋𝐞𝐱𝐢 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐱 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐳

“𝘐 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴, 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵, 𝘐 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 𝘬𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 '𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘋𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘞𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥”

Inspo: Ruel - too many feelings Lauv - Paris In The Rain Moses Sumney - Doomed Jacob Banks - Peace of Mind

Pairing(s): Lexi Howard x Male!reader x Maddy Perez

Summary: Maddy could never find it in herself to tell how she felt to anyone she liked. When she saw you, she had been ready to risk it all to have you. But she had so much and lost it all. Forced to watch you love one of her best friends.

(gifs used are not mine)

Warnings: angst and just straight up heartbreak

Words 3100

In East Highland, there was always the rare occasion that the school set up a trip to go snowboarding and skiing at the nearest public lodge and mountain near the suburban city. The rarity of such an event happening was so damn low, people forgot it even existed after a few years of not having it. Not like that was surprising as half the kids from East Highland had never experienced the blistering cold of winters like other across the world.

But the ski trip had been announced early in the year. Giving the school enough time to prepare and give more people more time to figure out if they wanted to go. There wasn’t much an influx at the start of the year, but as the months went on and got closer to winter, people started saying they were going. So, it was safe to say, a large group of kids would be attending this trip.

“Are you going on the ski trip?” Kat asked Maddy who turned to her with utter shock.

“Bitch, do I look like I am built for that shit?” She asked incredulously. “Summer is where I thrive. Me busting my ass going down a mountain isn’t helping anyone in the slightest.

“Well, Y/n is going to be going with Lexi,” Kat stated, sending Maddy a knowing look. “As well as Rue, Jules, Elliot, Bb, and me. You might as well come.”

“So, I’ll be left here alone with Cassie and Nate?”

“Um, yup.”

It may have been disturbing to say that the mere mention of you going was enough for her to do it. Endure all the bullshit of cold weather and likely falling on her ass and sliding all the way down the mountain. If it meant to spend more time with you, seeing your smile and hearing your beautiful voice, she would deal with it.

And she did give her money to office and carried on through the few days leading to the trip. Maddy didn’t admit it to any of her friends, but her excitement was growing with each day. Primarily because of the fact that when she was dating Nate, he never considered the idea of going. So, she never went. But she got to hear how much fun it was from her friends and other students. Especially you whenever the both of you hung out.

When the day came for you guys to be leaving to the Lodge, you were talking to Lexi and the rest of the girls, except Elliot who was late as per usual. “Okay, but I sit with Kat,” Bb announced, taking a rip off her vape before handing it over to you.

“Okay, then Elliot and me can sit together.” Jules shrugged.

“Yeah, if he shows up.” You snickered as Lexi elbowed your side subtly.

“Then I’m stealing your girlfriend, Y/n,” Rue smiled, reaching over and pulling Lexi into her arms. “You don’t deserve her either way.”

You raised your hands in surrender, laughing slightly. “That’s fine,” you reassured. “I can sit with some random kid. Better than my arm falling asleep halfway through the ride.”

Lexi gasped, attempting to kick your shin but Rue managed to pull her back as the others laughed in amusement. “We’ll get him,” Rue reassured. “It’ll be when he least expects it. Like, when he’s sleeping or something.”

The group fell into laughs, waiting patiently in the crowd of other kids. Some time in the process of waiting, Elliot had showed up panting. Leaning into your side as you wrapped an arm around his shoulder and patted his arm, allowing him to steal a cigarette off you and move to lean against your back as he smoked. Your tall stature being a wall that protected him from the wind.

And as the group talked, Elliot frowned at someone. “Is that Maddy?”

That earned everyone’s attention, wondering if the boy was still tired and seeing shit. But surprisingly enough, there was Maddy Perez. Looking tired as shit and not at all excited at the moment. For good reason as she hated winter and was slightly anxious to go on this school trip.

“It looks like you got your seating partner, Y/n,” Rue commented, sticking her tongue out at you as she held Lexi closer.

You turned to Maddy who stood beside you, looking up at your hulking height. “Well, it seems we sit together, miss Perez,” you teased as the girl rolled her eyes, happy that the blush on her cheeks hid the true feelings your words gave her.

“When do we leave?” Maddy mused, leaning into your side and closing her eyes. Letting out an exasperated sigh as Lexi checked her watch.

“We should be leaving in like a minute or two,” she shrugged. “Or at least getting loaded up onto the buses.”

And she was right. All the students began to file onto the buses at the orders of the teachers accompanying the students. Seats were filled with you against the window and Maddy seated beside you. Immediately pulling out her to fill in the space in time between waiting and then leaving. But she had to be honest, being around you made her nervous.

But when she least expected it, her phone was snatched from her hand. Turning to find you stuffing it into your jacket pocket with a smug grin on your lips. “Y/n, give me back my phone right now or we’re throwing hands.”

“I’d like to see you try, Perez,” you teased. “You should be asking me questions on what to expect. What are the best spots to snowboard down and all that stuff.”

“It sounds like you just want my attention,” Maddy bit back. “Or want to hear my beautiful voice grace your ears.”

You let out a laugh of amusement. “You are very perceptive, Maddy,” you humored. “You got me. Yes, I want to hear your voice.”

She felt fireworks erupt in her stomach as she nibbled on her bottom lip. Maddy hated how easily you had her wrapped around your finger. Since the moment you two met, you had her enraptured by you completely. And she was paying the price for it now.

For a majority of the ride, the both of you talked and you answered any questions for Maddy that she may have had. Soothing her worries and promising her that it would be fun and money well spent. She believed you. With those soft words of comfort, she couldn’t help but believe and trust you. She always has.

Then for the last quarter you stayed awake, listening to music while Maddy slept with her head resting on your shoulder. Resting your own head against her as you tried to get some shut eye for the last hour or so of the trip. But your attention had shifted to your phone chiming and causing you break out into a smile, glancing behind you to find Lexi smiling cheerfully at you.

Maddy could already sense that the both of you were being all lovey dovey and texting one another. Again, she felt some form of resentment towards Lexi for getting you. After all, you were the captain of the basketball team. She should’ve gotten you, not Lexi. But she couldn’t hold it against her friend. Maddy was happy for her, but she would always have a tinge of jealousy in her bones every time she saw the two of you in the hallways.

That was all she could think about until you guys arrived at the ski lodge she and the rest of the students would be staying for the night. There was already other busses outside kicking kids off to go have fun for the day. And the moment Maddy stepped off, she felt a weird sense of excitement rush through her.

Despite the cold winter wind that howled past her, she was able to see the mountain that people were skiing and snowboarding down. The chatter around her being tuned out with the sound of laughter and cheers coming from the kids speeding down the mountain. It left her wondering if this would be as good as you made it out to be.

Entering the lodge, she was greeted by not only the warmth, but the expansive lobby that had deer head hung up on the walls and antlers crossed over on other boards. It was whole different type of atmosphere that she wasn’t used to seeing. Especially having grown up in Highland. Nothing was ever this extravagant.

“Maddy, come on.” Kat grabbed her hand before she could fully take everything in. Following her to the front desk where you gathered all the cards and grinned as you turned to the small crowd of kids from your guys’ school.

“Alright, kids!” You announced, hopping up onto a nearby chair. “Since the teachers are busy getting their stuff off the busses and we would be getting specific rooms. So, for all the couples and best friends, go fucking crazy!”

You tossed the multiple key cards into the air with everyone spiraling into chaos. Maddy was about to keenly grab one, but she watched as you quickly hopped down from the chair and walked towards Lexi. Grabbing her suitcase and showcasing the key card you had kept in your pocket. She painfully watched the two of you kiss before quietly making your exit.

She could watch from a distance, picking apart each small action your provided to Lexi. An arm to wrap around her softly, a body for her to lean against, and a pair of lips to announce the love you had for her. Maddy wished she was Lexi at this point.

And in her self-sorrow, she walked with Kat to their room and got all settled in. But it wasn’t soon after that Rue and Jules had ended up banging against their door and yelling at them to get ready because everyone was heading out. And after getting her gear and the training procedures she had to endure, Maddy was finally able to get on Chairlift and slowly make her ascent to the peak of the mountain.

But she sat in the corner of that lift with her eyes fixated on you Lexi in the one ahead of her. Lips pursing together as she watched the beautiful sight of you two laughing and kissing. Had this been what you two did every time this ski trip came around? Was this even a good idea coming when all she would feel is this familiar ache in her heart?

“You should tell him,” Jules spoke up, seeming to be the only one able to notice the obvious feelings Maddy held for you. “It’s better to get it off your chest than stay silent and just watch him.”

Maddy bowed her head, shaking it slightly. “And get denied?” She asked, letting out a cold laugh. “I would rather sit here in my sorrows than face that.”

It felt almost criminal to Maddy that you owned half of her mind the way you did. Buying up land each and every second you could, and you didn’t even realize it. Every exit sign given was ignored. Each thought of hers that you miseled yourself into being greeted like beautiful melody. She wondered if there would be a time when she would be free of you. Able to go through her days without needing the sight of your eyes or having to hear your voice. But then again, would that be what she wanted in the end?

Jules sighed, a thick grey cloud bellowing from her nose. “Well, you won’t know unless you tell him.”

Maddy didn’t respond because she, truthfully, didn’t know how to respond. All she could do was continue to scare and wish upon stars. Even when she was getting prepared to go down the mountain, all she thought about was you. It sucked, considering she was more focused on what the instructor had trained her and not your beautiful smile and lovely eyes.

And when she finally started going down, it was at a far slower pace than everyone else who sped past her. Legs wobbly and fighting keep near together so she didn’t end up doing the splits and sliding down the rest of the mountain.

She’d only made it half way down when you suddenly appeared beside her, snowboard angled diagonally to stop yourself from proceeding down any further. “Maddy!” You called. “Having some trouble?”

Unable to contain the humorless laugh, Maddy shook her head. “That’s a nice way of putting it.”

With soft chuckle, you slid in front of her before jumping to turn around towards her. Holding out your hands that she instantly took, unable to hide the warm blush on her cheeks, hoping that the cold breeze would be convincing enough to hide the fact that you had some sort of effect on her.

“Ok, I just want you to know that I won’t be going down any further until you get this, all right?” You mused. “If anyone deserves this vacation, it’s you.”

That was something the both of you could agree on. But Maddy let your words of affection and care sink into her mind, intermingle with the dopamine slithering its way through her figure. Goosebumps standing to attention with a cold shiver running down her spine, causing her legs to slightly shake. Just the cold weather. That was all it was, just cold weather.

And you did stick true to your promise, teaching her and accompanying her down the mountain with her hands in yours. Although there was gloves dividing your skins, she could already imagine what your touch may feel like on hers, how it could send tidal waves of euphoria through her. You made her laugh and forget the distress she had been in minutes before, and as if she had been possessed, her inability to ski suddenly disappeared with her riding beside you down the mountain. Feeling her heart clench at the praise she received from you in return, flipping her stomach upside with butterflies ruthlessly tugging at the strings of her heart.

But when she made it to the bottom, where kids were already loading up to go again, she wanted to speak and talk to you longer. Knowing that after this, conversation would likely become void with your eyes and ear being given to Lexi. All she wanted was a little more time with you, something to hold her over before tomorrow when you two could likely share a seat together.

But, as if someone summoned you from the pearly gates in the puffy clouds, you were gone and meeting Lexi at the chairlift. Sharing a momentary kiss before hopping on and heading back up to the peak of the mountain. If Maddy was being honest, she didn’t know how long she stood there for, as she heard yells from people telling her to get out of the way. It took her a while, but she did eventually move and start making her way back to the lodge, returning her gear and locking herself in her bedroom.

When was she allowed to feel fulfilled with her life? When could she be allowed to be happy and have you or someone like you? The guy that gave her 10 minutes of his time to help teach her how to ski. A guy who was willing to help stoke the flames of consternation that built in her stomach from her waking moment that morning.

She didn’t deserve this type of misery of one-sided love. It’d always been her not showing interest, not the other way around, and now seeing and feeling this pain, she felt bad for every guy that had been nothing but lovely towards her. She wouldn’t wish this pain on her worst enemy, and that said something considering her worst enemy was Nate Jacobs, who she wouldn’t mind drowning in a pool of acid.

Eventually, her mood matched the sky void of any stars. The moon barely able to peak out from the clouds as she sat inside a hot tub, fiddling with her nails in an attempt to provide a substitute from you.

“Hey.” Your voice was like a stab to the heart Maddy couldn’t protect herself from. Glancing up at you, she held your eyes, trying to fall too deep into that smile of yours before she looked back down at her nails.

You frowned, chuckling slightly. “So, we’re playing the cold shoulder game?” Still there was no answer to be given to you.

It felt like an hour before you had moved up the steps to the edge of the hot tub where you seated yourself. Legs half way into the water with Maddy sitting opposite of you. Had this been any other time, she may have been a bit more keen on you joining her. Hell, she would’ve been fine if Lexi came with you. But now she wanted nothing more than to be freed by you. Allowed to live her life with these feelings she held for you to be gone.

“I like you, Y/n.” Maddy looked up at you, not having even noticed the tears that feel from her eyes. “I fuckin’ love you. I’ve loved you since I met you and I don’t think that will ever change.”

The information didn’t seem to break the façade you had built for yourself. Only shifting slightly with your eyes watching her closely as she bit back a sob. One thing you hated more than disappointing Lexi, was this. Seeing Maddy on the brink of a deep and dark spiral. You’d seen it too many times to count on both your hands and it broke your heart.

“So please-” she cried. “Please, tell me you love me or if you don’t, ‘cause I don’t think I can deal with this any feeling anymore.”

Again, the most painful sound for a human to experience appeared. Silence. When nature begins to scream for mercy, when heartbreak is at it’s most vulnerable and naked level. And Maddy’s heart was screaming, fighting with thin strings to keep together and heal the small cracks that had begun to scar it’s surface. Your silence, your silent answer, the silent truth finally snapped those strings. Finally splitting her heart in half with no hope of repair.

So, as she hastily got out of the hot tub, water falling from her body as tears followed close in tow. Leaving you, a conflicted boy, unable to comprehend the fact that the girl that you cared deeply about, was broken over you.

#euphoria #maddy perez #alexa demie #euphoria imagine #maddy perez x reader #euphoria hbo #lexi howard #maddy perez x male reader #lexi howard euphoria #lexi howard x male!reader #maddy perez angst #euphoria fanfiction #maddy perez fanfiction #euphoria x male!reader

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Oh that makes sense, i would make it a challenge if someone said that to me too🤪🤪🤪🤪

MADDY X SERA DUO WOULD BE I C O N I C😍😍😍😍😍

YES REMI BE A GIRLBOSS AND FUCK NATE UP AS HE DESERVES😼😼🍭

Okay no but tbh Nate wouldn't even reach Remi💀Big brother Arlo would beat Nate up like how nate beat up the guy who *😤😤😤😤😌😌😌And then Blyke would finish him off😎😎

But like imagine an Isen x Fez friendship wjsbsjnsjs idk it would be so chaotic but so amazing😭😭

Oh btw what are your opinions on Lexie and Cassie :D Oh and Jules👀👀👀👀

Also can I get some arlo angst that turns into fluff😍😍😍😍

I love both even though arlo angst makes me cry🤡🤡🤡And you CLEARLY LOVE WRITING ARLO ANGST🤪🤨🤨🤨😭😭😭

-Candy Anon🍭🍬🍫

*Tw:

R@ped Maddy

Oh my god I didn’t even consider an Isen and Fex friendship. I’d love it so much. You’re absolutely right. Arlo would rock Nate’s shit as soon as he saw Nate start to show interest in Remi. I have a feeling Nate would try to be friends with Arlo so Arlo would probs have at least a little bit of a first hand experience of how shitty Nate is, especially to women since Nate kinda brags about it.

I like Lexie. I think she’s p cool but I’d like to see a Lexie episode to get to know her better. I liked season 1 Cassie. The abortion/ice skating scene was really sad. It was a beautiful scene, but it was so sad. I’m not the biggest fan of season 2 Cassie (i haven’t actually watched season 2 yet, just seen a lot of tiktok spoilers). ***SPOILERS FOR SEASON 2 OF EUPHORIA*** Like I kinda understand why she gets with Nate. Like if you take away the toxicity, he’s fuckin hot. Not ‘betray my bestie’ hot, but still. I mean, everyone in Euphoria’s hot. I’m not the biggest fan of Jules…I mean, she’s just kind of a shitty friend. Like I know it’s hard to be friends with someone struggling as much as Rue is, but Idk it just seemed like Jules kept putting Rue in situations where she’d struggle more (like the party where Jules gets crazy drunk).

It’s less that I love writing angst, and more that I love/get a kick out of seeing the reactions to said angst lmao I’ll be honest, I started to get teary eyed with that last Current!Arlo angst😅

Also, this one had more in Y/N’s POV than I usually do. I tend to avoid it bc to me it seems like it’s less x reader at that point since everyone doesn’t react the same way, but I wanted to try it this time for funsies :D Lemme know what you think! <3 <3🍿🥤🍭🍬🍫🧋

Y/N glances at their phone, sighing as they see no new messages from Arlo. They scoff and toss their phone on the bed, feeling stupid for waiting for Arlo to text instead of texting him first. They keep telling themselves it’s because they don’t want to bother him, that they know how busy he is and how he doesn’t like to text. But deep down they know they’re trying to test him. To see if he cares enough to reach out to them first or if they’re going to be the only one putting any effort into their starting-to-get-serious relationship. Arlo’s…not the most obvious when it comes to people he cares about and he has a bad habit of repressing his emotions, especially with softer emotions. Of course they didn’t want to blame him for their own insecurities, but they knew his repressed emotions planted the seed of their doubt.

Arlo wasn’t stupid. He knew something was wrong with Y/N. They had slowly become more withdrawn, seeming more uncomfortable around him. He’d spent several nights awake and wracking his brain, trying to figure out what he was doing to push them away. After a week and a half, he finally came to the conclusion that they were just ready to break up with him and trying to distance themselves to either make it easier to break up with him or make him break up with them first. Arlo knew it’d be a good idea to break up with them first. It’d save him time and a prolonged heartbreak, but he couldn’t do it. Even if it was going to cause him more pain, he couldn’t let go of the hope that they still wanted to be with him. So he decided he’d wait and watch them continue withdrawing from him.

Arlo watches them out of the corner of his eyes, seeing them look up at him before looking away, a sad look poorly disguised on their face. He feels his heart drop at their reaction and his stomach turns. Arlo lifts his head and looks at them.

“What’s wrong?” Arlo asks even though he knew exactly what their answer would be, the same thing they had repeated every time he asked. They glance at him quickly before looking away again.

“Nothing.”

“Something’s clearly bothering you.” Arlo replies, not noticing how rough his hurt tone sounds to them. They clench their fists in their lap and they swallow hard, trying to force the bubble in their throat down before they talk.

“I-” Y/N cuts themself off when they hear their voice crack slightly, taking another moment to compose themself. “I need someone who loves me.” Arlo’s heart drops and they lift their head to look at him, panic crossing their face when they see the hurt in his eyes. “I’m not blaming you! I know it doesn’t come easily to you, and maybe I’m just not good enough for you to love and that’s not your fault, it’s mine.” Y/N rambles, losing control over their emotions as they speak, their voice more shaky with every word. Their hand raises and angrily wipes their tears away, upset that they were unable to hold them back. Arlo feels a pang in his chest at their tears and he reaches over, cupping their face with both of his hands.

“Y/N, look at me.” His thumbs gently rub their cheeks while he waits for them to meet his gaze. They slowly lift their eyes to look into his own, their hands nervously fidgeting in their lap as he stares at them. “I love you. You will always be good enough for me.” Arlo confesses, his words breaking the dam holding back their tears. A choked sob leaves their lips and tears rush down their face. Arlo hesitates for a moment before wrapping his arms around them, pulling them into an awkward hug but they don’t seem to care. Y/N hugs him back and buries their face in his shoulder.

“I’m sorry.” Arlo stays silent, trying to find the best thing to say. Before he finds the words, they pull away and hide their face in their hands. “I’m so stupid. I was completely convinced you didn’t want to date me anymore.” Y/N admits, still hiding in embarrassment.

“In that case, we’re both stupid.” Arlo huffs and Y/N peeks out at him.

“You thought I was going to break up with you?” Y/N asks softly and Arlo nods after a moment, watching them drop their hands from their face to look at him easier. “I’m sorry.” Y/N murmurs and Arlo scoffs lightly at them.

“It was a miscommunication from both of us.” Arlo gently takes their hand, his thumb rubbing slow circles on the back of their hand. Y/N nods and they pause for a moment before asking timidly,

“Can…can I hug you again?” Arlo wordlessly pulls them into his arms, pressing a kiss to the side of their head. Y/N nuzzles into him, feeling safe and content in his arms.

#unordinary #unordinary arlo #unordinaryxreader #berriwords #candyanon

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byesexualsatan · 3 years

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OTPS/SHIP LIST

i feel like you get to know people better when you know what they ship so... here’s a list of my past & current ships ?? im bored, can u tell?

also if u know me, ignore this ty

MILEVEN aka LITERAL KIDS PLS😭

mike wheeler and eleven/jane hopper from stranger things

otp in late 2017

personal hcs: they’re queer/bi.

eleven def uses they/them pronouns

tbh i prefer byler and elmax now

background ships i like: joyce/hopper, jonathan/nancy... steve being bi and robin being the iconic lesbian that she is

DAMONA aka simonte

... simona and dante from the argentinian series simona

LMAO this one is from when i thought i was straight

otp in 2018

uhh bi dante and pan simona bc why not

literally forgot they existed until now

please don’t bully me

i truly thought i was straight

background ships: marisiena, junior/ailín

i was one of THE FOUNDERS of this ship istg... i was THERE when we were deciding the ship name (i voted for simonte but damona won smh)

SIMBAR aka bi awakening

simón and ambar from the disney tv show soy luna

yeah... sorry

otp in mid 2018

they’re gay!!!

bi she/they punk ambar yesyesyes

totally forgot about them but they’re sexc af

so glad they were endgame

background ships: idk but luna is pan

STEVEBUCKY aka stucky aka the end of the line

so... steve rogers (captain america) and bucky barnes (the winter soldier)

otp in late 2018/early 2019?

personal hcs: trans steve, bi bucky

favourite fanfic trope: found family, high school smau

fuck endgame, all my homies hate endgame

background ships i like: thorbruce, scotthope, nat/sharon

im with u til the end of the line, pal :c

PERALTIAGO aka jamy

jake peralta and amy santiago from brooklyn nine nine

started shipping them in 2018/2019 (i have no idea)

personal hcs: bi jake

favourite fanfic trope: casefics, pretend marriage

(THEY’RE FUCKING MARRIED WITH CHILD NOW,,, BUT IN THOSE FICS IT WASN’T REAL YET)

background ships i like: gina and rosa, holt and kevin

PETERMJ aka spideychelle

peter parker (spider-man) and michelle mj jones !!1! from the mcu

otp in 2019

personal hcs: they’re both bi, mj is demisexual too

he/they & she/they solidarity

... trans/demiboy peter and demigirl mj🥺

fav fanfic trope: school trip to stark tower, meeting the parents/avengers, smau

obviously let’s ignore infinity war and endgame

background ships i like: ironstrange, pepperony, shuri/any woman

THORBRUCE aka gammahammer aka gays in space

thor odinson and bruce banner (hulk) from the mcu

started shipping them in 2019

personal hcs: thor also likes women

they both use they/them and neopronouns too

fav fanfic trope: university au, smau, no civil war, no infinity war

this one is from my stan twitter era

background ships: stucky, tony/strange, nat/sharon, scotthope

CARMUEL aka spanish sexiest couple

carla rosón and samuel garcía from élite

otp in late 2019

...they’re bi. bc yes. and he/they samuel.

she/vers carla sounds very sexc to me

i ‘shipped’ them in s1 simply bc they were both very hot and when it became canon in s2 i SCREAMED

deserved so much better.

INEFFABLE HUSBANDS aka i almost forgot about this one, sorry

crowley and aziraphale from good omens

uhh started shipping them in 2019/2020 ?

bi genderfluid crowley, non-binary aziraphale

idk they’re being anyways

fav trope: raising children!! confusing ppl bc crowley is sometimes a snake!!

background ships: uhh anathema & newton ig?

WOLFSTAR aka the one true way (and... puppies, too??)

sirius black and remus lupin from the harry potter saga

otp since 2020 (thank u, @aretheygayvideos)

personal hcs: he/they gay sirius, he/they bi remus

also love nonbinary remus and genderqueer sirius

fav fanfic trope: getting together !!!! FLUFF!!!!

background ships i like: jegulus, regulus/barty jr, dorlene, jily

VILLANEVE aka murdering wlw

villanelle and eve polastri from killing eve

s.s.t in 2020

she/they bisexual villanelle and pansexual eve

fav fanfic trope: flower/coffee shop :)

ty tumblr for spaming my dashboard when s3 came out bc that forced me to watch it to understand all the posts

sandra oh is the love of my life

ANDERPERRY aka this one is for the depressed dark academia folk

neil perry and todd anderson from dead poets society

started shipping them in 2020

personal hcs: nonbinary neil, trans todd, both gay/androsexual

demiboy/nonbinary todd has a special place in my heart

fav fanfic trope: ALIVE!NEIL, roommates

background ships i like: charlie/knox, meeks/pitts

ZUKKA aka my favourite blue/red gays

sokka and zuko from avatar the last airbender < 3

started shipping them in 2020

personal hcs: gay zuko, genderfluid and bisexual sokka

sokka has adhd !! zuko is autistic !

favourite fanfic trope: fake dating

background ships i like: suki/yue*, ty lee/azula/mai, kataang

* please go check out s4pphos’ ig edit of them

CASMUND aka royal pirate gays !!

caspian x and edmund pevensie from the chronicles of narnia

started shipping them in dec. 2020

personal hcs: bi caspian, mlm edmund

love bisexual and nonbinary edmund too bc 👉projecting👈

fav fanfic trope: just. the plot of the movies but gay.

background ships: the dawn treader (ha-ha, get it? bc ship? im so funny)

tbh i don’t REALLY ship them that hard i just hate caspian/susan lmao

(susan is a lesbian)

BELLARKE aka m/f sexual tension™

bellamy blake and clarke griffin from the 100

started shipping them in 2021

personal hcs: she/they/xe bi clarke, he/ze omni bellamy

favourite fanfic trope: single parent bellamy, modern au (college, roommates)

i saw 2 seasons with my mom and then moved so,,, fuck i gotta finish it

EXTRAS

the “i don’t really ship them but if they’re together it’s better”

ty lee and mai

john watson and sherlock holmes

suki and yue

regulus black and james potter

azula and katara

regulus black and barty crouch jr

bugs bunny and daffy duck

emma and mr knightley

carol danvers and maria rambeau

valkyrie and carol danvers

natasha romanoff and sharon carter

sam wilson and bucky barnes !!! (post endgame)

charlie “nuwanda” dalton and knox overstreet

dorcas meadowes and marlene mckinnon

azula, ty lee and mai

klaus hargreeves and dave

paul coates and alec hardy

cassie and maddy

jules and rue

rue and lexi

fleabag and the hot priest

. . . more to add, probably

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Truth or Dare- Part 2

Pairing: Elliot (Euphoria) x Jacobs!Reader

Summary: Reader wracks her brain over her past with Elliot, hurt by his actions. Reader and Nate have a heart to heart, both of them shocked by the pleasant interaction. Nate helps reader game plan her issues with Elliot.

Warnings: Swearing, mentions of trauma, angst, friendly Nate Jacobs.

Word Count: 3.6k

A/N: Idea from @apovanity87 love her to pieces. Also I have Elliot smut waiting to be posted. Super pumped.

He’s gotten taller since the last time I saw him; the last day of seventh grade.

I could tell that he recognized me, his breath getting caught in his throat as he switched his gaze to look between Rue and Jules, completely ignoring my presence all together. Ignoring me, ignoring his feelings, that hasn’t changed. He was visibly uncomfortable by my presence and he should be. I never thought that I would ever see him again. That I’d be forced to deal with all the shit that he put me through, how bad of a friend he was at the end. But there I was, standing in the middle of the hallway, remembering everything that happened between us.

I was his best friend.

Like the soul crushing best friend that you worry about losing every day. The friend that you would rather die than live without. The friend that you go to the minute something good or bad happens, the friend that you share firsts with when you’re unable to with anyone else. He was my date to every dance, my partner in crime, the person I spent every waking hour with for almost five years of my life. Every holiday, every New Years, every birthday. He was the only friend that my mother liked, the rest of the girls in my class annoying the shit out of her with the constant screaming and yelling, running around the house in her clothes. But Elliot and I were simple. We didn’t need much supervision and my parents even trusted him enough to sleep over whenever we wanted. They trusted him because they could tell how close we were, how much we needed to spend time with each other. Even when we were sick, my mother would go and pick him up and she would take care of us. We were always sick at the same time because of how much time we spent with each other. If I had the flu, so would he. If I had food poisoning, he most likely did too because we shared all of our food. Our friendship was beyond easy. We would just go on walks, talk and play games; like truth or dare.

The game wasn’t always innocent between him and I. Our lips lingering on one another's as we giggled in my quiet bedroom. To him, I’m sure it was just funny, but to me it was my life's mission. We were best friends, who had entered puberty around the same time, and had a three year long game of truth or dare running. How could you expect us not to kiss? How could you expect u not dare one to kiss the other?

The irony in learning about Jules, Rue and Elliot’s ongoing truth or dare game hurt me was terrible. It hurt me beyond belief, my eyes tearing up the moment that Jules asked him that stupid question. It hurt to watch him light up, his answer being ‘dare’, he always answered dare. He always loved the thrill and he always loved what my mind would come up with. Whether it be kissing me, stealing something from my brothers room, telling my mom a deep dark secret; anything. But watching Jules come up with a dare, her eyes gleaming, it broke my heart.

What hurt me more was the fact that he introduced himself to me like he didn’t know me. He asked my name, shook my hand politely and moved on with his day. Like he didn’t want our friends to know that we knew each other. That we were each other's whole world for so many years. And maybe he was embarrassed of me. Maybe he was still mad at me for moving and he wanted me to pay for all the pain that I caused him. Maybe I deserved it.

When I told him that I was moving away a few months before we did, he was mad.

He didn’t have a good home life when we were younger and I could be mad at him, but I silently hope that it’s better now than what it was then. He immediately wanted to go with me, but in seventh grade, being three hours away from each other with no cell phones meant that our friendship was over. I knew that he had depended on me and my family during our whole friendship. We were inseparable and my family always managed to give him what he never had, even though my family members were slightly on the fucked up side.

I thought I had given him enough time, given us enough time, to come to terms with the fact that I was moving and that things would be different. That we wouldn’t be able to fall asleep in each other's arms, sneak out to go out to eat at midnight, hide in my closet where we’d steal occasional kisses as we hid from my older brothers. I told him I would visit him, that my mom had already offered to drive me all the way back there to see him just so we could see each other. Just so we could hug each other and not have to constantly miss one another. I thought that I had proven to him that I didn’t want to lose him, but it wasn’t good enough.

He was angry and bitter. About the move, that I was leaving him, that I kept coming up with excuses for us to be friends despite the miles between us. He had made it very clear that, to him, I was betraying him. He had been abandoned by so many people in his life, so why not tack me onto the list of people that he hated. I didn’t understand it then, but I can understand now that it was easier to hate me than to feel the loss that he would’ve felt by me leaving.

That doesn’t mean I forgive him even in the slightest.

Looking between him and my friends, the truths and dares leaving their lips as I stood and watched, I wanted to scream. I wanted to yell out all of my feelings, completely bare myself to the whole hallway. I just wanted him to look at me, to understand. I wanted him to miss me, to ask me questions, to hug me. Jules could tell I was off, my eyes locked on the boy as he spoke. I was trying to pick out everything that had changed about him. Obviously his height, his hair, his eyes now much softer, the two tattoos that he always talked about getting sat beautifully on his soft skin. He had better style now and he had little facial hair but it suited him.

But what stuck out the most was his smile. It hadn’t changed in the slightest. Neither had his lips. Lips that I thought about for at least two years straight, my preteen heart completely head over heels for him. I guess I wasn’t so different now.

I eventually ran away, tears streaming down my cheeks as I avoided Rue and Jules’ yells behind me. By the time I got to my car, I was in a complete breakdown, my chest heaving as I folded in on myself. It was as if looking into his eyes, watching him distance himself from me, pretending to not know me, brought up everything that I felt for him. All of the anger, the love, the disappointment. The fact that I missed him for so long and he never answered my emails whenever I would reach out to him.

I watched him force himself not to care once and now he was doing it again.

So I left, I decided to be done with it. I decided that if he was going to distance himself from me and become best friends with my friends, that I would do the same. I was already done thinking about him, dwelling over him and being sad over him. I ignored Jules’ and Rue’s calls and texts, my bedroom door slamming by the time I got home. My face was immediately shoved into a pillow, the screams that left my lips slowly turned to sobs as I fell apart.

So, I guess I wasn’t done dwelling or being sad.

I eventually got up, my body throwing itself into a shower to wash the sadness off. It worked, sort of. But the anxiety returned the minute I heard Nate’s bedroom door slam in the room next to me. He scared me, he always has, but a part of me always wanted to go over to ask him what was wrong. To find some way to connect with him, get him to open up to someone that wasn’t Maddy. He needed a therapist, sure, but I might be the closest thing he could get to one willingly.

My hand hovers in front of his door, my hello kitty pajamas and damp hair will hopefully remind him I’m still his kid sister and to not hit me. Setting my knuckles against the door a few times, I gently call out his name, my feet shifting my weight nervously back and forth. I wait patiently for a few moments, my stomach swirling with anxiety as I hear commotion inside the room. Soon after, the door flies open, my eyes widening at Nate’s angry state. I back up immediately, putting distance between us as he glares down at me.

“What do you want?” He asks with a sneer, my eyebrows pulling together as I shake my head quickly, the words getting stuck in my throat.

“Uh, you said you wanted to talk earlier and then we got cut off so…” I trail off, my eyes flickering between his and the floor, worried that he might snap at any moment. A few beats go by, my teeth biting at the inside of my cheek as he blinks at me. He doesn’t say anything, but he moves out of the way, leaving a space for me to enter his room. My heart rate decreases, relief filling me as I step under his arm and into his room; a place where he rarely lets me enter. I hesitantly make my way over to his bed, sitting down with a huff.

“You look rough.” Nate points out, closing the door as he leans against the wood. He analyzes me, my eyes briefly rolling at his ‘compliment’. “What happened?” He asks, my eyebrows pulling together as I frown up at him.

“You don’t care. So why ask?” I ask with a simple shrug, no attitude to be had, just the truth. Nate rolls his eyes, a frown tugging his lips down as he kicks off the door, making his way over to me.

“Jesus, Y/n, I’m asking my sister why she looks like she got hit by a bus. Lighten up. I’m not always out to get you.” He snaps with a scoff, my heart thumping as he flops next to me on the bed. I sigh, realizing he’s kind of right and that maybe he was just genuinely asking if I was okay. I don’t want to trust that thought. Laying back on the bed next to him, my eyes don’t leave the ceiling as I speak.

“If I tell you, can you not get mad or find a way to yell at me and make me feel bad?” I ask quietly, my hands messing with the edge of my shirt as I wait for his response. Similarly to Maddy, I never knew what I was getting from him.

“Yeah.” He replies simply with a small sigh, his head turning to look at me as my bottom lip wobbles. His eyebrows pull together at the sight, not typically used to seeing me in a vulnerable state. My guard was always up around him, not wanting him to get an ‘in’, but right now, after the day I had, I couldn’t keep up the barricades that separated me from my brother.

“Do you remember Elliot?” I ask quietly, my voice barely above a whisper as his eyes squint, trying his hardest to piece the puzzle pieces together in his brain. After a moment, realization passes through his gaze, his head bobbing in a nod. “He must’ve moved here because he’s now best friends with Rue and Jules.” I whisper bitterly, a tear falling from my eye and onto the comforter below me. “He pretended to not know me, Nate.” I pout, Nate’s face softening briefly. “And I know we don’t talk, I know you don’t get me or my feelings or any thought process that goes through my head. But it fucking hurt. And no one knows about him. I never told Rue and Jules about him, I didn’t even tell Maddy.” I sigh, reaching up to rub my eyes with my fists. Nate lets out an exasperated sigh, his hand reaching over to pat the top of my head.

“Do you want me to punch him?” He asks briefly, a loud teary laugh leaving my lips at his words. “Cuz I could really use someone to hit right now, especially if they fucking deserve it.” He chuckles, my head shaking as I roll my eyes playfully. “You act like I didn’t see how mopey and miserable you were after we left. I’m not that terrible of a brother.” He points out, bumping his elbow against my side as I snort.

“You threw a ceramic bowl at my head.” I add, deadpanning as I look over at him. His mouth opens to say something, but closes quickly after realizing I’m completely right.

“That’s valid, yeah.” He whispers with a small laugh. “You broke my nose, don’t think I haven’t forgotten about that.” He remembers with an offended gasp, a smirk on his lips as I roll my eyes, rolling over onto my stomach to look at him.

“You deserved it!” I giggle, shoving him as he huffs. “But seriously, you don’t need to punch him. I’m sure he’d be surprised to see you though. He was always afraid of you when we were kids.” I explain, his eyes widening at my words, obviously surprised. “Yeah, all of my other friends were too busy being in love with you while he was busy being utterly terrified of you.” I snicker, my face falling to rest in my hands.

“I think that’s like my job as an older brother, right? Scaring the punks who are in love with my sister?” He asks, my head shaking as I frown sadly at his false memory of Elliot's feelings towards me. “It’s probably why he was so mad at you when we moved, Y/n.” He adds, my eyes looking at him intently to make sure he’s not fucking with me. Now, Nate’s stupid but he does have a point. That would explain a lot.

“Whatever.” I deflect, my mind deciding to put that on the back burner for the moment. “I don’t know what to do. Right now I’m just going to ignore them all.” I huff, his head bobbing in an agreeable nod. “I’m a real Jacobs’ now, ignoring my problems, hoping and praying that they’ll go away.” I chuckle, Nate’s eyes rolling as he grins.

But the grin doesn’t last long, his eyebrows pulling together in frustration, his lips pulling down into a conflicted frown. I watch as a series of emotions pass over his face, worry filling my belly as I wait for him to speak. “Nate?” I whisper softly, catching his attention as his eyes flicker over to me, his chest rising in a deep, strenuous breath.

“I don’t know how to tell you this without you thinking I’m fucking crazy or something. I can’t tell you why I know this or how. I just need to tell someone and I can’t talk to Aaron.” He huffs, my head nodding slowly in a silent promise. I watch as he bites the inside of his cheek nervously, his eyes focusing on his ceiling as he continues. “I think dad might be gay. No, I know he’s gay.” He says calmly, my eyes blinking at him rapidly as I process his words. I’m sorry… say what? “I can’t tell you yet why I think that, I just-” He cuts himself off, dragging a hand over his face as he sighs. “I’ve been holding onto that for a fucking while and I needed to tell you. I know I give you a ton of shit but you’re smart, so.” He trails off, my jaw slack as I think over his words.

You know what? Now that he mentions that, I can kind of see it.

If it was true, it would mean that he’s like the most stereotypical closeted gay. The type that shoves that side of him down, fucks women, and has a family that he ends up hating. He was a fucking wrestler in high school. That says enough about his sexuality. He never kisses my mother, hugs her, anything. He was very tough, never hugging or spending time with me especially but he was different with Aaron. He didn’t like Nate or I but he resented Aaron and I’ve heard him say it with my own ears. He seems to almost resent my mom sometimes too but I know that he got her pregnant with Aaron when they were still teenagers. They were barely even together too. My mom would tell me the story about how she originally met my dad watching him wrestle with his best friend. How in love she immediately was and how much she wanted him. I always thought that was sweet, but now with Nate’s confession, how sure he seems, the proof that he’s unable to tell me, it makes it seem a whole lot less sweet. That would also mean that my dad never really had the time to branch out, explore, get to know himself. And in the day and age that he grew up, I wouldn’t put it past him.

That’s sad.

“Y/n?” Nate’s voice snaps me out of my thoughts, my body flopping back onto the bed as I sigh. “You think I’m right, don’t you?” He asks, sitting up straighter to look down at me, his eyes hopeful. The worry on his face, how distraught he looked at school, it made me wonder how long he had been holding onto this for. Was it months? Years?

It made my issues with Elliot almost seem microscopic.

“Yeah, I think you have a valid case.” I whisper, a relieved sigh leaving Nate’s lips as he rests his head in his hands. I sit up, my eyes watching him as he lets out a shuttered sigh. I gently raise my hand, patting his back as he groans. “I’m glad you told me. Better have both of us worried about it instead of one of us just panicking silently.” I snort, his head nodding as he sends me a sorry smile.

“You’re not that bad of a sister, you know that, right?” He asks softly, my shoulders shrugging as my heart drops. He gently reaches over, wrapping an arm around my shoulder to pull me into his side. “You don’t get enough credit for putting up with me.” He whispers, a snort leaving my lips.

“I’m well aware. I deserve a fucking award for putting up with your ass, Nathaniel.” I giggle, poking his arm as he shoves me onto the ground with a chuckle. My body hits the floor with a thump, his eyes squinting as he laughs, a fake frown appearing on my lips. I pout as I writhe around on the floor, a fake cry leaving my lips. “Mom! Nate pushed me!” I yell, Nate immediately swearing under his breath, knowing that our mom is going to take that statement seriously. She had separated us during fistfights, so maybe it was kind of mean to bring her into this joke. Nate bursts out in laughter as he looks towards the door, the sound of my mothers footsteps up the stairs making us both freeze. Giggles leave my lips as Nate rushes off the bed, tripping over me to open the door before my mom can. I watch as she looks between Nate and I, her hands on her hips as the two giggle. She sighs with a quiet scoff, shaking her head.

“If someone would’ve told me that my two youngest kids would get alone, I’d be shocked.” She says simply, Nate turning to grin at me as I sit up, looking at my mom with a shrug.

“This only means we’re gonna start ganging up on you.” I wink at my mother, her eyes rolling as she turns around, leaving as quickly as she came. Nate looks back at me with a tight lipped smile, his eyes wide as he shuts his door. “I think we scared her.” I whisper, watching as he throws his head back in laughter. He leans against the door again, my laughter quieting down as I recall my previous issues. Nate picks up on the attitude change in the room, a small, sad sigh leaving his lips at the sight of my pout.

“I know there’s nothing we can do about dad right now but. The thing with you and Elliot can be handled." He points out suddenly, my intrigued gaze looking up at him, waiting. "Just kill him with kindness. Hang out with Rue and Jules, flirt with douchebags in front of him. Make him come to you.” Nate shrugs, his advice making my head spin with new thoughts and ideas. “We Jacobs’ know how to fake it till we fucking make it.” He winks, my head nodding knowingly as I try my best to come up with a plan in my head for the following school day. He was completely right. Nothing would piss Elliot off more than if I treated him like his presence doesn't impact me. If I treated him how he's been treating me. My thoughts don’t get very far before Nate is clearing his throat, nodding to the door. “Okay, sibling bonding time is over. Get out of my fucking room.”

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I See You, I Love You- Lexi x Reader

Pairing(s): Lexi Howard x Reader

Warning(s): language

Summary: Lexi has been in Cassie’s shadow for as long as she can remember so she’s given up on the idea that you, her best friend, could ever be interested in her. At the winter formal, you show her exactly how you feel.

A/N: Lexi Howard is a fucking saint and she deserves the absolute best! She needs more love lol

‘’What did you think of the dance?’’ you beamed, sitting down next to your best friend.

Lexi offered her signature smile, that little twinkle in her eyes shining bright and taking your breath away.

‘’You were great, as always,’’ she nodded, holding her geometry book to her chest as she smiled down at the floor.

That was typical Lexi. She and you came from two completely different worlds and personalities. You were outgoing, the class clown and the life of every party. Lexi was the bookworm, the quiet girl with the heart of gold. And you loved her more than anything in this world. You had become fast friends with the Howard sisters, Cassie and you had similar interests and personalities so you two clicked immediately in elementary school. Nearly everyday after school was spent at your house or at the mall growing up. You easily considered Cassie one of your best friends, but it had been Lexi you had fallen in love with.

Unbeknownst to you, Lexi had fallen just as hard. She remembered feeling something different towards you growing up, but watching all of the attention Cass would get from guys and the pressure from her mother to ‘’bag a man’’ made it difficult to come forward with her feelings towards you. It wasn’t like her mom was homophobic or anything, and she absolutely adored you and was charmed by your witty humor, but she had always been in her sister’s shadow for as long as she could remember. How could she suddenly, after ten years of friendship, come clean about her feelings towards one of her closest friends? How could she possibly jeopardize that, when she was so used to being second-best to Cass? How could you ever see her more than what she was; plain-Jane Lexi.

‘’Are you going to the formal tonight?’’ you playfully bumped her shoulder with yours as you two took your time walking to your car.

‘’Yeah, want to pick me up?’’ she smiled, tucking a tendril of wavy brown hair behind her ear.

‘’Abso-fucking-lutely,’’ you grinned, opening the car door for her.

This was it, this was going to be the night you were going to confess your feelings to Lexi. After you had chickened out about asking her to the formal, Maddy, BB, Kat, and Cass all gave you the stern pep-talk you so desperately needed. ‘So are you just going to wait around until some loser makes a move on her?’ Maddy scoffed. Your eyes furrowed in both jealousy and protectiveness. ‘It’s true, I saw Chris Rivas talking to her in P.E today,’ BB added, taking a hit of her vape. You clenched your jaw at the thought of that meat head anywhere near Lexi. Cassie grabbed your hand encouragingly, a small smile on her glossy lips. ‘She likes you back, y/n. Just. . .just tell her how you feel.’ And so you were. As you walked up to the porch of the Howards’ house, makeup done to your liking and your dress looked absolutely stunning.

‘’Y/N! Oh honey you look stunning,’’ Miss Howards exclaimed, the typical half-empty wine glass in her hands. You smiled, giving her a hug as she welcomed you inside. Cassie came down the stairs first, dressed in a simple but elegant blue gown. You squealed and hugged your best friend, the two of you trading compliments and joy.

‘’Oh my gosh, Lex,’’ Miss Howards’ voice broke the two of you apart, you turning around to look up the stairs. Your jaw dropped and you swore your heart actually stopped beating for a few seconds.

She was beautiful. She looked like a princess, only better. She had an embarrassed smile on her face, her cheeks quickly turning into a rosy pink color. You smiled when you noticed her nose crinkle up, the same way she always did whenever she was embarrassed.

‘’You look beautiful,’’ was all you could manage to get out, still in a daze. She laughed a bit, looking down at the ground. Neither of you noticed the knowing smile on Cassie and Miss Howards’ face.

‘’Take good care of my daughter, y/n,’’ she called out as the three of you flooded into your car. You gave her a cheeky grin, nodding as you made sure Lex and Cass were buckled up.

‘’Always!’’ you called out, watching the older woman put her wine glass away to wave to you three.

The gym was packed, sweaty bodies were dancing and grinding in every which way you could imagine. You were currently sitting at the table with the girls, smiling as Lexi played and toyed with your charm bracelet out of boredom.

‘’I’m going to go get a drink, Rue, you should come,’’ Jules announced, causing you to quirk a brow.

‘’Huh? Ohhh, Oh! Yeah! Coming,’’ Rue grinned, winking at you.

‘’I should go apologize to Ethan,’’ Kat sighed, offering you an encouraging smile.

‘’I’m going to go kick Nate’s ass, enjoy you guys,’’ Maddy sent a quick smile as she glared daggers at the Neanderthal currently fingering some random blonde on the dance floor.

‘’I’m going to suck dick,’’ BB coughed, smirking as she blew out a cloud and swayed away with some random baseball player.

‘’I’m going to watch,’’ Cassie was the last to leave, the two of you now alone in your big empty table.

‘’Well that’s weird,’’ Lexi laughed, raising an eyebrow in confusion at the dispersed group. You shrugged, smiling back at her. ‘’You still got me,’’ you offered. Lexi nodded, smiling and leaning closer to you. You felt your face flush as you realized how close you two were, and the two of you cleared your throat; praying that the other couldn’t sense how fucking nervous you both were. ‘It’s now or never,’ you relented in your head. You turned in your seat so that you completely faced Lexi, her sitting up straight as she noticed your change in attitude.

‘’Y/n? You ok?’’

‘’N-no. I mean, yes! Well, sort of. Fuck this isn’t how it was supposed to start,’’ you huffed, pinching your brows together in frustration. You froze when you felt Lexi’s soft hands hold yours down from your face, her eyes searching yours as if she could read your thoughts.

‘’How what was supposed to start?’’ she asked softly.

You thumbed at her hand, sighing. You looked her right in the eye, taking a gulp and trying to remember the girls’ words of encouragement.

‘’Lexi. . .I’m in love with you.’’

Her eyes widened in shock, her grip on your hands became slightly looser as your heart clamored in your chest.

‘’I’ve been in love with you since fourth grade, when you helped me the day Nate Jacobs gave me a bloody nose from that football. I loved you then, I loved you when you could barely say one fucking sentence the day you got your braces, I loved you when you told me Rue couldn’t kiss for shit, I loved you when you came over at my house in the middle of the night crying about your dad, I loved you when you made me chicken noodle soup when I was sick with the flu last summer, and I love you now. I probably always will. I love everything you do and I’ve been trying to figure out a way to tell you without making it weird between us, because I’d hate myself if I ever lost you. . .and now I’m rambling, but. . .it’s true. . . I love you.’’

You felt your body shake as Lexi processed your words. On one hand the weight had been lifted off of your shoulders. The burden of carrying such a heavy secret had finally ceased to exist, dissipating into thin air. On the other hand, though, you were terrified of what Lexi’s reaction would be.

‘’Y/n. . .you don’t mean that.’’

You were crushed, physically deflating. ‘’W-what?’’ you whispered, trying not to allow your voice to crack. Lexi shakily sighed, eyes glossy with unshed tears as she looked at the dance floor to avert your devastated gaze.

‘’My whole life, I’ve been runner up. I’ve never been enough. Nobody has ever really seen me. And you, you’re so wonderful. You shine in a crowd, everyone loves you. Everyone sees you. And as much as I love you too. . .which I do. I fucking love you so much, I’m not enough for you. I’ll never be enough,’’ tears streamed down her pale cheeks and when you went to brush them away, Lexi sniffled and pulled away.

‘’Lex. . .I want this, I want you. Why can’t you see that?’’ you whimpered, heart breaking at the sight of her crying.

‘’Y/n, I’ve never been enough for anyone. Not my parents. Not our friends. I don’t want this to be the same,’’ she was close to sobbing as she stood up, pushing her way through the crowd toward the exit.

‘’Lexi!’’ you called out, panicking. You had come this far, confessed this much. You couldn’t let her leave feeling like this, like you didn’t see her. Without thinking, you made a bee-line for the stage, abruptly cutting off the DJ and grabbing the microphone.

‘’Hello? Sorry, sorry guys I just. . . I really need to say something,’’ you exhaled, closing your eyes momentarily to gather your courage. You opened them and right away found Lexi, stunned and tears running down her cheeks as she looked at you like you had lost your mind. At this point, you weren’t sure she was wrong.

‘’That girl over there, the one in the black dress. With the most beautiful fucking eyes and smile you’ve ever seen,’’ you started, someone moving the spotlight so that it rested on Lexi’s general direction.

‘’Yeah, that’s her. Lexi. Listen. . .I don’t know if she’ll hate me for doing this. And if you do, Lex, I understand. But the last thing I’m going to do is let you leave without showing you how much you mean to me. I’m not afraid if the whole fucking school knows it, I’ll say it to anyone who will listen. Lexi Howard is the most beautiful, the most down-to-Earth, kindest, funniest, most loyal person you’d ever hope to meet. Those are just some of the reasons I fell in love with her when we were in fourth grade. And as much as I thought I loved her back then, that’s absolutely nothing to how much I love her now,’’ tears cascaded down your cheeks, you felt the entire school looking at you but all you focused on was Lexi.

Her mouth hung open, tears still glossy in her eyes as she stood there, listening to every word you said. The shadow of a smile on her red lips.

‘’You’re worried that you’re not enough for me? Lexi. . .you are everything. I see you, I love you. And I’m not going to stop just because you’re scared. I don’t care how long it takes, I’m going to prove it to you that I’m not going anywhere,’’ you smiled through your tears. You could vaguely see her smile, hands covering her mouth soon after as she began taking small steps towards you.

You gently handed the mic back to the DJ, who you could’ve sworn was choking back a few tears of his own (whether it was from being faded or actually moved by your speech, you didn’t know) and began walking towards Lexi. Nothing around you mattered other than the girl you were walking towards. Not the whole school who was clapping and cheering, not the girls crying out of joy and merriment, not even the fact that your makeup was absolutely fucked due to your emotional outburst.

‘’Lex please don’t hate-‘’ your eyes flew open when she tackled you into a mind-blowing kiss, her hands caressing the back of your head as she crashed her lips onto yours.

You quickly kissed back, holding the side of her face as the world completely faded from your view. You didn’t know how long you stood there in the middle of the dancefloor, kissing your dream girl like it was a bad high school musical deleted scene. But you didn’t give two shits.

‘’I love you too,’’ she whispered, staring into your eyes as you held each other. You nodded, smiling as a new wave of tears threatened to escape. She smiled back, the two of you kissing and smiling, wrapped around in each other’s gentle embrace. Wrapped around in the start of your new forever.

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