#elliot x jules
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For All the Nights I Lost to You p.t. 6
pairing: elliot x reader
warnings: sex, drugs, slight insecurity
a/n: this chapter is fucking smutty as hell so if you don’t like smut, i wouldn’t read it. this is the longest chapter i’ve written by far, so i hope you like it.
word count: 4107 :))
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The week seemed to fly by.
Before you knew it, it was Friday. Fuck…You were nervous.
What if you weren’t good at it or Elliot didn’t like what he saw? Your insecurities had an entire week to fester. Your parents didn’t help the situation. Your dad had been almost clingy lately.
Constantly asking if you wanted ice cream or to go watch a movie. He seemed to have this nervous guilty air about him that was honestly off putting. You rejected his offer every time, but thanked him for it. He would just nod and walk away, but not before reminding you that he loved you, which left you speechless.
He rarely said that to you, but this past week he had said it more than he had in the past year. Even though it shocked you, it also made you feel a little giddy. Your dad ignored you for the sake of his marriage, was he finally choosing you over her?
You had a small smile on your face as you walked to your last class of the day and suddenly an arm placed itself across your shoulders which made you jump.
You broke out of your trance and looked to your right. “You scared the shit out of me, fart face.” You pushed Elliot and he made a face.
“Did you just call me 'fart face’?” He seemed offended. Who the fuck calls people fart face?
You nodded and smiled at him. “And I meant it too.” Elliot laughed mockingly and you took off running. “You’re done for, Shit head!” He chased after you.
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“Are you sure you’re comfortable with this? We don’t have to be there if you don’t want to.” Rue rubbed Jules’ comfortingly. Jules seemed a little off today. Almost unsure of something, “No, I’m actually super excited about this… I just can’t help, but feel like something bad’s gonna happen…” Rue nodded.
“I feel like that too… Honestly, I’m really excited for tonight too…” She looked away from Jules and Jules smiled.
“What? My Ruby Bennet is excited to watch her best friend get fucked for the first time. That’s dirty!” She laughed. Rue pushed her and muffled her own laugh.
She wasn’t excited because of the sex…
She knew how much Elliot taking your virginity would mean to you. You had always talked about losing it to someone who meant a lot to you when you were younger and even if you swore that you would lose it to someone with experience and not someone you loved, Elliot was the exception.
The four of you didn’t talk about sex much, so you didn’t know that Elliot had a fair amount of bodies. That meant you were doing this out of love. Rue loved that.
Elliot was convenient for her and Jules, but for you Elliot was… Everything? Love? Life? The embodiment of christ? Who knew.
All she knew is that whether you acknowledged it or not, you were in love with him.
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The drive to Elliot’s place was quiet. You were in the passenger seat of his car. His warm hand gripping your thigh. The stickiness of his clammy hand could be felt at every ugly turn and sudden stop.
Elliot was nervous.
He was excited too, I mean who wouldn’t be? But he wanted to be good for you. He wanted this to be a night that you could remember. Untainted by the bitter smoke of weed. He wanted you to feel every inch of his co- body as it slide against-
His thoughts were cut off by a honk. He sheepishly waved his hand out of the window and drove off. He didn’t realize that the red light he stopped at had turned green.
You let out an awkward laugh. Everyone was being abnormally quiet. “Guys, you’re making me nervous.” You admitted to the backseat. You expected Ellie to be quiet, he was the other main star of the show, but the girls in the back, fuck no.
They both let out a condescending giggle. “You should already be nervous. Ellie’s got a big dick.” Jules snickered and your eyes narrowed. He was skinny and not particularly tall, so it had to be a joke right?
-
The car stopped. You were here. Elliot’s house.
Elliot turned to you. “Alright, doll. It’s time.” You nodded a little too fast and the others chuckled.
“Get your ass out of the car, virgin!” Jules patted your shoulder and jumped out of the car. You nodded again, slower this time as the rest of the gang got out of the car.
This was nerve wracking… You were already horny.
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You looked around Elliot’s room like you were searching for something. “Ah ha!” You picked up a small tin box with a joint that Elliot had specifically rolled for after you fucked. He had hid it under his pillow.
“No. No weed.” He took the box from your hands and you pouted.
Elliot would not let you smoke until after, no matter how much you whined. Losing your virginity while high would be too stimulating of an experience and would ruin sober sex for you.
He was going to explain that to you, but the look on your face made him realize that you were just looking for something familiar to ground you. He softly gripped your hand.
“We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. You can say no, none of us will be upset…” He said softly. If you said that you weren’t comfortable, he would pull out that joint and act like everything was normal.
You shook your head. “No, I want this!” Elliot smiled softly, “I’m just nervous. I have no idea what I’m doing and this is the first time anyone’s seen me naked…” Elliot wanted to purr. You were as inexperienced as a virgin could be.
Rue cut in, “ Not true, I’ve seen your tits.” She stated matter of factly and you rolled your eyes.
“That was like fifth grade and you only saw them because I was wearing a loose bathing suit and the water pulled the top down.” You retorted, Rue shrugged and you grinned.
Elliot pouted at the attention he wasn’t getting and gripped your chin with his thumb and index finger.
He leaned in and kissed you softly, moving his hand to caress your jaw. It started out feather light, to test the waters, to allow you time to get used to the feeling of his lips on yours. Eventually, it turned harder.
The energy shifted from hesitant and cautious to confident and shameless.
His hand moved to grip the nape of your neck and he kissed you hard. His tongue found its way inside your mouth. It explored your mouth and played with your own. You moaned at the feeling, the taste of Elliot.
You were gripping the front of his shirt as if to keep yourself from floating away.
Your mind was a fuzzy mess of Elliot, Elliot, Elliot! The never ending chanting of his name came to a stop when he pulled away to look at you. You were a sight to see. Lips red and glossy with spit. Your eyes half closed and dazed. Fuck, he was hard.
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Jules had been quiet since she exited the car. Taking in everything that was going on before her. The way your hands clenched to hold his shirt tighter, the fluttering of your eyelids, the way Elliot’s hand moved from your hip down to your ass.
Rue softly kissed her neck, “You okay?” Jules responded with a smile. “They look good together.”
Rue smiled back at her and nodded in agreement.
She wasn’t really getting into it like Jules was, but she could appreciate the sight. Their conversation was cut off by a moan.
Your hand had moved down to the front of his pants and you were palming him. “You’re really hard…” You said breathily. Rue and Jules giggled and Elliot blushed.
“Well yeah, I got a pretty girl in front of me that’s about to let me fuck her. Who wouldn’t be hard?” He moved to place wet kisses down the column of your neck. Softly kissing and lightly sucking randomly until he found a spot that made you moan.
“I’m also hard if that helps.” Rue raised her hand to make a point and Jules pushed her down onto the bed, laughing. You smiled. The air was becoming more comfortable and less suffocating, your anxiety was going away with each joke and random comment that was made.
You didn’t notice Elliot was still sucking on your neck until he pulled off with a pop. “There!” He smiled and grabbed your shoulders. You gave him a confused look until Jules and Rue gasped, “Oh my god. Baby’s first hickey!” Rue laughed and gave Elliot a shocked look. He had a shit eating grin on his face with not a single ounce of regret. “I gotta hide this from my parents, dude.”
“Oh you’ll be fine, just keep your hair over your shoulders.” Elliot moved to kiss again, but this time he grabbed your hips and moved you backwards towards the side of the bed.
He broke the kiss and pushed you down. You landed on the bed with a soft thud and got up on your elbows.
He pulled off his shirt and got on top of you. Elliot began to kiss you again and put his hands on the exposed skin of your stomach where your shirt had rode up. One hand stayed put, his thumb massaging circles into the skin and the other moved up your shirt.
When his hand brushed the underside of your bra, you pushed him off a bit. Elliot gave you a concerned look, but that quickly changed when you pulled your shirt up and off. Your nerves were starting to get the best of you and you didn’t want to stall.
Rue whistled and Jules started clapping, to which you responded with an annoyed look.
“Can I take it off?” He asked, his eyes hyper focused on the cleavage of your bra. You nodded slowly and Elliot looked up at you. “Words, Y/N. I need words.” His voice was firm. You gave him a shaky yes and he reached behind you.
His hand was placed on your lower back. Warm fingers trailing up your spine sending goosebumps across the soft skin of your back. He reached the closure of your bra and kissed you. You didn’t feel him unlatch your bra, until the straps were sliding off your shoulders.
You couldn’t resist the urge to cover yourself and let the bra fall as far as your crossed arms would allow. Elliot pulled back to look at you. “You don’t have to be so nervous, Doll.” Jules hummed in agreement.
“We want to see you, baby…” She piped up, hoping that it would give you the confidence to uncross your arms. You gave her a slightly panicked look and took a deep breath, fortunately for her, her words did their job.
“Fuck…” Elliot kissed your neck, “You have such pretty tits.” Rue hummed in agreement, you didn’t see them move to the side of you and Elliot. You looked at the two of them and winked. Jules giggled and Rue bit her lip.
“You’re so fucking hot.” Jules said into the quiet air, who she was talking about, no one really knew, but honestly… no one cared.
Elliot’s kisses move down your neck, stopping just above your left breast. He raised his head. “Can I…?” His question trailed off. “Yes… Please…” Elliot grinned at this, the quiet desperation rolling off of you in waves amused him.
He lowered his head back down to your tit. He kissed down to your nipple and stopped again. He cupped your breast softly and moved his thumb across your nipple. Your breath hitched and you moved your hand to grip the hair at the base. “Ellie… Don’t tease me.”
Elliot groaned at this. He could feel himself become more desperate, he could feel the precum leak out of his painfully hard cock. Truth be told, he’s been hard since this morning.
He used the tip of his tongue to tease the bud, slowly circling it a few times until he put his mouth on it.
You weren’t sure how to feel about this. It didn’t feel like much until he began to suck. You moaned embarrassingly loud at the sensation. Elliot was watching you like a hawk.
Waiting for a sign to stop, though he hoped you wouldn’t give him one. He trailed his other hand down and grazed the waistband of your pants. He gently thumbed it open and moved his hand in. When his fingertips hit your underwear, you spread your legs.
Elliot pulled off and moved his other hand down to the waistband of your pants. The spit cooling on your skin made you shudder. Elliot tugged impatiently on your pants and you raised your hips. He pulled your pants and underwear off in one swift tug, not giving your nerves time to settle. “Damn, chill, bro. She’s gotta catch her breath.” Rue commented on the speed of Elliot’s movements, but he just shook his head. “I’m so fucking hard right now, Rue Rue. I’m leaking through my pants.” Pulling your thighs to get you to the edge of the bed, Elliot kneeled on the floor. He put your legs over his shoulders and stared at your cunt. “Fuck, you’re so fucking wet right now. You like what I’m doing, huh? Tell me.” He blew cold air at your dripping hole and you clenched.
“I-I like it a lot, Ellie.” You moaned out. What the fuck was this? You could feel yourself clenching around nothing, desperate to have something, you just didn’t know what. “Please, Ellie!” You whined and Elliot cooed. “Please what, doll? What do you want?” Jules was getting turned on, you looked so desperate for Elliot to touch you and he was just teasing you.
“Oh come on, give it to her, Ellie. She’s being so good.” Jules purred, she wanted to see you fall apart. She could feel Rue softly grind on her thigh. “I thought you weren’t into her like that…” She whispered, pressing a soft kiss into Rue’s hair.
“I’m not, but I’m into you. Especially when you talk like that.” Rue was wet at this point, Jules was really getting into this and it was turning her on.
Elliot licked a stripe from your hole to your clit causing you to moan loudly at the unexpected pleasure. He smiled and flicked your clit with his tongue. Swirling the tip of his tongue around the bud a few times then softly suckling on it.
-
You were falling apart. No one had touched you like this. You were convinced that Elliot was going to ruin sex for you. His tongue left your clit and suddenly thrusted into your hole.
A strangled cry left your lips at the sudden intrusion and Elliot groaned. You tasted so good.
His mind was swirling with Ideas on how he would fuck you. Should he make you cum on his tongue first or on his cock? Would you want to suck it?
Elliot got up from his spot on the floor and hovered over you. “Doll…” Your hazy eyes looked up at him. “Condom?” Despite having discussed this prior, he was still trying to give you an opportunity to change your mind.
You shook your head and he grinned. “You’re so pretty. My pretty girl… Can I fuck you now?” His voice was deep and you could almost feel it resonate in your chest. His dick was hard against your inner thigh. When did he take his pants off? You could feel his precum drip onto your thigh and you whined.
“Ellie, please!” You were so impatient. So desperate. He was right there, so close, but he wanted to tease you for a bit, make you beg for it.
“Please what, Doll? Use your words.” You pouted. It was hard to think let alone tell him what you wanted. “Please fuck me, Ellie, I-I need it!” You became teary eyed at this.
Elliot’s grin grew wider and he lowered his hips. He pressed the head of his dick into your clit and let out a low moan. You were soaking at this point.
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Jules was hyper aware of you at this point. The way your back seemed to arch slightly when Elliot said something dirty. The way your thighs twitched when he touched you. Rue's hand crept into the waistband of Jules’ pants and her head snapped to her. “What are…” Rue’s fingers brushed over top of Jules’ arousal. “Just because we are the stars of this show, doesn’t mean we can’t enjoy ourselves…” Jules stared at Rue, her eyes, her nose, her lips… She leaned in to kiss her and moaned into her mouth.
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Elliot was still teasing you, he was so mean. “Please, Elliot, I want it so bad, please…” You begged and begged to no avail. He was still teasing you. Still grinding his dick in between your folds. He was determined to surprise you. He needed you to believe that this was all he was going to give you.
Elliot didn’t let up until finally he pulled back a little too far and pushed into you. “Oh fuck!” You groaned at the same time. The feel was so foreign, the stretch of having something other than your own fingers inside of you. It sobered you up a bit. The haziness cleared from your mind.
Elliot was on cloud nine. You were a little tight, most virgins were, but not enough for him to consider you uncomfortable. You were clenching around him. He felt every pulse and throb your pussy had to offer. “Fuck, I could die happy right now.” He moaned.
“I would appreciate it if you didn’t.” He laughed which caused him to push in a little further. You whined and he cooed at the sound. “Did that feel good, princess? Did that make your little pussy feel good?” He pushed in a little further then pulled out a little. When he thrusted back in, he pushed the entirety of his length into you. All the way to the hilt. You almost screamed.
The head was brushing up to your cervix and every breath you took made you shake. “Fuck, Elliot, Fuck!”
Tears rolled down your cheeks, not out of pain, but because of the overwhelming feeling of having something so big inside of you. Elliot was a little alarmed at this until he noticed the way your hips moved as if to take in more of his.
He wanted to mock you, make you cry harder, but it was your first time, he couldn’t be so mean.
“You’re no longer a virgin, Woo!” Rue cheered and you laughed. It was easy to forget that the other two were there when Elliot seemed to demand your attention. “Yeah, I guess-“ You were cut off by Elliot softly thrusting into you. You looked at him with desperation in your eyes and he grabbed your chin. “I didn’t mean to get in the way of your conversation, sweetheart.” He kissed you and deepened his thrusts. He could barely control himself at this point.
You felt so good.
-
Rue felt out of place now. She was turned on, sure, but watching you have sex with Elliot made her feel off. Like she was interrupting your moment. Jules noticed this and kissed her shoulder. “We can leave and let them continue, if you want…” Rue nodded, she didn’t really want to leave. She was hoping Jules would want to fuck as well, but maybe it was better if they watched.
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Elliot picked up speed, which in turn made you moan louder. He was so deep, it turned your brain to mush. He could feel your pussy spasm and by the way you were arching your back, he could tell you were really feeling it.
“You look so good right now. Fuck, Baby, let me go deeper, please.” You bit your lip, “Please, Ellie, Oh my god.” You cried out. Elliot moved both of your legs up towards your shoulders and pressed them into you, leaving you nowhere to run and thrusted even harder.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, Elliot!” You were screaming at this point.
You were in a fucking mating press.
Elliot grunted in response, too focused on getting his dick as deep into you as your body would allow. You were so warm and wet and he wanted to cum so bad, but you had to first.
“Pretty girl, are you close? Think you’re gonna cum for me? Like a good girl?” You nodded enthusiastically.
“I’m so close, Ellie, please make me cum!”
Ellie moaned in relief he was close too. “Then do it, Doll, cum for me. Now!” You were almost there.
Suddenly Elliot’s hand slipped down to your clit and he began rubbing fast circles. This action made you tense. Your eyes rolled back and you clenched tightly around Elliot’s cock. You were cumming and you were cumming hard.
Elliot moaned loudly and pushed himself to hold back until you were done. He felt liquid burst from your hole and leak onto his lower abdomen, so he pulled out. He jerked himself to completion and came all over your crotch and inner thighs.
You eventually came back down to earth, your body randomly twitching and your legs trembling. You swallowed, “Holy Shit…”
“Holy shit indeed…” Rue replied and you looked at her. At some point, her and Jules got naked and by the looks of it they fucked. Jules was panting and Rue had a shit eating grin on her face. You smiled at her and raised your hand to fist bump her, which she reciprocated.
Elliot flopped down beside you and kissed your shoulder. “Do you want something to drink?” He sat up and you nodded.
He got up and pulled you with him. You gave him a confused look until he explained that you had to pee after sex to prevent a UTI.
You stood on shaky legs and waddled to the bathroom to clean up.
-
The four of you laid in Elliot’s bed, still naked. There was something so therapeutic about it. Elliot reached under his pillow and pulled out the tin.
He reached over you to grab his lighter and you kissed his arm. You were still on the high from cumming so hard losing your virginity. He smiled down at you and leaned down to place a soft kiss on your lips.
Elliot grabbed his lighter and opened the tin to reveal three pre-rolled joints. “I personally think this is the best part of sex.” He turned his head to look at you and you smiled. “It’s better than cumming?” He nodded. You do it while you’re still coming down and it’s just…” He chef’s kisses his fingers, you laugh.
He lit the joint, taking a small hit then passed it to you. You took a much bigger hit and passed it to Jules. Or at least tried to. She was passed the fuck out. Rue looked proud of herself and took the joint from your fingers.
“This is great… Being naked in bed with my three favorite people.” You snuggled into Elliot as Rue passed the joint back to him. You could feel sleep pulling you under and your eyes fluttered closed.
-
“And she’s out.” Elliot whispered to Rue after attempting to pass the joint to you. Rue high fived him and Elliot laughed. “I-“ He was cut off by the sound of your phone vibrating.
You had left it on his bedside table with the screen facing up. He shifted himself up to look at it and you grumbled. He froze and let you settle before attempting to look again.
You had three missed calls from an unsaved number and two from your dad. There was also a text message from that unknown number.
‘fucking call me back you dumb slut i know what you did’
Elliot read this out loud to Rue and she looked taken aback. “What the fuck?” She whispered to him. You rarely talked to anyone outside of their group, who the fuck was texting you like that.
The number called again and this time Elliot reached over and answered, putting the phone on speaker.
“You dumb fucking slut. I’m gonna fucking kill you when I get back!” A girl’s voice yelled from the phone.
“Maddy?!”
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ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴏꜰꜰ
pairing(s): maddy perez x fem!reader (no pronouns used.)
warning(s): angst? arguing? none technically. old fic meaning old ass writing.
summary: you can't understand why Maddy won't save your failing relationship
part two. (coming soon!)
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you were laid against fezco's couch while you, him, and rue shared a blunt. tv on, with a random movie blaring from it. you don't know, you weren't really paying attention. maddy was clouding your mind as she usually did.
you had your sixth argument alone this week. you were tired—you couldn't understand. everything was fine. you were fine—more than fine, you were happy. so was maddy or at least you thought because all she seemed to do was start an argument lately. the weirdest part: she'd get even more mad when you tried to deescalate the situation and understand her.
"i think jules is cheating on me." rue announced, blowing smoke from her nose.
"oh word?" fezco let out while I was hummed in response.
was that it? was maddy cheating on you? no. you held her too high to think of her doing that.
"she’a been hanging with elliot a lottt." rue dragged her words.
"maybe you should ask her..." you trail off.
“you know, communicate.”
"yea’ that's word. communication is key." you both turn to fezco.
"when have you been in a relationship?" rue asked the question you were both thinking.
"don’t worry about me—I know a little some." you snort, you loved fez. you knew if you needed anything he had you.
"yo, there's this weird ass old guy out back." everyone looked at ashtray who held a shotgun in his hands.
"fuck, man."
fez stood and turned to both of you, "y'all should head out."
you didn't ask any questions, standing up you made your way to the door. rue behind you as well, grumbling about how she was comfortable.
"you need a ride?" you asked the Bennett.
"nah I got a bike."
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maddy's house was on the way to yours so you figured why not stop by. you weren't in the mood to argue so you thought maybe you could get her relaxed and watch a movie.
you knocked on the door a totaled or three times before her mom open it,
"y/n?" she seemed oddly surprised to see you.
"hey mrs.perez, is maddy here?"
"yeah, she's in her room." she pointed to the familiar stairs, stepping aside to let you.
you followed the route upstairs, knocking on the bedroom door twice before peaking your head in. maddy on her bed, phone to her ear. her eyes met you face and she rolled her eyes before telling whoever (assumed Cassie) on the phone she'd call them later.
"hey—I was on my way home and wanted to stop by, hope you don't min—
"come here." you followed, closing the door behind you. surprisingly, she pulled you into a hug, after placing a kiss on the corner of your mouth.
"listen, I don't wanna argu—
"were you smoking?" she questioned, sniffing your shirt that had a light scent of weed.
"yeah, just a little." you mutter already having an idea where this was going.
"you've been doing it a lot—and you've been hanging with rue."
"i’m not on that shit, maddy. just some weed and light drinking. just to relax." you huff at her accusation.
"drinking too? what? you gonna end of like my dad AND rue?" here you go.
"maddy—"
"you’re so fucking selfish." here come the insults.
“i do it because of you!" you blurt of out, voice rising.
"me? no you do because you're fucking self and only think about yourself. god—i should've known when i found you were friends with rue and fez."
you perk up, pointing your finger. “they're good people. don’t you fucking look down on them."
you weren't normally defensive but you weren't gonna let her shit talk your people.
"look, maddy, i didn't come here for this shit. so call me when you get your head on right, bro." you stood, trying to exit of the door you came in but maddy’s hand caught your wrist.
"stay."
"i just—
"we can watch a movie." she gave you doe eyes and you contemplated for a second.
if you stay you know you'd probably argue again but there's also a chance you can be civil. but that was a 75 to 35 ratio
"please, baby."
you sigh, sitting back down.
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Mixed Signals
hi yall! i know i have a history of making fics then disappearing but i actually have plans into making this a series! i don’t know how long it’ll span but i’m thinking 3 or 4 chapters so stay tuned if u like the story! 🪷🤍 also srry the ending is rushed cause im tired and just want to finish this!
elliot x fem reader
lowercase on purpose
not proofread
2.3k words
synopsis; you and elliot were best friends, and despite being flirtatious, there was never really anything going on between you two.. right?
Chapter 1: History class
junior year was rough. the new schedule adjustments, not knowing anyone in this new school, and being smart enough to not completely fail but also not smart enough to effortlessly pass all weighed down on you. you could get by being alone, but it was never easy. that was up until you met elliot.
“elliot, we have to finish this history project.” you advised. of course, you didn’t actually mean we. you always ended up carrying the weight of the work whenever you worked with him. normally, doing all the work in a group project would drive you up the wall. but whenever you got around elliot, you felt as if his presence was enough. you never pushed for anything more from him.
he was also your first best-friend, and you were his. nothing could compare to the nights you spent on the phone with him, whether you were doing algebra homework, or trying to pick out a dress for your first party, he was always there.
elliot took a pull from the blunt you both were smoking and it became infinitely hard for you to not stare. “y/n,” elliot started as he exhaled the smoke, “we have more than 2 weeks to finish this. and all we really have to do is copy what we wrote in our notebooks onto the poster board! it can’t be that difficult angel”
there was that nickname again. he’s used it plenty of times before now, but its weight never faltered because it always made you weak in the knees.
“but still, i’d like to finish this now so we have time for ourselves later,” you sighed, and in an attempt to hide your flustered face, you began copying down your notes to your poster.
“time for ourselves? what do you have in mind?” elliot teased as a sly smile appeared on his face, taking another hit from the blunt.
he didn’t know if the weed was making him bolder, or if it was the way the light from his window perfectly dawned on your relaxed figure, but elliot began to admire your features.
you were so soft with him, never making him feel smaller than you. always taking his feelings into consideration and looking out for him. even now, where you seem uptight, elliot couldn’t help but admire.
he couldn’t pinpoint just exactly what about you in this moment was enticing him like never before, but regardless of what it was, he couldn’t stop staring. and unbeknownst to elliot, you sensed him eyeing you down.
“y’know if you keep looking at me like that, i won’t get any work done.” you giggled, looking up at him.
“well that would be just terrible” he mused as he got up from his seat on the floor and moved closer to you on the bed to pass you the joint. he then held the blunt up to your lips and as you inhaled, you looked up at him. his eyes were low, red, and they never seemed to leave yours. he was so close, you were able to feel the warmth radiating off his body, and somehow, you never felt more comfortable.
his cool fingertips had just barely grazed your lips but that single, electrifying touch left you longing for more of him, and it took every ounce of strength you had to not ask.
after what felt like a century (but was just 6 seconds), he removed the blunt from in between your lips and watched you inhale the smoke, then exhale slowly. everything you did was hypnotic to him, and he couldn’t get enough.
the next day, you sat with jules and rue in the cafeteria. elliot decided to eat off campus for lunch, and you were glad that you hadn’t seen him all day yet. if you were being honest, you had been avoiding him all day.
you weren’t mad or upset at him by any means, but you just didn’t know what to say to him. i mean, what could you say? your relationship was always flirty, so why has it just hit you now?
“can i tell you guys something?” you blurted to your friends sitting across from you.
as you asked, you started to mindlessly scroll through you and elliot’s messages. you had never thought your feelings towards elliot were anything other than platonic up until a few weeks ago, and yesterday had only confirmed that you wanted him more than you’d like to admit.
“yeah sure, wassup?” rue asked, munching on her sandwich
“would you ever see me and elliot as.. you know,” you hesitated, “a thing? like together?”
“wait.. you guys aren’t ‘a thing?’” mocked jules. “i could've sworn you guys we’re together!?”
rue laughed to herself as she began to speak, “yeah i mean, you guys are always flirting with each other? i just assumed you guys were dating ‘nd just didn’t say.”
“you think so?” you questioned, fiddling with your well-manicured nails. you never saw anything between elliot and you until recently so there is no way that everyone else saw what you were so blind to.. right?
“yes, y/n, oh my god! i can’t believe you guys aren’t already dating!” jules exclaimed while giggling with rue. “i never want to hang out with the two of you alone because i feel like a third wheel!”
you were utterly surprised by the words that were coming out of your best friend's mouths. there was no way other people could see you guys together. there was no way they truly thought that.
you made a face as if all the gears in your head were turning, and in all honesty, they were. they were working their hardest as you started thinking that if everyone sees you both as a couple, that would have to mean he shows some sort of romantic feelings for you, right? he has to have looked at you in some way or said something to make everyone think you guys went out, right?!
“wait so you think he likes me too?” you excitedly asked.
“if his goo-goo eyes everytime you walk in weren’t a dead giveaway to how he feels, you should know he speaks about you every second of the day..” jules confessed, “whenever he starts telling me pointless ass stories about things you’ve guys have done together, i honestly just zone out.”
“how haven’t you noticed any of this? it’s so stupidly obvious, it’s not even funny” rue mumbled with a mouth full of food.
“i don’t know?! i just never thought of him — or us like that!” you said, laughing exasperatedly.
“probably ‘cause she’s in love too!” jules teasingly exclaimed. you knew she was joking, but for as long as you’ve known him, all you ever wanted to do was spend all day with him. he always showered you with attention and quality time. and even if he didn’t, you’d still drop everything to be with him. there was never any words or actions that needed to be spoken or done between the two of you in order for you to feel appreciated and loved.
loved. you would never bat an eye if you used that word to describe your relationship with him before.
“you guys should just get together,” rue said, crashing your train of thought as she gathered her stuff for her next class, “you're both ‘best friends’ already so nothing would have to change, right?”
you didn’t respond.
on one hand, it seemed like there was absolutely nothing to lose. apparently, he’s given multiple signs that he likes you so why not? why couldn’t you shake the feeling that everything would change?
“y/n, you don't have to make a decision right now, but remember that elliot would never do anything to make whatever you guys have going on weird. he genuinely cares,” jules reaffirmed, standing up from the table.
“thanks jules, but i honestly don’t think i’m gonna ‘make a decision.’ i just want to let things work themselves out so i don’t have to” you said, getting you things and going to your history class.
walking into your class, you immediately sensed elliot was there, despite him being sat in the far back. you didn’t really know what to say after that night in his room, on top of the bombshell rue and jules had just dropped on you.
as you walked into the class, you tried to scan for an empty seat that wasn’t the seat next to him. normally, you’d sit there with no hesitation, but you hadn’t prepared yourself enough to have the conversation that so desperately needs to be held.
fuck. you thought as you saw there were no more empty seats, annoyance written on your face.
you made your way to the desk nexts his and tried your hardest to avoid any unnecessary eye contact.
skipping this class would’ve been easier than enduring 45 minutes next to someone you’re trying your hardest to steer clear of but some shit just can’t be helped.
as you sat down and the lesson began, everything seemed to be going well except for the watchful pair of eyes that followed your every move.
you felt them as you picked up your pencil to jot down notes, as you took a sip from your water bottle, to when you opened your phone. you felt your energy being snuffed by his piercing gaze.
“maybe if i just ignore him he’ll stop.” you hoped to yourself.
15 minutes had gone by and he has not stopped once. you couldn’t figure out if he was doing it on purpose to make you freak out or if he was just that nosey but you finally had enough.
“don’t stare, it’s rude.” you seethed silently, looking at him for the first time since class started
“oh you decided you want to talk to me now? to what do i owe the honor” elliot haphazardly taunted.
“damn he noticed i was ignoring him” you thought to yourself.
“only ‘cause you’ve been staring at me for the past like, 15 minutes?”
“only ‘cause you’ve been ignoring me all day.”
“i haven’t been ignoring you?” lie 1.
“you haven’t?”
“no” lie 2.
“so why haven’t you said a word to me like, all day?”
“we just have nothing to speak about” lie 3.
“you sure? cause i heard something completely different from jules”
of course.
of course she was the reason you got caught in your lies. you internally laughed to yourself and left a mental note to never trust jules with anything even mildly important again.
but on the bright side, thank god he stopped interrogating you or else your conscience would’ve started eating you alive to feed all those lies you were spouting. i guess in an odd way, you’d be able to thank jules for saving your conscience. or maybe not.
“oh really?��� you smirked “what did jules tell you then?” you couldn’t let your facade fall. you knew how to work your way out of shit, even if jules mucked up your oh-so-amazing plan.
“not much” elliot replied, “she just told me you had something to say to me”
you sighed to yourself. you could either keep playing this game of avoiding talking about your situation-ship, or come clean and possibly ruin what you both have.
you know that there’s a chance that he wants you back. but why ruin what you both have right now? it’s like when you’re doing your eyebrows and they’re absolutely perfect, but you keep plucking at them to make them even better, and before you know it, you end up over plucking and now have 2 uneven brows!
why ruin what’s already been so good to you? you’re both fine with what you were.
“well she was wrong,” you finally said. “do you have anything to say to me?” a tinge of hopefulness written in that question.
after a few seconds of silence, he replied,
“no.”
see, you knew you shouldn’t have pushed it. everything could’ve been gone in a matter of seconds.
“cool.” you uttered.
you picked up a blackberry from the bowl of fruit you were snacking on and ate it while retelling maddy and cassie everything that happened in history yesterday.
“cool?” maddy repeated “why the fuck would you say cool y/n?”
“yeah you’re giving him mixed signals” cassie chimed in.
“i honestly didn’t know what else to say like, i knew if i said anything more, i could ruin 3 years worth of friendship.”
“yeah but by not saying anything you could’ve ruined 3 years worth of friendship” sighed cassie “if one day you guys were hotboxing in his room getting close, and the next you’re giving him the cold shoulder, what’s he supposed to think?”
“it’s not like he wanted to speak about it though so why should i be the one that has to?” you asked, popping a mango cube in your mouth.
“so you want him to come to you?” maddy questioned, “i’m confused why you’re even stuck over him anyway. if you’re not dating why is your relationship this stressful? take advantage of you’re stress-free, single life girl!”
“maybe you’re right about that, i mean, if we’re not together why am i even overthinking this?” you giggled, sitting up from your bed.
“no yeah, don’t stress over shit like this. if you want him to make the first move and he doesn’t, just stay friends and find someone else” maddy suggested.
just as maddy said that, a notification popped up on your phone.
elliot 🤍; do u want to come over tmr?
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summary: you come with your boyfriend elliot to talk to rue’s mom about rue relapsing when you find out he cheated on you with jules
warnings: drug use
genre: angst
a/n: trying to get some drafts written<3
Your leg shook anxiously as you sat on the couch beside of elliot and his hand slid down and he held your hand in his, circling his thumb over your hand.
“calm down” he whispered smiling at you.
how could you not be nervous?
rue had been your best friend since preschool, you’d gone through every phase together and you had been so close since day one.
you’d told her everything, about every kiss, every partner you’d had, every secret, everything. And she told you everything, all about Jules and her first times smoking weed, you’d been there with her for her dad, and she told you everything.
you heard the footsteps coming into the room.
you looked up at your best friend, the dark circles under her eyes and the anger in her face, when she clenched her fists and started screaming at Jules.
your vision started to blur and you felt the tears coming.
she wasn’t the girl you’d become friends with in preschool, that girl had been lost to addiction and the shell of her was looking back at you.
“you”
she said storming over to you.
“rue don’t” elliot said
“fuck you” she said slapping him and then she focused her attention back onto you.
“i pity you honestly” she laughed
“what?” you asked, what was she talking about.
“oh you didn’t know?”
you looked over to elliot and he looked down into his lap, Rue started chuckling dryly.
“he’s fucking Jules”
your heart dropped into the pit of your stomach as sadness overwhelmed you, you shook your head “no” it couldn’t be, could it?
all the times he’d been there for you, he’d comforted you during your worst times and it was all a lie. He was fucking your best friend and you had to find out from someone else.
you looked away from Rue and looked at him, his eyes were sympathetic “i’m sorry” he said, his voice soft.
you scoffed and tears started streaming down your face.
“fuck this” you said and you got up.
“Y/n” Elliot called out.
“yeah go cry to your fucking mommy” Rue called out.
“Rue that’s enough” her mom said.
you stormed outside and walked to your car, and you sat down in the drivers seat. You laughed out of the irony, even if she was doing it to hurt you Rue still told you everything.
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Euphoria Masterlist PT.2
$ = Smut * = Fluff ! = Angst
Maddy Perez
(*) IT’S YOU - Maddy Perez x Male!reader
(!) END SCENE - Maddy Perez x Perez!Male!reader
(!) The Stone - Maddy Perez x Gn!reader
(!) DYWTYLM - Maddy Perez x Black!Male!reader
Rue Bennett
(!) Hot Soup - Rue Bennett x Bennett!Male!reader
(!) SORRY NOT SORRY - Rue Bennett X Bennett!Male!reader
(!) people don’t change - Rue Bennett x Black!Male!reader
Elliot
(! $ *) Dark Circles - Elliot x Male!reader
Part One - Part Two
Cassie Howard
(! $) REVENGE - Cassie Howard x Male!reader
Jules Vaughn
(!) LIE - Jules Vaughn x Black!Male!reader
Lexi Howard
(! *) young gun - Lexi Howard x Black!Male!reader
MORE COMING SOON!
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COCKBLOCKS
summary: you and elliot get interrupted
fandom: euphoria
parings: elliot x f reader
warnings: swearing, slight smut
You were sat on Elliot’s bed, waiting for Rue and Jules to arrive, listening to Elliot as he sang a song on his guitar. You loved it when he played and Elliot knew how much you loved to listen, which is why his eyes never left yours the entire time he played.
You scooted closer to the boy, who had slowly became your best friend over the past few months, wrapping your arms around his neck as he finished up with his song, placing his guitar on the ground.
“You’re so good at that,” you smiled. “I wish I could sing.”
“Not everyone can be as talented as me,” Elliot snickered, jokingly. Your jaw dropped, playfully punching his arm.
“Rude,” you muttered. Elliot grabbed your arms, pushing you back and pining you to his mattress. You giggled as his fingers danced across your ribs, tickling you like crazy. “Stop! Stop!” You begged, pushing him off of you.
He laid next to you, his elbow propped up, resting his head on his hand. You stared into his eyes, realisation hitting you in the face, you had feelings for him. Little did you know Elliot has had feelings for you since the day he met you.
You watched as his eyes flickered down to your lips and without second thought you moved closer to him, hands gripping onto the fabric of his sweater as you pushed your lips against his.
Elliot’s hand made it way to back of your head, keeping your lips firmly on his as his tongue roamed your mouth. You moaned into his mouth and felt him smirk as he deepened the kiss.
You fell back flat onto his bed once again, pulling him on top of you. Elliot’s lips moved from yours and began trailing down your neck, leaving light bruises against your sensitive skin. Your fingers tangled through his curls, thighs rubbing together to relieve some tension, but Elliot noticed this. He forced your legs open and you gasped.
You felt his hand creeping up your skirt, his fingers lingering on your pussy, the soft fabric of your panties being the only thing keeping him apart from your most sensitive area.
“I can feel how wet you are through your underwear,” Elliot smirked. You moaned at his words, hands snaking around his neck.
“You did this to me,” you replied.
But before anything else could happen, you and Elliot both heard Rue and Jules walk through the front door. Your eyes widened as Elliot rolled off of you and you fixed yourself up, glancing over at Elliot who was tucking his hard dick into the waistband of his pants.
“To be continued,” Elliot said, before walking over to the doorframe of his room to welcome Rue and Jules. You sighed, collapsing back onto his bed, wishing that the girls had never showed up.
“Cockblocks,” you mumbled.
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if i was maddy and both cassie AND nate didn’t answer my call…i woulda knew
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Theorizing about Rue Bennett
Rue is, in her own way, as pent up (libido, I mean) and frustrated from some kind of hang-up as Nate.
She finds a way of either sabotaging or denying that she even wants an intimate relationship. Being coy with the ultra-libidious Jules was not going to work, and on some level, I feel as though Rue was sabotaging the relationship.
Likewise, Rue "teaching Lexi how to kiss" was a convenient way of rationalizing the truth, which is that Rue wanted to kiss Lexi (and from that moment on, if not before, the feeling was mutual).
Rue is beyond labels too, undoubtedly into boys too, in the right circumstances. Case in point: Elliott. Her "make Jules jealous" makeout was all too real, and once again, Rue had a built in excuse (like the Lexi "practice kiss") for why her attraction to the person "didn't count".
Why does Rue do this? Well, she is self-destructive, and I think she feels she is unworthy of the kind of two-becoming-one bond she so deeply needs. It is part of her overall pattern of sabotaging her own progress, as with her addiction, tendency to burn bridges in relationships of all kinds, etcetera.
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hi my lovely mutual! hope your doing well :) can i request like something sweet where the reader was there with Jules, Rue, and Elliot when they were doing there dares and there is one dare that Jules and/or Rue dare Elliot or the reader to kiss each other, thank you <3
Yesss :)
Love my mutuals more than life itself, man❤️
Bashful, embarrassed, nervous, coy; all of these words branching off the same meaning all describe how I'm feeling right now as I watch Elliot stand up from the floor, wiping the corners of his mouth as he backs away from Jules. It was an erotic dare to say the least, difficult to watch on my part but at least is was his turn to ask.
"Alright..." Elliot trails off as he asks Rue the infamous question, 'truth or dare', sparking curiosity out of all of us as we watch the two of them interact. My mind was struggling to keep up with the game, between the weed and Elliot's undeniably good looks, handsome smile and deep, gravely voice; it was hard to stay focused.
Jules had caught me at least seven times staring at him with heart-eyes, my breathing catching in my throat every time she would widen her eyes at me, silently urging for me to cut it out.
"Y/n, you still with us?" Jules snaps her fingers in front of my face, the three of them watching me as I swallow the lump in my throat, my head bobbing in a hesitant nod. "I asked you truth or dare." The blonde snorts, leaning back against the wall as she messes with the strings of her sweatpants.
"Dare, why not." I chuckle quietly, knowing that she was far too into the game to come up with something original and that she would most likely ask her girlfriend for help. And if Rue was known for one thing, it was for coming up with horrible, boring dares.
"If you say so." Jules ponders for a moment, glancing around the room as she snorts, tucking her lip in between her teeth before her face lights up. "I dare you to kiss Elliot," she pauses, my heart stopping in my chest as Elliot chuckles, immediately making his way over to me without a second thought, "for ten seconds." Jules adds on the end, my face flushing as I gasp.
"That's practically making out, what-"
"I'm timing you, go!" Rue shouts and before I can protest, Elliot's hand cups my cheek, pulling me in for a kiss as I squeal, my head immediately spinning as my eyes flutter shut. His lips are softer that I would've imagined and he tastes way more like the chapstick he uses than the weed he inhales 24/7.
His lips are slow and languid against mine, guiding my every move as Rue snickers behind me, the timer going off but Elliot doesn't move, he just smiles against my lips, his hand dropping from my cheek. By the time he pulls away, I'm breathless and nervous, letting my back hit the wall as I put distance between us. Elliot clears his throat with a laugh as he looks between Rue and Jules.
"Couldn't you have dared me that an hour ago?"
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All For You (Pt. 8)
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7
Warning: this is a mature series that includes mentions of drug use/overdose, mental illness, explicit language and mentions of sex.
“Big push,” the doctor encourages from the bottom of Y/N’s hospital bed.
Elliot kisses the top of the leg he’s holding. Jules and Rue both have a hand.
Y/N bears down, pushing with gritted teeth.
“You got it baby,” Rue whispers, against Y/N’s ear. “It’s all you.”
Finally.
“It’s a girl!” When the tiny baby is placed on Y/N’s chest no one moves. Their muscles tense, frozen in place. The infant begins to wail, sending Jules into motion.
“You ok?” Jules asks Y/N, gently releasing her hand.
“Yeah.” Y/N breathes.
“I’m gonna take her.” Jules whispers, reaching for the newborn.
Y/N nods.
Elliot hesitates, the thought of letting Y/N go, especially now, feels odd to him. Like she just had his baby. Surely he should hold onto her for a minute, make sure she’s ok.
“Go ahead, dad.” Y/N gives him a tired smile, as she nuzzles against Rue.
He lowers Y/N’s limb onto the bed. Swiping a hand over his eyes, which are suddenly wet from looking at the baby in Jules’ arms. She’s perfect. From the moment Jules touched her she hasn’t made a sound. Wide eyes staring out at the world, at her mother, at him.
Elliot wraps his arms around Jules.
“She’s perfect.” The blonde murmurs.
“Just like you.”
Time passes differently after. After labor and birth and her. Lux.
Lux loves to be held, by Y/N, Rue and Elliot. Especially Jules.
They spend the rest of the day together, the four of them and the newest member of their family.
Eventually Rue and Elliot make their exit, to tend Sawyer and Cameron at home. Being apart never gets easier, they just got used to it; knowing they would be together again.
Jules climbs into the hospital bed that night, at Y/N’s request, facing each other at the edges of the twin size mattress.
Suddenly the bed is moving, pushing them both upwards.
“Jules,” Y/N whispers, as not to wake the baby.
“I didn’t touch anything.”
“Jules, your ass is pressing the button.” Y/N can barely get the words out, she’s laughing too hard.
Jules moves in closer, away from the railing with the control panel, slowing maneuvering the bed back down with her finger. “Sorry.”
“It’s all good.” Y/N nuzzles against the pillow. She can’t wait to go home, back to her own bed. Back to Sawyer and Cameron, back to Rue.
“Are you happy?”
Y/N smiles softly, brushing a stand of blonde hair over Jules shoulder. “Yeah. Are you?”
Jules blinks quickly, her chin trembling.
“Don’t cry.” Did she change her mind?
“I’m just so happy.” Jules assures her. Resting her forehead against Y/N’s. “It still doesn’t feel real, you know? Like I actually get to keep her.”
“She’s yours.”
“I’ll never be able to tell you how thankful I am for everything you’ve done.”
“Jules, you don’t need to thank me.”
“I hope she always looks like you. Then I can have a piece of you with me forever.” Jules tears up a bit at this.
Y/N bats at the traitorous tears escaping from her own eyes. “I’m literally across the street. I’m not going anywhere, we just refinanced.”
“I love you so much,” Jules tells her.
“I love you too.”
“Do you think I’ll be good at this?” Being a mom.
“I think you’re gonna be amazing.”
“I hope so.”
“And if you need me, I’ll be there.”
“I’ll always need you.”
“Fuck,” Y/N sniffles. “Enough. I can’t do this with my hormones right now.”
Jules let’s out a quiet laugh. “Sorry.”
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They leave the hospital together. Elliot carrying Lux out in her carseat. Y/N in the wheelchair she doesn’t actually need, but Rue insists she ride to the parking lot. Love is funny that way.
The first night is long. Lux isn’t used to the bassinet, it’s bigger than her cot at the hospital. Jules and Elliot take turns. Y/N and Rue give them their space.
But Y/N wakes to the sound each time anyway. This time, to her surprise, she finds not Jules or Elliot quietly rocking the newborn, but “Rue?”
“She looks just like you.” Rue murmurs. “That’s what Elliot gets for Cameron.”
Y/N huffs a laugh.
“It’s gonna be interesting. A little piece of you just running around out there.”
“It’s all good things, Rue.”
“I know…I love you.”
“I know,” Y/N assures her, “I love you more.”
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Sleepless nights bleed into early mornings. The hustle of their new life joining their old life is difficult at first, but becomes normal.
It’s not until Lux is three months old that Elliot and Jules begin sleeping at their house again. Leaving only the bassinet behind as a reminder of what had been.
It feels wrong the day Elliot comes to collect it. Like finally closing the worn binding of a book held open to a page for too long.
“Are you ok, baby?” He asks, as Y/N holds open the front door for him.
“I’m ok,” Y/N nods, holding the wooden frame harsher than strictly necessary.
“Do you want me to stay with you until Rue gets home?”
“No,” she shakes her head, “go be with your family, Elliot.”
Elliot sets the bassinet down on the front porch, coming to close the distance between them. “You’re my family too.”
“I didn’t mean it like that.”
“I love you and I would be here every second if you let me. I understand that we have boundaries, but Jules and I didn’t set them. We respect them, and we’ll continue to do that. But if you need us here, if you need Lux here-”
“I don’t need Lux here.” Y/N whispers. “I love her, but she’s not mine. And I knew that one day I would have to let her go.”
Elliot takes another step forward, “I’m right across the street if you need me.”
“I know, Elliot.” Y/N forces a smile.
He takes a deep breath in, running a hand over his face. Elliot knows Y/N, what she’s about to do. Allow the pent up emotions to hit her like a tidal wave, all alone while the kids are at school and Rue is at work. She won’t cry for help, even if she gets in too deep. She’ll pick up the pieces before anyone even knows.
“Text me later?”
Y/N leans forward, pecking a kiss to his cheek. “Every night and day for the rest of your life.”
“I’ll take it.” He chuckles.
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“So I guess this is it.” Jules shrugs, standing at the doorway of Elliot’s tiny apartment, that has begun to feel like home.
“But we’ll be back to visit at least once a week and Jules is coming home on semester break.”
“And Christmas.” Rue adds.
“And Christmas,” Jules confirms.
Elliot nods, “I told you guys, I’m good.” And he’s gonna stay that way.
#all for you#rue bennett imagine#elliot euphoria#jules vaughn imagine#before you#euphoria#because of you#rue bennett#jules vaughn#jules vaughn x reader#jules vaughn x you#elliot x y/n#rue bennett x you#rue euphoria#rue bennet x reader
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For All the Nights I Lost to You
pairing: elliot x reader
warnings: Drugs, absent parents
a/n: i love euphoria and there aren’t enough elliot x reader fics lmao this is gonna be a multi-part fic!!
word count: 2499 :)
Part 1 | Part 2
i don’t own this gif
High school wasn’t easy.
Four years of going through the motions, doing the bare minimum and hoping that one day it would just stop.
Depression wasn’t easy.
The endless cycle of waking up miserable, going to school miserable, then coming home and going to bed miserable. That is, until you met Jules.
You knew of her. You knew that she was Rue’s girlfriend for a while. You knew that Rue broke up with her last year, but they were still friends for whatever reason, you didn’t really care.
You knew Rue.
Probably better than Jules did. You two had grown up together. You would spend almost every waking moment with her because frankly you were in love with her at the time. So you spent your days soaking up each minute with her the best you could, until her dad died.
At the time, part of you was jealous of Rue. People constantly asked you about her and how she was doing, even your emotionally absent parents. That’s all they ever wanted to talk about.
They seemed to forget about you more and more everyday. They didn’t even seem to care that they had a child. You felt alone.
The other part of you felt horrible.
Rue had been there for you in every possible way she could, even when her dad was sick. She listened to your problems and offered you comfort. She never compared her struggles to yours and you made a point to do the same.
You felt so shitty for being jealous. So, you stopped.
Stopped hanging out with her, stopped talking to her, stopped being her friend, stopped loving her and now here we are.
You were getting books out of your locker when it suddenly shut. Luckily, you pulled your hands out of the way before they could get slammed in the locker. When you turned to the perpetrator, you were met with short, blonde hair and a small smile.
“Hi.” She said with a sweet voice that made you a little nervous.
“Hello” You whispered back, unable to bring yourself to speak any louder than that.
“I’m Jules.” She extended her hand out for you to shake and you did so, a little wide eyed. “I’m Y/N.” Your voice trembled a bit out of nervousness. You were never good at meeting new people and the fact that you were attracted to Jules didn’t help.
“You’re friends with Rue, right?” She leaned on the lockers after pulling her hand away. You looked around and shrugged. “I guess.”
You felt like your friendship with rue had died off, but apparently that wasn’t the case.
“Cool, so you’d be down to come hang out with us today, right?” You stared. You weren’t sure what her motive was. “Why?” You blurted. She confused you, why did she want to hang out with you all of a sudden? You two had gone to the same school for almost two years and she hadn’t shown any interest until now.
“Why not? It’s always fun to hang out with new people.” She smiled a bit wider and you felt pressured to say yes, so you agreed. When you finally agreed she turned back to look at Rue and some guy. He had grown out blonde hair and a face tat and to be honest, he didn’t interest you all that much.
“Okay, so we’re going to Elliot’s at like five, so we’ll pick you up?” She looked at you excitedly. “Sure.” You could help but smile at her energy. She snatched your phone from your hand and had you unlock it. She did a few things then handed it back to you. “This is my number, text me your address, so I can save your number.” And with that she was off to class. “I’ll see you later.” She smiled and waved and you waved back.
you looked down at your phone and quickly typed out your address in a text message and sent it to Jules. You hoped that you weren’t going to regret this.
After school, you were picked up by your neighbor, Mrs. Marla. She was a bigger, older lady with short hair and a kind smile. She used to be your nanny when you were younger and was pretty much your grandma at this point.
When you opened the car door, she smiled. You looked a little brighter today. When you shut the door she asked, “What’s got you looking all happy today?” You shrugged, “Rue’s friend asked me to hang out today.”
Marla Looked almost startled. “Rue Bennet? The girl you used to be friends with?” You nodded. You weren’t put off by her surprise because you were surprised too.
The drive home was silent after that.
When you arrived home you quickly ran to go shower. Your parents weren’t home and likely wouldn’t be for a few more hours. You shot your mom a text saying that you were going out with friends. You knew she wouldn’t respond so you continued with your shower.
Jules texted you and when you got out, you read it.
‘Hey change of plans lmao’
‘Ellie wants to smoke so we’re gonna meet up earlier, are you still down???’
You smiled.
‘yeah’
She quickly responded back.
‘Cool, we’re outside’
You sighed.
I just got out of the shower. you guys can come in if you want, the keys under the welcome mat.
You locked your phone and headed to your room. You could hear the front door unlock and open.
“Y/N!” Jules yelled out.
“Up here.” You called out. You heard footsteps run up the stairs and she asked for which door. “The first one to the left, I’m not dressed yet.” She let out an oh and walked back down the stairs and to your living room.
You quickly threw on clothes and ran down stairs. Entering your living room, you saw the guy you saw earlier in the day, you assumed was Elliot, and Rue making out and Jules was watching them. “Okay, go off I guess.
Jules’s head snapped towards you and Elliot and Rue pulled apart slowly. Jules looked frazzled and Elliot didn’t look like he had a care in the world, you knew you weren’t going to get along with him. Rue got up. “Shall we get going?” She said while making her way to the door.
You followed her to the car and got in the back seat. Rue sat in the passenger seat and Jules sat in the back with you. Elliot was driving. You already didn’t trust him and you hadn’t even spoken a word to each other.
You were starting to regret this.
On the drive, you learned that Elliot lived with his cousin and she was a smoker so she didn’t really care what he did as long as he stayed out of trouble. This meant that the four of you would be left alone for the most part.
You were a little excited. The last time you hung out with someone, there was an adult overseeing everything, so this would be the first time you hung out with friends alone.
Elliot’s car pulled into his driveway and all four of you made your way inside and to his room. Rue and Jules flopped on the bed while Elliot went to the bathroom. You stood awkwardly in the doorway and Jules patted the spot between her and Rue.
You cautiously laid between them on your front and they got up on their sides. “Did we scare you?” Rue asked tentatively, “No… If you two are dating you’re allowed to kiss whenever, I don’t care.” Rue let out a breath of relief, “We’re not dating.”
You looked a little wide eyed. “He kisses me like that too…” Your head snapped to Jules. Your mind began racing. Was this some kind of indoctrination? Was he gonna start kissing you like that too?
Rue spoke up again, “And we kiss each other like that.” Your mind settled. “So, are you guys in like a poly relationship or something?” “Or something.” Jules replied.
“After we broke up, we decided that it would be best if we didn’t try dating again, until we were both settled mentally. Things took a turn and we started sleeping with Elliot, separately then eventually together and now here we are.” Rue smiled, “We’re not together and we can leave at anytime. It’s all just physical.” Jules said as Elliot walked into the room. You got up which made Rue’s smile drop.
You sat back down on the bed and looked at Elliot. He had a slight scowl on his face, but quickly turned away to dig through his bag. He pulled out an eighth and took it to his dresser, so he could start rolling a blunt. You watched him quietly while Rue and Jules talked behind you.
“Truth or dare?” Elliot suddenly spoke. You flinched. “Who?” Jules responded, he turned around and made eye contact with you. “ Y/N, truth or dare?” You licked your bottom lip, “Truth.”
Elliot squinted, “What’s on your mind?” The question startled you a bit. “Everything and nothing at all.” He gave a slight smile at that and you turned to Rue, “Rue, Truth or dare?”
Rue pretended to think for a bit, “Truth.”
You hummed, “What do you have in your pockets?” Rue looked wide eyed, you saw a baggy in her jacket pocket when you were leaving your house. She pulled the baggy out from her pocket and opened it. She pulled out a small pill.
“Take it.” You knew about her drug problem, but you trusted her, so you took it. You didn’t expect to be hit with the flavor of mint and made a face. Rue began laughing at your disgruntled face, which set off the other two.
“Just wait a few minutes.” She said in between laughs. You furrowed your eyebrows at her and nodded. After three minutes give or take your mouth started watering like crazy.
“What the hell?!” You tried keeping all the saliva in your mouth, but it was almost too much. “They’re dick sucking mints. Jules bought them a while ago. She wanted to use the container for lip balm and put the mints in a baggy.”
You were drooling at this point. You tried to keep it together, swallowing almost non-stop to keep yourself from drooling, while Rue dared Jules put her hand in the back of Elliot’s pants. Elliot jumped at the feeling of Jules’s cold fingers making their way onto his butt.
The drooling stopped for the most part after Jules dared you to drink a bottle of water in ten seconds. After unsuccessfully completing the dare Elliot lit the first blunt of many. He took a hit and passed it to you first. You took the blunt and took a long drag, holding it for a bit before exhaling.
Rue and Elliot were staring at you with a glint in their eyes and Jules looked shocked. “You smoke?” She exclaimed. “Yeah?” You were confused. “I thought you knew, since you invited me to smoke with you.”
Jules shook her head, “You don’t look like the type of person to smoke.” You shrugged and offered her the blunt. She took it with careful fingers and took a hit passing it to Rue. You laid back down and relished in the settling high. It had been a while and your tolerance was lower than normal.
After a couple more hits, everyone was comfortably high and talking. You had your eyes closed laughing every so often. Jules called your name softly and you opened your eyes. “Truth or dare?”
“Dare.”
“I dare you to kiss me.”
Elliot watched you two with bated breath. Would you do it? If you did, would you kiss him too if he asked? You looked startled, but quickly gained your composure. Lifting yourself from your back, you cupped Jules’s face and brought her closer. Closing your eyes, you softly touched your lips to hers and kissed her.
You parted and opened your eyes again. She opened her eyes too and stared for a bit. She leaned in again and kissed you hard moving her hands on your hips, she positioned herself over you and moved her fingers under your shirt to caress the skin of your waist.
When you parted again, your faces were red. Elliot cursed under his breath and covered his crotch with a pillow. You turned to him, looked at the pillow and started laughing. Elliot looked incredibly embarrassed and glared at you, but eventually started laughing too.
Everyone was laughing and Jules rolled off of you. “That was nice. You’re a good kisser.” You shrugged. “I’m surprised, I’ve never kissed anyone before.”
Jules gasped, “I took your first kiss?” You nodded. “Why didn’t you say anything?” She pretended to choke you out.
“Jules, I’m so high right now, you could stick something up my ass and I would not feel a thing.” Jules stopped and Elliot spoke up. “Is that an offer?”
You turned to him, “Only if you want it to be.” Rue pretended to choke you out this time. Everyone erupted into laughter and you checked your phone.
There were three missed calls from your mom and a text that read:
‘You better be home in the next thirty minutes or I’m calling the police.’
That was sent ten minutes ago.
You sighed, “I have to go home, guys.” You pouted and Jules whined, “Noooo, stay with us.” She hugged you tightly. Elliot got up and got his keys then helped you up from the bed.
He asked the other two if they were spending the night to which they replied no and got up as well.
You all piled into the car and they drove you home first. You turned to Jules, “Do I look high?” Your mom’s text had sobered you up a bit and you were only a little high. Jules shook her head and you got out of the car.
You waved goodbye to them and Elliot sped away.
You opened the door and were immediately greeted with your angry mother. “Where have you been?” She yelled and you flinched.
“I told you, I was going to a friend's house.” She stopped and looked at her phone. “No you didn’t.” You looked at your messages and noticed that the message you sent her didn’t go through, so you tried it again.
The message would not send, no matter how many times you pressed send. “It’s not sending.” Your mom sighed exasperated, “Then fix it!” You asked for her phone and checked your contact. At the very bottom it said ‘Unblock Contact’.
“You blocked my number.” You looked back up at her and she looked nervous. “It must’ve been a mistake.” She snatched the phone back from you and unblocked your contact, showed you then walked away.
You sighed, you couldn’t wait to move out.
#elliot x reader#euphoria#rue bennett#jules vaughn#elliot euphoria#euphoria hbo#elliot#elliot x y/n#elliot x rue#elliot x you#elliot x jules#nate jacobs#nate jacobs x reader#elliot imagine#euphoria imagine#elliot fluff#elliot fanfic
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Spicy Masterlist
ALL WORKS ARE 18+
All To Myself
Only For You
Rue being your first time
Banging the heck out of each other
Elliot & Rue Spicy Headcanons
Baby Making 1.0
Zero Pressure
Only For You
Spicy Headcanons
Jules & Elliot Spicy Headcanons
Elliot & Rue Spicy Headcanons
Only For You
Spicy headcanons
Jules & Elliot Spicy Headcanons
NSFW Alphabet
#elliot smut#elliot euphoria#rue bennett smut#elliot imagine#elliot one shot#elliot x reader#elliot x y/n#rue bennett x you#rue bennett one shot#rue bennett x y/n#jules vaughn x you#jules vaughn smut#jules vaughn imagine#masterlist#michelle jones x you#michelle jones smut#michelle jones x reader#michelle jones
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party girl
elliot x reader
short blurb cause i’m not writing a part 2 to wishful thinking unless i think it’s good and as of rn, i don’t think it’s allat lmfao
also i wrote this in like an hour and 30 minutes just to get smth quick out bc ive noticed lack of elliot x reader so now i have to take matters into my own hands
prompt: “how about a kiss before i go”
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you’d wish it was like this every night. the music blasting so loud to the point where you can only hear the bass, the sweaty bodies dancing in the middle of the room, and you and your best friends doing shots for the 3rd time tonight. everything was perfect.
you’d been bored out of your mind for the past few weeks so maddy wanted to invite you out. she hoped this night would lift your spirits again. you had told her all you really wanted was a bit of excitement in your life and you needed something to help and so far, this night was making you forget about how miserable you’ve been feeling for a while.
-
“(y/n), i’m goin to the bathroom to fix my makeup! don’t go too far, ‘kay?” maddy yelled to you as she finished pouring your drink.
“yeah okay, i got it! i’ll tell cassie if i’m going anywhere” you yelled back after you took a sip of your drink.
“alright!” maddy shouted her reply as she squished through everyone on the dance floor. her stunning black dress made her stand out from the crowd and you were debating if you should go in the bathroom with her until someone came up to you.
“hey (y/n)! it feels like i haven’t seen you like…forever!” kat exclaimed as she wrapped you into a bear hug.
“oh my god, wassup kat! i didn’t even know you were here!” you exclaimed, “how have you been?”
“huh? can you repeat that..”
“i said, how have you been!” you yelled, leaning in closer to kat.
“i still can’t hear- actually, let’s go somewhere more quiet. i wanna catch up with you some more!” kat yelled as she started pouring herself a cup of hennessy with cranberry juice.
“alright, lemme just tell cassie where im at..- wait where did she go???”
“i dunno, but last last i saw her, she was walking in the bathroom. she’s probably shittin her brains out right now.” bb chimed in as she took a puff from her vape.
“i thought nate was in there?” you questioned, but shrugged the weird coincidence off after no less than 2 seconds of thinking about it.“well, if you see maddy, tell her i went with kat to the backyard, ‘kay?”
kat started to drag you through the dance floor and into the backyard. after a grueling minute and a half of pushing through sticky, sweaty teenagers, you both finally reached the quietest part of the yard so you and kat could sit down and catch each other up on what the actual fuck was happening in your lives.
-
after about 25 minutes of talking, drinking, and smoking, you decided to get up and start looking for maddy again, but it felt like the house became even more cramped and you quickly got lost
it was a lot like you being in a mirror maze. you were pretty tipsy and the crowded house didn’t make you feel any better. to escape the crowds and noise, you walked down the steps to a basement.
you started knocking and opening random doors until you opened one that revealed a very peculiar person.
“maddy? you in here- oh shit, sorry.” you said as you realized that there was a boy in there, getting ready to snort something.
“nonono, don’t be sorry, i wasn’t doing anything soo…” the boy croaked as he shifted his position on the washing machine to a less suspicious one. albeit, it made him look even more weird.
“mkay… whatever you say.” you leered as you slowly started backing away from the door
“yeah, it is whatever i say. cause i am telling the truth.” he dryly uttered
“you cannot be lying to me when i saw you getting ready to sniff somethin’. it’s cool though, im not a party pisser.” you sneered as you opened the door wider to get a better look at the weirdo who you were speaking to. the only thing is, you didn’t expect to see someone like him. his dazed, heavy-lidded eyes were a calm shade of brown, strands of his curly, dyed hair were stuck to parts of his forehead due to the sweat, and the cute apple tattoo under his eye all made your face heat up and your head feel lighter than it already did.
“are you just gonna keep staring at me or..” he questioned as he started looking around.
“i wasn’t staring?” you denied as you walked further into the room.
“yeah you were.” he persisted.
“was not”
“was too”
“i wasn’t! i don’t know know why you’re lying”
“i don’t ever lie”
“oh so you saying you saying that you weren’t doing drugs in here earlier isn’t a lie?”
“touché.” he said as moved away from the machine “so would you like to stay in here and keep me company or are you still looking for your friend?”
“i’m pretty bored so i might as well stay. besides, maddy can handle herself for a few more minutes. what’s your name?” you asked as you took a seat on the floor next to him
“elliot.” he replied as he got back to whatever drug he was doing.
“mm, you look like an elliot” you said as your speech started slurring.
“are you drunk?” he questioned as he turned around to look you in your eyes. he saw your captivating (e/c) eyes and ruffled hair. you looked absolutely breathtaking.
“yeah just a lil bit, the patron is coming back to me and i can’t tell how bad my hangover’s gonna be tomorrow. i’m also just the teeniest tiniest bit high if that counts for anything.” you rambled as you started to pick the dirt from under your painted acrylic nails.
“okay well before you can change the topic, can you tell me your name?”
“(y/n). and i am not that drunk! i am perfectly fine!” you stuttered, shifting in your spot on the floor
“that’s a real pretty name.” elliot complimented as he observed you for a 100th time tonight.
your face immediately heated up. not only was this boy cute but he was charming too. lord, you hoped you didn’t get too wasted to forget and ask him for his number
-
you both spent an hour and a half talking to each other about the most random shit imaginable until nothing you said started to made any sense to elliot. but even though he couldn’t understand a word coming out your mouth, he still listened to you blabber about how wyoming wasn’t a real state for 10 minutes straight. he genuinely believed you would’ve gone on and on about this if your phone hadn’t rang when it did.
-
19 missed calls from ; madz 🪐
13 missed calls from ; kitty kat 🐈⬛
madz🪐: bitch wya
madz🪐: pick up the phone
madz🪐: u getting dick or smth? pick up the phone dummyyy
kitty kat 🐈⬛: maddy is thinking ab leaving, you wanna leave w/ us?
kitty kat 🐈⬛: omg pick up
kitty kat 🐈⬛: how do you get lost in this tiny ass house
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“shit, my friends are calling me. i gotta go” you said as you grabbed your purse and fixed your dress
“mm do you really have to go?” elliot asked, tilting his head up at you
“yes, i do. my only ride home is about to leave” you sighed
“i can take you home.”
“a drug addict offering to take me home sounds like a wonderful idea.” you mused, grabbing your bag.
“okay, okay. i get it, you gotta leave” he said, slouching further onto the floor
“thank you, now if you’ll excuse me-“
“before you leave-“ elliot started, “can i get a kiss before you go”
you stood there stuck. it felt as if your brain just malfunctioned and gave out. your mouth felt dry, your legs almost gave out from under you. he couldn’t be serious.
you immediately started laughing. he had to be joking. nobody could be that bold, that cute, and that stupid
elliot stood up as he stared at you with smirk on his face, waiting for you to come towards him
“oh, you’re serious?” you asked, stopping your laughter
you walked closer to him, staring at his face. you were speechless, no words would come out your mouth no matter how hard you thought. you felt your face get hot and your breathing was labored. you didn’t have to kiss him, but you wanted to.
you stared him in the eyes for a few seconds before standing on your toes to whisper in his ear “it isn’t very polite to ask ladies you've just met for a kiss, lover boy. maybe another time?” you then wrapped your hand around his torso to take his phone out of his back pocket to write your number in his notes app.
“call me, ‘mkay?” you smirked as you left the room, leaving the curly head boy alone with his thoughts. after about 30 seconds of replaying the scene that just happened, he finally shook his head and picked up his phone to save your number in it.
-
elliot thought you’d be easy. just a one night stand. he couldn’t deny how beautiful you were and how he thought to himself that he should try and keep you in his life for a while but ultimately decided against it. he expected you to mindlessly kiss him and when tomorrow would arrive, he’d invite you over, you guys would fuck, and then never think of each other again.
as you were in the car with maddy and kat, you had hoped he’d end up calling you tomorrow. even thought you wanted to kiss him more than you’ve wanted anything else in your entire life, you wanted to keep him hooked, too. i mean, what’s the fun in immediately giving him what he wants? you wanted fun and this is the exact excitement you were looking for.
#elliot x reader#euphoria#euphoria x reader#elliot euphoria#elliot imagine#elliot x you#jules x reader#rue bennet x reader#euphoria fic#maddy x reader#cassie x reader#euphoria angst#short prompt#fic prompt#bad writing#writing prompt#prompt list#euphoric#zendaya#sydney sweeney#alexa demie#dominic fike#barbie ferreira#just friends
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why did sam levinson have to write Jules asking rue if she likes Elliot when her girlfriend should know that she is gay...and then having jules+Elliot hook up behind rue's back is kinda biphobic since Elliot and Jules like multiple genders and its a stereotype that bi or pan people are cheaters so...
#anti sam levinson#euphoria#rue bennett#rue x jules deserve better#jules vaughn#elliot euphoria#anti Elliot euphoria
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This is my qualm with the “healing” storyline/path they’re trying to go down with EO —
Healing is absolutely not linear. Healing is a journey. I find it silly that things have to be completely settled and dealt with inside before this woman can be touched, adored, comforted, loved, etc. It’s painful to watch Liv be this pillar over and over and over and over again while traumatic things keep happening around her like a hurricane she’s plopped in the eye of. If it’s true that there won’t be much dealing with that healing process until episode nine that is going to be verrrry hard for me (and other shippers/fans of Olivia in general) to sit with until Christmas. She and Elliot don’t have to run off to the courthouse and get married next week, but I do think they could find solace in one another *before* every one of their demons are slayed. I do think they can both bask in a little bit of comfort without being entirely ready for it. Like, show me Liv dropping by his place after he’s been in his head about Vince and the heaviness of losing him with Chinese food and a case of beer. Show me Elliot comforting her after she’s shaken up by her detective getting shot in the stomach??? Show me the two of them being there for one another without them having to rip their hearts out from their chests first.
It’s like that saying that I absolutely HATE — “If you don’t love yourself no one will love you” because that’s absolutely wack; love is another thing that is by no means linear and can exist in so many ways. Show us at least O N E of those ways before December or I might go insane, thank you :-)
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