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jjsmaybank20 · 1 year
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Finally Got the Girl
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Maddy Perez x Fem!Bennett!reader
Summary: Maddy had feelings for you before you graduated, there is no denying it. What happens when you come home for summer break, a little different than you were when you left?
Warnings: language, mentions of smut, mentions of Nate (🤮)
Word Count: 2.2k
A/N: Requested by someone over on my wattpad. Hope y'all enjoy this!
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You had always intrigued Maddy. She knew of you because she knew everyone, but she really only paid attention to you at first because you were her best friend's little sister's best friend's older sister. Distant connection, but enough of a connection that she decided that you were worth watching.
You were a quiet girl, the calm to your younger sister's storm. You were the type of person that adults would talk about, whispering things like, "Don't doubt that one, they're going to be gorgeous someday." When Maddy knew you in high school, you were awkward, lanky, and constantly nervous, but nonetheless attractive in your own way.
The two of you were close, some would say closer than friends should be. The only real fights the two of you would have would be about Nate Jacobs, Maddy's then-boyfriend. You hated him with a burning passion after what he did to your sister, and any chance you got you would pick him apart. You didn't understand what she saw in him.
She couldn't help but be saddened when you went off to college, but she was happy that you had made it out of East Highland. You had managed to stay in a hidden back corner of her mind, making her believe that the feelings she had had for you had been practically forgotten, but as soon as you came back for summer break, they came rushing back instantly and even more intensely than they used to be.
Because while you were away at college, those adults's predictions about you had come true. You had fully grown into yourself, flaunting a new air of confidence that you never used to have. One contributing factor of this was that you had gotten absolutely jacked.
Maddy's first encounter of your practically new self was at the Howard residence. She was hanging out with the girls, Rue mostly being there for Jules and Lexi, when they all heard a car pulling into the driveway. Confused, Cassie moved towards the window of her room to try and catch a glimpse of who might have just arrived at her house. To her surprise, a familiar tall, muscular woman pulled herself out of a stylish sports car and folded her sunglasses before hooking them on the neck of her muscle shirt.
"Holy shit, is that Y/N? Goddamn!" The rest of the girls crowd around the window, trying to spot you as you walk towards the front door. As soon as Kat sees you, she gasps before exclaiming, "She got hot! I'm sorry Rue, I know she's your sister, but I would totally let her rail me and I'm not even gay."
Maddy rolls her eyes, muttering to her friend, "That's a pretty gay thing to say," even though she was thinking the exact same thing. The group hears the doorbell ring, making them all rush towards the stairs but trying to stay out of sight. They watch Suze open the door before hearing your distinctly deeper voice.
"Hey, Ms. Howard. My mom said that Rue was here? Just wanted to say hi to my little sister, and maybe a few old friends if they're around." Suze stares at you in shock for a few seconds, surprised by your new stature, before pulling you down into a hug. "Holy crap, sweetie! I almost didn't recognize you! Have you been working out?" The older blonde woman playfully squeezes your arm to accentuate her question.
They hear you laugh uncomfortably before Rue pushes her way through the pack and runs down the stairs towards you. She practically jumps into your arms, and you let out a groan and a laugh before squeezing her tightly. "Hey, RueRue. How are you doing?" You then pull back and give her a serious look, stating dangerously, "You better be staying off those drugs. I am not dealing with you going to rehab again. If that happens, the drugs won't kill you, I will."
Rue laughs, saying, "Yeah, yeah. I haven't been doing any of that shit. My girlfriend's really helped me out." You smile at her, and Rue waves towards the stairs, gesturing for the rest of the group to come down. They slowly make their way towards the two of you, and the people you already know you pull into a hug.
When you get to Maddy, you hold her tightly in your arms. "Mads. I missed you." Maddy buries her head in your neck, breathing in your scent. You hold her for a while longer before Rue uncomfortably clears her throat. You pull back awkwardly, turning to Jules and missing the silent conversation that Maddy and Kat have with their eyes.
"You must be the girlfriend. I'm Y/N. Now, at some point I'll probably give the protective older sister speech, but for now I just wanted to say thank you. You helped Rue get better, and that automatically puts you in my very good graces." Jules smiles at you and introduces herself. She holds out her hand for you to shake, but you shake your head and pull her into a hug.
Once everyone has been greeted, you clap your hands and exclaim, "Okay. I just stopped by to say hi, and also to tell Rue to be home for dinner. Invite your girlfriend. I am going to head out then-" Maddy can't seem to stop herself as she blurts out, "Stay."
All heads turn to look at her, each showing a different expression. Kat's and Lexi's displaying shock and realization, Cassie's and Rue's lean more towards confusion, and yours surprisingly holding nervousness and an expression that Maddy can't quite place. She looks down at her feet, feeling embarrassment quickly taking over her, but thank goodness Lexi notices and covers for her as fast as she can.
"Yeah! We haven't seen you in months, Y/N/N. Hang around for a bit. Please?" You sigh and nod, and the girls cheer before dragging you upstairs. You hear Suze laughing behind you as you get pulled towards the inevitable interrogation about college, love, and probably sex.
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Almost as soon as you sit down, the questions come at you, rapid fire. You gesture for them to slow down before pointing at Kat and saying, "Go." She nods before shooting a mischievous look towards Maddy.
"Any special someone? I bet the girls are all vying for your attention. You're fucking hot." You laugh at her boldness and shake your head. "Nah. Haven't met the right person yet. Went on a couple dates, most of them turned into one night stands or they just didn't work out."
Maddy can't help but be happy with your answer, even if she was jealous of the women who were able to sleep with you before she could. You catch sight of her elated expression, which makes you smile. If you were being honest with yourself, ever since you had met her, you had hosted a healthy crush on the feisty latina woman.
You thought it would fade when you left home, and when it didn't, you tried to distract yourself with other women. That didn't work either. Every time you slept with someone else, you couldn't help but imagine that it was Maddy underneath you, moaning your name.
You are snapped out of your fantasy when Rue calls your name. "Huh? What's up?" She shakes her head, smiling. "You're still so fucking spacey. Pay attention. Cassie asked about hot dudes or some shit." You laugh, pulling out your phone, which causes multiple confused looks to form on their faces.
You pull up a couple of pictures of your friends from college, passing your phone to Cassie. You point to two brunette boys, a blonde, and a raven haired boy. "Okay, so. The tall brunette is Jack, the short one is Liam. The blonde is Turner. That last one is Ben. All of them are single and honestly, quite annoyingly desperate. You're hot, you basically have your pick."
Cassie 'ooos', and the rest of the girls crowd around to look at the boys besides Maddy. You glance over at her before moving to sit next to her. "Your not still dating that fucker, Nate, are you? Not looking at the boys cause you're being loyal to the asswhipe?" She lets out a small laugh, shaking her head.
"Nah. I've been into someone else for a while now." You smile at her, rolling your head to the side. "Who? Give me a hint." Maddy pretends to think about it for a second. "It's... your mom. She's just too hot." You shove her shoulder good-naturedly, muttering, "Oh, fuck you. But seriously, who is it? I wanna know who I have to beat up to get into your heart."
Maddy practically chokes on her spit at your bold statement before trying to recover some shred of her dignity. "Well, you can't really physically beat yourself up, can you?" She watches as the smile on your face grows before you grab her phone from the floor in front of her and hold it in front of her face to unlock it. She watches you, confused, but all you say is, "Putting my number in. Got important shit to text you about."
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Mads 💖
You
if u work on a farm, and ur job is to take care of chickens, u are a chicken tender
Mads 💖
this is the important shit that u needed to text me about?
You
just a thought, dont be a hater. also, nope. im taking you out tomorrow night. be ready at 7ish, i'll stop by ur place.
Mads 💖
do i even have a choice?
You
yes ofc, but im assuming you want to go out with me.
Mads 💖
true
aight i'll be ready and waiting
You
can't wait 😉
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Maddy stood anxiously by her front door, waiting for the doorbell to ring. She had spent at least 3 hours on the phone with Kat trying to get ready. She finally settled on a revealing but not 'too slutty' dress, in the words of Kat.
When the ring of the bell finally sounds throughout the house, Maddy practically throws the door open. There you are, standing slightly in shock, prepared to ring the bell again. You are wearing a white dress shirt with the top buttons undone and nice black pants.
You stare at Maddy for a few seconds, in awe of her. You finally shake yourself out of your stupor, holding your arm out so that she can hook hers around it. "Your chariot awaits, M'Lady." Maddy pushes you playfully, and you grin back at her.
"We have a great night planned. First, a restaurant. Then, a moonlight stroll on this super dope path I found. Then we can do whatever you want." Maddy nods excitedly, and the two of you hop in the car and head towards the restaurant that you had chosen.
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The restaurant had been delicious, and Maddy couldn't help but swoon at your chivalry and adorable charm. You seemed to have put up a confident front for the rest of your friends, but deep down you were still that same shy, insanely intelligent kid that she used to watch.
As you walk through the park, you chat with her about the most random things. Suddenly you stop, forcing Maddy to back pedal so that she is even with you again. She is about to ask you why you had stopped, but then she catches sight of what you are looking at.
A beautiful pond that is sparkling with moonlight is directly in front of you and you can barely stop yourself from moving forwards and closer towards it. Maddy comes up beside you and slowly weaves her fingers through yours. You turn to say something to her, but your breath gets caught in your throat. The moonlight is reflecting perfectly on her, making her hair shimmer and her eyes glitter.
Instead of speaking, you quickly move your hands to cup her cheeks and kiss her quickly. When you realize what you had just done, you pull back quickly and try to turn away, apologizing profusely. Maddy just shakes her head and cuts off your apologetic rambling with another more intense kiss.
You freeze for a second before melting into the feeling of her soft lips on yours. She tastes like strawberries, and you feel her grab your face to try to pull you closer. Your hands find her waist, and you pull her flush against you, causing her to let out a soft sigh. She nips your lip, which makes you groan, and soon your tongues are intertwined and dancing together.
When you finally have to pull away for a breath of air, you rest your forehead on hers. "That was..." Maddy nods, finishing, "Really good. Really, really good." You let out an elated laugh, pulling her in for one more short but still intense kiss. When you look into her eyes, you ask, "Will you finally be mine? I really like you Mads. So... be mine?"
Maddy grins at you, replying, "I'm already yours." You reconnect your hands, and walk the rest back to your car, enjoying each other's company. Since you had met her, your goal had been to be Maddy's person. In high school, you had never had the confidence. But now, you finally got the girl.
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xoluvx · 3 months
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Could you do comfort and regretful for Rue Bennett? ❤️🥰
[ comfort ] for a kiss to reassure
[ regretful ] for a kiss meant to apologise
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"hey, listen to me" you cupped rue's tear stricken face. she was still hyperventilating. her tears were never ending. chest heaving.
"you are okay," you whispered finally getting her to look you in the eyes. her beautiful brown orbs were glazed over, the whites of her eyes barely white anymore. "i will take care of you," you caressed her cheek. your index finger pushed the strand of hair that was clinging to her tears behind her ear.
"i'm sorry," she croacked and you shook your head dismissively.
"don't be sorry," you reassured planting a soft kiss on her lips. her lips melted with yours gently and sweetly. though her lips were salty from the tears that were shed, they were tender. you felt how sorry she was. how much she wanted to get better. better for you.
"please forgive me," she whispered against your lips, her voice quivering again.
you cupped her face with both hands again and pulled her close. your lips brushed barely touching. only enough to feel her warm breath. "i love you, rue. nothing is going to change that." you wanted her to believe you so much.
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fictionalwh0ree · 2 months
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Congrats on 1.5k!!
May I please request "your morning voice is hot" with Rue?
✧ 1.5k follower celebration -> closed
the sun peeked through the curtains, illuminating the messy teenagers room. you opened your eyes gently, smiling to yourself as you felt your girlfriends arm around your waist. you stayed there for a couple minutes before carefully moving her arm off of you to get up. you quietly made your way out of the room, finding her house empty. you started to make breakfast for the two of you.
you quickly became involved in what you were doing, making pancake batter and frying bacon all at once. fifteen minutes later and you were still cooking, humming along to music on the radio. you soon heard the bedroom door closed and looked up to see rue dragging her feet into the kitchen as she rubbed her eyes, sleep still evident in her face.
“morning,” you smiled as she approached you.
she wrapped her arms around you in a tight hug.
“morning babe,” she mumbled, her voice still deep and raspy from her sleep.
she pulled away and you met her eyes. you smiled at her fondly and she gave you a questioning look.
“what is it? why are you staring at me?” she asked, her morning voice making an appearance again as she snagged a piece of bacon.
“god your morning voice is so hot,” you said, you placing a kiss on her lips.
she smiled at you as you let go, but quickly leaned forward for another kiss. she snaked her hands around your waist, pulling you closer. you leaned into her, throwing your arms around her neck. she swiped her tongue over your lips, trying to deepen the kiss, but you remembered what you were doing all of a sudden.
“rue,” you said between the kiss, “you’re gonna make me burn the pancakes”
“fuck the pancakes.”
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honeybear-yammy · 2 years
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Love Note
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Warnings: none, pure fluff
Pairings: Rue Bennett x Female Reader
Summary: In which Y/N's girlfriend, Rue writers her a love note on Valentine's Day.
Character: Rue Bennett (played by Zendaya)
Show: Euphoria
© Honeybear-Yammy, please do not steal, translate, copy, or transfer my work.
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Dear Y/N,
Hey baby. I'm sorry that you're just getting this note from me but, I promise you will see me later tonight. I am just finishing up part of your surprise so, I thought I would write you a note.
First off I should just say, Happy Valentine's Day love. I love you so much, I really do. I honestly don't know what I would do without you in my life. I think I'd be lost without you and I don't want to know what it feels like to not have you in my life.
So, about that surprise I was telling you about earlier, I'll be picking you up tonight. I'll message you when I will be coming to get you. I will obviously let you know an hour or so ahead of time so you can get ready.
I am so excited for you to see what I have put together for you. I really hope you will love it. I get worried sometimes that you might not like it or hate it. And I know how snoopy you are so, don't start messaging me asking me what it is because, I won't tell you.
I mean it would not be much of a surprise if I told you now would it?
I also just wanted to write you this note because I wanted you to know how much I love you. I mean, I love you so much I don't even know if words could express how in love with you I am. I mean before I met you I was not in the best place but, you lifted me up.
You have always helped me. Even before we started dating you were always there for me no matter what and I will forever be grateful for that and for you. I honestly still am so shocked that you felt the same way about me as I felt about you.
I honestly thought I would get rejected. I mean, you are so gorgeous and funny and adorable and you have this big amazing personality, who wouldn't want you? Plus, I know I did have competition at the time we met too.
I'm just so glad that you wanted me and that you wanted me for me. Anyways, I'll message you the time soon so you may want to start to get ready soon. 
I love you so much babe. See you soon.
Love, Rue.
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nebulaafterdark · 2 years
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Spicy Masterlist
ALL WORKS ARE 18+
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All To Myself
Only For You
Rue being your first time
Banging the heck out of each other
Elliot & Rue Spicy Headcanons
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Baby Making 1.0
Zero Pressure
Only For You
Spicy Headcanons
Jules & Elliot Spicy Headcanons
Elliot & Rue Spicy Headcanons
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Only For You
Spicy headcanons
Jules & Elliot Spicy Headcanons
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NSFW Alphabet
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nebulablakemurphy · 2 years
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All For You (Pt. 4)
Summary: Elliot’s finally out of the hospital, but possibly not ready to get clean. Companion series to Because Of You & Before You
Warning: this is a mature series that includes mentions of drug use/overdose, mental illness, explicit language and mentions of sex.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
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Elliot wasn’t trying to overdose, especially not for Rue and Y/N to find passed out in a pool of his own vomit. If he’s being honest, he was just bored, maybe a little lonely.
He still sells music stems online and some people are really into that. A single musician, living on his own, Elliot has no problem finding hookups. Bonus points if they resemble Jules, Y/N or Rue. He was always a gentleman, made sure they enjoyed it and they got off, sometimes more than once. But no matter how hot they were, they never got a call back.
That’s the thing about love. Elliot hates love, objectively speaking. Until one of them show up, saying they missed him, asking how he’s been. ‘I missed you too and I’m good,’ become automated responses.
Technically he did miss them, in the fleeting moments he had his feet on planet earth. Technically he was good, because they’re there and none of the bad shit mattered anymore.
But eventually they would leave, he always knew that. Jules back to Manhattan, Y/N and Rue back to the little apartment they’re ready to move out of. They could have a bigger place, if they live together. But Elliot knew that was silly to even suggest. He’s a guest in their lives…and nothing more.
When Elliot was in high school, he decided that Y/N was the type of girl he’d like to spend the rest of his life with. To laugh at stupid jokes with and keep full of his babies. If it weren’t for Rue…
Who he’s had a crush on since he met her, on New Year’s Eve, snorting off a broken whirlpool washer. He’s worried about her just as long. Even though she’s clean and he isn’t.
Jules was always kinda unattainable. She didn’t do it to be mean. She’s just the type of person born to fly from place to place, Jules couldn’t be held down.
So it all got twisted into a loop, that repeats and repeats, with no chance of undoing itself; because no one is willing to change. Not even Elliot.
“Where do you want us to set up shop?” Rue asks.
Elliot’s still in the clothes they brought to the hospital, so he wouldn’t have to leave in a fucking gown with his ass out. “I already told you, I don’t need babysitters. I’m not suicidal.”
“Did anyone say you were?” Jules turns to him.
“It’s being heavily implied.” Elliot moves her suitcase to the corner of his living room.
“We’re just worried about you,” Jules tells him.
“Like you were so fucking worried when I texted you two weeks ago?”
Jules curls in on herself. “I had a huge project and I told you that.”
“You think I never have anything going on, Jules?” Elliot scoffs at her.
“Did we miss something?” Y/N whispers to Rue.
“I never fucking said that.” Jules throws her hands up in defeat.
“Yeah, we missed something.” Rue moves closer to her girlfriend.
“Listen, I’m trying to be nice.” Elliot puts a hand to his head. “But I don’t need you. I don’t need any of you crawling up my ass. If I want to stop using, I’ll stop on my terms. Not on your terms, because the reality is, you’re not here. None of you are ever fucking here.”
“Do you want us to be here?” Rue asks. “Last we checked, you wanted the space clear for pussypaloza.”
Elliot chuckles, “that’s an issue now?”
“It’s not an issue, calm down.”
“Don’t tell me to calm down,” Elliot snaps. “I am calm. You just don’t like what I’ve got to say.”
“I think you’re hangry.” Y/N pulls out her phone. “Let’s order some food, talk about this.”
“I had to o.d. for you to wanna talk about this?” He truly can’t believe his ears.
“We’re not talkers, k?” Rue takes one for the team. “You’re in hot pursuit of a crier, a liar and an emotionally constipated individual.”
“Hey!” Jules and Y/N protest, almost in unison. They know exactly which title is theirs.
“Sorry,” Rue holds up her hands, “but you get the point. We’ve been like this the whole time.”
“Fine.” Elliot nods, “I knew you were fucked up.”
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Something Rue and Elliot didn’t know about getting clean; something they’d never fucking admit to anyone…is that they never forgot the way drugs made them feel.
Elliot feels it with Jules. The high, the tension of holding your breath, right on the precipice, then finally soaring over the edge. He feels it when he kisses, especially when he cums.
Rue’s different, her gratification isn’t sexual. Not most times anyway. Just Y/N, anything with her. A never ending fountain of love and devotion. Rue knew that no matter what she did, Y/N was hers. And in that acceptance, Rue found stability. A safe place to land.
Allowing Elliot and Jules a permanent space in their lives was like putting together an ill fitting puzzle. Jiggling pieces together, wearing at the edges, until they sat flush. When they were ‘finished’ things were perfect.
So perfect, they decided they could do this together. Which turned out to be a terrible fucking idea. The puzzle wasn’t properly held together and somebody shook the table. Now everyone is all over the place.
Sawyer and Cameron are getting ready for school when Rue checks in via video call. They seem happy.
“Hi, Mama. We miss you.”
Sawyer let Elliot do her hair, she is very particular about hair. Cameron is more laid back, he likes to observe and strategize before he acts.
Y/N is glowing, despite the fact that she just got done puking when Rue called. Elliot misses Jules and Rue, he claims, but he’s kinda glowing too.
“You look happy, Rue.” Y/N tells her.
“Do I?” Rue let’s out a surprised laugh.
“Yeah.”
They’ve been together long enough that Rue doesn’t question if it’s true.
“I’m proud of you for doing this.”
“Stop,” Rue smiles, looking away.
“Seriously.” Y/N draws her attention back to the screen. “Everything you’ve done…you’re a huge inspiration to me, and so many people. I wish I could be there.”
So does Rue, she couldn’t have done half of this shit, or even wanted to, without Y/N.
“But Jules is gonna record it for me.”
“Jules is not recording this.”
“No, I am.” Jules pops her head out of the bathroom, to argue. “I already promised.”
“You guys are in cahoots now?” Rue shares her scowl between them.
“They’re always in cahoots, Rue.” Elliot moves across the frame, dashing toward half packed lunch boxes.
“Not against me,” Rue points out.
“Welcome to the club.” He replies, without much sympathy.
Y/N’s eyes flicker up to the clock at the corner of her phone. “Alright, we’ve gotta run. Kids dishes in the sink, say bye to Mama.”
“Bye, Mama.” Sawyer waves.
“Bye, Mama.” Cameron blows her a kiss.
“Bye, babies.” Rue misses them more than anything.
“Bye, Rue.” Elliot joins in.
“Goodbye, Elliot.” Rue salutes him.
“Bye, Elly.” Jules’ voice carries out from the ensuite.
“Text me!”
“I will! Bye, Y/N.”
“Bye, Jules.” Y/N calls back.
“I love you, bye.” Rue says to her wife, in parting.
“Bye, Rue. I love you so much.”
“Hang up!”
Rue finally does, bringing the phone up to her chest, close to her heart.
“Hey, what are you wearing?”
“I don’t know, Jules.” Rue blinks, rapidly. “Shirt, pants, sneakers?”
“I’m over dressed.”
Jules is always kinda over dressed. Not that she looks ridiculous or anything. More that no one could hold a candle to her.
Rue closes the space between them, pushing a bit of hair behind her ear. “You look amazing.” She kisses her forehead, “don’t change.”
Jules pulls back to look at Rue. “You don’t think it’s too much?”
“No, I really don’t.” Rue smiles.
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Y/N can feel Elliot staring a hole in the side of her head, as they pull away from the kid’s school. “What?”
“Can I ask you something?” Elliot drawls, tapping a finger against his coffee cup.
“Yeah.” Y/N flips on her turn signal.
“Are you doing this out of obligation?”
“What?”
“Do you think you owe me and Jules a baby?” He asks.
“Did you give us Sawyer and Cam out of obligation?” Y/N feels sick, like enough to throw up.
“No.” Out of love and ass backwards ideas maybe; but not obligation. “I shouldn’t have asked you that, I’m just trying to understand where you’re at right now.”
“Have you ever been responsible for someone’s happiness?”
“To some degree.”
“But like…” Y/N breaks off, “have you ever held an entire life in your hands? Knowing you could make someone’s dream come true or crush it, while you have little to no control over the outcome?”
“No.”
“Then you can’t really understand where I’m at right now.”
“Is that what this feels like?” Elliot whispers. If this is the issue, the actual issue, he doesn’t want to startle her away from it.
“If anything happens to your baby-”
“Do you think, for one second, that me or Jules would blame you for that?” Elliot rests a hand on her leg. I’m right here.
“No.” That’s why she doesn’t want to talk about it. Because it is stupid and in her head she knows that.
“But you would blame yourself.”
She nods.
“Fuck, baby.” He runs his free hand over his face.
“I feel bad about it.” Y/N’s voice breaks. “Don’t you think I feel bad?”
“There’s nothing to feel bad about. It’s not your fault, Y/N.” Elliot sighs. “Everything can not be your fault. The odds are astronomical. Think about the logistics, if nothing else. You love logistics.” Rationalizing gets her off.
“I do.”
“If a construction company removes a load bearing wall from a house and it collapses, do they blame the house?” The analogy could be better, but it will work.
“No.”
“Do they blame one person?”
“The project manager.” Y/N steals a glance at Elliot, from the corner of her eye.
Now he’s got her. “Did anyone appoint you project manager of this relationship?”
“No.” She huffs, in response.
“Then you just fucking work here like the rest of us, and we are all equally responsible.”
He isn’t wrong.
“Let’s fix the house together,” Elliot suggest. “Instead of building separate rooms and trying to force them together after.”
“But I feel like that’s our thing.” The corners of Y/N’s mouth twitch upward.
“Maybe we should find a better thing.”
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audrey-emeralds · 2 years
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Prompt 82 with rue?
82. You closed the door in front of my face.
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It's been weeks since you last saw Rue. The last time you did, it wasn't very pleasant. You were arguing a lot. Almost breaking into a fight.
You couldn't believe what happened to her. What has gotten into her? It was like a whole new person. Instead of her chill self, it was a roaring monster. You even said that, and she only became worst.
But it been some time and you hopped to get things back to normal with her. Knocking on her door, knowing her mother and sister weren't home and you could speak to her one on one.
" Oh. It's you. " Rue said, before closing the door. You rolled your eyes at her dramatic action.
" Really? Just because I did it? " Her humming was heard from the other side.
" You closed the door in front of my face. "
" No, actually you slammed them. "
" Because you were acting like an animal. You had no control over yourself. " You confirmed, reasoning with her.
" Still, it didn't feel nice. "
" Open the door so we can talk. " She was quiet for a while until you knocked to get her attention.
" Alright, but no fighting or arguing, you listen and I listen. Ok? "
" Believe me I don't want any of that either. " She let you in the house so you could discuss your issues.
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writing-the-stars · 2 years
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The Lines Between Black and White
Chapter 1: Summer of Hell
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Pairing: Rue Bennett x Fem!Reader, Platonic!Euphoria Girlies (Except Cassie) x Fem!Reader
Summary: After a major fight between you and your best friend, you return from spending the summer with your dad anxious about the current state of your relationship with Rue and the rest of your future in East Highland. 
Warnings: Typical Euphoria Warnings, Parental Divorce, Reader Gives Angsty Teen Vibes. Let Me Know If I Forgot Something
Word Count: 1.3k
A/N: Hi guys! I’m super excited to be beginning my first series, especially with one of my top favorite characters. This is a bit of a self-indulgent series as I have begun re-watching Euphoria and started imagining my life inside the show. Because I am writing this as I am watching, there will be slow updates. I have a general idea of the plot and where I’m going, but I truly am just following along with the show. I hope you all enjoy!
Masterlist | Euphoria Masterlist
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You look yourself over in the mirror— your emotions in turmoil— you wonder if you should even go to McKay's party. It's not too late to text Kat and tell her you changed your mind about going. You're sure no one would blame you if you didn't go. After all, with the finalization of your parents’ divorce and the summer of hell you just finished spending with your dad and his girlfriend— your friends would understand that you needed time to recover. They had heard the horror stories of your father’s walking nightmare of a girlfriend and how you had practically spent the summer playing Cinderella. They wouldn’t be upset if you told them you need the space to reacclimate to your life in East Highland. 
However, you know you can't bear to spend another minute in your childhood home. The once happy memories are now tarnished with the ugly stains of your parents' brutal divorce— the air almost suffocating, thick with your mom's heartache and grief. It’s not that you aren't sympathetic to her pain, you deeply empathize with her, sharing the same feelings of hurt and betrayal she feels from your prick of a father, but it’s hard for you to watch. The woman you idolized all of your life and have relied on to be your steady foundation is crumbling before your very eyes and you just don't know how to deal with it. 
In addition, you know a certain curly-haired brunette will be there, and despite the fact she's made it clear she's done with you, you still want to see her— want her to see you. You want her to see that you can live without her just as easily as she can you, even if it isn't true. You miss your best friend with every fiber of your being. 
Ever since you met on the swing set during recess in first grade, the two of you had been inseparable— it was rare that one of you went somewhere without the other. This summer has been the longest the two of you have been separated and the emotional withdrawal from not having Rue with you has taken its toll, especially since the catalyst for her radio silence was the fight you got into right before you left. It’s not like you had bought the plane tickets yourself, or even told your parents to get a divorce. 
You hadn’t wished for any of the drama your freshman and sophomore years brought, hadn’t asked for the tedious custody battle or the trial in which you had to pit one parent against the other, villainizing one while trying to save the other. Hadn’t asked to be the middle man as the fabric of Rue and Lexi’s friendship began to disintegrate or to bear the brunt of Rue’s addiction as you struggled to keep it hidden from Gia and Leslie. None of these were things that you had wanted or had control over and Rue had been unfair and cruel to treat you as if you had. 
The lack of communication didn't bother you the first week, as you were still infuriated with her; however, once your anger began dissipating you realized you missed Rue's sardonic humor and all of her manic escapades. So, you swallowed your pride and reached out to her a couple of times but when your messages remained unanswered, you realized she meant it when she told you she was cutting you out of her life— and that gutted you. 
With one last look in the mirror, you deem your appearance acceptable and swiftly exit your house, sparing a brief forlorn look at your mother's bedroom door. You ride your bike down the familiar roads leading to Christopher McKay's home. You have been to a couple of his parties before, but this one feels different— it feels like the start of something and that frightens you. 
You push your way through the throngs of intoxicated teens— your nerves at an all-time high. The humidity and claustrophobia of being pressed up against the entire student body of East Highland and then some, coupled with the flashing strobe lights and cacophony of hundreds of conversations mixing in with the heavy bass of the current music selection was enough to make you ill— your senses overloading. Rue was usually there to keep you grounded— as in all things in your life— drawing your attention outside of yourself to give you something else to focus on, but without her here you aren't sure you're going to make it through tonight. You aren't sure you're going to make it through this school year. How could you? You’re standing in the middle of a hurricane without your anchor. 
You are about to call it quits, leave with your tail tucked between your legs— admitting defeat— when you hear a call for your name, whipping you around to your childhood friend group. A sigh of relief escapes you, finally seeing some familiar faces, and you run towards the girls who excitedly take you into their embraces. 
"Bitch, look at you!" Maddy exclaims, turning you around as she looks over every inch of you. A broad grin dominates your features at her praise. "Me? Girl, look at you!" you return the compliment, laughing as she shows off more of herself.
"Damn, bitch! Lookin like you a model and shit," B.B. hollers through her vape, slinging an arm across your shoulder to pull you into an embrace. “Take me to Florida next time. I’ll beat that ho up,” she continues, referencing your father’s girlfriend and sending you into a fit of laughter.
You find yourself growing more relaxed as you catch up with your girls— glad to see, despite your life-alerting events, not much has changed. Maddy is still continuing the same destructive cycle with Nate Jacobs, Kat is still self-effacing, and B.B. is still prone to spreading gossip about anybody she can. It was heavily reassuring to engage in some semblance of the normalcy you had before leaving, it made you feel like some part of your life had remained unscathed from the turmoil of your summer— like you will survive the new frontier you’re embarking on. But like all the good things in your life as of late, the blossoming hope is snatched from your chest in one simple question. 
"Yo, have you talked to Rue?" B.B. asks you curiously, taking a hit from her vape. 
The smile falls from your face, your tongue moving towards your cheek as you try to suppress the pool of emotions brewing in you at the mention of her name. "No, not since I left," you answer, your voice clipped— bitterness coating your tone. The sudden tension in the circle is thick and the girls quickly catch on that you and Rue have become a sensitive subject. B.B., however, who is always invested in the latest drama regardless of who is involved, presses you for more information, wanting to get as much of a story as possible.
"Oh shit! So you don't know?" she asks incredulously— Maddy and Kat throwing glares at the instigating brunette. 
"Know what?" you question, confusion pulling at your brows. 
"It's probably best if Rue tells you herself," Kat interjects, giving you a sympathetic smile. 
A sinking feeling travels through your gut as your eyes scan your friends— Kat's hands fidgeting by her side, Maddy's inability to make eye contact with you, and B.B.'s shuffling feet— something awful happened and it involved your best friend.
The apparent stand-off between you and Rue suddenly becomes inane at the increasing fear and worry for your dearest friend. Your mind floods with all the possibilities of horrific events that could have occurred— your stomach churning with each new fear. You realize the only way to quell your racing thoughts is to bite the bullet and talk to your former friend. "Do you know where she is?" you ask, swallowing against the lump forming in your throat. 
"She disappeared after we got here," Maddy informs you and you thank them for the information, leaving the circle without another word. Your relationship with Rue may be on the rocks, but you know you had to do this. If not for her, then for yourself. 
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jazzsonly · 7 months
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ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴏꜰꜰ
pairing(s): maddy perez x fem!reader (no pronouns used.)
warning(s): angst? arguing? none technically. old fic meaning old ass writing.
summary: you can't understand why Maddy won't save your failing relationship
part two. (coming soon!)
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you were laid against fezco's couch while you, him, and rue shared a blunt. tv on, with a random movie blaring from it. you don't know, you weren't really paying attention. maddy was clouding your mind as she usually did.
you had your sixth argument alone this week. you were tired—you couldn't understand. everything was fine. you were fine—more than fine, you were happy. so was maddy or at least you thought because all she seemed to do was start an argument lately. the weirdest part: she'd get even more mad when you tried to deescalate the situation and understand her.
"i think jules is cheating on me." rue announced, blowing smoke from her nose.
"oh word?" fezco let out while I was hummed in response.
was that it? was maddy cheating on you? no. you held her too high to think of her doing that.
"she’a been hanging with elliot a lottt." rue dragged her words.
"maybe you should ask her..." you trail off.
“you know, communicate.”
"yea’ that's word. communication is key." you both turn to fezco.
"when have you been in a relationship?" rue asked the question you were both thinking.
"don’t worry about me—I know a little some." you snort, you loved fez. you knew if you needed anything he had you.
"yo, there's this weird ass old guy out back." everyone looked at ashtray who held a shotgun in his hands.
"fuck, man."
fez stood and turned to both of you, "y'all should head out."
you didn't ask any questions, standing up you made your way to the door. rue behind you as well, grumbling about how she was comfortable.
"you need a ride?" you asked the Bennett.
"nah I got a bike."
maddy's house was on the way to yours so you figured why not stop by. you weren't in the mood to argue so you thought maybe you could get her relaxed and watch a movie.
you knocked on the door a totaled or three times before her mom open it,
"y/n?" she seemed oddly surprised to see you.
"hey mrs.perez, is maddy here?"
"yeah, she's in her room." she pointed to the familiar stairs, stepping aside to let you.
you followed the route upstairs, knocking on the bedroom door twice before peaking your head in. maddy on her bed, phone to her ear. her eyes met you face and she rolled her eyes before telling whoever (assumed Cassie) on the phone she'd call them later.
"hey—I was on my way home and wanted to stop by, hope you don't min—
"come here." you followed, closing the door behind you. surprisingly, she pulled you into a hug, after placing a kiss on the corner of your mouth.
"listen, I don't wanna argu—
"were you smoking?" she questioned, sniffing your shirt that had a light scent of weed.
"yeah, just a little." you mutter already having an idea where this was going.
"you've been doing it a lot—and you've been hanging with rue."
"i’m not on that shit, maddy. just some weed and light drinking. just to relax." you huff at her accusation.
"drinking too? what? you gonna end of like my dad AND rue?" here you go.
"maddy—"
"you’re so fucking selfish." here come the insults.
“i do it because of you!" you blurt of out, voice rising.
"me? no you do because you're fucking self and only think about yourself. god—i should've known when i found you were friends with rue and fez."
you perk up, pointing your finger. “they're good people. don’t you fucking look down on them."
you weren't normally defensive but you weren't gonna let her shit talk your people.
"look, maddy, i didn't come here for this shit. so call me when you get your head on right, bro." you stood, trying to exit of the door you came in but maddy’s hand caught your wrist.
"stay."
"i just—
"we can watch a movie." she gave you doe eyes and you contemplated for a second.
if you stay you know you'd probably argue again but there's also a chance you can be civil. but that was a 75 to 35 ratio
"please, baby."
you sigh, sitting back down.
━━━ 👩🏽‍💻
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ch3rrysuck3r · 1 year
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Here for you
Fezco had know Y/N since the first grade. They never used to talk, unless they sat next to each other in class, and then they would only talk about school and assignments. Eventually, they grew up and Fez stopped attending school. She thought about reaching out to see if he was okay, but decided against it when she realized that: 1- she did not had any way of contacting him; and 2- it was, quite frankly, none of her business. So that was that, for a while. Until she became best friends with Lexi, who sometimes hanged out with Cassie and her friends. And they knew Fez, so, consequently, her and Lex also did. He recognized Y/N immediately and even went up to hug her. They started hanging out a lot and eventually started dating, which was a surprise to all of us. They were complete fucking opposites who somehow complimented each other. I had seen her around his house sometimes and she was one of the nicest people I'd ever met, and treated me like we'd known each other for ages despite not having had an actual conversation.
Fez and I lay resting on his bed after a long morning of doing absolutely nothing. A blunt hangs from his lips, the smoke creating a bubble around us. My arms are wrapped around his torso and our legs intertwine, yearning for proximity.
As I'm about to kiss him, loud knocks coming from downstairs startle us both. We look at each other worryingly, and I grow afraid that Mouse is popping by for a surprise visit.
He seems to notice my fear, because he sprints out the room before I can even get up. I do so, reluctantly, and follow his path downstairs.
"C'mon man, don't be a dick." I hear a familiar voice coming from outside.
"Rue?" They both turn to look at me standing at the bottom of the stairs. Fez offers me his hand and pulls me closer to him.
"Nah, I'm serious...you can't come in."
"Look man, all I- all I need is just like, a few OC's"
"Sorry, I can't help-"
"Fez, I've had a fucked up day. This is all I'm asking, okay? I just need you to open the door for me, okay?"
"Nah, man..." He nervously runs his hands through his buzz, trying not to glance at her.
"Just open the door, man." Her palms push the metal door, making the sound echo all throughout the house. "Just open the fucking door. C'mon, tell him, Y/N."
She hopefully looks at me, and I look down, gulping.
"I'm sorry, Rue."
"Nah, you both gon' do me like that? Fuck you, man."
"I'm not gon' help you kill yourself, man. I'm sorry, but you can't be comin' here no more."
He starts closing the door and Rue pushes herself against it, in a worthless attempt to break it down.
"Fez, I'm begging you just to open the door." Her fist meets the metal, again. "You're full of shit, man."
Fez's forehead rests on my shoulder, my hand soothingly rubs against his back, trying to comfort him somehow.
"You know you make your living off of selling drugs to teenagers. And know, all of the sudden you wanna have a fucking moral high ground? You're a fucking dropped out drug dealer, you know that?"
I stand on my tip toes and wrap my arms around his neck. His' hug me by the waist, pulling me closer.
"You're a fucking dropped out drug dealer with seven functioning fucking brain cells. Open the door!"
Her scream makes me jump and I feel Fez's breath hitching against my neck.
"Open the door!"
"I can't do it, I-"
"Open the door! Open the door! Open the door!" Rue's voice breaks and my heart clenches.
I hear sobbing before she speaks again. "You did this to me, Fez. You fucking ruined my life so the least you could do is open the goddamn door and fiz it!"
"C'mon, let's go." I tug his hand, leading him back upstairs.
"If you don't open this door right now, I swear to- I swear to God, I will fucking hate you 'till the day I die."
"I'm sorry." He says from halfway up the stairs and she seems to hear because she high-pitchedly screams.
I make him lay on top of me once we reach the bed. His head lays on my chest and my fingers run through his head.
"It's okay, she didn't mean it."
"I know." He says, but I hear him breathe out in relief anyways.
"I love you."
"I love you, too. Thank you for everything."
I smile and kiss his forehead, drifting into relaxation.
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A few days have gone by since the encounter with Rue and Fez dragged me to a Halloween party he wanted to try and sell stuff in.
I had been invited, but didn't plan on coming. However, Lexi had also insisted she wanted someone to be with. Which was a total lie because we'd arrived less than half an hour ago and she'd already disappeared from my side.
Fez and I are sitting on a couch outside, and he is just finishing a deal when I see Rue walking towards us.
"Hey, babe." I motion my head to her direction and Fez's eyes follow.
We watch as she sits down on the other side of the sofa. I start getting up from Fezco's lap but Rue is quick to talk.
"You can stay." She offers me nod and I smile at her.
"It's fine, I think you two should talk." I turn towards Fez.
"I'm going to go find Lex, look for me when you're done." I give him a wink and he sweetly smiles, eyes twinkling.
I start walking away, but decide to stop in front of Rue.
"You look amazing, Rue Rue." She looks up at me and smiles, seemingly still embarrassed after our interaction. Still, I reassure her by gently grabbing her head and placing a kiss against her temple.
As I make my way back to the house, I hear Rue's voice talking to Fezco.
"She's an angel."
"Yeah...she is."
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slut4sugu · 10 months
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— 𝐒𝐎𝐒. 𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓 !
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─── . ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡ SOME WORDS FROM KAM: I just want to thank all of your for 100+ followers! It has been so much fun writing for you all and I greatly appreciate the support! So now I hope you all enjoy this milestone event!!
─── . ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡ SOME WARNINGS: some of these works will have mature content so minors Dni! I will label the ones that are sfw and nsfw, happy reading and thank you all so much again!
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Here is SZA’s full SOS album in case you wanna listen to it however you want </3
NO.1 - SOS.
MDNI !
I CAN DO YOU BETTER [feat!] hobie brown
Lyrics : bestfriend!hobie x black fem reader, readers ex on the phone, fingering, hobie being evil </3, use of names like: doll, pretty thing, princess, cunnilingus, cursing, mentions of weed and alcohol use, bit of a slow burn
Summary: Your bestfriend hobie comforts you after getting broken up over the phone with your ex, and gives you the treatment you’ve always deserved.
NO. 2 - KILL BILL.
MDNI !
Come Back Darlin feat! [feat!] rue Bennett
Lyrics : ex!rue x fem!black reader, mentions smoking, makeout session, rue being slightly sappy, thigh riding, being almost caught by Gia, fluff at the end </3, cursing
Summary: you broke up with rue because her addiction was too concerning and you felt as though she would never change no matter what you said to her. After an argument you broke up, though as weeks then months passed rue started to realized your her drug. The strongest there fuckin is.
NO. 3 - SEEK & DESTROY.
BULLSEYE [feat!] assassin Toji x fem!black reader
Lyrics: Toji being hot as usual, reader having to treat his scars, suggestiveness, fluff, use of the name: doll, pretty, baby, princess, ma, toji being a sweetheart, use of guns, cursing.
Summary: you didn’t know what toji specifically did for work until you started to put pieces together, the excessive guns, weaponry, especially the scars. Then one night your boyfriend of 2 years sat you down an told you everything.
NO. 4 - LOW.
SHOW OFF [ feat!] 42!miles x fem!blackreader
Lyrics: miles being protective of you as per usual, jealousy themes, cursing, rio being suspicious, slight angst then fluff, reader being worried for miles, miles spoiling reader, slight suggestiveness
Summary: you found out that miles was the prowler, and assured him you would still want to be with him despite what he does as a ‘job’. But because you know he makes your relationship a secret, so that not even uncle Aron would know.
NO. 5 - SMOKING ON MY EX PACK.
MDNI !
F*CK OFF [ feat!] suna x fem!black reader
Lyrics: atsumu being a dick, angst to fluff, smoking, stoner suna, skipping school, alottt of cursing, fighting between atsumu n suna, suna being a sweetheart to reader, cheating themes, mentions of a abusive relationship between atsumu and reader
Summary: After a long awaited break up with a toxic atsumu, you struggle to love yourself again. So your old friend comes to ease your mental pain, and real ease some tension.
NO. 6 GOOD DAYS.
MDNI !
MY HEART [ feat!] ? x fem!black reader (it’s a surprise <33)
Lyrics: ? being an absolute sweetheart, use of vibrator, slight age gap, reader is in her late 20’s and ? is in her early 30’s, cunnilingus, edging, aftercare, use of names: Honey, princess, sweetheart, baby
Summary: ? met you one day at a concert and couldn’t take her eyes off your cute outfit for the whole show, after getting your insta, meet ups begin to happen in discreet locations and reserved buildings before turning into stays in her penthouse.
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jjsmaybank20 · 1 year
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𝔼𝕦𝕡𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕒 𝕄𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥
✰ - Personal Favorite ✎ - Most inspired for rn
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Maddy Perez ✎
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1. Finally Got the Girl [fluff] ✰
2. Intervention [angst, fluff]
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nothing yet
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Cassie Howard
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Lexi Howard ✎
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nothing yet
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1. Rainy Day [fluff] ✰
2. The Project [fluff] 
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Fezco (Platonic Only)
nothing yet
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Rue Bennett (Platonic Only)
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Jules Vaughn (Platonic Only)
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Kat Hernandez (Platonic Only)
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Ashtray (Platonic Only)
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xoluvx · 3 months
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sweet and tip-toe for rue rue please? thank you!
[ sweet ] for a gentle kiss
[ tip-toe ] for a kiss on the forehead
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you pulled the covers off your body careful not to wake her. she was sleeping peacefully with her face buried in her pillow; hair covering her face.
you felt her move a little and looked at her. she was still sleeping.
before you could completely get out of bed, she grabbed your arm startling you.
"where are you going?" she mumbled, her eyes half open.
"shh," you whispered bringing your body down close to her. you moved her hair out of her face gently planting a kiss on her forehead. "i'll be back."
"go back to sleep," you urged. you were just going to start on breakfast. but you knew she'd think you'd leave. you couldn't blame her. you knew this about her and you did everything you could to reassure her you weren't going anywhere.
"i love you," you whispered kissing her cheek sweetly. she smiled softly cuddling her pillow again.
prompt list
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bumblesimagines · 1 year
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❛ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay. ❜
- Rue Bennett
❛ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay.
Pronouns for Y/N: Any/Gender neutral
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Tapping mindlessly through Instagram stories, you watched video after video pop up. The play had taken a dramatic and hectic turn midway through when Nate Jacobs stormed off and Cassie Howard interrupted the play in some desperate attempt to put a stop to it. In the end, she'd been run off by her former friends and the play had continued. At least, that's what you had gathered from all the posts.
The play hadn't been on your list of things to do, especially when your ex and her new beau would be in attendance. Despite their relationship having only recently gone public, Cassie Howard had gone from being the sweet, meek, kind-hearted girl that had made your heart flutter since grade school to a shell of her former self. Another one of Nate Jacobs victims. It'd only be a matter of time before they continued the break-up then make-up cycle.
Sighing heavily, you shut your phone off and tossed it aside in hopes of finding something else to occupy your mind. Your eyes scanned the room, lingering on forgotten homework and scattered clothes. Before you could debate which task to do first, the soft sound of something clattering against the window. You waited a moment, hearing it again and again.
Rising from the bed and approaching the window, you thrusted the curtains open and peered down, spotting the girl immediately. She waved her hands at you and smiled widely. Finally having your attention, Rue made her way toward the fence and climbed on, pausing briefly when it wobbled.
"Rue- Oh, my god." You pushed the window up and stuck your head out, watching her attempt to balance herself on the fence. "You know I can just open the door for you, right?"
"Nah, I got this!" Rue nodded to herself and stuck her arms out once she got her footing. The gap between the fence and the side of the house couldn't be considered large by any means but for someone like Rue, it'd be quite the leap.
"The door is right around the corner, Rue. I just need to go downstairs-" Before you could continue, she made the leap, hands successfully gripping onto the window ledge while her legs kicked out wildly. A string of muttered curses and huffs left your lips as you helped pull the teenager in through the window and onto your bedroom floor.
"What are you doing here, Rue?" You breathed, watching her stand and dust herself off as if she hadn't borderline forced her way into your home.
"You weren't at the play," She breathed and adjusted her flannel before brushing some curls out of her face. "I just wanted to make sure you’re okay. You know... considering..."
"Considering you knew my girlfriend was cheating on me and only exposed her for your own benefit?"
Rue winced and nodded, a soft sigh escaping her. "I'm sorry. I-I should've told you sooner... I fucked up. I fucked everything up and I know it might be a little too late but I'm hoping we can fix things. I want... I want us to be close again. You, me, and Lexi. I can't remember the last time we all hung out. I miss you."
"You're clean?" You couldn't help but ask. Her addiction had gotten in the way too many times for you to allow her back in without some suspicion.
"Yeah," She nodded, giving a weak smile. "And I'm for real gonna try to stay clean. I promise."
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nebulaafterdark · 2 years
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Rue being your first time…
18+ only, minors DNI
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• “Rue,” Y/N whispers against her lips, never breaking their kiss. “What’s wrong?” She asks. “I’ve never done this before.”
• Rue is so, so gentle. She wants to make sure that Y/N enjoys this. “I’m gonna touch you, ok?” Y/N nods.
• “Does that feel good?” Rue asks, hearing Y/N gasp. “Yes,” Y/N clenches around Rue’s finger inside her. “Fuck,” Rue curses. Pumping the digit in and out slowly. “More, please.” 
• Rue kisses her everywhere. Y/N is beautiful, and Rue loves her so much. She makes sure Y/N knows that.
• “That’s good, baby.” Rue encourages, pulling another orgasm from her. “I think it’s your turn.” Y/N pants, turning her girlfriend onto her back. “I’ve created a monster.” Rue laughs.
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nebulablakemurphy · 2 years
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All For You (Pt.5)
Summary: Tomorrow will be better. Today is better than yesterday. Companion series to ‘Because Of You’ & ‘Before You.’
Warning: this is a mature series that includes mentions of drug use/overdose, mental illness, explicit language and mentions of sex.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
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“Whose long ass toes are on my leg?” Elliot snaps, from the very edge of his very crowded mattress.
Jules laughs, wiggling her toes again, “for the last time, my toes are normal length.”
“I promise you, they are not.” Elliot grumbles. It wasn’t his idea to sleep like spoons in a silverware drawer.
“What is the normal length of a toe, Elliot?” Rue wonders, sandwiched in the middle, next to Jules.
“Short enough not to touch me from behind, no reaching around bullshit, stop it.”
“You guys are doing reach arounds?” Y/N laughs.
“She is grasping me!”
“Go to sleep.” Rue warns, she can’t see the clock over Y/N’s head, but she knows it’s after midnight. “Some of us need eight hours.”
“Which is why you have your own place, with your own bed.” Elliot reminds her. “Instead you’ve chosen to sleep with me and three other people, in a bed that comfortably sleeps two.”
“You need a bigger bed.” Y/N says instead.
“Don’t make me come over there.” Elliot shoots back.
“Shit, he’s gonna reach around.”
“I fucking hate you.” Elliot laughs.
“Yeah, yeah,” Rue snuggles tighter against Y/N.
The sleeping situation is precarious at best. From Elliot, to Jules, to Rue, to Y/N, one wrong move and they’re all going down. But somehow…that’s comforting.
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Jules stumbles into the bathroom, the next morning, with her eyes half open. Only to find Elliot standing near the toilet, he’s not alone. “Hi, I’m Jules.” She waves, at the scantily clad woman.
“Cara.” The other blonde smiles.
Jules nods. “Nice to meet you.”
“You too.”
“I have to pee,” Jules informs her.
“Oh, sorry. I’ll see you later, Elliot.” Cara scampers past Jules.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” Elliot grunts, straightening his clothes.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” Jules bites out. “You invited some girl to come over and screw you in the bathroom?”
“Were you gonna screw me in the bathroom?”
“Not now!”
“So I can’t have you, but I can’t have anyone else? How does that work, Jules?” Elliot cocks his head to the side.
“You can ‘have’ whatever you want.” Jules scoffs. “Just not when we’re sleeping in the next room. Like, it’s beyond disrespectful.”
“Disrespectful?” Elliot almost laughs. “What’s disrespectful is coming into my home and trying to dictate what I’m gonna do with my life.”
“We’re trying to help you.”
“You wanna help me? Don’t be a cockblock.”
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The airport is crowded, but they find each other. They always do.
“Elliot!” Jules makes a mad dash for her husband, leaping into his waiting arms.
“Jules.” He beams at her. “I missed you.”
Jules nuzzles his nose with her own. “I missed you more.” She catches his face between her hands, kissing him like it’s been much longer than a few days.
“Oh wow, ok.” Rue says, “look away, kids.” Her son and daughter rush up to hug her.
“Don’t gotta tell me twice.” Sawyer turns into her mother’s side.
“I missed my angels,” Rue wraps them both in her arms.
“We missed you the most, Mama.” Cameron tells her. “And we have presents for you. We made them.”
“You made me them? I can’t wait to see.”
“Did you have fun, Mama?”
“I would’ve had more fun with you.” Rue squishes them closer. “Maybe next time we could go together.” She peeks up at her wife.
Y/N smiles down at them, waiting her turn.
The brunette finally pulls away, with a peck to both her children’s cheeks, reaching for Y/N.
“Welcome home, Rue.” Y/N brings her in close.
Rue rests her chin on Y/N’s shoulder. “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
“More than you’ll ever know.” Rue whispers, “and I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry. It was me. Very embarrassing in retrospect, but totally on me, I started it.”
“I’m supposed to be your support person, you know? I’ve gotta be here for you.”
Y/N sighs. “You’re here now, that’s all that matters to me.”
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“You had a fucking girl here?” Rue crosses both arms over her chest.
“God forbid I have someone over; in the place where I,” Elliot motions to himself, “just me, not any of you, live.”
“Why do you keep saying that?” Jules demands.
“Because it’s true and it’s fine. I’m done.”
“Done with what?”
“I’m done trying to get you!” Elliot tosses a hand in the air. “I’ve moved on. I don’t want you showing up with suitcases, making me breakfast, lunch and dinner. Doing my laundry, sleeping in my bed, being here out of pity. It’s too late, I don’t want it anymore.”
“It’s not pity, Elliot. We love-”
“Don’t you dare say you love me.” That’s gonna push him right over the fucking edge.
“I do.”
“You…no.” Elliot draws in a breath. “You are gone. You left, Jules. This isn’t a fucking argument that I’m gonna have.”
“Then stop arguing with her.” Rue suggests, “you’re the one yelling.”
“You have no fucking idea, the hell that I live in my own head.”
“Then tell me.” Rue insists, “give me a fucking idea, Elliot because I am lost.”
This is what he wanted, like always. All of them together.
“It is a nightmare, trying to keep you at arms length. I keep myself in check, so that I don’t step over boundaries in your relationship with Y/N. Then you guys show up here, all the time, acting like it’s gonna be something it’s not. You play games. All of you play games.”
“I’m not playing anything, we’re just trying to figure this out.” Rue tells him. She knew it wouldn’t be easy, but it’s never been this fucking hard either.
“So you had no idea that I was in love with you?” Elliot asks.
“You never told me.”
“Bullshit, Rue. You knew.”
“How was that gonna work, huh?” Rue feels her face heat up. “It wasn’t. Because it’s a fantasy!”
Y/N looks down at her hands.
“You’re gonna sit there and not say anything?” Elliot moves his attention to Y/N.
“What do you want me to say, Elliot? You know how I feel.” She can’t meet his eyes.
“You would rather run away from your feelings and leave me here.”
“I’m not-”
“The fucked up thing is you knew- My own parents dumped me off with somebody else.” Elliot draws in a deep breath. “Then you run back when I overdose, telling me you love me? All of the fucking sudden you can’t live without me? Nah. You gotta make up your minds. This isn’t a revolving door.”
Elliot isn’t one to really get mad or give ultimatums. The fact that he’s willing to do it now is a testament to how bad he’s hurting. It fucking sucks when the people you love crack open your heart and pour salt into the wounds they made there.
“I wanna be here.” Jules says first.
“I’m staying.” Y/N tells him.
“You know I’m here for you.” Rue nods. “Whatever you need.”
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Jules and Elliot hardly ever stay the night at Y/N and Rue’s house. Tonight is an exception.
It takes a while to get the kids to sleep, everyone is excited to be back together. Finally, Sawyer and Cameron are persuaded to go to bed, with the promise of chocolate chip pancakes.
Rue and Elliot are in the king sized bed, outside the open bathroom door. Fighting over the remote and which movie they’re going to watch, the box frame creaks as they grapple over the controller. Soft laughter and shushing follows.
“I swear the kids are bigger.” Jules says, the words slightly garbled, when she leans over the sink basin to wash her face.
“They aren’t bigger.” Y/N rinses her mouth of excess toothpaste.
“And you’ve got a full on bump.” Jules motions to Y/N’s torso, drying her face on the hand towel.
“It’s not a bump,” Y/N turns to her. “I’m retaining water.”
“It’s a bump.” Jules argues. “A perfect, little baby bump.” The blonde rests a hand on Y/N’s lower abdomen.
Y/N covers it with her own.
“I love you,” Jules breathes.
“Love you.”
“I couldn’t do this with anyone else, it had to be you.”
It always had to be Y/N and Jules, Rue and Elliot. The four of them. Weaving themselves together. Tearing themselves apart.
Y/N rests her forehead against Jules’. “I just want to make it out of the first trimester.”
“Literally tomorrow.” Jules reminds her. “Nothing’s gonna happen overnight. But if anything did…we’d get through it together. And it wouldn’t be your fault.”
Y/N squeezes her hand. Tomorrow will be better. Today is better than yesterday.
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