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I am infinitely loved and supported by the universe.

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The Soothing Seas

god damn motherufkin im stimming throughout the empty house running around like a cat with zooms. slipped on my socks and ate shit. stims on the floor

[Things are scary and overwhelming right now, but you are not alone.]

someone (a stranger) attacked me and said that they loved my oc bc he reminds them of their rabbit and that this is their VERY FIRST art fight attack... I feel so blessed, I'm so tickled pink by the thought that 1. someone loves him as much as I do 2. someone thought to have their VERY FIRST PIECE OF ART ON THERE be of my boy

Jul 3

Via mindful.brains [Instagram]

A work in progress/ pls give credit

Focusing my life more on building relationships, i want to enjoy it while i can. Nobody wants a lonely life so i will pour into those who pour into me ⭐️

Nothing more freeing than realizing you have your entirely own space and can do whatever you please with it, so instead of sitting in the same arrangement for the rest of eternity you just...rearrange your whole house. :) Now there's so much more space for activities! :D And another chair to sit outside on (Assuming it ever warms up enough to sit outside... but hey, it's there now!) It's just a nice feeling knowing all this space belongs to me - to do whatever it is my little heart desires with it. I can live in a clean home, or a messy home, or somewhere in-between. I can hang bad art on the walls, or my pride flags off the loft. I can listen to music all day without worrying about annoying roommates. I can walk around naked if I so well please (just gotta make sure those there blinds are closed). I haven't done that, yet, but it's an option!

I guess what I'm saying is, life ain't all bad. And sometimes things work out - eventually all the bad shit you go through ends in a tiny home, rearranging your furniture, music playing, drinking hot cocoa, and finally feeling like it might have all brought you to this point. So, when you feel like giving up - like there isn't a hope in this universal experience for you...there's good out there, you just got to hold on to see it.

I also want to say, in this rather long post, that even a tiny home adventure will come with it its own struggles - there are still long nights of tears, there are still challenges of the world outside of these walls, it all still exists; last night was one of those long, dangerous nights, yet my sun still rose. I'm still here. I'm still alive despite the odds, and I'm safe in my tiny home and grateful I have these walls surrounding me. Decorate your space. Create. Find a place where you can retreat to when the world feels far too heavy to carry on - it will save you. No person can save you but yourself. You deserve to see this through to the end - the real end, not the shortened end. I believe in a tiny home dream for you; whatever your tiny home is, you'll find it some day if only you continue living to find it.

If you're searching for a sign tonight to keep fighting to stay alive, may this reach you - may this be a reminder that there are better days just within reach - may this assure you that somewhere out there is your own personal "tiny home safe space" waiting for you to find it. You're going to be okay.

The universe always has your back. It is not your job to find out why. It is your job to allow. Let go and release that tight grip you have around your circumstances and situation. Relax. Ease into it. And the universe will make it happen. Trust that it will.

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