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becca-loves-bunnies · 3 months
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My old man is balding. This shedding season is rough. rip to chonky boi's chonk
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mugi-chan · 4 years
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hi! I like your "vice dorm head : who are you talking to?" headcanon. may I request for the same content but with the dorm leaders Instead? thank you🖤
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ლ  Tea order: Dorm heads: Who are you talking to? 
ლ  Warnings: None!
ლ Tea shop notes: I actually really love doing the vice dorm leader one, and I was actually do a dorm head one as well but you beat me to it! I decided to make it more fluffy then angst since i’m not in the mood to make angst.  I also wanted to try something new with the headcanons. I hope you like it!
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Rules this rule that so much rules! Sometimes you wonder how can people from heartslabyul survive with this! Riddle isn’t so strict with rules ever since his overblot, but there are some tiny rules he’ll throw a fit about. And that’s what happened
You broke the tiniest of rules you had no idea about, Heck not even Trey or Cater knew about! Riddle was lecturing you about how “rules are important” and “we need to follow the rules” 
Yada yada all so boring 
But there was this one thing, this one thing Riddle said that to him he didn’t think would hurt you…butt it did It really hurt you
He was mid lecture when you just got up and left. Trey and Cater were surprised by this, no had ever had the guts to just get up and leave mid lecture! This made Riddle mad, he was yelling out your name and demanding you to come back But did you? nope , what riddle said was horrible and you took it really personally 
The next day Riddle was not mad but confused, what did he say to make you just leave? Was it the rule? Or was it something else? Riddle wanted to confront you about this
He saw you and Trey talking to each other, happy as a bee. When he got there he asked you a simple question “(y/n) my dear why did you leave?” No response, trey was waiting for your response but nothing, nothing at all 
Riddle asked the question one more time but still no response, “Uh (y/n) Riddle is trying to talk to you” Trey said. “Hm? What do you mean Trey-senpai there is no one here” You waved your hand around trying to prove Trey your point, and at that point Riddle just…  left 
You two will give each the other silent treatment as you are both stubborn people. It will take Trey and Cater to convince both of you to come talk to each other. Even then it would be just you two sitting there not looking at each other. Eventually you two will speak after so much convincing from Trey. 
When you two finally do talk you explained to Riddle why you were so angry at him and how it really hurt you. Riddle will apologize after realizing his mistakes, along with you as what you did was probably pretty childish
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Leona can have a big mouth sometimes. He’ll say something without even thinking about it, and sometimes those words can hurt people. 
That’s what happened, you failed a test and it was really bringing you down. Jack tried to cheer you up but it was no use. You went to Leona for cuddles since normally he wouldn’t care. When you walked in you saw Leona looking out the window looking distressed. “Leona, what’s the matter?” Leona looked over his shoulder seeing you make home in his room. “Stuff, you seem pretty distressed, what’s wrong my princess?” 
You didn’t respond and just rolled around his bed, Leona just sighed and joined you on the bed. 
You eventually told him what happened about the test and all, and Leona’s response was to laugh. Laugh and belittle you for worrying so much about it. Did Leona think you would take it seriously? No, but did you? Yes 
When Leona was laughing you just got up and left almost in tears, you knew this was going to happen! Leona never really cared about school but he should at least understand your feelings about it! 
Leona didn’t think much about this for weeks. When you started to ignore him just brushed it past him. But when you didn’t come for daily cuddles now that’s the problem. He confronts you about this but gets completely donowall by you. When someone mentions that THE Savanaclaw dorm headis talking to you, you would just respond with “huh who’s that?” 
Well two can play this game. Leona ignores you as well, it was so antagonizing seeing you two not talking to each other. It takes a lot of convincing from Ruggie to even get you two in the same room. When you do get in the same room though it’s a different story. Leona would have to think about everything he said and once he pinpoint about him laughing about your test score he would apologize. Once he does you would apologize as well for ignoring him. I mean you can admit that you miss you two’s cuddle session since those were also really nice. 
But all in all you two would make up with cuddle sessions and kisses everywhere. You can explore what happens next.
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Ahh yes Mr.Smartypants, he knows everything. Well at least he thought he knew everything. When you were talking about something Azul mentioned something that you told him you didn’t like talking about. When those words came out of Azul’s mouth you were shocked and angry by this. You told him you didn’t want to talk about it and yet he brought it up! 
The twins were watching the whole situation go down. Seeing your aura go from a nice happy to yeah i’m out. Which that’s what you did, you got up and left the mostro lounge. Azul called after you wondering why his wonderful (s/o) is leaving him be? But there was no time for him to think about that as more customers were coming and needed to sit and serve. He’ll just ask about this tomorrow
Well tomorrow comes and you completely ignore him. His insecurities skyrocketed, some many thoughts and questions ran through his head. What did he do? Did he say something? Did you want some privacy? What did he do wrong? But having to keep that calm and cool persona he would play along with you. A simple good morning and that’s it nothing else. It did hurt him to be so cold to you but if you're not going to communicate so will he. 
This all changes though when he waits by your class to walk with you, you didn’t even look at him and just walk right past him with your friends. Azul was even more confused and tried to catch up. He asked you a question but you completely donowall him, your friends mention that your boyfriend was trying to talk to you. Your response was simply “hm? I didn’t hear anything.” and continue walking leaving Azul alone in shock. 
Overthinking everything he came to the conclusion that you hated him, and that completely broke him. Jade mentioned why not go apologize, he may not know what he did but he can win your heart again right? 
I mean I guess it worked?? He came to your house with your favorite flowers and chocolate. When you opened the door you were about to close it but Azul quickly stopped you and apologized for everything.  He was really sincere with his apologies that you accepted it with a warm hug. 
Ahhh thank goodness was all Azul said while almost on the brink of tears hugged you back. Making sure not to crush those pretty flowers.
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This poor baby boy, he accidentally talked about something you didn’t like talking about it! You mentioned to him in the beginning of the relationship what you did and did not like to talk about since it can be sensitive to you. But this poor boy was too excited to talk to you. He forgot about it and accidentally said it. The shock and horror on your face when you left the room was something that confused Kalim. Was it something he said? 
Yes yes it was, was all Jamil said when asked about it. Clearly Jamil and you talk about this as well since sometimes Kalim can forget about what you said and it’s up to Jamil to put him in his place. Once Jamil explained to Kalim what he did wrong Kalim would immediately go find you and try to apologize. 
Well you weren’t ready to see Kalim and again so when he appeared at your window with his magic carpet you just shut your curtains and went to bed. What you didn’t know is that Kalim was still waiting for you to answer. He waited like a patient puppy but had to be dragged away by Jamil. 
Next day wasn’t that good either. You were completely ignoring Kalim and Kalim was like a lost puppy following you anywhere you go. Kalim would try to talk to you and apologize for everything but you just gave him the gold shoulder. 
It took every strength in you to stay mad at him. He’s so cute and adorable. How can you be mad at him? Plus it was an honest mistake and Kalim was trying to apologize. 
Eventually you cracked and accepted his apology. A strict “please don’t say that again” is all Kalim needed before smothering you with kisses and cuddles like always.
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Vil is an influencer and has to keep up his appearance. We all know that, and being Vil’s s/o you need to be either up to his standards or keep the relationship hidden. It’s hard sometimes, sometimes you just want to cuddle and love Vil. Today you just wanted to relax with Vil but sadly Vil’s busy schedule does not allow him to rest. Vil’s busy schedule stressed him out. 
You were not so confident in your appearance as much as Vil calls you beautiful and pretty it still doesn’t feel enough. Your semi self conscious and Vil stressed out cause a fume to happen. Vil nit picked you on your appearance even though you were just relaxing and not going anywhere. You even say that but Vil keeps complaining about your appearance, soon you just got too tired to fight back and left. Straight up left Vil mid rant, Vil probably didn’t even know you left until he stopped. 
Vil was offended that you would just leave him there without saying anything. The gull! He didn’t think anything wrong in what he had said, everything was true. It was just a criticism of your beauty, nothing wrong with that. At least that’s what he thought, but it had the exact opposite effect. The next day Vil acts like nothing happened which makes you really mad. You thought he didn’t care about your feelings and deeply hurted you. Now it wasn’t just about the comment he made about your appearance it’s the belief he didn’t care about you! 
Vil approached you and started a normal conversation with you not giving him the slightest attention. A cold shoulder, dono wall, whatever you want to call ignoring someone completely. Rook who is always by Vil’s side was telling you “Roi de Poison” is trying to talk to you, you just brushed him off and mumbled you had to go do something. Now this let an audible gasp from Rook as Vil looked even more offended. Fine if you want to ignore him like this so will he. Although he does that most of the time…
You two may not talk to each other for almost months until it’s just useless to stay mad at Vil forever. You just have to do what couples do, talk to each other. When you do, Vil would expect an apology from you before he ever apologized to you.  Buttt if you explain it real nicely to Vil why you were so angry about what he said he will apologize first and will actually understand sometimes. Hey most of these dorm heads are really stubborn and sometimes won’t admit their own faults. 
But Vil still love you, he may never admit it but he really does. When you ignored him the first time that really did hurt him. 
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Being a Shroud is hard enough the pressure to be the perfect “heir”, some people don't even want to be near him because of his family’s name, and the meaning behind the Shroud name always looms over Idia. 
It’s so stressful but not at the same time, being an introvert means that he doesn't have to meet said people who don’t even want to be near him and can stay in his own room where he can control the setting. But recently his family has been pressuring him to start getting more serious with the family business since he is a third year and will have to decide what internship he will do as a fourth year. This started to stress him out and wearing his patience thin. 
Sadly you were there at the wrong time when Idia lost his temper, you tried to calm him down and tell him everything will be okay but that didn’t help Idia at all. He would be ranting pacing back and forth, his hair bright red in flames. You kept telling him everything is fine and that he has you. At that moment Idia snapped, spilling every single thing that he had a problem with you and how it really is annoying. 
You know he was angry and not in the right of mind but hurt, it really did. So you just quietly walked out of his room not saying a word. Idia never noticed you left until he finished ranting. He quickly realized his mistake and wanted to apologize, but reading all the mangas and playing all those rpg games he knows that you may need some time. What he didn’t know was that this time by yourself would take weeks, and those were some agonizing weeks. 
Eventually Idia worked up the courage to go apologize to you, he got his apology idea from a certain manga series was reading. As corny as it was, it was really sweet and touching but he didn’t address the situation at hand. The awful words that he said about you during his rant. So you completely ignore his apology. Ortho would ask if you're okay since Idia was trying to talk to you, but all you said was “hm? Ortho what do you mean we’re the only ones here” that shattered Idia and he sulked away all courage he had was now gone. 
Now more agonizing weeks for Idia to plan the perfect way to apologize to you. He was scanning through all his shoujo manga to find the “perfect apology” and he did! Now time to practice and put it into action. 
After some practicing he felt confident enough to do it. He saw you walking in a very empty hallway. Great! Alone time and no one will for sure interrupt you two. You walked quietly back to your dorm and when suddenly BAM and hand stopped right in front of your face. Turning to face who just slammed their hand on the wall you were met with the shy eyes of Idia. You just sighed and duck underneath his arm walking away, but you were stopped by a soft grip on your wrist. You turn to face to Idia, you were about to rip your hand out of his grip until you saw how soft and shy his face was. So you gave him a chance and Idia spilled out a heartfelt apology and explained his wrong doings and asked for your forgiveness. It was really sweet that how can you not accept his apology! He apologized for what he said and complimented you so much that it was sweet. Although you were still mad you decided to accept him back and he immediately asked if you wanted a cuddle, because he was so socially drained.
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Being in a relationship is scary. Especially being with someone who is not exactly like you. That’s the problem Malleus was facing right now, he wants you to be happy and safe around him and that means he may mess up every once in a while. That’s what happened recently. Malleus was talking about something and then a topic popped up that you were uncomfortable with. 
You being shy you didn’t want to agner the prince so you quietly just left confusing Malleus. Sebek was yelling at you on how rude you were for just leaving the prince like that! But you just quietly walked away. Things didn’t escalate quickly until the next day. You were completely ignoring and avoiding Malleus every chance you got. You even started to avoid Lilia and Silver who are in fact the most reasonable ones in Diosmina. 
This action hurted Malleus feelings, he felt betrayed and was saddened by your action. He would try to talk to you or even get your attention but the avoidance by yours is making it really hard. The gaul of you to ignore THE Prince of Valley of Thorns as Sebek puts it. 
One day Sebek was really angered by this and confronted you right in front of Malleus. But all of you said was “Who’s Malleus?”. That caused a lot of reaction, everyone around you gave an audible gasp, Sebek was being held back by Silver while covering his mouth, Lilia was lowkey stifling a laugh, while Malleus looked shocked and offended. 
Malleus sulked for a little bit not knowing what to do and what he did wrong. Lilia told him about this really cheesy way to apologize he saw once in a romantic movie. Malleus practiced this for a little while and when he felt confident about he put it to action. 
He couldn’t wait for the next day and put it into action immediately. He teleported to your location which happens to be in your own bathroom. Brushing your teeth enjoying the silence, then BOOM your body was trapped between a towering figure. You looked up seeing Malleus with his shy face. “Malleus what’s wrong?” The way you said his name made him so happy. But that wasn’t the point, he lay it down on you and apologize for everything and he may not know what he did wrong and he is also growing and learning new things 
You accepted his apology and understand that he is still learning what is going on present day. You ended the day back in Malleus' rooms and cuddled with him making sure your safe and sound in his arms.
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jj-ktae · 4 years
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·41/45· Intoxicated - Prompt Game -
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Title : Intoxicated Pairing : Park Jinyoung x Fem!reader Genre : Angst, Fluff, romance Words : 2060 Summary : Breaking up with Jinyoung was already complicated, yet he came, drunk and desperate, at 4 in the morning. Prompts : N° 41 : “Do you remember our first kiss?” N° 45 : “I don’t want you to stop.”
Prompt Game - Masterlist - 
Intoxicated
Your sofa is not comfortable. You never noticed how hard it feels against your back as you try to find a better position while watching questionable videos at 4 in the morning. 
It doesn’t matter, rest is for people who can turn shut their brain off. You can’t. It’s been a month. A whole thirty-one days of going back to a life made of instant noodles and drooling on your favourite fluffy pillow. 
Today is Friday and after numerous rejections, your friends gave up and stopped forcing you to join them into some fancy bar. It doesn’t feel right to be partying like this, especially when you feel like rolling yourself into your blanket like a burrito. 
Which is already done. 
It’s not like you’re depressed; you’re the one who broke up with your boyfriend because of event you were not sure you could get out of. 
Jinyoung is a man of high standards. He was raised in a wealthy family where everyone has their own role and future traced from the crib. He followed his parents’ choices without rebelling once. 
Except one time, two months ago. 
You had been dating for almost a year when his parents found him a spouse. She was the daughter of a man everyone wanted on their side and his family couldn’t say no when the promise of a profitable alliance appeared in their household. 
Only then you saw how unflappable Jinyoung could be. He would reject day after day, not bothered when his parents used the word disown as a weapon. Jinyoung didn’t even flinch and was ready to pack and move in with you. 
Poor boy would hate spending all his evenings on your sofa.
It became too big for you to handle. There was nothing you could do except break up with him so before he could run away from his luxury you left, lying about not loving him, using the word mistake like it meant nothing. 
Jinyoung had told you though. Trust me, he always said.
There was nothing to trust. Jinyoung would have never been able to find another job if these two companies were to team against him. It is true that he is a simple man, but you couldn’t live with the idea of being what destroyed his life. 
So you walked away, isolating yourself and ruining your health at work. It’s been a month and you feel as empty, the feeling of being the one responsible for your own misery distilling hate into your whole existence. 
There is no turning back now. Jinyoung must get married and become what he is destined to be.
You’re clicking on this documentary about salmon trout and their reproduction cycle when heavy knocking on your door startles you. 
Your neighbours are probably going to complain about non-existent noises because that’s what they do.
You check your pyjamas - shrugging when you notice a stain a ketchup from your precious fries session. 
But it’s not the old neighbour you find behind the door. 
“You opened the door…” Jinyoung’s smug smile makes you take a step back. He is leaning against the doorway, head restless. “I thought you wouldn’t…”
“What are you doing here? Why are you drunk?” You inquire before checking the hall. 
Jinyoung laughs, his head raising in evident distress. “I am not drunk! Come on!” His voice dies when you pull on his arm to force him inside. 
Damn him for showing up completely drunk. 
“Oh so I can come in” Jinyoung mumbles, letting his plastic bag fall on the floor with a loud thud before attempting to untie his shoes. 
“It’s just until you sober up.” You scold, blaming your soft side for giving in so quickly. You didn’t have a choice; your building is filled with people who abuse the police’s phone number daily.
Jinyoung snorts, grabbing his bag again and aiming for your sofa where he lets himself fall. “I brought wine. You love wine.” His voice becomes sad as unwraps the bottle.
You sigh, reaching his side and taking the bottle. “Thank you. Now rest and leave when you feel better. You know where everything is.”
It’s too much work. Dealing with a drunk Jinyoung is usually funny; he becomes a mess of clumsy and cute and oh god he becomes so luscious as soon as music starts.
“I didn’t come all the way here to sleep on a sofa!” He pouts, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Why did you come then?” You turn around to put the bottle on the dining table before gasping. “Holy shit Jinyoung, this is a Domaine de la Romanée Conti! Take it with you, it’s expensive!”
Jinyoung snickers, his lazy hand brushing your words off. “Do I look like I care about this…” 
“Listen,” You walk back to the sofa, stopping when Jinyoung leans over his knees to bury his head into his hands. “I’ll put the bottle back into the bag. Rest for now and you can leave whenever you want. “
“How is it so easy for you?” His question breaks you out of your monologue. “How is it so easy to speak like this?”
“Jinyoung, I don’t think it’s a good-”
“A good idea?” He asks, raising his head and revealing moist eyes. “All of this was a very bad idea, right? Because it was a mistake?” His head seems clearer suddenly. “Do you even think I believed you for one second?” 
You raise a hand and shake your head. “No Jinyoung. You won’t make me say what you want to hear. You’re drunk, stop this.”
“Of course I am drunk!” He speaks louder, annoyance tainting his vocal cords. “I am wasted because it’s all I can do! Breaking news: not everyone is as heartless as you.”
It stings. No matter how this is what you wanted, hearing his pain can only make you regret. 
“It’s better this way. Look around you! How would you have lived? Jobless? Disowned?” He doesn’t understand. Life is not a soap opera; love is not always the answer to everything.
“I told you to trust me! I told you I would sort this out! You didn’t listen, you freaked out and left, even though I told you to stay with me, no matter how I begged! How cruel is that?” Jinyoung gets up, ignoring his spinning head and contracting stomach. Rage is blurring his vision and the memories haunting.
You don’t know what to answer. As much as you want to think you are right, it is cruel. Jinyoung didn’t go against his parents to get dumped. 
“I don’t know what to say...all I did was for your happiness. You can’t risk everything for me.” You explain, eyes now equally watery. 
Jinyoung nods, eyes closing painfully. He goes to the windows; the place he loves the most in your whole flat. “Do you remember our first kiss?” he asks, not even turning around. “It was right here.”
You smile, that night still printed into your brain. Jinyoung confessed a day after you both met. 
His smile was wide and hopeful that day; nothing seemed to stop him as he explained his attraction to you and how he loved the way you dismissed him when he showed up at your desk and explained he had to see your boss for and important matter. 
He had left his number on his way back with a wink while your boss yelled at you for not letting the son of an important business man see him. 
Stupid, you thought, as you still dialled his number to complain. 
He asked you out and a day later you were kissing, his hands on your hips and yours in his hair. 
Now he looks pitiful, abandoned and disturbed. 
“I remember.”
He finally turns around, his last attempt at making you come back to him hanging on his lips. 
“I made it clear that no one else but you are going to be in my heart.” He raises said hand, a single tear falling on his cheeks and he must be pretty drunk to openly cry like that in front of you. “Did you really think I was going to get married to someone else but you? This is ridiculous, you don’t marry people you don’t love.” he walks away, pacing weirdly and even bumping into your lamp. 
“What have you been telling your parents?” Jinyoung is stubborn, you don’t know why but he cannot let things go. “What are you going to do if they ever-”
“If they can’t understand something as simple as their only son’s well-being, there is nothing I can do.” Jinyoung concludes, looking hurt both because of your rejection and his parents’ inability to let him do what he wants. “I will not stay around people who want me miserable, but I can stick to those who make me feel loved and understood.”
“I’m sure it can’t be that bad to get married to a rich and pretty girl.”
Jinyoung stops walking, looking dumbfounded. “Do you even hear yourself? It can’t be that bad?” 
“I mean, your career is your future. Your family is important, too! What is so special about me that you’re willing to risk everything even after I broke up with you?!” You yell, hating both yourself and him for being in such a situation. 
“I don’t know, you tell me. Why are you wearing stained pyjamas on a Friday night while watching stupid videos? Why aren’t you enjoying your single life as you should?” Jinyoung hits jackpot as easy as he used to. He knows you; you’re not the type of person who watches questionable videos, anyways.
“I was tired.” Is all you say, your drained face giving away your current mind-set.
“Please,” Jinyoung rubs his forehead, completely done with your behaviour. “You’re not happy. You think you made the right decision but you didn’t. You’re fooling yourself and trying to be an altruist by ‘saving my life’ yet you’re stomping on me again and again. So what if I have to work shitty jobs and sleep here? Are you scared that you might not take advantage of my bank account? Is me being poor so bad that you want me out of your life?” 
It triggers you, it triggers you so much that you start crying. “Stop!” You shake your head, your heart clenching. “I’m warning you, never imply, ever again, that I was after your money.” you want to sound threatening but you must look ridiculous. “Do you think it’s easy for me? Do you think I can spit venom and feel nothing? I didn’t want you to suffer because of me, I want you to be happy and live the life you should be living. I’m literally forcing myself to stop loving you, Jinyoung.”
“You don’t understand, I don’t want you to stop.” Jinyoung breathes, his feet aiming for your trembling figure. His tone softens when he sees you crying. He doesn’t think he will ever be able to handle such a view. “What I’m trying to say is that no matter the amount of wealth and the number of connections, you make me happy and you’re the life I should be living. If you take that away from me, I’m done for.”
You sob harder, his words buzzing and more comforting than ever. 
He brushes your arm silently, his head dipping to take a good look at your bloodshot eyes. “Can you please stop trying to take all the decisions and believe me? It’s been a month and now I need you to come back to me.”
He doesn’t give you a choice; but you don’t need to ponder. 
“Are you really not going to regret this?” You try one last time, your eyes searching for his but his drunk face shows no concern, no sign of doubt, no hint of hesitation. 
“All I’m regretting is that I didn’t come sooner.” He concludes, his arms spreading to signal he needs a hug.
You carefully envelop him, his scent hinting he has been drinking a lot of liquor. “Promise me you’ll try to convince your parents some more.”
You hear him chuckle, his arms rubbing your back. “I promise.”
“I actually missed you a lot.”
Jinyoung can only inhale, his arms tightening and head finding shelter in the crook of your neck. 
“Welcome back, baby.”
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rogsclogs · 5 years
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Some Day One Day (Brian May x Reader); part 7
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Brian stayed up all night with her, listening to her rant and wiping away all the tears her eyes released, which never seemed to end. He hated seeing her like that, but she needed an anchor and he was willing to drown for her, so he made her some more tea and gave up on all of his sleeping time.
She felt so detached from her home, and didn’t know how in the world she could have gone straight back to her parents’ place after their heated discussion, but then again she didn’t have another place in the world that she could call home so was there really anything to even discuss? 
She should have just gone back to her parents and accept the months and months of emotional and psychological harassment that were very likely to come.
But Brian didn’t fully agree with that.
“Y/N, I’m not sure if this is what you truly need right now, but please know that you can always call my house a home. There will always be a key under the mat for you and I’ll always be here to dry your tears and help you out, no matter what. It may not be the best option, but it’s an option that will always be available to you”.
The poor girl had endured so much emotionally speaking that she couldn't help but burst out into tears once more when those words left Brian’s mouth (she seemed to be doing that a lot lately, but hey that’s how life goes sometimes).
“Hey, no, no baby, did I say something wrong? Why are you crying now?” 
For some reason the concern and slight exasperation in his voice made Y/N start to giggle uncontrollably, maybe it was due to the release of all the tension she’d had to hold in during the day or maybe it was the irony of the situation she found herself in, in her college professor’s kitchen at 5 am telling him about all of her life problems like he was her childhood friend, but she let herself be happy and okay for the first time in so long, and let her giggles take control of her, no matter how much her stomach would hurt later.
Seeing her like that made a smile bloom on Brian’s face as well, and he immediately joined her and started laughing along.
The two of them realized how odd that situation might have looked to someone else, and they both tried to stifle their laughs to not wake little Emily up, but they were so incredibly happy and lighthearted for once, so they couldn’t find it in them to really care.
That was the moment Brian realized how truly in love he was with her, there was no point denying that anymore, she lit up every room she walked into and his whole world, so what if she was younger and the odds weren't exactly in their favor? He loved her, it was time for him to man up and prove it to her.
He had to collect every ounce of courage he could find in himself to lean in, but eventually he did.
He cupped the side of Y/N’s face with his right hand, maybe to show her his intentions and maybe to prove to himself she was in fact real and in sat in front of him (sometimes he felt that she was too good to be real and that she was just a product of his imagination), which quieted her giggles down and brought her big eyes onto his own.
Brian couldn't take the staring and the pressure in his chest for too long, so he decided to just go for it and press his lips on hers, not giving himself the chance to think twice about it and chicken out.
Y/N was surprised to say the least, and let out a little gasp as she felt his mouth connect to hers, but that soon turned into a tiny moan, after all she had been dreaming and wishing for that to happen for so long, it didn't seem like real life to her.
She held onto Brian’s hand which was still placed on her right cheek and closed her eyes, taking the moment in and savoring the very taste of him that she’d been fantasizing about during his lectures so many times before.
As he felt her kiss back, every fear in the back of Brian’s mind disappeared and all that was left was pure ecstasy and fulfillment. They were making out, she felt the same about him, everything in the world was right.
Y/N felt an unknown energy rise inside of her as she kept on kissing him with all that she had, and she soon climbed on Brian’s lap and straddled him, suddenly wanting to be as close to him as she physically could, but not knowing how far she was ready to push him, and that made him break the kiss for the first time.
“Y/N...” His tone was almost concerned, he too felt like he didn't want to push her out of her comfort zone and he didn't want to make her uncomfortable at any time so he wasn’t sure how to act with her sitting on his lap.
“I just want you close Bri, we don’t have to do anythi-”
She wasn't able to finish what she had to say as Brian reconnected their lips once more and shut her up. He just couldn’t get enough of her and now that he knew he could have her he never wanted to let go.
She giggled as he pecked her lips over and over after making out for what felt like forever, they were still sitting there in his tiny kitchen just enjoying each other’s presence and ignoring the rest of the world outside.
They stayed like that for so long that it eventually came time for Brian to get ready for work and wake Emily up, so Y/N had to let go of him and get off his lap, which she definitely wasn't happy about.
She followed him around the house as he got ready for the day at school, watching him shave the few hair he had on his face while she brushed her teeth and helping him pick his clothes out. Neither of them mentioned their heated make out session or what that meant for their relationship, Brian really wanted to talk about it with her but he figured the conversation could wait another day or two and she needed to take some time off and not worry about anything for a while.
He knew they would have to keep their heads low, he could not risk losing his job after how hard he’d worked to get it ever since he was in his early twenties, so that meant no kissing or holding hands in public or anything of the sort, which he knew would probably hurt Y/N’s feelings, but there was little that could be done and he figured that she would understand and that if they really wanted to make it work, they would find a way.
They had both agreed that she needed some rest after the rough day she’d had, so Brian had offered her to stay at his place all day while there was nobody there and just take some time for herself, sleep as much as she wanted, shower and just relax, which she was extremely thankful for.
She helped him fix breakfast and then they woke Emily up together, which strangely went unnoticed by the little girl who acted like that was a normal part of her routine, warming Y/N’s heart so much. She even held onto her hand as they walked down the stairs and asked to be sitting close to her at the breakfast table much to Y/N’s surprised. 
Brian took his time to observe the two girls in front of him, fondly remembering all the times he’d talked to Emily about Y/N, which were probably the reason why she felt somewhat comfortable around her already, and all the times the little girl had asked about her herself. For some reason she was very curious about Y/N: what she did during her days, what she wore to class and what she talked to her dad about, it was all fascinating to her, who thought of Y/N as some sort of Wonder Woman. Brian couldn't agree more with that, but he would probably never admit that.
Emily asked Y/N to do her hair that morning and the girl happily complied, gently combing it all and easily fixing them in the very same braid that Brian had struggled so much to learn how to do.
He was on top of the world seeing how much his little girl seem to be at ease around Y/N, it was crucial to him that if their relationship was ever to get serious Emily approved of her and she clearly did.
In fact, she got all excited telling Y/N about what she’d be doing in daycare and she even told her about a small crush she had on a boy in her class, to which Brian acted all protective and strict, even though he found it adorable.
When it was time for the two of them to leave, he asked his daughter to go wait for him in the car so he could have a few spare minutes with Y/N.
“Make yourself at home today, alright? Take all the food you want, watch tv, read some books, do whatever you want and I’ll be back as soon as I can. I’ll ask my parents to look after Emily for the night so we can have the house for ourselves, does that sound good?”
Y/N tiredly smiled at him as she couldn't believe just how fortunate she was to be around someone with a heart as big as his, someone who had managed to make her feel at home in less than a day.
“We can talk things through tonight, alright? Everything will work out, we’ll figure something out. You can stay here as long as you want and I can keep tutoring you so you can pass the next exam, you will be fine. I’ll see you tonight, okay?”
“Yes Brian, thank you so much for everything you’re doing for me, I will never be able to properly pay you back but just know I am truly grateful and happy around you”.
He really wanted to tell her that he loved her, but kept his mouth shut thinking that it would probably scare her away to be so blunt so soon, so he just kissed her forehead and held her close to his chest.
“Have a great day at school Brian...I love you”
Well then, that's settled.
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fuckboy!au — s. changbin
( she/her pronouns, i’m sorry )
→ GENRE: not fluff, not angst, not smut,, idk neutral what other “”genres”” should i put this iN SOJDJD
→ WARNINGS: intense makeouts n everyone of skz’s a senior in high school aka they’re all in the same grade, cussing, hella long,, halfway proofread
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okay so you know changbin’s literally the world’s most softest most energetic most diligent rapper right ,,,,,, and you know how people like to make high school fuckboy scenarios where the fuckboy is soft
okay no ma’am. fuckboy changbin is THAT fuckboy that people don’t want to be around. but then they somehow end up befriending him.,,, and then being dropped in the next few days by him unless he’s expected into his friend group (which only happened three times)
he has an ear cartilage piercing, lip piercing but rarely puts it in and in his words,, “he keeps it in when he’s kissing bc it feels cool” , wears stylish yet somewhat baggy clothes, and yeah
changbin is the hottie, all the girls know it, all the boys know it, and even he knows it
but he still kinda has this empty void within himself that gets filled with his humor to make himself feel better about himself how many more himselfs do you think i could put jfc
he likes the way he looks, that has nothing to do with that wkfjxkej poor baby doesn’t feel like he’s proud of who he is as a person right now. and he wants to change that aww bABBe
so onto the story ekxjskd today, saturday,, was the biggest party of the whole year. everyone knows about it, and sO many people go and of course your buddy was willing to drag you along for the first time
“y/nnnnnnnNNNNNn” your best friend of six years aka lee minho 🤑 grabbed you by the ankles and fuckin SHOOK you so that he could get you to get ready for this party
“all anyone does is drink and have incorrect sex because they’re all dumb it’s all stupid let me slEEEEP“ you stuffed your face into your pillow which was v comfortable
“bITCHASS that’s not what normally happens there you never go to these just come with me once pleeAAAASseee ):” “what do you do then play bingo because if so i’m down”
“y/n i hate u i swear to god if i have to pick you up like a DOG i’m going to do it to make you get dressed”
“do it. i dare you” two seconds later you were being lifted and you just ??? you didn’t know that he could do that
“what the hELL MINHO” “YOU TOLD ME TO” and suddenly that’s how you were forced to go to this dumb party
and that’s also how a whole big mess began (((((((: you walked inside with the most miserable look on your face and minho had already left you the second you walked into the massive house so you were sad lol
you found your way to a couch but you bumped into three people on the way ,,,,,,embarrassing yourself how fun!!
then when you finally had calmed down, there was an extra pressure down how do i describe what’s happening lol on the couch next to you and in the dim light you saw the most kind looking face you’ve ever seen like wow ?? it was a boyo and he was smiling and fixing his messy hair
“hey, pretty, how come i dont know you?” the boy smiled even wider at you and you just went sowuzAkbdmxj and got all flustered once again
“i’m y/n, my friend minho brought me here,, i don’t know anyone else though. he tries to drag me to things like these, but i don’t like to— eofhxkKSBDMZHS too much info sorry” you tried to cover your laugh and stayed quiet and just kept looking him in the eyes (((‘; he giggled and called you cute )))))))): get it y/n
“minhoOO love that guy i’m changbin by the way” and instead of holding out a hand he hugged you and now your heart was going 1974927 miles per second “he’s one of my best friends too, i don’t know why i didn’t know you before” he sat there and pouted poor bb
you knew of him and people said to stay away, but he didn’t seem so bad of a guy. he was being suUUper sweet to u,, aaaand that’s how everyone knew you were his next target
“do you know where minho went?” you said quietly ?? “someone has an interest in their friend, huh?” he started to smirk which kind of scared you hekxjsndh his face and a smirk aaAA hot & scary lol
“no i don’t i just don’t know anyone and don’t want to be alone.” you awkwardly laughed because you legitimately didn’t have feelings like that for minho
he laughed and your face turned red and you wanteD to slap yourself because that’s obvious that you think someone,. whether it’s minho or cb,, is cute
“good because i want you to have an interest in me. you won’t have to be alone while i’m here.”
jesus christ that was so weirdly cringey ((((or maybe i’m just bad at writing)))) that you wanted to lay on the floor and be stepped on but at the same time you liked it
“who knows, maybe if i talk with you more i may or may not be interested,” you played back and he smiled, completely turning and throwing his arm on the back of the couch
“that was good i like it.” AlfjzKajfmxnhs your face was now as red as a tomato && he scooted closer to you. he doesn’t seem like the person to say those confident things oR do what he did next
he leaned in quickly and grabbed your hand in one hand and cheek in the other. he kissed you hard, mking your brain just go WEE WOO !! BOY ALERT ya know but if a cute boy kisses you i think you may kiss back
it continued on for a long time until somehow you were hovering on top of changbin, his hand on your lower back and this was now a full on make out session.. it kept getting rougher and rougher aka hair pulling and tiny ass grabs until something was definitely gonna happen
y’all he was moaning into the kiss as you were taking over and kissing his neck skdhxkhs he was loving being underneath ( which he never is B) ) biiiitch his best makeout session 100% all thanks to you
“wow.” he had like heart eyes wkdjxmsnd all you needed was a good makeout session for changbin to consider playing you but hEck yours was too good
he held a grip your legs once you finished kissing and sat down on his thighs (๑╹◡╹),, your face becoming all flustered and red while your brain was having a seizure
he slouched and rested his eyes aka closing them which made you want to kiss him more and then bAm the split second he opened them, you did one last kiss, bodies touching this time cool
it lasted a short while that time, he probably spanked your ass unintentionally once or twice
“woo y/n and changbin! a match made of two somewhat nice assholes! how perfect!!!” “shut it, twat,” changbin spat. minho laughed and held out his arms in a t with palms up and a fat smile on his face !! look at his girl get a boy !! and that boy is his friend !!!!!
you stumbled to get up from changbin’s lap, but he held your legs once again so he gave you the sign he didn’t want you to leave
after minho left you two alone, you got up and brushed your jeans, looked at him and he had a saddened look on his face now. you became scared for no reason, so you gave a side half-assed smile and walked right out the front door without telling minho and AKEJCMSHSMHD still going through your brain. and he was all you could think about.
the next school day, your ass wanted to be back in bed but sadly you could not be
so you walked through the doors, ignoring making eye contact with others, putting on earbud in your ear and you were all ): because you sTILL hadn’t stop thinking about changbin
and suddenly: “y/n!” you turned around and your heart just went GOODBYE and dropped to the floor when you saw the one and only changbin! he had a smile on his face, but his eyes weren’t smiling, they were like a half closed look yknow skdhxkhs i forgot how to describe it h sorry lmao it’s late rn
you stopped kind of just like ,, tensed as everyone around you walked slower and eyeballed you
changbin quickly walked up to you, grabbed your hips and fuckin slammed his lips into yours for like mmm about five seconds and pulled back and hugged your neck wow what a cutie
“do you want to go out with me later?”
“changbin, you ask that to every girl you see, it’s enough. y/n, don’t do it.” felix said, rolling his eyes and it made you pout. he walked away, all 7 other boys following behind, a few parting in a different direction for first period autobots roll out yknow
but changbin stayed with you. “i’ll think about it.” you walked away with the image of the people around you two whispering. it scared you knowing people who didn’t know you now know you because of a guy who just likes kissing a lot
after school !!! all the boys walked to each other’s houses like normal “changbin what the fucK BRO,” seungmin agressivly ? yet ? softly ? slapped him across his head
“do you just like her for her makeout s or something pls say no we need valid reasons” hyunjin said quiet !! he was scared to speak up in front of changbin,, sometimes changbin has mood swings and gets salty so that’s fun
“,, she’s a good kisser.” everyone yelled “CHANGIN” in unison and it was fucking hysterical okay i’m imagining this and i’m actually laughing
“okay, changbin, y/n’s my mofo GIRLIE if you hurt her i’m coming for you. just because you’re going for her doesn’t mean i’m gonna let this slide.” minho was ready to FIGHT for you as well as jeongin since you three were the buds! “ʸᵉᵃʰ” jeongin went all ):< CUTIE
he rolled his eyes and sighed “fine. but if i don’t feel anything for her you can’t come for me.” “,,, fair enough.”
you squealed into your pillow once you got home ,, calling minho to squeal to him even more
“HHHHHHH MINHOOOOOOOOOO hes so wkcjskhdkhd heck he’s gonna dump me isn’t he” “,,,,,, i mean he’s right next to me if you want to talk to him”
WKJDKXHS you ended the call right then and there no ma’am no way were you talking to him
so you reached level 1 of getting his number and y’all set up a cute little lunch date at around 4 !!
changbin was being extra sweet to you, he payed, looked at you all 💘💓💖💝💞💕💓💞💘💝💗💓💞💘💓💞💘💝 and not like you were just some random girl, he walked you home, all cute lil couple stuff
and you two made it official!! you guys are a thing (((((((;
it’s been two weeks, you were over changbin’s house (: he invited you for a little movie date even though he wanted it to just consist of kissing. but that’s all he wanted. he didn’t feel anything for you. right? yeah.
he normally just plays a few girls, leaving them when they’re uninteresting to him aka maybe like two weeks or something. you were different. every time you guys kissed, a spark would go off in his head and he didn’t know why
your kissing was the best he’s experienced !! it put him in some kind of trance and he lOved it
he let you put on a movie and you put on mean girls bc i can’t think of any other movie right now kenckencmdh anywAy
but you didn’t want him to see what you were choosing at he did, you saw his eyes peeking through his hands ))):
“close ur eyes that’s cheeting changbin ):<< “ “,,,cute” KWFKZNWMCHD
the he saw you laying on the end of the bed and wiggling your eyebrows as the beginning became to play and he didn’t know how to react so his cute lil laugh came up and your heart stopped he’s so cute
halfway through the movie, binnie was getting bored bc half of the girls and a few boys he’s been with made him watch this movie,,, he still wanted to kiss u but you weren’t catching the hint when you turned around to comment and he was staring at your lips ??
he had enough ): so the boy scooted closer to you until you were laying on his chest in his lap how cute (‘:
he felt his heart flutter once you were in his lap all squishy and pretty and he didn’t know how to react !! that was the first time he’s felt that !! little miss y/n scoring it
he smiled to himself and embraced you into a hug but decided to ignore it and force it down his throat bc seo changbin doesn’t have feelings for ppl 😎
he started to kiss the side of ur face to distract himself, and boy it did
he tried to take your attention off the tv and hell once he started kissing down your face and onto your neck, he melted and so did u !
you turned around and sat face forward on his lap and denied his kiss to the lips (: instead you brushed your fingers over his lips and told him how great he is while you also ran your fingers through his hair and maybe his heart rate was increasing heck he thinks he’s catching feelings too quick
he pouted when you wouldn’t kiss him, his cheeks turning a slight shade of red making you giggle!! you pressed your hands against his cheeks and squished them, earning a small smile from the boy in front of you
your thighs have always been his favorite place for you to sit, he loves seeing you all happy and huggable u didn’t hear that from me
all he can think about is you since that first day you met, and he knows when you sit in his lap,,, it completes him to see his gf in lover mode (:
he didn’t know he could have feelings for a girl as wonderful as you
you turned around and once the movie was finished ,, you fell asleep on top of him laying down <<<3 and maybe changbin couldn’t handle how cute you looked asleep, maybe he loved the way you clenched your hand around his in the middle of your sleep,, maybe - just maybe he had mega feelings for u
he fell asleep soon after you with a big smile on his face
“shit, y/n, it’s monday” his croaky voice said and woke you up
“fuuuUUUCK i gotta go” “nono y/n stay! issok you can just wear one of my hoodies” “,, i need my backpack” “i’ll drive you back then to get it,, we can be late”
you didn’t say anything in return,, just smiled to yourself and found the drawer his hoodies were in while he washed up ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
he came back out and saw you in his favorite black hoodie and your shoulders scrunched up HELL did it look cute on u
he smiled,, without a word,, walking back into the room and opened his arms out for you to come hug him
“.. are you okay u never do this..?” “i’m 1000% fine it’s just that i happen to really really really like my gf ,, now hug me”
once you got to your house to get your bag,, you said hello to your doggie and took your back from next to the door and yelled out a “hi mom sorry mom talk to you later mom love u gotta blast”
when you get back in the car changbin has a really weird look in his eyes,, but he was smiling !! he started the car back up
and with his eyes back on the road he spoke skdjdk “y/n, i thought you would just be a fling or something because that’s just how i go but . something about you. makes me. go nUuUuuUTTTts and i love that feeling!! i just ,, wanna squish you all the time now and it’s been not even 24 hours since i’ve first felt that”
“half of me wants to slap you and half of me wants to bring you into a tight hug”
“do both i deserve both”
when he saw you in the hallway,, he was with minho and felix, and they both widely smiled at you while changbin grabbed you and pecked your lips and then walked away
we love a confident couple
a few weeks after he told you that ,,, and when the school day was over ,, and he dropped you off at your house,, when you got out of the car,, he followed you ,, ))): and wrapped his arms around your waist from behind. he nuzzled his nose into the crook of ur neck and you felt his lips curl into a smile
“y/n i think i may love you. you really make me happy and i keep getting these butterflies when i see you. uGh i want to smooch you all the time pls stop being so cute” you did it y/n. you helped him fill that void
“may love me?”
“i love you.”
“that’s more like it (((: i love you to baby”
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Hopefully this scenario scene is alright, this idea popped into my head and I wanted to send it in. Not sure if you need more details, but I wanted to request this, please & thank you. Saeran's s/o telling him I’m glad you're alive/I’m glad I met you.
No problem, this is perfect~. -cracks knuckles- finally get to show my angst writing skills! ♡. Word Count: 1740
He thought love was never in his reach. He thought that he could never be loved by anyone after what he has done to the RFA. He thought he should die from all the sins he has committed for the past couple years he has been in the evil organization.
When he was rescued, and we infiltrated their base, I ran to his room. Kicking down the door, I saw his eyes for the first time. What I meant by that is that I didn’t see the usual angry Unknown, or the strangely happy Ray. I saw the one and only Saeran. His eyes were filled with fear, but also confusion. He looked at me like I was some stranger. Well, maybe in Saeran’s mind I probably was. When I leaned out a hand for him to take, he crawled away from me, like I was some kind of immediate danger. My gentle and genuine smile never faltered. I am not going to give up like how everyone else gave up on him. With patience, I finally got for him to take my hand and we just booked out of that goddamn place along with Saeyoung and Jihyun. We did it. We finally made it to freedom. Saeran was no longer trapped in that prison he was forced into as a child. He can finally be free and be himself.
We have been staying inside Saeyoung’s bunker for some time after that, trying to keep low for the time being. Saeran was very hesitant to approach me at first, like he thought I was going to hurt him or something. But after some time of Saeyoung reassuring his brother that I am no threat whatsoever, he began to slowly open up to me. To which I did the same as well, I slowly opened myself up as well, not wanting to rush things and scare him.
Couple months has passed, and we were the best of friends. Like, no one could have ever thought Saeran and I being friends. Best friends at that. But then I started developing feelings for the ice cream loving boy. I couldn’t help but feel my heart beat out of its chest every time I look into his gorgeous mint eyes. They are so mesmerizing and comforting, I couldn’t help but fall for him. So, one day I confessed to him. I can still remember his face on that day. He was in such complete shock. His eyes widening, pale lips parting slightly. But then I could see a faint pink blush inking into his cheeks as he started to tear up. He nodded, exclaiming his confession as well to me. I then began to tear up. Let’s just say we became boyfriend and girlfriend after we both had ourselves a bit of a sobbing session while embracing each other, squeezing each other like our life depended on it.
Almost a year has passed. We were still living in Saeyoung’s apartment, but we have been discussing on getting ourselves a new apartment soon, so that is exciting! But that excitement was short lived.
Today has been just a horrible day for Saeran. He got back from work extremely late, almost like five hours later from his usual time. I greeted him as usual by going to the door with wide open arms. But he just completely ignored me. I could see his face when he walked by. It was as if he didn’t sleep for weeks. The poor guy had such dark circles under his eyes. His hair was extremely messy. And his lips were as though it was tattooed as a frown forever. I asked if he wanted some dinner, to which he gently shook his head as he went into the bedroom. I put my hands on my plush hips and made a puzzled expression. Something is definitely not right. And I seriously do not like the feeling that I am starting to feel inside the pit of my stomach.
Walking to the door, I gently knocked on it, calling out to him. “Saeran, honey, what’s wrong?”
No answer. I tried again. No answer. Instead, I heard muffled sobs, and… hitting sounds? Quickly opening the door, I stared in horror. The orange-haired boy was crying. And hitting himself! Biting his bottom lip, to which I could see a trail of crimson blood crawl its way down against his chin to quiet down his raging sobs. His hands clenched into fists to which his knuckles have turned snow white as he repeatedly kept hitting his thighs. I was not going to let this continue on. Rushing to the bed, I crawled onto it and immediately grabbed onto his wrists to make him stop hitting himself.
“Stop it Saeran, you are hurting yourself!!!” I screamed.
“Let go of me!! I don’t care at this point, I deserve it anyway!!!” He screamed back without even looking at me in the eyes, trying to pry his wrists out of my grip.
I start to tighten my grip to the point even my knuckles have started to turn a pastel pink color, slowly turning to white.
“Stop it, that hurts…” Saeran whined, lowering his head even more so his orange bangs would cover his eyes.
“Then promise me that you will not hurt yourself.” I stated in a stern and authoritative voice. I hate talking to him like this, but I need to in order to make sure he does not harm himself anymore.
He weakly nodded. I then let go of his wrists and instead interlocked my fingers with his, gluing my forehead to his in a loving manner. “Now tell me, what is wrong.”
I could feel Saeran starting to shiver, probably from all the built-up emotions he must be desperately keeping inside. “J-Just a bad day at work, is all…”
I gently shook my head. He is just sugar-coating what is happening, I could tell by the sound of his voice. “Saeran sweetie, please tell me what is exactly wrong.“
And just like that, it was like I unlocked the cage of all his built up negative emotions. I unglued my forehead to his, so I could look at him. And my heart literally sank into the deepest part of my chest. His eyes were completely red, rivers of snot coming out of nose and sliding down his reddened cheeks. His lips violently quivering as huge sobs began to escape his mouth. “I-I was scolded by the boss b-because I-I-I didn’t… hic… I didn’t do what he ex-exactly told me t-to do. And I-I got y-yelled at and h-he told me… He told me I always screw everything up and-“
I then softly hushed him as I let go of his hands and let my hands roam to his cheeks, cupping them in a loving way. “If this has been going on for some time Saeran, I think it is best that you-“
“This marks me as a failure. Every time I try out a new job they all say the same thing. Or they label me as too creepy and would fire me. I am good for nothing. I don’t know why I am alive you should have just left me to die with that explosion of Mint Eye then you wouldn’t have to deal with-“
“ENOUGH SAERAN!” I shouted, which made the boy flinch. Feeling myself getting heated up in the whole situation, I inhaled slowly, then exhaled slowly, calming myself down. Now rubbing tenderly on his cheeks with my thumbs, I said “Saeran, it is not your fault. It is their fault for not giving you the proper chance you deserve and the respect you deserve. And don’t you ever dare say you are good for nothing. Because when I saw you in that room of the Mint Eye building, I was not going to leave you there. Saeyoung missed you so much. And I wanted you too. After talking to you through the messaging app, I just couldn’t let you die. Because I knew after you have gotten rescued, you will be able to be yourself. And I love you. I love your cute mint colored eyes, your blushy cheeks whenever you get a compliment from me, your cute reactions when you see and eat ice cream. I love your voice, your appearance, your personality, all of you. So I am glad that I met you, I am glad that you are my partner that I can love and cherish with all of my heart.”
Then, without warning, I slowly leaned in and brushed my lips over the surface of his. Giggling, I said “You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.” And with that, our lips connected. It was like all the tension that was previously in the dimly lit room suddenly vanished and an explosion of fireworks set off in both of our hearts. I let my lips dance with his in such a tender and intimate way. All that we could hear is our lips kissing one another and the loud beating of our hearts.
Breaking the kiss, a strand of clear saliva connected our lips, to which I licked away. I can see Saeran’s eyes lock onto mine, to which my heart gave a loud thump. But then I could see it; a smile curling onto his lips. And some tears started to swell in his sparkling eyes. But I knew they were not tears of sadness or hurt, they are tears of happiness and pure joy.
Letting his arms rest on my shoulders, to which he let his fingers brush against my hair as he twirled some locks on his fingers. Bringing me closer, he brought me into a hug. And it wasn’t a weak hug. It was a powerful one, his grip tightening as each second passed. I could feel his whole body shake, to which I hugged him back with my whole body shaking as well.
I could then hear a soft-sounding voice tickling the crook of my neck. His words poured out of him like sweet fresh honey. “And you are the best thing that has ever happened to me as well… I love you.”
And with that, we just stayed like this; hugging each other and whispering sweet nothings to one another. I am truly grateful I met and proudly call Saeran Choi as the love of my life.
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