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When you're 50k words into a story and you have to redesign a character's subplot :)
That's what I get for half-butting his story from the getgo lol. But hey it's actually not nearly as bad as it could be, luckily lol.
Anyway, yeah when you're doing a story that has multiple characters it centralizes around who all have their own subplots and stories, don't do what I did and throw in something really basic for one of them when everyone else had more interesting and challenging things lol. Also maybe just don't torture yourself with 7 focal characters...
But such is the life of a kpop fanfic writer, am I right? :D
I'm just lucky I'm not in this story alone~
#wip#fanfic#bts fanfic#kpop fanfic#no expected posting date yet#obviously we have some polishing to still do lol#but I'm in love with this world#i hope you guys will be too!
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overly dramatic opening comic for one of my mcs in obm
#dont expect regular posting from me again just yet#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me mc#obey me main character#omswd#obey me diavolo
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Ok, but I'm really back at it again at 2 AM thinking about this fucking game and this post in particular that I know isn't that serious, but for fear of being "that person in the notes" I made my own post to avoid being annoying but...really, Diavolo? It's Lucifer you depend on the most over Barbatos?
Barbatos...
The literal time lord who can erase and put in place any timeline he chooses and canonically has done so for you and if you asked, will probably do it again.
Who has shown his loyalty to you for centuries?
The one who literally runs your entire castle.
Who you wouldn't leave the fuck alone and begged to be your butler otherwise you wouldn't become king?
Who you flipped the fuck out over leaving you during his birthday event because he asked for some time off?
Who probably runs your fucking baths and lays out your clothes.
Who plans out your entire days because canonically you've shown how fucking useless you are without him.
And it's fucking Lucifer you depend on the most? Oh, you mean...
The guy who you found broken and defeated, kneeling in the mud with his dead sister in his arms.
Who you told to either serve you forever or allow his sister to die.
Who in all intents and purposes, you coerced into serving you?
Who is clearly stressed and overworked yet pushes through it out of some fucked up loyalty and obligation to you? That Lucifer?
It's like yeah, I bet you would depend on Lucifer the most. Because you used his dying sister as an ultimatum and who for years, did whatever you asked of him because of it. He literally can't say no to you.
Like, the absolute gall of this bratty ass man child. And I don't even hate Diavolo, but I can lowkey see why he rubs some fans the wrong way because his character sometimes is...complicated.
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me diavolo#obey me lucifer#obey me barbatos#this is not a hate post btw#just me ranting at canon#because it literary doesnt make sense for him to say that#i mean it does but it also doesnt#like lucifer is very dependable because he has to be#like the narrative expects me to believe they're on some equal standing but...are they really?#diavolo says he appreciates lucifer but its like...idk you kind of overstep your boundries with him a lot#there are some instances lucifer does say no or asserts himself#yet most times its like...not really
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Snagged this url the other day after seeing it was free and i've been Thinking Thoughts
#i want to use it wisely.... there's already kawoshin day but i was thinking a themed week leading up to it could be a fun event#its still hypothetical for now but i have dates and main themes in mind which are probably the main thing so i can figure out the rest after#btw don't follow the blog yet there's nothing there. or do i'm not your boss just don't expect anything just yet gkfkgh#thinking of making an intro post and an interest check poll on there when i can get around to it....#toma talks
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I never see Sebs posts until like hours later when I come on here and eventually see it and it's just like OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEB!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CANT KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!! SEB ON HIS SHOULDERS 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 SUCH AN UNDERRATED MOMENT AND THEN HE JUST CASUALLY POSTS IT ON HIS INSTA OUT OF ALL OTHER PICS HE COULD'VE CHOSEN!!!!!!!! AND HE TAGGED MARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM LOSING IT AAAAAHHHHH
#liks this is literally his first home race#and yet he posts the first pic of him and mark's beginning pr shenanigans#like seriously the grip the pics/clip of this have had on me since i first got into martian#i think about it soooooooo much bcs how could you not think of mark literally holding baby twink seb on top of his shoulders#LIKE HES LITERALLY SITTING ON HIS SHOULDERS??????? HE GOT ON TOP OF MARK?????? AND MARK HAD TO HOLD ONTO HIS THIGHS?????#just one of those pics that gives me maximum psychic damage every time i think abt it anf i have to go look at it#i cannot emphasize enough that MARK IS HOLDING SEB!!!!!!!!!!#anyways its sat in my brain a while and now its on sebs insta so i dont know what im supposed to do with myself under these circumstances#please please god im begging that he posts one of their date pictures for Singapore 2008 please seb if you could do one thing#then again he and mark are practically running their own martian blog atp so im expecting it hahaha#i mean if there was nothing else worthwhile to post for his *home race* then why would singapore be any different#i wake up late and i dont check insta very often so ill be scrolling on here for a bit after i wake up and BOOM#hits me like an absolute freight train every single time and i have to go open insta bcs i cant believe it#home field advantage w a pic of him sitting on mark.....is he your home.......is he your advantage#anyways: catie is not okay and is filled with many emotions#catie.rambling.txt
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happy bday to me! 🎂🥳🎉
for this very special day i wanted to list and compare the presents and interactions i got in the mobile games ive been playing consistently lmao
under cut cause the pics are big
Time Princess
A letter with 10 golden tickets, 100 stamina, and 10000 coins
Obey Me! Nightbringer
1 UR+, UR, and SSR Joker each
3 Demon Vouchers
30 Karma Points
200 AP
30000 Grim
50 Devil Points
Along with a bday video, birthday calls from the characters throughout the day and a UR guarantee for a 10 pull
There's half-off on Devil Tree unlocks
There's also special birthday dialogue in the Surprise Guests:
-- the first Surprise Guest I did gave me 30 more Devil Points
-- and you can press anywhere on the boys and get max hearts :]
What in HELL is Bad
They haven't implemented bday stuff yet so nothing (´。＿。｀)
Twisted Wonderland
A Happy Birthday from the character you have set as your favorite card and a Tenfold Key Set (for rolls)
and last but not least.....*drum roll* 🥁🥁🥁
Love and Deepsace!
Special Happy Birthdays from each guy which include them singing happy birthday to you :3
Birthday Dialogue on the home screen
Presents from each one (items you can use to decorate their desks)
500 Diamonds
5 Empyrean Wishes
1 Bottle of Wishes: SSR
1 Energy Capsule: Powerful
And 2 birthday stickers
#so whb is technically in last place but since its a newer game ill let it pass this year#so time princess is next in line for last place#its a fine gift but since they dont have any characters saying happy birthday it doesnt do much for me#nightbringer kinda surprised me!#i was expecting a call and some devil points#but this is a lot more then i expected :3c#also i go crazy for free UR+ Jokers#i was thinking of adding regular obey me but decided to skip it since i only really just log in for dailies for the most part#(and i dont even do that everyday if im not feeling it)#also theyre practically the same minus the calls (but i have the old ones that i havent listened to yet still)#twst was cute nothing too crazy#(thank you for ur presence lilia)#i liked love and deepspaces happy bdays from the characters a lot because they sang lmao 😭#also i feel very special from them saying all this nice stuff about hoping that i get what i want and that i stay healthy and stuff dwsiiws#it feels like obey me has more in character interactions BUT when i think it about it more#deepspace has the models actually hand you gifts#also the moment you have with the characters feels more personal#but tbf theres more obey me characters and you do get those calls throughout the whole day! (also they give more stuff imo)#so i cant really pick which one i liked more :d#dutp#obey me nightbringer#twisted wonderland#love and deepspace#im now 26....#oh jeez#long post#still doing the same shit i was doing in middle school uashusha (i mean playing dating games)#my personality has refined over the years tho#anyways im gonna celebrate tomorrow with my family :]#this is the end of my post tho ill probably post about the asmo phone call later
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📜 tell me your holler fics¡!
So there are two short ones I started and haven't finished. I like them both, but I don't know if I'll come back to them or not. (In reference to this post.)
The first is actually written and partly edited. It's based off of the Goop Teddy theory, with the my (incorrect) idea that he was the creature in the greenhouse. Obviously, this was before Episode 4 came out and we found out what's actually in the greenhouse. It's about Tabitha hating that she has to take care of Teddy (or 'it' in her mind, because she doesn't really believe what Pearlanne told her), but she's doing it out of a sense of family duty. Near the end is a line I still love:
“Tabitha.” Its voice crawled over her skin, leaving behind the residue of a sin committed over a hundred years ago.
The second is partly written, also before Episode 4, and is from Pastor Daniel's perspective. He's contemplating the implications of meeting a Talks to Animals cousin. Just really in his head about it, kinda freaking out, while trying to make Tulip a snack. The plan was to end it with him accidentally dropping a glass, and it shattering on the ground. Kinda as a narrative parallel to the way things in his mind shattered when he found out he wasn't alone in his ability.
Technically, there is a third. It's about Bo's thoughts one night as he's keeping watch over the chickens. There's some Madoka Magica influences to it. He also has a crush on Kaneeka in that one, which is inspired by Treevile's Chapter 1 of "On an autumn day in an autumn town". (Yes he knows, we had a lovely conversation about it!) It's fully written and edited, but I'm worried I didn't do Bo justice. I really need to get the courage to ask if any fan(s) want to beta read it for me. Otherwise I would've posted it months ago, lol!
#so there you have it#those are my fic ideas#I find that they all revolve around characters in the game since most of my MCs for Scarlet Hollow aren't very fleshed out yet#and they are also all very introspective - really getting into the character's heads#I've seriously considered finishing the Tabitha one with the big disclaimer it's based on an out-of-date theory and posting it#maybe it's my soft spot for Tabby but I think it's a sad look at how trapped she feels in doing the things that Pearlanne expected of her#not me editing this like three times because I kept noticing grammar mistakes lol#scarlet hollow#fanfic#ask game#fanfic asks
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Tales of Suspense (1959) #86
#Steve is so freaking dramatic#Sharon has yet to be given a name#apparently she and Steve are on close enough terms that he was expecting a date#last we saw her in the previous issue she was kidnapped to lure him somewhere#and at the end when she’s rescued she’s internally grateful for the whole situation because it brought them together again#and that’s it that’s the end of the story#apparently they got to know each other for the first time ever off-panel#because the previous time she was in the book he passed her on the street and immediately became emotionally invested#because she looked exactly like Peggy#then he helped her when her S.H.I.E.L.D. mission went awry#and then never spoke to her again because he was told she was dying from exposure to the bomb the mission was about#he hasn’t even learned that she’s actually related to Peggy#he’s presumably since learned her name and just hasn’t said it out loud yet but he definitely didn’t learn it during that first storyline#he did that dramatic mourning of his second chance with Peggy reborn without even learning the real name of the woman he was projecting on#but anyway oh noo a woman with a job is busy with her job he’s ‘lost her again- forever’#marvel#steve rogers#sharon carter#my posts#comic panels
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I'm not scared of getting older, I'm scared of new opportunities getting shut off from me :(
#hey fun fact! did you know that in South Korea they require you to put your date of birth gender and photograph on your résumé?#and how just COINCIDENTALLY it's near impossible for you to start a new career in a new field if you're above 30?#well! it sucks!#I'm not in my thirties yet (mid-twenties) but. the pressure is on.#'do I look old' not as in 'is my skin smooth am I pretty do I have wrinkles'#but as in 'do you think I could theoretically get away with lying about my age on a résumé if it ever came down to it'#mmari rambles#mmari rants#vent post#also this is only tangentially related#but in general and not just in Korea people (especially women) are so concerned about looking old because#society is so weird about certain life experiences as this universal 'life stages' and 'milestones'#that absolutely everyone has to go through#and hitting- or rather being percieved as a certain age#comes with a bunch of societal expectations and restrictions on what's acceptable behavior#so if you haven't yet hit a certain milestone or don't feel ready to hit a certain milestone#or don't wan't to go near that milestone at all ever in your life#you feel like it's in your best interests to appear younger#and ofc there's a layer of misogyny in this too because for women the window of acceptable time to figure yourself out is much smaller#it's 'girl' when you're a kid then 'young woman' in your twenties then maybe 5 years of 'professional working woman'#and from then on it's 'MOTHER MOTHER HOMEMAKER MOTHER GRANDMOTHER'?#so if you're a woman who likes her career or just likes being financially independent or just don't want to be married#or is married but don't want children#of course there are women in their 40s and 50s who want to still look like they're in their 30s and 20s#(and of course there are other factors to this#like society teaching women & fem-aligned people that their value is intrisically tied to their looks etc etc#but this is getting WAY too off topic)#*but I think in general and not just in korea people (esp women) are so concerned about looking old because#forgot to put 'I think' in there lol
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#i was thinking abt ******* and then she txted me 😳 well i had sent them a msg earlier but i wasn't expecting a reply yet#esp when she was already on my mind#god. the bisexual struggle of 'do i wanna be their friend or do i wanna date them' is real#IVE LITERALLY MET HER IRL ONCE I SHOULDN'T FEEL THIS CONFLICTED#bc beforehand i was just like oh she'd be a nice friend yay :-) but idk i'm someone who's rlly attracted to people's voices for some reason#and um. they have a rlly pleasant soft voice............#IDK im literally the dumbest person alive. help. i think im just gonna focus on the friendship thing yeah ok yes#my posts
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I hit the halfway mark for surgical weight loss today! If I keep averaging 3 pounds a week like I have been (which seems reasonable), I'll be nearly 10 pounds past my doctor's goal for me at the time of my check-in appointment in a few months.
Which means we would submit a request to my insurance and then schedule my hysterectomy 👀
#with what she said the waiting period is for the laparoscopic robot it's looking like I'll be scheduled for early 2023 🧿#¶#weight loss tw#if any of you were to check the dates on my last post and think to yourself#''wait it's been 11 months. how have you just now hit halfway and yet you expect to be at your goal in a fifth of that time?''#the answer is that i actually GAINED more weight after my consultation where she told me i had to lose 40 pounds.#so. yeah.#i had to lose all that before making a dent in what she asked of me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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okay i saw people on here mention cinderwings one too many times and i streamed it all day today all like 181k words or whatever and. GOLD
#FIC TO BOOKBIND IF I KNEW HOW TO BOOKBIND#will have to learn for this one oh my GOD#i hear yall also talk about beat sheet and down to agincourt and komodobits where do i go next#i havent read any komodobits ones yet i dont think?#but cinderwings surprised me because it has SO much charm of the old like 2014 era AU fics but is so charmingly 2017 like#what was airing in 2017 was that carver era?#google says s12 which is SO fun oh my god#explains why mary is in it like that really really surprised me#idk to see a fic released like post s8 airing date where john and mary are both alive and present? and JESSSS???????#SO surreal so fun so cool#and ANGEL SIBLINGS??? MY FAVORITE CAS TROPE ANGEL SIBLINGS???#putting hannah in as a sibling was so good too#and honestly killing off anna good call bc i do love her w all my heart and immediate heartwrenching effect#like. FIC OF ALL TIME#very surprised it was just rated M i did expect dick action#but it was fairy taley enough that if we'd gotten any more dick action than that i woulda been like ?? dick in my cinderella retelling???#anyway cinderella retelling was SUCH A HARD SELL OH MY GOD BUT IT WAS SO GOOD#mio.txt#cinderwings#spn
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Actually I take it all back. I don’t want one or the other I want to pass repro AND I want boy to like me back. Law of equivalent exchange I know. Just take something else from me. But I want both and I want to know what’s going to happen
#pleading to god to just let things work out alright just please please please#but let’s be real. we hung out on Saturday he said he’d get back to me with his schedule. it’s Tuesday and he hasn’t done that yet#he’s done with exams so he’s not like insanely busy like usual#so I just want to know. I just want to get on with it so I can start the healing process and move on#but i am SO tired of these stupid little games im supposed to play#I think he’s gonna come stargazing with me and bestie tomorrow night and I might just be like listen. I’m not playing these games anymore#I like you I have a huge crush on you. now I’m moving on and I won’t bother you outside of school anymore .#and if he’s like oh wait I like you too then cool! but when he’s not into me I can just move on#and I cried in front of two people today about repro so I’m just sick of that too. I want the grade in I need to know if I wasted 50 bucks#on a KSU application or if I need to figure out the other transcript ASAP#if I’m taking repro next semester I can still graduate on time but if the class is full then I have to delay my major another semester#just ARGGGHHHHHHHH I am SO SICK of waiting!!!!!!!!!#I think on Friday after the dept party if he comes. I’m just gonna pull him aside and be like listen. I know texting is hard#but I need to know if we’re doing a second date. I can’t live in expectation of something and it never comes. that’s not healthy#boy post#god I just need things to HAPPEN I can’t be waiting and waiting for something that will never happen
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i feel like i’m going insane like this is going too well
#i gotta calm myself down cause we haven’t even gone on a proper date yet (will do so on tuesday!)#but we’ve been texting everyday since the party aka more than 2 weeks ago? our texts are so fun like i’ve laughed out loud multiple times?#and so flirtly like we basically just made plans to test out our new swimming suits together as soon as exams season is done??#a few days ago she sent me a pic of a dessert she made and when i said i wanted to eat it she told me i would???#and then sent me her adress ‘so i have it in the future’ like???#she is too good at this ahdlahak i’m just trying my best to match#you know what’s crazy? last year i met her for the first time and a month later saw her again at another party#and i didn’t ask her out cause i was gonna travel for like a month the week after that second party#but i kept thinking about her to the point that while i was away when my cousin came out to me and asked me if i was dating anyone etc#i told her i wasn’t but there was this girl i had met twice that if i were to meet a third time i’d ask out#and now i’m gonna see my cousin again in like a month and a half#and by then i don’t think i’ll be dating this girl or anything yet but if it goes well we’ll have had a few share of dates#and like… idk man we still need to talk about what we want out of this like if it’s nothing serious or if it’s something that could evolve#if she doesn’t want anything serious i’d have to ajust my expectations#cause i do think on my end i can see myself dating her in a few months#all of this and truth be told we still haven’t kissed shkahsoaha#tuesday…#my post#ou my god she just sent me a bikini pic i am oficcially deceased she’s too hot wtf how do i even behave i need to kiss her right now
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in hindsight i must say i think the blink/pilots one more time tour rumor was less surprising than the reality (blink x ptv)
#this is in no way /neg i am always a sucker for a mixed bill i just did Not expect this one#will i be attempting to get toronto tix tomorrow during presale before the scalpers get to them absolutely#does rogers centre even have a pit i hope so i have no idea i have never been to any stadium sized venue let alone this one specifically#alexisonfire are also on the bill for toronto which is Very exciting to me i must say#i take it they have other regional openers on different dates then too? i honestly haven't heard about any others yet but that'd be cool#wavernot4love gets 2 the gig#blink 182#pierce the veil#i just realized i need a blink AND ptv posting tag i do think#why do i not already have these#ptvposting#blinkposting
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festered wounds
— when you’ve never been the first choice your whole life, it’s hard to accept the possibility that you could be loved.
© zhongrin | 2023 ✼ no repost・translations・plagiarism of any kind・ai data mining. rebloggers get a free cup of tea ♡
✼ characters ┈ zhongli, al haitham, wriothesley
✼ tags ┈ gn!reader, this is more of a vent drabble, hurt with comfort, reader with massive insecurity issues, implied past trauma, slight blood & gore in the portrayal of ‘hurt’
✼ a/n ┈ this…. got really personal, haha. i wrote this in a bad headspace, so apologies if it got depressing or if it’s of a low quality. i didn't want to have this in my drafts and i certainly don't want to bring it to 2024 so i'm just posting this now.
ᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴜʟʟ ᴍᴇɴᴜ (ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ) ✼ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀꜱʜɪᴘ (ᴛᴀɢʟɪꜱᴛ)
“i’m sorry.”
zhongli’s heart dropped at the words escaping your lips. this was certainly the most unexpected response you could give to his confession, seeing the promising recent developments in your relationship — and so celestia forgive him, he had to pause to gather his thoughts. this made you fidget even more under his gaze, and so you succumbed to your frazzled nerves to continue in a more panicked voice.
“i’m sorry, mr. zhongli, i know you’re not the type to resort to deceit or find joy in toying with people’s feelings, but i’m just— i can’t—” you trailed off, feeling your chest tighten in pain.
“please, hold your tongue for a moment,” the refined man held out one of his hand to settle onto your shoulder comfortingly. his expression was a mixture of worry and confusion, eyebrows furrowing in a sign of distress. “are you saying that you… do not believe my words? you think i have malicious intentions?”
“….. i’m sorry, i’m just not used to- i’ve never-” you stumbled over your words and squeezed your eyes shut, “i’m sorry….”
zhongli watched you for a moment, observing the smallest ticks and the story behind your body language. you looked so vulnerable, like a scared animal instinctively cowering at some invisible threat. you looked as if someone had stripped away a bandage that had been haphazardly wrapped around a wound left unattended for so long, it had festered into an abomination, eating away at you slowly, even now.
belatedly, he realized that ‘someone’ was himself.
zhongli inhaled deeply, his palm leaving your shoulder. this time, he took his hands to tenderly grab your fingers, lifting them up to silently plead for your attention. your eyes were troubled and full of storms, the rain and lighting reflecting on your expression as a solemn flutter of your eyelashes and sorrowful downturn of your lips. the slight tremble of your body reflected the silent call for help from a blemished heart that never had the courage to forget.
“my dearest. i see the pain you have gone through. i have yet to know the tales that had marred your heart, but i want you to know that i am willing to be the pair of ears you tell your grievances to, and you can be rest assured that they will be safe with me. i know my words will not be enough to convince you otherwise at this moment… however, you must forgive my impatience, for it stems out of genuine love. i simply must humbly ask once again—”
“— please, give me a chance to heal you.”
“a-are you sure you want me?”
out of the 18 different responses he anticipated, al haitham did not expect this. however, his surprise merely manifested in the rising of both of his eyebrows and the subtle shift on his legs.
“unlike the consensus the public seemed to have one-sidedly agreed on, i am not foolish enough in the matter of romance as to confess to someone i do not hold deep affection and great care for,” he said in the same tone as the moment he asked if you would consider taking your relationship into the ‘officially dating’ phase, “is it not obvious? kaveh claimed i was ‘laying it on thick’ and cyno had noted of how i treat you better than how i treat the dendro archon.”
“oh….”
“….”
“….”
you thought you had gotten used to al haitham’s stare with how much you both had been hanging out, but right now you couldn’t seem to lift your head. the scholar crossed his arms, waiting patiently for your response. you were both gratuitous and dreading his resilience.
“i-i still think you could do better, though. i mean, look at you! you’re so fit, so wouldn’t you feel better if your partner is more of the sporty type? and you’re the top graduate of the haravatat darshan, so you would pair better with someone smarter…. a-and someone like me will just drag you down; aesthetically speaking, i… uh, leave much to be desired while you’re… you know…”
you spoke of such illogical assumptions and erroneous advices that he couldn’t help but roll his eyes. you spoke of belittling yourself as if you were used to riding on the rails of insurmountably low dip of the self-esteem cliff for years. you spoke of these things as if you were repeating words someone told you at least once in your life.
and it angered him.
but he wasn’t angry at you. he was angry for you.
funny how empathy wasn’t his strong suit, and yet he jumped on the bandwagon as easily as an otter taking off into the waters the moment it came to you and your emotions.
“i care not for such shallow qualifications when it comes to seeking a partner. your presence triggers the relevant hormones that make me feel relaxed and comfortable, and my mind spontaneously seek for your attention. it’s only logical that i seek for an arrangement that would ensure these pleasant things to happen and develop further.”
“you’re the best choice for a partner, simply because i wish to spend the rest of my life with you; and i think that's enough.”
“i don’t think i’m a good choice for you…”
wriothesley looked as if you had pinpointed his weak point in a boxing match and delivered a straight jab right onto it. his lips slacked open and his body froze as he tried to process your words, the meaning behind it, the—
he inhaled deeply and punched his own fist into his palm, stretching his jaw with a growl before a darker tone took over his voice.
“alright, who’s been talking shit? let me at them. it won’t be manslaughter if they don’t die, right?”
he watched as your nervously fiddling fingers stopped twisting around each other, your eyes widened in shock and alarm at his words. briefly, he praised himself inwardly for being able to switch your mood at the snap of his fingers. now if only he could do that, but instead of surprise-and-horror, it could turn into surprise-and-joy instead…
“what?! wait- no! no one said that, i ju—”
“then is your own head telling you that?”
“it’s—” you gulped, gaze slowly breaking away.
he sensed a secret kept safe under the heaviest chains and locks. pain that had nearly torn up that warm heart of yours, shoved into the furthest part of you in a desperate attempt to save yourself; to silence the damned screams and the river of curses that would have made you self-destruct. he saw the remains of the thousands of needles that had embedded itself deep inside your worn heart a long time ago, and yet still it beat and struggled to not bleed out and drown you in its venomous blood.
he saw a heart as scarred as his skin, and he understood.
“..… alright, sweetheart, listen up, and listen close.”
the man’s hands suddenly cradled your cheeks, his icy blue eyes penetrating your clouded gaze. his whole demeanor had shifted into gentle and loving, as if he was holding his entire world in the palms of his hands. he resisted the urge to kiss you when you couldn’t help but lean onto his touch, instinctively seeking comfort.
he would do you better. he would give you the kind of love you’ve yet to experience. there were so much he wanted to say, but he chose to speak of the reassurance he thought you needed most at this moment.
“i say you’re the perfect choice for me. let me prove it to you.”
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