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milkweedman · 1 year
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Made a very scrappy little wind chime out of failed spindles. Some of them were too twisted to spin, some I made before I learnt how to off center the tips correctly, and some I just fucked up while making. It's not very windy today but generally it's super windy here, so I'm lookin forward to hearing them. They're very low and melodic. Also strung up some new lights, swept 8 months of winter debris off the back porch, put up a little tapestry, cleaned off the chairs and table... did another wind chime with the absurd amount of random keys we have which dont go to anything and which just make it really hard to find the right key, altho im having a hard time getting it to sound, so i might need to redo that one.
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riewritten · 7 months
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what do you think Erwin considers himself that he sucks at but at the same time he enjoys doing it? suddenly i thought of tiktoks that are like "having a hobby you're bad at is okay". do you have any hobbies you consider yourself not good at too?
tbh i think the "bad" and "good" stuffs are all social constructs, but i'm still struggling with crocheting just bc i think i suck but at the same time i know that's something i do for relax. still sometimes i can't afford to think that way??? do you have the same problem and have you overcome it? i have no idea if this is a prompt or just me asking you stuffs.
do you often project what you're thinking into your writing and visual arts and any other form of art?
oh my god this is getting nowhere 🥲🥲 thank you for reading Rie. have a good day!!!
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THE BEST BIRTHDAY
ERWIN SMITH X GEN NEUTRAL!READER
TAGS: fluff, slice of life, kissing, comfort, office romance AU, idiots in love, insecurities, and AAAA HAPPEE BIRTHDAY ERWIN (this also goes with my most recent ask)
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hi @frenchdyer ❤ i know i took this long bc i've been thinking about this. like the otherworldly self-reflectio i only tend to have once in a year or whenever i'm PMS-ing lol. how's your crocheting? were you able to improve somehow months after you had sent me this msg? my sister gifted me a crochet kit, so i've been planning to learn, too!
on a personal note, the hobby i suck at but enjoy doing nonetheless is drawing! perhaps it's a self-esteem issue, but i've been drawing since i was 5. the passion came to me even before i learned how to write! due to the amount of years i've been trying to master it only to have minimal progress, i can say drawing is smth i can never admit i'm good at. but i came to terms to it now (when i was in highschool i was so insecure about it lol) and bc i did, i draw things to enjoy, not bc i'm utterly pressured to improve!
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On the surface, even his closest friends would have a different time answering this question. It's Erwin we're talking about, after all! The literal embodiment of academic perfection and charisma!
Erwin also wants to think of something other than an answer. Although he admits his flaws well when someone points them out, he wants to be good at everything as much as possible. For a perfectionist like him, self-admittance would mean giving up!
It is until you said something that made him recnsider. "Sometimes, I don't see you as a human."
In hindsight, the context of your question was, "What do you want to have for your birthday?" but Erwin seems to be the type to already have the things he'd want and need in life, perhaps if one were to speak materially. Every gift he'd receive would only impact him a little, and you want to change that.
He chuckles at the remark, amused as your features remain serious, "Do I feel like an alien?"
"Dunno," you shrug without turning up at him—only at the papers, hiding a frustrated blush. "And if you're actually a slimy organism underneath? It scares me."
You hear the office chair sliding towards you, and as swift as ever, Erwin's hand is on top of yours. He squeezes it gently, and you try to hold your fluster by glaring at him. Luckily. Only the two of you are in the office; what would the others say if they saw this? You and Erwin made it clear to keep your relationship hidden by acting 'decent' in public places.
He lets you feel its warmth first, although unsure of the reason why, then he guides your hand towards his cheeks. He presses your palm on it. 
"W-what?"
Erwin casually leans his cheek to your palms, albeit with a tranquil expression contrary to you, perhaps amusingly watching your reaction. "Mind repeating what you said earlier?"
"I said underneath. Hypothetically. And I don't mean it literally as well."
"Underneath? Well, that's quite a unique way of asking me to—"
You swatted your hand away and lightly hit his chest as you couldn't hold the fluster. "Stop playing with me. I'm not done yet."
"Well, I'm done."
"Please don't make it my problem."
"I'm actually offering to help."
You perk up in glee. If Erwin's to help, then you might as well consider yourself done. You pulled your chair away from your desk so Erwin could look at it.
However, Erwin asks something completely unrelated amidst the heap of your paperwork. "Why do you not see me as a human?"
"You feel like some sort of god."
"Silly, that's a metaphor that would fit you more."
"Oh, you. Stop flustering me." you huff in sarcasm. "You know about the crocheted scarf I was planning to give you before winter ends?"
"Yeah, and it's summer already. I'm still waiting for it, though."
"I threw it away."
"Huh?" Erwin looks at you in surprise, eyebrows twitched in confusion, perhaps in a whine. He knows you've been trying so hard for it. "Why would you?"
"I'm not good at it."
"But you were enjoying it. You told me so."
"Not because I enjoy it means I'm good at it," you then smile in defeat. "Let's just say I'm not as fast at learning as you are, no matter how much the task interests me. Maybe that's why I sometimes can't deem you human, too. Too good for me, I think."
Erwin could only observe you afterward. You don't try to make it a big issue, none but admittance that unpretentiously comes out of your mouth. As much as it is, perhaps, concerning self-esteem, Erwin is the one hit by it. The way you could admit your flaws a bit too easily and go home without pondering on it is something he couldn't easily do even if he tried. It takes one to help overcome an insecurity and another to admit his own.
"That's not true."
"It is. You really excel at everything, Erwin. That's something I also yearn to have for myself. You don't have flaws. Or, well, let's say you have one, but no normal being can see it so easily."
Well, you were able to lay down his flaws then and there. After all, he's having difficulty coming to terms with his flaws—or perhaps, on saying such admittances out loud. You are right. As much as Erwin demands you to open yourself up to him, some facets stay unsaid because he opts to and wants to remain an ideal image, perhaps one who can only admit his inadequacy if someone points it out. You're the complete opposite, though. You could admit your flaws and still end the day happily. The 'incompatibility', or so you might call it, could be giving him a hard time consoling you.
Oh, and when he recently enjoys consoling you the most. He really appreciates having you open up to him, enjoys the privilege of being able to take care of you as you let him, enjoys listening to your blabbers, and offers resolutions just like the strategic man he is. After all, he's one of the few people who sees that.
Only if he doesn't suck doing it.
"Oh no, did I say something that upset you?" you ask worriedly, sensing his silence.
And he's not the one to be given comfort right now, or so he thinks. It's as if you hit a nail, albeit unaware of how and where it hit him.
Just as if closing the distance is the needed nudge, Erwin pulls your figure towards him, holds both cheeks and surrenders to sweet kisses. Erwin's lips are warm, and the pace is languid. Yet, it's overwhelming enough to deprive you of your senses, let alone the urgent question of why he is suddenly acting the way he is. This might be the first time he got intimate with you inside the workplace. You know this type of kiss from him, too—he does it whenever he's dreary or after working on a significant research paper that got him weary.
The worry reverberates, and thus, you withdraw from the kiss, "Is this because of the scarf? I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have thrown it away. Don't worry, I'll make another one and—hmph!"
He cuts you off for another kiss, harsher this time, perhaps classified as a silent sulk for cutting off the lovely exchange, but no—you're wrong. It's not on you at all. Erwin is frustrated with himself. He holds onto your waist until you're seated on his lap and wraps his hand around your neck to press you further to his chest—hoping it would compensate for the distance you two have due to his inadequacies. To be great in giving you solace is to be vulnerable and imperfect; how could he do that?
He withdraws when both of you need air, albeit begrudgingly, "I'm sorry, Erwin. I know you waited for that scarf."
"No, it's not about that."
"Then what?"
He pretended to ponder for a few seconds, eyes roaming the room to gather his words. He pursed his lips before pointing out, "Don't you think the way you perceive me as a human far beyond you is a flaw I might have? Partners are not supposed to see each other that way."
"I'm merely exaggerating."
"Yes, but still."
"Are you saying you must apologize to me because you're such a perfect being?"
"No, because I'm failing to show you that I'm not."
Oh. 
You finally see where he's coming from. "Are you failing by choice?"
He averts his gaze away, "Yes."
"Then it can really be a flaw," you flash him a sympathetic smile, moving his face so he'd see you in the eyes again, "can you tell me why?"
“I'm not brave enough to show it the way other people do."
"You just did, honey."
"Not because I want to, but because I'm insecure about my inability to console you like a normal partner would. The way you perceive me right now says a lot about our distance. And mind you, doing this isn't even supposed to be this hard."
Both of you stopped. That is by far the most vulnerable thing he had said about himself since you started dating months ago—and it wouldn't even sound vulnerable unless it came out of Erwin's mouth. That's how hard he's been all this time.
He expects you to be annoyed. After all, that might be one of the shallowest reasons he had ever given, too.
But then you smile as if you appreciate him for saying that much—just as if you know it takes a lot for the Erwin Smith to admit something like that, "It's not something you can unlearn overnight. Do not fret."
He lets out a defeated chuckle, "That I know well."
"What's strange is that I'm not your first partner. How come this didn't become a problem with your previous ones?"
"Because people are content to perceive me that way. At some point, I preferred that, too. Honestly—" he leans his head on your shoulder, hands on your waist to keep your balance on his lap, "had it not affected the way I console you, I would prefer things to stay that way."
You pepper him with kisses all over his face, something he accepts as a reward, "Honestly, I would prefer you this way, too. A relationship with a god can be a bit of a struggle, after all."
"Indeed it is. What a struggle I have right now."
You glare at him, "What do you mean by that?"
He shakes his head nothing, hands lurking inside your shirt to feel you more, to shower you with reverence, "Let me finish this now. I miss our bed."
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Today is his birthday, and you still need to think of a gift that could be deemed special.
As a last-minute reflection before giving up the gift that has been frustrating you for days, you try to ponder on the previous days since he opened up.
Erwin has become more talkative since then. He's always been chatty towards you since you started the relationship, especially when info dumping. However, this has a stark difference. He's trying too much as if matching an expectation no one but him had set up. Wording it as "forced" would perhaps hurt, but it's not something you could deny, either. Only when afternoon came did you realize how to fix it, with Erwin on a couch and crochet yarns on his lap. He has his phone at the coffee table and the familiar tutor video playing in the background. Eventually he sighs, unties the yarn, and repeats—this time with much precision, and you couldn't help but smile. When Erwin is about to learn something new, he locks himself in his office and spends the whole day studying it alone. Only now did you finally unravel why, and it's apparently part of his mentioned flaw that night.
He might be forcing himself lately, but it's the adjustment that counts.
Erwin perks up in surprise when you sit beside him and hold his hand. You guide his fingers into the correct way of tying the knot. You didn't say anything, and maybe you even tried to act like it's an everyday routine. Erwin pretends to listen and pick up the techniques you're blabbering, but in reality, he's just looking at your face. His lips are flat but twitching as he's trying to hold the urge to steal a kiss. He tries to inhale longer to indulge in the scent of your hair but not too much to call your attention. And as the moment passes, thirty minutes, perhaps because the video's finally done playing in the background, Erwin realizes something.
Just… just what held him back from being like this towards you? This is, in fact, a short step. The bare minimum, even. And even so, it felt genuinely liberating. Indeed, he's been forcing himself to be vulnerable recently, but this is the first time it exuded a positive feeling. 
Your hands gently stop, the instruction's done, and Erwin only realizes when you turn to look him in the eye, "You get it?"
"The what?"
"Huh?"
"Oh," Erwin tries to recall what his blank, sappy head might have digested so far, only to no avail. The only thing coming up in his mind right now is the smell of your shampoo. Perhaps his nerdy brain is trying to guess the unfamiliar flavor mix and earn your praise once his guess is correct. "I—uh—"
"You didn't listen at all."
He smiles, guilty.
You sigh, "I'm quite persistent, you see. We're not eating dinner until we both master this knot."
"Wouldn't this wait? I'm not in the mood anymore."
You shake your head and untie the yarn. But just as you're about to quip at his newfound impatience (and how cute he is trying to get the hang of it like a little kid learning origami), Erwin grasps the tool away from your hands and cups your cheeks.
He first lands a chaste peck on your forehead, then the bridge of your nose, then the tip of it, then the two cheeks, and finally, it deepens when he reaches for your mouth.
And because you are indeed a persistent being, you have no idea how shamelessly grateful Erwin was when you did more than just pull him in. He tried to stop himself, after all, for seconds in case it'd do anything better. Maybe you're not in the mood; perhaps you want to see the side of him not knowing better and learning things together. But when his palm glided on your cheek and your eyes widened in response, the tremor in his nerves overpowered the need to ask. 
Perhaps the tremor was gratitude because here he is, not getting any younger, and yet, this is only his first genuine step to face his vulnerability. 
You kiss him back and wrap your arm around his neck to pull him in, albeit quite sure why he's suddenly kissing you like this.
Unlike the previous one, his kisses are full of gentleness, and not a tinge of frustration can be seen. His hands, although huge and hard, slide inside your shirt so softly to feel your bare skin. You withdraw a bit to ask what might be the matter, but quickly forget the question when you see his face. He's blushing as though it's the first time he has kissed like this. His eyes are pretty lidded, lips a bit open, and you realize that although you had seen this expression before, it was for a very brief moment—not immediately after a chaste kissing session. 
He looks at you, quite disappointed for cutting the kiss short again. He grabs you by the ankle until you're sitting on his lap.
"Did something happen?"
He shakes his head, "Saying it out loud would be sappy."
"If you think I'd forgive you for spacing out while I'm—kyah!"
He starts sucking on your neck, "Shut up and don't ruin the moment."
"The what? Hey, don't mark on it. I'm warning you."
Erwin really wants to explain his thoughts. He's sure you'd be glad if you were to know all of this. Even though he could never perceive this as a significant step beyond, he bet you'd be giggling and jumping once you know.
He looks up and tries to explain but realizes how tired he is holding everything in—it took him decades. Erwin addressed it only after loving someone so ardently that he was willing to give up years-long prideful habits—all to love you more. He is exhausted, and your lips are so soft and so near, offering the sheer comfort he needs. It's parted slightly; if his tongue were to slip inside, it would send him into great bliss. Erwin is exhausted right now; perhaps he’d share his thoughts after this overwhelming, trembling warmth subsides.
For now, he at least tries to give a small context, "This is the best birthday I've ever had."
"Y-you think so?!" What have you done? You've been thinking about it for months! How could it happen without you knowing? "We spent the day indoors. We haven't even done anything special yet."
"You'd get quite full of yourself if you knew."
"You're trying to escape for not listening to my crochet blabbers."
"I don't want to get sappy today. Can't we just continue?"
"Well, uh… I really want to know what I did," you avert your gaze away. "I've been at the edge lately, thinking of ways to make you say you got the best birthday today—with me. Now that you finally say it, however…"
Again, it's as if you hit a nail, albeit unsure where and how you did.
"And there you have it. Your answer."
"Huh?" It took you a while to process that. "Because you're with me?"
He nods, albeit in a teasing manner.
"Eek. The sap shudders me."
"That's why I asked if we could just continue where we left off."
"The crocheting, indeed." you tease, but as you're about to reach the tool again, Erwin carries you up in his arms. He doesn't even need to tell you where he'd bring you. The impatient man would straight up lead you to bed to show what he wants.
Instead of scolding him for cutting the lecture off, you sigh and muffle your head in his neck, "You have to thank god it's your birthday today."
"Oh, yes of course," he kisses the crown of your head. "Thank you, dear."
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TAGLIST: sorry for causing inconvenience with your notifs, my dears in taglist TT i wasn't planning to publish this tonight but the birthday request activated my brain neurons and said "what if u unload your WIPS and just publish this thing" so yea. sorry. @frenchdyer @watyousayin @collinnmckinley @aeanya @xiaotopia @cadenza-damour @grimistheangerinmystares @rinamars | STORY SUBSCRIPTION FORM
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MORE OF SWEET SUBTLETIES SERIES HERE
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crazyyfilmyfreak · 7 months
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Soooo as always here's my opinion on First episode of Loki's Season 2 :)
Here are the things that i really liked and feel like highlight of this episode imo
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FIRST THINGS FIRST IT WAS REALLY NICE TO SEE Ke Huy Quan as OB aka Ouroboros... nice addition to the marvel family
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secondly WHY IS MY GUY MOBIUS SO OBSESSED WITH HIS SKIN LMFAOO😭😭 HE WAS EVEN READY TO DIE BUT LOOSING HIS SKIN WAS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO HIM
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LIKE EVERYONE IN THE ROOM WERE LOOSING THEIR MINDS ABOUT TVA AND FUTURE AND ANALYSING THE SITUATION AND HERE IN THE BACK MY DUDE MOBIUS IS WRITING " SKIN " ON A DUSTED TAB AND WONDERING HE WOULD MAKE IT OUT OR NOT😭😂 made me chuckle
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But in the End Mobius not only pulled himself off to do the task even tho he knew he could fucking die and risked it all because of his Long distance low commitment causal Boyfriend LOKI 😭💀
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HE LITERALLY RISKED IT ALL FOR LOKI I WANT Y'ALL TO UNDERSTAND THIS HE WAS READY TO DIE FOR LOKI.... DO YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND ??? HE LIKES AND LOVES LOKI THAT MUCH
MY DELULU MOBIUS - LOKI SHIP IS STILL GOING STRONG BITCHES😤✊
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And in the meanwhile THIS MF LOKI SAW SYLVIE FOR A SECOND AND WAS MESMERIZED IDK WHAT HE SEES IN HER BUT MY GUY IS DOWN BAD FOR HER LIKE LOOK AT HIS PUPPY EYES😭😭
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And somehow loki and mobius not only pulled the task but loki infact helped mobius to get into the chamber safely....Mobius literally almost DIED TO SAVE LOKI and what was the first thing loki said " WE NEED TO FIND SYLVIE " 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE NOT EVEN A THANK YOU TO MOBIUS LMFAOOOO ???
Ngl i am really loving this triangle love story bw them since Season1
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And in the end credits i really cried a bit for Sylvie ik you all hate her but listen to me behind the " Bad girl, boss bitch " behaviour she's is just a broken little kid who's never grown up, all she ever needed was love,affection and somebody to trust on and wanted to live a normal life but she never got that and everytime she trusted and loved someone they either broke her heart and left her alone and that's the reason she became who she is its hard for her to trust anyone bcoz she doesn't want to get hurt again coz she feels she had enough and finally when she looks at this people having normal lives and talking their friends and loved ones she finally has a little bit of hope in her eyes and has happy tears and smiles a bit THIS IS WHAT SHE ALWAYS WANTED 😭❤ And i am sure this is the direction marvel markers will go thru for Sylvie's character this season and i am excited for the coming episodes
Also Lastly WHERE IS THIS BITCH MISS MINUTES ??? where is she Fucking around and whose D... is she sucking ? everything is game for this annoying cunt coz The entire Tva is collapsed and she seems to be no found no where😤😤
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Anygayssss EPISODE 1 WAS REALLY FUN TO WATCH... I KNOW most of you are done with marvel or cbms stuff and even i felt i was done with this shit and i didn't even post during the secret invasion time 😭💀 but HERE I AM NOW LOKI S2 STARTED OFF GRANDLY Hope they will end it in a much grander way
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tastesoftamriel · 1 year
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I'm sure you're entirely sick of talking about this bc that initial anon was... dumb as hell and I too would like to forget about it if I were you lol, so feel free to ignore this ask!! but I just wanted to throw in my two cents as a fellow non-white non-American fantasy writer. cause fantasy as a genre is so insanely whitewashed, and even in settings like TES that have multiple different fantasy-cultures that are meant to draw inspiration from lots of different real-world-cultures, they tend to be shallow and lacking and let's be real, TES isn't getting any awards for being politically correct. I for one always get insanely hyped when I see more diverse takes on fantasy, whether thats in original fiction or fanfiction, cause 1) it just vastly improves the quality of the world building and 2) it creates more welcoming spaces for other bipoc to create more cool stuff. and also, it's just fun as hell to project your own culture into dope fantasy settings. I do it all the time and I fuckin love when other people do it.
I feel like that anon was just looking for a fight and intentionally trying to interpret your comment in the most bad faith way possible (classic tesblr behavior ngl). and like I get it, orientalism sucks ass, but I've followed you for a couple years now and I've only ever known you to be a super chill, super respectful person who (like I said before) creates a welcoming space for other bipoc in the fandom.
tldr: anon is a clown, representation is fun, your blog slaps
❤ from @reachfolk
Yes yes YES I could hug you! Inclusivity and breaking away from whitewashed fantasy is one of my main goals with this blog! My recipes and worldbuilding have me neck deep in exploring global cuisine and culture, but as soon as it's a picture then people go off about cultural insensitivity. Because reading comprehension is low here so most people barely glance at the worldbuilding posts.
Growing up in the 90s and early 2000s, as far as Asian actors in Hollywood went, you had Lucy Liu and Jackie Chan. There was that show about Imperial Chinese cats called Sagwa (傻瓜 shagua literally means "dumb melon" which is what you call a certified idiot). Mulan (forever my favourite). Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon? But that's it. Seeing Michelle Yeoh winning everything recently makes me feel proud to be Asian. I cried when I saw Over the Moon.
If just ONE person looks at this blog and goes "cool, I learned something" or "cool, my culture is being recognised and represented as a form of inspiration", then I have done something right. Other Chinese/East Asian people in the past have applauded me for bucking the western "Asian" stereotype, simply because I express my love for my culture differently.
I'm no less Chinese for being fluent in English (which is actually my mother tongue btw thanks colonialism), or being a goth, or an author who happens to be atrocious at math. I just am. And I want everyone to just be too. To embrace their otherness, to rejoice in the diversity of the human experience, and to learn to live together. And most of all, I wanna see more awareness in writing (especially fantasy) about non-Global North cultures and the people who represent them. I'm sick of being a media cliché.
If you're a POC and you're looking for your sign to delve into fantasy worldbuilding, this is it. Go write. Create. Destroy. Build the world you've always wanted to see through the lens of your heritage, use your history as a lesson, use your language as a weapon. ~Tal
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jaesqueso · 11 months
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member: mark
▶︎ “Currents” by Tame Impala
genre: best friends au
3.5k follower celebration ❤︎
word count: 846
warnings: a little bit of fluff, a little bit of angst, mentions of kissing, parties and alcohol
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People say a boy and a girl cannot be just friends. Well, you and Mark lived proving all those people wrong. Inseparable since kindergarten, you always went to the same schools, were practically neighbours and ended up on the same group of friends.
Everybody agrees high school sucks, but it’s not as bad if you have someone like Mark Lee by your side to get through it. You talk about anything and everything, family problems, school problems, even girl/boy problems. Not that you any of you actually had a relationship with anyone during that time but you’d talk and give advice about your crushes and hook ups. You could tell him things you couldn’t tell anyone else, and same for him.
On hot summer nights you’d lay down under the stars on one of your backyards and talk about the future. Sometimes he was an ice cream man and you a lifeguard, other times he was an author and you a barista, or he was a music teacher and you were an actress. No matter the scenario you made up, there was always one constant, you and him. Best friends for eternity.
You two even managed to go to college in the same city, not the same one but you still got to hung out. Everything seemed perfect but then things took a turn.
They say people never change but that’s bullshit, they do. He had new friends, you had new friends, so you started to hang out less and less. You used to text all day, now messages would be left unread. It was getting harder to meet up and the times you managed to do you’d either sit in silence or start arguing about some random thing.
After a week of literally no contact you ran into Mark at a frat party. Leaning against a wall, there he was, giggling way to close to some random girl. You don’t know what came over you but you just couldn’t look at that so you went upstairs to find a bathroom with no line and take a calm yourself down. Could this be jealousy?
Staring straight into the mirror you told yourself it didn’t bother you but it hit you like an arrow. No, you couldn’t be jealous, you don’t like him. You’re just friends, you’ve always been. But is thare something more than that?
Taking a deep breath, you decide it’s better for you to just go home and think about this another time. But as you exit the bathroom you hear a familiar voice calling your name.
“I didn’t know you were coming.” Mark approaches slowly.
“Well it’s not like we’ve been keeping up to each other much.” You don’t know why you’re suddenly so bitter.
“I know.” He sighs. “And I miss it. I miss you. I miss us.”
Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe is was the fact that you haven’t seen him in a while, or maybe your story is not so different from the rest, but when your lips suddenly crashed you didn’t pull apart until you were both naked in someone’s bed.
As hard as it was, that made things worst than before. After that party you actively avoided each other and it seemed like a good solution. You though you could just ignore and fate would decide what happened next but that’s not how things work. All the running around, you couldn’t fight it any longer. You two needed to talk.
It wasn’t ugly, it was just heartbreaking. Two people with so much history deciding to go their separate ways. In the end, your friendship is gone and there’s nothing left to do. You know this is for the best before you hurt each other, but you’re still not sure how you feel about it.
At the end of the semester he decide to transfer to another college supposedly to ‘pursue new opportunities’. Sometimes you wish you could turn him back into a stranger, cause if you were never in his life he wouldn’t have to change it.
The following years you focused on working on yourself and moving on. Eventually you met a nice guy and got to experience what it’s like to fall in love. Well, the conventional way. You also got a nice job and some co-workers that turned into close friends. One day you’re having lunch with one of them when you notice a familiar figure walk into the restaurant.
Mark noticed you right away and wasn’t shy to approach you with a big smile. You were quick to notice the ring on his hand and it made you happy to know he too moved on. Unfortunately, he was actually in a hurry so he didn’t have much time to talk, but he gave you his new number and a promise to catch up.
“Who was that hottie?” Your friend wiggled her eyebrows. “Friend or ex?”
“Well,” you watch him leave and look back at his number with a small smile, “something between a lover and a friend, it was different back then.”
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liannelara-dracula · 1 year
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Heyo how are u doing❤❤
If ur requests r open i would like to request 🤒and 🥺 for tg bois plss
Also i love ur work😍🥰 and dont forget to take care of yourself and stay hydrated😘
Thank u so much❤
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Hi Love,
Gosh, I'm sorry this took so long. I am now starting to have more time. And aww, thank you so much. You too!
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Other request: What they find cute about their gf
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When their Gf is Sick Hcs
Kaneki:
💊He has been sick before since he was human so he knows what its like.
💊So because of his experience, he knows what helps and what doesn't.
💊Brings tissues, a thermometer, blankets, medicine, and some movies.
💊He is pretty good at keeping track of your fever and helps out with whatever you need.
💊The good thing is that he doesn't get sick with you since he's a ghoul.
💊So he gives you forehead kisses, cuddles with you, and pretty much spends the day(s) with you like normal.
💊He is able to make soup that doesn’t suck.
💊Although when you're asleep he sits by you on the bed, usually stroking your hair.
💊He may say something sweet too sometimes.
💊“You’re a really sweet girl, Y/n, I wish you’d see that.”
💊He usually will get in bed too and wrap an arm around you to bring you closer.
Hide:
💊Gosh he’s always the one giving you bugs or getting them in the end because he smothers you a lot.
💊He cuddles and gives k*sses even though you remind him not to.
💊“Relax babe, I’m not gonna get sick.”
💊“Hide you’re not that tough it will definitely get you.”
💊“I have a strong immune system.”
💊“Still I worry about you.”
💊Might ask Kaneki for help
💊Although he usually tries to handle it on his own, he might have to go to the pharmacy more than once but he gets the hang of it.
💊He likes taking your temperature but doesn’t like it when your fever is present.
💊Usually has you rest your head on his lap while he watches tv.
💊Tries to make you soup but ends up buying it instead since he knows he can’t cook.
💊Is heavily bothered if you vomit, lol.
💊But if he really cares he will suck it up and deal with it.
Ayato:
💊He’s no good, you need to get yourself a new boyfriend.
💊He’d have zero patience at a pharmacy.
💊And he’d have to learn so much because he’d only be screwing up.
💊Hates reading all the medication stuff and just wishes you weren’t sick anymore.
💊Probably thinks that estimating your temperature is okay.
💊Doesn’t know what to do so you tell him what to do.
💊Laughs at the way you sneeze and how your voice sounds.
💊He learns about remedies and how much it sucks being sick.
💊Gets you tissues and tries to make tea.
💊If you vomit he thinks it's disgusting.
💊He’s not used to sickness so you’re gonna have to cut him some slack.
💊He does try though since he likes you.
💊Feels bad if you have a hard time recovering but he again, doesn’t know how to express his feelings very well.
Yomo: 
💊Like Ayato he gets confused.
💊He might read it in a book or article about what to do.
💊He does buy tissues and medicine.
💊Although he’s not good at understanding if you need others things.
💊Tries to make you soup and it turns out okay, even if it's simple.
💊Does give forehead kisses tho.
💊Gets you blankets and he sometimes ruffles your hair.
💊I feel like he is pretty warm so if your cold he’s kinda alarmed by your touch.
💊But then he’ll try to warm you up by having you cuddle against him.
💊He will tease you about your bedhead.
💊“It’s like a bird's nest.”
💊“Shut up!”
Uta:
💊Finds your sneezes to be adorable.
💊“Aww, you sound just like a mouse.”
💊“You’re so--” You’d stop midsentence due to another one of your sneezing fits again.
💊Is always asking how everything feels and how you feel.
💊He literally writes this down in his sketchbook 😂 
💊He likes it when you nap because he usually wraps you around in a blanket.
💊So all you see is your face.
💊Which he likes to poke.
💊And it makes you so fed up with him “Stooop.” You’d mummer with your eyes closed, only for him to continue.
💊“I’ll eat you.” You’d say being serious with your done expression.
💊“Ohh, is that a threat??”
💊“Ew, don’t be a creep.” You’d say having your nose scrunch.
💊“Kidding, I love you.” He’d grin, kissing your cheek.
💊He isn’t so much on affection cause he does prefer to talk but he will cuddle.
💊It’s mostly because he sees how drained and sluggish you are so he figured it might help.
💊He also likes to cuddle you if you feel cold.
💊Mostly cause he can tease about hands being small.
💊“They’re so tiny.”
💊Isn’t bothered by vomit in the slightest. Only cause it's yours, plus he’s kinda fascinated by sickness since he’s never experienced it.
💊He probably finds it fun to take your temperature, especially if if shows different smiles depending on the temperature. My thermometer does this so like it was smile when it's good and frowns when it's not, lol.
Furuta:
💊He kinda finds you cute when sick.
💊Like how cold and hot you get.
💊“Fufu~ You know, this is almost like temperature play.” He’d smirk whilst feeling your forehead.
💊Whatta perv.
💊“Not now.” You’d groan, not really in the mood for his teasing.
💊“Ohh, colds make you pretty feisty too. But you know, it has been a while since we’ve done that.” He’d suggest whilst kissing your hairline.
💊“No, s*x and being sluggish don’t mix.” You’d complain.
💊“It is when you’re beautiful either way.” He’d disagree, playing with your hair.
💊You usually try to take care of things yourself but then he tells you he can handle it.
💊He definitely pampers you when sick, but is strict about you taking your medication.
💊So even if you don’t like it your going to have to suck it up and deal with it.
💊Although he does try to baby you and tells you to wait for him so that he can do everything for you.
💊He likes that you cuddle him for warmth and fall asleep on his lap.
💊Will watch movies with you and likes to stroke your hair a lot.
💊Likes to give you shoulder messages too, especially if you make a provoking sound.
💊Prepares your baths a lot of the time.
💊Is slightly concerned if you don’t eat a lot.
💊Although he finds it a little amusing that you can lose your voice so he may take it to his advantage to tease you while you just look at him annoyed.
Takizawa:
💊Kinda like Ken he remembers what being sick was like and he does hate it.
💊Even though he won’t say it he doesn’t like to hear you cough and sneeze so much.
💊He gets you everything you need but doesn’t have too much patience with thermometers or medicine. 
💊Feels his forehead and compares it to yours to see if you have a fever.
💊Though he may seem grumpy a fair amount of the time he is pretty soft with you.
💊He is pretty warm so you seek him for warmth and want cuddles.
💊He’ll act like he wants to refuse but then enjoys it.
💊And he typically puts a blanket over the both of you while you either watch some TV or he talks to you.
💊“You’re warm.” You’d smile, cuddling closer.
💊“You’re lucky I love you.” He’d smile, leaning in to give you a kiss.
💊 “I know I am.” You’d giggle, giving him a kiss in return.
💊 If you’re awake in the middle of the night because you can’t sleep he will notice.
💊“Y/n, go back to sleep. You need to get better.” He’d say, sitting on the couch watching you as you leaned against the doorway.
💊“I know I just couldn’t sleep, I’d rather talk to you instead.” You’d say, walking over to him.
💊“You really are a handful.” He’d smirk, pulling in to pin you down on the couch.
💊“Taki!” You’d yelp before giggling as he showered you with kisses.
💊“Stop, I’m still sick.” You’d smile.
💊“That sh*t doesn’t matter.” He’d grin, attacking your neck with kisses.
💊 Although you may be sick it doesn’t stop him.
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orcelito · 1 year
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OK I'm home now which means I can go into the Hell that was this shift.
For starters, this was our sales for the day (taken about 5 ish pm)
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Blue is today, grey is last Saturday. Note the giant bars at 12 and 4. Two fucking Crazy rushes that kicked my ASS. & last week wasn't slow! They were complaining about rushes when I went in to close. Which Really displays how awful it was today.
And then Things That Went Wrong in the order I remember them:
Absolutely blazed thru our brown sugar boba. I made two pots & one was Gone within an hour (for reference: on the average weekday, we can generally make it on two pots Total for the whole day.) So we had to rush to make more boba. And Again at 4 when they just Instantly cleared us out.
We were out of a lot of things, which made everything harder. No oat milk, no strawberry, no creme brulee. Ugh.
I literally set some creme brulee powder on fire bc I spilled some while making creme brulee. See reference:
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It was dying down here but at its tallest it was like twice this size lol.
I tried making cookies when it was slow. I did a Dogshit job (though I baked the scraps so we got some cookies to snack on ❤ this one actually isn't that bad, more frustrating in the moment)
I nearly got MURDERED by one of the big tea dispensers. I put it on the shelf, then it started falling forward (towards me). Employee standing next to me saw & jumped to catch it (saving my life in the process. I swear she was like superman), so I didn't get hurt, but it still did slosh on me so I got milk tea All over my shirt and arms.
One of the employees accidentally knocked over a bottle of rinse additive for the dishwasher & I was the first to react to pick it up so we wouldn't lose too much chemicals. Except I reached by hooking my foot under the mouth of it to push it up. Which worked! Except I got chemicals in the toe of my shoe. And bright idea me decided to rinse it off with the floor soap water. So then my toes were WET... Miserable.
Glass breaking mentioned in last post was an entire fucking display case falling over & some glass jars breaking. I came out to find an employee sadly sweeping up the glass & helped her put it in an empty creamer can for safety's sake.
We ran out of green tea at one point bc of all the confusion so we had to go without that for a bit as we brewed more lmao.
The 12 rush was just me and opening employee and that SUCKED. The 4 rush we thankfully had a lot more ppl around (5 at that point, including me) & it was an All Hands On Deck kind of situation. That's the rush where I was continuously looking at the massive line of drinks and cursing, "Jesus." I took over making drinks bc im by far the most experienced drink maker, but Man. I started boba as soon as I saw this happening but we still ran out of brown sugar Bad. It was awful.
Aaaand other than that there was a wide assortment of messes and drink mess ups. One order we messed up Three Times & I ended up just giving them a sorry card lmfao. They were nice about it at least.
There's probably more but I'm forgetting it. This is already a Hefty fucking list lmfao.
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I fucking love, *LOOOVE* your Yami Marik ❤️‍🔥☠️💛🥹
I LOVE that he is introspective, seems to always have something interesting or witty going on in his head or to say, love that he is expressive
I freaking love the way you write. It feels very easy to get sucked into the writing
I LOVE the little details you add to everything and the effort you put in. Even in a simple ask!
I love it when rpers add non verbal stuff or small details that give a character life. It makes a HUGE difference (to me, at least)
And I honestly feel bad for not liking posts, but I don't want to clog your notifs. And I think I want to stay hiddenish (for now, at least) ^_^"
Here are all the hearts I owe you, lol:
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Oh, I also LOVE how chatty you are in ooc tags. That also makes a huge difference too, to me at least
There's probably stuff I'm forgetting to say, honestly
In summary: You are awesome, your Marik is awesome, please keep doing what you're doing 🥲
... I think, I just died a little 🥺
You have no business being this adorable in my askbox. HOW DARE YOU.
Thank you so much Anon, omg... I had no idea!! Firstly, wow you took so much time out of your day to tell me this in great detail and not only am I shocked you did that, but my day just got infinitely better.
Secondly, while I get the lurking need and I definitely don't want to force people to show their colors, I want to tell you, that I refuse to discriminate anybody and or hate them, so, whenever you feel ready I will probably come in your ask, blushing like an idiot and tell you that you are cute as fuck.
Thirdly reblogs, likes, asks and excessive asks or things like that will NEVER annoy me. Everybody likes to be seen and whenever I see people reblog stuff or like it, or ask me about it, it's like, simply hanging out and talking to friends. All I'd ever ask, is that you don't reblog threads or reply to them unprompted. That is literally all and it is because management of threads has become impossible on here x'D.
Thank you for speaking up today. You deserve all the good stuff and you made me completely speechless for a moment.
THANK. YOU.
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oh my god!!!☹️☹️ i really hope u will choose the best ones!!! good luck with the experiment/research!!! doing a research definitely sounds interestinggggg i'm somewhat of a shy person so talking to 15 people is already😟😟😟 but i hope u will do it with ease!!!!💓 and i also can't believe that ur semester just started and they gave u so much work already☹️(but maybe that's how universities work and i just don't know enough about universities) i wish u the best of luck for this semester☹️💕
well the most important thing is is that u are passing everything ig🫡 I COULD NEVER IMAGINE SOMETHING THAT U WROTE BEING BAD TBH!!!
I FEEL U ON THAT BUT ITS THE GREATEST STRUGGLE TBH🤣🤣🤣 definitely became one of my fav songs from them for sure!!!!!
well sometimes u just need corny things in ur life istg/j (and also i'm probably biased in some way for liking it very much because i just like cliché stuff🫡) but i really liked it so i'm glad u settled on it🥹 (liebestraum anon💕💕)
THE TOPICS LITERALLY SUCK ASS but im hoping ill get through it 😶💔 15 people is a LOT but im thinking of just doing it through an online survey lmao. and like,, those are a semester long assignments ahaha its not like i have to get them done by next week or something,, most of my due dates are in april so i have enough time dw ❤ im pretty sure this is how university works,, or at least how it works in my country!
BELIEVE ME,, MY WRITING CAN BE BAD. sometimes i just dont have a good day 😭✋ but im glad that my works on this blog are fics i gen like bc at my old skz blog i just used to post whatever and then i deleted them all bc i hated them AHAHA
and like,,i adore corny stuff dont get me wrong i am a sucker for romance and stuff, but im picky when it comes to my writing 😔 thank u for the encouragement, tho💕💕 youre too sweet i dont deserve you
also i think i may start working on a certain fic u might be interested in very soon bc i went on a mental health walk yesterday and got a lot of inspiration for it.....just saying tho😌😌
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madame-fear · 2 years
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ahh omg im in greeccce!!! been travelling all day and finally in the villa lying in my bed thank god. our dad went into airport mode so we got to the airport at about 11am when our flight was at 5/6pm ish (delayed so we took off at like 7/8pm) tbh he did it incase we got into traffic and stuff but like we just sat around for hours waiting 😭
been sat on my ass all day i cant feel it my god 🥹
me and my sister were obviously videoing him to document our ‘airport dad’ which was funny.
hope ur doing well!!
science is soo interesting im just not great at it. i LOVE hearing out how tings work and stuff i just suck at the equations and elements and stuff 😭
and omg i totally forgot my favourite bands/artists. id probably say pierce the veil, tyler the creator, slipknot, coldrain, childish gambino. ill listen to literally any music tho im cool like that 😎
~🦈 in 🇬🇷
AAAAAHHHH HIIIII ONCE AGAAAAIN!!!🥰🥰🥰🥰🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️ Nice to see your messages in my ask box again!!! 🥰❤ I'm all good!
How's everything there in Greece?! It must be sooo incredibly beautiful! 😍 I'm dead w/the dad airport mode lmao they all do the same shit 🤧 What's important is that you finally arrived and can spend a relaxing time for yourself !😎😎
Meanwhile I'm here spending some quality time with my Dad since he took me out to eat breakfast with him🥰 Aaand I'm also working on some requests I have pending in my drafts!! So it's all good over here ❤
And about Science, trust me...I'm also horrible when it comes to math, equations, and all things like that, so I'm studying as hard as possible and everything I can 🥲👌 I also ask my dad some things because he knows a bit about it!
Even if I'm still bad at it (for now) It's still enjoyable and super interesting! Plus I'm also studying forensic science (and everything related to it), so it's double enjoyment 🥰
Also: cool bands/artists! I've heard some Slipknot and Childish Gambino songs and I absolutely loved them, they're amazing. I guess we have a wide selection of favourite artists & bands😂
Now...relax and enjoy your time in Greece! Make sure to tell me everything about your trip ~ 🤭🤭
(p.s: I'm nearly finished w/your requests😉)
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Okay I just read ur Kakashi domestic head canons, SO CUTE I CAN'T. Could we get some fluffy domestic headcanons for Todoroki?
ABSOLUTELY. Kinda NSFW at the end because I can’t help myself. These made me smileee. I hope u like them ❤❤
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~The main reason he wanted you to move in is because of your safety
~It does not matter if you are a Pro yourself
~He knows that you are more than capable of protecting yourself, and would absolutely shove your foot down someone’s throat if needed 
~He knows, and he still worries 
~He can’t help it 
~And at this point in your relationship, you practically spend every night in his apartment anyways, so why not just make it official
~He’s very persistent, so you might as well just say yes already 
~Todoroki is very supportive of you, and even though he may come off as overbearing, he’s trying 
~Please remember that he is emotionally stunted, and doesn’t know how to express himself very well
~You will fight with him constantly about money
~He wants to pay all the bills and buy all the groceries 
~You want to split them evenly, you live and eat there too
~You aren’t with him for his money (his father’s money) you are with him because you love him
~The only other time he has lived with someone it was a toxic space (suck my left tit Endeavor) 
~Please give him some time to adjust to having someone around that won’t pop off on him every 5 seconds
~Make sure that he still knows that his space is his space, and you won’t intrude on it unless he says it’s okay
~After a few weeks he realizes that he really likes having someone around to share his life with
~He’s never felt so safe and secure sharing a space with someone
~Really, reeeally enjoys doing simple things with you
~Cooking, Cleaning, Grocery shopping 
~Shoto is a clean freak, and he likes to have everything picked up
~Literally can’t sleep if something is dirty
~ “Sho.. come back to bed.”
~ “Just a second, I don’t remember if I put my shoes up.” 
~Does not like flashy things 
~Probably has a picture of you two on the wall, and then one with his mother and that’s really about it 
~Is not opposed to you decorating though
~He likes having things around that remind him of you
~Like those stupid, god awful pillows you got for the couch
~He won’t admit it, but they make him smile when he looks at them
~Will run baths for you
~They are either too hot, or too cold
~It’s the thought that counts, right?
~Enjoys taking showers together 
~Stupid TV shows while you make him build a pillow fort with you
~He doesn’t understand why you want a pillow fort so bad, but just keep in mind that he didn’t have much of a childhood
~Slap the SHIT out of him with a pillow, and watch how confused he gets
~ “Why would you do that? Have I offended you in some way?”
~ “No.. baby, it’s a pillow fight.. you’re supposed to hit me back.”
~Now it’s a WAR
~And you hate yourself for starting it 
~He doesn’t let you win
~He straight up DEMOLISHES you every damn time
~And now the couch pillows you bought are probably in a block of ice
~Or on fire
~Sho is kinda sad to see them go
~But he’s back to hating them again when you show up with another set, but this time in PINK
~Cuddles are a MUST
~He’s so touch deprived that he could literally hold you for hours
~Is also not against you being his backpack
~As long as you are touching in some way, he doesn’t mind
~Honestly would be a very good person to build a home and life with 
~Gonna get a little NSFW here for a second because I just can’t help myself lmaoo
~He gets so excited when his patrol is almost over and he knows you’re already home
~It means that he will come home to the house smelling like food, a stupid movie on the TV, and you
~He will also probably prop your leg up on the counter and fuck you right then and there while the food finishes 
~Lazy morning sex? 
~You know it
~Slow, sleepy sex on the couch??
~That’s RIGHT
~Touchy sex in the living room floor???
~He’s THERE
~Hot, desperate sex against the barely closed front door??
~You already knnnooooowww
~10/10 
~One of the best men you could share a space with
~I’m sooo soooffttt for domestic Shoto
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petriquors · 3 years
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— what they’re like on road trips
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❤ boys !! timeskip!daichi, sugawara, asahi
❤ genre !! fluff
❤ author notes !! listen, it still feels like summer and my commute home makes me wish i could take a long drive w these boys at golden hour. so uh take this bulleted list post while my brain translates these into drabbles for later
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❤ daichi !! 
he drives! he will not entertain offers that you drive!
if you offer to drive, he’ll make a slightly threatening joke like, “what, you’re saying i’m a bad driver?” and then you know not to suggest that ever again, you fool
you are in charge of snacks
that’s literally it. he does not listen to your directions (don’t even think about suggesting he asks for directions), but he doesn’t really need them anyway. daichi is way too #capable to get lost on a little road trip
oh by the way, he brought snacks and they’re in the back seat
yes you were also in charge of snacks. now you have a bunch of doubles because he came extra prepared, and all the snacks he brought are your favorites
there’s also a cooler. he brings a whole cooler with him. it’s full of potari sweat and water
he’s prepared to an almost-annoying degree, but that’s one of the reasons you’re dating him, yes? nobody starves or gets lost with daichi sawamura!!
there is a “no coffee during road trips” rule that he seems weirdly touchy about, but doesn’t elaborate on why other than “that’s a lesson learned quickly”
which kind of sucks because daichi wants to leave bright and early to get to your destination before the sun goes down
“so we can enjoy it more!”
daichi honestly really likes long road trips. he thinks driving is fun, loves to sightsee in places that are overlooked for nearby cities, and absolutely loves being in the car with you and some good music
over the time you’ve been dating, he’s been slowly curating a playlist of songs you both like and songs that make him think of you. he’ll play it whenever (driving, cooking, etc.) but i really like the idea that he debuts it on your first long road trip
actually, your first long road trip is exactly when he wants to debut it and he tries really hard to make sure it has enough content for the drive there and back before you get going
secretly and silently swells with pride every time you comment on one of the songs (unless you hate it, then he skips it immediately and quietly removes it from the playlist when you guys stop for gas or something)
when you arrive, all daichi wants to do is unpack the car and go out to eat, maybe walk around the town you’re staying in to get a feel for the area like you’re a couple of locals
❤ sugawara !! 
you drive!
suga takes great pride in being your co-pilot (self-dubbed)
suga makes the mistake of showing up to a road trip with a GIANT coffee
“koushi are you sure you should be drinking that?”
“it’s just coffee!”
precisely the point. daichi sneezes somewhere, you can feel it
anyway, you two get going probably around mid-afternoon
in addition to his coffee, he shows up with a whole list of stupid landmarks that he wants to stop at along the way. i went to college near a giant duck statue (seriously), and this is exactly the vibe of sight-seeing i think suga would enjoy
“come on, it’s the only time we’ll be in this part of the country until who-knows-when, we have to see everything!”
he would also throw in some natural spots to look at, because it’s not all jokes all the time with suga, and he wants to look at pretty nature with you (definitely not to compare you to it, nope, definitely not)
he compares you to the nature
all these pit stops add a good two hours to your trip, maybe even more depending on where you’re driving, but deep down it’s an excuse to spend time with you, talking about everything and nothing
not to mention the bathroom breaks that you both need with all this driving
he has this fantasy of stopping at deserted diners for a late lunch and even-later dinner, think like 4 PM lunch and 9-10 PM for dinner because this man is nuts and does not realize that this is how horror movies start
he thinks it’s like a teen drama
when you finally get where you’re going, definitely well after midnight, he’ll happily unpack the car while you collapse in bed, because he’s still a good boyfriend after all the weirdness he brings with him
❤ asahi !! 
you take turns driving (but it’s mostly you)!
i feel like asahi doesn’t looooove traveling. too much to plan, too much could go wrong, that sort of thing. but also, some people love to spread their wings and others love to make their nest; asahi is a nest kind of guy
i feel like that bullet point was really weird but i’m just going to leave it
road trips aren’t the worst though, because you can go at your own pace and it’s just the two of you. you’re the one he feels most comfortable with, so it’s really just getting to spend more time with you, which is nice
he’ll drive for a little while when he feels comfortable because he doesn’t want to overburden you, what a sweetie
he also showed up with a big bag of convenience store snacks and drinks, as well as some homemade onigiri because he doesn’t want anyone to get hungry or dehydrated
“it takes a lot of energy to focus on the road!”
totally an aside, but i think asahi is one of those people who got their license “late” (i.e. older than the first year you can get it, not that that’s a bad thing!)
asahi is a person who makes a playlist for everything, so he makes a playlist themed around the place where you’re going to get you both excited and in the mood while you drive
think, artists from that city/region, songs about that place, or just songs that give off the same vibe (e.g. if you’re going to a beach, you’re getting a playlist full of summer bops)
he really wants to sample local food and attractions during your trip (because immersion), so he spends his time in the passenger seat looking up restaurants and reading their menus out loud to you so you can pick something together
he also takes the opportunity of being in the car with you and having nothing else to do (not that there’s much else he wants to do) to talk to you about life and stuff, like your deepest conversations with asahi definitely happen while you’re in the car
he might also spend some time drawing, whether it’s scenery or fashion ideas or just anything, really. he’s a beast who does not even kind of get carsick, somehow, so he can do pretty much anything without paying attention to his surroundings
honestly, i could see him sketching you with your “concentrating on the road face”
i think you’ll arrive either right before or right after dinner, so you’ll stop for food in town before getting to where you’re actually staying for the night
after dinner, finally realizing how tired you both are, you work together to unpack just what you need to get through the night and decide to handle the rest in the morning
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galraluver · 3 years
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Hey, so you know how sometimes there's just those real shitty days where literally nothing goes right and everything sucks? Well I'm having one of those. Like, I had to take one of my cats to the vet because he got attacked by a dog, I had an allergic reaction with my soap so now my body burns, I've been getting it arguments with people, that all said, do you think I can get a comforting fem x galra with Sendak. It can literally be anything, hell even straight up smut just sometimes nice please, and thank you. Btw, your probably one my favorites here on tumbler. Keep being awesome
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I'm sorry to hear that you're having such a bad day. I really hope that you and your cat get better soon. I'd be more than happy to write something nice 😄 And I will
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(Y/n) groaned in pain as she laid on her and Sendak's large bed while laying in the fetal position, attempting to find a comfortable pose to lay in that would hopefully ease the cramping in her lower abdomen. She had gotten her period earlier that morning and she was still waiting for the painkillers she took to take effect. She had thankfully found some human safe aspirin along with pads/tampons from the Earth store at the space mall when Sendak took her shopping, the only issue was painkillers from her homeworld were never effective as quickly as she would have liked them to be. Just a week prior Sendak confessed his feelings for her and it was her first period while being in a relationship with him, (Y/n) wondered how he would react to her bleeding; she'd vaguely told him some of what she had to go through when she had her usual pms/pmdd symptoms, although he didn't quite get it at the time. (Y/n) felt incredibly vulnerable and she wanted to cuddle with her boyfriend really badly, unfortunately she had to wait for him to finish with his daily duties.
While she was laying in pain in their bed Sendak was in the other end of his cruiser, standing in his usual place like he did every day. He couldn't stop worrying about (Y/n), he remembered how she seemed unwell before he left for the day; she assured him that she would be fine, but obviously she wasn't. When he couldn't focus on anything anymore he put Haxus in charge so he could check in with his new lover, he felt like a bad mate for leaving her all alone in their habsuite. Endless possibilities passed through his mind, none of which were good, and just thinking about said possibilities made him fear the worst. (Y/n) was so busy being in pain that she didn't hear the door to her and Sendak's habsuite open and close accompanied by his footsteps.
"(Y/n)?" Sendak called out when he didn't see her in the main area, briefly wondering if she was in one of the other rooms, namely the bathroom.
"I’m in here!" (Y/n) called out when she heard his voice and how concerned he sounded, letting him know where she was.
Sendak heard (Y/n) call out to him and walked towards the bedroom, relieved that she wasn't throwing up in the bathroom; obviously she couldn't have been pregnant since they hadn't had sex, they were taking their time to properly cherish each other, but that didn't mean she couldn't get sick from other things. As soon as he walked into their bedroom he saw (Y/n) laying on their bed in the fetal position and he smelled blood, two things that made him nearly panic. He turned off his mechanical arm and left it by the bedroom door, then he rushed over to the bed and knelt next to it. (Y/n) was happy that Sendak came back earlier than expected, she needed him to stay with her because just his presence alone made her feel a little better. One of the things she had always wanted to do was to cuddle with her significant other while she was on her period and based on Sendak's reaction her wish might come true.
"You're bleeding. Who hurt you?" Sendak asked her when he sat on the edge of the bed, trying not to frighten his future wife if he spoke too firmly.
"No one hurt me, I'm just on my period." (Y/n) told him, gritting her teeth slightly when she felt another bad cramp.
"What is a 'period'? Is that the bodily function you briefly told me about a few days ago?" Sendak questioned, not entirely sure as to what she was talking about.
"Y-yeah. It's when us human women bleed for about three to eight days every month, it's a necessary cleaning process our bodies go through, but it can be painful." (Y/n) explained as her cramping continued to wreak havoc in her lower abdomen, sometimes even talking made her hurt worse.
"You bleed for that many days? And every month? How do you not perish? And where do you bleed from?" Sendak asked her with genuine curiosity, shocked that a woman of her size could bleed for that long without dying.
"It's the most natural thing us women go through and the blood comes out of my uterus and out of my vag." (Y/n) said as her cramping began to ease up a little bit again as she looked up at him from where she laid.
Sendak was slightly disturbed knowing that (Y/n) bled out of her vagina, or rather her uterus, as a natural cleansing process she had to through every month. If he had known sooner that she bled from ‘down there’ then he wouldn't have left her shortly after they ate breakfast, he was glad that he decided to return early. (Y/n) just laid there, waiting for him to do or say something. She no longer felt miserable and lonely with her big fluffy boyfriend kneeling next to their large bed, although she wished that he wouldn't take so long to process the new information. (Y/n) hated her period, but she knew that she had to have it in case she and Sendak ever wanted to have kids together sometime in the future.
"I see… Is there anything you need?" Sendak inquired after he came to terms with the fact that human women could bleed without dying, wanting to help (Y/n) in any way possible.
"Yeah, I need to cuddle." (Y/n) demanded, suddenly feeling super emotional; her bottom lip trembled ever so slightly and tears began to well up in her eyes, mood swings were definitely one of her least favorite period symptoms.
Sendak stood up so that he could remove his shoes, armor and bodysuit so that he could properly cuddle with (Y/n) and not accidentally make her pain worse. As he got back on the bed with her he tried his best to ignore the blood scent that was coming from between her legs; he was a warrior, he should have been used to the scent of blood, but smelling it coming from his tiny lover made him feel a bit queasy. Sendak got under the covers with (Y/n) as carefully as he could, being mindful of her pain. As soon as (Y/n) got the chance she buried her face in the thick fur that covered his chest, she couldn't deny how much she loved her sexy boyfriend's fluffy fur. It was at that moment when she felt particularly tiny compared to Sendak, completely dwarfed by his massive body.
"Is this better?" Sendak questioned softly as he wrapped his right arm around (Y/n), making sure not to rest the full weight of it on her body.
"Yes, this is exactly what I needed. Thank you." (Y/n) answered shyly, her cramps becoming almost nonexistent within a few moments of them cuddling together.
"Good. I can't have you suffer, can I? I will provide you with everything you need during your 'period'." Sendak told (Y/n) as he started purring softly, pressing his nose against the top of her head.
(Y/n) couldn't help but cry against his chest as she became more emotional; she felt weak for crying so easily, but not once did Sendak berate her for being vulnerable. Sendak couldn't feel her tears due to how thick his fur was, although he whispered sweet nothings to her when he heard her sniffle, hoping to comfort her during such a vulnerable time. He hoped that her period would be done soon so that she wouldn't have to suffer, he'd never noticed her period before and he never thought human women were so resilient. Sendak decided to take the entire week off from his duties so he could take care of (Y/n); the sentries were fully capable of running the ship on their own and Haxus could do the rest, his first priority was taking care of his petite girlfriend. During that week Sendak would witness most of the things (Y/n) had to go through, although for the time being he focused on helping her feel at least a little better while her aspirin took effect.
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dollwritesarchive · 3 years
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I love both Michael's sooo much! It's so hard for me to pick one. Outpost Michael is so confident and intimidating, like the second he came on the screen all cocky with his long hair I was like holy fuck 😱 that one part where venable was trying to act all in charge and all Michael had to do was get in her face and stare at her to make her back down was so hot 😍 like omg please play mind games with me outpost Michael 🤤 but I completely agree with what you said about sojourn Michael being so yandere and needy, I love that side of him just as much. I loved his relationship with Mead so much, I would kill to be in her positionl I would give Michael anything and everything if he was obsessed with me like that lol. I liked his vulnerability alot too pre outpost like all the temper tantrums he would throw lol. Also I honestly don't know which character I like more so far Michael or Xavier they're both so iconic and hot in different ways, but all I know is the Xavier in your fic is superior to everything 👀 Exactly like you said I would literally forgive everything he did too for his ghost dick LOL. I'm dying at the thought of another Xavier fic I'm so ready 🤤😍 I'll definitely let you know how I like 1984 once I'm done!! ❤
THE TEMPER TANTRUMS PLEASE THEY WERE MY FAVORITE like… just imagine you’re like “okay Michael I’m gonna go to the store” and he won’t let you leave because he doesn’t want to be away from you 🥺🥺
OUTPOST MICHAEL MAKES THE WHORE COME OUT OF ME SO HARD LIKE I’ll suck your dick and slit venable’s throat if that’s what you want, bad daddy 🥺 as long as you’ll keep me like a good girl I’ll be your lil killer 🥺🥺 and hed probably LOVE that and use you like a weapon AND a fuck doll brrrrr brain is TURNING OFF
Ugh, I don’t think I could choose a favorite either! Both are iconic in their own unique way and that’s why I think I love cody fern so much is because through those two characters we’ve already seen such fucking range? The boy is TALENTEDDDD but I do have to say 1984 got me because like 😞 I belong in the 80s I SWEAR
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wooyoung-a · 3 years
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hi love! this is a check in mail to see if you're doing okay!! 🎀 ily dearly 💞 you make me a happy little human ❤
ily heather :(( thank you for asking and since i can't keep it to muself here's a full on rant on literally how im doing <33
tw; vomiting, attacks (u dont have to read it!!! if you're uncomfy and still would like to read tell me and i'll filter it out 😙)
this gon be so messy i apologize in advance
but really thank you for askinh
these days ive been feeling rpetty shitty
just about everything
first that comes to mind r my irl friends
i know i shouldnt be too demanding of their time. i mean, we're all busy
but you know how im always there for ppl right
whenever they're havinhg a hard time
i'll alwayd make time for them
bc the only thing we can do now is rely on each other bc we're still on lockdown and having online classes,, we cant make friends with classmates that easily online
anyway
even just a question of 'how are we going' for me would suffice
but nothing
and i just,,,,,, feel shitty for wanting to have a friend to ask
they're busy,, im busy,, iDK
NEXT
ive been shitting my prelims exams
ive had three exams as of now
and the scores are barely hanging
so i just feel shitty bout that too,, i knOW its just prelims and not even halfway thru the sem but its still grades ://
bc of that ive been having silent anxiety attacks and just,,, wanting to vomit all the timd
insomnia isnt helping too
so i overthink
like is this the right path for me?
ive never wanted to take this course, i took it bc i had no choice
LOOK i've always wondered what if i was doing something i really like and love
that's acting btw
and its just :// NO OFFENSE not practical at all
i cant guarantee my success in that
and just
its my safe place and i have fun doing it
covid just makes it harder for me to reach out to opportunities without having to tell my fanily about it
idk i just think that what if i was doing that rn rather than wasting my time memorizing some medical things i probably wouldnt remember unless im really up for the challenge
+ my grades really do make me question abt my enthusiasm abt it
and just,, life sucks
IF YOU READ UP TO HERE THANK YOU SO MUCH ily :(( u dont know how much i appreciate this :(((
tumblr moots + kpop are the only ones making my life worth living rn im not even kidding
twitter too toxic
AH this just added up to my anxiety i just remembered
so the show was awhile go right
AND ateez and woodz were nominayed,, basically my ults
and there's just a lot going on and i feel sorry
ateez didnt win but woodz did
and stans r like woodz fans asked for five other fandoms' help
it feels like im not obligated to feel something for both
i cant feel happy for woodz bc i'll feel bad for teezers while i can't just ignore woodz win bc he deserves that
I THINK ITS JUST THE FANS making me think like this so i just ran here on tumblr
ANYWAY THANK U AGAIN HEATHER ILYSM :(( giving u the tightest hugs there is and hope ur break is going well <3
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