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ante--meridiem · 2 months

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Post is under the cut for typical Creepy Ex Landlord content but there's nothing new on that front, just me processing stuff that had happened while the situation was ongoing.

I've been half considering telling my new roommates the real reason I moved out from the previous place because I have reason to believe they'd be understanding and we've definitely reached the level of friendship where that kind of thing can be shared but I hesitate to even call it "sexual harassment" out loud and not on tumblr because to do so I have to interrogate whether I ever actually said no clearly and firmly enough, though at the end of the day I'm fairly confident I did and its failure to get through to him was him just not wanting to listen. I laid out my discomfort to him several times and he apologised and seemed really genuinely guilty/upset and I told him I didn't want him to apologise or feel bad I just wanted him to stop and then he'd go straight back to what he'd been doing before.

I guess what I'm stuck on though is, maybe it's just autistic inability to fully comprehend that people can be lying to me but his belief that he's done nothing seriously wrong or against my consent seems fully genuine. He seemed honestly hurt and confused when I blocked him as soon as I could because he'd really believed we'd still be ""friends"" after I moved out. There was this one time when he was telling me about a news article about a woman who got sexually assaulted and he was all wide-eyed I-just-don't-understand-how-people-could-do-that innocence about it and I truly understood what emotion the phrase "look into the camera like you're on the office" expresses, because really?

I'm pretty sure most of it runs on technicalities and plausible deniability because ok, if you do things without asking that you have plenty of reason to think I wouldn't be ok with then technically I didn't say no, and you can even be proud of yourself for stopping once I do get around to saying it. And if you plead and wheedle with me until I decide it's easier to give you what you want than keep arguing then technically I said yes. But what really throws me is how much he seemed to genuinely believe he was morally in the clear, rather than just having legalistic plausible deniability.

Like, by the end of it and by the time he found out my sexuality, even he couldn't convince himself that I secretly wanted him. Even before he'd found out, he'd mostly switched tack from "so what if you have a boyfriend, he can't tell you what to do" to "what's so wrong with me that you aren't attracted to me? :( I've been so nice to you :(" but he never seemed to have any level of cognitive dissonance over, if I had never had any shred of attraction to him and repeatedly expressed discomfort with him being sexual towards me, why I would have ""consented"" to all the things that I totally definitely freely consented to and he totally definitely never forced on me and pressured me into (please note heavy sarcasm). He really thought I'd stay friends with him, "friends" of course here meaning "we cannot have a conversation that stays for longer than five minutes on a topic other than him commenting on my appearance and asking me for pictures". Like, I get missing signals other people think are clear, but if I found out someone I'd thought was freely consenting to physical intimacy with me (giving him benefit of the doubt that he actually thought that) felt that way my reaction wouldn't be "too bad you're not attracted to me but we'll still be friends where I constantly talk about how pretty you are and what you should wear. I never pressured you into anything btw! Me going oh come on whenever you said no to me was just me being cute!", it would be "oh shit, did I pressure you? I'm so sorry and will leave you alone immediately if that's what you want." And then actually leave them alone.

And this "you cannot honestly believe you're innocent can you? If you really believe that maybe I somehow wasn't clear enough?" doubting on my side is all pretty standard stuff as these kind of situations go I'm pretty sure, and I feel reasonably confident most people would still take my side given full details, but at the same time... even on tumblr I see people making fun of the idea that you should ask verbal consent for every little thing as "puritanical", and while I'm reasonably sure those people are talking about "someone who's been flirting with you leans in for a kiss so you don't ask before going for it" situations and not, this whole thing, I can only think that Creepy Landlord had somehow convinced himself it was that kind of situation.

....anyways.

#personal #the landlord situation

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gaybananabread · 7 months

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TickleTober Day 4 - Weak Spot

DON’T EVEN START I know this is kinda cringe. I’ve been watching SWAT again recently and it’s got a decent vice grip on my brain. This number just screamed Hondo at me, and who better to get his ass than his loving partner? There is a total LACK of anything tk-related for this show, so Imma fix that. It was so painfully fun writing this, I don’t even know anymore. Sorta angsty at the start because I need help- Don’t make fun of me/j, and Enjoy!

Lee: Hondo

Ler: Nichelle

Summary: Hondo is talking about his day, feeling a bit down after some heavy stuff went down. Nichelle tries to cheer him up, exploiting her favorite of her man’s few weaknesses.

Warnings: SWAT spoilers ig, death. This is a tickle fic, so if you don’t like that, scroll away!

“This is 20 David, all suspects are down. We’re Code 4.”

Hondo’s thoughts that day had been swirling, running back the calls he had made over and over again. They had stopped the drug deal, sure, but what about the casualties? That woman… yeah, she was aiming a gun at them, but still. She was so young…he’ll never fully get over it when things end like that with women, especially younger ones. She could have only been, what, 19? Damn…

Nichelle walked in on his brooding, her smile softening the moment she saw the look on his face. She made her way over to him, knocking on the table before wrapping her arms around his shoulders. “Hey Hondo. You wanna talk about it?” She didn’t even ask if he was okay, she could tell the answer was no.

“How d’you do that, woman?” He chuckled, though the sound was more tired than amused. Hondo leaned back into her, allowing himself that bit of comfort for the moment. Nichelle had been working on getting him to open up. He was still holding back, but small comforts like asking for hugs or cuddles were coming along.

She pecked his cheek, moving her hands up to his shoulders. "One of my special talents." Her fingers worked into his shoulder muscles, finding many knots and sore spots. "Baby, you've got knots on top 'a knots. You gonna tell me what happened, or do I have to convince you?"

Hondo sighed, almost melting into the touch. He really didn't want to just dump what happened onto Nichelle. She had always had the biggest heart, it's one of the many reasons why he loves her. What if he upset her by sharing? "It's…it's pretty heavy, baby. I dunno if it's something you're gonna want to hear."

She walked around the chair, her hands never leaving his shoulders. Soon enough, they were eye-level, Nichelle's lips pursed in concern and thought. "Daniel, whatever it is, I can handle it. If it's bothering you this much, it'll probably help to talk it out. I promise, you're never gonna scare me off by being honest about this stuff."

Yeah…yeah. She was right. He needed to talk about it, and Nichelle is probably the only one he'd be able to open up to with stuff like that. Taking a deep breath, he recounted the day's op. His calls, the drugs, the suspects, how things ended with the young woman.

Nichelle silently listened the entire time. She kept her reactions in check, trying to only convey support and sympathy. Still, when she heard about the young woman, she bit her cheek a bit harder than she liked. She knew Hondo's job was a hard one, and that meant doing whatever it took to protect innocent people. Such a young age to get wrapped in that stuff, though. The girl would've shot someone if they hadn't done what they did, but that doesn't make it any easier to handle.

Once he finished, and her thoughts were collected, she spoke with the softest and most sympathetic tone she could manage.

"Oh baby…you know that wasn't your fault. You can't control what people do, how they act, what they get mixed up in and when. I know this is a tough pill to swallow, but you have to accept that there's nothing else you could do. She made her choice before you even called for the shot. It sounds like she wasn't planning on ever leaving there. I'm here, for whatever you need."

Okay, that almost got him. He took a deep breath, closing his eyes and letting himself fully melt into Nichelle’s affection. He loved that woman, before they split, before they got back together. He just hadn’t realized it yet. She slowly climbed onto the chair with him, sitting in his lap and pressing small kisses to his cheeks and neck. Her main goal was to be there for him, just like he always was for her.

What she wasn’t expecting was the small, poorly-repressed giggle one of the neck kisses caused. She repeated the action, getting similar results. A memory popped up in her mind, one from snuggling in bed after a night together. She had been rubbing his sides, but had accidentally tickled him. Things got giggly after that. Hondo paid her back in full, with interest, but it had been worth it to hear him laugh like that. Something he could really use right then.

“Hey, Sargent Harrelson. I think I’ve got a way to cheer you up, if you’ll let me try it.” Nichelle pulled her face away from his neck, now cupping his cheek and smirking at him. He quirked an eyebrow, his features slowly taking on the signature “huh?” look. He rolled his shoulder, trying to find the hidden meaning behind her words. “You only call me Sargent Harrelson when you’re up to something.”

She laughed softly, gently tracing her fingers along his jawline. “I just told you, babe. I’m gonna cheer you up, if you promise to let me.” Her eyes were mostly innocent, though he detected a bit of mischief in her tone. He had already disregarded the small neck kisses, more focused on her than his own sensitivity. Hondo had finished a very rough day on SWAT. He could use some help cheering up, whatever her undoubtedly devious plan to do so may be.

“Al’ight, fine. I promise I’ll let you try this plan a’ yours to cheer me up.” He chuckled, turning his head to kiss her palm. Nichelle just smirked, adjusting her position on his lap so she had better access to his spots. She sat eye-level with him, resting her hands on his sides. It took him a second to realize her plan, but when he did, he immediately protested.

“Hey, Nichelle, hold up-” She cut him off, pressing a finger to his lips. The look she got was priceless, though she’d have to marvel in her brilliancy later. “At-tat-ta. You promised, remember? And, last I checked, the honorable Hondo never goes back on his word.” She drummed her fingers against his ribs, smirking as he figured her out. He needed to de-stress, and laughter is one of the best ways to do so. She hosts a stand-up comedy night for some of the older people at the Community Center every now and then. This is pretty much the same, only she isn’t telling any jokes.

At that point, Hondo was already squirming a bit, trying to keep his reactions in check. “I- that- ugh… Hate it when you’re right sometimes, you know that?” In all honesty, he wouldn’t mind it all that much if she went through with it. It felt good to laugh, though his pride would take a small hit.

Nichelle just laughed, leaning in closer to peck his cheek. “Oh, trust me. I know.” Then, not hearing a “no” or “don’t”, she began to spider her hands along his sides. Hondo held his breath, not wanting to crumble so quickly at the goofy affection. It was a nice change, the somber mood from before fading to a warm comfort he never wanted to leave.

That just wouldn’t do. Going for the kill, Nichelle darted her fingers down to his hips, kneading the small amount of squishy, protective skin along the bones. No matter how often he worked out, he could never loose the soft areas Nichelle loves to run her fingers across.

His reaction was instant. Hondo snorted, his suppressed reactions powering through as he began to laugh. “B-BAhAbyhyhy! Why thehe hihiHIhIHIPs?!” It was quite the sight, seeing such a stoic and intimidating man laugh like that. Nichelle was loving every second of it, enjoying the rare display of her fiance’s softer side. He needed to show it more often.

“One, they’re my favorite and you know it. Two, you need to laugh. Is this not getting to you?” She smirked, knowing good and well just how much it was getting to him. Hondo tried not to writhe under her nails, his fitting white t-shirt and flannel not doing much to protect him from her nails. He almost regretted getting her that spa day…

He grabbed her wrists, though he didn’t push them away. He kinda couldn’t; Hondo had promised to let her “cheer him up,” no matter what it was. Still, his hands needed somewhere to go, and his woman’s wrists were as good a place as any.

Said woman tried not to coo at his reactions, knowing it would only make his inevitable revenge all the more evil. He might have been a good guy, but when it came to getting her, he showed no mercy. Still didn’t stop her from teasing him, though. “I gotta say, I love your weak spots. Especially this one.”

Hondo was…well, he wasn’t hating it. The thoughts of that day’s raid were almost forgotten, distant thoughts in the back of his head. He never truly forgot anyone the trigger got pulled on, be it by his hand or his orders. Still, he didn’t deserve to beat himself down over the decisions of bad people. They were given many chances to put their weapons down. The fact that they didn’t…they knew the choice they were making. In Nichelle’s opinion, he never deserved to be haunted by their choices. She reminded him of it every day, though not always with tickles.

She toyed with the soft skin of his hips and waistline, skittering her nails and drilling into the sensitive spots. Hondo’s laughter jumped all over the place, the deep sounds rumbling in his chest before tumbling out into the room. He was loving the affection part of it, but the tickles on his hips were starting to get to him. “NIHIHIhichelle! IHI- Ihi’m smihihilin’ agahain! Youhuhu cahan stohOHOP!”

Nichelle didn’t stop, though she did switch spots. She had messed with his weak spot enough for one night. Her nails traveled down, gently scritching the tops of his thighs. His loud laughter melted down to low, airy giggles. Hondo’s thighs were just ticklish enough to get a reaction out of him, making them the perfect final destination. His knee’s bounced, trying and failing to dilute the ticklish buzzing to his nervous system. He could handle a bit more; she was set on getting him to nap after this.

The very faint tint of a blush could be seen on his dark cheeks, making the moment all the sweeter. Hondo had always kept his emotions to himself, putting everything else before himself. Ever since him and Nichelle had gotten back together, though, he’d been trying to take care of himself. Not stopping her, letting that happen, was just one step of many he’d taken to help himself even a fraction as much as he’d helped others.

“Oho- okahahay! Noho mohohore!” Nichelle stopped tickling him, switching to gentle rubs along the lengths of his thighs. And, just to be nice, she leaned in and kissed her man. He was still laughing softly, smiling into the kiss. His hands wrapped around her midsection, pulling her against him. Hondo, once he regained his breath, whispered softly into her ear. “Don’t think I’m letting that slide…but thanks, baby.”

She chuckled, though couldn’t help but feel her cheeks heat up at his words. She knew that was no empty threat; sometime over the next few days, he was gonna get her. But right then, Nichelle didn’t need to worry. Her man was sleepy, cuddly and ready for a nice nap after a long day. She hummed out a question, placing another small kiss to the corner of his mouth. “Bedroom?”

He chuckled, feeling the smile he’d had since she started turn to a smirk. “Bedroom. C’mon, beautiful.” Hondo hooked his hands under her thighs, not bothering to reposition her before standing up and carrying her towards the bedroom. Some snuggles with the woman he loves were always the perfect way to end a long day, however mischievous she may be.

He laid her down, quickly joining her as he pulled his shirt off. Hondo’s strong arms wrapped around her, pulling his love against his chest before the warm wave of tiredness washed over him. His eyes drifted shut, the last thing he saw before dozing off Nichelle’s warm and loving smile. He was so lucky…

#swat tickle #lee!hondo #ler!nichelle #ticklish!hondo #augtickletober 2023 #tickletober 2023 #tickle fic #sfw tickling community #tickle #SWAT #SWAT Hondo #SWAT Nichelle #tickletober

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rhianwells · 6 months

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Ria & Zach Drabble

//noon. Zach's studio.

Ria was furious. It took some effort to bring out that side of her, but this usually cheerful and optimistic blonde did have a less friendly side. She promised herself she wouldn't do anything stupid, anything that could make Courtney mad at her, too - she had enough on her plate already, after all. However, that was before she realized there was nothing she could do to make her friend feel better because that promise was absolutely irrelevant in the face of Courtney's terrible mood. That sad look on her face when she turned down Ria's lunch invitation was enough for her to snap and instead of going to the diner or back up to her apartment, she decided to knock on Zach's door and have a talk with him.

Of course, he was home. Where else could he be. He only left his place for work and walks with his dog, and he would have obviously skipped the Wexley Halloween party if Courtney hadn't suggested asking him to go with them. And he still did that to her? Oh, the audacity...! The sight of his face only made her angrier. Before he even finished saying something about how surprised he was to see her, she stormed inside, arms crossed on her chest, fists clenched.

"How could you do that to her! Have you seen how sad Courtney is? Has checking on her even crossed your mind?! Oh no, wait. That would be absolutely-..." She took a deep breath in, trying to calm down a bit before she continued. It wasn't like she came here to listen to some shitty explanation anyway; nothing he would tell her would make her understand his actions. No, she didn't have time for poor excuses. "You're a shit friend, you know that? She told you she liked you, which wasn't easy, by the way! I know because I talked to her about it!" She had convinced Courtney that telling him about her feelings was worth a shot, that maybe he liked her back... Oh damn, she was guilty, too, but it was his fault!

Zach stood there, confused. She came here to talk about Courtney and it was quite obvious, but why was she yelling at him like that? What's with women coming over to yell at him lately? "I have no idea what you're talking about," he said with a shrug, using that short pause she had taken to catch a breath as an opportunity to say something.

"Oh, you don't understand? Poor Zach, just a quiet guy who spends all days playing games-"

"Making games, actually."

"Uh, semiotics-"

"Semantics."

"Whatever, don't you try to shut me up like that!" She wagged her finger at him as she took a few steps in his direction and when his stupid, clueless face was within her reach, she slapped him with the angriest "You don't like her back, but you still tried to stop her from leaving so you could fuck her, and now you act all innocent! What a jerk!" she could muster. "You're just like any other man I've met! You don't even have to like a girl to sleep with her and play with her feelings like that, then act like it's totally normal! I've seen that, I've been there. You're all the same, and you're even worse now. Limited resources, huh?"

She put so much heart into that slap! Her palm burnt and it was the sole reason she sort of regretted it, but maybe that's what he needed in order to understand what Ria was onto.

When he finally seemed to have processed everything and straightened back up, he started to explain what happened that afternoon, from his point of view. The first half matched Courtney's story. They talked, and he couldn't understand what she meant by saying she cared about him (honestly, what's wrong with this man) until she kissed him. No, he couldn't say he liked her back like that, but he does like Courtney. No, he didn't feel superior and wasn't using her confession against her.

Impatient and annoyed that he still wasn't getting it, Ria interrupted him, pointing out that he still begged Courtney to stay and kissed her, even though he had made it pretty clear that he wasn't interested, so what else could that mean if not that he was hoping for the easiest one night stand in his life? Their conversation quickly turned into a loop of "That's what you were hoping for" and "No, not at all", a back and forth that made Ria's head ache until she finally broke out of it, with an annoyed "Then what were you hoping for?!"

"Curiosity? I don't fucking know! She's the first woman I've ever kissed, the first to ever kiss me, I had no idea what to do... And then I just wanted to do that again and-... How were I supposed to feel?"

He couldn't believe he was telling Ria something as personal as that, but what choice did he have? He could let her slap him again, yell at him some more, but this way, she'd at least be done with her stupid accusations. Plus, it felt kind of good to get it off his chest, coming out in one of the most bizarre ways possible.

"Oh God, so you are gay," she muttered in disbelief. Pacing around the room she started thinking about how she had convinced her best friend to make that move, to open up to him, and now she was hurt...! Oh no, no, no!

Ria seemed on the verge of some panic mode he wouldn't be able to stop if it escalated any more, so he sighed and continued. "I'm not, but I'm still working it out, and she surprised me, yeah?" Those nosey assholes had taken pictures of him and his then-boyfriend a few years ago and would have put them all over the tabloids, but then someone had given them something better to write about. Zach wasn't that interesting to them anyway, so luckily, they gave up easily. Lily-Rose's new campaign. Shiloh's bold outfit. Nothing he was ashamed of, he just hated it when they invaded his private life. "Now I wish they had written about that. This way Courtney would never-"

"No no, wait. Don't say that. Promise you didn't want to use her and it's just a misunderstanding?" Ria arched a brow but something was telling her that he wasn't lying. Confused was his middle name and he wasn't so good with other people let alone women, but now she knew why. His nod and concern that seemed genuine enough convinced her. "Alright. I'll tell her you're not an asshole, but you have to explain that to her yourself, yes?" Another nod. He seemed thankful. "Great. It's a lot of information, so I'm heading back upstairs to do some thinking over a mini bottle of champagne, or two. Sorry for the..." She patted his cheek, lips pressed together in an apologetic smile.

" You thought I kinda deserved it."

Ria shrugged her shoulders with a smile. He had a point. "Kinda. Not anymore, though... I think? I-I'll... show myself out."

#ria:zach

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rouge-variant · 2 years

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Hey, what would relationship with Levi be like? Could you do hcs pretty please? ~

I have done very specific headcanons but I have yet to do just general ones. So this is perfect, I'm glad you asked about this. Hopefully they don't get too repetitive, I'm trying to find different things to add in. Let me know if I missed anything. Again apologies for the long wait!!! Thanks for your request and I hope you enjoy!!!

Levi Ackerman Relationship Headcanons:

Levi hasn't done much in the romance department. It's most likely that you're going to be his first in everything. You're going to be his first kiss, his first cuddler, maybe even his first time if you guys work your way up there. But because he's so inexperienced, he's going to second guess himself a lot. So be patient with him and praise him often. He doesn't have to be perfect just as long as he makes you smile.

Levi's love language is definitely 'acts of service' for you. He sucks with expressing himself verbally and he believes that actions speak louder than words so he's prefers this method of showing his love for you. He'll start making you tea in the morning when he makes it for himself. He'll sneak some of your paperwork away so that you have less to do and you can go and occupy yourself with something far better than reading and signing papers. These are all small actions that he knows everyone else overlooks but you pick up on. And that's all he needs.

Anything you tell him, he remembers. Especially when hes planning a date. They range from big dreams you have for life after the war to your favourite colour. He loves seeing the way your face lights up when you notice he included something you told him about, even if it was weeks ago. He doesn't mind going the extra mile like that as long as he always gets to see you happy.

Levi will almost always want to shower/bathe with you. Its innocent and he always wants to spend as much time with you as possible. Work is constantly pulling him in different directions, always moving away from you and he hates it. At least this way he's able to pull you close and just have a moment's peace with you.

I strongly believe that Levi gets pouty and clingy when you ignore him. If the work situations switches and suddenly you're busy than he is and you stay up working to stay on top of everything, Levi will sit in the same room attempting to do something to occupy himself so that you can work. The first few hours are fine but then he'll start asking you more frequently what time you'll be done. If you look up and he's trying to focus on his book, you'll see his bottom lip sticking out in a pout. Take too long and he will physically take the work in front of you and move it to a different place so that he can hold you. Sometimes you'll be able to convince Levi to let you keep working if your sitting on his lap.

When a mission comes, Levi will be checking up on your more frequently. Checking your gear, where you're going to be in the formation and checking on you. Physically, if your sick or injured, theres no debate you are stuck at Headquarters sitting this one out. Mentally/Emotionally, he will not let you go if your in a slump. Because he knows it'll impare your decision making. There is no way in hell he would risk losing you over something that's easily presentable. And he wouldn't tell you to stay without reason. When your in top condition, he as total faith in you that you'll be just fine. It's when he notices that you're in a weird mood, that's only when he won't let you go.

Levi's favourite activities to do with you involve going for evening rides on your horses. Most of the time you'll just end up take his so that he can have your arms around his waist and feel you close. You guys really could do laps around the training forest and be happy but you guys are your favorite spot in a clearing that you prefer to go to. Other activities would be 'teaching' you how to make tea properly. Regardless of if you already know how to do it, he just wants to go through it with you so that he can learn how you like your tea. This often leads to exploring different cafes and tea shops on your free days off and occasionally you getting him to try a baked treat with the tea. As a result, Levi's learned how good certain fruits are when turned into a tart.

Overall despite the harsh world that you two live in, Levi keeps the relationship pretty sweet and relaxed. After all you are his angel who helps to calm him and one of the more important reasons keeping him going in the war. He wants you to have everything you and and works hard on trying to get more accustomed to certain relationship habits to make sure he treats you the way you deserve.

#levi ackerman fluff #aot x reader #levi ackerman x y/n #levi x you #levi ackerman #aot x y/n #levi x reader #levi ackerman headcanons

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featherssideblog · 2 years

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Feathers Reacts: Motorcity - Episode 15 (16) - Julie and the Amazons

There are days where I think to myself, "I'm probably somewhere on the aro/ace spectrum, but I guess there's no need to label myself, though in the past I've identified as bi - and what even is attraction anyways??" blah blah blah.

And then there are days where I melt into a puddle over a cartoon lady with a smoky voice. Send help.

Anyway, here's Julie, here's some Amazons, here's a record of feathers getting ruffled - pun intended.

Episode 15 (16) Thoughts

Welp, somebody is trying to start a gang war! We've got the Duke, the Skylarks, and the Weekend Warriors at the very least. The Skylarks seem reasonable, so I bet they could be convinced of the Burners' innocence. I have no idea about the Weekend Warriors, and the Duke is utterly unpredictable.

Julie is facing down the real challenge - merging your friend groups.

Julie, about Claire: She already feels like she doesn't fit in around here. I want her to feel included. Texas: Whaddya think I was trying to do, LISA?? Yeah, that checks out. I'm afraid Texas's idea of fun is incompatible with Claire's. To be fair, it's incompatible with most people's idea of fun 80% of the time.

Oh look at Claire's reaction to the slow-mo hair swish! <3

AHAHAHA ROCK MIKE IS BEAUTIFUL

. . . Foxy is 100% flirting with Claire, and Claire is interested. I'm barely reaching for subtext here, this is text.

Sidenote: Foxy got a cherry smoothie to match Claire's order.

Julie, is that jealousy?? Ma'am, my eyes are wide open.

Oh, now we've skipped straight to moping. Pull yourself together, Jules! Mike "Mom Friend" Chilton has taken notice.

The Duke's vocal idiosyncrasies bring me such joy - "Hwell then!"

Out of curiosity I googled selenium sulfate, and while that compound does not appear to exist, selenium sulfide is used in shampoos as a funngicide apparently? And PubChem says there's no flash point data, but it's probably combustible.

Infiltration! Wahoo! Julie would normally be aces at this if she wasn't emotionally compromised by Claire possibly liking Foxy better than her. :)

Texas without the baseball cap and in a suit actually looks pretty undercover to me! So long as he doesn't open his mouth . . .

Texas: Hey guys! Who's that? Is it Texas - no way! It's a totally super cool spy ninja! Mike, to Chuck and Dutch: Aw really?? YOu guys encouraged this? Dutch, to Chuck: Told you he wouldn't go for it. Mike: We have twenty four hours and this is how you want to spend our time? Texas: YES. YES IT IS. :D Dutch: You know he's just gonna keep going until you let him try. Mike: *exasperated groaning*

Why is Foxy's voice like that. I can't deal with this. What is going on. What is going on. Ahhhhh

Oh look at this frame, I love this. Foxy and Julie are definitely arguing about whether or not Julie can join the Amazons. No, this isn't about Claire at all. What are you talking about?

Foxy: Alright. But when you lose - and you will - you're gone, got it? HAHAHAHAHA I AM HAVING A TOTALLY NORMAL RESPONSE HERE, WHAT IS GOING ON

Okay, Texas nearly had me crying tears of laughter as he yelled every word of Chuck's panicked instructions into the face of that freaked out Skylark. XD

Weekend Warrior Texas is too close to normal Texas to be a good disguise, I think.

Claire is crushing hard on Foxy. (same?? I think??)

Claire: Why should I believe you??? You lie to people every day! Oh jeez, straight to the heart (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)

Claire: You didn't used to dress like that or talk about cars! Then you met Mike and . . . everything changed. SUBTEXT ALERT SUBTEXT ALERT SUBTEXT ALERT

And it was the Duke who framed the Burners all along! I should have known.

It's purely because the Duke felt jealous of the attention the Burners were getting?? He's a cat, essentially.

Mike just chased the Duke up the stairs, and upon reaching his throne the Duke sat down and tried to act like nothing was wrong. Have I mentioned that I love the Duke?

"Private Rat Trap" is probably not the alter-ego that Texas hoped he'd end up with.

Well, well, well. Claire was able to convince Foxy to help. But at the end of the day, Claire is riding home with Julie. :)

Concluding Thoughts:

Listen. Listen. It's not Foxy's character design. It's her voice, and the things she says with it. I feel like one of those Ghibli characters whose lineart suddenly has short wavelength impulses running along the perimeter of their body. Gah.

ANYWAYS I'm glad Julie and Claire made up. But Julie, dear, I think your attempts to merge your friend group are at least 50% doomed - Claire is a very different person from Texas, with almost no overlapping interests, and Chuck is currently incapable of functioning like a normal human being around her and that probably makes her uncomfortable. On the other hand, Mike is one of the friendliest people on the planet, so at least there's that.

Speaking of Chuck and his crush on Claire: 1. Much as I love you, buddy, learn to take a hint. 2. See step one. 3. Please watch Claire interact with Julie for five minutes, and I think some things will be clarified.

#motorcity #julie kane #claire motorcity #foxy motorcity #the duke of detroit #julie x claire #should i be tagging this with a specific ship name??#nevermind i found it #clulie

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vanilla-voyeur · 9 months

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How pro-life propoganda convinced me to be pro-choice while I was still a fundamentalist

So back when I was an evangelical, I really liked to read Christian novels. One author I liked was Francine Rivers. One of her books I read was Atonement Child. It took me until after I became an atheist to realize that this book was pro-life propoganda. I didn't know anything about the book plot before reading it. I wanted to read the book because I liked one of her other books that I had read before this.

Here's the plot: Dynah is a perfect Christian girl with a perfect Christian life. She goes to a perfect Christian college, has a perfect Christian fiance, and has perfect Christian friends and family who love her. She is perfectly beautiful and white and innocent with perfect Christian blonde hair. Perfectly god-fearing because fear of authority figures is a good thing to evangelicals. Oh how blessed.

One night when she's walking from her night job, a stranger jumps out of the shadows and rapes her. Oh no! And oh no she got pergrante!

Does she have any trauma from being a victim of rape? Not really. Does she try to go to the police or at least consider it and dismiss it because the police won't do shit? No! Does her sex-negative upbringing that tells her she's dirty if she has premarital sex affect her? Not a chance!

The rape is not important y'all. It's just a convenient plot device to get her gregnant while still being a perfect Christian and not like those sluts who had it coming. One of the questions that pro-lifers (and a few too many pro-choice folks) love to grapple with is what if stranger rape? Is that a good reason to have an abortion? Let's totally ignore that most people who have abortions already have children and most perpetrators of rape are people the victim knows. The real troubling question at hand is should Dynah have an abortion?

Welp all the so-called pro-life Christians in her life suddenly are demanding that she absolutely must have an abortion. Her school kicks her out because she won't have an abortion. Her fiance breaks up with her. Her friends and family ostracize her. Also it just so turns out that many, many of these so-called pro-life Christians have had secret abortions. This is not an indication of pro-life hypocrisy but actually a sign that none of them were true Scotsmen Christians.

After grappling with the issue for most of the book, she decides she wants to keep the baby. She finds a new guy who wants to be her husband and is way better than the other guy. So in the end god blessed her for choosing not to have an abortion. The End.

My takeaway from the book: wow this woman's choice was very important. Abortion needs to be legal so that good Christians can choose life and show their devotion to god. Another banger from good ol' Francine Rivers asking the hard questions and not spreading any misinformation whatsoever (lmao).

It took until after I became an atheist to have a bit more well-rounded support for bodily autonomy and get a bit more sex-positive. Should you read the book? That's your choice.

Maybe you're not immune to propoganda but I'm built different 😎

#Christianity tw #Pro life tw #Rape tw #Abortion #bodily autonomy

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hopeymchope · 10 months

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How much do you await from survivor Hiyoko mod? For better or worse, it seems to be the most noticeable not OC-based fangame we have right now.

My biggest concern with any kind of fan game or fan mod is always whether they'll ever reach a conclusion. I mean, how many fan games or fan videos have actually had *endings* and not been cancelled mid-stream by now? I believe the answer is "literally two - the Danganronpa Another games - and that's it"? There's been so many that've gotten dropped partway into their development/release that I've lost a lot of faith in this creative path. (And yes, I'm aware of the irony of ME saying this, the person with all the incomplete fanfics that've stood out there for a long while... ugh. The inner guilt it brings me is real.) But hey, if the person developing "Unforgiven" is still trucking along gradually, then props to them. I'll be interested in seeing how I feel when it's all said and done.

But for now, let's catch up on ALL the asks in my backlog related to the Survivor Hiyoko game mod!

Fuyuhiko may have been an awful person for the majority of Chapters 1-2, but by targeting Hiyoko he was trying to save the life of someone he'd always loved. So I kind of can get that, right? And choosing to target the person who's been a complete asshole towards damn near everybody, you could even argue he's performing an overkill version of a public service. :P The problem is that... well, surely he knew what him convincing them to vote for Saionji would mean for *literally everyone else*, right? It's not like he was going to JUST sacrifice the girl who was clearly an asshole to everybody around her. It wasn't even like he was just going to sacrifice her and HIMSELF — arguably two of the biggest douchenozzles on the island up to that point. No, he was gonna sacrifice 11 totally uninvolved people PLUS himself to give Peko a future. Even if we grant him Hiyoko (because she's awful and consistently sucks) and Komaeda (because he's Here to Cause Problems on Purpose) as freebies, that's still NINE INNOCENT PEOPLE getting killed because of his plan. Did he really think that was an even trade? Did he just not BELIEVE they'd really all die? Or was he just not thinking this through?

I mean, you have to address all of Hiyoko's worst behavior, don't you? If you're intending for me to buy into Hiyoko getting some kind of redemption, you need to confront all the awful shit she's said and done head-on and TRY to make up for it. Even if that's... kind of impossible.

Well... we probably all have "problematic faves." I'm not sure why someone would EVER choose Saionji as their fave, but... I guess there must be some reason why someone would see promise in her. Perhaps the modder really buys into her specious "tragic backstory" FTEs, and they think those things deserve to be aired out among the rest of the group so that everyone can come to a better understanding of her mental issues... or something like that. I have no idea.

It seems I was too late to see this. They deleted it by the time I tried to follow this address. Which... sounds like it's probably for the best.

I finally hunted for and found their YouTube account thanks to you bringing this up! And as for Sonia... well, I guess she doesn't go through much growth during the game, if any. So she's probably easier to remove than someone like Fuyuhiko is... with the exception of the whole Gundham/Chapter 4 part. But she also deserves the death way less than either of them. :P

#anti-hiyoko saionji #danganronpa #asks #anon #hiyoko survivor mod #danganronpa unforgiven #danganronpa unforgiven mod

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rolling-restart · 1 year

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Oh good Lord, big guy Toto and you never fail to amaze me (in different ways!)

My need to over-analyze with my accidental relatability with most of these characters. I could be wrong but fuck it, seeing a little of me in them is the kinda twisted that feels good.

Nico's promiscuity seems like both self-harming and Toto-harming. He seems convinced that he is fully playing mind games with the big guy, torturing him by sleeping with other people. But he's practicing unprotected sex which could result very very badly.

After therapy, I understood that impulsively having sex just for the sake of having sex, not because you feel real attraction for the sexual partner, can be considered self-harm. You get in a situation you'll possibly hate or not enjoy, but you have to do it. Like Nico having sex for the sake of fucking with Toto's mind, even if he actually feels attracted to Jenson.

You have a reason or "excuse" to hate your body, and hate yourself for experiences you don't like enjoy. I think Nico ends up sleeping with other people to justify why things go bad, even if he does it subconsciously. If you're bad, it makes sense that bad things happen to you. That's the way I saw things after periods of promiscuity, so it's just my experience.

On another note, I can't believe Toto used classical conditioning on Nico. THAT'S GENIUS. LIKE ACTUALLY EVIL GENIUS.

Also, Nico and Toto's relationship in this stage seems like a power struggle where both think the other has the upper hand no matter what mind games they play and therefore try to act like THEY are one step forward. We know Toto has the last word anyway, but seeing him trying to stay calm and rational while Nico is smugly being fucked by JENSON FUCKING BUTTON. God. I love to see it.

Any part of this sickening act could be explained by impulse but all of them together was definitely planned in the twisted little mind of Nico and Toto wasn’t going to let him get away with it.

Game reconigzes game. I don't think this is the exact moment when he realizes it, but there's a moment when he clicks that Nico is not that sweet manipulable thing Toto has painted in his own mind. He decides to keep a blind eye and act like Nico is innocent and deserving of punishment at the same time. Abusers' minds never make total sense, but Toto somehow is totally collected and a hot mess of contradictions; at the same time.

Also, I love the little detail of infantilizing Nico and diminishing him while putting him on a pedestal like…

Toto knew he couldn’t live without his little baby / touching and marking Toto’s precious little treasure / just the right amount to make his little darling beg for more / Every thrust was pushing his dainty little body further towards where Toto sat. / in the twisted little mind of Nico

Chef kiss. That detail is wonderful. From now on, Nico is baptized as little Nico. Little Nico and big guy Toto feel like the personification of entering a church and spontaneously combusting on fire. In my mind, it makes sense.

It was going to be fine. He didn't know what set off this behaviour in Nico but he was more than sure he could get this under control. He just needed to calm down and plan his next move.

Unfortunately, Toto is way too intelligent and quite a mastermind. He uses that intelligence doing disgusting things. It means his plans end up being well executed. He's the perfect villain.

-🌻

Hi there dear, 🌻. I’m so glad you liked it. Honestly, I am surprised why I didn’t yet receive an ask if I am actually evil and/or manipulative irl to be able to write those things.

I agree with you regarding the theme of promiscuity and I wanted to express the theme in the exact way you described. Nico isn’t overpowering Toto by sleeping around, he is just hurting himself and pushing himself in a worse state of mind. He tried to use his body as a vessel of punishment instead of protecting it. He just wants to break Toto’s toy out of frustration while also trying to transcend to a level where he actually doesn’t feel like he belongs in his own body,

It is obvious when Toto mentions that he gets blackout drunk and has sex. He doesn’t care about the experience, he probably doesn’t even remember it. He just tries to turn himself into something hate-worthy to upset Toto and harm his ego.

They are both playing mind games but Nico always has the lower hand because he also gets hurt while trying to hurt Toto. He ends up becoming the broken traumatised person we read in desecration.

There is a duality in the way that Toto perceives Nico. One moment he is the purest thing in the existence, the other he is the most contemptuous thing ever. It doesn’t make sense but Toto is also addicted to him so it doesn’t even matter.

I wanted the way Toto describes Nico to be uncomfortable, belittling while also worshipping. He doesn’t want to accept that he is a living breathing human being. He just wants to see him something that belongs to him on which he cannot establish the full control. It’s almost like the sexist ideal of animalising women to strip their subject from having their own mind and personality, regarding them as an exotic thing whose only function is to evoke desire in men.

I understand your description very well but it is also very hard to put it into words.

Regarding the last sentences, it was a deliberate parallel with “I need to calm down.” in chapter 11. To show that this is the way he operates. Running away from the mess when it gets too much to regroup and attack even more violently.

Thank you so much for your input! I read it again and again to see what you found out that I missed in my story! I appreciate it a lot!

#answered asks #🌻#tw #nr

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tomdayauniverse · 2 years

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Girl Crush pt. II

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Fem reader! Tom and Zendaya are flirtys and the reader is a mess.

The first call.

When Zendaya comes home, she can't stop talking about reader.

"She's a nice girl".

Tom smiles a little.

Because he doesn't agree at all.

"No, she's not" he says while take off his shirt.

it's Zendaya outraged look.

See, reader may had been nice with Zendaya, but was rude the whole time with Tom.

At least that's how he sees it.

"She was adorable" she says in defense and Tom giggles. "I think she was just nervous".

"Yeah, let that innocent face deceive you". He said joking.

They started a little goofy discussion. Zendaya defending reader to death, while Tom giggles and keeps pushing the fact that Y/N wasn't nice.

He wasn't that serious about it, he was just having fun with Zendaya's passive agressive expressions.

Like she was about to fight for reader.

For some reason Zendaya was in her protective mode and didn't spoke much for the rest of the night.

Head in the clouds. 💭☁️

Tom notices Zendaya is thoughtful for the whole week, and talk with her about it.

Communicative couple goals.

A few weeks passed and reader had totally deleted that meeting from her head.

Like not totally, but she liked to think it didn't happened.

So it was a cold night.

She was home alone working in the computer when she takes her phone to delivery some pizza. Btw she's a big pineapple defender, don't even start.

She looked for the pizzeria number but found a contact she didn't remember saving.

All of her contacts were by people of work, food or some of her 3 friends. She had no idea who "🍪" were.

Her stomach fluttered a little, and she couldn't tell if it was from hunger or the suddenly nervousness that she felt.

What if... no, it couldn't be...

She laughed a little.

And tried to convince herself it was probably someone from work.

So she just ignored it and ordered her food.

Time passes... more like 30 minutes.

She keeps her eyes moving from the computer to the cellphone on every second.

Biting lips and shaking legs.

Baby rolled her eyes to herself.

I mean serously it isn't near possible.

She took her phone and whithout thinking straight, called the misterious number.

She should had just sent a sms tbh...

"Umm hi?" A male voice sounded.

Reader sighed in relief.

For a second she thought it was Zendaya's number.

Just an intrusive thought.

"Hi" she responded "sorry for calling so late, I just found this number on my phone and wanted to check out who it was..."

Baby didn't got a response back.

"Hi?"

The other side was just silent, and reader realized how inconvenient she was being. Who calls people at 10 pm?

"Um sorry for interrupt whatever you were doing... I"

"Hey hello" a woman's voice said back in rush "I really didn't thought you would take so long".

Reader has a confused expression.

Sometimes she delays to put things together.

"Sorry, who's there?"

She can hear a little laugh from the phone.

"Guess".

Reader really didn't wanna play a game now.

So she just went silent.

Because WHO in earth would guess ZENDAYA is calling them?

She wouldn't be so ambicious.

"Well, it's not Scarlett Johansson" baby joked, trying to get away from that question.

It didn't worked.

She heard people talking from far and laughing, but couldn't understand what they were saying.

"You're on the way. Try someone a little less blondie".

And oh that joke hit the reader.

Because she realized what situation she was in.

It WAS Zendaya, she could recognize her voice.

And the male was Tom Holland? Maybe, she wasn't sure.

"Sorry, I have to hang up" it was the only thing she could say.

She was panicking. And the people on the other side could tell.

"Didn't you want to know whose number this is?"

It's the reader long pause. She really doesn't know what to say.

"I told you to not let her decieve you" the male... Thomas... Tom... said. "She will now avoid you, like she did to me".

Reader blushed and thanked that no one was watching her face now.

Btw, were reader in speakerphone mode? Like this couldn't be more embarassing.

"I wasn't avoiding you". She heard herself saying almost involuntarily.

Pause.

And the sound of smiles.

"So now you know who's here" Zendaya said.

Reader run her hands up her hair, while covered her face.

It was a little uncomfortable for her. She wasn't a phone call person.

But its was a nice talk.

She didn't say much, but silently thanked Tom for being so good at starting conversations, and Zendaya for being so understanding with her questions.

They're seemed so invested in every single reader's words.

In reader's head there was only one question: WHY?

They asked her about her hobbys. (Baby is a big linguistic self-taught, but only said she liked books 'cause she didn't wanted to sound like a bragger).

They asked her about her favorite collor.

They even asked her about favorite foods, which led them to an important topic: Zendaya's cookies.

"Did you like them?" Z asked.

"They were so good". Reader said shyly.

She wasn't lying. They were good GOOD.

"Then I'll make some more for you".

Baby smiled. This time, sincerely.

"We should met sometime, you know, so I can give you the recipe".

But again reality hit the reader and she get confused.

Why were them being so nice to her? Did they feel sorry for her or something?

"Why?" Reader was thinking out loud to herself, but they end up hearing her questioning.

I never heard a silence quite this loud moment.

Tom was the one to break it.

"Well, Zendaya and I were talking earlier, and we decided that we are hoping to get to know you better ourselfs."

Oh.

Reader is ok with that, even tho she's not a social person, they were the kind of people she would like to have as friends.

"We'll like to know you as a friend, and in a lot of other ways too." Zendaya completed.

There she was, in her flirty mode again.

And reader thought it was a joke, then she just said ok.

Like, not a conventional ok.

But a smily and all fluffy 💫ok💫.

But not for the reasons they thought.

It was just a innocent ok, but for the couple, she really sounded excited to their proposal.

Tom and Zendaya sighed in relief for some reason. Then they invited her to dinner in two days.

She really didn't saw what was about to come.

#tomdaya x reader #tomdaya #tomdaya scenarios #tomdaya imagine #poly imagines #zendaya x reader #tom holland x reader

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moved2usagiiboo · 3 years

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Daydreaming

Def; Daydreaming is the stream of consciousness that detaches from current, external tasks when attention drifts to a more personal and internal direction.

Synonyms; Trance, fantasy, Hallucination

Chifuyu x fem!reader

Minors DNI, thank you.

You were stunning, enticing, gorgeous. You were a angel sent down from heaven with the job of blessing young men's hearts. You shined bright like the rays on a sunny day.

You were his everything and yet you weren't his. As a matter of fact, he barely knew anything about you but you have him wrapped around your delicate finger. He was whipped.

Chifuyu met you one day, when he had been tasked with a mid-day coffee run for him and his co-worker. He walked into the café, the smell of coffee and pastries engulfed his noise, it was a small cat café not too far from where he worked. Nothing more than a five minute walk, Chifuyu heard cats meow and purred as they rubbed against his pants.

He bent down rubbing the head of the nearest cat to him, he lifted the cat up cradling it as he walked towards the menu.

"Hi! Welcome to Neko-Sama, what can I get for you today." You beamed at him from behind the counter with the softest smile. Your voice rung in his ears like a soft melody, your smile made heat rush to his face in an instant.

You had your hair in pigtails with pink and white cat ears, and a frilly maid costume draped over your body. You shuffled your body feeling Chifuyu's eyes look you up and down eyeing your attire.

You were adorable.

You stared at the man with cat like eyes, you catched your eyes with his before turning away and giving an awkward cough to clear the air.

"Wow, Tuba doesn't really like anybody..." You drifted off, "Much less let people hold her, you must be a great guy!"

"Tuba?" He questioned earning a small meow from the ginger cat that was in his arms nuzzling his head on his arm. "O-Oh! Well, I do work with animals, that's probably why." He chuckles softly petting the cat.

"That's amazing, I got this job here to work with animals. I adore cats, they're just so cute." You practically squealed, "Sorry! M'rambling" You looked down with a slight your ears slightly red from embarrassment.

The only thing that ran through Chifuyu's head was how adorable you were. Would it be weird if he asked for your number? You both just met, but he can't help but want to know more about you.

"N-No, no, not at all. Honestly, I thought it was cute..." He says the last part ever so softly, tightening his grip on the cat due to nervousness. The cat bites Chifuyu's hand in response jumping out of his arms, "Oh.. Guess I pissed him off." You both laughed at the cat as you watched him lick himself in spite.

For a split second you both lock eyes, you turn your head down to the iPad on the counter before beaming a smile at him.

"So! What can I get for you today?"

Ever since then Chifuyu has found reasons to make his way to the café. His co-worker caught onto him leaving work to bring back coffee and various snacks, one day he asked him about it.

"I like the coffee." He plainly replied, he would repeat this phrase over and over not only to those who asked about his constant ventures to the café but to convince himself that it wasn't because he wanted to hear your voice and see your face.

Totally not because he hopes that his constant visits would bring upon something. Something more than small talk as you prepared his drink, he convinced himself that he didn't want to be the reason you smile everyday.

You weren't running through his mind, he couldn't be in love with a girl be barely knows.

But the way you blush when he gives you small compliments, it's just too cute to ignore.

Over the course of a few months you and the man got closer, you learn his name and he yours. You were both around the same age, 23, you still being in college working towards your degree and him owning a animal shop.

One day, on a cold winter evening Chifuyu found himself at the café once again. So far he has been to Neko-Sama almost everyday. Naturally, being the animal person he is, he has created a bond with the cats there. Especially Tuna.

Tuna meows the loudest whenever Chifuyu is in the establishment, that's when you begin to prepare his drink. His order changes with the season, as any good barista does, you remember his orders for each season.

Being that it's winter you prepare his drink, a medium peppermint hot chocolate with extra whipped cream. You found it cute how a grown man would order such a cute drink.

"Good evening Chifuyu-san." You smiled placing his drink at his regular table. He takes off his coat setting it down on the seat next to him.

"I told you to drop the formalities, we're the same age Y/n." He sighs, softly thanking you for preparing his drink. He blows the steam away before taking a sip.

"I can't help it, you just seem so much older " You giggle before sitting next to him on the booth couch.

"Should I call you Fuyu' from now on?" You tapped your chin with a hum pretending to think.

"Do what you want, dummy Y/n." He mutters, hoping you're unaware of the burn on the tip of his ears.

Tuna jumped his way onto the seat laying on Chifuyu's coat, his purrs nothing more than a background sound as you and Chifuyu indulge in a conversation.

"And look at this, the new cat is so playful," Chifuyu chuckles pulling his phone out, "Look, she basically destroyed this toy we gave her." He shows you pictures of the cat along with the aftermath of her playtime. You giggle as he swiped through his phone.

This wasn't your fault. You could barely see the screen because of the glare from the lights, you shift your body closer to him. Chifuyu freezes as he feels your clothed breasts push up against him as you stare at his screen unaware of your actions.

"You okay?" You ask staring at his face, cupping it with your hands. His whole body locked up at your touch, his face was bright red with sweat heading down the side of his temple. "You're burning up!" You half screen putting the back of your hand on his forehead, "Are you sick?" You frantically ask while gripping the man's face.

"M'fine.. Just" He trails off, looking at your glistening lips, "Dizzy...."

"Fuyu, you idiot. You need to go home when you don't feel well..." You sighed, "Come on let me walk you home, my shift is over anyways."

Chifuyu waited outside feeling dizzy off of your touch, his head throbbed and his heart pounded. Maybe he was sick.

"Sorry it took so long, Tuna didn't want to go in his cage..." You sigh locking up, you looked at Chifuyu and worry spread across your face. Chifuyu's chest heaved up and down heavily, he looked out of breath as if he ran a marathon.

You quickly take off your scarf and wrapped it around his neck, he softly gasped at the sudden action.

"Let's get you home, yeah?" You lock arms with him and following him as he walked to his apartment. You missed the way his face got brighter as he smelt your scent on the scarf. You said your goodbyes telling him to take medicine and get a good night's rest.

He kicked off his shoes and stripped down on his way to the shower feeling lightheaded, after his shower he took his medicine like you told him to, he wasted no time getting into his bed not before grabbing your scarf and wrapping it around his neck. He ignored the cries of his cat as he tried to drift off to sleep trying to forget the throbbing pain in his head.

ミ❣️That night he couldn't sleep, maybe it was the throbbing pain in his head or the nauseous feeling he'd get everytime he would shift his body.

ミ❣️Or possible it was the fact that everytime he closed his eyes he saw you, your smile, heard your voice, felt your touch.

ミ❣️Your hands were soft, oh so plush.

ミ❣️And your lips, the way they glistened due to the lip gloss you would constantly put on for worry your lips would dry out.

ミ❣️He couldn't forget your whines and pouts when he would call you, "dummy y/n" a nickname you acquired after spraining your ankle slipping while trying to give Tuna a bath.

ミ❣️The way you would stick out your bottom lip, your eyes would shine as if you were about to cry when he had to leave early...

ミ❣️You were adorable, his perfect little angel.

ミ❣️He drifts off daydreaming about every aspect of you that he loves, its a innocent little crush.

ミ❣️He begins to drift off about the way you dress, those pink cat ears that jingle everytime you move. That slutty maid costume that barely covered your ass. Those adorable stripped thigh highs that covered your thighs, pushing up the fat to the uncovered part of your upper thighs.

ミ❣️He nuzzled his flushed face into the scarf engulfing his nose in your sweet scent. It smelt like the fragrance you would constantly wear...

ミ❣️What was it again?

ミ❣️Fuck, he can't think straight trying to remember the name of your perfume makes his head hurt.

ミ❣️But thinking about how you would bend down he would get a full view of your plush cheeks made his cock hurt.

ミ❣️The way you would shake and sway your hips with each step you took.

ミ❣️He isn't in the right headspace, his mind has drifted away from his body. He's long gone, he lost all control of his actions.

ミ❣️Chifuyu is needy, the thoughts go right to his cock. His length twitched with every memory of you.

ミ❣️When did he pull his pants down to his knees?

ミ❣️When did his breath become broken and eratic?

ミ❣️He doesn't know how he ended feeling his dick through his underwear, how he began to fist his dick, all curled up in a ball, trying to release.

ミ❣️His other hand pulling the scarf closer to his nose to take deep inhales.

ミ❣️Chifuyu's voice becomes audible as soft groans leave his mouth.

ミ❣️Nothing more than pre-cum dripped from the tip of his angry cock as he aggressively jerked his hand up and down the length of his shaft, gripping it harder trying to get friction.

ミ❣️He just needed to cum.

ミ❣️It wasn't working. He spat in his hand, rolling into his back. He pr sses his thumb onto his tip. He hissed in pain as a electric jolt shot through his body.

ミ❣️His proud cock standing tall as he moved his hand up and down while simultaneously slightly thrusting his hips upwards. He clicked his tongue in annoyance when it just.. wasn't working.

It wasnt you

ミ❣️Chifuyu pulled his pillow from his head, shifting his position once more, laying back on his side, putting his cock onto the surface of the pillow. He slowly humped his pillow, grinding his dick into the pillow.

ミ❣️He found himself wondering what you were doing right now, if at night you played with yourself.

ミ❣️No, no, not that. He wondered how well you would take him, if you'd scream his name, begging him to go faster, calling him all sorts of names,

ミ❣️Daddy

ミ❣️Master

ミ❣️ They would sound so pretty coming out of your mouth

ミ❣️As he claimed your pussy as his spraying your insides with his cum.

ミ❣️Nah, you were too innocent for that... You were the type of girl to blush when somebody accidentally touches your hand of gives you a compliment.

ミ❣️If anything you would fail to understand why your core was heating up, desperate to feel something inside you but not understanding the meaning.

ミ❣️That's it, you'd come to him crying asking for him to help you feel better.

ミ❣️He groaned at the thought of him placing his hand around your throat while tongue fucking your mouth. You would struggle to kiss back as he roughly explored your mouth with his tongue. Your knees would buckle from the pleasure. He would pick you up, holding the back of your knees, gently grinding his hard cock against your sex.

ミ❣️He would treat you like a princess.

ミ❣️Laying on your back as you hurried to take your soaking panties off, your slick juices leaving a single string that was attached to your panties, proof that you were wetting your undergarments like a dirty slut.

ミ❣️Your face would be red as you shamelessly tell him in the softest tone.

ミ❣️"Want you so bad Fuyu'"

ミ❣️Fuck, his thrusts became more erratic, his knuckles turning white from his tight grip on his pillow.

ミ❣️Yeah, you'd call him by his nickname as you begged him to claim you, ruin you.

ミ❣️He imagine him sinking his fingers, he'd start with one not wanting to hurt you. Your tight untouched cunt tightly squeezing his finger. You would already be a moaning mess, Fuyu was talking all your firsts.

ミ❣️Your slightly loosened sex would take in another finger. You would try your best to muffle your slutty moans as he fingers your soaking pussy. You'd cover your mouth with your hand as his finger curled inside of you hitting that spot that made your toes curl and eyes widen.

ミ❣️You'd moan his name, begging him to stop. It felt weird, felt too good, something was coming.

ミ❣️He'd give you your first orgasm with his fingers, you had drool dripping from the corner of your mouth, your face was red. You were already so fucked out on his fingers.

ミ❣️He felt his cock twitch with these thoughts. He mindlessly began to fuck his pillow into the mattress, his body now on top of the pillow as he grinded on top of the pillow.

ミ❣️He'd have you suck on his fingers tasting yourself as he began to eat you out. His tongue slipping in and out of your slit, naughty slurping sounds emitted from the room as he throat fucked you with his digits that were once in your pussy. His nose would occasionally hit your lip causing you to arch your back pushing his tongue deeper inside you.

ミ❣️You love being eaten out huh? Love it when daddy fucks you with his tongue. Such a dirty little thing.

ミ❣️All the dirty things he could think of seeps from his mouth, while eating you out. He'd bring you to another orgasm with ease.

ミ❣️"Y/n, fuck, m'gonna cum" Chifuyu grunted out in a out of breath voice, he felt his cock spurt out his cum into his pillow, yet he wasn't satisfied.

ミ❣️He leaned back onto his shins, his knees pressing into the bed as he lifted the pillow up, slipping his cock into the pillow cover.

ミ❣️He wasn't done yet, your pussy would be twitching, eager to take his cock. You eyes would be begging him to fuck you into the mattress.

ミ❣️"Gonna fuck my princess dumb." He muttered out to nobody as he thrusted upwards into the pillow. His thrusts were shameless and aggressive as he pounded his pillow like a dog in heat.

ミ❣️His moans were loud as he muttered filthy things about you.

ミ❣️He would slip his cock into you, kissing away the tears from your eyes.

ミ❣️His cock was just too big, his dumb baby couldn't take it. The stretch hurt. Daddy made it fit though. Daddy will make you feel so good. Pretty girl.

ミ❣️He'd let you adjust waiting for you to give him the okay, he would start of slow, giving you small thrusts to get you used to the size of him. Deep passionate thrusts that said how much he loved you.

ミ❣️You would have the most beautiful moans and whines, he could listen to them all day. He would kiss you and your body till it bruised.

ミ❣️You'd beg him to fuck you, he would do just that. Slamming his hips into yours causing you to scream out his nickname, one of his hands would be on your thigh squeezing it oh so tight getting a good grip for when he pulls his cock out and slams your bodies into each other, fucking you senseless. While the other kept your mouth busy, occasionally taking his fingers out of your mouth to kiss you deeply bruising your lips with his.

He'd watch your every expression.

ミ❣️"Your pussy was made for me, look how well you're taking it. Doing so good"

ミ❣️Your eyes would cross as your tongue rolled out, you'd pants and beg for him to slow down. You didn't really want that, no, not when he was making you feel this good. The way you would arch your back, grind your hips into his, wrap your arms around his neck and grip his hair as you moaned louder with each thrust told him everything he needed to know.

ミ❣️You wanted more, you're greedy aren't you?

ミ❣️"My pretty little cocksleeve"

ミ❣️Chifuyu felt himself getting closer to his high, but he wanted to cum with you.

ミ❣️No, you weren't here.

ミ❣️His hand would make it to your clit giving it a soft slap before his thumb rubbed it in circles. You'd start cursing because of how good it felt. Telling him you wanted more, how you were about to cum, how much you wanted him to cum in you.

ミ❣️You would adore it, he knows it. You'd be such a cum hungry slut for him, no matter when or where you'd want him to cum in your tight pussy.

ミ❣️"Fuck, fuck— so good, Y/n— yer' pussy so good" Chifuyu cursed out as he imagined you creaming his cock the same time as he slammed his dick in you once more before spraying your insides white with his cum. Your body would shake as you had your final orgasm feeling so full.

ミ❣️"Fuck... Fuck, fuck, shit, fuck!" Chifuyu cursed out realizing what he just did, he felt a wave of guilt as he felt his dick go limp after fucking his pillow to the thought of you like a madman.

ミ❣️He rushed into the shower, almost falling off his bed in a panic mode. He tried to wash it off, tried to wash off the sin of moaning your name while he fucked his pillow like some highschool horn dog.

ミ❣️He hoped you'd forgive him, he prayed you would.. You couldn't ever find out what he did, you'd label him as a pervert.

ミ❣️Maybe he was one.

ミ❣️He couldn't look himself in the mirror, too ashamed to face himself.

ミ❣️Chifuyu threw the pillow away before curling back in bed chanting soft apologies to nobody. He'd wrap his body in his blanket nuzzling his face back into your scarf as he drifting off final able to sleep.

ミ❣️The next morning you didn't understand why Chifuyu refused to make eye contact with you...

It was supposed to be a short drabble.... 500 works max 🤧🔫 anywaysssss

@baji-kuns hope you liked it 🙄 #Chifuyu'sAHoe

#chifuyu imagines #chifuyu smut #chifuyu best boy #chifuyu x y/n #chifuyu matsuno #chifuyu headcanons #chifuyu x reader #tokyo rev #tokyo rev x reader #Tokyo revengers smut #tokyo revengers x reader

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one-strugling-bean · 2 years

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Watched S2 Ep6 "True Bromance" and i have some thoughts:

(Beforehand, just wanna say this is all my opinion and speculation, okay? You're totally free to think I'm completely wrong about it)

So. Randy is a bit of a possessive friend, right?

During the first season we see a few episodes that demonstrate that, like episode 13 "The Secret Stache" and episode 19 "Nukid on the Block", where, in both cases, Randy gets jealous and really worked up over Howard hanging out with other people.

Possessive doesn't seem like the right word for it - it seems too harsh - but Randy definitely emanates that feeling of "Howard is my friend, over anyone else's" in both episodes (more obvious in NOTB), that shows a certain territoriality over Howard.

I'm not trying to villainize Randy or say he's a bad friend though, we all know that's completely wrong. And besides, Howard is pretty possessive of his buddy too, and although I can't think of a specific episode where that's the main focus right now, we do see jealous Howard almost every episode, whenever Randy has to leave him for the Nomicon (at least during the 1st season, not sure how the the 2nd will play out).

The thing is, Howard is supposed to be an asshole and petty and we see him throw fits and dramatise over Randy NNS-ing all the time. Those "fits" usually end with Howard causing trouble for himself and everyone around him and the Ninja having to save everyone; Howard somehow helps him and redeems himself in the process, and the ep closes with Howard learning his lesson. Then, next episode he pulls the same stunt again because the show's main focus isn't him and because without his antagonistic personality the show would lose half its plot and conflict. And so the cycle continues.

But Randy is the Ninja, the good guy, the hero protagonist. And while he's not completely innocent, as he has his fair share of stupid ideas too, there always seem to be certain lines he doesn't cross. At least not by himself - sometimes Howard or (unpurposely) the Nomicon influence him in pretty bad directions.

I guess that's why his behaviour in "True Bromance" (TB) surprises me so much. He locked three kids on the school's roof and framed Howard for it, for no discernable reason other than "they're not Howard's true bros so they shouldn't hang out". As if that justifies what he did.

And yes, again, I know Randy has done many questionable things up until now (I haven't watched any ep after TB btw), but usually, it's either Ninja-related business - and I'm not holding those against him, because c'mon, who decided that giving a 14-year-old kid Ninja powers was okay? - or he's being highly influenced by someone else (Howard).

But this time, in TB, none of those conditions applied. Honestly, I think Nomicon's warning of "The jealous dragon slays what he should protect" was some of the most obvious advice the book has ever offered Randy. And still, the guy, refusing to admit he's jealous, twists the advice, convincing himself that Howard's new friends are dangerous, just to ease his guilt and justify to his morals that it's okay to go after them. And it's not even like he doesn't know these people or they've shown any reason for suspicion, like with Franz Nukid. Randy knows Bucky and Dave and Pradeep - they're his classmates! And still, Randy has no qualms coming up with an overly complicated and a little cruel plan (cruel to Howard, since Randy frames the notes as having been from Howard) to "protect" the redhead from them.

That's a lot. Especially since like, Howard was super nice and not annoying about the whole deal? Usually, he'd rub Randy's obvious jealousy in his face, in every obnoxious way he could. That's "classic Howard". But he didn't do that this time. He was chill and invited Randy to hang out, despite also inviting his new friends. Which, by the way, is a pretty okay thing to do when you get new friends - hang out with them. He's not even mad at Randy, invites him to join them at lunch the next day despite Randy not having called him back the day before. When I was watching the episode, I even wondered if Howard wasn't being a little un-canon like.

And yes, of course, when Howard reassures Randy of their true broship, Randy immediately feels guilty over his actions and eventually he fixes everything, but still. Stay with me.

Like, look how far he was willing to go. And for how little. As I said, it's not like Howard abandoned him or left him in favour of new friends, he just found some company for when Randy's busy, which, looking at it from a logical point of view, is a good thing and makes sense. Howard hates being alone and often it's because he is left alone with his bad moods that he ends up causing trouble. But the redhead genuinely looked happy (without Randy) this time with his new friends - there was no ulterior motive there (and, important to note, those friends seemed happy about hanging out with him too).

If you look at it from any perspective, the arrangement that that episode provided should beneficiate both of them, even if it ruined them as the show's protagonists - Randy would have more freedom to do his Ninja business without always having to worry about Howard's tantrums and possibly putting him in danger, and Howard would possibly get more good influences, feel less lonely and be put in danger a whole lot less. None of this has to mean they gotta stop being besties and Howard seems to understand this. But Randy is so fixated on his jealousy and fear of losing Howard that he fails to see it.

They are both pretty co-dependent though, so even if Randy didn't act on it, I think it'd be impossible for him not to be jealous of Howard's new buds, and knowing Howard, I'm (kinda sadly) sure that he'd blow the friendships eventually - either he'd get tired of them not being Cunningham and all, or use them for something and since not everyone is as patient and forgiving as Randy, they'd get tired of him - and the bros would undoubtedly re-become NorrisvilleHigh most clingy duo.

(Maybe I'm wrong here though, who knows. I might just have too little faith in friendships that started in high school)

In any case, my point is that Randy is reaaaaaally dependent on their friendship. (and Howard too, although to a lesser extent). Look how far he was willing to go, how easily he threw away his morals, his ninja code, just to keep Howard to himself? This is looking like some yandere type stuff, I know, but I find it fun to analyze relationships like this.

I believe the opposite could happen too honestly - Howard getting jealous and creating a plan to keep Randy away from potential new friends - but not exactly for the same reasons as Randy.

(And this is where most of my speculation and personal headcanons start, so fair warning.)

Howard, despite being gross and self-centred, seems to be pretty okay with other people and his social skills often result in him getting his way when he shouldn't be able to - his reasons would petty jealousy over Randy having fun with someone who's not him. And although Randy shows the same, if not even better social skills, they usually only show up when Howard's around, or it's got something to do with the Ninja. Howard, his bud, his bro, his bestie, and lately the Ninja mask gives him the confidence to use those skills. But what about the years before the mask? What about before Howard? My guess is that Randy has always been a pretty shy kid, and Howard, (loud, obnoxious, extrovert Howard) being his friend kinda allows him to let loose a lot more and be more confident, but if his bud isn't around, he'll return to his shell. The ninja mask's power has also been helping with that, but he's still just a teenager, and insecurities appear

And when Randy sees Howard getting closer to other people, his only bro stepping a liiiitle farther away from the tight-knitted relationship they've built, those insecurities surface, and Randy immediately panics and tries to bring the redhead closer again, through any means necessary, because after all, Howard is social and can easily make other friends, he doesn't need Randy like Randy needs Howard. Randy can't make friends that easy, he's not that outgoing, if Howard left him, he'd be completely alone. And this might just be me, but I think anyone can understand how difficult and despairing being alone in high school can be.

After this episode, I started thinking more deeply about how the boys don't seem to have any friends at school besides each other. A few friendly acquaintances maybe, but not friends. So I wonder, has something like this happened before? As in, one of them makes a good friend, the other gets jealous and tries to break that friendship apart, and however that ends, it ends up resulting in the two of them becoming more and more isolated from all of their peers as school years go by?

That thing Bucky says near the end of the episode really got to me in terms of this topic; he said he didn't want to hang out with Howard anymore because he was "scared of getting between Randy and Howard."

And although I know that's mostly got to do with the stanking incident the casual bros went through, it still left me thinking.

You can say whatever you want about Howard and Randy's friendship, but you can't deny how much they need each other and the lengths they'll go for one another - always making sure that, no matter how much they fight and bicker and turn on each other, they will always have the other around, for better or for worse.

This episode just served to light up, even more, my love for these two, their friendship, and the show as a whole.

Am I thinking too much about this? Yeah definitely. Do I care? Yeah a little, but oh well :P Have a cute picture of them from the episode as thanks for reading til here:

If you have anything you'd like to add or refute, please do, I love to talk about these things and I don't know anyone who likes this show :,D

#rc9gn #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #rc9gn randy #howard weinerman #randy cunnhingham #relantionship analysis #weinerham #platonic or romantic #i wrote this in a span of 3 hours #im so tired #bromance #does this count as that essay id say id make on their relationship?#im not reading this again to look for errors sorry

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cathyparrcansteponme · 2 years

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The Queens as your girlfriend:

Catherine of Aragon:

-Rolls her eyes A LOT at you but not in a mean way more like a playful way

-Absolutely loves having tea with you and going on early morning walks

-Not a big cuddler but does like hugs from the back every now and then

-You two go to church every sunday

-Loves cheek kisses

- You guys would get teases by Anne all the time

-Very mature as a girlfriend

-Rarely gets drunk

Anne Boleyn:

-would totally love constant attention, compliments, love letters, little surprise gifts and cheesy romantic dates

-would probably convince you to help her bully little kids on roblox

-can be serious if needed

-is actually really smart

-loves it when you do her hair

-also loves it when you wear the color green for obvious reasons

-Rarely gets jealous cause she knows you would never cheat on her

-Obsessed with you giving her piggyback rides

-Goes weak in the knees whenever you call her "Darling, My love, Gorgeous, My Pretty Girl"

-So flirty

-Sad but funny drunk

Jane Seymour:

- You two are the parents of the friend group

-Doesn't like spicy food

-Soft girl, always looking cute no matter what

-Cries at the simplest things like bugs dying, puppies, kittens, etc..

-Absolutely melts whenever you give her a compliment or give her small meaningful gifts

-Always up for a good cuddling session on the couch

-Just such a great partner in general

-When she laughs really super hard she has this habit of holding her stomach and slapping her knee and you think it's the funniest thing ever

Anna of Cleves:

-So wild and you absolutely love it

-Probably obsessed with energy drinks

-Has a shrek plushie on her bed that she likes to cuddle with whenever you're not there

-Yall would probably gatekeep the swings at the park and laugh at the little kids whenever they try and have a go at them

-Just so fun in general, you're relationship would never get boring

-Likes listening to music with you in her room

-Has 2 random candy stashes in her room that she told you about

-Probably talks in her sleep

Katherine Howard:

-Such a cute and bubbly girlfriend

-Her favorite breakfast is probably pancakes

-Looks so cute when she pouts

-Easily gets jealous and gets so sad about it poor baby

- Innocent cinnamon roll who never gets Anna and Anne's dirty jokes

-Likes to wear matching outfits with you

-Loads of skirts and pink clothes in general

-Just pecks or heavy kisses literally no in between

-She needs to be touching you somehow whenever she's scared. Pinkies intertwined, Hand holding, You holding her waist

-Needs reassuring always, poor bean is so insecure and scared that you'll just leave her and use her

-Loves any kind of kisses

-Absolutely adores picnics

Catherine Parr:

-If you take her on a walk at the park and read on the benches while feeding the ducks she would be so happy

-Such a loving yet responsible girlfriend

-Her closet consists of loads of different shades of blue and some black here and there

-Functions purely by coffee

-Would never admit it but she loves it when you pick her up bridal style

-shorty

-Loves the pet names you give to her "Darling, Dearest, Beautiful, Love, Baby"

-Would let you play with her hair if you asked nicely

-God her smile just melts you

-Her laugh is so pretty

-Adores stargazing and reading in silence

-Has a thing for poetry and drawing

-Gets hella flustered whenever you flirt with her

-Is just such a cutie

Decided to write a little something! I also published this at Wattpad under my other account @pillowsarescary! Yup that’s me. This is my original work please don’t steal it :(

Reblogs and Likes are very much appreciated! :)

#six the musical #catherine of aragon #anne boleyn #jane seymour #anna of cleves #katherine howard #six cathy parr #x reader #six

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lvlywook · 3 years

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⭒ENHYPEN scenario⭒

: enha as types of skinship

tags: boyfriend!enhypen

tw: none

i actually really like how these turned out hehe :3

everything is under the cut!

h e e s e u n g

him to you: hand kisses

i think hee would really REALLY like playing with your hands and fingers and stuff

whenever you'd be sitting next to each other he would just pull your hand to his lap softly and play with your fingers (and rings if you wear any)

so I think it's fair to say he'd kiss your hands a lot too

like you're writing something and your hand starts to hurt hee will massage it softly and place softly kiss it as well :((

and just whenever he feels like it he will just take your hand in his and bring it to his lips :(((

ALSO he'd tease you when you're flustered

this man would laugh his ass off

while sporting this really bright smile

showing his perfect teeth lol

you to him: soft pecks

okay but like-

imagine sitting on hee's lap and softly kissing his face when he's stressed :(

just kissing his cheeks and forehead and nose and lips and yeah :((

omg

and him GIGGLING-

noooo :(((

just-

i'm SAD

giggly blushy heeseung lives in my mind rent-free

j a y

him to you: leaning on you

as in randomly leaning against you

you could be standing in the kitchen right?

like talking with heeseung who's making ramyeon or smth

and then jay suddenly walks in and lays his arm on your head

and just leans on you

or if you're taller than him (cause we don't discriminate when it comes to height here :3)

then he walks up behind you

and hugs you from the back

and just puts his head on your shoulder :((

he's baby and no one can convince me otherwise

and if you try to get away from him

he'll pout and complain in his baby voice :((

you to him: sitting on his lap

jay doesn't seem like a very touchy person to me personally

but I can totally see him whining if you refuse to give him cuddles

so something that kinda became a routine for you two is sitting/laying on his lap

while he strokes your hair

and you're both just kind of talking about whatever

enjoying each other's presence :(

or if he's gaming with jake and jungwon

you'll just come up to him

and he just knows what your intention is

so he opens his arm for you

and you just sit on his lap and hug him while he plays

tho be careful

if they're playing pvp and he manages to kill jake or jungwon

you might get hit in the head with the controller :)

j a k e

him to you: forehead kisses

it just seems like something jake would do

there is not a single day where jake won't want to kiss you in some kind of way

but his favourite kind of kisses are forehead kisses

they're pretty intimate but also kind of innocent and sweet

it's kind of his way of saying "I'm proud of you for everything you've already managed to achieve"

i hope that makes sense lol

he'd also probably like kissing your eye lids for a certain reason idk :p

but he'd softly hold your face in his hands either way

no matter how he's kissing you

you to him: cheek kisses

this guy's a flirt but I feel like it's more verbal than anything

so I'm not sure if he's really into pda and stuff like that

but something he always demands from you are cheek kisses

but it's not like he'll say it or initiate anything himself

no no

he'll just tap his cheek and expect you to know what to do

and sometimes it's even in front of the other members

who tease you both about it a LOT

especially sunghoon and jay

and if they do tease you two

jake won't be able to stop blushing awwww

his smile as well :((

he'd be a giddy puppy for the rest of the day

s u n g h o o n

him to you: hand holding

sunghoon isn't really big on skinship and pda

i can FEEL it

but he MUST be holding your hand at all times

it helps him feel less anxious

guess you could say it calms him down?

like if you're holding hands

and you start brushing the back of his hand softly with your thumb

he'll melt

like he's a literal ice prince

he'll MELT i'm telling you

he'd have such a bright smile on his face whenever you hold his hand too :((

and if you're going somewhere together

and he gets excited about something

he starts running towards it while STILL HOLDING YOUR HAND

so you're just stumbling behind him :/

oml i love this boy ;-;

you to him: nose kisses

imagine how much this boy would blush

he'd be a tomato every single damn time you do it

and he always gets so flustered he starts stuttering

just imagine him walking you home after a date right

and instead of kissing his cheek

you plant a soft kiss on his nose

and then you walk into your house

and shut the door

he's just standing there like🕴️what just happened

and this wouldn't happen only once

no no no

you try to kiss his nose every single time you see him

and he stops being all cute and soft about it

now he just dodges you or straight up runs away from you

just to tease you :P

s u n o o

him to you: back rubs

idk why but I think the first think he'd do if you're stressed or need something to ease your nerves would be rubbing your back

but not like just sitting beside you and softly rubbing/patting your back with one hand

i mean like sitting behind you and giving you like a small massage(?)

while he talks to you about his day and how the members wouldn't stop teasing him all day and stuff

and if he's proud of you he just softly reaches out to you and pats your back softly

and then he hugs you

and squeezes life out of you :)

you to him: squeezing his cheeks (or even just holding then tbh)

you can't help it (and neither would I)

he'd just so cute :(

and his cheekies are adorable :((

so whenever you feel like it you just squeeze/poke his cheek

and don't you DARE even TRY to lie to me

you'd boop his nose too

and he ALWAYS sends this judgemental look your way

like a cute 'excuse me???' kinda face

and I can totally see heeseung and sunghoon teasing him about it if they ever get to witness this happening

j u n g w o n

him to you: backhugs

you could simply just be cooking in the kitchen

or doing the laundry

or the dishes

or maybe you're laying somewhere

sitting on the ground even

just whenever there is space behind you

jungwon will do everything in his power to fit himself there and hug you from behind

he just softly wraps his arms around your shoulder :((

and doesn't let you go

ever

it gets up to a point where if you need to walk somewhere

he's just walking behind you

still holding onto you like a damn koala

expect a lot of backhugs from this baby :(((

you to him: resting your head on his shoulder

you could just be sitting next to each other on the couch

or maybe you're in the car, exhausted from a trip you guys went on

doesn't matter

but if you're sitting next to him

you WILL lay your head on his shoulder

and he dies every single time you do so

you know how he has a really cute reaction whenever he's shocked?

that's what he'd be like

each and every single time

and if you ever decide to not do it

he'll go out of his way to put your head on his shoulder himself

it's just something he expects you to do by now

n i - k i

him to you: playing with your hair

I don't think ni-ki is really into skinship - just like sunghoon

just- the december babies give me these vibes you know?

so he'll probably hug you every once in a while

maybe kiss your cheek every blue moon

and hold your hand but that's kind of it really

and there is nothing wrong with that

but something that he can't really control is his need to have his hands in your hair

if it's long enough then he'll try to braid it

and if it isn't then he'll try to make it stand up and will probably tug on it a little lol

there's no way this boy will ever NOT pull on your hair to annoy you

or it's really curly and/or coily then he'll softly tug it behind your ear and just twirl it around his finger :((

that is if you give him permission

i KNOW FOR SURE he'll ask you first before touching your hair no matter what it's like

consent is key kids

no matter what situation you're in

you don't need to ask for consent if you wanna punch someone in the face tho

#monigivesadvice

edit i decided to make a looong time after this was posted:

if you don't have hair then i can see riki tugging on your clothes a lot for whatever reason

just tugging on your sleeves mostly and playing around with the fabric

or playing with your accessories (rings, necklaces, bracelets,...)

he'll also pull you closer to him by your clothes (he'll just like- tug on your shirt to pull you closer lol)

what i wrote for hair also applies to wigs if you wear any <33

you to him: resting your legs on his lap

how I already said I don't think this boy is really into skinship

so I don't know if he'd feel comfortable with you (or anyone) snuggling up to him and being too close

something that is a bit more intimate that you guys do would be resting your legs on his lap

it's just like a little sign to tell other people 'we're close' without being too touchy

so if the two of you are hanging out

sitting on his bed/the couch

then 99.99% of the time he WILL pull your feet onto his lap

and if you try to move them away he'll look at you with confused eyes and feel a bit offended if you don't tell him why you did that lmao

a/n: I just want to say english isn't my first language so I'm very sorry for any mistakes! also, I'm not sure if everything sounds right (or if something is possibly offensive or not) when it comes to ni-ki's him to you part. i tried to include different types(?) of hair (hair texture?? is that the right term??) but I'm not sure if I've done it the right way! so please tell me if something I wrote is even a bit offensive and stuff and I'll correct it once I have some free time :( thank you!!

#enhypen #enhypen imagines #enhypen reactions #heeseung #jay #sunghoon #jake #jungwon #sunoo #ni-ki #kpop #enhypen masterlist #enhypen scenarios #enhyphen

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So. Reader who gets on Aaron's nerves every chance she gets. Because...Yeah.

Summary: Reader has been acting bitchy towards her boss for the past few months, which the reason all comes out to why after a drinking bet.

Warnings: Swearing, drinking, make out scene, sexual acts?? (Implied-ish, not done.) Fluff.

Fem!Reader X Aaron Hotchner.

Word count- 1,895

"Oh, for fuck sakes. Shut the hell up, willya? I don't know why you seem so stoked. You're trapped here, with us. One wrong move, and your brains will be blown out. So be quiet." I say, as I look over to Aaron who does not have a pleased look on his face. Does he ever, though?

Maybe when his ex went dow-

"Agent L/n. That's no way an agent should be speaking." Hotch says as he looks around the room we got locked in, due to his fault. "What are you going to do about it, old man." He wasn't old. Lack thereof, actually. If it wasn't for his river of worry lines that bury themselves on his face, he could still pass for a college student.

"Persay, fire you? I am your boss." "Right. Because you'd totally do that. Not like you went through hell to get me on this team..not like you begged for me to join. Not like you pleaded for even a sliver of my attention." The way his face always was frusturated by you. For a man who's a master at the pokerface, and an artist of covering his feelings; he always had a telltale pissed off face in your presence.

"And you're making me regret my choices, Y/n."

"Such a pity." Our unsub, Ethan Hyde, was not as pleased with our bickering as I was. Annoying Hotch, and soley only him became a favorite pasttime of mine.

"Oh come on, you two are acting like an old married couple. 'Shut up Aaron!' 'Watch your mouth, pretty girl.' 'Oh! Kiss me Mr. Boss!' "Mm, Please. Agent," He teased, then soon wrapping his hands around himself, while making kissing faces and noises.

Fed up with this bullshit, I walked over to him while pulling my gun and aiming it him. "You think I'm pretty, hm?"

"Most certaintly. And I'm not the only one according to how super stone over there looks at you."

Hotch scoffs, and as much as I hate Ethan for all the terrible things he did to those innocent women, I honestly kind of like him at this momment.

"Is that gun aimed to me needed? Because," Ethan slid the .45 out of his pocket aiming it back at me, causing Hotch to grab his in a breif second, spewing how Ethan should put his gun away.

I leaned into the gun, causing the barrell to be pressed into my forehead, hearing Aaron bicker something. Most likely on how stupid I am.

"Go on. Do it, you pussy." Ethan smiled, "I like you a lot, Agent L/n. If only we met under different circumances, and if only your boyfriend didn't want to blow my brains out at this very moment."

But before anyone can say anything else, Derek came rushing through the door that broke open through the wall. Ethan was no short of an ingenious man, and from what Derek told me, he needed to find a lever. Which was the reason why we were trapped in this room for ten minutds. Since the boss always wanted to be a hero. Aaron wasted no time to put Ethan in cuffs, and shove him around.

"In another life time, Mi amor." "Aw ew, gross. In your dreams blondie."

"I think we can all go for drinks." Emily stated.

Somehow, we all convinced Aaron to tag along with us.

Shots slid on the bars surface, everyone taking their shot. Minus Aaron. Reid did it, not Hotch. Normally Spencer does at most one shot, to humour us.

"Thank you, Y/n for paying for these drinks. And thank you for having some taste, this rum is amazing." Rossi says, causing the team to laugh as he pats me on the back. I knew what he was doing. Or, well, what he wanted me to do.

"I think beer is pretty much just a pussy's water. Neither of that will do shit to ya. Right, Aaron?" A harmony of oo's echoed within our group, Hotch now glarring daggers at me. A smirk falls from my lips as I lean back in my chair and stretching out my legs on him. His fault he sat on the left of me, anyways.

"Well I mean seriously, I know you can't handle all the big boy drinks like rum, scotch, or anything other than beer and tears. I mean hey it's fine. You almost make me want to put some ribbons in your hair and throw a dress on you - take you dancing with Jj an-"

"Enough. Waiter," he finally, FINALLY, spoke. The whole team was worried but amused on how far I took it.

"Damn mama, who hurt ya?" Morgan teased, which Emily gave feedback of her own. "No one in this world knows how to push Aaron Hotchners buttons like Y/n does."

"4 shots, rum, please. Two between me and the lady." Aaron says when the bartender bounces our way. "Coming right up."

And within a minute, two shot glasses, each, were slid infront of us. I grab mine, taking it to my lips as I watched Aaron. He downed his first one within a second, causing the team to errupt in chaos.

"Oh, you're on. Monsieur," I say while downing my two back to back.

After 10 minutes, we are both on our 20th shot. Spencer forced us to stop there since he was going on about alcohol poisoing. If everyone on our team has lived through serial killers tormenting and attacking all of us, no way in hell was I gonna go down like this. God, how I wish the 18th admendment was still in play sometimes.

Someone, I can't see who, is taking us back to the hotel.

Morgans hands are on me as he guides me into the room. Hotch coming with. He was not sober, but he wasn't nearly as shit faced as I was.

"Hotch..I want Hotch," I began spewing as Morgan now guides me to the bed. Derek raised an eyebrow as he walked out, leaving me alone with Aaron.

"I, uh. Yes?" He says with an eyebrow raised, "Please...please don't leave."

"I'm sorry?" It now hit me on how needy and emotional I get while drunk.

"I'm not.." he paused before clearing his throat "I wont leave you, Y/n."

And that's all you needed, you latched onto him while falling onto the bed.

It felt warm. Like how ultraviolet rays pierce through the atmosphere. It also smelled of ceaderwood with honey. An ache rushed to my scalp, as a gasp left my lips and sitting up in a hurry.

My boss is in bed with me. In a t-shirt. I'm in my bra. Did we have sex? His arms were around me. No, no no this canno-

"Goodmorning, Y/n." "Hi, good morning. Yeah. Uh. So, did we uh-" I paused trying to find what words are best to use here. But he knew what I meant nonetheless.

"No, we didn't have sex. I'd never ever make a move on you when you can't one-hundred percent consent." "So, why am I in my uh." Hotch never saw me like this, so ungaurded. With actual words, not jabs.

"Throughout the night you broke in a sweat, and removed your shirt. You wanted me here, and who am I to deny your requests?" "Right, okay. Listen, hey thank you so much for helping me or whatever, but I should get ready uh. I know we didn't fuck. You know that. The team doesn't. So I am going to make sure there isn't a single bit that can be mistaken for any sexual activity." I got out of bed and went to the bathroom, peaking out the door at Hotch. Huh, he really is handsome.

"Aaron? Promise me you'll still be here when I get out the bathroom." "I promise."

When I step out, Aaron is already changed. Reading a newspaper at the table. I sat down across from him, having him look up at me.

"I want to say sorry for last night. Was very immature of me to challenge you like that, then drag you back into my hotel room."

But before Aaron can get a word out, there was a knock at my door.

"Hey? Y/n? It's Jj. The plane leaves in half an hour, so we have to leave in ten. I, uh. You okay?"

"Yes! I'm good. A headache, that's all."

Somehow you can just feel her nod and half sympathetic smile through the door.

"Aaron, may we talk when we land?" "Sure thing." I smile as a reply, grab my to-go back and leave the room. Joining the remainder of the team in the local lobby. I knew from this moment, my act can not be carried on. He had broken through my display.

Fuck.

"Did you guys...." Morgan started, dragging out the s to empathize his point. "No, we didn't, brawns." No brain all brawn was a nickname Garcia and I called him quite often.

"Okay! Okay." He says, as everyone just starts talking.

It's like that on the plane.

And when we land

And the long drive to Quantico.

Aaron was already in his office as everyone enjoyed their fine Wednesday, due to us landing back around One pm from Colorado.

These days were my favorite. When you can sit around with the team, being the chaotic family everyone is. Being able to ignore the fact we all hunt the most deadly killers out there.

An hour passes by of everyone talking before Hotch leaves his office; standing above the stairway.

"Y/n. A word in my office? Now." I wasn't scared since it was my word to ask for a conversation.

The team didn't know that, though. Worry plagued their faces when you way over.

"Thank you, Hotch." "What is it you wanted to talk about?" "Well, last night you asked me a question which I just gave you a smile as a reply. Remember?" "I do, yes. I asked why are you mean to me compared to everyone else on the team." "When did it start?" "Uh, like seven months ago?"

"Because I've been inlove with you, Aaron for the past eight months." "I'm sorry?" "I know, it's very inappropriate. I just needed to tell you. I'll make my leave now," and as I turned on my heels to head out of his office, he grabbed my wrist spinning me back around. "I love you too, Y/n." "Wh-"

His lips cut me off as I wrapped my hands around his neck, deeping the kiss. Aaron bit down on my lip causing a whimper to escape as I tug on his tie in retaliation. I never want this moment to stop. His lips on mine is pure hevan. "Mm," he mumbles in the kiss as his hands fall to your waist pulling you guys even closer.

After what feels like an eternity, but not long enough, the two of us pull back for breath. We just held eachother, carefully and closely. "Why else did you think I didn't fire you." "Mm, because I bring you coffee." "That too." Our eyes lock, and I'm drowning in them.

Only to get pulled out of the water by clapping, the whole team -

Spencer, Jj, Derek, Penelope, David and Emily were pressed to the glass cheering us on before David shouted loud enough for us to hear, "About time!"

"Does this mean you won't be such a brat to your boss?" He knew what he was doing when he saw you get flustered. "Being rude? Yes. Brat?" You kissed his cheek while walking away.

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