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diorsluv · 5 months
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feather , part 13
“ i finally cut you off ”
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yourusername rowdy and huggy bear were surprisingly comfortable but they kept interrupting my criminal minds marathon 😔
tagged: mackie.samo, dylanduke25, jackhughes, _quinnhughes, lhughes_06, edwards.73, markestapa
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username81 i can’t believe mackie let her give him a makeover
→ yourusername i can’t believe it either
jackhughes i don’t see what you see in spencer reid but ok
→ yourusername you’re clinically insane. go get some help.
→ _quinnhughes i don’t see it either
→ lhughes_06 me neither
→ yourusername i’m calling your mom and telling her that you’ve all gone crazy.
markestapa that snow was FREEZING but attacking you with that pillow really made it all worth it
→ yourusername this is harassment and i feel targeted ☹️☹️
→ markestapa really? good 😊
username53 THE SHOPPING CARTS IN A PARKING GARAGE?? the math ain’t mathing
mackie.samo honestly that makeover felt kinda replenishing
→ yourusername funny that ur using that word when u threw my REPLENISHING face mask in the trash after 5 minutes
jamie.drysdale how did she manage to convince you all to make those mini heart shaped pizzas
→ lhughes_06 uhh see the thing is..
→ edwards.73 about that 😥
→ markestapa wellllll
→ _quinnhughes they’re idiots
→ jackhughes yeah um that’s the thing!
→ mackie.samo so…………
→ dylanduke25 she uh… she didn’t
→ rutgermcgroarty oh my god you all turned soft for her
→ yourusername oh shut up they were always like that they just stopped pretending 🙄
lhughes_06 you kept complaining when jack and quinn piled on top of you
→ yourusername BC THEY KEPT MOVING and 350 lbs of weight on your back isn’t ideal
→ edwards.73 just like how you kept complaining when benedict came into the picture? lhughes_06
→ lhughes_06 what no idk what ur talking abt shut up
→ yourusername ?????
username75 did ethan just expose luke 😭😭
→ username64 it’s not like we didn’t know anyway
bookerburke_ aw we should make mini pizzas when you get back ☺️☺️
→ yourusername ofc mwah 🥰
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yourusername gingerbread house contest went.. um.. let’s just say there was an obvious but not crowned (😒) winning team! and then we baked desserts bc these competitive dummies couldn’t stand to lose against me n dyl 🤗🤗
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mackie.samo u literally didnt win
→ yourusername u literally didnt finish ur house
dylanduke25 our team clearly won
→ yourusername ofc ofc
markestapa my team did a better job
→ yourusername ethan kept licking the frosting and mackie spilled the candy all over the counter…
→ edwards.73 and we still did a better job 🥱
username56 the gingerbread houses are so chaotic lmaooooo
username98 THE SANTA COOKIES AWWWW
username49 i can smell the diabetes coming from this post
jackhughes i like to think our house didn’t turn out that bad
→ lhughes_06 fr we did good
→ yourusername only because quinn was yelling at you the whole time
→ _quinnhughes i wasn’t yelling i was just loudly guiding them
colecaufield save some cookies for me
→ yourusername by the time you get them they’ll have gone bad 😭😭
username48 they’re all so competitive it’s so funny
rutgermcgroarty “how many heart shaped desserts can you make in one week” challenge go!
→ yourusername shut up there’s nothing wrong with liking heart shaped desserts ☹️
→ rutgermcgroarty it’s become an unhealthy addiction
_alexturcotte i personally believe the last gingerbread house is the best one
→ mackie.samo EXACTLYYY
→ edwards.73 OBVIOUSLY
→ markestapa YES THANK YOU
→ yourusername you all need help
username71 HOW ARE YOUR SNOWMEN DESIGNS SO NEAT
next chapter notes ) i’m not kidding when i tell you it took me forever to make this BUT I HOPE EVERYONE STILL LIKES IT
tags: @aliaology @hockeyboysarehot
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diaco1968 · 2 years
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hii could i request the same plot of "The knight in the baggy shirt" in that scene where dyl hugs the reader and happens the same thing as in the abi and nick scene but making it longer?? like, just that scene, pls ignore this if u can do it ty 💗
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I actually enjoy talking a lot about a scene I like ;) but I changed the plot a little for ... uh ... story purposes... and Dylan is a little ooc but because he is turning so... (and I had seen THAT scene with Miles Robbins in Daniel isn't real 🥵)
I don't think there WARNINGS? He is a bit rough and forceful, nothing naughty happens...
The sharp pull around your lower abdomen and chest ripped a sharp gasp from your throat and you had to take a step back bumping into Dylan whose arms were ready and immediately wrapped around you tighter.
"Holy shit... be careful (y/n)..."
He whispered softly and your confusion disappeared once you saw the glinting of metal right where you almost stepped a few seconds ago. A bear trap, barely visible among the greens of the forest floor.
"I... I almost... thank you..."
You were speechless trying not to imagine the pain that was to come had Dylan not reacted quickly enough and hadn't pulled you back.
"Almost got bear trapped the shit out of?... yeah you almost did..."
You could feel him all over you from where you were engulfed in his embrace, his right arm wrapped around your front all the way from your right hip to your left hip bone and his left hand was placed on your side probably to steady you so both of you don't fall back on the ground.
His chest was flush against your back and you were only now noticing just how lean and firm he was, since his baggy shirts never gave anything away from what was underneath.
In your attempt to steady yourself you had reached down and grabbed his right wrist and involuntarily you were digging your nails in his forearm so you loosened your grip but didn't let go yet. Cause he hadn't let go of you and you kinda liked it. A few more seconds went by apparently both of you enjoying the situation, until you felt his nose poking around in your hair at the top of your head. It was so awkward you let out a nervous giggle and tried to look up but his hold on you was firm.
"Dylan? What'cha doing?"
That's when you heard the deep whiff he took of your hair and the rapid sniffing that sounded like a nosey dog. You tried to step away from him but his hold on you only tightened further.
"...uh... Dylan?"
"You smell so good."
His voice was barely above a gruff whisper in a tone you had never heard him use, too serious and too demanding.
"I... thanks? Not really the time, Dylan..."
You tried to use your hold on his wrist and pull his arm off of you so you could step out of his embrace but no matter how hard you pulled, his arm around your waist didn't budge.
"I want to taste you."
"Definitely not the time for that, Dylan! Let me go!"
Your other hand that was free up until now joined the right one and with a hard grip on Dylans right forearm you tried to pry his arm off you with both hands to no avail. The strength he had was confusing and frustrating you. His left hand moved from your side to grasp your left wrist and yank it back and away from the both of you, holding it tightly in mid air almost hight enough as your head, and no matter how hard your tried to pull your left hand back towards yourself you couldn't.
The body heat he was emitting was also adding to your frustration and you were starting to sweat, over all very uncomfortable situation.
"Dylan! What are you d-doing?!"
"Are you scared?"
You froze at the cold tone of his words, not even recognizing his voice at this point, he sounded like he would enjoy your positive answer but couldn't be bothered to care much anyway.
"...Dylan... please..."
"Why would you reject me? You love me don't you, (y/n)?"
You pursed your lips and closed your eyes shut, letting a shaky sigh leave your lips. His hand suddenly moved from your hip to your neck, gripping it tightly and pulling you back into him even closer than before, as he growled loudly in your ear.
"Don't you?!"
"I d-do!... I do love you..."
"Then you wouldn't mind me having a tiny little taste."
His fingers around your neck tightened and as they started to become suffocating you could feel his nose move down your head and behind your ear, his tongue dragged over the shell of your ear and he let out a satisfied sigh, squeezing your neck harder. You started jerking your left hand again and trying to free it as the air left your lungs and your vision became blurry but his grip was iron hard and he pulled your hand back harder, exposing your left shoulder and neck further.
"I scare you, huh?... The more you struggle the sweeter you smell... if you could just... ugh...just one little bite..."
"This is not you Dylan! Please! You should-...I can't! You're not Dylan! You're hurting me!"
You were so terrified for your life that the words just aimlessly fell out of your mouth using your remaining breath but all that got you was that he removed his hand from your neck and pressed his palm against your mouth effectively shutting your mouth tightly.
"Shhh I am Dylan. I just feel much better ...and stronger... and significantly hungrier... and...and somehow way more into you than I was before... so much I want to just... mmmh..."
His voice cut off into a needy moan as his lips connected to the side of your neck feeling your pulse on his lips, his tongue rolled out and licked a long wet hot stripe up your neck, his unnaturally sharp fangs scraping over your skin that shivered in response. You whimpered pleadingly but he just pulled you in harder, his hips moving forward as he grinded himself forward onto you. It felt like he was humping you and when you felt the bulge in his pants rub against your ass, you struggled to step further away from him, he moved his left hand, that was still holding your wrist tightly, downwards and folded your arm over your own middle, using it to pull you back to himself, immediately sinking his teeth in the juncture of your shoulder and neck.
The scream that errupted from you was muffled by Dylan's palm on your mouth, and when your knees buckled from the pain and the shock he simply just wrapped his left arm around your middle and picked you effortlessly off the ground, his teeth still sheathed deep in your soft flesh.
You didn't notice you were crying until he pulled his hand away from your mouth with a loud hiss as his teeth released you and he let you fall on your knees on the ground merely inches away from the same trap he had saved you from not too long ago.
You put your hand over the bleeding burning pulsating bite on your neck as you heaved short breaths to try and compose yourself, you didn't dare look back at him.
"I... I...(y/n)... I'm sorry! I don't know what took over me! I'm so so sorry..."
He dropped to his knees next to you and you lightly flinched away from his outstretched shaky hand. His hand faltered at first but then he decided he needed to comfort you so he tried again.
"C-can I... can I hold you? I hate seeing you so...like...I just...please..."
You didn't know what he was blabbering about nor what he was pleading with you. Hell he didn't know what he was begging for either. He just needed to know you were okay... that even though he did something horrible you two were still fine. Farfetched but he needed it.
And so this time when his hand connected with your shoulder and you didn't react, he immediately wrapped his arm around your shoulders and pulled you back away from the bear trap and into himself, placing you in between his legs as he sat back on the ground and cupped your head to his chest gently rocking you while his fingers carded through your hair soothingly, as you shed uncontrollable tears of pain and frustration on his shirt.
"I'm sorry... I'm a mons- I... it wasn't me... I understand if you hate me now... fuck ... I hate me for what I did to you..."
You sniffled and nuzzled further into his chest, finally relenting and hugging him back, hearing the sigh of relief that he released. You didn't want him to think he had lost you. As awful as everything was, on the bright side he would not kill you now if he was to turn, you smelled like one of them, as distorted as it was, he had protected you from something worse.
"Dylan?..."
"...yes, (y/n)?..."
"Shut up?"
"... alright... sure... okay..."
A few moments passed in silence, nothing in the night's air as he absent-mindedly rocked you and pet your head and you tried to ignore the sharp ache of your neck. Then you decided to break the silence again.
"...so?..."
"Ye-yes?!"
"How did I taste?"
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rylanenthusiast · 1 year
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Rylan prompt: the "hiding an injury" trope? Maybe Ryan's being brave but also stupid lmfao up to you :)
sorry for the late ass reply </3 i also apologise because i made this waaay more angsty than you probably intended, but i hope u still enjoy it :)
TW: CHARACTER DEATH
How long has he been sitting here?
Hours? Minutes? He had no idea, time seemed to blur as he sat waiting on the steps of the lodge.
He found himself absentmindedly picking at the fraying edges of his bandaged hand. Well, what was left of it. He wanted to think about anything but him, but he couldn’t.
It’s not like they were dating or anything, he was a silly crush that he couldn’t stop thinking about, praying that he had made it. Shit, Kaitlyn was right- maybe he had caught feelings.
Well, if anything being hunted by werewolves taught him, it’s that nothing is impossible. He was going to tell Ryan how he felt- because he fucking deserved to.
Suddenly, a cop car pulling up in front of the lodge snaps him out of his train of thought- head flicking up immediately to train his eyes on the opening doors.
He had to be okay. Please tell him he was okay.
Lo and behold, a leg covered in tattered, blood-crusted skinny jeans emerged out the car- and Dylan? He could cry. He was crying, in fact.
Leaping to his feet, Dylan rushes towards the car,
“Dylan, you’re oka-“
Ryan is cut off with a bone-crushing hug, Dylan’s arms tightening around him as if letting go would make this moment any less real. His right hand curls around the back of Ryan’s waist, his face pressed into the soft curve of his neck as he sobs dryly.
“I thought I lost you,” he whispers.
“I’m here Dyl…I’m right here.”
Ryan gently returns the hug, because although physical affection may be a little out his comfort zone, he couldn’t imagine any other place he would want to be right now other than Dylan’s arms. He finally felt safe.
After what feels like an eternity, Dylan slowly pulls his head up from the crook of Ryan’s neck, suddenly very aware of how close their faces are- a faint blush dusting his cheeks. Ryan’s heart melts.
“Fuck, Ryan. You scared me.”
“I know, Dyl.”
“I was so fucking scared-”
“I-“
“You just left- and I- what if I never got to-“
“Breathe, Dylan”
Their eyes meet, brown meets brown and Dylan finds his heart slowing in tandem with his thoughts at the soothing gaze he’s met with.
“I was scared I’d never get to tell you.”
“…Tell me what?” he whispers.
Fuck it.
“I love you, Ryan. Fuck, and I know it might be weird to say right now considering-“
He’s cut off with a soft press of warm lips to his own. This kiss is nothing like the one at the campfire. Unspoken words pass through skin, murmurs of “I’m sorry” translated silently. It’s warm, and it’s home.
As Ryan leans back, hand cupping Dylan’s cheek, he breathes,
“I lo-“
Ryan suddenly drops to his knees, clutching his side in pain, all of the air in his lungs being sucked out of him at once.
“Ryan!”
Dylan falls to his knees in front of Ryan, frantically attempting to figure out what was wrong.
That’s when he sees it.
It starts small, but a patch of red gradually spreads across Ryan’s shirt. It grows, and it grows, and it keeps growing.
“No, no, no, no- Ryan- Why didn’t you- I didn’t know you-“
“Dylan I-“
“Stop- just- stop talking you’re making it worse-“
Ryan lets his body fall further to the ground, hands pressed against the reopened wound in his side, staring up into Dylan’s panicked eyes.
“I- I don’t understand- Ryan what’s- what’s happening Ryan- I don’t-“
“…I didn’t want to scare you-”
“Well you’re fucking scaring me now man! Fuck- I don’t know what to do, I-“
It’s eerily silent for a moment as Dylan attempts to find the words he’s looking for, and Ryan just stares.
“…Dylan?”
“Yeah?”
“I can’t feel your hand.”
It’s as if time stops. Dylan looks down at his hand clutching Ryan’s own, knuckles white with tension. He knows there isn’t much time left.
“Please don’t leave me,” he whispers into the air between them as he leans down to press his forehead against his own. Salty tears fall between them.
“I’m sorry Dyl.”
“It’s okay,” he chokes out. He brings his hand to cup Ryan’s jaw, thumbing at the soft skin under his eye.
“I’ll find you,” he whispers.
At that, Ryan softly smiles, nodding his head. It’s silent, save for Ryan’s laboured breaths. It’s silent, until-
“I love you too,” he breathes.
And then he stops.
Dylan’s shatters his thin veil of composure composure, immediately sobbing into the bloody shirt of his could-have-been lover. Angry tears sear his cheeks.
In that moment, Dylan’s world stops. Part of his soul died with Ryan’s, and he knew he was never getting it back.
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avocado-frog · 1 year
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A big compilation of tag games I haven't done
Heads up 21 up (i have three i haven't done)
Thank u to the lovely @littletaxitt @the-stray-storyteller and @idreamofhamandcheese who i feel bad about bc i have so many unanswered tags from you but I'm only tagging u once but you also tagged me in find the word and favorite songs so 👍
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"...Dylan used to get really excited about birds."
Jaxon hit the back of his head against the wall, smiling thinly. Dirt smeared on his cheek. His eyes were red. His face looked hollow and pale, like a skeleton.
"We managed to get them hearing aids when they were, maybe eight or nine. It was hard, because, well, you know what happens when we go to the doctors. But we found a guy. He was really nice, an underground sorta thing, y'know? Anyways, it was the only doctor that wouldn't turn us in. He wasn't trained to help in anything other than ear stuff, but I guess that was pretty lucky. He got Dylan the hearing aids, and he even managed to get me prescribed some medicine."
"At that point-" Jaxon rolled a piece of lint in between his fingers. "-Dylan hadn't been able to hear for a year and a half, I think. They got used to it, so the hearing aids, they didn't really like them. They got overwhelmed by the sounds, had to wear headphones over them, because Logan said that they weren't going to get used to it if they didn't wear them. That they needed to wear them, just in case something bad happened. He thought there was going to be a home invasion every day. He used to be really paranoid."
"But anyways, we were at the park once, and it was pretty quiet. Dyl and I were going through the garden, it was about as far as Logan would let us go, at the time. Dylan didn't have their headphones, it wasn't loud enough to where they needed them."
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Find the word tag
Crack-
There was a sharp, unnatural crack, as Leo hit the pavement, blood forming a slow puddle around her.
For a while, she laid there in stunned, overwhelmed silence, unable to process just how much pain she was in as every broken bone fought for attention, fiery sparks shooting through every nerve.
Blurry, red, fading vision showed her two things. One of her brothers- she couldn't decipher which one- staring at her with wide eyes, and then Jaxon pushing past, skidding to a stop, hands suddenly on her shoulders, shaking her. She winced.
He was talking to her, and she didn't have a clue what he was saying.
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Blade-
A sharp inhale as Jaxon pointed the blade of his scythe at him, and Ryan nearly fell off the edge.
In a split second, a blur of orange grabbed him by the wrist, dragging him away. Sam was always faster than Ryan, he could barely catch up with his brother, stumbling over his own feet as he fought for air.
When they were at a safe distance from Jaxon, hiding within a bundle of thick trees, Sam whipped around, grabbing Ryan by the shoulders.
Both of their breathing was too fast, Ryan could hear his heartbeat in his ears, erratic, frantic.
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Horror-
Dylan swayed, still clinging to Leo's hand in the dark hallway. If there was one place Leo didn't want to lose them, it was the pitch black maze where neither of them could see well enough to communicate. Leo sort of just had to hope Dylan knew when they reached a dead-end.
Dylan stumbled forward with a short, sharp gasp, and Leo glanced over her shoulder, still only able to see the outline of her friend- hunched over slightly, breathing still heavy.
Cass was a bit ahead, hanging onto Leo's other hand, and Jaxon led the group to the exit. Leo actually really wished he wasn't. He sucked at well-lit mazes on the kid's menu at Applebee's.
But somehow, they reached the exit. A long, thin staircase. Leo sucked in a breath through her teeth, back already twinging in pain at the mere thought, and also having to direct Dylan up the stairs safely.
Dylan, shorter than Leo, unable to look over her shoulder in the narrow hall, couldn't see the bright light coming from the opened doorway. Leo ducked down slightly, tugged on Dylan's hand to point it upwards, hoping they understood.
Leo took the first step forward up the stairs, hearing Dylan's audible, pained wince, they must've tripped.
Dylan's breathing was still sharp and ragged as they finally made it outside, into the blinding light of the forest.
Must've been one hell of an asthma attack, was her last thought, before she turned around to check on them.
Face pale, eyes wide in horror, hand soaked in blood. They glanced up, whispered something, and collapsed soundlessly.
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(didn't have anything for divine or century)
(if u want to do this one you can just use the words I did: divine, century, crack, horror/horrible, blade)
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Favorite songs/ten songs ten people
Rules- five songs you actually listen to + ten songs you actually listen to, tag ten people But I'm just going to do fifteen songs lmao @briannaswords
our word- 36 questions
meteor shower- cavetown
colors- halsey
noel's lament- ride the cyclone
the ballad of jane doe- ride the cyclone
benny worm- jack stauber
curses- crane wives
it's not a game/it's just a ride- ride the cyclone (guess my recent hyperfixation)
devil town- cavetown
sweet tooth- cavetown
ship in a bottle- fin
my time- bo en
into the unknown- over the garden wall
waiting for the drop- ride the cyclone (i am one of five who prefers waiting for the drop over uranium suite and fall fair suite)
world's end valentine- omori
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OC interview (it's just the 15 questions thing i did last week but with a twist) (the twist is that it's a fictional character)
@bardic-tales and their absurdly long taglist lmao
Going to do it for Elliot because i still feel bad about chapter 28 and 29 rip buddy
Except I'm not staging it like an actual interview I'm just answering questions
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Were you named after anyone?
Honestly none of the kid's names have any special meaning. Most of the names were just some names I liked.
Canon answer- also no, and he wouldn't remember anyway. bro cant even remember what he had for dinner that day much less family history
2. When was the last time you cried
Canonically the mental breakdown chapter (26 I think) He cries a lot
3. Do you have any kids He is ten years old
4. Do you use sarcasm Yes but he wouldn't be able to detect it to save his own life
5. First thing you notice about people Overall demeanor. He was hesitant about Leo because she was a lot more guarded than the others, but got practically glued to Dylan within two weeks
6. Eye color Silver, though in the few non-magic aus i have, he and his brothers have brown eyes
7. Scary movies or happy endings He likes horror movies, discovered when Leo, Jaxon and Dylan were all watching one one night and he came in and they all freaked out trying to turn it off. The other kids are constantly very disturbed by his complete desensitization of the gore and violence and crimes. The type to watch horror movies completely silently and no one knows if he's enjoying it or terrified. But he can't watch it if there's anything to do with head or eye injuries
8. Any special talents Ice skating, but no one knows how
9. Where were you born Concord, New Hampshire, U.S
10. Hobbies Art, mostly painting. Plays the piano. Takes great pleasure in hiding in cupboards and waiting for people to find him
11. Have you any pets? No, but Jaxon has a hamster, Dylan has a frog, and eventually, Ryan gets a cat. He would absolutely love a rabbit though. He's actually terrified of dogs
12. What sports do/have you played None. Still working on getting up and down the stairs without Literally Dying
(canon elliot has lost a fight with the staircase twice)
13. How tall are you 4'4. Taller than Ryan, still shorter than Sam. A little below average for his age. Very bitter about it, too
14. Favorite school subject Not exactly old enough to have school subjects, but to the surprise of no one, it's art. He can't do math, thinks history is boring, and has a difficult time reading, but he likes to draw
15. Dream job He would like to do something with space I think
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Big tag list- feel free to do any of these you want- no pressure tags
@the-stray-storyteller
@idreamofhamandcheese
@gracien-system
@moonandris
@littletaxitt
@late-to-the-fandom
@blind-the-winds
@briannaswords
@master-of-the-pigeon-religion
@calloumii
@bi-karibe-chick
@mynroli
@nelliecomet
annd open tag!! do whichever you want
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crownsings · 3 years
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like  this  if  u  want  memes
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chillmayo · 3 years
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today in my exam there was this paragraph on social media with a lot of examples EVEN INCLUDING FUCKING LINKEDIN (wtf is that anyway??) but no tumblr. tumblr in invisible. it only exists in haunted nooks of the earth and the dark corners of our soul.
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just-my-type-x · 2 years
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Ok so i need this, if u felt like u needed this, i hope it helped you 💞 please read until the end if u also struggle with self love
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Love yourself - Dylan O'brien blurb
Warnings: self-hate, body insecurities
I watched myself in the mirror, changing my outfit for the fourth or fifth time, hating how my thighs looked in my blus jeans, feeling uncomfortable in my black ones and not enjoying the view of the sweatpants on my body. I didn't like my tops either, feeling like my stomach is too proeminent through the pants and a blouse or t-shirt wouldn't hide it from people's eyes.
I sat on the bed, exhaling loudly, overwhelmed by my thoughts and my judgy attitude towards my body. A tear threatened to escape one od my eyes, but i wiped it fast, knowing i wouldn't stop crying for some time. I put my head in my hands and tried to calm myself down, hating the feeling i was having.
As I was distracting myself from tearing my soul to pieces, i hear the bedroom door open.
"Hey, baby, why aren't you ready to go?", Dylan asks and kneels down in front of me, placing his hands on my knees, next to my elbows.
"I just.. Didn't like anything", i say and brush my hair back, looking somewhere else. I just knew that id i looked him in the eyes, i would just start crying.
"But you look amazing in everything, babe", he kisses my hand and gives me a smile
I scoff and roll my eyes
"It's not that easy, Dyl. I don't remember the last time i felt amazing in any of my clothes. I don't remember the last time i didn't judge myself for the way i look. I don't remember the last time i felt confident next to you", my voice cracks and tears start forming in my eyes, this time with no manageable way of stopping them.
"Oh my God, why didn't you talk to me about this?", he hugs me tight, his arms on my shoulders, cheek resting on the side of my head, kissing it
"Because i thought that if i ever admit that to you, you would start considering me the same way that i do, that you would see all the imperfections that make me hate who i am, that you would stop liking my body because you would realise how bad it actually looks and i-"
"Don't you ever say that again, you hear me?", Dylan stops me from talking and cups my face with his hands, so i could look him in the eyes. Tears were burning my eyes and falling hia hands. "Don't you ever hate how you look, don't you ever disregard yourself like that again. You're beautiful, you're everything you have to be, you're amazing, good looking and mostly, you're perfect. You may not consider yourself that because you only see what's "bad" about you, but trust me, it's in your head. Lock it away. Lock away all the bad things you have to say about yourself. You don't deserve to think that way. You have a hell of a body no matter what. You look smoking hot in every outfit you wear. There's no way you really talk so poorly about your body like that. And for me, you can never change the way i see you. I see you as the most beautiful woman in this world, the most perfect and most badass person I've ever met. And that's why i love you so fucking much, ok? Fuck the thoughts in your head. Replace them with the ones that make you stronger, that make you look at yourself in the mirror and say "daaamn, i slaaaay", love yourself. Find the small details that you like in an outfit or maybe on your naked body that you're insecure about, learn to love those details and find as many as you can, every day, until you love yourself as a whole "
Speechless, i just hug Dylan and let myself cry out all the sadness i felt until that moment. A few moments later, i look up at Dylan, who was smiling at me.
"I really needed that, baby. Thank you so much for being here and for making me look at the situation with other eyes.", i wipe my tears with the back of my hands, trying to put out a smile
"Promise you're gonna do that for me?", he asks, puppy eyes on display
"I promise"
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Ok so I'm in a pretty bad place right now, mentally, and i felt like i needed to write something like this ao i could come back and read it when i feel sad or insecure. I also wanted to share what I've been through the whole year of 2021. I know some people struggle with this problem for years and years, but this year in particular was.. Awful. And i also feel like I have to let it off my chest because you guys don't know me personally so I'm not ashamed of opening myself up in front u. I'm embarrassed to talk about this with my friends, or either family. I wouldn't talk to my family about this anyway, because they pretty much started the whole thing.
I'm struggling with my body and people around me keep pointing that I'm fat and any other synonyms which i don't find relevant. I don't find the type of body that i have as being fat, i find it suitable and normal, but apparently they don't. I mean, i have thighs, which i don't really consider horrible, but i do have wide hips that get on my nerves and make me feel like i look twice my size. I have a belly, which i also find normal and no matter what, i can't get rid of it, and trust me, I've tried
And it's so hard having my family call me fat or tell me "oh u need to go to the gym" and this has been going on for a year now and hearing this almost 5 days out of 7 for 10-11 months really affected my mental health. I am uncomfortable going to my grandparents in any clothes because I'm afraid they're going to judge how i look and tell me that i Weight too much and why am i not exercising so i can be more fit. My dad talked to my boyfriend so we would go to the gym and he was so strict about it that I'm so afraid to ask my boyfriend how he even talked to him about my body. I don't know if he called me fat or he was very nonchalantly telling him that I don't look good enough to be around my boyfriend and the worst part is that my boyfriend probably agreed with him and that just breaks me in a million pieces. A neighbour asked me with who i resemble with from my family because none of them is fat and why am i fat if they are not. I mean, what confidence should i have? I've been going to the gym and eating once a day and they don't see any changes even though i work so hard. And again, I don't see what this type of body is considered fat. I've had the same size for like 5 years now. I haven't changed my pants size or t-shirt size or anything and all of a sudden I'm too fat for being with my boyfriend and I'm too fat to even walk on the streets. But, in the same time, i don't think my boyfriend saw the situation the same way as my family, he never did. He always tells me that I'm perfect and that i look Amazing. I just hope he's not lying.
So, after this traumatic year, i can say that from October and until now, i kind of tried to keep my head above the water and i tried to find the little details of my body that look good or that make me special and I think things are coming together. I'm still very scared to go to my grandparents' house and i plan outfits for hours just to find something that they wouldn't say it makes me look a certain way. In my head I'm aware that they still gossip about the way i look after i leave, but in the same time I'm glad i don't hear anything.
So yeah, i think having body insecurities and struggling with the way you look is very very hard to manage and to find a purpose to tell yourself that those people are just saying stuff and that telling yourself you got this, that they're not right isn't easy. I hope that if u go though the same thing, give urself time to heal and give urself the strength u need. Compliment urself. Take the courage to look in the mirror, find what u hate the most and give it a reason to be loved. It won't heal you overnight, but doing this almost every day is going to. I'm in a better place than i was in a few months ago, but i still think of what happened and what I've been told. I just hope one day I'll forget about them.
I love u and love urself, because that's the most pure love u're ever gonna receive ❤️
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rrickgrrimes8 · 3 years
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Come Clean ~ Dylan x bi!reader
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*homophobia is NOT tolerated here at all so piss off if you are thanks ☺️*
This is it.
Today is the day I finally come clean about who I am. Well not fully come clean I still have to tell my parents after this which I kid you not will be a shit show. Today is the day I come out to my boyfriend Dylan.
Now I can hear you guys confused thoughts through the screen. Yes I have a boyfriend. No I am not a lesbian. No I am not straight. Now for the grand reveal... I'm bisexual. I like boys and girls and I'm insanely proud of that. You probably wouldn't think that knowing I haven't told anyone for the first 24 years of my life but I can assure you I am. I've dated girls in the past and I've dated boys. Just because I'm not out to my family and friends doesn't make me ashamed of who I am and who I like.
And the reason that I'm so scared of telling people is because I don't want to lose them. Which I know is something one I can't control and two I should assume that I would lose them if I told them but I know for sure that telling my parents wouldn't end well because let's just say they are massive homophobic assholes and I know that because when I was a freshman in highschool my mom caught me kissing my best friend who is also a girl. My mom immediately kicked her out and called for my dad. She and him were screaming hestrically. Ranting and raving all sorts of bullshit. One being 'im never going to have grandkids. Oh my god I'm never going to be a grandma' but that doesn't beat the beautiful - note the sarcasm - words of my father 'I can't believe I've raised a dyke daughter oh what a disappointment she is'. So let's just say I had a traumatic childhood. As soon as they finished there screaming I just decided it was better to tell them that I was straight and she came onto me then the truth of that I had a massive crush on her. They soon got over that and we never spoke about.
But enough about my parents the real thing I wanted to say is that I'm terrified of losing Dylan. I don't know if Dylan is like my parents - god I hope not - or if he'll support me.
We've been together for almost 3 years and you know the story. Boy meets girl. Girl spills coffee all over him causing him to get severely burned and sent to the hospital prompting girl to be incredibly sorry but boy found her hot and asked her out. You know the usual stuff.
"Hey baby you okay?" Dylan asked snapping me out of the trance I had no clue I was in. I turned to him quickly and looked upon his concerned face. "U-uh fine j-just thinking" I mumbled adjusting my position in Dylan's arms. "Thinking bout what?" He said wearing his insanely adorable smile. "Umm nothing. No one. Nothing" I stumbled over my words causing Dylan to cock his eyebrow at me.
"You sure gorgeous?" I nodded but almost instantly stopped myself. "No actually I'm not okay" I said changing my mind and suddenly finding a rush of courage. "Okay baby what's wrong?" His hand ran through my hair gently combing out the knots in there.
"W-we need to talk" I hummed. Dylan immediately stopped what he was doing and pulled his hand away. His face contorted into a look of sadness and fear. He thinks I'm going to break up with him. "A-about what?" He stuttered clearly anxious to know what I was going to say. When I pulled out of his arms and positioned myself facing him his eyes started to build up small tears but he refused to let them fall.
"A-are you b-breaking up with m-me?" His voice cracked as he spoke and his tears fell freely. "Oh my god no Dylan I'm not breaking up with you." I assured him. "But you might after I tell you this." I whispered to myself sadly and his fearful look left his beautiful face and he whipped his tears away but his face soon turned into a look of concern and worry.
"What is it baby?" He said softly moving his hand to my cheek. "U-um well I need to tell you something." "You can tell me anything" Said the man.
"Uhh well let's see um how can I- Uh I don't know how to" I rambled but was cut off by Dylan's deep chuckle. "Spit it out baby" he teased stroking my check. "I LIKE GIRLS!" I bellowed. The words slipping away from my tongue without my consent. Dylan's hand left my cheek leaving behind a cold feeling and missing of his warmth.
"Y-you like girls?" He questioned more then stated and I nodded my head closing my eyes wanting this moment to be over. He cleared his throat causing my eyes to shoot open. "W-what about me?" Dylan's voice shook slightly his fear of me breaking up with him took control.
"Oh shit" I mumbled under my breath moving onto his lap and straddling him. "I like girls a-and guys Dyl" He furrowed his eyebrows at me inquisitively. "I-I'm bisexual. Bi. The big old bisex as no one calls it" He laughed at my stupidity and I felt myself untense. His laugh calmed by of the scale anxiety filled nerves and I let out a breath that I didn't even know I was holding.
"So what's the big deal baby? Why are you so nervous?" His hand gently rubbed my knee in a way to comfort me. "W-well I-I was kinda scared that maybe just maybe that you'd you know" I said attempting to draw away from the subject knowing he'd just get hurt by it.
"I'd what (y/n)?" "B-break up with me" I spoke shyly and I could see Dylan's face fall. His eyes were consumed by hurt and new formed tears found there way to his cheeks. "Y-you thought I'd break up with you because you're bisexual?" I nodded sadly looking away from him. "I'm sorry" I whispered feeling a pang of guilt in my gut.
"Hey baby there's nothing to be sorry for I-if anything I'm sorry" He reassured me moving closer towards me the process. "W-why would you be sorry?" I cried my head falling down to look at my shaky hands. "Because you're upset about this and that you'd think that my feelings towards you would change if you told me"
"you're feelings haven't changed?" I said a spark of hopefulness ignited inside of me. "No of course not (y/n) I do and always will love you till the day I die. I love every part of you. I love you voice. Your laugh. Your beautiful (y/e/c). Your lips. Your sexy little butt." He joked while moving his hands to my butt squeezing lightly causing me to giggle like a school girl. "I love everything including the fact you like girls. You're sexuality doesn't change anything and I'll love you no matter what." He added igniting a huge undying smile onto my face ignoring the tears that were plastered over my red raw cheeks.
"You mean that?" I asked just wanting to make sure. "More than anything. I've loved you since the first day I met you." "But the first day I met you I put you in the hospital." Dylan laughed while taking my cheeks into his hands lovingly.
"Yes you did but I still knew that one day I'm going to marry you." I was taken aback from his confession. We'd never spoken about marriage or anything a long those lines so him saying this now is quite the shocker.
"But at las that is for another day my love. I love you (y/n). I love you forever." Dylan mummered against my lips before kissing them lightly. "I love you forever and more" you confessed causing Dylan to grin into your passionate kiss.
He loves me no matter what. I thought to myself happily. And I love him too.
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“i want to be your home.” For Dylan and Nat!
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me last night: “no sam i don’t think i can write dylan and nat”
me today: “oh look at that, i can” 😌
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Hearing a shriek come from the bathroom, Natasha’s head shot up from her book and she made a grab for the gun on the coffee table, but Steve reached out and covered her hand with his, shaking his head with an amused smile on his face.
That was when she heard the angry grumbling and relaxed almost instantly, her shoulders sagging in relief as the bathroom door opened and Dylan appeared in the doorway, a towel wrapped around her body and her hair still soapy.
“The hot water crapped out again,” Dylan shot a glare towards Steve, as though he had personally seen to it that she couldn’t finish washing her hair. “Such bullshit,” she muttered as she wandered over to the kitchenette and bent her head over the sink, turning the tap on.
“What- you can’t rinse your hair off where we wash our dishes.”
“You gonna come over here and stop me, Captain? I’m sure that would go down well with the UN. Captain America fights harmless, tiny girl in a towel while she’s just trying to wash her hair,” she kept her back to him and rinsed her hair off anyway, Steve shooting an incredulous look towards Natasha, who just shrugged her shoulders with a smirk.
“Your girlfriend hates me.”
“Her girlfriend can hear you,” Dylan called, wringing the excess water out of her hair and grabbing a tea towel and wiping her hands. “And I don’t hate you. I hate that you are constantly around and can’t take a hint. You’re cock-blocking me.”
“Dyl!” Natasha laughed as Steve rolled his eyes, his cheeks flushing.
“Listen, if he wants nice Dylan to make an appearance, he needs to take a page outta Sam’s book and clear off for a couple hours,” she huffed, her fingers tangling in the ends of her hair as she tried to comb out of knots. “Nice Dylan will come back once she’s had an orgas-”
“Okay!” Steve yelped, holding his hands up and he rose from the couch and grabbed his jacket. “Okay, I get it. I’ll go hang out at the bar with Sam for an hour.”
“Make it three!” Dylan called after him as he left the small cabin. Natasha huffed out a laugh as Dylan flopped down onto the couch beside her, the towel still wrapped around her as she stretched her bare legs out in front of her and rested them on the coffee table. She wiggled her eyebrows at Natasha. “Hey, lover.”
Natasha smirked, reaching on and placing a hand on Dylan’s knee. “Poor Steve,” she shook her head. “Go easy on him, alright? He’s missing Jas.”
“Well if he wasn’t such a stick in the mud so concerned about doing ‘the right thing’, he could have his girl here with him, couldn’t he? He needs to get laid. Maybe that’ll help him remove the stick that’s lodged firmly up his ass.”
“Is that what you need, Pickle? Wanna get laid?”
“I literally just said so a couple minutes ago,” Dylan raised an eyebrow. “And don’t call me Pickle. It’s ruining the mood.”
“There’s a mood?”
“There would be if you slid your hand a little higher.”
Natasha laughed again, her book abandoned on the cushion between them as she leaned closer. “You can be such a brat sometimes,” she murmured, before closing the gap between them and capturing Dylan’s lips with her own.
“Totally worth it,” Dylan hummed in reply, her hands coming up to frame Natasha’s face. “This is the first time we’ve been alone in like a month. At least we don’t have to hide in the bathroom with my hand over your mouth. Can make as much noise as we want. I love watching you come undone, knowing I’ve made the infamous Natasha Romanoff fall apart.”
Natasha groaned quietly, pulling back and resting her forehead against Dylan’s. “You’re gonna kill me,” she whispered, the tips of her fingers slipping underneath Dylan’s towel. “Should’ve told Sam and Steve to find somewhere else to sleep tonight.”
“With their faces?” Dylan scoffed. “Someone would recognise ‘em. That horrible old guy would come find us and I don’t wanna have to kill someone so high up in the US government, Nat. It would be such an inconvenience. And besides, I know I bitch about lack of privacy etc, but this place kinda feels like home now, y’know?”
“Home,” Natasha repeated. “I don’t think I’ve ever had anywhere that feels like home.”
Dylan smiled softly, wrapping a strand of Nat’s hair around her finger. “I’ll be your home.”
“And what if I want to be your home, hmm?” Natasha raised an eyebrow challengingly and Dylan scoffed.
“Can’t just let me be soppy for once in your life, can you, Romanoff? Always gotta try and one up me. Just like when we were teenagers.”
“Old habits die hard, Pickle.”
“We’ll have a real home one day, you know?” Dylan grinned. “Back in Ohio, if you want. Maybe a cute little cottage or something, with a spare room for Yelena. One for Bucky too, of course, because I’m making him visit me as soon as they’re sure he won’t go all murder-y again. We can get a dog.”
“Then Yelena will definitely visit.”
“She’d visit anyway, because you’re her sister and she loves you. Now, are we gonna make use of having this place to ourselves or are we gonna sit here talking all night?” Dylan raised her eyebrows.
Humming, her signature smirk on her face, Nat reached forwards and slowly peeled the towel away from Dylan’s body. “Oh, Pickle. We are definitely going to make use of having this place to ourselves.”
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Hiii how are you ? I fell down the stairs today and cried for a minute straight #hormones. Dw I have a high pain tolerance but I just started sobbing lol. It happens. LONG post ahead, I kinda went off hehe.
Anyways let’s get started!! Yes quinton gets to be upfront because he would probably feel so uncomfortable(no offence) with all the sexual tension going on there if dyl or jamie were in the front hehe. But yes they would be bitchy about who gets to sit upfront “ no Jamie it’s mine turn to sit with Brigid” “ no it’s my turn dylan you just sat with her” so brigid would get fed up and banishes them to the back hehe. Lmao Brigid can we listen to Katy perry now? The silence!! And then no can we listen to Lady Gaga?. Quinton trying not to lose it in the front seat. If I had to chose tho I would chose lady gaga:) wbu?
Get ready to be beat! Yes Ryan is absolutely not sitting upfront w me! We would be crazy and I wanna win so. Quinner is sitting up front w me but he decided to be .... and I’m banish him to the back. Braden is the most chill so he’s sitting upfront and giving me directions!! Haha dyl yelling at you to drive faster, but no I will beat both hehe;). Kesh who’s sitting up front w you? Would Kirby be handsy😏?. We would have to make so many stops lol. Like it’s just nostalgic for us, but new for you so it would be fun to make pit stops. and we would just be taking so many Instagram photos as a group and w our boys and together ! We love that ! “Wait wait wait Lexi pull over, I remember this place I wanna take photos” lol this is bad hehe.
Lmao yes, your hair would be so tangled!! They would be panicking a bit because they’re like omg she’s gonna be so mad.... honestly Ryan would just take the photo and then post it but then Dylan would repost it and then Jamie and then me lol. Honestly I kinda love when people just take videos of being in the car w like the scenery showing, but this would include us laughing and listening to music! I hope they makes sense. Hehe Ryan or Dylan would probably take photos of Braden, cozzy and devon sleeping and would post it. Back to the hair: hehe yes I can see you giving them a death glare when you realize and your getting mad and would hide. I’m just imagining this in my head, like me pulling over and you running out of the car and quinton and devon fixing your hair lol. Somebody would be filming this no doubt.
Music wise, yes I love blasting music and people looking but it’s kinda a flex when they see who we are with.... I like rap too! What song do u like Brigid?. Country will be played and 2000’s which is fun! I’m good with anything !. Kesh I love hype up songs as well and bass heavy songs because they sound good on speakers hehe. I’ve been into Rihanna for the past week and I was working out to her music- where have you been, rude boy, bitch better have my money lol, pon de replay hit different but also S&M for some sexiness. Lmao sorry I’m just listing Rihanna songs that I love atm. What are your fav songs right now? Awww dancing on the side of the road is so soft, but everybody needs a dance break! Cozzy, Devon and Braden are some how still passed out, I admire that. Late night drives🥺 are we spicing this up 😏.
Hehe you and devon are swamped w emails and more and you’re like kirby can you please go w them we need somebody to watch them. Als yes quinton go take those hot photos . I admire Dylan’s sleep schedule, like good job on catching up on sleep. Kirbys just trying to sweet talk you and kiss you so that you wouldn’t be mad. All in all, kesh is just shocked like how is that possible? Lmao Brigid, Ryan and I w the shopping cart just stocking up on popcorn, chips m&ms, I love that. Jamie and Dylan are racing each other to see who can grab the most cereal and made sure that they are getting the correct ones for Brigid. Honestly all the boys are just confused about how grocery shopping works hehe. The crackhead energy. Kirby is panicking. We literally bought out all the snacks. Beaver tails are delish and I know where you can get them so 😃. I want to stuff Quinner’s mouth w beaver tails cuz that’s cute:) yes healthy food is a must, like fruits, veggies, rice cakes hehe. But remember that we are going to workout on this vacay hehe. After the grocery store we would go into the mall or something and the boys would just be wanting to buy video games 😂 and ps5’s. Also kesh I love how some of the boys are just trying on clothes. Why do I get a feeling that one of the boys would just be filming all of this?
The chirping will happen nonstop, I’m sorry it’s just to much inspo. Aww yes they are blushing real hard, cuz they like you soooo much. But Brigid is enjoying touching them so no prob.
The boat is a must and it is happening!! Hehe yes the tubing would be chaotic, everybody is just trying to get each other to fall in 😂. Ryan thinks that he’s getting away w pushing me in but SIKE you are coming with me. So then we’re just fighting in the water. Quinner would be like where did they go?. Hehe brigid gets so wrapped up in laughing at us that Braden pushes her in haha. Yes we all look super hot in our bikinis, and the boys are speechless! Like dyl and Jamie are just like wow, she looks so amazing! And Kirby is so in love w you, he’s like I’m the luckiest man ever. I’m still gonna make sure that I wear a non tie bikini so that it doesn’t untie, like one time I was in the boat and my friend pulled on the string and the entire thing untied and I just jumped in the water to retie. That is not happening again lol. Quinner would be mad hehe. Idk I’m seeing Brigid in a black bikini or maybe a dark blue one? It would match your eyes?. Kesh in a red one or yellow and me maybe in a green one or just black lol. Hehe yes kesh and Kirby are just doing cute couple stuff and keeping an eye out but we are to chaotic to maintain .
Hehe yes ig we are clingy but cute drunks but I get kinda wild when I drink so the body shots would def happen. It would be hot tbh. Yes somebody do body shots w Brigid. Dylan would step up first, and he would be enjoying it and then Jamie sees and is like no it’s my turn so he does it and in the end it’s just a competition and you all get drunk hehe. Kesh and Kirby are the parents of the clubbing trip no offence.. like wanna go help cozzy and devon? Hehe lol I could just be dancing w Brigid and the boys would get jealous and one of them would just come up and be like excuse may I cut in, and i would be like tf but then they give me a glare and I go dance sexy with Quinner or crazy w Ryan. Kesh and Kirby should dance at least at one point during this time. We all look hot btw :)
Hehe yay I can be friends w Dylan :) I want that friendship to happen tbh. but he’s getting jealous but I’m like let them have their moment, so I distract him a bit w talking.
Girls day is a must! I wanna hang out w you so badly. Some cute clothing will be bought! Ooo yes us modelling and them being in awe. Oo kesh a different modelling show w the boys 😏. The boys are getting handsy esp Dylan and Jamie hehe. And they are super protective so no other guy at the club gets any ideas. After tho it’s biker shorts, sweat pants and hoodies type of vacay lol .
Thank you for reading ! Hope you enjoy mes chéries💗🌸
yes ok so loooong post ahead people
oof that tough falling down the stairs lol. honestly i’m not doing to great right now bc i did not do as well as i wanted at my meet, so now i’m in a funky headspace. but hopefully answering this ask will help, and i can get my shit together before my events tomorrow (which are actually my important events)
haha yes dyl and jamie would just be arguing like “no it’s my turn to sit in front, no you just did it’s my turn” lmao. and then whenever they’re sitting in the front there’s just too much tension for quinton to deal with lol. so then i feel bad for quinton so i banish the other guys to the back and let him sit in the front hehe. and i’m just ignoring the other guys and refuse to play either of their music and i let quinton pick. and if we purposely pick songs we know the other guys hate, that’s a secret we’ll never tell. oof between those two idk, probably lady gaga, but again we’re not playing music jamie and dyl like lol. 
haha no, you get ready to get beat. i’m like an INSANE driver when i want to be. and ofc dylan is just yelling at me “faster brigid, hurry tf up! we have to beat everyone” so then we’re just zooming. but then obviously you’re doing your best to keep up so you have to banish ryan to the back so he doesn’t distract you. and then you let quinner sit up front until he starts getting too handsy bc you’re like no i won’t let myself get distracted. so then braden’s up front giving directions and trying to get you to go faster, but i’m still winning lol. and then kesh is also still in the race, and she and kirby are just chilling in the front bc everyone else’s asleep. ooooh yes making lots of pit stops bc nostalgia for all of you canadians. and then me and kesh are just seeing all the sights for the first time. oooooh yes all the cute insta pics we could take
ooooh yes people taking vids of like the music and scenery would be so cute to post as stories. and ofc all of us laughing and stuff, that would be so cute. anyways yes, my hair would be a hugeeee knot. and i would just give them the death glare, like you’ve got to be fucking kidding me. and jamie and dyl just try to hide from me, like they run away as soon as the car is stopped. and then devon and quinton fix it for me, god bless their souls. like i’m sorry, bc even i wouldn’t want to deal with that. ik how my hair can get. and this would be allllll over everyone’s stories ofc lmao
ok yessss our music game is on point tbh. ok so for rap, the artists i’m really into rn are juice wrld (rip i actually loved him sm), kid laroi (who learned from juice, so he sounds a lot like him), trippie redd, mgk, and nf. also iann dior, but he’s not so much rap as r&b. honestly any of their songs slap. and then ofc country and early 2000′s. and any music with good bass, but i think a lot of the artists i said have that. ooooh yes getting out to have a dance party on the side of the road. hehe it could be really crazy. or alternatively, it could be when you’re out on a late night drive and there’s a slow song on the radio and you guys just get out and slow dance to the song together no this is not at all inspired by the song slow dance in a parking lot anyways yes late night drives are so cute. but then of course they can get spicy 😏 in case you couldn’t tell i’m always down for it to get spicy lmao
haha yes quinton and dylan c. honestly have their priorities straight. and devon and kesh are swamped with director duties, so that leaves kirby in charge. so then ofc when we get home kirbs tries to sweet talk kesh, but she’s just not having it. she’s just like how? anywaysssss at the store we have the most duo of ryan and lexi, plus now i’m added into the mix, and it’s just a mess. like we buy a shit ton of popcorn, pretzels, chips, candy, etc. and we literally bought half the store’s supply of everything lmao. and then dyl and jamie are just in the cereal aisle trying to grab as much cereal as they can. whichever one of them gets we chocolate mini wheats i will love forever. and then kirby’s getting healthy food bc yk he’s trying to be responsible. so then kesh has to explain that his whole job was to make sure everyone else was getting healthy food, not just get it himself lmao. but honestly none of the guys actually know what they’re doing lmao. and then we obviously have to get beaver tails to so lexi and quinner can have a moment, but idk where you get those lol. but yes we will be working out a ton on this vacay, so it’s ok that we have sm junk food lol. and then after we’re done with food, the guys decide to wander the mall and then they just buy a ton of video game and then they’re trying on clothes lol. and yes obvi they’re videoing the whole thing bc they’re secretly middle school girls who want to have a blog lmao
hehe yes me getting chirped the whole trip, esp the boat day. and the guys are getting so embarrassed about it, but i just don’t care lmao. and then the whole boat day is so chaotic obvi. when ryan pushes lexi in, quinner will come back and just be confusion lmao. like where’s lexi. and then i’m dying laughing and then braden sneaks over and pushes me in lol. but yes we all look amazing in our bikinis. like kirby is just so in love with kesh and thinks she looks gorgeous 😍 and then dyl and jamie are just like damn you look hot about me lol bc we’re horny ones on this trip apparently. and i’ll wear a tie-back jolyn bc they actually stay on lol. and then ofc quinner thinks lexi looks super good, but then she tells the story about the last time she wore a tie-back and he’s just like why didn’t you do it again? lmao. ooooh for bikinis i like a black top with a print on the bottoms idk why. and then you guys in whichever color you want. also yes kesh and kirby are trying to be responsible during this, but it’s just not working lol
haha yep i can definitely see you and quinner being wild drunks together (it’s more like when the alcohol is wearing off that you guys get really clingy) so obvi you guys start doing body shots. and ofc it turns into a jamie/dyl competition bc what doesn’t? and then me and lexi are just dancing sexy together, yk like two drunk girls do, and then dyl or jamie tries to come over and cut in and at first you won’t let them but then you finally give in and go dance with quinner instead. and then yeah, no offense kesh and kirby, but y’all are the parents here. like making sure we don’t do anything too too dumb lmao. and also being a wingman for some of the other guys. but you guys def dance together at least a little bit too. and obvi we all look hot
yessss i feel like you and dyl could be super chaotic friends too. so the two of you are just chilling together and then you have to distract him lol, but then after that you have a different chaotic friend for when ryan’s not available lmao
yes yes yes, girl’s day would be so fun. and then we get a ton of cute new clothes so obvi we have to model them. and they’re all just in awe, like those are our girls. but then we also do private modeling shows 😏 and we all know how that ends. and then when we’re in our clubbing clothes obvi they are getting super protective over us bc we look so hot and we’re their girls, so no other guys can get ideas. but then once they’re drunk they’re handsy as hell lol. but then the rest of the vacay ends ups spent in hoodies, sweats, and athletic shorts lol. and obvi some of the guys’ clothes
ughhhh i love this, the whole thing was amazing. 10/10
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survivormetaverse · 3 years
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Episode 1 - "I know the game will pick up eventually" ~Shaad
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chile lemme not get thrown out for making all these stan twitter bitch references I'M LICHERALLY HARMLESS I DON'T MEAN MOST OF WHAT I SAY DKJFHASJKLDG
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ngl tho i'm kinda shitting myself over these challenges bc i don't wanna get tossed on the first round JKAHFSJKDGHJ my ant eye et tea is through the ROOF
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oh girl, first impressions? ngl, the gays and girls here seem quite lovely, hopefully they won't have to carry me the entire time LMAO
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Okay like the only person I like/talked to is Jodi but she seems like a smart cookie so ima sleep with one eye open. But idk I'm ready to put on my fake ass smile and my fake ass kind words and get through this part. It's interesting with 6 people per tribe like if we lose I don't have that solid "core" yet but theres a chance that it would be me, jodi, amy because we were the first three on and active so idk. the immunity challenge is cool, the hunt challenge is cool too. im not good at timed puzzles, so I don't think I'm gonna go for it but a part of me feels like everyone across the tribes isnt gonna do it becsuse theyre scared so thats a good opportunity to sneak in and play with less people against me? idk idk idk ahhh
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🎶Oh my god we're back again🎶 Hey peeps!! :DDD Here I am againnnn, how fun! Tbh I forgot this was today lowkey and Dylan reminded me and I was like oop 😳 also I am so sorry to everyone that I cannot help but sprinkle the fact that we are now dating in all of my first convos bc IM VERY GAY apologies✨ for how often I'm mentioning it I mean 😂 My tribemates seems so cool, Jennifer and Babs are newbies but seem up to the challenge, Jay A and Colin already giving off immaculate vibes✨ Me and Dyl are hosting Ingary in a month and I do have like work and everything so I don't know exaclty how active I'll be in this game/ how far I'll make it but we'll see won't we!!
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not me being a leader of whateva
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it's the lack of reading comprehension for me (that was shade directed towards myself)
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In the fools tribe !!! Moth is in my tribe which is good because we have played together before. The immunity challenge is divide and conquer! So I believe I will be doing the endurance one. I think I’ll be okay... and the hunt announcement is a good twist !!! I’m not sure if I’ll participate in the first one.. but I’ll probably change my mind. ANYWAYS, I’m ready to kick some ass 
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Hey guys it's me Brayden and I am so here. I'm so excited to be playing again and stuff and I have already predicted the future that I'll be the winner. Anyways I was at an award ceremony for like the first 3 hours of the game which is kind of scary bc I feel like I missed alot but I'm trying to talk to people and stuff and see what's going on. I've briefly talked to Jodi, Amy, and Ginnifer (who is so hard to talk to btw I like send her messages trying to start a real conversation and she will just respond being like same or something). Anyways the other 2 people on my tribe are offline rn so ig I missed my chance to talk to them tonight so I'll do that tomorrow. Anyways I signed up to do counting and I'm so excited bc I literally KILLED the counting challenge on Kyoshi Islands so I'm so excited to hopefully kill it again. I also decided to play the hunt challenge even though I only have 3 chances bc I'm hoping alot of people will be scared to use one of their three chances to play in the first round and I can have a better chance of winning it. But I think I'm bad at puzzles. I didn't think it through that hard I think I got excited to play a challenge but whatever I'll probably win the advantage then in a few weeks win the whole game anyways see u later.
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SO its the morning after the premiere!! Everyone's settled in!! and I kinda don't know how to feel?? Overall the premiere was kinda quiet, nothing happened worth noting tbh. Everyone on the tribe showed up, so thats good, but i think we're all just feeling each other out at the moment as for the people on my tribe! everyone seems chill but also i can't put my finger on it but SOMEHOW this tribe radiates chaotic energy. I don't know HOW or WHY but I just know it DOES. The way we're interacting in the tribe chat it seems like there's a very wide range of personalities and vibes. They're either gonna complement each other or clash, and I guess we're just gonna have to wait to find out which one!!! here are my quick night 1 first impressions that no one asked for :) Anastasia - she showed up kinda late bc she had life happening, understandable. BUT she kinda just jumped right in and started vibing with everyone!! so I think she's gonna be a strong social player. I talked to her and she seems really funny, I think I might really get close with her if I'm able to talk to her more Babs - IF our tribe does end up being chaotic, it's going to be because of Babs. They're definitely the most talkative and prominent person on the tribe, but I think they might come off as messy to others. they're really funny though!! so again I can see myself wanting to work with them if I can get to know them more. They are the biggest question mark on the tribe for me currently Elle - AH. I LOVE THEM ALREADY. Within minutes of us talking they mentioned Dylan and then I found out that they're DATING and I was SCREECHING. cutest shit i've ever heard. I'm so excited to meet and play with them. Dylan is one of my fave people in the org community so ofc I wanna get to know Elle and connect with them as well!! Jay - I think Jay seems like just a very genuine open person?? Like we talked for quite a while yesterday just about games and he was asking me questions about my experience with them and all that. idk if it's because he sees me as a threat or if its because he just actually wanted to get to know me. He lowkey gives me heterosexual vibes and idk if thats true or not but idk how to bring it up. but I def wanna keep talking to him and getting to know him!! I think he might be someone I can form a genuine friendship with Jennifer - kinda have no opinion so far. I think shes the quietest on the tribe. at least for me I didn't get the chance to hear from her much. kinda gives catfish vibes. kinda gives early boot vibes. idk. we'll see what happens!
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Not too much yet tbh. Just finding my footing. People are loving my energy so hopefully they’ll keep me around
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So i realized Amy is runner up from the season before mine in another org and so we connected over that... of course we are not going to tell anyone else but we did have that going for us to get started. brayden is only 16 but he told me he loves magic and wanted to learn more about it so i told him id teach him some stuff! dennis and i called and connected well BUT hes kinda playing SUPER hard and wanting to throw challenges already to vote people out.. this has never worked out for anybody!! josh is cool, he works at a grocery store so he's gonna kill the "b" challenge. ginnifer has been the most MIA but i have faith that we'll work together well for the popularity contest. yall know i cant play the reverse flirt game i so badly want to coin, but i do have romance tea for yall tomorrow. stay tuned........
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Jay and I talked last night so i guess we're best friends. We decided to make an alliance and try to get Elle in it. But everyone has been pretty inactive besides Jay and Collin. I've only slightly talked to Jessica this whole game and Babs hasn't even said one thing to me and I texted them hi. And apperently Babs has left Jay on opened too so they might just suck at talking right now. Hopefully Babs will talk to me they seem so funny and cool D:
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I won endurance 👑!!!! Hopefully the fools tribe wins this!!!! I played against Jennifer and Dennis. I could see myself playing with Dennis down the line if we merge. I haven’t talked to anyone but Moth. So I messaged my whole tribe Introducing myself. Hopefully things work out for me! 
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Thoughts after the first 24hrs: https://youtu.be/I62bDSzgf68
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You hear something ??? Same. Why is my tribe so quiet 😂😂😂😂 I’m trying to read off the vibes but I see nothing. 
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I really love my tribe and the fact that they don’t know I played last season is a good strategy to play on my end
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tbh i wish we lost i wanted to go to tribal and vote one of these people out :(
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Welp we got second place in the first challenge :| which isn't bad!! But it's not first place 😂😂. But I had a fun day taking pictures so whateverssss. I said I would be chaotic in this game but the opportunity hasn't presented itself yet... Guess we'll have to wait and see✨
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I think at this point, my team is shady and won't say anything to me so I am nervous.
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The challenges were way harder than I thought. I didn't do well at all and let my tribe down. I feel like I will be the first to get voted out if we have a tribal hearing.
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We lost yay. I had a feeling. Hopefully the tribe will keep me around for now since I won endurance.... lhsisowjshwowpwpwheowowhfiwpqpqpjw. Jared thinks we can vote Bri out. Which I’m fine with, I haven’t really talked to her at all. Jared and I are going to message the others and see where everyone’s head is at. Honestly I don’t care who goes home as long as I’m safe. Everyone is quiet which is so annoying. Blahhhhhhhhhh 
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Well it’s my 3rd time playing and it’s not off to the best start, no one seems to be talking to anyone. And we lost meaning we are going to tribal council. So fuck- I have no idea what about to happen. I’m just hoping it’s not me or Jess
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if i must confess, my strategy is to have a 4-3-2 alliance. i need a 4 to have a majority, but i dont have a 4 yet. within the 4, theres a three person alliance w me jodi and amy, but within that three i believe that the core 2 is myself and jodi. i really dont care who the 4th is. i like having jodi and amy as an alliance because theyre both doing wayy too much which is great for me :) i dont think any of these people have idols but who knows. i would love to throw the next immunity i wanna go to tribal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Looks like we’ve got something good. We’ve got an alliance that’s set to (hopefully) vote out bri due to inactivity. Let’s just pray it works
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Trying to talk in this tribe is so difficult In both my other seasons I was pretty quiet all the time It is like that x10000 I was hoping to stay under the radar but that doesn’t work if no one talks at all I suppose it depends on if I’m being played or if everyone just doesn’t talk. I think there’s a plan. Let’s hope it goes well 
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OKAY SO. Moth, Jared and I have a little alliance going on. We are set on voting out Bri. I just talked to Danny and Shaad and they are down with voting Bri out. I have high hopes that I’ll be safe at tribal. 
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Better communication.. in sticking with that fact, our communication in my team could be better and we need to put more effort into what we do, I believe in us!
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https://youtu.be/595h7hmL6VY
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The start to this game has been a freaking snails pace...it’s unbelievable to me that these people do not want to talk that much, especially when it’s a tribe of 6. Colin and I talk the most, I’ve gotten a decent amount out of Anastasia, and to me it feels like those 2 wants to work with me and I am fine with working with them. Usually in a larger group you want to figure out who you can work with long term and use the first few tribals to establish trust, I may throw that out the window since there’s only 5 other people on this tribe. My strategy needs to be who the hell can get me past these first few votes before a swap happens, and I feel like I can rely on Colin and Anastasia for that. I’d like to pull in Elle, because she’s the one who’s talked to me the most out of her, Babs, and Jennifer. Everyone seems nice, but it would be lovely if people would be more active. 
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I’m enjoying the fact our tribe won the first challenge everyone is very nice I love it :)
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This round has been pretty smooth sailing. I know the game will pick up eventually but for now, we are just going with the flow as a tribe
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https://youtu.be/UZVzZ6d6GRU
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ok so apparently ginnifer isn't famous. she's just a bit quiet and mysterious. ok with me, just gonna take a while because I'm a loud and outspoken person (and player). amy, dennis and I have an alliance called "fang gang" (it's really just 3 emojis of vampires) and we're going to run the premerge hopefully. I do like brayden a lot, and maybe I'll propose a 3 with him, amy and myself to have a solid 4 control the votes until a swap. round 1 not bad so far!
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Power Rankings:
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Phantom
Jodi: I believe Jodi is thriving on this tribe. She is very obviously a social player who picks up on the littlest details. I’m sure she can sniff out a plot if it comes down to it. However, Jodi is the plot. She is the leader of her tribe and is easily the most active person in the game at the moment. So long as she keeps a smile on her face and doesn’t overextend to do something messy, she will find that she will make it safely to merge. Allying with Amy could be dangerous however since Amy has stated she needs to be voted out before a certain date. This means that Jodi needs to socialize with other members of her tribe and get new allies before hers will inevitably be voted out of the game.
Amy: Even though she wants to get voted out, Amy has set herself up perfectly at Jodi’s side. She can take the heat off of herself using Jodi and is able to hide better than others. As always, her UTR game has come out to shine. She hasn’t had anyone call her out and even though Jodi has seen her play she is still able to gain her trust.
Josh: Doing so well in the challenge has earned Josh’s place here. He makes his worth known early and has a great personality as well. This makes him very safe for any early tribal councils as no one is going to want to take him out; they want him on their side. Similar to Amy, he just seems to be using an under the radar social game which he is executing well at the present moment. And, as the star of the challenge, he makes himself safe for future tribals before the swap. However, I do fear that this early impression of competition prowess will come back to haunt him if he makes it to the merge.
Dennis: I would put Dennis higher, but Jodi, his ally, already is suspicious of him. She seems to think of him as a bit of a sneak and, as the tribe leader, her opinions matter the most. It is good that he is able to be Jodi’s ally so she might stray away from voting him out. However, his desire to go to tribal and play the game so early may bite him in the butt later down the line. I can definitely see him being called out for trying to play too hard too fast. At the moment, he remains high because he seems to be decently social and no one except Jodi has sniffed him out.
Brayden: There’s not much to say on Brayden’s game. He doesn’t seem to have any allies, his challenge performance wasn’t as good as others on his tribe, and he is not in any alliances yet. This spells disaster for Brayden if his tribe goes to consecutive tribal councils. Additionally, even though he was one of the few to play in the Hunt, he didn’t win and wasn’t even close to doing so. He even gave up part way through to do the immunity challenge. I would be saving them if I were Brayden, but hindsight is 20/20. If Brayden can squeeze into being the fourth of the Jodi, Amy, Dennis alliance instead of Josh then maybe his game forecast will be better.
Ginnifer: The thing that lands Ginnifer on the bottom is that she said that her tribe could vote her out if they lost the challenge. This primes people to already be willing to get rid of her in this game. Additionally, some people have expressed difficulty with talking to Ginny such as Jodi and Amy. The former still wants to give Ginny a try at being an ally while the latter was ready to vote her out if necessary. Ginny just needs to pick up social steam and outperform in the next comp if she’s going to have longevity in this game.
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Jessica: In lieu of a clear leader, Jessica has stepped up as she started the first alliance on her tribe with Moth and Jared. No doubt, Jessica’s prior relationship with Moth helped facilitate. Additionally, this seems to paint them as the “active” members of this not active tribe. Therefore, it will be very easy for Jessica to dictate votes without getting labelled as a threat since her tribe is not active enough to do so. I can definitely see her leaning on Moth as a crutch, but for now she is the topdog of her tribe. Especially so since she was the only member of her tribe to win a challenge in Divide and Conquer.
Moth: As Jessica’s right-hand person, Moth is a secure spot. It also helped that they have played this game before and is on a not active tribe. This vibes well with Moth’s gameplay style since they aren’t a social powerhouse like Jodi or Colin. Instead, she keeps it more lowkey which makes this tribe in particular a great tribe for her to thrive in.
Jared: While he hasn’t provided a confessional yet, it’s clear he’s positioned himself well with Moth and Jessica. As the topdogs of the tribe, they are key people to get in with. Besides that, he seems to be a little more active than some others, but there’s not much else to say as of right now.
Danny/Shaad: Him and Shaad can trade spots on this ranking because they are playing similar games at the moment. They are both quiet and inactive, yet are not part of the core alliance of this tribe. This could spell danger for them in upcoming tribal councils if they don’t start working on people now. They seem to be safe for now based solely on Bri’s inactivity, but, otherwise, they need to pick up their socio-strategic game before it is too late.
Bri: She seems to be the most likely person to get voted out. She was not online at all for the first two days of the game and has since remained inactive. She is easy pickings for the top 3 of this tribe which really hurts my heart. I know her in real life and she is very sociable and easy to get along with. I have no doubt that in a real life game of Survivor or Big Brother, she would kill the social game.
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Colin: Similar to Jodi, Colin is the most social person on his tribe at the moment. However, unlike Jodi, he has not taken a leader position which works to his benefit. Despite being social, Colin has been able to slip under the radar of most people with a lot of them wanting to work with him. Colin is easily going to survive until the swap, but I will caution him from getting too many allies too quickly. This tribe in particular has a wildcard willing to blow things like that up so he needs to be careful.
Elle: Similar to her previous games, Elle plays an extraordinary social game and becomes very well-liked very easily. They have no problem fitting into any situation and I foresee them making it far if they gain the right allies. What puts her at number 2 as opposed to number 1 is that she hasn’t made any strategic comments yet. Instead, she is focusing on a social game which is not a bad thing. Colin has just shown more of his gameplay in these rounds.
Anastasia: Anastasia, despite being late to the premiere, has been able to socialize with key people such as Colin and Jay. Her prior connection with Elle has also sparked an interest in Colin in working with the two of them as an alliance. Overall, her and Elle sort of share the 2 and 3 spot since they are both well-liked, did well in the challenge, and are prime allies for Colin whose word will feel like law if this tribe ever goes to tribal.
Jay: Jay is neither here nor there. He isn’t in the bottom, but he is not calling the shots either. It is good that Colin wants him as his number 1 and that Anastasia likes him. Out of the three outside of this potential Elle, Colin, Anastasia alliance, he seems like he will be most likely to be saved until a swap occurs. His calls with people have certainly been helping with that as people are able to bond more with him through there. His activity could use work, but he doesn’t need to be active if he’s liked.
Babs: With another Jodi comparison, Babs has taken the leadership position of their tribe. However, they are not as social and, in fact, considered a big threat since they are so willing to talk freely and openly in the tribe chat. Their gameplay is going to be Messy, and people have already pointed that out, making them a clear target if this tribe goes to tribal council. Despite that, they aren’t at the bottom since some people, like Colin, have expressed interest in working with that kind of player as a sort of shield. If Babs were to tone it down and be more social with people (another problem with their game), they may be able to crawl up these rankings.
Jennifer: Sadly I have to put another phonetic Jennifer at the bottom. She did the worst in the challenge across her tribe and isn’t active either. For this round, it seems she would be the easy vote if this tribe had gone to tribal. She needs to start being more social and be more of a presence in people’s minds.
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dylinski · 5 years
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Costume Party
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Warnings: None, Fluff.
Relationships: Stiles Stilinski/Reader
Word Count: 1622
Author: @dylan-obrien-fanblog
A/N: Anon asked -  camping with dyl/one of his characters. costume party encounter - he’s the yin to your yang, the jimmy jr to your tina belcher, the left shark to your... u get where im going. exploring salem or a haunted place. a psychic reading. snuggles and s’mores. Also, was kind of inspired by @daisyxbuckley for what costumes to pick. ;)
You were nervous as you entered the house, overflowing with people. You always loved Halloween, being able to dress up, everyone pretending to be something else. It was the one night a year when no one cared who or what you were, everyone came together to celebrate the spooky season. The house party was hosted by none other than Lydia Martin. She had multiple parties a year, but this was always the biggest. You sifted through the crown, trying to find your friends when a warm hand on your shoulder startled you. You yelped as you jumped into the air. Turning around, you saw a sweet, mole-speckled face with sun-kissed eyes staring back. Looking him up and down, your mouth fell agape at his costume.
“Nice costume.” He smiled as he spoke, making you blush. “Robin Buckley.” You were in fact, Robin from your new favorite obsession, Stranger Things. You had the were wearing her Scoops Ahoy uniform, hat, and badge. 
“You too.” You chuckled as you hit your red cheeks from him. He was wearing Steve’s uniform. “So where’s your Robin?” You asked hesitantly, scared she was lurking somewhere nearby.
“Don’t have one. You wanna be my Robin?” Your eyes grew wide at his question as you impulsively nodded. “Let’s dance.” He shouted over the music as he took you by the wrist, pulling you through the sea of people to where everyone was dancing. It was an upbeat song, but you were shy so you danced in small motions. The boy let it all loose. He was throwing out moves like the sprinkler, running man, and other old school dances. He motioned for you to move closer, and you did, making your movements a little wider and less timid. After you watched him, his confidence rubbed off on you. You found your body moving and swaying to the beat of the music, hands roaming the air around you. You felt the beat of the music in your soul and were lost in the movements of your body.
You were brought back as your Steve came in close, your bodies almost touching. You were dancing facing each other, mirroring your motions and moving insync. The music flowed from one body to the other, making everything and everyone else around you float away. It was just the two of you on the dancefloor, and that was all that mattered. The mood changed as a slow song resounded through the speakers, the open sea of bodies around you, pairing off, creating gaps in the crowd. You stopped and looked at the honey-eyed stranger, waiting to see what he would do. He shrugged and walked up to you, offering you his hand. He pulled you in, bumping you into his chest and you giggled at the motion. He wrapped his arms around you as you wrapped yours around his waist and rested your head on his chest. You swayed to the music until the song was over.
Dancing music started up again and he looked down to you and winked. He nodded his head in a direction off the dancefloor and you nodded back in agreement. It was too loud to try and speak over the speakers. He pulled you to another room where Lydia was sitting at a table giving out psychic readings. She was the two of you and waved you both over. “Hey Stiles! Who is this?” You realized you didn’t know his name before that moment and had never thought to ask. Before you could answer the red-head, Stiles cut you off.
“She’s my Robin.” My. You could get used to the sound of that. You sat down across the table from her as she motioned for him to hold out his hand. She analyzed his palm, tracing her fingers over lines and skin.
“You’re cunning and wise, but find yourself in easily avoidable situations. You’re smart, but don’t always use your brain.” Lydia’s eyes darted to you for such a brief moment that you would have missed it were you not already watching her. “You’re going to find someone who completes you, the piece that’s missing. Like a puzzle, or yin to your yang or…” She trailed off, trying to think of another comparison. Before you could hold your tongue, you blurted out exactly what you were thinking.
“Robin to your Steve.” Shock covered both yours and Stiles’ face, but Lydia held a look of approval and nodded.
“Yeah, that too.” She smiled at you and then put her hand out, telling you it was your turn.
:That’s not fair Lydia. You know me so I think I deserve a real reading.” Stiles shot with a pouty face. Lydia hardened her look and fixed her gaze on the unsatisfied boy. Her eyes told him to shut up. You ignored it, figuring you wouldn;t understand anyways. She turned back to your hand, repeating the same motions as before. When her finger reached the center of her palm, she froze and looked straight into your eyes, her own glossed over. Stiles stiffened his body, a look of what you recognized as fear in his eyes. “Lydia?” He mumbled.
“There’s something different about you.” She was still looking at you, speaking to you, ignoring her frantic friend. “You’re...I can’t see it. I can’t see you. Something is...protecting you.” Just like that Lydia closed her eyes and shook her head. She relaxed, as if the last couple minutes never happened. Stiles shot her a glaring look.
“What?” She asked sarcastically, rolling her eyes at him. He was just as confused as you were at her words. He looked to you and relaxed as you shrugged them off. You both thanked Lydia and got up so she could read the people waiting behind you. You followed Stiles to one of the quieter rooms in the house. He stopped abruptly and you almost crashed into him. He spun around and grabbed your hands, holding them in his own.
“Are you okay?” He asked, his dark and full of concern.
“Yeah. Why wouldn’t I be?” You furrowed your brow at his question, confused as to why he would ask you that. He seemed to relax to your words and he gave you a crooked smile as his eyes softened, returning to their beautiful whisky shade.
“You wanna get out of here?” He offered as he threw a thumb over his shoulder. You nodded and his mirk turned into a smile. He kissed the top of your head, leaving you in shock. Before you could speak he spun around and tugged you at the wrist behind him. He brought you outside to an old banged up blue Jeep. He opened the passenger door and helped you up inside. Then he flew around the front and pulled himself into the driver side. “So where do you wanna go?” He asked with a smile. You scrunched up your face, trying to think of a place to go.
“How about somewhere spooky?” You asked. He laughed, you being oblivious to the joke, as he turned on the ignition and started driving.
“I know just the place.” The smile on his face was almost devilish.
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No more than twenty minutes later, the car pulled up to an old house in the woods that looked like it had caught fire. “Is that the…?” You trailed off as Stiles completed the question.
“Hale house? Yup.” His smile was mischievous and filled you with excitement. He hopped out of the Jeep and ran around to open your door before you had the chance. He helped you down and didn’t let go of your hand as he led you to the porch. The door was unlocked and creaked as he pushed it open. “The fire was about 12 years ago. Almost the whole family died.” Stiles seemed less adventurous and more sorrowful at his words. As if he had known the people who died. His mood didn't take long to lighten though. You explored the house together as shadows and moonlight danced on the walls and floors through the windows and broken frame. Whenever you got scared or frightened, you would pull Stiles into you, clinging to his torso. He seemed unscathed by the creaks and ghosts of the old house, so he would chuckle under his breath or smile at you, causing you to relax. You spent a good couple hours exploring and talking, but found yourself outside again.
“I don’t want this night to end.” You sighed under your breath.
“It doesn’t have to.” Stiles held you in his arms as he looked at your face. His eyes lit up as he spoke, “I have an idea! There’s a really good spot nearby for campfires. I even think I have some stuff to make s'mores in the back of the Jeep!” He moved hastily as he urged you back into the Jeep and you drove further into the woods. He pulled up to a spot that had been used a campfire many times already. He grabbed the s'mores supplies and a blanket from the back and rushed out to help you from the vehicle. He found some wood nearby and started the fire with some matches. He sat next to you and wrapped the blanket around you both, cuddle close to you as you roasted marshmallows to the crackling fire under the stars.
“I just realized I don’t know your name.” You giggled, not realizing you never told him.
“Y/N.” He smiled and repeated your name back to himself. It made you smile, loving the way it sounded leaving his lips. He kissed your forehead as he pulled you further into his chest as you whispered, “Happy Halloween.”
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dylobilysmomg · 5 years
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She’s Gone
Pairing: Thomas Brodie Sangster x dead!reader
Words: 508
Warnings: sadness, death
A/N: so I don’t know where this clip is from but I was watching a Thomas Brodie Sangster Cute Moments video on YouTube(like one does) and this scene was in it and I just had to make it a gif and write with it. If anyone knows where/what it’s from feel free to let me know. Requests are ALWAYS open. Follow my Instagram at 𝕕𝕪𝕝𝕠𝕓𝕚𝕝𝕪𝕤𝕞𝕠𝕞𝕘. Remember, reblogging ALWAYS helps. Anyway, I luv u all, I appreciate u all, so I hope u enjoy💚💙💜💚💙💜
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“It’s okay.” you told Thomas as you laid in the hospital bed. He sat there, next to you, holding your hand, silent tears falling from his dark brown orbs every so often. Your daughter sitting with Dylan outside the room. You and Thomas had been married for three years now, and have a year old daughter, Madelaine. About 2 months after she was born, you began to get really sick. Thomas knew there was something wrong, so after countless visits to countless doctors you were finally diagnosed with something that practically broke Thomas, leukemia. Osteosarcoma to be exact, affecting you bones. You’ve been in isolation after a bone marrow transplant after the chemo failed.
“No, it’s not.” He replied. “Just take care of her for me, okay?” You said. “And don’t spend your whole life being sad for me, find someone new, make sure she has a mom.” “You know I can’t do that.” He said. “Yes you can, I want you to, so do it for me.” You said. He wiped his tears away, getting up and leaving, but coming right back in with Dylan and your daughter. You gave Dylan a hug, him hugging your frail body. You spent the rest of that day talking to Dylan and Thomas, and of course making Madelaine laugh. But you had a feeling, an aching feeling that day. You knew. You knew that it’d be your last.
It was about 11 pm, Dyl was sprawled out across the uncomfortable couch, with Mads laying on him. Thomas was still sitting by you, he slowly got up, “We should probably head out.” He said quietly, kissing you. “Okay, I’ll see you tomorrow.” You said. He walked over to Dylan, picking up Madelaine, being sure not to wake her, and holding her before waking up Dylan. After saying your goodbyes and they left. You hate to say it but you cried. You didn’t want to cry in front of Thomas, you wanted to be strong.
And that night, or should I say morning, you left. You passed. You died. And just like that, you were gone, and Thomas’s life was never the same.
*time skip*
*Thomas’ POV*
It’s been about six months since Y/N died. It’s been hard. Very hard. I’ve had interviews where everything they ask me is about her. About our daughter. And I don’t necessarily want to talk about her all the time, especially to the public. But today, I had gone out shopping with Dylan, Kaya, and Will. They’ve all been visiting frequently, just to make sure I’m okay. I had Madelaine with me aswell, not wanting to leave her with a babysitter. Paparazzi had come up to us today, asking me various questions about Y/N, which I reluctantly answered, along with questions darted towards my friends. When we were all done, I turned to Madelaine, “Bye, say bye bye” I said. She just smiled, and I turned back to the interviewer and smiled before we all walked away.
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bel0vedbanshee · 6 years
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Seven Years: Part 2
words: 2,202 
Dylan X Reader
Warnings: language, as per usual. Underage drinking? sure. 
a/n: This part is mostly a flashback... gets pretty angsty. 
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I got to the bar and immediately started busting my ass. Trying to stay busy to keep my mind off the events to come. I hear a loud whistle come from behind me, my heart drops thinking of whose lips could be making the sound. I turn around smiling, only to realize it was Marty. I rolled my eyes, “Really, Marty?” I turned back to continue stocking my bar. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you look this sexy (Y/N), must be for Dylan’s welcome back party?” I felt my heart start to pound,  I slowly turned to face him, “Welcome back party?” I questioned. Marty started pouring himself a whiskey and coke, as he did before any busy night, “Yep, his family booked the whole bar for tonight." 
His whole fucking family? Out of the scenarios that I had pictured earlier, seeing him with his entire family was not one of them. 
I turned around and grabbed the bottle of Jack, and poured it into a shot glass, then quickly let the liquid run down my throat, leaving that familiar burning sensation. 
Before I knew it, Dylan’s family members were piling into the small hole in the wall bar. Many of them recognizing me from his childhood. His mom made it a point to avoid me. Thank the heavens she did, I wouldn’t know what to say to her. His father would order drinks but keep the conversation simple he was always very good at keeping things civil. Two hours had gone by. Two long hours of snapping my head towards the door every time I heard someone new come in. I started to hear everyone talk about his flight being delayed and he just landed so he was trying to get to the party as soon as possible. I internally sighed. I decided to ask Marty if I could leave. He didn’t mind since it was slowing down and they had a back up bartender tonight anyway. I packed my things and walked out the back exit grabbing a bottle of Jack Daniels before I left. I drove down the dark roads of our quiet suburb, until they lead me to the abandoned train tracks. I parked my car and kept my headlights on so I could see in front of me. It was a ghost town. It was just as I had remembered it. Rows of crossing train tracks and a huge dilapidated warehouse in the background. You could smell the rust from the unused tracks. To anyone else this was a smelly old train track, but to me it was so much more. I walked over to the the middle of the field where two of the tracks crossed. I turned my phone’s flashlight on and illuminated the rusty metal. There it was, I smiled, and I could instantly feel my heart pumping harder. Dyl and Kid’s spot, etched into the rust. I sat across from the artwork and took a swig from the bottle of jack, remembering the many times Dylan and I had come to this exact spot to escape.
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*FLASHBACK* 
"Y/N get back here! Were not done with this talk!” My poor excuse for a step father wailed as I ran out of my front door with my shoes in my hand. I jumped into the black Honda that my best friend was waiting for me in, after he got my SOS text. He peeled off down the street as I slipped my converse on my feet. I laid back into the seat of the car. Feeling the tears start to sting my eyes. I took a deep breathe, which sounded shakier than I was expecting. 
“You okay?” My rescuer from the drivers seat softly spoke.  
I nodded my head looking over to him. His amber eyes instantly giving me the assurance I needed. The whiskey color of is iris giving me and idea. “Hey, stop by Marty’s” I said with a smirk. He smiled back with a mischievous grin, while simultaneously reaching up and wiping the tear, that I didn’t know was there, away. “Yes ma'am” He said as he made a U-turn. 
Anytime Dyl and I wanted to drink, we would go to Marty’s, and execute, what we thought ,was a grand heist. Marty would let me come in, since he knew how much of a piece of shit my step-dad was. Dyl would go around the back and sneak a bottle of whatever he could find first while I distract Marty at the bar. Today was no different, I ran in the bar, letting the tears I was holding in stream down my face, while I sobbed about how horrible my step dad was. I told him I left my phone and need to use his to call Dylan. He obliged as he always did, I would call until Dylan would answer and tell me we were clear. 
 I ran out to his car in a mess of giggles. I hopped in the front seat, as my best friend whipped out a bottle of Jack Daniel from his hoodie. I gasped as I grabbed the bottle “Jack!? You spoil me!” I laughed as I jokingly hugged the bottle of the amber liquid. He laughed at me as he reached into his hoodie, “Only the best for the best, I got something else too”, he said as he wiggled his eyebrows at me. My eyes widened, watching him pull out the small box with Marlboro written across the front. I looked at him with a curious face as reached for the box. "We don’t have to, but I kinda want to try them.” He persuaded. I shrugged, “Why the hell not.” I said looking back to him as he started the car smirking at me. He started the car, and pressed play and the Foo Fighters CD started to play our song. He knew I loved this song, it was the epitome of how I felt about him. I didn’t know if he knew that’s why I loved it, but I liked to think that maybe that’s why it was his favorite too. 
“And I wonder, When I sing along with you, If everything could ever feel this real forever. If anything could ever be this good again.” We screamed out of the car windows. Sneaking glances and loving smiles at each other. 
We pulled up to the train tracks minutes later, taking the blanket from his trunk and running to our spot. We started to sip on the free bottle of Jack, wincing as it hit our throats. He grabbed the pack of cigarettes and lighter from his hoodie  pocket and set the white stick between his lips letting it hang there as he lit it. I swore to myself I would never tell him how sexy he was in that moment to me. He inhaled the toxic fumes and start to cough instantly. We both started laughing as he passed me the cigarette, I followed his lead and puffed it, coughing hard. My face scrunched up as I passed it back. “Not for me.” I said as he puffed on the stick again and I opted for a swig of Whiskey. “I don’t know, I think I kind of like it.” He said shrugging at me. “You cant like it, those will kill you Dyl.” I said jokingly. He laughed “Yeah, because drinking an entire bottle of Jack is so great for the body!” I chuckled as I sarcastically took another swig, starting to feel it burn in my veins. I got up and moved myself over to where Dylan was sitting, he mechanically put his arms around my shoulder and pulled me closer to him. “But if we both drink Jack together, it will kill us at the same rate.” I said knowingly. Looked down at me, and I looked up at him “What, you don’t want me to die before you?” He said quietly. I rolled my eyes and laid my head on his shoulder. “Of course not, what would I do with out you.” I whispered back. “You’re a little firecracker, kid. You’d be fine.” He says with a little chuckle. I knew we were speaking rhetorically but something was very real about this conversation. “I know I would be, but all I know is you Dyl.” I said sitting up and making eye contact with him so he would know I was speaking literally. He sighed, he slowly brought his hand up and cupped my cheek, rubbing his thumb lightly across my cheek bone. “You’re all I know too Kid, but there’s a whole world out there for us to know too.” He said before pulling my head close to his lips leaving a kiss on my forehead. I started to scoot away. He sighed, knowing that anytime we would have this talk I would all but run for the hills screaming. 
“Y/N, we have to talk about this eventually.” He said with a more serious tone grabbing my legs and pulling them on top of him, then pulling my body closer to his. I looked away, until he grabbed my chin forcing me to look at him. He smirked at me making my tough chick facade fade away. “I cant talk about it Dylan. You know that.”
I choked out. “You can never talk about anything, Y/N, when we had sex, we weren’t aloud to talk about it, when I told you I loved you, we weren’t aloud to talk about it. I don’t know what this is, I know that I love you, and that your my best friend, but is that really all were ever going to be?” 
Before I knew what I was doing, I was running to the car. Not fast enough because he beat me there. Locking the car and forcing me to stand in front of him. This talk was going to happen right now, whether I wanted it to or not. 
“You cant just run away, Kid.” He took his hands and placed them on my cheeks, making me realize that I was crying. 
“I don’t know what we are either Dylan! I just know that I love you and I need you.”
I said as I pushed his hands off of me and started to back away. 
“So why wont you be my girlfriend? Why wont you let me call you my girlfriend and treat you like my girlfriend?! That’s what you are, Y/N!” He yelled throwing his hands in the air then running his fingers through his short hair. 
“You know I just don’t want to complicate things, I want you to keep being my best friend Dyl, what if- what if it doesn’t work and we can’t be friends anymore! Plus you’re leaving and you’re gonna find someone better than me. So many people better than I am.” I started to ramble. He walked up to me grabbing my wrist and pulling me into his body, then wrapping his arm around my waist. I looked up at him, He looked down at me looking at my lips before slowly bring them down to touch mine. He held them there until I caught my breath then pulled back keeping his forehead resting on mine. I closed my eyes, biting my lip, the taste of Tennessee whiskey and cheap cigarettes making me forget. 
“No one could ever replace you. Ever.” He
whispered. 
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The rough sound of tires spinning on gravel snapped me out of my flashback. I snapped my head back towards the car pulling up next to mine and immediately shielding my eyes from the harsh blare of the headlights. I assumed that it was the cops here to tell me I need to head out, I quickly realized my bottle of Jack was half way gone, and so was I. I stumbled to gather my things and head for my car. I hear an exchange of words between two people then the car driving away. Confused, I turn towards where the car was, only to see headlights and a silhouette of a tall man walking towards me. I quickly reach back down to the ground to locate my purse, immediately feeling all of the whiskey that I had drank in the last hour, making my head spin. I feel my body temperature start to rise, the familiar feeling of an anxiety attack all over. There could only be one person that knows that I would be here. Im not prepared to see him. Especially right now. Just as I feel my legs about to give into the weight of my body, I feel warm hands grip my arms from behind.
“Easy now.” The man grunts out as he pulls me back to my feet.
He slowly turns me to face him, I glance down at his arms in utter confusion. Whipping my head back to see who the hell was grabbing on to me.
I squint my eyes to focus on the man who was so clearly not who I was expecting.
“Marty?” I questioned
“Well who the hell did you think it was Darlin’?” He says with a knowing smirk. He knew exactly who I thought it was.
Let me know what you think so farrrrr pleaseeeee! More to come!- Allie
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flirshygays · 6 years
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Tagged by A BABE u know who u are
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25, an arbitrary number of people to be tagged.
LASTS:
Last drink: Water
Last Phone Call: To my doctor 
Last Text Message: Cats are the cutest motherfuckers
Last Song Listened to: Time to Pretend by MGMT
Last Time I Cried: JFC like last week. Its been a rough one guys
HAVE YOU EVER: Dated Someone Twice: Nope
Been Cheated On: Yep
Kissed Someone and Regretted it: Yeah
Lost Someone Special: Of course
Been Depressed: Sure thing
Been Drunk and Thrown up: lol not yet thankfully
IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
Made a New Friend: YES AND THEYRE GOOD (i love my FRIENDS)
Fallen Out of Love: Nope
Laughed Until You Cried: heck yea
Met Someone Who Changed You: Yes, and it was a blessing
Found Out Who Your True Friends Were: Yeah man. Some shit went DOWN
Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: YEAH. FOUND OUT SOME BITCH WAS OUTING ME TO PEOPLE
GENERAL:
How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: IDK 6 or 7
Do you have any pets: A fish named Steve!!
Do you want to change your name: Been there done that. Just gotta get it legally changed now
What time did you wake up this morning: 6:45 am
What were you doing last night: Watching food network
Name something you cannot wait for: TOP SURGERY !!!!!!! Im PUMPED
Have you ever talked to a person named tom: Several. They were never pleasant
What’s getting on your nerves rn: Being misgendered constantly :l
Blood Type: O something ??
Nickname: Dyl
Relationship Status: Single
Zodiac Sign: ....Gemini (I swear i dont suck)
Pronouns: They/them
Favorite TV Show: Maybe Wynonna Earp right now
College: Yeah I just finished finals week
Hair Colour: Purple
Long or Short: Short is the way to go
Do you have a crush on someone: Several someones
What do you like about yourself: my tattoo and freckles
FIRSTS:
First Surgery: Not yet but its COMING 
First Piercing: I have both my ears pierced although I never wear earrings
First Best Friend: My friend from first grade. She was a cool cat
First Sport you joined: Softball
First vacation: I don’t know
First pair of sneakers: How the hell am i supposed to remember that
Eating?: I just had oatmeal bc oatmeal is the best fuckin shit
Drinking: WATER always
I’m about to: Go for a long drive with no destination in mind
Listening to: Intertwined by dodie
Want kids: I don’t think so
Get Married: I’m open to the idea
Career: I just got a job working in my school theater shop 
WHICH IS BETTER:
Lips or eyes: Eyes
Hugs or kisses: Hugs
Shorter or taller: I’ll say taller bc I want to be taller than I am
Older or younger: Older ?
Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
Hook up or Relationship: Relationship
Troublemaker or hesitant: Uhhh hesitant?? idk
HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: Yeah, it was weird
Drank Hard liquor: Yup and it was a mistake 
Lost glasses/contacts: nope
Sex on First Date: Nah man
Broken Someone’s Heart: Yeah.
Been arrested: NO
Turned Someone down: Yeah. I have a rlly hard time saying no though
Fallen for a friend: Ugh yes
DO YOU BELIEVE: In Yourself: I’m starting to
Love at first sight: I’m a bit skeptical on this one
Heaven: Not really
Santa Claus: Sorry big guy, thats a no
I tagged some random ppl who show up in my notes somewhat frequently. Theres no obligation to do it if you’re tagged and if you want me to remove you from the post pls let me know!
Tagging @vampire--fangs @kurisutii-love @hellagayaf4dayz @lxna-luthxr
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tuckerfuckingdidit · 7 years
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i literally saw FIVE VAGUE AS HELL WORDS about this episode and still caught myself short of breath by the time i was ready to be Here
15x17, let’s go.
HE LAID THEM DOWN I’M DEAD AS F U C K
(it is so fucking quiet at the start of that ep i had to check my sound omfg)
wash’s fucking neck holy shit we’ve now all totally heard wash moan, thanks joe
carolina: *p!nk voice* JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE, SIXTY SECONDS IS ENOUGH, AFTER THAT I’LL BE READY TO GO DANCE AND TURN THIS FUCKER INTO PULP!!
it is actually being acknowledged that they are wrecked. BUT LMFAO HOW DID HE TURN THIS SHIT OFF? did he flip the switch on their codpieces (that’s a joke)
“seems like you’ve been busy big guy” / “what my delusional friend is trying to say” deaded
omg there’s the “locus has been helping people” story we wanted
SO WASH IS FUCKING OUT OF IT I’M SCREAMING
“i don’t... do that, anymore.” oh my god he’s our Much Worse Winter Soldier.
carolina would totally know what auditory hallucinations are lmfao, let’s ask the expert anyway--THIS IS CRINGY, IN CASE ANYONE WAS WONDERING, HE WAS LITERALLY FINE WHEN LOCUS WALKED IN, APPARENTLY LOCUS SAVING THEM HAS BROKEN HIS BRAIN
“this is gonna suuuuuuuck” probably.
DYLAN! that walk is slow and creepy, has daddy been sent to kill you o:
is that serge in blue armor cuz i am totally confused by this. how long has he been blue. wut.
daddy :’)
pretends to kill dax and then talks loud as hell to dyl immediately afterward. seems legit.
oh my god he told them his name. my dad is rumplestiltskin. 
THE FIFTH LETTER IS AN EMOJI
“I’M NOT HERE TO KILL YOU.” HOLY SHIT I’M SCREAMING BOYFRIEND IS NOT GOOD AT THIS
HE’S PRETTY FUCKING DIRECT THOUGH
he hates all of the reds so much. (which means they obviously need to take him.) ok but when he said “for” i thought he said “four” and was like wtf when the helL did they DISCUSS THIS, DID THEY HAVE CONTINGENCY PLANS BACK AT THE FED BASE ON CHORUS
LMFAO LOCUS ACTUALLY PLAYED HOLY HELL
C A B O O S E. 
SAME
HARD SAME BUDDY
tucker, baby, that’s... rough. 
IT’S SARGE SPEECH TIME
“and i promise each and every one of you it won’t happen ever again.”
holy shit sarge gave a real apology--
“any time soon.” goddammit dad.
“probably.” fuck my life.
L O C U S 
everyone get the fuck out of my way, i’m going to marry him when this is over
OH MY GOD CARWASH ON THE COUCHES
ALL MY DREAMS
ALL MY DREAMS!!
i can’t believe grimmons still hasn’t spoken lmfao is simmons that Shook joe what are you doing
i can’t believe i’m saying this, but i would prefer it if wash didn’t talk. sobbing
caboose pick someone up caboose pick someone up caboose caboo
“ear hallucinating” she’s delirious i’m letting it go
simmons says “count me in” and grif just. looks at him in the background. FOR THE REST OF THE SHOT
omg simmons is updating grif WHERE ARE MY FEELS, WE WERE ROBBED? WE GOT MORE GRIF/SARGE THAN GRIMMONS. ROBBED.
*crosses fingers for vic*
omg they’re alone
“yeah.” “yeah.” this is the emotionally repressed version of that “fuck me” / “fuck you?” / “fuck me.” / “okay.” video
“he slipped” sdguhsidguhsidgu
CABOOSE IS SO FUCKING LOUD THAT IT KILLS MY ABILITY TO BELIEVE THEY ARE SUCCESSFULLY HIDING
“but you don’t need your kneecaps to live.” OH MY FUCKIN’ GOD, HE ACTUALLY SAID IT. EVEYONE IN THE AD CHAT GETS A COOKIE AT OUR WEDDING.
TUCKER NO!
OH MY GOD HE LITERALLY FUCKING LEEROY JENKINS’D IT I’M SO UPSET
like i know he has a lot of shit going on in his head right now but FUCK
“gah! my kneecap!” soighsiughusghdg THE BACK OF MY HEAD
WASH WASH NO NO NO HMY GOD
okay i think i am actually having a panic attack smeone help
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