update / plans for this account

i've deleted the posts from the legacy i started when infants came out bc realistically i'm not gonna go back to it, i don't think i posted enough for it to be worth leaving the family on here and also i plan on starting another legacy at some point that will be very similar to them anyways

i will hopefully be getting a proper pc sometime in the next couple of months so my plan is to not start any new saves until then bc i want to just wait til i have the new pc to sort all my mods/cc and now that i will hopefully have a lag free game the idea of playing on my current laptop doesn't spark that much joy and idk i'd rather start a fresh family on the new computer than have one i'm already midway through

i've been playing some of my sims 3 midnight sun family. i'm gonna start queuing gen 3 sometime today and i think i'm gonna try and continue playing and posting til the entire challenge is complete. but idk, my interest is unpredictable so i might take some breaks along the way. once that challenge is complete, i'm planning to go for 5 gens, i won't be posting any saves on here until i get my new pc, which may mean another mini/long hiatus but idk maybe i'll be inspired to build a house or create a random sim, we'll see

assuming my plan to get a proper pc goes well, i have a lot of sims 3 and sims 4 challenge/legacy plans that i've been wanting to do but just couldn't either bc my laptop straight up can't handle the game (ts3) or the lag has reached kind of irritating levels that makes my interest in playing leave quite quickly (ts4), so hopefully i'll be posting a lot more frequently than i have been for the past couple of years.

RPG centric poll! ✨

#22: Haruchiyo Sanzu (Akashi)

I struggled a lot with his hair in my first attempt, that's one of the reasons I didn't post my first attempt at Sanzuu, in portrait number 10.

After some trial and error, I decoded pink was not going to come out as I liked, so I switched to a blond version. I prefer him witj shorter hair in this case,it allows me to portray more movement and I thought that important in a character who covers half of his face, to avoid the whole thing looking flat. For the inking I chose the frayed lone for the same reason.

His eyelashes (something that lookrd awful in my first attempt too) are kind of a chalenge, how to make them thick and voluminoud without making them steal the attention or look unnaturally rigid? I think I succeeded this time, but it was HARD.

Hi there! So what if when Jim used the Khronosphere to turn back time to Season One, he woke up as his half-troll form instead of his human one?

Hi!

Well, I'd say that the things will be way more complicated for Jim in this kind of scenario.

Because, let's be honest, Jim will freak out if he travels back in time and is back to his half-troll form. The fact that balancing human and troll emotions were complicated to him initially, it's easy to imagine that he might lose control over his emotions again if he ends as a half-troll without any warning. He'll panic for sure, worrying that he may scare his mom and Toby, and that sunlight is deadly once again, so he needs to look for a cover. So, Jim escapes from his house without thinking much about possible consequences.

Only once he is in safety in the forest, some common sense returns and Jim starts to consider his situation. Obviously, going back to inhuman form isn't something he will be that happy about, but Jim has lived through losing some dear people (including his best friend), so he probably will think his humanity and regular life were necessary sacrifices in addition to having the memories of that failed timeline where he couldn't save everyone.

Jim will reconsider his initial plan which was leading Toby through the chalenges of being the Trollhunter as currently he cannot even be sure that Toby will pick the amulet. Jim himself also cannot go to get the amulet because of sunlight. So his only possible action right now is to enter the Trollmarket and assist whoever is the Trollhunter now in their quest. The main issue is that Jim has no horngazel to get inside. He decides to look for Blinky who should be wandering on the surface according to his memories (and Jim seriously hopes that Blinky won't treat him the same way as in Unbecoming episode). After some consideration, Jim decides to invent a fake backstory for himself and pretend to be a troll youngling from a different troll community who decided to move to the Heartstone Trollmarket.

Jim doesn't meet Blinky though. He stumbles upon Draal instead - and somehow it's for better as Draal isn't into conspiracies and is just annoyed that some dumb whelp is roaming around risking to stumble upon Bular. So the first step of the plan is finished.

Meanwhile, Toby, who comes to meet up with Jim and go to school together, realizes that Jim is out already, though he has left his bike home for some reason. Toby is both confused and slightly hurt, but he goes to school alone with a full intent to get all the answers from Jim there. Only that Jim isn't in school too. This is where Toby starts panicking for real, not to mention that Jim doesn't answer his phone as well (simply because he hasn't taken it during his escape from the house).

Toby doesn't wait until his classes are over and ride back to Jim's house, where he wakes up Barbara. Barbara tries to act like an adult initially, but her anxiety wins when she finds Jim's phone in his room. Now both Barbara and Toby believe that something is really wrong and go searching for Jim. They end at the canals at some point and Barbara finds the amulet. Both Barbara and Toby are more invested in finding Jim though, so they don't pay much mind to the talking amulet (which is most likely someone's dumb prank from their point of view). Barbara even throws it away (we all know it won't work, though).

The search leads nowhere, and Toby, seeng how much his best friend's mother exhausted, suggest that they both go home, rest a bit and then continue.

Only that there is no actual rest at home because Blinky and Aaarrrgghh (who have been secretly following them for a while) barge in with the shocking news about Barbara's new sacred obligations, giving both her and Toby the scare of their life. Barbara doesn't pass out like Jim in the initial timeline. Instead she tries to connect dots and ask if Jim's disappearance can be possibly connected to all this troll stuff. Blinky says it can be, but he refrains from mentioning that he thinks that Barbara's son may be not alive anymore (Blinky believes that Bular might be involved, so Jim's survival chances are close to none). Blinky and Aaarrrgghh leave as it is close to the dawn, but they promise to come back the next day.

At the Trollmarket Draal introduces Jim to Vendel (Jim gives them a fake troll name to prevent some questions). Vendel is slightly conflicted, because while he is sympathetic to Jim, he still needs to accomodate an underage troll and probably find a good caretaker for him. Blinky and Aaarrrgghh come back just in time to get the caretakers' position. Blinky tries to argue a bit (any other time he wouldn't mind, but currently he needs to sneak the new Trollhunter into the Trollmarket and having a youngling around might complicate the mission). Vendel doesn't wish to listen to his excuses though.

Jim realizes that Blinky has already contacted the new champion, and starts to guess who it can be (his guesses are Toby and Eli). Blinky doesn't want to take Jim to the surface, but Jim still follows. Let's say he's not happy discovering that his mom is the Trollhunter now (and that Toby is also involved). Not to mention that right now Jim has to play stranger around two people who know him the best.

Unlike Jim in the first timeline, Barbara is motivated to be the champion as she believes it will help her to get her son back. Everyone go to the Trollmarket but Bular attacks amid the way. Jim is scared that Barbara might be hurt and fights Bular barehandedly (Aaarrrgghh ends dragging him away in the end). Barbara scolds Jim for being that reckless. She is both angry and worried even though she cannot explain why.

At the Trollmarket Barbara has an encounter with Draal and Jim nearly starts another fight, which both Barbara and Blinky stop. Draal says he respect Barbara's guts but still won't acknowledge her as the new champion. Jim, however, is in the huge trouble because he's basically challenged Draal and Draal won't let it slip even if his opponent is just a child. So, Jim still ends in a deathmatch with Draal (which is difficult for him, because he remembers Draal from his initial timeline). Jim still wins and spares Draal's life. He thinks that he might be able to keep the timeline stable enough while avoiding some bad events and that it's probably for better that he has to build every single relationship from a scratch.

And there's another complication - Toby figures out that Jim is Jim. It takes him just three days because honestly, Jim just keeps slipping with all the inside jokes and calling Toby Tobes. Toby corners his best friend demanding answers. Jim confesses to Toby that he's actuall his best friend, but keeps the time travel part secret. He tells that he just woke up as a troll one day, freaked out, ran away and ended at the Trollmarket and that he has no idea why it happened. Toby insists that Jim should tell his mom too, but Jim is reluctant. Partially, it's because he still feels responsible for Strickler's death and thinks that Barbara might be able to find her happiness without her son around (especially if the aforementioned son is a troll now). Toby promises Jim not to tell anyone, but he still insists that Jim should tell Barbara everything.

As for Barbara, she never gives up on searching Jim, using both supernatural and human means. She meets Strickler who comes to visit after learning about Jim's disappearance. Strickler also thinks that Bular was involved in that disappearance and is rather upset (as he liked Jim). However, he also wants to use it as an opportunity to get the amulet from Barbara. Unfortunately for him (well, we all know that it's actually fortunately) Strickler falls in love with Barbara again. Toby finds this relationship suspicious, but Jim is supportive (he just hopes that Strickler won't pull some shit this time). As for Barbara she feels really guilty for starting the relationship while her son is still missing.

At school, Eli keeps telling everyone that Jim is missing because creeps got him. No one believes him, but Claire is more open-minded. While she doesn't believe Eli, she thinks that Jim's disappearence is odd. And she cannot get why Toby, who is supposed to be Jim's best friend is seemingly rather chill most of time (yep, Toby cannot fake worry and depression 24/7). Claire starts to try tracking Toby and discovers that he goes out with Barbara during the nights regularly. During one of her spying sessions she got attacked by goblins and Jim saves her. Now Claire knows about trolls as well and Barbara isn't happy about dragging another child into the mess.

Claire also discovers Jim's true identity rather fast as Toby slips this time. She also tells him it's wrong to decive his mother like that (as Claire has seen how much Barbara suffers). Jim starts to waver about telling but simply cannot find the right time.

The events of the second timeline seemed to be similar to the first one (minus grit-shaka though as Barbara has no need for a courage boost). The team discover the hideout in the museum and Barbara kills Gladis. Jim thinks that nothing should be changed there, but when it comes to NotEnrique, he is torn. NotEnrique was a member of team in the first timeline and a second brother to Claire, but Jim hates the idea of Claire suffering from losing Enrique.

In the end Jim decides not to risk Enrique's life and find some other way to recruit NotEnrique. However, he has no idea how to prevent Enrique's kidnapping, so he decides to tell Claire that he has read somewhere that goblins kidnap babies. He hopes that Claire will be more vigilant and goblins won't risk, but they still snatch Enrique when Claire gets a minute break. It's even a more devastating for Claire as she blames herself for losing her brother (and she ends even more hostile towards NotEnrique).

And it's only the beginning of disaster as Barbara learns that Strickler is a changeling after checking him with a gaggletack just in case. The reveal hurts her a lot as she already has genuine feelings for Walter.

Jim decides to bargain with Strickler (and Nomura to some extent), as he know that those two switched sides in the different timeline. What he hasn't predicted is that Strickler doesn't know that Jim is Jim, isn't interested in bargaining with a random troll and that capturing him and using as a hostage seems to be more profitable.

Strickler informs Barbara about his hostage and makes a deal to exchange Jim's life with the amulet. While Barbara still has no idea that it's her son, she still cares about Jim as he was always by her side, comforting and supporting her in time of need. She also understands that he's just a kid and she hates herself for allowing him to suffer.

Barbara comes to the agreed spot but much like in Jim's timeline there's back-up coming in the decisive moment. Jim exposes himself during the battle (yelling 'Mom!' when he sees Barbara in danger). Bular still perishes, and Nomura is trapped in the Darklands, but Strickler doesn't manage to run away as Jim captures him.

There's a lot of baggage to unpack after the battle as Barbara has a really serious talk with Jim and asks him if he doesn't trust her at all. Jim promises her not to keep any secrets from her (which is a half-lie as he still intends to carry the burden of the other timeline knowledge alone).

As for Strickler, it's complicated. He has a captive status, but Jim insists on pardoning him, much to everyone surprise. As Jim cannot reveal his true reasoning, he says that Strickler could hurt Barbara countless times, but didn't do that. Everyone else still aren't convinced, so Jim propose he will observe Strickler's actions.

Strickler himself isn't sure why Jim is so deadset on excusing him even if he now knows that it's his favorite student. Walter decides to investigate a bit as well, but he realizes that now he's basically free from Gunmar's orders. Strickler wonders if he can convince other changelings to change sides. He tells his plan to Jim and Jim is willing to give it a try. Those two don't inform anyone else for now.

However, neither Jim, nor Strickler has anticipated that the Janus Order has freed Angor Rot. And unlike Strickler, who pursued his agenda in the different timeline, Otto is too scared to betray Gunmar. He frees Angor to punish Strickler, kill Barbara and her allies and get both the amulet and Killahead bridge.

Otto agrees to meet up with Strickler only to put him under Angor's curse. And it's not like the binding spell in the original timeline - Otto goes for the deadly one, meaning that Strickler is dying slowly now. Angor, however, has the way to lift his curse - and he bargains with Jim, asking for Inferna Copula in exchange for Strickler's life.

Meanwhile, Barbara learns about the Triumbric stones which she plans to recover to be able to travel to the Darklands and save Enrique. However, she doesn't plan to take any children with her (though she considers taking Draal or even Strickler), be it Jim or Claire and Toby, even though she doesn't tell them about that part.

Jim and Strickler come back from their failed negotiations and tell the team about the current predicament. Barbara is upset because those two acted behind her back, but she agrees to find the way to seize Inferna Copula. Jim begs his mom to let him deal with that one as he's sturdy enough and can fight someone like Otto, but Barbara forbids him (she still has nightmares about the possibility of losing her son for real).

Angor decides to help a bit, accidentally 'losing' the shadow staff when the team was recovering Kill Stone. He gets away with Kill Stone though, using it as another bargain chip (because he isn't sure that Strickler's life is that precious).

Claire gets the staff and Toby goes with Warhammer once again. Jim convinces both of them to team up and go to get Inferna Copula (he is more confident that they pull it because Otto's life isn't bond to anyone else's). Besides, Jim is sure that with Inferna Copula they will get both Angor's cooperation and Kill Stone (which should be the last one as the team already has Birth Stone and The Eye of Gunmar is in Strickler's possession). They succeed, however they didn't manage to slay Otto who escapes. Still, Angor is finally free and he keeps his promise.

Family dinner upon your arrival to kingslanding, definitely didnt feel like home anymore after 6 years all looked different

You sat in front of your uncle Daemon and sister Rhaenyra and your cousin Baela and nephew Luke, you saw like your half brothers entered the room and sat on the other side of the table, no one talk your eyes and Daemon's talk without speaking, he trained you to be a warrior, those dresses and playing to be a princess was so boring for you, you've always seek adventure and freedom, going to Dragonstone and live with your sister let you have it

- I've heard you got a training session this morning

- yes, it was quite fun... - you had a half smile and you looked to your left where your half brother Aemond was sitting with a stern look

- did you win?

- what kind of pupil you think you had all these years uncle, of course I did - you gave a full smile as your nephews laugh lightining the mood a little

Everything changed when your father entered the room his speech touch all of you and even your dispute with Alicent and her children everyone loved the king very much, you looked at your sister who stand and made a toast for the queen, you didnt feel much for Alicent but rejection and desdein as well as Aegon the oldest of her children, you couldnt say the same for the rest but you knew they've been friends when younger

After Alicent declared her feelings and showed moved by Rhaenyra's words dinners mood appered to be lighter, soft music was playing, you enjoyed the food and wine talking with your cousins and your uncle but there was a feeling and a stare that was bearing a hole in your skull, when you turn your sight you've heard what your brother said to your cousin Baela beside you and Jace stand furious and Aemond stand too, you did the same and Jace calmed knowing your chalenged to your brother spoke volumes Jace cleared his throat

- to Prince Aegon and... prince Aemond, we have not seen eachother in years, I have fond memories of our share youth and as men, I hope we may yet be friends and allies.

- to you and your family's good health dear brothers - you add to Jace speech and he nod at you sitting down

- to you as well - Aegon said unconfortable in his seat, as Aemond sat again you only sit when he sat back, you smile at your sister, she knew of your relaitionship with your brothers used to be closer than hers because of your close age but she didnt know what moves you now when you saw your younger brother who was the closer to you growing up

Aemond didnt want to admit it but he felt so much admiration and atraction for his sister, he never felt very atracted to women knowing very well he frightened most of them, he concentrated in being the best fighter but seeing his older sister fighting him and win woke something inside his body he'd never thought before, desire... maybe love she was not a damsel in distress, she was a trained warrior and a fearsome opponent, she has never wanted to be married to anyone but he started to think he was a Targaryen like her he was worth of his sister and there in silence sitting watching her enjoy her dinner and before his speech made their nephews fight his brother and himself, Aemond wanted his sister to be his complerly

You grabed Aegon from his collar when he pushed Luke to the table

- sit down...- you said firmly when Jace advanced to Aemond and Daemon stoped them with just a look, Rhaenyra sent them all to their rooms and Aemond left aswell, you exchaged a look with your uncle and followed the "kids" as you called them, them being younger than you

- you have grown sister...

- Aemond... lurking in the shadows I see... who doesnt know you would say you grab your mother's clubfoot clown following her around tendencies all the time

- you are very observing despite being here less than a day

- I am and I have a sharp eye for bullshit, like yours...

- you blame me, they are the ones who took my eye

- and you have to acuse them of being bastards all the time like even if they were is their fault

- is not... but for my eye they are, and I will have my revenge, you wont be there to protect them all the time

- you want to bet... you keep away from my family Aemond of I'm going to buried your face in dragon's shit and make you eat it

- your fire is tauning sister and i have to confess is calling me all the time - Aemond tried to get closer but you didnt reject his aproached you accept his hands on your waist, your faces inches apart, he was slyest taller than you but you had a confidence that made you stand tall

- be carefull little brother, I might have liked you in the past and even now i can see you have become a very handsome young man but if you threten Jace and Luke is personal and I promise I will put you in your place - your lips almost touching his but Aemond didnt realise your daga in your hand pointing at his throat, he swallow and you smiled removing the knife starting to walk away

- wait... if I lose my thirst of revenge agaisnt my nephews will you let me seek for your favors sister

- i thought your mother wanted to keep you open for alliances

- what better alliance than with the sister of the future queen...- you never thought about marriage and you had talked to your sister about the topic getting frustrated everytime

" you have to marry with someone you can handle, maybe younger than you, a 2nd son of some other house..." Daemon speaking high valyrian in her ear, Aemond was a posible example of what Daemon talked while training back in Dragonstone

- Tomorrow Im going back to Dragonstone if you feel beave enough you can fly with me on Vaghar - Aemond smirk apeared in his face

The next day you saw how the ship started its trip to Dragonstone, on the back of your dragon to fly enjoying the win in your face, a roar made you opened your eyes watching Vaghar beside Shadow, you smile and pat the side of your dragon as you had the same mind or she could read your mind, she went faster almost daring Vaghar to follow her, Shadow was faster and more agile than the older dragon she didnt want to play chase this time she felt content to reconect with that part of her family she've always loved so much and just started to realise of that love

Today I will present my thesis on why I think Juleka and Adrien should have been best friends.

1.They have(platonic) chemistry

Most of times good compatibility isnt about characters having the same traits, but having traits that cumpliment eachother. Complementary traits often result in good dynamics, fun to watch. Now, miraculous have some pretty fun character dynamics like Chat/Ladybug, Marinette/Kagami, Adrien/Plagg but I believe Adrien/Juleka has the potential to be one of the best among them. Hear me out.

Adrien is an extroverted person molded by his father into a polite and pristine façade never being allowed out or having indeoendent thoughts.

Juleka is the daughter of a pirate rockstar(Anarka) who was born with all the freedom she could want, but has a shy and introverted personality despite that.

Besides loving the "extrovert adopts introvert" trope, I belive their interaction would be beneficial for their development, with Adrien helping Juleka to come out of her shell by teatching her his dorkish ways and Juleka showing Adrien what freedom really means( I am 100% certain Juleka would convince Adrien to do a Tattoo, paint his hair, pierce his nose or some shit only to flip out Gabriel). They could really understant eachother, help eachoter overcome their fears and give support.

(it is important to say that when I meant they have good chemistry, i do not mean romantic chemistry. Characters of opposite sex are allowed to interact and have good relations without it necessarily meant to be romantic. That is a taboo on animation and would also be pretty cool to chalenge.)

2.Juleka wants to model

Juleka's dream being revealed as someone who wants to model professionally, her having a best friend who is a literal supermodel would be the ideal setup to give her a "in" into the fashion world, and would also give Adrien someone on his corner in the industry, maybe someone to give him advice and support when dealing with the wheight of his schedule, or when being pushed around left and right by Lila or his dad.

3.It would explain things story wise

It was always weird to me how Adrien always shows up at the boat for Kitty Section practice. I mean I guess he is around since Juleka invites the whole class to show up, but its never actually a reason to why HE should show up. People are always wondering "hey where is adrien?" even when other people like Kim or Nathaniel are also not there. Adrien bring juleka's bff would make this more plausible because "cmon he is my bestie where the fuck is he?".

4.Chat Noir and Purple Tigress

The dynamic of Chat Noir and Purple Tigress was cute. Chat being carefree and flirty and Juleka being kind of stiff and awkward and fumbling against his extroverted approach all while being a lowkey girlboss on the side just gave a whole new fun to the dynamic. I can just picture Juleka awkwardly trying to make a cat pun and Chat being lit on fire by it.

5. Adrien might have gotten a home at the boat

Ive seen hundreds of post-hawkmoth defeat fics, and almost all of them we have something in common: Adrien gets adopted by the dupain-chengs and go live with them. Now, there is nothing wrong with that, Sabine and Tom are great and they would definitly help Adrien in a moment of need but the imolications of this... it really striked me odd. living with your girlfriend's parents? Sneaking into her room every night to cuddle at 15 and they being ok with it? really? Thats just weird bro.

Now, Adrien at the boat makes sense. Methinks Anarka would be more the willing to adopt Adrien on the spot. She is carefree, doesnt seem to be caugh up by details and seems to be fairly ok with a bunch of teens hanging around her deck all day. Adrien is a musician and fairly polite, so he checks out all the boxes to be her son. Besides, imagine how Adrien's chacracter would develop given the chance to live freely like Juleka and Luka does. He could develop more his "wild side" and learn how to be more confortable with himself.

6. Get to see Adrien wingmaning Julerose

Now, we all know Adrien Chat Noir is our resident dork in town. However, I feel we dont get to see it much. I imagine him trying to help Juleka woo Rose or giving tips to flirt would be very funny and amusing to see, and give him much more characterization. Besides, Juleka and Rose's relationship would be way more spicy. I mean they are cute but the whole "lowkey supportive gf" thing they always have going on gets stale pretty fast, and dont five much insight on how their relationship is really like. LET THEM FLIRT FOR GODS SAKE!

Forced proximity

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5

Day 5

They are smoking in front of the infirmary again. Its 4 am and Ghost ask Soap if he is awake and that he misses Riley. Soap who could not sleep because he was angry at Shepard is cursing in Scottish. Riley sleeps on Ghosts feet. Soap offert him a cigarette when it is clear they would stand here for a while. "Fucking hate Shepard always giving us shit missions and then he also gives us way to many paper work", Soap finishes his 10 minute rant. Ghost not understanding much, besides one or the other curse word or a full English sentence just humms to agree. "When do Price and Beta Team return?" "Monday and then I have to chew out Price. Fucker lied to me", Soap groans, making Ghost smirk. "I think your a good dog sitter", Ghost states looking how peacefully Riley is sleeping. Soap just gives him a site eye lighting up his 2nd cigarette. "I guess Riley is okey for a dog", Soap answers after he toke a hit. Ghost huff amsued before stealing the cigarette to take a pull himself. Soaps eyes are glued to the cigarette, how Ghost is closing his lips around it. The thought how Ghost lips look around something else are filling his brain and a light blush is apearing on his cheeks. Of course Ghost picks up on it, his smirk returning. "Dirty Soap", Ghost snickers. "You offert", Soap hisses to defend himself before taking the cigarette back, the blush spreading. Ghost smirk gets bigger at the reference of the text from yesterday. Soap takes another hit when Ghost is saying his next sentence, calculated. "Who says I didn't mean something else Captain?" Soap is coughing at this. Ghost can't mean this right? Did Ghost just offer his ass. Ghost takes the last hit form the shared cigarette wating for Soaps answer. "Did you just offer your ass, Lieutenant?", Soap asks blush reaching his ears now. Ghost is now also blushing oh shit, maybe he got a littel to close to the sun. "Yeah? Think you can get me to submit?", Ghost asks curious. Soap steps closer and Ghost mouth goes dry. "Simon, don't temp me, I will make you submit", Soap growls with a low voice in Ghost ear. Ghost gasps at this, blood rushing in his ears and to his dick, fuck. "Promise?", Ghost ask faking confidence, he dont has. "Thats a threat", Soap wispers before stepping away again, also faking confidence, he dont has. Ghost trys to think of a clever reply, but his brain is in full horny mode now, not a singal rational thought abel to form.

Soap lights another cigarette trying to foul Ghost further. Trying to pretend he totally would know what to do. He has no idea about anal sex at all. No ex girlfriend or hock up ever wanted to try, he himself never intresstet enough to bring up the topic. With guys, often fellow soilders, he never had more then a hurried blow job. Now he has to find reliable information on the Internet, great, he did really great. His mum was right his inability to step down from a chalenge no mater if real or assumed will get him in trouble, she just didn't mean this kind of trouble. Well Maggie MacTavish didn't raise a quiter and he will not step down from the challenge now. He will not fail.

Ghost is relieved that Soap is busy smoking again. He is freaking out internally. The confidance in Soaps voice when he said that's a thread? Yeah this will forever end up in his brain ready to use for the first wank after his healed. God, fuck if Soap talks to him like this when they do their hook up he probably cums embarrassingly fast. Ghost takes a deep breath before he leans in closer to Soap not really able to step closer because of Riley. Soap is so nice to step closer again. "I love to see you try, the moment I can use my arms again, I will fuck your Scottish ass", Ghost wispers, trying to get control over the situation back. Soap gasps at this the cigarette nearly falling out of his mouth. "Funny Simon, you don't need your arms when you sit on my fat cock and take what I give you", Soap says a smug grin on his face, that just gets bigger when he sees how Ghost is tending in his pants. Ghost heart is racing oh fuck, shit, shit, fuck. That didn't work as planed this totally back fired. Fucking stuborn Scott with his cocky attitude. He should better shut up before he comes in his pants from just Soaps voice and the filthy things he says. "We will see if that happens", Ghost says, blushing like a teenager that just learned what porn is. "As I said, it's a thread, Simon", Soap is unfairly wispering in his ear again and Ghost dick twitches at this. Soap looks around its still early and besides the poor unlucky that had the night shift nobody is up yet. They stay alone in a bad lighted corner. When hes sure that nobody can see them he gives a quick kiss to the corner of Simons lips, as a gesture to seal the deal. Ghost thinks he's dieing, his heart determined to leave the prison of his ribcage. He just needs to move his head a bit more to the right and they could really kiss. They shouldn't just because they are in a hiden in the shadows dont mean they can't be seen. But he wants to, he wants to kiss Soap. Soap is still close, he can feel his breath on his cheek, as if Soap is waiting for something. Fuck it he told himself he gets this for Simon and he turns his head more to the right. They look at each other before Ghost let their forheads touch, they are now sharing the air in between them. Soap smiles at this before he starts leaning in again to get a real kiss this time. They both flinch when Riley sneezes in her sleep, followed by a displeased whine because Riley woke herself up. Ghost takes this to kneel down to pat his loyal K9. "And your keep behaiving, like the good girl you are", Ghost says to the dog smiling from ear to ear. Soap steps away again also having a big smile on his face. Roach would it probably call it love drunk or some shit like this.

Riley is resting her head in Soaps legs later that evening while Soap is looking on the Internet how to have save anal sex. He avoides all video content he needs reliable information and not what porn will show him. He finally finds a longer article to read. The article starts with lube recommendations, what is defentiv already useful to know. He continues reading realising its a article about how to fuck yourself on a dildo, but well the steps are nearly the same. He skips over the dildo recommendations, his cheeks burning when he sees some of the pictures. It's not like he's prude, but people really put some of these things in their ass? At the end of the article is a short check list and tips, well he can work with that. Should he be worried over there is no such think as to much lube? His phone rings and he nearly drops it. "General", he answers the call, a bit annoyed what Shepard wants now from the 141. His good mode from the nearly kiss total ruined now. "MacTavish you have space for a High Value Target for a interrogation on base?", Shepard ask and Soaps stomach is dropping. He and Ghost, they did their fair share of interrogations that ended in torture, but some how this feels off. He dont want this to happen on their base, sounds like they can get in a lot of shit for it. "No, we are a bit scare in personal, everyone out on missions or on medical leave", Soap answers honestly. "Captain, I just need a room, have my own men to do everything else", Shepard barks in the phone. If Soap wouldn't already have the feeling something is of now would all alarm bells ring. "Are the information useful for 141, Sir?", he asks buying time to make a final decision. "We are not sure yet." "No", Soaps declins the request, he will not jump in a shithole he dont even know how deep it is. "What? MacTavish I can and will pull rank if needed", Shepard growls venomous. "You can't, this is a SAS base and your not SAS so, pulling rank on me means you have to go the long paper route. And in the time you need for that, you can bring the unlucky bastard to a CIA prison", Soap says deadly calm as if hes on the battlefield. Riley pushes her head in to Sopas stomach hand he starts running his free hand through her fur. "I can call Price, MacTavish", Shepard spits out his rage barely containt. "Captain Price will trust my judgement on to why I declined", Soap retorts. He hears a frustrated growl, because Soap is right, a satisfied smile apearing on his face. "That will have consequences MacTavish." With that the line goes silent. "Fucker", Soap curses before he has Riley licking all over his face. "Eww Riley no", he complains but Riley just doppel her effort. Soap is in the small bathroom of his room, the perks of beeing a Captain when he comes of with the idea to send Ghost a sugestiv photo. He didn't want to send one today because he had nearly 2 hours with Riley this morning but, why should he not. It of course can be to sugestiv so he settles for a simple shirt less picture. That you can see upper part of the v line of his hips, pure coincident. He probably takes 25 pictures to choose from. He sits on the bed again scrolling through the photos. He chosses one where he flexes one of his arms so they can pretend its about work out. Should he write something as a conversation starter? Before he over thinks this for the next 20 minutes he sents the picture

Ghost drops the phone on his chest, of fuck no, shit what is he supposed to answer? He was just thinking about them nearly kissing again and how close they where, how the smell of smoke could not totally cover up Soaps scent. Should he send a picture back? He can't do that, Soap knows about the scares but Ghost is so fucking insecure about them, the main reason hes covered all the time. Soap would not expecting one back right? Shit he needs to answer, but he gets distracted again by the picture. How Soaps pants are just a little bit to low, for a simple work out show of. The revealing of a bit of hair and the V-line, god Ghost wants to bite along it marking Soap up where only they know its there. He needs several deep breath before he can text back.

>> finally have success with your workout?<<

>> funny Simon<<

>> you want one back for comparison?<<

>> no, just want to show off my hard work<<

>> fishing for compliments, Captain?<<

>> only from one person <<

Fuck thats him right? Should he write one? No they have to be stubtel about what ever is going on in between them. His heart is racing again, a pleased smile on his face when the information sinks in.

>> maybe they only give compliment ls in person<<

>>when they see in person?<<

>> affirmative <<

>> why stop at seeing?<<

God damit Soap, that not subtel at all. But he wants a lot more then just touch Soap. He's getting hard at the filthy pictures in his mind. If Soap is being so obvious flirting with him via text he can text one obvious flirt back.

>> I'm sure they will more then touch <<

>> like how that sounds<<

The sexual frustration, Ghost feels since the first photo, gets stonger every day. He needs to get out of here and then get what ever the fuck Soap has in mind for their hook up. The filthy promise Soap wispered in his ear earlier is echoing through his mind 'Thats a threat' followed by 'you will sit on my fat cock and take what I give you'. A shiver is running down Ghost spine and fuck he wants to sit on this stupid big cock of Soaps. Stupid Scot with his stupid wispering has no right to turn him on like this. Especially when he can't use his fucking hands. Ghost covers his face with a pillow groaning frustrated.

darbywagon but the speedwagon foundation cloned speedwagon in the 80s

[okay this became a long post where I just ramble on about this ship so LONG POST EVERYBODY-- SORRY]

Damn ya'll are more bigbrained than me holy shit- definitely going to use this as an AU cause that's kinda funnier and interesting than what I was thinking-- I totally am not running away with this idea and making mini comicss pshhh-- anyway this is Clone Speedwagon first waking up-

Idk why I made that doctor so sinister looking I felt silly idk- anyway Then Speedwagon slowly regains more memories, maybe has a whole identity crisis arc or smthn after he learns that he's actually a clone. maybe he even like had the OG speedwagon's brain transplanted in him or something idk how it works lol--

Either way then he joins up with the Stardust Crusaders and heads to Egypt since him having more knowlege on Dio that the other's wouldn't have would be usefull to them and the fight- maybe he even gets a stand- that'd be cool as fuck-

anywhoo at this point I'm just rambling about how he'd meet D'arby which isn't too much involved in him having been cloned or whatever but idk I feel like writing it-

They get to cairo egypt, and Daniel D'arby is there, and going kinda along the actual plot chalenges the crusaders to gamble against him and his cheats. Though Speedy knows his cheats bc having come from ogre street he's grown up in an environment where you need to be able to detect that kind shit. Speedwagon is likely able to point out all of his tricks and cheats to the crusaders, earning a bit o respect from D'arby :]

Their encounter ends good, rather than D'arby having a panic attack over Jotaro, the crusaders just win at some gamble against Daniel bc Speedwagon wouldn't let him cheat lol.

[Ignore that I messed up like three things on this I'm drawin in markers--]

and after Dio is defeated and all his minions are kinda just without jobs or whatever happened to them D'arby sticks to Speedwagon since he'd have been the one to have been able to see through all of his tricks

[at this point I think I'm being kiiinda ooc for good ol Danny Darby but cmon he showed up in like 2 episodes--] and then D'arby finds out about the whole yknow... being a clone thing maybe Speedwagon has another identity crisis and also is learning about new technology from Terence [LET MY 1800'S BOY SPEEDWAGON PLAY A VIDEO GAME!!]

Anyway Darby and Speedwagon then they fall in love and kiss and have a happily ever after bc I'm crazy like that :]

thank you so much for the TWO BEAUTIFUL sets you made for me 🥺 i can imagine how much work went into it and i can SEE how beautiful it turned out because it was made by you 💗💗💗💗 I LOVE YOU 🌼🌼🌼🌼 i have to have a good day now! you helped make my birthday almost twice as long (i’ll take it, i’m a Taurus and we like to celebrate at length) 😘🌹

KAYLA NOOOO I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE YOU A MESSAGE 😭🌼🌼🌼🌼 dshajksldd aaa i'm so sensitive rn that i'm crying reading this message lol. 1st of all, no need to thank me 🥺 if i could i would give you the world because this is the kind of gift you deserves you know???!!! wish you i could at least give a big bear hug. please pretend i'm giving you one 🤍 2nd, about the sets... i had so much fun making the first one because i love a new chalenge, and when i asked ryen a few days ago if i could use the magnificent art i was learning about guides on photoshop lmao. i get so hyped that i've made a new one for me and use it as a template for your set and instanly the idea of jin + music videos came to my mind. so to see that you liked made MY day, in the end, the gift is mine to have someone like you so yeah...... (cheesy girl online here). hope you have the happiest of the birthdays, my love. i cherish you up. i love you to the moon and back 1000 times 🤍🥳🤍🥳🤍 stay always healthy and safe, if you need anything i'm on a message away.

“I am not delusional but i am delusional”

Seems like you’re going through a lot you can’t process it.

Self awareness would be that you can’t live with the memories of a person.

Ham jeb me logo leke chalenge toh jeb bhari hojayegi aur ham wahi sadak par ruke rahenge.

Now i get it bhot sundar sadak lagri hai par ye sadak ka koi end nahi hai.

Sending you lots of strength and love so you can reach somewhere.

I connect a lot with your posts. Logo ko pakadke nahi rakh sakte ham. Kabhi toh woh din ayega jab jeb khali karni hogi

Love grows u as a person sticks to you and helps you get better. Ask yourself kya apki life ek chiz ko leke ruk gayi hai?

If yes. Then apni pockets khali kardo.

With heartfelt guidance and heavy pockets

- xyz

Hi again, 🌻

Hmm seems like you have never been in love :) cause one can actually live with the memories of a person.

Aur shayad vo sadak sundar hi isiliye hai kyunki uska koi end nahi hai ? Haina?

Thank you for kind wishes:) and im sorry that you connect with my posts. You know i don’t really know if its a good thing people connect with my posts cause all i post about is pain, grief, death, heartbreak etc etc so i don’t really know if i should thank you or be sorry about it.

Logo ko pakadke nahi rakh skte? Yes i agree but unki yaadon ko dil mei zaroor rakh skte hai:)

I wish you the same. I hope you find a love worthwhile, one that makes you grow as a person, sticks by you and helps you get better.

May your days get brighter and the world is kinder to you🩶

With heartfelt gratitude and heavy pockets, (it seems like your pockets are heavy too :p)

A

Ask Game

Thanks to @elvgreen for tagging me.This is the first time I've done this kind of thing, but okay :

- Favorite color : Fluo green and fluo pink

- Currently reading : I usually read manga, but I also have a preference for fantasy, apocalyptic and crime novels.

- Last song you listened to : Cherry bomb - NCT 127

- Last series you watched : I recently watched season 1 of the winx (the cartoon). But i never watch series, i dont like this.

- Craving : No idea

- Sweet, spicy or savory : I like it spicy, really spicy... I like chocolate, so sweet too?

- Tea or coffee : I love coffee ! A full-bodied coffee without sugar, a delight, except for my heart...

- Currently working on : I am trying to convert for sims 3, and start a legacy chalenge, that makes me cry blood. Sorry...

I would like to tag : @sim-songs @closims-cc @kestrelteenz @cas-sims @strangerville-cryptid @bellatheegoth @10000dreams @twinbrooks @cozygirlsimmer sorry if you had already been tagged, ignored.

why it feels like I attract a chalenging/ forbidden love?

because ive never known a soft love and a self love before

"when you are not fed love on silverspoon, you learn to lick it off knives"

- Lauren Eden

actually right now, i dont know what unconditional love is. everyone always expecting something in return (thats just a human instinc).

i never deserve any of this kind of soft life or unconditional love or kindness for a long time. its always the short ride 😊 but i guess we had a good time nevetheless, right?

idk what i did, or what my past life did, or whats the curse my ancestor got 😂 but i think i dont know what to do anymore.

people come and go. and give and take. and make me happy and make me sad. make feel blessed and make me depressed. but they never stay. or did i just left them too early?

idk anymore 🥰

sometimes I wish I was dead, just because "in spite of" I dont wanna be a burden to anyone. I hope I had good life and good time with you guys ✨ what? what do u wanna say now im gone mom? 😂

But I try. everyday im trying to find the reason to keep alive and enjoy the ride. The 77 "yes". sometimes I cried and cursed myself "why did u say yes 77 times you idiot?" . then, i slapped myself for calling me an idiot 🤍 (what a self love)

Chasing Fairy 🎀

I'm chasing fairy 🎀 I'm trying to find the fairy, the magic that made me say yes for 77 times.

I'm chasing fairy 🎀 a little fairy with glimmers

I'm chasing fairy, till i'm not anymore. either i found enough fairies or i just give up completely 🥰 i dont know when exactly.

I'm chasing fairy 🎀

Rangkuman chapter 1-2

If the past determined everything and couldn't be changed, we who are living today would no longer be able to take effective steps forward in our lives. What would happen as a result ? We would end up with the kind of nihilism and pessimism that loses hope in the world and give up on life. no matter what has occurred in your life up to this point, it should have no bearing at all on how you live from now on.

Unhappiness is something you choose for yourself : You are unhappy now because yourself chgose being unhappy not because you were born under an unlucky star.

adler says "to get rid of one's problems, all one can do is live in the universe all alone " but one cant do such a thing.

The reason so many people dont really fell happy while they are building up their success in the eyes of society is that they are living in competition. Because to them, the world is a perilous place that is over flowing with enemies.

when you are able to truly that "people are my comrades" your way of looking st the world will change utterly. No longer will you think of the world as a perilous place, or be plagued by needless doubts ; the world will appear before you as a safe and pleasant place. and your interpersonal relationship problems will decrease dramatically

When you feel genuinely angry due to another person's words or behavior, please consider that person is chalenging you to a power struggle. They wants to win. They wants to prove his power by winning. And once the interpersonal relationship reaches the revenge stage (the next stage of power struggle) it is almost impossible for either party to find a solution. to prevent, from happening, when one is challenged to a powwer struggle, one must never allow oneself to be taken in. When you are challenged to a fight, and you sense that is a power struggle, step down from the conflict as soon as possible. Do not answer the action with a reaction. That is the only thing we can do.

Saat kau merasa benar-benar marah karena perkataan atau perilaku orang lain, tolong pertimbangkan bahwa orang itu sedang menantangmu dalam upaya perebutan kekuasaan. Mereka ingin menang, mereka ingin membuktikan kekuatan dengan menang. Dan begitu hubungan interpersonal diantara mereka sampai ketahap balas dendam, hampir hampir mustahil untuk kedua belah pihak menemukan solusinya, untuk mencegahnya ketika seseorang ditantang dalam upaya perebutan kekuasaan, dia tidak boleh membiarkan dirinya terbawa. Saat ditantang berkelahi dan kau merasa itu adalah upaya perebutan kekuasaan, mundurlah dari konflik sesegera mungkin. Jangan membalas aksi dengan reaksi. Itu adalah satu satunya hal yang bisa kita lakukan.

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Things that is important when we are safe and secure take a back steps when we feel chalenged. Humans will always prefer life and wellbeing over other things. It is why the kind of locks and locksmith services available in your home is essential.

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