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#just a reminder I am literally transgender
dragons-homebrew-hoard · 10 months
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Uuuh I just checked my followers here and found a literal Nazi and some Terfs so just a not so friendly reminder
FUCK NAZIS
FUCK TERFS
I support all Jewish and trans people. They have my love and I’ll never stop fighting for their right to live freely and happily.
I have zero tolerance for bigotry of any kind and if that makes you uncomfortable then unfollow me and fuck you
If I accidentally reblog some homebrew that is offensive - please tell me. I always want to learn and grow and I want everyone (except bigots) to feel welcome here
To all my trans siblings, Jewish friends, and poc that follow me, I love you and I hope you have an amazing day <3
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cepheusgalaxy · 2 months
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"don't care about what people think of you!" is not practical advice when you're trans btw
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renthony · 10 months
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I know some people need/want it, so this isn't to shit on them, but as an intersex nonbinary person, I fucking hate nonbinary positivity that focuses on assigned sex. I fucking hate it so goddamn much. It mostly just makes me feel like utter dogshit.
All you have done is remind me that even in transgender spaces I am going to be reduced to my incorrectly-assigned sex by literally everyone. And if they can't figure out what it is, they'll spend an inordinate time either trying to figure it out or harass me until I disclose it.
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animentality · 25 days
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Thoughts on this post?:
https://www.tumblr.com/animentality/64152073250/abc-newsman-proves-danger-of-allowing-transgender?source=share
thanks for reminding me to delete that post I made in literally 2013 when I was 15 because it doesn't reflect who I am as a person anymore.
is this supposed to be a gotcha?
are people supposed to be born woke?
I am amazed you managed to even find this post with like 6 notes, where I legitimately asked people for their opinion on the subject because I was unsure about it and I had certain taught biases that I hadn't learned to abandon yet.
it might amaze you to know that I once told a guy he'd make a great wife when he mentioned he liked cooking.
this was in 2012.
how cisheteronormative of me, right?
but you were all so woke in 2012, weren't you?
you never said anything that was not PC as a teenager.
you never told edgy jokes or said stupid offensive things.
you were born perfect, I'm sure.
it's not like I'm proud of the dumb stuff I said.
but I didn't start identifying as nonbinary until I was 18, and I didn't start identifying as trans until I was 21.
I was raised by an older mother, not a gen x er or a millennial, but a baby boomer, whose inherent biases still sometimes surface in me when I least expect it.
I was raised Catholic.
I had JUST STARTED PUBLIC SCHOOL, after spending literally 6 years in a fucking Catholic school.
I DIDNT UNDERSTAND transgender issues, nor did most people in 20 fucking 13.
how the fuck could I
my mom to this day doesn't know what the fuck nonbinary or trans are, and I identify as both.
how was I supposed to know?
I'd never even met anyone in the LGBT community at that point, nor had I realized I belonged there either.
I literally didn't even know I was pan at that point, or that I was nb/trans myself, or how I felt about most political topics.
that's why I ASKED.
and I said the wrong things. yeah, I did.
but no one had taught me the right words.
and in that post, no one bothered to explain it to me either.
I had to learn that over time.
and guess what?
I'm still not perfect now. I'm still going to make mistakes because times change, as they always do.
and all we can do is try and forgive people who are trying and doing their best, and remaining open minded to things they don't understand right from fucking birth.
but by all means, do search my history to your hearts content.
honestly, I kinda wanna see what dirt you find because this was an interesting look at the kinds of things I thought in 2013.
I can look back at myself and see how far I've come.
this post was interesting to read for me because it was wildly off mark, it misgendered trans women, and it lacked political, historical, and social understanding...
and so?
yeah?
it's offensive. it's bad.
and I didn't know any better.
but lol.
people learn things. people change their opinions.
if you people spend all your time digging up dirt and trying to cancel people for who they were, rather than who they are, or who they're trying to be... I have news for you.
your existence is pointless and your efforts are meaningless.
but I am flattered you did such a deep dive, anon.
please do find more and send them to me.
I'd like to know what other gotchas you can yank out of my ass.
I used to be on Facebook in 2011 before I deleted it in like 2013.
see if you can find anything there.
I used to write cringy poetry. it might be funny to read now.
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alex-rambles · 1 year
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Death Note Characters with a FtM S/O
(Note that I am FtM and this is self indulgent, consisting of what I would want. Not all FtM people experience gender as I do, this is written from my experience for those with a similar one)
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✍"I know"
✍This man is a genius. He noticed your friends using a different name and connected the dots
✍If you have dysphoria, he will buy you a binder and a packer and whatever else you need
✍He let's you borrow his clothes for some reason??? Like, he already did this, but now even more so? It feeds his god complex, seeing you look even a little bit like him
✍Totally tries to get you to get a haircut similar to his. Now his god complex is even more fueled
✍He transitions from calling you goddess to"fellow god" and it sounds really funny
✍Will write down the names of ANYONE who bullies you (which he did anyway but now in a much angrier fashion)
✍Gender doesn't matter to him anyway but he will always respect your pronouns to keep his fellow god happy
L
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🍰Stares at you like this 👁👄👁
🍰He knew but didn't think you'd ever tell him because he knows he can be an asshole
🍰Glares menacingly at anyone who deadnames or misgenders you
🍰"I don't recall there being anyone named (deadname) in here. Did you confuse dreams with reality again, Matsuda? Sometimes I question whether you're fit for this job..."
🍰Then he just takes a bite of cake
🍰Literally will do anything to help with your dysphoria
🍰Watari is beginning to feel like an errand rat because he always have to buy random shit
🍰Extra cuddles on bad dysphoria days. He's already a cuddle man, but even more so when you're suffering
🍰Hypocrite. Will tell you off for not taking care of yourself
🍰If you wear a binder too long, he will stare at you until you ask what's wrong
🍰"Wash that thing"
Matsuda
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💕Had no idea
💕Now he feels like a terrible boyfriend. Go comfort him!
💕HELP HIM
💕He spoils you ROTTEN. Six binders, different types of packers, manly man clothes
💕STOP HIM OR YOU'LL BOTH GO BROKE-
💕You need to remind him you aren't trying to be a stereotype. Just Y/N
💕Would fight anyone who was transphobic to you and get his ass whooped
💕He just wants to see you happy!
💕You don't call him useless like everyone else, so this is how he repays you
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🎲"Transgender? Now what on Earth is that?"
🎲For someone so smart, he's clueless about things like that
🎲So you explain it to him
🎲"So that explains your behavior "
🎲Wants you to feel special, but he is a baby and doesn't know how to support you
🎲SPK members buy you packers, binders, and other things on his behalf
🎲Makes a new finger puppet for you. He tries to make it more masculine
🎲It actually looks good
🎲He won't remind you to change your binder or wash your stuff like L would
🎲He literally can't. He's used to others doing things for him. Not because he's spoiled, it's just all he's ever known
Mello
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🍫"And?"
🍫Doesn't care. He's not insensitive, it just doesn't matter to him. Who cares if your a guy, gal, or neither?
🍫A few hours later though he'd feel bad for his roughness and buy you a box of chocolates to make up for it
🍫Will tease that in order to be the manliest man you need a fancy scar like him
🍫If it bothers you he'll stop though. He's good at picking up on emotions
🍫Jokingly buys you a huge ass packer
🍫"Still not bigger than mine "
🍫Then he buys you a real one
🍫Uses mafia money to pay for your operations if you want them
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relatableblorbopoll · 5 months
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Round 1 of preliminaries, group 8
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The first two places get a place on the bracket
Little reminder: there will be 2 more rounds of preliminaries, the losing blorbos of this poll still have 2 chances of getting in the official bracket
Propaganda under the cut
Stanford Pines (Gravity Falls)
"there are so many things wrong with this man i feel a kinship with him. Also the neurodivergency"
Miles "Tails" Prower (Sonic The Hedgehog Franchise)
"he's a young child who is incredibly autistic (maybe a technology special interest, tail wagging could be interpreted as a stim, he is a fox and foxes have a gene variant linked to autism, etc) and incredibly humble and loyal to sonic. however he does feel like he may be a burden to him, as discussed in sonic frontiers. T: sonic, am i a burden to you? S: wow, and how did you come to this well thought out concern? T: whenever there's a crisis, i'm either running away or standing on the sidelines! you're always rescuing me, and all i do is follow you around! in the adventure era, there was some character development where he learned to grow into his own person (well. you know what i mean) kinda (he saved an entire city which isn't why he's relatable it's the growing into your own person thing) he was also bullied for having two tails before he met sonic. sonic saved him from his bullies which is how they met 👍 he is literally me"
Jonathan Sims (The Magnus Archives)
"- emotionally repressed - socially awkward - ace"
Ford Prefect (The Hitchhiker’s guide to the Galaxy)
"he’s very trans and autistic coded at least in my mind, and he has the fashion sense of a loser transmasc lesbian. he cracks stupid jokes all the time, changes the subject with absolutely no warning, he’s simultaneously the most likable and most annoying character in the book, he’s so me"
Shaun Murphy (The Good Doctor)
"My brother got me into The Good Doctor. The only difference between my personality and Shaun's personality is my crippling social anxiety. I'm completely serious, my behavior when prior to developing social anxiety was identical to Shaun's (by which I mean I once shouted "I'm sharpening my pencil" in second grade completely unprovoked because I had no concept of it being socially inappropriate). Genuinely if I didn't have social anxiety, I would constantly be in a state of "hes just like me fr" and it would make complete sense to anyone who knows me and also watches The Good Doctor. Also keeping notes on flirting and keeping track of when people are flirting with each other around your workplace, which is a hospital, is a massive mood. That whole thing is basically him going around to colleagues and saying "this colleague was flirting with you! :D" and refusing to elaborate, then leaving. I love it and if I wasn't terrified of judgement I'd do the same thing."
Sonic (Sonic The Hedgehog Franchise)
"Transgender. To me. Also very sarcastic. Idk how to explain, my brain is too smooth and he just me"
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tepkunset · 1 year
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Top Surgery Journey Part 1
16 was the worst age of my life. My mother was diagnosed with stage-three breast cancer. We were evicted from our house and had to move again, this time to a shitty thin-walled apartment with drug-dealers for neighbours. I was half-way through my first year of high school, where I was bulled for what might as well have been a glowing neon “I have autism” sign strapped to my back. And I realized I liked girls—that terrified me almost as much as the threat of losing my mom.
My father used to tell me and my brother that the two things we were not allowed to be were gay or clergy. He said things like “all gay people should be put on an island” – your typical homophobic rhetoric. As an autistic child, I took him literally, and thought that if I was gay, he would discard me on an island to die. Living in Nova Scotia, it’s not like there’s a lack of islands around where he could have done so, in my mind. That probably sounds ridiculous to read if you’re neurotypical, but it’s what I genuinely thought at the time.
It wasn’t until my early 20’s that I started coming out to people as liking women. By that time my parents had divorced and I started looking after my mother and brother. I became more accepting of my sexuality, especially thanks to the encouragement from online queer spaces. And when I became more accepting of my sexuality, I started to question my gender as well. There were so many things that trans/non-binary people spoke of that I could identify within myself; things I never questioned before, or just assumed everyone felt that way. It prompted me to think about all the things that made me feel outside of my gender growing up, such as the intense jealousy I felt over my mother’s double mastectomy.
I know, right? It’s true though. She survived cancer, and all I could think of was how much I wished I could be rid of my breasts, too.
I was late in puberty. It didn’t start to hit until about age 15, so I was very new to the developing breasts I hated so very much, at the same time my mother was getting rid of hers. But when they came, they came in heavy. I was genetically cursed with a large chest, and it made shopping suddenly a nightmare for me, because I preferred the men’s section. I started the habit of buying clothing twice my size to hide my body. I hated looking at myself in the mirror, because I felt disgusted with what I saw at best, or like I didn’t want a body at all at worst. I stopped going swimming; something I used to enjoy. Despite my family history, I never did breast exams because I couldn’t stand to think about them in such detail. One of the reasons I hate exercise in general is because I hate the sensation of my breasts moving so much, even when packed in sports bras. All because I know now, having been professionally diagnosed over a decade later, I have gender dysphoria.
(Insert here a reminder that not all transgender people have gender dysphoria, and that doesn’t make them any less trans. I am purely speaking about my own experiences!)
It’s only been a few years that I’ve opened up about my nonconformity to the western gender binary to the people I know in real life. Most of my close co-workers are 50+ years old cishet white women, who while mean well, are quite ignorant of gender diversity. I’ve been fortunate to only have to deal with one co-worker who did not respond well to my request to stop calling me “yes missy”, “yes girl”, “yes ma’am”, insisting it was just what they were taught from their generation and that I needed to respect that. But my manager has been very supportive, and made it very clear that it’s expected I be treated with respect, too. (She also added a rainbow flag to her email signature with the line “I respect inclusion”, which I thought was cute.)
My top surgery is two weeks away now, and I’m so excited to get it done that I think about it before bed every night. Knowing that soon I will be going to sleep on a table and then waking up with a flat chest is thrilling. Thinking about how much this is going to change my life is thrilling. I have worries about the surgery itself of course—I’ve only been under anaesthesia once when I was very little; too little to remember. I’ve never been on high pain-killers before. I worry about the drainage tubes and looking after them. But I figure these concerns are probably very normal, and I have to remind myself that people every day are going through the same surgery I’m about to go through. The surgeon who will be operating on me has almost two decades of experience. The clinic I’m going to in Montréal has a good reputation, from what I’ve been able to hear from others. There’s reason to believe things will go well.
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catcinnabunbun56-blog · 5 months
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I remember my old school friends reaction to me saying i was a femboy. He asked how i could be one because (and he proceeded to say something along the lines of) "how can you be one? You don't have a penis. Girls can't be femboys"....
Mind you, he was well aware im transgender. I think people genuinely get caught up in gender essentialsm and assigning people based on their most basic genetalia that literally anyone out side of their expectations or attraction is discarded.
This friend was very into femboys with strictly "male" bodies (didn't help most femboy art he liked was of white small skinny men. I am a chubby, curvy, heavy chested black transmasc...yeah...) which meant i was not apart of his ideal image.
I hate the way american history, culture, religious ideals (Christianity particularly for its massive affect and shape of the modern U.S. and common confliction with human sexes being midol, gender, queerness, etc.) and patriarchy has allowed people to look at strangers and need to define the most intimate parts of them by what genitials you think they have. I think that really contributed to why my friend couldn't fathom me a femboy. My body isn't what he expects. And i know this type of view leaves me and other trans, intersex or just different bodies in the dust.
For example, even having a "female" body im not typical in health. Hormonal hell left me with tits so huge that i might genuinely need to size down for my health if they keep growing, a period that dissapeared in 8th grade and rarely makes guest appearences, a near absent fertility and a body that takes all my fat and pours it into my tits, tummy or thighs. Im no typical "woman", im not typical "transmasc", hell i don't even wanna be considered a trans man all that much. I think people are better off being treated as unique balls of flesh. Even medically where grouping is vital, you dont need to treat people as essentially this or that when it comes to their identity or personality. Body does shape mind, but mind comes before body when it come to how we respect others.
To me, trans and intersex bodies are holy things that remind me im not alone. And it hurts when others wish to forget those bodies exist. I just think its interesting how easily my friend dropped my existence when i wasn't what he expected me to be.
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turtle-bun · 10 months
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Actual things said between me and my brothers as TMNT quotes Pt2: TMNT bois see Across the Spiderverse!
((SPOILERS AHEAD AFTER THE LINE BREAK!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!))
Part 1
Rise!Mikey: *excited stimming and screaming* I WANT THIS MOVIE INJECTED INTO MY VEINS! THE ART WAS SO FUCKING COOL!
Rise!Donnie: *excited stimming but in a monotone voice* I apologize for the person I’m going to become now because this sound track is now my entire personality.
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12!Mikey: See Across the Spiderverse is so good and is also a huge middle finger to Marvel comics for all the shit they’re putting my boi Spidey through!
12!Leo: Oh yeah, one hundred percent! This movie feels more like how Spiderman is then the actual comics as of late!
12!Mikey: See Marvel! Spiderman can be fucking happy for once!
12!Leo: *chuckling* You got beef with Marvel?
12!Mikey: *riled up* Oh I got so much fucking beef with Marvel! Talking bout how “either Peter Parker’s happy or Spiderman is happy. One always has to be fucked over.” Like get out of here with that bullshit! You saw how happy Peter B. Parker was with Mayday and he’s still Spiderman? FUCK YOU MARVEL IT CAN WORK! PUT ME IN THE GODDAMN WRITTERS ROOM!
12!Leo: *laughing* You think you can write better?
12!Mikey: My 10k word Spiderman fanfic on ao3 with over six thousands kudos begs to differ! SQUARE THE FUCK UP MARVEL!
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03!Raph: I am so fucking glad they didn’t have a love triangle in this movie. Honest to god I was like lowkey worried about that.
03!Mikey: Oh yeah, for sure. Thank god Hobie was actually cool.
03!Raph: He was so FUCKING cool! Oh my god! Like I know everyone and their mother was fawning over Miguel but honestly I could give less of a shit about him cuz FUCKING SPIDER PUNK! HOLY SHIT!
03!Mikey: *laughing* Is this a “I don’t know if I wanna date him or be him” kind of situation?
03!Raph: It’s a: “I don’t know if I want to slow dance with him at prom or steal his entire gender” type of situation!
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Bay!Mikey: You guys been hearing this bull shit some people are saying about Spiderverse?
Bay!Donnie: *groaning* Don’t fucking remind me. People are stupid and it’s all over my fucking TikTok and Twitter!
Bay!Leo: Which one? The pissy conservatives complaining about “forced diversity” and “woke” culture? The extreme leftists making it about racism when that literally was NOT the point of the fucking movie? Or is it the transphobes bitching at the mere INSINUATION that Gwen Stacy could actually be trans? LIKE AND IF SHE FUCKING IS?! WHAT THEN CUNT?!
Bay!Raph: You know what? Fuck it! Piss them off even more and in the next movie just full on fucking say it! They can’t handle subtlety so might as well throw it in their faces since they’re complaining about it so much!
Bay!Mikey: Shit, I mean Miles is bi in the comics, he can come out as well!
Bay!Donnie: *super serious voice* Hello Miles Morales, who is bisexual and my love interest, I, Gwen Stacey, am a transgender woman!
Bay!Mikey: *T posing* Omg, Gwen Stacey, who is a transgender woman and my love interest, I, Miles Morales, who is bisexual, appreciate your willingness to trust me enough to share these private conversations with me even though you have absolutely no obligation to do so!
Bay!Leo: *absolutely losing his shit* Oh god it’s like it’s being written by a fucking AI!
Bay!Raph: The first 10 minutes of the movie are them fixing up the dimensional bull shit, then the rest of it is group therapy and coming out stories!
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87!Leo: *crying, sobbing, screaming*
87!Mikey: How did you NOT know it was a two parter? It said it at the beginning of the movie!
87!Leo: EXCUSE ME FOR GETTING ENGROSSED IN THE SPECTICAL OF EVERYTHING!!!
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olreid · 2 years
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Ok. What do u think chapter 26 meant??? I love it SOOO much even though al the fae creatures didn’t make much sense to me
i mean i dont have a definitive reading of what was actually going on due to ive never been a particularly close reader of the mechanics of trc lore but i just love what it does for ronan's arc. ronan was a child who was told that what he was was secret, which he took to mean bad. blue voice i could say you're evil because you can take things out of your dreams; ronan voice yeah, you could. he grew up thinking he was the only one; he grew up wondering what was wrong with him. please god what am i tell me what i am, et cetera.
while i'm not generally a huge fan of tdt's broadened scope, one of its side effects is the picture it gives us of a world that is actually full of dreamers and dreams and dreamt things. the lynch family is not unique in this way, as we are given to believe in the first series; there is a place underneath the world that ronan feels is killing him - the world of high school and college and stable employment - and in that other place he is not an aberration or a devil or a mistake. it is this place that ronan is able to access in this particular dream, and while it's a dream he's had since childhood, it is greywaren (book)'s explanation of exactly what ronan is and how he came to be born that makes me read this dream not just as a childhood fantasy but as a memory of a real place where he likely lived before being shaped into a son of the lynch family. i read the fae creatures that populate the barns in this chapter as some of the same entities that urge ronan to come home to wherever the greywaren came from when he's deciding whether or not to become human again. (i suppose that's a reading some could disagree with but honestly, whether this place is the "other place" niall and mór came to know or whether it originates in ronan's imagination doesn't really matter: as bryde teaches ronan, we make reality. for ronan there exists a place that is filled to the brim with people like him, and whether it exists because he used to live there or because he can imagine it is sort of irrelevant.)
i honestly also read this chapter as deeply transgender due to what i personally bring to the text; there is a deep loneliness to ronan that obviously comes from the grief of losing niall and by extension the rest of his family, but there is also a more deep-seated, more existential loneliness that comes when you think you are the first of your kind, when you believe yourself to be wrong or twisted or broken in a way no one has ever been before. conversely, there is a specific kind of joy that comes with the discovery that not only are you not the first, you are one of many, that those who are like you love being that way, that there is a place you can go where you can lose yourself in a crowd. it is that joy ronan experiences in this chapter: "how exceptional all these guests were! they were dressed in all manners and they were all races and ages and genders and sizes. some of them did not seem to be human [...] his heart burst with gladness. gladness and relief. thank goodness, he thought in the dream."
i'm literally so sorry for what im about to do but it genuinely does remind me of the ending of wild geese:
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he has a place in the family of things. he can see himself in others. he is not alone in the world. thank god!!!
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jacksfandomrandom · 5 months
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I made a Trans Sheik oneshot. I love the legend of Zelda and Sheik/Zelda gave me trans vibes from Oot. This oneshot is an Au where Link wasn't sent back to his childhood.
A couple months after Hyrule was saved and Link had a place at the castle, Zelda looked over the balcony in her room. Even though she almost died multiple times, she couldn't help but feel like she missed those days. Running around in masculine clothes and going by ‘Sheik’ brought her serotonin. She wanted to fight and be manly, like Link. However, she couldn't do that now. She had to help the civilization by being the princess. 
Her father didn't help much either. He always reminded her how princesses didn't fight. He got her more dresses which she didn't exactly enjoy. Yeah, skirts were cool, but the long and pink dresses made her want to vomit. She'd much rather wear a blue or navy tunic.
Impa walked into the room and saw the princess looking over hyrule from her balcony. She could tell something was up. The girl had been through a lot of trauma after being kidnapped.
“Good afternoon, princess Zelda,” She greeted her. Zelda winced at that title and name.
“Is something wrong?” Impa asked, leaning her elbows on the concrete bars. She was a fairly chill assistant/bodyguard. When Zelda was younger, she was sort of a parental figure towards her too. 
“Have you ever wanted to be someone different?” Zelda asked.
Impa was a bit shocked at this. I mean, she was a literal princess. Almost everyone would want that. But she answered a bit truthfully.
“Sure, sometimes I want to be a knight but I'm here, and I gotta deal with it,” she replied.
“No, I mean, have you ever wanted to be… a boy?” Zelda nervously said.
“Well yeah, being a boy has perks,” 
“No! You don't get it. I want to be sheik again…” Zelda admitted. Impa then realized what she was talking about.
“Oh,” she said in shock. She knew Zelda enjoyed doing that but always thought she was just a tomboy. 
“I- I don't know why I feel like this…” Zelda covered their face with their hands, tears slowly falling.
“Hon, I think I know what's going on,” Impa explained. 
“Y-you do?”
“Yeah, I think you might be trans.” She said.
Zelda uncovered her face and looked at her confused.
“Trans?”
Impa was a bit weirded out that they didn't know about that. They were 16. She then remembered how sheltered they were. The king wanted them to be perfect and normal and sheltered them from many things.
“So basically, Transgender means that your gender is different from what you were assigned at birth. Like, if you feel like you were born in the wrong body, it's a big possibility you're trans. But don't fully trust me in this stuff. I'm just a lesbian,” Impa told them
“So am I a boy?” 
“Do you want to be one?”
“Yes!” they said with enthusiasm.
“Then I guess you are, Sheik,” Impa smiled over to them. Sheik beamed at that name. They liked it a lot.
“What kind of pronouns do you want to use?” Impa asked. This started a new explanation. But after Sheik finally understood, he answered.
“He and They, please” 
“Alright. Welp, that's good to know. I'm glad I can help you out. I should get back to work though. I’ll give ya a haircut later. See ya, Prince Sheik,” Impa waved as she left. Sheik felt a massive amount of serotonin. It felt so good to be called ‘prince’. Hopefully, that haircut would be soon. Nonetheless, Sheik felt extremely good that he now knew what he was.
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hollerite · 6 months
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My Pinned Post thing!
I don't usually do introductions, but I think I'll make one here just for the fun of it.
1: My name is private, but I go by Hollerite on the internet. You can call me Holly for short, or any other nickname you want I don't mind. 2: I am a straight transgender woman. She/her pronouns, Terfs and other transphobes DNI. Otherwise, I don't really care who interacts with my stuff.
3: I'm a Vtuber! I Stream on Twitch at https://www.twitch.tv/hollerite! I've been really struggling lately, so I'd really appreciate it if you guys gave me a follow. Mostly play Limbus Company and Bloons TD6, but also whatever other random games I feel like, and love taking suggestions. 4: Fanbases I'm in are:
All 3 project moon games!
Five Nights at Freddys
Undertale/Deltarune
One Piece
Lisa the Painful RPG(Not really much anymore, but I might still reblog some fanart)
Portal 2
Warhammer 40K, but basically only the stuff about the Necrons and Adeptus Mechanicus.
Oneshot
Maybe Reverse 1999? Literally just came out but seems fun so far
Markiplier Ig? I just watch his videos, not actively in his fanbase, but he's my favorite YouTuber.
But Really I'll probably be posting 90% about Project moon, that's my big obsession right now.
5: Other interests I have:
Robotics, which is for totally normal and not at all horny reasons(I will be hornyposting about robots, it is 100% genuine I love all of them so much)
Prosthetics, for similar reasons
Space travel, for not horny reasons
Data archival and media preservation! This is something I do pretty regularly, so if anyone has some lost/endangered media they want to see preserved, Let me know and I'll add it to my archives! Especially dedicated to preserving old Soviet media, that's fascinating to me. I also have full copies of Wonderlab and Unus Annus if anyone wants them.
Writing! I do at least some of it literally every single day for almost 3 years now, and pretty close to the end of my biggest story ever, at around 100K words. Will sometimes tag posts with stuff that reminds me of my characters, that's mostly for the few people on here who have read my stuff, but I'll happily talk about it if anyone curious.
Thats basically my deal, lemmie know if I missed anything I'm very new to tumbling. Will update this as things change
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myhotel-year · 11 months
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TONIGHT'S MOVIE: Ready Player One
this is a series where i am watching a movie and want to tell people things out loud but i'm alone or told to shut up irl
THOUGHTS:
very my dad coded, "the 80s were peak in all human history and time" and i'm suspect of that, but they all seem harmless
you can WIN by knowing TRIVIA this man was autistic
he is also autistic coded and it's a bit obvious but i love him
i refuse to ever believe the true nerds would ever EVER work w the bad guys
just because they're corporate. one thing men learned to do in the 80s was to "stick it to the man"
secretary lady said "sir these are children. grow up" and she was RIGHT lmao ur nemesis is 11
i would have loved this at 12 years old /affectionate
Artemis is a GOD
omfG THEY KEPT H'S CHARACTER
my fellow nerds!! we must unionise to to keep our nerd-dom free and equal
i need Fred voice man to secretly switch sides
i was always a fantasy mythology latin theater arts nerd autistic growing up not the scifi star wars star trek science math boy nerd autistic
but i see you, i understand
ok maybe making a religion out of your game and having a singular popular voted leader is more of a "democracy wins" rather than communism but it's going in the right direction
ong they're playing a game while evil secretary is like "i can just kill these children irl, then they die in the game"
ok maybe i'm just attracted to Nerd Freaks,
AND the fact that the kids are fighting where dying in game doesn't mean dying irl
but the corporate bad guys are going the kill irl to kill in game method, it's really telling
THE IRON GIANT AND THE 80S VOLTRON
as a transgender person, i recognize a love for the customization of characters that videogames give
prostate cancer medicine ad
(side note all the bad side effects literally describe most of my chronic pain wow cancer sucks)
fuck my new cart hits so hard
IT'S NOT ABOUT WINNING IT'S ABOUT PLAYING
fuck i hate bad guys, they're so hateable
i really son't understand the mechanics of how moving/hitting works in this videogame vs real life shit
hank green's book did it better
HA BOSS GUY GOT KICKED IN THE BALLS
this is what you get for making weird sex toys out of cool vr stuff
THE QUARTER I AM SOBBING
maybe everything i watch is good because i'm high not the other way around
either way i am having more fun consuming media than i ever have this makes me so happy
NINJAS DON'T HUG
i love that he's aware of the real world and the videogame at the same time
stick it to the karens these days
the first easter egg ever in video game history 😭
mans doxxing himself to get irl help, THAT is reaching out to your community
the nerds being happy
being completely poor again to get the prize, the american dream
also the orphan inheriting from the Wise Old Man, MUAH an underappreciated trope
the final test and the MOST AUTISTIC MAN I'VE EVER SEEN I LOVE HIM
YES THE MOB SHOULD KILL HIM
a true mob would never be intimidated by force
oh man jeeze that guy is my dad (the autistic one)
THE GAMERS WOULD NEVER BOW TO THE POLICE WTF
MR MAGORIUMS MAGIC EMPORIUM that's what it reminds me of
bro, i will join the punk rock rebellion in a minute, first i have to kiss a girl
oh man H is my fucking fav can i kiss u
technically she's a lesbian in canon but it's purely out of Respect
awwww they created a democratic government for the videogame
"there's no rule against losing a bet to a cheeky kid"
tuesdays and thursdays are for making out with girlfriends
CONCLUSION:
maybe Spielberg movies are for those kids who went to video game unreality when i went to book unreality, it hits the right buttons
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deerinstinct · 15 days
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Ok so my insane posts two nights ago were about this. THE BIG ALKAKUREI FINALE EVENT. As you can hear here it made me feel dizzy. I’m so so excited because the premise of having them swap leaders means soooooo much potential for interactions I’m so thrilled. If the name is a reference to the movie that makes it so transgender to be honest I’m sure Matrix is a word that existed before The Matrix though. The expressions here are so good I feel crazy. The leader-swap is SUCH a good premise. The outfits… aaah… so good.
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The matching Amagi 5☆ of my dreams… I knew they’d be the 5☆, but I didn’t expect them to match!!!!! (>_<。) I feel crazy. Something about the art direction for all of these cards is also just very very good.
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Ai-chan is one of the 5☆ which I was hoping for i’m sooo excited. I wonder what exactly she means, by “why did you have to change like that?” After all, they are narrative foils and have so much substance in the main story, especially with how Aira essentially served as his saviour in a sense; reminded him what truly matters. She is like if Rinne were untainted, if he had been saved before it was too late, if his love for idols remained pure. It could be something silly though, but for videos like these the quotes don’t match the CGS, & the CG IS SO SILLY. She wants Hiro-kun back so badly. I understand why she would be against the unit leader swap literally calling herself an anti but I am excited to see what will come from it.
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For Mayoi & Rinne too, with their seemingly matching CGS & discussion of the Amagi village. Which, since HiMERU is on a bus, it would be exciting if they go to their hometown, but I am afraid of how they will handle it if that is the case—their track record has been… not good. Not egregious, but bad. So I am nervous, since people say this. I hope there will be no micro aggressions from the cast for 0 reason, sad as it is to have to say. It is realistic ignorance, but it doesn’t hold value at all, and there are real people with ainu blood who play the game. To anyone, really, it is uncomfortable to experience. The story itself is already rather anti-indigenous in it’s messages of them being backwards & something to escape from. But… I won’t be a pessimist because of it. They could be normal. In fact, it could even be sweet...
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There is so much potential for growth… it’s so brilliant. I’m excited, I am keeping my hopes up for this event. Despite the value of !! Era being lesser at times for preexisting units, & the fact they could have done better for the new units it brought to the table in the last 4 years, I’ve found everything so interesting nonetheless… the main story, the side pieces to go with it, obbligato, it is good. Speaking of obbligato; as I had said on twitter, “I’m actually really glad there seems to be no Kaname action because I would much rather it have been in a different big event or Crazy:B specific event to give him the focus he deserves & make it hurt more since there’s already so many characters to give focus to in alkakurei.” Some may not agree with this, but I love Kaname, and I am crazy. So I want it to be done right, for this reason, even if others would take any sliver they can get. I simply do not agree.
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I am still very happy with HiMERU’s 5☆. In love with it. Unfortunately he looks very cute, like a beautiful woman of some sort, with a cute tiny little blue sticker on his laptop that looks just like Kanamy…?! One may say Kohaku gave it to him. But he has eyed cute things in the past, in a store. His expression in the bloomed is very beautiful… it looks very authentic, not like the role of HiMERU he plays, but something more real from the depths of his soul. The Tojou within him, something unnamed yet real.
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I really love this Tatsumi card because he’s like we’ll resolve everything like we always do while looking so very frazzled. Distressed. I love when handsome young men are distressed. Things are happening to him, and he still sits so politely, so lady-like. It is wonderful. Tatsumimi.
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I don’t think I’ve ever seen Kohaku smile so wide. It’s so Mamaful, isn’t it? And who he is talking to is most definitely Hiiro, someone he had no connection to other than through his friends. It’s exciting.
AND THEN THE MV DROPPED IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING THIS & I SQUEALED. NIKI & TATSUMI DUET. AMAGI HUG IN REALTIME. Aichan exuding her adorableness onstage like no other. The kohaku aichan highfive. The part with the lanterns and the shutting off of the artificial lighting, their stage illuminated with the love of their fans, the sweat dripping down their faces, the emotions in the songs! It’s amazing. It really killed me. I was not disappointed for a second. Mayoi, HiMERU, everyone else, were very cute. Aaahuuhhh…
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walks-the-ages · 1 year
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I am once again forcibly reminded of how people will complain that "Tumblr is too American centric! Why does everyone care about what's happening in America so much??? Why isn't every talking about X in Y country????"
1) if you're not American and all you see on your dash is American politics, maybe don't follow so many Americans, and look for more people from your own country to follow so you can see your local news and political commentary as well
2) literally just under half of tumblr's users are American out of all global users. And shocker! We care about the shit show our country is, so we talk about it!
We have to live in the reality where the Speaker of the House isn't elected until they've tried 14 Timex to get the die hard Trumpers to vote along with their party.
We have to live in the reality where 4 people can fuck up the political process to such an extent that literally no laws can be passed until they've been forced to cooperate (and only after it almost come to physical blows)
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[ID: a sideways bar graph, labeled in bold with "Regional distribution of Desktop traffic to tumblr.com as of May 2022, by country"
with the categories listed from top to bottom as United States, United Kingdom, Canada, Australia, Germany.
The United States has 46.37%
The United Kingdom has 5.94%
Canada has 5.07%
Australia has 3.2%
Germany has 3.1%
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To combine the 4 other countries out of the top 5, the United States makes up 46.37% of users compared to 17.31% percent of users with UK, Canada, Australia, and Germany combined.
That leaves 36.32% to be split across smaller single percentages across the other 190 countries in the world.
If you have news that is important, you can post it without guilt tripping people and blaming random Americans for not being 110% aware of what's going on in other countries when we can barely keep up with the shit show going on in our own.
Want an example of just what we're dealing with?
11 out of 50 states are introducing anti-trans bills in just the first week of January
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obscureashe · 1 year
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Heylo here! I came here for the valentine special (HELPP)
I’m Joey, he/him pronouns, transgender lithromantic, leo, adhd (self-diagnosed but for a good reason)
PERSONALITY: im a pretty chill and easygoing person, i like to rant about my interests a lot and I’m pretty good achiever im very focused but im also pretty lazy person when i feel burnt out, i prefer to be alone when working but then i would really want to work with others, i don’t talk a lot and im very bad at communicating and I’m scared that Ill say something wrong and get weird looks, im more like a person who has a Ena Shinonome Personality but anyways I also like to make sexual jokes when im completely comfortable when im with a person, at first I am a very Awkward person so I would probably have to get to know the person a little more before I can be myself around them
I have severe anxiety so it’s hard for me to feel like im normal because I feel like people judge me for being me. I’m afraid of what they think about me when they see me or talk to me. I do not like rude people at ALL. I am a very kind person and when someone starts being rude to me I throw hurtful insults that I don’t mean because they made me snap so I don’t know how to control myself afterwards. Also I don’t know how to comfort people. I just don’t know how and I’m afraid I’ll mess up and make them feel worse.
LIKES:
I love the color black a lot. Including with other darker colors. And I do like lighter colors like blue, green, red, yellow, etc, I like romance and dark genre’s, i love reading manga/books and watching stuff too, and I absolutely love music i wouldn’t know what to do with my life if there wasn’t music, i also like theater and musicals, i also love gaming a lot bc I have a lot of games, i like rhythm games the most, i also love lemon demon/neil cicierega in general, i love being with my online/irl friends a lot, i love hotels too and I like eating bread and my favorite animal is a shark, im also a goth/medalhead! and i play the electric guitar everyday
DISLIKES:
negitive mentions of my voice, comparing me to people/saying stuff like "you remind me of ____", also spiders like good god no. i dislike very rude people, hot weather, talking on the phone and I think that’s it.
also im on with pretty much anyone romantically and platonically as well, so just have fun with this request :) thank you!
I honestly love your request ♡ so thanks for sending me one! + you're the first one without a preference too!
For your platonic match up, I'm pairing you with. . .
Gyomei Himejima »
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There's nothing wrong you can say to him, and its fine if you're bad at communication or talking. He's fine with silence while you hang out, and he always seems to know what you mean anyway
not an ounce of judgement in his body
like if you don't want to, he'll just talk about anything until you're comfortable, or do the opposite and listen to you if you needed to vent to him
for someone who's 7'2 and intimidating to look at, he's the complete opposite and so understanding
he's always genuine, honest and kind
he doesn't compliment much, so when he does you can be sure he means it, especially your taste and talent in music
he loves listening to you're interests and day by the way. hearing you speak so passionately about the things you love makes him smile
And for your romantic match up, I'm pairing you with. . .
Mitsuri Kanroji »
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would also be a great friend first, and she's friendly to everyone
she's honest and very open about how she feels, so there's literally nothing she can hide from you
(if you wanted or worried about what she thought of you she'd tell you, regardless)
she loves everyone. and your preference not to talk is nothing short of p e r f e c t i o n to her. she thinks its adorable beyond belief.
honestly, in a relationship with you she's always giddy and smiling about everything
mitsuri and sexual jokes would have her crying with laughter + red with embarrassment
she compliments everyone in her head, and being her partner isn't an exception
she can't lie either, so every single compliment she gives you she means with her whole heart
adores your art and goth music
gushes at you when you're drawing or playing your electric guitar (she loves western things, and it would be so new and exciting!)
borrowing her romance books
and seeing a musical with her would be such a lovely date idea
she'd ask you out to dinner, either afterwards or for a first date
and she's a great cook! would probably sneak in snacks to you while you were busy or playing games
its never boring with her around either, with her bubbly personality and clumsiness, i'm sure you'd always have something to do
she loves planting little butterfly kisses to the tip of your nose + especially your lips
hugs and hand holding too ♡ (will squish you pretty hard so be warned)
you'll probably hear 'i love you' from her everyday
imagining the two of you dancing together is ♡
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there you go! thank you again and i hope you liked your match up! + i think mitsuri would hate spiders too (same), so i'm pretty sure between you and mitsuri, a spider would win
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