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[crazy circus] vol 6: fred - track eight
8; a strange power
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[00:12] Good work today.
I’ll help you hang the laundry up.
I asked you to wash everything we weren’t using at once.
It must be hard to do it all alone.
No, it’s nothing.
It’s just… Hanging out the washing together like this…
It’s almost like we’re a couple.
Did that surprise you?
You’re so very cute.
Oh?
What happened to those clothes over there?
I see…
You dropped a lot of them, it seems.
You weren’t yourself during the ticket collection yesterday, either.
Sometimes you missed what the customers were saying…
And you dropped a few tickets too…
You don’t need to apologise.
But… What exactly did you dream about this time?
[01:36] Another dream about my diary?
And you think you might be the girl I mentioned, don’t you?
I see…
Well, seeing as you already know…
I’ll tell you.
Just as you said, I knew about you before you even came; I saw you in a dream.
I have the same power as you, after all.
By power I mean those strange dreams…
I see them a lot less now than I used to…
But people with strange powers have always lived in this world.
There are many different powers.
Ours is the ability to control our dreams and the dreams of others.
We can peak into the dreams and the past - even the hearts - of others in our dreams.
The dreams you’ve been having since you came here make sense if you think about it that way, don’t they?
That doesn’t make it any easier to accept, does it?
That’s why I decided to merely talk about the dreams you had with you.
I’m glad you opened up to me.
It’s dangerous to carry this power alone.
I told you before that my father died as if following my mother, didn’t I?
The truth is…
My parents had the same powers.
My father died because of it…
He couldn’t accept my mother’s death and grew depressed.
Every night in his dreams, he would search for her.
Eventually, he stopped waking from these dreams.
If you misuse your powers, you’ll end up just like him.
It's okay.
I won’t let that happen to you.
That’s why I made you join our circus.
Of course, you finding out our secret was also a reason.
But the largest one was because I wanted to help you.
Yes, what is it?
[05:06] I’m sorry.
I don’t know how to get rid of this power either.
Don’t look so upset.
If you learn how to control it, you won’t see people’s dreams against your will anymore.
It’s even useful, if you can use it well.
You can put an attacking lion to sleep in a second.
You can invite it right into the world of dreams.
Or something like that…
#sorry updates have been awful lately work has been crazy#im planning a vacation in july so it might get even worse...#im so sorry i really am....#fred arnell#crazy circus#drama cd#Drama CD translation#seventh heaven
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Hi, feel free to take my new uquiz to discover what kind of vampire you are!
#NO IM NOT TALKING ABOUT CHESS THE MUSICAL I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS. I AM TALKING ABOUT THE ANCIENT BOARD GAME:CHESS#uquiz#vampires#twilight#because let's be honest there are a fair few references#and maybe this is my twilight quiz which has been in my drafts for nearly a year!#and i was tired of it sitting there#maybe!#quiz#werewolves#mention#you can get human in this im really sorry#it's a bit of a mean result#oh if anyone has an actual picture of the vampire that killed dean winchester please send it along#i could not find it with a cursory google search but i rememeber he wore a clown mask#so maybe one of those guys is the guy?
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honestly no wonder harrow forced ianthe to lobotomize her so she could save gideon. listen…LISTEN…if i was a secret-war-crime cult nunlet princess worshipped by my entire planet and the only person that (barely) kept me in check was my childhood nemesis—a butch a year older than me, towering over me in stature and physical prowess, and so hot it made my teeth hurt from how hard my jaw clenched in her presence, who wielded a two-handed seven-foot sword and had irritatingly huge biceps and told very lewd stupid jokes and also learned how to wield an entirely new weapon and be my bodyguard with startling accuracy in three months—only to have us finally learn to trust each other because we got invited to a magic murder mystery and then before the bubble burst i spilled the worst secret about myself that i was born because my parents murdered an entire generation and tried to Kill Her along with them and she just wouldnt die, and i told her this expecting a swift death i believed i deserved, only for her to fucking cradle me in her big butch arms and kiss me on my forehead with her soft butch mouth and just. forgive me for a shameful weight ive carried my entire life and then MAKE AN ACTUAL NECRO/CAV VOW with me despite every evil thing i have done to her……to have her tell me, in the end, bleeding and broken after putting up the most beautiful and glorious fight of her life, that she understands purpose and she understands duty and she knows loyalty more fiercely than ever now, that she knows who she is to me, that there is no her without me….to have her backed into a corner and make the ultimate sacrifice…..for me…..to recite scriptural wedding vows of eternity to me in her last wisps of soul-consciousness…..if i thought there was even a snowflake’s chance in the pyre that i could save her by turning myself into her very own locked tomb, i’d be begging ianthe tridentweirdius to crack my skull open and turn me to mush too, goddamn. i understand you harrowhark girl you don’t have to explain a thing to me. god said you couldn’t undo the lyctor’s bond bc it’d kill you. you told god and his angels that not even a lyctor’s bond could outshine the power of female spite and lesbianism and they didn’t listen. they didn’t believe you. but i heard you loud and clear and i was 17 and hormonal and hopelessly romantic not too long ago unlike those fucking dinosaurs and i’m saying it’s valid it’s what i would have done and really everyone should be thanking you for not being worse and more wretched about it, all things considered
#i think about gideon nav every day#she makes me want to eat drywall#shes so jesus shes so her own thing shes so god and savior It Is Finished divinity of love and sacrifice#honestly so much of harrow is so so relatable to me shes so real for everything she does#her little griddlehark meetcute au her little divine highness au#ive already waxed poetic about the harrow nova au#sorry to keep waxing poetic about this but i really am rotted about them#like im going insane. tamsyn muir when i get you tamsyn when i catch you#griddlehark#tlt spoilers#harrowhark nonagesimus#i am you as you are me we are one and two and two and one#i cannot conceive of a universe without you.#should i forget you let my right hand also be forgotten; add more also. if aught but death part me and thee.#I FELL INTO THE WATER AND NOW IM FREE
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Despite everything, it's still you.
#kieran#pokemon#sorry i know this is badly formatted but i only really made it for personal reasons but then thought hey maybe someone else might need this#yes im sorry the first image having a different outfit bugs me so much but it's the only one i had in my screenshots with that expression#why am i even saying sorry JUST TAKE THIS IF YOU LIKE IT and if you don't... bye#hello if you're reading the tags
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snowzone
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls john dory#trolls bruce#trolls clay#trolls floyd#trolls branch#brozone#kinda missing the snow#while I'm glad it's not so cold anymore; I am not looking forward to how hot it gets#their sleds are walnut shells!! would a walnut shell make a good sled? probably not but it's cute so... walnut sled!#wanted to give bitty b one of those baby cow earmuffs and it spiraled to this lol#also saw some panels of dungeon meshi where young elves where these hats. truly inspired#haven't read/watched it yet but i can tell i would totally love it#I'm thinking of maybe making this my banner? it's like accidentally the correct size#trolls fanart#excuse the messiness#my art <3#trolls band together#i have another snowzone drawing but im not really vibing with it.#thinking of maybe posting those discarded sketches under like... a scrapyard tag#there's only like 2 sketches so far lol#sorry I haven’t posted some broppy in a bit#been having some trouble with it coming out a little stiff. so I’m thinking that some good old brozone can refresh my system lol
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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saying ‘i love you’ without saying ‘i love you’ dialogue prompts
@celestialwrites for more!
♡ “to me, you are perfect.”
♡ "don't you realise? you are my world."
♡ "you brought me back to life."
♡ "the only way i know how to describe what i feel around you is home. i feel at home."
♡ "it's as if my entire life i have been sinking in a storm and you came and pulled me out."
♡ "you know i stayed for you, and frankly, i don't regret it one bit."
♡ "with the whole of my heart, i believe that together we are infinite."
♡ "i never intend on leaving you. you hear me? never."
♡ "thank you for being the shoulder i always needed, even when you hated me."
♡ "i can't live without you!"
♡ "never leave me, my heart couldn't bear it."
♡ "i've spent my whole life waiting for you."
♡ "consumed in darkness, you darling, were my light."
REBLOG TO SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL WRITERS!!<3
#when i tell you guys im so sorry i haven’t posted much recently - i really am so sorry!!#writing and reading slumps suck and i’ve been so busy#thank you all for your patience !#writing prompts#writing prompt#creative writing#angst prompt#angst writing#writing fluff#fluff prompts#domestic fluff#writing inspiration#story prompt#dialogue prompts#dialogue prompt
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"this is regrettably the best kiss of your life, you understand?"
#that “you understand?” kills me everytime...#i love how high condis voice got during this bit its so fkn funny DHASHGFSFGHASFhg#hi yes have the inevitable ep21 crit kiss piece except i watched ep53 today and am so 😀 im so 😀 damn i m so 😀#i love eps where they just go through so many different gimmick rooms its so fun its so fun when its not so painful 😀#happy valentines too ig#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#jrwi chip#jay ferin#jrwi fish and chips#my art#i had a bit of a meltdown over gill through uhm... 1-3am today and i just hm#sorry to everyone in the mayors QAC uhm im not really sorry but like sorry if you could hear every msg ping uhm yeah#it was like hours of me sobbing to myself in the interests channel and it was really good for my mental health ngl like its really therapeu#-tic to just scream abt a blorbo all night#and i ended up dreaming abt infodumping to one of my brothers friends of all ppl n i got so intense abt how much i love marshall john n my#brother came into the room and dragged his friend out 😭😭😭 i just wanted to ramble abt the himbo pls.....#my walls of tags are so consistent... only consistent thing abt this fkn blog smh.
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is blowing up a volcano after ur first kiss couple goals
#AAAAA I AM SO PROUD OF THIS#for reference i NEVER draw backgrounds#i just whipped this straight outta my ass#and it was SUPER FUN#also i colour theoried the hell out of this one#and i did it all fast and loose so it was not stressful i just had a great time#thats just the power of percabeth i think#anyway ive been thinking abt them a lot#especially annabeth....#to this day i really cant think of any other characters that are booksmart with 2 canon learning disabilities#that really meant the world to me when i was first reading this series!!!#also shes just the bestest ever#one of my main gripes with the show was just that i felt annabeth lost a lot of that dimensionality#leah sava jeffries girl u ate that up but im sorry they didnt give u enough to eat#idk maybe thats just me bc i have such an attachment to annabeth#shes really cool guys#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#pjo#pjo fanart#percabeth fanart#art by cricket
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what if you and your f/o were little cats
#val posting#self shipping community#self ship#f/o community#f/o imagines#i was gonna post this and be like ''me and sparkling'' but thats predictable. so instead im giving it to everyone#BUT STILL. me and sparkling.....#🥂 sparkling<3#ALSO I DONT REMEMBER WHERE I GOT THESE IMAGES if i got them from another selfship post i am sorry my memory is really bad
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KO-FI DONATION DOODLE REQUESTS
I AM VERY NEW TO THIS, I've always managed to handle things myself in my personal life but it's different this time.
I'm pretty nervous doing this because it's hard for me to admit that I need help and ask for it in the first place.
This is temporary as I find financial stability, literally anything would be tremendous help for me.
Thank you for taking your time to read this, for sharing, and for enjoying my art.
#i like want to cry because that how anxious i am about doing this#sorry that this is such a IRL post.. i wanted to keep this blog and UF out of reach of shit like this but it really came down to this#LINK ADDED IM SO … EMBARRASSED
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now, listen........................
#taikko truesona reveal bc im too embarrassed to use me....#I STILL SHIP RAGAPOM IM JUST REALLY CRINGE#last one only exists cuz an irl told me to draw pomni in a maid outfit. id take the bullet for her she cant cook for shit#id go full malewife for her only#coming out as a pomni simp i am so sorry i am so sorry i am so s#taikko art#taikko talks 2 much#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc pomni#pomni
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Cheer Up Tickles >>>>
!!!NSFW/KINK/BLANK/NON-TK BLOGS DNI PLEASE!!!
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((Reblogs give me 🧡motivation and serotonin💜))
MORE TK ART FROM ME???? FINALLY?????? REAL???!!!??!????!?!?!?!?!?
ANYWAY THE LEE!VINCE GRIND DOESN'T STOP 💪💪💪 SHOUTOUT TO MY MOOTS ON DISCORD WHO'VE BEEN CONTINUOUSLY SCREAMING WITH ME ABOUT HIM HAKGNAOFN
Edit: oml how is this post still getting notes 👁👁 (tysm for liking my silly little tk comic about my silly little OCs HSJGJSHFH)
#Anyway proceeds to come back from my grave with a whole ass tk comic heueue im so sorry being a graduating student gets really busy hsjgjsfd#Love how the poses came out with this one#i still have no idea how the head angle of the first page came out decent on the first try. like no joke hsjgjsjgj#but my fav detail of this whole thing is the hand holding at the end jsjgisogisjf like-#hand holding during tickles >>>>>#esp in a platonic sense too (which this one is btw)#basically affection /pos#i am (not) sorry to anyone with ticklish tummies out there 🙏 Just cope with the butterflies and tingles for now okieee? <3 /j#tickle#tickling#tickle art#my art#my ocs#oc tickles#Vince Ticone#Third Satiro#soul squad#i love these two sm your honor i love their dynamic sm they are so precious I hope nothing bad happens to hem#them*#(totally not foreshadowing canon events hahahaha-- 👁👁💦)
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I miss the sun
#i am so done with winter#i also really need to learn how to color because this was such a pain#undertale#undertale fanart#toriel#sans#papyrus#frisk#my art#also sorry to anyone that liked my cool undertale character design im sp freaking inconsistent with drawing them#i can not draw these characters exactly the same ever
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post canon laishuro prelude :>
#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#shuro#laishuro#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#pulling this out of my ass at 3 am im sorry if its weird#woooweee im embarassed sharing this tbh#i never make anything like this b4 idk making dialogue and stuff aaaaa#also 'friends' who fight like them irl have stronger bonds going forward this is fact#toshiro warming up to laios post canon and them understanding each other better /sigh#i need a slow burn fic of them so bad#idk how to put this but#the way toshiro just letting them call him shuro for years really speak volume about how extremely introvert he is#like!?!#bfrrrr dude#he's way too good at bottling shit up#the contrasts between him and laios.... peak fiction imo#p.s my pc crashed 10++ times when im making this i almost lost a page it was terrifying
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HI i’m personally a crutch user and i love scout with crutches but consider
pyro or engie crutch user(s)
im a big enjoyer of my comfort characters being just like me i hope this is ok 👍
Pyro or Engie crutch users? ❌️
Pyro AND Engie crutch users ✅️
Hopefully these cane personalisations don't look too weird?? I have no idea where I was going with Pyro tbh, I think I was trying to make it a mini lighter but kinda failed miserably :')
Edit: FUCK, YOU SAID CRUTCH NOT CANE I'M SO SORRY I GOT IT MIXED UP
#tf2#team fortress two#my art#tf2 pyro#tf2 engineer#mobility aid#disability#canes#cane user#ALSO FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT I AM REALLY BAD AT TRYING TO DESIGN WEAPONS THAT MAKE SENSE SO IM SORRY IF THIS MAKES NO SENSE#plz correct me if the cane designs are incorrecting any way!#THANK U @waltzfantasia for correcting my cane lengths in ny last drawing!!#i looked at the drawings again and tbh u are so right bestie I drew the canes WAY too short#thanks for telling me tho- love you <3#disabilitymercs
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