okay no wait actually the moment in 114 where gillion gets downed again standing next to chip and death ward kicks in like imagining that from chips perspective? horrifying
like, consider-
you think your best friend is dead, but then hes alive and fine and youre so relieved you dont even care about the discrepencies,
and then hes not your best friend and oh gods your best friend might actually be dead because you didnt know to look for him,
and then your best friend is there for real this time but he looks awful he looks a foot in the grave he looks like hes going to keel over any second but hes alive and hes still fighting for you,
and then he gets hit and for one awful horrifying soul-wrenching moment you feel him stumble, crumple, grab your shoulder as he goes down and
hes dead hes dead hes dead hes dead-
but he never hits the floor-
theres a pulse, impossibly, of magic and
his hand tightens in your coat and he uses you to support himself as he pushes himself back up and
i read somewhere on here that fnc is like chip having a crush on an older sibling’s friend or something which i think rewired my neurons,,, like unrequited crush fish and chips is SO…….omg so smart