#im gonna try and not lose my fucking mind while i lay in my bed and try and ignore the sound of the electricity
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i have a headache :(
#i wanna go on a walk but my anxiety is through the roof and my head fucking hurts and i just want to sleep#im so fucking tired#i really want to go out but my fucking head hurts#my fucking head hurts and im so pissed off at everything rn#i need alone timeeeeeeee#i really need alone time#and some quiet#and a shot of tequila tbh#anyways#im gonna try and not lose my fucking mind while i lay in my bed and try and ignore the sound of the electricity#im so fucking done with everything tbh#everything is falling apart atound meeeeeeee#i just fucking hate my body ngl#like to the point where i feel like people would like me more if i was a pile of gore on the ground#idfk#im sorry#im a fucking mess rn...i just want to turn back time or fucking sleep until everything is ok#i would like to be put in a fucking coma please#yk just wake me up after this hell is ove#wake me up when im ok again...wake me up when the world finally gets its shit together so i can get my shit together#i wish life was nicer to me...#im prolly just gonna take a nap and then go on a walk...or ill just rot away in my bed all day...#idfk i just wanna go home...but i am home...i know when i want to go home i usually am longing for comfort and shit you associate with home#but like i just want to go home...home to my brother home to my loving family home to my dogs#yk? like i am home right now but i want the feeling of home back...the feeling of love in a place that is just our own...this place seems...#idfk...almost feels empty...like im in an abandoned house and watching all the memories in this place replay over and over...#i feel like im laying in the rubble of everything...#idfk...im just sad for some reason and i dont fucking know why...#it feels like im a ghost in someones memories of this house...
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May I request a Succubus Reader x Jing Yuan? Like hmmm breaking into his room while he's asleep and just when they thought they had the chance to have the upper hand, he managed to flip the entire situation
🖤 Jing Yuan x F!Reader 🖤
♡ succubus reader + lots of dirty talk + somno + oral m receiving + womb fck
"Ngh...General..." you eagerly licked the arbiter general's cock with love filled eyes while is in deep slumber inside his chambers. You always fantasized him that no matter how many men you sleep with, won't compare to him
"M'want this big cock...inside my cunny mgh...* just sucking him off is enough to make you lose your mind. Womb tattoo glowing and the wetness between your thighs "Want you to hit my womb...and make me take ever drop till...im full of your babies..."
You get on top of him about to enter his cock in your cunt, letting out a relieve sigh and bite your lips to claim your victory to claim him but you feel his rough hands gripped your tail "Sneaky cat" by rough tug on your tail he made your position reverse, now with you laying hopelessly under him
"Always in my goddamn dreams i can't even have a peaceful nap" his rough palm caress your cheek that you feel love but he just slapped you "Little devils like you only think about their cunts. You keep getting on my well loved naps" he gripped your cheeks using his one big hand but you don't feel hurt, only plessure with his rough treatment
"M'naughty please punish me master" Grinding your naked cunt against his manhood like a bitch in heat, he slapped your cunt next
"Devils deserves punishment right" he grin and nibble on your neck, then leaving hickies all over you sure it will turn purple later! "You're fucking dripping all over my bed" another slap on your cunny
"Gonna lick it clean later...please master just breed my womb" everything about you looks so erotic wnd Jing Yuan won't even deny it. He is so turn on
Tight grip on your left hip and his right hand against your womb tattoo, he enters it all the way in "Aaah master....gonna cum already.... gonna squirt all over your perfect body...master!"
"So messy" he let's you squirt all over him and lick off essence that got on his face. Like a mad beast on the loose, he started hammering you on the bed
"Nya...! feel you on my womb...!" his cock bulging on your stomach and he push it down "Ngh aaah...!" you had another hard orgasm that he just laugh
"Trying to challenge me huh little devil? oh i'd like to see who can hold it out longer"
#honkai star rail#hsr#honkai star rail smut#hsr smut#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#jing yuan x reader#jing yuan#jing yuan smut#hsr jing yuan
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BUNNY HANNIE IM GONNA SCREAM!!!
pslplspplsplspls elaborate on ur tags 🙏🙏🙏🙏
love, 🔗
pairings: junhan x f! reader
warnings: hybrids + somnophilia + noncon + dryhumping + dacryphilia + panty stealing + masturbation + ear pulling + degradation + creampies
💌: my little love ur so cute i can always count on u to be there when the junie brainrot is bad!!!!! mwah
❤︎₊ ⊹ bunny hybrid! junhan is the shyest little pervert!!!!! he dreams of using you for his pleasure and has the nastiest thoughts about you, his sweet and caring owner n it makes him feel so guilty :( he wants to be so good for you but it’s almost impossible! especially when he can hear you touching yourself in the other room :( his loppy little ears pick up on every single moan and whine you let out, making his foot thump when you cum wishing he was between your legs and worshipping your pretty cunt
❤︎₊ ⊹ speaking of his wet dreams, they start to affect him bad. he sneaks into your bed at night under the guise of nightmares and waits until you finally fall back asleep, freeing his cock before laying behind you and gripping your hips tightly while he humps your ass <3 he can’t help himself and lets out breathy groans, cock sensitive and his tail twitching wildy from the pleasure he feels. junhan doesnt stop until he reaches his climax, thick load spurting on your sleeping form, globs of it painting his tummy and your back making him cry because he feels so so bad for using you without your knowledge
❤︎₊ ⊹ one night you catch him jerking his cock with your dirty panties and you’re so flustered, cheeks hot as you try to reprimand him but the bunny boy doesnt stop. he apologizes through tears and literally wails when you pet the base of his ears to console him, emptying his balls on the fabric as soon as he feels the stimulation. he leans into the touch and clings to you, wrapping his arms around you as he humps your leg, begging you to continue rubbing his sensitive ears. it doesn’t take long for him to cum again, not when you wrap your hand around the soft fur and tug hard, pussy dripping at the sight of his fucked out face
❤︎₊ ⊹ when junhan finally fucks you, he loses his mind <3 your sweet little bunny is gone and in his place is a desperate bully, throwing degrading remarks at you and calling you disgusting for “teasing” him. says you’re an easy little whore for letting him ruin you ‘nd fills you up with cum over and over until you’re unconscious, reduced to a drooling cockslut as he takes what he wants
#♡.queue attack my heart#♡.signed. sealed. delivered.#♡.sweetheart: 🔗#♡.the honeypot#xdinary heroes#han hyeongjun#junhan#xdinary heroes x reader#xdinary heroes smut#han hyeongjun x reader#han hyeongjun smut#junhan x reader#junhan smut#💌.hybrids#💌.somnophilia#💌.noncon#💌.dry humping#💌.dacryphilia#💌.panty stealing#💌.masturbation#💌.degradation#💌.creampies
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— being interrupted by the other members ! (hyung line)
hello everyone !
my first post !! i hope you enjoy it, i'm still not good at writing but im trying my best to improve, also english isn't my first language so there might be grammar errors :) i will also be making a maknae line one !!
make sure to leave feedback my asks are open and so is my inbox so let's talk !!
WARNINGS ! contains suggestive themes but not smut (heeseung and jake), swearing, it's proofread but might have grammar errors.
note; this was inspired by @delcakoo !!
word count: 2k !
LEE HEESEUNG !
heeseung would straight up get annoyed at whoever doesn't even care to knock or whatever.
you two would be hanging out in his dorm after he came from tour. he was missing you a lot and today was the perfect day, since the others were all out, either at the movies or visiting family or friends.
the two of you were in his room, each playing on a laptop. you were finally having the kartrider match that heeseung said he would win after being a sore loser for losing to you at mario kart (in front of the other boys 😟)
you were going at it for almost 2 hours and always found yourselves in a tie.
“ heeseung can you just accept that i am literally better than you at this and move on, please?”
“it’s bold of you to assume I would ever, in my life, admit that.” he said, focusing on the game again. you rolled your eyes at his statement, asking yourself again why you were dating him.
sighing, you kept playing, and even though you were tired of playing, you would never let him win obviously, you’re not gonna let your ego get hurt, like who would ever do that.
another round was over and you won again.
“see, heeseung give up, honey, i'm no weak bitch and you will never beat me.” you said smirking and stretching yourself in your place.
heeseung looked at you with an annoyed expression, quickly changing it to a smirk. you raised your brow at that, before he spoke.
“then let’s do this. you sit on my lap while you play and let’s see who wins, ok?” you rolled your eyes at his suggestion but accepted it anyways (like who would even refuse 🤒 i would fold so quickly for this man)
you were in the second lap of the game when you felt hee’s hand sliding up your thigh, while the other played skilfully.
you tried focusing but you were quickly letting your mind drift to other things aka your boyfriend’s touch.
his hand started going upwards on your thigh, grabbing the skin there, making you squirm.
“look that’s not fair, hee!” you said pouting while still trying to play.
heeseung stopped playing completely, grabbing you and laying you on his bed.
he looked into your eyes, making you look away and covering your cheeks in a soft red tint.
he grabbed your face while hovering over you, admiring your features before kissing your lips softly. you put your hands on his cheeks, deepening the kiss, while he separated your lips with his tongue, making you feel your cheeks getting warmer.
his hands started roaming under your shirt caressing your soft tummy.
that was until the door banged open against the wall, revealing a loud jungwon.
“hyung we brought- oh”
heeseung took his lips from yours looking at jungwon who was like 🧍♂️ by the door.
“jungwon get the hell out before i make you lick the toilet.” heeseung told jungwon who quickly mumbled a sorry and closed the door then going back to whatever he was up to.
justice for my man pls 😞
PARK JONGSEONG !
jay is just so used to being annoyed that he would just tell whoever to fuck off
like you two would be just hanging out in the han river sat in a towel you two brought, while eating the homemade meal jay made with so much love just for you (i'm getting delulu)
you were just enjoying the soft breeze going through your hair that was also refreshing, not too cold, not too warm, the perfect date for you guys.
the sun was hitting jay’s face just perfectly and you couldn’t help but grab your phone, snapping a quick pic of him looking so handsome.
that’s your man!!
you smiled to yourself going back to eating peacefully.
after you both ate, you cleaned everything up before laying down and cuddling with each other.
“was the food good?”
“it was perfect, thank jongseong-ie.” you told him pecking his lips a few times and smiling softly at him, making his lips stretch his lips into one and his eyes grow in two crescent moons, making him look adorable.
you laid your head on his chest as you two talked for a while.
you two fell in a comfortable silence, now sitting down next to each other, appreciating the view before your eyes, just admiring the simple things that made others so unique.
you felt jay’s eyes on the side of your face, you looked at him, making him smile ever so softly ( i can’t take it anymore pls 😫).
as you were leaning into each other, you started listening to familiar voices into the distance.
“OMG aren't that jay and y/n??”
“what?? where? OH- YES it’s them, let's say hi!!”
you separated from each other making jay roll his eyes as he saw niki and jake run in your direction.
“hey y/n!!! we haven’t seen each other in such a long time!!! what a coincidence!” niki said running to hug you and sitting down next to you.
“yeah, should keep it that way.” jay mumbled quietly.
“hyung stop being such a party pooper you should be happy to see your beloved friends.” niki said, rolling his eyes making you laugh at the interaction between the two boys.
“it’s ok, jay. i won’t mind hanging out with them just for a while, we have plenty of time.”
jay looked at you with a dumbfounded expression not believing his own partner was betraying just like that.
one like, one piece for jay 🙏
SIM JAEYUN !
jake would honestly just be chill like that 🤙
you two would be in his bed at the dorms watching whatever show was playing in the background because, honestly, neither of you were paying attention, rather focused on other things.
you both were making out in his bed, with you straddling his lap with his hands holding your hips in place (pick me, choose me.)
the room was filled with the sounds of your lips touching.
you were kissing each other without a single care in the world. just focusing on the feeling of your tongues brushing against each other so hungrilly, making both of you let out quiet sounds.
“jake…” you said backing up from his lips, but he went straight to attacking your neck with kisses and soft bites (ksdfafjv)
“jake, the movie…and the others might come in…” you tried telling him to stop but honestly you didn’t want him to stop.
“don’t worry about that, right now. just focus on me yeah?”
interrupting your thoughts, jake’s lips found their way back into your, making you forget about whatever you were worried about.
your mind was blank just filled with jake and his sweet tongue.
jake jake jake jake jake jake (same honey, same)
jake’s hand started making their way underneath your shirt just softly caressing your stomach and keeping his hands there but the door suddenly opened, and heeseung made his way into the room, stopping in his tracks, when he finally took a look at what you were both doing.
you tried backing away from jake, but he put his hand behind your head, not letting you stop kissing him.
“uuhh…” heeseung said, still in his spot, rubbing the back of his neck while looking at his feet, because suddenly they were the most interesting thing in the world.
jake finally pulled away looking at heeseung like nothing was going on.
“hi hyung, you need something?” he said, smiling softly at him while you were still on top of him and his hands were still inside your shirt.
“umnh…yeah?? i was looking for my green shirt, maybe you have it??” heeseung asked, avoiding looking jake in the eyes.
“oh yeah, i think i left it inside my closet check it there.” he told the older boy while pointing to the said closet.
right after that, his lips found his way back to yours again, like heeseung wasn't in the room.
said man made his way over to the closet, almost tripping in his way, since he was trying to look everywhere but you two.
making a go fund me to buy heeseung new eyes 😕
PARK SUNGHOON !
sunghoon would get shy when somebody would catch him being a simp for you.
you two were in the dorm in the shared dressing room where skin care and makeup stuff were.
you saw other people on tik tok making their partners makeup and you wanted to try on your princess aka sunghoon (he is such a babygirl, prove me wrong)
“sunhoonie…” you slowly started already hinting you wanted something from him.
“yeah princess? need anything?”
“so you know… there’s this thing going on tik tok an-”
“no.”
“sunghoon plea-”
“no.”
“oh come on, won’t you do it for me, pretty please??” you tried, giving the best puppy eyes you could.
“y/n, i already made my decision and i won’t go back.”
“ok, then i think it will be fine if i told the other guy about when we were in the pool and you pee-”
“OK! STOP THERE PLEASE!” he said almost screaming looking around as if someone might be listening.
you smiled innocently at him, getting up and grabbing his hand already leading him to where you were, in the dressing room, for more than 20 minutes now.
“OW- y/n it’s the third time you poke me with that stupid brush, can you just get over with it??” you rolled your eyes at him, somebody help you with your whiny boyfriend.
“sunghoon, stop whining and let me do my job goddammit!!” (annoying mf fr)
he just sighed, closing his eyes again, feeling the brush run over his eyelids again.
hoon was just hoping no one would enter the room and caught him lacking 🙏
“hoon, choose a color please!!” you showed him three lip tints in your hand, holding them with a huge smile.
sunghoon resisted the urge to roll his eyes and picked a red-ish color. you smiled at his pick, making him smile at you because you were so cute.
you slowly swiped the lip brush against his lips tinting them in a red that fits him just perfectly.
you took a step back, admiring how pretty he looked with his almost finished look.
“now this! this will make you the prettiest princess!” you said taking something he couldn’t tell from your makeup bag.
“close your eyes, omg you're so not good at this sunghoon!!!”
he closed his eyes, making them flutter slightly, and you took a second to appreciate his pretty feature smiling at how pretty he actually is.
going back to work. you open the container of liquid eye glitter applying it under his eyes and brushing some in his eyelids making his eyes shimmer .
“ok!! i'm done now!!!”
sunghoon opened his eyes taking off his headband that was holding his bangs, letting them fall on his forehead slightly covering his eyes.
“you look so pretty omg hoonie!!” you said clapping your hands admiring your hard work
just as he was about to comment his looks
“OMG EVERYONE COME SEE THIS”
he looked at the door and saw sunoo with his phone already up capturing pics of this precious moment.
“GO AWAY SUNNO I SWEAR-”
“OMG HYUNG YOU LOOK SO BABYGIR-” niki said but sunghoon interrupted him by throwing your make up brush at him.
“sunghoon my brush!!”
pray for my #1 babygirl 😞 🙏
check the maknae line version here !
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#enhypen#enhypen headcanons#heeseung#lee heeseung#enhypen jay drabbles#park jongseong#enhypen jay#enhypen jake#sim jake#sim jaeyun#sunghoon x reader#sunghoon#park sunghoon#heeseung x you#heeseung x yn#heeseung x reader#heeseung imagines#heeseung headcanons#jay headcanons#sim jake x you#sim jake x reader#sim jake imagines#enhypen x reader#enhypen scenarios#enhypen heeseung#enhypen drabbles#enhypen fluff#heeseung fluff#sim jake fluff#jake sim
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all i could think about while looking at this is being undercover with aaron and using this opportunity (and liquid courage) to grab his hand and show him where you want it and how you really feel about him and he kinda doesn't believe that someone as amazing as you would fall for someone like him (i want to hug him so bad!!!) so he brushes it off as you being a little tipsy and chooses to discuss it with you after the case is closed. when you get back to the hotel room THAT YOU'RE SHARING!!! he's like "what the hell was that? 🤨" and you confess your feelings to him and he's still being his stubborn self not believing a word you say 🙄 so you push him on the bed and straddle him, one hand gripping your hip and the other gripping your thigh 🥴 everything is quiet and you could cut the tension with a knife when he finally flips you over and asks you if you really want this
IM SO SORRY THAT WAS SO LONG AND CRAZY AND MY MIND JUST WONT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM 😭😭😭
OMGGG YOUR MIND IS SO INCREDIBLE 😭😭😭😭😭
G O D this poor man doesn't know what to do with himself !! The second you take his hand and slip it between your thighs, brushing against your panties his brain is about to shut down. You; beautiful, funny, cute, talented, sweet you are holding his hand against your clothed slit. And he can feel just how hot you are right now... is this for the undercover op? Is it because you've had some alcohol? Are you for some reason actually into him? He doesn't know what to think! So when the opportunity to make a move comes around he takes it, pulling his hand from between your plush thighs. (He's a fucking perrrv thinking to himself *don't bring your fingers to your nose. Do not do it* over and over 🫣)
And when you're back in the shared hotel room his arms are folded across his chest, head tilted slightly as he asks you what the meaning of it was. And you, sensual you, saunters over to him to profess your feelings for him. And his brows rise up KSKSKS he is in disbelief. And so his arms drop and he steps back, a step closer to the bed.
"(Y/n), I don't see why you'd be interested in your-"
He cannot finish his words, not when you lunge at him and pin him below you, straddling his hips and gazing down at him. One or your hands rests on his beating heart and the other is on his lower stomach, steadying yourself. Automatically, his own hands grasp your hip and thigh but his expression is all the more surprised. You bite your lip as you slowly roll your hips against him.
"You really haven't noticed? I've been trying to get your attention for a reaaal long time, sir." You murmur.
Aaron doesn't respond, and for a moment you think you've fucked up big time, about to lose your job. But as you make a move to pull away and apologise he moves, gripping onto you and manhandling you to lay beneath him, chest rising and falling against yours. His eyes are dark and narrowed, dangerous.
"You're certain you really want this? Want me?" He asks quietly. You nod, offering an affectionate smile.
"I've always needed you, Aaron."
In response he presses his lips to yours, pulling your thighs up to wrap your legs around his hips. He's gonna show you just how much he's been needing you too...
#cute rems#aaron hotchner x reader#💌 ah asks#hotch x reader smut#aaron hotch x reader#aaron hotchner x reader smut#aaron hotchner imagine
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Better Boyfriend (Pt. 2)
Pairings: Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader
Summary: Your boyfriend’s true colors have finally been revealed to everyone. Has this opened up new doors for your future with Natasha?
Word Count: 3,258
TRIGGER WARNING: Domestic Abuse & Rape
Stark!Reader
Your POV:
My hands were shaking as I pulled into our driveway. Hayden was already mad that I didn't tell him where I was going, so he's probably furious now that it took me so long to get home. I also somehow managed to drag Natasha and Wanda into this too. I know they're not gonna let it go until I open up to them, but I can't burden them like that.
As I opened the front door and walked into the house, I was met by an enraged Hayden. He pulled me into the house by my hair and slammed the door before shoving me against it.
"Where the fuck have you been." he sternly said, inches away from my face.
I was too shocked to respond which just made him even more mad.
"I asked you a damn question!" he yelled at me.
"I-I'm sorry I was a-at the compound because they wanted me to do game night w-with. then" I said quickly trying to defend myself and deescalate the situation.
"Oh what, so you think you can just go out and do whatever you want now huh?" he said as he let go of my hair, slowly backing up and nodding his head.
"No baby that wasn't it. I meant to text you but I-I guess it slipped my mind. I was only planning to stay a few hours though and then come home to you." I said softly attempting to calm him down while stepping forward to gently cup his cheeks with my hands.
"Yeah I bet you were hanging out with that Natasha, weren't you." he said in disbelief.
"W-what?" I asked confused, letting go of his face.
"I've seen the way she looks at you. I mean come on she practically has heart eyes, and you just let her?" he said raising his voice.
"Hayden baby, no that's not the case please calm down-" I started to plead, but was interrupted with a harsh slap across the face.
He grabbed the collar of my shirt and pushed me against the door much rougher this time. "Do not tell me to fucking calm down. You want me to calm down, I suggest you choose your words wisely." he aggressively said as he pointed a finger in my face.
"I-Im sorry I won't do it again baby please." I was begging for him to stop at this point.
"Yeah I bet you won't. Now what's for dinner I'm starving over here." he said and let go of my shirt, walking into the living room.
"I'll go get started on dinner right now I promise." I said as I went to prep the food hoping that this will make him happy.
~~~
After I finished cooking, I plated the food and made my way into the living room to serve it to him.
"Here you go. I made your favorite." I said as I handed the plate to him.
"Thank you baby. Look I'm sorry about earlier. I didn't mean it, I just had a bad day at work and I took it out on you I'm sorry." he apologized like every other time he had hit me.
"It's okay Hayden. I understand it's okay. I shouldn't have left without telling you." I said as I sat on the couch next to him.
"You're always so forgiving. That's one of the reasons I love you so much, you know." he smiled and leaned over to kiss my lips before starting to eat his food.
Natasha’s POV:
The team had decided to head up to bed after Peter somehow won another round of Mario kart. Thor and Tony were the first to leave because the game was 'glitching' which made them lose and it made them mad.
I didn't want to go to sleep just yet. Even if I was tired I don't think I'd be able to sleep because I've been thinking about Y/N ever since she walked out of that door. I know she's not safe with Hayden and I still let her go back to him. But she probably didn't feel too safe with me either at the moment considering the way she flinched.
If I had just told her how I felt before she met Hayden, then maybe she wouldn't be going through this right now and she would be laying in my arms instead. I decided to go talk to Wanda since she's always willing to listen.
I made my way to her room and knocked on the door. I opened it after she said I could and walked inside before closing the door. I flopped onto the bed and heavily sighed.
"You okay?" she questioned.
"I don't know." I replied.
"You wanna talk about it or do you wanna just lay there and think?" she asked.
"I don't know what to do about Y/N." I answered.
"What exactly do you mean by that?" she replied trying to get me to give her more detail.
"Hayden isn't the right person for her. Anyone would think that if they knew everything we do. He hurts her, Wanda. Y/N is so sweet, and kind, and gentle. He's abusive and dangerous. She doesn't deserve that." I explained.
"You're right. she doesn't deserve that. But we can't help her unless she lets us. We don't know everything that goes on behind closed doors. So unless she's willing to talk to us about it, we can't do much except let her know we're there for her." she said.
"I know. But I also know that I could treat her better. I've loved her in silence for four years, and she's with that damn guy who's putting her through so much. I could be the better boyfriend." I rambled.
"And I believe you, Natasha. But she's scared. She's afraid of what he'll do if she tries to leave considering he hits her over things that will never be justifiable. I mean we don't have to know the full story to know that." she voiced.
"Do you think we could convince her that she deserves better and doesn't have to be scared. If she knows we're there for her then she might get the courage to break up with him. We could even be there when she does it." I express.
"That may work. But we also can't be too forward or demanding about it because she's already practically being controlled by him and if we're not careful, we might frighten her." she said.
"How do you always know what to say." I asked.
"Well you do rant to me a lot about Y/N so I guess I just learned what you need to hear." she joked.
"Do I really talk about her that much?" I playfully question.
"You're practically obsessed with her, Natasha." she claimed and I laughed knowing she wasn't all that wrong.
"Well good night. I'll see you tomorrow." I said as I stretched before getting up to go to my room.
Your POV:
The next morning I had gotten a text from my dad that he wanted me to come for dinner tonight and I should bring Hayden because he hasn't seen him in a while.
I agreed and went to go inform Hayden of the plan.
"Hey baby," I said as I walked into the bedroom.
"Fuck baby you made me die!" he yelled as he aggressively clicked the buttons on his keyboard, playing some video game.
"Oh, I'm sorry I didn't mean to." I quietly apologized.
"Why are you even in here, what do you want?" he asked annoyed.
"I was just gonna let you know that my dad wanted us to come by for dinner tonight if that was okay with you." I said wanting to make sure that he knew I wasn't trying to do this without his permission.
"Yeah fine whatever I don't care." he blankly replied.
"Okay. I was also just about to get a snack from the kitchen, do you want anything?" I asked.
"As a matter of a fact-" he started as he paused his game, stood up from the chair and started walking towards me.
"I do want something." he finished when he got to me, putting his hands on my waist and starting to kiss my neck.
"I want to apologize for how rude I've been to you lately." he quietly said.
"Hayden I-" I was interrupted.
"Shh baby let me make it up to you." he whispered as he began running his hands under my shirt.
"Hayden I don't- I'm not in the mood right now. We can do this later I promise." I tried to reason with him because I really didn't want to right now.
"Now you know better than to deny me of what I want, Y/N." he said sternly.
"I know baby I'm sorry. I just don't want to do this right now, please." I pleaded as I started to push on his chest.
He sighed annoyed, "If you know better, then why are you doing it. Shut your mouth and show me how sorry you really are." he pushed me back onto the bed before starting to undress and climbing onto of me while my eyes began to form tears.
~~~
It was now evening, and we were in the car on our way to the compound.
"You remember the rules I told you?" he asked with his eyes still on the road.
"Always stay with you, don't talk to Natasha alone, and don't tell anyone what you do to me." I answered.
"Good." he said as we pulled into a parking space and got out of the car.
I stayed by his side as we walked inside the compound, and he put his arm around my shoulders.
"Hey Y/N wanna play Mario kart with me?" Peter asked when he saw me walk inside.
"In minute Pete. I'm gonna go find my dad real quick." I said and he nodded.
I found my dad in the kitchen talking to Steve. When he saw Hayden and I, he put his cup down and walked over to me to give me a hug even though he just saw me yesterday.
"Hey Y/N, Hayden. I haven't seen you in a while, whats going on?" he asked as he shook his hand.
"Nothing much. Work has me busy so I apologize that I don't get to come around that often, sir." he replied with a smile as he put a hand in his pocket with his other arm still around me.
"Ah don't worry about it, I get it. I think Wanda just finished with the food so everyone's starting to take their seats now if you wanna go ahead and do the same." my dad said.
"Thank you, Mr. Stark." he answered with a small smile and nod of his head as he moved his hand to the small of my back to guide my towards the dining table.
He pulled my chair out for me before taking his own seat next to me. "If only he was always this much of a gentleman", I thought to myself.
Clint, Peter, and Thor sat down while talking about a new video game that came out when Hayden leaned over and gently turned my head to quietly speak into my ear.
"I'm going to the bathroom, stay here. Remember those last two rules." he demanded and I nodded my head. He stood up and went to my dad to ask where the bathroom was before he disappeared out of my sight.
"Hey Y/N." a voice said. I looked up and I saw Natasha.
"Oh, hey Nat." I said with a small smile.
"Did you bring Hayden?" she asked.
"Yeah he just went to the bathroom." I told her.
"Ah okay. I'm sorry, about last night. I didn't mean to scare you or anything. I was just worried about you." she said as she sat down in the chair Hayden was sitting in.
"Really it's okay. I don't know why I flinched like that. It wasn't your fault it, it was me." I reassured her.
"Hey Y/N!" a different voice said. I turned my head and saw Wanda walking towards us.
"Hi Wands. My dad said you just finished cooking, do you need help with anything? Plating or dishes?" I asked.
"Nah I put Kate and Yelena on that job so I could come talk to you." she said.
"Yeah actually we did have something else we wanted to talk to you about if you don't mind." Natasha added.
Wanda started talking again but I stopped focusing on what she was saying when I saw Hayden walk back into the room. When he saw I was talking to Natasha he looked furious as he turned around and walked back down the hallway.
"Y-yeah um give me one second. I'm sorry I'll be right back." I told them as I got up to follow Hayden.
"Hayden baby wait-" I called out for him. He stopped walking away from me and turned to walk towards me.
"I told you not to talk to that bitch." he said with a low, angry voice.
"You told me not to talk to her alone. I wasn't, I was with Wanda and other people were at the table too." I tried defending myself.
"You know what I meant, Y/N. And you went and blatantly disobeyed me." he said turning around, slowly pacing.
"I don't understand. Why are you always telling me what to do. It's not fair, Hayden. I should be able to talk to whoever I want to without you getting all possessive and insecure-" I was finally standing up for myself which I guess made him mad because I was interrupted by a hand connecting with my face, followed by a harsh sting.
What I didn't know was that Peter had happened to wander down the hallway we were in, heading for his room to get his Nintendo switch. He turned the corner at the exact moment Hayden hit me, which had understandably shocked Peter.
He didn't know what to do so he quietly turned around and sped walked back to the dining room where everyone was now seated and starting to eat.
"Um, Mr. Stark-" he began.
"Yeah, what's up kid?" he asked looking at Peter.
"I-I just saw Hayden hit Y/N." he said.
"He did what?! Hayden hit Y/N?!" he exclaimed.
"Yeah they were arguing and then he hit her." he confirmed Tony's worst nightmare.
"Where the hell are they?" Natasha demanded to know just as I walked back into the room with Hayden following behind.
Peter turned around and saw us, "Right there."
"Y/N?! Y/N honey are you okay?" my dad asked me as I emerged from the hallway.
"Yeah? I'm fine dad-" I started to say.
"Did Hayden hit you?!" he asked while looking at Hayden.
"What?! No! He didn't hit me, what- where-" I started asking confused as to who told him.
"Peter just said he saw Hayden hit you." Kate said from behind my dad.
"Did you hit my daughter?!" he said now asking Hayden.
"No sir I don't know what you're talking about-" he tried to say but was met with a punch straight to his face by my dad.
I was in speechless as Kate, Yelena, Wanda, and Natasha started surrounding me asking if I was okay. I watched as Steve and Clint pulled my dad off of Hayden.
I turned around to start walking to my room, overwhelmed by the amount of commotion happening. Wanda tried to stop me.
"Y/N wait-"
"Don't. Follow me." I said walking out of the room.
"I'll try talking to her." Natasha said, starting to head in the direction I went.
I heard someone knocking on the door, but I didn't feel like answering. I looked up when the door opened and closed anyways. It was Natasha.
"I said not to follow me." I reminded her.
"I just wanted to check on you and talk to you." she said softly. I stayed silent.
"Why did you put up with him for all those months." she asked.
I shrugged my shoulders, "I was scared."
She didn't say anything back knowing that I wasn't done yet.
"Scared he would hurt me more if I tried to leave." I finished.
"You know you could've asked us for help. We told you that." she said as she put a comforting hand on my elbow.
"I didn't wanna drag you guys into my mess. I got myself into it, I should've been able to get myself out, but I was scared." I told her as I started crying.
Natasha pulled me into her chest and held me as I cried.
"I've always been here for you Y/N. I want to be apart of your mess." she replied. I looked up at her confused and she could tell I didn't know what she meant. So she took a deep breath and continued talking.
"I've been in love with you even since we met Y/N. I didn't know how to tell you, and the day I was planning on telling you just happened to be the day you brought Hayden into the picture. I knew that I could be a better boyfriend than him and that you deserved someone better. I know I had time to tell you before that, but I was scared. I was too late and I didn't know what to do." she finished.
"Well you're not too late anymore." I quietly said.
"What do you- are you-" she stuttered confused.
"I like you too, Natasha." I cleared it up for her.
"Y-you do?" she asked in disbelief.
"Yes Nat. I thought I liked Hayden but I guess I was just looking for a distraction." I confessed.
She just started into my eyes.
"Can I kiss you?" she whispered and I nodded my head.
She placed one hand under my chin, gently titling my head up, keeping the other hand on my waist. She leaned in to place her lips on mine, giving me the most soft, loving kiss anyone has ever given me.
I deepened the kiss by putting my hands on both sides of her face, pulling her closer. We only pulled away slightly when air became a necessity.
"I've been wanting to do that for the longest time." she whispered and laughed.
"Was it just like you expected it to be?" I asked, hopeful.
"It was better than I ever could've imagined." she smiled and kissed me again.
Eventually the mental and emotional strain of the day finally caught up to me, so we switched to cuddling. Neither of us minded though.
Natasha laid down with her head propped up on a pillow as I curled into her side with my head nuzzled in the crook of her neck. She had her arms wrapped around me while one of my hands played with the collar of her shirt.
"Is it too early to tell you that I love you." she quietly said into my hair.
"I love you too." I told her and she kissed my head.
~~~
Later on, Wanda came to check on us, but backed away and closed the door again when she saw us cuddling. Me asleep on Natasha with her holding me.
"Took them long enough." she laughed to herself.
#natasha romanoff x reader#natasha romanoff x fem!reader#natasha romonova#natasha x y/n#natasha marvel#natasha romanov#natasha romanoff#natasha romanoff x you
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taking deep breaths because Tumblr deleted my draft while working on this twice now im going to try and write it in one go so this is unedited
Top dom male reader as always
names in red mean they stop acting like a brat and lose them selves in the pleasure
names in blue means they stop being shy and let out their moans
new: names in orange means they are all up in your ear no shame at all
PT. 2 of who fits the standard
pt1:
Eustass "Captain" Kid
cw: hair pulling.
do I even need to explain why his name is in red
this man's pride and ego is taller than mount Everest i swear it would take some convincing to even let him bottom and he wouldn't let you know he actually wants it
when he eventually agrees he is stripped down laying on his stomach before you order him to get on all fours he clicks his tongue mumbling something under his breath turning around
as you look at his ass you see he already prepped himself when asked about it he stammers out "i want you to get over with it" looking forward hoping you dont notice his flushed cheeks
before all of this he would constantly say things like "you think that small thing can pleasure me you must be out of your fucking mind" you were in fact not small
when pushing into him you notice his thigh muscles tense up so you rub his lower back unknown to you kid is loosing his damn mind no one ever touches him as gently as you do (that won't last for long we all know kid likes it rough come on now)
as you bottom out kid rests his head on the pillow holding in his moans as best as he can "y-you're terrible at this i can do it better" knowing he can't.
as you set a steady pace one fast enough to keep him hard but not fast so he cums wanting him to be more vocal "come on captain let me hear you~"
kid refuses to give you the satisfaction looking back scowling at you "you dont deserve-"
he is cut off by a strong hard gripping a hand full of hair yanking him up so his back is flushed against your chest he lets out a loud groan biting his lip to quiet himself down while you speed up.
"now that wasn't so hard was it?" keeping a harsh grip on his hair tugging the roots he leans his head back onto your shoulder groans and pants slipping out of his mouth
he is very red by the end of the session
"Red-Haired" Shanks
cw: biting, scratching.
he is very open to trying anything you bring up.
asking him to bottom gained an easy yes from the curious man and he knows he can trust you
prepping him was quiet easy he tensed up a little on entry but rubbing and kissing his inner thighs while stroking his dick every once in a while helped
eventually he was ready for you, staying in missionary since it was the easiest position and you wanted to search his face for any discomfort during it.
after fully pushing your self in shanks smirked looking up at you "that's all? I thought you had more in you?"
you furrowed your brow starting with slow thrusts as shanks pretended to be boerd with it you gradually increased to a more brutal pace
he lost his composure really quickly wrapping his arms around your neck pulling your head closer biting on your shoulder his back arching off the bed as your cock brushes over his prostate
he gets really loud really fast his toes curling feeling no shame leaving scratches on your back.
Sabo
cw: frotting, overstim, aftercare
my baby he is very vanilla and a heavy virgin
you were his first everything and very patient with him when he wasn't ready to go all the way
it was around 1 am and you guys were having a make out session on the couch sabo pulls back his lips slightly red from the rough kissing, "i want you" he mumbles out before realising what he said his eyes widen and his face goes red along with your eyebrow raising "are you sure sabo?" he locks eyes with you feeling calmer immediately, he nods.
moving to the bedroom wanting him to feel comfortable you light some scented candles (idk if those exist in one piece but idc) with his favourite flavour
he sits down on the bed staring as you approach him, you sit down placing him on your lap kissing him gently lifting his shirt off over his head your hands roaming his chest.
you guys are now left in your underwear he tugs on your waistband as you are kissing his neck so you lift it down, your dick springing up to slap your stomach.
looking at him you speak "can I touch you..." he quickly nods desperate for your touch he takes out his cock which is flushed at the tip pre cum dribbling out he avoids eye contact embarrassed with how hard he is "you're so beautiful you know?" he hears you mumble his blush growing
you wrap your hand around both of your dicks adding lube jerking your dicks off against each other sabo bucks his hips into your hand biting on his tongue to keep his moans in bet when your thumb circles his tip he lets out a quiet moan and almost a small sob as he cums as you stop not wanting to over stimulate him he wraps his hand around yours jerking faster the grip tightening he leans his head against your shoulder moaning your name
when you and him finish up he is pretty just asleep on top of you so you pick him up taking him to the bathroom cleaning him and your self up before cuddling in bed
koala knew what happened as soon as she saw you two
I feel like this was shit but Tumblr deleted my drafts so idek man
hope you enjoyed
#dom male reader#top male reader#amab reader#one piece kid#one piece shanks#one piece sabo#bottom one piece#fuck tumblr#please tell me what you think of this
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ummm can you write rika x reader where the reader is hopped up on aphrodisiacs and wants to get fucked stupid by her. maybe with a strap with fake cum in it too?
Women I love women holy shit.
Afab! Reader x Rika
Rika coos watching you grind into her hand. Her grin widening hearing your sweet voice desperately whimpering her name.
Your core practically melting the palm of her hand pressing against you're drenched sex was not enough.
" Patience Doll~" Rika chuckled, lifting your hips up as you feel her fingers gide just barely passed your folds.
" Let me play with you for a little while longer Darling and I'll fill you up nice and full~” Rika purred.
She pressed her lips against your body peppering kiss along the skin. Grinding her thumb against your clit, her finger is tracing up and down your entrance occasionally just barely dipping deeper only to pull out with every buck of your hips.
Yes, Rika could punish you for your lack of obedience tonight but, wasn't it already punished enough to give you aphrodisiac and tease like this? And besides the whimpering drenched mess of sight underneath her, pulling and crying out for attention for more was going straight to her pussy.
Your juices coated the tips of her fingers her red eyes more ridiculous as she brings her fingers up and licks them clean.
"mmh... you taste so sweet Pretty~ I could just do you up..."
Giving you a playful look her hands grab your buttocks lifting you up, with nothing but the bed against your back and your legs and her arms supporting you.
"And I think... I will!"
You lose your mind feeling her soft wet tongue Glide against your soaked cunt. Arching your back when her tongue presses deeper.
You couldn't help but grind your cunt against her face, wanting more and more. With the blazing heat deep inside of you turning into mush from the inside out, you are so close yet it wasn't enough to satisfy you, you cry out for more.
"P-please! R-rika, I-i cant take it! N-need your cock!"
Aw... she could see tears starting to form in your eyes do you really need her that badly??
She moves her lips from your mouth glistening with your juices. She lifts your leg over her shoulder pressing the head of her toy against your entrance. You try to reach out and touch your lover only for her hands to grab yours pinning them above your head.
You squirm trying to rub yourself against her toy.
"Rika!Rika! P-please! Fill me! Fil-AAH YES YES YES!" You cry out, when she finally spears you open.
She could never get enough of your screams, how you squeak and squeal her name while you try to take more and more! And she was happily to give you more squeezing your wrists before taking a hold of your other leg folding you in half completely. Pressing you into the bed she slams down.
"h-hahah! your sooo cute baby~ we should have tried aphrodisiacs ages ago!" She laughs watching your face twisting in pure pleasure.
You lose yourself, drool dripping from your mouth your brain frying thinking of nothing but her cock, your fingers dig into your thights. All you could do now is lay there and take every pound of her cock.
"mmm~ you're squeezing around me so tightly, you're being such a good sweetheart~"
She wraps a hand around her throat.
" I think you deserve a reward, don't you think?
She squeezes once
" I'll fill you up how's that sound?"
She moved faster. Another hand wrapping around your throat.
"h-haha I'll make you nice... and full I'll make you mine would you like that pretty? Would you like to be filled up with my cum?"
"c-clos-" was the only thing you could mutter,
"huh? Speak up pretty I didn't hear you tell me you want me to fill you!" Rika said this time more firm
"r-rika...please... S-so close-"
"I SAID LOUDER" she yells her hand coming down onto your ass. You break as you come on her cock
"PLEASE RIKA IM CUMMING FILL ME! FILL ME NOW!!"
"oh-h thats a good p-pet, fuck I..im so wet... Im gonna fill you up."
All you remember was feeling warm liquid from her cock spill deep inside of you.
Immediately she lowered your legs off of her shoulders and scooped you into her arms. Peppering your face with kisses while her fingers glide through your hair. You are already gone your chest rising and falling as your eyelids flutter close.
That was so hot fuck you are so hot the images of you underneath her will be burned in her mind for hours when she plunges her fingers in and out of her cunt later.
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If it's not too intrusive can I ask how you deal w your pmdd ?
I dont have it but my PMS is fucking brutal I was depressed fucking felt like paralyzed in bed due to anxiety, didnt go to classes,then like a few days later i got my period and then everything made sense.
But i just cant like lose a week of my life like this every month. How do you deal with it?
i went on birth control for it but got off of it after a year bc i decided i disliked the effects of birth control, but that did help my symptoms tons and i wouldn't lie to anyone who wanted to go on it bc it did help me, i made a choice to get off of it unrelated to my pmdd.
managing symptoms can be difficult, often my first "response" is to recognize when my emotions are being affected by my pmdd. usually i can tell pretty quickly bc one day i'll walk up and everything makes me rage at the drop of a hat and then get very sad or agitated just as quick, my emotional regulation just being absolutely dogshit to concern anyone around me if they happen to be on the receiving end of my aggression or if they could jump inside my head and see how it was playing out. after so many years knowing i have pmdd, im able to recognize how a lot of that emotional instability isn't "me" and that im being affected by an "outside" force (oncoming period and hormones dropping). i usually do my best to stay mindful of my reactions then and try and do stuff that calms me down and gets my mind away from what had ruptured my emotional state. usually this occurs right in the morning when i get up, so its a fairly quick light bulb moment for me.
and im definitely used to like a shit ton of negative self talk that over the years ive gotten a better hand on, so when those real lows come around, im much better at talking myself out of those low states, but my pmdd doesn't manifest as strongly or too long with huge depressive states. usually, i just try to find other things to distract me when i feel that low, like chatting with friends, family, watching a movie, going on a walk, eating good food, no matter how small can help shift my mood to a more positive direction. when we're down, our brains are really good at thinking about other sad shit, bc our brain sucks like that, so getting ahead of that curve and trying to intentionally distract yourself with better things can generally help. but again, do not feel bad if that doesn't work for you, bc long depressive states aren't what i normally deal with and my advice is general here.
in terms of anxiety and similar emotions, i feel you deeply there. i manage that similar to how i manage any form of anxiety, which is just to do whatever it is that my anxiety thinks i cannot do, as thats the quickest way to rewrite that pathway in ur brain. it can seem very daunting, but it really does help and you can take baby steps all the while. and usually i end up feeling better after i go to whatever it was i was terrified to go to, which when we're feeling terrible af can sometimes make our day a bit better.
i would also say, sometimes i don't do anything during my pmdd time either bc it really does feel like shit even when ive tried combating it and being mindful of myself, some days really do just suck and i wanna lay in bed and hermit away. i don't think you should beat yourself up about that if some months that happens. its gonna happen again even after we have some successes, pmdd can be very unpredictable and sometimes our environment and our day to day lives just affect it even more and cause some months to be worse than others, and that doesn't mean you're lazy or not trying hard enough or anything like that.
#pmdd#i hope this somewhat can be helpful to you#my main things are pretty much mindfulness and distraction tbh#but exercise can be helpful (i never mean intense workout unless thats ur jam) bc going outside can be meditative for us when we really nee#to try and shift our mood to a more neutral place#I've also been managing my pmdd like this for a few yrs now so ive had a lot of practice at finding ways to deal w it that work for me#so don't feel bad if my methods don't help you either im positive you'll find ways even if that includes meds!
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i love you forever and always, I had a this big speech I was going to give you for our 6 month coming up in a few days but now that youre gone I have no one to give it to. I really wish for the best in life and for you to get better with your health. Im always here if you need someone to talk to.
(name), I remember the exact night, time, what I was wearing, what you said to me and the first thing I thought of when we first met. I remember how I literally confessed to you like 4 times and the first 3 you IGNORED ME. But that 4th try was gonna be my last shot and after that I was giving up. (also not to sound salty or anything but you also REJECTED ME FOR VALENTINES DAY) but, Im so glad i tried again bc now ive got to spend 6 months, 6 whole months with someone i just might die without<33. Whenever im meeting new people i cant help but look for the you in them, words cannot express how beautiful you are and nothing will ever change the way i see you and think of you.
You genuinely changed my life for the better, you may not have realised it because of the way things happened between everyone, but you helped me understand what real friends are. And the people I was friends with were anything but. You helped me understand the qualities to look for in people, and i really thank you for that. Yes, at times I do miss talking with them and hanging out with them because I mean, I was friends with them for quite a while; but if I had the choice to start over and decide you or them, id choose you again without a second thought, thats how much you matter to me.
I know im kinda sucky at conforting people and maybe i come off as i dont really care or cant be bothered, but id do anything for you, if I could stop the world to help you I would. Gosh, if i could stop the world, id stop it just to spend time with you, even if its not in person id stop the world just to talk to you. Just to hear your voice.
Please, please, please, if youre ever doubting something or need help, or even just need to get something off your chest, pleeeease know that i will listennnn. I cannot stress this enough aster, i fucking love you so much and I want the best for you. I dont want anything bad to happen.
(name), you are the first person to ever make me feel good, about being me. People like that are hard to find and im so lucky to have found you when I did, because if im being honest, before we joined that stupid overly problematic server, i quite literally might have off'ed myself. Youre my first serious relationship and no matter what happens I know I wont love another the way i love you.
Also did i mention i love you and if we were stuck in a box I wouldnt just be stuck in a box with you, id give u smooch😚. And that whenever I hear a song remotely related to loving someone you instantly come to mind. Or when i see my favourite flower im like "reminds me of (name)" bc of how much I love it. And when im walking by myself i always think "damn, i could be holding his hand rn to stop my hands from freezing and snapping off." Also you remind me of the song Money, by the drumbs, idk its not the lyrics that remind me its just the tune and instruments? they sound nice and beautiful, they make me happy i guess.
Whenever I see a notif from you im like a little kid winning a stupid prize at a carnival, if im laying on my bed i literally kick my feet when im texting you. I dont care how long it takes for us to finally meet but believe me when we do expect the longest hug youve ever had.
I know this is already really long but,
i will honestly, truely, completely love you, no matter who you say you are. Maybe you feel really masc one day and then really fem, maybe you feel like absoultley nothing another day and all 3 at once the next. I dont care, I love you so much and you mean the world to me. If I lost you, id lose everything, because theres nothing worth more in my life than you.
Happy 6 Months my love<33
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February 28 - 2023
8:41 AM
I still feel pissy this morning.
For breakfast I’m having the last chicken patty from this bag I got a few months ago. It’s a tiny challenge because I often feel like freezer food is “old” when it’s perfectly fine. Considering my freezer is on average -25 degrees, nothing should ever go bad in it. Just get freezer burn maybe. So this morning I’m trying to pretend there is nothing to worry about because there isn’t. Although talking about it like this is making it seem like there is one.
2:04 PM
I’m lonely and useless today. I do not want to try. No one wants me around. Fuck it all. I’m just gonna lay in bed with my Switch until I feel better.
3:16 PM
I used to have someone that made me their priority. While it ended up not being a good thing, I at least felt cared about. Now I feel like I could easily be left behind by anyone. I could easily be left on my own. I'm afraid everyone will slip away.
4:34 PM
I don’t want to eat but I have to.
Im such a huge disappointment to everyone. I can’t even do my simple chores for the day.
5:13 PM
No one will pick me up. If I let myself fall then that’s the end. Maybe I don’t want to get up right now.
Why am I even alive
6:22 PM
I’m so fucking angry at myself for being such a piece of shit. Why can’t I just pull my act together. I understand why I am unlovable.
7:14 PM
I have to stop taking it so personally when people don’t reach out to me. It’s extremely likely that no one even knows I’m this upset. And if they do they might not know what to say or think I need space. It’s really up to me to reach out but I also don’t want to bother people with my stupid problems.
I really have no idea what to do about myself right now. I don’t know how to cope with how I feel. I’ve been stuck in my head all day and haven’t had the willpower to do anything. I always get stuck like this and will feel better with time but it’d be better if I could start doing things to make myself not fall so far.
Right now I’ve accepted no one wants me around tonight which I know isn’t true, but it’s how I feel. The truth is I don’t want myself around right now and I’m projecting that onto other people. I don’t know what anyone wants, only what I want.
I guess trying anything would be good right now. I’ll try to sit down, close my eyes, and focus on some kind of audio for a little bit. That usually helps me get my mind on track.
I also need to stop expecting to get a message from anyone. Sometimes I just close my messaging apps in hopes that ignoring it will help but if I end up opening them up after awhile and still have no messages, it makes things worse. Only because I expect engagement from at least one person. I shouldn’t expect anything.
8:29 PM
A good way to figure out what I care about during times of intense distress is to ask “What would I need to not care about in order to stop feeling this way?” I’d have to stop caring about my relationships. I’d have to stop caring about how my tummy feels. I kinda already knew this but it helps to explore it further I guess. What do I actually want out of my relationships? Or my health?
I think I want to be more honest about my fears of losing people. I only fear it may come off as strange or obsessive if not worded correctly. But I figure everyone is afraid to lose their closest friends to some degree. It would also help to have confirmation that they are there for me in the same capacity I’m there for them. I tend to be extremely dedicated and loyal. I want to maximize the quality of my connections rather than make more. In some cases I feel there is some disconnect there. I know some people just want more friends and can’t give me the same attention I give them. And that really hurts when I find out.
I really wish I could get my tummy off my mind more, it bogs me down on days like today. I want to be able to ignore it and focus on more important things like my friends.
I still have a massive void in my personal interests. I don’t know what they are. Or if my personal interests should be solo things. Maybe I really am only interested in things that involve others. I just don’t know.
11:38 PM
I had an epiphany today. Something that gives me some actual direction. I’ve overidentified with the brand “MarsMiner.” Internally I’ve told myself that this is who I am for so long. I always thought I never let “fame” get to my head, but I did. I did in a way that is toxic to myself rather than to others. I don’t outwardly project it but I’ve always enjoyed being “known” or “somebody” even to a small sphere of people. I think it’s normal to enjoy that kind of thing but I’ve let it go out of control. I always knew this was a problem to some degree because sometimes I’d ask myself “What if I never drew and therefore had no notoriety?” That kind of thinking would scare me and make me realize how much I’ve hinged my worth on my brand.
I think the move here is to strongly distinguish work life from normal life. I think the reason I didn’t catch this sooner is because it’s hard to do it online, especially when I use the same username basically everywhere. I have to fabricate this new separation. I can start by changing my username on non-work related accounts. I can stop trying to make friends in art circles because it’s giga rare that I will make genuine connections with people that already know me and therefor have something to gain from me.
This might be fun and I am excited for it. I’ve been saying for awhile that I believe in having multiple different identities in life. Most people achieve this without trying or thinking about it. They have an outside work life that they don’t associate with personal life. I used to have this when I would be a mute Shygal in VRchat. I was a different person then with different kinds of friends, all non furries too. I think detaching myself from my brand will be very healthy.
There might be some awkward spots. Art in general is one. It is work but also something I genuinely enjoy. It kinda forces me to show my personal self during work time but this is unavoidable. There’s also no way to separate work art from personal art which has always been a problem. People intertwine the two and think I’m a psycho freak for drawing things people commissioned.
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Bonten Mikey trapping you with a baby
It's been a week since you guys had fought and you have left. Mikey was losing himself once again. He wanted to kill you and kiss you. He been blowing up your phone with threats ever since you left him.
"Call me back this is your last warning y/n".
You stayed at a friend's house and you had noticed you forgot something at the house you and mikey had shared. You had forgot your laptop. You were hesitant to go get it knowing the chances of running into mikey. However, all your work files was on that laptop. You ran to your car and drove home. You had finally arrived and as you were putting the key in you looked behind your shoulder to make sure no one was there watching you. The door had opened and you went upstairs into your room to see your laptop laying on the bed
"Whew it's still here.. lemme just find the cord and we'll be outta here for goo-"
"Y/n."
You had froze. You felt cold. Your hands began to shake and your breath began to shorten. You knew exactly whose voice you heard. It was mikey.
His gun was pointing you. His eyes were so cold. He was furious and you could tell.
"You're not going anywhere y/n"
You began to tear up with the laptop still in your hand. His gun was still pointed directly at you.
"Mikey can you put the gun down at least? You're (sniffle)scaring me" you said while crying
He was silent. He didn't respond. He just stared at you while still keeping the gun pointed at you. He wanted answers. Why did you leave? You treated him so good. You should have known there would be no escape. The only escape there is, is death. You were his. Only his. The thought of you leaving him and moving on keeps him awake at night.
"MIKEY GOTDAMN" you yell. You were sick of the silence.
"I JUST WANT TO MOVE ON. I DONT WANNA DEAL WITH YOU ANYMORE BECAUSE YOU ARENT THE SAME MIKEY I USE TO KNO-"
Mikey interrupted you with a loud bang coming from the gun. He had shot the wall a inch next to you.
"Shut up. Shut up. SHUT UP Y/N"
He was starting to lose control of his emotions and you could tell by the way his eyes widened.
"I LOST EVERYONE WHO WERE CLOSE TO ME AND ILL BE DAMNED IF I LOOSE YOU. IF I HAVE KILL US BOTH I WILL."
You stood there crying. He wasnt the same. You wanted the old mikey back. His gun was still in his hand. You knew if you didn't do something now somebody was going to end up dead
You walked over to him. Cradled his face. You could see tears forming in his eyes.
You kissed him.
Your intention was to disarm him and bring him back to a calmer state because he was beginning to loose himself. You are aware you are his peace. As you was kissing him, he dropped his gun and begin to lift your shirt. He had pushed you against the wall still kissing you.
Your intention was to disarm him but as the kiss got deeper you realized you wanted this as bad as he did. Mikey finally got his hands on you. He finally got what he wanted, you.
Your shirt was off now exposing your breast. As he stared upon you, still fully clothed. You grabbed his dick and unzipped his pants now exposing his hard cock. You placed his dick in between your tits giving him a titfuck while he was still standing.
"I love your beautiful tits y/n I'm going to bust right in between them."
You spat on his dick while you massaged his dick in-between your tits going as fast as you could. He moaned your name beautifully. His breaths were getting heavy and you could tell he was about to cum
"Cmon mikey.. bust in between my tits baby. I'm all yours look at them mikey. Look at them."
As you continued to glide your tits up and down his dick he busted. You used your finger to lick the cum off your boobs. Yet, he was far from done. He went a whole week without seeing you. He wants to cherish this moment.
He took off his shirt and whispered in your ear
"you're having all my babies tonight. Gonna get you so full. I want you pregnant."
You didn't say anything. You were so intoxicated with the sex he was going to supply but little did you know Mikey was dead serious.
He began to kneel to your pussy licking it and eating it whole. He sucked your clit and He gave himself a hand job while he ate your pussy. Boy was so horny. You moaned as loud as you could.
"I love hearing you fucking scream"
You came right on his mouth. He slurped you so well. He missed your pussy.
"Did you fuck anyone else? Did you give anyone else my pussy y/n"
" No! No sir! I- I promise mikey"
"I'll kill you if you did"
You were scared of him. You stared into his eyes nervously. He then began to flip you over in doggy style position. Your pussy was beyond wet and he moaned while he massaged the tip in.
"Mikey...your dick feel so good"
He took his tip out. You were so tight and your pussy wasn't opening up for him he stuck his fingers in surprising you,
"You need to open up for me. I want your pussy to take me so you can cum.
He slid his dick back in and this time he managed to get it in all the way. You moaned like crazy and so did he. Your ass clapped onto him. He smacked it as hard as he could
"This your punishment for leaving. *smack* you're never leaving Me and I mean never. *smack* you're forever glued to me *smack* we belong together *smack*"
You screamed out his name crying from the pain and pleasure. He was getting faster and faster.
"OH Y/N ITS SO DAMN TIGHT. IM CUMMING INSIDE YOU"
You began to see white. Your vision blurred. You were fucked outta your mind. You began to feel mikey hot warm seed leaking into you. He kept his cock inside until he was done emptying himself. Thats a week worth of cum. Best believe your pussy was full.
He then pulled out kissing your neck.
"Mm-missed you so fucking much. I can tell you're tired y/n get some rest and I'll clean you up"
Boy was he a good liar. He was waiting til you fell asleep so he can sneak into the bathroom cabinet to grab your plan b.
You drifted off and that's exactly what he did. He had called sanzu while preparing his shower.
"She's home. Pick me up and Make sure you change the locks and lock her inside the house. She's not going anywhere. If she needs anything she will have to go through u first"
He hung up the phone and showered. His mission was complete. You were stuck with him forever. He knew deep down he got you pregnant and it made him happy.
He left the house leaving you in bed. You went searching for your plan b and noticed it wasn't there and as you were trying to walk out the house you noticed the doors were locked from Outside. He also had took your phone.
3 weeks later, you complained to sanzu about your morning sicknesses and asked if he could get you a test from the store. Turns out you're pregnant. As you looked at the test you began to form tears in your eyes because you realized what mikey was up to all along
Mission accomplished. He will never let you leave.
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℗ me and my husband
atsumu x fem!reader (poker face ending)
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wc. 3.2k (holy shit)
warnings. NOT PROOFREAD, v v soft domestic, marriage :00, smut!! (is marked off!!), soft dom!tsumu, hair pulling (giving), unprotected sex, slight praise kink, pretty vanilla ngl
an. can be read as a one shot but u might be confused lmfao also this took SO LONG OMFG also also heavily unedited, take things w a grain of salt lmfao anyways don’t forget to feed me ahaha m rlly proud of this so i hope y’all like it <33
it was moving day and atsumu was about to lose his mind.
today was the official day of the hyper house disbandment and while most of the members were still figuring out new living arrangements and thus remaining past the deadline, you were one of the few trying to get out as soon as possible.
makki and mattsun were so excited to have you move in, they showed up early that morning to help you pack. now, it was around 1p and it was almost time for you to go. you still had a few more boxes to go but things were speeding right along.
normally, atsumu would be right by your best friends helping you out but he was currently in the middle of a breakdown.
you were leaving. leaving. he had no idea when he’d see you again (even though you promised to meet up weekly to catch up), if he would ever see you again. for all he knew, makki and mattsun would just hide you away forever, never to be seen again.
okay, so he was panicking.
it was just... atsumu was in love with you. he’d known for a while (way longer than he’d like to admit) and he selfishly thought he’d have more time with you so that he could work up the courage to confess. but now? you were like three boxes away from a distance that he didn’t know if he or your relationship could recover from.
it wasn’t that he was bad at long distance but the tragic events that the house brought, brought the two of you closer together and he didn’t want to lose that.
atsumu let out a groan and dropped his head against the wall, his mind running with scenario after scenario, all ending in failure and utter embarrassment.
“hey, you okay?” you called out, a large box cradled delicately in your arms. as atsumu turned from the plaster in front of him, he allowed himself a moment to take you in.
you were wearing short athletic shorts, worn converses, and his t shirt. a thin sheen of sweat covered your skin, the lights above reflecting off of it, giving you a warm glow.
of course you looked hot moving boxes.
you called his name again in concern and he immediately felt his heart clench in guilt. you’d already been through so so much and here he was fantasizing about you instead of being there for you like a good friend would.
atsumu let out a sigh and shot you a wide, albeit empty, smile before walking over to you and taking the box out of your hands. the furrow in your brows told him you saw through his expression but he ignored it and made a show of lifting your box above his head and carrying it to mattsun’s car.
“see, what would ya do without these guns angel?” he joked, placing the cardboard into the trunk. you rolled your eyes and poked him in the side playfully. “die, probably.”
the butterflies in his stomach kicked up at the underlying sincerity in your voice but he tried his best to overlook it. it was much harder than it seemed, especially when you looked at him with such fondness in your gaze that made him want to kiss you senseless.
gulping hard, he quickly turned away from you, busying himself with fitting your things in the truck like a game of tetris.
“atsumu.” your voice was firm but pleading and he didn’t dare look at you for fear of spilling everything right then and there. “wow, ya sure got a lot of stuff, huh? wonder how much of this was bought with ushijima’s money,” he started to ramble but thankfully he was interrupted by makki whooping as he walked out of the house.
“last box bitches!” you shot atsumu one final worried look before running over to makki and mattsun, yelling the whole way there.
atsumu was grateful your back was to him because he couldn’t hide the affectionate look that overtook his face, a soft smile spreading across his lips as he watched you hip bump your friends while cackling wildly.
god, he was so in love with you.
what was he going to do when you moved out and away? what if you found someone, someone how loved you as much as he did (not possible)? he would wish for your happiness even at the expense of his own but... what if you both could be happy?
caught up in his thoughts, atsumu didn’t register you saying your goodbyes to the remaining members until you were finally in front of him.
“i’m gonna miss living with you tsum.” you unceremoniously launched yourself at him, wrapping your arms around his waist and burying your face in his chest. his heart leapt violently at the contact and he prayed to every deity above that you didn’t hear it underneath your head.
he barely managed to hug you back before you pulled away, your eyes slightly teary and red. “um, well, makki and mattsun are waiting for me so uh,” you trailed off looking back at the van and your friends who were so (im)patiently waiting for you to join them.
atsumu’s breath quickened as you scooted a bit away from him, truly getting ready to leave. no, no, it couldn’t end like this, awkward and distant. no, he wasn’t going to let it.
“atsumu?” you asked worriedly, reaching out a hand to touch him when he didn’t respond but he couldn’t hear you. he felt hot all over, like he was going to explode or magically combust if he didn’t get the words out into the air.
“tsum, are you oka-“ “i’m in love with ya.”
you paused, shock written clearly all over your face. the fear of rejection slammed into atsumu like a brick, the feeling settling in the pit of his stomach like a rock but he still didn’t stop.
“i’m in love with ya and i have been for forever. yn, yer beautiful but yer face and body aren’t even the best part of ya, even though they’re pretty damn great. yer just-“
“tsum-“
“-yer so kind, especially when ya don’t need ta be. yer badass but ya care fer others so deeply and ya make me wanna be a better person. ya make me a better person. i know ya-“
“tsumu please-“
“-ya probably don’t feel the same and that’s alright but i needed ta tell ya, before ya leave and fall in love with some other scrub, just in case we can be happy together and-“
all of a sudden, your hands were buried in his shirt and you were pulling him close to meet your lips with his, your mouths meshing together in a soft and passionate kiss.
bliss. atsumu was in sheer bliss. your lips were as soft as he thought they would be as they moved with his, his hands coming up to grip your waist and pull you even closer to him.
sooner than he would have liked, his lungs started burning for air so he pulled back but not very far, instead resting his forehead against yours.
“i was trying to tell you i liked you too, idiot,” you muttered, your eyes still closed as you spoke. he chuckled, a wide grin overtaking his entire face as he really took in what you were saying.
you liked him back. you liked him. holy shit.
but instead of saying any of that, he decided to tease you a bit. “just like? if i recall, i just confessed my undying love for ya.”
you pulled back with a faux scoff, hitting him in the arm with a huff. “shut up you ass. of course i love you too.” you couldn’t keep your real smile off your cheeks while you confessed, your soft expression bringing another wave of desire over atsumu’s body.
“can, can i take ya inside angel?” he allowed his true intentions to be heard in his words, your eyes widening when you figured out what he meant. you nodded vigorously before shooting a look to makki and mattsun. mattsun just waved you off and got into his truck while makki yelled, “get that dick!”
you heated up horribly, grabbing atsumu’s hand and pulling him towards the house and to his room. he allowed himself to be dragged along, sending winks to the other boys as he went until the two of you were standing right in front of his door.
“i love ya,” he whispered, lifting your hand to his lips to place a gentle kiss there. you grinned. “love you too tsum.”
that must have been the final straw because the minute the words left your mouth, he was on you.
••• smut begin•••
pressing you up against the door, atsumu ravaged your mouth, his tongue tangling with yours as he walked you backwards into his room, laying you down on the bed so that he was hovering over you, his hips pressing hard against yours.
instinctively, you ground up into him, rewarding you with a loud groan and a gasp of your name. “fuck angel, yer killing me here,” he laughed breathlessly, rolling his hardness against your thigh. you let out a breathy moan and tangled your hands in his hair to bring him back down to your lips.
as you continued to kiss him, his hands scrambled at your waist, pushing his hands under it to grope at your chest. you giggled at the cold of his fingers but he didn’t pay it any mind, moving down from your mouth to your neck, sucking dark marks into the sensitive skin there.
“ah, shit tsumu,” you tilted your head to the side to give him more access, just as he reached under your bra to tease your nipples. a startled gasp left you, your back arching into his careful touch. “that feel good angel?” atsumu asked, voice low and gravelly as he pinched the delicate bud, drawing another noise from your throat.
you nodded, not trusting yourself to speak. you bit your bottom lip while he pulled your shirt and bra off, tossing them somewhere in the room. as he scanned your half naked body, he noticed you quieting yourself and he lightly shook his head. his thumb found its way to your lip, carefully pulling it from between your teeth.
“wanna hear ya angel, let me hear yer pretty noises, yeah?” without letting you respond, atsumu dove back into your chest, suckling one of your nipples into his mouth while toying with the other, a sigh of his name sending a bolt of arousal straight to his loins.
he grinded against you absentmindedly, losing himself in you, eventually switching sides to give the same treatment to your neglected bud.
while atsumu seemed to be having the time of his life attached to your tit, you were getting impatient, your arousal completely soaking through your underwear. you needed more.
tangling your fingers in his blond locks, you attempted to tug him away from your chest but his reaction was unlike anything you could’ve expected. “aahh!” he let out a strangled whine, his hips bucking against your side.
“please, tsumu, need more,” you breathed, his needy reaction not lost on you as pulled his hair a bit harder. you were not disappointed as his eyes rolled back and his mouth opened in a silent moan before dropping his head to your shoulder.
“fuck, fuck, okay angel, i got ya, i got ya.” atsumu swiftly disposed of both yours and his bottoms and underwear before lifting your leg and positioning himself at your entrance.
“tell me if i hurt ya, alright? i love ya,” he smiled down on you, your heart swelling two times at his carefulness. “i love you too,” you replied, watching as his pupils grew and a low groan broke free from his chest.
“oh angel, ‘m gonna ruin ya.” that was the last thing he said before he pushed into you, both of you letting out whimpers as he stretched you open, the blunt head of his cock just a few centimeters shy of your cervix.
your back arched in pleasure, both of your hands scrambling until they found purchase on his back, your nails digging in just when he started to thrust shallowly into you.
“f-fuck, how’re ya s-so fuckin’ tight?” atsumu growled through gritted teeth, every word punctuated with a roll of his hips. you couldn’t respond as you were too overwhelmed with pleasure, his cock rubbing against your g-spot with every slow movement.
speaking of slow, he was moving way too leisurely for your tastes. you needed him to move faster and you knew exactly how to do it.
sliding your hand up from his back, you grabbed a good chunk of hair from the back of his head and pulled. his reaction was immediate and oh-so gratifying.
an honest to god whimper poured from his lips and he instantly thrusted all the way into you, his length driving into your g-spot perfectly. you both let out twin moans as he started rocking into consistently, every movement bringing you closer and closer to your peak.
“i love ya, i love ya so fuckin’ much, angel—shit—yer so amazing, i love ya,” atsumu rambled while pounding into you, deep curses and whines of your name interspersed with his declarations of love. if you could speak, you would reciprocate but you were too busy holding on for dear life as he fucked you into oblivion.
desperate for some kind of anchor to reality, you grasped onto his locks again, gripping tightly as drawn-out cries of his name slipped from your open lips. you were close, so close and he knew it too.
“feel ya clenchin’ around me like a good girl, ya gonna cum fer me? gonna cum fer me angel?” atsumu’s hand snaked down between your bodies to rub fast circles on your clit, a shaky sob finding its way out into the open air.
“oh shit, yeah, ‘m g-gonna cum for you tsum, ‘s all for you,” you moaned, clamping down on him sporadically as you started to cum, your vision whiting out and your thighs trembling while you gushed around him.
your mind was floating off when you felt him cum with a shout, his warmth flooding you and spilling out as he collapsed onto your chest.
••• smut over •••
the two of you lied there for a while, attempting to regain your brain and feeling in your legs. you vaguely made note of the wet rag cleaning between your thighs and the following weight falling down beside you but it was only after a few more minutes that you really came back to yourself, rolling over to lay on atsumu’s bare chest.
“holy shit, tsumu,” you said in awe, your boyfriend (!!) laughing at your reaction. “i’m just that good angel, what can i say?”
you groaned and hit him in the chest but you couldn’t keep the smile off your face if you tried. “you are such a menace!”
“only fittin’ that i picked a gremlin ta be with then,” atsumu teased while playing with a piece of your hair. mock offense filled your chest as you sat up, fixing him with your ‘angriest’ glare.
“is that the kind of language you’ll be using in your vows, mister?” you were only joking but when atsumu’s eyes widened and a blush spread across his cheeks, you realized your mistake.
you opened your mouth to apologize or to make some kind of excuse but he beat you to the punch. “ya wanna marry me angel?” he asked, looking so vulnerable with hope shining in his brown irises. you couldn’t bear to lie.
“of course tsum, you’re it for me,” you reached out a hand to caress his cheek and he leaned into it, his own coming up to cup yours and hold it against his face.
“good.” and that was the end of that, that evening’s... extraneous activities having thoroughly tired to the point that you fell completely asleep with your face against one of his pecs.
if you had stayed awake a little longer, you would’ve seen atsumu pull out his phone and start a new note titled, “my angel.”
if i just said i loved you, it would be an understatement. it would be like saying the sun’s surface is just a bit warm or that the arctic is just a little chilly. it would be an injustice to you and to how i truly feel about you. love—
“-is a word that is much too soft and used far too often ta ever describe the fierce, infinite and blazing passion that i have in my heart for ya angel. ya acknowledge my strengths and ya accept my faults. ya make me wanna be a better person every day. so, today i vow ta laugh with ya and comfort ya during times of joy and times of sorrow. i promise ta always pursue ya, ta fight for ya, and love ya unconditionally and wholeheartedly for the rest of my life. ya are my best friend and i’m the luckiest person on earth ta call ya mine- wait are ya crying?"
the audience burst into laughter as you frantically tried to wipe away your tears, punching atsumu softly on the arm. “of course i am, you ass.”
the officiant cleared his throat, grabbing both of your attentions. “it is the bride’s turn to give her vows. if you may?”
you nodded and atsumu already felt like crying. again. he’d cried that morning while getting dressed and then again when you walked down the aisle in the most beautiful dress he had ever seen. now, as he watched you pull a folded piece of paper out of your bra, he knew he’d made the right decision in confessing to you, all those years ago.
he also knew he was definitely going to cry again.
“atsumu, falling for you wasn’t falling at all—it was walking into a house and knowing that you’re home. today, i want to make you promises that i will always keep. i promise to never stop holding your hand or accepting your kisses. i promise to not hit you too hard when you insult me or call me a gremlin. i promise to share my food with you, to never go to bed angry, and to try and understand your obsession with professional men’s volleyball. i promise to love, respect, protect and trust you, and give you the best of myself, for i know that together we will build a life far better than either of us could imagine alone. i choose you. i’ll choose you over and over and over, without pause, without doubt, i’ll keep choosing you.
i used to never truly enjoy moments because i was always waiting for what's next. the next thing horrible thing to happen. now that i have you, i enjoy the moment. every moment.
today seems like it's the start of a new journey, but i already belong to you. falling for you wasn't falling at all—it was walking into a house and knowing you're home. i love you.”
and at least in this lifetime
we’re sticking together
me and my husband
we’re sticking together
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for kinky hours: single dad jk that hasn’t had any in so long, so he just goes so hard that he feels like he has to apologize after
warnings: as always, all characters are intended to be consenting adults. office worker!jk x babysitter!OC, single dad jk, age gap
writing this while sleepy, so SORRY FOR ANY MISTAKES IM TRYING TO KEEP MY EYES OPEN RN
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Jungkook comes back home with his shoulders slumped, drained from work. He was expecting you and his son playing in the living room, but the two of you were nowhere to be found.
He releases a deep sigh, throwing his keys on the dining table as he loosens up his tie. A sudden pitter-patter sound comes from the other side of the room, he turns around and sees you walking down the stairs.
"Mr. Jeon!" you exclaim in a half-whisper, "I already put him to bed. He's already sleepy after playing a little game of hide and seek."
Your joyful, cheery tone made him smile. You were perfect for your job, and you're definitely a character that your son badly needed to have.
"You know I can't thank you enough, Y/n."
His tired voice made his tone a bit raspier than usual, and it startled you.
"It's no problem, sir. Do you want anything to drink?" you immediately ask after he plops down on the couch, "You seem extremely tired. I'll get you a glass of water."
Jungkook can't even bring himself to say no to you. He looks to where you are in the kitchen, your hair tousled from working hard all day. "Thank you," Jungkook mutters, accepting the drink from your hands.
"Is there..." your eyes wander to his neck, seeing how his adam's apple bob up and down. "Is there anything else that I can do?"
"No need, Y/n." Jungkook puts the glass down on the coffee table.
You stand a couple of feet away in front of him. Jungkook fondles with his belt buckle, and your eyes unknowingly follow his actions. "Actually, come and sit beside me."
You were taken aback, mouth gaping open as you hesitate to comply. Why was he looking at you like that? Jungkook raises his brows, waiting for you to obey. "You heard me."
"Right," you breathe, sitting down on the couch with him.
"I'm so fucking tired from work, Y/n. And all of my damn co-workers decided to act like total children today."
You quietly listen to him rant about what happened at work, to which you obediently oblige to. He probably needed someone to listen to him, and you understood that.
"One of my partners didn't even try covering up a hickey on his neck," he throws his head back, "so professional of him. Made me want to punch the wall," Jungkook chuckles, his mind racing with thoughts until he whispers the next sentence: "At least he's getting railed, huh?"
He turns to look at you, and he smirks from seeing your cheeks blush from his words. He looks at you up and down, seeing that you were bouncing your knee. Jungkook swiftly rests his hand on it, rubbing his thumb on your skin.
The simple action encouraged butterflies in your stomach.
He doesn't lose eye contact, inching his hand higher up your thigh.
"You're not pushing me away, Y/n," his forehead creases, "Tell me to stop."
"What?" you meekly ask, "What are you doing?"
"You have no clue?" Jungkook says in slight disbelief. He abruptly, without foreseeing it, straddles you and grips your wrists in one hand. His eyes turn into little slits while he looks at you as prey. "I have one thing on my mind right now, and that is to fuck your tight pussy, make my dick feel good until I shoot my cum deep inside you. So tell me," he grasps your jaw, tilting your head up. "may I fuck you?"
He adores the way you instantly turn into a shy puddle. Everything escalated so quickly that you didn't even care about the consequences of your answer.
"Yes."
Jungkook growls, immediately attaching his lips onto your neck, making you gasp. "You better be fucking sure about that answer, darling. It's been so long since I fucked someone, and you bet that I'm not gonna go easy on that cunt."
Someone get this man a fucking pocket pussy.
Jungkook knows how to please a woman. While time passes by, he already had you deep into a cloudy state of submission, allowing him to use and play with your body the way he wants to. Jungkook pounds you from behind as you lay on your stomach, his strong arms on either side of your head.
His hips thrust into you so skillfully, already knowing what your body likes as if he had fucked you a hundred times. Jungkook finishes all the stamina and energy you had in your body as with each moan you let out, Jungkook fucks you harder.
He fucks you so hard that his balls clap against your skin. He lowers his head to whisper in your ear, "You're so tight and so fucking wet, baby girl. I fucking bet you fantasized about what it's like fucking an older man's cock, huh?"
From his dirty talk alone, he earns a desperate whimper from you. "So cute," he muses.
After he makes you cum, he spurts his seed inside you, coating your walls. Jungkook immediately flips you around and notices how exhausted you looked. "Oh fuck—" he holds your face in two hands, biting his lip to hide the giggle he tries to suppress, "I'm sorry, Y/n, oh god, are you okay?"
Your bodies were sweating and the air was hotter than before. You look up at Jungkook with blown-out eyes, still trying to catch your breath.
"I'm sorry, fuck, w-were you hurt at any point? I apologize, it's just I haven't fucked someone in a long time—"
"No, it's fine, sir," you gulp, "I-I think I should go and check if your son is still sleeping."
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Paring: Makki x f!reader x Matsukawa
Tags: poly, bratty switch!makki, soft sub f!reader, dom brat!tamer issei, hurt/comfort, oral sex, makki being a meanie at first, soft dom!issei later on, squirting, daddy kink, snowballing, face sitting, spanking, voyerism, thigh fucking
Summary: makki takes it too far on a bad day, and issei makes him pay. ; )
wc: 1.7k
a/n: for my bby @selfishwitch, thank you for the header!
18+ minors dni
“I-issei, wait.” you tried your best to choke out as he already threw you over his shoulder, hauling you to the bedroom, makki smirking as he skipped behind.
Usually not caring about makki blaming you for little things, at the end of the day you were into anything they were. Not caring if you got spanked over and over again, or getting choked by issei as makki’s cock was down your throat for something as silly as him flipping your skirt in public while slapping your ass or pulling your top down and pinching your nipple, making you let out an embarrassingly lewd moan then saying you did it yourself.
But today you were so tired, work stressing you out to the point of tears. Just wanting to come home and be coddled on, to just eat whatever was in the fridge and cry yourself to sleep. Feeling him gently set you on the bed, heart swelling at the thought, his rough hands still so soft on you, eyes burning up at the thought disappointing him.
Mind telling you to let him do whatever he wanted with you, loose limbs laying there while he stripped you down. Squealing at the sudden impact across your thigh, body shaking as the stinging sensation felt so much more painful than usual. Makkis hair tickling your neck as he littered it with rough kisses.
Anxiety pooling in you at the thought of them not needing you, knowing that a relationship only needed two people, but you couldn't take it anymore. Trying to muffle your sobs as your wrists moved up to cover your eyes. Issei froze for a second, easily taking your limp hands away from your eyes, not seeing the usual dazed with lust, instead seeing real pain behind them.
“What’d you do?” He said to makki in shock, already knowing his antics but going along with them anyways. Quickly by stroking your cheeks with his thumb, head cradled between his chest and hand as he waited for him to respond.
“Did you lie? Lie and make our sweet baby cry, hm?” his tone sounding threatening as makki grew more uncomfortable, seeing you lay on the bed, helpless as could be, making his heart clench.
“Y-yes” he muttered out, scared to look his boyfriend in the eye. “I- , m’sorry daddy” he ashamedly said as his cheeks burned up, not wanting to actually break you this far.
“If you think saying daddys gonna save you, you're wrong.” issei’s large hand dragging him towards the chair, rough fingers taking his clothes off, sitting pretty and naked before you two.
“You’re gonna be a good boy for once, and just watch. No touching yourself.” Issei said, looking down at makkis cock, already so hard and swollen, pink tip tuning red, precum staining his boxers. Nerves rising as his cock throbbed just from his boyfriend getting a little rough with him.
“...or your gonna get punished. Got it?” Issei's voice breaking him out of his trance, nodding with a huff, cheeks pouting as his eyes watch him leave towards you.
“W-wait, i-ssei, you don't have t-” you started, not waiting to leave makki out, mind foggy as you didnt realize that he was enjoying it deep down, not seeing his cock throb as you begged for an ounce of attention from the man above you.
“Shh princess, i'm just gonna take my time with you, that okay? He whispered into your skin, reading your mind, hearing nothing but your heart. “Cmon sweetheart, gotta tell daddy or he won't know what to do.” he egged on, hands lingering on your body, waiting for a response.
Shaking your head slightly up and down as he surprisingly took just that for an answer, eyes swelling up again as you grew apprehensive, never getting it this easily in your relationship with them, not wanting them to play with you anymore.
“S’okay baby, I got you. Daddys here, yeah?” He said wiping your tears, clearing up your vision to let his soft smile shine through.
Makki watched, cheeks tinted pink as his hair, seeing your legs get haphazardly thrown over his shoulders, wishing that was him. Wishing that you were the one tugging on his hair while his tongue abused your cunt, making you moan his name out over and over again, wanting to take his time and drag it out, wanting to make it up to you.
Your precious little whimpers leaving your lips as your body jiggled around, knowing the feeling all too well. Issei's thick fingers stretching you out, clenching around nothing, unlike you.
Back arching as best as your tired body could, tears spilling out. Falling down your cheeks and onto your tits, finally from pleasure and not pain. Crying out daddy, as your hands gripped tightly onto his hair.
“There's my pretty girl.” He said, tongue not leaving your clit as he smirked, fingers curling into you as he saw makki eyeing up your body. Wanting to put on as much as a show that he could, his cute pout getting his dick even harder.
“Wish you were me, huh?” he teased, reaching up to grab your tit in his hand, gently squeezing the soft flesh between his fingers as his face broke away from you cunt.
“C’mon baby, let’s show him what he's missing.”
Mind somewhere else as he adjusted you with your back to his chest, legs spread open as you felt him grow on your back. Clinging onto him while his thumb moved back down to your swollen nub, rubbing it in circles while his middle finger made its way inside of you. Getting faster and faster as you bounced on his hold, the burning feeling making its way up your stomach again, but in this position you grew scared.
“M-, im gonna make a mess,” you whimpered, you and your boyfriend seeing makkis eyes grow at the sentence.
“Really?” The feeling of you already dripping onto him was making him lose his act. Incoherent words coming out of your mouth as you got closer, pretty little head of yours thinking that it was such a problem when it wasn't.
Turning your body, giving makki a full view. “Perfect.”
Finger curling one last time as he felt you clench around him, pulling it out as you did make a mess everywhere, rubbing your clit with all his fingers trying to milk it out. Moans leaving your mouth as it landed all over him, opening your eyes, apologies coming out of your mouth as Issei calmed you down.
“Shh, baby look.” he said, eyes following his down to his cock, seeing his cheeks turn the reddest you've ever seen, covered in you cum looking the prettiest he's ever been. Cunt throbbing as he finally unfroze, licking it off his lips with a smile.
“You gonna say sorry?”
Nodding faster than he could get his words out “That's a good boy.” issei said, walking up to him, placing his lips on his as he swapped your cum back and forth. Feeling like he was being tortured as he didnt let him cum yet. Tip so swollen it was painful as his teary eyes begged to cum, the only time you'll ever catch him caring. Whiny voice begging out “please, m’sorry, ple-, ah, ngah,.. m-m’sor-, please!”
“You okay doll?” he asked, turning his attention to you, tired eyes opening as you shook your head again. “Wanna do me a favor, pretty girl?”
The soft tease in his voice bringing you back, feeling like a weight lifted off your shoulders reminding you that this is how it should be. Smiling a croaked out “yeah.”
“Wanna be my good girl and go sit on his face?....Bad boys don’t get to beg.” he said, looking over to makkis fear stuck face, body tingling as the word ‘my’ left his mouth.
“Hm?”
Responding by crawling over to him, seeing his flushed face as you parted your thighs, bare cunt open for him to see and use as your hands rested on his chest. Feeling his hot breath on your overstimulated clit, twitching as your knees almost gave out under you.
Hearing him mummer out a “hurry up” before his hands impatiently grabbed your thighs and drug you down onto him, a disgruntled moan coming out as his nose rubbed your clit. Not paying attention to anything as you didnt feel one of his hands leave, moving its way down to his cock, but issei did.
“Never said you could touch yourself.” He uttered out, leaning back in the chair makki was formerly in, pulling his cock out while slowly stroking it at the sight before him.
Feeling his muffled whines against you as you saw his legs kick like a child, almost cooing at how cute he was before his finger pinched your clit, nearly falling onto him before he gripped you tighter. Taking out his frustrations on you, seeing that he desperately wanted more as his hips were humping nothing, swearing could come from just the friction of the air.
“m-makki, i-, m’go-, ah!”
Making you cum before you could even get it out, his finger curling up into you, body feeling it tenfold as you went limp on his arms. Catching you before you could fall, laying you down next to him. Greedy hands trying to reach for your tits but Issei snatched him away before he could.
Kissing him on the forehead while stroking him off, big hands wrapping completely around it, thumb swiping the tip over and over. Releasing instantly at the touch while makkis hands felt up his crotch, issei sighing as he licked his messy fingers, chuckling out.
Eyes trying their best to stay open to see your boyfriends get each other off, letting out a whine as you wanted makkis attention too. Issei placing his cum coated fingers between your lips, sucking on them as you nodded off, makki resting his head on your chest as he laid on top of you.
“S’okay,” Makki smirked out, high still not wearing off as he palmed issei’s cock once more, resting it between your thighs as he couldn't help but rut into them. “We got you baby, don't we?”
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Hi! So happy to see that you’re back! Can I request something about the reader being experienced and taking Sapnap’s virginity?❤️
hi hello, heres this, i made this very praise heavy bc i feel like he would be very into being praised
You had been with sapnap for around six months now and you guys hadnt done anything more than make out, you figured it was just because he was scared until he came out and told you some pretty shocking news.
“So you know how ive been putting off us sleeping together?” he says anxiously, “its because well...ive never...yknow” he blushes and looks down. Its hard to believe someone as attractive as him had never been with anyone, especially with how good he was at kissing.
“Thats okay, we can take it as slow as you want to. I dont mind waiting until youre comfortable.” you said to him, lifting his chin for him to look at you. “And if youre never ready or decided its not for you ill support you, i love you for you and i dont need sex to be happy.” he smiles and takes your hand.
“Actually...i think im ready to try it if you want to.” he says with a brighter blush covering his face.
“I promise ill take it slow and dont hesitate to tell me if you get uncomfortable with anything or if you want to stop.” he nods as you lead him to your shared room. You push him back to sit on the bed before moving to sit in his lap, “we can start with what we normally do okay?” he nods and captures your lips in a soft kiss, your hands moving to thread through his long hair, tugging softly. He lets out a soft moan and grips your hips and you begin to rock them against him. He lets out another soft noise before you pull away, moving to bite and suck at his neck roughly, causing him to buckle his hips into yours.
“Patience baby boy, wanna make you feel good first. Want this to be good for you.” he hums as you dive back to nip at his neck, his hands moving to your hips to guide them. You giggle before moving off of him, sinking to your knees in front of him. “Is this okay?”
“More than okay sweetie, please make me feel good.” he looks at you with pleading eyes as you slowly undo his belt and unbutton his pants. He whines as you go slowly before tugging them down, palming him over his boxers as he ruts his hips into your touch before you tug his boxers down. He lets out a hiss as the cold air hits his member before you take it in your hand, pumping it slowly as he grips the sheets. You lick the tip softly before taking him all the way in your mouth, gagging slightly as he hits the back of your throat. He lets out a loud moan and throws his head back, one hand moving to your hair.
“F-feels so good please dont stop.” one hand tugs at your hair, begging to guide you up and down his length while the other one grips the sheets roughly. You let him take control, him starting to fuck your throat softly, rutting into you to chase his own pleasure. You tug away from him when he starts to twitch in your mouth.
“No no no baby boy, dont want you cumming to fast.” he whines as you stand up, making a show out of taking off your clothes, causing his mouth to water. “Youre overdressed,” you say as you finish taking everything off, moving to straddle his hips again before tugging his shirt off. “Much better.”
“p-please ...please ride me need to be inside you so bad.” you chuckle at his words before pushing him onto his back and standing up.
“Lay back on the bed and get comfy, want this to be good for you.” he nod and shifts to lay his head on the pillows before you move back on top of him lifting yourself over him before sinking down slowly. He lets out a guttural groan and shoots his hands to your hips. Once youre all the way down you throw your head back and roll your hips, letting out a moan.
“Feel so good inside me, so deep.” he whines and buckles his hips into you, causing you to moan again and place your hand on his chest. “No baby, let me take care of you.” he nods as you start to ride him, letting out whimpers and moans as you do so. He continues to beg and moan below you, already growing close from the new sensation.
“G-gonna cum baby, fuck youre so tight.” you let out a louder moan at that and tighten around him before he spills inside you, throwing his head back and gripping your hips tight enough to bruise. You move for a little longer before he starts to whine from overstimulation. You move off of him and whine as the loss of being full, his eyes glued to the sight of his cum dripping out of you and running down his thighs. You move to lay next to him, giving him soft kisses.
“You did so well for me honey, such a good boy.” he smiles at the praise and gives you another soft kiss.
“Did you finish?” you shake you head, not minding that you didnt. You wanted this to be about him so you were okay with not getting off.
“No, but i dont mind, i wanted to make this about you, i can finish myself off later.” you say with a shrug, earning a frown from him.
“Could i maybe...go down on you?” he looks a little nervous, as if you would tell him no. you smirk and move his chin to have him face you.
“Does the baby wanna clean up his mess? Make me feel good?” he blushes and nods. “Then do it my pet, go get your reward.” he eagerly moves between your legs and you swear there has never been a more angelic sight than the one you have right now. He learned a lot that day and you were very content after he finished you off. What a way to lose his virginity.
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