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#if anyone cares the person is jungkook. perfect for this edit cause he is BEAUTIFUL
exilelore · 3 years
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with your hair falling into place like dominoes
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gloss-kitten · 4 years
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Gift ~ teaser
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Summary → As Jungkook turns 20 his doting hyung, Jin, decides to give him the unique gift of experiencing a night with his girlfriend.   
Pairing → Jungkook x Reader / Seokjin x Reader / Jungkook x Seokjin 
Genre → Smut x Fluff
Word Count → TBA
tHIS IS A ‘TEASER’ BUT I want it out there so I edit and post faster but I sincerely love this whole idea and what the fuck else am I meant to do during lockdown? 
You stepped out of the elevator and into the hotel bar feeling like royalty.
Waiters were instantly in your personal space, proffering trays of champagne, it felt almost rude not to take one.
Thankfully, as soon as you accepted a glass they backed off, smiling. You smiled back at them, trying to meet each waiter in the eye, wanting somehow to convey that you were really like them, you were usually the server and not the being served - but they had already bowed and backed away.It didn't matter, you chastised yourself - you were here as a guest tonight. 
Of course you swept confidently into the ballroom but made an automatic semi-circle to the bar, ignoring the throngs of celebrity guests.
Yes, you were a VIP tonight, but dear god you weren't a celebrity, and as long as you could hold a drink upright and keep a smile in a nice dress, maybe the rest of them wouldn't figure out that you probably weren't meant to be here.
You leaned casually against the bar, and when the bartender immediately looked at you, you raised your glass of champagne good-naturedly, to let him know you weren't in need of his assistance.
Perfect, you could do this.
A pair of hands gripped your hips, and a voice whispered almost sinfully in your ear,
"Hey sweetheart, you seen anyone famous?"
Ah, you knew that voice of course. You didn't even turn around.
"Not yet, but I'll let you know" you said at a normal volume, staring straight ahead.
You saw Park Jimin grin wickedly back at you as he walked away.
He knew who you were waiting for.
You signaled to the bartender for another drink.
"You look amazing" Seokjin said as he slid an arm around your waist. You turned to face him and smirked.
"I know" you agreed, making him laugh. Over his shoulder, you saw a familiar set of wide eyes staring, "Ah, hi Jungkook! Congratulations and happy birthday" 
Jungkook responded by bowing stiffly and then he quite literally ran away.
"What the f-"
"Oh don't mind him" Seokjin said quickly, noticing your confusion. He lowered his voice to a whisper. "Are you wearing it?"
Quickly glancing around, you pulled the shoulder of your dress down slightly, revealing the scarlet lace strap of the silk baby doll you were wearing as part of the lingerie set he'd insisted you wear tonight.
Usually Seokjin would make a pained noise, or try to discreetly grab you places he knew he shouldn't in public - however this time he just broke into a wide smile and said "Good!"
Not really the reaction you were going for.
You mingled a little, glad you no longer needed to avoid Seokjin the way you had at the award ceremony. You knew he would insist that he had to greet and thank every person there, and as tedious as it was for you to follow him around and nod pleasantly, the proud smile on your face was genuine.
However, you were only there for about half an hour before Seokjin whispered that you should head up to your room. Surprised but eager to get away from the party and get your hands on him, you grabbed his hand and made a beeline for the elevator. 
You gazed out of the huge ceiling to floor window in his suite, and couldn't help but remark on how utterly beautiful the city looked at night time.
Hearing no response, you turned and saw Seokjin furiously typing on his phone. He’d undone his top button and tie, but hadn’t removed his suit jacket. He clearly wasn’t paying attention to a word you’d said.
“Seokjin-ah!” you snapped, causing him to jump about half a foot in the air and nearly drop his phone.
He stared up at you, and saw you wearing your beautiful dress and a deep frown.
“I’m sorry” He approached you, and caressed your arms gently. Trying to stay mad while he stroked your skin was difficult, he looked and smelled so damn good. “You look beautiful tonight.”
“Thank you”
“Jungkookie thought so too.”
“Did he” you said, disinterested.
Seokjin tilted your chin upwards so you were staring right at him.
“You like Jungkook, right?”
“Are we really having this conversation again?” you groaned.
Just days earlier Seokjin had been asking you if you thought the youngest member was attractive, how attractive, what sort of things he looked good in - you presumed he was trying to quell his own jealousy, which was unusual in itself, Seokjin never, ever got jealous of you with the boys. It was obvious their bond was closer than family, and you knew Seokjin trusted you too, so he never looked twice when Taehyung laid across your lap, or Hoseok insisted you caress his hair while he slept. One of your favourite things about Seokjin was how comfortable he was when you were with his bandmates.
But lately, he kept bringing Jungkook up in conversation, even asking if you’d ever date him were you single.
“But you think he’s handsome don’t you?”
“Yes, he’s handsome” you sighed
“You know he’s never properly been with a girl, don’t you?”
“He had girlfriends in school”
“Yeah but - he’s never been with anyone in that way, and if he could pick anyone I know he’d pick you.”
You said nothing. Where the hell was this going? You stared at Seokjin and he just stared right back, face blank.
“And I…” he swallowed nervously, “I mean I would be okay with that, if you were.”
There was an awkward pause, and it took you several seconds before you realised exactly what Seokjin was implying. Your mouth fell open in shock as you glared at your partner -
“I said Jungkook could lose his virginity with you as a birthday present” Seokjin said very quickly
“You said WHAT” you shrieked, surprised at the pitch you'd reached.
“He loves you, and you love him. And when else is he going to get the chance?" Seokjin burbled hastily, "He trusts you, Y/N, as do I. I know you’d take care of him!”
“You’d let me sleep with someone else?” you said dumbly
“Not someone else.” he said seriously, taking your hands in his. “Jungkook. And I’d be there too, in case you got uncomfortable.”
You were speechless. As the seconds ticked by, it had became painfully obvious that while you hadn’t said yes - you hadn’t said no. You could do it now, just utter the word and stop all this nonsense. Somehow, you were unable to say it.
A knock on the door interrupted you and made Seokjin jump again. He looked flustered as he stood up.
“I just, I’m sorry - just wait -“ he said You heard him unlock the door as you busied yourself with the minibar, definitely needing a drink. The mumbled voices at the door grew louder, and you heard a familiar voice shout,
“You mean she didn’t know?”
“Jungkook! - just get inside!” Seokjin hissed.
Jungkook stumbled around the corner and stopped when he saw you. His tie hung loosely underneath his two undone collar buttons and you caught yourself wondering, not for the first time, what was underneath his shirt.
“I’m sorry noona” He babbled “This was a really stupid idea,”
“It’s not a stupid idea” Seokjin interjected, placing a hand on his band mates shoulder. “It's a perfectly fine idea. Jungkook - I know how much you want this, it’s just up to Y/N now.” Jin tried to hide his smirk while Jungkook stared at you.
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nightowlfandom · 5 years
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Yandere! Jeon Jungkook Smut- Until I Can’t anymore.
REQUEST FROM PROMPT LIST- RIGHT HERE! 
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31- You need to be taught a lesson.
40- I think you’re wonderful...those horrible people you’ve dated...they don’t deserve you
48- You deserve better...someone who cares about you
I am so sorry I didn’t get to this sooner, but I have like more than 10 other requests waiting to be finished, including ones I might have to start over...but you didn’t come here to hear me complain you can’t for smuuut
I also changed this request up a little! hope you don’t mind!
EDIT FROM FUTURE AUTHOR-CHAN-....I FORGOT AN ENTIRE ASS PROMPT FBGIEGBOIEWGEW IM SO SORRY
Also I’m really playing on the yandere thing soooo ya also trigger warning there will be slightly dark themes like almost getting abused and getting bullied please proceed with caution if those are tough subjects for you.
Leggo!!
...
For the past few weeks you had felt like someone was watching you, maybe it was paranoia or maybe you were onto something, you had no clue. it seemed as if lately you had to be more and more on guard but you didn’t know for sure. You felt an...uneasiness.
“Hey!” you were walking down the street when a familiar sounding voice caught your attention. You saw Jungkook jogging to catch up to you. “I was wondering when I’d see you again.”
“Hi Jungkook!” you cheer happily. “I haven’t talked to you in a bit. What’s new popstar?” you teased. 
“Oh stop.” he chuckled. “I’m more interested in you, lovely.” he winked, making you heat up a bit. “How are you today beautiful?”
“Better now that you’re here.” you said shyly. You may or may not have had a small crush on Jungkook. 
“Hm I’m glad.” he smirked. “Excuse me for seeming sudden but I’d love to take you somewhere.”
Your heart fell, you really couldn’t bring yourself to reject him, but you had a good reason for it.
“Jungkook...I-” you began. You stopped yourself when Jungkook tilted his head to the side like a puppy, his lips were on the verge of forming into a frown. “I’d love to.” you sighed, giving in. Guilt flooded your chest.
“Great!” Jungkook smiled. “I’ll cook for you, make you something real nice while we spend time together.” he grabbed both your hands. 
“Sounds fun.” you chuckled, slowly feeling that guilt fade. “I’m looking forward to it.”
Jungkook smiled, but he noticed your hesitation at first. He was afraid that he had come on to strong, then again...knowing you, there was more at hand. He knew that something was eating at you and if he knew you like he thought he did, it had something to do with a certain other man who had been causing you trouble, but that was just him thinking about it.
“I’ll pick you up tonight, babe.” Jungkook winked. “Until then, wear something super pretty for me. Won’t you?”
You felt your face heat up again and you looked down at your shoes. “I’ll try to.” 
“Perfect. Well I won’t keep you too long, you should get back to shopping. That jacket you were looking at just went on sale.” he smiled lightly, turning around.
The jacket you wanted went on sale?!! Awesome!.
“Wait a sec...Jungkook how did you know I wanted a-” you turned around to find him gone from your sight. “Weird...” you trailed off. “Might as well hurry up so I can get ready.”
...
“Hello there beautiful.” Jungkook was at your door, dressed nicely. “Perfect as always.” he chuckled. Okay it was the first time in awhile you had worn a skirt bu the didn’t need to stroke your ego that much.
“Oh hush.” you felt your face heat up. “I look a mess.”
Jungkook slipped his fingers under your chin and made you look up. “Never.”
“..O-okay.” you mumbled shyly.
“You ready to go?” Jungkook chuckled. “I plan on making the best food you’ve ever tasted so I hope you’re hungry.” He grabbed your hand.
“Yeah, hope you know I’m a real critic when it comes to good food.” you joked.
“Oh now I really have to step it up.” he replied, winking. You felt your face heat up again. Jungkook thought it was so cute, he admired your shyness. It was no wonder why he took such a deep interest in you. “Y/N...is something bothering you?”
“Hm? Oh no! I’m just..thinking.” you smiled. “Come on, let’s go.” you grabbed his hand.
Jungkook’s apartment was very clean and neat. His place was exactly as you pictured it. Not that you pictured it before...
“Have a seat! Make yourself at home.” he ventured into the kitchen.
“Actually...if you want I could help you cook. It’ll go by faster and we can talk and stuff.” you suggested. 
“Y-Yeah, that sounds like a good idea.” Jungkook replied, his smile widening. Just hearing you say he wanted you two to cook together made him even happier. “You can put your jacket on the couch and join me in the kitchen.”
You two began on dinner. Both your and Jungkook’s heart were racing. It was almost like you were a couple! Jungkook watched you giggle at one of his 5-star jokes. He watched you cut some vegetables, almost like a pro. He wanted to cook with you more.
“Kookie?” your melodic voice caught his attention. ‘All done.” you said after you caught his attention again. You gave him a nickname! He wanted to hear it all the time from you. 
“Perfect.” he smiled. “We just have to do that and then everything is finished.” 
“Cool.” you turned towards him. “Hey..you got a little...” you tried to tell Jungkook something was on his face.
“Hm?” Jungkook looked confused.
“Here. Let me get it.” you reached out your hand to wipe his face. You could have sworn you saw him lean into your hand a little all you wiped his face. His face was so cute that you could just-
You stood on your toes and gave Jungkook a little peck, not even half a second of your lips against his. It however, felt like a million years to Jungkook. His heart was racing and his brain went haywire feeling your lips on his.
“Oh my gosh I’m sorry I was ju-” Jungkook gently grabbed each side of your face and kissed you himself. This time longer. You almost melted into him. You instantly pulled back when you realized you had began to entangle your fingers in his hair. 
“I’m sorry! What that too sudden?” Jungkook asked, afraid he had did something wrong. You instantly shook your head, a breathless smile on your face.
“No....it’s just I didn’t want you to burn the food.” you replied, making Jungkook turn around to flicker the stove off. You touched your lips a little...woah...just wow.
....
“So what did you think?” Jungkook asked you after you took your last bite.
“I take back what I said about you burning the food.” you chuckled. “Absolutely amazing.”
“It was better because you were in the kitchen with me...I’d say we make a pretty good team.” he winked. “Y/N...can I ask you something?”
“Sure!” you looked at him with bright eyes. 
“...What do you think of me?” he suddenly asked.
“You’re great!” you replied without hesitation. “Absolutely amazing.”
“Y/N...I want to know your feelings for me.” Jungkook sighed. “Because mine for you are very strong.”
“What?” you were lowkey confused.
“I love you Y/N...ever since we’ve met.” Jungkook finally confessed, feeling the biggest weight off his shoulders. “I don’t just love you Y/N...I’m in love with you-” he was cut off by your phone ringing. You looked down and groaned loudly.
“Oh come on...” you sighed. “Jungkook I’m sorry, I swear I’m listening to you.” you grabbed your phone. You had let it ring then found you got a voicemail. You looked at Jungkook with fear in your eyes. “I’ll listen to it later.”
“Who is it?” Jungkook asked. 
“Someone who I really didn’t want to think about today.” you shook your head. “It’s...very hard to explain.”
Jungkook nodded thoughtfully, even though he already knew (through extensive research) the name of the miserable punk you were about to say. Jungkook listened as you ranted about your shit stain of a boyfriend that you wanted to get rid of. Checking out other girls, talking shit about your friends, insulting your career choices.
“He even-” you stopped yourself.
“He even what?” Jungkook asked, raising an eyebrow. You shook your head. “Y/N”
“He began having his friends call me too...to tell me to forgive him and how I’d be lucky if he even took me back.”
“Y/N....is he bothering you.?” Jungkook asked seriously. “Tell me the truth.”
“...Yeah.” you finally said. “He won’t leave me alone even after I told him to jump off a cliff and die.” you looked down at your wrists. “I was so distraught that I almost didn’t show up tonight.”
“Y/N, You deserve better...someone who cares about you.” he made you look at him. “Someone who...”he scooted closer to you.
“Jungkook, you deserve better than someone who can’t even face their own problems.” you said honestly. You didn’t want Jungkook to think you were weak and couldn’t just punch Y/BF/N in the balls and walk off. 
“I think you’re wonderful...those horrible people you’ve dated, they don’t deserve you...” Jungkook couldn’t tame the rage building up in his chest. He had the urge to...hurt someone. Not you of course, you were the love of his life...but anyone else in close range that looked like a threat wasn’t safe.
 “ He still thinks that I want to be with him but I swear I don’t...I...like you too Jungkook.”B-but you probably wouldn’t -”
“Don’t finish that sentence my love.”Jungkook’s voice got deeper. Damn, it was weird when he talked like that...but somehow you liked it. “Would you like to be mine?” 
“Uh...me?’ your jaw sort of dropped.
“Uh yes, you’re the only person in this room Y/N.” you looked at him. You had no idea what you saw, but you swore that you saw his eyes flicker, shine, or something. “I’ll treat you so good, like you deserve.” he kissed your cheek. “What do you say?” Jungkook wouldn’t jump to the part where he told you he what he would do to anyone who dare tried to cross you or him as a couple.
Jungkook kissed your lips, caressing the sides of your face. His lips were soft, but...still rough? How would you explain it? You slowly felt yourself fell back. You caught yourself on your elbows but still easing back. Jungkook slowly crawled over you. Your resolve to run away in shock was weakening.
“Jungkook t-this is moving really fast” you shook at Jungkook trailed his mouth down your neck. “Not that I’m not okay with this because I am I promise but.... I’m lowkey kinda of inexperienced.”
Jungkook laughed, still trailing down your neck with his lips. “Then I’ll take the lead, but I’d prefer we not do this on the floor.” he chuckled. “Sooo..up you go!” 
“Wh-AAH!” before you knew it, you were in Jungkook’s arms and were being carried off somewhere into his apartment. Jungkook carried you to his bedroom, a smirk on his face and he threw you onto the bed. (Dude what is it with me and throwing people.) His bed was a plush surface, almost bouncy.
Jungkook crawled over your body, beginning to rid himself of his shirt. “May I?” he asked, playing with the hem of your shirt.
Shyly, you lifted your arms over your head and Jungkook wasted no time in yanking your shirt over your head. His lips found your collarbone. Jungkook fought the urge to leave marks and bruises all along your skin, but the urge won.
“Mmff-” Jungkook tangles his hand in your hair while his free arm wrapped around your waist. You had helped him ease off your skirt. Jungkook furiously unbuckled his belt, almost growling in a haste. He hiked his knee up between your legs, gently grazing you. 
‘J-jungkook.” your legs shook in anticipation. You were taken aback when Jungkook suddenly pushed aside your panties. Useless lace shitty bullshit. Jungkook smiled.
“Stay with me from now on. Don’t leave me, don’t go anywhere without me.” he urged, positioning himself at your entrance. “Are you...ready?”
You shyly nodded. Jungkook had his hands on either side of your head. 
“I’ll be gentle...I promise.”
.....
“Well today is a nice day do do something!” you commented. “What do you feel like doing today?”
“I don’t know. Would would you like to do today, beautiful?” he asked.
You were at your house with Jungkook. He had come over bright and early, but now you two were bored.
“Hm...what abo-”
You suddenly heard a weird banging on the door, followed by someone calling your name. 
“Y/N! You open this door!” 
“....A visitor I’m assuming?” Jungkook joked, but his facial expression showed that he was growing agitated and annoyed with whoever was knocking.
“Jungkook I don’t think you should get that door.” you warned. 
“Hm, why not. It’s rude not to let a guest in!”Jungkook sounded delighted, it was almost scary. Jungkook opened the front door and Y/BF/N stormed in, looking absolutely pissed.
“So this is how you treat your boyfriend? I have to hear from my friends that you’re getting chummy with some pretty boy!”
“Ex-boyfriend.” you corrected. “We talked about this.”
“Shut up!” Y/BF/N barked at you. “This is the punk you leave me for?!?” he motioned to Jungkook who looked very nonchalant.
“Looking at you, I would say it’s quite the upgrade.” Jungkook said smugly. “You must be Y/BF/N.” he said tiredly.”You have been an issue in Y/N’s life for a while now.”
“Fuck off pretty boy, Y/N, you’re coming with me.”
“I suggest you not do that.” Jungkook warned. “You just might regret it.”
“And but what are you gonna do about it. She’s my property and I can do or say whatever I fucking want to her. “ Y/BF/N towered over Jungkook. Surprisingly Jungkook looked far from frightened, in fact he looked almost like he found this funny. He suddenly yawned as if this conversation bore him.
Suddenly Jungkook burst into a fit of laughter. Correction, he did find this funny.
“Ahh I didn’t want to get my hands dirty.” he shook his head. “But you leave me no choice.” Jungkook suddenly turned towards you. 
“My love...turn around and close your eyes. It would be such a shame if...you witnessed.” he chuckled. Wait when did his voice start sounding like that? “Y/N? Beautiful, I would insist you listen to me it would be better if your pretty eyes weren’t exposed to such violence..” he raised an eyebrow at you. “Especially for what’s in store for this pest.”
When you didn’t move Y/BF/N laughed out loud.
“Just what the fuck do you plan on do- ARGGHHH” You were caught of guard when Jungkook grabbed Y/BF/N’s arm and in one swift move broke his arm. Jungkook punched Y/BF/N right in the nose, most likely breaking it. Jungkook grabbed his wrist and snapped it in the opposite direction.
“How dare you even think of trying to taint and harm living, breathing perfection.” he growled, pushing your now frightened ex to the ground. By this time you had followed Jungkook’s instructions and turned away from the scene, covering your eyes. You squinted your eyes shut, only hearing Jungkook’s punches land onto Y/BF/N.
“Y/N you’d better help me!” Y/BF/N barked. 
Jungkook stomped on Y/BF/N’s shoulder, most likely dislocating it. “She’s my princess now.” stomp “She isn’t going to worry about your abuse or your worthless ass anymore.” he spat. stomp. Stomp...another stomp “I fucking warned you, you piece of SHIT! People like you infuriate me.” 
You had never heard Jungkook so violent before, it scared you. You didn’t even realize your breath had begun to pick up.
“You have ten seconds to get up, and get out of my sight.” you heard him. “TEN...NINE...or so you want me to kill you next.”
kill, DID HE JUST SAY KILL!??!!
“Y/N?” Jungkook’s voice suddenly went soft. You heard his footsteps approach you. “Y/N it’s okay.” you felt his arms wrap around you. “You don’t have to worry about him anymore.” 
You turned around and opened your eyes, looking up at him. You didn’t dare look at Y/BF/N barely moving body. You only knew he was still conscious because of his pained groans. You looked up at Jungkook who didn’t have a scratch on him. You couldn’t help but bury your head into his chest. 
You cracked your eyes open to see Y/BF/N getting up. He had anger in his eyes but that quickly turned into him cowering like a little bitch when Jungkook turned back towards him, fury in his eyes.
“You know what Y/N?...You aren’t...w-worth it. H-have fun with your downgrade.” he suddenly began limping. “Don’t come crawling back to me when he turns out to be nothing but a-” he coughed. “But a hack.” he walked off. “
“Good luck with that.” Jungkook rolled his eyes. “He had better hope that’s the last we see him.” he mumbled. You were still surprised by what you saw. Jungkook must have noticed this because his face slightly fell.
“Do you still want to be with me?” he asked. You looked up at Jungkook. “I promise you, I would never act like that towards you. I wouldn’t never hurt you. I’d go to great lengths to protect you no matter what. D-don’t look at me and be scared of me. P-please?” Jungkook whispered. You were confused, maybe a bit weirded out but you still weren’t afraid of Jungkook, even if you did just see him take out a guy who legit worked out every day.
“Y-yes.” you answered without another word. You looked up at him. “Y-yes I still want to be with you.”
Jungkook sighed with relief. He would protect you, keep you from anything that even posed a potential threat to you. He’d go through great lengths to keep bad things from happened, even if it meant he had to hide things from you to do it...even if it meant..
“Now that that’s over.”Jungkook sighed. “Why don’t we just stay in and order takeout.” 
(If I was allowed to, I’d make my Yandere requests a lot more sadistic...but until someone asks for that then...eh)
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1loml · 6 years
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If your mutuals were in BTS, who would be who? ♡
thank you so much for this ask lil’ anon! this was really exciting to do but i also honestly didnt know what angle i was gonna go from. so the following answers are really a mix of bts’ personalities nd also how i see them individually!!
namjoon @ilufelix im gonna be honest nd say i have no idea how to express why i feel you’d suit the role of joon but i’ll try okay!!! first of all, im pretty sure you are friends with literally everyone on my dash!! you’re just so kind nd loving and honestly who doesn’t love you!!?!?! you rlly give off vibes that you’re so well put together nd your aesthetic blog influenced my decision because it takes TALENT to pull of an aesthetic blog esp. with a neon look!!!! ur blog rlly is the coolest thing!! you also do the most to promo your faves wholesomely and spread awareness about their talents and just wow??!!!?! a whole intellectual??!! gosh mister joon is also the most big hearted person and loveliest soul nd really is an all rounder and u really fit that role so well skdjf i could go on forever about how much you make me blush sometimes u whole cutie shfkdh this was a weird ramble but it makes sense in my mind that you could be a whole joon!! i love you 🤕❤️
seokjin @jiminnight the highest accolade for mister jin can only be you miss jojo!!! you’re another person who seems to be friends with everyone and i always see you finding a way to tag someone in very specific posts!! ofc you have the usual bias posts but posts to do with cats or turtles you’ve got it covered!!! you’re always just spreading the love just like jin would and wooeowirowow i think it’s beautiful,, mister heart man??? you’re another embodiment of him nd you deserve this role the most!!! goshdfoh please your description is gonna end up being so long so im just gonna have to cut it a bit short because skfdjskg GOSH i love u both you really just like jin you’re really loving nd caring nd talented and uhhhffhhhfh you own my heart too??? so comparing u to the love of my life?? not wildt .
yoongi @ilysmchan this is another one im gonna find hard to explain but uhhfhfhfh yoongi is ½ of my sons nd guess what!!! you’re both just so small nd loveable nd i really wanna just protect you both with my whole soul!!!!!! you both own my heart nd wowowowow absolute intellectual beings here to bless our existence honestly!!! you may find the next bit to be a reach but HEAR ME OUT okay you make really cool audio edits like a talented legend u are nd guess who else is pretty good at producing sounds nd stuff uhhfhh you guessed it!! yoongle doongle. you are both excellent meme quality nd never fail to make other laugh and smile and wow u really do light up my day!! and have i mentioned I love you both very much???? i luv my soft children okay!!!!! i make a vow to always protect my faves okay???? okay!!!!!!!!
hoseok @ktheaven NADINE DO I NEED TO EXPLAIN OHMYGOSHD okay so u know how i go on about hobi being my whole ass crush that i get flustered by cause he’s so adorable and I love him with all my heart because he’s literally a happy pill full of lov???? well miss nadine you literally ooze the same positivity vibes as mister hoseok does!!! your positivity posts constantly enlighten me and pretty much everyone who comes across them and you really do spread around happiness just like that!!! mister hobi is the sunshine of my life okay?? and here you are literally being a happy pill and you fit that role so well nadine!!! hoseok really has my heart, he is so adorable and godhfhdh miss nadine guess what??? you’re his competition!!! that’s i right i went there okokok you really make me blush with your adorableness and just all round love that i dont deserve nd wooowodwow I lOve You whole ass cutie
jimin @1jmins DIA!!!! im screeching cause we were literally discussing this the other day skfjsk you nd jimin are so similar in so many ways!!! i feel sorry for anyone who hasnt been blessed by the look of ur visuals yet,, i mean,,, a face carved by angels fit with cute cheeks nd the most beautiful plump lips??? check! the most kindest caring personality and a heart full of lov for your friends???? check!!!! the only thing that’s lacking is the love of mangoes but we will overlook that because let’s be honest the most adorable personality traits outweigh bad food tastes okay???? okay!!!!!! also my heart is rlly full of love for the both of you like honestly the purest souls i have ever come across in my life!!! you’re both soft nd cute and really own my heart wowowoow like he never really fails to make me smile ever he is just the most beautiful boi nd wowow look at his competition!! every time i see u in my notifs my heart does the thing and beats faster because wowowoeoww i lov having u as a friend okay?!?!/ i love you incase u couldnt tell!!!
taehyung @okjimin uhhuhuf this is another one im gonna find hard to explain but i rlly feel this one okay???? miss jenna sometimes ur posts are wild nd you know who else is slightly wild?? mullet boi tae. skfjf i was just scrolling through your blog nd you bought expensive ass boots nd tbh that’s such a power move that (1) taehyung would do!!! thats just something i find similar between the both of you and its just the powerful aura you give off its rlly somethin oof nd that’s only one example out of multiple why you rlly pull of tae vibes for me,, of course i cannot write a mini love post for both of you without mentioning cute, bubbly personality you both have and the thing where you make everyone smile no matter what!!!! yeah!!! that really gets my heart beating!!!!! and gosh do i even begin to mention the visuals????? mister taehyung was voted #1 best lookin man in the world nd miss jenna you really are the equivalent in my books!!! ur gorgeous golden locks nd all round perfection????!!? you’re both my ultimate crushes and i lov u very much okaokay
jungkook @piedparkjimin dakota blease DONT even doubt this for a second okay you nd jungkook are talented bbys nd honestly dance legends okay???? mister jjk is just such an all rounder like he is really out there dancing his way through life nd being good at everything and stealing everyone’s heart and wow would u look at the similarities cause u really did the same with me okay?????? the sweetest most pure babies ever like wowowoowow i wanna protect so bad like i literally feel like you mum sometimes skfjdj i have u on snapchat okay so I don’t need to explain when i say personality wise you are v good at bein weird ass crackheads when u need to it’s wild okay skfj but also u are my young baby friend that i wanna protect at all costs so it’s no surprise that you’d be ½ of my sons okay…. lov u my tiny daughter
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taejinpurple-blog · 6 years
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ARTISTIC BEAUTY OF LOVE- CHAPTER 3
Fluffy Romantic Story about two guys who became friends and blossomed into something more.
*Mature Scenes later on.*
Trigger Warning: Speaks about sexual abuse in later chapters.
I did my best with editing. Sorry in advance if there are any mistakes. But I really tried to make sure there were not many. Please enjoy
Previous Chapter: https://hopeless-taejinstan.tumblr.com/post/172341268250/artistic-beauty-of-love-chapter-2
Jin sat in class letting out a sigh for like the hundredth time. After Tae finished the drawing that was it. He never showed him the picture and he stopped bothering him like he promised. In a way, he felt the college freshman used him for his body. Annoyance rose in him …even when he tried to look for the eccentric fool in school he couldn’t find him. Then again, he really didn’t know his schedule either.
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After school, he made his way home and changed into his work uniform. He looked out the window and saw Tae sitting under a tree drawing a picture of a flower in front of him. He glanced at the clock and saw he had another hour before work. He quickly finished getting dressed and ran downstairs. He opened the backdoor startling the poor guy. He whipped around and relaxed when he saw Jin.
“Oh, Jin Hyung.” He smiled and Jin walked over to him kneeling down.
“Why haven’t you spoken to me since that day you drew me? And I never saw the picture on top of that.”
“Oh …” Tae trailed off giving him a confused look. “but you told me not to bother you anymore.” He said and Jin suddenly felt taken back.
“I did?”
Tae nodded.
Jin sighed running his hand through his hair. “Well, I didn’t mean it like not talking to me anymore. I meant it like bothering me about posing for you again …” He tried backtracking his words.
Tae tilted his head. “No Hyung, I’m pretty sure you meant don’t bother ever because you said-”
“Look!” Jin grunted gaining Tae’s attention. “You can talk to me.”
“Are you saying you want to be friends?” he asked with a big smile on his face. Jin slowly nodded.
“That’s fine.”
“You wouldn’t happen to have a crush on me would you Beautiful Hyung?” Tae teased and Jin grabbed the back of his neck.
“I’ll hit you.”
Tae laughed out before turning a few pages in his sketchbook. He showed Jin the picture he drew of him. Jin’s mouth flew open when he stared at the paper. It sent shivers down his spine, he felt as if he was having an outer body experience.
Tae saw him staring but not saying anything. He fidgeted a bit and cleared his throat.
“I know it’s not perfect but I’m still working on my skills,” he whispered and Jin looked at him.
“Not perfect? Are you kidding Taehyung? This is perfect!” He exclaimed. “You have some serious talent, have you ever thought of being a professional artist? Is that why you’re going to school?” He handed Tae back his sketchpad.
Tae’s cheeks became red and his bangs fell in front of his eyes. “Actually, I want to be an art teacher of some kind. I want to help upcoming young artists perfect their skills and find the art that’s perfect for them.” He answered.
Jin tried picturing Tae as a teacher and he laughed out.
“Ah Hyung, why are you laughing?”
“I think you would be that teacher that every student would like.”
Tae’s face lit up from Jin’s words.
“My best friend ChimChim said the same thing. I’m gonna work hard towards my goal.”
“I wish you the best.”
“Thank you, Hyung.” They stared at each other for a moment. Jin then looked down at his watch.
“I’m off to work.”
“Bye and drive safely.”
“Thanks.”
Tae watched Jin walked away before looking back at his drawing. His heart felt warm suddenly.
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The next day Jin sat in the cafeteria eating breakfast and studying for his upcoming test. Tae walked into the cafeteria and smiled when he saw Jin. He walked over to him causing the college senior to look up from his work.
His eyes widened when he saw Tae. He looked a complete mess, his hair was all over the place, the left strap to his overalls was hanging off his shoulder it was obvious the overalls were too big, and his sneakers were untied.
“What the hell happened to you?”
“I woke up late and got here as fast as I could. Thank god Grandpa doesn’t live far from the campus.”
“Taehyung, fix yourself at least” He reached over pulling up his strap.
“Oh, I didn’t realize.” He fixed his overalls.
“Did you at least comb or brush your hair?”
“I don’t comb or brush my hair.” He said moving some of his bangs from his eyes. Jin ran his hand through Tae’s hair trying to fix it some.
Miyeon laughed with her friends, she then looked at Jin and saw him talking with a friend. One of her friends looked at him.
“Miyeon, isn’t that the guy you like?”
“Is that his girlfriend or something?”
“I have no idea, but is that a girl or boy? I can’t tell.”
“She’s tall for a girl.”
“But isn’t the frame too petite to be a guy?”
Her friends stared in confusion.
Miyeon smiled softly. If only they could break the ice between them.
“Taehyung, you need to come out the house looking better than this. Even if you’re not looking for love, you should still keep yourself decent.”
“It doesn’t matter to me and besides I don’t do my hair because I feel like it’ll take the artistic style out of my body.”
Jin pinched the bridge of his nose. “There’s a difference between looking artistic and looking a complete mess. You need to take more pride in your appearance. Understand?”
“Yes Hyung.” Tae yawned.
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Jin, Ken, and Sandeul sat in their history class waiting for it to begin. Ken looked at Jin who was studying.
“Say Jin-nie,” he said getting his friend’s attention. “What’s up with you and Taehyungie? We’ve noticed how close you two are becoming. You’re taking him in as a prodigy?”
“Not even in the least.”
“So what’s your relationship?” Sandeul asked eating his chips.
Jin sighed deeply trying to think. “I’m like the guardian of a dysfunctional child.”
Sandeul covered his mouth so he didn’t spit his food out as Ken laughed.
“Only you! I know he’s a bit quirky, but I wouldn’t say dysfunctional.”
“You didn’t see him this morning? His hair was all over the place which he told me he didn’t comb or brush because it would ruin his artistic look, his overalls are way too big and the straps were hanging off his shoulders and his sneakers were untied. He was a complete mess this morning, I was so shocked he walked out the door like that. I had to help him fix himself.”
“Seems you have a lot of work on your hands, guardian.”
Jin rubbed his temples. “I don’t know how I got this job.”
One class was finished Sandeul and Ken went to their other class and Jin met up with Hoseok. Tae and Jungkook were coming down the opposite hallway. Tae gasped when he saw Jin and Hoseok and he waved at them. He then ran towards them but stepped on his shoelace and fell on his face. Jungkook gasped covering his face, Hoseok gasped as Jin slapped his forehead.
Jungkook began picking up Tae’s things as did Hoseok. Jin helped him up, now that he was so close to him he realized that Tae was a little shorter than him.
“Are you alright?” Jin asked and Taehyung nodded while rubbing his nose.
“I tripped over something.” He looked around trying to see what it was and Jin took his head pointing it to his shoes.
“That’s why you tripped. I told you to tie your shoes and tie them tightly.” He knelt down without a thought and tied them for him.
Jungkook’s eyes widened.
“Are they dating or something?”
Hoseok chuckled. “It seems Hyung has found a lost puppy to care for.”
Miyeon passed by and saw Jin tying Tae’s shoelaces. Between the baggy clothes and the long bangs, it was hard to tell if that person was male or female. She saw Jin gently rubbing the person’s head as they looked down in embarrassment.
However, the actual scene was …
Jin stood up putting his hand on Tae’s head.
“Get yourself together and tomorrow I expect you to see looking better than this, got it?”
“Yes Hyung. He bowed his head. “I’m sorry.”
Jin then let out a small sigh.
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Later that night Jin walked into the house yawning. He stretched his arms above his head sighing. He was exhausted, and his bed was calling his name. He got ready to head upstairs until he saw the light on in the kitchen. He figured Grandpa fell asleep at the table again.
He walked into the kitchen and stopped short when he saw Tae sitting at the table drawing a picture of a fruit bowl. He looked at the time and saw it was half past midnight.
“Hey,” he said making Tae jump. He turned around.
“Jin Hyung.”
“What are you doing?”
“Drawing,” he said going back to his picture.
“I can see that but is it for a class?”
“No, I draw on my free time too.” He replied.
Jin folded his arms leaning against the doorframe. “So why aren’t you in bed, don’t you have class at eight in the morning tomorrow?”
“I don’t sleep well at night …” he whispered.
“Did you brush your hair like I told you?”
Tae froze and looked at Jin with a sheepish smile.
“Taehyung?”
“I forgot …as soon as I got in I started my homework, took a nap, ate dinner and then started drawing.”
Jin sighed and left out the kitchen as Tae went back to drawing.
Tae ran his hand over his head. He wanted to sleep but he knew if he did that then the nightmares would come and he couldn’t go down that route again. He wondered how his mother and brother were doing. He missed them, a heavy sigh escaped his lips.
Jin returned to the kitchen.
“Hyung, what are you-”
“Don’t tell anyone about this.” His cheeks flushed. “But you must take care of your hair, you don’t want to get lice or dandruff or worse your hair falls out .” Jin began combing through his hair.
“Thank you. How do you take care of your hair? It looks soft and fluffy.”
“My mom gave me this shampoo that her friend makes. I can let you borrow it.”
“Really? You will?”
“Yes but you have to promise to brush and comb your hair every day.”
Tae smiled widely. “I promise.”
Jin was a bit hard to read sometimes but he was very caring in his own way. He was, in fact, considerate, caring and sweet.
“I’m glad I met you Beautiful Hyung.”
“Yah, don’t give me weird nicknames like that,” Jin said brushing his hair and Tae laughed.
“You’re a nice person.”
“I’m not that nice. You’re just hopeless if no one is looking after you.”
“Are you the one looking after me?”
“By default.”
Taehyung laughed and went back to drawing as Jin silently brushed his hair.
Jin smiled softly. Even though he compared their relationship as a guardian of a dysfunctional child, he couldn’t deny that he felt closer to Tae and he didn’t hate it.
Next Chapter: https://hopeless-taejinstan.tumblr.com/post/172385244085/artistic-beauty-of-love-chapter-4
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reactivebangtan · 6 years
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REQUEST: bts reacting to there gf/crush being dark-skinned? And them moving to Korea ( if gf ) and then getting insecure about it? For crush maybe their an exchange student they see on the street or at a coffee shop? thank you and sorry if this was vague!! 💞 REQUESTED BY: anonymous WARNINGS: body image? also slight references to discrimination.  NOTES: this request made me a smile a lot and i think it’s bc u were so sweet about asking so thank u for that, nonnie. i hope u had/are having/will have a good day today
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he could tell as soon as you stepped off the plane — something was bothering you, something that you tried so desperately to simply swallow before he catches on, but he always does, anyway. at first, he says nothing about it and simply lets you be, hoping whatever it was would die down with time. you had just moved to a new place, afterall, and were surrounded with new people, new things, new experiences, and it was only fair that you’d be nervous about something. eventually, though, he can tell such a thing isn’t going to happen — whatever it was always seemed to be at the back of your mind, nagging you like a bitter aftertaste that lingers on your tongue, and just as you think it begins to fade it only becomes more prominent all over again. it was all he could do to simply ask, a gentle ‘ what’s bothering you, love? ’ coaxing the answer out of you with ease. a simple explanation is all it takes, though such a thing is never simple — the stigma that comes with having dark skin is something that exists in every place, all over the world, inevitably following you wherever you go and effecting you in ways you don’t even realize — and while there is no solution he can offer it seems a little bit of the weight has been lifted from your shoulders simply from saying it ( nothing is ever easy to carry on your own ). despite not having a way to strip you of your insecurities, jin is quick to talk it out with you and do everything he can to reassure you that’s it okay, it’s understandable, and that he’s here to support you when reality becomes a little too much to bear. for every negative thought or comment, he’s there to provide five compliments and ten times more love and reassurance. ❝ it just means you’re closer to the sun — that must be why you’re the light of my life! ❞
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❝ you’re beautiful — looks people give you and the things they say can’t change that, so don’t bother believing them. believe me, instead. ❞ not once has yoongi ever wished to change anything about you, skin tone included, and he doesn’t hesitate in telling you this every chance he gets. you’d confided in him before you’d even fully decided to make the move, but living closer to him seemed to outweigh everything else — at least, until you actually got there, and your anxiety made you feel as if you stuck out more than ever. it seemed to you that every time someone looked at you they were judging you, forming negative opinions of you, saying nasty things to their friends, even if the logical part of your brain knew that wasn’t truly the case. yoongi is always quick to catch on, often distracting you before your brain got up and ran with every nasty thought you could conjure up, finding this to be the most effective way to not allow you to think about it. of course, the thoughts always remained, and they’d find you at the worst of times — he knows the feeling, knows what it’s like to be unhappy with certain parts of yourself, things you can’t change no matter how much you might like to, and he uses that to level with you when things get particularly rough. it’s a weight that never leaves, always presents itself when you look at your reflection in the mirror, but one that he gladly helps you carry. 
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it’s not easy shifting into a new society, especially when it treats you as if you can’t — still, hoseok is adamant that it can. he always takes the chance to compliment you, tell you that you’re perfect, because to him you absolutely are; he treats it as more than a simple opinion, more than convinced that it’s fact. of course, he isn’t blind to discrimination and he knows that nothing he says can change the stigma surrounding dark skin, but that doesn’t stop him from trying to convince you that you’re still beautiful despite all of that. every day he’s telling you how wonderful that color looks on you, how right the sun is washing over you, how beautiful the entirety of you is. besides insecurity of your own appearance, he knows how easy it is for everything to stack up against you simply for the pigment in your skin, and he’s always the first in line to start pushing those barriers down with his bare hands, one-by-one. ❝ nothing changes the way i see you, even if others don’t see you the same way. ❞
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❝ i know what they say and i know how you feel, but i also know that you’re stronger than all of that. ❞ while namjoon does compliment you when he has the chance, he works to do more than simply convince you of your own beauty — he’s so incredibly adamant about convincing others, too. he’s always been an activist for one thing or another, and this sort of thing is inked onto the list in bold, capital letters. it isn’t as if he’s light skinned himself, and he’s experienced the indirect shame of it through some of his own fans, but he never gives up on the fact that there are plenty of minds out there that think the way he does — enough, he hopes, to one day change the way everyone thinks. in the end, he’s always there to shut down negative comments thrown your way, and does what he can in the only way he knows how to shut down their opinions, too; educating himself comes first, but educating those around him is deemed just as important. he might be softspoken and far too gentle for his own good, but he’s never been as iron-willed as he is about anything and everything that involves you. and, while standing up for you in any situation, he always takes great care to make sure you come away from it with something positive gained, even if it’s something as minuscule and seemingly meaningless as never having to see that person again. every little thing, every little step, counts.
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there are always going to be things that, throughout the generations, carry endlessly from one person to the next, whether it be views, beliefs, traits or biases. opinions grow like weeds, no matter how beautiful the garden may be, and most try to suck the life out the most wonderful flowers, causing their beauty to fade from the inside out — they never stop being that wonderful flower, but even the strongest stem wilts when enough damage is done. jimin understands what it’s like to be that flower, even if the weed has little to do with skin color and everything to do with other beauty standards; it rots at your brain, at your thoughts, until you can’t make out the positives anymore. in his own way, he waters you with compliments and tries his best to reinforce the fact that he sees you as nothing less than absolutely gorgeous, while also using his voice and position to reinforce the fact that these issues need to be addressed; it’s so much more than just you, or just him, or just anyone, and he can’t kill your insecurities until he ends the things that created them. ❝ i wish you could see yourself through my eyes — there’s nothing brighter than you. ❞
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❝ you’re so beautiful, you know that? i don’t see anything but you. ❞ you don’t exactly tell him, but he knows what you’re so anxious about right away. it’s easy to spot from the way you look towards the ground and try to cover up as much as possible, doing what you can to not meet other’s eyes and staying out of the spotlight. taehyung gets it — the comments he’s personally gotten still stick with him, the edits people make always stand out, and knowing that even fans think that way makes it all the worse — and while he never explicitly says anything directly about it, he’s obvious about making you feel better about it. he’s always been the one to pull you out of your comfort zone and introduce you to new things, so it’s no wonder that he gets to step you out of the shell you’d buried yourself in and gets you to face the chill of reality with his warmth to guide you. on top of that, he’s always been nothing but supportive of every little thing you do, so even the smallest compliments are made when you least expect it and he reaches out when you stumble on your path to self-acceptance. with his support he hopes that one day you can brush the discrimination and stigma like water off a duck’s back.
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jungkook doesn’t always know the right way to say things or how, exactly, to express what he means at the right time, but he tries to do what he can in the ways he knows how. after you move to south korea, he’s constantly taking pictures and videos of you, always saying that the light is hitting you just right or ‘ i want to remember this! ‘ and saving them all in a special file labeled for you on his phone. he loves the way the sun glows on your skin and the way solid colors look against you and how naturally you contrast against the bright emeralds and warm hues of the leaves outside. photos of the smooth expanse of your stomach exposed by the top you decided to wear that day, or the length of your legs in your favorite dress, or even how the light filters through the windows against the structure of your hands are among the ones that reveal your smiles and bright eyes. when he can’t quite say what he means or he stumbles over his words, he just lets you sift through the folder while commenting on exactly why he took each one ( ‘ i understand why they call it the golden hour now that i’ve seen the afternoon sun on you like that ‘ and ‘ you reminded me of a painting in that one — i think it’s one of my favorites ’ ). ❝ you’re beautiful like this, just the way you are. ❞
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anidwaters · 7 years
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Like a Butterfly
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Tap. Tap. Tap. You watched as Yoongi’s pen hit the table in a steady beat. Your eyes traced up his arm before they rested on his face. His brows were furrowed, forming wrinkles on his forehead. His mouth was pressed into a straight line, making his face even more serious than usual. He had worn the same dark expression for the last ten minutes. Having dated him for almost  year now, you were familiar with that look and knew better than to disturb him. He would ask for help if he needed it. Something that didn’t happen often. Not that he didn’t care about your opinion, but the perfectionist in him refused to show anyone anything he wasn’t satisfied with. If you were being honest, he probably also forgot you were even in the room despite you sitting only a few inches away from him.
When you first started dating, his lack of emotion and the fact that he sometimes seemed to ignore you, made you question the relationship. Of course you had know that he wasn’t a man of much words nor did he like to openly express his feelings but some part of you had hoped he would be different with you. It made you so insecure to the point you thought about breaking up. It wasn’t until after a conversation with Namjoon that you changed your mind. He had run into you on your way out after another day spent in Yoongi’s studio doing nothing. Sensing that you were upset he asked what was wrong. Needing to get it off your chest you had told him about how you doubted Yoongi’s feelings for you. The leader's eyes had grown big in surprise.
“Are you kidding me? That boy loves you to death!” You had looked at him in confusion.
“I know he comes off as cold most of the time but he really cares about you and your relationship. Did you know that you are the only person that is allowed inside his studio? I mean he doesn’t even let anyone inside to clean up. It is his safe place. Composing music makes him emotional. It brings out all his feelings. It makes him vulnerable, he would never want anyone to see that, except you. He trusts you.”
Still unsure about whether or not Namjoon was right, you started to really watch Yoongi the next day, taking in every little detail of him. It was then when you finally noticed the small smile every time he looked you, a real smile. A smile that softened his usually harsh features, a smile that made him seem like a little boy, a smile as innocent and sweet as his stage name, a smile that showed all the love and appreciation he had for you. It was a smile that made every muscle in his face move, from his eyes to his cheeks to his mouth and even his nose, everything seemed to light up. It wasn’t like the one he gave his fans nor like the one he wore when he was around the other members. It was a smile just for you.
You saw his mouth move but it wasn’t until he turned to look at you that you realised he was talking to you.
“Sorry, what?” Yoongi let out a small chuckle that warmed your heart.
“I asked you to come here.” He waved you over and you stood up in confusion. Not only were you not used to him talking to you in the middle of working but the room was really, really small so you were already maybe two steps away from him. Yoongi laughed at your expression before taking your hand and pulling you onto his lap. You let out a sound of surprise. Setting the microphone so it was in front of you, Yoongi took off the headphones off his head and handed them to you. Even more confused you turned around to look at him. Ignoring your questioning look, he put the headphones on your head before turning it forward again.
“I need you to sing this for me.” Your eyes widened in surprise.
“What?” You looked at the two screens in front of you. One was opened to an editing program while the other had a document open what you assumed were lyrics.
“I need you to sing this for me,” Yoongi repeated. “I’ve been trying for hours but it just sounds kinda weird. I want to get a new view on it with a female voice.” Turning around again, you looked at him with furrowed brows.
“I can’t sing.”
“Your shower head would disagree.” Yoongi smirked at you and you lightly hit his shoulder, ignoring the blush forming on your cheeks.
“Ok, I sing like a dying cat that got run over by a truck.” Chuckling again he traced your face with his thumb giving you that goddamn smile. You let out a groan.
“Fine.” Kissing the top of your nose, his smile widened.
Turning around to face the screen again, you started reading the lyrics. Your korean wasn’t the best, and while you were pretty good at understanding it, you still had some trouble with pronunciation. Yoongi already had Jungkook record the whole song, so he played it a few times for you to get the melody and the timing. Needless to say, Jungkook’s version sounded more than perfect to you, making you question why exactly Yoongi wanted you to sing it but he insisted on you doing it. After a few minutes you gave him a small nod.
“Ok, I think I got it.” You knew Yoongi was the only one who would hear it, and it wasn’t the first time you were going to sing in front of him but for some reason you could feel yourself becoming anxious. Feeling your nervousness, Yoongi gave you a small kiss at the back of your head, leaving his lips there.
“If it helps, I wrote the lyrics about you.”
Don’t think about anything. Don’t even speak .Please just smile for me.
You had missed the entrance and your voice cracked. Yoongi gave your hand an encouraging squeeze.
I still can’t believe it. Everything feels like a dream. Don’t try to disappear.
Your voice was too quiet so you took a deeper breath.
Is it true? Is it true? You You. So beautiful, so terrifying. Untrue Untrue. You You You.
You managed to gain some confidence, your volume increasing.
Be by my side. Will you promise me. If I touch you I’m afraid you’d fly away or break. I’m afraid afraid afraid.
Concentrating on Yoongi’s beating heart behind you and Jungkook’s soothing voice, you relaxed and started to get lost in the music.
I wanna stop time. When this moment is done. Would it be like a fantasy. Would I forget you. I’m afraid afraid afraid.
By the time you were finished tears had started to form in your eyes, the meaning of the lyrics having truly sunken in. You wiped away a small tear drop and took of the headphones. For a moment you just sat there, none of you saying a word. You started to become uncomfortable, wondering if he hadn’t like your singing, not daring to turn around when he finally spoke. It wasn’t more than a whisper. “I love you.”  
Inspired by BTS -  “Butterfly”  For Moa, the little mushroom cause you deserve all the love in the world. 
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taejinpurple-blog · 6 years
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TOXIC BITES - Chapter 4
AN: An angsty kind of fic. Can be a trigger for anyone who has ever been in a toxic relationship before.
*REMEMBER this is just a fanfic used for entertainment so please enjoy it* 
Mature content so please read responsibly.
                                 Moving On
I did edit it but sorry in advance if there are any mistakes. Did my best to make sure it’s close to perfect as possible.
Jimin sighed deeply dragging behind V.
“I hate the sun,” he complained.
“It’s not gonna kill you,” V said adjusting his sunglasses.
“No, but it sure takes a lot of energy outta me! I should be inside sleeping or something. My delicate skin may burn.”
V rolled his eyes and stopped short when he caught a familiar scent. He rushed off following the scent and Jimin grunted following him.
V looked through the window of a restaurant where Jin’s scent was coming from. His jaw tightened when he saw Jin sitting across from a guy. He couldn’t clearly hear their conversation due to the other conversations around, but he hated the way Jin was smiling. He lost his shit when Jin ran his hand through his hair and laughed at what the other guy said. Anger filled his body.
“If you’re gonna stalk him, why not just go and say sorry already so you two can make up? This is ridiculous now. I’m actually tired of you being at the manor, you’re annoying.” Jimin ran his hand through his hair.
“I guess now you know how I feel watching you run your hand through your hair all the time.”
“Hey! I don’t do that all the time!” Jimin snapped running his hand through his hair and V rolled his eyes.
~~~~*~~~~
Jin chuckled nodding his head as the man spoke. They had been talking about getting together for months but their schedules always conflicted. He was happy they could see each other finally.
The man pulled out a binder and opened it. “You finally decided to renovate your office huh?”
“I know it took me forever …sorry. I want something chic yet modern. Something appealing to people when they come in. I can’t sell homes if my office looks shabby.”
“True …I think we can find something to fit your taste. You should’ve called me sooner, you know I would’ve rearranged my schedule for you.”
“I know Ken and I thank you so much for that. It’s just I’ve been focusing on all the wrong things but now I’m back and we’re going to get this done.”
He placed his hand on Jin’s and gently bopped Jin on top of his head with his other hand. “Babo, I keep telling you to stop suffering alone and call me or Sandeul if you need someone to talk to you. You know we’re always here for you.”
“I know I will try more to be available to you guys.”
His eyes widened when he saw V storming towards them. Ken looked at the red-haired man approaching the table, but he kept his eyes on Jin.
“Can I have a word with you?”
Jin’s jaw tightened. “I’m in the middle of a business meeting.”
V’s eyes went down to their hands. “Business meeting while holding hands? That’s professional.” He almost growled.
Ken removed his hand from Jin’s and Jin turned to face V. Before he could say anything, V grabbed his arm and pulled him out the restaurant. Ken turned to watch to make sure he wasn’t hurting Jin.
“What is your problem?!” Jin snapped. “I don’t have time for this!”
“You moved on already? It hasn’t even been a full month and you’re already on a date!”
“Had you taken time to learn more about me instead of just trying to dominate me and use me for a blood bank, you would've learned that I have two best friends named Ken and Sandeul who are both straight!”
V’s jaw tightened.
“And even if I wanted to, I have the right to move on, I’m single aren’t I?”
“Are you?!”
“It’s been weeks and you haven’t said anything to me or even tried communicating with me! Yet you see me having lunch with someone and you think you have the right to come and question me?! I’m not your possession and I can do whatever I want since I AM single! So, if you have nothing important to say then go away!”
“Is that you want? You want me to go away?”
“At this moment yes!”
V pressed his lips together and stalked away. Jin sighed deeply and entered the restaurant. He sat down and chugged his water down.
Of course, one meeting with V and his emotions were all over the place. However, seeing how V still was the same person he left in the apartment that night, he knew V couldn’t change and probably never would.
“Is he your ex you were telling me about?”
“Yeah …” He poked his fork at his food.
“Are you okay?”
“I will be. He makes everything complicated for no reason. He still doesn’t get why I left, because if he did he wouldn’t have stormed in here like this causing a scene.”
“You should go and date other people,” Ken said making Jin look at him. “he’s your first relationship, isn’t he?” Jin nodded. “Go out there and have some fun and explore and if it’s meant to be between you two, you will find a way to make things work. Right now, stressing over what’s uncertain is no good for you.”
“You’re right …”
“I’m gonna text Sandeul and we’re gonna take you out tonight. We’re getting shit faced drunk so make sure to eat a lot of bread today. We’re coming to pick you up at 5 so no working over time.”
Jin laughed and nodded. “Thank you Ken.”
“Thank me after your horrible hangover tomorrow.”
They both laughed.
~~~~*~~~~
Jungkook looked at the time and saw he still had time before his lunch break was over. He knocked on the door before him. He felt a little weary staring at the large manor in front of him. He had no idea V lived somewhere like this and how close it was to the city.
The door slowly crept open and Jungkook’s eyes widened when he saw a pink-haired shirtless man in front of him.
He shielded his eyes from the sun. “I know that you didn’t accidentally stumble across this place, so what do you need?”
The younger man shook his head from the slight daze he was in and cleared his throat. “I was looking for V Hyung.”
“Come in, the sun is killing me right now.”
Jungkook sprinted inside and looked at Jimin. “Are you hurt? Is the sun really killing you?”
Jimin raised an eyebrow before chuckling. “No, I’m fine. I was just being overdramatic a bit. I’m sensitive to the sun but I won’t die.”
“Are you a vampire too like V Hyung? The sun doesn’t seem to bother him, he and Jin Hyung even went to the beach one year.”
Jimin shuddered at the image of the blazing sun. “Wait,” he looked at Jungkook. “you know V is a vampire?”
He nodded. “He was dating my older brother so they told me and our other brother the truth.” Jungkook folded his arms. “It’s a little surreal to believe sometimes but I’ve gotten used to it.”
“That guy …” Jimin ran his hand through his hair and Jungkook gawked at him before averting his eyes. “but yes, I am a vampire too and V isn’t bothered by the sun because he’s always in the sun. As vampires the more we do something the more we become immune.”
“That’s interesting …so the more you’re near garlic the less it bothers you?”
“Garlic?” Jimin raised an eyebrow, he then laughed. “Well, I don’t know any vampire that’s affected by garlic. I think that’s just human fabrication.” He smiled when Jungkook’s cheeks became red as he looked away.
Once he saw Jimin looking elsewhere he glanced back at the vampire. He couldn’t help but stare at him from head to toe. He possessed otherworldly beauty. His hair had bedhead written all over it and his brown eyes were firm yet gentle. His features were delicate and manly. His lean chiseled body made a lump form in Jungkook’s throat as his eyes roamed over his six pack.
Jimin smirked. “See something you like?” His smirk deepened when Jungkook’s face blushed harder.
“Anyway, is V Hyung here?”
“He’s not. He ran into Jin today and I guess they got into an argument or whatever. He started acting like a dick, so I ditched him. I don’t know where he is.” Jimin shrugged.
Jungkook sighed deeply ruffling his light brown hair. “I was hoping I could talk to him about this situation.”
“About what? Him and Jin?”
Jungkook nodded.
Jimin laughed waving his hand. “Don’t even waste your energy kid. V is stubborn and won’t listen to anyone. Right now, the only way he and Jin will ever work is if he let’s go of his pride which I don’t see happening and Jin needs to be less emotional and clingy. V isn’t really used to that, so he doesn't handle emotional outbursts like others would.”
Jungkook looked down before looking at Jimin. “I’ve known my brother for all my 22 years of life and I’ve only seen him cry twice. The first was when our dad died when he was eighteen, he toughened up immediately and instantly took me and Yoongi Hyung in his care. The second time was over V Hyung. He came to my apartment and tried his hardest not to but he couldn’t and just broke down,”
“I know he may seem over emotional and a bit clingy but you have to understand, my brother holds in a lot and will just suffer in silence as long as those he loves is happy. I think this is the first time he felt he could emotionally let go with V Hyung and probably looked at him for emotional support, something that he couldn't do with me or Yoongi Hyung.” Jungkook shook his head. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to burden you with all of this …I just feel bad.”
Jimin leaned against the wall. “I’ll tell you this …” Jungkook looked at him. “V and your brother are alike in a lot of ways which is why they clash a lot. V too can be overly emotional and clingy, but he shows it through his jealousy and possession. He loves your brother with all his heart, trust me. I’ve known him for over two hundred years. And the last time I’ve seen him this messed up was when our master died.” Jungkook’s eyes widened. “Your brother shows his affection normally whereas V is a bit twisted so the more possessive and dominate he is that’s him showing his affection. Give them time, I think this separation period is good, they both will have to bend if they want to be together.”
Jungkook nodded with a small smile. “I agree.”
“Though, I’m not surprised that you’re Jin’s kid brother. Good looks must run in your family.” He ran his hand through his hair making Jungkook’s cheeks flush.
“I-I-I should get going. I have to get back to work.”
“Don’t let me stop you. Just know you’re welcome back whenever.”
“Th-Thank you.” He gave a polite bow and rushed out the front door. He then stopped and turned around only to see Jimin staring at him. “I don’t think I ever got your name.”
“Jimin and yours?”
“Jungkook.”
“I’ll make sure to remember that.” He winked and Jungkook swallowed hard before jumping in his car.
He took a deep breath as he drove off. His cell phone rung and he answered with a smile.
“Hey Yuni.”
“Hey Kookie, do you wanna hang out after work?”
“Sure, do you wanna catch a movie?”
“We can do that. I’ll pick you up at your place when I get off.”
“Okay, see you soon.”
“Yup.” He hung up and a sigh escaped his lips as his thoughts drifted off to the pink-haired vampire.
~~~~*~~~~
Jin entered his office staring at his cell phone. He was thinking of running to the store and getting a new outfit for tonight. Having a drunken night sounded really good. Maybe he would be reckless and end up in the bed with a beautiful stranger. He shivered at the thought and decided not to get too drunk.
Jungkook walked over to him.
“Hyung, you have a visitor.”
“Who?” Jin looked at him placing his phone on his desk.
Jungkook walked closer to him. “He said he was interested in sponsoring your company.”
“S-S-Sponsoring?”
“I hope that’s not a problem.” A deep smooth voice said making him and Jungkook whirl around. “My name is Kim Namjoon and I’m interested in helping small businesses flourish.”
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