Tumgik
#i wish i could tell you
mywordsfortheuniverse · 6 months
Text
You’re one of my best friends. All that I want is for you to be happy. But good God I’d be lying if I didn’t admit that sometimes I wonder what I wouldn’t be willing to do to get the privilege of calling you mine.
12 notes · View notes
darkacademicvibes · 10 months
Text
You guys: heyyy, what's gonna happen in the next part of she's a drug?? <3 🥰🫣🤔🤭
Me:
I'm sorry <3
8 notes · View notes
Text
Me genuinely tweaking trying to restrain myself from telling him how much I like and love and adore him constantly and miss him whenever he's away and think he's the handsomest, silliest, cutest man on the planet because guys lose interest when you like them too much..
4 notes · View notes
always-and-evermore · 8 months
Text
How’s your week been? (I miss you). Did you have a good day at school? (I miss you). How are feeling about that? (I miss you so fucking much).
4 notes · View notes
ryukang1995 · 8 months
Text
I truly long for love...
3 notes · View notes
okaywhatabouthades · 6 months
Text
The pair of hot chocolate, qahva or tea with a book in winter is ideal.
But it lacks practicality.
So someday I hope that I am in my bed with a warm drink cupped in my hands as you read to me and since reading makes you sleepy, you've fallen asleep before I even finished my drink or perhaps exactly then or maybe a while later.
I put the cup in my hand aside and the book back in its place, I look at your sleeping face.
I fall asleep looking at you.
I wake up next to you.
A sweet dream, this is.
4 notes · View notes
novellapink · 1 year
Text
Do you know what it's like to be filled to the brim with a love you can not speak of?
It is agony in its purest form...
5 notes · View notes
rainsecho · 10 months
Text
She looks like candlelight
And lilacs
And beautiful shadows
Twirling all the stars
In her silver hands
And capturing galaxies of dreams
In her eyes
Clear like perfect water
Dancing with liquid greens
And grey blues
Don’t look to long
Or you will fall
In
Love
And there is no way to climb out
2 notes · View notes
iwasinloveonce · 1 year
Text
Why do I even bother trying to forget you? It goes well one day, two days, and then it all comes back to me, like rain on an autumn day.
Tumblr media
I (barely) sleep hugging my pillow, and I dream that I'm hugging you and you don't want to let me go... Ha, I wish that were true. The truth is that you let go of me when I needed you the most. With no explanation. You distanced yourself from me without ever saying why. We fell onto old patterns where we laughed together, touched hands, joked about stupid stuff one day and the next you just weren't the same.
I miss you, with all my heart. It hurts when I think about you.
Tumblr media
12 notes · View notes
no-vamos · 1 year
Text
argh I’m so frustrated with myself
I hate being unable to tell how I’m feeling about people bc literally two weeks ago I thought I was in love with the drummer in our pit and then I came to the wack realization that maybe I liked the guy who was our stage manager and before the drummer I couldn’t tell if I liked my brother’s childhood best friend as a crush or as a sister and now now I’m sitting here confused bc maybe i like one of my friends
But I was literally obsessed with one of our mutual friends like a year ago and had a big falling out with our friend group over that bc it really fucking hurt me
and like my friend that I have a crush (?) on… like I think he’s cute but I can here my friends in the back of my head going bitch wtf he’s not cute but then every time he holds eye contact while I ramble about something my stomach does a little flip and every time he smiles I smile back bc I love seeing him full of joy and I love how he waits to walk out of environ sci with me and when we make eye contact during choir I make a funny face and smile when he silently laughs at me and I love talking about random shit and I love the way his voice sounds and I love hearing him be happy and play games with our friends
and he let me brush his hair the other day his hair is absolutely gorgeous and it makes me so happy he let me do that and
there’s this project I have to get done eventually that this other guy in my class is working on with me for some reason but he scares me so I’m dragging my friend/crush with me bc I’m like pls come with me (I don’t want to be alone with him bc I’d much rather be alone with you)
he makes me smile and he’s passionate about his hobbies and by god he’s a runner but is also really big on weight lifting and istg i think i would pass out if i ever saw him lift and i love just watching him and talking with him
and i can’t tell if i like him more than a friend
i don’t even know if he would see me as more than a friend
my cousin used to hypothesize that he was aroace like his older sibling and i don’t want to just straight out ask if he likes girls bc that’s rude, i think
and do i actually want to date him?
i want to hold his hand
i have to hold myself back from just interlocking my fingers with his
it would be so easy
but i don’t want to make him uncomfortable
i’m just happy he smiles at me and is my friend
but I would love to put my head on his shoulders and hold his hand
i want to want more but i don’t want to hurt myself any more than i already have in the past
maybe i just like the idea of it all
i’m lonely inside
i just want someone to want me
i would love it if he loved me
but i have a feeling that he would never see me like that
in the end we’re just friends
and if i acted on it i’d lose him
maybe i’ll tell him next year, if i still like him
if this crush lasts longer than a few weeks
maybe i just like him bc he gives me the attention none of our other friends give me
i care about him a lot more than i care about any of them
3 notes · View notes
Note
I feel like this weird shadow guy has some sort of negative bias towards Mews/Twos. Is it because of the dark type advantage, or?
(Good spot! But nope! There's a certain reason in this particular situation certain Pokémon aren't allowed. Everything is not what it seems.)
6 notes · View notes
thestarbornpilgrim · 2 years
Note
Do you think after Season of Shattering, there will be a Season of Beasts? (That’s just me thinking of what the next season will be like considering I heard about the collab between Aurora and thatgamecompany/thatskygame)
I have no clue
11 notes · View notes
mariamthe1st · 1 year
Text
I wish I could tell you
Why the ones you loved walked away
That each person who left you was coming back
That the ones you spent nights waiting for would do the same for you
That the love you gave would come back to you
That all the answers you seek would come at once
I wish I could tell you
That every lie you were told was meant to protect you
That everyone who lied to you was telling the truth
That every betrayal was meant to save you
That every pain had a meaning
And every tear was for a reason
I wish I could tell you
That starting afresh wasn't so hard
That building what was lost was easy
That starting from the beginning wasn't so scary
That everyone would understand your pain
That each time you fell you wouldn't break into a thousand pieces
That there would always be someone to catch you when you fall
That someone would always be there to hold your hands
-Chuddy
4 notes · View notes
winteranddeath · 1 year
Text
Sometimes you meet people on a random August afternoon, sitting on a park bench and nothing happens.
But then you hear them sing on a rainy September evening, and hear them laugh on a warm October morning. You hear them talk their heart out all November midnight, and You read their warm poems on a stormy December night. But then January arrives, and they leave. Only to haunt you every day of every month of every coming year.
And years pass by, you say you fell in love with some other boy, but every night laying next to that boy you think about him, every song reminds you of him, every poem you write is about him, every drunk confession you make is for him. You say you fell out of love with that boy- he broke your heart, but your heart was never whole to begin with.
And after years on a rainy September evening he returns, bringing back all the happiness you exiled from your heart. And he promises things you know will break, but you're happy to live a life where just his very presence in your life is enough reason for you to live. And random nights he calls, only to vanish for weeks.
Confessions that are never made, sentences that are never whole, feelings that are not expressed, promises that are not kept. There's always a thin line between this and that, we never cross. Maybe things are better this way. Maybe loving you from a distance is best for both of our hearts. But what even is love and I'm never sure if our heart beats.
3 notes · View notes
voiceofnothing · 2 years
Text
i sometimes hope that she sees me like i see her. and sometimes i'm so close to confessing just to maybe hear her say that she could love me back. but then again, what if she doesn't? what if she would never want to talk to me again? what if she would hate me for it?
i always tell myself "how bad can it be? we only have this year left together and then we'll maybe never see each other again." but it is bad. it's so fucking bad that i want to cry.
to be honest, i'd rather admire her from afar and have her as a friend rather than loose her forever because i love her.
maybe it's not meant to be but that can't change the fact that i would do anything to be with her.
2 notes · View notes
okaywhatabouthades · 7 months
Text
You dont know how excruciatingly painful the thought of living in a world where you breathed no longer, even for the merest of seconds, was.
2 notes · View notes