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#i might just have to make her wait a little longer until after my team meeting because she won't mind but i do feel bad doing that
wosoamazing · 4 months
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Surprise
Summary: You surprise your Ma for her birthday.
A/N: Just a short one, based off this request.
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It was the day before international break, a period of time in which Katie’s Birthday feel, she was upset that yet again your little family would be split on a birthday, little did she know that your Mum was planning to come visit her, she had arranged with Tony to have a break however that was after the team had already been announced, so she asked Tony to wait until the day she surprised Katie to announce that she was no longer available.
“What if I just don’t go to camp this time, they’re only friendlies” she said as she opened a present.
“Katie, babe, no, you should go, it will be okay. Oh, and also you will get your main present on your Birthday” Caitlin said, she of course knew what this was, it was you and her, but Katie didn’t.
“What is it?” “You will have to wait to find out”.
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“Which plane ours?” You ask your Mum, you were standing on the window looking out at the planes in the lounge, Steph and Kyra were with you, as always, except for some reason you didn’t have nearly as many bags as them, where usually you would have more than them.
“We aren’t getting on a plane today, Monkey.” She replies, “But why?”
“Because we are going to fly to Ireland tomorrow, so we can surprise Ma for her Birthday,” your Mum informs you excitedly.
“So why we here then?” “To send her photos like we always do so she doesn’t get suspicious. We’re tricking her into thinking we are going to Matilda’s camp”.
“But you say tricking is bad” you pout.
“Well, most of the time it is, but this time it’s for a good reason, so it isn’t bad”.
“Because Ma is sad, she won’t see us on her birfday and if we go and see her she will get all happy?” you question trying to make sense of the situation “Exactly” “kay”
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“PLANE!” You exclaim as you watch a plane take off.
“Shh, Monkey, inside voice, people are trying to work and relax,” she tells you softly in your ear before she turns to a group of businesspeople near her, “I am so sorry, she is just very excited, we are going to surprise her Ma today, she is currently away for work, and its her birthday today,”
“Oh no, it’s sweet, and that is such a cute thing to do,” one of the Women say.
“It’s alright, we’re not really doing anything that important, trying to figure out what colour to use for our design, but I’m sure Katie will be happy to see you. Oh god I sound like a stalker, my daughter is an avid football fan, she plays and wants to become a professional”. The man who seems to the boss says.
“That’s okay, but I am sorry, if I ever see you at a game, I’ll make sure to say hi,”
“Thank you, we are actually coming to the first game after international break,”
“Well, I’ll keep a look out and maybe I’ll have a gift for her”.
“Now boarding flight BA830 to Dublin, flight BA830 boarding now”
“Oh, that’s us, nice meeting you all sorry for the noise again,” your Mum picked you up and headed to your gate, you got checked in and sat on the plane, it wasn’t a verry long flight, but you still fell asleep, something about planes sends you to sleep, you had also not slept much last night as you were excited about seeing your Ma.
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There was a car in the pick-up spot waiting for you, your Mum had asked Eileen if it was okay if she did surprise your Ma, she was nervous that Eileen would say no as it might cause some tension/drama in the team but Eileen said absolutely, she even offered a driver to pick you up from the airport and take you to the grounds, your Mum had said it’s okay but Eileen said it was the least she could do,
You got in a car with you Mum, which stopped outside a local flower shop, you went inside with her and helped her pick out the biggest and bestest bouquet for your Ma, after you had purchased it, you got back into the car. After about 3 minutes you were there.
“You ready?” “See Ma!”
Eileen was on the sidelines, near where you were entering, when she saw you, she yelled out “Katie, can you come over here for a sec,” you Ma turned around and started jogging before she saw you and stopped, her mouth dropped before she crocked out "Y/N/N, Cait".
“Ma,” you said as you started running as fast as your little legs could go, when you neared her, she put her arms out and you jumped into them, she lifted you up to give you a big hug before perching you on her hip, your Mum wasn’t far behind her.
“Happy Birthday my love,” your Mum said as she placed a kiss on your Mums lips and hugged her, before putting her arm around her shoulders. “How?” “That doesn’t matter now does it, we’re here.” “I love you so much, thank you for surprising me and for coming” your Ma said as a few tears left her eyes, but Caitlin was quick to wipe them away.
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ragingbookdragon · 9 months
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Soap was definitely a jeans and t-shirt type of man. Hated penguin suits for the life of him. But when the team saw him come in with a clean pair of dark denim jeans, a forest-green plaid dress shirt, and a dark brown buttoned vest with tan leather straps, they knew something was up; he’d even gotten a new pair of dark dress shoes. He was running a hand through his gelled hair, a little longer than usual, but clean-shaven head and face, the scent of wintergreen aftershave wafting around him, mixing with the smoky, tobacco and cedarwood cologne he was wearing.
Price looked up from his deck of cards, looked down, then back up in shock. “Soap?”
The sergeant blinked, fixing the button of his vest, before fumbling with the gold chain that connected from his button to the watch in his pocket. “Yeah, Cap?”
“Uh…where you goin’, son?” he asked and Soap flushed a little, clearing his throat as he shifted on his feet.
“Got a date.”
Ghost snorted. “With the lass he’s been head over heels about for the last six months.”
Gaz shook his head. “You’ve been dating someone?”
“Won’t shut up about her,” Ghost answered, and Soap crossed his arms over his chest.
“I just wanted to make sure she was legit first. We’re not that serious.”
“Uh huh,” Ghost shot back. “Show us your phone background then.”
Soap blushed and shoved his phone in his pocket. “Fuck off,” he griped and looked at the captain. “I’ll be back by eleven. Call me if anything happens.”
Price waved him off. “Go have fun.” As soon as Soap disappeared, he turned on Ghost. “You didn’t tell me he was seeing someone.”
“It’s not my business,” he retorted.
“Of course, it is. Look at ‘im. He can’t be left alone to his own devices.”
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The night had gone amazing. The food was wonderful, the atmosphere was even better, and Soap was on cloud nine as he walked with her hand in his down by the water. He felt like a teenager again, his heart beating a mile a minute in his chest and as they came to a bench, she pulled him towards it.
“Can we sit?” she asked, and he nodded.
“Of course, love,” he said and sat down with her. She seemed nervous, fiddling with her hands. “Love? You alright? Look like you’re sweatin’ bullets.”
She sighed and nodded. “Yeah, I just need to tell you something. It’s…really important and I think it might define the rest of this night.”
Now, he was nervous, and he took her hand, gently rubbing his thumb over her knuckles. “Love, whatever you need to tell me, I’m listening.”
“I appreciate that,” she answered and took a deep breath, looking into his eyes as she said, “John, I’m not a biological woman.”
He blinked. “Huh?”
She gestured below her. “I’m not a biological woman. I was born a biological male. Y’know…male parts. Boy. Man.”
Soap nodded slowly. “So…you’re transgender? A male to a female?”
“Mhm.” She pulled her hand away, resting it in her lap. “I had my top and bottom surgeries a few years ago, and I’ve been on medication since I was a teenager.” Her eyes seemed sad. “I just…wanted to tell you this before things went farther. I know I waited a little longer than usual but I…I didn’t want to ruin things between us.” Tears gathered in her eyes. “I really like you, John. I mean, I really like you. And I want to keep seeing you, but if you aren’t comfortable with this, I understand a-and I won’t hold it against you if you want to stop seeing me. Some people are okay with dating people like me, and some aren’t. I just…needed you to know.”
Soap was quiet for a moment then he reached over a put his hand on her cheek, turning her face to his, thumb brushing away the tears on her skin, then he took his other hand and did the same before tilting her face up and down, side to side until a startled laugh escaped her.
“What are you doing, John?” she questioned.
He smiled at her. “Looking for all those wrinkles you must’ve gotten from frowning so much thinkin’ o’er how you were gonna tell me this.”
She laughed pitifully, a grimace coming over her lips after. “I once ended up in the ER for not telling a man I was seeing. Not that I think you would do something like that to me, I just, y’know…needed to be sure.”
Soap’s face turned uncharacteristically serious, and he promised, “Love, I will never lay my hands on you. For any reason.” He wiped her tears away. “And whether you are a biological woman or not doesn’t matter to me. I love you exactly for who and how you are. You’re perfect. In every way. I love you.”
She blinked, gaping at him. “You…you love me?”
Soap swallowed thickly, cheeks crimson as he pulled away and scratched the back of his neck, awkwardly stretching like he did when he was flustered. “I mean, I care about you greatly. A great deal. A large extent. Quite a lot.”
“You love me,” she repeated as she nuzzled into his side. “It’s okay, John, I love you too.”
He melted, wrapping his arm tight around her, squeezing her against him. “You make me really happy, love. And thank you for trusting me with this I know it was something important and I’m even sorrier if I made you feel like you couldn’t tell me.”
“John, you make me happy,” she answered, looking up at him. “And I told you this because I trust you. You have nothing to be sorry for.” She smiled. “Do you maybe want to spend the night at my place tonight?”
“I’d love to,” he said. “But do you want me to come over? I understand if you don’t want me to.”
“I wouldn’t ask if I wasn’t sure.” She smiled. “Besides, I want nothing more than to sleep next to you.”
“You won’t be next to me, love,” he said, standing from the bench, and pulling her with him. “You’ll be in my arms where you belong.”
Her smile rivaled the moon above and she wrapped her arms around his neck. “John MacTavish, you are a real catch, you know that?”
“Nah,” he said, shaking his head. “You are.” He pecked her lips. “I love you, lass.”
“I love you.”
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natashasnoodle · 1 year
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Natasha's reaction to reader who wants to learn everything about guns as they want to enter shooting competitions or increase their chances of survival?
Fluffy Pyjamas | Natasha Romanoff x Female Reader
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Words: 1.4k
Warnings: Firearm mentions
Thank you for the request! I'm so sorry that it took so long, I got so busy with university and other things that I took a brief hiatus from doing my requests and was very limited with writing in general, but I'm now getting back around to getting through my requests so this is the perfect time if anyone wants to send any more in <3
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Natasha’s fingers drummed against the keyboard of her laptop as she typed report after report, stressed from being swarmed with work. It seemed as though recently it was all that she had been doing. From the moment she woke up until the moment she went to sleep she was either training, strategising, or writing reports. It was exhausting.
She was most certainly burnt out, coffees no longer helping to keep her energised. She needed to see you - you were one of the main things on her mind, other than the copious amounts of deadlines. You lived in a small apartment about half an hour from the compound, and she had not been able to visit you for weeks. Her jaw clenched as her typing paused when thinking about you. She was sick of having half an hour of phone calls each night. It wasn’t enough for her.
With her lifestyle, Natasha was always worried about joining the dating scene. Many enemies had accumulated over the years, and she never wanted to put anyone who she would grow to love at risk. But then you popped up.
Literally.
At the time she met you, you worked in a pet store as a cashier and consultant. She was waiting by the counter, cat treats in hand for her cat, Liho. For a moment no one was behind the counter, she assumed that whoever was working it had perhaps gone out back to get some more supplies. Turns out it was you working, and you were crouched behind the counter to try and find something that you needed, and when hearing Nat put the treats on the counter, you stood up swiftly with an enthusiastic “Hi there!”, causing Nat to absolutely crap herself.
Things developed from there, and a year later you were going strong. Natasha absolutely doted on you. You were her person, you were the first person that she had ever gotten to call hers. And so, not being able to see you was killing her. A few times during some sleepy late-night calls you suggested visiting the compound, but she always refused. The compound was a mysterious place to you. Nat had never let you visit, claiming it wasn’t safe for you. With her logic, if you were seen entering the Avengers compound then any enemies that might be monitoring the team would see that you were a trusted person to them—trusted enough to be allowed entry into the compound.
She didn’t want them to use you against her. She wanted to keep you safe.
The idea of you being introduced to her world sent chills up her spine. So the answer always remained - ‘no’ - and she planned to keep it that way. Her fingers continued tapping the keys at a high speed, wanting to be done with the reports in as little time as possible. It was Friday night… so if she finished the reports by at least 8pm, she could go to yours and spend the night she planned in her head, shooting you a quick message to make sure you’d be in tonight before continuing with work.
When you replied stating that you’d be in and that because of her message, you were expecting Nat to come and visit her tonight, she chuckled and tried to work even faster than she had ever done before.
Hours later, she was in the car to your complex and pulling into the guest spot for your apartment. With a pep in her step, she practically sprinted up the stairs and tries to just walk through your front door, twisting the handle and then walking into the door, bouncing back slightly. She winced and nursed her head, before knocking on the door, cursing herself for letting the excitement make her forget the simple fact that your door is always locked.
When she hears shuffling noises through the door she becomes ecstatic. Within moments the door creaks open, thanks to the old building that you live in, and she’s seeing your face in person for the first time in weeks. Without thinking she rushed forward and engulfed you in a hug, pressing her face into the crook of your neck. Her lips twitched upward at hearing your giggles, feeling your arms wrap around her torso.
She was home.
“Come on, come on. It’s fluffy pyjama time”, you grinned, and ushered her in, snorting when she rolled her eyes. Natasha had a “reputation to uphold”, and so pretended not to be interested in soft things like cuddling in fluffy pyjamas. She secretly loved it though, but pretended to just participate for your benefit.
So, with a groan that did not match her internal dialogue, she complied and changed into a pair of fluffy pyjamas you kept for her, and immediately jumped into bed, grabbing you by the hips and pulling your back into her front.
A contented sigh escaped her lips as she was reminded just how well you slotted against her front, and she pressed her forehead against the nape of your neck, pressing a soft kiss there occasionally as the two of you soaked up all of the time together you had missed recently.
A while passed when she just held you and had honestly thought that you’d gone to sleep as you had been so still, so she was ever so slightly startled when you gently spoke her name. “Hmm?”, she pretended that her heart rate wasn’t slightly elevated from the little spook you gave her.
She thought that you were just going to give her some weird late-night thought as you normally did. Natasha loved those late-night thoughts, they always made her chuckle. However, when you turned around to face her in her arms, a small frown was etched onto her forehead, “You okay?”.
“Um… I’ve been thinking and it’s just with your job getting more dangerous recently, I’ve been getting more paranoid about people in public. I might be going crazy but I always feel like there’s someone watching me or something…”.
You didn’t even get to finish your statement before you saw Nat’s jaw clench as she looked at you with indifferent eyes. Before speaking again you gulped, knowing that she wasn’t annoyed at you, but she had always been insecure about how the job affected you. “I don’t think I’m in danger or anything, it’s just that, you know trying to go about as normal is hard when feeling so… exposed, I guess?”.
Her eyes softened slightly. Anyone else wouldn’t have noticed.
“What do you suggest we do?”, she hugged you tighter before and tucked some stray hairs behind your ear.
“I was thinking that maybe you could teach me some self-defence… and perhaps how to use a firearm? I don’t want to be one of those people who carry them around because you know, contributing to societal dangers and shit, but I’d feel a bit better if I just knew how to use one, I don’t know, can’t explain it”.
Natasha’s entire body tensed.
Her eyes closed as she released a breath through her nose and looked at you again, her eyes searching you, absorbing you. This conversation was a harsh reminder that she couldn’t always protect you. That you weren’t 100% safe.
It reminded her that someone loving her came at a price.
“Sure”, she croaked out, failing at acting nonchalant. There was no way she wanted you to be handling firearms even if it was only in a training room. There was also no way that she wanted you to be seen stepping foot into the compound.
But… there was also no way that she wanted you to feel unsafe when leaving your home, and so even with all these doubts, she wholeheartedly agreed to it, wanting you to feel safe.
A grin appeared on your face as you pressed a short yet deep kiss to her lips, pulling away to rest your head against her chest, “Thank you”. Natasha couldn’t help the blush that appeared on her cheeks as she rested her head against yours.
Sleep didn’t come easy that night, she was thinking about the conversation. You were the only thing that didn’t remind her of her upbringing, of her career. You were the breath of fresh air she had always craved, but she knew that this didn’t change anything, not really.
Yes, the little bubble that she thought she had placed you in was broken, but to her surprise, she didn’t want to run away. She didn’t want to self-sabotage the whole thing to “keep you safe”. You had reassured her again and again that you were safest when with her, and for the first time, she allowed herself to believe that.
She wasn’t a burden to love, she could be someone’s safe space.
And with that… she let herself drift off to sleep, a small smile on her face as she realised how comfy she was. All thanks to you… and the fluffy pyjamas. 
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httplilyyy · 2 years
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𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 || 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐇 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐒𝐎𝐍
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pairing: leah williamson x reader
summary: after a gruelling game against real madrid all feelings are put onto the table, does it lead you to being heart broken or someone else’s? - the alternate ending to part three
warnings: angst and fluff
word count: 3.2k
a/n: its pretty much the same as the part three but i've changed a couple of parts to fit the story better. you can either read this version or the other- or both! :)
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“The person you are calling is unable to take your call right now, please leave a message after the tone.”
Six times. That's how many times Leah had tried to call you. Yet, you still didn't pick up.
With every time Leah called you she had a little hope in her that you would pick up, but it soon shattered when it went through to voicemail.
“Pick up, please.” Leah whispered, her voice cracking as she sat on the edge of her bed. “Just pick up.”
Fiddling with your ring on her finger Leah decided to call you one last time.
Leg bouncing up and down in anticipation, Leah bit the nail on her thumb waiting, hoping, or anything in between for her to hear your voice.
As the phone rang the likelihood of you picking up got slimmer and slimmer. Leah ultimately decided to end the call, completely unaware that you were contemplating on the other end, finger hovering over the button to accept.
Letting out a long sigh, one full of many emotions, Leah couldn’t stop the feeling of her bottom lip quivering along with the tears pooling up in her eyes.
Finally letting the emotions get the better of her, she soon broke down once again. This time taking longer to compose herself.
With trembling hands, Leah picked up the letter beside her and read it once again.
Leah,
I’ve known you for five years and lived with you for three, each one of those years, minutes and seconds have been the best of my life. But I can't be friends with you. I can't be just friends with you.
I like all the little things about you, I like the way you make me feel, I like your smile, laugh, everything. I like you. Nothing in this world can stop me from liking you.
You might be wondering where all my things have gone and it's because I got sent a transfer, one from Barcelona. I took it. I couldn't turn it down.
Well at first, I didn't really want to take the offer. That was until I saw you and jordan. I just couldn't handle the heartbreak knowing that Jordan was the one who got to hold you, kiss you, be the one to call you theirs.
I was going to tell you, you know. I had it all planned out, it wasn't anything extravagant, just a little something.
I’m sorry I didn't tell you about my feelings and about the transfer. I was going to, it's just that life got in the way. I don’t want it to be real. I don't want to leave, not really. Not without you.
I’m sorry that I couldn't tell you face to face, I just felt like a text would be a shitty way to say goodbye. It’s not really a goodbye, though, more like a see you later.
And even if we did have a chance to be together, maybe it was just not meant to be.
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It had been three weeks since you had left London and moved to Barcelona. You managed to fit in with the team really well and you were happy to call this new place your home.
Lucy and Keria were there to help you find your feet and get to know everything going on in the catalonian city.
You had grown close with all the girls and more specifically someone in particular. The two of you were seen almost everywhere together. Neither of you were seen without the other during training or even team bonding.
The team started speculating and eventually the fans did too, but it was always the same answer. No, you're not dating. How could you? Not after Leah.
“Here come the love birds.” Mapi joked as you walked into training with Alexia by your side.
“Very funny.” Alexia deadpanned, wrapping her arm around your shoulders, bringing you closer to her. “Y/n can only dream.”
“Yeah right.” You chuckled, pushing away from the midfielder slightly.
“Come on you two.” Lucy smiled as she walked in between you and alexia, placing her arms around either of your shoulders and walking the two of you out and onto the pitch for training.
“Leave them alone Maps.” Ingrid said as she walked behind you, Lucy and Alexia.
“But-”
“You can tease them later.”
“Fine.” Mapi reluctantly huffed as she walked to training as well.
Training was fairly easy, a couple simple drills and it went by in a flash. The rest of the girls went back to the locker room to get changed whilst you stayed out to do some shooting drills.
After sinking another ball into the net, you heard someone walk up behind you. They didn't say anything at first, just watching as you pelted balls at the goal.
“You’ll end up making a hole in the net, if you keep kicking that hard.” The voice said from behind you. Alexia’s voice.
“That's a shame.” You said, not really caring.
“Alright, what's up with you?” She asked, coming to step in front of you, stopping you from kicking another ball.
“Nothing.” You muttered, trying to get out of Alexia's intense stare, manoeuvring around her.
“It's obviously not nothing.”
“Just drop it.”
“Does it have something to do with the person who always calls you?”
“I said drop it.” You huffed, kicking another ball.
“I want to help you.”
“Ale, just drop it, please.” You said, your voice sounding so drained.
“Want me to set you up?” Alexia asked softly, getting that you don't want to talk about the topic.
“Yeah,” you replied with a smile, “if you don't mind.”
“Not at all.”
The two of you continued to pass and shoot for a couple of hours, laughing, making jokes and having fun till your heart's content.
Once you both decided to finally stop, you sat by the side of the pitch, waters in hand, trying to cool down.
The two of you continued to converse, not caring how late it was getting or how long you were sitting beside each other.
You were laughing at something Alexia said when a call interrupted the two of you. Pulling your phone from your pocket you saw Leah’s name pop up on your screen.
Sighing, you chucked your phone in between you and Alexia. Bad idea. The woman beside you picked up your phone and answered the call just before it was going to end.
“Y/n?” Leah’s voice questioned on the other end. “Oh my god…”
As Leah asked multiple questions at a million miles an hour, you tried to get your phone off the woman beside you.
Alexia was quick to jump up and avoid your advances, trying to dodge your hand desperately grabbing for your phone.
“... I read your letter and I-”
“This isn’t y/n.” Alexia answered before you could stop her.
“And I- wait what?”
“Look, you’ve gotta stop calling her.”
“Ale, stop.” You pleaded but Alexia shook her head.
“What? Why?” Leah asked.
“If someone doesn’t answer your calls that means they don't want to talk to you.”
“Ale-” You said once again.
“No, y/n-”
Before Alexia could talk any more, you took your phone back out of her hand and walked away from her but not before giving a look that said ‘you're in deep shit’.
“Leah.” You said, placing your phone by your ear.
“Y/n?” Leah replied, her voice sounding so relieved but still unable to believe she was finally able to hear your voice after many weeks.
“Hey.”
“Do they mean it?”
“Mean what?” You asked, looking back at Alexia noticing how she fiddled with her fingers.
“What they said, about you not wanting to talk to me?”
“It's not like that its-”
“I get it, it's fine.”
“No leah-”
“Just tell me, did you mean it? What you wrote in the letter did you mean it?”
“Of course I did.” You said softly.
“Then why did you leave? We could have figured it out, I thought we were a team, I thought- I-” By this point, Leah had let her emotions take over, you could practically hear the tears in her voice.
That's when you broke down. Hearing leah cry made you start, lip quivering, eyes watering, legs trembling, heart rate increasing you finally let it all out.
“Leah, I have to go.” You sniffled.
“No, y/n you just picked up, i’m not letting you go now.”
“Leah, please, I'm sorry.”
“Y/n-” Leah’s desperate plea was the last you heard before you ended the call.
Your head fell down as you looked at the phone in your hand, tears falling down your face as you tried to wipe them away but it was no use.
Alexia cautiously stepped in front of you, hands cradling your face as the pads of her thumbs wiped away your tears.
You were in some sort of trance, your mind focused on how you needed to hear Leah's voice again, to feel her touch again.
“Why did you do that?” You asked quietly, stepping out of Alexia’s hold.
“I thought that-”
“No, you didn’t think.” You said, stepping back every time Alexia tried to get closer to you
“Lo siento.”
“You can’t just do things like that.”
“I didn’t realise.” Alexia said. “I was just trying to be a good friend.”
“I know.” You sighed. “Just please don’t do something like that again.”
“I won't, I promise, I'm sorry.”
“Okay,” you smiled, “crossbar challenge?”
“You're on, y/l/n.”
“You’re going down, Putellas.”
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The team had noticed a change in your style of play, you were more ruthless, uncaring, violent but you had a new fire in you, one that was determined and hungry.
You didn't care if you got a yellow, as long as it helped you and the team it didn't matter. Some would say you're playing a dangerous game, but that was a risk you were willing to take.
Within the new found fire, you played more minutes, scored more goals, made more passes, tackles and assists. You were on your way to becoming an all time great but there was one thing setting you back.
More like someone setting you back.
It was finally one of the biggest games of the year, an El Clasico. Barcelona vs Real Madrid. It was just as important as it is in the men's game, each side wanting to take victory over the other.
“You alright?” Lucy asked as she came up beside you, noticing that you were staring at your locker.
“Yeah, you?”
“I feel like you’re not telling me something but I'll drop it for now.”
“Thanks.” You smiled weakly.
“I want you to score today.” Lucy nudged you.
“I’ll try.” You chuckled.
You had played a couple of games for barca but this was the first one where you were in the starting lineup.
You stood behind Mapi as both teams lined up, determination displayed across everyone's faces.
Walking out onto the pitch you looked around the stadium, a sense of pride filled you up.
The seats flooded with barca shirts, each and every one of them giving you that extra confidence boost fueling you up for the game.
When the ref blew her whistle you kicked off the game. Each team put in their maximum effort from the start.
It was around the fourteenth minute when you had a shot on goal. Pina had sent a lovely weighted ball to your feet and you were through on goal.
You heard two defenders gaining on you as well as their keeper coming off their line.
With each player getting closer and closer you decided to try your luck and chip the keeper.
You watched as the ball soared through the air and landed just beneath the bar, a small clinking sound could be heard before the stadium erupted into cheers.
The ball had bounced off the bar and into the net. You felt someone jump onto your back, screaming in your ear. A couple of other girls came and congratulated you before you had to get back into your positions.
You soon found out that Alexia was the one who jumped on your back. Sending her a small smile before Madrid kicked off the game once again.
Half time soon arrived and Barca had managed to keep the one-nil lead. Walking back into the locker room, the girls patted you on your back as they walked past.
Everyone sat down and listened to the half-time talk, seeing where they could improve as well as noting down some of Madrid's tactics.
Each person in the room was determined to hold onto the lead and Barcelona was clearly not going down without a fight.
The second half was much more gruelling, Madrid definitely placed a target or two on your back. You played the ball as if it was a hot potato. Making sure not to hold it for longer than three seconds as you knew a Madrid player would soon be coming for your ankles.
At the eighty-third minute you had managed to find space a little to the right, making a run down the wing. You were inside the box when you found the perfect opportunity to cross the ball in.
Just as the ball left your foot you felt a pair of studs collide with your ankle, sending you tumbling to the ground.
Your hand immediately clutched your foot, and a pained groan ripped from your throat. With one hand on your ankle you hid your head in the other.
You could hear your teammates fighting and shouting around you but your mind was only focused on one person in particular, kneeling beside you.
“Hey, y/n?” Alexia asked softly. “Can you look at me?”
Rolling onto your back, you turned your head to the right and you saw Alexia’s worried face scan over your body.
“Hola.” You smiled.
“Y/n.” Alexia said, her voice sounded stern.
“Yeah?”
“Please tell me you’re not faking an injury.”
“No.” You said dragging out the ‘o’. “Definitely not. Nope.”
“Y/n.”
“Okay, maybe I am but it does actually hurt.”
“What am I going to do with you?”
“Help me up?” You chuckled once you saw Alexia’s disappointed face. You knew she wasn’t really disappointed, seeing as she tried to hide her smirk.
“You’re lucky we scored.”
“Uh huh, you just have a soft spot for me.”
“Get back into position.” Alexia said, shaking her head trying to hide her smile.
The game soon came to an end and it was a two-nil win for Barcelona. You went around shaking the hands of Madrid players before going to speak to some fans.
You ended up giving your shirt to someone and after mass amounts of pictures and many things being signed you finally walked back towards the locker room.
“Hey, Putellas.” You smiled as you walked up behind her, wrapping your arm around her shoulders.
“Hey, y/l/n, how’s your ankle?” Alexia chuckled.
“It actually hurts, you know?” You said.
“Mhm, not sure if I believe you.”
“Alright, I'll speak to you in a bit. I just need to speak to a medic.”
“For your ankle?”
“I told you I actually hurt it.”
“Don’t die on the way there.” Alexia chuckled as she kissed your cheek before walking off.
“Y/n?” Someone asked from behind you.
You knew that voice.
“Leah?” You questioned as you came face to face with her after so many weeks.
“Hey.” She smiled softly.
“What are you doing here?”
“I read your letter.” Leah sniffled but tried to cover it up with a cough.
“Leah.” You whispered out, stepping closer to her.
“Um, who was that you were with?”
“I think you know who that is.” You chuckled, stepping a little closer so you were standing in front of Leah.
“Are you together?”
“Me and Alexia?” You questioned and Leah nodded her head. “Oh, no, yeah definitely not.”
“But she kissed your cheek?”
“That’s just how everyone acts around here.”
“So you're not together?”
“No.”
“Does that mean I can do this?”
“Do what?”
Leah didn't say anything, just put her hand around the base of your neck and brought your head towards hers so she could place her lips on yours.
The kiss started out slow, almost hesitant, but quickly began to build. Going from tender and languid to heated and fiery in a matter of seconds.
Grinning into the kiss, you placed your hands on Leah’s waist pulling her into you. As the two of you were pressed against each other, Leah moved her hands and wrapped them around your shoulders.
Whilst one hand rested on Leah’s waist the other sneaked up her shirt, touching the bare skin of her stomach. Your cold fingers in contrast to Leah’s warm stomach made her involuntary tense at the sensation.
Your hand moved from her stomach to her lower back, pushing her into you more. The kiss continued and your heart felt as if it was going at a hundred miles an hour.
The two of you slowly pulled away from one another. You looked at the woman still in your arms, lips bruised, hair dishevelled, chest rising and falling rapidly.
“That was- wow.” You chuckled.
“Why didn’t you just talk to me?” Leah questioned, her hand still wrapped around your shoulders and playing with your hair.
“You were with Jordan and I didnt want to ruin that or whatever we had.”
“So you thought running was the best option?”
“Now thinking about it, not really.”
“You’re lucky I like you.”
“Mhm, I like you too.”
“You reckon we could make this work?” Leah questioned as she motioned between the two of you.
“Yeah, I thought I lost you once and I won't let that happen again.”
“I wish you didn’t move.”
“Hey, don't think like that.” You said softly, cradling Leah’s face in your hands. “I’m only a flight away.”
“Yeah.” Leah said quietly.
“You might even come play over here.” You suggested, wiggling your eyebrows.
“Absolutely not.” Leah chuckled.
“I thought as much.”
“I don’t leave for a couple of days…”
“Oh yeah?” You questioned with a smirk.
“Yeah, maybe you could show me around?”
“I can show you some other things too.” You joked earning a smack to your chest.
“Y/n!”
“I’m joking, I’m joking.” You laughed, putting your hands up in surrender.
“I know.”
“Could I have that?” You asked, pointing to the letter you wrote that was still in Leah’s hand.
“Yeah?” Leah said, passing it to you. “Why?”
“I lied.” You shrugged, pointing to the last line. “We are meant to be.”
Leah felt a massive smile take over her features and she brought you into another kiss, it was a lot shorter than the one you had before but it was just as good.
“I guess you want this back too?” Leah questioned, holding up her hand showing your ring that was on her finger.
“You’re wearing it?”
“I haven’t taken it off.” Leah smiled.
“It suits you.”
“Yeah?” Leah asked.
“Yeah.”
“Well I brought it for you, so…” Leah said as she slipped the band off her finger and placed it in your hand. “You should wear it.”
You took the ring from your hand and placed it on your finger, smiling at the woman in front of you.
“I really like you.” You said quietly it almost came out as a whisper.
“I really like you too, so much more than you can imagine.”
“We’re meant to be.” You smiled, crumpling up the letter.
“We’re meant to be.”
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love of my life
chapter four
time passed by quickly! before you knew it your eldest daughter was three and your youngest was two and a half. by that time you were on your third baby girl and harry second album was a success! he was still dealing with olivia, even though you knew he was about ready to tell his team to fuck off, he still did it to protect you and your girls.
you loved that harry would do anything to protect his family, even hiding your relationship and dating someone who clearly didn’t understand boundaries.
but you hated how stressed he was. you even offered to tell his fans about your relationship. harry knew you weren’t ready for the world to know about you and your family just yet. he continued to tell you that he could manage this.
and he did, for two more years after that. now, pregnant with twin girls this time, you thought it was time for you to let the world know who you are. harry was overwhelmed with his relationship with olivia and the pressure her team was putting on him for a proposal of some sort.
he wanted to be able to hold you and care for you, love you and kiss you, he wanted to be able to be your husband privately and publicly. and you wanted to be his wife just as much.
it’s why he knew exactly what he was gonna do. he didn’t let anyone, not even you, know his plan. currently he was home with his family. he had to prepare for the grammys! he was announcing his third album to the world tomorrow night.
harry’s stylist, and one of his best friends, had stopped by with plenty of outfits for him to try on.
your daughters all stared at their dad in awe. they still didn’t understand that their daddy was an international rockstar. but they loved watching him dress up.
“what do you think, babe? is it too flashy?” harry asked nervously.
“pwetty, daddy!” delilah states.
she was four now and had the height of her father. your mom swore she was gonna be over six foot tall by the time she reached eleven.
“you like it lilah?”
delilah nods her head, her youngest sibling leaning her head on top of her shoulder.
“what about you, princess? you like this outfit on daddy? or should i pick something else?”
maybelle was only five, but she was really into clothes and fashion the most. harry just knew she’d most likely be a supermodel or fashion designer when she got older.
“like this one, daddy. makes your eyes glow.” she points to the outfit.
harry hums. he grabs the outfit, runs to put it on, and comes back out.
“she’s right! you look fantastic, babe.” you state.
“i love it! and i might have to hire your daughter.” lloyd jokes.
“she’s our little fashion genius!”
harry picks up his eldest daughter as he kisses her cheek gently.
“daddy, going?” nova asked.
“not until tomorrow night. and ill be back home before you know it darling!” harry states.
“you’re still going with o?” lloyd knew how much olivia stressed harry out.
“um—yeah. i am.” he sighs. he didn’t really like discussing this around the kids, or around you. you tried to hide it but he knew you were upset by this dynamic! especially because it was only supposed to to last two years.
but he just couldn’t wait until the brits awards. that’s where his plan to tell the world about you and his family would play in action. tonight he just had to smile for the camera with olivia on his arms.
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you were currently sitting in bed watching the grammys. you allowed the kids to stay up late to watch their dad preform. you knew they’d be cranky tomorrow morning, but you would just suffer through it.
“look, there’s daddy again!” you point to the tv. they were announcing best pop solo performance. when they called his name you and the kids clapped.
“daddy won!” maybelle cheers.
the four of you watched as he gave his speech before going back stage. you knew he wasn’t gonna stay any longer.
“alright, bedtime. daddy should be here soon. ill make sure he comes to kiss you goodnight.”
“kay, mama.” you got the kids ready for bed. heading to your bedroom and getting ready to sleep as well. you heard the front door open.
smiling, knowing harry would kiss the kids goodnight before anything.
when you finally felt his arms around you, you sighed softly. “proud of you grammy award winner.”
harry chuckles. “can’t believe it.” your turned around, wrapping your arms around his neck. “i can, you’re a rockstar! it was only a matter of time.”
harry kissed you gently. “couldn’t have done it without you.”
“what are you on about?”
harry kisses your neck. “i mean, the song was inspired by you after all.” he smirks against your skin.
“you’re nasty.”
“i just wanna taste it. watermelon sugar, high.”
“stop!”
“can i get a taste now, misses styles?”
“you’re tipsy aren’t you? you’re always a little horny when you’re buzzed.”
“just a little, but can you blame me though? i have the hottest fucking wife ever! especially when you’re pregnant with our kids. love you so much.” he kisses you passionately.
you just giggle as he continues to love on you. “gotta be quiet.” you hummed.
“tell yourself that. you’re the one that’s loud.”
you giggle once more as he picks up and and gently plop your body on your bed.
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the next two weeks went by fast. harry had gone to england for the brits awards three nights ago. tonight was the night he would publicly announce to the world about his wife and his three, almost five, beautiful children.
he was nervous, yet excited. unfortunately olivas team pushed them to go to this award show together, despite harrys team thinking it’ll be best if he goes alone. but they couldn’t deny the attention they both got at the grammys. ultimately they agreed that it would be good press.
“you ready, babes?” olivia smiles.
harry refrained from rolling his eyes. he knew that this would embarrass her, big time! but he had to do this. for himself, for you, and for the kids. it was long overdue.
“lets get this over with.” harry sighs.
once they got to the red carpet, everyone cheered and yelled for them. harry kept his hands on the small of her back.
finally, when he was seated and the show went on, he enjoyed himself, drinking and laughing. when it was time to preform he did a fantastic job. he felt more confident and relaxed when he was home.
he loved preforming in the us, but nothing was like preforming in your own country!
when they announced his name for song of the year everyone whistled and cheered. harry got on stage and accepted his award.
“wow! this is a huge honor. id like to thank the fans for always being supportive and enjoying my music. id like to thank my mom for encouraging me to pursue my dream all those years ago. and most importantly id like to thank my wife, yn and our three beautiful daughters! thank you all. i love each and everyone of you.”
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you were stunned when you watched his speech. you didn’t know what to do or say. part of you was nervous.
this was a huge deal for you and your family. this meant the world knew about you. and even from the years before, when they found your instagram, you still get people trying to add you.
now that they knew you were more than just harrys friend, the amount of people requesting to follow you will triple.
another part of you was relieved. finally being able to be free and love your husband openly felt amazing. no more sneaking off, no more looking over your shoulders, no more paying paparazzi off, no more stress. that thought made you feel amazing.
your phone kept going off but you couldn’t care less about that. until you saw harrys name pop up.
“i can’t believe that just happened.”
“are you upset?”
“im—no. im actually relieved, harry. i can finally be open with you. i can finally shout to the world im your wife, and—you can finally tell the world you’re my husband. baby, this is the best gift you’ve given me. besides our kids of course.”
harry sighs in relief.
“how’s jeff handling things? i take it he didn’t know either considering you had to take liva with you.”
“yeah, he’s a bit pissed but he’s also kinda happy i finally spilled the beans. he just wished i would have told him. how are you and the twins?”
“when you said my name they kicked.”
“really?!”
“mhm! i think they’re proud of their daddy.”
“well it’s been a long time coming. you all deserve the world. no more hiding.”
“no more hiding.”
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Episode Three: Bright Light, Shine through the Darkness
Okay, let's try this whole meta thing.
Bright Light, Shine through the Darkness was the episode where I realised I was in some deep trouble. I was aware of Trigun, but never really got around to looking into it until this ep was airing, and the two episodes before were, how can I say, everything I'd been lead to expect? Meryl is so angry and kind and Rosa so cool, and of course to look upon Vash is to adore him, precious darling boy. But I was still waiting for the hook, the reason to continue. Episode three, then: the one where the series finally begins. It's done saluting the work of the past and pivots to the story it's here to tell.
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And I had no inkling it would be a story of such deliberate, implacable terror. It opens by telling you a storm is coming, but given that in minutes people are dying by land mines and remote drones, you'd think the storm was already here. Blood splashes! Meryl nearly gets her dumb ass flattened! E.G.'s motives aren't the kind receptive to Vash's forgiveness and whoo boy, for a moment you almost believe Vash will withdraw it. But Meryl turns it around (waaah she's so brave, she and Vash and Roberto made such a good team) and it seems the next challenge will be talking the elder Nebraska out of revenge, because anyone will pick up a gun when their loved ones are killed.
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Then the piano rings out, right as Nebraska demands to know whose side Vash is on. It's a haunting, wistful tune and the score fell silent for quite a while first, which makes the notes even more out-of-place. The colour has been drained, everything is shrouded with smoke, and the cinematography has shrunk to mid shots and close-ups. Vash stands there in paralysed in fear for over ten seconds. You forget, in what follows, that we were given fair warning.
Nai was present in the opening scene, and Knives stated his intentions clearly enough at the end of the first episode. We saw this fuse being lit and the detonation still comes as a surprise. Not to mention Knives's influence is felt absolutely everywhere once you know to look for it – the bounty and the threats it inevitably attracts, the military police (and boy do I have thoughts on them, but it's only the final episode that'll come back), even the environment, the insects and birds. Tonis's little cage of buddies that Vash promised he would keep safe! Nothing hasn't felt Knives's fingertips - playing, pushing, manipulating.
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Vash has to accept at the end of the episode that there was no longer any way he could avoid facing his brother, not if he wanted the people around him to be safe. While I don't think Knives was out to get Vash on this particular trip, I think he's just fine with Vash believing that's why he was there. Let him think it really is his presence, his “bad luck” that led to this destruction.
It's at least consolation to know Gofsef and his father are still alive at the end, though they're not in the best shape. I missed it the first time. But my God, poor Rosa. Poor Tonis. We never get that manga bit where Vash explains that if he took a life, Rem would never forgive him, but we don't really need to after that.
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And when it took time out of Vash's self recriminating angst to show us Meryl also feels responsible, I sat up. She'd been so directly driving the plot so far, but I hardly dared hope for more. It was oddly reassuring.
All in all, fantastic episode, and I haven't even talked about the strongest portions. I hope everyone who worked on it is proud of themselves. I couldn't have asked for better. I'll close on what might have been my favourite moment (and by that I mean for me the most emotionally devastating): Vash crying as he flees the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah, pulling blood-spattered Rosa after him.
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MidnightsWithDearKatyTSPB’s Recommendation List: March PT. 2
Welcome to part 2 of March’s recommendation list. Down below, you can find the link to take you back to part 1 featuring Peaky Blinders, Frankie Morales from Triple Frontier, Frank Castle, and the works that I posted. I still have some specialists that I’m traveling to go see, so there might not be 32 links this time around, but we’ll have to wait and see. The goal for March is to write another chapter In This Heart and rewrite The Spark. If you are interested in having your writing challenges featured here, or your stories, or even just your blog, please feel free to tag me in your works, message me, or use the hashtag MidnightWithDearKatyTSPB. I hope you are having an amazing March and you didn’t have such a hard time springing ahead. 
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☘️ March '23 Pt. 1
April '23 Pt. 1 🌸
Masterlist
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37 of 44 Years (Moodboard) ... Dedication to my parents.
All For You My Daisy (Moodboard) >> Garret Hedlund, Pedro Pascal, and Tommy Shelby
Begin Again (Moodboard) >> Ted Lasso x OFC!Penny Fletcher | Moodboard made for @teds-mustache-wrangler story Begin Again.
Innocence and Sadness (Moodboard) >> Arthur Shelby ... dedicated to @cillmequick
Peaky x Lana Challenge (Moodboard) >> Alfie Solomons x Reader x Tommy Shelby | “I’ve got a black limousine and two gentlemen who escort me through these halls.” 
Two Broken Souls (Moodboard) >> Tommy Shelby x OFC!Estella Holland | “Come, Josephine in my flying machine. Going up, she goes, up she goes.”
Update//Calm Down by All Time Low (Moodboard) >> Garrett Hedlund, Luke Grimes, and Pedro Pascal
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ONE-SHOTS:
As His Daughter by @sneakyblinders >> Dad!Tommy Shelby x Reader ft. Daughter!Kate Shelby - Summery: As Kate Shelby becomes an older sister yet again, she realizes she doesn't really know her father. Her mother is on a mission to change that. | You'll go through the emotions with this one, I promise. For those who need the warning, there are mentions of childbirth!
Loving Girl by @valentine-in-my-quinjet >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: You've always known you would be a better partner for Tommy. After Grace died, you had to reassess your motivations for being close to Tommy because he needed a friend more than ever before. | You will need a tissue with this one. TW: Suicide Mentioned
Make Your Heart My Home by @look-at-the-soul >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summery: Y/N hasn't had the best life. In fact, she's physically running from it into the physical arms of one Tommy Shelby, who saves her. | Read this, get a little emotional, but fall in love with its ending.
Mr. Girraffe by @teenwolf-theoriginals >> Dad!Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: Florence's giraffe gets lost in Johnny Dogs camp. | The family dynamic in this is quite adorable, and I love how sweet Tommy is as well.
The Perfect Team by @runnning-outof-time >> Arthur Shelby x Reader - Summary: Arthur's ability to reason with (Y/N)'s child has them realizing that they work rather well together. | This is absolutely adorable and light-hearted, definitely recommend reading it.
'Teach You a Lesson by @celticmelody >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: you’re soon to marry Thomas Shelby, the infamous horseman amongst the gangsters in Birmingham. however, when he finds out you’ve never ridden before, he makes it a task to teach you… amongst other lessons that unravel afterwards. | If all riding lessons with Tommy were to end this way, I would take them every day as well. 🥵
When One Heart Breaks The Other, Follows by @little-diable >> Tommy Shelby x Reader | Summary: Tommy has been at war for months, and the only thing the reader can cling to is the letters he kept writing. Until the day when he no longer writes to her, when she no longer knows if he's alive or not. All until one last letter finds its way to her. | I've been emotional lately, okay? So did I need tissues when I read this? Yes! But was I smiling by the end? YES!
SERIES:
*A Different Sort of Man Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 by @evita-shelby >> Tommy Shelby x OFC!Eva, Canon!Tommy x Grace Burgess - Summary: Or where Eva plays around with magic, and Tommy wakes up in a universe where Grace is his wife. While in that universe, Tommy discovers just how different his life would have been if he had pursued the pretty witch in 71 Watery Lane. | My mother always warned me growing up to never fiddle with magic, but this just makes me want to... Only two chapters in, and it's so good. The switching of points of view is everything I could have asked for.
The Photographer // Part 13 by @midnightmagpiemama >> Modern!Tommy Shelby x Photographer!Reader - Summary: Hired to take pictures of your boyfriend's cousin's wedding, you are excited to spend the night in the presence of your boyfriend doing what you love. The night, however, doesn't go as according to plans. Or, the one where Gina and Micheal get married, Gina sits Lizzy at Tommy's table. And people have opinions on your relationship with Tommy. | Erin is such a fantastic writer, and I truly love this series. In this chapter, she just captures Tommy and Polly so beautifully.
A Royal Wedding of Small Heath Part 1 // Part 2 by @sneakyblinders >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: Tommy is getting married in what the newspaper is calling The Royal Wedding of Small Heath with the announcement of their engagement. It's fitting, as his wife is his Queen. | If I had to picture my wedding to Tommy, this is exactly how I would want it to go. I love how some parts came straight from the TV show. It was just perfect.
Welcome to Downtown, Mr. Shelby by @notyour-valentine >> Tommy Shelby x Crawley!OC - Summary: He was born on a boat, with neither of his parents sure of the date after the fact, unregistered and unlisted until he went to fight for his country. Her birth had been celebrated with the ringing of church bells, champagne toasts, and announcements in newspapers on both sides of the Atlantic. Their worlds could not have been more different, and perhaps that was why, when Thomas Shelby looked at Lady Charlotte Crawley, he saw more than her title, more than her looks- he saw an opportunity. | Enjoyed reading this and emerging myself into this little world, and look forward to what is to come for Charlotte and Tommy.
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SERIES:
*Push & Pull // Chapter 4: Coming Of Age by @milkymoon2483 >> Frank Castle X Plus Size Jewish OC Hannah Friedman - Summary: You’re going back to your small town for your father’s funeral and Shiva. You know you’re about to face family drama, but what worries you the most is that you’re going to see HIM, your dad’s long-time friend and probably the most attractive man you have ever met.  When Frank finally sees you and realizes that you're all grown up, he struggles with accepting his budding feelings for you. | This chapter had me feeling so many emotions. You start with a stomach drop, then you feel so sad, and then you end it on a great high, needing a tall glass of water to cool down. Anna knows how to make you feel every emotion that the main character is going through at every moment of the chapter. That is a true talent.
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Triple Frontier:
🍑 Appeteaser Benny Miller + Shower Sex by @dameronscopilo >> Benny Miller x Reader - Summary: Benny comes home after a long day and enjoys some time with his girl. | Let me just say this is really hot, and I thoroughly enjoyed it.
Here With Me by @pasukiyo >> Frankie Morales x f!reader - Summary: When your husband promises it will only be one week, your gut tells you it won't, you beg him to stay if not just for you, but for your family. (Horrible summary by me) | This starts off so sad and emotional, and it ends on a spicy note. It's perfect.
A Proposition by @dameronscopilot >> Santiago "Pope" Garcia x f!reader x Benjamin "Benny" Miller - Summary: Benny returns to Florida after six months of backpacking his way across Australia, and the surf and sun have treated him well. Very well. You can't help but notice. ...Santiago thinks that maybe it's time for the two of you to change things up in the bedroom. Because if he's going to share you with anyone, it's most certainly going to be Benjamin Miller | Is it just me, or is it really HOT in here right now? 🥵 I think I better go open the window after reading this one.
Untitled Sick!fic with Benny by @dameronscopilot >> Benny Miller x Reader - Summary: benny knows exactly what you need when you're sick—in more ways than one. | If Benny ever wants to come to take care of me like this when I'm sick, or now even, he's more than welcome.
"Wear whatever you want, I can fight." by @plaguedoctorsmistress >> Benny Miller x Reader - Summary: When your boyfriend can’t seem to do anything but whine about your outfit, Benny’s jealousy finally gets the best of him, and he takes matters into his own hand. | Benny can defend my honor any day and call me princess all he wants.
*The Wedding Party by @goodwithcheese >> Frankie Morales x f!reader - Summary: Series Summary: A combined bachelorette/bachelor party introduces you to a brown-eyed pilot. | I loved this series so much that I read it in one night on AO3 when I came across it. I'm so glad it came up on my dashboard so I could share it with you guys here. It's both fluffy and sexy!
You Again?! by @theunbearableweightofpedropascal >> Benny Miller x Reader - Summary: You keep running into the guy you had sex with in an airport bathroom. | If you looking for some good spiciness and a mixture of giggles, this one is for you.
CILLIAN MURPHY:
Chances Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, & Part 4 by @creativepawsworld >> Cillian Murphy x OFC!Paige - Summary: A single mother meets an unlikely lover after a concert. Putting herself out of her comfort zone. Can she find herself a mate for life? | The story has everything in it, fluff, a little bit of angst, and some spiciness.
Quicky by @peakyscillian >> Cillian Murphy x Fem!Reader - Summary: Cillian just can't wait. | If you are looking for something romantic, hot, and with a dash of laughter, this is it.
GERALT OF RIVIA:
Late Bloomer by @cherienymphe >> Alpha!Geralt x Omega!Reader - Summary: Geralt of Rivia saves you from more than just a werewolf attack. | Sometimes, a one-shot is so good you share it twice with your followers. I'm pretty sure I shared it when I first started doing recommendations, and I'm sharing it again.
PEDRO PASCAL CHARACTERS:
Chokehold by @psychedelic-ink >> Joel Miller x Reader x Ezra - Summary: Joel’s frustrations run deep; to him, you were a twisted source of purity; touching you forced him to think, forced him to feel. But not Ezra. With him, he could do anything. A scary yet also exhilarating feeling. Or alternatively: You wake up to Joel and Ezra having sex. | The emotions you feel while reading this are just too good for me not to share.
I Forgot About Time and Space by @psychedelic-ink >> Ezra x Fem!Reader - Summary: You cook for Ezra's guests, and seeing the sight of you being so domestic awakens something in him. | The smut in this *chef's kiss* and the plot in general. Please read this when you are alone. You'll thank me later.
*The Infinity Cube by @littlemisspascal >> Marcus Pike x Reader ft. Various Pedro Characters - Summary: When you play with a strange cube, you’re transported out of your current reality with your boyfriend Marcus into brand new ones starring alternate versions of your boyfriend who look and act entirely different every time. With each encounter, you start to wonder if you’ll ever make it back to your real universe? | Such a good use of the Multiverse and it introduced me to characters that Pedro played that I haven't yet watched. Rae does an amazing job keeping you at the edge of your seat and passing off such deep emotions. It's a must read for Pedro Pascal fans.
*Meet The Millers by @musings-of-a-rose >> Joel Miller x Benny Miller x Will Miller x f!reader - Summary: Moving into the Boston Quarantine Zone after nearly 20 years on the outside takes some adjusting. A misdirection one night guides you to the 3 men who will change the course of your life. | This series has a little bit of everything from drama to love and spiciness. There isn't much more you could ask for out of this series other than wishing for more.
When You're Reading Me by @psychedelic-ink >> Joel Miller x Reader - Summary: If you had to make a list of things Joel Miller might buy you as a gift— nipple clamps would not be a part of it. | *Internally screams* This was really hot, and I think I'll go grab a cold shower now.  
STRANGER THINGS:
The Grief of Losing Eddie Munson by @eufezco >> Steve Harrington x Reader - Summary: Best friends with Eddie Munson, the reader goes through the stages of grief of losing her best friend with her family at her side. | Someone pass me the box of tissues. This was so good. I cried through almost the whole thing.
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MOODBOARDS:
My Luck by @forgottenpeakywriter >> Tommy Shelby x Reader
My Sun, My Moon and All My Stars by @zablife >> Tommy Shelby x OFC!Aurora Sabini | Lee puts together a breathtakingly beautiful moodboard for a what-if scenario in the Peaky Blinders universe. It leaves you wanting to read more and more for the couple.
Your Bread by @forgottenpeakywriter >> Alfie Solomons x Reader
Your Eyes by @forgottenpeakywriter >> Tommy Shelby x Reader
You Like That by @dearshelby >> Tommy Shelby x Reader | Tall glass of cold water to cool down, please!
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@psychedelic-ink - SIL, is such an amazing writer, writing most recently for Pedro Pascal's characters and sharing her amazing works with us here. Her masterlist includes more than just Pedro's characters, having written for the MCU and Oscar Isaac, to name a couple. I love the emotions you feel through every piece of writing she puts out, and I have yet to find a piece I don't like. I think you'll find you like or perhaps love her writing just as much as I do.
@shelbydelrey - Isa is a Peaky Blinder writer whose work I enjoy reading and love seeing the moodboards she puts out as well. I would definitely give Isa a follow because she brings positivity to your dashboard with her reviews and welcoming spirit.
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noxxha · 1 year
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Chiyo and Sasori - She neglected him out of guilt and fear
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Sasori is a character who was introduced early in the first part of Naruto Shippuden. His parents were killed by Hatake Sakumo when he was young, and he was consequently under the care of Chiyo (and her brother - and his granduncle - Ebisu, most likely…yet their relationship is not shown on-screen), his grandmother.
Chiyo, however, does a grave mistake when it comes to Sasori’s parents. She learns of the fact that they were killed, and…
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She keeps this information from Sasori, believing him to be “too young” to know about their death. On one hand it is considerate of her to do so, on the other hand she put herself in a very uncomfortable situation emotionally.
Not only because she had to lie to him every time he asked about his parents (and I can imagine that he asked ever so often), but because she probably had no true idea what to do the moment Sasori might/would figure out the truth.
Instead of telling him the truth she tells him that they are away on a mission (or that they were given a new mission, as stated in ep. 27) and that they will eventually return. Even worse, the one scene we get to see Chiyo says “well, they’ll be gone a little bit longer…”
They will be gone a little bit longer.
The lie itself is a terrible thing, but to phrase it the way she did - a little bit - makes it taste even more bitter.
That is giving Sasori a hope that does not exist.
She keeps him waiting, and Sasori obediently does just that. Growing up very lonely - and impatient (not liking to keep other people waiting, nor liking to be kept waiting) - as a consequence.
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Look at him - he’s so sad…
While Chiyo did her best to be there for Sasori, her constant lies were actually cruel.
What is the greatest insult to Sasori, however, is the fact that Chiyo treats him as if he is stupid. He might be a child - and of course it would have hurt him to know that his parents were dead - but he is not stupid. Far from it.
He was hailed a prodigy in the art of puppetry, after all.
And…
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He created puppets in the likeness of his parents to not feel so lonely. And yet they could do nothing to ease the emptiness within him. They could not replace his longing for his real parents.
“Sasori had already figured out, that his parents were dead.”
Chiyo actually hurt Sasori more with her lies than if she had just told him the truth from the beginning. We do not know for how long the lie lasted either, but she probably lied to him for 1 to 2 years at best…and quite a few years at worst.
Chiyo was put in a very painful position, but her way of handling it was certainly not the best. Not only was she grieving the loss of her son and daughter-in-law, but Sasori was a constant reminder of her loss. Not only was he the child of her son, he looked just like him (but with his mother’s brown eyes).
But what she ends up remembering the most is the sorrowful - empty - gaze upon which he gazes at the puppets.
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Ep. 319 (filler - I am aware of such and yet I, for one, appreciate some of the fillers that the anime team gave us - this is one of my absolute favourites) expands on Sasori’s past. After the above scene we are shown how Sasori works on his puppets. The peace and quiet is being interrupted by Komushi - a young boy who is shown to treat Sasori like a friend. Komushi asks Sasori about the puppets requested by Chiyo (The Crow, Black Ant and Salamander), and this implies at first that his role is more than being just Sasori’s friend - he acts as a messenger between the two of them. This is later plainly stated by Chiyo herself.
“Oh well, I might as well wait until hell freezes over to get a response from you.”
One thing that is of interest is the fact that Sasori ignored Komushi for a long while. Only when Komushi mentioned that he “has a message from Granny Chiyo” did Sasori stop his tinkering and listen. The message in question was about the above mentioned puppets, and that they were needed quicker. Sasori only points towards said creations, resuming his tinkering near immediately thereafter, while also mentioning that he “does not like keeping people waiting”.
That Komushi acts as a messenger indicates that the relationship between them is strained. Extremely so even. But does it come as a surprise?
Not really.
Chiyo could have asked about Sasori’s invention herself, no? He is her grandson after all. But that she did not.
And the proof just how strained their relationship is follows the above mentioned scene. Komushi mentions that Chiyo wonders about the poison for the Crow puppet, and Sasori hands him a sheet of paper with the formula for the toxin he intends to make. The toxin in question must be approved, however, by his superior - who is Chiyo herself.
Komushi tells Sasori that he will negotiate with Chiyo about the toxin - and to give him “some time”. Sasori turns away from his friend and immediately tells him that he does not want to wait. Komushi grins - tells him “then let’s go!” - before rushing off. Sasori merely watches him in silence - looking mildly dumbfounded at his friend’s suggestion.
Now, while Komushi urged both of them to go - Sasori could have remained in his workshop and let his friend handle something that Sasori himself could have done…and yet…
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This particular scene showcases just how little Chiyo understands her grandson. And it also showcases how she pushes him away - intentionally even.
This scene was a bit tricky to capture in a still frame. At first Chiyo only sees Komushi and so she asks him if he has “relayed her message” - and then Sasori appears. She becomes quiet, looks a tad surprised - apprehensive even - at the sight of her grandson. This indicates that he probably spent most (if not all) his time in the workshop and seldom showed himself. And that him being here now was quite the exception.
One could say that Komushi had a knack for persuading people to do his bidding, but considering Sasori being the way he is…he had probably another reason to appear before his grandmother.
Chiyo reads through the formula, and mentions that “there is not much I can say without knowing the blending ratio of the mixture”.
It is here that Chiyo makes another grave mistake.
Having read through the formula she looks at Sasori - remembering his empty gaze that gazed upon his father and mother puppets - before approving the request without asking for specifics. She could have asked about the mentioned blending ratio - Sasori stood right there in front of her - but she spoke as if that was not the case.
Sasori is shown to be a very tacit individual - he barely speaks and would probably be lost in his own world (creating puppets) if not for Komushi. When it comes to the toxin, Sasori went there personally (with some slight urging from his friend) but nevertheless…he followed him. The relationship between Sasori and Chiyo is shown to be terribly strained, even cold, so why would Sasori go to the person that lied to him for (presumably) years?
Because she was the only family he had left at that point. And he cared about her, deep down. He mentioned in ep. 27 that he would not care if Chiyo would die…and that alone indicates that there was a part of him that still cared about her. If he truly did not care about Chiyo’s fate, he would not have wasted breath mentioning it. He would have just gone ahead and killed her like he was capable in doing.
It is while Chiyo is healing Sakura that we get the clearest indicator that Sasori cared about Chiyo despite everything that had happened since he left the village 20 years prior to their reunion.
“It’s a jutsu I spent originally years creating for you…one that only I can use. With this jutsu life can even be breathed into puppets…In exchange for the life of the caster, that is…But in hindsight, it’s a dream that won’t be realized…”
Sasori, hearing these words, is visibly shaken. And there is a symbolic tear in the form of blood falling from the corner of his mouth.
While he probably resented Chiyo for lying to him - a part of me thinks that he could forgive her for that - as he sought her out (as shown in ep. 319) in an attempt to get an interaction between them, after all.
Him going to see his grandmother was Sasori’s subtle way of trying to mend a relationship that (not yet) was beyond repair.
But Chiyo - by approving the toxin immediately- denied Sasori the interaction he could not state plainly because he was extremely stunted emotionally and socially. He probably wanted her to ask him questions, show interest in him and his inventions (she was a toxin specialist when young and she was the one who taught him the art of puppetry in the first place) - but instead of threading on the path of reconciliation, she pushed him away. Intentionally.
Once the toxin was approved Chiyo near immediately dismisses the pair because she is “in the middle of research” but whether entirely true or not is hard to say. She was seen reading a document before Komushi (and Sasori) disturbed her, that’s true, but is it “reading” or “research”? Both most likely. It does not change the fact that she asked them to leave, though.
While Sasori hoped that Chiyo would understand the unspoken in him appearing before her, she misread the situation entirely.
Or…on one hand she did, but on the other hand she probably thought that she would make Sasori’s life easier if she just agreed to his request - she had denied him the most important “request” of all, after all (an answer/the truth). Agreeing to his request was partly done out of guilt I can imagine - so to ease her own consciousness. And part of her - as much as she tried to not show it - was terrified of that empty, haunted look in her grandson’s eyes.
Because she knew that she shouldered most of the blame for Sasori being lonely, for him feeling empty and trying to fill the void within him with his puppets.
She tried to cheer him up, but completely neglected the fact that Sasori needed human contact rather than only his puppets. He needed her.
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This scene follows immediately after the above mentioned scene. He looks so sad, disappointed even that he did not get the result he had hoped for.
It had to hurt having Komushi mention that Chiyo had to be “so proud of you” and that she was “always worried about you” - because from Sasori’s side he probably felt that the complete opposite was the case, as Chiyo did not talk to him. They did not speak with one another (if it was not absolutely necessary), she did not praise him (at least not in person)…he must have felt like an orphan despite having family left.
Did they live together? That is not made clear. If they did I can imagine that they both (perhaps Chiyo more than Sasori) went out of their way to avoid one another.
Chiyo approving the toxin - without questioning Sasori about details - would end up having severe consequences the moment Komushi was wounded during his guard duty - losing part of his arm.
He was given a puppet arm by Sasori. It was shown to be quite the invention, with a blade and the ability to release the very toxin Chiyo approved without much hassle.
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She is terrified of her own grandson. Of his empty gaze and his mind that was creating puppets terrifyingly close to real humans.
Now, whether Sasori wanted to murder Komushi intentionally or not, is up for interpretation. If we take Chiyo’s words at face value she is convinced that Sasori tried to get his only friend killed intentionally - that it was not just a “coincidence”. I personally do not believe that Sasori wanted Komushi dead, it was all just a terrible accident.
Komushi - knowing that blame would fall onto Sasori - mentioned that he “is not to blame”. That it was he (Komushi) who ingested the poison by accident.
But whether it was murder or not - Komushi dies under Chiyo’s care, as she does not know the blending ratio of the poison Sasori created, and therefore there is no antidote at the ready. What is even more chilling is the fact that Chiyo mentioned that she would clear it with the “Pharmaceuticals Division” and when Komushi is dying she asks about Sasori and if “we have the blending ratio for the poison yet”, this implies that either she did not speak with the division about the poison (perhaps because the toxin was too complex to find an antidote for?), or she did and Sasori later tweaked the ingredients.
One scene that can be used as an argument for Sasori wanting Komushi dead, is when the latter visits him and mentions that the puppet hand Sasori has created looks “real”. Sasori looks at Komushi’s hand (who moves his fingers to mimic the movement that Sasori made the puppet hand do). To me it looks more as if Sasori is contemplating how to make his puppets more “humanlike”, and it is here (most likely) that he began to contemplate the use of real humans and if it was possible to make them into puppets. But he was probably more inclined to do the opposite still: make puppets into humans so to say.
I honestly believe that Sasori at first had good intentions with him creating puppet parts that were more like human anatomy - but his pure desire morphed steadily into the worldview over which he and Deidara would fight over. Him making more real puppet protheses was very likely the first step into eventually deciding to make himself into a puppet. It was there it began in my opinion - his obsession with preserving “life” and “beauty”.
“Heal him! Please! You attached his right arm, too? Then his left arm can be…His legs, his body…You can even heal his soul, can’t you?! Give him back to me! Heal my Komushi and give him back to me!”
Komushi passes on and with him dies Chiyo’s link to Sasori. She contemplates the situation, before rushing to Sasori’s workshop when remembering how Komushi told her about Sasori creating human parts that looked like “real human hands”.
She finds him there…and she also finds that Sasori has made Komushi into a puppet - like it was “requested” of him by Komushi’s mother.
He has - in a way - restored his soul. Like he was “asked” to do.
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The beginning of the Sasori that we got to know in Naruto Shippuden all the way back in Ep. 21 when his real face was finally revealed.
Chiyo admits by the end of the episode that she, indeed, pushed him away. That she made excuses to not be there for him when he needed her the most.
While all he wanted was to be embraced by his parents once more, I think even an embrace from her - back then - would have done so much to keep him on the “healthy” path.
But Chiyo didn’t. And she realized her many mistakes only when it was too late to truly say how much she regretted her treatment of her only grandson.
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ladylooch · 7 months
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Something angst ? What about the first big fight with miles ?
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The margarita in my hand tastes incredible after a long day at work. I’m with my co-worker, Jen, sharing in a moment of celebration after completing a big, 6 month long project. 
“To us!” She cheers me. “I am so glad that is done.”
“Until next year.”
“No, don’t remind me.” She groans. “If you even work here next year. You might be a trophy wife by then.” I snort on my drink, coughing and shaking my head no. 
“I don’t think so. I like working.”
“That’s what they all say. My friend married a professional basketball player, she was going to keep working too. Now she spends her days renovating their three houses.”
“Basketball players make more money the hockey players.” I wave off.
“So are you saying it’s a possibility?” I blush. 
“I mean, I hope so.” I murmur, smoothing out my cocktail napkin.
“It seemed pretty serious at the Christmas party. He couldn’t take his hands off you.” She’s right. His hands were glued to my ass, hip or side the whole night. He turned into the perfect charmer and shared endless stories of his seven NHL seasons in New Jersey. My boss demanded Miles come to the next team happy hour, but unfortunately Miles was out of town. It’s come up every day since though.
“It’s… getting there.” I giggle, then proceed to tell Jen all about the ways our relationship is escalating into something more than dating. Notably is our goodbyes when he goes on the road. He whines and gives multiple goodbye kisses and lingers in the apartment a lot longer than he should. Plus there is that little detail of him wanting to replace my old beater of a car.
“He wants to buy you a car!?” Jen shrieks as I finish. “You need to lock that shit up, babe.”
“Okay there is more to him than his job and money!”
“Yeah he’s also ridiculously hot.” I choke on my margarita, beginning to laugh and nod along. There is no reason to deny it. “Speak of the Devil… is that Miles?” She asks, pointing at a spot over my shoulder. I glance behind me as I’m taking a sip of my margarita. 
“Uh. Yeah. That is.”
“Who is he with?” She wonders as I set my drink back down on the bar. 
“His parents.” I’m a little embarrassed. I was just telling Jen all about how I think things with Miles are getting more serious. We have been spending more time than apart these days. I stay over at his place for days on end, only going home to grab more of my items and move them over to his place. I’ve even stopped leaving his place when he heads out on the road. He likes me in his bed.
But now he is here with his parents. All he told me tonight was that he had people in town from back home and they were catching an early dinner.
“Oh, have you met them?”
“No.” I shake my head. “Didn’t know they were in town either.”
“Oh….” She trails off. She grimaces slightly, but tries to hide it with her glass of Prosecco. I keep my back towards the door, hoping they will be seated away from us. They are, but unfortunately are in the path to head to the bathroom, which I need to use before heading… home? I was going to go to Miles’ place, but now I’m not sure what to do. We both suck our drinks down as the bar gets more and more crowded from the afterwork rush.
“Do you want to stay longer. Or?” Jen wonders.
“No, I’m going to use the bathroom then head out.”
“Okay, I’m going to sneak out now. Wanna put the kids to bed with my hubs.”
“Of course.” I hug her quick, then send her off to the front while I head to the bathroom. I try not to make eye contact with anyone at Miles’ table, figuring I’ll slip by and head out without being detected. I am seemingly successful.
But when I come out of the bathroom, Miles is leaning against the wall, waiting.
“Hey.” He breathes out, worry on his face.
“Oh hey.” I try for a smile but it’s admittedly a lame attempt.
“Um, I’m here with my parents.”
“I saw.” 
“I’m sorry. I-”
“It’s cool. You don’t want me to meet them. But let me guess, I should come over later?” I’ve heard this shit before. This was my last “boyfriend’s” MO. I thought Miles was different though. It felt different.
“Come over if you want to, but not in the way you’re referring.” He stuffs his hands into his pockets.
“I’m going to my place. Have a good night.” I lean forward, kissing his cheek. He laces our fingers together to halt me. 
“You’re upset. Can I please explain?” I shrug, looking down at the grey tiled floor. A man scoots by us to continue on towards the bathroom. “I really like you. And I have been telling my parents about you, but I wanted to… coach them a bit before you met them. I was planning on asking you to meet them tomorrow.” I stare back at him, unconvinced. “In the past, they have gotten really excited about meeting someone I am with. They come off really strong and it freaks women out. I wanted to talk to them about how to act… so they didn’t scare you off.” 
“Miles, if you haven’t scared me off with your missing teeth and cuts all over your face, I don’t think your parents can.” His goofy chuckle shakes his big shoulders and I feel the tension leave my frame a bit.
“My mom is literally going to ask you if you will birth my babies tonight. Are you sure?”
“About her asking or having your babies?” Miles pauses for a moment, mouth dropping slightly open. 
“Um… both?” He asks curiously.
“I’ll have your gigantic babies. But if we are doing this, we’re swinging for the fences and trying to four.”
“Oh… god.” He sputters.
“I’m kidding.” We both laugh together, then he tugs me back into his body. I rest my hand on his chest, rubbing over his sweater.
“I feel like an ass.”
“You kinda acted like one. It would have been nice to have a heads up, rather than ‘people I know’ are in town.” 
“Yeah. Can we start over?”
“Sure.”
“My parents are in town. Will you have dinner with us?”
“I would love to.” Miles pushes out an anxious sigh, then takes the lead to bring you back to the table. 
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svfttachi · 2 years
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I just love you write so much it's really good 😊 also I have a request Yn ignoring Itachi bc he acted really possessive and overprotective bc she was with her best friend?!? How would he react and what would he do to make it up to her?!?
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TYPE: Fem!reader, Angst with a light touch of Fluff, Non-Mass AU
WARNING(S): Minimal Violence
WC: 2088
NOTES: This one took a while for me to even get it started because I was having trouble figuring out a good plot point that goes along with the request. With that said, I don't feel like I did my best to go along with the request, but here it is! I hope you enjoy!
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MISSIONS feel longer now than they used to be, and now, you usually come home all beaten to your core especially with the exhaustion crippling your limbs. So when you see the main village gates approaching down the straight, sandy pathway, you gleam with excitement at the mere thought of getting to lay down in a bed, your bed. It was not even too late in the evening as you could still see the sun peaking somewhat over the carved Hokage monument, and it seemed your stomach had other plans prior to getting the chance to finally relax.
Sighing, you began walking throughout the village, wondering what your little stomach desired the most at this moment. As usual, you managed to arrive at the small shack, home to the beloved ramen chef. You walked through the beige curtains and were greeted with large smiles from the main chef and his daughter.
“Ah, Y/N! How was your mission?” he asked, beginning to make your favorite meal. You approached the counter and took a seat on one of the stools, immediately planting your head into your crossed arms sitting on the counter. “Tiring… very tiring,” you muffled through the sleeve of your undershirt.
“One bowl of my special ramen is on its way up. Don’t you worry, Y/N, this will make you feel a lot more energized!” he exclaimed, making his way back to making the special meal.
As you waited, your head perked up at the sound of the stool next to you rubbing against the concrete ground. You looked at the face of the person sitting next to you, and it seemed like all the energy had suddenly surged through your limbs, forcing them to wrap around the able-bodied man. His laughter echoed in the small booth as he went to wrap his arms around you as well. Shortly after, you pulled away and pushed a strand of your hair behind your ear, taking in his mature look. The last time you had seen your best friend was when you two were still chunins in the same team, but ever since the both of you became jonins, you hardly saw each other to the point it had been years since your last interaction.
“Oh my… how have you been, F/N? It’s been way too long!” you exclaimed, widening your eyes at the man. “It’s been… to be honest, stressful. Aha, I miss being simple genins when life was just starting for us. It’s great to finally see you after all of this time, Y/N,” he responded, smiling from ear to ear.
“So much has changed throughout the years, F/N. I missed you, though. I still can’t believe you’re here. I always thought you might have gone to another division or something,” you spoke, smiling back at the man. “Nope, I’ve been here the same amount of time as you have. I find it funny how we meet again after all this time because both of us were craving ramen. Super typical of us,” F/N joked, earning a laugh from you.
“Ramen will always be our thing.”
He nodded since he agreed with that. The two of you continued to talk until the main chef brought out your meals, having been the same exact thing. It was a common thing between the two ever since your academy days where F/N couldn’t decide on what to eat, so you decided that the both of you just eat the same thing. He trusted your judgment, and because of that, this meal also became his favorite.
“One bowl of spicy chicken ramen, please,” a monotonous voice suddenly spoke from behind you two.
You were quick to notice who belonged with that voice, and when you turned, you acknowledged what you knew was right. Uchiha Itachi, dressed in a green flak jacket like yours, walked up to the two of you and sat on the empty stool beside you.
You slurped the remaining bit of noodles on your chopsticks and widened your eyes at Itachi. He must have come back from his mission earlier than you thought he was going to be, but that didn’t stop you from giving him a small hug. F/N looked at the two of you with a confused expression and a mouthful of noodles. “Oh… sorry. F/N, this is Itachi, my fiance. Itachi, this is F/N, my childhood friend,” you introduced the two men to one another.
“Nice to meet you. Man, a lot has changed with you, Y/N,” F/N commented with a light chuckle. As you joined in his laughter, Itachi practically began to glare at the man, squinting his charcoal eyes with every passing second.
“I always thought you and I would get together, honestly,” F/N added. The comment made silence overtake the once loving and happy atmosphere. Your eyes widened at the obvious confession coming from F/N, and you didn’t understand why he would blurt it out in front of your current fiance.
It didn’t brush off Itachi that easily, and it was clear he had gone beyond what he could handle. His once charcoal eyes transformed into his crimson red and cold Sharingan eyes, specifically forming a triangular shape. Itachi got up from his stool and fisted F/N collar, picking him up effortlessly and throwing him out of the booth. In a hurry, you quickly paid for the ramen and jumped out of your stool to attempt to stop Itachi from hurting F/N.
“I dare you to say that again, you imbecile. Y/N is with me, and never, in a million years, would she stoop to such a level with you. You think admitting that she possibly could have been with you would have changed anything? Y/N loves me, and I love her. Don’t come between us again,” Itachi fumed. He turned on his heels and gripped your hand, beginning to walk away from the mess, “Come, Y/N.”
All you could do was watch F/N cough to regain the function of his lungs on the ground outside of the booth. Once you and Itachi were a far distance away from the booth, you shook your hand out of his, forcing him to turn in your direction. You looked up into Itachi’s eyes and felt a chill run down your spine at the sight of his Sharingan still beaming with a furious, red tint.
“Why’d you do that?! F/N jokes. It’s what he does. Can you seriously not take a joke?!” you shouted, furrowing your brows at the man in front of you. “So you’re just going to let him say atrocious things about your relationship with him? It would have been one thing for him to say it privately to you, but he knew I was sitting right there yet the stupidity still came out of his mouth,” Itachi fired back angrily.
“That doesn’t give you the right to pick him up and throw him out of the booth. I could have very much handled that a lot better than you did. I can’t believe you did that! He’s my friend, Itachi. He was there for me before I even met you. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to help him, if that is alright with you. Not that I needed your confirmation anyway,” you argued back.
You hurried your way back to help, leaving Itachi alone. Itachi sighed and ran a hand through his ravenous bangs that framed his face. At times, his overprotective qualities would come out at extensive lengths like they did just now, but either way, he would have still acted in the way he just did. Itachi would have appreciated not knowing what that man was thinking in his head whilst he was sitting in the vicinity. It didn’t make any sense for him to blurt it out right then and there when it was more a private topic of conversation.
Nonetheless, whenever his overprotectiveness got the better of him, Itachi would go sleep it off at his brother’s house since he usually couldn’t stand to see you after any incident where he grew out of control.
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The next morning brought chirping birds to the windowsill of your bedroom, waking you up from your restless slumber. Rising from the comfortable mattress with your arms stretching in the air, you recalled all of the moments that occurred the night before.
It infuriated you whenever Itachi had those out of control tendencies of his because he was most certainly not himself in those moments. The Itachi you knew would be the most selfless, caring person ever to anyone on the streets. When you went back to F/N last night to help him up, the two of you talked about what he had spoken about and agreed mutually that it was a little out of turn. However, you didn’t let Itachi off the hook that easily because he handled the situation far worse than what a normal individual could do. So, you haven’t spoken to him since last night, and you knew he would be at his brother’s house to calm down after such events.
You threw your blanket off of your body and slid your feet into your comfy slippers, making your way out of the shared bedroom to wash up. Once you were refreshed and ready for the day, you exited the bedroom. Upon exiting the room, your nostrils captured the amazing scent of freshly cooked pancakes and the sweetness of syrup in the air. Usually, you would rush to the kitchen to embrace the man who cooked the scrumptious breakfast, but you didn’t feel like it today.
Arriving in the kitchen, you snatched a plate from the cupboard and grabbed a serving of pancakes with a dash of syrup all while avoiding eye contact with your fiance. Itachi stood at the gas stove, wearing his apron. He frowned at the sight of your back as you walked out of the kitchen. “Y/N, you forgot your tea,” he spoke out when he noticed the freshly brewed cup of tea forgotten on the counter.
When you didn’t respond or come back for it after a couple of minutes, Itachi finished preparing his share of breakfast and plated it. He took his own plate along with your cup of tea to the dining room where you sat in silence as you ate your food generously. Itachi set the cup in front of you, but you didn’t spare him a glance.
“Y/N?” Itachi spoke up quietly, hoping you didn’t suddenly lose your hearing. With no answer given to him, Itachi sighed and sat down opposite of you from the table, beginning to eat his own food.
After a couple of minutes, you had finished your food and were getting up to put your dirty dishes away. Itachi dropped his utensils and watched you walk away from the table. He left his food on the table, so he could get up and follow you. You were in the kitchen, cleaning up the dishes that were in the sink completely aware of the presence standing a couple of feet behind you. Itachi stood at a distance, silently watching you wash the dishes as he pieces together what he will say.
You finished the last dish and put it on the counter with the rest of the wet dishes. You dried your hands and turned around, looking up at your fiance.
“Y/N, I… I agree that my actions were unjustifiable. I shouldn’t have acted the way that I did, especially with the Sharingan activated. It was completely uncalled for, and I regret making those decisions. Y/N, what I’m trying to say is that I’m sorry for taking things out of hand and for attacking F/N in the way I did. Please, talk to me, Y/N,” Itachi spoke up, walking a little closer to you.
You sighed and kept your eyes on his own. You can see the complete regret within the orbs that glistened in the bright, kitchen lighting. Itachi reached out to pick up your hand, letting your fingers intertwine with one another whilst keeping direct eye contact. Suddenly, you wrapped your arms around his torso, resting the side of your head against the top of his shoulder. Itachi reciprocated the action and brought one of his hands to the back of your head, keeping you close to his own body.
“It’s okay, Itachi. It’s okay.”
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fanficshiddles · 1 year
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Out Of The Darkness, Chapter 19 (Final Chapter)
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When Grace woke up, the first thing she realised was she wasn’t in her room. In-fact, it didn’t look like she was somewhere familiar. She panicked a little, but as soon as she sat up, she spotted Loki sitting by a window at the side of the bed and instantly her panic disappeared.
‘Loki?’
Loki’s head shot up from his book, it vanished from his hands as he rose up and rushed to her bedside. ‘Hey, petal. I’m here.’
‘How… how long was I out for?’ She asked as Loki took her hands into his.
‘Just over forty-eight hours.’
‘What?’ Grace’s eyes widened.
‘You clearly needed the rest though, it took a lot out of you emotionally and physically.’ Loki brought her hands up to his lips so he could kiss her knuckles.
Grace nodded. ‘Yeah, so it seems.’
She definitely felt better than she did before passing out. She had been an absolute wreck, but after resting she didn’t feel quite as bad for doing what she did.
‘Tell me what you’re thinking, please?’ Loki was worried that she was going to panic about being somewhere different, he was surprised she hadn’t asked yet.
‘I… I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I still feel bad that I… killed someone willingly. But, he won’t hurt me or anyone else again.’ She closed her eyes and a few tears rolled down her cheeks, in sheer relief.
Loki wiped her cheeks with his thumbs. ‘You’re right, he won’t hurt you or anyone else ever again. You are free, petal.’
‘I wouldn’t have been able to do it without you, Loki. Thank you. So much.’ Grace smiled and opened her eyes.
Loki smiled back at her, he leaned in and kissed her forehead.
‘I’m kind of surprised you’ve not asked where we are yet?’ Loki chuckled.
‘That was going to be my next question. But I trust you, Loki. I know that you only want to protect me, and wherever we are must be for a reason.’
Loki felt his heart exploding in utter happiness. Having someone trust him so much, really did mean the world to him. He’d never had that before Grace.
‘It seems that the team are regretful of what they did, however Fury isn’t so… happy about Kilgrave being killed. Or more, an asset that they could’ve used, was more his words. Fury was going to be interrogating you before you were even rested. I was going to wait until you were awake again before discussing about leaving with you, as I feel being there is no longer safe. But Clint told me about this place and gave me the key, said we can be safe here for a while until we decide on what to do… But if you want to go back, I will take you straight back. I won’t take you anywhere or make you do anything you don’t want to.’
Grace took what he said in. It didn’t really surprise her that Fury would have seen Kilgrave dying as a missed opportunity for a weapon. Like what Stark thought of him too, before-hand anyway.
She shuffled across the bed a bit more and hugged Loki tightly, he wrapped his arms around her and hugged her back just as tight.
‘I don’t care what we do or where we go next, as long as I am with you, Loki. I’m free now, I don’t have Kilgrave to worry about. I just want to be with you.’ She whispered.
Loki squeezed her extra tight for a second and buried his face into her hair. Then he leaned back slightly and stroked her hair, smiling softly at her.
‘If we go on the run, I don’t know where in the Universe we will end up. Other realms are a high possibility to stay off the radar of the Avengers. I have broken my deal, if Odin finds out and I am caught, I will likely be sent back to Asgard. It means we might have to do some… unlawful things to stay under the radar.’
‘I don’t care. You’ve helped me and kept me calm and sane, perhaps I can help you now. If you need to be on the run, then we will do it. Seeing other planets wouldn’t exactly be a bad thing.’ Grace said honestly.
Though the thought was a little bit nerve wracking, it was exciting too. And she would be with Loki, which was all she wanted. All she would ever want.
‘And I’m pretty sure I’m going to hell for some of the things I’ve done before, under control and… not under control. So if we end up in hell, it won’t be so bad since we will both be there.’
Loki grinned and pressed a longing kiss on her forehead, then he pressed his forehead against hers as he held her hands again.
‘I’ll catch you if you fall, and you’ll catch me if I fall.’ Loki whispered.
‘I love you, Loki.’ Grace whispered back.
‘I love you too, Grace.’
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Grace fell in love with the villa in Spain that Clint had let them use. But they knew they couldn’t stay there for too long. Loki got some supplies from the nearby village, of course being under disguise. He did a few adjustments to the quinjet to make sure it was suitable for far travel and living in, if need be.
They were planning on leaving in the morning, after being in Spain for a week, just relaxing and enjoying being in one another’s company. Planning and gathering supplies.
‘Are you sure you’re ready?’ Loki asked, kissing Grace’s shoulder as they bathed together. Loki had her encased between his legs, her back pressed against his chest. He was trailing his fingers up and down her arms, making the hairs on her body stand up on end from his touch.
‘I’m sure.’ She nodded, turning her head to the side so they could kiss softly.
‘Providing you give me a long lie first, if you wake me before eight then I will kick you in the balls.’ She mumbled over his lips, teasingly.
Loki chuckled and slid his hands around to her sides, tickling her.
‘I best try and let you have a long lie first then.’ He growled playfully and began nibbling along her shoulder while she squealed and giggled.
Grace and Loki knew it wasn’t going to be an overly easy and relaxing time ahead for them. They wouldn’t be able to stay in one place for longer than a month, if even that. But they were looking forward to doing it together, to being together.
To being free.  
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Things that popped into my head while rewatching this episode:
--Recalling Gotouge's journey in developing the world and story and how Tanjiro and Nezuko were originally going to be side characters until the editor heard about them and swooped in to save the series by making Tanjiro the main character. (According to interview in Fanbook #1)
--Recalling how the art direction team, in order to produce this episode, made a trip out to the mountains of Tochigi Prefecture (which would have more snow than Mt. Kumotori typically gets nowadays) and experienced stomping around in the deep snow and feeling it pack under their feet, and feeling the exhaustion and early lack of sunlight. (According to interview in booklet handed at out at early Mugen Ressha showings)
--Giving Takeo, Hanako, Shigeru, and Rokuta red eyes like Tanjiro is such a choice and it was made. --I believe Saburo the umbrella craftsman lost his family to demons. --I love that we got to see Grandma Kamado. Tanjiro was so little. --Tanjiro really is just everybody's favorite person, isn't he???? Look at him, Tanjiro-ing all over the town.
--I've heard it said how Tanjiro must so bitterly regret telling Hanako and Shigeru to stay home that day.
--Did Nezuko imply that Rokuta's sticking to Tanjiro because he looks so much like Dad??? That loss really is so recent in their hearts, as is the encounter with the bear, as it's the first possibility Tanjiro thinks of when he sees the attack. But, we see their worldview so clearly in how Tanjiro muses on the fickleness of life like the changing weather of the sky, and he knows from the get-go that happiness is fleeting. But also, we see how he appreciates what he has so much. ;__;
--Kokushibo took three days to become a demon and wondered how long it might take Kaigaku to become one, as strong ones may take longer. Nezuko's body was left out there in daylight for many hours, and probably many night hours too as Muzan wouldn't risk being so far from cover so close to dawn. It was still daytime when Giyuu got to them, albeit covered with clouds, but Nezuko might had taken 8-16 hours. A lot of time seems to have passed between Tanjiro's discovery of the family in sunny conditions and then being partway down the mountain with her in overcast conditions; perhaps Tanjiro didn't hurry at first under the assumption that they were all hopeless and was in the process of preparing their bodies for burial, and he didn't notice the hope for Nezuko right away. Imagine his panic into action once he did. --When first following this series, I had read Giyuu's entrance into this scene as heartless and distant and jaded, which made his change to yelling at him and then hoping he'll do something (even before being impressed by Nezuko) felt strange, but now I read every line as full of kindness and sympathy from the get-go. ;___; Giyuu was hurting for Tanjiro the instant he knew what happened. --Might I say how much I love Nezuko's slow stare at Tanjiro lying on the ground after Giyuu hit him? She's still not making sense of everything going on around her, but there's this pause when she's having to compute that the person (brother???) whom she... doesn't want hurt (cares about???) is... not moving... oh, hurt??? HURT!! HE'S HURT AND THIS GUY DID IT!!!! DEFEND, DEFEND!!! GRRRR!!!!
--The drop of Nezuko's piano theme music as Giyuu comes running, no sound effects to his upcoming violence, I love the juxtaposition
--I have no clue how long Giyuu waited around for Tanjiro to wake up. Probably not terribly long since it's still daytime hours, but long enough to have neatly dressed a demon and fitted her with a muzzle.
--Curious if Giyuu had any knowledge or recollection of Kanae's wish to befriend demons, though the person he thought of who insisted on a demon not harming someone seems to have said that right before being proved wrong, and Giyuu seems to carry guilt for not having prevented their death
--My gosh, Tanjiro is still so little and powerless. He struggled so much while carrying Nezuko, noting how his lungs hurt breathing that frigid air. He has so, so much ahead of him.
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httplilyyy · 2 years
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𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 || 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐇 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐒𝐎𝐍
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pairing: leah williamson x reader, fcb femeni x reader
summary: after a gruelling game against real madrid all feelings are put onto the table, does it lead you to being heart broken or someone else’s?
warnings: angst & fluff
word count: 3.1k
a/n: this is one of the alternate endings of part three... so enjoy. you can either read this version or the other- or both! :)
woso masterlist | prev. part | alternative end
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“The person you are calling is unable to take your call right now, please leave a message after the tone.”
Six times. That's how many times Leah had tried to call you. Yet, you still didn't pick up.
With every time Leah called you she had a little hope in her that you would pick up, but it soon shattered when it went through to voicemail.
“Pick up, please.” Leah whispered, her voice cracking as she sat on the edge of her bed. “Just pick up.”
Fiddling with your ring on her finger Leah decided to call you one last time.
Leg bouncing up and down in anticipation, Leah bit the nail on her thumb waiting, hoping, or anything in between for her to hear your voice.
As the phone rang the likelihood of you picking up got slimmer and slimmer. Leah ultimately decided to end the call, completely unaware that you were contemplating on the other end, finger hovering over the button to accept.
Letting out a long sigh, one full of many emotions, Leah couldn’t stop the feeling of her bottom lip quivering along with the tears pooling up in her eyes.
Finally letting the emotions get the better of her, she soon broke down once again. This time taking longer to compose herself.
With trembling hands, Leah picked up the letter beside her and read it once again.
Leah,
I’ve known you for five years and lived with you for three, each one of those years, minutes and seconds have been the best of my life. But I can't be friends with you. I can't be just friends with you.
I like all the little things about you, I like the way you make me feel, I like your smile, laugh, everything. I like you. Nothing in this world can stop me from liking you.
You might be wondering where all my things have gone and it's because I got sent a transfer, one from Barcelona. I took it. I couldn't turn it down.
Well at first, I didn't really want to take the offer. That was until I saw you and jordan. I just couldn't handle the heartbreak knowing that Jordan was the one who got to hold you, kiss you, be the one to call you theirs.
I was going to tell you, you know. I had it all planned out, it wasn't anything extravagant, just a little something.
I’m sorry I didn't tell you about my feelings and about the transfer. I was going to, it's just that life got in the way. I don’t want it to be real. I don't want to leave, not really. Not without you.
I’m sorry that I couldn't tell you face to face, I just felt like a text would be a shitty way to say goodbye. It’s not really a goodbye, though, more like a see you later.
And even if we did have a chance to be together, maybe it was just not meant to be.
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It had been three weeks since you had left London and moved to Barcelona. You managed to fit in with the team really well and you were happy to call this new place your home.
Lucy and Keria were there to help you find your feet and get to know everything going on in the catalonian city.
You had grown close with all the girls and more specifically with someone in particular. The two of you were seen almost everywhere together. Neither of you were seen without the other during training or even team bonding.
The team started speculating and eventually the fans did too, but it was always the same answer. No, you're not dating. How could you? Not after Leah.
“Here come the love birds.” Mapi joked as you walked into training with Alexia by your side.
“Very funny.” Alexia deadpanned, wrapping her arm around your shoulders, bringing you closer to her. “Y/n can only dream.”
“Yeah right.” You chuckled, pushing away from the midfielder slightly.
“Come on you two.” Lucy smiled as she walked in between you and alexia, placing her arms around either of your shoulders and walking the two of you out and onto the pitch for training.
“Leave them alone Maps.” Ingrid said as she walked behind you, Lucy and Alexia.
“But-”
“You can tease them later.”
“Fine.” Mapi reluctantly huffed as she walked to training as well.
Training was fairly easy, a couple simple drills and it went by in a flash. The rest of the girls went back to the locker room to get changed whilst you stayed out to do some shooting drills.
After sinking another ball into the net, you heard someone walk up behind you. They didn't say anything at first, just watching as you pelted balls at the goal.
“You’ll end up making a hole in the net, if you keep kicking that hard.” The voice said from behind you. Alexia’s voice.
“That's a shame.” You said, not really caring.
“Alright, what's up with you?” She asked, coming to step in front of you, stopping you from kicking another ball.
“Nothing.” You muttered, trying to get out of Alexia's intense stare, manoeuvring around her.
“It's obviously not nothing.”
“Just drop it.”
“Does it have something to do with the person who always calls you?”
“I said drop it.” You huffed, kicking another ball.
“I want to help you.”
“Ale, just drop it, please.” You said, your voice sounding so drained.
“Want me to set you up?” Alexia asked softly, getting that you don't want to talk about the topic.
“Yeah,” you replied with a smile, “if you don't mind.”
“Not at all.”
The two of you continued to pass and shoot for a couple of hours, laughing, making jokes and having fun to your heart's content.
Once you both decided to finally stop, you sat by the side of the pitch, waters in hand, trying to cool down.
The two of you continued to converse, not caring how late it was getting or how long you were sitting beside each other.
You were laughing at something Alexia said when a call interrupted the two of you. Pulling your phone from your pocket you saw Leah’s name pop up on your screen.
Sighing, you chucked your phone in between you and Alexia. Bad idea. The woman beside you picked up your phone and answered the call just before it was going to end.
“Y/n?” Leah’s voice questioned on the other end. “Oh my god…”
As Leah asked multiple questions at a million miles an hour, you tried to get your phone off the woman beside you.
Alexia was quick to jump up and avoid your advances, trying to dodge your hand desperately grabbing for your phone.
“... I read your letter and I-”
“This isn’t y/n.” Alexia answered before you could stop her.
“And I- wait what?”
“Look, you’ve gotta stop calling her.”
“Ale, stop.” You pleaded but Alexia shook her head.
“What? Why?” Leah asked.
“If someone doesn’t answer your calls that means they don't want to talk to you.”
“Ale-” You said once again.
“No, y/n-”
Before Alexia could talk any more, you took your phone back out of her hand and walked away from her but not before giving a look that said ‘you're in deep shit’.
“Leah.” You said, placing your phone by your ear.
“Y/n?” Leah replied, her voice sounding so relieved but she was still unable to believe she was finally able to hear your voice after many weeks.
“Hey.”
“Do they mean it?”
“Mean what?” You asked, looking back at Alexia noticing how she fiddled with her fingers.
“What they said, about you not wanting to talk to me?”
“It's not like that its-”
“I get it, it's fine.”
“No leah-”
“Just tell me, did you mean it? What you wrote in the letter did you mean it?”
“Of course I did.” You said softly.
“Then why did you leave? We could have figured it out, I thought we were a team, I thought- I-” By this point, Leah had let her emotions take over, you could practically hear the tears in her voice.
That's when you broke down. Hearing leah cry made you start, lip quivering, eyes watering, legs trembling, heart rate increasing causing you to finally let it all out.
“Leah, I have to go.” You sniffled.
“No, y/n you just picked up, i’m not letting you go now.”
“Leah, please, I'm sorry.”
“Y/n-” Leah’s desperate plea was the last you heard before you ended the call.
Your head fell down as you looked at the phone in your hand, tears falling down your face as you tried to wipe them away but it was no use.
Alexia cautiously stepped in front of you, hands cradling your face as the pads of her thumbs wiped away your tears.
You were in some sort of trance, your mind focused on how you needed to hear Leah's voice again, to feel her touch again.
“I cant.” You said quietly, stepping out of Alexia’s hold.
“Y/n-”
“No,” you said, stepping back every time Alexia tried to get closer to you, “why would you do that?”
“I thought that-”
“Well you thought wrong.”
“Lo siento.”
“I’ll see you later.” You mumbled, walking away from the Spanish captain.
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The team had noticed a change between you and Alexia as well as your style of play, you were more ruthless, uncaring, violent but you had a new fire in you, one that was determined and hungry.
You didn't care if you got a yellow, as long as it helped you and the team it didn't matter. Some would say you're playing a dangerous game, but that was a risk you were willing to take.
Within the new found fire, you played more minutes, scored more goals, made more passes, tackles and assists. You were on your way to becoming an all time great but there was one thing setting you back.
More like someone setting you back.
It wasn’t just the team that noticed you distancing yourself away from Alexia, the fans did too. You made sure to stay as far away as possible, knowing your heart couldn't take it.
You were confused. So very confused.
You had known Alexia for a short period of time but you just couldn't help falling for her.
Now, you never imagined falling for someone other than Leah and somewhere in your heart you still held that love you once had.
It was finally one of the biggest games of the year, an El Clasico. Barcelona vs Real Madrid. It was just as important as it is in the men's game, each side wanting to take victory over the other.
“You alright?” Lucy asked as she came up beside you, noticing that you were staring at your locker.
“Yeah, you?”
“I feel like you’re not telling me something but I'll drop it for now.”
“Thanks.” you smiled weakly.
“I want you to score today.” Lucy nudged you.
“I’ll try.” You chuckled.
You had played a couple of games for Barca but this was the first one where you were in the starting lineup.
You stood behind Mapi as both teams lined up, determination displayed across everyone's faces.
Walking out onto the pitch you looked around the stadium, a sense of pride filled you up.
The seats flooded with barca shirts, each and every one of them giving you that extra confidence boost fueling you up for the game.
When the ref blew their whistle you kicked off the game. Each team put in their maximum effort from the start.
It was around the fourteenth minute when you had a shot on goal. Pina had sent a lovely weighted ball to your feet and you were through on goal.
You heard two defenders gaining on you and saw that their keeper coming off their line.
With each player getting closer and closer you decided to try your luck and chip the keeper.
You watched as the ball soared through the air and landed just beneath the bar, a small clinking sound could be heard before the stadium erupted into cheers.
The ball had bounced off the bar and into the net. You felt someone jump onto your back, screaming in your ear. A couple of other girls came and congratulated you before you had to get back into your positions.
You soon found out that Alexia was the one who jumped on your back. Sending her a small smile before Madrid kicked off the game once again.
Half time soon arrived and Barca had managed to keep the one-nil lead. Walking back into the locker room, the girls patted you on your back as they walked past.
Everyone sat down and listened to the half-time talk, seeing where they could improve as well as noting down some of Madrid's tactics.
Each person in the room was determined to hold onto the lead and Barcelona was clearly not going down without a fight.
There were a couple minutes left till the second half began and as you were sorting out your laces you felt someone sit beside you.
“Hola.” They said, rubbing their hands over their thighs.
“Hey.” You said, looking up to see Alexia looking at everything but you. “You alright?”
“Huh? Oh, yeah.” She smiled, finally turning to face you.
Not really knowing what to say to the woman you sent her a warm smile. As you were about to get up, Alexia held her arm out and stopped you from going anywhere.
“Um, good goal, great actually.” She said, stumbling over her words.
“Thanks.” You chuckled, trying not to find her cute.
“Can we- only if you want to- could-”
“One minute girls!” Someone shouted, cutting Alexia’s ramble off.
“Yeah?” You asked, waiting patiently for Alexia to finish what she was trying to say.
“Could we talk after the match?” The woman finally said, a sheepish smile noticeable on her face.
That smile dropped however once she noticed you getting up from your seat.
“Of course.” You replied, holding your hand out for Alexia to take.
The midfielder placed her hand in yours and felt a small blush crawl up her neck.
“Did you really think I was going to walk off?” You teased.
“A little, yeah.”
“You really think that low of me, Putellas? Ouch.” You joked, feigning being shot as you held your hand to your heart.
“Shut up.” Alexia chuckled. “We’ve got a game to win.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
The two of you walked back onto the pitch with the rest of your team, your sole focus on winning.
The second half was much more gruelling, Madrid definitely placed a target or two on your back. You played the ball as if it was a hot potato. Making sure not to hold it for longer than three seconds as you knew a Madrid player would soon be coming for your ankles.
At the eighty-third minute you had managed to find space a little to the right, making a run down the wing. You were inside the box when you found the perfect opportunity to cross the ball in.
Just as the ball left your foot you felt a pair of studs collide with your ankle, sending you tumbling to the ground.
Your hand immediately clutched your foot, and a pained groan ripped from your throat. With one hand on your ankle you hid your head in the other.
You could hear your teammates fighting and shouting around you but your mind was only focused on one person in particular, kneeling beside you.
“Hey, y/n?” Alexia asked softly. “Can you look at me?”
Rolling onto your back, you turned your head to the right and you saw Alexia’s worried face scan over your body.
“Hola.” You smiled.
“Y/n.” Alexia said, her voice sounded stern.
“Yeah?”
“Please tell me you’re not faking an injury.”
“No.” You said dragging out the ‘o’. “Definitely not. Nope.”
“Y/n.”
“Okay, maybe I am but it does actually hurt.”
“What am I going to do with you?”
“Help me up?” You chuckled once you saw Alexia’s disappointed face. You knew she wasn’t really disappointed, seeing as she tried to hide her smirk.
“You’re lucky we scored.”
“Uh huh, you just have a soft spot for me.”
“Get back into position.” Alexia said, shaking her head trying to hide her smile.
The game soon came to an end and it was a two-nil win for Barcelona. You went around shaking the hands of Madrid players before going to speak to some fans.
You ended up giving your shirt to someone and after mass amounts of pictures and many things being signed you finally walked back towards the locker room.
“Hey, Putellas.” You smiled as you walked up behind her, wrapping your arm around her shoulders.
“Hey.” Alexia replied. “Um, could we talk? Before going back into the locker room?”
“Of course, where do you want to go?” You questioned.
“Over here?” Alexia asked as she pointed to a somewhat secluded area.
“Sure.” You agreed. “What did you want to talk about?”
“Okay, so I- I don't really know how to say this.” Alexia mumbled as she fidgeted with her hands.
“Hey, it’s okay, just take your time.” You smiled, taking a hold of her hands.
“I like you.” Alexia rushed out, so much so you couldn't understand what she said.
You looked at her with confusion written all over your face and Alexia took that as if you didn't feel the same way so she took her hands out from yours and walked away from you.
“Wait- Ale? Why are you walking off?” You questioned as you ran to catch up with her.
“You heard what I said and-”
“What? No? I didn't, what did you say?”
“I like you.” Alexia said again, this time a little more slower. “It’s fine if you don't feel the same way I-”
Alexia couldn't finish what she was going to say as she felt you place your lips on hers. At first it was tentative and unknown before it soon became frantic and impatient.
You both reluctantly pulled away, resting your foreheads together, enjoying the little moment the two of you were in.
“Y/n?” Someone asked from behind you, their voice sounding broken.
You knew that voice.
When you turned around you were met with Leah standing with tears in her eyes as she looked between you and Alexia.
“Leah.” You whispered out, stepping forward.
“No, I get it.” Leah smiled sadly. “You’ve moved on.”
“Leah, that’s-” you tried, “why are you here?”
She didn’t say anything, just holding up your letter that was in her hand.
“Oh, Leah. I-”
“It’s fine.” Leah sniffled. “I guess we’re just not meant to be.”
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You woke up to the sound of giggling, “Shh Haruto, Mommy and the others are still asleep” Daichi whispered in a baby voice. You slowly opened your eyes and saw Daichi rubbing his nose against Haruto’s,” Morning” you whispered,” We didn’t wake you?” Daichi asked with a frown,” It was a nice way to wake up” you smiled reaching for Haruto’s small hand,” Morning Haru, how is my little heart doing” you said carefully as both Yachi and Kiyoko were still asleep. Haruto smiled back in response showing off his gums,” Couldn’t sleep?” you asked Daichi who was playing with the small tuft of Haruto’s hair,” Well I slept well until an hour ago, woke up and couldn’t go back to sleep” he stated making you frown,” It’s still early Dai, come here, maybe some cuddling will help you sleep a little longer” you said holding out your arms for Daichi to lay between, the Karasuno Captain didn’t think twice and cuddled into your embrace with your son between the two of you.
“Did the extra two hours help you?” you asked Daichi as he was stretching,” Yes, most definitely” he said with a smile,” Thanks baby?” he said pecking your lips,” I will up the water bottles, want anything from the vending machine?” Daichi shook his head and continued stretching. You walked past Takeda who was currently holding Haruto and Ukai who was trying to convince the Japanese Literature teacher to hand him the baby.
“Hey there,” a male voice said from behind you, you turned around and were met with a volleyball player with orange-dyed hair,” Umm hey?” you said unsure,” Am I in your way?” you asked pointing at the sink,” No, I can wait,” he said shrugging you off making you nod,” You're from Karasuno?” he asked after a while, you screwed the lid on the bottle before turning to face the stranger, he had a maroon coloured jacket on with black shorts, which wasn’t telling on what team he played for,” Yeah” you said lifting a brow,” Kageyama is your setter right?” you nodded this time,” Interesting, he’s good but he doesn’t risk anything, such a goody-two-shoes” he smirked stuffing his hands in his pocket,”Oh, I forgot I'm Atsumu Miya, I’m the setter from Inarizaki,” he said removing his hands from his pocket and held it out for you,” Y/N, I'm basically the nurse of the team” you smiled,” With that face and smile you can heal about anything, we don’t have one at the moment so we are stuck with our Captain healing our wounds” he smirked,”I say with your track records you might need to invest in one, you are quite daring at times” you said filling up another bottle,”Ahh so your side did some research on us, that’s smart” he said scratching the back of his neck,” But it be to know use, we are the favour to win this competition and we have on of the top 5 aces in our team and they have me” you rolled your eyes,”Confident aren't you” he chuckled in response,”It’s the truth, I have been part of the All-Japan Youth Intensive Training Camp since I was in my last year of Middle school” he said making you swallow,”And people called me Japan's best high school setter, as well as its best server” he shrugged his shoulders,” Well, we might not have any titles yet but we have a good team and they will wipe the floor with your titles” you mused grabbing the last bottle and walked away,”Come on, don’t be like that. I was a miracle that your team beat Ushijima and nothing more, this is the end of the road for you guys” he said grabbing your arm,”Let go of my girlfriend” Daichi said appearing out of nowhere,”This is your boyfriend? Mmmh, so your the milf everyone around here talks about” he said letting go of your arm,”Sorry man, didn’t want to lean on your territory. Just wanted to make things clear to her, that we will win, as I hate loosing” he said before stalking off,”Great another Oikawa” Daichi hissed,”You did Oikawa before so you can easily beat him” you said with a smile,”Mmmh, for you anything my beautiful milf” he smiled, you rolled your eyes at the comment,” At least I'm not the pregnant cheerleader anymore” you sighed,”Milf suits you better” he said patting your hip,”Let me take these of you” he said grabbing the crate of water bottles before you could curse him out.
“Well, well, who do we have here,” a female voice said behind you,” Coach?”,” The one and only, we thought you guys could need some extra encouragement,” she said snapping her fingers making the Karasuno crow’s appear behind her,” You guys want to support us?” you asked with big eyes,”Of course not preggars anymore. We don’t have anything better to do as someone fell of the pyramid” she said shooting a look at the current captain of the team, who pouted and folded her arms in front her chest,” I also went to your house and brought something which will fit you better than that ugly outfit” she said handing you a small bag,”It’s my cheer outfit”,”Good observation, if the Captain of the Titanic only had the same eyesight” she said,”Anyway as off today you are back on the team and back as Captain” she said making your mouth drop,”What? I only lost one comp, give me another chance”,” Sorry sandbags, your now at the bottom of the pyramid” you send her a mocking wink making her shoot you the dirtiest look possible,”I get changed than”.
“Oh wow,” Daichi said seeing you in the uniform,” Coach is here to support us and she decided to make me Captain already. I thought I would have to wait until next year,” you said looking down at the uniform you missed so much,” Now we have hot cheerleading milf on the team,” he said making you slap his chest playfully.” Hi Haruto,” you said with a smile as Yachi approached you with Haruto in her arms,” What’s wrong?” you said to him as you saw tears build in his brown eyes,” I think he needs to be changed,” Yachi said with an awkward smile, you took a quick sniff which made you grimace,” Oh yeah, he needs to be changed. Here Daichi,” you said holding the baby in front of his face,” Why me?” he said,” I carried for 9 months and feed him, so you can do the small thing of changing him” you with a pout,” Fine, I can’t wait until he can go the toilet himself” he said taking Haruto into his arms when he slowly began to cry,” Don’t cry buddy, you be fresh in a couple of seconds again” he said speed walking towards the bathroom. You smiled after them when you heard a whistle, you looked up and saw the crows in the stands,” You better win this otherwise it be very embarrassing for all of us” the coach said making you roll your eyes,” Still as annoying as ever” Ukai said looking up at the coach who was began to bossing around random bystanders and her cheerleaders,” But I see your back on the team, congrats. You deserve it” he said patting your shoulder.  
Atsumu wasn’t wrong when he said he was Japan's best high school setter, as well as its best server, the way his body moved to set for his teammates was extraordinary. You looked up at the stances and saw Haruto in Yachi’s arms staring with big eyes at the scene below him.” Relax, he isn’t throwing knives at ya” Ukai shouted at the boys,” Right” Daichi nodded. 
After what felt like an eternity the game finished with Karasuno winning, Daichi ran towards you and picked you and twirled you around,” You did Dai, I knew you guys could do it” you said happily to the boys, Noya wrapped his arms around your waist and hugged you happily.” Ahh another win, now you guys know we felt” the cheer coach said making Ukai roll his eyes and take a deep breath before turning around,” Didn’t you lose the last comp?” Ukai teased making her hiss,” Well now that our y/n popped that already bald creature out of her, we can win the next year once” she said before sticking her tongue out,” Have fun beating team furry” she said before turning on her heel,” She dissed my hairline again, didn't she?” Daichi asked licking his lips,” Your hairline is fine, and even if your hairline declines, my sperm donor still has a good hairline, which gives a good chance of Haruto having one as well, the only positive thing I can say about him now” you said with a twitch of your brow,” I want to be offended at the remark but I feel like you need a hug more” Daichi said as he noticed the slight hurt on your face after you mentioned your father. Daichi wrapped his muscular arms around you and kissed the crown of your head, suddenly you felt additional pair of arms around your waist,” We will make you forget about your trashcan of a father y/n, don’t you worry” Tanaka said, Noya hummed both of the boys had big smiles on their faces while they hugged you.
“Hello there squirt,” Kuroo said patting Haruto’s head gently,” I’m about to beat your daddy’s butt” he smirked making you roll your eyes at him,” Don’t listen to him Haruto, Daddy is going to win,” he said pressing his lips against Haruto’s head, Haruto smiled at the feeling, making him cuddle into your chest more,” He seems to like to hear that” you cooed rubbing his back,” I wasn’t lying when I said I will beat your butt out there,” Kuroo said placing his hands on his hips,”Mmh, well I wasn’t lying either,” Daichi said cocking his head to the side,”HARUTOOOOO” Bokuto voice sang/yelled from the far, the owlish ace came to a halt before you, his golden eyes widen at Haruto who was gently sucking at his fist,” Can I hold him?” he said surprisingly soft,” Mind his head,” you said gently moving Haruto towards Bokuto, Akashi was close behind,” Don’t drop him,” he said,” I WONT- I won’t drop him,” he said quickly changing his tone of voice, Haruto sighed and slowly opened his eyes, he looked around with an questioning look, his gaze stopped at you, his small hand reached out to you, with noises leaving his mouth,” Haruto, this Bokuto, the last time you meet him you were asleep” Daichi said rubbing his head making Haruto turn to him, he also tried to reach out to him but Bokuto doesn’t seem to want to let go of him.” Hey Bokuto” Hinata said jumping to his side,” Haruto your awake” Hinata smiled at Haruto who giggled and grabbed his bright orange hair,” Ouch, why is he so strong?” Hinata hissed as Tsuki and Yamaguchi laughed at the sight, meanwhile, Kageyama tried to pry the babies hand of friends hair,”Haruto, let go” you said poking his side making the boy let go in an instant,”Sorry Hinata” you grimaced while ruffling his hair,”It’s fine, I forgot how strong babies can be” he said rubbing his head.
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spookyserenades · 20 days
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So so so much to say about this chapter and yet so little organization in my brain but we're gonna try anyways:
First of all Namjoon being just so protective and sweet?! Could get down on one knee for this man I swear🥰🥰 Also him being so irritated over her not looking after herself properly OMG?! HIM NUZZLING HER NECK AND SITTING HER DOWN ON HIS LAP ?!?! LOVE HIM I SWEAR😭
Jimin and Hoseok being so serious and concerned?! Jimin lightly scolding her cause he's worried but also being so soft and understanding about it?! Could die😫 Hoseok taking the time to have a serious conversation about it and then MARK her?! UGHHHH😫😫
YOONGI AND JIN BEING SO SO SO CONCERNED AND PROTECTIVE?! FALLING APART AND YEARNING FOR HER SAFETY AND RETURN?! IM GOING FERAL!!!😫😫😫 Yoongi's soft moment when he's opening up about his mom?!🥹🥹🥹 Them teaming up to comfort her and keep her safe while they sleep?! MY HEART😭😭😭 also Jin, I see you, com'ere *daddy*😏😏😏
JUNGKOOK NIPPLE PIERCINGS AND BACK TAT?!?!😩😩😩 ALSO HE MIGHT NOT SHOW IT BUT HIS FIRST PRIORITY WHEN THEY WERE UNDER ATTACK WAS TO GET HER THE FUCK OUT HE CARES SO MUCH😭😭😭
Tae and I are no longer on speaking terms.
The ghosts are getting fucking scary, I dunno how the trio deals with it cause I'd be shaking and crying in a corner in fetal position😭😭😭
IM SO HAPPY FOR ALL THE HYBRIDS, THEY'RE FINALLY BEING ALLOWED TO PARTICIPATE IN SOCIETY AND STARTING TO BE TREATED LIKE HUMAN BEINGS TOO😭😭 #HybridRights✊
LOVED LOVED LOVED THIS CHAPTER SO MUCH, I FEEL LIKE EVERYONE GOT SO MUCH ATTENTION AND IT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLY COMPOSED❤️❤️❤️❤️
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HELLOOO CHERRY!
UGH Joonie bug 😭 I just am so excited for his protective wolfish instincts to get stronger and stronger with each update (and as he falls in love 😉) AH like he's done so much growing over the course of the series, going from more wild and distrustful to really attempting to get used to more human emotions. He's really starting to watch over Y/N and it's not only super sweet but also VERY sexy... Ooof like when he nuzzled into her neck yeah I'd fold. And when he tenderly helped her with her nosebleed :( down bad horrifically.
Jimin scolding her was very much needed IMO. I don't think Y/N would have shown the others the audio otherwise, which would have caused a total fucking shitstorm if the other hybrids found out she kept that from them. He was nice about it though, which I think was sweet of him-- he was the best choice to convince stubborn Y/N. Hoseok toooooo he was probably not only worried about her but also his bestie Jinnie, who would literally become a shell of a person if something happened to Y/N. AH but when he marked her... such a stark difference from the first time, when he was so rough. EEE nice to see a serious side of Hoseok!
!!!!!!! YOONJIN! They literally were fighting for their LIVES when they listened to that audio. Call it hybrid devotion! I'd say they both consider Y/N to be their mate, so hearing something like that totally sent them into panic mode. 🥺 But that part where they both hold her to sleep the night after the investigation is everything to me. Both set their pride aside for her, just to keep her feeling safe 😭
I've been sitting on that part of Yoongi's backstory for a while, his history with his mom. He's one of the only (besides ONE other!) That came from a natural birth, not from a lab. We'll see how this makes Yoongi different from the others as time goes on! And I can't wait to write his birthday scene, it'll definitely be vvvvv intimate 💕
Don'tttt get me started on soft dom Jin. I literally had to take like five water breaks writing that scene until I was like fuck it and cracked open a vodka seltzer LMAO 🥵
As for Tae.... we're all very upset with him rn, even if we can't blame him for trying to move on or distract himself 😭
Hehehehehhe I love to spook y'all with the paranormal scenes!! I too would be shitting bricks if that happened to me but also I wanna investigate hauntings sooo bad so I'd probably stick it out!
I'M HAPPY FOR THEM TOOOOOO LIKE OO I CAN SEE JIMIN TAKING SOME UNI CLASSES AND HOSEOK COACHING HIS LIL TRACK TEAM 🥺 Hopefully more laws will be passed, like banning of hybrid sport hunting 😡
AHH THANK YOU SO SO MUCH I'M SO HAPPY YOU LOVED THIS CHAPTER!!! I'm glad you think everyone had a little moment, too, we love balance ❤️ Love u cherry!!!
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supernatural s13x22 exodus (w. eugenie ross-leming, brad buckner)
well, mom gets a hug. that's something i guess. no time for extended you're-actually-alive-reunions with lucifer smarming around in the background.
this trying to be i dunno, spookyish discordant atmospheric music is not hitting for me. it just feels wildly out of sync with the tone of the scene. i wonder who made iiiit. oh look, it's jay gruska. i seriously don't look it up until i have a ~vibe~ and i'm vaguely impressed with my consistent reactions to the two composers. i'm pretty much never rockin with jay. sorry, my dude.
LUCIFER Don’t say he’s nothing like me. I’m the only one who understands him. This power he has? I’m powerful, dangerous, ruthless. In the...best sense, though. DEAN No. Kill him. LUCIFER (chuckles) He can’t. He’s not strong enough. GABRIEL Dean… DEAN (turns on Gabriel) You’ve got the blade. JACK (quietly) Stop it. DEAN He’s the devil. Kill him. JACK (shouting) Stop it!
in the land of not-a-show, this seems very reasonable. we have the means and opportunity to FINALLY fucking kill this guy, who has done unspeakably awful things to more than one person present. who they've been trying to take out for a long ass time. but, being that it's this show, yeah. of course it's not that simple. i think they had a general plan to kill him after they used him for the nexus excursion, yes? but them believing he'd still be captured and subdued until then was a bit of a stretch :p also, jack wasn't around for that convo and i suppose he might have some thoughts and feelings around cutting down bio dad right away
CAS In case your innate evil overwhelms this new found team spirit, you won’t mind wearing these then, will you. You’re not at full power. They should hold you.
LOL good one. is he not at full power because he was drained, juiced up, then used some of that juice to resurrect sam? (was also thinking about how like, cas stole someone's grace at one point. a bad someone, right? is it that different? why didn't gabriel just go that route? not actually socially acceptable? whatever. we needed to include lucifer)
jfc nic shut up
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thank you, everyone, for that long ass hug. i'm not crying, no, i'm fine
i know the wiki has hugs and lengths (which amuses me to no end), i wouldn't be surprised if that was one of the longer ones. ahbl 29 seconds i think is an outlier being that sam is dead through most of it 😞 what a statement. excluding ahbl pt 1, top 3! lol
other thing he did, which he does regularly? when he's affectionate, that turn to the side like he's checking who's around or avoiding eye contact while he got a little mushy.
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he does it before hugging a lot too, like the avoiding eye contact and pulling someone in. definitely with charlie, not sure actually who all he does it with, if everyone at one point or another? anyway. he doesn't instigate a ton of hugs. i'm not under the influence, i swear, i'm just extra... *waves hands*
jack having a little montage o'guilt with xfiles sounds rapid fire (they use it periodically now but i don't recall so many of them in one scene like this. i had to search for "shoe" on the wiki because my blog search is perpetually fucked and all i could remember of the scene was sam finding a shoe lol)
so like, the solution is all the au people come back with her through the nexus, right? so this is a moot conversation? but. dean's reaction to her "i know what you went through to come find me" was so right. like, understatement of the century and in fact i DON'T think you know what they did. and (show logic aside) sam died and only isn't still dead due to a fluke/luck.
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interesting to see the production draft script has her saying sorry and that she's grateful, which didn't make it to screen
granted, i think they were doing the getting back to the nexus project for jack too, and i imagine they would have made the same efforts and paid the same prices. but anyway. feels like dean is always waiting for the other shoe to drop with mary, reinforced with her needing space business before, so understandably he's immediately reacting defensively and maybe a little childishly (do they need-need mary? probably not. but it's also reasonable and understandable to want your almost entirely absent mother [which she had no control over] once you got her back)
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another thing i like about pellegrino's lucifer, the hair! it just is almost always unkempt in not a cool way, more the disaster been sleeping on it weird way. which my hair also is often in some degree of.
DEAN We have been mopping up the world for years. Years. We have been knocked down. We have been possessed. We’ve lost friends. We’ve lost family. We’ve lost each other. And we never walk away, ever. And sometimes, we should’ve, because not every fight everywhere can be won. It just can’t. Right? (turning to Sam) Tell her.
never (permanently) walk away. ignoring the nonsensical amelia aberration? 🤪 i don't really understand dean's logic. we never walk away, but sometimes we should have, so mary should walk away? doesn't seem like the best sell
SAM I think Mom made up her mind. DEAN See? Wait. What? SAM Mom doesn’t want to leave these people. So let’s take ‘em with us. MARY They’ll never leave their home. They’ll never leave their cause. SAM I’m not saying abandon the fight. I’m saying we get them somewhere safe, then we all figure out a way to take down Michael. Then once we do, they can come back and save their world. MARY You’d do that for them? DEAN Well, we got...what, nine busting out? What’s a few more. How many are we talking? MARY Twenty-five.
(don't know what that 9 number is referring to either, oh right, charlie and ketch? lol) sammy's plan seems very. pie in the sky and not something these other world people would necessary go for but mary's down so sure why not
LUCIFER Well, I mean, yes, I have done things that I am not entirely proud of. I have led the occasional soul to ruin. This is true. But, Jack, it’s because humans are so messed up. They’re -- they’re so willing to be led. JACK My mother was human. LUCIFER Awesome lady. Incorruptible. Not like that. You know, great kisser. And, uh, lost my virginity to her.
pointing to my very disgruntled thoughts about this in 12x08. we're going to regularly make allusions to lucifer raping sam via hallucifer and i think also when sam was stuck with him in 11x09 before cas sprung luci but then lucifer in the president vessel supposedly had never had sex. ok. i prefer to believe that rape isn't part of the torture package, but they make it real hard sometimes. but the show is gonna tell us that was the first time lucifer had sex. being generous and dumb, maybe he believes in the rehymenation like dean. or some particulars of being in a human vessel. as opposed to whatever it is exactly getting tortured in hell. soul in vessel-ish shape? because it wasn't dean's shiny glowing light of a soul on the rack, it was his person. i've been thinking about this off and on since we knew generally what a soul was supposed to look like
jack interviewing lucifer, the quote unquote father of lies, to whatever, determine if he wants to have anything to do with him? well. how could this go wrong?
DEAN I told you no talking! And I told you no listening. JACK Dean, he’s in chains. DEAN His mouth isn’t. Shoulda gagged him. JACK No, I need to know about my powers, my family. CAS Jack, we are your family. We’ve been protecting you. We’ve been honoring your mother’s wishes. We’re your family. SAM Jack, you have no idea who Lucifer really is. JACK And I never will unless I talk to him.
like yes obviously, going this route is going to make anyone shut down and not listen to what you have to say (acting like john winchester basically), especially someone who is framed as being a kid. HOWEVER! couldn't we just say that lucifer spent a year which is equivalent to whatever in dog hell years torturing sam. our sam, that's standing right there. your sam, who you're including as a father figure.
MARY (amused) Jack isn’t going to the dark side. He’ll see Lucifer’s true nature. And he’ll see through his own eyes and not yours.
like she's trying to impart some parenting wisdom - which this is surely applicable to regular real life parenting! but i don't think it's applicable to the situation at hand. being that the grown ass adults with a lot of life experience and big bad demons etc etc have been fooled by lucifer time and time again. at least he should be aware of the actual harm lucifer has done to everyone present that they've personally experienced. and maybe he does know? i'm thinking WAY TOO MUCH ABOUT THIS. for this half baked plot shit.
lucifer cutting off gabriel from telling him about the (oops not actual) murdering of himself would indicate to me he doesn't know so, yeah. whatever man. i gotta fucking finish this episode! i started yesterday but just yammered on too much and then it was midnight.
BOBBY Now about that. Mary said you wanna take a bunch of our people back to this Other Earth? DEAN Yeah. Yeah, that’s the idea. BOBBY Well, no offense, but that may be the dumbest friggin’ idea in a landfill of dumb ideas.
say it, bobby
sam's gonna give a rousing speech to get the people to come around though, right. and now ketch and charlie get to be tortured. so both ketch and rowena are all about the redemption arc life
i'm real tired of this episode lol.
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GABRIEL Dad saw that your evil was like the first few cells of cancer...that it would spread like the disease unless He cut it out. That is why He locked you up, to stop the cancer. But it was too late then. And guess what? It’s too late for you now.
excuse me what. he's crying? what even
great, au!cas misha doing another accent. as a... nazi? seriously checked out at this point
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sure. like that whole wound tending thing the first time they were there. weird vibes man, are we supposed to ship it
AW-CASTIEL Don’t think that you are better than me. Well, we are the same. CAS Yes. We are.
cathartic
this like. militaryish music as they ride off in the bus is.... oof. not great. ditto for the music with this goofy fucking jumping through the nexus proceedings
and now gabriel's gonna get into a knife fight with this basically impossible to win against michael, good idea. and sam and dean are just gonna hang back and watch him die
well, at least sam got to trap lucifer there with michael? 🤷 surely that won't go bad!
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gives me the heebiejeebies all those people in there
CAS What about Lucifer? DEAN Sam handled it.
heaven forbid we actually kill him. wonder how they're gonna have jack react to this
and hey last minute mushy music during the toast by bobby to sam and dean. welcome to the family. mhm
and of course lucifer immediately plotting with michael
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