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𝐁𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 || 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐒𝐎
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pairing: alessia russo x reader
summary: a special valentine's day date 
warnings: nothing but pure fluff 
words: 2201
a/n: i was listening to the ronettes and this fic was the outcome. i hope you enjoy!
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It was around half eleven in the morning, the gentle sound of the radio and the boiling of the kettle filled the silence of the kitchen. You stood, humming quietly, swaying side to side as you waited for the kettle to come to a boil.
Alessia was still fast asleep, her mind reminiscing the soft tender touches the two of you shared last night. Whilst she slept, you thought to make her breakfast in bed. A plate of pancakes and fruit were to the side of you as you made her some tea. 
Today was Valentine's day. A day you wanted to make extra special for her. The two of you had been together for nearly three years, having met during an England call up the both of you had been inseparable since. 
Once everything was prepared, you placed it all on a tray and carefully made your way back into your shared bedroom. Pushing the door open gently with your foot, you were met with Alessia’s back, the blonde having rolled over in the time you were downstairs.
Placing the breakfast on Alessia’s bedside table, you sat yourself down by her side and tenderly brushed a loose strand of hair that fell over her eyes behind her ear.
“Less,” you whispered, placing your hand on her shoulder. 
Slowly, the blonde started to stir, her eyes fluttering open but closing as soon as they were hit by the bright sun rays. 
“I made you some breakfast,” you said softly, pulling the tray onto your lap.
“Thank you, baby,” Alessia mumbled, turning onto her back and rubbing the sleep out of her eyes.
“Of course,” you smiled, watching her pull herself up against the headboard.
“What time is it?” Alessia asked, pecking your lips as you placed her breakfast on her lap.
“Nearly midday,” you replied, smiling at her widened eyes.
“I’ve never slept in so late,” Alessia said, taking a bite out of one of the pancakes.
“And whose fault is that?” you said, tilting your head in a teasing manner.
“Yours,” Alessia said, taking another bite before offering a pancake to you.
“Mhm, sure it was,” you hummed, taking a small bite from her fork and letting her finish the rest.
Alessia didn't reply, only huffing out a small laugh, knowing exactly why she slept in so late. Her aching legs being a constant reminder. She finished off her breakfast, feeding you the occasional pancake or chunk of fruit, until there was nothing left on her plate. 
Taking the tray from her lap, you placed it on the floor. You placed an arm over her legs, effectively trapping her to the bed under your body. The two of you didn’t say anything, just enjoying the company of one another.
Not being able to stop yourself, you let a smile form on your face before you shuffled up and started placing delicate kisses over Alessia’s face. A kiss for each of her freckles.
Both of your hands reached up to cup her face, bringing your lips down onto hers, feeling the warmth of her breath against yours. You could feel Alessia smile against your lips, the gesture driving you to insanity.
Pulling away slowly, your eyes met Alessia’s, the corners of her lips pulled proudly into a smile. Your heart fluttered at the sight, you couldn't believe that she was yours. You truly felt like the luckiest person on the planet.
“What was that for?” Alessia asked, wiping a thumb over your cheekbone. “Not that I'm complaining.” 
“Just felt like it,” you shrugged, leaning back and reluctantly getting up.
Picking up the tray from the floor you made your way to the bedroom door, turning back round before you left.
“Where are you going?” Alessia questioned, confused that you weren’t staying with her longer.
“You need to get dressed,” you said, glancing at the time. “We’re going to be late.”
“Late?” Alessia wondered, sitting herself up. “Late for what?”
“You’ll see, just get dressed,” you replied, being discreet on purpose. 
Walking back downstairs, you quickly wash the dishes and put them back in their designated places before going to the guest bedroom to get ready yourself. 
Quickly hopping in the shower, you get yourself ready for the day. With your outfit, you chose to go smart but casual, a perfect combination for the day.
Having got ready in the guest bedroom to give Alessia a little space, you walked back into your bedroom, sitting on the edge of your bed as you waited for her to come out of the bathroom.  
Hearing the door creak open, you snap your head up to your girlfriend, unable to take your eyes off her as she walked out in nothing but a towel, small droplets of water falling off her face.
Alessia, knowing the effect she had on you, decided to tease you. She turned around, looking in the wardrobe and dropping the towel to the floor. Your eyes trailed over her body and although she couldn’t see you, she knew what you were doing.
You bit your knuckles, trying to stop yourself from smiling as you watched Alessia get herself ready. Once the blonde turned around, you were quick to get up on your feet.
Taking one step forward, you cupped your hand around her jaw and pulled her into a bruising kiss before parting slightly and saying, “We won’t be going anywhere at this rate.”
“You were the one to decide to go out for the day,” Alessia shrugged, a teasing smile on her lips.
Shaking your head, you huff out a laugh, dropping your hand back to your side. 
“You ready to go?” you asked, pulling a coat out of the wardrobe and putting it on. 
“Yeah,” Alessia nodded, following you out of your bedroom and to the car. 
Sitting in the driver's seat, you started up the car and looked in your mirrors. Double checking it was safe to pull out of your spot, you placed your arm around the back of Alessia’s chair and began to reverse.
Using one hand on the steering wheel to reverse, Alessia watched you carefully. Going from the way your hand manoeuvred around the steering wheel effortlessly to how your side profile was on full display as you looked out the back window.
The drive there didn't take long and before you knew it you were pulling up into a parking space. Turning the car off, you got out and walked around to Alessia’s side, opening the door for her.
Placing a kiss on your cheek as a thank you, the two of you walked down the street hand in hand until you reached your destination.
“Why are we here?” Alessia questioned, looking up at the small building.
“It's a baking class!” you said happily, looking down at Alessia with a smile.
“Are you trying to tell me something?” Alessia mumbled, looking up at you with a playful glare.
“Never,” you replied teasingly. 
The two of you walked in, greeted by a little old lady beaming happily. She took you both to a back room where three other couples were already situated. Placing your coats on the hangers behind you, you put on some aprons and waited for your instructions. 
In front of you was a table covered in an abundance of items scattered all over the top. The little old lady stood at the front of the room, addressing what you would be doing. 
Alessia grinned at you at the mention of cookies, her excitement increasing tenfold. The lady executed each step with the intent of you following, although she seemed to underestimate that you and flour were a bad mix. 
Pouring some into your hand, you blew the white powder into Alessia’s face. The blond turned to look at you with an evident scowl on her features. Taking it as a challenge, Alessia also grabbed some flour, throwing a handful back at you. 
The old lady gave the two of you a scolding look causing you both to laugh and get back to the task at hand. After making the sugar cookies and putting them in the oven, the next task was making the icing. 
You and Alessia placed multiple icing bags around your table each of them containing different colour icing, ready for the cookies to come out. 
After taking the cookies out of the oven and waiting for them to cool down, it was finally time to decorate them. You had four and Alessia had four, the two of you decorating your own to then give to each other after.
Every now and then, Alessia would glance over to you watching every move you made. The way you stuck your tongue out in concentration or how your arms flexed as you squeezed the icing bag, even noticing the veins that crawled from your hand up to your arm.
Once you were happy with your cookies, you squeezed the last remaining icing into your mouth waiting patiently for Alessia to finish hers. Hearing a chuckle from beside you, you turned to look at Alessia. Raising an eyebrow in question you wondered what she was laughing at.
“What’s funny?” you wondered, your voice coming out muffled due to the icing in your mouth.
“Nothing,” Alessia smiled, shaking her head as she let out another soft laugh.
Still not quite believing her, you shrugged your shoulders and turned your face to glance around the room when she took a hold of each side of your face. Alessia used the pad of her thumb and brushed it along your lip, clearing away the icing that was there.
As she pulled away she kept her eyes locked with yours, licking the icing off her thumb and smiling to herself at your reaction. You couldn't help the blush that creeped up the back of your neck to the tips of your ears.
Having finished decorating her cookies, Alessia shielded her finished product from your view. She thanked the old lady when she came round with some boxes to put them in and you both put them in separate containers.
You put the aprons back where you found them, washing the four off your faces as well, before putting your coats back on, and leaving the little shop.
The two of you walked hand in hand down the street, turning a few corners and making your way into a park. You and Alessia talked about anything and everything before you found a bench overlooking a lake. 
Placing your boxes beside one another, Alessia rested her head on your shoulder, taking a deep breath in and sighing contentedly as you wrapped an arm around her and pulled her closer into you.
“Do you want a cookie?” you asked quietly, trying not to disturb the tranquillity between you both. 
“Yes please,” Alessia said, lifting her head from your shoulder.
Turning to your side, you opened your box, pulling out a cookie and handing it to Alessia. Taking it from your hands, she chuckled as she read the writing on it.
“Do you like it?” you questioned, looking down at the cookie which read, ‘be my baby’.
“I’m already your baby,” Alessia smiled, taking a bite, closing her eyes and humming at the taste.
“Forever?” you said a little nervously, holding out another cookie which read, ‘marry me?’
“A-are you serious?” Alessia mumbled, eyes wide open in complete shock.
“You’re it for me, Russo. There's no one I'd rather spend the rest of my life with,” you nodded, placing Alessia’s cookies back in the box and taking a hold of her hands. “I don't know how you do it, but every day I fall more and more in love with you. You’re continuously pulling me in, so much so, that if you leave me I'd simply break. I am hopelessly, irretrievably in love with you.”
“I -” Alessia sniffled, struggling to find the words as she looked into your eyes, tears flowing down her face. “I love you so much.”
“It’s always you, Less. Always has been and always will be. You’re my person. You’re my home.” you said, tears of your own forming in your eyes.
Taking in a deep breath, you stood up from the bench pulling Alessia up with you. She watched you carefully as you reached into your pocket and pulled out a small black box. With her hands shaking and breathing ragged, her heart pounded as she watched you get down on one knee in front of her.
“Alessia Mia Teresa Russo,” you started, opening the box to reveal a glittering ring inside. “Will you marry me?”
Unable to form a coherent sentence, Alessia nodded through her tears and choked out a ‘yes’. 
Getting up from the floor, you took the ring out of the box and slipped it onto Alessia’s finger. Alessia practically threw herself into your arms, smashing her lips against yours in a kiss full of love and passion. 
You both reluctantly pulled away, looking into each other's eyes. The two of you reciprocating one anothers smiles. 
“I can’t wait to call you my wife,” you mumbled, placing delicate kisses on Alessia’s lips.
“Me neither,” Alessia smiled, pulling you back into a kiss. 
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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are you comfy w writing a jessie fleming nsfw alphabet?
i think i’d need to write a fic or two about her first but maybe after that!
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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Please can we get a part 2 on fallen for a lie???
🥺🥺
in the near future :)
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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are you going to do a pt.2 for fallen for a lie?
potentially :)
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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alessia russo smut please omg!!!!
nsfw alphabet? long ass fic? a ficlet? headcannons?
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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is fallen for a lie going to get a second part ? it was very good !!
thank you, hon! maybe in the future :)
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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I’m sorry if you’ve answered this again but who do you write for? Anyone or just specific players? xx
i’m more comfortable with writing for leah williamson, alessia russo and alexia putellas but i’d definitely write for other players :)
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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would you write for jessie fleming?
yes ma’am
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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i was going through my inbox and tumblr had decided to delete all your requests, so feel free to send in some more! angst, fluff, smut - anything and i’ll write it!
i’ll try to get some more fics out when possible!
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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thank you for the tag, honey!
10 songs i’ve been listening to:
1 - rich baby daddy - drake (feat. sexyy red & sza)
2 - broken love - gemini
3 - rockin’ - the weeknd
4 - virginia beach - drake
5 - wy@ - brent faiyaz
6 - pink + white - frank ocean
7 - private landing - don toliver (feat. justin bieber & future)
8 - practice - drake
9 - wiseman - frank ocean
10 - last last - burna boy
tagging: @alotofpockets @p0orbaby @cpheath @grapefruit-personified @reminiscingtonight @outsideratheart (sorry if you’ve already been tagged)
thank you for the tag @ithinkimokeei 🫶🏾🫶🏾
10 songs i've listened to recently:
sierra leone - frank ocean
let it burn - jasmine sullivan
hang on to your love - sade
kiss it better - rihanna
at your best ( you are love ) - aaliyah
yes - beyoncé
is she the reason - destiny’s child
love language - sza
coffee - miguel
over the influence - the neighbourhood
tagging: @cryingforcrocodiles @iguessweallcrazyithinktho @rwmsdale @mbappesunderwear @liverpool-enjoyer @aechii @bl00dst41ned @collectmytears
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httplilyyy · 3 months
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𝐏𝐋𝐔𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐄 || 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐇 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐒𝐎𝐍
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pairing: leah williamson x reader
request: ‘leah and reader are friends with benefits and after a night together leah asked reader if they’d go to her brothers wedding as a plus one’
summary: maybe being Leah’s plus one wasn’t too bad
warnings: smut straight off the bat, swearing, suggestive themes, fingering (r giving), oral (r giving) & fluff | minors dni
words: 3380
a/n: i've had this request in my inbox for a while now, so sorry about the wait. I hope i did it justice! Also, how is everybody? i hope you’re all well! i haven’t made a fic in a while, so again, sorry about that.
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“That’s it, baby. Just like that.” Leah moaned, head tilting back onto the pillow as one of her hands gripped onto the bed sheet, the other holding your wrist as you slid another finger into her.
“Like this?” You breathed, eyes focused on hers, desperately trying to make her feel good.
“Exactly like that.” Leah said, hips lifting along with your thrusts.
“You close?” You question, bringing your lips to her neck, sucking and biting at any skin you could reach.
“So close,” she mumbled at the shell of your ear before nibbling on it. 
“Yeah? You gonna come?” You said, letting out a shaky breath at her actions.
“Mhm,” Leah hummed as you turned your face to kiss her. Her tongue gliding against your bottom lip, begging for entrance.
Her legs wrapped themselves around your waist, pulling you impossibly closer. Muffling a moan with your mouth, you could feel how her walls pulsed around your fingers, clenching as you curled them. 
The way her legs were around your waist meant that your bodies were mere inches apart, your palm brushing against her clit every time you pumped your fingers into her. Thrusting your fingers into her at a quicker pace, Leah broke away from the kiss with a guttural moan.
You were knuckle deep inside her, pulling out the most sinful noises, going from breathy moans in each other's mouths to loud, lewd moans that the neighbours surely didn't appreciate. 
Curling your fingers right at her g-spot, her hips bucked, trying to ride your fingers as you brutally pumped them in and out of her. 
"Right there, please." You curled your fingers and brushed your hand against her clit at the right time making her tighten around you. Her teeth sunk into your shoulder, muffling the scream that left her lips, riding out her orgasm.
“Easy, easy.” You mumbled, kissing her softly on the lips as you pulled your fingers out.
Her chest rose and fell with each ragged breath, eyes watching you, waiting for your next move. Kissing her once more, you made your way down her body. Placing hot open mouthed kisses everywhere you could, you felt how the muscle beneath tensed at your touch. Occasionally biting gently into her skin to leave small, faint marks. 
Kissing at her inner thighs, your hand gripped her ass. You didn’t waste any time, licking up her still sensitive core and teasing your tongue at her entrance. 
Leah moved one of her hands to grasp at the pillow behind her head, the other finding its way to your head, tugging at your hair at every action you made. 
Her legs tightened around your head, ankles locking around your back to keep you in place as you thrusted your tongue into her. You move one of your hands to circle her clit and continue to move your tongue inside her.
“Shit, y/n.” Leah groaned out into the air, hips bucking into your face as she came again.
Kissing your way back up to Leah’s face, you propped yourself up with one hand, hovering over her. You watched the way her body reacted to the come down of her orgasm, her chest rose and fell with staggered breaths, her legs twitched, sweat dripped down her face and hair stuck to the base of her neck and forehead.
But in your opinion, she looked as beautiful as ever.
You’d never tell her that, of course. The two of you were only friends with benefits and you didn’t want to ruin what you had together. Even though you both were not together, no one else had her the way you did, and you were fine with that.
Looking down at the girl below you, her swollen lips formed into a smile, unable to stop the chuckle that escaped her causing you to furrow your eyebrows in question.
“What's so funny?” You wondered, manoeuvring to the side, falling back onto the bed beside Leah. 
“Nothing,” Leah said, tilting her head towards you. “It’s just - never mind.”
“What's up?” You questioned, confused.
“My brother’s getting married.” Leah started.
“And you thought about that during sex?” You teased, trying to loosen the now tense atmosphere.
“Shush you.” Leah smiled, slapping you gently on the stomach. “I’m expected to have a plus one but I'm clearly very much single.”
“Okay, ouch.” You mumbled jokingly, placing a hand over your heart.
“What? I can’t exactly tell my mum that we’re in a situationship.” Leah huffed, looking up to the ceiling.
“Sure you can.” You said with a shrug.
“Oh yeah, because that’s a great conversation.” Leah said sarcastically. “Hey mum, me and y/n are fuck buddies!”
“Not like that, jesus!” You said, covering your head with your hands.
“Wait -”
“No,” you muttered, shaking your head.
“What? I haven’t said anything yet!” Leah protested, moving to sit on your lap.
“Mhm, ‘yet’ being the key word.” You replied, placing a hand behind your head whilst the other rested on her thigh.
“Hear me out.” Leah begged, placing her hands on your stomach. “Please?”
“Fine, what could you possibly want me to do?” You wondered, fingers tapping rhythmically on her skin.
“Can you be my plus one?” Leah asked, wincing as she awaited your reaction.
“Leah -” You sighed, contemplating a way to go about this.
“Please. It’ll be perfect.” Leah cut in, trying to defend her case. “We already know each other and my family knows you -”
“Yes, but -”
“All we have to do is act like a couple.” Leah said, shrugging. “What’s so bad about that?”
What's so bad about that? Oh nothing unless you count your huge crush on her. But like she said, what’s so bad about that?
“I don’t know.” You trailed off, looking up to the ceiling.
“C’mon y/n.” Leah said, her voice dropping an octave as she pressed her lips to your ear. She rolled her hips, the action making goosebumps rise like a wildfire all over your skin. “I need you.”
“Leah I -” you said, a chuckled breath escaping your lips.
“For me?” Leah asked again, her hands finding your shoulders as she rocked her hips back and forth against yours.
“Fine.” You mumbled, finally giving in. “but we need ground rules.”
“Really?” Leah huffed, stopping her movements. “Where’s the fun in that?”
“It’s so you don't fall in love with me.” You teased, flipping the two of you over so Leah was back underneath you.
“Deal, but let's figure out the details in the morning.” Leah said breathlessly, bringing your head down to connect her lips with yours.
“That’s fine by me.” You grinned, kissing her with a newfound hunger.
The neighbours definitely hated the two of you. But you both didn't care and it was now the late hours of the next morning.
You managed to venture to the kitchen where Leah was sitting on the countertop whilst you made some cheese toasties for brunch. After plating up the food, you both decided to talk about the rules of your new arrangement.
“So,” you started, taking a bite out of the toastie, “how's this going to go?”
“It was your idea for some ground rules.” Leah shrugged, crossing her legs on the counter.
“Okay, no over the top flirting.” You said, nodding your head, proud of your answer.
“Okay,” Leah chuckled, “and what does that entail?”
“No telling me to fuck you on the dance floor.” You said bluntly with a teasing smile.
“That’s the best you got?” Leah asked, tilting her head.
“I know we’re going to have to make it believable and all that -”
“And all that?” Leah replied, and even though she wasn't smirking it could be heard through her voice.
“Leave me alone.” You huffed, finishing off your toastie.
“I’m kidding.” Leah laughed at your child-like actions. “But yes, we will need to make it believable. Holding hands, flirting - kissing - the whole shebang.” 
“You say ‘kissing’ like it's a scandal.” You said, putting your plate in the sink.
“Just no fucking on the dance floor.” Leah remarked, an eyebrow raised in a teasing manner.
“Just no fucking on the dance floor.” You parroted with a nod.
That was all easier said than done. You were sure you could survive a day of acting like a couple, right? What could possibly go wrong? 
With all the plans set and arranged, you were ready to go to the wedding. The two of you had talked through all your backstory, when you met, how you got together and who asked who out. 
What you weren't prepared for was the wedding to be this sunday. Which was in less than twenty-four hours. No amount of time could prepare you for this, even the reassurance from Leah.
But when you were standing outside the venue, hand in hand with Leah, heart pounding out of your chest, your nerves seemed to dissipate. 
The wedding was lovely, but that's not what you were worried about. It was the aftermath, the conversing with family. You spoke to a few of them before but only for a few fleeting moments. 
Now, however, you’d have to speak to them all. 
Psyching yourself up for what was about to happen, you looked to your side, smiling when you saw Leah already staring at you. With a gentle squeeze of her hand, the two of you walked inside. 
Immediately, Leah’s family rushed to greet you both, eager to know all about your relationship. The two of you are quick to converse with everyone, happily answering all the questions being thrown at you.
You managed to sit down at a table, you and Leah only having a small moment to yourselves until more family members came over.
“Leah, it’s been ages!” somebody said, embracing Leah with a warm hug, “and who’s this..?”
“Y/n.” You greeted with a smile.
“My girlfriend.” Leah added, looking back to you.
“Girlfriend, well I never.” they teased, poking Leah’s side. “How rude of me, I'm Leah's cousin, Holly.”
“Oh, lovely to meet you.” You said, not really knowing what to do. 
“So, how did you two meet?” Holly asked, bringing up a chair to sit with you and Leah.
“On the pitch actually.” Leah said, placing a hand over yours.
“Ooh, enemies to lovers type of trope.” Holly joked, leaning in further to find out more.
“You could call it that.” You mumbled, shifting in your chair.
“How so?” Leah questioned, turning to the side.
“You did slide tackle me, after I had passed the ball.” You said with a slight shrug.
“Oh please, you still had the ball.” Leah scoffed, shaking her head.
“Leah, I quite literally rolled into a camera man at the sheer force of that tackle.” You said, raising an eyebrow at her.
“I barely touched you.” Leah said, crossing her arms.
“I went flying!” you exclaimed, raising your hands in the air.
“Young love.” Holly chuckled, taking a sip from her drink.
“Anyway,” leah said, brushing over the conversation, “I went to speak to y/n after the match and she said -”
“Give me your number as an apology for the tackle.” You said, a proud smirk on your face.
“Not even a hello?” Holly asked, a teasing tone laced in her voice.
“I think it was a fair deal, a date as an apology.” You defended good-heartedly.
“And did you go on that date?” Holly wondered, looking at Leah.
“Yeah, and I’ll give it to y/n, it must’ve been the best date I've ever been on.” Leah said, turning to you at the last part of her sentence.
“Go on many dates then, do you?” Holly said, looking at Leah knowingly.
“Oh shut up.” Leah muttered, pushing Holly away gently.
“That’s how you met, but how did you get together?” 
“After our little impromptu date, we started to hang out more and more.” Leah said, a small smile forming on her face at the memories popping to mind.
“And after she convinced me to transfer to Arsenal, my feelings for Leah seemed to grow.” You said, adding to the story.
“We spent the majority of our time together, on and off the pitch.” Leah said, intertwining your hands. “And I just found myself falling for her. I mean, how could I not?”
“Who asked who out?” Holly asked, intrigued by the story.
“I asked Leah.” You said. “I was a total wreck -”
“But it was cute.” Leah said, smiling softly.
“And where did you two go?” Holly questioned.
“An arsenal match.” You chuckled.
“Of course.” 
The three of you laughed together, and, for a moment, it felt like you were actually a part of Leah’s family.
“What are you three laughing about over here?” Jacob, Leah’s brother, asked, walking over to the table. “Nothing inappropriate, I hope.”
“All the inappropriate things you could think of.” Leah remarked, pulling you closer to her.
“Okay, okay, spare me the details.” Jacob said, holding his hands up in surrender.
“How’s life now as a married man?” Holly wondered, as Jacob sat beside her.
“Better than ever.” Jacob smiled before turning to you and Leah. “How's life coupled up, Leah?”
“Better than ever.” Leah parroted, as you gently traced your fingers over her knuckles.
“Am I going to have to give the brotherly talk?” Jacob asked, looking at you with a playful glare.
“You don’t have to worry about me.” You said, looking at Leah with nothing but love.
“Good, now how about a dance?” Jacob said, pulling Holly out of her chair, her doing the same to Leah.
“You coming, y/n?” Leah wondered, holding her hand out for you to take but you gently shook your head.
“In a bit,” you said with a tight lipped smile, “my shoes are killing me.” you added with a laugh, trying to make it believable.
“Okay, I'll be back for you in a sec.” Leah said, pressing a kiss to your cheek before making her way to the dance floor.
You watched on as Leah danced around with her family, still nursing your drink from earlier, you gave one last look at Leah before grabbing a jacket and making your way outside.
The cold air brought a chill to your skin but it was much welcomed. The stiflingly hot room was starting to give you a headache and on top of that, your mind just couldn't deal with the fact that Leah wasn’t actually yours.
“So you're the one who’s stolen my daughter's heart.” a voice said from behind you.
“Oh! Mrs Will -” You said, turning around startled.
“Amanda is fine dearie, Mrs Williamson makes me feel so old.” she said, waving a dismissive hand with a smile.
“Amanda, I -“
“Aren’t actually in a relationship with Leah?” she asked with a knowing look.
“How -“
“I’m a mother, darling, I know everything.”
“Then you must know how much I truly do love your daughter.” You said without missing a beat.
“Oh, yes. Very much so. I saw it as soon as I saw you.”
“So then you must also know that she doesn’t like me back.” You said, looking down to the floor, your heart clenching at what you just said.
“Quite the opposite.” Amanda said, a smile displayed on her face.
“Leah could never. She is -“
“- her own woman. She can do what she likes. but I'm her mother and a mother’s instinct is never wrong.”
“I don’t know how to tell her.” You said, voice breaking. “I’m afraid that if I do, she’d run away and never look back.”
“You’ll never know if you don’t ask.” Amanda said, squeezing your hand gently. “I better get back inside, who knows what my son is doing.”
“Okay.” You chuckled, watching as she walked back inside.
You stayed outside for a little while longer, your chest feeling heavy after the conversation with Leah’s mum. Your mind kept going back to what she said, was it true? 
If so, you didn’t know how you’d even begin the conversation. This wasn't a football match where you could go into it, head first and confident. This was Leah.
Due to the fact that it was Leah it made your heart beat ten times faster, your breathing increased tenfold and your hands shook like they had never before.
The effect Leah had on you was something out of this world. It was like a superpower she had no idea about. Yet, you’d let her consume you, all of you, if it gave you one chance to be with her.
But with all the things you’d do for Leah, you weren’t sure she’d do the same for you. Maybe she would, but that’s what friends are for, it wouldn't be because she was in love with you. 
Even with Amanda’s comforting words, how could you be so sure that she loved you back? 
With all these thoughts running around your head, you went unaware of Leah looking all over for you inside. The defender scoured high and low until her mum told her you were outside.
Rushing to the coat rack, she pulled a random coat over her shoulders before making her way outside, searching for you.
“Y/n?” Leah questioned from behind you, unsure if it was you.
“Sorry, I needed some fresh air.” You said, still staring ahead.
“That’s okay, I just wondered where you were.” Leah said, looking around.
“You can go back in, it won't be too long.” You said, finishing off your drink.
“I want that dance.” Leah said, ready to go back inside until she stopped and said, “Thank you, y’know, for today.” 
"Of course, what are friends for?" You said, finally turning around.
“Friends.” Leah murmured, looking down to the floor then back up at you. “That’s the thing I -”
“You what, Leah? Tell me, please.” You muttered, looking deep into her eyes.
“I -” she stepped forward, your bodies closer than necessary. "Fuck it," she mumbled before her hands reached for your face, pulling you in for a bruising kiss. 
Unable to control yourself, you pin her against the wall, trapping her between your body as you press into her. Her hands travelled across your back, clutching desperately at your jacket as your mouth moved against hers.
Pulling away reluctantly, her breath gently fans across your face as you both pant a little. Your eyes get lost in hers as she smiles up at you, your gaze eventually drifting across her features, still stunned by her beauty. 
Your gaze settles on her lips, watching how she subtly wets her lower lip before her teeth gently bite down on it. 
“You don’t know how long I've wanted to kiss you.” You mumbled quietly, the sound of your heart pounding filled your ears.
“We’ve kissed before, you know that, right?” Leah murmured playfully, her fingers fisting the fabric of your jacket.
“Yeah, but not like that.” You said, your voice barely audible.
“Well why don’t we do it again?” Leah said, pulling you down into her body, claiming your lips in the way you both longed for.
You kissed her with a new sense of urgency, your lips moving together in a way like never before. The thought of her body pressed against yours, her mouth pressed against yours, and arms pulling you impossibly closer, it was all too much. You were utterly mesmerised by her. 
Everything just felt right, like something meant to be, so much so that it made you sigh gently into her mouth, pulling back with nothing but love evident in your eyes as she matched your tender gaze, just as obsessed with you as you were her.
“Correct me if I'm wrong.” You whispered against Leah’s lips. “But are we no longer fuck buddies?”
“We are no longer fuck buddies.” Leah chuckled softly.
“And that makes us..?”
“Together.” Leah said, taking your lip between her teeth before releasing it
“Yeah?” You said quietly, a smile threatening to appear.
“It’s you. It's always been you.” Leah said, her fingers threading themselves in your hair.
“Maybe being your plus one wasn’t such a bad thing.” You teased, brushing your nose against hers.
“It definitely wasn’t.” 
“C’mon, I want to go fuck you on the dance floor.” You said, placing one last kiss to her lips before going back inside.
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hello, hello, hello! how are you all?
sorry i’ve been MIA for these past couple of months, they’ve been a little rough for me. but hopefully i can get back into my flow of writing.
i actually have something im working on right now and i hope for it to be out soon!
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Hows the writers block going
about that… i’ve broken my hand so i probably won’t be writing for a little while
i’m so sorry because i feel the need to write for you all and i feel terrible that i can’t at the moment.
i’m sorry for making you all wait for another fic to come out, hopefully soon!
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can somebody PLEASE send me a request! i need to get out of this god forsaken writers block. it can be anything! woso, scream, marvel, ANYTHING! angst? i’ll write it. smut? i’ll write it. fluff? i’ll write it. i’ve never been more desperate!
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okay… ow. you’re paying for my therapy
off limits (2) II a.putellas x reader
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part one
short and angstyy, but there is another part coming! off limits (2) II a.putellas x león!reader
"...alexia?"
"mapi..." you took a step toward your sister, stopping as she held up her hand. "no." she started, shaking her head and crossing her arms. "no, no, no, no!" your sister began to laugh which was almost scarier than her silence, looking in between you and her best friend in disbelief.
"hermana please can we just sit down and talk about-" you started quietly, falling silent as your sister eyes burned angrily into you. "how long?" mapi asked frighteningly calm, directing the question toward you.
"just one time, a drunken mistake." alexia spoke up before you could, her chin held high as your face fell, your sister glancing toward you and clearly seeing the hurt splashed across it putting two and two together.
"do not dare to lie to me right now alexia you're supposed to be my best friend!" mapi spat, moving quickly so she was chest to chest with the taller girl who avoided meeting her eyes. "so how long?" your sister asked again this time to alexia, jaw clenched and fists balled.
"almost eight months." you answered when she didn't, your sisters head whipping toward you now as you shrunk under her withering glare. "almost a year. you have both kept this from me for nearly a year?" mapi yelled in disbelief, shoving alexia whose head now hung low, refusing to say another word.
"that's my baby sister putellas! you've been sleeping with her for eight months behind my back?" mapi saw red as she shoved her best friend who stumbled back but remained silent.
"you're supposed to look out for her not take advantage of her! do you have nothing to say to me alexia? nothing?" mapi was shouting now, shoving the girl angrily with every word, who was still refusing to look her in the eyes.
"maría leave her be! she didn't at all take advantage of me. i'm an adult and i can date whoever i want and i do not need your permission." you stepped in, unable to watch your girlfriend take the majority of your sisters wrath anymore.
"an adult?" the older girl rounded on you now with a mocking pout, getting right up in your face as your back hit the wall behind you.
"she's your captain and my best friend hermana! how could you do this to me for so long?" your sister spat, shoving you now. "i didn't do anything to you maría! you're overreacting." you tried your best to reason with her as she merely scoffed at your words.
the two of you had argued in the past, in fact you spent a lot of your childhood at one anothers throats, but as you grew older things settled, you'd not seen her this angry with you for years.
"what else have you been keeping from me huh? i thought we told each other everything!" she yelled making you wince from the close proximity.
"nothing, you know that. hermana please can we just sit down and talk about-" your back thumped harshly into the wall as she pushed you harder, shaking her head wordlessly as the words dried up in your mouth.
as you glanced over her shoulder your face fell when alexias eyes remained trained to the floor, you'd hope she might have stepped in but it seemed her own guilt had taken priority.
"i didn't tell you because i knew you would react like this. you always do maría you are so fucking over protective, you smother me and stick your nose in all my business all the time!" you shoved her back now as she barely moved, only laughing at your words.
"yeah? well you're a selfish little girl who knows nothing. alexia doesn't care about you! and i can't even look at you right now. mierda how could you be so stupid!" the tattooed spaniard spat, shaking her head, shoving you once more before moving away and moving her glare toward alexia.
"you stay away from her i mean it. i treat you like family and you do this to me? we're done alexia, for good. and both of you? done!" your sister looked as if she had more to say, but with a huff and a shake of her head she turned and stormed toward the door, slamming it closed behind her, leaving a thick and uncomfortable silence lingering around your apartment.
"ale." you choked out, tears welling up in your eyes as you made a beeline for your girlfriend, desperately seeking some sort of comfort from the older girl.
but her hand shot out to stop you, causing you to grunt quietly as you ran into it, trying and failing to wrap yourself around her in a hug.
"you heard her, we're done." the blonde couldn't even look at you as she forced out her words, unable to watch the heartbreak she knew would be present in your soft features.
"alexia..." you whispered out with a hurt frown, certain you'd heard her wrong as she dropped her arm, turning and starting to collect her things where they were scattered around your room.
"baby please can we just talk about this?" you grabbed her arm again as she continued to shove her things into a bag, your heart cracking more with each drawer she opened, knowing where exactly all of her possessions were located throughout your apartment.
"there's nothing to talk about bonita, your sisters right." alexia murmured, gently pulling your hand off her bicep, sparing a glance toward you but she looked away as if she'd been burned, her chest tightening as she watched the tears which threatened to spill down your cheeks.
"mapi's just hurt and she's angry and she lashed out, she didn't mean what she said. you're her best friend, she loves you." you moved your body to block your door frame, reaching out for her again. "please don't do this." you begged, your voice cracking as your hands tightly gripped at her shirt.
"amor i-" she started, her hands settling on top of yours with a pained sigh. "she may be angry but she is right. i'm the captain and i need there to be no issues with my girls if we expect to play well and win, this will only ever cause issues, we both know that. this was a mistake." and with that she pulled your hands away, gently stepping around you as she landed the final blow, your body slumping into the door frame in disbelief.
as you heard her start to open your front door your body suddenly flooded with a wave of white hot anger and you quickly turned, your fists balled by your sides.
"eight months alexia. did all of it mean nothing to you?" you growled, desperately fighting to hold back a sob, only met with silence and her back faced toward you.
"i really am sorry it has to end like this amor, but you'll realise i'm right with time." her words only angered you further as you saw red, an ocean of emotions crashing down on you all at once and it left your head spinning.
"if you do this, if you leave...i will never ever speak to you again alexia. never!" you threatened her with what you knew were empty words but you had to try.
alexia's hand lingered on the door handle, forehead pressed against the wood, tears welling up in her own eyes as she heard how broken you were, how broken she was making you.
"i really hope that isn't true bonita. i'm sorry, i have to go." unable to stand the suffocating tension of her own emotions she quickly opened the door, stepping out and closing it behind her, almost running to her car as you stood still.
you weren't sure how long you stayed there, staring at the door, praying it to open again and the girl you loved would return. her strong arms would wrap around you and she would hold you, protecting you from the world and its cruelties with everything she had in her.
but the door didn't open, and the girl you loved had left you without so much as a hug goodbye.
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𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐄 | 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐒𝐎
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pairing: alessia russo x reader
summary: in which you had fallen for a lie
warnings: smut, fingering (r giving), oral (r giving), fluff, angst, hurt without the comfort & swearing | minors dni
words: 7718
a/n: it's a bit rushed but i hope you enjoy!
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You were known as being the reserved type. Much preferring to be introverted than extroverted.
When you joined Arsenal it came as a huge shock to you. Everyone on the team was outgoing and full of energy. Whereas you would much rather be by yourself doing some small drills or at home with a nice cup of tea sitting on your sofa and watching a movie.
Although, parts of that changed. You had wished to be with someone. A certain someone.
And that person was none other than Alessia Russo. The other newbie on the team.
From the moment you met her, you couldn't tear your eyes away. To entranced by her pure beauty and stunning smile. You had fallen hard.
You, of course, never said anything about these feelings and kept them to yourself. Too afraid that you’d ruin the friendship that you have with her. Constantly telling yourself that it was better to have her in your life as a friend rather than not at all.
You had gotten to know her after being paired with her for some drills during training and due to this, the two of you had grown close as well as your feelings.
International football was now here and it was your first time being called up to the England squad. After your outstanding season at your old club, all eyes were on your move to Arsenal, especially Sarina’s.
She was immensely impressed with how you’d come into your own and grown as a player and she knew you were someone she wanted on the England squad.
Walking into St George’s Park for the first time, you couldn't contain the anxious butterflies that flew around your stomach. Keeping to yourself, you made your way to the pitch, picking up a ball along the way.
Not knowing how long you had been by yourself, the sound of people chatting seemed to get closer and closer. The chatter, however, seemed to come to a stop when they saw you.
Pinging another ball into the top corner, you took a little break to get some water. Turning around, you were met with the whole team.
“Well, well, well. If it isn’t a newbie.” Ella Toone’s voice cut through the silence.
“Go easy on them, Ella. They’re only ickle.” Mary teased, messing up the midfielder’s hair.
“Hey, y/n.” Alessia smiled, noticing your discomfort with all the attention.
“Uh, hi.” You greeted, waving slightly.
“I see you’ve all greeted our newest member.” Sarina called out, sending you a warm smile.
After introducing yourself to everyone properly, you were all split up into little groups for training. It was nothing heavy, just a few passing, dribbling and shooting drills to get you warmed up.
As training went on, you felt more and more a part of the group but you didn’t let yourself be fully open, opting to hold back. You weren’t sure why, perhaps it was the nerves.
Before you knew it, Sarina called you all in for a run down of how she thought training went and ushered you all to the showers. Although you were happy with your first session with the girls, you held back, waiting for everyone to go before you.
Each of the girls were busy doing their own thing when you made your way into the locker room, placing your bag on the side, away from the hustle and bustle of the room.
Quickly showering and getting into some clean clothes you were about to leave when you heard someone call out your name.
“Y/n?”
“Hmm?” You hummed, turning round to see everyones eyes on you.
“Are you doing anything later?” Alessia asked.
“Um, probably just watching a movie, why?” You wondered, rubbing the back of your neck, rocking backwards and forwards on your feet.
“Seeing as you aren’t doing anything, come hang out with us?” Alessia said, gesturing to everyone in the room.
“Oh, uh, I don’t- I dont really-”
“C’mon, It’ll give you a chance to get to know us better.” Katie spoke up.
“I- um- I-” you let out a nervous chuckle, “maybe you could just come to mine instead?”
Out of all the things you could’ve said, you said that. You well and truely wanted to kill yourself right there and then. The words slipped out of your mouth before you could stop them and now you wanted the ground to swallow you up whole.
“Can your house fit all of us?” Millie asked with astonishment.
You didn’t trust yourself to speak again so you settled with a small nod.
“Okay, sugar daddy.” Georgia teased.
“That's me.” You mumbled as a small laugh died in your throat.
“Well, send us your address and we’ll be there.” Keira smiled.
“I- uh, don’t have your numbers?” You said, cursing yourself for still being nervous.
“I can send it to you all.” Alessia said, saving you from all the attention.
With a small confirmation nod from you, everyone seemed to filter out of the room one by one. Thinking everyone had left, you sat in your cubby, placing your head in your hands and letting out a long sigh.
After taking a few seconds to yourself, you finally looked up, surprised to see Alessia still standing there, playing with her fingers.
“Less?” You questioned gently. “I thought you’d left.”
“I actually came to ask for a favour.” She said sheepishly.
“Sure, what’s up?”
“Could you possibly give me a ride to yours?”
“Yeah, of course.” You smiled, your heart pounding just a little quicker than normal at the thought of more time with Alessia.
“You sure? It’s just that I came with Ella but she’s seemed to have left already.”
“I promise, it’s no trouble at all. Just let me quickly pack everything away.”
In record time, you packed your bag and got everything ready. Although you were really good friends with Alessia, you couldn't help how your heart thundered in your chest.
Walking out of the training ground and into your car, you placed your bag on the back seat before finally getting into the front and starting up your car.
“Do you want the aux?” You questioned, handing her the little wire.
Alessia smiled and whispered a small ‘thank you’ before plugging her phone in and turning on a random song from her playlist.
Looking in your mirrors you made sure it was safe to reverse out of your spot. You placed your arm around the back of Alessia’s chair and looked over your shoulder and out of the back window, using one hand on the steering wheel to reverse.
Alessia watched you carefully, the way your hand manoeuvred around the steering wheel effortlessly and how as you looked out the back window your side profile was on full display.
After pulling out of your parking spot, you made your way back to your house. The journey back was in silence, a comfortable silence, that was occasionally broken by the two of you singing to different songs.
You could only hope to god you wouldn't crash your car. Her perfume was intoxicating, it was slowly driving you insane and every time you looked over at Alessia all you wanted to do was pull over and give her a kiss.
Gripping your steering wheel with both hands, your knuckles turned white at the sheer force you were using. Trying to swallow the lump in your throat you kept reminding yourself that Alessia could never like you back. How could she? You were you and Alessia was… Well she was Alessia. Your Lessi. The girl of your dreams.
Even being in close proximity to her sent your mind reeling. All these different scenarios popped in your head and you could only dream for them to be real.
“You okay?” Alessia questioned, placing her hand on your thigh.
“Huh? Oh, yeah.” You said, clearing your throat as you internally panicked, eyes widening as you stared at the road ahead.
“You’re usually talkative.” Alessia shrugged, taking her hand off your thigh and you immediately missed the feeling.
“Just a little nervous.” You mumbled as your fingers tapped absentmindedly on the steering wheel.
“There’s no need to be nervous, is it about later?”
“Yeah, I don’t usually have people over.” You said, shuffling in your seat, trying to concentrate on the road.
“You can always cancel.”
“I think it’s a little late for that.” You mumbled, pulling up to your driveway and seeing multiple cars parked on the front.
“And is it a little late to tell you that I also invited someone else over?” Alessia questioned sheepishly, cautiously looking over at you as you put your car into park.
“Oh? And who is this someone?” You teased, trying to ignore the pang of your heart when you pictured Alessia with someone.
“It's not like that,” Alessia said, huffing out a laugh as she smacked your shoulder, “you actually know her.”
“I do? What’s their name?”
“You can figure it out.” Alessia said as she got out of the car, enjoying teasing you.
“Okay… but would it kill you to tell me who this person is?” You asked, scrambling out of the car yourself.
“Nope, but I'm still not telling you.” Alessia said in a sing-song voice.
“Oh come on, just tell me.” You begged, rounding your car to shake her shoulders.
“You’ll find out soon.” Alessia laughed, causing your face to light up at the sound.
“Or you could tell me now.” You said, not letting go of her.
“Am I really that bad that you wouldn't tell them about me?” A voice said, making you turn around.
“Oh! Um, hi.” You said, giving them a smile which turned out to be more of a grimace.
“I’m Leah, since Alessia decided to not tell you who I was.” They said, a warm smile on their face.
“Y/n, uh my name is Y/n.” You said, picking the skin on your fingers.
“I heard you’re the new kid on the block.” Leah said, trying to start a conversation.
“Uh-huh. That's me.” You said, giving an awkward smile to the blonde.
“Sorry that I haven’t seen you around, at Arsenal as well. I’ve been doing some rehab for my knee.” Leah explained, pointing down at her leg.
“T-that’s okay.” You said, not really knowing what else to say.
“You’re cute.” Leah said, before going over to the rest of your teammates.
“Okay, what was that?” Alessia chuckled, walking up to your side and nudging you with her elbow.
“I uh I don't know. I think I malfunctioned.” You said quietly, not taking your eyes off Leah.
“I saw.”
“Was it bad?” You asked, turning to Alessia with a slight grimace.
“Not at all.” Alessia smiled softly.
“I also think you forgot to mention that the person you invited over is Leah fucking Williamson.” You mumbled out, looking back at the defender.
“That’s on me.” Alessia chuckled, patting you gently on the shoulder as she walked over to where everyone was.
Shaking your head, you tried to get rid of all your thoughts and taking one last deep breath you went to greet everyone.
A few hours went by since you said your ‘hellos’ and after many slices of pizza and drinks you had all gathered around in your living room. You were all engaged in a conversation with each other. Talking about anything and everything.
At first it was teasing Alessia for being so clumsy or how Ella was so loud. Even going on to talk about how Rachel and Millie were the troublesome duo and an honourable mention to Mary’s tiktok.
Then it was how you were inexperienced in pretty much everything.
“But how?!” Lucy exclaimed, raising her hands in the air to slap them back down onto the sofa.
“I don't know.” You mumbled with a shug, looking down at your fingers.
“But everyone has had sex.”
“Apparently not y/n.” Lauren piped up with a laugh.
“Lauren.” Alessia said, sending the girl a warning look.
“What have you done then?” Alex questioned, leaning her elbows on her knees.
“Uh, I've kissed someone?”
“Was that a statement or a question?” Jordan chuckled good heartedly.
Alessia looked over at you and noticed your leg bouncing up and down at an increased rate. The striker desperately wanting to say something, but not knowing what.
“I uh-” You struggled, not liking how everyone's eyes were on you. You could hear your heartbeat in your ears and it felt that everything around you was spinning.
“Okay I think that's enough.” Esme said from beside you, placing a comforting hand on your shoulder.
You looked over at her and gave a grateful smile but the questions didn't falter. Your heart pounded even quicker and you suddenly felt as if you were trapped.
"I have to use the bathroom." You said quickly, coming up with an excuse.
You placed your drink on the coffee table as you stood up and slipped off down the hallway.
Shutting the bathroom door behind you quietly, you let out a sigh, tension melting from your body as you leaned against the door.
“C’mon y/n, pull yourself together.” You muttered to yourself, moving over to the sink.
You placed both hands on the side, letting your head hang low as you listened to the faint laughs from your friends coming from the other room.
“Stop being a loser and have some fun.”
You tried to give yourself a pep talk but nothing seemed to work. You were snapped out of your haze once you heard a knock on the door.
“Just a minute.” You panicked, pretending to flush the toilet and wash your hands.
Opening the door, you stepped back out into the hallway and came face to face with Leah.
“Oh! Hi!” You stuttered out, hands stuffing themselves in your pockets.
“Hey!” Leah chuckled, “I was going to head out with the others but I wanted to say thank you for a great time.”
“Oh, how long was I in there?” You mumbled to yourself, looking back at the bathroom behind you.
“Not long, don’t worry.” Leah smiled, placing her hand on your arm.
“That’s uh that’s good then.” You said, stumbling over your words at her touch, feeling your body freeze.
“I’ll see you around?”
“Y-yeah, for sure, yeah, definitely.”
“Okay, cool. See you later y/n.”
Walking back into your living room, you spotted Alessia cleaning up all the mess that was thrown around the place. The blonde noticed your presence and looked up at you with a smile before going back to cleaning.
Wordlessly walking up to her, you gently took the rubbish from her hands before putting them in the bin in the kitchen. The two of you continued to clean so your place was practically spotless.
Once you were both done, you flopped onto the sofa, sitting shoulder to shoulder but still not saying a word. Fiddling with the hem of your shirt, you looked around at everything in the room but Alessia.
“Is it alright if I stay the night?” Alessia wondered, causing you to finally look at her.
“Y-yeah, of course.” You nodded, getting up from the sofa and holding your hand out for the blonde to grab.
Alessia took your hand without question and let you guide her into your bedroom. She sat on the edge of your bed whilst you rummaged around to find something for her to wear. Picking out some old joggers and a top, you handed the items of clothing to her.
She gracefully took them, getting up from the bed to place a soft kiss to your cheek before walking into the en suite to get changed. You stood rooted to your spot, face beet red and eyes wide.
It seemed like all the air had been taken out of your lungs, Alessia had never done that and now you didn’t know what to do. It seemed foolish to be hung up on such a small thing but it sent your mind reeling.
Not realising how long you had been standing for, you turned around with haste as you heard the bathroom door open up.
“You okay?” Alessia questioned, looking at you quizzically.
“Y-yeah, thought I saw a spider.” You said, looking like a deer caught in headlights.
“You’re scared of spiders?” Alessia teased, placing her clothes on top of the desk of drawers.
“Definitely not,” you mumbled, shaking your head, “nope.”
“Okay.” Alessia chuckled, shaking her head before going to lay on your bed.
“That's, erm, that's my bed.” You said, pointing weakly to the piece of furniture.
“Yes?”
“You're laying on my bed.”
“Is that okay?” Alessia wondered.
“Mhm, I’ll just sleep somewhere else.”
“You’re not sleeping in here?” Alessia questioned, looking up at you with curiosity and you could feel your palms become sweaty.
“I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable.” You shrugged, suddenly feeling small.
“You could never.” Alessia smiled, patting the spot beside her. “Now come here.”
“You sure?” You asked, feeling very nervous at the thought of sharing a bed with Alessia.
“Yes, now come on. I don’t bite.”
“O-okay.”
Squeezing your eyes shut for a brief second and releasing a shaky breath, you made your way onto your bed. You laid next to her, as stiff as a board, not exactly knowing what to do with yourself.
Mentally cursing yourself for being so awkward, you moved a little closer to the blonde, the latter trying not to laugh at your actions.
“Y’know Leah was right earlier.” Alessia spoke up, looking over at you.
“Huh?” You questioned, confused as to what she was getting at.
“You are cute.” Alessia said, taking matters into her own hands and moving so you were laying shoulder to shoulder.
“I-” You let out a chuckle but it died in your throat causing you to let out a small cough.
“Get some sleep.” Alessia said, trying to contain her smile and shifting to get more comfortable which led to her head resting on your chest.
Nodding, you realised she couldn't see you causing you to fight the urge to slap yourself in the face. Leaning over ever so slightly, you managed to turn the lights off and get into a comfortable position yourself.
Letting yourself drift off into a deep sleep, you prayed to the gods above that Alessia couldn't hear or feel how fast your heart was pumping.
Many hours passed and the morning sun came around all too quickly. Some time during the night, the two of you had shifted, the blonde now somewhat fully laying on top of you.
Her leg was draped over yours, tangled together and her hand had made its way up your top, resting on your stomach, just above the band of your joggers. Her head had moved into the crook of your neck and you could feel each breath she let out, the action causing goosebumps to rise on your skin.
You were completely trapped by her, not that you had anything against it, in fact you couldn’t think of anything better than the moment you were in right now. Assuming Alessia was still asleep, your fingers began to mindlessly trace shapes on her arm that was slung around your waist.
“That feels nice.” Alessia mumbled, hiding her head further into your neck.
She felt you freeze underneath her, your ministrations coming to a halt and all of a sudden the situation became too much to bear. Your position seemed very domestic, and if the two of you were caught like that everybody would immediately assume you were a couple.
A couple. You could feel your heart crack at the thought. Staring up at the ceiling, you placed a hand behind your head, the other trapped underneath Alessia’s body.
You don't know how long you were looking at the ceiling for until you felt Alessia’s body shift beside you. The blonde moved so she was now leaning on her arm, her body hovering over yours. She looked at you questioningly, but you didn't say anything.
“Are you doing anything today?” Alessia asked quietly.
“No, why?” You responded softly, still looking up at the ceiling.
“Do you want to do something? Like go see a movie?” Alessia questioned.
“Of course,” you smiled, finally turning to look at her, “but may I ask why?”
“Can’t friends go see a movie with each other?”
“They can.” You said, nervously looking around the room.
“Okay, what movie do you want to go see?”
“Not sure, you?”
“What's new out?”
“Um, let me see.” You mumbled, reaching over to your bedside table and grabbing your phone.
Alessia laid herself down again, her head resting on your shoulder as she watched you scroll through your phone.
“What about the nun 2?”
“Absolutely not, I hate horrors.” Alessia said firmly, shaking her head.
“C’mon, I'll hold your hand.” You teased.
“Tempting,” Alessia said, trailing off before ultimately nodding her head, “okay fine, but only if you hold my hand.”
“I promise to not let go.” You smiled, quickly booking the tickets.
You both decided to stay in bed for a little while longer, scrolling through your social media until it was time to get ready. You let Alessia choose some clothes from your wardrobe to get changed into and before you knew it, you were putting on your shoes and making your way into your car.
Alessia had the aux once again and you were both singing to your heart's content. On the way there you kept sneaking glances at the blonde next to you, unknown to you that she saw exactly what you were doing.
The drive to the cinema was short, not getting caught in any traffic leading you to arrive in record time. Putting the car into park, you found a space quite close to the entrance.
The two of you got out of your car, making your way to get some popcorn and drinks. You bought the food, much to Alessia’s dismay, giving a cheeky smile to the blonde in response.
It didn't take long for you to find your seats and now all you had to do was wait. You placed the popcorn in between you both and the drinks in the cup holders.
Reaching your hand out, you picked up a couple pieces of popcorn but dropped them instantly once you felt a hand on top of yours. Looking to your right, you saw Alessia’s cheeks flush.
“Sorry.” Alessia mumbled, pulling her hand back.
“Don’t be.” You smiled, your hand going back into your lap.
The screen in front of you turned on and the adverts began to play. You sat patiently waiting for the movie to start, occasionally glancing over to the blonde beside you.
As the movie began, you had your whole focus on the screen ahead. Popping the odd pieces of popcorn in your mouth you almost forgot about who was next to you.
That was until a jumpscare came up on the screen and a hand flew onto yours. Your eyes widened, looking down at the hand that was clutching your own. Turning your head to Alessia, she looked between you and the screen.
She tried to take her hand back but you intertwined your fingers together, resting them on her lap. Carefully, Alessia rested her head on your shoulder, looking up slightly, silently asking if what she was doing was okay.
That question, however, went out the window when another jumpscare came up on the screen. You bit back a smile as you felt Alessia shift in her seat beside you and hide her face in your neck.
As the movie went on, your mind seemed to drift off to somewhere else. Noticing the direction of your gaze, Alessia did a double-take to find you staring at her. At this point, you were no longer watching the film but instead, you were watching her.
“You okay?” You questioned quietly, lowering your head to make sure that you didn't disturb the people around you.
“Mhm.” Alessia hummed, burying her head into you further.
“You sure?” You asked, double checking just to make sure.
“Yeah, you're holding my hand.” Alessia smiled and you could feel her smile into your neck.
You felt a blush creep up the back off your neck to the tips of your ears, a beaming smile making its way onto your face.
The movie went on and Alessia hadn’t moved, her hand still in yours and her head still on your shoulder. As the credits played, you couldn't help the frown forming on your face. You really didn't want this time with Alessia to end.
Watching as everyone got up and left, you tried to stall the time you had with Alessia. She moved her head from your shoulder but didn't move either. Sending a small smile her way, you finally stood up, pulling Alessia up with you, not letting go of your hand.
Smiling to yourself, you left the cinema, gently swinging your hands back and forth between the two of you. You opened your car door for her, as well as closing it once she was fully in.
Running round to the drivers side, you sat down with a little huff, trying to think of something to prolong the time you had together. You tapped your fingers on the steering wheel, you mind coming up short on ideas.
“Want to get some food?” Alessia asked, fingers fidgeting in her lap.
“Yeah, sure. What do you want to get?” You questioned, turning the car on and pulling out of the space.
“Drive thru maybe?” Alessia said, looking out the window. “I don’t mind where.”
“Well, McDonalds is the closest?”
“McDonalds it is.” Alessia nodded.
Looking over at Alessia you noticed that she was still playing with her fingers, so putting on some big boy pants you reached a hand over and intertwined your fingers once again.
You drove in a comfortable silence until you pulled up to the McDonald’s. You ordered what you both wanted before paying, collecting your food and driving to find a parking space.
After finding somewhere to park, you turned the car off and dug into your food. Still, the two of you didn't say anything to each other, occasionally looking up from your food and when your eyes met you would exchange small smiles.
Once you finished your food, you waited for Alessia to finish hers. Not wanting to sit in an awkward atmosphere, you turned on the radio. ‘Rock your body’ by Justin Timberlake came on and you turned the volume up.
Dancing in your seat, Alessia laughed at your actions as she finished up the last of her food. Her eyes widened in confusion as you got out of the car, rounding to her side and opening her door.
“What are you doing?” Alessia wondered, looking up at you.
“Care for a dance?” You questioned, holding your hand out for her to take.
“What if someone sees us?” Alessia asked, hesitant but still taking your hand.
“So what?” You said, a blinding smile on your face as you danced with Alessia in the car park. “Besides, it's late, no one will care.”
“You’re an idiot.” Alessia chuckled, but dancing nonetheless.
“True.” You shrugged, spinning her around.
“I can’t believe I'm dancing in a McDonalds car park with you.” Alessia smiled, shaking her head.
“I’m full of fun ideas.” You said, coming down as the song came to an end.
“Mhm, you sure are.” Alessia agreed, stopping only inches away from you, her bright blue eyes staring into yours.
“Let’s get you home.” You rushed out, afraid that you’d do something to embarrass yourself.
“Okay.” Alessia said softly, sitting back down in your car.
“I’m just going to put the rubbish in the bin.” You mumbled, pointing to the take out bag.
“Don't die.” Alessia teased.
“Better keep your fingers crossed.” You replied with a chuckle that died in your throat.
As you walked over to the bin you slapped yourself on the forehead, muttering a small ‘idiot’ and squeezing your eyes shut.
You told yourself that you weren't going to fall for her and now look at you. She was turning you into a pile of mush.
Shaking your head, you tried to clear your mind before getting back in the car with her.
The radio was still playing but at a lower volume as you drove Alessia back to her place, your hand intertwined with hers as it rested on her lap. Pulling up to her place, you found somewhere to park.
Not really knowing what to do, you stayed in your seat, looking out the window, your eyes scanning whatever they could see.
“Thank you for today.” Alessia said, opening her door.
“Yeah, of course, it’s no problem.” You smiled, turning to look at her.
“Goodnight, y/n.” Alessia said, placing a kiss on your cheek before getting out of your car and walking off.
You groaned, smacking your forehead on the steering wheel, feeling your cheeks heat up. Contemplating for a split second, you made the quick decision to get out of your car and catch up to Alessia.
“Y/n?” Alessia questioned, as you jogged up to her side.
“Thought I could walk you to your door.” You said, stuffing your hands in your pockets.
“How chivalrous.” Alessia teased, bumping her side into yours.
“I have some perks.” You replied, with a smile.
The two of you continued to walk to Alessia’s place, neither of you said anything but it was perfect the way you were. Just being in each other’s presence was enough.
So lost in your mind, you hadn't noticed you were now standing outside Alessia’s front door.
“This is me.” Alessia said, opening her door before turning around to look at you.
“Yeah.” You trailed off, rocking backwards and forwards on your feet.
“Thank you again, for tonight.” Alessia smiled.
“Of course, I'll see you at training?”
“Yeah,” Alessia nodded, “goodnight, y/n.”
“Night.” You smiled before walking away.
Just as Alessia was about to close her door you turned back round and spoke up again.
“Hey, wait, uh-”
“Everything okay?” Alessia wondered, opening her door again.
“I don't want to get the wrong impression, but, erm, I kinda felt like this was a date? Was this a date? If not I’ll-” You said, your finger pointing back and forth between you and Alessia.
“Do you want to come in?” Alessia said, ignoring your question with a smile.
“T-that doesn’t answer my question.” You replied dumbly.
Not saying anything, Alessia reached out and took a hold of the collar of your top, pulling you into her and placing her lips on yours.
Once you pulled away, you stared at her in shock, eyes blown wide and mouth slightly parted.
“Does that answer your question?” Alessia teased, smiling at your reaction.
This time you didn't reply, pulling the blonde back into a kiss. The two of you stumbled into her apartment, kicking the door closed behind you. The sudden impact had stunned Alessia, her breath catching in her throat.
Her eyes were blown wide and she didn’t know what to do with herself. Her brain started to register what was going on and she finally kissed you back, wrapping her hands around your shoulders.
You both sighed contently into the kiss. Easily getting lost in each other’s presence.
The kiss, however, what was once full of tenderness and caution soon turned into hunger and passion. The two of you unable to keep your hands to yourselves.
“We’re friends?” You questioned breathlessly between kisses, unknowingly moving your way to her bedroom.
“Uh huh.” Alessia replied, pulling you closer.
“Friends don’t do this.”
“Definitely not.”
“But we’re still going to do this?”
“One hundred percent.”
Alessia felt her back hit a wall, the blonde gasping in response. You trailed kisses down her neck, gently nipping in different places but not enough to create marks. Stumbling your way into Alessia’s bedroom, clothes were strewn around the room.
Pushing Alessia onto her bed, you hovered over her. She placed a hand at the back of your neck, pulling you down and bringing your lips back together. You slid your tongue against her bottom lip, the blonde immediately granting your access.
Alessia moaned into your mouth, her mind fogged with nothing but thoughts of you. Your roaming hands squeezed at her thighs, trailing up to her waist. You pulled away breathlessly, looking into her eyes.
“Why’d you stop?” Alessia questioned, trying to bring you back in for another kiss.
“I just wanted to make sure you were okay with this?” You replied, “I don't want to do anything too soon.”
“As sweet as you are. If you don’t fuck me now, we are seriously going to fall out.” Alessia said, rocking her hips against your thigh.
“Oh! O-okay.” You rushed out as your cheeks heated up.
Moving your hand to rest beside Alessia’s head the other trailed its way down to where she desperately needed you the most. With one final look of confirmation, you slid two fingers inside her.
You nearly moaned at the sounds Alessia was making beneath you and assuming you were doing a good job, you curled your fingers.
“Fuck y/n.” Alessia whispered through heavy breaths, moving her hips with the rhythm of your fingers.
Gulping back your pleasure, you focused solely on Alessia. You watched her every move, seeing the way her body reacted to your touch. She bit her lip, suppressing her from letting out any moans.
“Hey, let me hear you.” You said, pulling her lip from her teeth.
Alessia’s skin was tingling, goosebumps spreading like a wildfire as her orgasm approached with fierceness. Her hand moved down to your forearm, nails digging into your skin as her hips instinctively bucked at your touch.
You pressed your thumb down onto her clit, relishing in the way her eyes almost rolled into the back of her head at the action before coming back to focus on you.
“Shit, I'm gonna come!”
“Yeah?” You whispered, moving down close to her ear, “come for me.”
Her hips began to rock almost of their own accord along with the lazy circling of your thumb over her clit. Her head was thrown back and her hair was stuck to her forehead. Sweat dripped down her neck as she tried to chase after her high.
You could feel her beginning to clamp around your fingers, a noticeable tremble to her body, it was obvious she was close and with one final curl of your fingers and a firm press of your thumb against her clit, she arched her back off the bed. Her eyes screwed shut, body shuddering as her orgasm washed over her.
You pulled your fingers out of her, Alessia let out a small whine at the loss. Kissing her softly, you began to trail down from her lips to her jaw, neck, collarbone and then to the valley of her breasts.
“You okay?” You asked, pressing feather-like kisses across her chest.
“Yeah.” Alessia nodded, trying to catch her breath.
“Good.” You replied, trailing your kisses down further, stopping just above her pubic bone.
You nipped and sucked along her thighs, leaving small marks here and there. As much as you were enjoying creating hickies, only for you to see, Alessia was getting impatient.
She bucked her hips, hoping to hurry you up. Trying to hide a smirk, you pressed a few teasing pecks to her clit. A sudden ripple of pleasure soared through Alessia’s body. She squeezed your head between her legs, one of her hands tangled itself in your hair whilst the other went to play with her breasts.
Alessia’s eyes fluttered shut as she succumbed to the pleasure she was feeling. She moved one of her legs over your shoulder, hips moving in time with your tongue to chase her building orgasm.
When you began to feel her clenching around your tongue, you picked up your pace, only stopping to whisper breathy praises into her, using your thumb to stimulate her clit and it wasn’t long before Alessia’s body was convulsing around your head, her legs shaking as you rode her through her orgasm.
Kissing your way back up to Alessia’s face, you propped yourself up with one arm, the other, brushing strands of hair out of Alessia’s face. Taking in her appearance, her eyes were dilated, her cheeks coated pink and her lips were swollen.
“You okay?” You questioned, looking down at Alessia’s blissed out state.
“Yeah, just calming down.”
“Take as long as you need.” You smiled, placing a kiss on her hairline.
“Are you sure you haven’t done that before?” Alessia teased, trying to regulate her breathing, mentioning to the other night.
“Uh- yeah, I kinda went with the flow.” You blushed, hiding your face in your hand.
“It was perfect.” Alessia said, leaning up to kiss you softly.
“I'm glad, um, let me get you some water-”
“It’s fine, just lay with me.” Alessia said, holding you from going anywhere.
“Let me, at least, clean you up-”
“Y/n, just lay with me.”
“Okay.” You smiled, getting into a comfortable position and feeling Alessia cuddle up into your side.
The two of you didn't say anything, enjoying the tranquillity of the moment which led to the two of you drifting off to sleep.
The next couple of weeks flew past in a blur. After waking back up the following morning, you and Alessia were inseparable. You went out on every date imaginable, the two of you growing closer and closer.
You were falling when you met her but now you had landed and she had caught you. On the sixth date you asked her to be your girlfriend and to your surprise, she said yes. You hadn’t told your teammates nor any family members as you were new to all of this.
You wanted to take it slow and Alessia was quick to agree. But that went flying out the window when you let it slip that you loved her. Although the two of you hadn’t been together for long, among the pleasure one night, soft ‘I love yous’ were sighed out into the air.
Since you had been friends before, you didn't want to do anything to ruin what you had. The two of you were inseparable and you felt as if nothing could break you.
The two of you didn’t care about what anyone else thought, you were in love and nothing else mattered.
But now the time had come for international football again. After proving yourself in training, Sarina had put you in the starting eleven. You couldn't be more nervous, but luckily Alessia was there to help.
“Feeling okay?” Alessia questioned, her hand intertwined with yours.
The two of you were sitting on the coach, somewhere near the back, away from the hustle and bustle at the front.
“Yeah, just in my head that’s all.” You replied with a small smile.
“Don’t be, you’ll do great today.” Alessia said comfortingly.
“Fingers crossed.” You mumbled, resting your head against the window, watching as the world went by.
It had seemed as if you were on auto pilot, getting off the coach and changing into your kit before going out to warm up. Even the warm up went by in a flash and before you knew it, you were standing in the tunnel waiting to go out and face the Netherlands.
Although it was only a friendly, this was your first time in the starting eleven and it felt as if even more pressure was on you. The back of your mind kept telling you how everyone wanted you to fail, how you were no good, even going as far as saying that you were no right for Alessia.
You only snapped out of your thoughts when the ref blew her whistle. The game was gruelling from the start, each team putting in their all from the get go. England had a few chances and the Netherlands even less. Tackles were being made left, right and centre, each of them becoming harder than the last.
Losing yourself momentarily, your mind drifted off meaning you couldn't prepare for an incoming slide tackle. You passed the ball on, milliseconds before two feet came flying at your ankles.
Tumbling to the ground with a harsh thud, you felt all the wind being knocked out of you. Rolling onto your back with a groan, you stared up at the sky, trying to collect your breath.
Your teammates gathered around you but you waved them off, promising that you were fine. The referee had called a foul, a free kick for England in the perfect spot.
The ball was placed in your hands, the pressure of scoring almost weighing you down but you tuned everything out, finding a certain pair or blue eyes amongst the chaos on the pitch.
With a soft nod from Alessia, you knew you would be alright. Taking in a deep breath, you prepared for the free kick. After the refs whistle, you took your chance. Your foot connected with the ball, soaring its way towards the back of the net.
The stadium erupted into cheers, you had scored. The game started up again and it was as if England had found a new fire from within.
The match continued, chances at both ends but eventually England came out on top.
Everyone was in high spirits, singing and dancing around the locker room. You were all washed and changed, sitting to yourself once again as you waited for Alessia to get ready.
“Hey, we’re all going out later, do you want to join us?” Ella asked, coming to sit beside you.
“Big crowds aren’t exactly my thing.” You mumbled, picking at the skin of your fingers.
“Alessia said she’s going.” Ella said, wiggling her eyebrows in your direction.
“Um, where is it you’re going?” You questioned, looking down at your feet but you could still sense the smirk on Ella’s face.
“I’ll text you the address.” Ella said, patting you on the shoulder before walking back off to her cubby.
One by one, everyone piled out of the locker room. Leaving you and Alessia alone once again. The blonde was finishing off getting ready whilst you were scrolling through your phone.
A message from Ella popped up at the top of your screen, the notification telling you where everyone would be meeting later.
“Hey.” Alessia said, stepping in front of you.
“Hi.” You smiled, turning your phone off and opening your legs so she could stand in between them.
“I told you, you were going to play well.”
“Mhm.” You hummed, leaning forward to rest your head on her stomach.
“Are you coming out later?” Alessia questioned, running a hand up and down your back.
“Probably not, I fancy watching a movie with a nice cup of tea.” You replied, sighing contently.
“Can I come over after?”
“Of course.” You said, looking up and resting your chin on her stomach.
“I love you.”
“I love you.” You said, standing up to place a peck on her lips.
Time flew by once again and you had suddenly found yourself standing outside a random bar in the middle of god knows where. You tugged on what you were wearing, seeing what everybody else had on made you feel ridiculously out of place.
Taking in a deep breath, you made your way into the bar. Cheap perfume, sweat and a potent smell of alcohol flooded your senses. You scanned around the place trying to find someone you knew and to your surprise you did.
Making your way over to everybody, you stopped in your tracks once you saw Alessia. It was as if an angel had fallen from the sky and you were so lucky to be able to call her your girlfriend.
Finding a new found confidence, you walked over to her, wanting nothing more than to be in her arms.
“Did you do it then?” Lauren asked, looking up from her drink.
“Do what?” Alessia replied, looking behind her and trying to find you but you were nowhere to be seen.
“Get y/n to believe that you fell in love with her.” Lucy said as if it was obvious.
“I did but-”
“Who would've thought Alessia had it in her?” Rachel teased.
“No it's not like that-”
“Well, how are you going to break it off?” Ella questioned.
“I’m not, I-”
“That’s rough.” Mary muttered, sipping from her drink. “Making her believe that you fell in love for a dare and not breaking it off, sheesh.”
“It was a dare?”
The question that made everybody freeze.
Alessia turned around and all of a sudden everyone's eyes were on you. Stunned in silence, you could feel your heart shattering with each second passing by.
“Y/n-” Alessia started, walking towards you cautiously.
“Answer the question.” You said firmly, holding your hand out, stopping her from getting any closer.
“Baby, I-”
“Answer the question, Alessia. Did you pretend to fall in love with me for a dare?”
“Yes but-”
“Oh.”
Oh. You felt it there and then, your heart falling out of your chest and onto the floor, the blonde in front of you stepping on it a thousand times over.
“It was a dare at first but I really do love you.” Alessia said, begging for you to believe her.
“Uh huh.” You replied, nodding numbly, not being able to feel a single thing apart from pure heart break.
“You have to believe me, I love you so much, I really do.”
“Hey, no, it’s okay. I, erm, kind of figured.” You mumbled, eyes brimming with tears as you ignored Alessia’s pleas. “I mean, why would Alessia Russo fall for someone like me?”
“Y/n-”
“I'm- uh- I’m just gonna go.” You said, sniffling slightly as you pointed to the door.
Nodding to yourself, you looked down to the ground before leaving. Your teammates behind you desperately tried to get your attention but it was no use.
You had left, leaving everyone behind. Leaving Alessia behind. Leaving your heart behind. As, after all, you had fallen for a lie.
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i know alessia would never do anything like this, it’s just for story purposes:)
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