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intuitionallyspiritual · 5 months

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PAC (Pick A Card) 18+

What does it feel like to F*ck You?

Disclaimer‼️⚠️: This is a 18+ reading MINORS DNI. This is a general reading so take what could resonates and leave what doesn’t.

Description: Choose the pile that you feel most drawn to. It helps if you close your eyes and let your eyes guide you.

Let me know your opinions in the comments

𝙿𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚊 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚎:

Pile 1 (Back Scratch)

Basically This pile is for my people who don’t really do one night stands or hookups I’m sensing that to be on a sexual relationship you have to at least know the person really well. Your s*x feels intense like you really go all out like I feel like with this group you may have a checklist of all the things you want to try sexually you want something different something exciting. But anyways I’m hearing “more,more,more” so idk if that’s you or them… either way a win is a win. You like to change it up so it won’t be missionary each time. You like to tease I’m seeing some teasing here and I’m seeing someone being shocked because they thought of you as “innocent” people tend to move at a hard but slow pace with you not slow but not too fast either and it’s because you feel really good. You feel so good your walls tend to clench once it is in (if masculines are reading you have very good D game and it makes your sexual partners to clench them) so it will be very hard not to orgasm that’s why they try not to go at first they are trying to see and calculate just how long they can last. This is also my boobs group it doesn’t matter if they are on the smaller side. Sexual partners LOVE your boobs. They may have a more jiggly texture to them. Your face is very expressive as well however your words… are lacking I don’t think you do much dirty talk during sex and that’s okay because I feel like you pick dominating partners so you really don’t have to tbh they will take care of that for you.

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Pile 2 (Tongues Touching)

Ooooo this pile LOVES physical touch and I’m also seeing that you may scratch your parters back if not careful (or if you meant to yk… even better tbh) with this pile sexual partners find it incredibly hard to let you go and they may even think about the night you had before going to bed. You’re irresistible if you will. Partners tend to get very sensual when in the act with you as if they are in a euphoria. It feels as though you make sexual partners high off of sex and it can be very addicting with this pile previous partners may often hit you up again just to have a taste of what they felt before in that moment. You are very wet and may even be a squirter and if you are a creamer you tend to cream a lot and your sexual partners love that. You know how to make a person intoxicated and unable to think straight in the moment. You feel very suction-able like if someone were to suck your clit that’s how you feel to sexual partners they want more of you each time and sexual partners are often afraid they are gonna cum too fast. This is also the pile that Loves handjobs 😏 and you do it well. You like to tease and your partners find it very enticing. I’m hearing “mmm you feel so good baby” “Fuck… don’t do that” your lower back is very sexy to sexual partners you may have deep back dimples or just a very smooth lower back because your partners like to touch it especially in doggystyle. You may have prominent Scorpio placements or Scorpio degrees in your chart. I’m hearing Capricorn as well.

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Pile 3 (Shadow Girl)

With this pile your my pile who may like to wear a lot of accessories like bracelets, necklaces, or even used to have a chokers phase. You also may have a thing with calling someone daddy/papi or you may liked to be called that “mommy/mami” applies here too. This too is a boobies pile your sexual partners love your titties and they love sucking on them. This is my w.a.p pile (wet ass pu$$y 😏) your hole has a more ridged feeling to it which makes it feel better due to texture. You make even the quietest ones moan/grunt really loud due to how good and suctioned it feels. Your sexual partners may like to film you are you may like to film and your partners definitely masterbate to those videos. To them it’s their way of living back in that moment of euphoria. Especially in missionary just to see those boobies bounce. You have a very pretty vagina the inside is a very nice color. I’m hearing someone say “take it take it take it” and you indeed do take it 😏 your sexual partners also love when you ride them .. again to see those boobies bounce. You may have attachment issues or attract people who have attachment issues. Cancer, Leo, Libra, Scorpio, and Pisces are very prevalent here. Your partners also LOVE your lips they love getting hickeys from you it’s their way of showing that they are yours. Oooo you got people WHIPPED. If experienced you know how to clench your hole at all the right moments and make the other go feral. Your sexual partners almost always come back. For sure.

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Pile 4 (Hand on Neck)

This piles takes sex very seriously in a sense that once you’re in the mood you are in the mood and you aren’t the type to make jokes during sex because your so in the moment. This pile is actually the most experienced from my other piles. Very into hookups and sneaky links and will do ts WELL. You know you’re good too😏. Fire sign is heavily involved in this pile so you may have Leo, Sagittarius, and Aries or Scorpio as well. You like to switch it up a lot so it will be a new experience each time. You have the type of hole that makes sexual partners want to roll their head back once they enter you. I’m also feeling an LGBT+ influence here. your tongue and mouth works WONDERS once you go down on someone. Your partners feel like they could have sex with you all day and not get exhausted. I’m hearing “ohhhh fuck” and I’m also seeing someone cry? From pleasure ofc but omg? This is definitely my switch pile you’re able to do and enjoy being top or bottom. Like the last pile you are able to squeeze your hole at just the right time and it makes your sexual partners moan. You make your sexual partners feel like they are going crazy (in a good way) like discombobulated is the right word for it. Your sexual partners love your eyes and probably love staring into them or the opposite they can’t because they get too nervous. Your insides feel tight, ridged, and really warm. I’m also hearing “mmmm” a lot. You create a space where people can use sex with you as an escape from reality. Someone here also likes sucking on fingers also. Speaking of which your VERY good with your hands your sexual partners feel a tingling sensation after your touch and it leave them craving for more.

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m3r1m4r5u333 · 1 month

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Yk, I've been thinking of Eddie's traumas and rather obvious Compulsory Heterosexuality-settings, and how it's influencing his life choices. How it's stopping buddie from happening.

I think where Eddie is at, mentally... Is a sort of in-between place between denial and acceptance. I think he knows he isn't straight. I think he may even have an idea of his feelings for Buck.

I think he also thinks that none of it matters. Cannot matter.

Not necessarily due to internalized homophobia. Don't get me wrong, I think there's also some of that going on - his upbringing was obviously quite traditional. I think he feels like being anything other than straight has never been an option, not for him. There's this expectation to be a catholic macho man, to marry a woman, to bring in the bread instead of really being someone who is solely responsible for parenting.

Even though he has queer friends, I think that he looks at them from the outside thinking "Good for them. I support them. I love them. That can't be my life though. I don't have that option."

This feeling of "not an option", I think, has been sort of... Where Eddie has drifted by no choice, and now he cannot imagine changing course.

It's about Chris and about Eddie's traumas. It started with Chris. He and Shannon were very young and the pregnancy was an accident. Eddie's upbringing was all about "be a man!" so Eddie tried to be a man. Take responsibility. He proposed to Shannon, tried to step into those big man shoes. It was hard. He struggled. Ran.

His desperate attempt to escape was another one that veered him more and more towards those "must be straight" settings.

He enlisted in the army, went to a warzone. That environment... Obviously further enforced these macho man settings. Must fit in.

Then, the traumas. Losing his army friends. Losing Shannon. Grief.

I think these events had a hugely repressive impact on Eddie. He'd loved these people, they were some of the closest human bonds he had. And then they were just... Gone. No warning. All of them young. Dead. Just like that.

I think these repeated sudden losses made him terrified of forming new bonds. You could not trust them to stay.

So it was safer to avoid getting close to anyone like that again. Love terrified him now, getting invested in anyone terrified him.

Obviously, he could not stop himself from loving Chris. In fact, Chris was now his entire focus.

And Eddie was scared. He needed to do this right, to be a good dad. Make sure that Chris had a good, stable childhood and would grow up to be a stable, happy adult.

But there were already so many things that were going against that - Chris thriving.

Chris was born with special needs. Eddie had freaked out and abandoned him. Then he'd returned... And Shannon had abandoned Chris. Then Eddie had uprooted them by moving. Then Christopher's mother died. And the only parent he had left was Eddie, with a job that could kill him any day.

So many earthshakes already in Christopher's life.

So it was essential that nothing else would make his childhood any harder.

Now, how could Eddie make sure that Christopher had a normal life? By finding Christopher a new mother figure. Obviously.

Because what Eddie needed... It wasn't important. All that mattered was Chris. Stepmother would provide stability.

If the idea of a relationship with a man ever entered Eddie's mind? Not an option.

It might make Christopher's life more difficult. It might be hard for Chris. What if people picked on him for having two dads? Unacceptable idea. He couldn't add more hardship to his son's life.

So a relationship with a man... Was not an option for Eddie. Could not be.

And anyway, Eddie did not even want to be with anyone he could love.

Love was terrifying. Love... You couldn't trust it. Love abandoned you. Love meant grief.

So... Even if there was someone in Eddie's life that he was drawn to? Buck.

Must suppress the idea. Ignore it. Not an option.

In so many ways. Buck was a man. Straight. Had a dangerous job. Buck could die any day.

Eddie had already almost seen it happen.

So the idea of getting any more closer to Buck was a terrifying one.

And anyway, not even an option. Buck dated women. Buck was straight.

.....

So. This is what I think Eddie's mind looks like... So far.

This is also why I'm so fucking excited about Buck dating a man and coming out!!!

I think this will be the perfect trigger for eventually turning buddie into a canon couple.

Buck coming out and dating a man will make Eddie see that hey... Christopher would be perfectly capable handling the potential stress of growing up with two dads.

We already know that Chris adores Buck. He's also super impressed with Tommy. They're his heroes, Buck is one of his favorite, closest people.

And Chris has grown up around queer people!! Hen, Karen. Their rainbow family. Which is doing perfectly fine.

I think Eddie needs to see and realise that. He needs to see Chris hanging out with out and proud queer men whom he idolizes.

Eddie also needs to see Buck with a man. And realise that the idea of him and Buck ISN'T an impossible, sad fever dream... Because turns out that there's potential. Buck isn't straight!! Buck dates men. Eddie could date men, too...

And Eddie needs to realise that he cannot avoid pain by trying to keep his distance. Pining for Buck, seeing him with another man, will be torture as well.

Also, Buck won't quit his dangerous job. Eddie won't quit his dangerous job. That won't change no matter what their relationship is like.

So there really is no good reason to not make that leap, and pursue Buck if there is any chance that the feelings might be mutual. If Buck is single again.

And yes. It's scary. He might still lose Buck any day... But life is short. And being just Buck's friend would not halt the grief... How could it? Eddie already loves him.

#911 buddie #eddie diaz #buddie #evan buckley #buddie 911 #evan buck buckley #911 on abc #911 abc #911 speculation #eddie díaz #Comp!het Eddie #911 character analysis: Eddie

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skyscrapergods · 3 months

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so i may or may not have binged the entirety of your skyscraper gods lore. and i do mean all of it like literally, and i noticed you didnt know what to do with flurry, but hear me out

because she isn't so much as a "god" because, yk, nobody knows what she is, i kinda thought of something. i mean her appearance in the official mlp game has her cutiemark as the crystal heart. which, seems a bit on the nose, but it got me THINKING

if her talent has something to do with the crystal heart, would that mean leadership? protection? maybe safety?

power?

would she find herself in the position of a leader? and, with the "people" looking to her for answers, would she find herself growing faster? she's seen other ponies her age, and she just seems too tall for fitting in. she finds herself hating her godlike image.

eventually, she will move past it. but eventually isn't now, and wounds don't heal when they barely know how to.

anyways lmao this is just my autistic rambling

That's really cool! Feel free to keep going with that interpretation. I am totally cool with people making offshoots and stretchign their creative muscles with my world lore.

I know what my flurry heart is the goddess of, and have drawn her several times. I just haven't published it. It's all in my patreon server. But I enjoy hearing what others come up with!

I have actually not been tagging most of the asks as #skyscraper gods lore, only the long ones.

I'm trying to make the blog organized but it's hard when there's so much of it!

#ask #skyscraper gods fanart

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chuuyrr · 2 years

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Hi, I really love your baby!fushiguro x bsd series!! I swear it’s really good and it‘s so good that I am requesting something (and I have never done that so i‘m sorry if what i‘m saying is not good) but anyways..

So I wanted to request a scenario with baby!fushiguro in bsd and reacting to dazai being shot or after he‘s been shot because idk after that happened i didn’t see anyone really caring about dazai i mean they were concerned but still and that made me kind of sad so yeah.

I think baby!fushiguro would be devastated when kunikida tells her the news about dazai in the hospital and what happened to him and I think she would visit him in the hospital then and bring him a gift or something and she‘d tell him that she‘s glad that he didn’t actually die yk… It’s kind of an angst to fluff.

I hope that this request is alright with you and thank you, if you write it!!

Keep up your great work<3

scarlet witch! baby fushiguro! reader finds out dazai got hurt

jujutsu kaisen x reader x bungou stray dogs

masterlist of the series

╰➤ CW(s): possible spoilers for bsd season 3 (cannibalism arc), mentions of suicide (dazai) and scarlet witch's powers

╰➤ PAIRING(s): platonic! bungou stray dogs x reader (dazai osamu, kunikida doppo, nakahara chuuya and etc.)

haven't written in a long while. finally got some free time after being busy and loaded with schoolwork and such! thank you so much for requesting dear anon. enjoy ♡

you had drifted away from your reality, the world of jujutsu kaisen, yet again, much to the dismay of gojo and the other jujutsu sorcerers, and entered your favorite universe of gifted mafiosi and detectives, but something was off.

if it's one thing about you being a witch, you were highly sensitive to energies. there was a feeling of dread in the air. you dashed into the armed detective agency's office and gasped when you discovered that everyone had gone missing.

"where is everyone?" you blinked, searching each area before coming to a standstill.

you closed your eyes and concentrated on your chaos magic. people in this world may not have cursed energy, but you can still feel their presence in some way. you furrowed your brows and twitched your fingers unconsciously.

they were inside a room in a building not far from the armed detective agency's office. you instantly used your reality warping abilities to reach them, vanishing into a red mist and reappearing.

you easily found atsushi, tanizaki, kyouka, ranpo, yosano, and kunikida, who were troubled and disheartened, as well as kenji. your presence, however, immediately alerted them and caused them to straighten up.

"everyone!" you exclaimed joyfully, sprinting up to atsushi, who was standing next to you, clinging to his pant leg.

"[name]-chan!" atsushi cried, evidently surprised to see you. "how did you get here?!"

"you shouldn't be here.." the silver-haired boy continued, muttering quietly as he looked at the others, who were staring at him and you with a sorrowful yet concerned expression.

"what do you mean?" you asked, tilting your head to look him in the eyes, "you guys weren't at the office, so i used my wiggly-woos magic."

"we have a bit.. of a situation right now, [name]," kunikida strained to explain, taking a step forward to join atsushi and yosano.

"is it work? then, i can help out!" you yelled, squeezing your fists after releasing atsushi's legs from your grip.

however, your gaze was drawn to the figure resting on the single bed inside the room, "huh? who's that?" at that, everyone jolted.

"n-no one! it's nothing!" tanizaki quickly blocked fukuzawa's vision as you tried to peer around kunikida and atsushi, to which yosano and ranpo slowly nodded at and shakily gave thumbs up.

everyone knew how much you loved your uncle fukuzawa just as much as you loved your dazai-nii, and not only would it be difficult to explain the situation they were in with the cannibalism virus and how the port mafia was also after them to you, but they also couldn't tell you how your uncle fukuzawa's life was at stake and that your chuuya-nii was most likely going to kill him along with his comrades.

however, everyone failed to stop you because you simply vanished and reappeared, your psionics subconsciously augmenting your speed to get to him.

"...uncle fukuzawa?" you muttered, eyes widening to see the silver-haired man laying in bed with his eyes closed, "why is he.. sleeping?"

after being elbowed by tanizaki, atsushi declared, quickly adding up the last part, "y-you see, uh, the president caught a virus—like a flu—i m-mean!"

"atsushi's right, [name]-chan! he's only a little sick right now, with uh, a fever, which is why he's on bed rest right now and sleeping!" tanizaki said next, a cracked smile on his face.

"and that's why we're trying not to get you too close to him right now. you could catch his fever," yosano added, gently picking you up and bringing you away from the sleeping fukuzawa, "and of course, we wouldn't want that, and neither does your uncle fukuzawa."

"oh, okay," you muttered sadly, wrapping your arms around yosano's neck and leaning over her shoulder to look at fukuzawa, "please get well soon, uncle fukuzawa."

you remained quiet for a brief moment until it hit you. someone was out of the picture.

"say, everyone's here with uncle fukuzawa, but where is dazai-nii?" you raised your brows, realizing and furrowing your brows as you drew yourself away from yosano, just enough to glance and everyone else, "he's not here."

"dazai's also hospitalized," kunikida somehow blurted out, prompting yosano and ranpo to give him a look he quickly regretted.

"what? what happened to dazai-nii?!" your eyes widened and blinked profusely at kunikida.

your worried expression deepened immediately. something was horribly wrong, and you could sense it, and you were beginning to take wind of it as you noticed dazai's absence.

"he just... he..." kunikida suddenly strained to compose words and was cut short by you.

"what happened to him?!" you exclaimed. your lips trembled as your [color] eyes glowed a red color for a single second.

kunikida took a deep breath, lowering his head and pinching the bridge of his nose before raising his head to face you, who was now unconsciously clenching yosano's collar. they had already lied about your uncle fukuzawa being affected by a mere virus that caused him to have a fever, so covering up dazai's genuine health would be difficult at this point.

"dazai got injured," kunikida explained, trying not to stiffen up too much in response to your already tensed reaction, "he got shot while trying to gather information. atsushi found him in an alleyway."

in a hushed whisper, you deduced, your eyes widening in comprehension, "so that's why he feels different, and that i was able to feel you guys first. dazai-nii feels a bit faint to me, and it's kind of like uncle fukuzawa's."

"look, i understand your concern, [name], but it's going to be okay. alright?" kunikida outstretched his hand towards you to ruffle your hair and comfort you, "just stay here."

"but dazai-nii!" you yelled out, disappearing into a red mist, only to emerge on the ground, just next to the door, having escaped yosano's grasp, "i have to go to him!"

"wait a minute, [name]! you can't go out!" kunikida said in a worry, already hearing tremors and booms from afar. the port mafia was already on its way, and if you left now, they may just take you, especially since one of the executives was nearby.

before they could catch you, you had already ran off, determined to reach dazai. you dashed through the corridor and took the stairs, where you encountered chuuya, gin, akutagawa, and other port mafia members who are about to head towards direction where you had just gone from.

"oi, chibi!" chuuya's eyes widened as he saw you fleeing in a panic and stepped in front of you, blocking your path, "what are you doing here?"

even though you adored your chuuya-nii, your dazai-nii was your top priority.

you subconsciously augmented your speed with your chaos magic, allowing you to easily go by him and make you walk fast in a blink of an eye, surprising the port mafia members. you then vanished into a red mist, entirely out of their sight.

"what was that?" higuchi blinked profusely.

"should we go after the kid? maybe we could use her to save the boss!" motojiro suggested with a grin, alreading taking out a lemon bomb.

"don't even think about it. leave the kid be." chuuya's gaze narrowed into a small glare, causing the young man to immediately shut up.

despite the fact that motojiro was correct about you, chuuya knew better. given your ability to bend rules and laws of physics and whatnot, you could possibly negate the virus infecting both organizations' bosses better compared to dazai's, but it wasn't right for him to actually harm or force you to do something like that.

he couldn't involve you in this predicament, and it seemed that the armed detective agency had done the same when they let you off the hook.

"we're not going after her. we're after the armed detective agency's boss. understand?" chuuya sighed sharply before adjusting his hat as they continued on their way to where the president and the rest of the armed detective agency members were.

back to you, you concentrated on your chaos magic once more, this time to track down dazai. you found out where he was and even got him a little something on the way, but you had to go through a nurse at the hospital who was astounded that her patient had a "sibling."

anyway, it was a good thing you were able to convince her. because if you hadn't, you might have used your red psionics on her to force her to bring you to dazai, which wouldn't have been a good idea given how intense your mental manipulation can be.

"dazai-sama! you have a visitor!" said the nurse as she knocked on the door, turning the knob open and entered while holding your hand.

as soon as you saw the familiar brunet that was covered in bandages, you instantly broke yourself from the nurse's grip and went towards dazai, who was dressed in a hospital gown and sitting up straight in bed, on the phone.

"dazai-nii!" you immediately burst into joy.

the brunet's eyes widened in surprise as his gaze darted towards you, "[name]-chan?!"

you immediately climbed on his bed without giving him a time to respond and practically jumped on him, earning a small "oof" from dazai himself and a surprised gasp from the nurse.

"oh my, ojou-chan, don't do that! he's still injured!" cried the nurse, trotting towards you to get you but was stopped by dazai, who raised a hand to stop her while holding you close to him.

"it's okay," dazai managed out as he held you close to him, "see? i told you it was a life or death situation. my younger sibling ran away from home looking for me. it's a good thing she made it here all on her own." he lied easily.

you were finally alone with dazai after shooing away the nurse with his sweet talk and deceit and dismissing himself from his phone. "what are you doing here, huh? how did you get here, [name]-chan?" dazai chuckled again, drawing you away just enough to face you.

"uncle kunikida said you got hurt." you explained in a mutter, frowning, "you weren't with the others back at uncle fukuzawa's room."

"you.. you went there?" dazai's eyes widened.

you nodded, "mhm, they said uncle fukuzawa caught a virus that made him get a fever, and then uncle kunikida told me you got shot."

as he placed you on his lap, dazai promptly patted you all over for any injuries, knowing full well the situation between the armed detective agency and the port mafia, "fuck! did you get hurt? are you hurt anywhere, [name]-chan?"

"no, i'm not," you responded, perplexed as to why he was reacting in this manner, "i should be the one worrying! you're the one that got hurt."

"i'm alright, [name]-chan," dazai sighed in relief, his lips curving into a smile as he cupped your face in his much larger palm, "you safety matters more than mine, okay?"

you found yourself with your head hanging low as you clutched the small package in your hands. dazai's brow furrowed in worry as he watched your lips and hands tremble.

"hey, now. what's wrong, [name]-chan?" dazai asked in a worry with his heart breaking at your sad expression.

"i'm just glad you're okay.." with that, tears filled the brim of your eyes and streamed down your face, "i was really worried about you dazai-nii."

"oh, you poor sweet thing. come here," dazai pulled you back to his embrace, letting you cry as he cradled you in his arms with care, "i'm okay, [name]-chan. i really am. i promise."

dazai then reached a hand towards your face, gently wiping away your tears with his thumb as you sniffled, "shh, there's no need for tears."

you whimpered out as you clung onto him desperately, "i don't want you to die, dazai-nii."

for a split second, dazai's eyes widened at you as he swallowed the lump that had developed on his throat. never before had he had someone cry tears for him, let alone care for him in this way. his words on life and suicide were frequently dismissed by the others, but more importantly, how could he promise something like that?

death was and will always be welcomed with open arms by dazai. it was something he desired more than ever before, but why is it that when you're around, or when he sees you, dying becomes the last thing he wants?

"please don't go." you cried once more, sniffling.

as dazai cradled you, he glanced down at you and gently patted your back. he couldn't leave you. he couldn't make you sad. how could dazai possibly turn down someone like you either? you were someone he saw and cherished family; a little sister; a niece he loved spoiling.

with that, dazai then started to wipe the fresh, hot tears that were welling up in your eyes.

"i'm not going anywhere, okay?" dazai's lips curved into a soft smile, "so, please stop crying. you cry like you're on the big screen, my sweet little belladonna—it's breaking my heart."

you were no longer a crying mess after dazai calmed you down, and you were now leaning on him with the gift you had gotten him. he had also finished wiping away your tears and combing your hair with his fingers after it had become disheveled.

"say, what's that little thing you got me anyway?" dazai asked softly, his gaze drawn to the small present you had nearly forgotten, also to distract you and keep you from crying any further.

"it's for you. i got it while on my way here." you exclaimed, opening the small gift you held in your hands, which dazai's eyes widened somewhat at, "i got you crab omelette over rice."

dazai glanced at you, surprised, as you opened the styrofoam bowl containing the aforementioned food and took out a plastic spoon, "how did you know i like crab?"

"i read your mind once, although i didn't mean to...," you fiddled with the spoon as you hung your head timidly, "it was when we were eating omurice together. you were thinking of crabs."

dazai couldn't help but smile at you. you even remembered the smallest of details about him?

"thank you, [name]-chan." dazai gently took the crab omelette over rice you got him along with the plastic spoon, "this should make me feel better in no time! i'm sure of it!"

dazai's phone rang not long after you let him eat the gift you got him. the sun was setting at this time, and he was on the phone with someone about your uncle fukuzawa, and well, about this seemingly important man named natsume soseki, who is a legendary gifted and the backer of the armed detective agency.

you were sitting by dazai's side on bed, making red vapor like hues using your fingertips, when the two of you saw a cat outside the window. it was, in fact, a small calico cat. it had white, brown, and orange fur and, for some reason, a little fish in its mouth. a dried sardine which dazai pointed out as he took the phone away from his ear.

"it's a kitty!" you exclaimed happily.

"[name]-chan, wait!" dazai called out, but you had already hurried to the window. you eagerly opened the window and couldn't help but smile and giggle as the cat leaned in and rubbed its head against your face affectionately.

"it's a friendly kitty, dazai-nii!" you giggled, petting the calico cat in return, "look!"

you put the cat in your arms, and as it meowed, your eyes widened, prompting dazai to gaze at you with concern. the cat's eyes were fixed on your [color] eyes as you stopped petting it.

'give the flashdrive to him, little one. it's in the sardine i'm carrying in my mouth.'

it was a man's voice inside your head.

the cat seemed to know you could read minds, but that was the least of your worries right now.

"what's wrong, [name]-chan?" dazai asked, about to get out of bed when you gently took the dried sardine from the cat and walked towards him to hand it over, as instructed.

"i think kitty wants you have this, dazai-nii."

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fahbev · 8 months

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More shit for my dpxdc merfolk au!

No I’m not censoring boobs. I have Opinions TM on this matter, don’t get me started. Basically: If mermen don’t get their nipples censored by unnecessary clothing, neither do mermaids.

I’m trying to have some diversity with body types in these designs, for no reason other than wanting some variety.

For Cass [Sting Ray] I can’t really decide on a body type I like for her. I’ve drawn her before with the “conventionally attractive girl body type” (bc that was my reference pic and I turned it into Cass lol) and I liked it bc she’s fine like that. But I also love her being more bulky/muscular like she is in WFA. But for this design, I am spreading my Chubby Cass Propaganda TM. Okay, she’s not that chubby, but I like the idea of her moving past her whole living-weapon thing and gaining some weight bc she’s not training 24/7 anymore. Obviously she’s still very physically fit ofc; she’s the best fighter in the world.

Steph I kept exactly how she is in canon bc she’s already perfect just the way she is. Though I am considering making her a bit more muscular.

Dick’s also pretty similar to canon, but I made him a bit slimmer. I always imagined him as more of a lean muscle kind of guy but dc loves giving all of it’s characters of the same gender the same exact body type.

Duke I made more square. He’s based on an eel so the rectangle body just made sense to me.

Jason’s just huge and Damian’s just small.

Next up is Babs. Then comes Bruce and Tim. Danny’s last bc I haven’t figured out what fish he’s gonna be yet lol. The rest of the fentons are human so I don’t really need to redesign them so much besides maybe different clothes.

FURTHER RAMBLING UNDER THE CUT bc i put a lot of thought into these

Steph is a betta fish. Ik that doesn’t make much sense bc they’re tropical (i think?) and domestic and like super aggressive and only the male ones have those pretty fins— but suspend your disbelief! She a mermaid. I’m using some real science but some of it’s just me playing with fish like dolls. ANYWAY! The reason she got fired in this au was bc her long, beautiful fins were way too fragile and Bruce stopped it bc she got hurt too easily. Nowadays she binds her fins close to her body and attaches fake ones for swimming as Spoiler. Either that or they’re not vigilantes at all in this au, I’m still deciding. I also based her hair on her Robin look.

Dick is a flying fish, bc of COURSE he’s a flying fish. What else would he be, huh? I have visions about him jumping out of the water and sailing over or onto the Fentons’ boat. The transition on his waist is supposed to mimic the nightwing symbol if you can’t tell. That’s another design element I’m trying to vary— fish to flesh transitions.

Cass is a Sting Ray. She was originally gonna be a manta ray, but when i looked it up, sting rays were the ones with the more round shape i wanted. Mantas had much bigger wings, which were absolutely not gonna fit on this paper. But sting rays are cool! They’re super friendly, some aquariums have little “petting zoos” where you can pet the sting rays! And also, yk, stinging. I’m betting the ones at the aquarium didn’t have stingers that can affect humans tho. I may have to do further sting ray research. Yes that bigass thing is attached to her back everywhere except for her neck and the base of here head (bc i love drawing hair too much). Her arms are, ofc, not attached to it. I made her a ray in the first place bc they have very good camouflage at the bottom of the ocean. I saw this picture of a ray blending in but it was ominous af. It felt perfect for her.

#dpxdc #dpxdc merfolk au #cassandra cain #dick grayson #stephanie brown #batfam #merfolk au #batgirls

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splynter · 1 year

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heres your note to infodump about karma

Ough okay here we go. It got long so I’m putting it under a read more

For a lot of my stuff, I use this doc as a guide. Really useful

Anyways first of all, I have to talk about what I headcanon each main karma symbol means for any of this to actually make sense

Karma 1: this one is pretty easy. Harm, violence, obsession, death etc

Karma 2: lust, yes, but also desire, passion, etc

Karma 3: companionship, friendship,family, sharing, uhh community, all those

Karma 4: gluttony of course, fullness, having many, satisfaction maybe

Karma 5: life, survival, existing, other such things

Karma 6-9: I read one headcanon somewhere that said these contained all five other karmas and you were crossing them all out one by one to reach ascension. So I’m stealing that for this

Karma 10: ascension, enlightenment, all that stuff

NOW THAT WE GOT THAT OUT OF THE WAY-

Onto my weird headcanons. You see, I headcanon that those ten up there are all just “base karmas.” They are the center karma that you see in game in the circle. These ones are your center. The karmas that describe your center of being, like how Artificer’s karma is locked at 1 because of her violence obsession. THEN you’d have your attribute and aspect karmas surrounding your base. Aspect karmas are more specific and detailed, and describe more of what you do and how you react than your base instincts and desires and such

For example: dragon slayer, the friend, the scholar, etc

Combinations of certain karmas make new glyphs with new meanings. I’ve designed a couple before, like Seer’s symbol and the karma glyph for grief:

I combined several glyphs for this one, mainly karma 1 and 5.

You can also see this combination thing in canon glyphs as well. The Hunter, or the glyph overseers use to warn you of predators, is a combination of karma 1 and karma 4.

When I make a karma glyph combination, the way it’s drawn and its rotation matters a lot. If the glyph is upside down, that usually indicates the opposite of that glyph, or a corruption of it. For example, upside down grief karma may be interpreted as a corruption of grief. Using it as a tool or an excuse for deliberate selfishness or wrong doing. Another simpler example would be upside down karma 3, which could mean being alone or being antisocial.

Sideways facing glyphs usually mean they’re partially unfulfilled, or that they haven’t reached the ending of that glyph’s purpose

Broken up glyphs mean an absence of or a need for that glyph. It can also mean something happened in the person’s life that messed up that glyph

If a glyph is on the top of the base karma, then it’s more dominant, while if it’s on on the bottom it’s more recessive but it’s more of the foundation. Karma glyphs on the side are add-ons

Base karmas are always 1-10

Here’s a couple examples :]

NRD’s karma:

Lungs’ karma:

And Rules’ karma:

Andddd that’s about it lmao. I probably forgot something but yk oh well I’ll just reblog and add it if I do-

#splynter answers #rain world #karma #karma headcanons #rain world headcanons #karma glyphs #good lord this got long #these will actually tie into shit for the ask blog soooo #have fun :]

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echotunes · 2 months

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echo reads homestuck (act 1)

is this a bad idea? probably! I've read the first couple hundred pages of this before but it's been years so I don't remember much of what happened. I remember there was a thing with a game that altered reality in some way...? well. anyway. gonna see how far I get this time

DATA STRUCTURES... stack... LIFO... yes... this is so strange but I love data structures so I will not complain

truly I love how inconvenient this inventory system is. what is going on. why are there clowns. what is his dad's deal

was not expecting a little piano tune but :0 piano tune!

:0 title screen? and a little prose thing! oh this is fun. > "You have a feeling it's going to be a long day." this feels like it's an Iconic Line of some sort. or maybe it's just being dramatic but this feels Significant to me

love the music and clickable buttons in this battle with his dad. I get to hit things with a hammer. epic

MORE DATA STRUCTURES!!! QUEUE!!! FIFO!!! so real

TT is RIGHT trees ARE sophisticated. so real of her

I will say I love how much personality there is in these guys' text interactions. they have typing styles! (<- i am Aware of homestuck typing quirks and the fact that this can and will get Worse but yk)

there are so many things here that are just Words. like ah yes. the alchemiter and the cruxtruder. sylladex. grist. you will need to extrude some cruxite. all of this means nothing to me. fascinating

> "the kernelsprite has been prototyped with the harlequin doll" HAHA!! YES!!! <- me hearing music in a viennese waltz rhythm

what is even going on anymore. what does any of this mean. there are so many Words and Terminology

yeah sure there's a meteor this may as well happen

:0 ROSE I have seen this person before. this is rose. yes

*pained violin player's stare of horror at the way rose is drawn playing* yeah... yeah that's how. violin playing works. yeah. yep (IT IS ON THE WRONG SHOULDER)

oh my goodness the tree structure YESSSS I love the tree structure. and it's ALPHABETICAL. k

loving rose so far. knitting. violin. grimoire for summoning the zoologically dubious. and WHAT is her house

>rose removes the root and everything drops on the floor ah so this too is an incredibly inconvenient data structure! love that. however I still like it because. trees <3

I'm sure taking a bite of this mysterious apple created by this Strange Machine is a great idea

...ah. okay. METEOR EXPLOSION. and end of act 1. that's. well I'm not sure what I just read but I am not opposed to reading more so I suppose there will be more liveblogs in the future. stay tuned

#echo.liveblog.hs #<- blockable liveblog tag for this specifically ^^#echo.liveblog #echo.txt

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darlin-djarin · 9 months

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Ive seen muslim ppl saying that dins helmet + creed is not at all similar to the hijab and their religion?? "non-muslims going out of their way to compare mandalorians and muslims only because "they both cover up" is teetering on pretty clear orientalism and is something we shouldn't encourage" thots? i wanna know if i should knock it off or nah

oh man this just sent me back to pre-mando s3 ramadan 💀💀 i was fighting for my LIFE on this topic

i personally, as a muslim, find din’s creed regarding the helmet and the hijab as very similar. i’ve drawn many comparisons between them, and i actually find a lot of comfort to see that din and the covert also wear a religious head covering. it’s really fucking cool to see a character, beloved by many, wearing a religious head covering, especially when it’s oriented towards the western audience, who is not familiar with that kind of stuff. even though it’s not the same religion or the same kind of head covering, it’s still special to see someone so similar on screen. it actually gave a ton of people representation, not just muslims, but other religions and cultures who have head coverings as well. i have SO many friends and mutuals who span from so many different backgrounds who felt seen when they saw din and his covert. it felt like. “wow. so many people with religious head coverings. just like me!! and look, they struggle with the same kind of stigmas as me! and they are all regarded with a bit more respect too!” and it just- it was really great to see that sort of representation on screen. it may not be the exact same, obviously, but it was still cool to see that kind of thing. seeing a main character on screen and going “hey! just like me!” feels really special.

i personally draw comparisons just because the helmet and the hijab both protect. they are a form of modesty that protects the person wearing it. i have some muslim mutuals who also say that it’s also an identifier, showing that the person who wears it belongs to a certain religion/race. you see the helmet and you go “oh! that’s a mandalorian” and you see the headscarf and go “oh! that’s a muslim” etc etc. there may be a couple other comparisons as well, but it’s definitely interesting to see religious head coverings that are so similar but so different.

that being said, they helmet and hijab are OBVIOUSLY not the same. they have different rules, different circumstances, different religions, etc. while they are similar, it’s important to keep in mind that some people may not see it that way. i’ve seen those arguments, the ones saying the helmet and hijab shouldn’t be compared, and that’s totally valid as well, but i personally compare them because i feel represented on screen. fiction reflects reality in many ways, and star wars reflects many aspects of reality as well, so there is absolutely no harm in comparing an aspect of fiction to an aspect of real life, especially if it can bring about more interesting topics and discussions to explore. isn’t that what fandom is all about? mandalorians are inspired by polynesian culture. tuskens are inspired by the bedouin, etc etc. fiction takes from reality, so there’s no harm in comparing it back to reality anyway.

i absolutely understand that some people may not agree, and that’s fine. this is more about me feeling represented on screen rather than actually comparing the two religions side by side. plus i totally understand the argument and why. mandalorians are seen a dangerous, and their religion is full of weapons and warriors. clearly insisting that mandos are just like muslims is… yk.. bound to get some clearly fucking racist and islamophobic ideals going on. and obviously the two religions are different, but comparing just one aspect, the head covering, i feel, is totally fine.

if i’m being honest, i haven’t seen any non-muslims talk about this stuff. it’s mostly muslims (and often jewish people too!!) who draw comparisons. i have many mutuals and friends who have all had this conversation before, and they all LOVE seeing religious head covering representation on screen, even if it’s not the exact same. about that “orientalism” …. i get it. but also?? i don’t actually see much harm or stereotypes going on actually. if anything, it just opens the discussion more towards people who aren’t familiar, and it can help people learn more about religious head coverings irl! they DO both cover up. the helmet and hijab ARE both identifiers. and yes there may be some stereotypes here and there but it’s nothing that we can’t have civil discussions about and try to expand on.

whether you should “knock it off” or not is up to you. if you feel like you are educated enough to have a good discussion about islam and fictional creeds, then by all means, there is absolutely no harm in doing so. if anything, i absolutely encourage it!! it’s so validating to see people coming in and learning about ways of life that are different to them, and drawing comparisons between a fiction that reflects on reality. if you feel like you may not hold enough information about a certain topic, i suggest you stray away from speaking, since you may or may not offend people who are already having the conversation. if you have any questions, i urge you to find a muslim, or just anyone who knows more, and start educating yourself about these things, so you can hold a more meaningful conversation without drawing comparisons that may be stereotypes or just straight up offensive.

in the end, i absolutely love seeing din’s head covering on screen. i like drawing comparisons, i like reflecting fiction off of reality, and i like holding deeper conversations about topics like these, since so many people stray away from that stuff because they’re too scared to. we’ll never grow as a society if we constantly stray away from certain topics that could educate us on many things. censoring yourself from topics and discussions that a couple other people say “no you can’t talk about that stuff” is never gonna get you anywhere. open the discussion. draw more comparisons. be respectful while you’re at it, too.

thanks for asking!! i just KNOW people are gonna get so mad at this post 💀 i’ve made so many others like it, it’s insane. please be respectful when responding or expanding.

#star wars #the mandalorian #din djarin #oil.

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morgayz · 3 months

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alright, i talked about posting this piece, so here i am! i decided to go ahead and post the whole thing ( around 860 words ) because i couldn't decide which snippet i liked most. so, have this, tumblr dot com. for any kind of context, samson is a cult leader aaaand just killed this guy named donald. whoops! why'd he kill him? well, donald outed another cult member, alexander, as actually being an undercover cop! woo boy! why didn't samson kill alexander then, you may ask? they're just that gay idk what else to tell you.

anyway, i'm still very much finding my footing with this character, so expect this to be a little rough. it's one of the first things i've written about samson! so, i hope you enjoy!! it's all below the cut!

cw : some gore, aftermath of murder, yk fun & unhinged times

Gasping, heaving breaths ripped out of unhinged jaws, chest rising and falling with each tattered inhale. Stifled oxygen and blood rushing to the head, ears roaring with the force of what he'd done. Murky hazel eyes swept the floor, Samson's legs twitching and shaking to keep himself upright. His hands were drawn to his chest, palms pressed upward, head tilting down to swallow up the grisly picture facing him. Skin slick with streaks of blood, red spattered into fine grooves. Beyond his hands laid a body strewn, limbs awkwardly askew and clothes rumpled, head a mass of festering, sputtering gore that didn't even begin to resemble a human being anymore. Donald's face was gone, razed by blunt force, the lamp dropped haphazardly at Samson's feet. Edges covered in blood. He tasted soft daubs of iron in his mouth, scarlet speckles coating his lips and face; white clothes streaked in rich, red rivulets, swashed over soft cotton. Each sharp inhale was stricken by hot air, lodged in his throat, thick and swarming. What did you do? What did you do? What did you do? Words failed him, rose up and swallowed back down, trickling down and expanding in his chest until he felt like he couldn't even breathe around everything he wanted to say - and yet, nothing faltered past pale lips, teeth dragging against each other as his gaped mouth closed tight. A sickening feeling slopped in his stomach, running over until he felt as though he might start hacking up vomit. Nausea swept over him, bile and blood, shaking with adrenaline and nerves and -

Satisfaction. Gratification. A disturbing sort of indulgence, wrapped through him and spat out in a trembled whisper, sludged accent scratching against his throat. “I killed him.” Glass stuck in slickened, red skin, heads limply lolling, Samson's broken and aching body crawling out of the shattered passenger window. All he'd tasted then was blood, too, spilling down from the nose he'd hardly heard crunch over the last, dying scream of his mother. His father's pale eyes, slackened by death. Donald didn't leave behind eyes, though, just the smudged remainder of whatever was left. Face beaten in so deeply he lacked a nose, lacked a mouth, lacked anything even remotely identifiable. It probably should've disturbed Samson that the grotesque image on the floor hadn't clamped into his mind yet, hadn't even sickened him. Rather, this unspeakable act dredged thickets of excitement out of his belly, shaken by the mere wonder of taking a life. Perhaps, there was the idea of horror, the acknowledgement of such an idea, but the full force of it never hit him. Never sunk sharp teeth in, pulling and tearing. Rather, Samson found himself warring with the modern concept of humanity, because to kill someone was the ultimate act of rebirth. “I killed him,” he repeated. This time it didn't sound like there was horror stuck in his throat, because there never really had been. Shock, maybe. But horror was so little a word that Samson could truly fathom.

Either way, he faltered, legs crumpling up beneath him, collapsing to his knees. Blood soaked through white pants as he leaned forward, absorbing the malformed body bent under his hands. He searched out the body's wet clothes for cold skin, feeling the chill bustling under his fingertips. It was invigorating. Donald, or what was left of him, became even more blurred and misshapen beyond the emotion clogging Samson's eyes. A spiritual re-awakening of sorts, striking him more intensely than any dose of acid ever had. Tasteless tabs eclipsed by the shock of iron in his mouth. His jaw unwound, tongue tightening against his next words. “So this is what it means to truly live.” A breathed reminder, awe and transcended hope in his voice.

The bloated memory of still-alive Donald's revelation hardly flourished, words and reminders slipping away into the recesses of Samson's mind. ( “He's a spy! A pig! We should have him hanged!” ) He was so preoccupied with exploring the cold bite of Donald's body that Alexander's presence faded into the background, melding into the cacophony of white noise that surrounded Samson. Tendrils of the argument faded, obscured beyond the fragments of his evolving mind. He cared little for whether Alexander was an officer and more for the fact that he felt like he'd achieved the unachievable. The natural human state of predation. Swallowed whole by his desire to replay the event in full. If Samson could revive Donald and do it all over again, just to feel the lamp bashing into exposed facets of face, he would. By God, he'd do it again. Kept his hands all over Donald to mop up whatever feeling was left, mouth watering from the sheer brutality this act had demanded, and yet, he felt like he'd passed the final test. Samson would abandon his goods, abandon his family, abandon anything and everything if it meant living up to God's image in this way. He would do whatever it took to be his soldier, an archangel of death. Azrael embodied, humanity formed. He had finally completed his mission.

#my writing #more writing woooo! enjoy #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writing #oc: samson

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tigertofu · 9 months

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(Just wanted to say first of all, Handsome in an Ugly Way was the first gta fic I read when I got back into the fandom and it was, and still is, the best gta fanfic I’ve ever read, along with all of your other fics. They’re all perfect!)

Anyways! If you feel up to it and have the time, would you mind doing the DVD commentary thing for this part-

“He dismissed you with a wave of his hand.

You pursed your lips. Considered saying something. Considered taking up his offer to cuddle, even though your feet were itching to run you back home. But you kept your mouth shut, turned heel, and left.

You softly clicked the trailer’s front door shut behind you. Head bowed, you took a second to collect yourself. A breeze passed over you, chilling the lingering sweat and saliva clinging to your face.

The beginnings of regret simmered in your stomach. Maybe your fantasy should’ve remained a fantasy—just a foolish little daydream you could entertain yourself with when bored at work or in bed. Maybe you shouldn’t have let Trevor work you over so easily. Maybe you shouldn’t have let him fingerfuck you; shouldn’t have let him have his way with your mouth. He definitely hadn’t washed his hands before touching you. You shivered. You needed to shower. ASAP.

You started your walk home, eyes still pointed down at your shoes as you crossed over the rickety front porch.

Despite the feeling of dirtiness inside you, that magnetic pull still existed. If anything, it had grown stronger; you couldn’t deny it. You replayed Trevor’s frantic declaration of love in your head, and your heart tripped over itself.

You hoped he wasn’t mad at you now.”

(💕💕💕 !!! im always kinda surprised when ppl tell me they liked Handsome In an Ugly Way sm cuz i wrote it just to be disgustingly self-indulgent 😅 but im glad to hear u like it !! srsly im honored, TYSM 🙏🙏🙏)

ok so this was from chapter 1 (sad that my memory is so shit i had to look up what chapter this came from)). chapter 1..... i was (still kinda am) experimenting w/ my writing style in this fic. me and looooong sentences have a love/hate relationship so i like forced myself to reserve the longer sentences for the more ~significant~ parts. that's why "Maybe your fantasy should've remained a fantasy — just a foolish little daydream you could entertain yourself with when bored at work or in bed." is the longest here cuz ooh i wanted that shit to have Weight

now smth that ive always been drawn to exploring/writing abt in my fics is, like,, the reservations one might have after realizing theyre attracted to trevor. cuz like cmon. ik that if i personally were in this situation irl i would be RIDDLED with confliction. like that clashing of "ohhh, i shouldnt.. he smells like death and is literally a murderous meth addict who recreationally shits behind dumpsters" with "oh but hes so hot why is he so hot" is just so ripe with interesting implications and the potential for storytelling. and drama the DRAMA

hm also. ive worked v hard to keep Reader going down this path in this fic w/out it becoming TOO similar to Kacie's story. like yes Reader is still mildly scared of him (("You hoped he wasn't mad now.")) but she isnt pissing her pants over it, and he is not being Too Terrible to her.. that may change a bit as the story progresses and she learns more abt him tho....

another thing: i wanted to immediately give smth for Reader to latch onto, to fuel her lil crush and make it clash even harder w/ those "oh i shouldnt. i rlly shouldnt" feelings, hence trevor's "I love you" during their first hookup (and just cuz yk. he totally would). hes just so charming 🥰🥰🥰

ty again for sending this in !! 💞💞 i hadnt read this bit of this fic in a long time so it was fun going back over it like this :D

#ask #myfic #srry it took me awhile to answer this ive been Going Thru It lately but it rlly was sm fun to do this <333

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calvatier · 4 months

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Umbryss and Moon Goddess 🥺🥺 they're so sweet, unfortunately I don't think they stay together because they just started to drift when Moon got the position of influence she wanted. Umbryss became a major god and had to control other aspects of the world, both their work started to stray differently so they just fell out of love eventually. They ended on good terms and sometimes Umbryss still thinks about her.

The moon was her first and only

Messy Lore,,,I'm still pondering abt it:

So the moon came from a different realm from the rest of the gods. She wasn't created in the realm of Aceathys but she was from a Fae realm (explains her ears, most Caelestial gods from Aceathys look human. Abyssal gods mostly look human or appear horned or have other abyssal features. Some gods might have animalistic features if they are gods relating to nature but never will they have pointed elf ears because that's reserved for only the Fae people).

I haven't figured why she came to Aceathys but anyways, she's here and she wasn't treated equally. The sun god who was created in Aceathys to light up the mortal realm was drawn to her. Aceathys was originally a land that didn't have nights so that it's Abyssal creatures and gods would never have a place to thrive.

When they first met, the sun's light shined so beautifully against her. Hed never seen anyone do this before and she has never experienced it either. They were both intrigued by each other. Naturally, they both started to grow close and the sun would secretly allow for her to take time off his days but he would stay with her, which caused a lot of Eclipses. When eclipses' happened, he would watch her and the way she shone. Unlike his golden rays, hers were cool and solemn. However, when the primordials found out about this, they got mad because the slight darkness that the eclipse created would allow abyssal gods to control more aspects of the mortal realm.

They forced the sun to take back the days and push the moon away, the primordials punished him and never allowed him to meet her again. He could see her but never spoke to her. Since he shone all the time, there was barely any chance for her to take charge. The sun god was tired and felt that he couldn't keep up with his duties forever.

The moon goddess stayed in Caelestia so there were many channels of divine energy there, she stole some and gave that to Umbryss to ascend.

When she started to gain more time in the day, the sun was genuinely happy for her and would continue to shine for her but not as much so he could rest. She was aware that he was helping her and some part of her felt guilty for unleashing an Abyssal god.

The primordials hated thus but after some convincing from the sun, they managed to get on good terms with the moon and realised that she was helping them cast a little light onto the dark while the sun rested. The sun told them that if he was unable to resr then he cannot shine and there will come a time where he tires out so badly that total darkness will shroud the world and not even the moon can help because he can't shine any light to let her take charge.

As time passed, the primordials learnt to accept balance and not pure goodness, which meant that some abyssal gods started to get as powerful as the Caelestial gods. Allowing for the rise of Umbryss. Umbryss wasn't a bad god, she may have come from the Abyssal realm but it doesn't mean she's bad.

All evil comes from the abyss but not everything that comes from the abyss is evil,,,yk

#original art #oc #artists on tumblr #original character #art #digital art #digital drawing #digital illustration #d&d #d&d art #d&d character #d&d oc

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xherry7816 · 1 year

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not 2 brag but ive offically reach 100 likes YIPPIE !!!!

anyways i thought abt the thiefKAI au (gosh i hate KAI so mcuh hes always in my head) and i tried 2 make like drawing 4 it.

so basically if this was a long au i think itd start, yk, at the start so at the time KAIs just starting out but like gaining traction from society or whatever

so these are what i had in mind for like his og look, i gave him this fat hood bc A, i cant draw hoods and B, i think he looks silly (in a good way) erm and his shirt reached to just under the crotch. gosh erm i didnt like saying that, can i say upper middle thigh reigion ?? uhhh yeah. OH and the question is raised oh yeab sure its makes sense he could have become a thief because he needs food and supplies for him and NYA but why is he becoming some big scale infamous theif ?? thank you fot asking and well my answer is GARMADON (aaaahh!!) or some other large scale villain hiring KAI to steal all this expensive important stuff to yk exchange for money. the villain gets to progress with thier evil scheme and KAI, who is yk oblivious, gets money from it - win win situation.

i was thinking about giving well known better off more successful theifKAI to be wearing an oni mask, yk the full coverage and cool power boost (specifically the mask of hatred because it turns u all lava-y and how the color ourple is associated with royaltly and therefore the wealth and expense KAI loathed for in childhood which i think would be a nice way 2 tie it all together) but idk if that made him too OPish if yk what i mean but then again its not like hes in awarw of the other two masks, not that he'd go on a quest for them unless he knew they were valuable so maybe i will give him the mask.

and o my dear friends you may wonder AA WHAT ABOUT NYA ??? FEAR NOT compadre for i have a plan for him HOHO. so obviously NYA isnt oblivious to her brother's job shenanigans but hes kept enough of it away from her that she doesnt have enough of the pieces to put it all together so basically he has no idea whats goinf on with her brother. however NYA does manage to grow up somewhat comfortably and she manages to secure his place quite high in BORG.INC, aha saying INC kinda makes it sound evil. in this way she gets acquainted with PIXAL, ZANE and JAY who are during this time all ninja bc yk BORG stuff. btw we are moving this all into an au where the world turns out somehwat the same even without KAI just so i dont have to imagine the whole word differently bc thatd be hard and id make plenty of inconsistencies. ANYWYAS theyre all friends which is cool however NYA has a secret identity, ull never guess it,,,, SAMURAI X whoo !!!! SAMURAIX is a solo vigilante that not only stops crime but sometimes teams up with the NINJA (whos identies are secret) to fight bigger gangs.

everyone gets acquainted during one of KAIs heists where hes tryna steal, idk a golden weapon because theyv all been dug up and put on display in old rich peoples homes. i feel KAI is more on the stealth side of things but once he engages into battle he likes to be a little eccentric but cornered hes awfully angsty. this is indeed still and elemental master au! however KAI and NYA have not yet realised they can will the elements.

ill stop drawing KAI now i need 2 draw the other members, its literally been months since ive drawn LLOYD and ive never drawn PIXAL,,, someone please take this au i want 2 see something be done witj it TT

#ninjago #kai ninjago #lego ninjago #nya ninjago #ninjago au #ninjago lloyd #zane ninjago #jay ninjago #ninjago fanfiction #pixal ninjago #ninjago fanart

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aspiring-holistic-otaku · 1 year

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Season 2 Ramble 2 - "romance" lol ver. 2

Greetings greetings greetings and welcome to another episode of MM..MANGA, the podcast about getting more people into more manga.

Not completely surprised but very thankful I held out doing the podcast long enough to do a part 2 of something. The format is a little different this time, instead of ordering my reads this month from awww to w-t-f??? I made 3 distinct categories of romance and give my top 3 reads of each

Before getting into all that though I thought I should give a light follow up on some titles I mentioned last episode:

I finished killer in love, fucked up all the way but with a surprisingly flat ending,, realistic ig but i thought they'd keep the drama going to the end idk idk

Caught up with bakemonogatari, art never off point as you would expect from the artist Oh! Great looking at their work on things like air gear and death note. The story continues to increasingly excel despite the seemingly repetitive nature of relationships, people just go off and save themselves yk? definitely have to continue the anime since it's ahead.

Caught up with insomniacs after school, not that much progression but still the cutest thing ever, very very aesthetic and my top cutesy romance read last year and I still highly recommend it.

Finished Wake Up Deadman, finally, not worth it, not gonna lie that manhwa had a special little place in my heart that I can't rationalize rn but it's over, can't believe it went out that bad..

Caught up on boy's abyss which is still fucked up all the way round but still pretty up there if you're in for some good ol emotional drama and trauma,, can't believe it keeps getting more fucked tho tbh…

Caught up with dandadan, still ridiculous, sort of feels like brain off stunting with the art but things are moving along so I'll continue to stay tuned…

Anyways getting to the actual lists

Top 3

category 1 - that's fucked up dude:

#3 - I love you so I kill you by Sousou Sakakibara on story and Majuro Kaname on art (complete with 35 chapters)

The premise is that there's some disease going around that makes you want to kill the object of your desire.

Honestly I had seen a few panels of it floating around and was really excited to get to this one plus seeing the more fringe faces of love tends to be enlightening but it was kind of just a well drawn disappointment.

The progression was pretty erratic, characters didn't really feel rooted in anything and a little bit of a spoiler here but they ended up getting supernatural powers which was like… why?? The premise was already set for a great psychological thriller which doesn't need any supernatural elements as alluring as they may be.

Anyways as you can tell by the name it's definitely fucked up, even if it ended up just being an edgelord jerk off the art was still a decent plus. Also it's pretty short so if you kinda just wanna see gore or people with powers doing the occasional neat thing and so on then forget what I said n go check it out.

#2 Believers by Naoki Yamamoto (complete with 22 chapters)

Here the story follows three cult members, two men and one woman, who live on a small deserted island somewhere near Japan. They have devoted themselves to the "Deserted lsland Program" assigned to them by their superiors so they can throw off the corrupt influence of modern society and "purify" themselves. But as time passes two of the members begin to give into human desire..

Nothing too earth shattering, just a good ol' classic descent into madness but that's usually a nice treat anyway you slice it.

22 chapters so it's really short but it's paced really well for what they had and even expecting madness it still threw me a few times like really??? sure that's technically a course of action one could take but really???

#1 Dead Tube by Kitakawa Touta and Yamaguchi Mikoto (ongoing 86 chapters)

As part of the film club, the MC is asked by the main heroine to videotape her non stop for the next 48 hours. It's a simple enough task and she's pretty so he agrees. Her activities start off pretty mellow but at the end of the two days she murders someone on camera. As the days pass and the girl walks free, our mc confronts her about how this is possible and why she did it in the first place?

Enter dead tube, a video sharing site where the top views get millions in payout no matter what but those with the lowest views are punished by being made to pay for the fees and crimes of other video makers.

Grain of salt here, I'm only at chapter 28 but it's definitely fucked up, started fucked up and has only gotten increasingly fucked up the more I read but it was engaging, if not really on the survival game type beat but a little more on the mystery like why did bro get roped in, why is she making these videos? will they ever relax? etc

Fair warning again, pretty brutal from the get go and I'd suggest putting away any sensibilities you may have before reading this.

category 2 - isn't this just soft core porn?:

#3 how heavy are the dumbbells you lift? by Yabako Sandrovich on art and Maam on art (ongoing with 179 chapters)

Very simple story, the main character wants to lose weight to look cute so she checks out a local gym and it turns out they have a hot trainer so she sticks around.

This is the same guy who does the story for the kengan series which he even references a few times so I can't help but think this piece is just to blow off steam. But in any case I've only read 29 chapters so far so huge grain of salt with whatever I'm saying.

So far it's been a pretty standard episodic gag but the dash of ecchi is the reason it's on this list. These basically come every episode in the form of serious informative workout guides that end up in "steamy" pinup type illustrations.

As I said, I've only read 29 chapters, but so far those chapters have been pretty enjoyable, Usually get a good laugh every chapter, actually helpful workout tips and all it's just that as a standard gag manga I guess I feel like I already have a pretty good idea of what to expect and there were so many other more engaging reads in sight so I didn't read that much of it this month but it's definitely something to keep up with.

#2 Tales of the Corporate Slave Succubus by Gentsuki (23 chapters)

This one was pretty funny. Our heroine is a succubus tasked with finding men every day, taking control of their dreams and stealing their vitality, and in return, fulfill any desires they have, no matter how perverted they are. As the succubi population rate decreases our heroine finds herself more and more overworked in order to reach her rising quota. One day, she meets an exhausted corporate wage slave and she's surprised at what he asks for.

I'll leave what he asks for as a surprise, it's only 23 chapters so not much I can say just it's a succubus and romance so… yh… I will say the story is a bit cute tho…

#1 please go home akutsu san by Taichi Nagaoka (ongoing 133 chapters, read all of them)

Another simple story, though definitively cuter than the other two. It was so cute I kind of wanted to include it in the next category but i had to be fr.

Anyways basically the mc is a live alone high school student who has his home taken over by a delinquent gyaru girl looking for a place to crash after school.

Over time they develop feelings but due to how their relationship started, she teasing him and he trying to get her out of his room, neither can be honest.

Each chapter is pretty short and since the whole thing is pretty episodic so it all flies by and never overstays its welcome or take itself too seriously, especially as it's an ecchi… always weird to me when ecchi tries to be serious like be fr…

honourable mentions: 67% inertia and gyaru stuff in general…

category 3

awww:

#3 Tsurezure Biyori by Kei Hamuro (72 chapters)

On the first day of highschool, the main character finds herself awestruck by the beautiful transfer student, who also happens to be a returning childhood friend.

Very short. Very sweet.

Not much time passes in story so them just focusing on the main cast, and characterizing them as much as they did was neat, but I think that has more to do with the simplicity of the characters and really the entire story than any above average writing or anything..

That said, a simple thing is no more or less difficult to execute than any other thing so I do respect that they pulled it off and mad props for their execution of what felt like a consistent warm fuzzy feeling inside.

Side note, The main cast really felt like a nod to Yotsuba's creator Kiyohiko Azuma, for their work on another manga of his called azumanga daioh,, there wasn't really any shortage of cute stuff read this month but I think that may have given it the edge to actually make it in this list idk idk

#2 Nisekoi by Naoshi Komi (240 chapters)

Nisekoi is one of those manga that have sort of always floated in the periphery. It's been a long time coming, I tried last year but the main character's hair clip reminded me of serial experiments lain and I blacked out,, I wasn't ready then,, old Twitter pal of mine had also been recommending it for a while actually,, I'm sorry it took so long but thank you.

The story goes that to prevent a gang war from bubbling over onto innocent civilians, the heirs of both gangs are persuaded by their fathers to pretend to date through highschool for the next three years…

From the jump you can tell there's a lot to work with and a lot of directions they could go. What I was really thankful for throughout was that the whole "oh no the gang's gonna find out and start fighting what do we do now???" scenario didn't get ground into dust. like I was really scared of that being some infinitei loop gag and I'm just so glad it wasn't.

It's one of those very cutesy romances so the bits can be limited like guys come on how long can someone blush before you get a clue yk but it was kept interesting through a staggered introduction of the main cast who each brought new flavour and nuance to the story.

Now you may be thinking… wait a minute… this sounds like you're trying to sell me a harem… are you trying to sell me a harem? Let me tell you. I honestly thought it was just gonna be a simple love triangle, maybe with a few quadrangle quandaries for the laughs and was honestly surprised that it turned into some sort of harem looking thing. Again I was thankful that the usual "oh no we seem to have fallen into a provocative position" bit that usually accompanies harems was far out of sight. Hence it's on the awwww list.

Of course there were some repetition of gags and a few things I would be a little stern in calling erotic here and there but the story direction and quality was really driven by steady build up of the characters through their interactions with each other and their world over time.

Very solid. pretty cute. pretty comical. never really appreciated the diversity a well done harem could bring to a story before now so there's that.. they really made use of the passage of time in showing how their identities and bonds developed throughout their entire highschool lives… Consistently great art and the whole thing really just oozed ideal high school love drama vibes… to be clear I say that as an observer seeing as I don't really think there's any such thing as an ideal high school love drama

#1 Hi Score Girl by Rensuke Oshikiri (70 chapters)

The story really begins when the mc, a bit of an outcast, encounters the heroine top student in an arcade, who then proceeds to easily kick his ass.

I'll start by saying the art isn't anything special, maybe even below average, and if I look within in myself that might even be the reason it took me so long to get around to it, but in the end I did and I'm really really glad I did.

The story is set in the early 90s and progresses along with the rise of arcade games that was happening at the time. We see the main hero and heroine duke it out through a number of games and tech advancements, their bond deepening through their mutual love for gaming.

Definitely a slow burn as the mc doesn't really see himself or others in a romantic sense. Like his sexual and romantic orientation is literally just gamer™ and the heroine is what Google says is a dandere,, meaning too shy to talk, like think early days Hinata from Naruto. The payoff is all the more sweet though as they grow closer despite themselves.

Great cast, really great dialogue, pretty dope aesthetic with the games and everything. A story that didn't take itself too seriously in a way that gave the feeling that the author was well aware of its position as a fictional piece of work and so more effectively used the tool of fiction through the medium of manga in a way that I don't think would be possible without that awarenesses.

I really loved how well they integrated games, as in they weren't just some to the side thing the characters did from time to time, it was clear to see from early out how important games were to the main character and to the story on a whole.

I really didn't expect to love it as much as I did, like it almost feels like one of those definitive before and after reads. Maybe it was the amount of impact in the short amount of chapters but in any case it was definitely the best read this month overall hands down.

honourable mentions: you and I are complete opposites, the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all and a story about smoking at the back of a supermarket

(I have to say some of these were probably cuter than the ones I actually listed but definitely not better and all incomplete in any case so I am less inclined to list them but they were honestly just too cute not to mention)

that's it for stuff this month, not gonna get too into old stuff this episode but to note the top 1 reads for each category before this month.

that's fucked up dude: Flowers of evil been a long time champ but I have to mention drifting net cafe by the same mangaka which I read last year. Gave it a good little run for its money. You wouldn't hear it mentioned in the last episode tho because I read it after the episode was put out. but yeah.

isn't this just soft core porn?: my balls definitely.

awww: good ending

Grateful for the new reads as always this month, really hope you can find something you like and thanks for listening, there's a little bit of a ramble after this but if you're heading out now, all the best until next time.

#just another day #mm..manga #writeup #romance lol #i love you so i kill you #believers #dead tube #how heavy are the dumbbells you lift?#tales of the corporate slave succubus #please go home akutsu san!#tsurezure biyori #nisekoi #hi score girl

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rainy-sys · 2 years

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alright that’s it ive had it up to here. someone draw me some designs of a dsmp/heathers the musical au

did i catch your attention?? cool, this is a long post, details under the cut

cw for everything in heathers bc it has pretty heavy topics, if you are squeamish, please do not read further

• wilbur isnt jd here, d r e am is, and he’s built like his old eboy looking skin. the one with white hair and a suit n stuff. mans dressed like jd though, which means he looks like wilbur, but he’s not. and it’s also funny bc this specific skin is drawn so fancy all the time but this one is just. a raccoon you found in the alley that offered you a cherry slushie

• pre-death (preferably like,, pogtopia time) wilbur is veronica, because my brain said “fuck you”. also his theme is blue and it makes me happy because ghostbur <3 and veronica’s fake unalive scene he looks like ghostbur. sobbing this hurts me too okay i dont want to think about it too hard either. anyway semi-unhinged wilbur without his coat. blue highlighter fucking bitch (affectionate) AND AND. HIS BROTHER IS ALSO THERE. AND ALSO. ANGST BECAUSE YK HOW VERONICAS MOM WALKS IN ON THE FAKE DEATH?? NAH NAH. TWAS TOMMY.

idk where to drop this but this is actually in a college. tommy is in highschool though and knows ranboo and tubbo, they are all 18 because that’s senior year and bee boy needs to be old enough in my mind to have graduated early and because of the “flirting” n shit that’s pulled when ranboo gets stuck having to deal with mex

• the heathers are schlatt quackity and george, schlatt being red, quackity green, and george yellow. listen: schlatt dies by drinking canonically, and why did heather c need a drink?? and also its another form of poisoning!! also he’s a mythic bitch in canon anyway. and also george. with the uh. with the sleeping pills. plus quackity canonically always getting brushed off and stuff.

• “who are the jocks” theyre toned down like hell (because hell no i hate the jocks and my brain automatically filtered it down to them just not knowing how to actually flirt) but they’re mexican dream and ranboo. listen. listen. ranboo’s very mentally ill okay. mex got to him like “eyy man i heard you like football eyy me too do you not have any football friends??? broooo let me teach you how to talk to people man” and ranboo was like “oh cool thanks :D” and then his little mind got corrupted and he just. doesnt know any better. nor does mex because of his canonically fucked up home life both dsmp-wise and musical-wise. the jocks overall radiate “NAHH THERAPY?? GET A ‘THERAPIST’?? MAN THOSE ARE FOR PUSSIES NO WAY” energy. and i know i said college but listen okay i have a solution. ranboo is tall as fuck and plays good because of how fucking skinny and lanky and tall he is. hes hard to fucking catch. he’s college level. he’s on college team. case closed. anyway most of the very bad flirting is done by mex and ranboo just kinda nervously laughs along because “god damn gotta keep up appearances :D” and because he thinks that’s what normal flirting is. “HEY WHAT ABOUT THE FAKED GAY UNALIVE WHERE THEY ACTED LIKE THE JOCKS WERE GAY FOR EACH OTHER??” yeah in this au, wilbur and dream made up that those two were hiding they were gay, but they didnt try to imply that they were gay for each other. anyway *proceeds to cut out the entirety of dead gay son*

• martha is tubbo because i may be a little bit of a sucker for some beeduo angst. yk bc this is the musical version. also tubbo’s overall little childlike innocence sorta thing. and also he’s just a little quirky. he seems like he’d be the best fit, plus that’s what my brain did. also i love him. “tubbo underscore, my brothers best friend since they were in diapers” theyre besties your honor <3 “but this is in college??” yeah yeah but here’s the solution: tubbo graduated early so he’s like the youngest guy in college. “no friends?? nothing to distract you from your studies!! ;v;” thats another reason hes bullied and hated, everyone calls him a nerd bc he graduated early yk???

• “but but but the romance thing between jd and veronica????? with dream and wilbur??????” yes?? are we going to have a problem??? you got a bone to pick?????? (/ref) anyway i didnt choose this, this idea overall came to me from like four (4) scenes in a dream.

and before you artists start (if this gets anywhere), i would like to mention that one of the things that was consistent from the musical that projected onto the characters were uh. the outfits. so anyway i dare you all to draw my 3 smp heathers in their skirts. and make them sassy as fuck

ANYWAY IF THIS GETS ANYWHERE, GO FUCKING WILD EVERYONE. AND PLEASE TAG ME.

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