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a-small-batch-of-dragons · 3 years

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No, It's Definitely Funny

Prompt: Can I request a second part to "Let's Call It Funny" where Bucky, Sam, Steve, and Peter unite forces to confuse and concern all the other avengers (with at least one instance where two or all of them respond to something by pretending to jump off a building?) Love you! -Auggie

Does it count as being back on my bullshit if I never left?

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Warnings: none, unless you need a warning for gen z humor

Pairings: it's still found family hours

Word Count: 2259

Peter’s gonna be honest, he may or may not have some competition for the funniest person in the Tower right now.

Because let’s look at the list here:

Traumatized? Everybody and their private jet’s worth of vintage and designer baggage needs therapy.

Queer? If you think Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, or Sam Wilson is straight, you need to tell them everything they’ve ever done to make you think they’re straight so they can stop doing it immediately.

Superhero? Yeah, okay, shush, now you’re being stupid.

Neurodivergent? Have you seen the way these men behave? Definitely the model of Perfectly Normal Person™, what on earth are you talking about, absolutely 100% Normal™.

The only things he’s still got going for him that the others don’t are high-schooler and trans. That’s not a lot when it comes to the fact that hey, two of them are from the Great Depression—let’s be honest, they’re the OGs when it comes to fatalistic humor—and they’ve all got years of practice.

Sure, Peter’s got some trauma-given raw talent, but it’s not refined by years and years of throwing yourself off of buildings and out of planes to avoid having conversations about your emotions.

The day Aunt Nat dropped all of SHIELD’s files on the Internet and Peter found out that Steve yeeted himself out of a plane—without a parachute!—to avoid Nat’s prodding about getting a date was the best day of his fucking life.

“Don’t you go stealing my moves there, kid,” Steve had scolded playfully, winking over the rim of his mug.

“Try and stop me, I dare you.”

“And this is why,” Tony had sighed, looking every bit his 79 years—“Hey!”—as he watches this interaction go down, “you have a parachute built into your suit.”

“I’ll just wear my old one, don’t worry about it.”

“That heinous thing that’s just a cut-up old hoodie and goggles? Peter, no, that thing is being held together with safety pins and hope!”

“I mean, me too, so it’s fine.”

“Peter!”

“Also, like, it’s the one I almost got crushed to death in, so it’s got the emotional trauma seasoning already.”

“Wait—“ Bucky had sat up— “you almost got crushed to death by a building? Sheesh, kid, you’re really flirting with the reaper, huh.”

“It wasn’t so bad, I had training from the years and years of carrying the weight of my sins crawling on my back.”

“At least ask Death for his number next time, he’s not returning my calls.”

“Sergeant, I swear to God—“

“Actually, Death uses they/them pronouns, I asked when I met them last weekend.”

“What the fuck did you do last weekend?”

“Really? Oh cool, well, can you get their number for me? We had a date back in ’45 that they missed.”

“Yeah, sure, no problem.”

“Tony, why are you screaming? Not keeping dates is a very serious matter.”

“Trust me, I speak from experience, Tony, it’s not a good habit to get into.”

“You should respect your elders and not scream while we’re talking to you, mister.”

“All of you shut the fuck up.”

See? On one hand, it’s great to have more partners in this venture of making Tony’s hair turn grey—he’s that age, it’s bound to happen any time soon now— “One more crack about my age, kid, I swear.” — but on the other hand, Peter is seriously losing his massive lead on funniest person in the Tower.

The other thing he’s worried about is Sam’s ability to make it so the others can’t actually worry about him.

Because—listen, Sam Wilson is a fucking national treasure and all you fuckers better acknowledge that. It’s no secret that the Captains take turns going out with the shield, all of them answer to ‘Captain America’ because that’s what they are, but no one—and Peter will never say this under threat of death because he does not need any more of the Steve Rogers’ Puppy Dog Eyes™, thank you very much—no one does it better than Sam.

And that means that Sam fucking Wilson can turn a fatalistic, self-deprecating joke into a motivational speech that doesn’t feel disingenuous or cliché at all and everyone is too busy processing the philosophical revelations they’re having to scold him for his, frankly, outstanding sense of humor.

It’s not fair and Peter can’t do it.

He tried. Once.

Didn’t go very well.

No, he’s not gonna talk about it, let’s just move on.

Sam has offered to catch him a couple of times when he gets himself a little too deep into the Mamma Spider™ or Iron Dad™ trap of feeeelings, and he gratefully scoots out of the way when Sam sits down next to him and just makes another joke.

Sam is also a fantastic role model for the brand of ‘I’m going to the store and only have twenty bucks, stop asking for your will to live back’ jokes.

“Hey, Pete!”

“Yeah?”

“Let’s go, bodega run.”

“Can we pick up some hopes and dreams, too, all of those got scribbled out in fat red Sharpie yesterday.”

“I said bodega run, not Court of Miracles run.”

“But Sam~”

“Listen, kid, if you manage to find your hopes and dreams in this bodega, keep an eye out for your childhood innocence, that might be on the next shelf over.”

“Deal.”

“Do you two need some more therapy appointments?”

“Only got fifteen bucks, man.”

“I’m literally a billionaire!”

Peter eagerly studies under this pinnacle of humor and keeps his worries to himself.

Because if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it, and Peter’s sense of humor is wonderful, but he is a tad intimidated by the amount of variety the others have got going for them.

“You’re a fucking terror, Spider-ling, that’s what you are.”

“Not true! I was ‘a pleasure to have in class.’”

“Oh, is that why you’re taking ‘Little Shit’ lessons from Barnes and Rogers?”

“And Sam! Don’t forget Captain Wilson, he is an invaluable part of this team. I’m surprised at your ignorance.”

“Pete—no, that’s not—“

“I’m ashamed for you, Mr. Stark.”

“Listen here you little shit—“

Anyway…

Steve and Bucky have a habit of telling these like, really awful jokes that have Peter in stitches for half an hour. It’s not fair and he doesn’t get why they’re so funny because they aren’t, and yet here he is, laughing anyway.

It’s probably some combination of Steve’s perfected innocent face that he wears when he has to do interviews and Bucky’s habit of not giving a single solitary fuck. But they’re able to make the worst jokes with completely serious expressions and it’s not fair.

“Hey, can you guys come help me with something?”

“Sure, Peter,” Steve says instantly, bounding over with his 95-year-old Golden Retriever energy as Bucky trails behind him like a cat that’s sitting in your lap because he wants to, not because he likes you or anything, “what’s up?”

“I have a history project on WWII due tomorrow and I haven’t started it yet.”

Bucky snorts, taking a swig of coffee and sitting down on the floor. Which, same. “You got your eulogy planned?”

“Drafted, sighed, notarized, but Aunt May said no so I gotta do this.”

“Well, if Aunt May says no then I guess that’s that.”

Tony, from far away in another part of the Tower, has a sickening feeling that May Parker has once again proven that she is the most powerful parent and there’s nothing he can do about it.

“I, um,” Peter mumbles, fidgeting with his pen, “I want to be respectful of your boundaries, and if you don’t want to talk about anything then—“

Because it’s one thing for someone to make jokes about their trauma and another for someone else to go poking and prodding at it.

“Hey,” Steve interrupts softly, nudging him with his knee, “first off, thank you for saying that and we appreciate your respect, but we got you. You worry about enough, sweetheart, let us take care of ourselves.”

Peter gives him a look.

“When it comes to this,” Steve amends, having the decency to look a little sheepish, “we’ll take care of ourselves.”

Bucky scoffs. “Uh-huh.”

“We will, Buck.”

“My therapist will be real happy to hear that.” He looks up at Peter and winks. “Besides, what good is our trauma if we don’t pin it up and display it for good grades?”

Peter huffs, the joke undercut a little by the way Bucky knocks his foot against Peter’s and Steve’s arm stretches over the couch behind him.

Peter has to resist the urge to lean his head onto Steve’s shoulder, because then Steve’s hand will come up and ruffle his hair and Peter’s eyes will droop slowly closed as he loses himself in the warmth and safety of Steve’s embrace and then Steve will lean down to press a kiss to his temple and—

Right. Homework.

“What’s it on specifically,” Bucky asks, clearly spotting the temptation on Peter’s end, “home front? Overseas? Time period?”

“Uh, it’s an analysis of total war.”

“Like, how much of the country was devoted to the war effort?”

“Yeah, basically. It’s talking about how the Nazi War Machine made their war total and how that extends to a lot of other countries, but also about the reasons why the war was fought—“

They delve into a conversation about total war, Peter pointing out how Italy’s motivation for territory keeps it from being a total war on their part, Bucky speaking to how the different dynamics worked in various countries and the fallout, Steve bringing up how much of the home front was devoted to bringing attention to the war being fought overseas. Then, of course, as is inevitable, they devolve into storytelling.

Peter’s notebook—with notes! He did his job!—is set aside as he gives in to the need to let Steve cuddle him on the couch. Come on, the man is warm and big and gives good hugs, how is he supposed to not? Bucky sprawls out on the floor, leaning back on his hands as he smiles fondly.

“You know,” he remarks casually, “I fought a Nazi in my pajamas once.”

Peter blinks sleepily. “Wait, really?”

“Yeah, though how he got in my pajamas, I have no idea.”

Peter snorts. Then he giggles. Then he’s collapsing into Steve’s side, positively sobbing with laughter.

It’s not funny.

It’s really not that funny.

But here he is, fucking dying, and he doesn’t even have the wherewithal to welcome the sweet embrace of oblivion.

“Okay, note to self,” Bucky murmurs when he’s calmed down a little, wiping away tears, “sleepy spider likes corny jokes.”

“Just don’t break our baby spider, Buck, Momma Spider would kill you in cold blood.”

“Listen, if Natasha Romanoff kills me, don’t prosecute. That’s on me.”

Peter can’t do corny jokes. He really can’t. He just sounds like he’s a recording so old it’s unintelligible and it’s bad. He has a reputation to maintain here!

However, there is one sense of humor that Peter is very eager to learn and adopt, and hey, it might actually be Iron Dad™ Approved!

It’s a rookie mistake, asking Bucky Barnes for a hand, but in his defense, Peter was left unsupervised and was distracted.

“Hey, Bucky, can you give me a hand?”

“Sure thing, Peter.”

Something nudges his arm and he looks down. It’s Bucky’s metal arm, bumping up against his elbow.

It’s a cheap joke. It’s bad. It does not deserve Peter’s laughter.

He snorts anyway.

“That’s on me,” he says after a second, “you know what, that’s my fault.”

“What, is this not what you meant?”

“No, no, you’re fine.” Peter scruffs a hand through his hair. He looks down at the prosthetic again. “Well, that’s disarming.”

Now it’s Bucky’s turn to snort. “You gotta hand it to me, though, it’s a good joke.”

Oh, it’s on.

“No, no, of course, I understand. You really can’t let an opportunity like that slip through your fingers.”

Steve chokes on his next sip of coffee. “Stop making the kid shoulder the burden of making puns with you.”

Sam raises an eyebrow. “Don’t palm this off on someone else, Steve, you’re as bad as he is.”

“Oh, it’s not that bad.” Peter shrugs. “You just gotta knuckle-down and find the right one.”

“Do you have any idea how many times I’ve had to reach for puns?” Bucky hefts his arm.

“I’m gonna go out on a limb and say a lot.”

“Jeez, Pete, good one.”

“What, are you not finding them humerus?”

Sam’s gone, Steve shortly after. Bucky just grins proudly at him.

Then there’s a massive thunk from behind them. Peter turns around to see Tony slamming his forehead into the counter.

“You are all going to kill me,” he mutters, glaring up at them, “all three of you.”

“Oh, come on, Mr. Stark, Captain Barnes would never hurt you.”

Tony raises a skeptical eyebrow.

“After all,” Peter grins, gesturing to Bucky who is doing a very good innocent face—he must’ve been taking notes from Steve— “look at him, he’s completely armless.”

“Peter Benjamin Parker—“

Okay, so maybe it’s not Iron Dad™ Approved.

Oh, well.

#dragonbabbles #marvel #the longest running con in the mcu is people thinking steve isnt an extra hoe #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #peter parker #tony stark #steve rogers #sam wilson #bucky barnes #fic

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sinsbymanka · 3 years

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Female Hawke/Varric Tethras + kiss prompt 'on a scar' and it's one of Hawke's scars? :3

Thank you for the prompt @serphena!! For @dadrunkwriting and in honor of my Varricmance March Madness...

The Crossbow Goes or I Do

Words: 2,104 Rating: Teen Chapter 1/1 Additional Tags: Pre-Relationship, They did their pining, ten years of it apparently, Mutual Pining, Idiots in Love, Mutually Unrequited, Friends to Lovers, Past Bianca Davri/Varric Tethras, Hawke is a menace, Mage Hawke (Dragon Age), Purple Hawke (Dragon Age), Flirting, Banter, POV Varric Tethras, Varric Tethras' Chest Hair, Hurt/Comfort

Summary: Elodie Hawke is a menace that fits just right into Varric's life and keeps him on his toes. After The Incident with misfiring Bianca, Varric knows he'll let her get away with anything....

...except it's hard to let her get away with leaving.

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Varric doesn’t know how The Incident happened.

Well, that’s not strictly accurate. He knows Hawke the way he knows the best ways to sneak around the Guild Hall, where to purchase the good ink, and how much it’ll cost to bribe Corf when Rivaini gets carried away. He’s well aware of what she gets up to when she’s unsupervised.

Hell, usually when she’s supervised too. The woman is a force of nature and they’re just along for the ride.

What does surprise him about The Incident, as it’s known forever after, is how quickly it happened. He swears up and down every time it comes up in conversation afterward he only looks away from Hawke for a moment. One second, he’s peering down at the short story that eventually became his bestselling Hard in Hightown series, the next…

The sound of a bolt rattling into Bianca’s chamber, the whoosh of another flying through the air, followed quickly by his large, ornate, absolutely atrocious dressing mirror shattering into a million pieces.

He’s better off without it. Honestly, the most upsetting part of the whole sequence of events is that he isn’t holding Bianca.

Varric doesn’t look up from his papers. The room is completely quiet.

“Hawke.”

“Varric.”

He appreciates the deadpan delivery of his name. He really does. Odd how quickly Hawke wormed her way into that special, stupid part of his heart that forgives almost anything. She’s barely off the boat at this moment, fresh faced and lively if a bit too hungry looking.

He’s known her for a few months. And, bizarrely, he feels like he’s known her all his life.

“That sounded like Bianca,” he observes, as if he wouldn’t know the way Bianca sounds anywhere.

“Well, that doesn’t make any sense,” Hawke chirps. “Somebody told me that Bianca is a delicate, complicated lady who can only be fired by one specific dwarf who was trained in her secrets by an Antivan Crow whose life the dwarf saved.”

He finally looks up to take in the damage. Mirror shattered, bolt in the wall behind it, and Hawke standing shamelessly in the middle of the room cradling his crossbow.

“Somebody also told you not to touch her,” he adds pointedly.

Hawke grins from ear to ear. “We’ve already established somebody is full of shit.”

He discards his journal and glides back across the room, arms out and a carefully maintained disgruntled look on his features. “Come here, beautiful. What’d she do to you?”

Hawke takes a step back, eyes widening in clear afront. “What did I do to her? Varric, she’s drawn blood!”

“I told you she’s a sensitive lady. Difficult to handle. Little rough around the edges.”

“She’s a menace Varric.” Hawke relinquishes the crossbow and examines her fingers with a wrinkled nose. On her left ring finger is a nice cut, blood welling and dripping down her palm. “Look what she did!”

There’s a smear of crimson on the trigger. He wipes it away with his shirt sleeve. “You got your fingers stuck in the gears. She taught you a lesson about respecting other people’s property.”

“It’s going to scar!”

“Let me send an urgent note down to Darktown for Blondie. He’ll be thrilled to come stitch together your papercut.”

She laughs and puts one palm on the curve of her hip, leaning into his space. “I’m telling you Varric, the crossbow goes or I do.”

Something lurches in his stomach, a hint of fear he doesn’t quite have a name for, a bit of knee jerk panic at the thought of losing the last bit of her he truly has. But Hawke’s joking, Hawke is always joking, he can see the sparkle in her blue eyes and the twitch at the corner of her lips.

He lets his own tip up in the same playfulness. “You better clean up this mess before you go.”

She sighs in defeat and plops her finger between her pink lips, sucking on it thoughtfully while she looks at the chaos she’s caused. Varric spends a second too long examining the way her cheeks hollow around her finger.

He’s only a man, after all, no matter how taken he is.

“How much bad luck is it to break a mirror again?” she asks.

Varric doesn’t believe in human superstitions, or much of anything beyond the worth of his coin or the power of a well-loved lie, but he answers her. “Seven years at least. And just in time for our expedition too.”

Another moment of silence. Then one single, elegant curse. “Bollocks.”

Somehow, Varric gets stuck with the job of keeping Hawke in bed.

Privately, he thinks Blondie must be out to get him for humiliating the mage in more than one card game. Otherwise Varric wouldn’t get saddled with the most impossible job in Kirkwall. Their newly crowned Champion, and what a laugh that is, sits in her opulent bed wearing nothing but the rattiest shirt he’s ever seen. It’s so large it hangs off one freckled shoulder.

Varric wonders if it isn’t one of Carver’s old hand-me-downs. It’s better than thinking Hawke was plucking her nightclothes out of some moldy trunk in Lowtown, anyway.

Her icy eyes glare daggers into him from where she’s propped against the headboard. “Varric, if you don’t help me out of this bed I will chop Bianca into firewood.”

“Remember what happened the last time you got into a tussle with Bianca?” Varric asks, raising his eyebrows.

“I still have the scar!” she protests, trying weakly to push herself up off the bed. The covers slip, revealing the bandages wrapped around Hawke’s waist. Before Anders got his hands on her, bandages like those were the only thing holding Hawke’s guts inside her.

Varric knows. He put them on.

“You’re gonna have a better one now. Comes with a heroic story and everything.” A story where Varric stands, clutching his crossbow, helpless and afraid as a sword pierces Hawke’s body and hoists her off her feet. A story where she summons a fistful of fire to smother the Arishok as she’s impaled on his blade.

Varric’s still covered in a cold sweat and it’s been four days. Andraste’s ass, what would he have done if…?

But it’s not worth thinking about. He can’t face it in this bright bedroom, with Hawke and the mutinous gleam in her eyes. She swings them from his face to the window, her expression wistful.

It tugs at his heartstrings, it really does. Hawke has barely spent a night in this mansion in Hightown since they dragged Leandra’s body from the monster’s pit and held a quiet, solemn funeral at the Chantry. She bunks at a spare cot in Anders’ clinic, crashes on the moldy old chaise in Fenris’ mansion, falls asleep in Merrill’s bed while Daisy sits in front of her damned mirror all night.

But, more often than not, she’s in Varric’s bed and he’s in his armchair. Or she falls asleep in the armchair and refuses to be moved. Varric should complain, it’s ridiculous that he’s sharing one suite of rooms while she’s got a whole damn house, but he doesn’t. He can’t.

He knows what it’s like to live in a mausoleum to the dead.

In truth, Hawke has not come home to stay since it stopped being a home, and now she’s trapped there with her guts shoved back in and a title she could care less for.

“Play a game of Diamondback with me,” he cajoles. “You win, I’ll risk my chest hair and get you into the garden against the doctor’s orders.”

Hawke bites her lip and considers his offer, narrowing her eyes. “You cheat.”

“And if you pay attention, you may learn something to improve your own lackluster technique.” He pulls the cards from his pocket and hops up, in a painfully undignified fashion, onto her ridiculously high bed. The action brings a spark of humor to her gaze.

“I won’t be distracted by your ridiculous cleavage today, serah,” she teases, watching him shuffle the cards. In the brief moment of silence, Varric catches the way she runs her thumb over her finger, tracing the small silver scar Bianca left all those years ago. It’s a habit he’s noticed with fondness when she’s plotting, and it should worry him to see her scheming…

But honestly, he’d rather have her scarred and scheming than not have her at all.

They stand on the docks with the world on fire around them when Varric finally runs out of things to say.

There’s a joke here... somewhere. He struggles to find it while Hawke stares over his head at the ruined landscape of Kirkwall. He could say something about how she sure knows how to make an exit, but the thought of her exit sticks in his throat, deep in his chest.

Kirkwall without Hawke makes no sense. Varric without Hawke makes no sense, and when did that happen?

She’s leaving and he’s staying. It’s what they need to do. She’ll be free as a bird to ignite the revolution she’s become the figurehead of, thanks to Blondie, and he’ll be here to confuse and confound the authorities while he tries to put his home back together.

But, somehow, it feels like his home is about to get on Isabela’s ship.

“Look on the bright side, Varric.” He looks up into Hawke’s face. She’s got her best Champion smile plastered on, the one that doesn’t quite reach her eyes. “We’ve almost burned through those seven years of bad luck, right?”

The mirror. Her face without the wrinkles of worry at the corner of her eyes, on her forehead, Bianca in her arms and a smile on her face. Varric’s chest constricts painfully.

The Hanged Man is gone. Hawke is leaving. All he’s got is Bianca on his back and a pile of trouble again.

“You’ll always have the scar though,” he jokes weakly.

She looks down at her hands. Varric wonders if she can see blood on them, even though she’s done everything she could have. The scar from her run in from Bianca is merely a thin white line across her finger, but his eyes go there immediately.

He doesn’t know what possesses him, but it feels right to snatch that hand out of the air. Long fingers curl immediately over his leather gloves and her blue eyes flick to his face.

It’s a bad idea, but he’s too committed to stop now. He brings her knuckles to his lips like she’s a fairytale princess instead of the biggest menace he’s ever known, like he’s a knight instead of a cheating scoundrel. His lips brush over that thin scar softly before he pulls away, looking up into Hawke’s eyes.

She swallows, hard, and Varric swears he sees tears in her eyes behind a watery smile. Varric’s words are still missing, lost somewhere in the rubble around them, but he has to try. “Hawke-”

She pulls her hand from his and drops it to the side. “Well Varric,” she begins behind her brittle smile. “I’ve been telling you for years. That crossbow goes or I do.”

For a brief, insane moment Varric considers slinging his beloved Bianca over his shoulder and into the harbor. It passes just as Hawke stoops to envelop him in her too long arms. He just catches her whisper. “I’ll miss you.”

“Yeah,” Varric swallows his own bitter emotion. “Me too, Elodie.”

That makes her laugh and lightly punch his shoulder as she withdraws. He barely gets a look at her tearstained face before she flees up the gangplank and onto the boat, leaving him bereft.

“If you were waiting for an opportune moment, you have missed it,” Fenris remarks acidicly behind him.

Varric ignores the remark and the ridiculous insinuation behind it as Fenris appears in his line of sight. His love life is complicated enough, after all. “I can afford to let her go, she doesn’t owe me five sovereigns.”

The familiar, immediate refrain is almost comforting. “I’m good for it.”

Varric huffs a small, broken laugh. “No you’re not.”

“You are not incorrect,” Fenris finally admits. The elf casts a look behind him for a moment before adjusting the pack over his shoulder. “I wish you well, my friend.”

The bastard has enough decency not to add Varric will need it. “Watch her back, Broody.”

“I will attempt to do so,” Fenris murmurs, shoving past him. “Although nobody does it as well as you.”

Varric watches him go with a heavy weight in his stomach.

That is exactly what he’s afraid of.

#manka writes #dadrunkwriting #varric tethras #female hawke #elodie hawke #female hawke/varric tethras #dragon age #dragon age 2 #varricmance march madness

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make-me-imagine · 4 years

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🍭 13 Days of Halloween: Day 10

Request: The Reader and 12 go trick or treating, and 12 slips an anonymous love note into the readers candy hoping they wont know it’s from him. (re-worded slightly from original request)

Requested by: @polliwogboi

Pairing: Twelfth Doctor x Reader

Gender: Neutral Triggers: None

Words: 2,307 Genre: A little Humor and some Fluff

Requested Tag: @fictionalhoomanofnowhere

Notes: This is my first time writing for 12 so I hope I wrote him correctly; I wish I could watch DW but I don’t have an HBO subscription :( I’m also unsure of how I feel about this, but I hope you like it lol.

If you’d like to check out 2019 and 2018′s 13 Days of Halloween, as well as my 2017 general Halloween/Fall stuff here are the links: x2017x, x2018x & x2019x

Walking down the steps of the most recent house you stopped at, you turned back to the Doctor with a smile “I still cannot get over the fact that this planet celebrates Halloween, AND that they give out candy to adults”

“Yes, well, you’re welcome.”

You looked at the doctor with a quizzical stare “What do you mean ‘you’re welcome’?”

He leaned a little closer, small smirk present on his lips “Who do you think introduced the holiday in the first place huh?”

You considered his comment for a moment, the initial surprise faded quickly “That actually makes a lot of sense.”

He winked before you continued down the road, your bags of candy swaying in your hands “I’m pretty sure someone gave me an entire tomato” you commented, peaking into your bag.

The Doctor snickered “Must be the same lady who gave me a cucumber”

You had both dressed in a classic Earth Victorian-styled outfit paired with a masquerade-style masks. As you passed the line of houses, you looked back momentarily, smiling at the array of lights and decorations lining the streets and houses. It did really remind you of Earth, though, instead of pumpkins, the people on this planet carved faces into the trees lining the roads, giving an all year ‘round Tim Burton’s Halloween Town feeling.

“That was fun” you commented, turning back and continuing towards the Tardis.

“Well it’s not over yet” the Doctor said with a small smirk.

“What do you mean? We went to all the houses.”

“Yes, but, we still have one more stop” he stopped in his tracks, you stopping along with him.

Stretching out is arm, he motioned towards the Blue Police Box. Looking between him and the Tardis you smiled “No”

“Yes” he motioned his arms in a shooing gesture as you turned and approached the Tardis. The Doctor watched you with a smile on your face, his hand reaching into his pocket gripping around a small piece of paper.

Stopping at the Tardis door, the Doctor moved to stand next to you, lifting your hands at the same time, you repeated the action you had been doing all night. Knocking three times and yelling “Trick or Treat!” you were startled when the Tardis door flung open.

Looking down, you see two large candy bars lying in the Tardis entry way, you smiled, letting out a chuckle “You’ve got to be kidding” you said in disbelief.

Leaning down, both you and the Doctor grabbed the candy, the Doctors gaze fell to your opened candy bag. Considering for a moment whether he should toss the note in or not, he decided not to as you began to rise. Entering into the Tardis, you looked up “Thank you!” you yelled out, knowing the Tardis could somehow hear and understand you.

You turned back to the Doctor with a smile as you set your bag of candy down “I’m going to go change and then we can go through our spoils okay?”

He nodded with a smile as you turned and quickly went to your room. The Doctor eyed your bag before leaving the room to change.

By the time he came back, you still had not returned. His eyes fell to the open bag again as he wracked his mind for a decision. ‘Just do it, just put it in the bag’ ‘No, it’s stupid, it makes no sense’ “Ugh” he sighed out loud as he fought with his own mind.

He leaned against the Tardis control panel as his mind flashed back to a conversation you had months prior as you sat in a park and watched a boy pass a young girl a love note, you assumed it said ‘Will you be my girlfriend, Yes or No?”. The Doctor made fun the action, but you insisted that confessions via note were cute, and could often be romantic and poetic.

Not that long after than, The Doctor found himself writing a small note to you, his confession in tact, romantic and poetic as you had commented. But he quickly ripped it up. Only to re-write it multiple times. The most recent note, the one currently in the grip of his palm was simple, purposefully vague as to possibly go anonymous in your mind.

‘You’re presence is a gift and I wish to never part with it, I wish to never part with your smile nor your kind heart, or your kind eyes. I would ask you to stay with me forever if I could’ he spoke the words in his mind, was it too much, or too vague? The first note he wrote was longer, full of more detail, but he did want to be vague, but maybe he shouldn’t? Grimacing at his own sappy thoughts, he looked back over at your bag as he thought of how much he had been debating telling you of his feelings.

With the note, he could possibly play it off, someone else put it in your bag. Specifically the young man you had met a few days previous in the town. He was quite smitten with you. The Doctor rolled his eyes at the thought, a sense of jealousy passing through him.

Suddenly the Tardis made a noise, it’s lights flickering. The Doctor looked up “Oh be quiet! It’s not your decision to make!”

He sighed as the Tardis blinked again. Turning, he tossed the note into your bag ‘There, I did it. And now I can’t turn back. If y/n believes it from the young man, I can learn how they feel about them, and possibly me in the process’ he thought to himself as he turned away “There, happy?” he spoke out loud.

“Who are you talking to?” you asked as you entered the room again.

The Doctor turned quickly, slightly startled by your entry “Tardis” he said, motioning his hands around.

“Ah” you said with a smile as you looked around as well. Approaching your bag, The Doctors hearts beat rapidly as he realized what he had done, and that he couldn’t turn back. ‘Just play it off, wait it out’ he thought.

Grabbing your bag you suddenly moved to sit on the floor “Alright, let’s see what we got huh?” you asked, looking up at the Doctor, who repeated your action “This reminds me of my childhood” you commented, nostalgia running through you as you smiled widely.

The Doctor smiled fondly at you as you dumped out the content of your bag. His eyes raked over the pile of candy, looking for the note, but seeing it had been buried. Maybe you’d miss it? Think it was a loose candy wrapper and throw it away?

The Doctor, having dumped out his candy as well was distracted when he saw a certain candy in his pile. Hearing him make a sound of disgust you see him pick up a particular candy - which of course you didn’t recognize - he pinched it between his fingers as if it was a dirty napkin he didn’t want to touch.

You chuckled, reaching out and snatching it from his hand, looking at it you couldn't make out what it was, giving him a quizzical look he motioned his head towards it “Try it”

“With how you reacted to it, I don’t know if I want to” staring at him for a moment and seeing him give nothing away you shrugged “Fine” unwrapping the candy it appeared to be a sort of toffee.

Tossing it into your mouth, the Doctor watched closely, waiting. You sucked on the candy for a second, the almost caramel like taste lasting for only a second before it switched to a sour, almost rancid taste. Grimacing you quickly spit it back into it’s wrapper with a ‘bleh’ sound before shaking your face “Ah, no, ew, what even is that?”

The Doctor laughed at your reaction as you tossed the candy into the trash, disgust still on your face “Give me something better” you said motioned towards the candy. The Doctor, still amused, reached over, picking up the previously mentioned tomato and handing it to you.

You looked at him with disdain as he chuckled. Instead you reached out, grabbing a random mysterious candy, opening it and shoving it into your mouth. The Doctor waiting for your reaction, smiled when you sighed in relief “Tastes sort of like apple”

Continuing looking through the candy, the Doctor explained the ones he knew, as you traded some and tried some. The Doctor remained distracted as he waited for you to find the note. His hearts seemed to stop when he saw you see the paper and grab it. He watched for a moment before asking “What’s that?”

You glanced at him, shrugging your shoulders “A note?”

Opening it you read the words, your heart skipping a beat as you did. For a moment, you thought you recognized the handwriting, but it did also appear different. Looking over at the Doctor he rose his brow “So? What is it? Trick or Treat?” he joked with a smile, trying to play off his nervousness.

Hesitating for a moment, you read it out loud. The Doctor seemed to be as confused as you were as he suddenly rose from his seat on the ground “Perhaps it was from that one man, Tom? Randy? you know the one that clearly fancies you, maybe he slipped it in when we stopped at their house earlier” he stretched his body as he spoke, seemingly uncaring of the confession you received.

Trying to ignore the pang of disappointment you felt you looked back at the note “You mean Adric?” you asked somewhat amused at his clear forgetfulness of his name, looking back at the note you read it again “Perhaps you are right, he did seem...interested” and he did flirt a lot with you when you and the Doctor had stopped at his house earlier.

The Doctor looked back at you, seeing you re-reading the note again and again, clearing his throat “Do you, uh, like him, as well then?”

You glanced at the Doctor, thinking you saw, trepidation? nervousness? “Uh, no, not really. Besides, even if I did, I couldn’t stay could I?” thinking for a moment, you rose from the ground “I think I will take it back to him tomorrow, and tell him how I feel”

"No!” the Doctor suddenly said, making you look at him surprise “Uh, I mean, no, we don’t have time, we must leave tomorrow, times to be, places to save you know.”

You stared at him for a moment, suspicion rising “I can’t just disappear can I? That’s quite rude.”

“Well it’s like you said, you can’t just stay, so what’s the point? Besides he’s quite pompous, a little childish, not right for you, he’ll surely get over it quickly” he suggested before turning and walking down one of the halls.

You couldn’t help the suspicion and hope growing in your mind, looking at the handwriting again, you noted that it really did look familiar, like The Doctors, and it was written as though it was purposefully disguised. Looking back up, now at the empty hallway. You moved to follow the Doctor.

“It would only take a moment you know!” you called out, not knowing exactly where he was “I could just, take the note to him, say I’m sorry I don’t feel the same, and now I have to leave!”

“No point!” you heard the Doctors voice from a nearby room.

Entering, you see him looking through a pile of random objects and books “Why don’t you want me to Doctor?” you asked, your voice not quite accusatory, but genuinely curious.

The Doctor hesitated for a moment before turning to face you “Just don’t see the point is all” moving, he walked past you.

“You’re not a very good liar sometimes you know” you commented, making him stop in the doorway.

“Why would I be lying?” he asked softly.

You took a step closer to him “You’re also not as good at disguising your handwriting as you think” The Doctor stayed motionless, still facing away from you “You wrote the note didn’t you?”

There was a moment of silence before he spoke “And what if I did?” the question was soft, quiet.

You smiled to yourself as you looked back at the note in your hand “If you did” you looked up, staring at the back of his head “Then I would thank you. And I would tell you, that I...wish to never leave your side either. And that if you did ask. I would stay forever.”

The Doctor had a swell of emotion as you spoke, your voice soft and sincere. Turning slowly, he met your eyes, seeing that you were nervous, as you fiddled with the note in your hands.

Moving towards you now, the Doctor stopped in front of you, close enough to feel his breath on your skin “You would stay?”

You met his eyes, seeing them full of hope, you nodded lightly, your voice coming out just above a whisper “Forever- ” you paused “if you wanted”

“I do” he replied quickly, his own voice quiet. Reaching out, he took your hand in his “It is all I want, it has been all I wanted since...”

“Since when?”

He smiled lightly, bringing his other hand up, he gently touched the side of your face with his fingers “Since the day I asked you to be my companion”

A small smile grew on your face as he spoke, knowing that on the same day, you wished you could stay with him forever as well. You stared into each other’s eyes as you both realized you had been harboring the same feelings, and same wish. To be together, forever, or for as long as time would allow.

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How about some eventual snuggling with Kili who used to tease human!reader for not having her first kiss yet? I just love the way you portray the brothers in your writing, it always makes me smile 💘

I'm sorry this took so long, I've been lacking motivation to write since I hurt my hands but I got this out! I hope you like it!

You never understood why people care so much about others romantic experiences when they're not even interested in the first place.

It literally makes no sense.

What does it matter that you've never kissed anyone? Or been in a relationship?

A conquest is how you've been seen in the past. Like a goal that people are working towards over something so stupid.

What do they even gain from getting a kiss from you anyways? Another roll of innocence on their belt? Bragging rights?

Whatever.

I mean really, it shouldn't matter at all; and in this particular group of dwarfs you thought it wouldn't matter at all, and for the most part it doesn't. However, while your first kiss may not be a conquest, it certainly is the topic of a lot of teasing.

Specifically from Fili and Kili.

Double specifically from Kili.

It was just a casual conversation like any other when the topic came up, the two brothers discussing how awkward their first kisses were since they had given up their first kisses to the same girl.

"I know, I know. It sounds unbelievable but it's true!" Kili exclaims between laughter, nudging his brother in the side while you join in with giggles of your own. "And do you want to know what happened after we kissed?"

"What?" You ask eagerly, practically on the edge of your seat. This story is just too good.

"She called me Fili! She had us completely mixed up with one another and it then dawned on me that she hadn't said my name the entire night." He looks indignant and tries to feign shock, though the big smile on his face gives him away. "I'm completely certain that she forgot if I was Fili or Kili, and then panicked and guessed at the last moment. It was mortifying."

You gasp dramatically and look over at the blond-haired brother who is watching on with amusement in his eyes, though he isn't laughing as much as you or his brother. "And what about you?"

"Me? Well, she kissed me afterward and didn't bother to tell me that she had been snogging my brother only a few hours-"

"A few hours? " Once more you're left shocked- this is better than any soap opera- and you look at him with wide eyes.

"I know! I had no idea. And when I returned home later and Kili told me what happened, I nearly lost it." He shakes his head after he finishes speaking and crosses his arms over his chest.

You reach up and scratch at your cheek lightly, pressing a bit further, "What did you guys do about it?"

They exchange a glance as smiles creep up onto their faces, and right away you know they did something no so kind.

"Well, the next time she asked me to join her for an outing," Fili begins, a smirk creeping up onto his face, "I invited Kili along."

"Oh, her face when she saw the both of us together. Once we approached her she looked like a deer caught drinking by a hunter, I tell you! And then Fili said-"

"I said, 'Oh, Elora! I hope you don't mind but I brought my brother, Kili, along since I wanted him to meet you.' And then she looked absolutely horrified."

You place your hand on your face and look at him with wide eyes, asking very energetically, "W-Wait so you brought along your brother, who she also kissed, _and _indirectly told her she said the wrong brothers name?"

"That's exactly what I did, and she looked none too happy about it. She started yelling at us for being horrible and tricking her." Fili sighs and shakes his head as if he's disappointed just thinking about it. "She looked positively foolish."

"What an awful way to lose your first kiss- because that certainly does sound like a loss." You look at them sympathetically despite the humor of the memory, knowing that it must've been much less pleasant at the time.

Kili shrugs his shoulders indifferently, looking at you with a raised eyebrow, "Well, we're not bothered by it anymore anyways."

"It's your turn to share." Fili urges as his humorous demeanor becomes much more expectant.

You frown deeply at his call for your story, but, unfortunately for them, you don't have one. "I've never kissed anyone, so I've no embarrassing story to give."

A moment of silence passes by where they just look at you before Kili asks incredulously, "You've never been kissed?"

"No..." You suddenly feel a bit nervous, glancing away shyly. "Not everyone has been, you know. Surely it isn't that surprising to you." You're grumbling more than speaking at this point, hoping more than anything that they'll just drop it since it isn't a big deal.

A smile curls onto Kili's lips and the tease leaves his mouth before he can stop himself, "Certainly there must be some sort of mistake! Our brave, adventurous, Y/N has never kissed anyone?"

In contrast to Kili, a scowl works its way onto your face and you look away pointedly, "What does it matter?"

"Oh, well it doesn't matter much...," he trails off as that same mischievous smile stays on his face, and then he continues, "You're even softer and sweeter than I thought!"

"How does that make me soft or sweet?" You ask incredulously, half-hearted disgust twisting your features.

"It just does." Fili chimes in suddenly, earning a glare from you.

A heavy sigh leaves you and you flop down onto your back, avoiding looking at both of them, "Oh, you too? You're both incorrigible."

All they do is laugh in response.

You got an awful lot of teasing from those two after you let that slip (it wasn't actually a slip up but whatever), but eventually the jokes and jabs died down and became less frequent, though they didn't stop altogether in the slightest.

Some of their jokes ended up being kinda funny too, surprisingly enough, though that doesn't mean you disliked it any less.

And there's also the thing with liking all the attention you've been getting from Kili- even if it is attention derived from being made fun of.

Also, there's the fact that a few of Kili's jabs included things like being willing to teach you a thing or two about kissing... Oh, even thinking about it makes you embarrassed.

You can feel your face heating up upon the thought of his recent behavior, and you chance a quick look around to see if anyone is looking at you and, luckily, find that nobody is paying attention to you.

Thank god.

A moment or so passes and the raging heat of your face cools, and then you dispel all thoughts of this from your mind.

You take a deep breath and lay back into your bedroll and pulling your blanket over you, looking up at the sky with a slight pout on your face.

A chill runs down your spine in unison with a strong gust of wind that breezes by, and, instinctively, you reach up and wrap your arms around yourself. It's a cold night, but you'll be able to manage as long as you bundle up properly.

"Y/N? Are you cold?" A voice pipes up from your left suddenly.

You turn toward the voice and see Kili sitting with his back propped up against the trunk of one of the trees in the clearing, one of his eyebrows raised while he smokes from the dreadful pipe.

"Just a little bit." You mumble, wrapping your blanket around your shoulders and sitting back up so you can look at him full on. "Are you going to sleep soon?"

"Yes..." He trails off and looks like he wants to say something else, and right away you're on guard.

"If you're thinking of more ways to tease me, then I won't speak to you at all tomorrow."

A smirk curls at the corners of his lips and he laughs heartily, shaking his head along while speaking, "I was not planning on it. Have I really tormented you so much that you expect it now?"

Uh, duh.

You nod your head vigorously and glare right at him, "Yes. And you know it, too."

The dark-haired dwarf laughs some more and shrugs his shoulders, placing his pipe down and crossing his arms across his chest. "Fair."

"Is that all?"

He doesn't say anything right away and instead looks at you silently for a bit, seeming to debate something internally before he gestures for you to come over to him.

You, of course, just look at him blankly for a moment, eyes narrowing a fraction with clear distrust, "What?"

"You said that you are cold."

"And?"

"I'm offering up a solution."

Once more you say nothing and just look at him, thus causing him to sigh heavily.

"Come on now, I'm only trying to be nice," he pauses, then adds, "I promise not to tease you."

"How do I know I can trust you?"

"You'll just have to try."

The sourness does not leave your face while the two of you engage in some sort of stare down, a battle of wills, but when another shudder runs through you, you know that you're just gonna have to concede.

And I mean, it's not like you don't want to be close to him or anything like that, but there's still that little bit of suspicion whispering in your ear...

Oh well.

You sigh heavily and resign your hesitance in favor of crawling over to him, not removing your blanket or being particularly quick, and once you're next to him you settle and pull your blanket tighter around your shoulders.

"Okay, I'm here."

He wraps his arm around your shoulders right away and pulls you into him, laughing lightly at your hesitance since he really does find it to be rather cute. "Come on now, it's only me."

"I know..." You grumble, leaning into him comfortably and wrapping one of your arms around his waist, less skittishly this time around. "You're always bothering me, though, so I never know what to expect."

Fair.

He only smiles and doesn't reply, looking ahead and just getting more comfy himself.

The change in temperature is almost instant, and right away you know that you don't want to be anywhere else.

You slide down further and stretch your legs out in front of you, sighing contently while you look at the flickering and orange fire ahead. The air is still cold of course, but it feels so much better with someone holding you.

Kili unconsciously smiles when you snuggle up further into him, pulling you over so your head can rest against his shoulder which you appreciate greatly.

You're practically laying on him now, but if he's uncomfortable at all then he definitely isn't showing it.

You aren'y quite sure when your eyes began to droop or your body began to completely relax, but very soon were you on the verge of sleep, tipping just over the edge of rest as he held you so comfortingly and remained as still as he possibly could - which you are very grateful for.

At one point you vaguely register movement beside you and, when you begin to stir, a soft whisper telling you that everything's fine and that you should go back to sleep, and not long after that are you completely whisked away into dream land.

Kili had elected to lay down and bring you with him once he got tired, and, instead of sending you off to your own bedroll, he just held you a bit tighter and looked up at the sky for a little bit while he waited for sleep to overcome him as well (that ended up taking a bit longer than he thought it would, for he was entranced in your peaceful expression and the soft breaths fanning out across his chest).

Right before he falls asleep himself he leans down and presses a delicate kiss to your forehead, smiling tiredly when your nose twitches.

And then he too falls into the depths of sleep.

#kili durin #kili x reader #kili fic #kili #the hobbit fanfiction #the hobbit #fluff #request #answer #sorry its so late #reader insert #reader

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lucysuniverse · 3 years

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Critical Beauty

Am I the only one who thinks Jo Jinho is perfect just the way he is? Probably not. :D

To be honest I incredibly miss this man so I just wanted to feel him a bit closer while I am writing this story and he is serving in the military.

Happy Birthday Jinho! We love you all.

Pairing: Jinho x OC/reader

Genre: comfort, romance, angst

Word count: 6081

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I messed up. Like totally. My dad and those idiot colleagues of mine totally washed my brain. But after all I was the one ruining our relationship completely. And I could not blame him for having the will to break up with me because If I was in his shoes I would have done the same.

-|-

I knew it wasn’t right this way. We lived together for almost a year by now, and I couldn’t tell him. I couldn’t tell him that I was lying to him continuously in order to protect him from pain and save his self-esteem. Or at least this was my intention through-out the years.

We lived in a small flat. This is what we could afford. I just graduated from high-school and he was going to auditions. One after another. He was determined, and he was good. Insanely good. I couldn’t understand what is missing. What do you need more to become a singer? Didn’t he have outstanding vocals? He did. Didn’t he have a bit shy but loveable personality? He did. Didn’t he have sense of humor? HE DID. And on top of that he was handsome. WHAT WAS MISSING THEN???

As his girlfriend my heart was aching to watch all his efforts go to waste after so many years passed. We had a relatively big age gap between us. Well as long as you’re a teenager or young adult even two and a half years difference seem a lot. But later on, it doesn’t really matter. Especially not when you like someone. Because you like them for the person they are.

I loved him so incredibly. Because he was great. He was caring and cute but sometimes surprisingly masculine and very hot. I couldn’t wish for a better man. There was only one thing missing. Actually, not was but were. 5 more inches.

Because although we were quite far from each other in terms of age, we were all the more so close in terms of height. To be honest I guess I might have been smaller than him, but it never felt like that. And every time I thought about this I felt ashamed. Because that was the only thing which gave me hard times. I wouldn’t say I didn’t like his height. I liked everything about him. But sometimes I just wished he was a tiny bit taller, or I was even smaller (if that was possible).

Sometimes I found myself wondering about this: this couldn’t be the reason of him failing all those auditions, right? They can’t be so mean right? If you’ve ever heard a good singer than you would know that Jo Jinho was one of them.

This is why I always told my father to wait just a little. He was really opposing our relationship. I would have understood his concerns if he had real reasons, since I was his only daughter. But what he always said was ridiculous, narrow-minded and I just resent him for that.

“When will he finally stop this stupid joke of becoming a singer. Didn’t he have enough throughout these years?”

“I am fine dad. How about you?” I said as a reply. I was so fed up listening to his bullshit all the time. He heard Jinho singing. And even though he would have never admitted, he knew Jinho was born to be a singer. Anybody could tell. But sadly, in his eyes only those are real men who are lawyers or doctors. When they divorced with mom, he even found me a real man… My dad thought I should go on a blind date with the trainee of his divorce lawyer. He even complimented his ears! Like what the heck! My always logical and strict dad tells me to date the trainee of his divorce lawyer because he has nice ears.

Don’t get me wrong I’ve never thought about leaving Jinho, but my dad nagged me all the time so I checked the guy’s social media pages. Funfact: he was born on the freaking same day in April as Jinho. Am I freaking joke?

“Little woman… I am your dad no need to act like this. But think about your future kids. Will they be also minions?”

“Bye dad it was good to talk to you.” And I hung up. I didn’t want to ignore him. After all he was my dad. But we never had a good relationship. Well a relationship at all. But the irritating thing was that even if I tried to ignore all these comments he made me angry. I couldn’t stop myself. I should not marry Jinho but we are already expecting kids?! And minions? And these are my dad’s words when he himself isn’t a giant either. ARRGGGGHHH!

“Hi babe! Is everything okay?” Jinho asked. And as always, I put on a nice smile and said “yeah, all good.” And I hated myself for that.

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“What is that?” He asked curiously. I didn’t know he was still at home. I wanted to put the box back under the bed as soon as possible but it was too late he saw it.

“Oh this? It is just something stupid. It is not important. Did you leave something here?”

“Yeah, I left my phone on the charger. But don’t change the topic. It must be something important if you were staring at it so dearly.”

“Oh no. You misunderstood.”

“Okay, enough of this. What’s that? Do you have something to hide from me?” And even though he didn’t say this in an offended way there was edge in his voice.

“It’s your birthday gift.”

“My birthday gift?”

“Yeah.” I knew this couldn’t work. But I couldn’t come up with a real acceptable reason.

“It was last month. And procrastination is your middle name so it can’t be for my next one, I am not buying this. So, what is that?”

“I will bring this back okay? I don’t know why I bought this. I must have lost my mind. I just …”

“Oh show me finally.” And before I could give him the box he took it out of my hands.

“You must be kidding me, right?” He asked after 3 minutes of torturing silence.

“Look I am sorry. I know we should be saving money and …. but I can ask for refund and also…”

“You created such a big scene just because of this?” And he was laughing. He was LAUGHING!

“What? Aren’t you mad?”

“Why would I be? Should I?”

“Oh… yeah. I mean no. No. I just thought… I just…”

“You thought I would be upset to found out that my girlfriend is secretly buying a pair of high-heels for herself to feel pretty? I am getting more upset now that I know you felt like you should hide this. Also, why did you think I didn’t want to see your pretty legs in this? I thought you knew me better. If that’s all I am off for work. Bye babe see you in the afternoon.” And he gave me a light kiss on my forehead. And I felt on my skin he was smiling. “And I hope next time I see you, you’ll be wearing these.” And he casually left the room.

I made a fool out of myself. I really thought he would be offended by this. I mean it wasn’t a big deal to give up on high-heels. They weren’t very comfortable anyway and we really had to save money. But I was young and for the first time in my life I felt getting more feminine. Maybe I was already but this time I started to realize.

I thought it was selfish of me having these secret desires to put on a bit tighter clothes and wore high-heels especially when he is not really taller than me, but after having this conversation I was even more encouraged. I knew he didn’t have problems with it and that was all that mattered. I was happily tiptoeing to the office. My colleagues even complimented me.

The girls were jealous for having those nice shaped legs, and the boys… let’s not talk about them. If you think they will become serious once they grow up… Well friend you are totally mistaken. Boys will be boys. But they didn’t cross the line, in their own way they complimented me as well. And I felt confident and happy. All thanks to my sweet boyfriend whom I could always rely on.

I was in a really good mood until the point I let some idiots ruin my day. I couldn’t say they ruined it. I was the one let them do it. I just wish I never overheard their conversation.

“I was wondering why she is never coming to the year-end parties but now I see. The company is not yet prepared for those legs.”

“That was a good one bro. But they say she is just staying home all the time with that hopeless guy. I feel sorry for her to have such a boyfriend.”

“What really? Why aren’t they coming together?”

“Another rumor says it the guy is a dwarf. So, she is rather staying home with him.”

“Wow. How do you know so many things?”

“Resources…”

“Which girl then?”

“The blondie in the red jeans.”

“Mmmmmh.”

“Stop it she is mine.”

“Until when?”

“Tonight. Then you can have her.”

“You are disgusting man. Well done.” And they laughed.

“Ah but that sweetie. I really feel sorry for her. Having that boyfriend can be very burdensome.”

“Oh yeah. If I was her boyfriend, I would make sure she feels good in every situation.”

“You mean every position.”

“Exactly.” And they laughed again. “You know me so well.”

I felt dirty. It’s not like they did anything specific to me. They were just fantasizing. But I felt fucking dirty in that moment. I wanted to erase this conversation from my head but instead I heard their words repeatedly in my head.

I heard my shoes making that irritating sound on the street while I was going home. With every step I felt smaller and smaller. I regretted wearing that stupid high-heel… So as soon as I arrived home I put them back in their box cleaned, ready to bring them back to the shop. I would want to throw them away instantly but then suddenly I thought about Jinho.

We need to spare money. He needs to buy some nice clothes for the next audition. And also, we barely manage to pay the bills since I just started studying in the med school and next to collage it is quite hard to work. Sometimes I thought maybe I should just quit dreaming about becoming a doctor but there was a senior doc, my supervisor who inspired me a lot. Last month he helped that well-known celebrity couple. He said the lady had some complications while she was giving birth to their little girl but the doctor helped them and finally the little Daisy was born healthy. Some of my fellow classmates said he even resembles Jinho…. I don’t know why.

Talking about Jinho, he was quite clueless when he found me eating the third bowl of ice cream and watching Lovely Complex.

“You are still watching this?”

“Anime is not only for kids. And well I’ve just become an adult anyway, meaning I am still a kid. Let me be. Oh and if you go to the kitchen can you bring me the last Ben & Jerry’s? I know I shouldn’t be buying these but I just felt like having a pajama party on my own. Thanks babe. ”

“Look.” And he sat down next to me and slowly took away the Ben and Jerry’s from my hands to put it on the table. “Can we talk about today morning?”

“Sure. But what is there to talk about?”

“I hate it when you act like this. And the funny thing is that you know I do.” He smiled bitterly. I was aware of it. None of us were stupid. Well… we both were very clever to be honest. When I acted silly it was either out of fun or I was trying to hide something. Just like now.

“Okay. Sorry.”

“I feel like you are kind of disappointed in me. And I just wanted to let you know and thank you for enduring all these days and months together with me. I know that even if you don’t tell me that it is hard to tell your parents that I still didn’t make it.”

“Jinho it’s not your fault.”

“That is showbiz, I know. The only thing that hurts me is that when I started this utterly long and unpredictable journey, it was me and only me. But since then we found each other, and me failing all the time is not only an individual concern. We are a team. And I am not a good team mate. You just graduated and want to become a doctor. And I should support you.”

“Jinho you’ve already done so much for me, you can’t even imagine. And you do every single day. Even today. So, don’t just please don’t say you don’t support me, when you support me the most.”

“But then what’s wrong?”

“What do you mean?”

“Even after so many years I’ve never met your colleagues and I hardly ever meet your dad. I know you are working part-time and you are tired from doing college and your job at the same time but these parties could help you relieve stress a bit.”

“I don’t want you to meet those idiots.” And well, this was true. Not only because they would make a joke out of us, but after today I was kind of ashamed of working with those bastards.

“But I guess not all of them- oh what’s this? I am sorry babe but I need to pick this up, we will catch up on this okay?”

A producer called him. Or should I say the producer? The one who just became a dad. The one whose wife gave birth to the little Daisy in our hospital with the help of my professor. That producer. I was insanely happy. Finally, good news. I couldn’t bear anything bad any longer. But the worst was yet to come.

-|-

We were walking hand in hand on the streets. Finally, a promising audition. It was on Saturday so I could go with him to the company and show some support as I should. Once the audition was over Jinho shook hands with the producer. I could imagine them working together. I even found cute how they were both quite small.

Jinho said they would contact him later, but he had a good feeling about finally making it. I was so happy. I’ve never saw him so hopeful after an audition. When we were leaving the company there were six model like people nearing us. I was sure they just walked out of Vogue. The two most likely European girls alongside the four men suited each other very well. But not all the boys were Korean. One boy’s appearance shouted “Shanghai Prince” the other’s “Nagano Prince” but don’t ask me why. I just had this feeling.

I don’t know how Jinho felt but I was in awe. They looked stunning. Flawlessly chitchatting about a Flower Shop in the nearby. I always thought models have other topics to talk about. Well the owner of that shop must have done something very well then to become a hot topic.

“They were cool right?” He asked suddenly.

“Yeah.”

“Just wait a little longer. I will become one of them anytime soon.”

“I know.”

And I really knew that he would succeed. He was supposed to be a singer. I even imagined myself becoming his manager. I loved helping people. And I was determined about med school, but for him I could have given up on it. I knew with his music he may be curing more people in his life than me as a doctor. So after all our goal was the same.

As we were nearing home familiar faces were getting closer. The two guys that bullied me in high school. They always had something against me. If I had red nails I was a slut if I wore a turtleneck they called me a nun. They ate my lunch, stole my notebooks etc. Same old thing. Bullies are so uncreative.

“Oh hi dear. Long time no see.”

“Hi guys.” And I started to panic but wanted to grab Jinho’s hand and leave as soon as possible.

“Hey its Saturday, why such a hurry? Knowing you, you don’t have any plans or invitations, do you?”

“I am sorry boys, but we will be leaving.” Jinho said firmly.

“Oh, did you see someone? I heard a voice but I don’t know where it comes from.” One of them said.

“I don’t know man. Maybe our favorite girl can tell us.” And now they were both looking at me challengingly.

“You guys are still not tired of the same old shit, are you?” I asked with a bored face but deep inside I was startled. I hated seeing them again, I hated the fact that even after graduation they can do this to me and Jinho as well.

“Same old shit? Look at you. Are you talking about yourself?”

“It was enough. Get lost.” Jinho said again.

“It is strange I keep on hearing things but I don’t see anyone.” One said.

“Poor girl. You should have higher expectations. Are should I say taller?” The other added. And they laughed. I was about to cry. Why is this happening to us, when finally, things seemed to become better.

“Is he the best you could end up with? Oh god your still so low-class as you used to be… or is he not your boyfriend? Correct me if I misunderstood.”

And that was when I fucked up. I didn’t say anything. I hesitated. There were no good answers. I knew them so well, no matter what I was about to say, they would turn it against me. But even that should have been better than this.

“I am sorry guys, but if that’s the problem, I can tell you we are not together. Look at her. Is she someone to mess around someone like me? Definitely no. She is better than that. She has a taller, funnier and richer guy next to her. He has just entered that building at the end of the corner. I guess you both know which building I am referring to.”

“Is that true?” They asked at the same time.

It was our only chance to finally escape from this nightmare situation. They could stop us if they wanted any time. We were both too small to resist if they were up to something.

“Yeah, that’s right. He works there.”

And as if the curse was broken, they nodded with respect and were no longer blocking our way.

“If that’s the case, we are sorry about what we said. We knew you are going to make it. And who is that lucky guy? Yanan? Shinwon? Yuto? No waaaay. Oh my god are you dating Jung Wooseok?”

I had no clue what they were talking about, but I had this gut feeling that my dear ex-classmates became fanboys throughout the years. FANBOYS! It was ridiculous. I couldn’t help but smile out of embarrassment.

“I am sorry, but you also know that we should respect the artist’s privacy. I cannot say more.”

“Okay, so its Wooseok. Oh my god. He is a legend. Could you please get his autograph?”

“I am sorry but we should get going. Jinho has- wait… Jinho?”

“Oh the small guy? He left couple of minutes ago when it turned out you are dating Wooseok. Is he jealous by the way? He might have some feelings for you. But don’t mind him girl. You are dating the great Jung Wooseok. What else can a person ask for?”

For a forgiving boyfriend I guess. I left these two idiots there and I started to run after Jinho as fast as I could. Did he say he is leaving I just didn’t notice? Was he upset? Did he leave something at the audition? I called him several times but I couldn’t reach him. After going back to the company and checking the possible places where we were that day I decided to finally go home. I just hoped he would be there.

-|-

He was at home. And he didn’t seem upset. He told me to take a shower after this tiring day. It was his tiring day though. If only I had the audition today.

We spent the afternoon calmly he was practicing and I watched a movie. The male protagonist kinda resembled the divorce lawyer’s trainee. Yang Hongseok. And wait a second, he is at the same agency where Jinho had the audition. Nice. I was so happy and excited I really hoped they will call him back with good news.

Jinho was practicing for hours. He only did this when he was determined and wanted to prove himself before an upcoming audition or when he was hurt. I started to have a bad feeling. There isn’t any upcoming audition. Shit.

I prepared some nice food and I cautiously knocked on his door to tell him we can have dinner. He didn’t seem angry or anything he just casually nodded and we started to eat.

“About today… thank you for saving me. These two were always bullying me and if you weren’t next to me today I might have ended up crying and hurt again.”

“At least YOU are not hurt.” And the way he said ‘you’ was different.

After minutes of awkward silence he thanked for the food and was on his way to go back practicing.

“Wait Jinho.”

“Yeah?” He asked indifferently.

And I couldn’t ask what I wanted.

“There is dessert for you in the fridge.”

“For me? Aww. That’s nice. I thought it is for someone else. Maybe for Jung Wooseok.”

Bingo. I knew something was fishy…

“I don’t even know who that guy is. And you are well aware of this. Look, I know those two are disgusting and resentful but it was you who stopped them. It was thanks to your made up story that they finally stopped.”

“Oh right. You are so right. What if we just pretend not dating anymore? Maybe it will solve other worries too?!”

“What? Do you want to break up?”

And I saw that he kinda froze at this question. He didn’t mean it. But if he was mentioning break up he must have been hurt for real.

“No. Of course not. This is why I was kind of avoiding you. I wanted to talk about this when I have calmed down. But fine since it’s out it can’t be helped.”

I was getting nervous. The thought of losing him was more than painful. I didn’t want to live without him. I couldn’t live without him.

“I always thought we are a great team. Even if there are things we should work on we were always open about concerns and we solved the problems together. But I am worried this situation right now is not something we can change even if we work together.”

“We can solve everything together, okay? I want to solve it. Jinho please. I understand and realize that I must have hurt you with my words. And I am so sorry about that. I never wanted to hurt you. I should have told them the truth.”

“Do you know how much happier you looked when I said you are dating this illusionary taller, funnier and richer guy? Do you realize how relieved you were when they showed you respect for dating an idol? Do you get it finally? I love you so incredibly. But this is me. Only this much. I cannot give you more. I am working hard to get there. I might be there someday. But it won’t change facts. I am Jo Jinho, I am 5.6. I don't look like a model. I don’t have money. But I love you. That’s all I can give. But I am not sure it is enough. I am no longer sure I can give you the things you need. I am not sure what I can give you is the same as you want me to give you.”

“What?”

Is this really how I behaved? Is this really how I made him feel?

“I am not saying we should break up, but I am asking you to reconsider what you want from me and from this relationship. I want you to be honest. I promise you even if you say ‘I am sorry but I only date guys above 5.8’ it will hurt and I will be broken, but I will accept it. As long as I know you made the right choice in order to be with someone who can make you happy, I will accept your decision.”

“No Jinho. You totally misunderstood. I don’t want to date anybody else. Who cares about those stupid inches?”

“You. It was only you. Always. Did you ever hear me complaining about it? This might sound cruel but I learned to accept myself and love myself in this way. And it was a hard and long journey. I won’t pretend it is only about you. I don’t want to lose this confidence. I don’t want to become that insecure man I was before. But you make me feel like someone who needs to be protected, someone who should be hidden. I don’t want to feel like this.”

“I never wanted to hurt you.” I said while my tears were falling.

“I know you never did. It was unintentional. But you’ve hurt me. I just want you to realize a lot of things can be improved and changed, but my height is not something I can modify. Please just think about it. If you still want me this way, just let me know. I would be happy to stay together.”

And he left me there. I would want to hug somebody, and I needed his presence but, I was kind of glad he didn’t see my ugly crying face.

He was so damn right. And I could totally understand the way he felt. If you love someone you shouldn’t make them feel like trash. And it was always and only me who had those concerns. The rumors spread by the colleagues and my dad’s stupid words. I am not sure how I really felt. Maybe I was just influenced by them but I was worried I might have cared too much about his height.

Everything was up to me now. He was waiting for my answer. Even after I hurt him so bad, he didn’t want to break up. It was up to me to choose an average life with a divorce lawyer’s trainee type of guy, or choose a different type of life with him. A life with Jo Jinho.

-|-

We’ve slept separately. It was better this way. I was suffering alone but it just made me realize how much I needed his presence, how much I wanted to see his face when I woke up and how badly I wanted to feel his arms wrapped around me.

I prepared a nice breakfast. I wanted to clear things as soon as possible, but food is important too. Kids, don’t forget to eat breakfast!

“Hi! Good morning!”

“Good morning! Wow. So many nice dishes. Is this a compensation?”

“It’s an ‘I am sorry for being a bad girlfriend’.”

“Oh thank god it’s not an ‘I am sorry for breaking up with you’.” He said with a smile. But I couldn’t laugh at it. I know he was hurt. And him trying to make a joke out of it meant that he was hurt more than he showed.

“I am not gonna leave you Jinho.”

“I am sorry I didn’t mean it.”

“Look. I… I… messed up okay? I understand that even if I had good intentions I’ve hurt your feelings. But I think we can solve this too. I wanted to say thank you for finally saying what I should have heard. The thing is that you were right. I was the one obsessed with your height. And the saddest is that not specifically because of you. I thought if I am almost as tall as you I can not be a fragile, small woman. I wanted to be smaller, I wanted to be the one who needs to be protected. And I couldn’t accept myself in this way. I didn’t see me the way I wanted.”

“I wish you would see yourself with my eyes just to understand how beautiful you are.”

“I am sorry to make you feel bad when I was the one who couldn’t love myself. If you could help me to accept myself as you did back then, I think we would be able to stay together. And if you still love me I wouldn’t want anything more than this. I want nothing less and nothing more than you, Jo Jinho.”

-|-

Magic Bra. I was raising my eyebrows. Did she really make a successful business with such a company name? But when I checked on the internet the reviews were praising her insanely.

Lucy_1127 wrote: I was invisible before. But when my longtime best friend saw me in this red bra, he finally realized we were supposed to be together. I love this bra. It is indeed magical. My only regret is that it is more times on the floor than on me. (Moderators please don’t erase my comment *begs*)

Hoetaekie828 wrote: when the owner told me that this lingerie has magical power I was sceptic. I am 27 you know. I don’t believe in fairytales anymore. But when I saw her (my back then best friend now girlfriend)... Wow! She was indeed a beautiful princess from a fairytale. Since than I couldn’t thank the owner lady enough. We are regulars at the shop. I totally recommend it for couples, and for those friends who are shy to admit the truth.

Jinho didn’t tell me why I got this. He just told me this is a gift from him to me and also a part of our therapy. We didn’t apply for real therapy. But we agreed to rebuild our trust and change things. As a first step he told me to wear these. I was kind of surprised. Jinho wasn’t really a shy type but we were both so stressed recently, having a time dedicated to ourselves was so rare like a leap year.

When I put on the ‘magic bra’ I checked myself in the mirror. I wasn’t totally satisfied but I looked so different in these. I finally saw someone who is brave and confident. For the first time I thought if I work a bit harder, not only on my body and carrier but on my behavior and inner values, I might become someone who is worth of Jinho’s love. I really hoped so.

“Okay, so where is my lovely and concerned girlfriend who cannot see herself as a fragile, feminine woman? Because I only see a stunning, confident lady here. I am sorry miss, but even if it is so hard to send you off I will have to ask you to leave because I already have someone closed in my heart.” He said when he suddenly appeared behind my back. Our eyes met in the mirror.

“Oh is that so? That’s a shame then. Are you sure she wouldn’t allow this one? As long as you are happy I think she wouldn’t mind it.”

“Do you think so? Am I that kind of lucky guy? Well… let me see.” And he is seductive gaze was wandering all over my body. “No. I cannot do that to her I am sorry.”

“Why not? Is she so nice?”

“Yeah. She is a precious someone to me. And I promised something to myself. I wanted to show her how beautiful she is. I need to keep that promise. So even if your affair offer is very tempting I have to say no.”

“What a pity. I think she doesn’t even know how lucky she is… Is she more beautiful than me? That can’t be true. Mister you must be lying.”

“No, I am not. I love her and she is beautiful. What if I prove you?”

“Fine. If you prove me than I’ll be leaving and won’t seduce you. If you don’t prove me you’ll have to have an affair with me.”

“Okay.”

“So, how will you prove me?”

“Just look at yourself in the mirror.”

And even if I was confident pretending to be another lady for fun looking at myself in the mirror while he was watching me from behind was kind of embarrassing.

“You know my girlfriend is a bit insecure and even if I tell her she won’t trust me when I say she is beautiful. You have some similarities. You both are stubborn and don’t trust my words… bad girls…”

And I couldn’t help but laugh a bit. He was cute. I was grateful. And I loved him incredibly.

“So, for example if I would say I love how she puts her hair behind her ears she would be like: but it is nothing special.”

And as he said it he put my hair behind my ears and put a soft kiss on my neck. And then looked back at me in the mirror. And I started to get the taste of this whole thing. He was so freaking hot. He decided to show me how he loved each and every part of my body. He put soft kisses on my shoulders and wrapped his arms around my waist without taking his eyes off of me. And this excited me. For the first time I realized it was really not about being small or tall, fragile or not. He loved me and I loved him back. And we were perfect for each other just the way we were.

-|-

“Sorry but could you please go to the hall? Someone passed out. Oh god these fans these days…”

“Sure, I’ll be there in a sec.”

It wasn’t the first time in this week. Fans were crazy about him. And it was good to see that he finally received this much of love after working hard for his dream for the past years.

“I am here. How can I help? Where is the patient?”

“He is here.”

“You two?” I asked a bit shocked.

“Oh! Our favorite girl. Please save him!” Member 1 of the bully duo said. I am sorry but after what they’ve done to me throughout these years I don’t bother calling them on their names…

I just gave him first aid and after he woke up I made sure he is fine.

“You’ll be fine now.”

“Oh my goodness. Thank you. You saved him.”

“You saved me. Thank you. I have never thought one day you’ll be saving my life.”

“Trust me, this is not something I’ve expected either. But what are you two doing here?”

“We are fans!”

“I am sorry to let you down but Wooseok is not present today. This is Jinho’s solo concert…” I said a bit offended.

“Silly. We knooow. We came to support him.” They said.

“Oh, if that’s the case… I am glad. I think he would be happy to see your faces. But promise me you won’t faint in front of him okay?”

“Yes doctor!”

“Good.”

“Also… we are sorry… for everything.”

And I just nodded. I was happy that they apologized even if it happened after so many years later. But in a way I was happy that we met them on that day. I guess I needed to meet them to realize being critical about beauty is just so unnecessary. Beauty is so subjective, and is not only about visuals and heights. And when I looked back on Jinho talking happily with his fans signing the albums, I knew that in my eyes he was the most beautiful person, and nothing else mattered.

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Ten Sides (Part 29)

TyLee and Mai sit with her in the palace garden. She lets TyLee play around with her hair, allows the girl to braid her locks while Mai talks about how things have been around the palace. Things are still somewhat tense but Aang’s reassurances and input go a long way.

She thinks that she should feel relief. Joy. Gratitude. This is her second chance. Glorious redemption. The one that everyone swears is beautiful and powerful. But she only feels weak. Weak and stupid.

She is afraid of what she is becoming. Of who she is becoming. Afraid that this person, whoever she is, is too vulnerable, not strong enough. No matter how much Aang assures her, she feels different. Weaker, vulnerable. And maybe that is simply the byproduct of opening up, perhaps too soon. It might also be the result of stress finally catching up to her in full. Or maybe it is normal to feel this way; to feel somewhat exposed. Maybe she has been so closed up all of her life that even leaving the door just slightly ajar is now the same as removing it entirely.

When she speaks of herself, no matter how minute the detail, she always feels like she has said too much. Or that what she had said was the wrong thing. But Aang grins and TyLee seems to relax. This time she laughs, “it’s nice to see the real you, Azula.”

And Azula’s stomach lurches, because that’s just it. She isn’t sure if this is the real her. Her words are authentic, her feelings are honest, her actions are genuine and wholly hers. And yet they feel foreign, as though someone else is making the decisions for her. It feels uncannily similar to having the threads of her aura pulled by Aang. And yet it also feels true and real.

Apparently she has grown too quiet because Mai asks her if she is okay. And she nods, “just thinking again.” Sometimes she wishes that she could stop thinking. Most of the time she does.

“What’s wrong?” Aang asks anyway.

“Nothing, Avatar.” She might tell him later.

TyLee steps back and beams from ear to ear. “You look so pretty!” She clasps her hands together.

“Thank you.” Azula replies. “Let me do yours?”

“Of course!” Somehow she manages to smile wider. “And then you can do Mai’s.”

“We’ll see how yours turns out.” Azula mumbles. “I can barely fashion my own topknot, so I won’t promise anything elegant.”

Mai chuckles. “Are you actually admitting that she’s better at something than you?”

She knows that it was a harmless comment, a good natured joke. And she might have taken it well if she wasn’t feeling so out of sorts already. If it hadn’t come as one more confirmation of the changes she is afraid of. She tries her best to answer in kind. She clears her throat, “absolutely not, I would never.”

Apparently she has, for once, managed to strike a tone that conveyed hearty banter because all three of them laugh. She manages a small smile.

“If you do a good job with Mai and TyLee I’d love for you to try to braid my hair.”

Azula rolls her eyes, “grow some hair and we can talk, Avatar.”

He laughs again and slings an arm over her shoulder. Her tummy still flutters at his affections. Though she can’t say that it is unpleasant. Not so far as the feeling itself goes. But it emphasises exactly what she does find unpleasant; she has been herself for quite a while now, but sometimes she still has her doubts. Especially when the changes in her are so glaringly obvious.

.oOo.

Aang isn’t even slightly surprised when she pulls him aside later that evening. He isn’t sure exactly what is bothering her this time, but if he had to take a guess, he would say that she is fretting over collapsing the progress she has made with Mai and TyLee or has a general feeling of social anxiety. Whatever is on her mind, he can sense it on her and has been sensing it on her for several hours now.

“Sit.” She points at the sofa.

“I can stand and listen to you. You know that right?”

“Sit, Avatar.” She repeats again. Apparently it had not been a suggestion, she pulls him down with her as she takes her own seat. She doesn’t even give him a chance to ask her what is on her mind; “How much of it do you think is me?”

“What?” He asks.

“How much of this...change do you think is natural and how much is because of…?”

He considers her question, finding it a bit more difficult to answer than he would like. Truth be told, he thinks that it may be a mix of both in a roundabout, ripple effect sort of way. That it is a matter of thing leading to another. “I thought that we were over this.”

“I thought so too.” She agrees so quietly that he almost doesn’t catch it.

“Azula it’s you. All of this is you. Your emotions. Your own emotions.”

“I know.” She mumbles, downcast eyes fixed upon her palms. “But I just want to know where they come from.”

“They come from you. From you reacting to a strange situation. From you, learning who you really are. This, all of this--the meditation, talking to Mai and Tylee, all of it--isn’t just about working through traumas. It’s about finding who you really are. For real. And I think that you’re doing it.”

“But...how come it doesn’t feel right?”

“Because you’re out of your comfort zone.” He suggests. “So it’s going to feel weird at first.”

“How do you know, Avatar? You’ve never done this before.”

“But Zuko has.”

Azula cringes, “don’t tell me that you’re trying to suggest…”

“Talking to your brother?” He quirks a brow. “I’m not trying, I am. I am suggesting that you talk to him. He would understand better than I do.” He squeezes her hand. “But I can promise you that this is you.” The look on her face is entirely skeptical. He has to laugh, “I can tell that you’re you because you’re still suspicious and demanding. But if you need more proof, go talk to your brother.”

.oOo.

That she is even humoring this idea is unsettling. She sits with her knees drawn up to her chest. Truly she thinks that this is pointless, talking to him is always pointless--a good way to infuriate herself. Zuko sits down and hands her a cup of tea, she supposes that it is as good of an ice breaker as any. Really, she ought to force the Avatar to endure this with her but she can’t rely on the man for everything. Though she has an earful for him at the ready if this doesn’t go well. She sips at her tea.

“What was it like, Zuzu?”

“What was what like?”

She peers into her tea and clears her throat. “Redemption. What was that like for you?”

He grimaces, “painful and humiliating.”

“Wonderful.” She grumbles. “How so?”

“Well first I had this fever...I had so many dreams and they were really bizarre. Uncle said that I did something that was so in conflict of my own self image that I was at war with my own mind and body…”

“That’s horrifying.” She deadpans. Though she supposes that she has already been sick in her own right, has already been through war with her own mind. She isn’t sure that the fight is over. “And then what?”

“And then you showed up and made it all for nothing.”

She folds her arms across her chest and sighs, “never mind, Zuko.” She puts the teacup aside and rises. She begins making more specific tweaks to the dialogue she has planned for Aang.

Zuko gives a sigh of his own, “wait, don’t go.”

“Why shouldn’t I?”

“Because there’s more to tell.”

“I know the rest, Zuko. You stayed here in the palace until you got tired of it and then you ran along to join the Avatar, leaving me with father after you decided to tell him that the Avatar was still alive. He took the news very ‘well’, if you wanted to know.”

He cringes again. “We’re just really good at destroying each other, aren’t we?”

“I didn’t come here to talk about that.” She props herself up against the couch.

“Then what did you come to talk about, Azula?”

“I just wanted to know what redemption is like. If it’s even worth it.” She is certain that it isn’t. Not at all. But she has already begun the process and she can’t take herself out of it now. She can either succeed or fail.

“It’s worth it.” He says without hesitation. But that is so easy for him to say. He has always had someone to believe in him. He was always a good person at his core. Unlike him, there isn’t going to be anything left of her by the end of all of this. “Why?”

Azula shrugs.

His expression softens, it seems to light up with understanding. “You’re trying to ask for advice, aren’t you?”

“I’m trying to figure out if...if I’m supposed to lose everything I am in the process.”

“Of course you’re not supposed to lose all of yourself! Just the hateful, angry parts.

But what if anger and hurt are all that she is? “Well then maybe I’m just doing it wrong.”

“There is no right way to do this...”

“Then why do I feel like I’m not actually me anymore?” Spirits, she is making a perfect fool of herself.

“Because you’re overthinking things?” He quirks a brow. “Aang hasn’t touched your spirit energy in a long time. That has nothing to do with it. The only influence Aang has is his personality. He just…” Zuko ponders, “he just makes you think about things in a new way. Something about him just makes you want to be a better version of yourself. Uncle is the same way.”

“Prove it, I need proof that…” she trails off. “That this decision is mine alone.”

“I can tell that you’re not being tampered with because you’ve been a pain in the ass since you came home.”

Azula folds her arms, “I wouldn’t have to be a pain in the ass if I weren’t exposed to unbearable amounts of idiocy each day. Maybe if I didn’t have to listen to you and Aang belch our entire national anthem, I wouldn’t be so agitated.”

He wasn’t supposed to laugh, but he does and quite loudly. “I think that it’s safe to say that you haven’t lost everything that makes you, you.”

“You’re wrong.”

“Am I? You’re still snarky and witty and sometimes you say blunt off-color things that no one else dares to say.” He pauses. “Something tells me that Sangyul wouldn’t tolerate that.”

“No.” She agrees, “I suppose that he wouldn’t.” She finds herself, again, a comfortable position on the sofa.

“You’re supposed to change a lot. That’s…”

“The whole point.” Azula finishes for him. She takes a sip of her tea and nods.

“Yeah. Just try not to think about it too much. I know that you don’t like to but, just let things happen on their own.”

“I’ll try.” She mumbles. She supposes that things have been happening on their own lately anyways. “If I need a reminder--that I’m still me--just say something stupid for me.”

“Like what.”

She shrugs, “I don’t know, just talk to me, Zuzu. You always say something dumb eventually.” This conversation is the exception.

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Best Funny happy birthday wishes

Looking for the perfect Happy birthday funny messages & pictures to brighten someone's day? Whether it's someone you know, or someone you're friends with, or even someone who's lost their birthday wish, we have all the humorous birthday wishes you'll need and absolutely enjoy.

Fun should be an integral part of our life and must be on the occasions of Good days of life. The funny wishes and fun notes are sure to make their day brighter and make them laugh! Send them in greeting cards, by SMS, or via Facebook and Twitter!

Here you will find quick-links to specific sections and the complete list of funny birthday quotes and wishes.

funny birthday message to my best friend

You have many friends, but some of them have a special badge of a best friend, so they need special attention, more time to spend with them and priority over others in your life. If you want to wish them well on their special day, here are some great happy birthday funny messages to make them smile.

1.Wish you a happy birthday, sweetheart, and keep smiling until I have enough evidence to send you to the mental asylum.

2.Use these funny happy birthday quotes to wish someone a very happy birthday and poke fun at their age. You can use them in a card message, a Facebook caption, or even a t-shirt.

3.Statistics tell us you will live longer if you have the most birthdays (but it has also been proven that too many birthdays will kill you.

4. I know you are celebrating your birthday, but you can't stop your favorite food items from being right in front of you.

5.Happy birthday! After all those years and yet another year, you still haven't become wiser.

6.On your birthday, you can always depend on me to let loose with a night to remember in the morning.

7. Do not let age catch you down... it is too hard to bounce back!

8.On your birthday, I have something gluten-free, completely calorie-free, and absolutely delightful gift. Guess, what I have for you? Yes, you are right... It's a text message!

9. The kind of friend I am, I forgot your age.

10. I can't believe how fast time flies when you're having fun! When did we get so old?

11. The fact that we managed to keep this friendship going despite generational differences is wonderful.

Funny messages and wishes for girlfriend.

Having a girlfriend is a privilege no one must forget to wish on special occasions, and everyone would like to do something out of the ordinary to strengthen the bond of friendship and love.

It seems that funny happy birthday messages do the job perfectly. A good and funny note can put your lover's smile on her face and this is the ultimate goal of greeting them. Here is a compilation of some fine wishes messages for your girlfriend.

12. The one and only time I lied to you was when I said I'd love you forever, but realized that i couldn't live that long..

13. Last night, I dreamed of you while hugging my pillow. I wish one day I could dream about my pillow and be hugging you.

14. Regardless of what economists may say, you are the only one for me. There is no one else I can replace you with.

15. If my eyes are bothering me, I can't remove them from you.

16. Falling from the sky or a tree is fine, but the finest way to fall in love is with you! Happy Birthday my sweetheart.

17. The proverb goes wrong that a picture is worth a thousand words, but after looking at yours, I have no words to describe!

18. I'm no gambler, but I guess I'm just betting with my heart and mind that I will never stop loving you.

19. Too much smiling has caused me to develop wrinkles. Stop being so lovely! It drives me crazy..

20. It's evident that I adore you, from the sparkle in your eyes.

21. I hope your birthday is as awesome as your hair in high school.

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22. We will lock up our hearts together and toss away the key; I give my heart to you; do give yours to me.

23. Because monopoly is always harmful and competition is always beneficial, it makes sense to have many crushes and flirts instead of just one true love! An economic theory on love.

24. Whenever we're together, you make me feel so young. Thank you for being the first.

25. It's a pleasure to celebrate the birthday of someone I hope will be my friend, even when we're too senile to remember each other's birthdays.

26. Happy birthday to a person who is charming and talented, as well as witty, and is much like myself.

27. It is your birthday, so we will eat fired up baked goods and sing at you while you sit there awkwardly.

28. Happy birthday. Thanks for being older than me all your life.

29. Wishing you a unique birthday wish every year would be difficult. Choosing a special wish for next year would be even more challenging, so I'll just say happy birthday.

30. Despite the truth that today would be a perfect time to write sweet words about my best friend in the world, I already finished my autobiography a month ago.

Happy birthday funny messages for brother

Depending on your brother's personality and what type of relationship you have with him, these next funny birthday wishes for brothers could be just the thing for you to give him a laugh on his birthday too!

Hoping that these happy birthday funny messages will amaze your dear brother on his birthday, so keep scrolling to choose the perfect one.

31.That's all you really need for a gift. Just saying. Happy birthday!

32. Although it's hard to understand why we're celebrating your day since only mom did all the efforts. Happy birthday!

33. I am amazed at how long we have tolerated each other. Happy Birthday.

34. Your birthday falls at just the right age. You are old enough to see your mistakes, but still young enough to make more. Happy Birthday!

35. Wishing you a happy birthday! Hope you have a day as beautiful as a unicorn farting rainbows!

36. Hey big bro! They say that as you get older your intellect grows, but since we keep doing the same stupid thing we did as kids, we must be the exception to that rule.

37. It's my brother's birthday and he's smart, funny, witty, charming… and a lot like me!

38. I'm glad you're finally 21 and can finally do all those things you've been doing since you were 16! Happy birthday!

39. There's only one person you can be completely idiotic with through thick and thin. So glad I have you, bro! Have a great birthday!

40. After searching the web for 3 hours, I gave up trying to find the perfect birthday message for you. Happy Birthday.

41. When I thought about what I would get you for your birthday, I realized you already have me. Thank you very much. Happy birthday!

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Funny happy birthday wishes for a lil sister

Finding funny happy birthday wishes for your younger sister has never been easier, with a wide selection of funny greetings, funny jokes, and wishes. We have all the best, cute, beautiful, and sweet words to bring a smile to your little angel's face.

42. I wish you a very happy birthday to the sassiest, coolest, and funniest little sister in the world!

43. Congratulations on your birthday, little sister, you may have always been smarter than me, but you have always been my best friend.

44. I will always love you for being my little monkey, but you've grown up, happy birthday Lil sister

45. My parents never gave me a pet before you were born, but after you were born I finally got a pet. Happy birthday, Sister I hope you never grow up.

46. You are not only funny but also crazy, just like your sister. No one else has a sister like you. Happy Birthday.

47. Thank you for being the most competitive person I have ever encountered in my life. Why couldn't you accept my win against you? I didn't understand. Happy Birthday my little sister

48. Happy Birthday, sis. I will always think of you as my silly little sister, no matter how tall or wise you get.

49. I love you, dear one, and I will love you until the very end. Despite your age, it doesn't mean you are any better or worse off than I am. I love you.

50. You have indeed given me nerves of steel, Happy Birthday little sister.

Happy birthday funny wishes for father

Regardless of your age, dad always celebrates your birthday well. Now, it's his turn to celebrate and have a great party! Use the best Funny Birthday Wishes for Father to show how much you respect the humor and zest for life your dad possesses. Your father is the best man you know, so give him a happy birthday celebration with Funny Birthday Wishes for Father he'll remember and love!

51. I know it's not an easy job being a dad, but it's done with class and style. Happy birthday to the father who does it all.

52. Your schedule is just like that of a student with a lot of classes. Happy birthday, Dad!

53. Happy birthday dad, I'm sorry I can't be there to wish you a happy birthday in person, but please know that I think of you on your special day. Thanks for everything you do! Can't wait to see you again!

54. Here's a fun fact-you're not getting older, but you take great pleasure in making bad jokes. Enjoy more of those, Dad, and happy birthday!

55. Having said that, I know that today is your birthday, but that does not make it a holiday, so I'm not too excited about it. Just kidding. Happy birthday to an important man!

56. It's been a week since I thought of what to write in a funny birthday message for you. But I couldn't think of anything funny. Happy birthday!

57. Your mother told me that, even though you're getting older, you're not becoming any wiser. You should be grateful for the information she shared with you. Just kidding.

Happy birthday funny messages for husband

It makes sense, then, that, at least once every three hundred and sixty-five days, we owe ourselves something special. And on those days, consciously or subconsciously, we all crave to be celebrated by others. It is especially important to celebrate our spouse's birthday every year. After all, our spouse is our better half. Who else will do it?

58. You transformed everything about companionship when we met. It still amazes me how amazing you remain throughout our marriage. Happy birthday, dear husband.

59. I count my blessings twofold, honey because you brought light and fragrance into my life on the hardest of days. Happy birthday to you, love.

60. I wish you the most beautiful days of your life because you are the most amazing human ever. Have a great day, my prince charming.

61. Even if I were reincarnated as a woman multiple times and found you every time, I would never marry anyone else. Happy birthday to you.

62. Thank you for being devoted, supportive, enthusiastic, compassionate, creative, strong and resourceful. You are an amazing human being and I love you more than anything.

63. I feel safe and prepared for any obstacle with you by my side. You are a fantastic teammate, and I love you for that. Happy birthday, dear.

64. I celebrate you every day, so there is no need to limit my celebration to one day. But let me take this opportunity to remind you how deeply I love you. Happy birthday, dear!

Best birthday messages and wishes for Mother

Whether you agree or disagree with me, mothers are the best! If the mother you have is not your best, that's huge! Mothers are truly God's gift to us. Mothers know how to shed tears and smile when necessary. They give so freely for you when no one else will. They sacrifice a lot to make you happy. Mothers are gold! They deserve the best! 65. Despite being the best mom in the world, I can't express how much I love you enough to wish you an amazing birthday.

66. I appreciate how patient and loving you have been with me. Thank you for letting me wish you a wonderful birthday.

67. It is the greatest honor of my life to celebrate my mother's birthday. She is the most wonderful mother a person could ask for.

68. Cheers to a terrific birthday and a successful year to come for the best mom in the world.

69. In return, I wish you all the happiness on your birthday. I am extremely lucky to have a mother like you who is caring, kind, and giving.

70. Mom is a great mother who brought me into this world and has loved me ever since. And to your mom for bringing you into this world, which gave us the opportunity to celebrate your birthday today.

71. Having been born to you makes me feel more blessed than I could not imagine. Happy birthday to my great Mom

72. Your love and guidance led me to where I am today, and I would like to express my gratitude for your birthday.

73. My mom, you always put in a lot of effort to make this day special, but now it's my turn to make it memorable.

Happy birthday funny note for wife

After spending a long time married to one's sweetheart, you might want to express your gratitude, show your love and give her additional attention whenever there is another reason to celebrate. On her birthday, you will obviously want to look for a unique present, yet it is important that you also share your thoughts.

If your wife doesn't want a physical gift, or if you don't have one, here are dozens of birthday wishes for her that you can use as inspiration or use as is. It's the acknowledgment or attention she gets from you that really makes her birthday magical.

74. It is the one day out of the year I put my wife's mother-in-law in my prayers. Happy birthday, sweetheart!

75. PI is like how much I love you, darling wife: endless and never-ending.

76. Unless I use Nutella on my toast or ice cream on my apple pie, I wouldn't eat my honeybun without you. Happy Birthday, my beautiful wife.

77. The only thing better than bacon… and that's a lot… is my love for you.

78. Thank you for being the only copilot I'd ever want. Happy Birthday

79. Happy Birthday to my beautiful, thoughtful, intelligent wife! I am lucky enough to be your husband…but you only surpassed my luck by being mine!

Funny wishes for daughter's birthday

Here you will find an impressive range of heartwarming happy birthday funny messages for daughters to inspire you. Whether you're looking for a short message to send or a thoughtful card, you'll find something here to suit your needs.

80. Our beautiful daughter celebrated her birthday today! We love you so much, Mom and Dad!

81. Getting you the best present possible makes my day complete. Wish you a day filled with sunshine, rainbows, laughter, and fun!

82. Happy birthday to our daughter, we wish you all the best.

83. We are so happy to have you in our lives, Sweetie! We're so glad you're kind, fun, and crazy!

84. My dear daughter, I hope your day is as wonderful as you are, as shiny as your doll’s grin. Thanks for everything.

85. Having you in it makes the world a better place! Although we need to be smarter in handling you and our dishes has been a challenge. Happy birthday, lovely daughter!

86. Thank you for being such an amazing friend and we wish you a wonderful birthday. Love from Mom and Dad

87. I love having you as a daughter. Thank you for being mine. Happy birthday darling, love from Mom.

Birthday funny wishes for daughter-in-law

You can find so many amazing funny happy birthday wishes and messages for your daughter-in-law right here on our website. Make sure you take advantage of them and send them to her!

You can pick from our extensive collection of original birthday wishes to transform your beloved daughter-in-law’s birthday into an unforgettable experience she will cherish for years to come.

88. It's a wonderful birthday wish to a daughter-in-law blessed to have such a great mother and father-in-law.

89. Thank you so much for not being a malicious daughter-in-law towards me on your birthday, dearest. I can't thank you enough.

90. Thank you so much for putting my son on the map. Without you, he would certainly be nothing - just as teens would be nothing without smartphones and social media accounts. Happy birthday!

91. The idea that daughter-in-laws are wicked and difficult is wrong. May the good Lord bless you abundantly for not being a witchy in-law. Have a great birthday.

92. Have a wonderful birthday! Did you know that science-backed studies have proven over and over again that too many birthdays lead to premature death?

93. While we celebrate your birthday, dear daughter-in-law, I find my mind wondering about the rumors that you were so old your first car was a covered wagon. I hope you will take this opportunity to clarify that issue once and for all!

humorous birthday messages for Mother-in-law

Birthdays are the most glorious days on earth and so, without doubt, they are always special to the individual who celebrates them. So, a funny message of happy birthday and a lovely wish to your MIL on her birthday would really make her happy and tell her that you love her, too.

94. In honor of your birthday, I am sending you a belated birthday message. I hope you accept it ma.

95. Enjoy your birthday, no matter how noisy we are. May you find the energy and patience to put up with our annoying habits. Happy birthday.

96. How wonderful my mother-in-law is, she is just terrific, and I'm sure she will serve me a bottle of Fanta today.

97. Mother-in-law, I couldn't have given you a better birthday gift than the precious daughter you gave me. I can only strive to be the son you never had. Happy birthday, mom!

98. You seem to be defying the laws of aging; you seem to be turning back the clock. If there is some secret to this, please share it with me. Happy birthday.

99. Lastly, I want you to know I really appreciate you not executing me while I slept for taking your precious daughter and I am so thankful I still have a wonderful mother-in-law.

How to wish your boss in a funny tone?

A leader's job can be challenging, but it can also be rewarding. Keeping clients satisfied and having respect from employees is important for success on the job. You should let your boss know he/she is appreciated and that you are happy to work together, especially on his/her birthday. You will not only make your boss's day more exciting by sending happy birthday funny messages, but you may even brighten your own, as well.

100. During this intensive year, your support has been vital to many people and the company. Thank you for everything you do.

101. You are an example of all that is good in this company, and I see you making smart decisions all the time that benefit both the company and our clients. You truly are a great role model for us all.

102. We are so grateful to you for being such a blessing in our lives! You are a treat and a blessing.

103. Congratulations on your birthday to someone who makes every day go by without any bumps and plenty of laughter!

104. Let's take this day to honor you and your excellent leadership!

105. Your leadership stands out! Happy birthday and here's to many more years of fabulous leadership!

106. What does it matter if we don't visit you anymore? It's true! You're the best boss around.

107. What does it matter if we don't visit you anymore? It's true! You're the best boss around.

Funny happy birthday to co-worker

If you work together with unity and uniformity for 8+ hours daily, then you have spent one-third of your life together with your colleague. Your colleague also needs to be congratulated on their birthday with funny happy birthday messages.

108. Throughout your life, I wish you many adventures, heartfelt moments, and many more milestones. Happy Birthday.

109. You make this place tolerable - and that is hard to do! Happy Birthday! Come grab some lunch or drinks soon!

110. A birthday is a reminder that the world is waiting for you to dream, to move forward, to fulfill your dreams. Happy birthday!

111. Congratulations, we're not sure how old you are yet. Only you, God, and Human Resources know your true age.

112. I am honored to work with you, thank you so much for all of your help and guidance, and I wish you a happy birthday.

113. Progress is a matter of faith, unity, and patience. I wish you great success as long as you hold onto these principles. Happy Birthday.

114. Congratulations to my wonderful coworker who celebrates his or her bi-annual birthday today! Good luck and happiness in the years to come!

115. Congratulations to our very special colleague. Wishing you and your family the most abundant blessings and may your life always be filled with joy.

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I’m so intrigued as to why you hated Peter Rabbit so much omg. Please tell!!

I’m putting this under a read more because it got really long and complicated. Sorry, but I have a lot of feelings and thoughts about this and Peter Rabbit is the vessel.

That being said, if you like the movie, that’s okay! You’re allowed to like it and you shouldn’t let me make you feel bad. I love tons of bad movies! Spice World always makes me smile!

Also I want to say that I am not blaming or mad at the actors, crew, the CGI people. Like they did the best with what they had and I don’t fault them. I mostly blame the writers, director, and producers. Especially the producers.

BUT we can’t forget that, at the end of the day, this movie was a cashgrab, merchandise factory of a movie. This is, as my old roommate coined, a parking ticket movie. Basically the only reason half of the people worked on this movie was because they got a bad parking ticket and needed some quick cash. I do not believe for a second that Margot Robbie or Domhnall Gleeson looked at this script and went “yes, this seems like exactly the kind of children’s movie I’ve always dreamed of doing.” Everyone involved with this film did it for the money or because they were contractually obligated. And honestly, that’s okay. I could live with that. These are their jobs and they’re allowed to make money. But when you do a project because you’re forced to, or for the payout, it shows in the work. We can tell when your heart’s not in it. But the movie had bigger issues than the motivations behind it.

1. The movie didn’t have a good villain. Perhaps this is because I’m older and have more sympathy but Thomas McGregor is a very ineffectual villain. We start the movie, meeting him, as if he were the main character! We see that he’s a bit of a control freak and that he can be a little rude to people and then we see him lose his job and have a mental breakdown. He gets this house in the country and all he wants to do is sell it and move on. The rabbits are actively (and against their own desires, but we’ll get into that later) working against him to make selling the house harder. This guy’s supposed to be the villain? This guy who basically lost everything in his life and just wants to go home and spends half the movie getting electrocuted because he doesn’t want animals in the house when he’s trying to sell it? Maybe it’s because Domhnall can make anyone charming, or maybe it’s poor writing, but I watched the movie asking why I was supposed to hate McGregor. He hadn’t done anything wrong! To be honest, as you go through the movie it seems like the rabbits are the antagonists! If the movie was hoping to make him a Cruella DeVil figure, they failed. Thomas is a sad, broken man and I just felt bad for him. Also I don’t enjoy seeing my husband getting beat up by CGI rabbits, it’s embarrassing, but that’s beside the point.

2. The romance between Bea and Thomas is forced, unnecessary, and unlikely to last. Considering they’re supposed to get married and have a baby in the sequel, I think it’s even more ridiculous. The third movie will have them getting a much needed divorce. Like this is a kid’s movie, I don’t know why it needed a romance?? But basically Bea and Thomas have absolutely nothing in common. This isn’t a cute ‘opposites attract’ thing, this is that their values and morals and desires don’t match up at all. They’re completely different people! The fact that Thomas spends the whole movie basically lying to get Bea to like him should be proof enough that whoever wrote the characters never intended them to be a legitimate couple. They’re pushed together because, idk it’s a movie and we have to have a happy ending which means a wedding because apparently we’re in Shakespeare’s time?? People are allowed to be friends and they work better as friends! Also do you think Bea knows anything about shibari? That’s what Thomas needs and you expect this little granola painter to be able to tie him up and rough him around? Oh please.

3. The movie is just bad. The humor and plot are very weak and the characters are mostly one dimensional. I think I laughed once during the entire time I watched it. I must admit, in an effort for transparency, that I didn’t finish the movie. I had to stop watching after 45 minutes because I couldn’t take anymore. What does it say about your movie that 45 minutes in and the plot hadn’t really even started yet? It was ALL exposition and that’s bad! This is a kid’s movie, the action needs to start sooner! The humor was oddly topical and unoriginal; the whole movie was. It was clear this was a rip off of Home Alone, Alvin and the Chipmunks, 101 Dalmatians, The Minions. If not through plot than through style. Playing a Top 40 song during an opening scene doesn’t make your movie better, it just makes it lazy. It’s clear you didn’t pick “Feel it Still” by Portugal the Man because it added something to Peter’s character. You added it because people know the song and it will make them sing along and smile. The plot is weak too, it doesn’t make sense. The whole point is that the rabbits want McGregor to leave... he does too! They actively sabotage themselves by pulling all these stunts on him. If they had just left him alone for 2 weeks, he could’ve sold the house and left. He probably would’ve sold it to some rich family that wouldn’t care about a garden full of animals! But instead they realize Thomas doesn’t like them and decide to electrocute him and humiliate him because he doesn’t want them in his garden for a specific amount of time that has an end date. Until the rabbits bothered him, Thomas didn’t care about them! If they had left him alone, he wouldn’t have ‘fallen in love’ with Bea and their other problems wouldn’t have happened too! They caused their own misery! What is this plot?!

4. Bea is just an idiot and I can’t stand her. No shade to Rose Byrne because she is literally so pretty but the character is very dumb and annoying. She’s supposed to be Beatrix Potter which is also a very strange inclusion considering Beatrix was a real person and had her own life, just saying. But anyway, we can see early on in the film that Bea can communicate with the rabbits. They respect her and listen to her. So why does she let them, and at times, instigate them towards McGregor’s garden! She knows how dangerous it is and that Peter’s dad died there. They literally have the whole forest and her property and they can’t stay out of a 10 square foot garden? If she cares about those rabbits so much why doesn’t she grow some vegetables? Why doesn’t she stop them from bothering the guy who clearly wants nothing to do with them? She’s so caught up in ‘respecting nature’ and ‘being an artist’ that she’s so oblivious to everything else in her life and completely useless in every other way. Thomas deserves a better partner and Beatrix Potter deserved a better interpretation.

5. The characters are mean. Peter Rabbit is supposed to be a bit of a rascal and a scamp. He’s a troublemaker compared to his goody-two shoes siblings. We know this, it’s in the books. But everyone in this movie, especially Peter, is just so mean! Every other comment he makes is something disparaging against Benjamin or one of the other animals. He spends the whole movie being rude and dismissive and cocky. We’re supposed to root for this character? At times, considering his dialogue, Peter seems like more of an antagonist than Thomas. At least Thomas is nice to Bea, at least Thomas, in the beginning, only tries to keep the rabbits out and not hurt them. Peter’s a jerk and I don’t like his character. I don’t like any of the animal characters, they’re all so sarcastic and unsympathetic. So much of the ‘humor’ comes from one of the characters making fun of another and the jokes fall flat because of it. Beatrix Potter’s characters have such a softness to them, they invoke warm and cozy feelings. This movie was such an insult to her work.

Right before Peter Rabbit came out, I saw the Mr. Rogers documentary. Seeing him be so passionate about children’s media really made me think about the stories we give our kids. They deserve better than this recycled garbage! They deserve better characters and better stories. They deserve to be treated like human beings with brains and feelings and talents, instead of just mindless meat bags we plop in front of a screen to keep them out of our hair. I’m not saying that we can’t have entertainment that’s silly or stupid but when every kid’s movie is exactly the same, I start to feel bad. Children deserve quality!

So here’s my pitch for a Peter Rabbit movie: Up until Thomas goes to drop the rabbits in the river, everything is the same. I would make Peter and his siblings nicer and more inclined to work together as a team but otherwise everything is the same. Then, right before Thomas drops the bag, he stops. What is he doing? What has his life become? He’s about to kill innocent animals because he lost his job? He sinks down on the bridge and starts to cry. He starts telling the rabbits, because he has no one else, how terrible he feels. His job was the most important thing to him. He has no friends, no hobbies, no direction. He doesn’t know what to do with his life now. Maybe Peter pokes his head out and snuggles up to Thomas, showing empathy. Thomas goes on to say that while he enjoyed his job, he realizes now that he wasn’t truly happy and that getting revenge won’t make him happy. He looks down and sees the binoculars, the first gift he’s gotten in years. He looks and sees the rabbits curling up against him and he thinks maybe he doesn’t have to sell the house. Maybe he doesn’t have to go back to his life. So, with the help of his friend Bea and the rabbits, Thomas learns how to calm down and enjoy life. He learns to appreciate the small things and respect the beauty of nature. Maybe there’s a funny montage of Thomas trying to mow the lawn or garden. Maybe he makes everyone dinner with his vegetables and it’s really bad and everyone makes a funny face. It ends (a little like the original ending) with Thomas realizing that he may have lost his successful glamorous job in the city, but now he has friends. Now he has people who care about him and good food on his table. So the movie ends on a toy shop. Thomas is showing a little boy how to fly a remote control plane. Benjamin and Cottontail are in the middle of a tea party with a little girl. Bea is wrapping a gift for customer and Flopsy gets her paw stuck in the bow. Everything seems perfect and wonderful when we hear a huge crash offscreen. PETER! End Credits

#that is why i don't like the movie #domhnall deserved a better movie #everyone did #it's an insult to Beatrix Potter's characters #movies #peter rabbit #sorry for rambling but i really care about this #it's more about the quality of children's media than this specific movie #ah-callie #the tree talks #answered

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ko-chan-the-blueberry-donut · 5 years

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Fond Friends, Sequel to “Cold Comrades” and third in the Buggy Tendencies series

Hey guys! It’s been a while since I’ve written for this series and I’m excited to publish this one. Obviously since canon came out, this series now is considered AUish due to Chloe not revealing her identity of Queen B to anyone in this series.

Title: Fond Friends

Summary: Sequel to “Cold Comrades”. Chloe refuses to admit, perhaps, maybe, possibly, she’s fond of Marinette too.

Disclaimer: I don’t own Miraculous Ladybug

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Chloe frowned, looking inside the bakery to see Marinette, bundled up as usual, appearing worse for wear. Not that she cared or anything, but Marinette usually wasn’t gloomy these days. In fact, the more her and Chloe spent time together, sharing their similar dilemma of aversion to the cold seemed not so bad. Trust them, it still sucked, but it sucked a little less when you had someone who understood your plight.

She grumbled, her conscience—that sounded strangely like Pollen—told her to find out the problem. After all, Marinette has been quite generous this winter with welcoming her into the warmth of her home and providing her with free hot chocolate and fresh baked treats every morning. Neither of them knew how exactly this came to be. Chloe supposed it started when she joined Marinette at the bakery after dealing with that horrid ice-skating trip. Chloe didn’t bother hiding her pleasure at all the heat surrounding her, as well as the warmth in her belly from hot cocoa and cookies, when Marinette casually mentioned perhaps they should make this a regular thing before school. Chloe agreed without a fuss—a surprise to both of them—and somehow it morphed into Chloe and Marinette eating breakfast together in the bakery every morning and not just on school days.

Not that Chloe would ever admit the reason was they both found each other’s company enjoyable. Nope. She was there for the treats and warmth Marinette’s home provided, thank you!

Yet, staring inside the window, seeing Marinette’s downcast expression, something tugged at her heart, and Chloe narrowed her eyes, glaring at her chest to hiss at the internal organ. Pollen, as if sensing her dilemma, peeked out of her coat collar, giving her an encouraging look.

“It’s not good to keep a lady waiting, My Queen.” Pollen spoke. Chloe sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose, inhaling. She knew this was Pollen’s way of telling her to go with her gut, and she both hated and loved Pollen’s guidance when she was too stubborn to listen at times.

“Yeah yeah. Let’s go see our fellow heat enthusiast, shall we?” Chloe spoke, and Pollen hid herself as Chloe opened the bakery door, the bell chime signifying her entrance. Marinette jumped a bit. She must’ve been so immersed in her thoughts, she didn’t see Chloe until now.

“Oh hey…” Marinette gave a weak smile, and Chloe narrowed her eyes. The wilted expression did not suit Marinette one bit.

“Okay, who kicked your puppy?” Chloe frowned. Marinette blinked.

“What do you mean?” Marinette asked flabbergasted. Chloe sighed irritably. She had no patience for Marinette’s desire not to bother others. Seriously, you’d think with so much time they spent together, some of Chloe’s attitude would’ve rubbed off on her. Though Chloe did reason Marinette’s overwhelming kindness is what made her perfect for dealing with Chloe’s mood swings.

“Come on, Dupain-Cheng. You looked like how you used to before Cèsaire came and you actually got friends.” Chloe pointed out, and Marinette was surprised. Despite Chloe’s claims of not caring, she sure was observant.

“Well, not sure how accurate that is now…” Marinette laughed lacking humor, her eyes sad and her smile bitter. Chloe frowned.

“What are you babbling about now?” Chloe took a seat, automatically grabbing the cup of hot cocoa Marinette had laid out for her. She gave a sigh in bliss at the hot liquid rushing down her throat. Without speaking, Marinette handed her a fresh sugar cookie—Chloe’s favorite—and Chloe grunted in gratitude, immediately chomping down on it.

“Well… you’ve noticed that everyone hasn’t really been happy with me since I’ve started calling out Lila on her lies.” Marinette began. Chloe stopped eating her cookie, giving her a look of curiosity, swallowing.

“Yeah, but it’s pretty obvious she lies frequently as much as I breathe. Once you pointed out the inaccuracies of her story with being Ladybug’s best friend, it was pretty easy to see everything else she says is bullshit. Only idiots would keep falling for her tricks.” Chloe replied, remembering how Marinette explained to Chloe one morning that how could Lila possibly be Ladybug’s best friend when Ladybug would never show favoritism towards a civilian and put them in danger, not to mention someone who hasn’t even been in Paris until after she published her story. From then on, it was easy to go fact check everything else Lila claimed, and Chloe wasn’t surprised in the slightest she couldn’t find anything to back up the liar’s stories. It made Chloe angry she fell for the girl’s façade easily, practicing with Pollen on how to tell lies and deceit from then on. ‘Now if only a certain feline superhero would follow his partner’s lead.’ Chloe rolled her eyes, remembering how many times the cat hero has shown his fondness for a certain pig-tailed girl, not caring if he was in public or not.

“Come on, our class isn’t stupid…” Marinette defended weakly, and Chloe snorted.

“That’s a hilarious joke you just told. Perhaps you should do stand up.” Chloe remarked, not guilty for stating the truth. “Ever since she came back, they’ve been humping her every word like a cat in heat!”

Marinette choked on her cocoa ungracefully, bursting out into laughter despite herself. Chloe smirked, pleased that she was able to get a genuine smile from Marinette.

Not that she’d ever say it of course.

“Now I’m just imagining everyone dressed as Chat Noir and Lila dressed as Ladybug and they’re all humping her leg! You cursed my mind with that image.” Marinette scolded with no real malice. Chloe continued smirking.

“It is a rather funny image.” Chloe conceded. “So what you’re saying, is that you’ve fallen out of favor over speaking the obvious.” Chloe concluded, seeing Marinette frown.

“Yeah… as I recall, Alya specifically chewed me out for ‘not having facts’ but she believes Lila without even fact checking!” Marinette narrowed her eyes, remembering that conversation with distaste. Chloe handed her a chocolate chip cookie to eat. Marinette chomped down angrily on it.

“God help us if she ever becomes a real reporter.” Chloe stated. She still wasn’t happy about the whole snooping on her to find out if she was Ladybug incident. Honestly, Ladybug saved her from Stoneheart. Cèsaire was a moron.

“Don’t insult my best friend.” Marinette chided gently. Chloe rolled her eyes.

“Yes, and what a wonderful best friend she is! Tell me, what was her explanation for not believing said best friend?” she retorted sarcastically.

“…she said I was just being jealous…” Marinette’s shoulders slumped, and Chloe felt anger bubble in her stomach from Alya. She may not be as close as those two, but even she knew Marinette doesn’t say concerns unless there’s a reason to worry. The girl could be petty, she knew, but it was clear she was actively working on that issue of hers, like Chloe unwillingly was working on herself. She blamed Pollen.

“And you haven’t drop kicked her because…?” Chloe quirked a perfectly plucked eyebrow. Marinette blushed.

“If I did that, I’d just be labeled a bully…” Marinette replied. Chloe sighed.

“Take it from someone who’s been in that role tons of times—it’s better to put people in their place instead of letting them walk all over you.” She told the pigtailed girl simply, taking another cookie.

“Well…” Marinette began, but Chloe wasn’t having it.

“No buts! You have backbone against me! Use it against those who are your so-called friends! It’s honestly sickening that I am now the most decent person to you! I have a reputation to keep, after all!” Chloe sniffed.

“Of course, imagine if they found out about our breakfast dates. Chloe and Marinette wanting to spend time together? The apocalypse would drop upon us!” Marinette jokingly fretted. Chloe blushed at the mention of these meetings being a ‘date’.

“Don’t get too cocky, Dupain-Cheng! I’m only here for free treats and extra warmth!” Chloe warned. Marinette waved her off with a smile.

“Yes, yes! The resident Queen Bee wouldn’t be caught willingly in a commoner’s bakery. Imagine the tabloids! Your father would push this as a public agenda stunt that you’re mingling with commoners!” Marinette jokingly said, her eyes glinting in that way that told Chloe Marinette knew something, and Chloe didn’t get it. Chloe frowned. God, Marinette was so weird!

“Hmph! I’m not the ultimate queen! Queen B takes that title!” Chloe told her, crossing her arms. Marinette’s eyes twinkled in that irritating way again, and her smile was infuriating.

“Yes, of course. Queen B is Paris’s only queen above you.” Marinette agreed, her eyes still sparkling with a joke Chloe didn’t know.

“How did I get stuck with such a weird person?” Chloe mourned. Marinette giggled.

“I offered you food and good company I guess.” Marinette grinned.

“That’s debatable.” Chloe remarked.

“I think we both know we enjoy each other’s company more than we used to.” Marinette continued, smiling softly. Chloe tutted.

“Tch. That makes one of us, Marinette.” She denied, turning away so Marinette couldn’t see her blush.

“If you say so, Chloe.” Marinette smiled, but Chloe could see the knowing glint in her blue eyes, and Chloe hmphed.

“We should get going. I will not let your tardiness ruin my attendance.” Chloe ignored her infuriating smirk. She would not let Marinette win.

“If you say so, Your Majesty.” Marinette conceded, hurrying to get some cookies and hot cocoa for them for the road. Both exited the bakery and shivered violently at the freezing air.

“I swear I’m going to move to the tropics if this keeps up!” Chloe complained. Marinette nodded.

“I hear Hawaii is quite nice. Think we could afford it?” Marinette wondered, moving closer to Chloe as the walked. Chloe responded by hugging Marinette to her, which the girl easily returned. Both sighed in relief at the extra warmth.

“Pfft! I can afford anything! There’s also the Bahamas!”

“We could run to there now and no one would ever know.” Marinette proposed, grinning. Chloe entertained the thought of leaving the horrid cold behind and found she didn’t mind running away even if it was with Marinette—on the contrary, the thought was more appealing, even if she was reluctant to admit it.

“It certainly would be better than this frigid hell! Not to mention no idiots and no Lie-la!” Chloe snorted.

“I have to say, the company would definitely be a lot better.” Marinette’s eyes sparkled, and Chloe blushed. Her blush increased when Marinette hugged her tighter, eyes bright. “Unfortunately for you, I’ve come to enjoy our little breakfast dates.”

“Ugh! They’re meetings, not dates! And if you say anymore, I’m throwing you into the Seine!” Chloe ignored the erratic beating of her heart. Marinette appeared not bothered.

“True. If everyone knew I became fond of you, they’d have a heart attack. My parents still can’t believe we spend so much time together.” Marinette mused. Chloe’s blush increased if that was possible.

“I swear, Dupain-Cheng! I’m sending you straight to the Arctic if you keep it up!” Chloe threatened. Marinette laughed.

However, her laughter died when she came across all their classmates surrounding Lila at the front gate. The girl appeared to be spinning another one of her tall tales. Adrien was the only one who was off to the side, looking torn. Chloe wondered if perhaps he knew the truth about Lila as well but didn’t care enough to question him.

Marinette stiffened when Lila appeared to have announced their presence, their classmates turning to look at her with stern gazes. Usually when they got to the school, the two of them always separated, not wanting to make a scene, but seeing Marinette uneasy caused Chloe to make the split decision to tug her closer, giving them a waspish glare of her own. Their classmates blinked, just noticing the position Chloe and Marinette were in.

“Chin up, Marinette. Show these idiots your backbone.” Chloe ordered. Marinette took a deep breath and raised her head, staring at her classmates dead on, daring them to say something. If Chloe wasn’t so incensed by their idiot classmates, she would’ve been proud.

“Marinette! Chloe!” Adrien approached them happily. The others watched them in curiosity and Chloe wanted to snare at them to take a picture since it would last longer. He gave them a look of wonder of his own, surveying their close proximity with a frown. “Are you cold again, Marinette? Here, I’ll hold you on your other side.” Adrien offered. It made Chloe clutch Marinette tighter. A voice in her mind was hissing she does not like to share.

“O-oh! Thank you, Adrien!” Of course, Marinette would allow him to hug her other side, Chloe simpered. However, she noticed with glee Marinette’s hold on Chloe tightened too. Adrien embraced her other side, positively beaming. Chloe could see Lila’s frown all the way from here. An urge to stick her tongue out at the girl overcame her.

“Come on! We don’t have all day!” Chloe ushered them along. The three of them walked past their classmates and Lila, Adrien and Chloe shielding Marinette from their stares. If Marinette noticed them hugging her tighter as they passed them, she didn’t say anything.

Chloe gave them a glare, and some of their classmates had the decency to back up. Chloe was bad enough—a Chloe in the cold was way worse. Satisfied, she turned back to Adrien and Marinette, starting a conversation.

Because perhaps, maybe, possibly, a little bit deep down, Chloe was just as fond of Marinette too.

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Here you guys go! I hope this was okay!

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ares-golden-ram · 4 years

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So I wrote something on Hedy’s past and what ultimately brought her to Earth, it’s also on AO3 if anyone wants to read it from there here’s the link! I have proof read it so many times I can’t even understand if it makes sense anymore so please feel free to point out any mistakes!

The // sign at the end of specific sentences represents a time skip!

THE RIGHTEOUS (THE HIEROPHANT/STRENGTH)

I notice her the moment I walk through the golden doors of the Royal Hall, the corridor is completely empty except for us and I subconsciously hold my breath. I freeze in the presence of the right hand woman of the Monarch because despite this being a place of passage it feels like I've intruded a very private moment. The knight is facing a stained glass window depicting a flaming sun rising before a barren ground, she fits perfectly in the illustration as the daylight hits her metal body making it glisten in golden accents. I can't bring myself to talk, I've never seen the android on the battlefield but I've heard the stories, listened to every single retelling of her feats, one wrong word and I'm done for. She turns around and all I can do is stare, she's not as big as other war bots, the model of her screen is older but sturdier and on it her expression is ever-changing, the pixels reforming every so often to display what she feels. She's frowning, the line that is her mouth forms waves every time she speaks and right now her soft humming creates constant soft ripples, she's holding her sword in a tight, clawed grip. Her stance relaxes and a soft jingling sound catches my attention as she sheathes back the weapon. Electronic Escort Droids don't have antennas, those things are useless for such technologically advanced forms, yet she wears one, both ends are fused in her casing and in it a small number of silver specks can be seen, embedded in the wiring. Spoils of war, or even better, trophies. Sword shards, tips of modified arrows, bullets...and they say EED aren't vain. In her defense the whole planet sees her as the symbol of hope, the bringer of future harmony and peace, having a fake halo just means she fully embraces her role as The Guardian as everyone seemed to call her since she started to rank up in the military.

"Are you going to stare a bit longer? I have places to be you know".

I realize my mistake but my mouth is dry and I can't think of some reasonable justification, another moment passes and just when I start to wonder if she'll draw her sword again the sound of her laughter fills the hall, clear and sharp, like coins falling to the ground one after the other.

"Please, forgive me but this joke never gets old!" She says as she touches her chest, mimicking the organic gesture of needing air. "I'm aware of the moniker civilians have given me but please, call me Dee" she extends a claw in a very careful manner trying to look as harmless as possible, "I'd love to stay and chat but our Monarch awaits us".

ENLIGHTENMENT (THE HANGED MAN/THE TOWER)

The moment we are deployed on the battlefield I know what I must do, the few soldiers I took with me are my first objective, less than a dozen but they're the only ones I was able to recognize after their secret meeting. How could they betray our Monarch? He's a strict ruler but just and compassionate, he doesn't want this war any more than anyone else yet they accuse him, dirty his name while carrying his banner. I'll keep him safe, I'll kill the traitors and move on, the unlucky bastards should have been more careful. I unsheathe my sword, the only companion I can always seem to trust lately, and I get to work. //

She begs me, crying and screaming for absolution, she didn't know any better. I sink next to her, carefully fixing her hair behind her ear, the organic ones are always too easy to kill, too emotional.

"Why?" I ask, she's not a threat anymore and I need to know what could ever justify their treason.

"They talk! We...we spoke to one of them, Tix wounded one with a poison arrow but the venom was taking too long. He begged to be killed but we were too shocked to do anything".

"Nonsense, the Belkaith don't speak. And they sure as hell don't implore for mercy, the only thing they'd ever talk about if they could would be war and violence".

"I know it's insane but that's the truth, we were fooled! I ask you to read this, please-"

I strike her as soon as she reaches for her pocket, I don't have time for the blabbering of a scared traitor but unexpectedly she still moves, trying to save a few papers from either getting soaked in her own blood or catching fire thanks to my sword.

"I'm sorry". That's what she tells me as her eyes go blank, the papers fall gently to the ground and I extract my weapon from her body, the flames go out as soon as I sheathe it back in the scabbard.

I pick up the letter and instantly recognize the Monarch's hand writing, the fancy lettering and short sentences compose a threat. I recognize a few more names the letter is addressed to other than the ones of the soldiers I just killed, I guess his majesty knew of their treachery already, maybe I should have talked to him before attacking them.

Something's off, the more I read the less it all makes sense, the writing becomes more sharp towards the end of the page, sloppy as if he was in a hurry...or scared. I read the letter over and over again until it's imprinted in my code and all I can do is stare at the page, my mind completely blank.

I get up, store the letter in one of the pockets on my belt and start walking towards the sound of blasters and screaming, like a ship following a siren's song. //

I finally reach the heart of the battle and as I pull out my sword everyone stops. I turn around to check what caused the abrupt change and there, slowly lowering through the sky his ship appears, radiating a soft glowing white light. The first thing that comes to my mind is home, how many times did I sigh of relief spotting his vessel after a strenuous battle? Now that feeling travels all the way from my heart to my stomach and then to my limbs like fire following gasoline trails.

"My dearest, please come on board I believe we need to talk"

His voice sounds so comforting, so much so that for a moment I'm tempted to say yes, to climb inside and be saved from this nightmare, I want to hear him say it's all a misunderstanding, I must have gotten it all wrong! Except for the fact that he is here and that alone confirms the very awful truth.

There are so many questions swirling through my mind: Why? Who else is in on this? Does everyone know? Am I the only one who was fooled? I served by his side for years fighting for our people, how could he do this to me?.

If he's a monster then what am I?.

A blinding rage possesses me, the flames engulfing my sword creep higher and higher, my vision blurs with tears, I can't trust my voice right now so I do the next best thing to make him and everyone else understand. I raise my sword in his direction then turn it towards me and with a sharp motion I slice my antennas, severing the halo on my head. I cut down my puppet strings.

It doesn't hurt, the anger makes it all feel numb, the only thing I'm aware of right now is that I'm surrounded, enemies on every side and the only way I can leave alive is by fighting them until I can't and then fight some more. The message has been understood loud and clear, he doesn't waste a moment and immediately gives the order to kill me, the Belkaith yell in their ancient guttural monosyllabic sounds that I was too presumptuous and stupid to identify as a language and resume their assault as if the order was given to them, my companions don't touch me, they're baffled by the situation, shocked by the Monarch's words. I can't hesitate, can't repay them with the same kindness, the spell breaks as my first attack pierces the armor of a fellow soldier and everyone tightens the grip on their weapons.

"Traitor!".

"The Guardian has forsaken us!". //

My sword is in pieces, the legendary Maramakula is destroyed, the head of the sea serpent that was engraved in the handle is just a few steps away from me, I was a fool to think that I could face them all.

"What good is a knight without his sword?"

"And without a king!" they laugh, so easily turned against the one they idolized just a few hours before, I can't blame them. All of a sudden the same feeling of when I saw the royal ship washes over me like fire burning my every circuit. I cling to it this time, feel it rage in my heart and soon enough it feels like a volcano is about to erupt inside of me.

"What the fuck is she doing?"

"How am I supposed to know? She's disarmed anyway stop wo-" He doesn't finish the sentence, can't really, not when right in front of him the grass burns and the blood from the corpses of fallen enemies and fellow soldiers alike starts bubbling.

My whole left arm is on fire, the deepest red I've ever seen dances around my limb with a life of its own. With a reinvigorated spirit I rise from the barren ground, the sun shines its blinding golden light on my armor.

"Good thing I'm not a knight anymore, then" That's the last thing I remember before the overwhelming strength of this new power swallows me whole.

METANOIA (THE CHARIOT/TEMPERANCE)

I wake up in the little shelter I built in the last few months I've been stranded on this new planet, I have no idea what its name is but I've never seen so much green in a single place. I grab a clean pair of shorts and put them on, slowly make my way to the kitchen where I down a cold cup of oil, I'll never get used to the taste. Today I need to go to the stream and wash my clothes, then I'll get back to the fields, I've been trying to plant almost anything I could get my hands on in the meadow near the shipwreck but nothing seems to take. //

I'm still unsure of this whole 'clothes' concept, I'm not organic, I don't really need them but for some reason seeing me bare makes the villagers feel uneasy, so I humor them most of the time and only take them off when I need to do some heavy work, they're too constricting for my taste. As I'm hoeing the soil I can't stop looking at the ruins of my ship, barely visible from behind the thick foliage of the nearby trees, sometimes I think how unhealthy it must be to see the reminder of a failed past life every day yet somehow I always end up here, staring at this horrible monument perfectly depicting my foolishness, my anger, my mistakes.

The sun is going down, painting the barren field in reds and oranges, the colors softly shimmer on my body and the warmth of it all makes me recoil as the haunting memory of someone else, someone I no longer want to remember, tries to surface. I fall to the ground trying to make myself as tiny as possible, folding in on myself, I want to escape from this place I want to run away from it all once more. And then I see it, between the tears clogging my vision, a small sprout trying its hardest to grow between the cracks of the unwelcoming soil. The symbolism is clear, almost like a cruel joke from the universe itself, so I laugh like I haven't in years.

#haiga says #Hedy/Dee OC #object head

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flying-elliska · 5 years

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The transformation of Lucas Lallemant pt 1 : Hell Week.

Skam OG S3 can be more or less divided in three acts, and this is even more obvious in Skam France, which has a more...dramatic style of storytelling, let’s say. Act I : Lucas meets Eliott, struggles with his internalized homophobia, develops feelings, ends with Eliott’s apparent betrayal. Act II : Lucas is isolated, struggles, finally comes out to his friends and to the world, Eliott and Lucas reunite. Act III is what’s yet to come, the revelation of Eliott’s MI, possibly elements related to Lucas’ parents and religion, and the resolution.

I want to take a look at Act II as a unit and the essential character developpment that takes place within it, starting from the disastrous party scene at the end of Vendredi 19h21 and ending with the paint scene in Vendredi 18h34, because this is really where we can see Lucas’s arc pivot, as he is left alone to confront himself, and the nuance with which it was done is incredible in terms of storytelling.

Fair warning, it’s going to be a long one.

Vendredi 19h21 : Fête de trop

It has been pointed out by many that, whereas Isak and Martino punched into bushes and garbage cans during this scene, Lucas hurts himself until his knuckles are bloody. He’s angry at the world for sure, getting in a fight with his friends, but it’s ultimately himself he blames - for having feelings, for caring, for thinking he had a chance with Eliott, for being attracted to a boy, for wanting a family that supports him, for wanting to be loved. Chloe possibly outing him by yelling Lucas is gay in a crowd, Arthur joking about his family, Eliott kissing a girl - it brings all his worst pains and fears to a head, and things he’s been repressing for the longest time just boil over, in the shape of rage and inarticulate despair. He punches his hand into the wall because he cannot speak, cannot think, cannot do anything else. It’s violence and self-harm as a symptom of powerlessness. The look on his face at the end I read as him being totally overwhelmed.

In the background the song talks about partying to pretend to be alright - but emptiness and chaos catch on eventually. It’s ironic in a sense because the singer is talking about glitter and kissing boys in public, things Lucas very much shies away from, but in the end the result is the same, loneliness and alienation. The association of the two brings up very old themes in queer culture, specifically things gay men have had to deal with - feeling adrift, disconnected from family and people and feelings, internalized hatred, self-harm, feeling like you have nowhere to go, putting on a happy face even when you’re spiralling out, partying as a substitute for connection, and what happens when the facade breaks. At the same time, the drop after excess can have a revelatory effect.

Even if it’s painful, this scene is necessary and kickstarts the part of his journey where he is facing his fears on his own. The hurt is a recognition of what is happening to him and how important it is.

Lundi 08h52 : Scared but doing it anyway

That's the definition of courage. With his bandaged hand and the slow opening, as he puts his hoodie up, he looks like a boxer stepping into the ring. Lighting is at its most overcast, blue-tinted, dark and depressing. This clip is heartbreaking, bringing Lucas's worst fears to the light. Being mocked and ostracized, turned into a vulgar joke, having been played for a fool.

Fear number one. He sees his friends laughing at him. Lucas is a character with huge abandonment issues, understandably. As his familial situation went sideways and his sense of self was put in turmoil, he’s relied on the normalcy of his friendgroup to keep him afloat, going to great lengths to preserve their view of him - even declaring love to a girl he feels nothing for. Them laughing would feel like the ground disappearing under his feet.

Fear number two. We can see Alex mimicking a blowjob. Through his rant to Mika about dick shaped confetti or his reaction to “Krindr” dick picks, we can see that he seems to be uneasy when it comes to the overly sexual way the gay community is often presented. And homophobic jokes and behavior tends to be overly sexual too, reducing gayness to a series of sexual acts presented as disgusting, instead of the whole love, identity and culture aspects (not that there is anything wrong with gay sexuality in itself, but when it’s reduced to only that, it would be understandable he has issues with it, especially for a teenager who’s just discovering things, belying the cliché that all men are naturally horndogs.) He's afraid of his intimate feelings and process of discovery becoming a vulgar joke, that’s very understandable.

Fear number three. Eliott looking at him smugly. Basically confirming that he’s a player, that this very special connection they had, something that allowed Lucas to open up and be vulnerable and artistic and bold, and muse about alternate universes and play the piano and feel comfortable enough to be happy kissing another boy - was a lie. Eliott doesn’t care and now he’s able to be on the side of the bullies because to him - like the cliché “bisexuality” Lucas had in mind talking to the girls - his attraction to boys is just a fun side piece, he can just go back to his girlfriend afterwards, whereas Lucas can’t. He’s “stuck being gay” and he’s failed at maintaing a straight façade.

To close it off, there’s Chloé, fulfilling the narrative purpose of a ticking clock and a reminder of Lucas’ failure at straightness and imminent outing. This of course, is not really happening, but this paranoia is very typical of being a closeted queer person, of constantly having to wonder who is going to love you anyway and who is going to reject you because even when your people are mostly liberal and tolerant, there is no way to really know because of how deep homophobia is rooted in our society (see my meta about French humor). It really is Schodinger’s unconditional love.

And then there’s Daphné. This is the first of several ‘tonal breaks’ in this arc, in which the angst is cut with moments of levity, randomness and wacky jokes that seem a little out of place but do serve a purpose narratively and in terms of themes. In this one, she goes out of her way to praise Lucas’ masculinity. It wouldn’t surprise me she already heard rumors, going from the alarmed look on her face, and wants to reassure Lucas he is still a man in her eyes. Daphné is an interesting character to do this. Because she has little brain to mouth filter, she tends to say stupid things and offend people, but at the same time, she can break through people’s walls and isolation - the foyer, meant to bring different people together, is a symbol of this. She’s a key representative of Skam’s central theme of people being flawed, able to learn, and of -trying and reaching out, even with mixed results, being a super important thing. Therefore, it’s interesting she’s the first to reach Lucas in this difficult phase, and this will happen again later. At the same time her words about defenseless women needing a strong man is a reminder of the overwhelming clichés about gender roles that make Lucas’ life so difficult.

Lundi 14h03 : Ennemies and Allies

Chloe's threat of outing Lucas whenever she wants gives the whole episode a feeling of urgency. She is extremely hurt and he can’t catch her, either physically or symbolically. She’s a loose cannon, and her holding Lucas’ outing hostage as revenge feels very violent. It's not clear that anybody knows yet, but she could take Lucas's choice from him any time now. His harsh and terrified words (”I’m not a f*g”) illustrate the level of denial he is trying to stay in as it’s slipping away from him, the powerlessness he feels. The scene taking place in PE class with people throwing balls at one person standing in a goal reinforces the overal symbolism of being put on the spot.

On the opposite side, Yann's reminder of support sets up what happens later. He wants to be there for Lucas, but he’s also been hurt by his silence. He doesn’t want the squad to be Lucas’ punching ball if he can’t verbalize.

Mardi 13h08 : Miscommunication.

Eliott is trying to make a joke about the time they met and he couldn’t chose what to get from the vending machine ; Lucas interprets it as him saying he wants both Lucas and his gf, and he responds harshly. Lucas is pretty much standing up for himself here, as painful as it is. He signals to Eliott he's not game to just forgive and forget, to do as if what happens didn't matter. Him alluding to a choice that Eliott needs to make - there's still a sliver of hope there though, as agonizing as it seems.

Lucas not finding a place to sit and leaving the canteen represents his worst fears about coming out - being left alone. It’s a classic high school story trope, not knowing at which table to sit, eg. not fitting in anywhere, so he chooses not to feed himself. (Again, hurting himself).

Mercredi 13h37 : Sorting through your old shit

This moment of levity after the heavy angst serves as a reminder that life, whether you are ready for it or not, goes on. It’s also the second time that the show subverts horror tropes - first in the first kiss scene for romantic purposes, here for comedic purposes with the creepy dolls everywhere and the guy with an axe. The theme is that things that look scary at first often aren’t, and can even bring unexpected gifts. The overall scene doesn’t have much impact on the plot, but it can symbolize several things - the need to do away with the messy things of the past (like all the shit in the shop and internalized homophobia), giving things that are still useful a new place where they can be better appreciated (the couch is a metaphor for Lucas being gay lmao), the difficulty of dealing with grief and your baggage alone and the need for outside help (like the shopkeeper who can’t get rid of his brother’s things), the importance of playfulness and unexpected gifts (table football).

The girls opening up about their dating woes puts Lucas’ struggles in the larger context of teenage boys being trash, normalizing what he goes through. On the other hand, again, Daphne’s comments and Imane’s joke show that the girl squad have their own problems with gender clichés. Manon denouncing them marks her as a safe place for Lucas, as well as her going through the deeper kind of turmoil of love troubles.

Lundi 01h48 : In the abyss

The scene is dark and drenched in blue light, giving it an oceanic, almost submarine vibe. This is Skam taking full advantage of its real time format, showing the story at a time where viewers are very likely to be in the same state of exhaustion and half-consciousness as the characters.

Even though he doesn't show it much, Lucas is a deeply caring character. He's just been extremely burned out, possibly by his family situation, and what happened with Eliott. And yet, it's still there. We can see it here in how he comforts Manon, trying to be stoic, but it's getting to him in the end. Compassion is often much easier to extend to others than to yourself. He might punish himself for feeling too much, but he would never do that to Manon.

This scene is, to me, the most pivotal moment of the season yet along with the piano scene : they're moments where we see Lucas's soul come to the surface. And as vulnerability is key to the plot, those moments of openness really move things along. The piano scene was Lucas letting out his more passionate, artistic, sensitive side ; this moment is more raw and ugly, about what lies beneath the anger, the despair of caring too much. And yet there is beauty and relief in owning it. In this particular context the shell of anger Lucas protects himself with is meaningless - it’s just the utter loneliness of the night and two people who are broken and lost. Manon is also from a broken home of sorts, she’s also been given a lot of reasons to give up on love. The fact that they’re able to share this intimacy of letting themselves feel like that, at a moment where words are beyond them, is however a sign that they’re not giving up. They’re feeling the feelings, as painful as it is, and they have a witness. It’s beautiful.

Vendredi 09h14 : Exhaustion

Lucas's body is basically close to giving up on him. He can front all he wants, but he's still only human. So he goes to see the school nurse for insomnia. He thinks maybe if he can solve the physical problem, maybe get pills, he can go back to being tough and pretending nothing is wrong. The nurse’s answer - not exposing himself to any screens or blue light before sleeping - is laughably unadapted to his problems, which in turn makes the idea that Lucas can solve his problems this way ridiculous as well.

The nurse is a mess - is she cheating on her actual husband there ? Why is she talking about her (murder)fantasies to a student ? Teacher’s back acne ? She illustrates that adults still have problems (again, normalizing what Lucas goes through) and that life in general is messy and you need people on your side who can be there even though you are going through ugly, difficult things. Lucas cannot talk to her, they’re not on the same wavelength at all, but there’s still someone he can talk to. The medecine is not pills, it’s human support and trust.

Vendredi 17h05 : Trust issues

This clip is very painful to watch.

First Eliott’s drawing. At this point in the story it feels like a cruel joke. This guy played him, and now he’s talking about destiny ? Lucas really bought into the whole Polaris thing, we could see he was starving for a real connection, and maybe he thinks Eliott is using that against him, tugging on the heartstrings like a true artsy fuckboi. At the same time, the loneliness that emanates from the drawing is heartbreaking for us, who know what’s up with Eliott.

Lucas decides to go talk to Yann. That’s his destiny. I thought he was going to walk up to Eliott for a moment, the filming is deliberately ambiguous, but no. In a way, he’s choosing himself, deciding to bring stability to his life by opening up to the guy who’s been his main support system for years : Yann. And he lays it all on the table - his problems with his family, his insomnia, the mess with Chloe, the difficulty talking, having a crush of sorts for Yann, falling in love with Eliott. He’s so brave. He banks on his ability to trust Yann, he wants to believe he’ll be there for him. He’s finally coming out to someone on his own terms, with clear words.

It doesn’t work. Now, I never believed Yann was homophobic - his face only shuts down when Lucas starts talking about all the people who already know. But after Lucas’ slow, painful journey towards opening up, it feels like a bucket of ice water in the face. However, it is thematically appropriate.

This story arc tries to balance two concepts very delicately : on one side, as a teenager it’s important to realize that you’re not as alone as you think, not alone struggling. On the other hand, both internalized homophobia and French culture’s latent homophobia (that makes people do shitty things even though they’re not homophobic at heart, without realizing it) make this process of teenage alienation vs self discovery and acceptance, a thousand times more painful than it needs to be. Ending the episode on this note signifies that the struggle is real, that however brave you might be, sometimes the world is going to try and slap you down anyway. Thankfully, the story doesn’t end there, but for Lucas, this is the bottom of the pit. As his instagram post says ‘god needs your lifeboat as an ashtray’. Sometimes your best efforts mean nothing. This seems like a very pessimistic and cruel conclusion but I believe it’s an important beat in the story, recognizing that sometimes things go wrong through no fault of your own. It’s the system that is to blame, that has not given the tools to Yann to react properly and for the both of them to communicate better and for Lucas to accept who he is and not hurt people around him in order to hide. They’ve gone the road of validation over comfort and I think it’s a very interesting choice. (Even though I can also understand people who needed a more positive message and were hurt by this). But like a lot of queer people, I’ve had my share of half-botched coming outs and it’s important to show how you come back from that.

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So in a nutshell : this week, we bear witness to the slow death of Lucas’ tough, uncaring, player straight guy facade. His feelings have reached a boiling point, and he can’t ignore them any longer, it’s taking a toll on his body and isolating him from his friends. The moments of levity serve to dedramatize and normalize what Lucas goes through, encouraging him to reach out, while at the same time, the show takes his pain and fear seriously, by showing the minute toll it takes on his health and the less than ideal reaction of the people around him. However, through it all, he finds the courage to keep facing his feelings and opening up. He is staring his worst fears in the face - abandonment, ostracization, having his feelings used against him - and he still manages to choose trust. Eliott might have been a catalyst, but in the end he chooses to do what’s right for himself. He talks, even though it’s almost a moment of symbolic death, but the transformation can take root from there. Honesty is grueling sometimes, but it’s still necessary. It’s better than letting the lie ruin your health and your relationship, better than hurting yourself in an attempt to push down the truth, better than violent powerlessness or night time devastation. Lucas is so good at wearing a mask, but how he reacts in this crisis is revelatory of his own deepest need for change and love.

In short, I love this character with the intensity of a thousand suns and even though it's super painful I love that we got to go on this journey with him.

Thank you for reading this monster of a post, and see you next time for pt 2 : Acceptance !

#skam france #skam meta #skamfr meta #lucas lallemant #elu #lucas x eliott #my meta #analysis

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julia-highstorms · 5 years

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Tom x Julia - NSFW ALPHABET

A/N: For this NSFW ABC, I decided doing things a bit differently… Tom and Julia themselves will be answering it!

Disclaimer: Characters belong to Pixelberry Studios.

Rating: +18 (NSFW. If you'd like to not be tagged on this type of content, tell me! If you'd like to be tagged on my Tom x F!MC fanfics, tell me!)

Word count: +2,500

Interviewer: Hello, and thanks for agreeing on answering this… uh, quiz. It’s a very intimate and explicit interview, so if you two could go on details, the better.

Tom: How intimate?! What do you mean explicit?! Julia, to what did you drag me onto?!

Julia: Thanks for having us! And relax, Tom, it’ll be fun! Okay, let’s do this! What’s the name of the quiz again?

I (with a smirk): "NSFW Alphabet"

*Tom immediately blushes*

T (murmuring): Oh my god, I’m having a bad feeling about this…

I: Alright, let’s begin: A = Aftercare. What are you like after sex? What do you do after steamy time? Fall asleep? Pillowtalk? Go for another round?

J: We just cuddle and talk. We're not the type to fall asleep, so we usually go grab something to eat…

T: Yeah, all that exercise always leaves me starving.

I: Oh, and what do you usually eat?

T and J (in unison): Pancakes

J: We make them together. It's a cool pastime, you know? Cooking together. You know a lot about the other person… Like, how messy Tom is in the kitchen.

T: In my defense, that bag of flour was already open! When we're too lazy we just order pizza, though.

I: Next letter… B = Body part. What's your favourite part of your partner’s body?

*Julia and Tom share a look, their eyes roaming each other's body and they both blush at the same time*

T: You go first. You're the one who brought us here.

J (rolls her eyes, avoiding making eye contact with Tom): It's weird. You'll find it stupid.

I: We won't. Take your time.

*Julia takes a deep breath and starts speaking again*

J: It might sound a bit weird, but--

T: Oh my God, is that my di--

J: No! I mean, I like it too, but… uh, it's not that thing! I mean, it's not my favorite thing! *Julia's cheeks turn pinker and pinker as she gets more tongue tied. Tom looks confused and the interviewer has to bite back a laugh* Uh, I really like this little tummy that shows up when you sit. *she confesses in a really, really low voice*

T: What?! Tummy?

J: Y-yeah… I actually am not a fan of ripped off bodies. They don't look natural to me. And that little tummy is… adorable.

T: Then maybe I should start drinking more beer. Because I got this tummy definitely from beer.

J: Absolutely not. You're insufferable when you're drunk.

I: What happens when you get drunk?

J: He starts telling these stupid jokes, but can't finish them because he's already laughing at it. And he laughs at literally anything. And he got this really loud laughter.

T: Hey, those jokes are gold! And you just turn into this killing machine when you're drunk! *Tom turns to the interviewer* Last time we went to a karaoke we got kicked out of there because she started picking up on fights with everybody!

J: Of course, no one knew how to sing decently there!

I: What about you, Tom? What is your favorite part of your girlfriend's body?

*Both the interviewer and Julia look at him expectantly, while his face flushes slightly*

T: I… really like her hips.

J: You mean my butt.

T: No! It really is your hips! They're... soft.

J: Ah, this is why you're always literally grabbing them! And looking at my butt! You perv--

T: Uh, what's the next question? *he takes a sip on the bottle of water that the interviewer offered to them before*

I: C = Cum. *Tom almost chokes on his water* Anything related to it.

T: Uh, what do you want to know about it? It happens, yeah. I make her cum and she makes me cum. This is what is supposed to happen, right? Isn't it?

J: Breathe, Tom.

*He takes a deep breath, trying to compose himself. Julia chuckles softly*

J: Yeah, we love making each other cum. Tom won't admit it out loud, but he loses his mind when I swallow it.

T: Oh my god, Julia…

J: I can see it on your face, babe.

I: Onto next letter… oh, this one is nice! D = Dirty Secret. What is a dirty secret of yours?

T: Uh… our first time was in a photo booth. And I got pictures of when Julia almost literally attacked me.

J: Shut up, you got into it very fast. And Tom is the biggest softie™ ever, but he might go rough… if I ask nicely. Right, Tom? *she smirks at him, trailing a finger down his arm, seductively and he has to shuffle away from her. Julia laughs*

I: Oh, how rough?

J: Hm, I guess I still have some marks here… *attempts to lift her t-shirt up, but Tom interrupts her*

T (with his face bright red): What's our next letter?! E?!

I: Exactly, E = Experience. How experienced are you? Do you know what they’re doing?

T: I've had like zero experience before Julia. She taught me everything I know.

J: And Tom's a fast and very eager learner. *she bumps her shoulder playfully on his and he ducks his head, a shy grin on his lips* I've had a few previous relationships, but Tom definitely is my first love and serious partner. But I thought you had a girlfriend in high school?

T: I had a girlfriend during sophomore year for three weeks, until I got fed up of her calling me 'senpai' all the time. I had some crushes after it, but they never developed to something more, until I met you.

J: Aww… I love you, Tomoichi Sato.

T: I love you too, Julia Vance.

I (smiling at them): This is all very sweet, but shall we continue on our interview? F = Favourite Position. I guess no further explanation is needed.

T: We never talked about it before, but… I love when she rides me... And when she takes control.

J (pretends to be shocked): Gasp! Oh, really?

T (shoves her from her chair, making her laugh loudly): Jerk!

J: Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone knows who's the sub in this relationship. *chuckles* I like when you get behind me, Tom...

T (genuinely surprised): For real? *Julia nods, smiling sheepishly*

J: I don't know, it's so exciting to me. Because in a sense I don't know what, or more specifically, when it'll happen, you know? Since I can't see your face. Does it make sense? It doesn't matter if we're standing or lying down; that's the position that gives me more pleasure.

I: Woo, are you feeling the air getting hot and bothered in here? I certainly am. Alright, next one: G = Goofy. Are you more serious on the moment or more humorous?

J: If we aren't being goofy, then you bet something’s wrong.

I: Yeah, I can feel it. H = Hair. How well groomed are you?

J: I keep it trimmed.

T: Same. None just feels… unnatural? I don't know.

I: Okay, what about I = Intimacy? How are you during the moment? We're talking on the romantic aspect.

T: To be honest, intimacy is everything. Without it, we can't be ourselves with one another. I've never felt as connected to someone as I feel with Julia.

J: Yeah, and sex definitely helps bringing us even more closer.

T: Having sex without intimacy is just a weird concept to me.

I: J = Jack Off. Anything about masturbation.

T: Hmm… I confess I started masturbating a whole lot more after meeting her. Especially when we're apart because we almost literally live on the other side of the country from each other. And the longing sometimes is just too much.

J: We might even do some… hmm… very explicit video calls sometimes… Right, Tom?

T: Yeah, I always have to lock my door, because Andy has no sense of privacy and enters my room whenever he wants, usually to borrow a game. *Julia bursts out in laughter*

J: And when we’re finally together, we both love stimulating and pleasing each other.

T: Yeah, Julia has this really cute face when she is close to come.

I: Ooh… K = Kink. Any kink, you two?

T: Is dirty talking a kink?

J: C'mon Tom, we both know you like a light BSDM.

*Tom blushes furiously*

T: Nothing too rough, though! I can't stand pain.

J: Yeah, you're a big baby.

T: Julia loves getting it on in public spaces.

J: And you never can say no.

I (chuckling softly): Okay, L = Location. Got any favourite places to do the do?

T: I'll be honest, nothing is better than doing it on a comfortable surface like a bed or a couch.

J: Taking a shower together is nice too and saves water!

I: That's true. Now, tell me about M = Motivation. What turns you on? What gets you going?

J: I lose my mind whenever Tom gets this frown, like when he's playing a particular tough level or when beating monsters. That night when you showed up with that baseball bat and killed those lake monsters, I swear, I almost took my clothes off right there. I just didn't because Parker and Danni were there too.

T (laughing): Oh yeah, I can get pretty sexy when fighting for our lives. I guess my biggest motivator (and indicator that I'm doing something right) is when Julia calls my name while… I don't know, just her can make me feel this way when she says it.

J: Like this, Tom…? *she purrs into his ear before pecking on his neck and the boy's face turns red immediately* And if you want to turn Tomoichi Sato on, just kiss his neck. That is his most sensitive area.

I: What about turn offs? Something you wouldn't do? A N = NO?

J: I am completely against mixing food with sex. That would be so anti hygienic. Hell no.

T: The idea of inflicting pain is just awful to me.

I: O = Oral. Who prefers giving? And receiving? Who got better skills?

T: I'm much more a giver than Julia.

J: Because you're so eager to please me. And I ain't rejecting if you want to give. Of course I prefer receiving. Tom's skills are on point. He knows exactly what to do and how I like it. I taught him right. *she winks*

I: Interesting, very interesting… How's your P = Pace? Are you fast and rough? Or more slow and sensual?

T: I guess it depends on our mood, what we feel like doing in the moment. We like experimenting, learning what each other enjoys more.

J: We usually start slow and picks up speed from there.

I: What are your opinions on Q = Quickies rather than proper sex? How often do you do it?

J: Quickies are great to release some stress and when we just can’t hold back anymore, but don’t have enough time (which can happen pretty often).

T: ...Though proper sex is unbeatable.

I: And do you take R = Risks?

T: I mean, we've done it in public spaces with people around more than I'd like to admit.

J: But we always use protection. I make sure he wears a condom. I ain't taking that risk.

I: Alright, we're finishing it, guys! Just hang in there a bit more. Tell me about your S = Stamina. How many rounds can they go for, how long do you last, etc.

*They share a look*

T: I don't know, I would say we're average?

J: Sometimes we can go for 2 to 3 rounds… And we last just enough to usually come together (sometimes he lasts longer, sometimes I last longer…) and that is fantastic.

I: T = Toy. Do you own any toys? If yes, do you use them? On each other or on yourself?

J: My best friend thought it would be hilarious giving me a fucking dildo a few years ago. *Julia rolls her eyes annoyedly* I had to keep it safe so my parents or Elliot wouldn't find it. Though I confess it became rather useful after I met Tom and, you know, we started this long distance relationship thing. We use it only on me, because I don't think it's safe or hygienic to use this type of stuff on more than one person.

T: We use some ties sometimes. It's nice.

J: 'It's nice'. Oh my god, look at your face! *bursts in giggles*

I: U = Unfair. How much you like to tease.

T: Jeez, Julia is so unfair! She likes sitting on my lap when I'm playing, or grinding on me and… Yeah, you got the picture. She's teasing me literally all the time.

J: Well, I can't help it if you make me horny! Just by standing there! Looking adorable and sexy all the time!

I: Let's talk about V = Volume. How loud you are? What sounds do you make?

*Tom giggles*

T: Julia can get… very loud. Like, very. It's good though, because I know I'm doing it right.

J (with her cheeks flushed): Good for you and your ego, because, uh, poor Andy. I bet that other time he heard me.

T: Who wouldn't?

*He avoids a punch from hers*

J: Anyway, yeah, I definitely am the loudest. Though Tom makes all these whimpers and moans.

T: Which turn you on even more.

J: Yeah, they're so cute and, uh, sexy.

I: This is the second time you call him cute and sexy.

J: I mean, haven't you seen him?! *she points to her boyfriend, who chuckles*

T: Thanks for being my number #1 fan, Julia. It's reciprocated. *he kisses her forehead and she rests her head on his shoulder, sighing contently*

I: Okay, W = Wild Card. You can tell me anything. Something you never told each other. Is there something you'd like to try? Anything.

*Tom ducks his head, a bit embarrassed*

J: What?

T: You know… Since you usually wear more loose clothes, the first time I saw you completely naked, I was... surprised to know that you actually have breasts.

*Julia bursts out in laughter*

J: Oh, this is why you kept staring at and touching my breasts with so much interest! I'm loving this interview, so many revelations!

I: Since we're talking about sizes… X = X-ray. Tell us what's going on behind all these clothes!

T: Uh… I'm average? Nothing special in here.

J: Well, since we're already talking about my breasts, I wear 32C.

I: Y = Yearning. How high is your sex drive?

T: I'd say average again? It depends on the day and on our mood.

J: Yes, sometimes we’ll want to bang until we both pass out. *chuckles* There are days that we just want to cuddle and watch some TV. Though I can say for sure it got a bit higher since we started dating.

I: Alright, final letter! Z = Zzz. How quickly do you fall asleep after sex?

T: We actually don’t usually fall asleep afterwards. Although I feel physically tired, my mind is wide awake.

J: Me too. Like we said in the beginning of this interview, we end up talking. Or grabbing something to eat!

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thank-you-pete-archive · 5 years

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So, i wrote some Spideypool, if anyone wants to read it???

Warnings: language, kinda sexual content??(nothing explicit, just Deadpool making his pick-up lines)

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Peter sighed; His heart was pounding in his chest as he took the last step up the side of the building. The broad figure of his friend sat there, humming a song Peter had never heard before, and scribbling on a paper. The brunet’s hand clenched as he opened his mouth.

“Hey,” his voice shook a bit, but he pushed down the fear. “Wade!”

The figure’s head whipped around as he ripped off his mask. Underneath was a bright smile, but it faded into something different. Peter wasn’t sure if it was good or bad. Wade stood up with wonder glinting in his eyes. They walked closer to each other.

Peter had not been the fondest of Wade when they had started working together. He killed people, for god's sake! He made snarky comments, and had no filter. Some of his first words to Peter in a regular conversation was, “hey, babe, just wanna let you know that ass looks nice in that suit, but i bet it looks better out.” And more stuff like that still came his way today, such as, “fuck, you ever get that one urge to just fuck the closest person to you? Like, i get it EVERY TIME I'm next to you, and i don’t know why!” But it never got physical, which was commendable.

Sexuality wasn’t the problem with those comments, it was the profanity. Deadpool is a very R-rated character, whereas Peter tried to keep himself and Spider-Man as PG-13 as he could.

Though Wade might not be the best with words or looks, being scared all over his body, his actions were all Peter needed to know that he was a good person. When they first met, Wade wouldn’t have hesitated to pull the trigger on anyone. Nowadays his first resort wasn't the guns. He made an effort to not kill as many people. He was more apologetic, and showed his soft side more often. He was loyal and trusting, taking off his mask and revealing his identity just a couple days after they had met. He promised to never look under Peter’s mask and protect his identity from being discovered, even though he didn’t even know it.

Wade smiled and leaped forward to hug Peter. “AAAAAHHHHHH!” His scream shook Peter to his core. “You! Wha-i don’t! Webs! You’re beautiful!”

Peter dropped the mask that was in his hand to the ground. “Sorry, where are my manners. My names Peter. Peter parker-”

“DUH I KNOW THAT!” Wade yelped. “Dude! I-i can’t believe you’re Spider-Man! Peter Park-OH MAN! FUCK! I’ve been saying pick up lines to a millionaire this whole time? OH SHIT! BUT FUCK, MAN! Peter damn Parker.”

Wade went in for another hug; Peter squeezed him back. Wade had a specific sent to him. It was like baby powder mixed with burning wood. It… it was interesting. Peter felt Wade thumbing his back, so peter reciprocated by rubbing the other man’s back. Then, Peter felt something fall on top of his head and roll down his neck. Wade sniffled, and peter realized that he was crying.

“Hey, hey, hey!” His voice was frantic as they broke the hug. “What’s wrong.”

Wade wiped his eyes quickly. “I-I'm fine. It’s just I'm so happy that you trust me with this.”

Peter smiled. “I am too.”

They stood silently for a bit.

“Oh, yeah” peter chuckled. “I’m never really this well groomed. This is like the first time i’ve shaved in a bit… so…”

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It had been a couple months since Peter had taken off his mask; The two of them were now inseparable. Peter was making his way over to Wade’s to go to their monthly “I-wanna-show-you-this-crappy-movie-and-laugh-at-it-with-you party” that they had every first Friday of the month. They switched who chose the movie every month, so one month Peter would choose then Wade would pick the next time.

It was getting dark. They always watched their movies in the dark. Peter walked along the busy road, cars zooming past. Sirens wailing every second, horns honking, stereos blaring crappy rap music, and people chattering. A group of people would pass him on the road every now and again. Usually groups of relatively young people. Some would stop for a second if they recognized him, but most just walked past without batting an eye.

When he got to Wade’s door, Peter knocked politely. Wade answered the door with some sweatpants on. Just sweatpants. Peter wasn’t very dressed up either, wearing some jeans, a t-shirt, an oversized bomber jacket, and some converse. It wasn't a very formal event so it made sense to not dress fancy.

“Hey, Pete!” They hugged for a second, then Wade invited Peter in. Wade had a shabby apartment. He knew it, Peter knew it. But it felt more like a home then peter’s penthouse that he didn’t even want to buy. He was drunk when he got it.

They went over to the couch and sat down. Wade already had a bowl of popcorn ready for them to enjoy. Peter brought over a stupid rom-com that was so poorly made that every second of it they had to pause because they were laughing so hard. It was so basic and cheesey, but they enjoyed laughing at it’s stupidness.

Eventually they got tired to making fun of it and lazily sat around, somewhat paying attention, making small conversation, and dozing off a bit. Peter found himself leaning up against Wade’s shoulder. He had fallen asleep and now the other man’s arm had found its way around the brunet’s shoulders. The movie was almost done, and Wade was staring blankly at the screen.

“Looks like you’re enjoying this masterpiece.” Peter’s voice was a little gruff with sleep. Wade snapped his arm back to himself, his face red.

“Sorry,” he choked out, but all Peter did was chuckle. He grabbed Wade’s hand and pulled his arm around again.

“It’s fine,” peter smiled.

“Ha, yeah. Sorry. Sorry for freaking out.”

“Wade, you don’t need to be so nervous!”

“Haha yup!” Wade said pretending to be even more uncomfortable.

“Oh my god. You’re so f-uhhhgggg” the two just started to chuckle.

The movie credits were now rolling and they had nothing to do. Wade’s are wrapped around Peter’s shoulders. The two of them kind of uncomfortable. There was something in the air that peter couldn’t quite place his finger on.

The weight of Wade’s arm was lifted from his shoulder; peter felt bare. He actually kinda liked that. Wade cleared his throat.

“Uhh,” he rubbed the nape of his neck. “Should you get going? I, uh, i don’t know if you have any other plans, and it’s getting kinda late.”

Peter felt a hole sink inside of him. He loved it here. Wade always cracking jokes. Peter had come to love the mans twisted humor. Though it was raunchy and gross at times, Wade at least dared to say the things he said. Peter didn’t want to leave and go back to his very boring penthouse. It sucked because it was a 3 bedroom for only one person. This place was so homey and warm. And Wade was their. Wade kinda gave Peter a sense of fun and joy, which he didn’t feel too often.

“Uh, well i don’t really have any other plans tonight,” Peter tried to find a reason to stay. His mind raced through all the possibilities, over thinking each one. His brain never knew when to stop. Then everything else melted away when his brain produced one scenario. A scenario where Peter flung himself at Wade and kissed him. “Uhhhhh… oh god.”

Wade’s expression changed. Concern? Confusion? God, Peter wished he had a Karen with him at all times to tell him how people were feeling so he didn’t have to try to read emotions. “Hey, Pete, you okay?”

His body went into action. He felt like a higher power was controlling him. Like he was a sim or something. He couldn’t stop his hand from cupping Wade’s face as he got closer. Weirdly enough, Peter didn’t mind being out of control for just this once.

But that changed. Wade leaned forwards too, and made them meet a lot faster then Peter had thought. It wasn’t how Peter imagined a first kiss would be. Well, he had kissed other people before, and his and MJ’s first kiss was a LOT better than this. Well, his first kiss with MJ was more aesthetically pleasing than this, but Peter couldn’t help but feel like he wanted this.

Wade was doing most of the work with this. He put a hand on Peter’s back and another behind his head, and he was pulling Peter in. The brunet started to rub the side of Wade’s face with his hand, and he wrapped his other arm around the back of Wade’s scared neck. Peter chuckled as Wade put the hand that was placed on Peter’s back under his shirt. Wade moved his other hand under Peter’s shirt too and pulled on Peter. He was pulled into a position where peter was on top of Wade’s bare chest. They pulled away from the kiss and panted. Wade was moving his hands rhythmically on peter’s back, and it made him weak. How was he so good at this?

Peter just laid on top of the other, broader, man. The shorter man snuck his head into the crook of Wade’s neck.

“So, what was that you said about not having plans tonight?” Wade smirked. “Cause, to me it looks like you DO have some plans.”

Peter shoved Wade as he stuck out his tongue. “Oh, fine. I’ll give in to your crappy pick up lines just. This. Once.” Wade pumped his fists in the air with excitement.

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Peter took a sip of his coffee. Black with two sugars. He was sat at the breakfast bar that led into the small kitchen in the corner of the main room. You pass by the kitchen, on your left, as you walk into the apartment. The dining room on the right side, and the living room in the middle, but you have to walk past the first two to get to it.

Wade was standing with some sweatpants on again. He had pulled them on this morning. Pater had watched him from the bed. The golden sunlight had poured in through the tiny slits in the blinds. Little bits of dust were floating in the air around him. His skin had looked holy, too holy to touch. He had looked like a god. A god who was now brewing coffee because he had given the last cup of the last batch to his… uhh… boy… friend?

“Uhh, Wade?” The other man turned around with a “hm?”. “What would you consider our relationshi-”

“Daddy, who’s this?” A little girl’s voice was groggy as a yawn escaped her mouth. When Peter whipped his head around with a bright smile, she lit up too. “Oh daddy! You didn’t tell me that Petey was staying over!”

“That was, uhh, a bit of a last minute thing” her father chuckled out. The small girl leaped up as Peter rushed up to her and gave him a hug. He ruffled her hair as he giggled.

“How’s school been, Ellie?” Wade walked over to place a hand on Peter’s back after the girl was set down.

“Oh!” Ellie took in a deep breath. “Well, you see, i don’t really have a lot of friends, but i really like art class, like, it’s really fun, and the teacher’s really nice, and we do lots of cool stuff. My PE teacher sucks because he makes us run every day and i get tired and it sucks and the only thing i like about that class is when we get to play dodgeball. We read this really cool book the other day but i can't remember what its called which sucks, but it was about the butterfly and it made a tornado with its wings and stuff it was SUPER COOL! Daddy and i watched Star Wars the other day and all the big planes were like ‘pew pew pew’ and Luke and Han were like ‘i’ll save you princess’ and it was AWESOME!”

“Well,” Wade cleared his throat. “Speaking of which, do you have your stuff for school ready?”

“Yup!” Ellie squeaked.

“Alright, captain Ellie, let's fight some bad guy's with knowledge! Drive this spaceship to school!” Wade picked up his keys and spun them on his finger effortlessly.

“It’s not a spaceship, dummy!” Ellie mocked as they headed to the door. “It’s a silver cr-v.”

Peter nearly spat out his coffee that he was sipping back into his cup. “See you later, Ellie!” Wade smiled and winked as he headed out the door, still pulling on a t-shirt.

Peter looked at a notepad and pen that hadden't been on the counter before Ellie had come out. Peter stood up and walked over to read it. The note was written in scribbled hand writing. Definitely Wade's. It read "Pete, you know exactly who you are to me and who I and to you. You don't seem like the hook-up type, so I'm guessing i just got myself into a long term thing."

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Requests *One Shots only*

I will add all requested one shots to this post from now on.

NEW RULE FOR REQUEST’S:

Lately I tried to write requested fics and lost inspiration. Some have 3000 words, guys - too many details kill my creativity.

If you describe the whole smut scene it breaks the flow. I simply rewrite the already written words to form sentences which make sense and this doesn’t make sense at all.

Please shorten the requests for one-shots. It’s okay to give me important details like: virgin reader or rough sex, maybe a specific position or a funny exclaim. You can always give me IMPORTANT details about plot.

Requests up to 300 (if it has 350-400 it’s okay too) words are fine - bigger requests won’t be accepted any longer...Sorry, but I’m struggling to reread a 3000 words request as rereading means getting bored and this means I can’t write...

Requests for series can be longer, of course!!!

Please be aware I did not add the latest requests but I saved them all to my one drive. I just need to find a title for the requested fics to add these here.

Jensen x Reader

I want to be by your side

JensenxReader(6season spn)when they had discussed because she’s pregnant and don’t want to quite the acting job on spn(she’s a main role)but jay want her to stay home in Austin with the baby so they have a really bad discussion so she call Jared(she’s a sister to him she’s younger than him and jay) to stay the nigh at his and gen place because Jensen scared her how much angry he was, when Jared arrives see the tension and this is the first time they have a discussion so bad ... 12... before going with Jared she tell Jensen he know when he decided to be her first only guy(jay take her virginity) and when he asked to marry her that she would never quite the job because she’s not the girl who wait home for the man to make money and that he loves that most of her, when she go to Jared place she breaks in gen arms crying all night and talking with her and jar , the next days her Jared and Jensen have to flight for a con, and her and jay still not talking ... 3... she’s with sunglasses for hiding the tears and when they arrives to the hotel full of fun and photographers jared see that Jensen still act like a ass and Jared go to her sliding a arm around her waist to keep her safe from the yelling and the press, in the motel room her and Jensen don’t talk and when it’s time for dinner with the cast and Jared Kim and briana go to take them reader say she’s not coming to dinner and Jensen just lock at her when the girl pleading her to come ... 5... she tell that the baby is agitated and she’s vomiting since they arrives in the room and she want to feel better for the panel tomorrow, so Jensen say the others to go when he see her discomfort and she tell him to go to dinner because his presence right now give her more bad than good so he just leave (he have tearing eyes) before going always Jared kiss her forehead and the girl smile at her. When jay returns she’s already asleep only with boxer with his T-shirt showing the bump ... 6... he smile caressing the bump and kissing her forehead he go to sleep next to her, the next morning when he wake up she’s already down with Jared eating breakfast and jay reaches them on the way to the panel Jared keep stay besides her while Jensen walk talking with the other people of the cast. At the panel of the three everyone can see and sense something of since jay and her are not stuck together like the inseparable they are, when awkward question comes Jared resolve the situation ...7... when a fan ask her if she will stay on spn after the baby is born she look first at jay who’s is clanging is jaw while Jared his squeezing her shoulder she that’s a decision she will take with her husband and that sometimes we have to do sacrifice for the one we love, but for her it will be difficult being away of Jensen and having to do the bath, put the baby to bed without him by her side and that being able to rest on the show for her means going to be in jens arms at the end of the day 8... and now she’s literally crying and Jensen try to compose himself and he stand up to go to her hugging her and when she whispers in his ears she need air Jensen tell Jared to ask to end the panel, when Jared tell it’s been a stressful day for they little pregnant girl the fan understands, and this time when they have to walk back to the hotel for dinner Jensen have is arms on her waist keeping her close to him, and at dinner the cast see how the two just sits hands in hands 9 ... jensen arm on her shoulder whispering in her ear with her blushing,Jared joking with reader and Jensen. Back in the room they have a bath together talking about the fight how he was wrong and he would love to have her and the baby at work and it was stupid tell her to stay in Austin since they never been apart expecially the night, but she have to promise the baby come first, the make slow love smut the next morning at the panel Jared jokes How her neighbor don let him sleep ... 10 ... sleep for all the night and early morning and the couple blushing with Jensen tell jar he will kick is ass later ... smut humor so much angst fluff ❤️

The secret is out

JensenxReader (jay 30,her 23) where Jared is live-streams and don’t see they are behind him cuddling on the couch kissing and joking (the only who knows they are a couple is Jared and gen the three live together when they are in Vancouver) when gen enter with baby Tom in his hands Jared say say hi gen in live, Jensen and the reader froze jay cover her stomach with a Blanchett and jay say to jar pissed dude can’t you say when you do social things and Jared watch them like a deer ... 2) then watch the phone saying mr ackles is pissed because our girls are flying home to Austin this night jensen stand up to lock at the camera saying never tell your secrets to Jared and reader is behind laughing with gen joking defending jar and reader says c’mon jens some fans will know after the last episode im y/n ackles now and he lock at her pretending to be pissed are you by his side come her you little devil and reader say giggling are you sure jens? (3) jay say I know you are dying to say it baby girl and gen say some joking and now Jared Stand up besides Jensen keep talking with the fans about how is difficult to live with these two love suckers Jensen is laughing at the reader who is walking to him and she jump in the camera showing her silhouette yelling “I’m pregnant” with a big smile with Jensen shaking his face laughing and Jared says putting his hands on her air saying she’s eating all his and Jensen food ... (4) she fake pout going to jensen saying jar is making fun of me and baby daddy Jensen huggs her saying daddy going to slap Jared ass baby girl and Jared lock at the camera sayin crap I’m screwed, see ya tomorrow for a new live if Jackles don’t kill me, when Jared end the live jensen start a fake fight with him both laughing and gen go to reader saying you know you called him daddy on live stream honey? reader watch her smiling wikedly I always call him daddy even before this bump (5) gen ask her if she can do right now a live with her for her blog talking about first time in sex since she’s the younger in the group and reader lock at jensen to ask if it’s okay for him and he just smile with adoration, when the girl do the live the boys are in the room to, when gen tell the fan she will interviews her she start with losing virginity finding the right guy to marry and beign pregnant, readers talk with sincerity about how she lost virginity with the best man she would ask (6) touching her bump she talk how the only man who touched her body and soul it’s going to be the daddy of her baby gen watch her with surprise saying are you kidding the reader say she never was interested in relationship before jensen breaks her walls, Jared say some stupid jokes , proud jensen, slow make love the scene when the boys take them to the airport jay don’t want leave her,a scene when jensen come home in Austin waking her with kisses on the bump fluff humor smut

Setting you free

Jensen x reader when they had break up but since she’s a main role on spn, her jar and jay keep living together. Her and jay where talking about wedding before he broke up with her without explanation, when filming for guest star come Scott Eastwood he try to hit on reader but she refuse because the only man for her is Jay,when Scott keep hit n her even if she refuse everytime one day he hold her arms thighs hurting her, jay and jar are going to get her for lunch ... (1) (2) when jay see her scared face(he know she don’t like people touch her) go run to her with Jared behind him and putting his arms on her shoulder say with coldly voice to Scott to leave the arms of her fiancé reader hides on jensen arms and Jared his standing behind her, jens and Scott start fight with word Jensen is Beyond angry because he touched her, when the security comes to take away Scott, the boys take reader to the trailers Jens never leaving her side ... (3) inside she fall on the couch embracing her legs when jens try to talk to her and touch her she pull away telling to him he don’t need to fake anymore and he can go, she’s crying and Jared try to talk to her but she just tell him that he love him like a brother but she just want to be alone right now, when the boys try to talk to her she snap at them angry expecially to jensen that Scott was trying to rape her because he tell him she wasn’t interested because she wasn’t free ... (4) and that Scott tell her jensen was busy last night with a bimbo, to go away punching his chest yelling I hate you you fucked another it’s maybe for that you left me because the sex was to bad with the virgin nobody can touch me only you! jay lock at her with adoration and tell Jared that he’s going to take her home, at home they talk with jay telling he don’t fuck anybody and last night he was with Jared while Genevieve kept the reader busy because jay was buying something for her ... (5) when she ask what he mean he kneel and take out a box with a ring asking her to marry him he broke up with her just because he was scared of his fellings for her, he never been with a girl that was intimate only with him and he completely lost his mind for her she have him wrapped on her finger, he’s crying she’s crying she jump on him kissing him telling yes smutt and the next morning Genevieve is jumping in the kitchen to see the ring , reader hug Jared saying sorry for her word(6) asking jar to accompany her to the altar gen to be maid of honor, can you write the wedding day and her and jens find a pregnancy in honeymoon(she’s orfan, younger that the j, with curves ) Angst smutt fluff

Only once

JensenxReader when her jar and jens are best friends she’s a main role in spn since the begging, her and jens fall in love and she lost virginity with him. Since the three live together one day her and jens are having sex Jared enter the room without knocking and jens crush her body Jared is with a towel and is pissed because he’s earring them since last night, when jens see that whispering in her ear if she want to ease Jared tension she start giggling and go to to jar like a kitten (1) (2) jens is watching her proud when she let fall jar towel jar ask jensen what she’s doing jens says with nonchalant going behind her touching her core that they wanted to have a threesome but he don’t want another woman that not her and she don’t want another man that not him so you walk her and why not our best friend since he walked almost naked in our room before she can touch jar jar ask both them if they are sure she look at jens and jens point a finger at jar says it’s just one time thing (3) that he trust him to being the second man seeing her naked or touching her since she thinks her body is not beautiful(she’s a little curvy) Jared lock at her saying you are a lucky son of a bitch she’s beautiful jensen touch her break saying she’s mine it’s just a one time think so they have hot sex (no ass) after a years her and jens married , when Jared start dating gen her and gen become best friend she’s gen maid of honor and when the week it the wedding comes (4) the four are at jens reader hotel room laughing talking when gen go to the bath the couple (she’s on jens lap) what Jared smiling wikedly jar say they are scarring him what have in mind, the two say the have is wedding gift when they tell him thinked to have sex the four together jar says to jens he that he was one time think jens let him notice that is pants are reveling is exited jar say we don’t even know if gen is okay with that gens exit the bath smiling she eard everything 5 Gen says why not jar ask her if she’s sure and gen says shyly she’s alway wanted do have sex with reader jens slap reader ass saying let’s get naked, when they are naked gen is shy and reader seeing this go to her kiss her touching her breast while the boys start grunting Jens go behind reader touching her core saying she’s soaked laughing she slap him playfully saying shut up gen ask shyness if reader can touch jar while Jared touch her since jens is not leaving behind reader jar go to her the four have sex then while gen is riding jar jens smirk saying to them to watch how he make her squirt jens start talk dirty working is magic the make her squirt fucking her hard nipping at her breast holding her hands with his jens is grunting coming hard in her while jar gen have come just watching them like this her squirting reader is exhausted jens put her on his body covering them with the blanket caressing her kissing her forehead saying you did good baby girl gen then ask if them do this with other reader says it’s the second time they do that just with Jared because they trust him jens says that they are satisfied with they’re sex life alone that was just a gift for jar he let hit slip he wanted to do this the four while drunk jar says it was gen fault because he always tell Him how she wanted a one time with reader jens hug reader saying her body is his and the three start laughing gen become serious ask if jens is not scared of her leaving him reader ask her question telling her that she can’t leave him she don’t want other guys and even when they have that time threesome with jar she loves jens want only him and love Jared like a brother jar kiss reader forehead saying Same baby you and jens are made for each other we all know you are only his , when jar and gen go away jens and reader are naked talking in bed and he says touching her curves that she’s been amazing reader tell him why he haven’t touched gen jens says that he tried but she haven’t her curves and well gen was too distracted by her body while Jared was fucking gen,reader start laugh straddling him telling him if he wanted some vanilla sex jens put her on her back kissing her passionately saying always slow sex, after a year when the four are eating at ackles house reader is pregnant and gen is keep watching her breast jens laugh saying you don’t imagine how good the sex is with her horny pregnant and the taste of her breast the three lock at jens smirking and gen says we know you two fuck like rabbit but I was thinking that my breast are not that big and him pregnant too, reader jump of jens lap screaming going to hug gen while the boy talk about how pregnancy sex is good, later night smut jens and reader how jens can’t stop sucking her breast fluff (the sex together with padalecki was just one time think, she’s younger than Jared and gen too her and Jens are so so in love) smut humor possessive jens smutt

Fall out of Love

Can you do a jensen shot when they used to be a couple since reader is a main character since the beginning, she’s younger than Jared and she had sex only with Jensen since he take her virginity. Jens broke up with her because he’s scared how much he loves her and he decided to date danneel, at jensen wedding reader is Jared’S date, she’s a mess but try to be strong thanks to Jared who’s a brother to her, when it’s time to say i do jensen look first at Jared (jar want him with reader) (1) (2) jared see the how jens is not happy then the boys are distracted by jens mom that is running after reader who have left her place running away crying (jens mom loves reader and want her to marry her son) a drama moment with a bitch danneel on reader with both Jared and Jensen fight with her defending reader and Jensen running to her with his mom stopping him when they both see Jared going to her who is sitting on the stairs embracing herself crying(3) when jar is talking to her she’s telling him she’s sorry for running away but she can’t see another woman at her place how jens know that he let him taking her virginity knowing he wanted to marry her, jens mom his watching his son while he’s crying and Jared keep reader in his arms telling her that he called gen he’s going to pick them to go home (reader is living with the pad since jar don’t want to leave her alone in the house in Austin was hers and Jensen) (4) when gen comes with the car jar take reader placing his arm around her waist to hold her since she’s shaking when jensen try to go to her jar yell angry at him to leave her alone her and gen are her only family (she’s orfan) and how he left her to date that girl who him and gen don’t like(5) when they go away jens mom scold him then when he see his son crying she hug him telling that she see how he much he loves her when he was watching at her and not the bride to wait two days and then to go to jar place take back home the love of his life. After the reader spend two days in her room crying with Jar and gen cuddle, jar convince her to take a swim in the pool, gen with baby Tom jar and reader are in the pool swinging(6) talking,she say that maybe she’s not perfect like danneel since she have strength marks her boobs are not perky and she have curves gen say to her that she’s not true that she’s just a body while reader is beautiful inside and outside how jar always tell her if he wasn’t with her and don’t love you like a sister he would be with you since you are beautiful look at your face you are amazing when reader lock at jar he hugg her telling gen is right reader laugh saying she loves them(7) when behind them jensen who eard everything ask if there’s place for him in the pool when nobody says nothing jens enter and when his going to stand beside reader baby Tom go in her hand and she swim with him laughing when she hurt her back on jensen chest, the baby is excited to see jensen jensen puts his arms around her when she lock at jar and gen jar is asking jens why is here and not in his honeymoon jens says calm that the wedding didn’t happened(8) when gen see reader with tears swim to her to take Tom, Jensen see her shaking hug her thight how he’s sorry he was a stupid reader slap him swimming exiting the pool when she’s outside she turn to tell him that he broke her thanks to jar gen she’s alive and she need a shower, when she go inside jar tell jens How he find her the night he announced the wedding in jens and her home in Austin in the bathroom with trying something stupid it’s for that she live with them he’s scared to lose her(9) how when him gen take her to the hospital the doctor tell them she had a natural miscarriage jens don’t understand gen say to him gently that she was one month preg when he left her when jens start sobbing jar go to him that if he really want her to go after her, when she’s in the shower crying she feel jens pulling her close to him his crying too caressing her stomach they talk how he want her back how he was stupid he thought she was to young but he loves her so much(10) how jens mom scold him, when he take her to bed they keep talking tangled together naked under the covers , Jared find them laughing talking and he tell them to go in the kitchen dinner is ready, dinner all of them talk jens tell them how he want her to marry her, the next morning they go back in their house jar won’t leave hugging reader some humor here, back at the they’re house they make slow love... after a year they’re wedding day jar walk her to the altar

Dean x Reader

I already know her

•PART1• DeanxVirgin with curves reader,25 years when she work on a bar(leviathan period) Sammy knows bobby adopted her since she as no family and live with him,only daughter and that she’s a badass,kind,with humor but before can tell dean that he’s so amazed by her at the end of the night they have sex on the backseat of the impala and dean see the anti possession tattoo on her ribs •PART2• and the next days when they go to Bobby find her help Bobby research and both her and dean star at eachother mount agape and Sammy go hugs her since he already know her. More time pass dean and her grow close keep talking about everything but don’t do sex and after Bobby death they keep her with them and she leaves the job to hunt and dean starts trains her outside Rufus cabin and when he fall on her body during training •PART3• he look at her eyes he understands that he fell in love with her since he see her at the bar and when he tell her that she understands because his the same for her and she don’t let anyone touch her because when she lost virginity with him she understand he doesn’t want anybody other than him •PART4• So they have passionate hard sex and when Sam comes at the cabin after the supply run find them cocking, laughing and kissing. Can you write a part when he ask her to marry him an become a Winchester since she had Bobby name and the wedding day to?

She’s still mine

reader lost virginity with dean before he goes to purgatory(the boys adopted her since she’s alone,23y)he loves her are best friends in love,when d disappear her and Sammy rent a house trying to live a normal life since dean during a night before he and the reader becomes something tell Sam to always take care of her and try to start a family a normal life (1) (2)Sam find work to a lawyer and reader in a bar,the people town knows them like husband and wife and she’s always with the impala,now they are dating but not doing sex,Sam take her to the cabin for a date dinner nigh when they are in they’re underwear on the floor make out before anything can happen dean storms in? Angst,D think she have sex with Sam,angry/possessive D,possessive/angry S becomes its dean that tell him to take care of her,reader choose dean and Sammy is happy with that,smut end

It has always been you

We all know that dean go alway after fake blondes and bimbos with experience what happened when he understands he’s in love with the reader since they take her with them after bobby death? She’s virgin,with curves,natural makeup,jeans and flannel but she’s the only girl who look at dean not for the hot guy but for the one who make her smile/protect her & train her... (1) (2) when some stupid human try to kidnape and rape her in front of the boys in a bar nigh it’s the time that he understands he want to spend the rest of his life with her and Sammy always knowed that since day one (with a flashback when Bobby tell the boys to “adopt” a 23y reader with them the look on d eyes and face when he see her was so reveling and her face too)she’s the first girl who break dean walls and talk with him about everything. Smutt,fluff , passione, angst, tears,moc dean period

Forbidden Love

Bobby secretely adopted the reader when she’s 20 thinking she’s John daughter but she never meet the Winchester, the boys and her meet during a hunt, her and dean fall in love a first sight and she lost virginity with him after the hunt even if she’s always been ashamed of her body (she have marks,breast insecure) when she comes back to Bobby and find the boys here she jumps in dean arms both laughing and dean kiss her so Bobby start to yell and divide them ... 1 bobby divide them, the three guys don’t know why he’s so angry so he tell them the truth,Sammy speak but dean just storm away angry when the reader try to stop him he tell her with so much angry to not fucking touch him and she’s her heartbroken crying and Sam take the lead of big brother since he’s bigger than her. The reader start hunting with them, Sam take care of her dean too without let her notice he tucks her blanckets ... Sam take care of her when dean fuck sluts in the motel and both brothers train her, dean talk with her only for the trainer part. When some demon kindap them and she end bad injuried dean he’s scared and keep telling her he loves her even if he shouldn’t when cass resolves the situation and tell him she’s not they’re sister but dean soulmate and dean start laughing at how is life is a mess, when se wake up he tell her everything, a bit of awkwardness ... 4 ... then he help her shower to leaves the blood of the hair and when he see her crying in the shower he hug her and kiss her passionately taking her(they are wet)in the room and make love slow and can you end when they go on Bobby place telling Bobby the truth with a getting married revelation some stupid jokes how now she’s going to be really a Winchester and dean touch her stomach(it’s a boy congratulations) and some old Bobby and Sammy humor ... angst, fluff, humor

Ruined chick flick moments

(1)Can you write a dean shot when dean prepare his room with rose petals and candles for reader first time,after eating her out she knee in front of dean naked on the floor he’s naked too and star a blow job it’s the second time she do that after dean teaches her how to do it and this time she’s rocking it and dean his moaning so loud he make her change positions to touch her pussy when she’s doing the blowjob and Sam open the door in that moment for a emergency hunt all of them are needed (2) and when sammy enters with his reflexes dean crush in time reader body to not let Sam see her and after in the impala on the way to the case and motel is angry with Sam because he ruined her first time and she try to calm him but dean just keep shout at Sam , after the case is end Dean drops Sam at the motel and go to the a lonely street and she lose virginity in the impala whit end when they are lying in the backseat just talking and laughing at Sam face when he enter the d room ... (3) can you write both smut scene pls and talk about insecurity body because she’s not perfect , angst fluff humor and a scene when they go back to the motel to take Sam and when he seet on the backseat and see the ruined covers (unprotected sex she’s on Birth control) start complain with dean and dean just shout her with bitch jerk ...

Unmet Wishes

dean and reader are inseparable(he take her virginity too)since the boys kinda adopted her in leviathan periods,she’s younger both boys.She have curves and everytime they out at bar boys try to hit on her but she don’t see them,even if her and dean had sex since three months he’s pushing away from her because he want a safe life for her and reader is always sad don’t sleep to well and more than one time Sam find her crying on the floor (1) (2)one morning when they are eating she zone out looking at a young couple with a toddler(they saved the family during a case) and when Sam or dean try to insert her in the conversation they see she’s crying and when dean lock at what she’s watching he’s a little sad with teary eyes too and he take her hand giving her a smile but she just zone out in her mind so dean lock at Sam to ask help maybe and Sam try to talk to her but she just say she needs air and the boys follow her (3) when they exit the dinner the family go to them to thank for saving them and the little toddler want the reader to take him in her arms and when she take him the baby start laughing at her and touch her cheeks and then he hugs her so reader made a laughing cry and the mom of the baby tell her he likes her and she’s going to be a good mom(dean is watching the scene trying to not crying and Sam just smiling at her) (4)Back at the motel Sam is sleeping and when dean go out of the shower can her the reader crying behind the covers so he tell her to move over and to talk to him, she tell him she’s sad because of him pushing her away and dean talk with her too telling her he’s fear but he tell her with cracked voice that if she want a baby with him he can try because seeing her with the baby make him want one with her to (5) now they’re both crying and she huggs him tight and he kiss her passionately. Can you write the end with reader dean and toddler boy laughing at the park with Sam to? And back at the bunker slow smut with reader telling dean the second pregnancy with a girl this time and when they go in the library his happy telling Sam and the baby about the pregnancy? Fluff angst and smutty! Thank you ❤️

My heart only belongs to you

can you pls write a dean x reader curves when after a hunt dean took reader virginity because they are in love he confess his fellings the morning after he wake her up with kisses tickles and laugh and then he go buy breakfast for them when he come back find Sam kissing her and the breakfast he have fall to the floor when the reader see him with a tears running out of the room she slap Sam for the second time(what dean haven’t see his reader slap Sam the first time he kissed her and pull away) 1 2 when dean run away and the reader is behind him yelling his name dean don’t see a car that invest him he fall to the ground losing sense and reader run to him yelling for Sam to call 911 and she keep cup dean check crying,at the hospital dean is in coma and reader don’t leave his side of bed and she barely talk with Sam since she alone and the boys adopted her Jody comfort her when she cries for dean 3 when dean wake up after a week and see the reader Sam and Jody yell to the reader to go away and the same for Sam she’s crying trying but he keep yell at them so Sam have to take her away of the room but she don’t leave the ospital so she sits on the floor outside his room, when after three hours dean ask to talk with Sam,Sam tell him that he kissed her to see if he had felling for her but he prove nothing since she his little sister to him,sam tell her that dean want to see her ... 4 when she enter the room dean his wiping away some tears when she sit on the chair beside his bed they talk and she take his hand kissing them thinking she lost him but then he caresses her hair and tell her “come here” and she snuggle on dean and he kiss her passionately and when they come back to the bunker cass heal dean and after sam ask forgiveness to both of them reader hugs him and end in passionate smut after they go to bed and the next morning he cook breakfast for her,smutangst fluff

Inseparable

can u pls write a deanxreader when she end pregnant after loose virginity with dean(lot of pregnancy sex)and when the baby is born Sam find in the morning the baby asleep on reader stomach and breast and dean asleep with his head on her lap and body on her legs and she up caressing dean hair and with the other the baby too,and sam tell “dean don’t leave you alone for one minute I see” and she’s like “he followed me in the shower and even when I needed to pee” ... (1) (2) when dean wake up, Sam tell him he find a hunt but dean ask him if his anyone who can go but nobody is free,dean won’t leave the reader but she tell him to go and that she will call Jody and the girls to not be alone, dean still don’t want to go but it’s his job so when he have to leave and the reader have the baby in her hands dean can’t stop kissing her and the baby and she laugh tell him to go 3 when the boys come back dean don’t find in the library reader and after he kiss the baby and give him to Sam ask Jody and girls where she is and tell him that she was a little sad without him so she goes to bed to relax and dean go in his room and wake up her up kissing her face and when she see him jump on him they make love and when go in the library to eat with the other and nurse the baby the next morning Sam and the girls find them sleep in the couch 4 and this time reader is on top of dean with her arms around dean neck and dean arms around her waist and the baby is in the cradle starting waking up and they ear reader say to dean your son is awake go to him and dean is why is always only my son when you are sleeping and she’s like because you persuade me in your bed when i was pure and he start ticking her with some jokes by Claire (reader is with them since Bobby death adopted by him, with curves younger than both. Fluff smut angst humor) ...

We can be a family

Dean x reader , reader is 21 and dean 23 . She lives with Jody . She’s a hunter . In love with dean , it’s up to you to make them date or not . Dean wants a family but due to some accident reader can’t get pregnant and she tries to break up with him . Jody explains why she wants to break up . Later dean comforts her and tells her that thier family could be you know without a kid too and also they could adopt they want to . smut in the starting and end . Big bro sammy . Mommy like Jody

Post Possession (WORKING TITLE)

dean take reader virginity and always had the best sex trying everything, since Michael possessed him,dean don’t touch her and even Sam see that because one day when he enter the library see them kissing hard(dean hand on her breast,ass her hand on his hair a lot of moan by both)but dean moves away when the he start hardening leaving her in the library when she see sam she break down and before she fall on the ground Sam catch her comforting her ... (1) (2) Sam and reader sit on the library talking and Sam tell her he can’t believe Dean had the auto control to pull away and reader tell him that two month they don’t do anything, i even try to blow him but he pull me away. She fell rejected and maybe dean is tired of her body since she have marks and curves and sam tell her he can’t be possible he loves her he even want to marry you (they don’t see dean that is earring the conversation heartbroken with tears) ... (3)after Dean is free from micheal the first things he do(even if are people in the room) is to presses against the wall reader and kiss her with his hands everywhere and is knee rub her core they are a moaning mess and when Sam tell him that Cas need to see if he is really free dean take her hand and don’t leave her , Sam smile at her and after cass see he’s free dean take her on his shoulder and tell Sammy and cass to leave the bunker because it’s going to be loud fellas ... 4) when dean take her in his room he tell her with dom voice to take of her clothes and he’s doing the same when they’re both naked dean press her chest to chest with him and tell her to fell his hardness and that he will never never be tired of her. Pls write the smut part so detailed hard sex,eating out,blow job,from behind,riding they go with that for all nigh and in the morning they make love and dean tell her how much he missed her and they go shower together d cuddles her in shower ... (5) when they enter the kitchen hands in hands with dean kissing her forehead Sammy is there smirking at them with jack that don’t understand Sam jokes for dean, and dean tell Sam that it’s better if they take a week of the bunker and he take the hint, and after a week of sex no stop she find she’s pregnant? (She’s adopted by the boys in leviathan period,younger than both,her and dean always been inseparable) angst smutt a lot fluff humor

No one can part us

Dean and reader(curves,25)had been inseparable/best friends since the boys adopted her after Bobby death,she’s younger than both and her and D fell in love since day one.Recently during a night dean had nightmare and she sleep with him he confess his fellings and take her virginity.(Sam don’t know they are a couple they are vary reserved)One day with no hunt,reader and dean pass the journey naked in dean bed with music,kissing doing sex both receiving oral,laughing talking about marriage (1) (2) dean is lying on is chest and reader is rubbing her core on dean thighs and he’s kissing her hand and touching her breast they are talking when Sam since he haven’t see they for al the journey open dean room and find them like that and he’s a little surprised and then angry Because they had promise to never never be with her since she’s younger than them and she would be in danger (3) he loves her like a sister and so he start yelling and reader is a bit scared of his reaction since she never see Sam so angry and she press to dean body to shield her body and dean take his arms around her waist and he’s angry with Sam for ruingin they’re intimate moment and tell him to at least let them dress and to wait in the library. Sam go away and reader start shaking with tearing eyes and dean kiss her forehead telling her going to be okay. (4) When they enter the library Sam is really really angry and start a fight with dean with dean yelling “I LOVE HER” and when Sam to pushes dean reader gets in the way and she hurt her forehead starting bleeding and now dean is the one beyond angry taking her away to go pass the night with her in a motel. At the motel they shower and when they are in bed naked watching tv/cuddling he make love with her and they fall asleep tangled together. (5) Main time in the bunker Charlie is talking with Sam trying to let her see how the two love eachother and that dean always Procter her so she’s not in danger and convince sam to go with her find them, when they find the motel room and enter Sam find them asleep with reader legs on dean legs and her head on is chest with they’re hand tangled together and he understands they belongs to eachother since he know she was virgin (6)dean with is hunter instincts when he ear sounds of Sam and Charlie talking push delicate reader away(she’s sleeping) and jump on Sam thinking is a monster and at this time Charlie turn the light on and reader is awake and both girls are laughing because dean is wrestling a pissed Sam naked (7) A ending when the four are taking at a dinner eating with dean announcing they are marring and then he tell something like diapers duty for Sam in eight month for accidentally hurting her while she’s pregnant. (Reader ashamed of her body she have marks and curves) and Sam telling dean why he always find them naked and dean is like smirking telling “training”

I’m in control

(1) Dean shot based on tinder episode,when him and reader are on a break up since after dean take her virginity want to keep her safe and even if he’s in love with her they remain best friend even if she’s in pain for that. When they are eating and Sam make fun of the tinder profile of dean reader is laughing but she have a sad face when his date arrives and Sam that love her like is little sister confort her. (2) Imagine her face when her and Sam have to go to dean to help him, and him don’t have the guts to look her in the eyes expecially when the girl who works for the Demons tell how badly dean want to be dom in bed, reader exit the room to not start cry in front of everyone but when she recomposes and walk in the room dean try to talk to her and she tell him to think at the case. (3) When the case is done,and Sam have to support a lot of tension both sexual and angry leave them in the motel room to go drink something at bar. Dean try to talk with her but she just tell him with cold voice to undress himself and to wait on the bad naked, and dean is just mouth open because he never se her like that (he’s a bit hard too) and she cup his balls telling him to not let her say that for the second time and she go to the bathroom to undress herself (4) when she go back she find him naked sitting on the bed she ask him where is tie is, when she let him lying on the bed she sit on his lap(at this point dean his hard) and before she go further watch him in the eyes with love and tell him if he want this because there’s no Turing back dean just star at her with devotion/love and kiss her telling in her with a smirk give me your worst (5) she smile and go back in her dom mod handcuffing wit two cuf his hand on the board and with the tie she cover his eyes and she stand on the bed putting her core on his mouth level telling him to kiss her down when dean start and ear her moan he try to free from the cuffs because he want to touch her, when she go down and ride him starting real slow to mess with him he plead her to let him touch and see her (6) she leave him the tie but for the cuffs he have to free himself and she start riding him biting his pulse point and she’s moaning so much and him too since the feelings are to intense and dean now his moving his hips hard and with a hard thrust of his arms free himself of the cuffs and twist her on her back and start fuck her so hard and tell her that he like to be dominated but he’s in control at the end, when they are both coming tougher dean kiss her passionately (7) ask her forgiveness for his behavior and how she was fucking sexy what she had done,how he missed her curves and her body and earring her moan.When they go to Sam at the bar enter hands in hands Sam is smiling and ask how she make dean see trough his stubbornness and she just smirk squeezing dean ass that she just dominated the wolf dean start blushing and Sam and her are laughing Fluff,humor,angst ,smutt (the boys adopted her,she’s younger than both)

It cuts like a knife

deanxreader when they have a baby at first dean was angry for the pregnancy but when he see her bump grow loved her more and the baby. So the reader have lost her virginity with dean and after the pregnancy she’s scared of her body more than before(she alway had curves) and they have sex only with light off. One day dean and Sam come home after a hunt and when he see her going to him smiling he start crying telling he was sorry(he cheated on her but he think that just because a with let him believe in reality he’s so faithful and refuse to sleep with the witch dean don’t know was a witch) so reader is first shocked and then she start punching him crying telling how he could do that to her and dean is crying desperate letting her punch him and she stop only when Sam take her in his arms asking what’s happening and she tell him that dean did and Sam tell dean “please tell me it’s not true” with cracked voice and dean tell both expecially her he’s sorry and she yell crying trying to free from sam hold yelling he promised to take care of her, he promised when she take her virginity to never cheat on her and now he broke her, when she start not feeling well dean try to touch her but then she slap his hand away telling him to not touch her at that world of the only person who always loved him even his darkest parts dean start crying and shaking pleading at this point the baby start crying and Jody offer to go but the reader tell her she can go and then she turn to dean cold but with tears telling him that her and the baby will move in her old room lefting the room with a desperate dean.The reader pass the night in the baby nursery lying on the floor crying in silence with dean sitting outside on the floor earing her sobbing, when the morning comes sam find dean and enter the room finding her a mess on the floor and he kneels besides her hugging her and let her wreak with her hand hugging his shirt tight he talk with softness to her and then help her stand to go in the kitchen for a cup of tea she’s not well,exit the room dean call her name but Sam tell him angry to leave her alone and dean just Stand there frozen.In the kitchen Jody have prepared the breakfast and go the her and since the boy are her only family that adopted her after Bobby death when Jody huggs her she sob hugging her tight with Jody caressing her back kissing her forehead with Sam watching her with tearing eyes , she sits on the table with Sam besides her when dean enters the kitchen with the baby so dean say with cracked voice she’s hungry so the reader stand to go take the baby from his arms but when she see the baby with her hand on dean cheeks saying dada she says she can’t crying passing dean leaving the room and falling on the floor crying and Sam go to her and take her on his room, she pass a week on Sam room looking at floor leaving the room just for shower or when Sam take the baby in to nurse her and play. She’s not eating much and when she go in the library find dean crying talking with the baby(he’s a mess to)how he messed up the only person he loves more that anything when she enter the room and dean see her try to talk to her but she just tell him don’t taking the baby of his hands and going away and when the reader put the baby to sleep both her and Sam ear noise of broke things and screams of pain from the library running in the library leaving Jody with the baby.Entering the room they find dean in a broke state trying to hurt himself yelling and crying for the pain of his heart, when Cartier appears(reader prayed for him)try to cure dean but he push him away and when cass touch his forehead to see why he’s so much in pain he tell him that he never cheated on her just a spell trying to let him believe that and he start crying even more at this point the reader who was frozen run to him falling on his lap hugging him and caressing his hair while he old on her for dear life shaking and now they are both crying sobbing and she has him forgiveness for the punch she gave him and her behavior and dean just laugh kissing her passionately and take her on his room he make love to her telling he want only her even if she think her body is not beautiful he loves everything about her, and lying in bed naked talking all night laughing. In the morning Jody and Sam enter the kitchen finding reader in dean lap whiles she nurse the baby with dean caressing her hair kissing her forehead and the baby hand is holding dean hand and they are happy to see them like this and Sam give dean the ring to propose. So much angst, fluff, smutt, broken dean, protective Sammy, possessive dean, age gap reader younger than Sam. Boys adopted her she’s alone in the world.

Dragonhunter

DeanxVirgin!Reader when they are hunting a Dragon and only dean knows she’s virgin since they are best friends and tell each other everything knows that are both in love with the others and doing everything together sleeping and even shower. The boys adopted her since she’s alone in the world,she have curves,younger than sam and the three are inseparable. When the case come dean is always worried for her safety and in the end she end up kidnap by the dragons (1) a little angst the boys find her in a cave and she’s lying on the floor dirty with blood and when they are fighting the dragons the reader stand up and run the help the boys, when they kill the monster dean keep touch her body to see if she’s injury and Sam ask her if she’s okay and she tell him “I need a shower and a the best fucked of my life” and Sam laugh and dean lock at her with wide eyes (2) (3) she tell dean walking towards the impala that he better have some stamina and strength left because it’s going to be a hell of night. And dean run in the impala to go to the motel faster, she shower and go in the bedroom naked she’s a little insicure for her body but dean just make passionate,hard love sex with her,both receiving oral. And Sam the morning after find them eating breakfast with satisfied relaxed smile. Fluff,smutt, angst, Sammy jokes

Knock before you enter

can you write pls a deanxvirgin reader with a normal body not skinny but with curves when she’s face riding dean because dean want her to try all the things before she lost her virginity, and when she’s about to come with dean grunting holding her hips thighs Sam enter the room with Jody and Claire to tell them the girl are arrived they stop frozen in the spot and when she comes yelling dean dean, dean see the people in the room and take her in his arms and they fall off the bed ... with dean yelling to fucking knock and to go away, with a awkward dinner with Claire jokes about how she ride and finally left the virgin train, with end the night after a awkward day they make love and Jody yell from the library to not knock her up with laugh from Sam and Claire .

Missed

can you pls write deanxvirgin reader when she’s not skinny but not fat, have strength marks and she’s insecure about her body especially her chest. Her and dean are inseparable since the boys adopted her,dean tell her everything and he sleep with her because love when during the night she cuddle him and both are in love with the others but don’t know. During a case the three are out at the bar to meet Jody and Donna, dean keep touching her and they are laughing and chatting ... 1 2... when the girls arrives dean go to order the drink and when reader go to help dean with the drink she ear him filtr with the waitress judging her body, so she came to the table and tell Sam she’s coming back to the motel Sam who knows her and she’s a little sister to him tell her he goes with her but she tell him to stay and enjoy the night. Reader start walk and she end up close to a river so she sit and watch the water to relax crying without notice she’s been outside all night ... 3... now that is morning she walk back to the motel room and when she enter find a scared exasperated dean sitting on the bed while Donna is trying to make him feel better and Jody and Sam are calling all the people for help to find her, when they see her dean go straight to her hugging her he’s crying and telling her with cracked voice to never do something like this again that she’s his responsibility and he almost had a heart attack not finding her fort all the night ... 4... reader is crying telling she’s sorry for ruining his night with the waitress and that she just needed to be alone and dean tell her with sad voice that she alway go to him when she need to be alone why this time she run away and Sam who understands why she run away go to her and hugg her hiding her face in his chest she start crying while Sam hold her thigh and dean his confused and just sit on the bed because he don’t understand why she keep pushing him away like this ... 5... and Jody tell him she ear him with the waitress and dean stand up telling that he was setting a date for Sammy, so they could have a double date and him could finally take her to see the movie she was always talking about with him, reader ask him if he really want to do that for her and he’s blushing telling that he even organized a pick nick to watch the star and now she’s running to him jumping in his arms and kissing all his face and when she stop to watch him in the eyes ... 6... dean kiss her passionately and they are a moaning mess with they’re hands everywhere and Sam let them notice there are people in the room when he see dean sliding his arms under her shirt, awkward situation and end with the double date how the waitress keep telling her how he can’t stop talking about her when he was organizing the date for Sammy, and after the cinema she lost virginity real make love with her under the stars ? With fluff cuddling ❤️ she’s younger than the boys,angst,smutt

Passion shouldn’t hurt

1 Deanxreader when they are arguing because reader risked her life to save him,they are best friends since they adopted her and in love recently he tock her virginity. When they go to bed dean make angry sex with her without prepare her with light of she’s crying the whole time he get off and when he finish he go to to sleep, she leave the room and hide in bathroom when Sam find her scared crying she have bruises on her body ask what happened(she’s his little sister) 2 she tell him what dean do and he go run on dean room waking him to let him see how he reduces her, when dean see he kneels on the floor crying and she go to him placing her head on his lap he ask forgiveness caressing her hair and Sam threat dean if he do something like that again he kill him but dean tell him crying shaking that he lost his mind for a second because he was to scared of loosing her. 3 After a week they Make slow love and the Sam find them in the kitchen with dean cocking and the two laughing and kissing like teenagers, and Sam smile seeing them more in love than ever and he notice how dean touch with caresses her stomach and his smiling like a baby because they are more in love and with a baby on the way? Smutt, angst , fluff (she’s insecure of her body fort her marks and curves the boys adopted her after Bobby death)

You are my weakness

Dean x virgin reader they are best friends always together talking of everything and everyone knows they love each other. Dean have trained her after Bobby death they have adopted her, she’s 25 have strength marks and she’s ashamed of her body, she’s normal with curves. One day when she’s out to buy pie for dean some demons kidnap her torturing her to have information about the Winchester weakness expecially dean, the demons don’t know that the brothers weaknesses is her (1) (2)Sammy love her like her little sister because are nerd together and dean well she’s his soul mate.In this time dean and Sam go crazy without finding her for a month,thanks to Crowley and Jody Donna help they find her scared bloody with demons torture her telling her they will kill dean and Sam,killing the boy she loves and the brother she alway wanted,the boys and girl are earing her yelling to kill her to not touch them,don’t touch dean please when the gang go in action (3)killing the demons dean keep thigh the demon who was torturing her and kill him,when he go to her she’s sobbing crying and she’s holding her arms out for him telling his name and he keep her in his arms close to him telling her with cracked voice I’m here baby girl always find you looking her in the eyes and he says i promised remember and kiss her forehead,in Jody house she need to shower but when they offer to help she says she need to be alone for some time smiling sadly (4)she shower and after she’s clean she kneel hugging herself crying when in the living room the people notice that she’s too much time in the shower dean go see why she’s keeping to much time,he knock but she’s don’t answer and he say I’m coming inside okay when he enter his heart breaks seeing her like that and just go to her placing a towel on her taking her on the guest room placing her naked(he already see her naked showering together before)he remain in boxer go under the cover with her (5) when she start crying more his crying too and they talk and it’s midnight so he tell her she need to eat help her dress with his boxer and his T-shirt while him dress with sweatpants dean call Sam and when Sam enter the room with Jody and see she’s relaxed go run to her and literally crushes her with his body hugging her and crying telling her he think they lost her and him and dean would be lost without they’re little hurricane and she start laughing with tears (6)while dean tell Sam to not Hugh his girl to death Sam his like you are telling me you find the guts to officially make her my sister and a Winchester?dean is like maybe shut up Sammy and go prepare something to eat for your sister after they exit reader go to dean placing her arms on his neck she tell him so I’m a Winchester now?his giggling well the ring is in my pocket since three years she laugh kissing him passionately taking him with her on the bed (7) before they go further dean stand to lock the door they make love slow without protections because dean is already thinking of babies, when Sam try to open and find lock earring moans just go away, fluff with dean putting the ring after the sex, and the next morning at breakfast the girl notice the ring when she take a pleate and Donna start screaming excited and reader gets scared yelling son of a bitch Donna! and Donna just keep screaming (8) when the other girls ask why she’s screaming the reader exhibit the ring and now is Sammy the one screaming exited and taking her in arms from the floor and dean go stop him telling at Sam hey hey if we hare Loki there’s gonna be a baby here so don’t crush her okay Sammy ? And reader elbow dean and he grunt what and she’s like don’t tell them we had sex and he’s like you weren’t complaining ten minutes ago baby girl and now she hides in his arm blushing gruntin his name (9)Claire is like you lost virginity last nigh? Alex and I always think he ruined you when they adopted you and reader now smile wikedly saying oh he tried but Sammy threatens his little dean if he got in the middle of my legs and dean is smirking remember last nigh and Sammy say now that you remember me that, come here dean and dean stop smirking running away from Sammy while the reader and the girls laugh and Jody say you are Loki and she’s like I’m the one Loki they saved me more than one way (10) After one years the baby arrivals when she Crush dean hands telling him he will nerve fuck her again and when the baby is born in the room dean seat on the bed with her when the girls and Sammy enter to see the baby boy. Fluff, angst, smutt , humor

Vanilla Sky

DeanxReader where since he take her virginity dean only have sex with her missionary, on a movie night with Sam Charlie watching fifty shades dean have a arm around her shoulder and in every sex scene she look at the screen with sadness and when a scene of hard sex come she grips dean legs thighs he watch her with eyebrows up she just keep staring at the scene, when the film is over and all of them are just chilling talking Charlie asks her what’s the most kinky thing she have do (1) (2)reader tell sincerely nothing,Charlie say it’s impossible she’s with dean, dean warns Charlie while Sam is watching reader face,Charlie says c’mon dean you two had been best friends since you adopted her we all know your experience,so kinky shit? Sam see how angers/sadness see on reader face and Sam try to change subject but Charlie keep pushing and now the reader explodes stand up telling to Charlie that the only fucking kinky shit she have done is the missionary(3)the other are watching her while she go to take a drink of whiskey Charlie start laugh thinking it’s a joke telling her it’s impossible reader just watch her telling with coldly voice that she would love being fucked hard in every surface of the bunker doing kinky staff because have you seen him but seems that I’m not sexy like the other girl so I just have to take the missionary with the lights of when she fell the tears she watch dean telling she’s sorry and she go out of the room(4)for the first time since the boys adopted her (leviathan period) she sleep alone in her room and not in dean’s. The next day she go in the kitchen to prepare breakfast and everyone are there already and dean pass her her breakfast she takes the plate shyly sitting beside him he have puffy eyes and they just talking about a hunt Sam have find when Charlie ask sorry for her question the previous night dean says it’s not her fault reader snaps her face to him (5)Dean says that it’s just reader fault they talk of everything but she just forgot to tell him about how bad they’re sex life is maybe she hope he never take her virginity, reader tell him sad that’s not true she would always choose him maybe it’s him who regret that decision because she’s not like a model and have curves and strength marks she’s not sexy enough with a tears slipping dean take her chins his hands (6) he says that the tent in his pant wasn’t here before she walk in the kitchen only with his shirt Sam can confirm that when Sam see that conversation it’s going to be private he tell Charlie to follow him in the library Charlie pout saying she want to ear and the view of reader nipples through the shirt it’s a sight at that dean puts his hand on her breast to cover her and Sam just take Charlie away. (7) Reader lock at dean saying if he ever se her naked and he’s like are you kidding me when you think I’m not watching you when we shower or when you are naked in the morning in bed or when I touch you I know every parts marks or your body and I love them i love your curves because it’s what’s make you you at he do only missionary because he’s scared for the mark she tell him he takes her virginity with the mark and he trust him she kiss him passionately hard grunting touching and moaning (8) he take her on his shoulder slapping her ass yelling to Sam to leave the bunker they see them for dinner out. In the room dean do with her what he always wanted from behind riding him her deep throating eating out with make love when he see she’s exhausted he kiss her forehead telling her he always choose her over millions of women always been her since day one. (9) At the dinner they enter hand in hand Charlie smirks trying to know what they have do but Sam just the big brother for reader is tell her to let them be and dean whispering in her ear dirty things making her blush him aging eyes only for her and when Charlie try to insist dean reader and Sam says in unison Charlie! and she pout saying they wast her happiness fluff (smut of all the poses) angst much she’s younger than both

Together, till the end

Dean shot he takes her virginity and they do everything together dean opens only with her they sleep together too and they have game fight sometimes and when the reader is away to visit Jody the reader call dean because they need them for help for a hunt and so the boys go to Jody place taking Mary with them. When they arrives to the house and exit the car Sam and Mary are talking in the driveway with dean giving the shoulder to the house, when Sam smirking see a running reader yelling “watch your back old man” jumping on dean shoulder with dean laughing that she will regret calling him old man and they start a fake fight with at the end dean keep her on her back in place while Mary is watching Sam for answer when Sam start talking to Mary they ear a little giggle when Sam see who is start laughing because a three years baby have landed on dean shoulder yelling DADDYYY Sam start laughing how the baby girl and reader are both on dean body keep him on place while dean is laughing tickling both baby and reader, now Mary is with her eyes out.when they recomposes the baby go to Sammy and Mary see dean kissing passionately the reader and her smashing his chest playfully when he whispers something to her. Inside the house when they are eating Mary keep locking at them and she ask if the baby is adopted like Jody with Claire Alex since she never she her at the bunker with dean and reader, at this questione everyone stop eating and the baby (who is named Mary) go sit on reader lap hiding in her chest with her little tiny hand squeezing dean arms, Jody who is a mama bear for reader tell Mary cold how she can’t see how the baby is the perfect mix of her son and reader a this Mary watch dean and tell him you had a baby with your fuck buddy how can you be sure she’s yours and not of other man ? When dean ear this stand up angry causing to Mary do the same and all the people follow them and now the baby is crying and reader tell her to go to in Alex arms, when dean try to take a step she put a hand on her chest and just now Mary see the matching gold ring both have and she put a hand on her mouth, Sam tock the opportunity to tell at Mary that only man who fucked her using Mary words is only dean and that she don’t have the right to talk bad about her since she’s his sister at this word Mary start laughing wikedly says finally she tock her hand in the new micheal vessel what months she have passed hoping that them tock her to the baby her eyes flash black at this dean yell to reader to take Little Mary away with Jody and the girls when they run they open the door outside it’s full of demons reader tell dean they have a problem dean tell her to stay away and put salt on the entrance, Sam have chained the demons who is start talking how tonight the Winchester going to die,the three watch in the eyes and reader take the phone to call Rowena, when Rowena arrives without the demons see her they go in the kitchen to talk reader tell everyone how Rowena and Claire are going to keep the baby safe for the rest of her life if this nigh it’s going to end bad Jody ask her what she’s meaning reader is shaking trying to not cry when dean see this go stand behind her putting his hand on her back so she tell Jody that her and the boys had this plan b after the British man of letters how Rowena and Claire beign the only not findable going to keep the baby far away for the rest of her life Jody says that it’s insane not like when Mary stay at her place fort a month or days it’s for life reader tell her think she don’t know that? She prayed since the moment the boys adopted her to giving birth to dean child but her safety comes first and tonight all of them could die and excuse herself to go pick the baby bag dean follows her telling Sam to keep Mary on his arms, when dean go to reader find her sobbing hugging the baby favorite peluche dean keep her in his lap hugging her talking with her he’s crying to, back in the kitchen they find Sam trying to not cry saying his goodbyes to his niece with the baby caressing his hair and joking with him and dean says it’s time sam give Mary to him and everyone in the room watch the two talking how Mary puts her tiny hand on dean checks saying don’t cry daddy or mommy it’s going to call you old man at this dean start laugh with tears kissing her forehead seeing the reader crying he tell her come here when she go to him they sandwiches the baby between them and start kissing her tickles her earring the baby giggles for what could be the last time and all the people in the room at this are smiling with tears when dean tell reader it’s the moment, reader take Mary in her arms walking to Rowena and Claire, then she look at the baby and say to her who we are baby? The girl smile at her saying the Winchester girls reader crack a laugh saying to her to alway remember that hugging her close to her chest kissing her hair and whispering to her mommy and daddy loves you , uncle Sammy loves you everybody love you you are our little miracle baby the girl tell her don’t be sad mommy I’m just going to take a walk with uncle Rowena and Claire I’ll be home for our game fight with daddy at this sam have to sustain dean to not break because everyone in the room had ear him moaning in pain, the reader give Mary in Rowena arms and looking at her in the eyes saying take care of my daughter Rowena says till my last breath my dear and after too then she hugs her saying you are a good mom my dear and reader lock at Claire saying kill everyone that try to stop you Claire says launching a knife to her beat all they’re demon assess mommy reader take the knife in her hand smiling and say to Rowena now go, when she turn to the others she see that dean is stand just for Sam help she go to him placing her hand on his face kissing him passionately with dean kiss her back with much passion then she tell him let’s fight this son of bitch old man and he slap her ass kissing he one last time, after the fight they have to take care of the demon inside of Mary body ...Jody Sam her dean and Alex are all bloody and exhausted, the demon keep talking How this is not going to be the last time someone try to kill their baby and Sam exorcist him killing the demons when Mary come back herself she look at dean says she so sorry at this dean is so sad he just sit on the sofa with reader going to him placing his head on her chest an let him cry while he clinging to her for dear life and she tell him let’s go home okay , back at the bunker they shower together just hugging with fluff and back in the room they make love slow with after both come dean fall on her chest both crying, after months of crying together, months of seeing Sam crying over Mary games and Mary and Sam finding dean and reader on Mary room sleeping together on the floor one day after three month of Sam and Mary not earring dean and reader laugh they ear them laughing founding them in the library play they’re game fight with reader saying at dean laughing you are getting older old man dean laughing shut up you are just much younger than me baby girl with her are you sure to have some stamina left old men with that dean take her on his shoulder says i I’ll show you old men slapping her ass her yelping and Sam Mary laughing happy to see them like that when the when Crowley make a entrance with Rowan they stop to ask if something happened when Crowley start smiling saying come her little bug and a running little Mary with Claire behind her enter going straight to the parents both dean and reader kneel to take her and when dean look Crowley ask him why the baby is here Crowley day that the baby needed her parents and Rowena made a spell to hide that she’s miccheal vessel and that every demon who try to touch her or the Winchester don’t want to know what will happened to them when dean look at reader and Mary laughing tickling he Hugh Crowley with Crowley surprise thanking him and Sam do the same,when Claire go back to Jody and Reader hugs Rowena goodbye, dean take the baby to Mary to meet her grandma and the baby Hugh thigh Mary while she’s with the tears looking at reader and dean saying she’s really the perfect mix of both she’s sorry for what the demons says about her and that she see from the lock in her eyes how much dean means to her so reader huggs her saying I never blamed you but in some months there’s going to be a lot of diapers duty for grandma right little Mary reader tickle the baby stomach and she laugh saying mommy you tell our little secrets and then they eard behind them a noise seeing dean holding on Sam flannel whispering I’m going to be a father for the second time Sammy? With Sam saying to him yeah big bro and when they realize what that means the brothers look eachother in the eyes saying in unison crap and reader start laughing and Mary ask why her sons are scared and reader says with nonchalant that when she was pregnant with Mary she was a little moody and dean says panicked moody? You almost shoot me y/n she go to him putting her finger on his chest saying you ate my last slice of pie his like you don’t even like pie she’s like but your daughter does and she was inside me, she kept putting her finger on his chest and Sam says it’s starting reader snap her face at Sam and he take a step back laughing with dean saying how it could happen she’s say pretty sure you were there grumpy and then dean start laugh kissing her saying he’s happy and she whispering to him seems that you are not a old man dean and he slap her ass playfully with little Mary running to dean to start they’re game fight and reader,Mary Sam watch the daughter and father laughing a family dinners the five together and after dean and reader put Mary to bed they go in his room make slow love with dean caressing his stomach kissing her saying he will always protect them until his last breath and reader take his hand kissing it saying to dean I will always do the same to for you and them dean .... fluff angst humor smut

Touch starvation

Dean x reader, they’re baby boy is five months since the baby is born dean don’t touch reader when she enter the shower with him to “seduce” him he go away, Jody and Claire come to visit the baby when dean see them leave them with reader at the bunker and him and Sam go on hunt,for the three days the boys are away she rest on the bed crying without eating everytime Jody let Claire leave the room to talk with her and reader tell Jody everything reader think dean is tired of her body ... (1) (2)since with the pregnancy she have more marks and her breast are changed, she’s a mess saying of only dean touched her body she’s only been with him, his her first everything and she miss him even if the night are in the same bed she miss him, Jody leave the room she’s still crying clinging to d flannel and she call dean really angry to take his ass back home, when the boys arrives find Claire joking with the baby and Jody waiting angry for dean, dean look in the librery for reader ... (3)Jody tell him if he’s searching for his girl she’s in bed since three days crying Sam ask if something happened while dean is just as devastated as her Jody tell Sam how dean messed up breaking the poor girl after he give birth to his son, dean fall on the chair shaking crying Jody tell him with softness putting a hand on his shoulder we all know how much you love her but she think you are tired of her, show her how much you still love her we all can se that in your eyes ... (4) we all can se how you watch her when she’s nursing the baby and when she exit the shower last days you were ready to jump on her so go to her, dean stand and run in his room and what find breaks his heart, she’s naked in front of the mirror crying, dean go the her kneeling opening his heart to her he push her away because with the baby he was more scared to loose her, he show her how much he still want her(smutt details) fluff and she tell him how much he missed him and her insecurities... (5) when they go to the librery hand in hands laughing at some stupid dean jokes Sam says how much he missed they’re laugh the bunker was to quite and dean pull her on in his lap when he sit telling Sam with a wink that it’s going to be loud for every night from now and she laugh slap playfully his chest and when Claire hand the baby to her she kiss the baby saying look daddy is back to us and the baby giggle trying to go to dean with dean doing stupid face to him sam snapping pictures (6)dean lock at her with love adoration when she’s nursing the baby sitting on dean lap whispering in her ear words of forgiveness and his not going to push her away like that again,Sam who’s earring say that he better be like that because nobody make his little sister crying with a fight humor of the brothers with Jody threats dean cock if he do some stupid shit and Claire do the same too(she’s adopted by the boys in leviathan period, younger than both,she always had curves/marks)pls Angst

Waking up in regret

Request: can you please write a really long angst when the reader and Sam are hit by a spell let they believe had sex,she’s virgin her and dean are in love best friends kinda dating they shower together are inseparable, when the reader and Sam wake up naked under the covers she start panicking and dean enter the room in that moment both her and Sam are scared of his reaction dean run to Sam to punch him and she scream because Sam punch dean too, she cover her body and tell them to stop (1) (2)dean stop locking at her crying mess he sit on the bed heartbroken he’s crying in silence when she try to go to him he block her telling her to dress same for Sam Jody is arriving for in the motel room to help for the case and she start crying more,what Jody find is reader curled in the chair crying Sam sitting couch sad and dean punching a wall his hands are bloody Jody tell them why they don’t are stopping him and Sam say he don’t let them go to him ... (3) when Jody try to him reader is standing shaking when she see dean kneeling on the floor facing them reader go to him kneeling behind him hugging him sobbing she’s sorry don’t remember anything dean is sobbing too and Jody watch Sam that is crying to because for him she’s his little sister Jody hug him when they ear a sound his dean who push her away and go outside the room, Jody go to reader who now his shaking like a panic attack and he tell Sam to go talk with dean ... (4) when sam go to dean dean is talking at the phone with Charlie who is telling him about the case how the witch let believe they go to bed with they’re brother and dean sighs with relief telling everything at Sam hugging him when Jody call they’re name from the room with panic, when they enter find Jody trying to calm the reader who is pointing a gun at her head shaking sobbing crying saying he hates her, she fucked with her “brother” her first time ... (5) don’t wanting to live knowing someone who’s not him(dean) touched her she don’t want to live knowing someone touched her dean is gripping Sam shirt thighs don’t knowing what to do when Cass pop behind her leaving the gun of her hand and she scream curling on the floor telling to cas to end her it hurt so much she hurted dean, when cas lock at dean who is crying seeing her like this and now dean is going to her kneeling taking her in his lap hugging her touching her hair ... (6) telling her about the curse how she still untouched and pure she start crying more placing her arms around dean neck and he calm her when Jody say to the other to leave them alone, when they are alone she keep say sorry to dean he’s crying too thinking for a minute he lost her she whispering you know I rather die than beign without you dean kiss her softly on the lips the kiss being more passionate with smut because both want to feel the other(unprotected) they shower cuddling laughing (7) when they go to the dinner with dean arms on her with they’re fingers interlaced Jody Sam and cass watch them Jody saying how she scared her with the gun Sam saying how much dean was scared but she’s going to be okay with him by her side they complete the others both the rock of the other and cass saying well they’re baby it’s going to be strong like them, since they have heard this of cass all the group lock at him, he’s like what hi can sense the baby (8) sam reader lock at dean face let notice that maybe dean it’s having a heart attack with cass saying his thoughts are screaming I’m going to be a daddy and I knocked her up at the first swing not that bad for old man, with a pissed dean saying CASS and reader start laughing so much olding her stomach with dean locking at her smiling how he’s happy to hear her laugh, Jody momma bear , possessive dean , she’s adopted by the boys, angst humor fluff smutt

More than pleasure

deanxreader he takes her virginity and they are trying everything, one night dean take her to the edge making her squirt with hot sex after, the next day reader is so embarrassed Charlie and Sam notice of every time dean walk in the room she run away blushing while dean just stare at her, when it’s lunch time Charlie sam and dean see how she’s trying to run away without eating but dean stop her talking with dom voice why she’s running everytime he walk in the room (2) dean have his arm on her shoulder and she’s blushing, Charlie make a joke that maybe she’s flustered because she didn’t “come” dean watch Charlie angry while reader start laughing putting her hand on dean chest saying to him she’s think i didn’t come keep laughing dean watch her he understands why she was keep running away start laugh him too saying you were embarrassed for yesterday night she cross her arms starting blushing dean now is laughing so hard holding is stomach (3) when he see her blushing more he caresses her cheeks saying she was the most sexy hot thing he saw and he had a lot of experience when Charlie ear that what to know what happened reader hyde in dean chest mumbling he make me squirt, two times Sam who see reader like her little sister tell Charlie pissed why she have to ask Charlie watch dean pleading if she can watch next time dean who’s jealous possessive of her says something to her (reader is adopted by the boys after Bobby death) (4) when Sam see dean keep smirking says that made her squirt just pushed his egos high when reader whispering to dean is he’s ready for another round walking away dean frozen to the spot when reader turns around telling him you are coming old man dean point is finger to the two saying they’re going to wish it was them in the room with her when she’s going to scream and moan.... and when dean go to her make her squirt again then fucking her hard from behind she fall to the bad exhausted (5) dean caressing her hair asking if she’s okay she smile blissful saying more than okay but she hate him dean laugh kissing her lips that she don’t hate him fluff dean caressing her body knowing that she was embarrassed because she’s insecure about her breast,marks,curves. Sam and Charlie really ear every moan of dean and reader , pls write both smut scene .... angst fluff smut a bit of humor is always good

Nothing can break us

What about a deanxvirgin reader when they adopted her since Bobby death, her and dean becomes best friend inseparable since the first day doing everything together fall in love with the other too but to scare to admit, she think dean don’t like her body for her boobs not perfect marks and curves while dean think he’s scared to lose her knowing she’s virgin to they talk about everything. During a case a witch force them to have sex sensing her virginity they can’t fight they’re body (1) (2) even if dean don’t want to take her virginity like this they’re body do what the witch say to get naked and to fuck her, she’s sobbing because she’s scared of him seeing her naked dean try to hold back his tears yelling angry at the witch when is fucking her dean put his head between her breast crying whispering he’s sorry reader he’s crying to trying to calm him saying it’s okay it’s not your fault and then she hiss in pain because he’s hurting her dean start crying even more sobbing (3) she keep calming him but he tell her I’m hurting you I’m so sorry they are both crying when Sam enter the room with Charlie killing the witch, they have the control of the body back and dean pull away and she moan in pain dean cover her with a blanket still crying then he tell Sam to help her dress while him and Charlie hide the body, Sam try to stop dean but dean take Sam shirt angry yelling she’s like a sister for you hu? Take care of her i can’t sammy please. Sam understand and go to her (4) Sam help without locking at her body and see the blanket dirty of blood he’s with tears too then he take her in arms since she can’t walk she’s shaking , in the impala dean is still crying in silence and pull over on pharmacy while Charlie go inside when Sam ask what she’s doing Charlie is back in the car passing to reader a plan b pills and water smiling with sadness at her, back at the bunker dean go hide in is room while Sam and Charlie help reader take a bath (5) when they are helping her everyone can hear dean smashing his room she start crying whispering to Sam to go to him sam watch her when his not moving reader tell him to go to dean since she can’t that Sam know is complaining himself Sam watch Charlie say to her to take care of her, when Charlie help reader go to bed she’s fall asleep dean is sitting outside her door (they used to sleep together) when he see reader running out of the room to go vomit in bathroom he follow her preoccupied (6)when he enter the bathroom she have a bad shape dean touch her hair to help her when she whisper dean I’m not feeling well dean start panick seeing she’s starting to fainting and yell panicked for Sam,he’s crying whispering words to reader when sam and Claire enter the room see dean desperate that she’s burning they help dean go under the shower with her when she tell panicked that she need to vomit Sam give her a bucket while dean is rubbing her shoulder asking what’s she’s felling like this (7) Charlie tell him it’s the pills effect after an hour in the bathroom she whisper she want to go to bed she’s freezing, dean tell Sam to help her and take her to bed when he try to pass her to Sam reader tightness on dean whispering to him to not leave her alone crying, dean take her in his room dressing her with his boxer and T-shirt she fall asleep on dean chest while he’s holding her close, Sam and Charlie enter the room to see if he needs anything when they see him singing to her crying (8) Sam watch dean smiling telling to him to sleep dean watch Sam with tears nodding. The next morning when she wake in dean arms ear dean caressing her back whispering how he loved her since the day they meet and she kiss him dean is surprised but kiss her to then she tell him I love you to, dean still complains himself ask her how she’s telling she tell she’s a bit shaky but better if he can help her shower dress, he help her and she supports on dean to walk in the kitchen (9) when he help her sit in the kitchen and go cock breakfast for her, Charlie and Sam enter asking her how she’s doing, Charlie go help dean and Sam caress reader back whispering to her how dean is doing she start crying telling him he’s not fine Sam hugg her after a months her and dean become more close than before, one night dean take her in his room hiding her eyes with his hand and when he close the door she see he have put candles in the room when reader lock at him crying with happiness (10) dean have tears in his eyes telling her that if she’s okay he want to be her man and maybe her husband and father of her children, reader go hugg him saying only if he want someone with a body like hers dean kiss her neck whispering he loves everything about her then they get naked in the bed it’s the first time after the curse she’s on the pill dean make slow love with her then with a tears hugging her whisper this should have been they’re first time (11) after two years they are married with a boy and she’s pregnant with a girl, dean kiss her forehead caressing the bump and go running with the boy while Sam go to reader putting arms on her shoulder talking about what happened years ago of he thinks he would lost both but she smile looking at dean and the baby saying wee saved each other ... fluff smut angst heartbroken dean possessive dean big brother Sammy cute Charlie protective dean

Wife…not copulating partner

Reader have had sex only with dean since he takes her virginity, dean have to go for a hunt with cass away leaving the reader with Sam at the bunker when dean call them that they need they’re help, when they arrives to the motel room reader see dean is tensed and Sam ask what happened, dean is without shirt ready to shower when cass start explaining that dean killed an entire vamp nest become the boss threatening to kill the girl is copulating with (1) (2) Sam lock at dean shocked while cass keep talking how the vamp have seen him and the girl fucking in a motel two weeks ago reader lock at dean knowing the girl is her then Sam lock at dean and then at reader he doesn’t know they are together but know the reader felling and dean felling don’t understand why dean is with another woman, dean go in the shower angry Sam tell cass to show him where the nest letting reader alone with dean, reader enter the bathroom undress herself (3) she go behind dean huffing him caressing is chest dean tell her coldly that is not in the mood but she keep hugging him pushing her breast to his back telling he’s trying to push her away dean turn her around pinning her on the wall locking angry at her telling that he heard cass if they keep going she end up dean she just smile putting her hand on is check brushing her lips on his while dean grunt exasperated (4) she’s say to him you already married me remember? I know you can keep me safe and how well you trained me nobody can come close while she kiss his jaw touching his cock, dean grunt blocking her arms lock her in the eyes he softened then he tell her he have to be fuck her hard she smile putting a kiss on his lips to go, dean spin her with her face on the wall make her bend a bit the start fuck her really hard taking her back close to his chest she’s screaming he’s screaming (5) she tell him to go harder (first time he’s so hard with her) when dean is screaming grunting cass open the door finding dean moving his hips with hard trust when he se cass keep trusting and he yell go away grunting when cass go away dean tell reader to come when he’s coming too, they come together then dean turn her kissing her sweetly thanking her for always trusting him even before when they were best friend reader caress his hair saying you are my only man I always stand for you (6) when they exit the shower Sam is entering the room and cas tell Sam that he have find dean copulatin partner dean crack a laugh saying I prefer you call y/n my wife we want to wait a little before I knock her cass, Sam watch reader and dean then he made a bitch face saying seriously you didn’t tell me reader take dean hand with her ring she show hers saying surprise Sammy dean start laugh hugging her from behind Sam say I he was afraid dean was someone else at the motel (7) dean says it was reader it was the night they married Sam can’t understand why dean didn’t tell him dean just say he had to keep her safe she’s his responsibility since they adopted her and Sam start yelling she’s my responsibility too I love her like I love you dean she’s my family and now some vamp are after her dean keep hugging her saying coldly to Sam they aren’t after her how cass tell you I I’ll kill them all then They talk with cass keep frowning (8) dean ask cass what’s happening cass says he don’t understand why dean was so hard with reader while they were coupulatin flushes dean humor fluff smut angst (she’s with curves younger than both boys)

Sometimes love hurts

Deanxvirgin when she lives with the boys adopted after Bobby death she’s younger than both, her and dean are inseparable in love with the others best friend, one day some jealous chick at a bar let her think dean fucked her when dean try to talk to reader she slap him and Sam keep her away crying... angst with happy ending dean say to her don’t punch me okay? Smutt love confess heartbreak sad dean possessive dean curves reader big bro Sammy

Lucky son of a bitch

deanxreader when dean takes her virginity (they’re in love with eachother since the boys adopted her she have strength marks and curves ashamed of her breast) but are not a couple since dean is to stupid, for a case while Sam is research her,dean and Charlie go to shopping for reader since she have to go on a party for the case with dean, dean and Charlie sit while she try dress and let them see to, dean lock at her with devotion adoration love Charlie can see that (1) (2) when it’s time for the lingerie reader says they don’t have to see her like that too, Charlie convinces her to let them see her in lingerie when she exit Charlie says the one who’s going to take your virginity is one lucky son of a bitch while dean is starring at her mount opens trying to hide is bulge, when they go pay dean go behind her hugging her from behind (he pays for the clothes) dean let her feel his bulge while he bite her neck since Charlie is not locking at them (3) dean is pissed for all the day because he can’t be alone with her, at the the party they dance together with him dirty talk her in the ear back in the motel room he yell angry at Sam and Charlie to leave the room he fuck her really hard she only his possessive dean fluff finally dean ask her to be together officially the next morning proud dean tell Charlie the lucki son of a bitch that take her virginity is him? Humor Charlie , age gap reader, Sam joke to ... smut hot

Prank Wars

What about Sam put in dean gel douche paint and reader who is showering with dean go down on him blowjob smutty too when they exit the shower Sam don’t know they are together think the reader is still virgin but then see them and her lips are with paint like dean face body Sammy start laughing saying some joke reader tell Sam is going to cry for that prank pass a week reader get her revenge letting Sam believe she cut all his hair dean help her for the prank (1) (2) sam then let dean take a blue pill insatiable dean with reader smutty hard , in the shower too when reader is down on dean Sam enter and run away when he see his brother talking dirty fucking his “little sister” mouth (curves reader, she’s adopted by the boys after Bobby death, she’s younger than both her and dean are in love best friend) fluff, humor, smutt

Gone love

Can you write a dean shot when a witch let him forget about reader who’s his soul mate best friends, dean don’t remember anything about her, don’t remember that she live with them in the bunker they adopted her after Bobby death, don’t remember how much he loves her and that he take her virginity to. So dean leave the bunker to go live with this witch(he’s under a spell) and don’t contact Sam for over three months, in this three months sam is a big brother for reader (1) (2) sam let her sleep in his room with him, talk with her about how she’s felling and how he’s felling for dean attitude, she tell him that even if dean won’t come back she can’t let another man touch her that dean is the only one who have touched her body. One day dean call Sam if he want to come to dinner and to take a date with him, when the dinner comes sam take reader with him, when dean open the door they understand something is wrong since dean don’t remember who she is (3) when the witch see reader is scared because everyone know she’s not someone to mess with and Sam have put his arms around reader waist to not let her smash witch face. During the dinner dean keep locking at her at say something like he have the sensation he know her while the witch say it’s impossible she’s not your tipe lock at her curves she’s not like the model you go after at this dean say it’s not something nice to say that she’s beautiful outside and inside if Sammy is with her (4) when they go away dean hugg first Sam then reader hugg her a little longer then kiss her forehead dean watch her in the eyes with adoration, when reader enter the car with Sam both say they need to do something. Back at the bunker reader is sleeping in sam room Sam is hugging her when his phone ring, Sam answer and it’s dean asking for help is not feeling well, reader jump of the bed to dress going in dean room to take weapons, when they arrives breaks the door to go to dean (5) dean is leaning on the floor holding his head screaming when he see them ask Sammy what’s happening to him, reader tell Sam to take care of him she go find the witch beat the life out of her asking for a cure for dean when Rowena enter the room helping her, the necklace the witch have is dean memories of dean true love, after reader kill the witch her and Rowena go run in the room to dean and Sam, now Sam is holding dean is arms the reader kneels beside dean he’s crying in pain (6) when reader put her hands on dean checks he watch her in the eyes he whispering why I feel like a know you y/n reader tell Rowena to act now Rowena yell at Sam to leave the hold he have on dean Sam is confused but do what she say so reader hold dean in his arms whispering to him don’t leave me when Rowena free dean memories, dean lock at reader remembering when he takes her virginity in the impala, when he said to her I love you, when he asked her to marry him , he start remembering her (7) reader help him stand then she’s surprised when dean kiss her hard passionately touching her ass telling her he remember everything taking her hands seeing the ring he have her, back at the bunker dean tell Sam her and Rowena how the witch kidnaped him and how after the dinner he started reminding the time he tell reader how to guide baby and how he keep see her laughing in his mind then he started not felling well and Rowana explains how the love they have for each other is too strong (8) when they go to bed dean ask her shyly if he can make love to her and if she’s going to marry him after him being away for months she kiss his face saying how she always choose him, the next morning dean prepare breakfast when reader and Sam enter both moaning how they missed dean cucking for them humor sammy, angst smutt fluff reader is younger than both boys

Popsicle

Reader is virgin adopted by the boys younger than them, Sam and her are like siblings dean and her are best friends but don’t know they are in love with the others, she’s shy about her body since she have curves. One day they are in a motel room with Charlie too researching for a case and char have bought popsicle, the reader is sucking it like she’s doing a blowjob(she never do a bj) dean is watching her when he moan the other lock at him (1) (2) when Sam watch reader even if she’s like a little sister to him dean can see his eyes lust, so dean stand go to reader and take of her mount the popsicle when she start complaining dean stop her saying that “she’s eating that big think with two man on the room, with me on the room” and she watch innocents him don’t understand what is his point Charlie says to reader that what dean is training to say is that he hopes that the popsicle was the bulge in is pants inside your mouth(3) sam start laugh, dean is exasperated with Charlie and reader leave everyone without world when go to the taking back her popsicle saying he just have to ask when you asked me to eat my pie ( she’s meaning her pussy) i let you, Charlie try to understand what she’s meaning and dean just take her hand giving to Sam the popsicle saying we’re going for a supply run, when dean go in a desert road reader go down on him when he said to dean it’s the first time she’s doing this is without words(4) then he don’t want to come in her mouth so he eat her out, then lost virginity in the backseat with afterglow fluff dean confessing his feelings, back in the room both come back giggling kissing , Charlie and Sam jokes with them and when she start eating another popsicle in dean lap she fell dean bulge and him saying crap here we go again with all the room laughing, when Sam is sleeping after dean and her are in the shower and Charlie enter finding dean fucking her mouth(5) then he fuck her hard on the wall telling her how the popsicle let him go crazy, the next morning Charlie tell them what she see reader is embarrassed for her body but Charlie tell her that if she’s wasn’t dean girl she would go with her and dean hug reader from behind picking her with his bulge telling she’s mine biting her neck ... fluff smutt humor

My Spanish Girl

Hiii first you are one of my faves faves your work its awesome and english is not my first lenguage so sorry for mistakes. Deanxreader where she is younger than him shes spanish from spain and short. He loves her accent.

You are perfect to me

Dean x reader request. 1. Reader has struggled with depression and anxiety which really effected her appetite. Recently she’s gotten better and has been managing well but now she can eat like normal again and has gained quite a bit of weight (healthy because she was underweight before due to not being hungry) she’s very self conscious and wonders if her crush, Dean, would be disgusted with her new body and so when the boys ask her to be bait and is worried because she’ll have to wear 2. tight, fitted clothes. She knows she’s more healthy now but she can help but feel gross and uncomfortable with her new shape. Dean comes in and asks what’s going on and she tells him. He assures her that no matter if she was thirty pounds heavier or thirty pounds lighter he would still think she is the most beautiful girl in the world and is just so happy that she is feeling healthier and less anxious in general. Dean reveals that he has loved the reader since they were 3. teenagers and that he wants to be with her. They have sweet but possessive sex and dean comments the whole time on how soft she feels and how beautiful she looks. And she jokes about her squishing him at some point and he’s like ‘you’ll never be too much big, Itll just be an excuse to get buffer and use the bunker gym. Maybe the story starts off with reader talking to Sam and him being reassuring and sweet and a good brother-type figure.

Wedding Wars

I was watching bride wars and can you do AU spn when reader and Sam are best friend since childhood she lost virginity with dean and they broke up for stupid shit but still in love, when Sam ask Jess to marry reader boyfriend ask her too, her and Sam prepare the wedding together like the film but reader dream was to marry dean, the wedding day sam send the video tape of her and dean making love for when se go to the altar the boyfriend follow her when she run in the other room to slap Sam (1) (2) dean try to calm her when and the boyfriend yell at both because he think she was still virgin since they never had sex and leave her, her and Sam resolves they’re proble she take him to Jess, her and dean at the end go back together she tell him she can’t and won’t another man touch her smut , one year later dean and her wedding Sam take her to the altar since she’s orfan .. reader is two years younger that Sammy her and dean are in love since childhood Sam sabotaged her wedding for that

Like Stardust

Could you write something angsty if you feel like writing it, the reader is younger than sam the boys adopted her when Bobby died her & dean are best friends falling in love since day 1 and he takes her virginity to. During a hunt away from the bunker when they are all sleeping dean go to the bathroom when he comes back find a lot of blood in the bed he wakes her sweetly Sam is waking up and see dean face with panic when she wake up dean take her bride style (1) (2)when she ask what’s happening dean keep talking sweet to her that they are going to the hospital, Sam is driving at the hospital they tell them she had a miscarriage (she didn’t know she was pregnant) back at the bunker she stay in bed for a week only get up to shower dean try to let her speak but she just cry, Charlie comes too but reader let enter only dean in the room, Sam hold dean when he start crying when he heard her crying in pain in her room when Jody comes to her (3)one day reader exit her room and comes in the library she start speaking again with dean, Sam and Charlie. Sam see how dean eyes are with tears when he make her laugh, reader saying thank for being patient with her even if she didn’t know she was pregnant losing it hit her because was dean baby and didn’t realize how much she want a baby with him, she cry a little Charlie and Sam hugging her talk with her (4)then she see dean trying to not cry she go to him caressing his hair asking forgiveness for not talking with him she didn’t think that he was in pain just like her , dean just hugg her close, that nigh he make love to her ... after a month Jody invite everyone to dinner when Claire and Alex give a gift to reader (a necklace with a little baby angel) she start crying then laughing saying sorry hormones everyone looks at her she says she’s pregnant dean take her in his arms (5)everyone is happy sam huggs her Charlie make a joke how all her sleepless night in the bunker made something good. Then when the baby is born are twins two baby girl when her and dean are in bed locking at the babies with Sam in the room too cass pop in dean room saying that what they lost the first time comes back to them since are twins ... dean asking her to marry, Sam big brother, protective possessive dean, a scene when dean loose patience with a doctor 😂 angst a little humor smutt fluf

She’s nothing compared to you

Could you write a dean shot when he takes reader virginity, dean love her like he loves Sam, they are best friends and her Sammy and dean are inseparables. She have dean name under her left breast on the side and dean have her name in the same place. During a night out with Charlie and Sam dean is drunk like really drunk and when a slut kiss him she let her and reader recognize the girl is a past one night stand of dean before they got together years ago (1) (2) reader go away heartbroken and Charlie offers her to stay at her appartament for some time, when she go to dean room to take some clothes dean kneel crying asking to stay she’s crying too and she call Sam to help her since dean won’t let her leave the room, Sam understands her and tell dean to let her take her time, at Charlie’s reader just stay on the couch crying for days and everyday dean and Sam comes to Charlie place (3) when dean try to talk to her crying sam and Charlie see her go under the blanket sobbing and Sam take dean away while dean keep screaming her name. One day sam go alone trying to talk to her since the two are close he tell her how dean is not eating or sleeping how he smashed the library twice and Charlie let notice she’s the same telling sam to lock at her hands who are bloody for the punch she gave the wall, while they are talking Jody call Sam to tell him dean is in hospital (4) in hospital unconscious during a hunt gone wrong with Jody, reader go to the hospital running with Sam and Charlie when the nurse try to stop her entering the room Sam block her in time before she beats the girl the nurse say only family can enter Sam say reader is the wife him the brother, angst reader pass a week by dean side crying for him to come back to her, when dean wakes up finding her hands interlaced with his he start crying seeing her, Sam is there too (5) back at the bunker reader help dean shower and when he se the tattoo he caress the name she stop in her tracks when she lock at him he’s crying so she caress his tattoo and brushing her lips with his she tell him it’s okay she’s going to be always by his side then she cup he’s cheek and crying she tell him to not scare her like that again and he hugg her thigh, when Sam and Charlie are preparing dinner they ender with dean is sustain on her cass pop to heal him (6) dinner talking with everyone, then dean ask shyly if she’s going to sleep in his room she smile shyly nodding, slow hot make love without protection dean kissing her tattoo her doing the Same oral sex both the next morning Charlie and sam are happy seeing them laughing kissing while cocking breakfast some Charlie jokes , and a years later they are in the hospital because the reader is giving birth to they’re boy and dean propose after two months the baby is born (7) dean propose during when they see the stars in the impala hood with smut end and dean jokes how he want to knock her up for the second time... she’s orfan adopted by the boys younger than Sam and so insecure about her body , smutt angst so much ,

Freckled love

Could you do a one short or for your new series with Dean, he obssesed with them or discovering them, and licking them and alot of dirty talk please. Sorry if I bother you

Saying goodbye is always hard

Could I make a request of a reader in her late 20’s, still virgin, very shy and self-conscious about herself, quite sarcastic and a bit cynic about herself and the world due to her feeling out of place in this world but deep down she’s kind, innocent, and just wants someone to treasure and love her/make her feel like her life matters(2) (deep down she’s a hopeless romantic) and love back in return. She hates her job and quits after finding out that she doesn’t have much time left and doesn’t want to fight because she’s tired and sick of life and everything for being used and taken for granted by everyone. So, she decides to travel the world and see as much as possible or at least until she runs out of the little money she has got. They meet and despite her not being one for one-night-stands, she realises that there probably(3) won’t be many other man who would be interested in her or even look her way twice, she end up sleeping with them and share a passionate night full of intense sex and feelings until the wee hours of the early morning. She wakes up before him and stares lovingly at him but leaves quietly without waking him up or leaving a note, she didn’t even give them her real name or tells him about her condition because she doesn’t want the pity or sad looks and also wants to spare him the pain and (4) not be bother to them. Also, because she doubts someone as gorgeous like them would ever truly love someone like her. They meet again and I leave it up to you how it ends. I don’t mind which brother or even if it’s with Jensen or Jared. My thought was for the story to end with a really angst and sad but up to you.

Sam x Reader

I want to be more than a hunter

Reader is the 18 going on 19 year old she is a hunter living at the bunker and decides she want to go to college and become a history major. She asks Sam for help turns out Sam loves her and it ends with Smut & Fluff

Stolen Kisses

sam x reader sam had a crush on the reader for awhile & like the reader has been making subtle hints that they like him . & he wanted to make sure that he was going crazy so he goes to her room & kisses her . & they do that for awhile & like he sleeps in the room & the next day dean is looking for him . when they leave to go hunting dean makes a joke about how sam was gone last night

Pairing not decided

Hidden scars

Request: Could you make a Sam or Dean x reader ( it's up to you) one of them is reader's best friend,the other brother hates reader and reader acts like he hates him too but is secretly in love with him. Anytime reader has a fight with her best friend (one of the brothers) and is really hurt after that cause of some really bad things he said. Reader is very unconfident but acts confident. Later her secret crush also says some really hurtful things and reader starts cutting herself again and tries (2)(to the one with Sam or Dean (up to you) from yesterday. WiFi just stopped working idk) tries to kill herself. When she wakes up in a hospital Sam and Dean apologize but she doesn't answer. Her best friend leaves the room and let her alone with her crush. He laying his head in her lap and tell her to never do that again. When she asks why he says cause he loves her. She laughed cause she didn't believe him and says that he can stop hurting her by now. Then he saw old bruises which he knows (3) aren't from cases. He doesn't ask her about it cause he already knows why. After a while she's convinced and they kiss. Then her best friend coming in and saying that it was about time. Maybe a smut part when they're home.

Sam x Reader x Dean

Song of love

(Request) Dean x reader x sam. Angst and abo. The reader is a hunter and lives and hunts with them, and hides that’s shes an omega to them (their alphas). And on the side she works as a singer (muse like band) and they don’t know. But one day the walk to bar shes performing at they go straight into a rut. You finish the rest (Please no heavy smut).

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