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ocean-ai · 2 months

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Day 12 - DoJaeJung

Pairings: DoJaeJung X Female Reader

Genre: Smutty smut smut

Word Count: 2,768

Warnings: Unprotected sex, cuckolding, masturbation (male) Foursome, Oral (male and female receiving), nipple play, fingering (female receiving), overstimulation, it gets messy

“Are you sure you’re okay with this?” You asked your boyfriend, Doyoung as he sat in the chair in your shared bedroom. You were in the bed, facing him and trying to read his expression.

He smiled at you, “It was my idea, of course I’m okay with it.” He reassured you before he got up and gave you a quick kiss. You smiled back at your handsome man as he went back to sit in the chair, getting a full view of the sight before him. One that he enjoyed a little too much.

You didn’t know this, but your boyfriend had always fantasized about watching you getting fucked by other men. And tonight, his fantasies were coming true as you sat between none other than Jaehyun and Jungwoo, two of Doyoung’s handsome friends.

When Doyoung had first brought up the idea to you, you thought he was joking. Once you realized how serious he was, you had a feeling that it would happen one way or another. You could never see yourself intimate with another man, but Doyoung could be very convincing. You never expected this would happen, let alone it being two men. You figured it would’ve been one of them, not both.

You turned to look at Jaehyun, whose hand was on your thigh, squeezing every so often. You reached over to cup his cheek in your hand as you leaned in to give him a kiss. Jungwoo was on your other side, taking advantage of your now exposed neck. His plump lips were on your skin in no time and you gasped, pulling away from Jaehyun.

Doyoung could feel himself getting hard as he watched you get kissed and groped by his two friends. He could see how much you enjoyed yourself, which made him happy. As much as he loved being with you, he could never shake this little fantasy of his. When the three of you agreed to it, he was a little too excited.

It felt a little weird to have the other men on you since you were so used to Doyoung, but you would be lying if you said you weren’t enjoying the attention. Jaehyun and Jungwoo were gorgeous and you were still shocked that they both agreed to this. You never thought you were their type, but it seemed like you were considering how they were all over you. You smiled as both of their lips tickled your skin.

Jungwoo was the first to make more of a move on you, trailing his hand up your leg, inching closer and closer to where you ached for the two men. You moaned when his fingers teased you through your panties and you heard Doyoung’s breathing hitch. In a weird way, you were also enjoying the way Doyoung was getting off on this. Like you wanted to give him a show. Jungwoo had spread your legs a little more so that he could get better access to your center, moving your panties aside and rubbing your clit with his fingers. “Jungwoo!” You moaned when he applied a little bit of pressure.

You felt Jaehyun smirk against your skin as he kept up his kisses on your neck, leaving little nips and bites on your skin. You wanted to be worried about him leaving hickeys, but it felt too damn good for you to stop him. You also figured that Doyoung might have liked seeing them too. Jaehyun’s hands had moved to your breasts, caressing them through your lacy bra. Your back arched at his touch, and he reached behind you to unclip your bra.

The two men pulled away from you so that you could get rid of the unwanted fabric. Once it was gone, they had both pounced on you like hungry wolves. You moaned as they continued where they left off. Except this time, the two of them had latched on to your nipples, teasing and sucking on them. You arched your back again and reveled in the pleasure. Your body had become hot and sensitive from all the touching and teasing, you loved it.

You looked over at Doyoung and you saw that his dick was now hard and straining against his pants. You weren’t sure if part of what he enjoyed about this was his self-discipline or if he was too distracted by watching what was happening in front of him. Either way, you wanted to make sure he enjoyed himself too since he wasn’t the one fucking you tonight. You wanted desperately to be with Doyoung, but you also loved being with Jaehyun and Jungwoo.

Jungwoo had now begun to pull your panties down, leaving you completely naked in front of the three men. At first you felt a little shy having all of their eyes on you, but that quickly went away when you heard them sing praises and keep kissing on your body. “You’re even more beautiful than I imagined,” you heard Jaehyun murmur between kisses. His sweet words went straight to your core and you couldn’t help but moan.

“Lay down,” Jaehyun said softly as you readjusted yourself to lay in the middle of the bed. The two men were back on you in an instant, Jungwoo kissing your chest while Jaehyun had settled between your legs. You looked down and Jaehyun’s eyes were on your body, taking in every inch of you as he put your legs around his shoulders.

You moaned loudly when you felt his tongue on your clit. “Fuck!” You hated to admit it, but having another man’s tongue on you was a little too fun. Jaehyun focused on your clit, giving it the attention it deserved. Your hips began to move on their own and you felt Jaehyun hum against you. You moaned loudly and Doyoung couldn’t hold back his own sounds.

You looked over at Doyoung, his erection straining against his pants and he had frustration all over his face. You wanted desperately to ease his frustrations but your body was pinned to the bed. As Jaehyun continued to eat you out, Jungwoo was teasing your nipples, heightening your pleasure. You moaned as your back arched and you squeezed Jaehyun’s hair a little tighter. He moaned into you and the vibrations of his deep voice caused you to buck your hips into his face. He loved it.

Jaehyun continued to lap at your clit, leaving you a moaning mess. Jungwoo’s hands were roaming your body, teasing and pinching areas that were sensitive. Doyoung would always give you plenty of attention and pleasure, but there was something so exciting about having two men cater to you and your body. Especially two men as gorgeous as Jaehyun and Jungwoo.

You soon felt Jaehyun tease your opening with his tongue before he easily slid two fingers inside you. “Fuck!” You moaned when his long fingers teased your inner walls. You could barely catch your breath as Jaehyun moved them slowly inside you. Your legs had almost closed around Jaehyun’s head and you felt him smirk against you before he used his free hand to open your legs.

“Feel good, baby?” He asked, looking up at you with his big brown eyes. You nodded frantically, just wanting Jaehyun to continue what he was doing to you. You couldn’t speak, all you could do was whimper at the man between your legs. “Use your words, pretty girl,” he teased, pissing you off. But you secretly liked it.

“I-it feels so good, Jaehyun,” you studdered out. His tongue was doing wonders on you and you could hardly think straight. He was so different from how Doyoung would do it and you couldn’t believe how good he was making you feel. With the added stimulation of Jungwoo’s hands on your breasts, you felt like you could come at any moment.

“So pretty,” you heard Jungwoo mumble before he leaned down to kiss you softly. You smiled up at the handsome boy before you felt Jaehyun’s fingers hit that sweet spot deep inside you. You moaned loudly at the new feeling. Jaehyun felt you clench around his fingers, anticipating your orgasm. “You gonna come for him, sweetheart?” Jungwoo said, noticing how your breathing had changed.

You looked over at Doyoung, who was now rubbing himself through his pants. Your eyes had shut when you felt your orgasm take over your entire body. Jaehyun’s tongue, Jungwoo’s light touches and Doyoung’s eyes on you had heightened everything for you. You were enjoying yourself a little too much. You could hardly make a sound as Jaehyun worked you through your orgasm, his tongue slowing down and savoring every bit of you. He groaned when your legs closed around his head. Jungwoo had leaned down to give you another kiss, his sweet lips drinking in your moans.

When Jaehyun had pulled away from you, you felt so empty. But, that emptiness didn’t last very long when Jaehyun and Jungwoo had switched positions and Jungwoo was now removing his clothes. He kept his eyes on you as he took your legs in his hands and put them around his slim waist. You felt him line his tip up at your entrance, and you quickly became aroused again. You looked at the pretty boy between your legs and you were very excited to see how he would please you.

You heard Doyoung unzip his pants and you turned to him. He smiled at you before he looked over at Jungwoo, “she’s all yours,”

Your breathing hitched when you felt Jungwoo slowly thrust himself inside you, filling you up to the brim with his cock. You turned to look at Jungwoo, his large hands on your hips to hold you in place as he began to move inside you. Your legs instinctively tightened around him as the pleasure began to build with each movement.

Doyoung was now stroking his cock at the sight before him. He had always wondered what it would be like to watch you get fucked by someone else and he was enjoying it a lot more than he had anticipated. He couldn’t help but notice how beautiful you looked as your body began to contort from the pleasure Jungwoo was giving you. It made him feel good to know you were also enjoying yourself.

You moaned as you felt Jungwoo go deeper inside you, the tip of his pretty cock hitting your spot over and over. You practically yelped when felt Jaehyun’s large hands on your breasts. You turned to look at him and that’s when you noticed you were at eye level with his leaky cock. You locked eyes with Jaehyun before you took your hand and brought his dick down to your lips.

Jaehyun groaned and threw his head back when he felt your tongue on his sensitive head. You found it to be a little difficult to concentrate on Jaehyun when Jungwoo quickened his pace inside you. You did your best to make sure Jaehyun was getting what he deserved after the way he ate you out before.

You stroked what didn’t fit in your mouth, but Jaehyun moved his hips slightly when you opened your mouth wider for him. His cock slowly inched down your throat, causing you to gag around him and he groaned. Jaehyun looked down at you and smiled, his dimples peeking through. The contrast of his sweet smile and his dick down your throat was making your head spin.

Doyoung’s grip on his own cock had tightened, wishing he was either inside you or in your mouth. He wanted so desperately to switch places with Jungwoo or Jaehyun, but he knew he’d get his turn. Plus, watching you getting ravaged by the two of them was giving him more pleasure than he expected. Seeing the way your body reacted to their touches and thrusts could make him reach his own orgasm. You were gorgeous and it’s no wonder he could keep his hands off you. And why Jaehyun and Jungwoo agreed to this a little too quickly.

You pulled away from Jaehyun’s cock once you felt Jungwoo’s tip hit that sweet spot deep inside you. You practically cried out as he hit it repeatedly. If you knew you’d have this much fun, you’d would’ve said yes to Doyoung earlier. He had pitched his little idea more than once but you just weren’t sure about sleeping with other men that weren’t him. But you’re glad it was these two.

You went back to Jaehyun’s cock, swirling your tongue around his red tip. He moaned and his deep voice went straight to your pussy, causing you to flutter around Jungwoo. Jungwoo’s hips were starting to faulter when he felt you clench around him. He had moved one of his hands down to your clit, making you moan onto Jaehyun. His cock twitched in your mouth.

You felt like you were on cloud nine hearing all three men moans because of you. Doyoung’s sweet voice reached your ears and hearing him brought you closer to your orgasm. Jungwoo’s fingers were rubbing your clit in time with his thrusts and you could tell he was also very close. The lewd sounds that took over your bedroom were so hot and you wanted to keep hearing them. There’s just nothing like the sound of attractive men moaning.

It didn’t take much more stimulation for your orgasm to take over your entire body. You couldn’t stop the moans that were slipping from your lips, adding an extra vibration against Jaehyun’s cock. Jungwoo quickly pulled out of you once he realized how close he was to his own orgasm. He pumped his shaft a few times before he came across your stomach, coating your skin with his sticky white seed.

As you were catching your breath, Jaehyun had also began to stroke his cock, leaving you with your tongue out, waiting for his load. You also squeezed your tits together, giving him a second option of where he could cum. It didn’t take long for Jaehyun to move his hips slightly and cum on your chest. You pushed your breasts out as his cum landed on your chest. You were covered in cum and as filthy as you felt, you loved it.

You took another glance at Doyoung who was still jerking himself off. Even though you were spent, you had to give your man attention. The chair he was sitting on was close to the bed, so you slowly moved toward him; your face inches from his hard cock. “Baby, you don-” Doyoung was cut off when you wrapped your lips around his now swollen tip. He groaned when he finally felt your wet tongue around his dick. He had wanted this the entire night and he was finally getting it.

You stroked what couldn’t fit in your mouth and you also massaged his balls with your free hand. Doyoung’s breath was shaky and he let out a few moans here and there. He was very close and you wanted to make sure you were the reason why he came. You took him even further in your mouth; his tip hitting the back of your throat. “Fuck, your mouth feels so good.” He said to you, his hand now stroking your hair. You loved going down on Doyoung, he always would praise you and let you know how good you made him feel.

You could feel yourself getting wet again, but you were spent from Jungwoo and Jaehyun. You just wanted to concentrate on Doyoung and making him cum. You pulled away so that you could lick the underside of his shaft, giving his most sensitive spot attention. “Baby,” he warned before a strangled moan slipped from his lips. His cock was messy and slick from your saliva and his precum, so it was easy to keep pleasing him.

You looked up at him with your wide eyes and that was enough to set Doyoung off. His hips jerked in your mouth and before you knew it, you could taste his hot cum on your tongue. There was so much of it that some of it spilled out of your mouth and onto your chin. You kept up your movements as you helped him cum down from his orgasm. The aftershocks made his cock twitch. He was extremely sensitive from the overstimulation.

You pulled away from Doyoung and caught your breath, falling back on the bed. You were surrounded by the three men, all of their eyes on your cum covered body. Doyoung smiled at you before he gave you a kiss. “You did so well for us, baby.”

#Dojaejung x reader #doyoung x reader #jaehyun x reader #jungwoo x reader #NCT Smut #Dojaejung smut #dojaejung #nct #kim doyoung #jeong jaehyung #kim jungwoo #smutmas #phew #i did it #sorry its so late

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darkacademicvibes · 3 months

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We Think Similar Thoughts

Part three

Lonely!Fem!Reader x Lonely!Remus

"The fuck did you just ask her?"

You glance nervously at James, and James shakes his head, unsure how to help as Remus steps in front of you. Sirius continues to speak, "I swear to merlin, if you ever think about asking her out again before you pull your head out of your arse and stop using girls for your own personal amusement-" Remus places a hand on Sirius' shoulder and gently pulls him away, clearly angry. "Dont touch her, don't talk to her, or we'll find you, and we will make your life miserable" Remus threatens quietly. Peter wraps an arm around your shoulders and turns away, the other three boys following after you two.

Remus wraps his arm around your waist, tugging you subtly out from under Peters arm as James laughs, pulling Sirius into a headlock as they walk, which Sirius wrestles out of easily.

"Merlin Pads, I don't think I've ever seen you so defensive since I told you I might fancy Reg" James teases, and Sirius rolls his eyes, cringing, "that's my baby brother, Prongs, I'm still not over it" he quips.

"Thank you, Sirius, I know we aren't that close-" you begin, and Sirius waves off your words easily. "Don't be ridiculous, you were there for Remus. You also told me to get my head out of my arse, and managed to make me listen" Sirius jokes. "You're family now" he tells you, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. James, Peter, and Remus share a look, surprised by his sudden acceptance. "Besides, you remind me of Pete's little sister" he hums, and everything clicks into place.

You smile softly, "little sister?" You ask, and Peter pulls a picture out of his notebook, handing it over. It's a picture of him, clearly from this summer, with a young girl. She also has y/h/c hair and y/e/c eyes, but she still looks so unlike you. "She likes the rain as well, and we can never get her to put down her books, and she hates puzzles but never gives up once she's started" Peter informs you, clearly spotting the slight confusion on your face as you all walk.

You begin to understand, "I see, she's very cute, how old is she?" He grins, taking the photo back. "She's five tomorrow, I'm going to see her and my family at Hogsmeade" he tells you.

You talk of his family for a while more before the both of you are dragged into seperate conversations, Peter with James and Sirius, and you with Remus, mostly about your plans for the Christmas holidays coming up. You don't have any.

☕︎︎

You'd left Remus alone for two hours, an hour and forty minutes at most, and he managed to land himself, Lucius Malfoy, and Corey in the infirmary. You walk in, clearly fustrated, and make your way over to Remus.

"For merlins sake, Remus, I ask you to keep yourself out of trouble while I study for our N.E.W.Ts, and you end up in the hospital wing! What part of 'out of trouble' did you have difficulty understanding, exactly?" You scold, and Remus flashes you a guilty smile. "He was talking about you, they both were, I wasn't gonna let anyone talk about my friend like that" he admits softly, his uninjured arm reaching up to scratch under his eye lightly.

You sigh heavily, "This is the second time today we've been to the hospital wing" you state, still slightly annoyed. "Both times because of me, and I won't stand for it, I can take perfectly good care of myself, and I couldn't give less of a care about what mindless fools say about me" you tell Remus, crossing your arms as you sit beside him.

"Next time you end up here because you got into a fight before exams, I will continue studying, I hope you know that" you hum, and Remus laughs, tossing his uninjured arm around your shoulders. "I do, thanks for checking up on me, even if it was only to tell me off" he jokes. "But y'know what prongs says, 'only the great die young', right?" he teases quietly, and you roll your eyes playfully. "Yeah, yeah, did you win at least?" you joke, and he nods proudly. Dork.

You help him up gently and he follows you to the library after you both thank Pomfret, who sends a distracted smile to Remus as you leave, muttering out a hurried "no more fights, Remus" warningly under her breath.

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Mock exams, of course it has to be the day where you're busy with practice exams that Lilly Evans bumps into you, crying her eyes out. Thankfully, you both had the Charms exam next, it was a simple timed essay, with no talking, and no cheating - obviously - but when Flitwicke saw Lilly's tear-stained cheeks, he didnt say anything about the way you reached forward to hold lilys hand as she sat at the desk in front of you.

You could feel James' eyes on you both as he sends worried glances at the girl of his dreams, trying to catch your eye to ask silently about the pretty redhead.

The moment Flitwicke dismisses everyone, James is on his way over as Lilly speaks lowly to you.

"Thank you for being so kind, I know we aren't exactly close" Lilly mumbles, wiping her her face with her long sleeves as you dig through your bag, finally finding the face wipes you have and handing them to her gently. "No, of course, you're Remus' friend" you smile softly.

She takes the wipes greatfully as James stops at her side, his hands gently tipping up her head to make her face him, "what happened Lils? Is everything okay?" He murmurs softly, his hazel eyes searching over her for any sign of injury. Lilly hiccups, "my cat died" she sniffles, and sympathy strikes at you as your hands immediately wrap around her, hugging her lightly, your hand rubbing soothing circles on her back.

"I'm sorry, Lilly, I know how awful that is" you hum, and James relaxes, gently brushing Lilly's red hair back from her face as he gently takes the wipe from her hand, cleaning her tears without smudging her eye makeup. Regulus stops by, frowning softly as he takes in Lilly, "are you alright, Evans?" He asks quietly, and Lilly nods, repeating her heartache. Regulus' eyes fill with a soft sympathy and he nods slowly.

"Oh.. I'm sorry to hear that" he murmurs, smiling sadly at James and hesitating before nodding at you and continuing onwards. You watch him for a moment, the threes dynamic slowly fitting into place in your mind. Curiosity and slight amusement fill you as you wonder about how the next stages in their relationships will work out, if they'll end up together or not.

"Are you coming, y/n?" James hums, and it yanks you back to reality. You nod, hurrying after the two, wrapping your arm around Lillys shoulders as you walk, James' hand gently rubbing up and down her back as she sniffles softly, explaining her cat and how wonderful he was.

☕︎︎

You practically sprint to the room of requirement after dinner. Things have been rushing so quickly and the days seemed so much shorter, and you felt so thrown off.

I need a place where everything is slower.

The door appears and you make your way in, immediately heading right towards the very back of the huge room, a library, tearoom, music room, and living room all combined into one. The grand piano is tucked away between two of the large bookshelves, and a few small tables littered with kettles, and sugar, and cream, and cups with saucers are hidden few and far between the shelves as well. You reach the back of the room and fall onto one of the couches, a few chairs and couches all huddle around the large fireplace, the soft, antique, red persian rug laid across the floor, warmed by the fires heat.

You sit up and look towards the small rack in the corner of the room, mostly hidden away, with changes of clothes. You make your way towards it and look through the items, deciding to change from your uniform into comfortable leggings and a large sweater, kicking off your shoes before browsing the shelve of candles. One peculiar one catches your attention.

𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒎 𝑵𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔

𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆, 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒐𝒐𝒅

You hum and gently take it from the shelf, lighting it before you slip a book from the shelf and settle into one of the armchairs, curling up by the fire as you allow the tension in your shoulders to slowly lessen, until you've practically melted into the chair.

You're halfway through the book and the candle when you hear the door open, a soft voice calling for you from the entrance. "Y/n? Are you in here?" James sounds exhausted, and a shuffle of footsteps make you lift your head, "back here, James" you call quietly, not wanting to disturb the peace as the sunset shines through the windows, the golden light highlighting the small dust specks in the air as the fire sends a darker light around the couches, warmth blooming through your bones as you stretch for the first time in hours.

Remus and James round the bookshelf and pause, "it's so weird seeing the sunset at one in the morning" James mumbles sleepily, wearing his pajamas. Remus gazes softly around the room. "It's nice" Remus murmurs, moving over to lean on the back of your armchair, gently slipping his fingers through your hair soothingly. "You're so tense" he hums and James watches Remus, clearly judging, "liar" James huffs, collapsing onto the couch and tugging a blanket over him.

"Classes are canceled, started storming, a few classrooms in the dungeons are flooded and there isn't enough room for the potions students anywhere else, not for them to study safely, said there was a ghoul in the abandoned corridor" James mutters, closing his eyes as he tosses his glasses onto the coffee table.

Remus gently combs his fingers through your hair, his thumbs gently slipping down the back of your neck. "You alright dove? You been hiding away since dinner, I was worried" he hums, and you nod, quietly admitting how things have seemed lately. Rushed, busy, and torn to bits, sometimes you felt unsure of what day it was.

By the time the sun sets in the room, Sirius and Peter have joined you, brining along Lilly who easily slips into a comfortable chair with her book, and a cup of tea.

The room is now lit by oil lamps like the ones in your grandparents home, and the letter Sirius said came for you when he dropped onto the floor by the fireplace is now beside james' glasses as he sleeps peacefully, occasionally sniffling in his sleep.

You finish your book, eyes filled with tears, and you meet Remus' eyes hesitantly. He moves smoothly, settling in beside you and allowing you to babble on about the book as you cry quietly, Lilly, the person who recommended it to you, sends you an apologetic smile as you flip her off half-heartedly.

You easily relax against Remus' chest, and something feels hauntingly familiar.

He smells like chocolate, and cranberries, and sandalwood. He smells exactly like the candle that had made you relax the most as you did what all candle lovers do; sniff them until you find one that provides you with the perfect type of calm you want.

You were sure, if the room of requirement could talk, it would be cackling at the way your stomach dropped at the realization. You're starting to feel things a friend shouldn't feel for a friend, and the thought of losing Remus makes you curl closer to him, which doesn't help your racing heart.

There's no winning, you suppose. But at least you can see the stars, and at least you aren't quite so lonely anymore.

#marauders #james being james #marauder x reader #remus lupin x reader #sirius black #lily evans #sleepy james potter #sorry its so late #thank you #hope you enjoy #Spotify

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dailypearldoodles · 1 year

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Day 247

Vote Pearl for MCYT Tumblr Sexyman!!!

#daily pearl doodles #pearlescentmoon #hermitcraft #mcyt #mcyt sexyman #mod morph #SORRY ITS SO LATE #i promise ill make a better pearlsweep piece!!!#these polls are so fascinating XD #its so much fun #uh #i know pearl follows this blog #uhhhhhhhh #pearl im sorry in advance XD

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hyralc · 1 month

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my localization of mtgjp's comic

#mtg #ravnica #ezrim #localization #sorry its so late #his pointing frame looks so familiar but i don't know from where

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e2castiel · 11 months

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You want to push me away. You want to sleep with Duela, make all these idiotic choices and straight up lie to me face? Fine. I am not abandoning you.

#gotham knights #gothamknightsedit #cw gotham knights #tvedit #dcedit #dctvedit #cullen row #tyler dichiara #turner hayes #oscar morgan #bananablazer20 #here you go!#sorry its so late

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cloverstellar · 3 months

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C!Tommy but magical girl:3

#SORRY ITS SO LATE #rose asks #mutuals my beloved #doodle requests

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benchtrioupdates · 2 years

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Ranboo and Tommy were in Wilbur’s Instagram story!

#mod iz #id in alt text #ranboo #tommyinnit #SORRY ITS SO LATE #just finished the show #was amazing

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waitingforthesunrise · 11 months

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years later, i look at the thousand poems i have written about him. the way his brown eyes glitter in the sunlight, harbouring a burning desire to live. his smile growing wide the moment i kiss him. his soft hair that i can run my hands through all day. his long rants about stuff he loves. the way i loved him so much. the poems just seem bland now. his eyes looked just like everyone else. his smile only a bored one. he was just like the others. reading the poems, i now realise; that i was the one that breathed colour into him. that, from my rose coloured glasses, i made him out to be someone special. someone full of life and love. someone that he never was. - :p

(i literally have no idea what I'm doing)

I needed someone to love.

do not we all? so we were told

as though prince charmings lived on every corner.

and we could save each other with our love.

and now I damn the dreams you walk in --

I made you beautiful. You made me try.

My heart was a rose; but so were my glasses.

I wrote a story and made you the king.

I held you like a promise

you held me like a prize.

I earned my words. I earned my life.

you gave me nothing but the knowledge

I was searching for something I was afraid I'd never find.

chemistry is a cruel mistress. fare thee well

you never deserved the colors I offered.

#hey lovely anon #YOU WROTE A FREAKING POEM #please I'm begging you #keep writing #this is a poem #it was beautiful and i felt it #thank you for gracing me with your words #i listened to just another one by gregory alan isakov writing this #sorry its so late #hope you liked it:))#original poetry

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gracelesslady23 · 9 months

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Jilypad Week Day 2: What Headcanons do you have for this ship?

The main HC one I have (and its kind of a potential canon moment as well) is that the James and Lily really leaned on Sirius for support once Harry was born. And while the three of them had been very close since school, but now with a newborn they started to really rely on his support. Because its hard enough to be first time parents, but when you’re both only 21, and it’s the middle of a war, and both sets of grandparents are already gone and there’s no other family around to help (Petunia certainly isn’t going to!) I can’t imagine how tough it would be...

It warms my hear to think that before things got very dangerous and they went into proper hiding, Sirius pretty much lived with James, Lily and Harry and helped them out and the three of them muddled their way through being first time parents together. And if we are going by canon, I think its quite lovely to think that they had that together at least, before everything fell apart.

@jilypadweek

#jilypad week #jilypad #day 2 #sorry its so late #work picked a really inconvenient time to get busy :(#so rude #don't they know its jilypad week lol

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my2phetaliaheadcanons · 17 days

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Howling Fields - Day 2: The Door to the Meadow

Day 1 Day 3: TBC

You grunted and winced as your falling body was thrown around like a limp doll against the rock walls and debris. The sudden impact on the stone floor forced a choked gasp forced it's way from your lungs and coated you in grainy dust. Each cough to regain needed breath sent sharp particles into your throat. The process created a cycle of coughing and wheezing until hot bile was expelled from your esophagus.

Panting, you felt stunned as the world around you felt unsteady and cold. It took a moment, but slowly you could rise to lean on, what you guessed was a cavern wall. Your hand, though sluggishly, moved to the light still around your tender throat. It caressed the button for a moment, almost like your body instinctively knew that what you saw could alter your chances of survival, before flicking the switch.

It was stacks of rubble in a large cavern. They had landed like towers of different-sized stones of all shapes that would never fit together correctly. Cracks that stretched around the room like spiderwebs. And a large void above you.

Staring into the abyss, your mind ran away with unfortunate scenarios. Each ending was more vicious than the last, but they all had one thing in common, you died; alone and in the dark.

No. You shook, tears welling up like damaged fountains. That can not be.

You forced yourself to look around the cavern again. This time moving slower. Allowing the light of the headlamp to reveal anything that could show salvation.

A glint. It was faint but golden. Maybe, your mind rationalized with damaged hope as your heart rose, it was a vein. One that could lead you to an exit.

With nothing else for you to lose, you stood on sore and tender legs, before limping to the wall. You placed your hand underneath the thin line. You turned to the left, and found more stone, but to the right was a tunnel. The vein went down into the darkness. Into a path unfamiliar to you, but the only one available.

You took a deep breath, before tracing the uneven stone as you walked forward. Ready to get out.

The first few minutes felt hopeful, that this would soon lead to the exit. Time, like a sadistic boa began to constrict your enthusiasm like it was prey as what felt like hours ticked by.

Fear and despair began to pull at your mind the further you went. They whispered doubts, claiming that those scenarios from early were prophesies soon to be fulfilled. That you would never escape, that your friends and family would always wonder what your final moments were.

As tears threatened to spill once more, you gasped in pain. A sudden gleam had struck your eye like a hidden dagger.

Out of instinct, you rubbed away the pain. Your poor eyes felt raw as you glowered around for the source. Until it clicked in your brain.

Light! And it wasn't from your lamp. Which means you can get out.

A hysterical mix of laughter and wails left your throat as you dashed forward. Holding on to the wall as your weak legs left you wobbling all over.

As you moved the light grew in its luminosity from a gleam to a beam. It was almost as bright as the start of dawn when you skidded to a stop.

You didn't understand why, but the sight before you caused your stomach to churn and neck hairs to rise. The primal part of you screamed to run away. To look upon something else or retreat into the darkness like the prey it always was.

Yet, all that stood before you was a door. One with a stone face with strange creatures carved on it. All had fearsome features; opened jaws with sharp teeth, large claws, and pure animal instinct chipped into their very being. But, at the same time, they had human features; almost like a warped satyr with too-wide smiles and beckoning hands. Promises of a good time that would only end in tragedy.

The beings were almost what you imagined the beast in Yao’s story would have looked like.

That thought alone caused your neck hair to rise as a shiver caused your muscles to twitch and your spine to shift. Instinctively your hand went to your neck, almost like you were trying to rub away the paranoia.

With no other path, you marched ahead. An inhale pursed your lips as you brought calmness and clarity to the drastic reality of your situation. The following exhale gave determination as you pushed forward.

The door was heavy. It caused you to grunt as you pushed your shoulder against it. The joint popped as it tried to prop the door wide enough. The rock opening ground itself into an ear-splitting cry as it was moved against the hard earth below. The light spread, and when you had the gap big enough, you hopped through. Ready to be in the ‘open’ air.

You should have been excited. Weren't you ready to sprint your way through the trees to the nearest road and make your way back to your friends? But you weren’t. A bitter bile caused your stomach to roll as you gazed around.

In front of you was a meadow of red, switch grass. Its tall blades swayed with the strange wind causing small flecks of blue to sparkle through. Behind the beautiful prairie of red and blue sat tall, imposing Borel trees. Their white roots and purple leaves overlapped like a system of mangrove trees. Even from this distance, you could tell they would be difficult to navigate.

What was strangest was above the trees you noticed more cave walls. Its uneven, grey surface perfectly allowed its ‘sun’ to shine like the moon on a starless night. The pseudo sun wasn’t bright enough to burn your eyes as you realized the sheer size of the ginormous, glowing, white crystal hanging above.

“Where am I?” You whispered, stepping forward.

The grass seemed to welcome you as it parted in acceptance. Its fluffy tips tickled the exposed skin causing an uncomfortable sensation along your chin. Simply rubbing your chin against your shoulder helped it, but that itching wasn’t the only sensation that made your epidermis crawl.

Not sure from where, but multiple eyes raked your form. You could sense them picking you apart. Like the being was wondering which piece of flesh would taste the sweetest. A restless fear that made your breath shudder as it felt like something was getting closer. Stalking you.

A rustle to your left caught your attention. Your eyes squinted as you focused on the spot. Watching, waiting for any sign of movement.

Another rustle, this time on the opposite side. Turning to it, you saw movement. Something shuffled through the tall blades. A broken-up silhouette could be seen, but what it was, you couldn't tell.

It stalked closer.

Your body stiffened like it was flash-frozen. More rustling, this time from the original side caused your eyes to bounce between the two sources.

They were getting closer. Moving through the grass like shark fins at the water’s surface.

You stepped back. Your foot breaking a hidden stick.

The resounding sound against the silence was reciprocated by two low growls.

For a moment it was just the growls, and you could imagine whatever beasts in front of you had tensed their muscles. Determined to rip you apart.

Survival instincts were ramping up. Millions of possible deaths flashed before you. Your own body tensed, prepared to run.

The beings moved first. Dashing toward you with wolf-like speed.

In response, you turned and ran. Arms pushed the grass aside as panic set in. The uneven ground almost caused you to trip as the growling became low, hunting howls.

Bursting through the foliage like a bull after a red cape, you scrambled up the thick, white, tree roots. Nails turned white and then red as the roots broke your nails.

Your gait became uneven as you attempted to stay ahead. Slipping and sliding along the rat's nest of roots.

There was a loud howl that pulled your attention back. You took a glance, but you still couldn’t make out what was behind you.

That look back was fatal enough as you missed a step and fumbled on a large tree knot. Your tumble caused your butt to land firmly in a web of roots, the only thing holding you above a seemingly endless maze of plants.

The sound of wolves returned as you heard calls coming from above. Clearer than ever before, you looked up wanting to at least know what was about to kill you.

Two men-like creatures snarled and drooled above you. They looked similar to the carvings on the stone door and yet so different. Both looked young, but the one on the left had shoulder-length blond hair, rough stubble, and wolf-like features that matched his hair with silted violet eyes. The other had red silted eyes, tanned skin, and copper hair, and looked more like a coyote or coywolf in terms of animal traits. Together the pair had muscular builds with long claws on their fingers. The animal traits included long tails, ears that went from where a typical ear lobe would sit to the top of their heads, and animal feet that replaced the human anatomy from the knee down.

You began to hyperventilate as they began to stalk closer. They slowly picked their way down, human hands and canine paws working together, and held them steady as they closed in on their prey, you. The resulting weight from their movements made you bounce. In fear, your head turned like a broken sprinkler as you glanced between the two.

The blond got within an arm’s length first. His claws scrapped your skin as you scrambled.

The tangled mess cracked under your movement. The copperhead approached from the other side; his teeth bared showing off his missing canine as he prepared to pounce.

Another crack, this one came as the duo crashed into each other when you tuck and rolled. Their yelps came from their intertwined mess.

You seized the opportunity and stumbled upwards, a gap between the roots became your new route. Scrambling like a spider with three broken legs you crawled into the small space.

Quickly you wormed between the mess of plants. The predators above you were too broad and large to follow you through the hole. Instead, they attacked from above. Clawed hands ripped through the foliage trying to grab you and to tear your flesh to pieces.

Each time you dodged you were forced further downward. The light grew dimmer as the males above continued their assault.

Layer by layer the chase went until your fingers grazed the stone floor. The tundra chill combined with the adrenaline from the attack sent you into a panic. You were running out of options.

Your eyes scanned the patches of light as you scurried. There had to be a way to escape.

Another claw, this time followed by the red-eyed coy-man's head forced you backward. His teeth shined in their animalistic glory as he smiled at you. Coming closer as you moved backward. The other wasn’t far behind as you could hear the bigger one cutting his way through.

All of a sudden, something cold grabbed your leg. It pulled you down, your chin scraped against the stone as you were dragged into a dirt hole.

Two hands pushed your shoulders further down the hole. Another creature was now on top of your form.

His blue and pink eyes glowed as he stared into your eyes. A large, Cheshire smile glinted in the faint light as he spoke.

“Poor, little poppet. You must be so scared."

#2p hetalia #2p headcanons #2p america #2p canada #2p england #13 days of halloween #sorry its so late #fic

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