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elibeeline · 1 year
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Sometimes the small things can make an entire day
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spooniechef · 3 months
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Emergency Calories - Potato Salad (0-1 spoon)
I've been largely out of spoons lately, with weather changes, unexpected absences at work and resulting overtime, and all associated pain flares making most things difficult to impossible. I'm feeling better at the moment, so the next few posts are going to involve how I've survived the last few weeks. Because aches or no aches, we still need to eat, and UberEats is too damn expensive for all the time (especially with gluten intolerances).
Now, I've spent a good portion of my adult life fucking up potato salad. Somehow, I thought it was just ... potatoes, mayonnaise, done. Except ... not quite, apparently, because the mayonnaise would always seem to separate and it was never quite right. So I eventually started looking up recipes to find the common thread that makes other people's potato salad work when mine didn't. Took a good bit of searching, but I finally found it: vinegar. Or lemon juice - something acidic, anyway. As well as adding a certain amount of tart zinginess to the potato salad, it also seems to keep the mayonnaise creamy and smooth even when refrigeraged a few days. So while I got recipes from a lot of sources, I've never strictly used any of them, preferring to figure out the best way to do it by guess and by gosh so I can just thow everything together without thinking about it too much. So I'll give a basic overview and some notes for potential additions to jazz it up a bit. The great thing about potato salad is its versatility. Plus, potatoes are relatively cheap.
Here's what you'll need:
~2lbs (or 1kg-ish) potatoes
~1 cup mayonnaise
~1-2 tablespoons vinegar
Additions to taste (see notes)
The easiest way to do this in terms of potatoes is use baby new potatoes, cut into quarters. If you're doing anything larger, you probably want cubes about an inch square. Making sure the pieces are of uniform size is helpful. And I don't know how it is in other countries, but if you're in the UK, get more potatoes than you think you'll need. Our produce has been shit lately, and it's pretty standard to have to cut away bits of yick or just throw whole potatoes away.
Here's what you do:
Chop your potatoes and put them in to boil. Once boiled to reasonable softness (not mashable-soft, but not too firm either), drain and leave to cool and dry.
In a separate bowl, add the mayonnaise, vinegar, and whatever else you're putting into the dressing.
Add potatoes and fold until everything is fully covered.
Serve immediately and/or put in the fridge for later.
As I say, these are largely approximates because I measure it all by eye at the moment. It's pretty easy to get the hang of. Basically you want just enough vinegar to not have the mayonnaise swimming but enough to suit your tastes. And obviously you can jazz it up to suit you - here's some things that have been suggested in various recipes or just sound nice:
Hard-boiled egg
Crispy bacon bits
Dijon mustard
Chunks of dill pickle
Herbs and spices in general (paprika is usually suggested, as are chives, and obviously salt and pepper to taste, but I like adding onion salt, garlic pepper, and a little bit of celery salt)
Onions (I prefer green onions/scallions, but thin-sliced red onion can add some nice colour)
Honestly, play around with it, because potato salad is wonderfully versatile. Googling for recipes showed me that there are as many potato salad recipes as there are people, so I just left it at the absolute basics as a sort of a blank canvas to experiment on.
Potato salad lasts about five days in the fridge, and can be a meal in itself if done right, so it's great for a source of emergency calories. Enjoy!
(Oh, and side note: if you are gluten intolerant, do not try this as pasta salad. I tried to make pasta salad by the same principles and the dressing was fine but gluten-free pasta is disgusting cold. Even the good kind of gluten-free pasta. Sorry, fellow gluten-intolerants; we're going to have to stick with potatoes.)
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Bubbly Hex (Giorno Giovanna X Reader)
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This wasn’t a good idea, you figure. 
You and Giorno were on the trail for a Stand User that was hypnotizing people to do their bidding. Not exactly what you’d call original in terms of motivation but it’s a threat nonetheless. Of course, the Stand User split themselves into two and it’s Giorno’s idea to split up. Did he not want take the risk of you being hypnotized or did he want to prove a point? Anyway, turns out you were tracking down a copy. 
Well, that could only mean one thing. You made your way towards Giorno and it was a tight battle, you had to admit. Of course, the Stand User aimed something at you but Giorno moved and took the brunt of the hit. You clutch onto him in the hopes that it would reduce or nullify the Stand affect. Your fingers clutch onto his hair gently and you mused that it was soft and fluffy. Using some quick wit, you’d began to trap the Stand User in some mucky goop, noting that they’re trapped. 
“Giorno,” You ask, holding his face in your hands. “Giorno, can you hear me?” 
It was a little weird to see Giorno, of all people, in a trance like this. He blinked in steady beats, his green eyes glazed over. You bite your lip, hoping that the other guys would arrive soon. Sure enough, Mista, Fugo, and Narancia arrived in four, no, five minutes. Giorno slowly blinked and stood up straight, towering over you. 
“G-Giorno,” You shiver, intimidated by his stare. “It’s just me, remember?” 
You watch as Giorno closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and undid his braid as well as those victory curls on his head. You and the others stood confused. Then he opened his eyes again and gave all of you a sincerely cheery grin before you were pulled into the biggest bear hug that he could muster. All of you gaped. The Don of Passione obviously didn’t care as he continued to hug you. 
“Oh, [Y/N], you are just too cute for this world,” Giorno cheerily squealed. “You’re so cute and lovable and oh my gosh I can’t handle it at all! So cute, so cute!” His face looked softer and more cheerful than you’ve seen him when he pulled away a little from you. “I’m so happy that you’re here in Passione!” 
“...Giorno,” Mista blinked, not believing his eyes. “Giorno, dude, are you okay?” 
“Mista, Mista,” Giorno turned to him, not letting you go. “I’m more than okay! I’m great with a capital G!” He giggled as he buried his face into your neck, hugging you like you were a teddy bear. You felt yourself bounce up and down as Giorno jumped up and down with unbridled joy. 
“Uh, that’s great, Giorno,” Fugo added uncertainly. “But is it okay if you could let [Y/N] go?” He looked at you in sympathy. “I think you’re restricting their moving.” 
Giorno blinked slowly as he looked at Fugo and then at you, his cheer turning in an expression of confusion. You gave him a weak smile as a response. If you’re being honest, you didn’t know if the Stand’s effect would make him volatile. As it stood, his confusion turned into shock and then into horror.
“Oh...Oh no,” He blubbered. “Am I hurting you, [Y/N]?! I’m so sorry! Here, I....!” 
He gently released you from his grip and you gave him an affectionate pat on the head. You didn’t know how to feel about this new development, but for Passione, you were willing to pacify Giorno through the effects of this Stand. And it was the change to see stoic Giorno, calm and collected, be this hyper and bubbly. Giorno smiled and leaned into your touch, chirping happily. 
“Woah,” Narancia spoke what everyone was thinking. “This is way too weird.” He waved a hand in Giorno’s face. “I thought hypnotized people acted like zombies.” Narancia continued to stare at his Don, who was smiling like a giddy child. 
“I think I reduced some of its effects,” You frowned as you saw Abbacchio as well as Bruno appear on the horizon. “But I don’t know how long this effect is going to last.” You look at Giorno, who was busy turning random pebbles into flowers. “Er, perhaps we should apprehend the Stand User and get back to the villa. I mean it would be, uh, the best option for now.” 
“You guys caught the Stand User,” Abbacchio asked, narrowing his eyes. “Then, let’s get going. The sooner we get out of here, the sooner we can fix this mess.” 
You nod and looked back at Giorno, who was bouncing up and down like a kid in a candy store. You hesitated for a brief moment before gently taking his hand. At that, you gasp. It was warm, smooth, and barely had any calluses. You looked at him and nearly died at his expression. He was grinning from ear to ear, blushing, and flowers were growing at your feet. 
“Oh my gosh, we’re holding hands, we’re holding hands! This is like a dream!” 
“A dream,” You raise an eyebrow. “I thought your dream was to become a primo mafioso.” 
“Can’t I have two dreams at once~?” 
You laugh. You knew that it was a fabrication due to the Stand but you couldn’t help but be flattered at how the Don was treating you. You decided to indulge it for a little while and then think about the consequences later. You led Giorno by the hand to the van where the others were waiting. Fugo took you aside as the trouble duo took Giorno. 
“So, we got some information out of the Stand User,” Fugo explained. “And the effects lasts for about a week.” He paused before giving you a gentle glance. “I also found out that the Stand effects don’t fabricate emotions. So, it’s good that his feelings for you are genuine.” 
“...What.” 
“Hey, Fugo, [Y/N],” Mista poked his head out. “You might wanna hear this.” 
You and Fugo look at each other before getting into the van. Narancia and Bruno were with Giorno and Narancia beckoned you to come over. You scooted over to hear what Giorno had to say. You were conflicted. On one hand, you were sure a plenty that the Stand User might be lying to you. On the other hand, Fugo didn’t, to your knowledge, have any reason to lie to you either. 
“Hey, Gio,” Narancia smiled. “How much do you like [Y/N] and why do you like [Y/N] so much?” 
“Uh, Narancia,” You began. “I don’t think...!” 
“Well, I like [Y/N] tons and tons,” Giorno replied giddily. “In fact, I love them! By a lot! By this much!” He held his arms out wide. “And the reason why I like them so much is because they’re really cute and really kind! And because they were nice! Not just everyday but also when they first met me!” He rocked back and forth. “It, uh, felt nice when they were nice to me even when I was just a scary Don!” 
You remembered what he was talking about. It was when you decided to join the mafia. You gave him your best smile and had a nice chat with him. And your first impression of him was that he was a generally kind if somewhat stoic and cool. 
“I felt really, really, really happy inside,” He continued. “But I couldn’t say it right there and then because we were busy. But I wanted to tell [Y/N] that every day! But I couldn’t.” He frowned. “And now, they think I’m lying.” His eyes welled up. 
“O-Oh,” You blink, biting your lip. “G-Giorno, I...” 
“But I’m not lying,” Giorno piped up. “I feel nice whenever I’m with you, [Y/N]!” It was a moment before he pulled you into another hug. “You didn’t treat me at all like I was your enemy! You treated me with respect! You didn’t lick my face or... or try to make me drink urine in a cup or be wary of me when you joined!” 
You had to raise your eyebrow at that last line before turning to the others, who’d all look incredibly guilty. Sighing, you felt a wetness on your shoulder. Oh dear. It must be a side effect of the Stand. You rubbed circles into his back. 
“Oh, Giorno,” You smile. “I know you’re not lying. And I like-like you too! In fact, I love you more than you can ever know!” 
You decided to give him a sweet smooch on the bridge of his nose. He squealed in happiness and returned the favor by peppering you with lots of kisses. Both of you laughed and soon, the others joined in too. 
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applerubyy · 3 years
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Ciao Adios
Summary: When you find your boyfriend cheating on you yo decide to expose him in the pettiest way you can think of.
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader (some Loki x Reader if you squint)
Word Count: 4k
Warnings: Cheating and cursing (I think that’s it?)
A/N: Hi! So this is my first time writing and posting anything here so if its terrible please tell me nicely :). This is some AU where everyone lives and all is happy ok? Also english is not my first language so I apologize in advance for any grammar or spelling mistakes. Anyway, if it turns out that some of you like it I think I’d be willing to do a part 2 if you like. Hope you enjoy it! <3. Btw, the gif is not mine so credit to whoever made it.
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Crack. That’s the sound of your heart breaking, ripped to pieces in just a few seconds. And no, you were not exaggerating. Seeing your boyfriend kissing someone else while taking off their clothes would do that to a person. And in his office of all places.
How did you not see that coming? They had a lot in common and they did spend a lot of time together but you were just so naïve thinking that he was the most trust-worthy person ever that you looked the other way and believed him when he told you she was “just a friend”. 
Just a friend my ass you thought as you calmly walked to your room. No running, that would draw attention to you and you didn’t need that. No crying either, because once you started you wouldn’t be able to stop. Walking down the hallway and taking the elevator to your floor feels like it takes forever. 
Time is funny that way. It has that annoying tendency to slow down or speed up at the worst times. Like when you were in college and the clock seemed to literally stop, you would look at the time and it was 10:20 am and check again after what felt like half an hour for it to be 10:25 am. Or like when you are having fun with your friends at a club and you see it’s 12:30 but when you look again a few minutes later it’s 2:40. Right now it feels like the former, time seems to have slowed down. Maybe Dr. Strange did something to it? No, that’s stupid, he wouldn’t play with time that way.
Finally the elevator pings open and you rush to your room. Well, it’s not only your room anymore. You share it with him and everything is a reminder of what you just saw. The art supplies on the desk by the window, the famous shield leaning against the wall near the door, the messy bed where you sleep together every night …
And every single thing brings tears to your eyes until finally, the dam breaks and you let the tears fall down. You bring your hand to your mouth to muffle a sob that brings you to your knees. Crying is the only thing you can do right now because your brain is stuck on a loop. All you can see is Steve kissing her, unbuttoning her shirt with one hand while the other grabbed her ass. And all you can hear are their moans, Sharon’s whimper when he touched her and his groan as he did so. 
And now you are full on crying and choking on air because that scene keeps replaying itself over and over no matter how much you want it to stop. And you do, Gosh you do because there is so much your heart can take and this is too much. It shatters you in more ways than one. It makes you question everything you thought you knew about him, about her, about your relationship and about yourself.
You remember the first time you met him. You were already in college and looking for an internship. Luckily you happened to be the niece of the one and only Pepper Potts. And who wouldn’t want to work near Earth's mightiest heroes? You sure did. You were studying journalism and communications in New York and working with the Avengers was the ultimate dream, one that was about to come true.
Your first day was uneventful, it consisted mainly of coffee runs, delivering files and passing messages along. That was until your third coffee run where you ran straight into a wall, well actually it wasn’t a wall but it felt like it. The coffee spilled everywhere, on your clothes and his, and you were going to fall on your butt if it wasn’t for him grabbing your arms to steady you. Imagine your surprise when you looked up to see Captain America himself.
And that’s the moment your love story started. It seemed like something straight out of a romantic comedy and you loved it. It started with flirting, a date and then another, him asking you to be his girlfriend and finally asking you to move in once you graduated. It felt like a fairytale.
Tony wasn't very happy about you and the Capsicle but he saw how happy you were so he tried to be happy too. Tony was your uncle even if you didn’t share any blood. Growing up you would visit your aunty Pepper in New York and he was always around, you even stayed at his house when Pepper and him had to work. So, you two became really close even before he became Iron Man and started dating your aunt. 
The same thing happened with Rhody. Your close relationship with Tony meant you were close to him too, seeing as he was one of the most important people in his life. Rhody treated you like his niece and was the only one he didn’t make fun of which you took as the ultimate compliment. 
So those three you knew before you started working at the compound and before Steve. But once you started working there you met the rest of the Avengers. Being Pepper and Tony's niece and Steve's girlfriend meant they all wanted to get to know you. 
You met Bruce Banner, the Hulk, and you became really close. But that was thanks to his close relation with Tony and all the time you spent with him working on his social media presence to make sure people saw him as more than just the green monster who smashes things. After a while of working there they promoted you and now you manage the Avengers social media.
Nat and Wanda became your best friends from the moment you met. You just clicked and hung out as much as possible, being the only girls on the team meant they were really happy to have another female added to the mix. As for Vision, he liked you because Wanda did, simple as that.
Bucky and Sam were the funniest people ever, their constant bickering always brought a smile to your face and they welcomed you with open arms. Happy that their friend had finally found someone to be with.
Thor and Clint were like the fun uncles you got to see every once in a while. The God of Thunder was like an excited puppy and would hug you till you couldn’t breath every time he came to Earth and Clint would joke around with you and FaceTime you when he was with his kids because they loved you (“best babysitter ever” that called you).
You met Peter when he started working for your uncle. He was a sweet kid and your love of memes, vines and pop culture made you instant friends. He would ask you for advice on girls and tell you science jokes.
But we all know not all fairytales have a happy ending and this one definitely didn’t. You’re feeling so many things at once. There’s anger, sadness, jealousy and something else you can’t put your finger on. You keep crying and are unable to move from your kneeling position on the floor. Checking the clock you realize you’ve been on the floor crying for an hour so you stand up.
Taking a shower seems like the best thing to do, your head is pounding and your face is all puffy. As you shower it hits you, that other feeling swirling around is inevitability. In a way you always thought he was too good for you, you always thought he would eventually get tired of you and trade you for someone else. 
It just hurt too much that it was her, the woman he shared so much with. The niece of Peggy Carter, his first love. An agent of S. H. I. E. L. D.  Someone who risked their life for the world like he did. Someone prettier. Someone better than you.
Yeah, you were definitely on a self-pity party. But you needed to be miserable for a while, to cry it all out, to hurt so that you could move on to the next stage of grief: anger. And when that came, there was no stopping you.
You weren’t a mean person, or a petty one. You gave everyone countless opportunities and forgave way too easily so you never really got angry. But when you did, when you said enough is enough, yeah, you better watch out. That could be the meanest bitch you ever met and she had no mercy.
So you got out of the shower, dried yourself and started getting ready. Tony was throwing yet another party about who knows what and you were not missing it. You liked parties, they were the perfect excuse for wearing pretty dresses and putting on make up. And tonight you were going all out. 
Your inner bitch was concocting a plan and you were going with it.
You hear the door open and prepare yourself to put on the best acting of your life. You take a deep breath and in the sweetest voice you can muster say: “Steve is that you babe?”
“Yeah doll it’s me” you hear him say. A few second later he pops into the bedroom and gives you a peck on the lips as you continue with your makeup.
“How was your day?” Steve asks as he takes off his clothes, probably to take a shower. “I missed you today, i went by your office but you weren’t there” he says with a small frown between his eyes. You could stare at his blue eyes forever but snap out of it when you remember what he did. 
“Oh not much, i left work earlier to get ready for tonight” you answer. Shit your work. You really did leave like that, but after tonight hopefully they’ll understand. “You should start getting ready, the party starts in thirty minutes”.
He smiles at you and tells you he’s going to take a quick shower before getting dressed. He goes to the bathroom and you feel like breaking the mirror but instead take a few deep breaths and remind yourself he’s getting what he deserves later on. With that in mind you finish applying you makeup and smile at yourself, you look good. Moving on to your hair you decide to do some loose waves and that’s it, you really don’t know how to make those complicated updos.
Steve gets out of the shower and starts putting on his suit. Men really do have it easier you think to yourself when you see all the work you had to do and he just showers and that’s it.
You take your dress out of the closet and admire it. It really is beautiful. It has a deep plunging neckline that shows a lot of cleavage and is skin tight with a slit on one side. The fact that it is silver with sequins makes it even better. Pepper helped you pick this dress. 
You put on the dress and admire yourself in the mirror. You look good. Behind you, you hear a whistle and turn around to see Steve watching you lust in his eyes. He comes closer and grabs you by the waist, pulling you to him.
“You look stunning” he says as he wets his bottom lip. “I can’t wait to take it off of you when we get back”. Lying cheating bastard.
“Can't wait” you lie as you wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him. This is just a kiss goodbye you tell yourself. One last kiss before he’s out of your life and probably runs to her. Tears threaten to fill your eyes but you hold them down. Not now.
You break the kiss when the need to breathe is too strong. Grabbing his hand you start walking towards the door and say: “Come on, we’re already late”.
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The party had already started once you walk in and in true Tony fashion it is elegant and extravagant. Everyone is there: S. H. I. E. L. D. agents, the Avengers themselves, politicians and a few famous people. 
You and Steve walk to the bar and order drinks. A whiskey for him and a strawberry daiquiri for you, yes you are that basic but hey, it tastes awesome. He offers you his arm and with drinks in your hands you start looking for your friends. A lot of people stop you on the way, nobody wants to miss an opportunity to talk to Captain America.
One thing, or rather on person, catches your attention: Loki. He’s sitting on one of the cushions alone with a drink in his hand. It’s weird to see him there. Sure, he was redeeming himself for what he did in 2012 and Thor said he was doing better but he rarely left Asgard (he “hated mortals”) and when he did come to Earth it wasn’t for a party.
As if he could feel you staring he turns his head and locks his eyes with yours. You weren’t going to lie, he was gorgeous. He was incredibly tall, had those charming green eyes and was actually funny (but you’d never admit that to anyone). But you were in love with Steve and never saw him as anything more than Thor's hot brother. And everyone in the Avengers was hot so that’s not saying much.
You turn away from him and see Nat and Wanda on the dance floor and you tell Steve you’ll see him later and to go find his friends. He’ll need them after tonight you think to yourself. You greet the girls and start dancing with them, for a moment forgetting about what you saw today and putting Loki out of your mind.
The three of you decided to take a break and order some more drinks. Once at the bar Wanda orders for you and when your drinks arrive you go back to the dance floor. You spend the next few hours dancing, talking to your friends and pretending that nothing's wrong. Talking to Steve and pretending that nothing's wrong. Hugging Steve and pretending that nothing's wrong. Kissing Steve and pretending that nothing's wrong.
The fact that Sharon is at the party doesn’t help at all. When you see her talking or touching him you feel like you’re gonna lose it but you remain strong. You remind yourself of your plan and try to keep them out of your mind.
There’s a small stage at the far end of the room and you see your uncle Tony step on it and grab the microphone.
“Hello everyone and thank you for coming to another one of my amazing parties. I hope you are having a good time and taking advantage of the free bar over there” he points to the other side of the room and continues, “Now for what we have all been waiting for: karaoke! And yes, i want everyone to sing something because that’s the whole point of this. I'm looking at you Manchurian Candidate, you’re singing”.
With that he gets off the stage and passes the mic to Sam who decided to sing a Marvin Gaye song. He’s pretty good actually but you can’t fully concentrate on him because your mind is going a thousand miles an hour for what it’s going to happen later.
More people go up and sing their songs and you applaud when they’re done. Nobody is talking much, they're all too busy either laughing at the others performance, drinking or actually listening to the songs. You’re sitting with Steve to your right, Bruce to your left and the rest of the Avengers nearby. You’re your own little group.
It’s finally your turn and as you walk to the stage you can hear your friends whistling and cheering you on. Once you’re up on the stage you choose the song and start singing. 
Ask you once, ask you twice now
There's lipstick on your collar
You say she's just a friend now
Then why don't we call her?
So you wanna go home with someone
To do all the things you used to do to me
I swear, I know you do
Used to take me out in your fancy car
And make out in the rain
And when I ring you up
Don't know where you are
'Til I hear her say your name
Used to sing along when you played guitar
That's a distant memory
Hope she treats you better than you treated me, ha
As you continue singing you get more and more confident and take the mic. You walk off the little stage and over to your friends while dancing and you can see them smiling, clapping and having fun. They have no idea how much i mean all of this you think. You look at Steve and he’s completely oblivious. Good, you want to take him by surprise. You arrive at your little circle of friends and start singing the chorus.
I'm onto you, yeah you
I'm not your number one
I saw you with her
Kissing and having fun
If you're giving her all of your money and time
I'm not gonna sit here wasting mine on you, yeah, you
Ciao adios, I'm done
Ciao adios, I'm done
Ciao adios, I'm done
You keep dancing and go back to back with Wanda who’s also singing along. You then turn to Nat and she grabs your hand and makes you do a little spin. 
After three, after four times
Why did I bother?
Tell me how many more times
Does it take to get smarter?
Don't need to deny the hurt and the lies
And all of the things you did to me
I swear, I know you did
And now you take her out in your fancy car
And make out in the rain
And when she rings you up
She know where you are
But I know differently
Now she sings along when you play guitar
Making brand new memories
Hope you treat her better than you treated me
You go up to Tony and he starts dancing around you busting out some dad moves. You laugh and keep on singing and dancing.
I'm onto you, yeah you
I'm not your number one
I saw you with her
Kissing and having fun
If you're giving her all of your money and time
I'm not gonna sit here wasting mine on you, yeah, you
Ciao adios, I'm done (I'm done)
Ciao adios, I'm done (no, no, no, no)
Ciao adios, I'm done
If you're giving her all of your money and time
I'm not gonna sit here wasting mine on you, yeah, you
Ciao adios, I'm done
And now you take her out in your fancy car
And make out in the rain
And when she rings you up
She know where you are
But I know differently
Now she sings along when you play guitar
Making brand new memories
Hope you treat her better than you treated me
You walk back to the stage as you sing and step up. You put the mic back into place and sing the last part of the song.
I'm onto you, yeah you
I'm not your number one
I saw you with her (with her)
Kissing and having fun (and fun)
If you're giving her all of your money and time
I'm not gonna sit here wasting mine on you, yeah, you
Ciao adios, I'm done (I'm done)
Ciao adios, I'm done (you get on with your life, I'll get on with my life)
Ciao adios, I'm done
If you're giving her all of your money and time
I'm not gonna sit here wasting mine on you, yeah, you
Ciao adios, I'm done
When you’re done people are clapping and cheering and you look to your friends to see them all smiling. You look at everyone and make a little mock bow and when you straighten you see Loki sitting on the same couch as before. But this time he’s looking at you and he’s laughing, not smiling and cheering but actually laughing.
You look back at your friends and say “Thank you, thank you” with a smile on your face. You continue , “I wanted to dedicate this song to my boyfriend Steve” you point at him.
“In case it wasn’t clear enough, i wanted to tell you that i saw you with Sharon”. You could hear a pin drop. No one was talking and all eyes were on you. This is what you wanted, to humiliate him as much as he did you. And what better way to do it than publicly? Oh but you weren’t done.
You could see Steve's face going pale and nobody knew where to look, if at you or at him. Tony look ready to murder him as did Rhody, Pepper, Peter and Bruce. Thor, Clint and Vision looked shocked. But Bucky, Sam, Nat and Wanda looked guilty.
Your heart breaks a little more when you realize they knew. You can’t really blame Bucky and Sam for not telling you, they were Steve's friends after all. But you thought the girls were your friends, that they would have told you. Apparently you overestimated that friendship.
You keep on smiling and continue “So… I’m breaking up with you. Hope she was a good fuck and wasn’t uncomfortable with the fact that you were once in love with her aunt”. You do a dramatic pause and make a little disgusted face. “Anyway, if I’m lucky i´ll never see you again. Have a great life!”
And with that, you walk off the stage and make your way to your friends. Steve is rooted to the spot and his face is red with embarrassment. You walk up to him, look him straight in the eye and give him an evil smile. He gulps and opens his mouth as if he’s about to say something and then closes it. He does is two more times and still nothing comes out.
You turn to your group and look at Wand and Nat, who can’t seem to be able to look you in the eye. You sigh and say: “Who want enemies when they can have you as their best friends right?”. They look up then and start talking. Telling you how sorry they are and to please forgive them. You raise your hand to silence them and they do.
You go to your aunt and uncle who look like there should be smoke coming out of their ears and say: “I’m gonna stay in a hotel for the night, can’t stand to be here anymore”. Tony scrunches his eyebrows and look at you like you’re crazy.
“Hell no. You’re staying here. We can find him another room to sleep in but you’re not leaving. If anyone’s leaving is Mr. Star-spangled over there” he practically screams the last part as he points at Steve.  
You take a deep breath and hug him. It takes him by surprise but he puts his arms around you. “I appreciate it uncle Tony but i can’t stay at the compound, it just hurts too much” you say as you let go. Turning to your aunt you hug her as well and say: “Thank you for everything but I quit”.
The moment those words leave your mouth everyone starts talking at the same time telling you how crazy you are and to think about it. You just smile at them and tell them you already made up your mind. “I'm gonna go pack a bag and ask Happy to take me to a hotel nearby. Please make sure he doesn’t follow” you say as you point to a still red-faced Captain America. 
With that you turn around and leave. The room is silent for a few seconds before you hear your friends all screaming at Steve. You look around for a second and notice that Loki is staring at you with a smirk on his face. When you look him in the eye he raises his glass at you ant takes a sip. 
You give him a small smile and walk through the doors towards the elevator.  
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rattyoakenbitch · 4 years
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karate kid: “because of you” ₊˚ ⸝  johnny x reader
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❝but it can all get a lil’ crazy, unless there’s something to hold onto. for me, that was true love.❞
gif credit: n/a song: lana del rey - because of you
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pairings: johnny lawrence (1984) x reader
warnings: angst, language, mentions of sex, themes of depression, the overuse of the word ‘baby’ lmfaooo
summary: despite johnny’s reputation, you still weren’t expecting him, your first and only, to be unfaithful. but you were only a blind fool in love, after all.
“.. What the hell is going on here?”
You stood back on the beach overlook with your friend, watching the scene unravel before your eyes.
Below you, there Johnny was, along with his little Cobra Kai gang. The small crowd of teenagers around him shouted and cheered as he brawled with a smaller kid in a red sweater, who was obviously getting his ass beat. 
“Dammit, Johnny, stop!” 
A familiar high pitched, girlish scream caught your attention. Your eyes scanned the crowd until they stopped on Ali, who you knew to be Johnny’s old flame. Despite them being over for a while now, you knew Johnny still had feelings for her. But it was something you buried in the back of your mind. You were too in love with Johnny to acknowledge or care about the fact that he hasn’t moved on. 
Now, watching what was happening, you didn’t know what to think or how to feel. You’ve barely talked to Johnny at all over the week, and now you find him here?
Instead of intervening and chasing after Johnny, you gestured for your friend to follow you back to the car and head elsewhere. She didn’t protest and based on the heartbroken expression on your face, she knew better than to question you. Now was not the time to talk it through. 
Since that night, things were not the same. You explained your situation to your parents who were aware of your relationship, or now former relationship with Johnny. Johnny would call a few times a day, but you never bothered to pick up. His calls started to get more and more frequent, so you ended up blocking his number. Because of this, you started to fall out with the Cobra Kais, who you made good friends with because of your relationship with Johnny. So knowing you’d run into them at school, you stopped attending and would spend the days locked up in your room, only going out to use the bathroom or get something from the kitchen. By now, Johnny knew something was up, and went as far as to pick a fight with your dad whenever he’d drop by your house, asking to see you.
“Come on! I just wanna see Y/N, dammit!”
“She’s none of your business anymore, young man. Now get the hell off my property!”
“Man, fuck you! Let me see her! I need to talk to her!”
“You have three seconds, Mr Lawrence!”
“Y/N, I know you’re in there! I know you can hear me!”
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The days became gloomier and gloomier. Weeks had passed and you hadn’t talked to anybody. You shut everyone out and would spend the days alone in your bed, wallowing in your own self pity.
How could you be so foolish?
To think you could be the one to fix Johnny. 
To think he loved you as much as you loved him.
To think he would want a future with you as much as he wanted your clothes off.
But the reality hit you; you were just a rebound. And you let him use you. It was all your fault. 
An overwhelming feeling of nausea and anxiety overtook you. You jumped off your bed and ran to the bathroom, pushing open the toilet lid and vomiting. You flushed the contents down and got to your feet to straighten yourself up. You looked at yourself in the mirror, your eyes widening in disbelief. You didn’t even recognize your reflection.. The person looking back at you was a stranger.
You lifted your hand up to touch your face as you analyzed your appearance. You had dark bags under your bloodshot eyes, your hair disheveled, skin pale and dry. 
“That’s just great.”
Sighing, you stooped down to the sink to rinse your mouth out and splash water on your face. As soon as you were finished, you flicked the light switch and trailed back to your room. However, you were stopped in your tracks by the sound of your father’s voice. 
“Y/N..? Oh, wow.. Wow, girl, I haven’t seen you in days.. How are you feeling now?” He stared down at you, searching your empty face for answers. You avoided his gaze, crossing his arms and looking down at your feet. He sighed, “The school called. You need to return by this Monday.”
You felt your heart sink. You looked up at him, opening your mouth to speak until he cut you off.
“I know you’re still healing but... This isn’t good for you. When you get back to school, you’ll at least get to hang out with your friends again, right?” You weakly shrugged, causing him to let out another heavy sigh. He patted your shoulder. “It’ll get better and soon, you’ll be back to your normal self!”
“What day is it?” you asked.
“It’s Sunday..”
You groaned, “Oh, gosh.” 
“Hey, hey, hey, you’ll be fine.”
You rolled your eyes. “Yeah, definitely. I’ll run into my ex and his little posse, who I ghosted, and then have to explain to my friends why I look and feel like shit. Great. Thanks dad,” you scoffed sarcastically, and stormed off into your room, slamming it shut.
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Today was the today. Exasperatingly, you dragged yourself out of bed, showered, brushed your teeth, and tied up your hair into a long braid that cascaded down your back. You figured you’d put on a bit of concealer to hide your dark circles, and topped that off by applying dark red lipstick. You dressed yourself in a white shirt, the collar sticking out of the green sweater you layered on top of it. You matched that with a white pleated skirt that stopped mid thigh, and slipped on a pair of black knee high socks. 
Finished with your look, you shrugged on your backpack and headed downstairs, putting on your Mary Janes before pulling open the front door. You ignored your mom’s calls and ran out to the driveway, about to get into your vehicle to head to school. However, the plans seemed to change when a familiar red car idling on your street caught your attention. 
Your heart began to thump loudly in your chest when you met Johnny’s burning gaze as he waited for you in the car. Knowing how stubborn and persistent he was, you immediately gave up and got into the car, slamming the door shut. 
“All right, so you gonna explain where the hell you’ve been?” Anger and rancor dripped off his voice. You knew this would happen.
Turning to look him in the eye, you treated him with the same attitude. “Oh, that’s just golden! Where have I been? No, Johnny, where the hell have you been? I was trying to reach you for over a week until I found you at the beach with Ali.. Not to mention you were picking on that poor kid.”
As soon as you mentioned Ali, Johnny’s demeanor changed. He laid back into his seat, his jaw clenched. He was caught. 
“Did you seriously think I wouldn’t find out?”
When he wouldn’t reply, you broke the silence. “I don’t wanna argue with you right now, let alone talk to you. Now just drive me to school or I’ll be late.”
He scoffed. “Since when did you care about being late? You were absent for more than a week!”
“Jeez, wonder why,” you retorted. “You know what? This was a mistake.” You pushed open the car door, about to step out, when Johnny gripped your wrist, pulling you back. 
“Wait, don’t go,” he said softly, begging you to stay. Worry filled his big baby blue eyes as he waited on your decision. “Please, Y/N.” You could never say no to him, especially when he was giving you that look. You got back into the car and shut the door, but faced away from Johnny. You swatted away his hand, causing him to recoil and put both hands on the wheel. 
“If we’re gonna talk, let’s not do it here,” you said.
After that, you both stayed silent as he started the car, driving off to wherever. As you drew nearer to your destination, the surroundings started to look more and more familiar. It hit you; this is where you and Johnny had your first kiss, and maybe a little more than just that.. You found yourself smiling at the memories. Then again, maybe some things are just better as memories. 
You were laid beside Johnny on his car, watching the sunset. When the sun went down, instead of heading back home, you ended up stargazing together. You both entirely forgot about your surroundings and the time, getting lost in conversation. Conversation turned into kissing, which eventually lead to something much more heated. 
“You’re so damn beautiful, baby. I can’t believe you’re all mine,” Johnny hummed, beaming and grinning widely. You giggled, continuing to pepper his pretty face with kisses.
“Well, you better believe it then, babe,” you said in between kisses. “Cause I’m not going anywhere.” 
Johnny sighed in satisfaction, pulling you closer to him. “Good, I wouldn’t have it any other way.” Johnny managed to catch your lips, capturing you in a deep, passionate and loving kiss. He held you tightly against him as you straddled his lap like his life depended on it. 
Johnny pulled over, snapping you back into reality. You overlooked the city as he shut off the car engine with a heavy sigh, preparing himself for whatever was to come out of this conversation.
“So? You got anything to say for yourself, Lawrence?”
He took a moment to think, before opening his mouth to speak. 
“Y/N.. I’m sorry. I fucked up big time.” You scoffed at that, rolling your eyes and looking away from Johnny. “I’m sorry! I really am! I know I shouldn’t have gone after Ali when I had you.”
“Had,” you pointed out, chuckling.
“Oh, just listen to me, will ya? I told you I’m sorry and I admit to my mistakes!”
“And lemme guess; you’re telling me all this just now because Ali once again rejected you?” Johnny stayed silent, a sheepish and guilty look on his face. You groaned, “For fucks sake, Johnny. Do you ever mean the things you say? This was a complete waste of my time.”
“I didn’t wanna lose you, Y/N.”
“If you’re still loving Ali, then you’ve already lost me.”
“Yeah, thanks for stating the obvious. You ghosted me! At least I tried to make things right between us instead of running away!”
“You really are an awful person, Johnny Lawrence. My friends were right about you-” you blurted out. Your throat ached as you tried to keep yourself together. “You’re really nothing but a player! There is no ‘us’. You don’t give a damn about me. You never did. So just drop the act and take me to school,” you whispered the last part, not wanting Johnny to hear your voice break. But he could easily see through your anger and sense the sadness in your voice.
You faced the opposite direction from Johnny. 
“Please look at me,” Johnny said after a while. You refused to glance his way, your eyes fixed on your fingers as you anxiously twiddled them together. The rage built up inside of you and the thoughts fueled by heartbreak, you kept to yourself. You wanted to be strong. You didn’t want to show Johnny how much he truly hurt you. But all that was gone when tears began to stream down your face. 
“Oh, Y/N, please don’t cry. I’m sorry, I-” Johnny trailed off, his voice cracking. He felt so lost. He had never been faced with a situation like this, even with Ali. And he’s never seen you cry before. You were always tough and strong in front of him, and to see you bawl like this, he thought it really must be that bad. 
“Don’t apologize unless you really mean it,” you sniffled. “Don’t make it worse than it already is.”
“Then I’m gonna keep apologizing because I mean it! With all my heart, Y/N, I’m sorry. I never wanted to make you cry. I can’t stand seeing you like this because of me.”
You turned your face slightly towards Johnny’s direction, curiosity and hope sparking inside of you. 
“I was told that you don’t know what you have until it’s gone. And even if you leave after this, I’m not gonna hide the way I feel, Y/N. I’ve never felt this way about a girl. Even with Ali. That’s why I was confused at first, but I knew I wanted to make it work with you.” Johnny squeezes your hand in his significantly bigger ones. “I hated to admit it at first, but I was and am smitten with you. You cross my mind everyday, and every song reminds me of you. And- And even if you shut me out after this.. If you go, I’ll stay. Even when you fall out of love, I just want you to know I’ll always have feelings for you.”
You didn’t know what to say after Johnny’s confession. You had all these emotions; betrayal, heartbreak, anger, confusion. They clouded your mind. You didn’t know how to properly react. 
“Do you really mean that?”
Johnny chuckles sadly, “I may be a douche, but I’m not a liar.”
You leaned back into your seat, replaying everything that just happened in your head. Johnny’s confessions, his declaration of love for you. You knew Johnny had a rough life and wasn’t one to be open about his feelings. And you also knew you loved that boy, even after the pain he caused you. Did you really wanna risk it and be with him? 
After being silent for a while, the uncomfortable stillness in the air prompted Johnny to speak up. 
“You- I- I’ll just.. I can take you home. Wherever-”
“No! Wait, don’t,” you placed your hand over Johnny’s before he got the chance to start the car. You locked eyes with him, your heart beat beginning to speed up suddenly. You were stuck on what to do at that moment. 
“Oh, fuck it,” you thought to yourself, and cupped Johnny’s face, bringing him closer to you. Now without the support of your hands, you were caught off balance and ended up stumbling atop Johnny. And in the heat of the moment, you crashed your lips to his. Okay, that was totally intentional. 
Johnny didn’t waste a second and immediately kissed you back, holding you steady above him. You really didn’t want to, but you had to break the kiss for air, giving Johnny the chance to let out breathy words.
“Fuck, I’ve missed you so much, baby.”
You pressed your forehead to his and wrapped your arms around his shoulders while you tangled your fingers in his hair. He cupped your face, placing gentle little kisses on your nose.
“Nothing bad is gonna happen to us, baby, I promise.”
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Guess what? I’m re-binge-reading Good Omens. And here are some Obervations that I forgot about and some things I might put in fics. Also things I found funny. Basically my dumb commentary on the book.
Crowley actually flees Sister Mary. He doesn’t saunter vaguely away. He flees.
Ligur is rather more thoughtful than he’s portrayed in the show
Anathema likes to read about herself, and her teachers are confused because she spells words like Agnes Nutter
Crowley apologizes
By page 41, it is mentioned at least twice that Aziraphale and Crowley Do Not choose each other’s company for any reason other than that they are constants, that they have an Arrangement, and that they are Friends because being Enemies got boring.
Aziraphale blushes!!!!!!
The Drunk Scene is fuckin hilarious and it’s actually a lot longer than it is in the show, and really you ought to read it. (Book pages 47-50)
My mom (who has a PhD in human development) would probably like to talk to Crowley about upbringing because they seem to agree on how important it is
War has always looked 25, and had a vulture that died of fatty degeneration
Pollution is very cleverly compared to actual pollution
Warlock has Kermit the frog overalls, and Nanny Ashtoreth is described as someone who “advertises unspecified but strangely explicit services in certain magazines”. The tutors are present for about four paragraphs. Warlock is good at math and likes banana flavored bubblegum.
Crowley has a slice of angel cake. Aziraphale eats it. Aziraphale also eats deviled eggs. Hm.
Crowley calls Aziraphale angel casually enough to suggest he’s been doing it for a long time
Some girl at Warlock’s party calls Aziraphale a f*ggot
Crowley glares suspiciously at a gerbil. It is suggested that Hell has, in the past, sent hell-gerbils in place of hellhounds.
“Oh dear,” muttered Aziraphale, not swearing with the practiced ease of one who has spent six thousand years not swearing, and who wasn’t going to start now.
Adam and his friends play in a place called The Pit, where shopping carts go to die, apparently
Crowley is the first one to mention sides in the book!??!? Also Crowley goes on about how humans are more evil than Hell (but he calls himself evil—is he calling himself human already?)
Aziraphale yells “get off the road, you clown!”
“What’s a velvet underground?” *love confession???* “you wouldn’t like it”
Aziraphale is a bit rude to Crowley in the “flashes of love” scene and Crowley is less panicked about it
Crowley glares at the Bentley and it fixes itself
Anathema’s bike is called Phaeton
COULD THEY ACT ANY MORE MARRIED OH MY GOD
Aziraphale speaks like. Like ugh. “FlOUndeR on tHe rOcKS of inEquiTY”
“Thirty seconds later someone shot both of them. With incredible accuracy.” *cuts to a random pleasant story about Mary Hodges* *cuts back to where Aziraphale has fallen into a rhododendron and Crowley licks the paint before he knows it’s paint* dumbasses
Crowley does not slam Aziraphale into the wall
Crowley is actually pretty impatient and doesn’t argue with Aziraphale when he’s worried
“Nothing but dust and fundamentalists” “that was nasty” “sorry, couldn’t help it”
When the radio sings “Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,” Crowley sings “for me” and then screams
Crowley asks Aziraphale if he’ll keep in touch, and Aziraphale doesn’t say tickety-boo, and then Crowley says “right” and feels very alone
the international express man is small and has glasses, and wears green woolen socks
The sword, which turns out to be Aziraphale’s, is described as having an aura of hatred and menace, which makes me think of how it could’ve gotten that aura from Heaven or from humanity or from War...
In the book Pepper has red hair and freckles, which makes it a cool comparison to War’s appearance and the defeat of War
Adam is excellent at slouching, apparently
Occasionally, as Aziraphale reads the book, he would very nearly swear
“He wouldn’t have said ‘that’s weird’ if a flock of sheep had cycled past playing violins.”
“If you had told him there were children starving in Africa he would’ve been flattered that you’d noticed.”
“...that he was English, that he was intelligent, and that he was gayer than a tree full of monkeys on nitrous oxide.” (151)
Wensleydale watches David Attenborough programs
Shadwell’s voice is described as “the color of an old raincoat” and seems to fake smoking cigarettes
Aziraphales cocoa is moldy and solidified by the time he calls Arthur Young, and has a thin layer of dust on himself too
Newt says that the walls look like nicotine and the floor looks like cigarette ash, and he suspects both are, actually, coated with these substances
Newt looks a bit like Clark Kent, and people seem to like Shadwell for some reason, much to his annoyance.
Aziraphale calls Shadwell “dear boy” on the phone
Agnes Nutter called God a daft old fool #goals
Adam is wayyyy too good at video games
Smelling Anathema’s perfume makes Newt uncomfortable
Adam suggests that Pepper ought to have Russia cause of her red hair (huh)
Anathema and Newt actually have decent conversations?? Like?? Show??? C’mon, man. The show kinda butchered their relationship.
Trees, apparently, make a ‘vvrooooommm’ sound when they grow very fast
“He suspected that Crowley was from the Mafia, or the underworld, although he would have been surprised how right he nearly was.” Shadwell also thought Aziraphale was a Russian spy. Wow, Shadwell.
Aziraphale calls Crowley and actually says “shut up” to him, and then when the answering machine beeps, he tells Crowley to “stop making noises” and then he swears for the first time ever.
The fuckin’ footnote on page 227
“A sleek computer was the sort of thing Crowley felt that the sort of human he tried to be would have.” I like the word choice here. He’s not pretending to be a human, he’s trying to be one. That’s a really important distinction.
It never actually says what Crowley does to his plants.
Crowley’s flat is very white. Wow, Crowley. It just looks dark because of the lighting. Heaven imagery and symbolism out my ears, goddammit.
Why does Hell say Crowley’s name so much when talking to him?? Honestly, I think that’s an intentional dig at his chosen name, using it in their speech to scare him. Wow, Hell. (And wow, Finn, excellent sentence)
Whenever the book says something is shaped like something, it definitely isn’t that thing. “man-shaped” “dog-shaped” “car-shaped��... makes it pretty obvious they aren’t men, dogs, or cars, huh.
The code to Crowley’s safe is 4004. The year he “slithered onto this stupid, marvelous planet”... and the year he met Aziraphale, of course. Denial ain’t just a river in Egypt, Crowley, my dude.
Crowley consideres sticking Hastur into his car until he turns into Freddie Mercury but then decides even he isn’t that cruel
Actual text that I feel like nobody really agrees with: “Madame Tracy was by many yardsticks quite stupid”
“Do I look like I run a bookshop?” “...imagine me out of uniform, sir, and what kind of man would you see before you? Honestly?” “A prat.”
I’m crying. The fucking bookshop fire scene made me fucking cry. I’m literally crying.
“...on all fours in the blazing bookshop, Crowley cursed Aziraphale, and the ineffable plan, and Above, and Below.” “The police and firemen looked at him, saw the expression on his face, and stayed exactly where they were.” “...a crack of thunder so loud it hurt....” *the sound of Finley sobbing into their cat*
The shortest biker in the cafe thing is 6′2, what the fuck
War, Famine, Pollution, and Pop Trivia 1962-1979
“Pollution removed his helmet and shook out his long white hair. He had taken over when Pestilence, muttering about penicillin, had retired in 1936. If only the old boy had known what opportunities the future had held.” HMMMMMMMMMMM
“There were no bitches in Hell either.” I know it’s talking about female dogs, but I rather thought Hell was full of bitches.
“Why are you talking like a poofter?” “Ah. Australia.”
“gOsh, aM i on teLEviSiON?” (Basically Aziraphale gets passionate about stuff and likes to talk).
Crowley is actually an optimist and doesn’t dwell too much on how sucky the world is. He doesn’t go get smashed in a bar. He just finds Aziraphale’s notes in the book and heads to Tadfield. And also, his new pair of sunglasses just... materializes out of his eyes. And he likes to whistle.
“Death and Famine and War and Pollution continued biking to Tadfield. And Grievous Bodily Harm, Cruelty to Animals, Things Not Working Properly Even After You’ve Given Them A Good Thumping But Secretly No Alcohol Lager, and Really Cool People traveled with them.”
“on top of the pile a rather large octopus waved a languid tentacle at them. The sergeant resisted the temptation to wave back.” Honestly dude, if an octopus waved at me I’d wave back.
Wait Agnes was apparently talking to Shadwell and not God when she said yowe daft old foole. I dunno
Madame Tracy: You old silly. Shadwell: 
Aziraphale does not know how to get rid of demons. Canonically. “Had never done other to get rid of demons than to hint to them very strongly that he, Aziraphale, had some work to be getting on with, and wasn’t it getting late? And Crowley always got the hint.”
The road to Hell is paved with frozen door to door salesmen, apparently. The question is where it is, because the demons always seem to just stem out of the ground.
“Heigh ho,” said Anthony Crowley, and just drove anyway. I love this sentence during that scene. 
I bet Hastur gets really mad whenever he hears Aziraphale’s voice from now on
Crowley isn’t breathing the entire burning Bentley scene
ADAM. SAID. “But I reckon you can make your own side” AND WE FUCKIN IGNORED IT?
The temperature above the M25 was simultaneously 700ºC and -140ºC which makes me think of something I read about magenta not being real. The M25 is magenta.
I feel like “Agnes” is just going to become an inside joke between Anathema and Newt at this point, and it will drive Crowley insane because he knows who she is but somehow still doesn’t get the joke.
I’m six inches taller than R.P. Tyler, and apparently according to the back sleeve of the book jacket, I’m very similar in height to Neil Gaiman
R.P. Tyler thought Shadwell was a ventriloquist’s dummy, and then sees cows doing somersaults
“That’s terrific. Much obliged,” said Crowley. — “Funny weather we’re having, isn’t it?” “Is it? I hadn’t noticed.” “Probably because your car is on fire.” .... Also the fact that Crowley looks like a young man which I find interesting.
“The Four Button-Pressers of the Apocalypse”
“Where is Armageddon, anyway?” “I’ve always meant to look that up.” “There’s an Armageddon, Pennsylvania”
Famine is the one that says “that’s one big avocado”, and also, I find it interesting that War, more than once, talks about love. (All is fair in love and war much?)
Anathema threatens the guard with a stick, pretending it’s a gun
Aziraphale, of course, asks Crowley to sort it out because he, Aziraphale, is “the nice one” and then proceeds to sort it out himself. Because of course he does. Because what else could he possibly do.
I just ADORE THIS BOOK OKAY
I’M PROBABLY GOING TO READ IT AGAIN IN A MONTH
Aziraphale and Crowley are so fuckin married I can’t
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rosemary-writes · 3 years
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What are you afraid to see?: Part 4
(Dwayne x GN! Reader)
AN: I’m sorry this took so long. College is really rough at the moment
Word count: 1.9k
Warnings: none
“Wait, I almost forgot to tell you my address.” you quickly said before either of you could hang up. Quickly you told him your address and on the other line you heard the sounds of pen on paper.
“Got it.” he replied and quietly said goodbye. You could hear the line click. Gently, you set the phone back on the receiver and turned to your guests.
“So, something tells me that you have a hot date later.” Richard said with a beaming face.
“It’s nothing serious. Most likely, we will simply go to the boardwalk.” you replied, going to the kitchen to grab some cups. You could see Richard nudge Alice.
“If it’s nothing serious, then would you mind if I gave him my number?” Richard asked, walking over to the kitchen counter. You whipped around and gave him a glare, “Don’t.”
“They waited almost a week for him to call.” Alice said, putting some tapes on the table.
“You waited that long?” Ruth asked, looking at you from the fridge. You nodded. “Honestly, if it was me, I would’ve gone and found someone else.” She said, peering around. You rolled your eyes.
“Well, I think he’s very handsome and nice.” you replied, going into the living room. You set the glasses down on the table and went to your tv to mess around with it.
“Just because he’s nice and handsome, doesn’t mean he is a good person.” Chris interjected from the couch. There were hums of agreement though the house.
“Well, I will be able to figure that out, later tonight.” You responded.
“We could shadow your date. Y’know, in case he turns out to be an asshole.” Richard said, sitting next to Chris.
“You could. I won’t interject because I can’t control you.” You replied. A smile reappeared on your face as you finally got the tv on the correct setting.
Chris whispered to Richard and the girls came back to the living room.
“Okay, the tv is ready for vhs and we can eat or drink whatever we want.” you said, standing up,“However, tonight I will not allow drinking.”
The room erupted into groans of disapproval.
“Thankfully, I brought good movies and good snacks.” Richard said. You smiled as you picked up the rented films.
“Yes, Rich, I can tell you brought good movies. I also can tell that you want us to watch Labyrinth for the thousandth time.” you said as you carefully put the vhs down. He quickly began to sputter about how he liked the plot.
“It's okay Richard. You can say you like to watch it because of David Bowie’s tight fitting pants.” Ruth commented. You smiled and continued to look over. After a while you all decided to start with a recent movie.
You set it up and went to turn off the lights. All of you decided to get all bunched up on the couch and there was a mutual agreement to add comments when necessary. Richard eventually squeezed his way next to you.
About half way through, Chris spoke up about the film.
“Y’know, I saw a kid that looked just like Corey Feldman.” he said, grabbing a soda can off of the floor.
“You so did not.” Ruth replied from next to Alice.
“I so did too! He works at that little comic shop.” Chris said looking at Ruth.
“Do you mean the one thats run by those two brothers?” Richard asked, turning his head towards Chris.
“Yes! They hardly ever talk to someone unless they have intense comic book knowledge.” Chris said, turning his body toward Richard.
“Oh my gosh, I know exactly who you're talking about! They once grilled me about a comic I was going to buy for your birthday.” Richard replied.
“Did you tell them that you knew nothing about it and that it was for a friend?” Ruth asked, peering over.
“No, I left because I felt like an idiot.” Richard mumbled.
“Why did you let them embarrass you? They’re like twelve years old, man.” Chris said with a hint of laughter at the end of his sentence. Richard groaned and buried his face into a cushion.
“Oh come on, they can’t be that bad.” You interjected, looking over at Chris.
“They are!” Richard cried, moving his face from the cushion. “I’ve never felt so embarrassed in my life. All because I didn’t know which comic was which.” he said, rolling his eyes.
You kept the random comic book store in mind for another time.
“Okay, can we continue the movie?” You asked and everyone agreed. Then Alice had to put in her two cents about getting tired.
--
After a few movies and many minutes later, you had to get ready to meet Dwayne.
“Are you sure about going out this late with a guy you’ve only met once?” Richard asked, while cleaning up your living room with Chris. You were in the kitchen with Alice, cleaning off some plates.
“Well, you were the one that encouraged me to go on the date with your whimsical motions.” You replied.
“I think what he means is, are you going to be safe? There are a lot of missing people lately and we are in California.” Alice said, drying off a plate.
Oh yeah, there was that. That made you stop and think for a moment.
“Uh, well, I guess I hadn’t thought of that.” You said, setting a plate down in the soapy water.
“No! Don’t say that to them! It’s too late to get cold feet!” Ruth snapped, jolting from the couch. You turned to her and watched her pull something out from her purse.
“I’m going to give you these.” She said, pulling out pepper spray and a long nail file. “When I go on dates with people I've hardly met, I always take these incase the situation goes sour.” She continued, setting them down on the counter.
“I won’t take no for an answer, you are going to keep these on you.” She said seriously. You looked at the items and dried your hands.
“I guess I'll put these in my jacket pocket when he picks me up.” You said, going to inspect the objects. The nail filer was long and sharp. It looked like a miniature knife. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Richard say something to Chris.
“It’s 10:11, you should go freshen up.” Alice said, coming behind you.
“Yeah, I don’t want him to think I lazed about all day.” you said, going to your bedroom. You changed your clothes and pulled out one of your favorite jackets. The pockets were deep and they had buttons on a little flap so no one could pickpocket you. You grabbed it and then headed over to your bathroom.
You brushed your teeth, washed your face, and made yourself look nice. When you decided you looked nice, you exited the bathroom and went back into the living room.
Your friends were all gathering their things to leave and were quietly talking amongst themselves.
“So what are you guys going to be doing for the rest of the night?” you asked, slipping on your shoes.
“I don’t know, I have to pack up my stuff to go back home for the summer.” Richard said, zipping up his jacket. You hummed at the idea. You were going to miss them when they went home. Alice lived the closest to Santa Carla, but she was still a ways out.
You looked over at the clock again and it read 10:20. Ruth mumbled something about grabbing late night snacks. You went over to the counter top and grabbed the nail file and pepper spray. Carefully, you placed them into the pockets and buttoned them up.
“We’re going to head out. Call us when you get in and I want to know all of the details about your fancy date.” Richard said, grabbing his keys.
“Don’t worry, I’ll tell you everything about it.” You said, as they all stood up to leave. Everyone said their goodbyes and they left in their separate cars. You sighed and went to go sit on your couch. Your mind began to drift back to what Richard said. If he was a bad person then you had a way to defend yourself.
You bit your lip in anticipation. You really hoped he wasn’t horrible. Carefully, you reached to pull out the nail file. You were carefully inspecting it and noticed how it looked more like a small knife. As you were looking over it, you heard the sounds of a motorcycle pull up in your driveway. You put the file back into your pocket, grabbed your house key and wallet, and put them in the pocket as well.
Awkwardly, you stood in your living room. You anticipated going out to meet him but that thought was cut off with a few knocks on the door. You walked over to the door and gently opened it to be met with Dwayne.
“Hey.” You said, as a smile crept onto your face. You noticed how he had a necklace on with seashells.
“Good evening, it’s nice to know that I got the address correct.” He said, looking you up and down. The small action made you a bit self conscious but it went away as he spoke again.
“So, where would you like to go?” He asked, moving to walk to his bike. You closely followed him.
“I was thinking about the boardwalk. If that’s alright with you?” you asked. He turned around to look at you.
“Yeah, the boardwalk is fine. I can show you the good things.” He answered.
“Good, I’ve only been there once or twice.” you replied and Dwayne smiled at you. He sat on his bike and turned to you, “Well, come hop on.”
You walked over to his bike and sat down behind him. As he started it up, you wrapped your arms around him.
“Please be careful.” You said as he began to drive. You could feel him chuckle at that. Before you could blink, he sped out of your neighborhood. Your grip on him tightened as he began to head to the boardwalk.
It was exhilarating if you were being honest with yourself. Dwayne wasn’t going too fast and you were thankful for that. You had never ridden on a motorcycle before so this was new.
As he drove, you noticed how the night felt different. Maybe it was because you were going on a date and you had first date jitters. You couldn’t tell and part of you wanted to keep the mystery to it.
Dwayne stopped at a red light and you leaned forward to talk.
“So, how long have you been driving this bike?” you asked as the wind started to pick up.
“For a while, I guess. I can’t exactly remember when I started driving it.” he replied, as the light turned green. You didn’t continue the conversation since you didn’t want him to get in a wreck.
Dwayne continued to drive carefully and at a decent speed. After a few more minutes, you two arrived at the boardwalk. He parked his bike and gently helped you off. You thought it was sweet that he was being such a gentleman.
“So, what would you like to do first?” He asked, standing next to you.
“I don’t know. You probably know your way around here better than me.” you answered.
He chuckled and held out his arm for you to take. You hesitated for a second before you took his arm.
“Have you ever played one of the games?” He asked as you two began to walk.
“I tried a few but, I never actually won anything.” You replied.
He chuckled, “Well, I can win you something. If you’d like that?” He asked.
You smiled, “Yeah, that would be nice.”
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lu-undy · 3 years
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I'm not sure if you've already written something like this, but what about Spy showing Sniper his face for the first time?
Here it is!
"Mh…"
"Mornin' gorgeous." 
Spy smiled as he felt Sniper's lips on his back, peppering kisses there. The taller man was spooning him, his hands slid along the Frenchman's slim silhouette, on his pyjamas. 
"Sniper…"
"Let me just…" The Aussie's hands had laced up to Spy's collar. He undid the first few buttons before he pulled down the shirt, freeing Spy's shoulders to kiss them. His rough hands touched the porcelain white skin and his lips gently grazed it, slowly melting from here to there. Spy lowered his head and closed his eyes, feeling Sniper on his back now. Their legs slid against each other's, under the blanket. 
"S-Sniper…" 
"Don't worry, I won't remove it." He whispered back, pushing the edges of the mask up to reach further up Spy's back. He kissed and nipped, gently. "Gosh, you're so soft." 
Spy smiled, his eyes still closed, and he bit his lip. 
"You of all people should know it by now." He answered before he heard Sniper chuckle behind him. 
"Spook?" 
"Oui?" 
"Will you let me see your face one day?" 
Spy opened his eyes and frowned. 
"I… Do not know." He rolled to face Sniper and the Aussie slid his hands to the Frenchman's masked face. 
"I'm sure you look gorgeous under that thing." 
"Merci, but…" Spy averted his gaze. "I do not think it is a good idea. Not at all."
"Oh, ok… I-I mean we're alone here, the doors are closed and all, no one else would see you." 
"It is not about that." Spy answered. 
"What is it, then?" 
"A lot of things." He buried his face in Sniper's chest. "One of them is that you will realise that I am far older than you are, far more grey, tired and beaten up by life."
"No you're not. And even if you were, I couldn't care less."
"Sniper, I… I am not the arrogant womanizer that people see in me." 
"I know, you also like men." 
"That is not what I meant." 
"Oh?" 
Spy frowned harder and sighed. 
"I cannot show you my face, I am sorry." 
"It's… Ok, alright. I don't really get it but it's not worth fightin' over."
Spy raised his eyes to his lover. 
"What?" 
"All I'm sayin' is that well, I'd love to see you entirely but it's fine. I guess we can go on like that." 
"You have seen so much more about me, Sniper, I have lain naked in front and under you before." 
"I know but… It's odd that in your head you should hide your face more than your… y'know." 
"Well, people can recognise me with my face, not with what I have between my legs." 
"Yeah, I get it but… Still, a bit of a shame, I think." 
Sniper removed his hands from Spy's face and looked away. Silence fell in the Frenchman's room. The only noise was the tireless ticks and tocks of the alarm clock on the night table. 
"I am superstitious." Spy's voice slashed the silence. 
"What?" 
"I am superstitious." Spy repeated.
“What’s it got to do with what we were talkin’ about?”
“Everything.”
“Spook, you make no sense.”
“Of course, I do.” Spy closed his eyes out of annoyance. "You just do not understand."
"Tell me." 
Spy laid his head on Sniper's chest and took his large hand in both of his. 
"I thought it was only stories but I now fully believe it. Each time that I show my face to a person that is dear to my heart, they… They go away." 
Sniper's eyebrows jumped. 
"What?"
"It is a curse. Anyone I have shown my face to ends up leaving me, either just moving on away from me, or worse." Spy explained before he sat up on the bed, next to his lover. Sniper sat up too and laced an arm around Spy. 
"So you always wear it now, because you're scared it'll happen again?" 
"I remove it if I do not care about the person my heart chose." 
And Sniper understood that if Spy kept his mask on at all times with him, it was because the Aussie counted an awful lot to him.
"I… Hold on, you say that people went away as if they have left you in the past. How the hell could they leave you?" 
Spy lowered his head and sighed. 
"Because at some point, they discover who I am and… and it is better that way." Spy freed himself from his lover and stood up. He slipped on his dressing gown and locked himself up in his bathroom. 
Sniper watched him move away and sighed. He both found Spy's words ridiculous and heart-breaking. He wished he could do something to help. He scratched his naked chest and ruffled his hair on his head. 
Well, he should get up and make some coffee. That would give Spy some time to feel better maybe. 
Sniper got to his feet and grabbed his shirt that he put on, but kept open. He went to Spy's kitchen and got the cafetiere ready. He put two mugs next to it and started to gather the toasts and butter, from the fridge. He turned the radio on and let the chatter occupy his thoughts. 
When the coffee was ready and the smell gently floated in the Frenchman's suite, Sniper readied a pan and broke a couple of eggs in a bowl. He knew that Spy liked an omelette in the morning, so he got to work. After beating the eggs vigorously, he went to the fridge to take that goat cheese that his lover liked so much and added some to the mix before spreading it on the oiled pan. 
Sniper watched as the liquid eggs hardened while the goat cheese melted. Suddenly, the light switched off in the kitchen. He raised his head to the bulb and headed to the switch when a hand stopped his wrist. 
"Non, please." 
"What?"
"Don't turn the light on." Spy hugged his lover, and Sniper's pupils retracted to a dot as his eyes snapped wide. He didn't feel the fabric of Spy's mask on his chest, no. He felt Spy's skin, and even some of his hair. "Close your eyes." 
Sniper obeyed and felt Spy move away from him. 
"I will blindfold you."
"My eyes are closed, Spook."
"I don't want to risk it." Spy answered as he turned around Sniper, who felt a smooth cloth over his eyes. Spy was behind him tying the cloth. "Now…" He took Sniper's hands and stuck them on his face, one on each of his cheeks. 
The Aussie's eyebrows rose as he touched a face he wished he could do more than touch. He closed his eyes behind the blindfold and tried to project the image of what his curious digits were discovering. 
Eyebrows, eyelids, yeah, he knew those. Gosh, Sniper could feel the lines at the corner of Spy's eyes. He loved those. Whenever he smiled, they smiled with him. And the Aussie had the same too… 
Nose, mouth but oh my God, what was that…? Spy's hair… Rather short on the sides and behind his head as well, longer on top. So soft and straight, it flowed between Sniper's fingers like threads of silk.
His thumbs brushed Spy's forehead, his eyebrows and down his temples, his naked cheeks to end on his lover's lips. They were pursed up in a smile. 
"I-your hair feels amazin'." 
"Merci. It is grey at the front here…" Spy took Sniper's hand and guided him. "And on the temples, here and here. The rest struggles to stay black." 
"Gosh…" Sniper bit his lip. "I wish I could see it… And see you really. It's hard to imagine it all with just my hands touchin' you."
"I am sorry. I wish I could but…" 
"Hey, it's fine. It's ok." 
Spy put his hands flat on Sniper's, which were sandwiching his face. 
"I… I cannot afford to lose you. I know it is egotistic, but non. Y-you are… non." 
"Hey…?"
"I would rather lie to you about my face and live with the guilt of lying to you continuously, rather than risk losing you." 
"Love… I… I don't want to force you and I'm not forcin' you but you know I'm not gonna leave you. You know I don't care about what you look like, you could look horrible and I'd still stay, cause I don't just like you for your face. I just… You're such a good bloke, and a pleasure to live with."
"Sniper, I have heard these words a million times before and yet…"
"Mundy. Name's Mundy. I have only my parents, no siblings. They… They adopted me. They own a little farm in the Outback, nothin' big, just enough to pay the bills and keep them busy. I… When I was a kid, I was bad at school and dropped it as soon as I could. Been workin' with huntin' contracts ever since because Dad had shown me how to and there was nothing else I was half-decent at."
Spy frowned. 
"Why are you telling me all this?" 
"Because I want you to understand that I… I-I… I don't just stay with you to spend the nights and all… It's… What do I need to do for you to get it? I… I bloody love you!" Mundy burst out. "I won't leave you, I… If I could I'd stay with you forever!" 
"If you could?" Spy asked. 
"If… If… I was never the one who left anyone. I was always the one who got dumped."
"Why?" 
"Because people don't see themselves buildin' anything with me! I'm a weirdo who lives in a van, I don't have a house or a flat of my own, my address is still my parents'. It's-it's not like I have a normal job and a normal life and…" Sniper pulled Spy's head against his chest and held him close. "You're one of the very few blokes I really feel like… Like we can be a bit more than just what we are. I mean… It makes so much sense. No one gets it, you and me, but-but I feel it. I feel comfy with you, like you've always been with me and… Spook, please… What do I need to do for you to believe me?" 
Silence fell for a while and their embrace was intense. 
"I would love to believe you." The Frenchman said and felt one of Sniper's hands in his hair, his fingers between his locks and pressing him against his bare chest. 
"Why don't you?"
"I am scared… Mundy." 
"Don't be. I'm here." He bent his head down to kiss Spy's hair. "Gosh, even your hair smells of you." 
"Thank you."
"Spook…"
"Lucien." Spy answered, nuzzling in his lover's chest. "My name is Lucien. My parents left this world a long time ago and I have no other family left. My mother used to be a dressmaker, and my father, a lawyer. They lived in the South-West of France, where I was born and raised, under the sun, and between green and red grapes."
"Why're you tellin' me all this now?" 
"Because I am more scared than ever." 
"Why? I got you here, you're in my arms, nothin's gonna get to you."
"Oui but… Hold on." 
Lucien pushed himself away from his lover's embrace and Mundy felt the cloth around his eyes go. 
"C-can I open my eyes? You put your mask back?" 
"Oui." Lucien flipped the switch to turn the lights on. 
"Gosh, Spook!" Mundy slapped his hands on his face as soon as he realised that his lover had lied and he hadn't put his mask back on. "Bugger I nearly saw you!"
"Please…" Sniper felt his lover's hands on his wrists, pulling them down. 
"Spook…"
"Lucien." Spy corrected him and as he removed Sniper's hands from his face, he saw that the Aussie had kept his eyes closed. 
"But you said you didn't like it if I saw you." 
"I have changed my mind." 
"Why?" Mundy continued to speak with closed eyes. 
"Because of what you said." 
Mundy felt his lover's hands on his naked chest. He opened his eyes.
"Oh bloody hell… Look at you… You're…" 
His hands immediately went back to Lucien's face and touched again, stroking, brushing, grazing, his eyes darted left, right, up and down. 
"My God… H-how…?"
Lucien tried smiling, but not too much. He was very self conscious about his age showing in the million wrinkles on his face when he smiled. 
"What do you think - mh?!" 
Spy was surprised mid-sentence by his lover's lips. And the intensity, the force with which he was pulling his body and his hair, his very lips too into the kiss. The Frenchman almost felt his feet take off of the ground. 
"What was that about?" He asked, although being as breathless as his lover. 
"How could you ever think you're too old or ugly or whatever? You look better than in my dreams, you look… Y-you… I-I don't know what the word is, or even if the word exists or-or maybe there's a sentence or maybe an expression? Bloody hell, what am I sayin?!" Mundy's voice was high-pitched and broken, he was out of air and stopped to catch his breath for a while. "You're gorgeous, you're so beautiful, you're… How could people leave you after seein' your face, you look bloody fantastic." Mundy pulled his lover close and hugged him all over, ending with his cheek on top of Lucien's head. 
"Mundy…?"
The Aussie rolled his eyes and closed them in bliss, scratching his lover's head as he would a cat. 
"Say my name with that accent once more and we're gonna skip breakfast to go straight for lunch." He growled. 
"Mundy?"
"Gosh…" 
"May we still have breakfast?" 
"Maybe." 
Both smiled and Mundy kissed his lover on the head.
"Lucien?"
"Oui?"
"Why did you change your mind?" 
Lucien raised his eyes to his lover. 
"I told you, because of what you said." 
"What did I say?" 
The Frenchman smiled and blushed. This time, Mundy could see it so clearly that he couldn't help but stare, and his own cheeks turned pink. 
"You said that you loved me." Lucien answered. 
"Yeah, and I do." 
Their smiles widened. 
"It is the first time you tell me this." 
"Yeah, it's hard to say." 
"Indeed, it is." Their eyes met and lingered. "I love you too, Mundy." 
"Alright, you looked for it…" The Aussie dragged his lover out of the kitchen. 
"What-? Where-?"
"Bedroom, now. Breakfast in bed…" 
"What?" Lucien asked as he was led to the bed.
"C'mere…" The Aussie pushed his lover deeper in the sheets.
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sohin-ace · 4 years
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Headcanons for bucci gang for a selectively mute fem!s/o speaking for the first time and their first words to them were the words "I love you so much" paired with a pure and genuinely happy smile 💝💗💝💖
This is THE CUTEST THING!
This hit a bit too close to home and I cried a bit while writing this.
I'm sorry it took so long, I wanted to take my time on this one. Hopefully you'll like it!
Bucci gang w/ a selectively mute S/O speaking for the first time HC
Bucciarati:
When you first joined, Bruno insisted to take you to a professional to maybe do something about your mutism.
He felt concerned and a bit defeated when you refused, but he didn't push it. After all, it didn't affect your performances on missions or anything.
"If you don't feel comfortable, you don't have to say anything, amore."
He knew that it hurt you just as much as it hurt him, but again, he would never force you out of your comfort zone.
One night, Bruno stayed in his office to take care of endless paperwork, as usual.
It was around 3 a.m. when he heard a gentle knock on his door.
When you shyly entered and closed the door behind you he was surprised to see you'd still be awake.
He got up and joined you halfway when you had slowly reached out to him. He could read it in your eyes, you had something important to tell him.
Worried, he approached you and held your arm as you said, soft and strained.
"I... Love you... So.. Much, Bruno." You had accompagnied your words with a beautiful yet shy smile and Bruno's eyes widened.
He couldn't contain his gasp as he gripped both your arms tightly.
"Y/N... What... What did you- Did you just-... I'm losing my mind... C-could you say that again?! Oh please God, let me hear it again-"
You were shocked by his reaction.
The usually so calm and composed Bruno Bucciarati was sounding so desperate and in the verge of breaking down.
He softened his eyes on you, but you could see from the way his chest heaved uncontrollably that he was bottling his emotions.
He gently held your face and leaned your forehead against his.
"You are so strong, my Y/N... It must have been so hard for you..."
His hair tingled your face and when you moved some strands behind his ears delicately, he started shaking.
You wrapped your arms around his neck and he let out a hearty laugh, his eyes wet and the lump in his throat painful.
"Tesoro mio, I'm so proud of you. I feel so blessed to hear your angelic voice... Just for me... God..."
He held you flush against him and his mind raced with the sound of your voice.
Abbachio:
You had found him alone one night, a bottle of wine in front of him.
You knew damn well he would drink his blues away when he thought everyone was asleep and you hoped this would cheer him up a little bit.
You walked up to him and he jumped, startled, only relaxing when he noticed it was just you.
He looked down at his empty glass in silence. What could he say? There was nothing to say.
He knew you wouldn't ask questions and he wouldn’t answer them anyway. You could only silently judge his pathetic, worthless self. Or so he thought.
You carefully snaked you arms around his neck from behind, as gentle as you could be.
"I love you so much... Leone.. Leone..."
His heart almost stopped. He tensed up as his chest started to hurt.
Was he drunk? No, he didn’t even drink that much already, he could hold his liquor way more than that-
"Y/-..."
He could barely finish saying your name when he turned his head to look at you, a sweet and genuine smile gracing your face.
He stood up so abruptly he almost knocked you and his chair down as he pounced on your smaller form.
He squeezed his eyes shut and clenched your shirt in his fists, desperately clinging onto you as he buried his crying face in your neck. Gosh he couldn't let you see him like this.
But at the same time, he couldn't remember the last time he had been this happy. Or just happy at all.
"You spoke my name... Of all things... You said my name... Gosh your voice is... I don't deserve you..."
Your voice echoed in his mind and for once, he was so extremely grateful to have Moody Blues to replay that exact moment, over and over.
He couldn't get enough of it.
He replayed your words before sleeping, when he woke up, when he felt like drinking...
Giorno:
Giorno was a fairly quiet person himself.
Due to his background he grew to know to stay silent when necessary, so he understood you.
He related to you a lot, never pushed your boundaries to speak up and made it easier for you by asking 'yes or no' questions.
It didn't change the fact that in his eyes, you were a beautiful and strong person, worthy of love and respect.
Still, he wished you would open up to him one day.
You two were just peacefully watching the horizon, the breeze and quietness of the city making the moment very romantic.
"It's a beautiful view, isn't it?"
He did not expect an answer of course, but he still loved to speak to you, as he knew you were always listening.
You looked at him dead in the eyes and you choked a small hesitant gasp, still unsure of yourself.
He leaned down. "What's wrong, amore?"
Upon seeing his soft green eyes, you felt encouraged and spoke up while fidgeting with his blonde braid.
"I love you so much... Giogio..."
His eyes widened and his lips parted, completely taken aback. But upon seeing the adorable, sweet smile you were gifting him, he could hardly control back his actions.
He instantly held your face and brought you in for a passionate and loving kiss that spoke all the words for him.
You had felt his tears streaming on your own face, but he was sure to not show them to you as he immediately held you against him after pulling away.
"So brave... To speak your confession to me like this... My angel..."
Mista:
Mista was leisurely chilling on the couch, drinking some soda when you sat down next to him.
"Sup babe?"
You tugged on his shirt and he automatically leaned down to your level, not without a little hum of confusion.
Oh, did you want to kiss him? Haha, cute.
But then you gently cupped his ear and leaned your lips towards him.
"I... Love you... so much..." The last words died in a soft whisper.
When you let go of him to see his reaction, he didn't budge a muscle.
He dropped his drink and spilled it all over his pants and the floor. Oh but he didn't even care, he was completely stunned.
He would have been frozen in place till the end of time if you didn't shake him out of it.
"B-babe- oh my god... OH MY GOD HOLY FUCKING- Y/N !!!"
He litterally jumped out of his seat and howled to the whole headquarter.
"YOU TALKED!!?? MY BABY SPOKE WORDS HAHAHA HOLY SHIT BRO OH MY GOD!!! YOOO EVERYBODY COME HERE!!!"
The Pistols flew out everywhere and cheered with their user who was still jumping and grabbing at his head in pure euphoria.
He couldn't stop laughing and he tackled you down on the couch, holding you tight like you would disappear.
"You are so amazing, Y/N, my baby, oh my god, I love you too-"
He couldn't stop peppering your face with kisses after that.
Narancia:
Spare this boy. He was especially sensitive to your condition.
Why didn't you speak to them? Bucciarati said you could talk, but you didn't?
No matter how many times he was explained the situation, he didn't get it.
He always tried to make you laugh, and joked around. It didn't make you talk, but surely it made you fall for him.
He eventually accepted the silent treatment but still asked you so many questions.
"What's your voice like?" "Do you have an accent?" "Were you always mute?" "What do you scream when you stub your toe?"
One random day you approached him and hugged him very suddenly.
"O-oh- What's going on cutie?"
He had a goofy smile on his face and reciprocated the soft embrace before you backed up a bit, looking into his eyes.
"Narancia... I love you... So.. So much..."
...Was it real? Was this really happening?
He let out an incomprehensible yelp and stuttering sounds of confusion and shock.
"E-eeh.. Whaa-.. Uh... Whu... Ah-..?!"
He cupped his face, covered his mouth, grabbed his head, he didn't know what to do, how to react, he was so shaken and distraught.
He eventually started to sob loudly and his eyes watered freely. He was so moved.
"Your voice, Y/N- your voice..!"
His own voice cracked into a high pitched squeak and he grabbed your shoulders, hanging his head low and broke down completely.
You carefully patted and carressed his arms and back in comfort.
"Y/N! Y/N! YOUR VOICE IS SO PRETTY OH MY GOD PLEASE SAY SOMETHING ELSE PLEASE PLEASE IT'S BEAUTIFUL YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL DAMN-"
He was so scared it would be the first and last time he ever heard you.
It was so difficult to calm him down.
Fugo:
He actually made a lot of research on selective mutism to understand what it's like, what causes it etc.
He felt concerned that you would have to go through something like this when you were such a good and kind person.
He liked how your silent calm nature contrasted with his own angry one and he was thankful to have someone like you to help him tone down.
You had come up behind him one day after he got extremely frustrated with Narancia.
He was fuming and clearly, whatever you wanted right now, he was not in the mood for it.
You only grabbed his hand gently and rubbed the back of it, sending him a sweet smile.
"I love you... So, so much..."
He flinched and subconsciously clenched your hand. Hard.
What was that? WHAT WAS THAT?
His eyes were wide as saucers and his entire body stopped responding.
"...Y/N?" He called weakly, thinking foolishly that maybe that wasn't really you in front of him.
You sweetly caressed his cheek and he looked like he was going to pass out.
Everytime he tried to form words, they would come in short breaths. He was so overwhelmed, he had such a difficult time processing his emotions.
For the first time, you saw him smile a genuine smile of happiness as he shakily put his hand over yours holding his face, nuzzling into your touch.
"I... I love you too... You are so incredible, you sound so much better than I ever expected."
Trish:
Trish always tried her best to make you speak.
She knew she shouldn't push you, but she wanted you to feel okay and safe with everyone.
She was a bit shy herself and didn't have the best background for growing up into a loud person.
One day, you went to her and grabbed her attention. When she turned around, and you finally spoke your love to her, so softly, so quietly, she immediately jumped.
"I... I love you Trish... So, so much."
"Wha-... What did you say...?" She is breathless and can't help but cover her mouth in pure shock.
Surely she hallucinated just now, right?
You grin at her dumbfounded expression and her mouth opens and closes as she doesn't even know what to say or where to start.
This is not like she was used to being told she was loved, but from you? This was like a dream!
You noticed the tears brimming in her eyes and she bit her lips before she buried her face in her hands.
You had to take her in your arms and hold her tight while she sobbed.
It's only when you start patting her back gently that she realises this isn't a dream.
She immediataly coils her arms tightly around your neck and stutters, overwhelmed.
"I can't believe it, I can't believe it, I can't believe it-"
You chuckle quietly and she cries even harder when she finally hears your laughing voice.
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harmonyandco · 3 years
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Note: Harry and Hermione are currently in a long distance relationship. Hermione went to California while Harry stayed at London until...
Also, I'm not a descriptive person so don't expect much from me lol
Hermione was walking on the streets of California holding a stuffed bear Harry gave her in her pocket. She never felt so alone in her life... She was by herself, in a place she isn't familiarized in. She missed everyone
Later night her Manager called her and said she had some paper work to finish in order to get promoted as assistant manager, and she knew she's not gonna let this opportunity to slip away just like that. So she rode a taxi to reach her office.
So her manager started to give her the documents she need to finish in order to be promoted into assistant manager
A few hours later it was a quarter to eleven pm. She just had her second bottle of iced coffee that day. Although, she was still tired af.
Later she finished them and she was relieved to know that not only about the fact that she finished her paperwork, but she is also going to be promoted. She had no idea what would ruin her day at the moment but she hoped it didn't.
When she left the building, it started to rain. She didn't bring any umbrella. She spoke too soon, this ruined her happiness. She was looking all over the place for shelter, but there wasn't any. She couldn't go to any restaurant since they were all closed. She still had no car.
Then suddenly a man came rushing to her, removing his coat. He didn't see his face tho, since it was really dim on the street she was at now. Also, his voice sounded so familiar, she couldn't recall who owns it cause she heard it a year ago...
'Miss! Take it, you are soaking wet' the man said panicking
'No I'm alright it's just that-'
She stopped talking because the man seemed to be looking at her bear (it fell off her bag)
'Why does this look so familiar?'
'Umm, can I have it back? Sorry, it's a bit special to me'
'Oh...alright' Then he handed over her bear to her to be placed in her bag
Then when she looked up to finally face him, she saw a man on his 20's in glasses with green eyes and soaking wet hair. She realized, it was...
'Harry?'
'Wait no way! Hermione!'
Without hesitating, she jumped into his arms. She missed him so much. She took back what she said about her day being horrible. This was definitely one of the best moments in her life.She could finally hug him again and feel his soft hair.
As they pulled apart Harry was beaming at her. He looked so fucking adorable. He cupped her cheeks and said
'I can't believe I finally found you!'
'me neither'
Then he kissed her forehead softly.
'Can I do that too, Harry?"
'Fine, fine finee' he laughed
Then she pulled him in and peppered kisses all over his face.
'Okay, okay imma stop now' she said while looking at his face covered with her lipstick. 'Oh my gosh, Harry! I'm so sorry'
Then she started to wipe her lipstick off his face causing his face to turn reddish-pink. She could feel that she was turning red too
'It's okay, Mione'
'I miss you calling me that'
Afterwards it started to rain harder, his clothes were getting more soaked.
'Hermione, I think we should be going now'
'Yeah...'
'Lets go to my car'
'Wait, you have a car?'
'Um, yeahh duh'
As soon as they arrived, they placed Harry's coat was in the back of the car cause it was so wet.
'So, you want me to drive you to your place or you're going to stay with me?'
'You live here now?'
'Yeah...I wanted to apply for this job but it closed early so I just headed out for dinner. Then I suddenly saw you'
'What job?'
Then Harry handed her a brochure of the job he was applying for, she could never believe it at that moment but it was her company he was applying for.
'Are you going to hug me forever?'
'Harry, this is my company! This is where I work!'
'Really?'
'Yesss!!'
'Guess faith's not gonna let us apart again'
Then Hermione hugged him, he didn't care if he was soaking wet. It was her fault anyway.
'Are you going to hug me forever?'
'Yeah if I could'
'Hermione, you adorable little munchkin, stop'
'Sorry for being clingy' she said as she sat back at her chair
'Its alright, I find it really cute anyway :3'
After that, Harry started the car
'So what? you going to my place or not'
'I want to stay with you of course'
'Aight, my place is down town, kinda near so it won't take long.'
'But first we need to go to yours to get clothes, you're soaking wet rn'
'Okay fine'
Then as the rain stopped they saw the moon perfectly aligned in the center of the city
THE END
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chilling-seavey · 3 years
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ABM Daniel taking the girls (or any of them) to their school play and just being the most supportive dad ever known ++ 🥺 making sure he gets front row and cheering the loudest to let them know he’s there 🥺
I can just imagine him being the parent all the other parents gush over & complimenting his daughter’s performance and he’s so proud
Stop I actually love this because it’s so true to him!! Here’s him being a supportive dad for all three girls!!
Clementine
The audience watched the stage like a tennis match, the points going from side to side between the teams from the two different elementary schools. It wasn’t terribly thrilling to watch eight twelve-year-olds discuss if zoos are unfair to the animals held captive, but the city-wide semi-finals were not to be taken lightly. Being only seventh-graders, the teams worked together to form their arguments to either prove or disprove the topic depending on what side the judges assigned them, but Clementine always liked to take charge and her fellow team members didn’t seem to mind.
Sitting in the front row – of course – was her family; parents and two sisters, and they watched as she stood up to say her part, spewing out facts a mile a minute to the opposing team. Florence fed six-year-old Lucy slices of melon to keep her somewhat entertained while Daniel was leaning forward in the plastic gymnasium chair with his elbows on his knees and his chin in his hands, eyebrows furrowed up to the stage as his eldest finished her tangent.
“In conclusion, although zoos must improve their kindness to the animals to keep them safe, these exhibits are perfect ways for students and kids and families to learn more about biology and the world and should be kept around for next generations to visit.”
The audience applauded and Clementine sent a proud smile to the direction of her family behind the bright lights of the stage and she sat herself back down, folding her hands together on the tabletop in front of her. The judges took a moment to assess both sides of the argument and the room fell into silence as they waited for the results.
“If she doesn’t win, this thing is rigged.” Daniel muttered to his wife. Florence only smiled at him and ran her hand down his back.
The judges took to the centre of the stage with the microphone in hand, a second judge holding the debate team trophy for the winning school with four others for the winnings students to take home.
“The winner of the Toronto District School Board Elementary Debate Team Competition is; Market Lane Elementary.”
You best bet Daniel was the first one out of his seat to applaud, cheering the loudest over the rest of the parents and Clementine just beamed as she and the rest of her team went up to collect their trophies.
“That’s my girl!” Daniel shouted over the applause, “Show ‘em how it’s done, Clemmie!”
The teams shook hands and then the lights in the gymnasium rose again and Clementine bounded right down the steps of the stage with the trophy in hand. She was beaming and jumped right into Daniel’s waiting arms and he lifted her right up off the ground.
“Oh my gosh, you did great, angel!” he praised, “We’re so proud of you!”
“So proud of you! You sounded so grown up on that stage!” Florence gushed, petting Clementine’s neat blonde hair that was tied in two identical braids over her shoulders.
Clementine only grinned wider, pressing her cheek right up to Daniel’s from her place in his arms, her arms wrapped around his shoulders snugly, “Just gotta throw their facts back at them.”
“And you certainly did.” Daniel smiled, pressing a kiss to her head before setting her back on her feet. “Go thank your teacher, okay?”
“Kay!” Clementine skipped off to her teammates and coach.
Florence and Daniel got the youngest two ready to head out while they waited and another family from the opposing school approached them.
“Pardon me, but I must say that your daughter is an incredible debater.” the mother said kindly, “I didn’t mind our boy losing out to such a quick-fired little girl…she really knew her stuff.”
“Oh, thank you.” Florence smiled politely, cracking a bit of a joke, “We have no clue where she gets it from honestly.”
“I speak from experience; she could be an incredible lawyer one day. You must be so proud.”
“We are. She’s our treasure, that’s for sure.” Daniel beamed with nothing but pride, his smile only growing as Clementine rushed back over to them.
She wrapped her arm around his back and glanced up at him, “Can we go to McDonald’s for dinner, Daddy? To celebrate?”
Daniel tugged gently at one of her braids, “Anything for you, baby.”
Penelope
The kindergarten classroom was packed with parents along the back wall, the children sitting on the colourful carpet in preparation for their show-and-tell day where they had a chance to stand up and talk about one of their little projects. Daniel took the morning off work and everything, dressed up in a nice little button-up for the important occasion and let his five-year-old daughter direct him to her chair in the classroom. Florence sat next to him, giggling softly at how he looked with all 6’1” of him crammed into a tiny kindergarten chair with his knees almost by his ears.
Penelope sat amongst her peers, legs criss-cross-applesauce and her hands folded sweetly in her lap. She kept glancing back at her parents as the other kids went up for their turns in alphabetical order by last name, her blue eyes nearly full of worry as if she was expecting them to not be there when she turned around again. But Daniel sent her a smile every time she looked back at them just to reassure her.
Soon, her name was called by her teacher to come up to the front of the classroom and talk about her painting she had done. Penelope sat frozen in place as everyone looked at her and she nearly tried to fold in on herself.
“Come on up, Penelope, it’s your turn!” the teacher encouraged.
Without a look back, Penelope scrambled up from the carpet and made a beeline right to her father, throwing herself at him and hiding her face in his chest. The other parents’ ‘awe’d out loud as Daniel scooped up his daughter onto his lap and held her close, her little hands clinging onto the front of his button-up shirt. Daniel’s heart could have completely burst right then and there.
He pet a hand over her brown hair and pressed a kiss to the top of her head before whispering down to her, “Want Daddy to come up there with you?”
Penelope sniffled and nodded, peering up at him with tears in her light blue eyes.
“Okay, bug.” Daniel carefully got up from the tiny chair, set his daughter on her feet again, and took her hand. They walked up to the front of the classroom together and the teacher handed Penelope her artwork. Daniel crouched down beside her and Penelope stayed right close to him as she turned her paper around to show the crowded room.
She blinked, not saying a word.
“What’s your picture about, Penelope?” the teacher encouraged.
Daniel set a soft hand on his daughter’s back and simply his presence was enough to calm her nerves.
“I…I painted mountains.” Penelope said as strongly as she could, glancing down at her artwork in her hands. “And the sky. And…and trees.”
“What colours did you use for your painting, Penelope?” the teacher asked.
Penelope took a small shaky inhale, “Green…blue…and grey. And white. And…and yellow.”
“Very good! It’s a beautiful painting!” the teacher started the applause and the class and the group of parents joined in.
Penelope smiled bashfully, her chubby cheeks dusted in a shy pink blush, and Daniel pressed a kiss right there.
“That’s my girl.” Daniel praised sweetly from beside her. He stood up and led her back to their seat and Penelope bounded over proudly to her mother, shoving her painting into Florence’s hands.
“Wow, Penny, this is so good.” Florence beamed, reaching to caress her daughter’s pink cheek as she admired the messy painting. “So proud of you, my brave little girl.”
Daniel sat back down and pulled Penelope onto his lap, draping his arms around her to cuddle her close to his chest and he peppered kisses to the top of her head, “Our perfect little artist.”
Her very first art show, going without fault thanks to the presence of her father. And he went to every single one thereafter.
Lucy
“Excuse me…Pardon me…Sorry.” Daniel shuffled down the auditorium row, a bouquet of flowers in one arm and Penelope’s hand in his other. He was determined to get to the seats front and centre, rushing to snag the last few available before the auditorium filled up, squeezing past a few families that had already claimed their seats.
Penelope and Clementine followed behind him, the eldest with her nose in the programme to find her youngest sister’s name among the lists. Daniel sat the girls down before taking a seat himself, making sure to claim the fourth with the bouquet of flowers to save a spot for Florence who was helping Lucy get ready backstage.
“Found her!” Clementine grinned, thrusting over the small booklet to show her father and her sister the thin printed line, ‘Lucy Seavey’ under the list of seven-year-old tap dancers and again under the ballerinas.
Daniel grinned at the formality of it just as the lights started to dim.
“Mommy’s gonna miss it.” Penelope whispered.
“She’ll be out in time to see Lucy.” Daniel assured her softly as the toddler groups started their dances up on the stage.
Sure enough, after a few songs, Florence was shuffling down the row in the darkened auditorium to her seat beside Daniel and he moved the flowers for her.
“She’s up next.” Florence whispered excitedly. “She looks so cute in her costume.”
Finally, the current song ended and the younger dancers rushed off the stage in exchange for the seven-year-old group. As the lights rose again, Lucy could be seen front and centre in her purple leotard and purple sequin skirt that matched her friends’, her hands on her hips and toe pointed in perfect position as the song started.
Daniel’s smile seemed to rise with the music volume and soon the group of seven-year-olds were click-clacking across the wooden stage, Lucy’s wide performing grin and sparkle sprayed tied blonde hair standing out amongst the almost clumsier girls with her. Her big move that she had been practicing was her splits and – as expected – nailed them with excellent precision and Daniel couldn’t help but let out a cheer and a little clap, making Florence giggle and lean into him adoringly.
“Daddy, shh.” Penelope scolded softly from his other side.
The dance concluded and the girls on stage hit their final poses with wide grins and the crowd applauded, Daniel standing right up in a single standing ovation as the lights dropped again. Florence pulled him back down into his seat as the girls rushed backstage again.
“Gotta go for costume change.” she whispered, leaning in to kiss him.
Daniel grabbed her wrist before she could slink off, “Tell her she was so good. And I love her. And she was incredible.”
“You’re going to see her in twenty minutes.” Florence giggled, kissing his cheek before shuffling back down the aisle.
Daniel watched the other dance groups impatiently, waiting for Florence to return which would mean Lucy’s second performance would be starting. She returned within ten minutes and fell back into her seat with a sigh. Daniel slipped his fingers into his wife’s and pulled their intertwined hands up to kiss her soft skin just as the lights dimmed again and it was time for the second performance.
Honestly, as much as Lucy rocked her fast paced routines, Daniel loved her dancing ballet the most. She always looked so graceful and pretty and happy and Daniel’s heart could just soar with pride over his youngest.
By the time the soft song came to a conclusion and Lucy fell into her final pose ever so gently, Daniel nearly felt tears in his eyes as he applauded the loudest out of the entire audience and he was sure he caught a small smile tugging at the corner of Lucy’s serious expression as the lights dimmed again.
The girls were allowed to go find their families after their last performance and Lucy shuffled her way down the row at intermission, still in her blue ballet leotard and white tutu with her bag slung over her shoulder and a huge grin plastered on her face.
“There’s our girl.” Florence smiled.
“Oh, Princess, you were incredible.” Daniel gushed, bending right down to engulf her in a hug before passing over her congratulatory flowers.
“Thank you!” Lucy beamed, taking a sniff of her fresh cut flowers as she sat herself down on his lap, hugging the bouquet to her chest.
“The best out of the whole troupe.” Daniel boasted softly for only their little group to hear.
Lucy giggled bashfully, “I know…a few of the other girls kept messing up their steps.”
“Not our tiny dancer.” Daniel pressed a kiss to her head, getting a bit of her layers of sparkly hairspray on his lips in the process.
“You cheered so loud, Daddy.” Lucy said, taking her packed intermission snack of cheese and crackers from Florence.
“Too loud.” Penelope added.
“Get used to it.” Clementine finished sassily, reaching over Penelope to steal a cracker from her youngest sister. 
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sw124 · 3 years
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[Lamia-Birdy-Bitty Daily life!17]
Hello my lamia lovers how you doing, good I hope! Oh my gosh the weather in my neck of the woods has been wonderful as of late! So much so I decided to do something special for my boi’s!
I decided we’d do a day of cooking!
Why?
CAUSE ITS FUN!
That and I thought it’d be fun to share some food with Vex and her bitty shop just like before. But I’m also thinking of doing a little ‘camping’ thing in the shop. I’m not spending the night nor are my boys but I thought it’d be fun to do a little fun activity. I remembered something like this when I was a kid at a daycare/camp thing I went to as a kid.
I dug around in my closet and found some old play tents from when I was little, mostly used as a ‘nap time toy’.
For the menu I’m doing stuff you’d normally cook on a stick, so mostly skewers of meats and veggies. For the desserts I thought I’d do the waffles and pancakes again but this time I’m doing something a bit more fun.
Tundra and I have decided to make homemade ice cream for the bitties at Vex’s shop. This is gonna be a sugar free ice cream and made with natural fruits and sweetened with honey and agave syrup instead of traditional sugar.
Dante’s in charge of meat prep, Tundra is happily making the Ice cream, I’m working on the veggies as well as the waffles and pancakes. I’m bringing some Jelly, Jams and other sugar free spreads with me and making a little buffet out of the desserts. I’m making sure that their all on sticks so the ones who want to eat by themselves can take them and go.
Speaking of which I actually made a little tiny little napkin-baskets so that they can take what they want and head back to their nests. I made plenty of them just for the occasion, I just sometimes love doing random acts of kindness.
If you haven’t tried that you should, not only does it brighten someone’s day but it brightens your day too!
To be honest I like to cook, sometimes yeah I mess up but thats all part of the fun.
Dante’s skewering the meat and fish, I actually got some fish, just shrimp really cause I’m not sure what other fish would be ok to serve to lamias so shrimp would be the safest and easiest option.
As for the veggies I got small veggies like baby carrots (the multi-colored kind) some green onions, broccoli, green bell peppers and though its not a vegetable I put some sliced pineapple on there for extra sweetness.
The meat is just regular red skirt steak sliced thin so its easier to put on the skewer. The sauce is a nice little marinade I got from a local specialty store, checking the ingredients making sure its ok.
As for the batter for the waffles and pancakes I made up a special cinnamon roll mixture I found while surfing the net for some fun new recipe ideas. I’m gonna make the desserts there at the store so that way their nice and warm when their done.
OKAY!
I’ve packed up the snacks and the tents, also packed up some napkins (both wet and dry) just so theirs less to clean up later. I also brought some mats for the play tents to sit on so if they choose to eat in there and spill its not getting on the floor.
So Vex I hope your up for a nice little surprise, I’ve also brought some other goodies too like raw honey from the farmers market and other jams/jellies from there too (all to share with everyone)
[for adoptions of Lamias speak to @vex-bittys and for bird bitties speak to @coalition-aviary-bitty-adoption]
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sleekervae · 3 years
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The Neighbour [1.3]
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A/N: I’m in a really good mood today and found the motivation to write! Super fluff ahead!!
When Eva woke up, not having remembered falling asleep, she let the light seep in behind her eyelids, floating shapes dancing in her vision before she even thought about opening her eyes again.
She was surrounded by a cloud of warmth, a thick cologne which she had grown too attached to for her own good and his hand was in her hair, tangling and untangling the curls, brushing gently as if distracted by something else, but wanting her to know he was there nonetheless.
She slowly opened her eyes, readjusting to her own living room, the memory of being on the sofa with him before she'd drifted off slowly coming back to her. She glanced down at her lap, his lap, then followed the brightness of his phone in his hand as he typed, closed and opened another app with his free hand, "Rem?"
He flinched, unaware that she'd woken because she was so peaceful, so still. "Yeah?"
"Am I your lock screen?"
Eva stared down at the picture that glowed through the oncoming dark, half confused, half endeared by the silent gesture and the meaning it held.
"Oh, shit," Remington giggled nervously, his cheeks already a flushed pink as he pulled back slightly to look at her, "You weren't supposed to see that, Eva,"
"When did you take this?" she pushed. The girl she looked at seemed so different somehow, so unaware of what was coming, but the laughter and happiness radiated off the screen and it could've only been the company she was with, the ease, the delicate carefree comfort he brought her.
Remington swallowed, "The album party..."
Eva nodded, "This was before the patio?"
"Before the patio. Still only seems like yesterday, you know?"
She smiled with endearment, "Yeah. How long has it been, a month?"
"About that, I think," he smiled back at her, the light reaching his eyes. "I only changed it the other day... now that I know that we're... together... you just looked so pretty. I know you weren't feeling too good, but you were glowing to me," He stroked his fingers through her hair lovingly again. "It's just -- my favorite picture of my favorite girl,"
Eva felt her heart leap in her chest and leant to press her lips to his without second guessing it, the familiarity of kissing him, of being able to kiss him still yet to settle as reality.
He moved his lips with hers eagerly, tilting his head to deepen the kiss, drawing her breath from her lungs effortlessly. She tasted so sweet, so addictive that he knew he'd never have enough.
"You know that picture we took in the bathroom last week?" she whispered against his lips.
"Yeah,"
"We should take more like that. I don't take a lot of pictures of myself, but I'd like more of us,"
"I'd like that, Eva... I'd like that very much,"
The clicking of spokes echoed through the tunnel, the lights above flickering over the girls' heads as they whizzed towards the light at the opening. Eva and Shy were neck and neck as they pedalled on their bikes, giggling and urging the other to hurry so they could beat the guys as they closely followed one their skateboards. Of course, they were proudly repping the new skateboard that would soon be out on the merch market. 
"C'mon! C'mon! They're right behind us!"
Eva was unsure how a competition between the bike and skateboard arose, but she was too caught up in the thrill to care. She gripped the leather-worn handles of her yellow bike tightly, flying out of the street tunnel beside Shy. Pepper and Pluto sat in their baskets at the handlebars, too enthralled with the wind whipping over their faces to care about each other.
Remington had to wonder to himself why he didn't just take his car to the park; his own ego assuring him that he and Emerson could totally beat the girls there. Maybe if he was on a bike, then he may have had a chance. The skateboard was utterly useless in this situation as the girls became smaller and smaller in the distance.
"Hurry the fuck up, Emerson!"
"The boards aren't motorized!"
The girls came to the park quickly after, dismounting and coming to stop under a shady tree. Shy put Pepper down in the long grass and she immediately went bounding around, excited to explore and sniff all the new smells. Pluto took a look around the open park, glaring in dismay as to why he wasn't at home and decided to settle into the roots of the tree. Pepper then came trotting over to Pluto, in her excitement tumbling through the grass and rolling into Pluto. The tabby glared at the pomeranian and batted her away with his tail.
Though Eva was almost certain they were in the middle of nowhere, no other cars or people in sight for miles, she was more than happy to set up their picnic. She whipped a blanket over the grass and Shy began to pull food and drinks from her backpack. She looked out across the street, just able to get a glimpse of the guys coming their way.
"Maybe their next board should be electric," she grinned.
"And give them a fair chance?" Eva shook her head, "Where's the fun in that?"
Remington and Emerson finally made it to the open park, their legs sore and shoes scuffed from kicking at the ground over and over. They grabbed their board and jogged to meet the girls under the tree.
"Next time... we're taking the car," Remington huffed.
"It was your stupid idea to race, anyway," Emerson grumbled.
"But when I come up with a stupid idea, you can talk me out of it,"
The girls smiled coyly at the guys, "What took you so long?" Eva asked.
They sat down with the girls and took a moment to collect themselves.  Surrounded by tall green grass and inhaling crisp air which made them feel distinctively far from home in the city, they were heading up to a small bank. The heat was palpable already, but the linen material of Eva's white sundress which stopped just above her knees, the hems frilly and delicate, provided a welcome breeze. She shifted to her knees as she helped Shy set up the food they brought.
Remington laid back in the grass, admiring the way the light dazzled between the gaps in the branches, then angled his face again to admire Eva, how effortlessly pretty and ethereal she looked amongst the natural landscape, "Did I mention how beautiful you look in that dress?" he muttered.
Eva lifted her head, looking down at her outfit then blushing at him, "A few times, yeah,"
"Just had to drive the point home," he grinned.
Emerson couldn't help but roll his eyes at his brother's sweet talk, "You guys are gross," he chided playfully.
"Look who's calling the kettle black," Shy chuckled, tossing a grape at the drummer. Emerson tried to catch it in his mouth but it bounced across his cheek and fell into the grass. He was quick to grab it before Pepper or Pluto could.
Remington pulled some of the drinks from his own bag, canned spiked sodas and juices. He grabbed a Nude seltzer and popped it open, unprepared for the fizz and carbonated shower that sprayed over him and the blanket briefly. The others giggled at him and Eva took a napkin to wipe some of the soda from his cheek.
"Thanks," he muttered bashfully.
The four kids shared in vegetable chips and vegan BLTs, with some fruit and two-bite brownies for their dessert. Pluto and Pepper had the opportunity to snack on some pieces of apple and banana. Eva was surprised to see her tabby not trying to start a fight with Pepper.
"You can never go wrong with brownies," she said, popping the little bite of goodness into her mouth.
Shy hummed in agreement, "I wanted to bring the whipped cream too, but I couldn't find it," she said.
Remington and Eva glanced at each other warily, wondering if they knew where the whipped cream actually went. Remington quickly cleared his throat.
"Uh -- I used the rest last weekend," he said, "We made chocolate pudding,"
"Yeah," Eva nodded quickly, "Rem's a secret gourmet,"
Emerson cocked an eyebrow, "Since when?"
"Since Eva," Remington grinned with pride.
The boys had brought out a soccer ball and decided on a quick match in the grass, with Pepper running between their legs to join in the fun. The girls had a different idea, however. Eva needed a new photograph to post along side a piece for her blog, and she asked if Shy would be willing to model. Of course, Shy was more than happy to oblige her.
They picked a small bouquet of daffodils that were growing just a few feet from the tree. The young model kneeled next to the winding roots, tossing her head back and clutching the vibrant yellow bouquet to her chest, her dark brown almond eyes staring into Eva's soul through her phone lens. Shy was easily one of the most strikingly beautiful women Eva had come across, and what made it better was her heart was practically made of gold.
"Wow," Eva breathed as she stared at the photo, "Emerson! I think I'm love with your girlfriend!" Shy bursted into giggles.
Emerson scoffed, "It's okay, I don't blame you!" he called back.
"How'd the picture turn out?" Shy asked, coming to take a look for herself, "Nice! You into photography, too?"
"It's an amateur hobby. I get most of my stuff from Pinterest," she replied.
"You ever think of modelling yourself?" she asked the young writer.
Eva shook her head quickly, blushing, "Me? Oh -- gosh, no!"
"Why not? You're fucking gorgeous. Not to mention so many girls would kill to have your naturally full lips," Shy said.
"I appreciate that. But I think I'm just more comfortable behind the camera, you know?" Eva replied.
Shy smiled and nodded, "I get it. But... if you ever change your mind, I'm expanding my business to a clothing line and I could use some cute models in the future,"
Eva blushed at the idea. Her, a model? Sure, she was confident in her body and what she wore, but she hadn't done a lot in terms of putting her actual face out into the digital media world. It might be fun, though?
"... I'll think about it,"
Sharp grass sliced at Eva's shins as she jogged through the plain, her fingers intertwined with his, the warm palm of his hand so familiar that she would have followed him anywhere. Looking up at the high tree tops, the bright blue sky and the sun peeking through, flooding their picnic spot behind them in a golden glow. Remington wasn't all too sure where he was taking her, he just wanted a minute to have Eva to himself.
The colours were vibrant, rich green tree tops, his pastel pink hair losing its sharp spike and falling over his face, complimenting his pale skin so gorgeously as he turned around while pulling her along. The melodic tone of his voice only drew her in further, she could barely keep up, her sneakers dragging on the ground as she followed Remington, kicking up tiny stones and branches.
"Where are we going?" her voice carried with the wind.
"I don't know," Remington shrugged, smiling gleefully at her, "But that's part of the fun, isn't it?"
She chuckled, "So help me God you get us lost, Remington,"
"We won't get lost," he flashed her that heart-wrenching smile that had her falling head over heels for him all over again. The way her fingers were wound around his made his skin tingle, and his breath hitched in his throat when he decided to stop, spun around and twirled her into a nearby tree, pinning her against his chest. His wild eyes flashed with excitement before he closed the space between them and pressed a deep kiss to her lips.
Her own lips parting, she moaned into his mouth, instantly desperate for more. His hands moved instinctively to hold her hips and she inhaled sharply when she felt the bark indent her skin, her arm wrapping slowly around his neck, her other hand now letting go of his to move slowly into his hair, her nails scratching lightly at the back of his neck, tugging gently on his soft pinky/brown locks as her lips moved eagerly with his.
"You dragged me out here to fuck, then?" she drawled amusedly, her voice nothing but a hint, her tone needy, already eager for more as his calloused fingertips dug into the material of her dress clinging to her hips.
"Have you seen yourself in that dress, darling?" he rasped, his lips were red, his chest flushed, eyes half-open, yet fixated on her flawless features. The glint of mischief in her eyes, the clear determination, everything about her excited him to a new level he never knew he could have, "You're something out of my dream,"
"How original," she chided, squealing briefly when he lifted her by her thighs and kissed her again. Her legs came to wrap around his torso, humming softly, only his hands on the tree keeping her off the ground. She was weak for the way his fingers stroked her skin tenderly yet held her so possessively that she knew she wouldn't have been able to pull away and deny him even if she wanted.
And his lips were on her neck in an instant, driving her wild as he licked and bit, not abashed about leaving a mark. She tilted her head back until she bumped against the tree, her stormy blue eyes slipping shut. The only thing she could feel was a cool breeze ghosting over the bare skin of her legs, his warm hands squeezing her thighs, and his chapped lips ravaging over her neck and chest like she was his final meal.
Her eyes fell open for a minute, mesmerized by the sun peaking through the treetops above, reaching them even in their spot of seclusion. The branches danced and swayed in the wind, and Eva had a brief thought slip through her mind.
"Remington," Eva gasped, pushing at his chest lightly so he'd pull away.
"Mhmm?" he looked up at her with dark, lustful eyes.
"... Can you climb this tree?" the bottom branches were low enough for him to grab a hold of, and it had dawned on her that she'd never seen him climb anything, despite how much he bragged about it.
Remington took a wistful glance at the branches, smiling easily, "Is that a question or a request?"
"Well, I've never seen you climb," she shrugged back.
"Piece of cake," he set her back on her feet, but she leaned against the tree for a moment longer so she could collect herself.
Remington took a few steps, like he was gearing up to run a track race. With Eva standing well out of the way, he took three long steps before he leapt up and grabbed the first branch. The bark on that particular spot was weak and he stumbled to the ground, "Shit!"
"Jesus!" Eva gasped, "Okay, don't do it if it's gonna' cost a trip to the ER,"
"It's okay," he assured her, rubbing his palms on his jeans to take the sting out, "Just a fluke,"
He backed up and tried again, this time gripping the branch tightly and pulling himself up. Eva stood back in awe, his forearms clenched tightly and the veins in his biceps popped, but he showed little overall effort as he maneuvered his way to sit on the branch.
"See? Piece of cake," he simpered.
Eva crossed her arms over her chest, "How's the view?"
Remington smiled down at her, "Pretty fantastic, not gonna' lie. Care to join me?"
"I would love to, but I don't possess any upper body strength, whatsoever," she said.
"That's no problem," he jumped back down and stood behind her, gripping her hips tightly "Do you trust me?"
Eva glanced at the branch warily, standing over her head at a good eight feet. Her fingertips couldn't even brush the bark if she stood on her toes. But she looked to Remington, nodding slowly. He counted down from three before he hoisted her up and Eva quickly grabbed the branch, heaving herself to sit at the spot where the branch met the trunk. Remington hopped up right after, pausing briefly as the wood made a lowly creak, but he relaxed when they were still in the air.
"Piece of cake," Eva mocked.
"Yeah, 'cause I did all the heavy lifting," he nudged her gently, "Literally,"
"I didn't ask you to lift me up here" she pouted.
"But it's more fun with you up here," he lifted his head and caught her lips in a kiss before she retort in any way, holding her in his arms and deepening their kiss.
She hummed softly, parting her lips and cupping his face into her hands, unable to pay attention to anything beyond Remington's lips moving hungrily with hers, his body pressed up against her.
There was a brief moment when Eva forgot where she was as she went to plant her hand behind her, only instead of a solid ground her fingers brushed thin air and she jolted, breaking their kiss and staring down at the ground.
"Fuck," It didn't seem all the far down from the grass, but up here she felt like she was miles up.
Remington chuckled, "You okay?" and she nodded, pink tinting her cheeks. He pulled her tighter into his embrace, willfully ensuring that she wasn't going anywhere, "Don't worry, I won't let anything happen to you,"
The sun eventually began to settle into the horizon, maybe it was four or five o'clock now? Eva was tired but happy as she sat against the tree trunk at their picnic spot, Remington's head in her lap and she threaded her fingers through his pink hair and they conversed amongst themselves. And then her attention was captured when she heard a sultry request.
"What poem are you gonna' use with the picture, Eva?" Emerson suddenly asked. Eva was taken aback for a moment, her tongue suddenly running dry.
"Erm -- j-just a new thing I wrote a while back," she said, "I kept meaning to put it up, but it always needed some tweaking,"
Remington glanced up at her, "... Can we hear it?"
"Yeah," Shy nodded, hope glimmering in her dark eyes.
Eva relented faster then she usually did, perhaps because she knew they would continue to bother her about it until she would just buck up and read it. And she knew Remington would never make her do anything she wasn't comfortable with. Besides, they had all read the proses she had posted already, what actual difference would it make for her to read aloud?
"Okay..."
She grabbed her bag and fished out her notebook, only having to flip to the first few pages. She settled back against the tree trunk. She inhaled to gather herself as her eyes scanned the words she had written only a few months back. Funny, how her writing looked so different compared to how she wrote now. The emotion was different...
"I thought you were so mature when I met you
because we were 18 and you liked pistachio ice cream
and you smoked weed.
And I thought, "what are the chances you'd like someone like me?"
And you never did."
Despite Eva's misgivings, she had a natural storytelling voice. Calm and soothing, Remington had quickly fallen in love with the sound. There was an eternal softness in her voice, a magic that transformed every word she spoke into something more, something special. It relaxed Remington more than he thought possible. His heart was full, content.
"And eight months ago, seven years later,
I met someone who spends his summers in Long Beach, NYC
and studies law as a hobby
and I thought, "he's so accomplished, why would he ever like me?"
And it turns out he never actually did either,
at least not enough to make it real."
Emerson hugged Shy tightly, resting his head on her shoulder as they were both hanging on every word. Her fingers splayed through the grass, twisting, tugging blade by blade surely the same way these characters had to Eva's subject.
"Then I got drunk one night and I texted him
and I asked him "why I wasn't good enough?"
and he said that I was.
He liked me all along, I just refused to see it.
I was the one who decided I wasn't enough.
Sometimes we actually can't see things that are so obviously right in front of us
because we feel we don't deserve them.
And all I could think about was how different my life would have been
if I realized that at the ice cream parlor seven years ago,"
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Fire Keeper: Chapter 8
Douxie x fem reader
Chapter 1
Masterlist in bio!
Series Summary: You are Jim’s older sister who is taking a break from college and has moved back home to Arcadia. You end up joining Jim and his friends on their adventures. Chapter 8 summary: You would really enjoy a nice relaxing weekend, but unfortunately that isn't in the cards for you when Strickler shows up at your house, begging for protection.
You were concerned, to say the least, for Aaarrrgghh. He would die soon and he was choosing to spend his last moments with you and your friends. You didn’t really know how to feel about that. You were flattered and happy that he thought of you as family, but family had to make sacrifices for each other and you didn’t want to see Aaarrrgghh die.
So you found yourself pacing Douxie’s bookstore, ranting to Archie about your problems. You probably should have been talking to your friends about your feelings, but you didn't want to bother them when they were also going through thnigs too.
You had to talk to someone though, and Douxie had asked you to watch the bookstore while he went on an errand. So you talked to Archie, it wasn't like he was going to tell anyone.
You were just about finished summing up your life when Douxie walked in. "How was the shop?" he asked.
"Quiet." You gave a small smile and sat down at one of the tables. Picking up a book you looked it over.
"Thanks for watching it," Douxie said, coming over to pet Archie who was sitting in the chair opposite you.
The bell to the shop rang and you looked up to see a young woman there. "Hey handsome, mind helping me find a good book?" 
You scowled. "Sure," Douxie said, walking over to her. You watched uncomfortably as the woman flirted with Douxie and to your dismay Douxie flirted back.  
Archie hopped into your lap and the woman looked over at the sudden movement. "Oh, your cat is precious, may I pet him?" 
"Um, sure." You really wanted Douxie to say no for some reason, which wasn't like you. The woman drew closer to Archie he recoiled away, giving you a feeling of satisfaction. There was something off about this girl. 
"Oh. I guess he just doesn't like me," the woman said. "By the way my name's Mindy." 
"Nice to meet you," you responded politly. 
"Mhm," she said then turned back to Douxie. 
"Why don't I check that out for you?" Douxie suggested, taking the book she had chosen to the register. 
You were content to glare at Mindy with Archie until she left, but your mom called. "Hello?"  
"Hi, honey. I was just wondering if you've seen Mr. Blinky around? I haven't seen him since he got ill and rushed to the restroom. I'm still really confused on what happened."  
"No, I haven't seen him, sorry. Anyways is there anything you need me to get from the store?" You asked, trying to guide the conversation away from Blinky. 
"No, I'm working all weekend. Just take care of your brother." 
"Don't worry, mom. Love you." You hung up to see Mindy frowning at you while Douxie searched for a bag for her book.  
"Is there a problem?" you asked her. 
"Do you work here?" 
"No." 
"Ah," was all Mindy said in way of a response. Soon though she was gone, and while you hadn't noticed it before the energy in the room has changed while she was there. Now it was back to its normal relaxing aura. 
"She seems nice," Douxie commented and you forced yourself not to roll your eyes. There was something wrong with that girl. 
"Well, I need to get going, Jim's expecting me." You stood up and gently set Archie on the chair you had previously occupied. You waved goodbye to Douxie and you made your way to your car. 
You were angry at yourself for feeling jelous, it wasn't like Douxie was yours or anything. However, the more you thought about it jealousy was only the cherry on top. You were certain something was off about her. She had changed the aura in the bookstore drastically, though you hadn't noticed it at the time. 
You pulled your thoughts away from her and Douxie and focused on getting home. You had too much on your plate to worry about an odd customer.
You arrived at your home around sunset and you sighed, content. A nice relaxing weekend was exactly what you needed.
“Jim? Are you home? Mom has been asking me all day about what happened to ‘Mr. Blinky,’” you ranted as you put your purse on the coat rack.
“Good thing we decided to put the axe up last.” You spun around and quickly chanted a spell when you heard Strickler’s voice. Orange chains shot out, binding him.
“Where is Jim?!” You hissed, holding a dagger you had summoned to his throat. (You had to admit you were proud that you were able to modify the sword spell without help).
“Oh! Y/n, I’m fine. See?” Jim gestured to himself and you saw that he was indeed fine. However, you still didn’t release Strickler.
“What is he doing here?” You snarled.
“Angor Rot is after him and I agreed to help,” Jim said, frowning.
You shoved Strickler away from you and released him from his chains. “I will help too, but only because if you die my mom dies.”
“Well, I’m glad we got that settled,” Strickler grumbled, clutching his throat.
“Mhm.” You rolled your eyes and went to help Jim set up other areas of the house.
You didn’t know how to feel about helping Strickler. Once upon a time ago he had been your favorite teacher, but after all he had done... You just didn't know how to feel.
Darkness quickly creeped up on you and soon you were eating a quick dinner. It wasn’t the best food you had ever eaten, but it felt nice and calming to eat.
You were scraping the bowl when you heard Jim scream.
“Jim!” You called rushing to the basement. You were having deja vu of the first time you met Blinky and Aaarrrgghh.
You rushed down the stairs, once again ready to defend your little brother, when you saw the source of his alarm. ”Oh my gosh! Why is there a hole in our basement!”
“How else am I supposed to get around while the sun is out? Don’t worry it only leads to the sewers,” Draal explained calmly as you and Jim stood there panicking.
“Mom will flip if she sees this!” You squeaked.
“Nobody knows about it but me,” Draal clarified, but it didn’t worry you any less.
“Did you get the Lodestone?” Strickler called from the staircase. Draal held up two stones, one blue and one green. As soon as he loosened his grip they snapped together and all the metal in the basement slowly floated up then rushed to meet him.
You yelped and sent a burst of orange magic to shield him. “I’ll take that as a yes?” Jim mumbled as Draal pulled the stones apart and the metal fell to the floor.
“It’s almost nightfall. Come on, there’s more work to be done,” Strickler said and you rolled your eyes. Helping him was something that would take a while to get used to.
You worked quickly, helping set up one trap after another. Angor Rot was smart and you hoped that these traps would work.
“Okay, that’s the last one. Now all we do is wait,” Jim said, finishing up the swinging axe trap.
“You know I’m a bit surprised how well we work together,” Strickler commented.
“Don’t think it’ll happen again,” you rebuked.
“Yeah,” Jim said, “You know I’m still gonna take you down after all this is over.”
“Perhaps if we get through this, I could talk to my constituents about the eye of Gunmar,” Strickler suggested. “I assume you’re still interested in finding the last triumbric stone?”
“You know where it is?” Jim asked excitedly.
“Personally, no. But my ilk are wide and numerous. Where there’s a will, there’s a way.”
“Why would you help us kill Gunmar?” You questioned.
Strickler laughed, “Let’s just say, I’m always looking out for my best interests.”
You scoffed. “You don’t say?”
“Oh what a shocker,” Jim said louder.
Draal gasped behind you and you spun around to see Draal pointing at an eye. “What is that?” The large troll asked.
“It’s his eye!” Strickler yelped.
“Gunmar’s eye?” Jim asked, confused.
“No! Angor’s! He’s been watching us! Get it!” Strickler commanded. “After it! There, there!”
“Y/n can you use your magic or-or something?” Jim asked.
“It wont let her,” Strickler said, pushing your hands down. You scowled at him as the eye rolled off the banister.
“Catch it before it escapes!” Jim warned.
“Gunmar’s eye, Angor’s eye. Enough of these eyes!” Draal grumbled as the four of you ran into the kitchen. The eye raced around the room and flew into the air towards the sink where Jim caught it in a cup.
“How long has he been watching us?” Jim asked. Suddenly the door knob rattled and you froze.
“He’s here! Get in position!” Jim ordered, and you all rushed to your places. You ran to the stairs and levetated yourself so you were hiding in the overhang.
“For the Glory of Merlin, Daylight is mine to command,” Jim whispered and you began to mutter a spell.
“Hey, kiddos, you home? Wanda messed up my schedule again. Guess I have the day off after all,” your mom announced as she walked into the house.
“No!” you screamed as she put her purse on the rigged coat rack.
“Mom, watch out!” Jim warned, tackling her to the floor.
“Whoa! Holy— Why is there an axe in the door?”
“Barbara! Are you all right?” Strickler asked as you quickly dropped to the floor. Hopefully she hadn’t seen you hovering.
“I’m fine. Whoa! Holy—How? What is—?” Your mom looked around at the room and you could see she was panicking. “W-Walt? Why are you here? And why are you holding a crossbow?”
“Me? Uh, yes. You see, um, there’s a school project I gave Jim and, uh.” He hid the crossbow behind his back as if that would do anything. The safety must have been off though so the crossbow took down your lamp.
“Die, Angor!” Draal roared, coming into the hall.
“No, Draal! Get back!” Jim warned and your mom let out an ear splitting scream.
“Um, hello. Sorry,” Draal apologized, and you face-palmed.
Your mom screamed again. “No, no, no! Mom! Mom, it’s okay! He’s—“ Jim started to explain, but he was cut off when your mom sprayed him with pepper spray.
“My eyes!” Jim yelped, and Draal backed up, recoiling in pain. He bumped into one of the many ropes that crossed through the hall and triggered a trap. He yelped as he ran into a bookcase which fell on him, knocking him out.
Your mom screamed some more and you tried to console her. “It’s okay, mom! He’s a friend!”
“He was a friend. Now, he’s out cold,” Strickler said and you rolled your eyes, the statement barely made any sense. Your attention was taken from Strickler’s poor wording and given to your mom who screamed yet again. You walked closer to her, but before you could reach her she fainted.
“And so is she,” Strickler mumbled as you used you magic to heal her and calm her. She soon woke up and you helped her to a chair in the hallway.
“More water Barbara?” Strickler asked, holding out a pitcher. You mom nodded, but instead of giving him the glass to refill she took the pitcher and guzzled the water down.
“So, let me get this straight. There are good trolls and bad trolls and somehow, you?” Your mom asked.
“If I may. There is a vast world beneath our feet, Barbara, and your children have stirred up a heap of trouble.”
“Dude!” Jim hissed.
You glared at him. “Not cool.”
“This is all so...” your mom trailed off and you gave her a hug, there were definitely better ways to tell her.
Strickler backed away. “I’ll give you a moment.”
“I can’t believe this is what you have been doing. All those late nights, getting arrested, you in the hospital. Why are you this...Trollfighter? A-and you, Y/n, you’re a wizard?”
“Uh, Trollhunter,” Jim clarified.
“Y-you should be worried about high school and girls not this, Jim. I mean, can’t you just ask someone else to do it. Y/n could, right? Or someone else...”
“I’m afraid it’s a...permanent situation? They need me, mom. Y/n is doing her best to help, but we each have our own jobs.”
“I know it’s hard to believe, but Jim is their protector,” you added.
“But who is going to protect you?” Your mom asked and you smiled.
“That’s what I’m there for, look.” You held up your hands and the bookshelf and everything else that had fallen glowed orange. All of the objects then began to put themselves back into their place. “See?”
“Wow,” your mother marveled, fascinated by the warm orange glow that was your magic.
“Barbara, you do have to leave! It’s-“ Strickler warned, but the alarm cut him off, Angor Rot was in the house.
“The basement!” Jim groaned.
“What’s in the basement?” Your mom asked.
Strickler put a hand in front of your mom to protect her and you almost started to like him again. “Draal was supposed to guard it,” he huffed.
A black ball rolled from the door, silencing any further conversation. You heard Angor Rot begin to chant so you threw up your hands, creating a shield around everyone.
The ball began to flash with purple electricity and you placed your selves, but all that happened was the power went out.
“What happened to the lights?” Your mom yelped as the chanting grew louder.
“Mom, stay close,” Jim ordered and you got ready to perform another spell.
“But I can’t see you!” Your mom called out. With the faint glow of your shield you could see her trembling.
“Y/n?” Jim asked and you let him out of the shield as glass shattered.
Jim dropped his flashlight. “For the glory of Merlin, Daylight is mine to command.”
“Jim, you’re glowing! H-how are you glowing?”
“It’s armor, Mom. It’s part of the job,” Jim explained.
A purple orb flew at your shield, but it ricocheted off your orange shiled, which was growing weaker by the moment.
“Mom!” Jim cried out as another purple orb shot out at him.
“Stick to the plan. You know what to do,” Strickler ordered and you nodded.
“You did not run, brave hunter, but the brave are the first to die,” Angor growled, finally revealing himself to Jim and you. You let down your shield and sent a blast of magic at Angor.
“Go! Go! Y/n, get her out of here!” Jim grunted as he fought Angor Rot.
“No! Not without Jim! No! Jim!” Your mom cried out as you and Strickler pulled her to the basement.
“This tunnel leads to the sewers. You can get to the street,” Strickler informed.
“What about my son? What’s going to happen to him?”
Strickler stepped in front of her. “No, you have to go!”
“No! He needs my help!” Your mom howled.
“Come on, mom. You're no good to him if you aren’t safe,” you pleaded.
“You don’t understand, Barbara. Our lives are bound magically,” Strickler said, trying to reason with her.
“Are you really talking about our relationship right now?” Your mom asked, irritated.
“We don’t have time for this,” you interjected.
“My boy is in danger!” Your mom pushed you aside, but you cast a spell, locking the basement door
“Y/n let me through!” Your mom ordered, but you shook your head. You needed to keep her safe.
Strickler moved to grab her. “Let me go!” Your mom slapped him, but she recoiled when she felt the pain as well. “Ow! What was that?”
“Listen to me! Leaves now!” Strickler growled and his eyes glowed.
“W-what are you, Walt?” Your mom whispered, pulling herself away from him and back to you.
“I’m someone who can help your son, but I can’t until I know you’re safe. Please,” Strickler begged
“Then go to him!” Strickler ran up the stairs and you opened the door for him.
“We need to go, now.” You pulled your mom to the hole.
“No, just...wait.” Silence filled the house after that statement and you mom grabbed a shovel. You creeped towards the staircase and motioned for her to stay there, but as soon as you got up the staircase she bolted past you. You chased her upstairs and screamed as she hit Angor Rot out of the trap.
“Mom, wait! No!”
“Get away from my boy!” She growled and you cringed.
“Mom, no! Get out of here!” Jim warned as Angor Rot attacked again. You shoved your mom to Strickler and tried chain Angor Rot, but you missed.
“Walt?” You heard your mom whisper. As you put a shield up around the two of them.
“Get out of here!” Jim growled as he faced off Angor Rot. You un shielded them and summoned your sword. Your mom ran into the hallway and you quickly backed out after her, sword raised. Strickler turned to follow you, but Angor attacked him, cutting his and your mom’s neck.
“Mom!” Jim cried.
“Well that didn’t go as planed,” Strickler muttered. You were about to jump into fight Angor Rot, but you heard Draal roar. He crashed into the room and tackled Angor Rot.
“Mom! Are you okay?” Jim asked as he helped her down stairs.
“My side hurts. Why—?”
“Come on, I have to get you out of here,” Jim cut her off.
“Can you drive?” Jim asked Strickler as you ran out of the house.
“Motivated enough I can do anything,” Strickler affirmed and you rolled your eyes, again.
“Move. I’ll drive,” you offered. No way you were letting a half-conscious Strickler drive.
“We have to go to the hospital,” Jim stated.
“Can’t. Our wounds won't be healed by modern medicine. We need to go to Trollmarket,” Strickler informed, coughing. You pulled the car out of the driveway and sped to the bridge.
“Sorry. I messed things up,”  your mom mumbled from the back seat.
“No, mom. I’m sorry. I should have told you. I should have told you everything,” Jim responded.
“Just hang in there and everything is going to be okay, alright?” You added.
You glanced in your rear view mirror and saw a purple flash. You quickly swerved the car to avoid the orb that Angor Rot—who had gotten free of Draal—cast.
“That’ll wake one up!” Strickler yelped as he slid in his seat.
You turned into the woods to avoid another blast and did your best to steer clear of any trees.
“Where did you learn how to fight?” Your mom asked.
“Shh. I-I’ll tell you all about it once we get you somewhere safe.”
“Perhaps now-” Strickler coughed “-We call your friends? I think we lost him.”
Just as he said that Angor Rot hopped onto the forest floor. “Go! Go! Go! Get to the bridge now!” Jim screamed.
“Mom, stay with us! We’re almost there!” You said, peering into the back seat as you reversed. You burst out of the trees and onto the road where you made a quick u-turn while Jim called his friends. You did your best not to crash as you soared into the canal.
“Jim!” Strickler warned as he gestured towards Angor Rot who was now on top of the bridge.
“Oh, no, no, no, no!” Jim sighed. Angor Rot jumped off the bridge and landed on the car, breaking the back window. Jim fought him as you tried to shake the troll off.
“Turn now!” Jim ordered and you did, but Angor still would not fall.
“Jim!” Your mom cried as you swerved again. Angor Rot finally fell free and you stuck your hand out the window. You sent a magic blast his way, but all it did was make him stumble.
He leapt onto the front of your car, breaking the front windshield. He grabbed your throat, but you swerved the car again, causing him to lose his grip on you.
“We have to shake him before we get into Trollmarket!” Jim called and you replied by breaking hard. The inertia sent Angor flying off the car.
“Straight at the wall! Just drive!” Jim yelled.
How do you know it’ll open?!” Strickler asked, panicked.
“I don’t!” you responded.
“It’s not opening!” Strickler yowled, but right as you were about to crash you soared through the wall and over Toby. You did your best to safely maneuver the damaged vehicle blue crystal staircase, but there was something wrong. You weren’t feeling well.
“We need help! Please!” You barely heard Jim call as things slowly faded to black.
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So this is a pretty long chapter already, however I had planned to write it even longer. I decided against that though, and instead split chapter eight in half. You will get chapter nine on Friday! Have a fantastic day/night and please stay safe.
Also I'm sorry if your name is Mindy.
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“I’m NOT Cute. End of Story”
Dream was barely awake today and the first thing he did was look for his mask.
He looked around towards where he placed it last night, so when his hand his air he of course grew anxious. Of course, he had to have it go missing when he was supposed to go out. He sighed and stood up to look around the room.
He reached under the bed as his first choice of where it could’ve gone. When he couldn’t find anything he got his phone and turned on a flashlight to see if it would do anything, maybe his arm was just too short?
He didn’t know he just wanted it back.
When he accepted the fact it wasn’t down there he checked his desk quickly before yanking the drawers open. Upon seeing no porcelain masks with an obnoxious smile on it, he huffed and went towards the closet.
“Please! Please, just be there” He quickly prayed before swinging the doors open. He dug through his clothes trying his best to not ruin anything more than he already did. He even looked on top of the closet, just to find nothing.
He found nothing!
Mumbling curses under his breath he gave up on the idea of searching in his room. He headed downstairs towards the kitchen to see if he left it there. He only found an empty kitchen, it was as clean as he left it two days ago. Growling as he headed upstairs once again, he was down digging through the shelves.
“Why’d I go to the kitchen?! I barely even make it home at night! I don’t even use it! Why- Oh my gosh”
He opened the bathroom door and looked through the sink, the cabinets under it. He sighed before heading downstairs once again, towards the last place he thought he would leave it at.
Dream was barely able to come home with all the things he does.
This was the first time he was even able to come home this month. Usually he slept at the closest house to the team base. But his house was safer than the base and Bad was getting tired of finding Dream awake at three in the morning or asleep in an office, so he was forced to come home.
After an hour of not even taking care of himself and instead searching for his missing mask he came to the conclusion it was stolen. There is absolutely no way that it just disappeared, and Dream was not one to lose things. Especially something so important to him.
He got a call and due to being so irritated he just answered without checking the contact name.
“Hi?” He questioned irritatedly.
“Hey Dream! Bad wanted to know if you can come over to L’manberg, they’re having a carnival and I- we want you to come!” he recognized the voice and toned down his annoyance.
‘It’s not George’s fault it was stolen’
“Yeah, I’ll be there, just let me get ready”
‘need to go to the shed, see if there are any more masks there- They break all the time of course there’s going to be more… oh please let there be more”
He went out of the house and towards the small shed behind the house. He sighed in relief when he noticed a small green box sitting on the side of a crafting table. Immediately he opened the box and pulled out another clean mask, same color, same smiley face imprinted on it.
“Oh, Thank Goodness!” He exclaimed as he ran back inside the house, locking the door on the way.
He went upstairs to get ready, for once. Dream was annoyed with how dirty he felt even if he’d been worse during the games he played with his team.
They would deal with mud, some times even find leaches sticking to his skin from when they dived into a lake, dried and fresh leaves, hay, splinters, and other things sticking to him when they decided to bet on things.
He doesn’t understand why he’s never prepared for those though.
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Standing in front of L’manberg he sighed in relief.
Not out of tiredness but out of relief that he had found his mask before he came to the little nation they gave freedom to. He smiled although no one would be able to see it due to the mask.
Upon entering, he noticed how everyone was talking loudly, that was until he came into view and their faces would turn into shocked ones.
He could only hear snippets, and they were all about his mask. He wasn’t sure if it was something new or not, but he didn’t care he just headed towards where George said they would meet up.
Dream found George and Sapnap all grabbing food from a stand, their faces had clear amusement and excitement all over them. He chuckled at the scene and walked towards them.
“Hi! Where’s Bad?” He asked as he came from behind George. George would later swear that he didn’t let out a squeak.
“Told you he had more!” Sapnap exclaimed after George handed him twenty dollars. Dream was left confused, but only for a few seconds.
“So you guys stole my mask?!” He growled out, getting ready to chase after them if it deemed necessary. Subpoena put his hands up after having put away the money.
“Chill dude! We didn’t steal it, we just heard about someone taking it and thinking they could force you to show your face! We only bet on a rumor!” He explained as quickly as he could seeing how the blond was seething in annoyance. Sapnap didn’t want to have to respawn and lose the money had just gained from George.
“Who stole it?” He asked regaining himself from the annoyance he gained for having to deal with searching for his missing mask for almost two straight hours. He sighed when Sapnap and George shrugged.
“I heard it was Wilbur but then I saw Tommy with it, so…” He dragged it out when he saw the green-eyed male pipe up at the information presented to him.
“Do you know where I can find L’manberg’s president?” He said his voice seemed innocent, but they both knew that when the blond saw Wilbur and Tommy he would start shooting arrows without warning.
“I don’t know where!” George exclaimed, hiding behind Sapnap as if he were a shield. Of course the raven moved out of the way and let George to Dream’s mercy.
“I’ll be back!” He yelled since he had already left to search for the tall brunette. He walked through crowds finally understanding why there was so much gossip about his beloved mask. The blond found the Brunette scolding a blond child. He came from behind and jumped onto the brunette ruining the scolding.
“Wilbur!” Dream exclaimed as he did so. He could feel the other man tense up and move him around, so they could be face to face. He smiled though the other wouldn’t be able to see his face.
Dream hadn’t noticed but the moment he they saw him coming to Wilbur they left finding it as an opening to escape.
“Dream, where did you get the mask from? I literally took it from you so-” He quickly realized his mistake and shut up when he felt the aura the other displayed. But even though he knew he would be killed he was still holding a small pout thanks to his disappointment.
“Why’d you take it?” He asked the taller male.
Wilbur looked away as blush covered his face. They’ve been dating, yes, but Will still wasn’t as confident in admitting cheesy things as much as Dream. He literally had to use Tommy once to ask the other on a date.
Dream understood the reason the moment he saw the red blush cover his face, but he still was going to force it out of the other.
“Dream!” he whined when he noticed the other was looking up at him, well he could be looking to the side, but he wouldn’t know.
“You know why” He said as he put his hands on the other’s arms. Dream was amused that the idea left Wilbur so flustered even though he went through an entire war just to get freedom and literally broke into the other’s house just to get this for a day.
“Fine… I wanted to see your face because you looked so cute without it, you’re always so expressive it’s adorable to see you making all those cute expressions” he stuttered out not wanting to face the other.
Spectators, they were all waiting to see the masked genius kill the other, so what happened next shocked them.
Hearing a sigh Wilbur finally looked down towards the other, his eyes meeting the other’s green eyes. “There, are you happy?” He asked as he put the mask away in his inventory.
“Very.” He said as he went down to kiss the other.
“You’re so cute” Wilbur awed at the other, for his confidence in taking away his mask and showing PDA towards the entire group of people wandering around them.
“You’re so, so, so, so, so, so, cute” He said as he started peppering kisses on the other’s face, for a moment he forgot about his embarrassment in doing things like this. Dream scowled but Wilbur only saw a pouting beauty.
He cooed as he saw the other pout in annoyance. He quickly put the mask back down and stated,
“I’m not cute. End of story”
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Right Here (Richard Winters x Reader)
Requested by @easy-company-tradition​: “... could you please do dick winters comforting the reader during a panic attack?...”
Author’s Note: Oh gosh, I’ve never actually written anything like this before. I tried to do as much research as I could so I can portray this in an accurate manner. These are very serious, and if I got anything wrong, please feel free to correct me. I apologize for any inaccurate portrayals of panic attacks in this fic.
Words: 2.7k (a bit longer than i anticipated,,,)
BIG FAT WARNING FOR THIS ONE: Panic attacks. If they make you uncomfortable or you don’t want to read a description about how they feel, please please don’t read this! I suggest steppin’ away from this fic if these sorts of things make you upset, I’m incredibly sorry. So panic attack under the cut, please heed my warnings.
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Laying on the cushioned sofa, your fingers traced over the yellowed papers of the novel you were reading. It was one of the books that David had recommended you during the war--so when you had returned, you were sent in a rush to find it in any bookstore you could find.
Flicking over the inked words on the flimsy paper, you hummed a random tune as to not make the house as empty as it currently was. The record playing let out a quiet sort of ambience, lulling you to a daze. The book slammed shut, your slipper ladened feet pressing against the hardware floor.
But that was just a couple minutes ago.
It all happened so fast, your body feeling cumbersome as your knees buckled under you. You fell with a thud, the dull pain of your tailbone outshadowed from the sharp pain in your head. So you didn’t know how you found yourself here, your back resting on the wooden cupboards in the kitchen, the handle pressing uncomfortably on the nape of your neck.
You didn’t know when you started bawling your eyes out, the cool tears drying on your cheeks. The stream trailing down your neck, staining the crisp shirt you wore.
Just all the sudden, it hit you--this overwhelming feeling of dread and immediately you wanted it to stop. Everything was just so blurry so you opted to keep your eyes shut, but it did nothing to help with the flashes of horrific scenes from war from flashing in your mind.
Heavy and broken heaves stuttered from your lips, and they wouldn’t stop--no matter how many times you tried to regulate your breathing. Laborious and tense, your chest fell up and down drastically and sometimes a bit staggering. You were quivering so much and your deft fingers didn’t feel like yours. At this moment you felt like you were feeling nothing and everything at once.
Sweat pooled swiftly on your brow, and your hands fell clumsily to wipe it off but to no avail. The air was so muggy and thick, you despised it. You felt so helpless, trapped in the corner of your own kitchen. The slippers which cushioned your feet were long gone, as you had kicked them off in an attempt to stop the writhing and pricking feeling on your legs.
It felt as if about a thousand invisible hands had a tight grip on your throat, blocking your airways as you struggled to even inhale a single bit of oxygen. Light-headed, you feel your whole brain shutting down. And even as you could feel it go blank, the intense feeling shooting throughout your whole being.
It repeated for so long and when you finally thought it had stopped, it comes just as quickly as it leaves. Wave after wave after wave, you felt so drained out of energy. Even with your throat parched as a desert, you still had no desire to get yourself a glass of water.
The pads of your fingertips grow weary from rubbing circles into the temples of your head, your hair a bit messy from running your hands through them so many times. Then at times you would feel like you were in the Sahara, hot flashes bursting randomly here and there.
Your sternum and torso ached and burned so much, and you could almost feel every instance of your wind and chest pipe closing up. Your eyes became sore from releasing too much tears, puffing up the longer you sat idle on the tiled floor. Let this end please, you knew you couldn’t take anymore of this.
Sooner or later the bright, fluorescent hue of the kitchen light grew unbearable, and you turned your head to sink deeper into your shoulder. Whimpers and incomplete and occasionally incoherent sentences left your dried lips and tongue. Running out of tears, silent sobs wracked throughout your body.
Even if it seemed like hours before this happened, it had only been a mere 20 minutes. These events further cemented into your train of thought. And so if you tried to shake them off, it’d only do more harm than good and right then and there the pain only seemed to become more amplified.
Disoriented in your own whirlpool of thoughts and flashing images, you were oblivious to the sound of the front door opening and the voice of the amber head of hair which peeked through your field of vision. Not realizing the echoed voice of your husband, you ignored it--thinking it to be fake and not at all actually happening.
Immediately when Richard received no response from you, his mind went to overdrive. His sapphire eyes blown wide out of proportion, his usually leveled voice grew a bit louder, hoping to catch your attention from wherever you were. Steady and slow-paced footsteps filled the air, and as he approached the kitchen, a small gasp left his mouth. His tall frame easily looked over the marble island in the center of the kitchen. There his eyes laid on your curled form, still hunched over in a fetus position.
Rushing over to your being at the speed of light, he lowered himself down so he could be on level with you. Richard instantly placed his hands on your shoulder as if to remind you that he was there. That he was there by your side. The palm of his hands trailed soothingly on the path of your upper arms and soldiers, and you could feel your turbulent breathing calm down for the briefest of moments.
“Ri--Richard I-- I didn’t know,” You shakily call out to him, struggling to get out any words, “It happened so fast, I--”
“(Y/N)... (Y/N), it’s okay… Shh shh, I got you honey. I got you.”
His calm voice washed over you like cold water on a cold day, the mere tone of it comforting you like no other thing could ever accomplish. All you knew in these hazy moments is that you were extremely relieved from Richard’s mere presence. His long arms slowly but reassuringly wrapped around your form, pulling you closer to him.
Still slightly panicked, you pushed him away lightly and placed your hands flat on his chest to stop him. Richard looked at you with only kindness and understanding, rich pools of aquamarine and cool green gazing at you with love and adoration.
Understanding that you might need some space, he pulls away to settle you down on the floor so he can sit next to you but you retreat your hands--bringing them to tightly grip on the tidied, white button up he wore. Coming back to your senses, you lean forward to close the proximity between you and the scarlet-haired man opening up his arms to welcome you with his embrace.
Opening up his legs, he ushered you between them to make it easier for him to hold you tenderly. Stopping to recollect yourself and to take in the moment, you cracked--a soft yet sharp cry left your form, and you buried your face in Richard’s chest. The palm of your hands were rubbed raw, and your nails indented crescent shaped marks into the soft skin. Tears rolled over the plains of your cheeks, replacing your old and dry ones.
“Look at me, love...Please look at me, (Y/N).” Richard had gently urged you, tilting your head up to meet his ever so softly.
Concerned and worried, your husband pressed his forehead against your feverish one. Both of your thighs settled on the sides of Richard’s waist, and his hands went from the small of your back to your legs. He laid his hands there in such a manner that reassured you that he was there, and that everything will be alright. Pushing yourself to take heavy breaths and failing every time, your husband stopped you in your tracks when he noticed.
With his forehead pulling away from yours and his hands reclaiming their spot on your back, Richard looked at you intently.
“Try to breathe with me okay?” Your husband gently said, rubbing circles on your back as you let out a shaky nod.
Peppering your cheek with kisses before he began, he let out a consoling smile.
“3… 2… 1… Inhale.”
You breathed in lots of air as soon as he said the word and his arms wrapped around you securely as you did. In the same manner he did before, he counted down from three and in a softhearted manner he instructed you to exhale.
“Let it all out, (Y/N)... Exhale.” Taking his time with each of his instructions, Richard patiently sat with you repeating the same words with bits of comforting sentences here and there until your breathing finally calmed down.
Still not knowing what to do, you cuddled closer to your husband as you feebly wrapped your arms around his waist. Whimpering and still trembling, you let yourself sink into the hold of your love. You clung around Richard’s strong frame, gaining comfort from the way he would whisper words of consolation near your ear.
“I’m right here, (Y/N). I’m right here.” He would keep saying, and each time seemed so much more loving than the last.
Everytime your breath seemed to hitch or stop, your husband quickly rushed to action--doing the best he could to give you the slightest bit of comfort to try to make it all better. Richard’s hands on your back ran a slow up-and-down motion and you looked up to take in his doting features. But the soft smile you were about to bestow him turned upside down as your brain ran over the events which just took place. With your mind and heart heavy, you felt defeated all over again. Turning your head to face away from the man you loved, Richard stopped you.
Pausing briefly, he went to cradle your face with both of his hands. Deeply taking oxygen in, Richard then put all of his attention on you. His eyes observing every breath, how your eyes dilated, or how you blinked profusely to keep the tears from falling.
“(Y/N), I want you to remember that I’m right here. That I always will be, and that no matter what--I will never ever leave your side.”
Relaxing immensely, all the tension that built inside of your being vanished without even a single trace. With no words to say, you stayed silent and instead gazed upon his light cobalt eyes with all of the affection you could muster in that moment.
Taking in his words, your eyebrows furrowed before relaxing. Swaddled up in Richard’s love, you relished in the feeling. You don’t think you could ever live a life without him near you. So you sank deeper into his hold as Richard offered you amorous kisses. On your forehead, on your cheeks, near your jaw, and especially on your lips.
All of his kisses were filled to the brim with the utmost care and affection.
You propped your arms on his shoulders, your form moving slightly with Richard positioning his hands to keep your body stable. Your head fell upon his shoulders and you dipped your nose in the crook of his neck. You couldn’t see it but you knew that your husband was smiling softly at your comfortable form.
A great feeling came over you--feelings such as comfort, relief, and glee all mixed  and mashed into one hurling emotion--knowing that you had Richard with you. The man who you loved with every single fiber your being could offer. The man who has seen you in your most vulnerable moments and never hesitated to come to your air. The man who held you so devotedly in his arms.
While basking and digging deeper into your head, you could faintly feel the way Richard’s dexterous fingers comb through your hair, his fingers sometimes applying pressure to give you a sort of scalp massage to help you relax just a bit better.
You let yourself sink away from his neck to look at his face. While his eyes were closed--his eyelashes fluttering and brushing over the top of his cheeks--he held such a languid look. An expression of concentration also rested deeply on his face, and you admired him in all of his beauty. You were putty in this man’s hold, but didn’t complain one bit.
For the time being, you let your mind slip away from reality, far away from the outside world. Tuning yourself out, you only focused on yourself and your peaceful husband. Your fingers played with his collar, fanning it down and up or just fiddling with the edges until you grew uninterested.
Closing your eyes to distract yourself, you laid lax and splayed on Richards lap. The two of you were still on the tiled kitchen floor, with you and his breathing the only noises the world has to offer right now.
Your heart was beating, but not at all like the way your heart was rapidly pounding just a few moments ago. This time it was pleasant, and you could’ve sworn that you also felt the thumping of Richard’s heart as you rested your hand on his chest too. You released soft puffs of breaths and you could feel yourself tearing up again. The familiar feeling welled up in your (E/C) eyes and when Richard picked up on you quietly sniffing, he rushed up and sat up with his back as straight as a pole.
“Is everything alright? Do you want me to get anythi--”
“No, no, Richard… It’s fine.” Cutting him off before he could finish you looked up to him with watery orbs, the sight making Richard’s heart pang with a wave of sadness.
“What happened…?”
“It’s just-- It’s just that… I love you so fucking much, Richard.”
“(Y/N), I love you too. I love you so, so, so much…”
Hiccuping and clinging onto him as if your life depended on it, it felt cathartic almost to be with him. You felt complete and you felt as if you can take on anything in the world--no matter how small or big. It was as if love just encased your whole heart and being whenever you were around him and no copious amounts of gratitude could ever capture how grateful you were for him. What happened earlier was shoved in the back of your brain, buried by your emotions for Richard and most likely never to be found again.
Holding out your pinky finger to him, his eyebrows quirked up in curiosity. While it was most certainly an act that was mostly done by children, you couldn’t bring yourself to care about that fact. You held it up for him and he stared at your finger for just a little bit longer before bringing up his own, both of your fingertips soon touching before wrapping each other securely.
“Can you promise me something, Richard?” You began carefully.
“Of course, my love. Anything.”
“Please promise me that… That you’ll never leave me because I wouldn’t dream of ever leaving you.”
With your pinky fingers both wrapped around each other, the look in Richard’s ocean eyes were genuine and gracious.
“I’ll be wherever you need me,” Richard had said, leaning in closer so your foreheads were touching once again. The intimate and soft act brought a sincere smile on your lips and you fluttered your eyelids shut.
“Right here,” He unwrapped his pinky for yours so he can envelop you in another embrace.
Raising his index finger, the cool pad of his fingertip brushed lightly to where your heart is through the flimsy material of your shirt. “And right here.”
Richard then cupped your hand and brought the knuckles to his lips, pressing passionate but quick kisses on them. Chuckling softly at the sweet gesture, you laid there with nothing but your husband occupying your head. Your hectic thoughts had died down and were replaced with calm and tranquil ones. Dropping your hand, it was free to play with the short hair at the base of Richard’s neck.
Drowsy and tired, your entire head felt heavy no matter how many times you attempted to bring it back up. Succumbing to sleep was easy, and Richard’s voice lulled you to it even faster. Before passing out, you did feel a pair of soft lips pressing one last kiss on your forehead. Richard carefully picked you up and scaled up the stairs, heading to the bedroom you two shared.
You didn’t know what the future held, but you knew that you and Richard would be by each other’s sides until the universe ceases to exist.
And you were more than fine with that.
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Author’s Note: Hopefully what I wrote was alright since it was indeed my first time writin’ something like this. Once again, if I did make a mistake, I’m fine with y’all correcting me. I do wish that all of you enjoyed reading this. And JJ, thank you for this request, I love ya! 😩💕
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