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lightvixxen · 2 years

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Eddie munson x insecure!bestfriend!reader

A/n:This is purely self-indulgent bc I needed some comfort lolz, also major vent post and its kinda personal bc this is actual stuff from my own vents lol, but I just needed to write Eddie comfort and ik there’s some plus sized ppl who feel the same<3

Warnings: degrading language(not the fun kind), insecurity, reader calls themselves names in their diary, negative self-talk,reader willing gets into a toxic arrangement, fluff…so much fluff, best friends to lovers, small angst but its hurt/comfort, small mentions of violence, Eddie just wants to harm the ppl that hurt you.

Summary: Eddie reads ur diary and need to show just how fucking wrong u are abt yourself.

Eddie had been in your room countless times, though this time, he was on a fucking mission. He had managed to convince you to go downstairs alone to grab some drinks, and he prayed it kept you occupied long enough for him to snoop.

You had been down the past few days and he needed to know why, unfortunately for him, you kept your mouth shut on your feelings, opting to change the subject every time he asked. Luckily for him though, you wrote down everything in a small blue notebook. Eddie grabbed the notebook out of its hiding place, flipping through its pages, he knew this was an invasion of privacy but damn it he was worried, sue him.

He stopped, finally coming to the most recent page, which had everything he needed to know.

September 19, 1987.

So, I went back to him…and I know what your thinking “why would you go back to someone who uses you?!”

Eddie already knew who and what you were talking about, had spent countless nights staying up with you as you sobbed into his shoulder about the boy who would never return your feelings and played you consistently. And spent countless nights fighting the urge to grab a fucking bat to go kill the son of a bitch. But he reads on.

Well, I’ll tell you, it’s because its what I think I deserve. I’ve kinda accepted my fate to the “fuckable but not datable” Role of my life. After all no one wants a fat ugly whore hanging off their arm.

God- Eddie wanted to both punch and hug you, you were absolutely perfect and beautiful, words couldn’t describe how much he wanted you. How much he wanted you hanging off his arm, contrary to your belief- you weren’t ugly, sure you were bigger than all the other girls, but that just meant more to love! He wanted to worship every part of your body. To show you off, show all the fuckers who said those nasty things to you what they were missing. And for fucks sake, you saw yourself as a whore?! You barely slept with anyone, and the people you did sleep with you had known for years!

I just- I just want someone to actually care, want someone to tell me they love me and mean it.

Eddie loved you, He loved you so fucking much even he, himself couldn’t believe it. He looked at you with so much adoration and love it was unbelievable how oblivious you were to him.

Nobody wants a nerd, no one wants a plus sized- or well fat, Plus size is only for the pretty ones, that of which I am not. Also no one wants baggage, or someone who’s clingy if they say they do they’re lying. Or i would have someone, pretty sure no one in this school would touch me with a 10ft pole. Lol jealous of the people who are wanted.

The entry ends and Eddie wants to cry, he hated the fact you talked about yourself like that. He wanted everything about you, he was fucking crazy over you. He wished he could make you see yourself the way he saw you. Because fuck- you were a goddess to him. He worships the fucking ground you walk on. He wanted to take you out on sappy dates, and treat you the way you deserve to be treated. Not the way you’ve been treated by your exes, he hated how they treated you like a fucking toy.

Eddie heard your heavy footsteps bounding up the stairs, he didn’t bother putting your diary away. He was going to shoot his fucking shot because damn it if that’s how you’ve been feeling he wanted to show you how fucking wrong you were.

“Okay I finally got- Eds…what the fuck?!” You almost dropped the two cans, seeing your best friend with your diary. It’s obvious he had read it, so fucking obvious in the way he was staring at you.

Eddie didn’t say anything as he gently closed the notebook. Didn’t say anything as he slowly got up from your bed. You thought he was going to run out, tell you everything you had thought was true, that this was the end to your friendship with Eddie. Instead, he crossed the room, walking towards you and before you knew it he was pulling you into a bone crushing hug.

“E-Eddie?!” You squeaked, arms hanging loosely at your sides. “God- your so fucking stupid you know that?! You talk so fucking negatively about yourself, while your oblivious to the way I look at you!” You were stunned, you couldn’t tell if he was comforting you or not.

But he continued, “you’re so fucking beautiful, and pretty and so fucking amazing, I want you to be the one hanging off my arm. Fuck- sweetheart I want everything about you.” Your face fell, more than it already could. You had heard that phrase so many times, and it only landed you being stranded in your sheets.

“Eddie- c’mon don’t play like that.” You murmured, even with the way he was hugging you, you couldn’t believe someone could ever want you outside of sex. “I’m not fucking playing!” He pulled back from you, a firm grip on your shoulders, he wanted to shake you until you realized he was telling the truth. “Sweetheart, I love you genuinely, every time- every single fucking time, you mention someone hurt you, or someone used you. I’ve had to fight the urge to kill a motherfucker for making you think like that.”

Tears slowly well up in your eyes. You knew Eddie, he didn’t joke about that kind of shit. Not after what happened last year. “Sweetheart-“ Eddie wiped your tears, “you don’t know how much I love you, I worship the fucking ground you walk on, I’ve written stupid love songs about how much I want you.” His eyes are locked on yours, letting you know just how serious he is about this. “You literally consume my every thought, all I think about is what your doing, what you feel, The way you laugh, the way you smile-“ Eddie hugged you once again. “God if I knew that’s what you were feeling I would’ve told you this ages ago, but…I’m absolutely crazy about you.”

And with that he kissed you, it was slow, passionate, letting you know just how much he meant every word. Every-time you tried to make it heated, tried to deepen the kiss he would pull away. He wasn’t gonna let your stupid insecurities and thoughts ruin the image you have of him.

#eddie munson #eddie x female reader #eddie munson x plus size reader #eddie munson x reader #eddie x reader #stranger things #eddie munson fic #eddie munson fluff #small angst #purely self indulgent #eddie munson x you #best friend! eddie #best friend! eddie munson #kinda protective!Eddie #protective!Eddie

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little-blackbird-atmidnight · 2 years

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Eddie munson headcanons

Not proofread,copy and pasted from my notes

Headcanons for being a singer and dating eddie, Steve and Billy are coming soon.

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Eddie Munson:

this boy loves your voice so much

Has tried recruiting you into Corroded Coffins more than once

You made a song dedicated to him

He almost fainted because of it

You were looking at him the whole time during the song

You love this idiot

And you sometimes get high with him

But you usually don’t and just watch over him to make sure he doesn’t accidentally Kill himself

“Baby I love you-“ “I love you too, Eddie.” “But baabbyyy.” “Yes?” “I really really love you.”

Eddie is pretty emotional when high Ngl

Anyways the kids and cult love you

Although you’re all he ever talks about now

You’re around often bc you still go to school

It’s weird since Jason is always trying to flirt with you

You don’t like it at all

Your friends are happy for you but are annoyed because now a lot of your songs are love songs for Eddie and it’s just-

They’re happy, just annoyed.

Although they don’t miss you singing A Man without Love on repeat

So they’re kinda contempt with this

But anyways they threatened Eddie that if he hurt you, he would feel their wrath <33

When you met Wayne, he knew you would be good for Eddie. Your decently calm personality had balanced his usually energetic one.

Although he went with the “What are your intentions with my boy?”

You stared at him as if he hadn’t heard the new album of love songs dedicated to said nephew.

He has

Many times

Eddie wouldn’t stop blasting them from his room and van for weeks

Wayne knew every song and the lyrics and he didn’t know how to feel

On one hand, Eddie found someone he loved and that someone loved him dearly

On the other hand, he didn’t know if he could stand hearing it again.

But he likes you

You’re like another son to him

It’s not uncommon to see you passed out on Eddie’s chest in the living room late in the day

Or to see you two asleep on the couch at like midnight while some random show plays

It’s odd for Wayne at first

Seeing Eddie so

Loving

Towards someone

He knew you were the one for Eddie when he saw you softly singing to him when he was having a nightmare.

“Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars,” you held Eddie close to you, watching as he slowly started to relax again. “Fill my heart with song and let me sing forevermore.”

All sleep was gone from your eyes and system, all your attention was on your boyfriend.

“You’re all I long for, all I worship and adore. In other words, please be true. In other words, in other words, I love you.”

You didn’t notice that the door had opened slightly.

But that morning, you did notice the grateful looks that Wayne gave you once he saw how happy Eddie was.

you love him

He loves you

His uncle loves you like family

He’s expecting you two to get married soon <333

But anyways

The first time he went over to your house to meet your parents, it was absolute chaos.

Apparently your band usually stays at your place and you all do everything to annoy the others.

He walked in on you sneaking on the drummer with your guitar in hand.

“sWEET CAROLINE, BA BA BAAA-“

You’re an idiot

But now you’re his second idiot in the family

Your parents and Wayne agree that you two were basically made for each other,

But back to dating Eddie

Dates usually consist of going to concerts, making more music for both your band and Corroded Coffins

Sometimes he’ll take you to Lovers Lake

You enjoy coming to his campaigns

Apparently you had taught your band how to play it,

But it was a surprise to see you walk into the club and sit on Eddie’s lap

He loves when you sit on his lap

You usually do during a campaign and you don’t want to leave him

While the others are deciding what type of attack or what to do, he’ll smother you in kisses

But he does that either way

You saw Dustin gagging when Eddie kissed you in the middle of his sentence

Neck kisses are a must

Forehead kisses

Everywhere.

You go to his concerts when you can

He goes to yours

He’ll take the kids with him

Erica decided that she likes you

You became another dad to the kids,

Eddie introduced you to Steve, Nancy and Robin

You and Robin now team up to bully Steve

But in a loving, Platonic with a capital P way.

You and the girls have nights where you have fun but to the others it seems like you three are planning to commit murder

You’re Robin’s new wingman

But they all agreed you and Eddie are both a power couple and annoying af sometimes

With being a singer, you often leave for concerts but you put it on hold for school.

You being with Eddie gave his hand more recognition and publicity

So there’s a lot more fans

Who knows, after graduation you two may end up going on tour together

We do love ignoring canon <333

Anyways

You love Eddie and Eddie loves you

Nothing will ever separate you two

<333

Eddie my love

#eddie munson x male reader #x reader #x male reader #stranger things x male reader #eddie munson

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wikiangela · 1 month

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Summarised wip ask I was going to go

9&12 but then I saw this which made me smile (9 and 12 are still at the idea stage and don't have even a sentence

So I’ll say 1 or 3 instead 💜

all I can say about 9 and 12 are that 9 is a roommates idea where buck goes to live with eddie temporarily but then ends up staying and then they get together (I so wanna write this and tried to start many times but the words are just not flowing idk lol)

and 12 will be another possessive eddie fic but this time I wanted it to be a sfw version where eddie's a famously bad sharer who only shares stuff with buck (and chris) but is also very bad at sharing buck with people lol

1. is alive shannon - I posted a lot of snippets, but eventually it's just gonna be the three of them (Buck and Eddie and Shannon) figuring out how to co-parent together and be friends, even before buddie get together (and they will lol)

here's a lil snippet I haven't shared bc I feel like it needs some changing haha

He decides not to bring it up, aside from a subtle comment – or as subtle as he’s capable of, just a little quip about Eddie and Shannon being awfully domestic and how Buck hopes Chris won’t get his hopes up. It’s none of his business, but it’s Christopher. He’ll always do anything to make sure Christopher doesn’t suffer. And getting his hopes up only to find out all over again that his parents are breaking up would break his little heart. So Buck does say something, immediately following it up by “but it’s none of my business, sorry for butting in.” Eddie didn’t say much in response, just hummed and looked like he was pondering that for a few moments, before thanking Buck, and that was it. Later on, though, Buck could see him and Shannon trying to act more like just friends. Buck can imagine it’s hard, still loving each other but knowing it can’t work, and especially with a kid involved, but he believes they’ll make it work. And he’ll be there for whatever they need him for. A few days later there’s a moment where he and Shannon are left alone for a while, and she takes that opportunity to thank him for saying something, too. She smiles, squeezes his hand, and adds: “I really appreciate you being there for Eddie and Christopher, being their family. Thank you, Buck, for caring about my son so much.”

and 3. is the coffee shop au! these idiots will be dancing around it for months while maddie will get a date with chimney during their first meeting, and I'm so excited for this haha

and a short snippet of that, the moment buck finds out eddie is not only a dad but also single lol (did eddie sneak in the 'single dad' in there on purpose? maybe 👀👀)

“Sorry, you don’t need to hear about my messy morning. Being a single dad has its challenges.” he chuckles again. “No, it’s fine, I- I like talking to you.” Buck hears himself say, as he slowly processes the information. Eddie has a kid. And he’s single. That’s two new pieces of information about Eddie, and they’re the most important yet. “Uh, you have a kid?” “I do. He’s seven. And my whole world.” Eddie says, face lighting up with the fondest expression, one a person gets when they talk about the most precious thing in their life. “He’s waiting for me in the car right now, I told him I’d be quick.”

my badly summarized wips

#badly summarized wip #asks #wikiangela answers #wikiangela writes #buddie coffee shop au #the alive shannon fic #my wip #fic snippet

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gaylittleeddie · 3 years

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sometimes I wonder if buddie was intentional??

like okay what was the point of introducing this suddenly new main character after Abby left??? someone had to fill in her spot. they had Maddie fill in the dispatcher role so what happened to the love interest one,?? then on top of that they literally had Buck see Eddie for the first time with “whatta man” playing and the scene is from Bucks pov bc we didn’t see him until Buck saw him. afterwards they did the you can have my back anytime scene. later it parallels to Shannon saying she wanted someone who had her back. and they specifically had Buck lowkey start putting himself into Chris and Eddies life. and then we have Eddie being insecure about dating bc of his son and Buck stepping up vs Buck not finding someone who understands the job and Eddie knowing he had to do what he needed to do. plus in season 2 they dropped all these buddie hints when people hardly shipped them back then. I feel like after Maddie and Eddie didn’t fall through they scrambled a bit and then just decided to possibly go with buddie and test to see if the fans liked it. 911 prides themself on representation in general so I feel like they would jump at the opportunity for a mlm slowburn.

#tv: 911 #911 fox #911onfox #911 #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie

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crossovereddie · 3 years

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Actually, here is an alternative thing for you to occupy your time with, and a question I have been meaning to ask you for a while. I have finished 911 finally! So I'm ready for the new season. And I wonder, realistically, what do you think the roadmap would be for a buddie endgame?

I absolutely see how their story has been framed and filmed in a lot of parallels to how a romantic storyline would be set out. But there has been no outright mention of either of them being bi - although the conversation about Maddy setting Buck up with whassisface was very casual and could very easily have been an example of canonically bi Buck - and they are both at the end of season 4 in 'relationships' with women.

So, in your estimation, what's the timeline? What's the transition? How do they go about this and how long does it take? I wanna know your thoughts 👀

okay yes i have lots of thoughts on this and it's actually one of my fave questions i get asked. I've always watched a lot of tv shows so I'm just estimating on what I've seen before and what I would personally do. IMO this love story is a slow burn. We only have four seasons so far and only three of those seasons have Eddie in them. This unsurprisingly got long so ill put it under the cut.

So I'll go by seasons bc to me its important to look at everything that has happened so far by seasons and by love interests and not as a whole. Its the best way i can form a timeline that I think would make the most sense and why

S1: So we don't get any hints at Buck being anything other than straight and I think this is because he was supposed to be. They hadn't planned for Eddie yet and they definitely hadn't planned for the chemistry Oliver and Ryan were gonna have. S1 Buck was this reckless kid who didn't take anything serious. He was definitely super immature. Then he meets Abby and he starts to get serious about his job and his love life. I'm not gonna say "Abby changed him" because she didnt. He saw the person he was and the person he was becoming and decided on that change himself.

S2: Eddie!!!! So we get introduced to this army medic turned firefighter in the least heterosexual way. Then Buck is angry because Eddie is hot and really good at his job. they work together and Eddie compliments Buck and now they're smiley bffs. Seriously wtf was all that? Anyway this is all sus bc from what ive seen before in other shows when a main love interest leaves and a new main character replaces them, that means something. JLH replaced Connie Britton as far as big name actress but i really believe Eddie replaced Abby as far as importance in Buck's life. Do i think they brought him in with the intentions of turning him into a LI? No but they sure fueled the narrative from the get go. I think they saw fans reactions and started testing the waters.

Moving on to LIs in this season. We find out Eddie has a kid and the mother is not in the picture (eddie made sure buck knew that right away). Then later on we find out he's technically still married. shannon comes back and we get Eddie finally getting to confront this head on. He tries to get his family back together for the sake of his son. Its big for Eddie's character bc all he does and all he's ever done is for his son. Then Shannon asks for a divorce then she dies bringing this arc to an abrupt end and leaving eddie heartbroken.

meanwhile Buck is still waiting for Abby. Then he finally accepts that shes not coming back and decides to move on. He goes right back to being "Buck 1.0" with Taylor and feels bad about himself because that really isnt him anymore. He wants a real relationship. So then Ali calls and asks him on an actual date and he agrees. This is his first try at a relationship after a heartbreak. in tv these don't usually work out but are used to develop the main character's growth. We don't really see much of her but she breaks up with him so.

S3: This is Eddie finally dealing with his feelings/guilt season. This is also the season I think we really see how important Buck is to the Diaz boys. S2 had cute buckley-diaz family moments but those could still be interpreted as a best friend and his best friend's kid. This season though... after the tsunamic episode was when i really started to fully believe buddie was going canon. This season is solidifying their bond not only as Buck and Eddie but as Buck Eddie and Christpher. As I'm writing this I realized neither of them really has a love interest in this season do they? Ana is introduced but then is clearly presented as definitely NOT the right choice for eddie and especially for Chris. Then they counter that with Buck helping Eddie build a skateboard for Chris that he can use as opposed to Ana's ablest remarks about how he can't do it so just move on to something else. Then we get Buck's reaction in Eddie Begins. Buck has seen his team his friends his family get hurt on the job before but he has never reacted the way he did when it was Eddie in danger. Again solidifying just how much these two mean to each other. Don't even get me started on this season being when Eddie changes his will offscreen. Anyway we get Abby back and Buck finally gets the closure from that relationship that he needs to move forward into a serious relationship.

Now S4: jfc s4....IMO this is the only logical season to get the ball rolling on Buddie and they sure did that with 4x14 despite everything else. So i never thought they would be the first serious relationship for each other after the heart break theyve both experienced. It wouldn't be fair to their character developments. Buck tries dating Veronica and that clearly doesnt work but we know hes now open to dating again. We get Buck Begins where we see why Buck is the dare devil he is. The only way he got his parents attention as a kid was to put himself in danger. They bring back taylor and how to they ultimately get together after she friendzones him? She thinks hes in danger and suddenly wants him. As much as i hate it this is really gonna be a relationship where Buck finally stands up for himself and sees his own worth and realizes he deserves more. He deserves someone who sees him and loves him for who he is. He deserves to be chosen, something Abby Ali his parents dont do and what i think taylor wont end up doing. I feel like shes gonna choose her career over him. Maybe not in a "I'm breaking up with you" way but maybe she takes a new job and want to do LD (hes tried that twice and it didnt work for him. hes not gonna want that) or she could ask him to go with her but he wont. His family is in LA. His job is in LA. Eddie and Chris are in LA and he won't leave them. Then we have Eddie finally deciding to move on and try dating again so they bring back ana. To me it's not gonna work out so I'm not bothered at all lmao. It's interesting that they'd choose her though. Someone we already know Eddie doesn't trust with his son. There's also more buckley-diaz family scenes of them being coparents. The hildy episode, Chris running to Buck when hes mad at eddie, Buck being the one to tell Chris Eddie got hurt, then Buck staying with Chris and taking on the guardian role without him even knowing just how much that role really does belong to him. He didn't do it out of obligation. He didn't do it because he was asked to. He did it because he thought it would be best for Chris. Finally to 4x14. This is by far the biggest "Oh shit this is it. This is the beginning of buddie". We find out Eddie changed his will a year ago and has just been sitting on this info. I think Eddie knew back then what it meant but he wasn't in the right mindset to accept what it means so he kept it to himself. I think he finally started allowing himself to go there during treasure hunt. The man was jealous yall. Carla coming back and her comment about doing whats best for him and not chris is his oh shit moment. I think he wouldve broken up with Ana a few days after that if he had the time lol. He gets caught up in the mother/son sl then this poor mf gets shot by a sniper. The way that whole scene was filmed btw was not in a bff way. That was a lover watching his beloved almost die in front of him. Buck again puts himself down and Eddie decides this is the moment. He needs Buck to see how important he is. He wants buck to know how loved he is. So he sits there talking himself up to it and finally lets Buck know just how big of a part he is in Eddie's family. Buck's previous scene is him saying he wants someone who wants him back then here is Eddie saying he needs him...Chris needs him. wtf.

So with S5: I think Eddie knows and Buck has a feeling but he's not sure so what i would do is spend s5 with Eddie basically showing Buck his feelings but not exactly getting in the way of Buck's new relationship because Buck has to be the one to make that choice. Id also have chris feeling the different shift with buck having a gf like he did with Eddie. This newfound info wasnt just dropped on us for a "Aww so sweet" moment. This will business is gonna be a part of a bigger storyline. I'm hoping its with Eddie's family during maybe 5b.

So what I think would be the best timeline for canon buddie is 5a eddie already having either broken up with ana or is gonna break up with her, Buck choosing himself and ending things with Taylor by midseason finale, them bringing in Eddie's family in 5b and maybe then being when Eddie confesses his feelings for Buck. Then 6a we could get them walking on egg shells around each other not really knowing what to do bc this is all so new for both of them. This could bring just the right amount of comedy and angst especially them awkward and flustered around each other at work. A big blowup can happen between them for added angst (maybe an arguement before one of them or both of them is put in danger) then a midseason finale kiss. Then trying to find the balance between their personal relationship and their work relationship during 6b.

I don't know how long Fox shows last but procedurals can last a long time. I'm not sure thats gonna be the case for 911 especially with all the main cast staying that long so i think this would give us at least a whole season (S7) of canon buddie.

As far as then being presented as straight, there's been more seeds planted about buck being bi. A few i can remember off the top of my head: all of 2x1 lmao, maddie's comment about bucks boy crush on eddie, buck hinting at thinking eddie is cute when he thinks maddie is talking about him, the christmas elf, the comments on the instagram livestream, idk if youve watched it or not but TK's comment to Buck in the crossover episode, and like you mentioned Maddie's casual comment about setting him up with Josh. All we really know about Eddie's love life is he married Shannon when they were young and is trying with Ana so it could turn into a whole storyline for him.

I'm so sorry this is so long and took forever but i I hope i actually answered your question and didnt just get lost in rambles lmao.

#oh god that took me way too long lol #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #911onfox #is this meta?#wtf even is that #buddie meta #??#idk

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bibuckbuckley · 3 years

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ADJSJS BUCKS “ IM FINE IM NOT THE ONE WHO GOT SHOT”

LIKE SIR

SURE IT WASNT YOU WHO GOT SHOT BUT IT WAS UR HUSBAND UR ALLOWED TO NOT BE OKAY

OH GOD NO BUCK DONT THROW YOURSELF INTO DANGER JUST CAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT HOW SCARED YOU ARE

NO WAIT IS THAT THE SNIPER

BUCK HOW CAN YOU JUST SEE THAT AND NOT TELL ANYONE

OH MY GOD NO HE BLAMES HIMSELF FOR WHAT HAPPENED

IM CRYING

ikr??? Buck not being okay AT ALL to the point where he blames himself so much that he thinks it would've been best if it was him instead of Eddie and he wanted to get shot by the sniper. I just alsjsjshehehe Buck bby let me hug you.

WAIT NO TAYLOR WTF

WHYD YOU KISS HIM HIS HUSBANDS IN THE HOSPITAL

SHDJSNS NOW SHES LEAVING

YAY EDDIE'S AWAKE

'his husbands in the hospital' alajsjsh 😂😅 and seriously! Like Taylor I get this is an emotional time and Buck could've gotten shot again but now is not the time to kiss Buck. I'm still not over the timing of Eddie waking up right when Taylor kissed him. Eddie's Jealous Ho senses were tingling and had to wake up immediately and talk to the Buck 😂😂

yo wait i just realized this is the first time i’ve seen ana since he got shot kinda sus how the “love interest” has been absent 👀

Very sus indeed. Like Ana said one line this entire episode. Hell we didn't even see Eddie wake up to her or her reaction to him getting shot (both of which we saw with Ali when Buck's leg got crushed). All we saw was her sitting at Eddie's bedside one time, then when Buck arrives, she literally stepped aside so that Buck and Eddie can fully see each other and reunite (I'm sensing a symbolism here). My sister described her as an ornament and she basically was. Interesting how the love interest is a bg character that doesn't have one-on-one moments with Eddie while Buck's entire arc this ep was pretty much what usually a love interest's role is when something like this happens 👀🤔

OH MY GID NO BOBBY

BOBBY GOT SHOT

I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS

Bobby getting hurt too was so hard. But I just LOVED how Buck and Athena worked together (along with everyone else) to save Bobby. Mother and son working together to go save the dad. AND WHEN ATHENA LITERALLY WALKED THROUGH FIRE. Aksjshsjsj these two are SUCH goals I swear.

OH MY GOD MADDIE MY LOVE

IM SO WORRIED ABOUT HER

I know my poor Maddie. But I'm so freaking happy that she asked for help. That scene and this entire sl in general is so incredibly important. This is a giant step in a better direction for her and I'm so yet again so freaking glad that she has Chimney in her life. Hope things get better for them.

OH MY GOD ITS THIS SCENE

OH MY GOD THE WAY THEY TRUST EACH OTHER

“ NO ONE WILL EVER FIGHT FOR MY SON AS HARD AS YOU”

IM SCREAMING

“YOU ACT LIKE YOURE EXPENDABLE BUT YOURE WRONG”

I'M SCREAMING RIGHT THERE WITH YOU. It's officially been a week (crying about it) and I'm STILL screaming about this scene. Will I ever stop? Absolutely not. The way they trust each other indeed. Like good luck Ana and Taylor or anyone else who wants to date them bc Buck and Eddie sure as hell aren't gonna trust anyone more than they trust each other, which includes their SO's. Can't wait for them to realize what's wrong with this picture and actually do something about it. But yeah this scene will forever make me feral I can't even. (It's like the emotional version of The Kitchen Scene™ if tho that one had emotional moments but still).

OH MY GOD AND HEN AND KAREN SEEING NIA AND HER MOM

THE PICNIC

listen I am SOOO freaking happy that we saw Nia again and her being happy but still remembering Hen and Karen and Denny. And then her mom.thanking them. And the picnic asdfghjkllsha. I cried ngl.

THE WELCOME HOME PARTY

Ah the welcome home party. Where we see Eddie reunite with his everyone, but especially Christopher as the camera focuses on the father and son and then pans to Buck smiling brightly at them. Like they're girlfriends are literally RIGHT THERE and yet we focus on the Buckley Diaz family. Ajajsssksjsh. That entire moment warmed my heart.

WAIT OH MY GOD ALBERTS A FIREFIGHTER

"FIREFIGHTER HAN"

AGDJAKMSKSJ

right??? like earlier this episode when Albert picked up Hen's phone my mind immediately went "hmmm I wonder if Albert will be a firefighter next season" but then I completely forgot about that thought and then that ending scene came I aksjsjshssksjs I was so freaking happy I can't even (also Ravi the Probie was there in that scene which made me really happy bc I really love him). Seeing the 118 firefam being there to support Firefighter Albert just alwjakajshshshs *clenches heart*

OH MY GOD AND THE SUPPORT NOTICE FOR PEOPLE WITH POSTPARTUM DEPRESSION

THIS SHOW REALLY IS DOING A LOT TO BRING ATTENTION TO LOTS OF SERIOUS THINGS AND THAT IS SO AMAZING

I know right?? ngl I'm in awe with how many important and serious things they bring up that need to be talked about. Especially something like Postpartum which is incredibly important to talk about and show but rarely is. Along with everything else they talk about which is either rarely shown or not at all (like Hen's story with the medical racism and prejudices or the conversation that Athena and Hen had about that missing girl). One of the many, many reasons why Iove this show so damn much.

IM CRYING WHY IS IT OVER

I'M CRYING RIGHT THERE WITH YOU. Tonight was the first night without a new episode and I'm a mess. idk how I'm gonna handle this summer hiatus until s5. I'm probably gonna do a rewatch lol.

Anyways, sorry this is late and I hope it's okay that I put the rest of the asks together. But I'm freaking glad you finished the show and loved it so much too! It truly is *chef's kiss*

#kj gets an ask #the rosee tag #911 #buddie #911 fox

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Ppl talking about ace!eddie?

I always saw him and Shannon as like, yeah he’s into her, and ppl keep pressuring him to have sex w her bc that’s what teenagers do, so he goes along w it. And it’s not bad but he doesn’t really see the appeal? He’s not a huge fan but whatever.

But as they continue dating and their relationship goes into rocky territory, he knows that he’s good at sex, he had to learn how to be bc he didn’t understand it at first and so he actually really tried to make sure she was having a good time (unlike other boys who were mostly in it for themselves). But he knows he’s good at sex so he uses that as a way to try and fix the parts of their relationship that he’s not as good at (mostly the emotional stuff)

And later after she leaves him, he feels this weird sort of relief, bc it means he doesn’t have to do that anymore. And then feels extremely guilty about feeling relieved. But he enjoys being single and just turning away anyone who hits on him bc he’s got his son and that’s all he ever needs.

When Shannon comes back they fall into old habits, and not ones Eddie is proud of. He doesn’t know how to handle being actually vulnerable with her, so he just keeps having sex w her bc again, he feels that pressure.

(I’m still playing games, sorry folks hah)

See, this is the kind of content I want in my life, thank you, Nonnie.

The way I see it... Is actually a lot like this. My biggest peeve is people equating asexuality with aromanticism which is very much a thing around here (my country). But!

When it comes to Shannon? Eddie definitely loved her, was definitely in love with her at some point, but when the expectations of physical affection and sex came up, things probably started heading into the rocky path. They were good friends, and he loved her, but what people say he should be doing feels way out of his way.

He just did what he thought he had to, and things got really messy after that. And can you imagine the sort of ... disconnect he felt from fellow soldiers? Imagine a group of people talking about how they miss something you never ever cared about.

I’m trying not to repeat myself too much, I’ve written most of my thoughts on Eddie and Shannon’s relationship from this perspective in a fic 😂

But... I do believe he wonders if he just didn’t love her enough, if he just could never be what she needed him to be. Eddie realizing he needs to be himself for himself too is such a big thing in his character...

By the way, can we also include demisexual!Buck in this conversation? :’)

#911 #Eddie Diaz #ace!Eddie #Asexual Eddie Diaz #(I love how this is an AO3 tag too)#I can talk about ace!Eddie for a forever so keep 'em coming folks #Anonymous #Answered Ask

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escxpiism · 3 years

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( olivia holt, 23, she/her ) * hey, i’m looking for the office of ALICE ADAMS. they’re the EMPLOYEE who’s known around the office as THE MASK if that helps ? not to be a gossip, but i’ve heard that they’re ADAPTABLE but JADED, is that true ? i also heard that they’re the one who CATFISHED DAVID HASSELHOFF. anyways, here’s the coffee they ordered.

hi y’all !! i’m may ( 21 // est // she/her ) and i am super super pumped to be here !! i’m also very much writing this against my better judgment ya girl’s running on four hours of sleep and has the option to sleep more but......... is not tired ?? so i do apologize if my mind is secretly tired and makes this intro,,,, even worse than it would be fahouedn. on with the show !! anyway anyway!! feel free to like this if u wld like 2 plot and i will hit u up!!

( also, for some vibes if you so choose to read, here’s the link to her playlist ! )

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QUICK FACTS:

full name: alice audrey adams

date of birth: october 26th, 1997

*will not perfectly reflect the zodiac big three below because that’s.... math.

zodiac big three: scorpio sun, virgo moon, taurus rising

gender & pronouns: cis woman & she/her

sexual orientation: bisexual

education: ged, bachelor’s degree in film — pratt institute

enneagram: 4w3

mbti: enfp

temperament: sanguine-melancholic

label: the mask

various inspirations: “nutshell” - alice in chains, “santa monica” - everclear, “polly” - nirvana, “jennifer’s body” - hole, “creep” - stone temple pilots, kate wallis ( cruel summer - shhhh ), heather davis ( crazy ex-girlfriend ), satana hellstrom ( marvel comics ), bojack horseman - without the amount of problematic ego ( bojack horseman ), eddie huang ( fresh off the boat ), the great britney spears evolution ( temporarily stopping at circus era )

BACKSTORY:

triggers in order: toxic family dynamic, grooming (nothing super in-depth), kidnapping (? like it was ‘willing’ but no. see next trigger for why), toxic “relationship” (and 11yr age gap w/ a 16y/o we hate it), straight-up captivity, very brief mention of suicide + heroin (very!)

*would like to quickly preface that this isn’t just Dark for the sake of being r/im14andthisisdeep but that’s for a later time **(also! i have markers for where the grooming + Super Dark parts begin and end! -- also, the Super Dark part is all very public knowledge. had articles. media frenzy. first thing that comes up if you google her name) *** also. if u need it then a tl;dr is below this section hfkldsa

alice audrey adams was born to the type of family that names all of their children alliterative names ( however, they sadly didn’t get their own kardashian-style show )... alexis adams (working name, utp if taken as a wc)... alfie allison adams (working name, utp if taken as a wc)... born to anna adams and allen adams... we hate it here.

as u can see... all of the kids were basically named after allen... they all had ‘al’ names.... extremely confusing

plot-twist: THAT’S the darkest part

the adams were very concerned with public image. as a family in the upper echelon, they simply had to be! a narcissist father, a distant mother, put in competition with her siblings — there was no truly healthy dynamic in the household. but they looked good. they went to church every sunday, a ‘wwjd’ sticker on the back of her mother’s car. they did just enough activities and took just enough trips together to get the image across. they threw parties. they attended parties. they were the picture perfect american family — they even had two cats in the yard! life used to be so hard!

of course, in reality, this all left ms alice quite the lonely gal. but don’t worry! she didn’t turn to hedonism! lord no! instead, she turned to other people. a lot of friendships — couldn’t tell if they were real or #fortheclout — but at a point, did it matter?

grooming tw: it all came to a screeching halt when she met luke johnson, the son of their neighbors. he came back from california to georgia to visit family, care for his ailing father. oh, he was a good man! sure, he was ‘somewhat’ older than her — 27 when she was 16 — but he was such a good, handsome young man! and they were all still calling him young man, after all.

alice ‘began’ a torrid affair with luke after about a month into his visit. although she saw no immediate wrong in it, he insisted she keep it a secret ‘for the time being’ — which really just made it all the more exciting! he made all the storm clouds that hovered disappear.

one day, the levee broke for alice (still figuring out what exactly happened because i don’t wanna go too dark since this is already extremely dark, but trust that it had something to do with her parents and was just enough to push her over the edge). convinced luke was the only safe person, she turned to him. knowing their small community would catch on and essentially exile him, he took that opportunity to convince her to go back to santa monica with him where they could ‘start anew’ after his father’s death.

there are a few details i plan on adding regarding like. how legality playing into it. but i may just reserve those for an official bio lhakfsdfj

**BEGINNING OF SUPER DARK** for a while, there was the question of whether they should consider it a kidnapping or not. she went with him willingly, but she was still underage (and… you know, that age difference… the power dynamic... gross y’all). the adams insisted that it was (bc it basically was lbr) — primarily because it would make them look far better — but the community still questioned the logistics and legalities of it all… ugh. did the police really wanna deal with that? ugh.

in any case, on the other side of us america, autumn was nearing. alice would have the very occasional inquiry over how school would work (very occasional! don’t worry, luke!), over the logistics of her new life… and, after receiving multiple calls from various friends (in addition to her siblings) that sounded genuine, began wondering… if she’d made the right choice. questions about him.

when she began bringing up the idea of going back — at least for the school year!! — he would continuously remind her that she was not old enough to buy herself a plane ticket (and he was not about to do that). she also couldn’t rent a car yet (and he certainly wouldn’t let her take (one of) his car(s)!). but most importantly? he loved her. and she loved him. (what a creep!)

so, for a hot second, it seemed like she was stuck. damn legalities!! damn love!! you know, until she texted her older sister back with all of the problems that only being 16... and “in love”.... caused. her sister offered to fly down, buy her a plane ticket, and fly back with her.

when luke saw this (with all the unrestricted access to her phone he had so he could block, delete, and manipulate as he pleased), he confronted her. things went awry. she wound up in his budding wine cellar (which he soon emptied, of course… those merlots :( ….). he messaged back and, as her, said it was actually all good!! luke had figured out the logistics and she could call whenever she wanted!!

and those calls became frequent! because she would pick up when luke held it up to her! because she was pretty sure luke would kill her if she didn’t!

she wasn’t sure how long it was until she was officially Found. it took what was ruled a suicide by luke, a shot to the head and heroin in his system, to finally get any authority’s attention. all she knew was that she went to santa monica in mid june and she stopped seeing regular daylight by late july. so some time in august to some time in april… **END OF SUPER DARK + GROOMING**

she was returned to georgia shortly after and everything was different. from herself to her friends. but everything was also the same. from her room to her family. it was all… teasing. she began going to therapy, but she really sucked at it?? so she just let her therapist rely on various articles that covered the event. because it had been a media circus. good enough, amirite??

she didn’t have the will or patience to put on that peppy facade she’d had before, but there were still a few things she found a smidge of joy in. music (although her taste had… slightly altered and wow! it’d been almost a year since she’d picked up that bass!), videography… just those small things, you know??

for the first half of the ~ 2014 fall semester ~, she attempted actual school. really was not working out. with, for probably the first and only time, her parents’ approval and understanding, she dropped out and studied for a ged -- shorter and self-led -- instead.

she passed with a pretty decent grade... but it’s been argued that she really shouldn’t have gotten into pratt institute (she was at least realistic and didn’t apply to, like… cornell), but she did. national news helps.

while in the concrete jungle where dreams are made of, she learned of masters. she submitted an application as a joke — because her grades sucked!!!!! — but guess who got a job?? oh, she could pretend it was because her selected portfolio was actually genuinely good… but, man… we all know…

fun fact: my uncle applied to harvard as a joke. some twenty-five years later, we still haven’t heard back :\

she… continues to suck. like… she kinda wants the place to eventually burn down?? figuratively speaking (or is it…) but ya, for all the monopolizing she has seen turn people Evil?? but the hell can she do about it… just gotta make sure she keeps her in-house videographer job… maybe she can do something about it when she like… is capable. fuaihoelwdjkn

she sees an in-house therapist and i’d say ‘good for her,’ but it was mandated l m a o

doesn’t talk about herself all that much!! but that might not matter for some people, yk?? ugh journalism <3

y’all im so bad at ending intros.

TL;DR:

(consult above trigger list): bright kid in a super rich and toxic family because obviously. everything they did was just to look good <3 also they all had ‘a’ names which is the biggest tragedy of all :( ‘fell in love’ when she was 16ys/o with a 27y/o who was visiting to care for his father in his final days. had a torrid affair. creep. creep (luke) basically made her ‘fall in love.’ she thought creep was the only safe person at one point and creep was like ‘wanna go back 2 santa monica w me?’ and she was like ‘yes.’ and everyone was like ‘was this kidnapping... we cant tell....’ then he became even more possessive when she started questioning him and some logistics. when she finally found a way she could go back to georgia for a spell, he was like ‘no u can go in my wine cellar btw i will be taking all of the wine out.’ he kept her there from august to april and... only reason he didnt keep keeping her was bc he was Caught so. back to georgia where the devil went down. everything was Worse. even the things that were the same. but hey, the sob story that landed her in the news plenty of times got her into a college she shouldn’t have gotten into and gave her a leg-up in a joke application for a job at masters (in-house videographer). really bad at doing her work but like... fuck the man i guess??

PERSONALITY + HEADCANONS:

has no time for Fake Nice (which, as a born southerner, she’s really good at sniffing out!). has no time for arrogance. kind of makes her at odds with the nyc upper class...

on that note, still got a lil bit of some georgia twang

she lets herself indulge in various vices, but has left a previous hedonist status. weed and alcohol are still pretty common, but everything else is kept at arm’s length.

also, while on that topic, she Does Not drink wine. being trapped in a cellar... kinda makes u averse. like. literally despises it. will go on autopilot and make it KNOWN if offered wine.

also ALSO while on that topic, after looking it up and seeing she fits the new york city requirements, she has a medical marijuana card <3 the one good thing, if u ask her, to come out of therapy/psychiatry <3 will not show it off unless absolutely NECESSARY bc then it gets personal or <3 will lie about why and say it’s like for epilepsy or sumn unless ur rolfe but <3 she has it <3

at odds with herself. enjoys the company of others, definitely has a history of being an extrovert, but has become very selective with the company she keeps.

VERY private person! has had enough public standing!

...has occasionally used her story to advance her tho bc it’s her national newsworthy tragic story and she can exploit it if she wants <3

when good charlotte said “i don’t wanna be in love”?? she felt that. her last ‘relationship’ ruined that for her <3 save her <3

used to be really into pop! bc pop is fun! she loved some britney (i mean... she still does... how can u not!)! but. her taste has changed drastically. rarely listens to pop. has traded britney for like.... hole and the like.

her parents didn’t use this as the basis for her name but,, 2 me,,, she’s named alice for a reason <3 gotta luv alice in chains <3

y’all i found a youtube comment on a video called ‘nirvana - half the man i used to be’ (the song was, in fact, ‘creep’ by stone temple pilots) and it’s <3 her music taste <3 click here for it <3

the above said, dresses like she’s in seattle in the early 90s.

her rumor is true btw she DID catfish david hasselhoff and she will proudly tell u. it’s her best accomplishment.

completely stopped talking to her parents and got cut-off a while back ago so now she’s livin like the Prols

which is how a rich kid one of my profs once advised referred to his classmates.... hilarity ensues.

the above in mind, her parents say she’s testing the waters as a ‘normal person’ to save face. they can’t have anyone knowing their family isn’t perfect <3

she has a pet turtle whom she named “dr. turtle,” although he’s constantly referred to as “doc” or “the doc.” he has his own youtube channel and tiktok account.

she has a wall full of evidence that courtney love did not kill kurt cobain... it makes sense, believe me.

became a vegetarian...... partially because it was different from her original life and a way to control something, partially because this commercial made her feel SO BAD.

literally her default mode is stoned like... a totally sober alice is rarer than a nessie sighting

when she was 18, before she could ‘hold her liquor’ as well as she can now, she got a lil too drunk and now has a portrait tattoo of courtney love on her forearm. but it was done well at least!!

kind of ironic considering her career, but RARELY posts on any social media site except twitter. after the media circus in 2014 and All Eyes On Her, she’s just..... so tired...... of ppl seeing her face and being like ‘omg ur that wine cellar bitch!’

(drugs tw) has become more and more Addicted to playing around with fate. j chill on a ledge, talkin to some pals, but deciding it’s a good idea to swing her legs on the wrong side of ledge? totally! mixing a lot of alcohol with opioids which she is not accustomed to? DEF!! (end tw)

more to come!!

CONNECTION IDEAS:

i have two (2) queued up!! but while we wait for them to post, i’ll just… link them over here: 1, 2

muse u <3 the other half of her subplot from the main <3

her older sister!

her younger sibling!

some of the basics!! you know: close pal, roommate, drug buddies (but she gotta hit them up), fwb, ons, frenemies, enemy

ppl who recognize her from the 2014 luke johnson articles and have either brought it up or,,,,,,, act Awkward™

cld be fun 2 just have like. a jam bud. someone who plays any instrument and they j. jam sometimes.

ppl she sells. some of her medical marijuana to. bc yk what weed may be legal in nyc now but,,,, she’s still found a way to be broke she will accept anything. and also it just became legalized THIS YEAR so!!

i have a budding wc page @ https://escxpiism.tumblr.com/wcs (and when i say budding, i MEAN budding) so feel free 2 check it out!!

more to come!!

#masters.intro #alice | intro !#this took me like....... 2hrs 2 write so i do indeed think my mind is fooling me and actually lagging behind.

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briinstardust · 4 years

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Part 2.

The monster, calls Evan, with the offer from the City. Buck goes over there, and the monster informs him the city wants to settle, he writes down a number on a piece of paper, and the monster, is confused by Evan’s shock.

“This is all they’re offering?” Evan says and the disappointment on his entire face is astonishing. He then launches into telling the monster, the only reason he did this was to get his job back. He wants to go back to work for the LAFD. He doesn’t want their money.

to which I think to myself, Evan why? why did you think you could take this on on your own, or that you even needed to take this on on your own? Evan why are you here?

“I did this so I could go back to doing what I love, to be back with my team.” is how Evan responds to the monster. This by itself...I just need to reference my previous thought of, Why the actual fuck, are we here right now? Evan has said he is alone in this fight. Has completely forgotten that he’s said this apparently. His team, he says. His team. His team who consists of Eddie Diaz, Henrietta Wilson, Howie Han, and Bobby Nash. Evan wants to be back with his team. okay. um. yeah. I’m going to reference my previous thought of Why the actual fuck did you think could take this on, on your own Evan? So your team, your family even. Why were you unable to turn to them when you were going through it, and when you were up in your feelings? These people are literally the only thing he is thinking about, and I’m confused. (I’m not completely confused, we’ll get it in a bit.)

So the monster takes takes what Evan says, and responds with the reason I refer to him as a monster, and the reason I referred to him as a predator in pt 1 “You really think they’re gonna welcome you back, kid?” and there’s a bit to unpack here.

This monster calls Evan kid. This is some straight disrespect. A man who’s just paid you probably a lot of money (bc lawyers are expensive), you just called kid.

So let me get this straight. The entire time you’re working on this case, Evan looks like a kid to you. So you saw a vulnerable kid, picked at him, targeted him, made him feel some feelings with your disgusting trash mouth. This is predatory behavior. This is why this man is a monster. The monster then follows up his previous statement with, “I raked your friends, over the coals, pretty hard.”

and wow.

Evan’s response to this is “I told you that stuff in confidence, for information, not to use it against them.” and Evan says something about Attorney Client Privileged, and the monster replies with “Yeah, that doesn’t work the way you think it does.” to which I must reference back to my question of Why the actual fuck did you think, you could take this on, on your own? These are absolutely huge life decisions, and you didn’t even think you could talk to your sister about this shit? Excuse me Evan Buckley, what the fuck?

The monster says they’ve won and Evan should be happy. Evan’s response to this is “This doesn’t feel like winning.” and the monster replies, “it’s probably as close as you’re ever gonna get” and I am going to say I don’t think I’ve ever seen Evan Buckley look more disappointed in himself in 3 entire seasons, than he looks in this scene right here.

So we’re about to get into the grocery store scene, but before I do that, I need a moment to stop, and wonder what this story line was actually for. I need a minute to stop and think about who this story line was for. I need a moment to wonder what this story line accomplishes. What is the actual purpose of this story line? Why is this story line here?

Now that I’ve taken that moment.

“I just think Bobby needs to let go of being pissed off at Buck.” Henrietta Wilson, a woman, who Evan Buckley just drug though an arbitration, took time out of her whole day, time she could have been spending with her wife, a woman who has always been supportive of Buck, says. the conversation continues with, “I know that, and so does Bobby,” Howie Han, a man Evan Buckley has known for years, a man who also dates Evan Buckley’s older sister, a man Evan has called a friend, says.

So Evan’s at the grocery store 8 miles from his apartment, bc that’s where I shop for all my groceries too... and Evan says he’s come to apologize, and Holy shit.

The minute Evan says he came to apologize. Eddie’s face. wow. oh boy, wow. “Oh you came to apologize rn? Let’s hear this and it better be good.” That what that face was. Eddie says “What did you think was going to happen?”

Well I’ll tell you what Evan thought was going to happen. Evan thought he would get his job back. I’m convinced he has no idea how lawyers work, but that’s what he thought would happen. (I need to reference back to Evan’s earlier quote of “I did this so I could go back to doing what I love, to be back with my team.”)

I need to say that I don’t think I’ve ever seen Eddied Diaz as angry as he is in this scene. Understandably so. You can tell how thrown off he is by seeing Buck here, and is so uncomfortable about this entire thing, but damn is he out here with his feelings in the open.

I am going to say Evan is up in his feelings right now. maybe he’s thrown off by how upset Eddie is with him right now, but Eddie says “You told your lawyer everything about us. personal things.”

And I am left wondering if Evan is naive, because he next says, “You’re supposed to be truthful with your lawyer.”

I just don’t know if he knows what to do with the emotions that Eddie is throwing at him right now. It’s all coming at him at once and maybe he just can’t process it quick enough? But honey that was just the wrong thing to say.

Before anybody has another thought, Evan spits out, “Why are you so pissed at me right now?” to which I have to say. Holy shit. Evan Buckley’s got balls out here. Evan’s getting angry now. In the grocery store.

And excuse me, my entire chill is gone.

Really?...Really? Holy shit! Seriously? Excuse me, Evan Buckley, are you fucking listening to the people you came to apologize to? Are you fucking listening? Because Eddie said exactly why he was pissed. I’m not sure how you missed it Evan. Eddie Diaz, just said, “You told your lawyer everything about us. personal things.”

This means there were personal conversations that happened, in private, between two people, and one of those people, thought a private conversation means it stays between the conversation participants. Not it stays between the conversation participants unless your lawyer asks.

Evan Buckley does not have the right to be angry at Eddie. Evan Buckley does not have the right to be angry at Hen. Evan Buckley does not have the right to be angry at Chimney. Evan Buckley does not have the right to be angry at Lena.

“Because, you’re exhausting,” is the answer Eddie Diaz gives Evan, for Evan’s absolutely out line question of “Why are you so pissed at me right now?”

Do we need more context here? I don’t. Eddie has been going through it. Eddie has clearly been doing some emotional heavy lifting here, and couldn’t talk to his best friend about it. goddamn.

“We all have our own problems, but you don’t see us whining about it. No, somehow we just manage to suck it up. Why can’t you?” Eddie says before anyone else can get a thought in.

The look on Evan’s face, he’s crushed right now. He is so upset, and I’m still processing this absolute look, bc he is angry and disappointed and sad, and other things are written on his face rn this lip tremble that is happening. Evan has 100 different emotions rushing through his mind and body as soon as these words leave Eddie’s mouth, and he can’t process this quickly enough.

Luckily for Evan, he does not have to process that final thought, as Howie Han, Evan’s friend for many years, who also dates Evan’s older sister, supplies Eddie with, “That’s kinda harsh. It’s not like the guy asked to be crushed by a ladder truck.”

This is correct. Evan did not ask to be crushed by a ladder truck.

“No, but he filed a stupid lawsuit, and now I can’t even talk to you because of it. You know how much Christopher misses you?”

so, this is that reference I referred to in part 1. This reads like anger from hurt feelings. Eddie’s been through this arbitration, he’s been going through his own shit, he’s going through it. in the arbitration we see Eddie come off as upset, but to me it did not look like anger. This looks like anger, as a result of, “can’t even talk to you because of it” his feelings are hurt that he can’t talk to his best friend, and it’s coming out as anger.

You know how much Christopher misses you? I’m referencing back to part one again, Eddie has to deal with the fall out of Evan’s impulsive, selfish behavior and one of the things is that Eddie’s son is now upset, because he can’t see Buck.

So Eddie’s personal feelings are hurt, that Buck didn’t even think he could talk to him about something like this, and he’s upset that his son is upset, because of Buck.

“How could you? You’re not around.”

His son’s feelings are hurt, and Buck did a thing while only thinking of himself. Buck came into their lives, and got them through some times, was with them through some shit, and Buck instead of talking to Eddie or anyone about what he was going through. This man internalized all of his fucking feelings “I’m in this alone” are you fucking really? This man internalized all of his fucking feelings, filed a lawsuit and ripped himself out of all of their lives in a single moment.

Christopher needs Buck, and Eddie can’t give his son what he needs, and is rightfully angry about it.

“I didn’t realize that.”

Honey I know. You weren’t really thinking about anybody but yourself. You were up in your feelings, and mad at Bobby, and ran to a lawyer, instead of your support group. Maddie, Your sister. Eddie, your best friend. Hen, someone you’ve known for years, and who’s supported you every time it counted, Chimney, who’ve you’ve known for years, who’s bedside you sat beside and cried when you thought he wasn’t gonna make it through. These are people that you refereed to as your family, not co-workers, not friends, but your family, and you thought that you couldn’t turn to any single one of them when you got some devastating news and when you were spiraling, and when you were going through it? You couldn’t turn to your own family?

“No, it prevents me from reaching out to you, I couldn’t even call you to bail me out of jail.”

Eddie was in jail, and was only thinking of one person he wanted. He could not have the person he wanted to be with him during this time. while he was in jail. bc he was legally not allowed to contact his best friend, Evan Buckley. Someone Eddie expects to understand him, but he’s unable to contact him.

”Look, man, Why can’t you see my side of this?”

“Because that’s all you see.”

Evan did you stop and think about how what’s happening to you, isn’t just happening to you? But to those around you? Did you stop and think how you being off work is effecting people who care about you? These people your family, are now barred from contacting you. your family, is now having to take time out of their personal lives, and days, to sit in arbitration's with you and your lawyer. your family are having their private conversations exposed to lawyers.

Eddie is absolutely not wrong here. And has every right in the world to be angry with this man right now. Evan has no ground to stand on, bc he caused these feelings that Eddie is having right now. And god forbid anyone other than Evan Buckley get to have an emotional response to a situation that is upsetting.

Evan has been having emotional responses to literally everything around him, everything that happens to him, everything that happens to others around him, this entire goddamn time. the fact that Evan Buckley can sit here, see an emotional response from his best friend, and not think that maybe he needs to talk to his best friend about it. but instead, this elicits an additional emotional response from Buck. this is more telling than anything Buck’s said thus far. Evan doesn’t understand how emotions work, and needs some perspective.

“Because that’s all you see.”

#9-1-1 rewatch #9-1-1 #9-1-1 episode discussions #9-1-1 character discussions #lawsuit stuff part 2 #most of the time these are rhetorical questions but I'm sure my inbox will have some messages after this #and fine if you need to talk this out with me or at me okay. come to my inbox.#I feel like I'm saying some controversial stuff out here #I also feel like I'm out here talking some mad trash about a beloved character so I feel like I might get hate for this idk #I have to ask bc I've fucked some my own ff this way before. but when it gets this out of hand. I start the fuck over #what actually is this story line? and why is it fucking here?#text post #long text post #very long text post #long post #very long post #Evan Buckley does not have the right to be angry at anyone but Bobby and himself #now I'm probably gonna get some hate for this but ok I guess I'll have to take it #bc these are my thoughts and feelings on the matter.#um yeah this was a little harsh or very harsh

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s-oulpunk · 4 years

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Alright I don’t have the time or brain capacity to write out an entire fic, but I’ve been thinking about Disney channel movie AUs and I need to write them out somehow.

First of all, Descendants. A Descendants AU is NEEDED.

I know the obvious is to make Bill the prince/king. To make Richie one of the Isle of the Lost kids. But is that what we’re gonna do? No. Here’s what we’re gonna do instead:

Stan is the prince/king, and Richie is his best friend/right hand man. Ben and Mike are also their friends, maybe Ben is the son of that one Dwarf (I can’t remember the character’s name sorryy).

Bill, Eddie, and Bev are the kids from Isle of the Lost. It doesn’t particularly matter who their parents are, but Bill is the Mal character, Bev is Evie, and Eddie is a mix of Carlos and Jay. Not literally bc they have different personalities, but, like, their places in the story. Alright. Hell yeah. Now onto the actual story.

Stan spends a lot of time thinking about what he wants his first proclamation as king to be. He talks to Richie, Ben, and Mike about his idea and, with a little bit of a push, he tells his parents he wants to invite some of the kids from Isle of the Lost to go to their school. (Which btw confused me abt the original movie. Why is Ben king? He’s still in school. His dad isn’t sick. Who decided it was time for a 16 year old to be in charge of an entire kingdom? Also where is the rest of the kingdom? We only see the school. Is the school the entire kingdom? It doesn’t matter but those are my thoughts on the matter.)

Bill gets the invitation and, initially, wants to throw it away. He doesn’t care, he likes his home. It’s what he’s always known. But Georgie practically begs him to go. He’s more wide-eyed and naive than Bill is, so the idea of the great big world outside the island is so magical to Georgie. Bill agrees to go, agreeing to write to Georgie everyday and promising to try and find a way to get him over too.

I don’t think either of Bill’s parents would care much about Fairy God Mother’s wand though, so either Eddie’s mom or Bev’s dad is the one to demand they steal it. Eddie already has a different plot, so we’re going to say it’s Bev’s dad who wants the wand. Sonia is lazy. Alvin is power hungry.

Anyway, when they get there, Stan is there to greet them. Bill and Stan see each other and are kinda like 👀 but then they just ignore that because feelings?? Who wants to think about that?? Stan’s still kind of wary of them, and Bill still thinks they’re all stuck up pricks. So neither of them want to admit the other is cute.

Ben takes them to their rooms, and him and Bev are much more relaxed about realizing their feelings for each other. They don’t act on it right away, but it doesn’t freak them out as much. Bev makes Ben blush with her easy going nature, Ben makes Bev giddy with his natural kindness. They can’t help but fall head over heels for each other.

But it’s Eddie who really lectures them on this. His mom had instilled this fear inside him that these new people were going to hurt him. He desperately believes that a relationship with any of these people, that getting too settled, is going to hurt them. All he wants to do is help his friends get the wand and get out.

That is until he meets Richie. They’re in PE when Mike’s dog manages to get away from his leash and, of course, chases after the one person TERRIFIED of dogs (AKA Eddie). And Eddie, whose mother filled his head with stories about rabies and being torn limb from limb, fucking bolts. Mike and Richie (who was in class with him) both try to find him. Richie manages to find him first, hiding half up a tree as Mr Chips (that’s Mike’s dog’s name, right?) barks like a madman. Richie manages to coax him down with the promise that Mr Chips won’t actually hurt him. He does sniff him, but he quickly decides he’s not a threat and demands pets instead. From then on, Richie and Eddie are inseparable.

Bev and Eddie are both making friends, so they’re starting to care less and less about stealing Fairy God Mother’s wand. But Bill’s only worry is still finding a way to get Georgie off the island. And as far as he knows, getting the wand will achieve that. So he manages to convince Bev and Eddie to still go along with the plan, promising that if the villains do take over again, Ben and Richie won’t be in the line of fire.

Unfortunately, the only way they know to get the wand is to seduce Stan (because the wand will crown him king or something during coronation. I forget why the wand is there. But it is. And if someone’s dating Stan, they get to stand right next to the wand. Idk man.) Bev and Eddie beg Bill to do it, not wanting to risk their new romantic interests, and Bill pretends to throw a fit but he’s actually really glad it’s him. He would definitely be low-key jealous if one of his friends got to date the unfairly pretty prince.

So they sneak Stan a love potion and everything’s going great except UH OH Stan’s actually really sweet?? And cute?? And he cares about what Bill has to say?? He spends hours reading Bill’s stories, doesn’t mind posing whenever Bill wants to sketch him (which is OBVIOUSLY just for show, he doesn’t actually wanna draw Stan hahaha😳), and never makes fun of Bill’s stutter. He never even rolls his eyes or tells him to, “spit it out,” he just waits patiently with a soft smile on his face and a sparkle in his eyes.

So Bill’s starting to feel more and more guilty, but he can’t look back now. He PROMISED Georgie, and his brother’s more important than a cute boy. Even if he is the cutest boy he has ever seen.

The day of the coronation, Bill slips Stan the cure to the love potion. He isn’t truly cruel, he doesn’t want Stan to still be in love with him when the villains take over. Because he is the prince and there’s no way Bill could protect him from their wrath. He can deal with Stan hating him, even if it’ll shatter his heart into a million tiny pieces.

Except Stan doesn’t act any different. At first Bill thinks that maybe it’s just because he doesn’t want to cause a scene in front of the crowd, but when they’re alone Stan kisses him softly and tells him how glad he is they met.

A part of Bill is ecstatic that Stan still likes him. But another part of him can only feel crushing guilt. Now Stan’s going to be heartbroken and there’s nothing Bill can do to stop it.

But he still grabs the wand, he still makes a show of breaking down the barrier. He can see the light in Stan’s eyes crumble, and Bill wants to cry his, admittedly, too big heart out. Bev and Eddie rush to help him, even though they’re facing their own moral dilemmas.

It’s not until the villains have already arrived and have everyone held hostage, that Stan finally breaks and asks WHY. Why did he do it? Why did he betray him? When Bill tells him why, Stan’s just like, “You idiot, I could’ve done that.”

Now Bill feels like a real idiot. And when he looks around, all he can see is the anger and fear he saw on the Isle of the Lost. It’s exactly what he was trying to get Georgie away from, but now he’s made it worse.

So in a split second decision, he gathers Eddie and Bev and asks them to help him fix this. It doesn’t take much convincing, they didn’t want to do it in the first place, and they manage to defeat the villains with the power of idk love and friendship or whatever. Maybe the other Losers help too.

When it’s finally all done and over, Bill can’t think of any reason he wouldn’t be sent back. He hands the wand back to Stan with his head hung low and a question on his lips. Can Georgie take his place here?

Stan sighs heavily and tells Bill, yes, of course Georgie can come, but he needs time to think about what to do with Bill. So Bill’s on house (or dorm, I guess) arrest for the next few days. He hangs out with Eddie and Bev, and occasionally Ben, Richie, and Mike, but he doesn’t see Stan for nearly a week. When he finally does, Stan greets him hesitantly, but reassures him that he’s not going to send him back. Bill needs to do community service or whatever, but because he righted his wrongs, he can stay.

Bill’s fucking ecstatic, he leaps forward and wraps Stan in a hug. Stan goes rigid at first, but it isn’t long before he melts into the embrace because he can’t deny that he had missed Bill as well.

It takes some time, but eventually Stan and Bill get back together (Georgie tries to help Bill woo Stan again) and they all live happily ever after and all that.

#holy shit this got so out of hand #I'm so fucking sorry #stenbrough #reddie #benverly #descendants au #IT #IT fanfic #IT fanfiction #bill denbrough #stanley uris #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #mike hanlon #ben hanscom #beverly marsh

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derryhawkins · 7 years

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mike gets a video camera

some cute headcanons involving mike recording the losers!! also this is kind of got hella long so sorry haha

oKAY so let’s get started…

mike gets a video camera one year from his family on his birthday, and the first thing he does with it is take it to the losers so he could film them all goofing around.

the first thing you see is bev up close to the camera with richie making weird faces, bill yelling at them both to back up as mike laughed at how weird they looked, and eddie’s hand in between their faces flipping the camera off.

bev & richie finally move away and mike faces the camera to stan, who tries to move away but bill and eddie keep him in place. ben is standing beside stan looking awkward as ever but smiling nonetheless.

“we are the losers and we do dumb fucking shit,” mike says to the camera after turning it around to face him, almost like he’s talking to someone. “helL YEAH WE DO” - richie

he has a plan of sorts but no one needs to know that sshhh

the video goes to just show them playing a card game in bill’s living room and eddie yelling at richie about cheating before cutting off.

from there on out mike makes sure that the camera is fully charged and he takes it with him whenever all the losers hang out. they all question it but mike is like “i want to film richie doing embarrassing shit”. it’s a partial lie.

the next video he takes is when they’re at the quarry.

he’s filming them jumping off the cliff and into the water from below. he zooms in on everyone and makes sure he gets them all when they jump. when it’s his turn to jump, he races up there and bill films it.

it’s a bit shaky but that’s ok.

the next shot is them all shouting in the water for a few seconds before it zooms in on bev & ben talking. bev kisses ben’s cheek before swimming away.

cue the ‘oh shit oh shit oh shit’ from mike as he secretly gets it on camera. (he shows richie, bill, stan, and eddie later) (they all f r e a k o u t).

there are other short little videos of richie making jokes and eddie telling him to fuck off/stan declining his hi-fives; stan being a fucking savage back at richie or anyone who pisses him off (aka other kids at school who try and make fun of bill’s stutter) (they all had to defend bill at least once & everyone except the bowers gang soon realized that ‘oh fuck ok can’t mess with the Losers’). other short ones are of beverly telling ghost stories, or ben reading poems out loud, or bill playing the piano. just the tiny little things they all do. there’s a short video of mike singing that ben and richie got one day that mike decided to keep.

but the next long one mike takes is when they’re halfway through freshman year of high school and they’re at the barrens.

it starts off with mike zooming in on an obviously flirting richie tozier and an oblivious eddie kaspbrak by a tree not too far away. then mike moves the camera to stan and bill just a foot away from mike. stan’s on his back pointing to the clouds talking about the different shapes and bill is on his back, too, but staring at stan with a fond smile. then mike moves the camera to bev and ben who are sitting and holding hands. they say they’re not dating but tbh everyone knows it’s buLL SHIT

then mike turns the camera to himself and is like “i’m fucking seventh wheeling, i need a girlfriend”.

but then the next thing mike knows, richie is walking around laughing like a crazy person with eddie over one shoulder as the boy yells to be put down.

“i don’t want my face near your fucking ass, tozier!”

“but i have a great ass eds, even your mom said so last night!”

mike got it all on camera, thank god.

bev shoves them both in a stream near by and everyone laughs their asses off. but then bev gets shoved in by stan, who gets shoved in my bill, who gets pushed in my ben, who gets pulled in by eddie, and mike is laughing as he’s recording the entire thing. later once he’s dry, bill takes the camera from mike and records mike being pushed in the stream by richie and bev.

one of mike’s favorite videos is when they decided to do karaoke night together on the last day of summer before sophomore year. during the day they just hung out and he got a few funny/cute moments before they went to bill’s place and sent up a karaoke machine in the living room. bill’s parents were gone on a trip and wont be back until the next day and georgie was at a friend’s house so it was all good.

it was clip after clip of everyone singing badly to popular songs at the time.

richie and eddie sang africa by toto together, forced by bev. they didn’t want to do it bc “it’ll be gay” “exactly, you two fucking wanna kiss each other so go fucking do it”

cue a blushing reddie and cackling stan

but then stan and bill were blushing when ben and mike made them sing I Wanna Know What Love Is

bev and bill did a duet, too, but they weren’t ashamed at all surprisingly. mike did one by himself before he did don’t stop believing with richie and bill, bev recorded it.

they all sang Eye of the Tiger together at the end. mike propped the camera up so it wouldn’t fall and actually got them all in the frame. it fell over near the end, but thats only because bill was like “fuck it” and kissed stan and the two boys literally fell on the couch. mike didn’t bother telling them he got it on camera.

two days later he recorded everyone acting shocked when richie and eddie said they liked each other and started dating like a month ago.

“THIS IS BRAND NEW INFORMATION” - Stan and Bev acting shocked.

he still talks to the camera about how much he loves his friends and narrates likes a story teller whenever someone is doing something Very Dumb or Embarassing. everyone questions him still but he’s like “it makes the video funnier, leave me a l o n e” (it’s for his Plan that he started when first started the videos ok?)

mike gets a serious girlfriend in his junior year and the losers all come over to his house to help get ready for their first date. ben records it all and mike tells him to put the camera away but he doesn’t listen. mike’s grandpa comes in at some point and ben gets him on camera staring at them all for a moment before excitedly telling them that the girl was here.

richie squealed but denies it. “rich, it’s on vid-” “shuT uP EDS”

there’s a video for every birthday party for each of the loser’s.

there’s a video of them all getting ready for prom at richie’s place because his parents were the only ones not home to yell about them being to rambunctious.

there’s a video of each of the homecoming dances, too; and prom.

there’s a video after prom where they’re all a bit tipsy, maybe high, sitting in a diner and all eating quietly with the occasional giggle or way too deep 2 AM thought from one of them.

there’s a video of graduation + them getting ready for graduation. mike got his family to record them walking down to receive their diplomas. they all hang out after at the quarry and there’s another video of them all jumping off the cliff in the same order when mike first recorded it.

throughout college, they’re in different places but they get together enough for mike to record whenever they do.

there’s one video of him yelling “HOLY SHIIIT” and richie yelling “fUCKING FINALLY” as he zooms in on a ring on stan’s left hand. then he makes it zoom back out so he can get both bill and stan’s faces and they both look so happy, mike actually starts crying.

there’s a similar video of stan and beverly doing the same thing to mike and his girlfriend, now fiancee a year later.

and another similar one with bill and ben doing the same thing a few months later as the camera zooms in on eddie’s left hand before going to both richie’s and eddie’s faces.

once again, it happens with ben and bev, and eddie and mike’s now wife say “HOLY SHIIIT” and “fuCKING FINALLY” for benverly.

and you guessed it, he has a some footage of each of their weddings!!

throughout the years they still hang out, even with their little forming families, and mike starts introducing every kid that comes into the picture and still they’re like “mIKE WHY THE FUCK DO YOU TALK TO THE CAMERA LIKE THAT”

they f i n a l l y find out why when they’re all about in their forties and mike insisted on them all coming to his place, just the seven of them plus his wife because she became an honorary loser when they noticed how in love she was with mike.

mike had found out a way to do a video montage of them all.

“ok ok so we’re going to go see my best friends in the entire world!” video and much younger mike told the camera as he rode his bike. “they’re amazing.”

he took the first footage of them jumping off of the cliff and voiced-over their names and what they were like before it went to the next video he took of them all. they were all confused about where the very first video of them was, tho. mike told them to just watch.

they’re favorite songs were playing in the background the entire time

anytime someone knew was introduced mike would pause on their face and a voice over would say their name and all of that shiz

the video montage basically showed all of their times together from middle school to just a few prior with their families and kids. mike’s wife laughed at the video where they were getting him ready for their first date. beverly shrieked when she saw that he got her kissing ben on the cheek. richie threw a pillow at him for the first few vids of him flirting with an oblivious eddie. stan and bill loved the ones that mike got of them, though, bc they were honestly cute.

after going through all of the kids of the losers, video went back to the very first video he took.

bev let out an ‘o shit’ at suddenly seeing her and richie’s younger faces so up close to the camera with eddie’s hand flipping them all off. richie busted out laughing.

once that video was over it went to bev’s son and richie’s and eddie’s two kids doing the exact same thing. (mike told them to do it). then it panned over to one of stan’s and bill’s kids trying to leave with bev’s & ben’s daughter awkwardly standing beside them and mike’s two kids blocking their way from leaving. it was basically a little replica of what their parents had done.

then at the end, the screen went black before saying “may the 2nd generation of the Losers Club have as much fun as we did”

mike’s and his wife’s kids both have video cameras of their own so they can do the same thing

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richieyozier · 6 years

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Reddie Dancing AU

(in hc format bc actual writing skills?? don't know her)

richie was having an Emotional I-Love-Edward-Spaghedward-But-He's-Just-My-Bro Night and he was listening to slow love songs n shit and crying bc love is beautiful

and he put on the "thinking out loud" music video and he started crying harder bc "god I wish that were me"

and he paused and went "oh shit wait"

"that could be me"

"I could do this shit"

"I'm going to do that shit"

cue him tumbling through eddie's window at 11 pm with puffy eyes

"oh my god richie what's wrong is it your parents I'm so sorry come here"

"I want to dance"

"you want to what"

eddie wasn't a Connoisseur Of Ballet And Shit but he was good at dancing when he tried

ms. kaspbrak was out that week for a friend's wedding so even though it was almost midnight eddie was like "honestly why not" and they tried to start learning the dance right then and there

richie had never actually watched eddie,,, dance,,, before??

so of course he's like

"can you actually,,, like,,, dance"

"I don't know rich, be the judge"

eddie starts,, twirling and shit

even though he's wearing sweatpants and a big ass hoodie he looks graceful as hell??

so richie's jaw drops

eddie's always stomping his feet and screaming and being Angery but now he's the complete opposite

unfortunately richie hadn't considered the amount of times he'd have to lift eddie

or the amount of times eddie would have to Intimately Stroke His Face And Carress His Chest And Gaze Sensually Into His Eyes

or the amount of times he'd actually have to,,, dance

(and the amount of times he'd have to fall on his face)

eddie is oblivious as hell??

he was like "oh this isn't weird bc he probably wants to impress some girl and he came to me bc I'm okay enough at dancing"

richie came over to eddie's in jorts and crocs like preparation who??

cue "oh my fucking god richie no" x30

there's more sexual tension in the air than there was between stan and bill literally seconds before they fucked

and that's saying something

two sweaty ass 19 year old horny college students?? I'm surprised they haven't banged yet

if I can get off the topic of fucking that'd be great

anyway

their practice of the dance that night??

it sucked

richie literally dropped eddie on his face and probably had to awkwardly hold eddie's ass against his crotch like twenty times

but eddie still doesn't get it??

"so obviously whenever you do this make sure she is wearing pants or like,, an actual dance outfit because otherwise,,, you know"

"she??"

"the girl you're learning this for??"

shit

richie doesn't want to deny it but he doesn't want to lie so he just,, doesn't respond

they continue practicing in eddie's house throughout the week

making them forget they'd planned a movie night at eddie's house with the rest of the losers for friday

richie came over to practice his dance with eddie in the living room

and they didn't hear bev, stan, and mike open the door over the music

bev saw them first and pulled the other two behind the wall so they could watch but not interrupt

richie and eddie decided to call it quits five minutes later

richie walked out to get a bag of popcorn for movie night but stopped in his tracks when he saw three of his best friends, leaning against the wall and wearing smug smiles

"didn't know eddie was one to swoon at ed sheeran"

"beverly I swear to god if any of you mention this to eddie or the others I'm going to throw a brick at your head"

"what, your crush"

"sTANLEY"

eddie overheard the Aggressive Hiss Of Stan's Name

"oh, stan's here?

shit pt. 2

"uh yeah so are bev and mike"

cue pointed glare at the trio saying "don't you fucking dare"

later bill arrives and then ben

stan 100% fills them in on the Sexually Tense Face Stroking And Chest Carressing

"woah you guys can d-d-dance? I d-didn't know th-that and I mean I knew r-richie liked him b-b-but ed sh-sheeran? r-r-really r-richie?"

"alright which one of you fuckheads was it"

stan just raises his hand because he literally doesn't fucking care about getting yelled at by richie or whatever

and richie knows this so he just rolls his eyes

"wait richie you're learning this for a boy? I didn't know that who is he"

shit pt. 3: the absolute essence of fucking up

bev: *aggressively snickering in the corner*

richie at this point knows eddie can tell if he's lying so he just fucking says it

"he's eddie kaspbrak"

the losers: fuck I didn't think he'd actually do it

eddie's jaw drops bc holy shit a boy likes him so much he wanted to learn to dance for him?? and that boy is none other than richie, the best boy in the world??

"you learned this dance for me?"

"yeah I wanted to impress you"

"oh my god richie"

bev's like staring into richie's soul telling him to say he has a crush on him bc eddie still doesn't get it

richie, understandably, can't withstand bev's Really Scary Gaze and he's like "well at this point I have to spell it out for him"

"It's because I uh r-really um uh you know"

turns out he isn't very good at spelling things out

"I really um think you're kinda you know"

"I like you too richie"

shit pt. 4: except it's in a good way this time

mike turns around and wiggles his eyebrows at bev

bill and ben smile warmly bc they're both fuckin saps

stan?? probably rolls his eyes bc this is cheesy as hell

now nobody knows what to do

do the losers interrupt with awkwardly scattered applause? does richie kiss eddie? do they forget this ever happened?

none of the above

"uh maybe we should start the movie now"

eddie ends up holding richie's hand the whole time and fiddling with his fingers

they highkey end up preforming their dance at their school talent show

and they definitely win first place

bev is 100% in the crowd crying bc "my sons are growing up"

and they go on picnic dates and listen to records together and eddie doesn't get his arm ripped off and they live happily forever and the losers love and support them

#it #it movie 2017 #it (2017)#it 2017 #the losers fanfic #the losers club #losers club #reddie #richie x eddie #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #it headcanons #it au #i cant write sorry lol

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zillanewt · 6 years

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Eddie’s abusive relationship headcanons pt. 2

pt. 1

A/N: ayyeee i didn’t expect this to be popular at all when i posted the first part, but i guess the angst was just too good. i wrote a second part bc i felt like my last part had it’s ending rushed, so here you go

warnings: stalking, abusive relationships, derogatory terms (like whore), mild violence (not towards the losers club tho)

((i swear to god this has a happy ending and eddie’s ex gets what he deserves))

+ the losers would be naive to think chad would just fuck off and not do anything after the break up + he was blatantly obsessed with eddie + about a week after the breakup, eddie starts noticing chad's car around places like the aladdin and derry high. + instead of being quiet about it this time, he lets bev and bill know abt it + and they bluntly tell him they dont think he should be alone in public anymore + so the losers, being as protective as they are, literally never let eddie out of their sight + they only leave him alone when he's at home, bc they know Mrs. K would sooner drink her own piss than let a strange 26 year old man into her teenage son's room + (the only reason id ever like sonia) + richie will pick him up in his truck for school in the morning, then drop him off in the afternoons, instead of letting eddie walk to school + someone will always walk with eddie if richie cant drive for some reason + surprisingly, bev is the most protective of the losers (though richie is a close second) + in all honesty, she's just tired of creepy assholes and she has zero patience for any of them + the first time one of them decks chad in the face, its beverly. + bev, richie, and eddie were in the empty school parking lot. bev and richie were smoking a cigarette and leaning against the front of richies truck + when they see chads, car pull up, which was surprising bc this is the first time he's gotten close while the losers were around + eddie wanted to throw up the minute he got out of the car, bc hes been losing his mind from being stalked for weeks and suddenly old memories were coming back + richie looked fucking ready to fight, but bev firmly held him back with a hand on his shoulder + bev: "dont you have a daycare to go harass, you pedo." + chad: "i just want to talk to eddie" + richie: "well, he doesn't want to talk to you, so beat it!" + the asshole ignores them and grabs for eddies wrist, which bev immediately responds to by punching him in the face + eddie never loved his friend more than when he saw her bust open the lip of his abusive ex + he ran away with his tail between his legs and would literally never get near eddie when bev was around anymore + the second time he gets punched, it's by richie + by this point, eddie and richie were dancing around the whole dating thing bc eddie wasnt exactly ready to get into a relationship + but they were definitely something + richie had to constantly reassure him that he'd never hurt him that way + they werent dating, but richie still asked eddie to prom so they could try to do the whole normal teenage thing, right??? + eddie had never had such a good time with richie and the losers, but guess who has to ruin it??? +ill give u a hint. his name rhymes with bad. + the distinct difference between tonight and every other night is that chad isnt actually stalking eddie that night + after prom ended, the losers decided to move the party to the nearest Waffle House, bc are u an American teenager if u dont go to Waffle House on prom night??? + and chad just happened to be there????????

+ as soon as the losers saw him in there, laughing with his friends and drinking his coffee, they offered eddie the chance to immediately bounce. there were plenty of all-night diners in Derry.

+ but eddie refused. he didnt want to be scared of chad, and he didnt want him to ruin their night

+ as soon as they walked in, chad’s eyes flew to the losers (especially wary of bev) and then to eddie

+ protectively, richie slung an arm around eddie as they walked to the big booth, glaring at chad from the corner of his eye

+ when they sat down, chad began speaking just loud enough for their table to overhear

+ ”oh you know teenagers are so easy, man. you just gotta tell ‘em you love ‘em and they’ll be on their knees in an instant.”

+ as ben was trying to keep richie from losing his mind, stan ordering when he was just like “oh yeah, and can you spit in that guy’s eggs?” while pointing towards chad’s table

+ honestly all the losers were mad, but they hoped it would just blow over and they wouldnt have to start a fight at waffle house at one in the morning

+ but chad, being a major asshole, was not going to let this go that easily

+ ”the problem is they start getting mouthy and trying to call the shots. at that point, you gotta make sure they know theyre a dumb kid and youre in charge.”

+ literally, mike had a vice grip on richie’s shoulders, and even though mike played football, he had a hard time holding the other back

+ ”but in the end, theyre all the same dumb twink with daddy or mommy issues.”

+ he was literally looking at eddie as he said it and eddie wanted to cry and scream at the same time

+ richie had had e-fucking-nough and climbed out of the booth to go stand in front of chad’s table

+ chad: “can i help you, tozier?”

+ and richie is like “yeah, you can dickwad. do the world a big favor and just drop dead already.”

+ chad: “well unless youre gonna kill me yourself, i suggest you go sit back down with your shitty whore boyfriend.”

+ at that point, richie literally fucking snaps??? because eddie’s never done anything to deserve any of this treatment and he knew this guy was bad news the first time they met, so he does what he’s always wanted to do

+ he literally fucking decks the guy in face and breaks his nose

+ bev is cheering him on, while the rest of the losers are absolutely mortified at the attention theyre receiving from everyone else in the restaurant right then

+ ok so richie is never aggressive, because he’s generally a laid back kind of guy but this has all built to a boiling point and he’s been waiting to do this for so long

+ richie: “i wouldnt tempt me, asshole. i suggest you leave eddie alone and go play your twisted mind games with someone your own age, or i might break more than your nose.”

+ they totally get banned from that waffle house, but its so worth it when eddie has the widest smile as they ditch the place

+ eddie: “i cant believe you did that for me! that was so fucking cool!”

+ richie: “cool’s my middle name, eddie spaghetti”

+ eddie is literally so exhilarated by it, he grabs richie by the face and kisses him like richie’s wanted him to since they were like 15

+ richie feels some tears in his eyes as he whispers “i’m never gonna let you get hurt like that again.”

+ that’s it. that’s the end. thanks for reading!

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You Never Really Loved Me - Reddie

One year anniversaries are always supposed to be filled with love and celebration. Not heartache and the loss of someone you never saw something like this coming from…

hey guys so originally i was going to make this a stenbrough oneshot (bc i love my gay sons and they are underrated) but my friend convinced me to make this a reddie oneshot instead soooooo i hope that’s okay. i will 100% be writing some stenbrough stuff soon!

also, a quick thank you for 150 followers wow i love you all

i hope you enjoy this! -E

Warnings - swearing, cheating

Word Count - 2.3k

1 year.

In 5 days, Eddie and Richie’s one year anniversary would be present.

The two boys had been friends for years and on Eddie’s 17th birthday, Richie had brought him on a drive to nowhere in particular. They laughed and talked and listened to music and at the end of the night, laying in the back of Richie’s pick up truck, Richie had asked Eddie to be his boyfriend.

The two had never really discussed their feelings for one another, they just knew that something was there. Something more.

About a month or so later, they shared their first kiss. They were hidden up in Eddie’s room behind a locked door reading comic books and giggling about nothing in particular. Eddie couldn’t recall how it happened or who made the first move thanks to the fact that all he could focus on was the anxiety building up in the pit of his stomach. Before he knew it though, Richie’s hand was on the back of Eddie’s head, gripping his hair. Eddie never really understood how people didn’t think kissing was gross, but this was the furthest thing from.

They mutually agreed to keep their relationship a secret for awhile, not wanting to deal with the losers constantly bothering them about it. They’d hold hands under blankets, and exchange quick kisses when no one was looking.

7 months in, Richie told Eddie that he loved him.

Once again they were partaking in one of their favorite activities, other than making out of course. Richie sped down the empty backroad, Eddie not even protesting. He was too busy screaming the lyrics to Jessie’s Girl as the wind from the rolled down windows blew through brown hair. Richie was smiling like an idiot, letting out a laugh here and there.

And she's watching him with those eyes

And she's loving him with that body, I just know it

Yeah 'n' he's holding her in his arms late, late at night

Eddie was happy and Richie could see it as the words flew past the shorter boy’s lips.

Richie even joined Eddie, screaming the lyrics to the chorus with him.

I wish that I had Jessie's girl

Where can I find a woman like that

Eddie stopped singing, laughing at Richie. Not to make fun of him but because he couldn’t imagine how much greater this could be. Eddie couldn’t wish for anything better than Richie.

Richie looked away from the road and right into Eddie’s already staring eyes. “I love you, ya know,” he stated as if it were the simplest thing to say.

Eddie’s eyes widened. “You- you love me?”

Richie just nodded. He didn’t need Eddie to say it back if he wasn’t ready, he just needed him to know. But Eddie did say it back. In fact, he cried it back. Tears streaming down his face as the music continued, wrapping them into their own little world.

Richie gave a big, toothy grin, pulling Eddie over to him and wrapping his arms around his shoulders as he continued to drive and sing into Eddie’s ear.

10 months. 10 months is when Richie made a mistake he vowed to never make again.

Richie was home alone, something he was luckily able to do often. He was sat on the couch in the living room watching one of the Nightmare on Elm Street movies though he didn’t pay attention to which one it was.

He wasn’t paying too much attention so when the doorbell rang, he heard it right away.

Richie groaned, getting up from the couch to get the door. He wasn’t expecting Eddie today, he was stuck at home with his mom.

Richie opened the door, rubbing his eye with his sweatshirt covered palm to see a crying Stan. His hand dropped to his side, instantly skeptical about the situation.

“Stan? What are you doing here?” Richie questioned, still completely confused as to why Stan was at his house and more so, why was Stan crying at his house?

“Can I come in?” Stanley asked, a little too quiet.

Richie furrowed his eyebrows. “Am I being pranked?”

“Bill’s busy so I came to you but if you’re just going to make jokes as always then you can fuck off.” Stan replied, attempting to sound angry but failing.

Richie shook his head, stepping aside. “No no it’s fine I just wasn’t expecting this. Come on in.”

Richie watched the weak looking boy step inside, not moving other than the slight shakiness of his figure. He closed the door and pulled Stan slowly to the couch, sitting down with him.

Richie wasn’t used to comforting his friends - or anyone for that matter. He wasn’t exactly sure what to do but he knew he had to be serious as Stanley never showed up at his house like this.

“What’s going on?” Richie asked, deciding to keep his questions simple.

Stan sniffled before letting out another sob, only able to speak the words, “My dad.”

Richie instantly knew what Stanley was talking about. Stanley had never told him directly but Richie knew that because Stanley was Jewish, his father refused to accept the fact that his son was gay. Stanley always went to Bill during situations like this, but as Stan said, Bill was busy today.

Richie wasn’t sure what to say. He didn’t want to say the wrong thing so instead, he just pulled Stanley into a hug, wrapping his arms around the crying boy’s neck and holding on tight. He could feel Stanley’s sobs against his own body and it broke Richie’s heart to see his friend this way. Richie closed his eyes, rubbing small circles in Stanley’s back until he finally began to calm down.

The room was filled with a silence, thankfully not uncomfortable. Stanley pulled away, wiping his eyes with the palms of his hands. “Sorry about that.” He murmured.

“It’s okay.” Richie replied plainly.

It was silent again but this time they just sort of stared at each other, neither of them knowing what to say or do next.

Richie cleared his throat, “Well if you wanna stay you ca-“

Richie was cut off by Stanley’s lips crammed against his. Richie didn’t kiss back, instead sitting there with wide eyes until Stanley pulled away, a blush instantly rising to his face. “Fuck I’m- Oh god I’m sorry I- I should go.” Stanley stammered over his words, standing up to leave but Richie had other plans.

He stood, grabbing Stanley’s arm and pulling him back, pressing his lips to Stanley's once again only this time, Richie knew exactly what was going on. He wasn’t even thinking about Eddie, about his boyfriend of 10 months. He was only thinking about Stanley.

Richie pulled them both backward, collapsing onto the couch once again with Stanley straddling Richie’s hips. Their lips didn’t break apart once, in fact, their kiss was now deeper. Tongues were exploring mouths, hands were all over skin and tangled between hair.

Richie’s heart pinged against his rib cage, feeling about ready to explode.

Richie never once thought about Eddie.

Richie avoided Stanley after that. He eventually realized what he did was wrong and that he could never let it happen again. He needed to tell Eddie. He needed to tell his boyfriend.

He found himself walking to the entrance of the school as soon as the final bell rung, not even waiting for Beverly to meet him outside of his last class. Richie was steps away from the glass double doors when he was pulled aside into a nearby classroom by the one and only, Stanley Uris.

Stanley looked pissed, understandably. 10 months into Richie and Eddie’s relationship and they still hadn’t told a soul.

“Why have you been avoiding me?” Stanley asked, once again trying to sound angry but Richie could hear the hurt in his voice.

Richie gulped. He couldn’t speak. Why couldn’t he tell Stanley about his relationship with Eddie? Eddie, the boy he loved.

“You’re really not going to say anything?” Stanley scoffed, shaking his head and making his way back to the door. “I wish I could say that was typical.”

Richie stopped him before his hand hit the doorknob, his hand on Stanley’s shoulder. “I’m sorry I just-“ Richie squeezed his eyes shut, gripping Stanley’s shoulder a bit tighter at the same time. “Eddie and I have been dating for about ten months now.” Richie said though it was more of a jumbled mess.

Stanley turned around, eyes wide. “You- you what?”

Richie nodded, pulling his hand away and placing it back at his side.

“I- So- Did you only kiss me because you felt sorry for me….” Stanley trailed off at the end of his sentence, the hurt evident in his voice once again, even more, this time.

“No!” Richie exclaimed, causing Stanley to jump a bit, “No I really really wanted to kiss you but-“

“But you can’t do that to Eddie. I get it.” Stanley finished Richie’s sentence for him and Richie felt a pang of guilt beat against his chest and not because he cheated on Eddie, but because he wanted to again.

And he did.

Richie Tozier cheated on his boyfriend for the second time in a science classroom.

Richie and Stan continued to see each other behind Eddie’s back. Richie told himself over and over to just tell Eddie, to just break his heart but he couldn’t. Richie was a coward.

1 year. Today was Eddie and Richie’s one year anniversary, though Richie had completely forgotten.

Eddie wanted to surprise the boy he’d fallen in love with over the course of the past 365 days. Yes, it was Eddie’s birthday, but Eddie was more than willing to treat Richie for the day instead.

Eddie didn’t have much money saved up from his new job. Most of the money he did manage to get his mother just took for bullshit he didn’t need but he had managed to keep some hidden.

He bought Richie a handmade woven bracelet, manly enough for Richie to not make feminine jokes. Eddie spent the majority of his saved earnings on adding a sort of charm with the date of their anniversary engraved into it.

It was perfect, like Richie.

Because Richie deserved the world.

Richie was home alone once again only this time, Stanley was underneath him. Richie’s lips were placed on Stanley’s neck, leaving wet open-mouthed kisses against the skin. Stanley couldn’t help but softly moan Richie’s name which made Richie feel incredible.

He never thought about Eddie.

Eddie strolled up the front path to Richie’s house. Nothing could break his spirits today. He felt butterflies rise in his stomach as he knocked on the door, taking a step and a half back and waiting, a smile on prominent on his small face.

But the smile fell when his gaze made its way to the window, an all too clear view of Richie and Stan on the couch.

Eddie felt his heart not only crack but shatter. Shatter into a million pieces. It felt as though the pieces were piercing into the insides of his chest, bleeding him out and he didn’t even care.

He watched Richie move to get the door. He watched Richie stop in his tracks when he saw the broken boy outside. He watched Richie’s face fall and he took a few more steps back before running down the pathway.

Richie ran after him, his long legs making it easy to catch up with the smaller boy and grabbed his arm, yanking him backward.

Eddie wasn’t speaking, he was sobbing.

“Eds I’m so fuckin’ sor-“

“SAVE IT,” Eddie interrupted, ripping his arm out of Richie’s grasp and moving away from him, “Fucking save it.”

“Ed’s please I-“

“Don’t FUCKING CALL ME THAT!” Eddie screamed, throwing the box that was in his hand at Richie as hard as he could.

Richie didn’t even realize what it was that Eddie threw, he just tried to talk. “Eddie please let me explain I-“ Richie took a step forward, Eddie moving back once more, “I love you. Please.”

Eddie laughed. He laughed through the tears pouring down his now burning skin. “You love me?” Love was emphasized way too much for Richie’s liking though he knew he deserved this. “You don’t fucking love me! You don’t even get to say that now!”

Richie stayed silent, forcing the lump in his throat to stay down.

Eddie continued. “You were fucking everything to me and you cheated. You fucking cheated! You gave yourself to someone else after telling me you fucking loved me!” Eddie was full on hyperventilating now, but Richie knew not to touch him, “I fell in love with you! I gave you every fucking piece of me and now, worst of all I fucking trusted you.” Eddie was forcing breaths out of his lungs, his body violently shaking.

Richie stood there, completely shocked. He never thought this would happen though in the back of his mind the possibility was always there. “Eddie when I said I loved you I meant-“

“No.” Eddie wouldn’t let Richie speak though all he wanted to hear Richie do was cry. Cry and beg for his forgiveness. For how sorry he was but Eddie knew that Richie wasn’t sorry because if he was, he would’ve been honest with him from the start. “Fuck you, Richie. Have fun with your fuck buddy I hope he makes you the happiest fucking asshole on the planet.”

With that, Eddie spun around and walked off and Richie didn’t even chase him. He looked down, eyeing the box laying on the wet sidewalk and picked it up, rubbing his thumb over the texture of the cardboard. He felt his eyes prickle with tears as he opened it, the charm on the bracelet glimmering in the afternoon sun.

1 year.

i hope you guys enjoyed this.... i kinda hate myself for it lmao

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running on ice - reddie

pairings : reddie

warnings : jealously ?

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a/n sorry this took so long, I have so many request right now and i'm like mentally sinking under pressure. I hope this is okay anon!

Eddie always came along to Richie’s shows. It was a tradition, even both they started dating. Eddie would face his fear of the germs to come and listen to his boyfriends loudly obnoxious band play covers of songs he’s never heard, in favour of watching Richie get hot and sweaty as he periodically exhorted his energy banging on his drums.

Richie on the other hand would come to the pep rally every Friday night to support Eddie’s appearance, regardless of his hatred for most of human kind nothing could rival seeing your boyfriend in tight pastel pink booty shorts.

Eddie usually sat backstage at Richie’s shows, this was usually due to Richie not wanting Eddie to panic and cause an asthma attack from stressing over anybody out on the floor.

But today was different.

Eddie claimed that sitting behind the curtains just wasn’t good enough for tonight, therefore he just had to stand dead centre stage to watch his lover perform. Richie was hesitant because he didn’t want to see the fragile boy get hurt. He knew how rough the floor could get scattered with intoxicated youths and Richie knew it was no place for a five foot four, skinny, pale, flower crown wearing teenage boy. But Eddie had insisted that, that there wasn't any other place he going to be regardless of Richie’s protests.

Richie had placed himself behind the drums, twirling the drum sticks that loosely rest in his hands. As he scanned he crowd, it was a pretty good turn out tonight. A small non-existent smile made it's way onto his lips at the idea of people actually appreciating him for his talents, a wave of relief fled through his body, maybe he could actually get somewhere in life. Soon the idea of the masses of people seemed to have changed his opinion.

He scanned the crowd looking for Eddie's figure, even if he wasn't dating him, the poor boy he stuck out like a saw thumb among the copious amount of dark clothes that stood on the floor, covering the space with an aura the Richie was all too comfortable with.

Blinking behind his glasses, he narrowed his gaze slightly to this side of the stage where he found Eddie standing leaning slightly against a tall bar table. Richie noted that Eddie had found someone to talk to, and that in itself made Richie smile. Knowing that Eddie was comfortable in one of the only other places Richie was. Richie must have been staring at the pale boy for a bit longer than he thought because the only thing that broke him from his gaze was the fact it was getting harder and harder to see him. The stage lights had begun to dim and the loud strum of the bass guitar echoed the dark room.

Richie straightened his back and placed his drum sticks in their selected hands, starring out at the audience and seeing only the faint outlines of human bodies.

The coloured stage lights were suddenly turned on, and Richie heard the loud cheer from their small crowd. He heard their lead singer speak into the microphone probably asking the basic and stereotypical 'hey, how's everyone was doing tonight,' but Richie paid little no attention as he looked back over at the space Eddie was currently occupying.

His mouth dropping a gape as he watched the boy laugh at something the delinquent had said. Richie whole opinion on the other male had changed as fast as a drop of a pin.

Eddie's back was turned to the stage and his full attention was focused on a complete and utter stranger. He faintly heard the beginning of song start and he subconsciously hit drums the way he had been practicing for the past weeks but his gaze still pierced the back of Eddie's head wondering what was just so interesting that he couldn't even face the direction of his actual boyfriend and pretend like he was enjoying the music even though Richie knew otherwise.

Richie narrowed his eyes as he watched a hand creep up the sleeve of Eddie's jacket. Eddie obviously didn't feel the need to brush him away. One of the only faults that Eddie Kaspbrak will ever exhibit is the inability to be able to recognise that literally everyone wanted a piece of him. Richie wasn't even going to hide the fact he was jealous. He gave that up long ago.

Eddie was his, and only his. It wasn't that he didn't trust Eddie, he just didn't trust anyone else around him. The boy was small, cute and docile, meaning he would be just as easy a target as it would be to steal a puppy from a shelter. Eddie trusted everyone, and Richie was the complete opposite.

The band played a few more songs before they were able to take a break. As soon as the stage lights turned off and the floor was lit, Richie rushed down onto the hard concrete despite the protest from his lead singer about their need to recuperate behind stage.

Richie's long limbs were seen jumping from the side stage and striding five short steps in Eddie' direction. Once arriving the older boy sat his head onto of the younger and his arm sliding around Eddie's waist. Eddie flinched away from his touch and Richie tried not to let his disappointment show. Glancing to the right he saw the denim jacket wearing loser that was trying to steal his boyfriend, sipping on a drink that was clearing not cherry cola. He glared at the side of the strangers face as he brought the glass cup to his lips.

Eddie turned his head to meet the hard face of Richie Tozier. Body immediately relaxing under his touch. "Hey babe." Eddie said, a comical expression plastered itself on his face as he observed Richie's stoic look. Turning slightly to kiss the taller boys cheek. Richie tore his glare from the other the boy and focused his gaze on Eddie. "It's been a good show so far." Richie scoffed.

"Yeah, like you would fucking know." Richie said, sound muffled by Eddie's dark brown curls. "Watcha doing with this guy." He gestured across the table to where the guy now stood starring across at the pair.

The unknown guy reached his arm across the table holding out his hand. "Hi I'm-" "I wasn't talking to you." Eddie pushed back against Richie's chest and moved from out of the taller boys grasp.

"Richie that wasn't very nice." Eddie's eye widened in surprise at the blatant bluntness coming out of Richie's mouth.

Richie's eyes widen, "Can you not see that he's trying to get with you!" Richie gestured wildly, sending his long limbs flying about. Eddie sighed, and turned back to the mysterious man informing him that the pair will be right back. Eddie gripped onto the side of Richie's leather jacket, pulling him through the masses of people toward backstage.

As they past the heavy black curtains, Eddie let go of Richie's sleeve and turned to face him. "What's up with you?" He asked, curiosity shown in his eyes. His eyes travelled over Richie's sweat cladded face, dark curls clung to his forehead, his face was flush with a light shade of pink making the freckles that Eddie loved disappear for an apparent amount of time.

Richie kicked the tip of his shoe against the concrete, reluctantly looking into Eddie's eyes. "Nothing, Eddie Spaghetti." Richie beamed a smile toward the boy. Eddie quirked an eyebrow at Richie's all too wide smile. Eddie placed his hand son his own hips and gave Richie an expected stare. Richie rolled his eyes and dropped the smile off his face. "I don't like you talking to that guy."

"Rich, you can't get angry every time I talk to other guys,"

"Eddie! He was touching you! I was watching the whole time, you didn't ever turn to face the stage once!" Richie sighed. "I love you too much to just sit back and watch. I don't want to lose you to som-some denim jacket tattoo covered freak!" Eddie's lip twitched into a side smile, as he reached out and took a hold of Richie's hand.

"You are the only denim jacket tattoo covered freak for me baby, I promise." Eddie stood upon the tips of his toes, to press a chaste kiss upon Richie's lips. Richie faintly heard someone callout for him, informing him he's got two minutes until they go back on stage. With an annoyed grunt, Richie pulled Eddie into his embraced, wrapping his arms around the smaller boys shoulders tightly. Richie felt Eddie hug back just as tight, while wrapping his own arms around Richie's middle section. Muffled by Richie's jacket he faintly heard Eddie's teasing tone say,

“There’s no need to be jealous, Rich.” Richie scoffed and pulled away began walking in the opposite direction, shouting in response.

“Shut it Ed’s.” Richie walked away with a genuine smile on his which made a few of his bands members send him questioning looks which he all dismissed with shake of his head.

As the stage lights turned back on, Richie glanced through his fingerprint cladded glasses to see Eddie's bright smile staring right back at him from centre stage.

Richie couldn't be happier.

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