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marvelmaniac715 · 6 months

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The Nerdy Prudes never really send the Lords in Black away again, so imagine if like… they just never leave and decide to attend high school since they ‘blend in so well’. Peter, Stephanie and Grace go back to school one day and suddenly, Wiggly (sorry, ‘Will’) is in a corner of the cafeteria trying to get people to sign up to the Marine Biology club he’s started because he has ‘a deep connection to cephalopods’. There’s Tinky (or ‘Terrence’) correcting the History teacher in vivid detail and sitting uncomfortably close to Peter, asking intrusive questions about his older brother Ted. There’s Pokey (or ‘Patrick’) overacting every minor role he gets in the Drama club and staging ‘unfortunate accidents’ for the rest of the cast of the school musical so he’s ‘forced’ to take all the roles and perform a stirring one-man rendition of ‘The Sound of Music’ (you should hear his ‘Climb Every Mountain’). There’s Blinky (‘Ben’) getting straight A’s in his film class because he never takes his eyes off the screen and notices every minute detail missed by the teachers. There’s Nibbly (‘Nova’) defunding the Home Ec department by devouring all of their ingredients and spending class time eating everyone’s work. Then halfway through the year Webby (‘Wendy’) decides to come to the school in order to save the students, but she is immediately and relentlessly bullied by her brothers who designate her as a ‘nerd’ (she’s had around twelve swirlies). Oh yeah, and they’re all on the football team, go Nighthawks!

Update: I’ve already added this in a reblog but just in case you don’t feel like searching, here’s a link to the in-progress fic I wrote about this, I hope you read and enjoy (I reply to every comment!) 😊💕:

Gotta Get Back To School (16915 words) by Marvelmaniac715 Chapters: 16/? Fandom: Hatchetfield Universe - Team StarKid Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Stephanie Lauter/Peter Spankoffski | Hot Chocolate Boy Characters: Peter Spankoffski | Hot Chocolate Boy, Stephanie Lauter, Grace Chastity, Wiggly | Wiggog Y’rath, Pokey | Pokotho, Tinky | T'noy Karaxis, Blinky | Bliklotep, Nibbly | Nibblenephim, Webby (Black Friday), Hannah Foster, Lex Foster, Miss Holloway (Hatchetfield) Additional Tags: High School, Post-Canon, Crack, Humor, Crack Treated Seriously, lords in black - Freeform, No Beta We Die Like Ted Summary: You know how the Lords in Black are summoned in Nerdy Prudes Must Die? Yeah… well, they never got sent back, so they’re still hanging around. Since they have time to kill and no plans that require urgent attention, why not stay in their human forms and attend Hatchetfield High as ‘regular teens’ just to mess with our favourite Nerdy Prudes? Go Nighthawks!

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seunmong-in · 29 days

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🌅Sunsets in Sydney🌅

Genre: Fluff, childhood best friend to lovers, Idol! Felix x Reader, Humor, slight cursing, she fell first but he fell harder.

Words: 2.1k

Summary: After being on tour for a whole year, Felix is finally back in Sydney for a well-deserved break. While he is ecstatic to be with his family again, there’s one person who he wants to see most. His childhood best friend and crush, Y/N.

A/n: Okay, can I start this off by saying, Holy crap… Thank you to all who like or reblogged my first fanfic with Han!! ( click his name if you wanna read it ! ) I honestly thought it wasn’t that good since I wrote it in a very sleep-deprived state, lol. But y’all proved me wrong🥹❤️‍🩹 That said, I hope you guys also like this story with Felix! Like always, if you have any feedback or want to make a special request just DM me!! Here’s also my latest one with Seungmin as well 🫶🏼

P.S Does anyone else have “that’s not very nice” stuck in their head too?

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365 days.

That's how long Felix has been away from the place he calls home. And no, he doesn't mean his actual home back in Sydney. He means being away from his childhood best friend, Y/n.

Felix and Y/n have been best friends since grade school. They have always been there for each other, from performing in talent shows to caring for each other when one falls ill. They are like two peas in a pod; wherever one goes, the other is sure to follow.

On the day Felix had to tell Y/n that he was leaving Sydney to become an idol in Korea, he broke down crying. He was worried that being thousands of miles away from his closest friend would strain their relationship. As he was about to board the plane, he turned around to see Y/n waving goodbye to him with tears streaming down her face, and he couldn't help but cry, too.

Surprisingly, Felix and Y/n's friendship didn't end after that day. Instead, their bond grew even stronger. Y/N would constantly update Felix through text or calls, sharing the details of her day and making sure he didn't miss out on anything important. While Felix enjoyed receiving these updates, what he loved most was the pictures his mom would send him of Y/n with his family on small family trips. Seeing her smile and taking selfies with his sisters always warmed his heart.

He had already surpassed the stage of simply developing feelings for Y/n. Felix adored her. He loved her. Whenever he watched a video of a couple on TikTok or Instagram, he imagined how to recreate the same videos with Y/n by his side. His heart skipped when Y/n surprised him at one of his earlier concerts with Olivia and Hannah, Chan's sister. The memory of her dancing his part of God's Menu while Hannah danced Chan's part on the big screen was something he would never forget. Since that night, Felix had been planning to confess his love to Y/n, and he decided to do it under the sunset in Sydney.

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Under the hot summer sun, Felix's freckled face is lit up with a big smile as his family rushes to greet him. Olivia is the first to embrace him, screaming, "Oh my God, do you even know how I miss you, Lix?!"

Felix laughed, embracing his youngest sister and repeating, "I miss you more." He noticed that Olivia had grown a bit since the last time he saw her and that her hair was now dyed at the ends. Noticing her brother staring at her hair, Olivia mentioned that Y/N did it a few days ago at one of their usual girls' nights. His mom and dad were the next two to hug him tightly, with his mom shedding a few happy tears.

"I say this every time, but I am so happy to have my baby back home."

Felix wraps his arms around his mom, hugging her as he says, "I am happy to be back home to Mom."

Felix was sitting in the back of a car, his mind preoccupied with thoughts of Y/n. He was waiting for her message, asking if he had reached home safely, but he had yet to receive any message from her. Although this was unusual, he assumed she might be busy.

Suddenly, Olivia abruptly interrupts Felix's train of thought, "So, are you finally going to ask Y/n to be your girlfriend while you're here, or are we still sticking to the whole 'she's just my best friend' excuse?" The unexpected question catches Felix off guard. His face turns red with embarrassment as his mother turns her head around from the passenger seat, waiting for a response.

Avoiding eye contact with his mother and sister, Felix clears his throat, allowing himself to find the right words.

"Um.. what makes you think I even have feelings for her?"

Olivia stares at her older brother, scolding him with his earlier response, "Felix be so fucking for real right now. It's obvious you have feelings for Y/n. You look at her as if she is your whole world, your face lights up with a smile whenever she texts you, and you always seem to find a way to talk about her when we talk on the phone. If that doesn't scream, "I am in love with my best friend," then I don't know what does. Oh, and before you go and argue with me about this, even the boys agree that you are completely strung up on her. So do us all a favor and tell her how you feel, will you?"

Felix sighs as he looks up to see his sister's gaze. He knew he had to come clean now before his plans got ruined.

"Have I mentioned how much I dislike you sometimes, Liv?"

"Yeah, but I'm your favorite sister, so start spilling before I call Hyunjin and have him tell Y/n to you."

During the last five minutes of their car ride, Felix confided in his family about his plan to ask Y/n out when they reached the house. He made them promise not to say anything to Y/n about his plan since he wanted to create a memorable and private moment between them.

As Felix's father pulled into the driveway, Felix noticed Y/n's car parked across the street. His heart raced as he jumped out of the car, ignoring his mother's yelling about not going inside yet.

Felix barges through the main door and stops when he sees the handmade "Welcome Home Lixie" banner that Y/n was struggling to put up. He chuckles softly and leans by the living room doorway, watching as she gets on her tiptoes to hook the string onto the nail.

"You know, I could've helped you put up the banner, sunshine if you would've waited a little longer."

Y/n turns around to find Felix smirking. Blushing, she runs to him and hugs him. He hugs her back, lifting her up and spinning her around.

Trying not to cry on his shoulders, Y/n ever so softly whispers, "You have no idea how much I missed your hugs, Lix."

"Me too, sunshine, it's been way too long."

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After returning home and having dinner early, Felix went upstairs to his room. There, he discovered a welcome-home basket in the center of his bed. The basket contained his favorite candies, face masks, a small chicken plushie, and gift cards to his preferred places. Felix smiled, realizing that it was a gift from Y/n. She was always the type to spoil others with gifts, even if it was a small occasion. Looking through the gifts in the basket, he heard a soft knock on the door, and Y/n walked in. When Felix looked up at her, they locked eyes for the second time that day. Time seemed to come to a standstill, and after a while, Y/n was the first to break the silence.

"I hope you like it; I saw it on Tiktok late last night and thought I should make you one."

"I love it a lot; thank you, sunshine."

He gives her a soft smile and motions for her to sit with him on the bed. She walks over and sits beside him, watching him unwrap more gifts. Y/n can't help but laugh as Felix brings the chicken plushie up to his face, jokingly asking, "Do you think it looks like me?"

"As much as I want to say yes, I feel like I am going betray BbokAri, so I must lie and say no."

Felix and Y/n laugh as Felix places the plushie back on the shelf behind him. The room lights up in a golden hue, indicating the sun is about to set. Without wasting more time, Felix takes Y/n's hand and leads her out of his room and towards his car.

"Lix, what are you doing? Where are we going?"

"I was hoping we could watch the sunset together again, just like we did as kids. It's been quite some time since the last time we did, and let's face it, we're not getting any younger. Before we know it, we'll be as old as old man Chan."

""I'm going to tell him you said that," she says, laughing as she follows him to his car. They both jump in and drive to the nearby beach.

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As the car pulled onto the sandy shore, Felix practically flew out of his side to open the door for Y/n. She beamed with delight as she stepped out, feeling the warm sand under her toes. Felix swiftly closed the car door and took her hand, leading her towards the beach. The sky was ablaze with a breathtaking display of pink and orange hues as the sun descended below the horizon.

"I forgot how pretty the sunset could be when you can see the reflection on the water."

"I know, but it's even prettier with you beside me," Felix responds.

Y/n stands before Felix, unsure if he is joking or serious. He chuckles as she becomes flustered.

"You know that's not very nice."

"What isn't sunshine?"

"You saying that to me and not explaining what you mean," Y/n states as she turns away from him.

Felix grabs Y/n by her waist and spins her, holding her close. Y/n's face flushes a deep shade of pink as she catches her breath. They've been close for years, but something feels different about this moment. There's a palpable tension in the air, a feeling of unspoken love that's hard to ignore. Felix looks deep into Y/n's eyes, examining how the sun's warm glow illuminates them. The sound of waves crashing against the shore adds to the moment's magic. Fighting the urge to kiss her immediately, Felix takes a deep breath as he stares into her eyes.

"Do you remember why I decided to return home for a break instead of staying in the dorms with the boys?" Puzzled by his random question, Y/n nods her head, looking back into his dark brown eyes.

"Of course I do. It was because you wanted to be with your family since you were homesick, Lix."

"You're right. But there's something important that I need to tell you, something that should've been said from the very beginning. Y/n, I like you. I'm in love with you. I love you so much that it hurts not to have you by my side most days or even to call you mine. The night before I left Sydney, I intended to confess my feelings to you, but I knew it was bad timing since I was leaving, and I didn't want to end our friendship. So, I kept it to myself for years. However, seeing you with Liv and Hannah at our concert earlier this year, dancing and singing to our songs, made me realize that what I felt for you was more than just a simple grade school crush. Y/n, I'd be lying if I said you weren't the person I want to spend the rest of my life with because I do. I want you to be mine, my only sunshine. And if you don't feel the same way, I understand..."

Felix was toward the end of his sentence when Y/n suddenly cut him off by pressing her lips against his. It was a bold move, but she had been crushing on Felix for what felt like an eternity and couldn't hold back any longer. When they finally pulled away, Felix looked at Y/n with a knowing smile, pressing his forehead on hers. In a very soft voice, Felix finally finishes his sentence.

"I cannot imagine spending a single day without you by my side anymore. Will you do me the greatest honor of all and be mine forever?

""Until forever stops existing, my love."

#stray kids #straykids imagines #straykids smau #stray kids fake texts #stray kids x reader #straykids fluff #lee felix #lee yongbok #skz scenarios #skz imagines #skz fluff #skz fanfic #skz stay #skz x y/n #skz smau #stray kids imagine

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jinnie-ret · 4 months

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Welcome to my 1000 followers special!!! I can't thank you all enough for how much your support has continued to amaze me and motivate me to continue writing on tumblr. I love you all and I love the friendships I've built on this platform with all of you and really am thankful for the likes, the replies, the reblogs, and of course the follows! Which is what we're celebrating today! It's even weird to think we have 1000 followers omg-

I'm on a mission to craft the perfect playlist for all of us to enjoy, and what better way to do that then to do that through imagining different scenarios with Stray Kids?! I've started it off but I want to hear songs from you too, as this is a playlist for us all!! :)

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1K FOLLOWERS PLAYLIST 💚🖤

🖤 black friday - tom odell added by jinnie-ret!

(han x plus size!reader) | angst it should have been a nice, fun evening out, but your insecurities win and jisung is just as upset as you are when he finds out why

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 perfect places - lorde added by jinnie-ret!

(lee know x reader) | fluff | angst y/n never thought she'd be talking to a stranger til the sun rose, but it was better than feeling trapped at the local bar

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 video games - lana del rey added by @3rachas-angel!

(bang chan x reader) | fluff it's nights like these, when you're staring up at the pretty stars, admiring the city lights, that you realise just how much you love your boyfriend

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 perfect nights - le sserafim added by @moe-kyun-kyun!

(poly stray kids x reader) | fluff in which skz is watching the opening show of their girlfriend's tour, sonder, and they come to realise a song is dedicated purely to them

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 hellevator - stray kids added by anonnie!

(stray kids x male ninth member!reader) | angst he's going through voice changes in their predebut era and fans are already sending in hate

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 cigarette duet - princess chelsea added by @ihrtlix!

(poly stray kids x ninth member!reader) | angst you get hounded by your boyfriends after they catch you smoking. how will they react when you disappear and go off the radar?

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 silent cry - stray kids added by 🕷️ anonnie!

(changbin x reader) | angst | fluff she hid her thoughts and struggles to not burden her boyfriend, but he catches her in tears

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 take a chance with me - niki added by anonnie!

(lee know x reader) | fluff one of you is bad at expressing your feelings, the other, desperate to convince the one they've been pining after for so long to give them a chance

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 seasons - wave to earth added by anonnie!

(seungmin x best friend!reader) | fluff you and seungmin have been best friends forever, and your strong bond really shines through when he comforts you through a tough time

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 perfect blues - hannah bahng added by @cheesemonky!

(chan x reader) | fluff she's been letting too much get to her head, so chan, being the loving boyfriend he his, decides she needs a holiday

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 cover me - stray kids added by @straykidsnerd255!

(poly stray kids x reader) | angst money, work, school. it was only a matter of time before the boys would see her crumble, and be there to pick up the pieces

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 poison - brent faiyaz added by @keen-li!

(lee know x reader) | angst minho is crazy over you, as much as he'd hate to admit it, but you won't even bat an eyelid

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 we are family - sister sledge added by @turtledove824!

(ot8 stray kids x reader (platonic)) | fluff having one brother in stray kids means you have 7 other brothers too

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 arcade - duncan lawrence added by anonnie!

(chan x reader) | angst when you find yourself reverting to old bad habits, chan is there to comfort you and pick up the pieces

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 breathe - lee hi added by @skzoologist!

(hyunjin x reader (platonic)) | angst you let yourself belittle your own problems because surely they couldn't be as bad as your idol friend's own ones?

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 i miss you, i'm sorry - gracie abrams added by anonnie!

(felix x reader) | angst it hurts seeing that your ex has already moved on

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🖤 hurts like hell - fleurie added by @skzoologist!

(felix x gender neutral!reader) | angst felix grieves the loss of them over something he thinks he was responsible for.

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 the wisp sings - winter aid added by @skzoologist!

(jeongin x reader) | angst | fluff jeongin never confesses his love to you and it's to his own detriment that he becomes exhausted

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 carry you - ruelle, fleurie added by @skzoologist!

(seungmin x reader) | fluff at a low point, seungmin finds out how much reader has been supporting him, no matter what. it fills him with a warmth that is nearly searing him from the inside, but he would have it no other way.

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

💚 mixtape: time out - stray kids added by @hannahhbahng!

(felix x reader) | fluff felix makes sure that you take some time out to focus on yourself

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

🖤 even when I'm not with you - pierce the veil added by 🩹 anonnie!

(changbin x reader) | fluff changbin finally returns after tour and that is when the love you two share really shines through

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

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albertserra · 2 years

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my trans/faggot reading list

The Queer Art of Failure by Jack Halbertsam

Stone Butch Blues by Leslie Feinberg

Going Stealth: Transgender Politics and U.S. Surveillance Practices by Toby Beauchamp

Whipping Girl: A Transsexual Woman on Sexism and the Scapegoating of Femininity by Julia Serano

gay masculinities by peter nardi

Homosexuality in Cold War America : Resistance and the Crisis of Masculinity by Robert J Corber

Out of the Shadows: Reimagining Gay Men's Lives by Walt Odets

nevada by imogen binnie

gender nihilism by alyson escalante + addendum

Trans-in-Asia, Asia-in-Trans: An Introduction

Trans Exploits: Trans of Color Cultures and Technologies in Movement by Jian Neo Chen

The Terrible We: Thinking with Trans Maladjustment by Cameron Awkward-Rich

Nonbinary: Memoirs of Gender and Identity (various)

Acceptable femininity? Gay male misogyny and the policing of queer femininities Sadie E Hale and Tomás Ojeda

Please Miss: A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Penis by grace e lavery

delusions of gender by cordelia fine

a failed man by michael v smith (part of persistence: all ways butch and femme)

time is the thing a body moves through by T. Fleischmann

kai cheng thom’s writing

we want it all: an anthology of trans radical poetics

second skins: the body narratives of transsexuality by jay prossner

transgender warriors by leslie feinberg

the faggots and their friends between revolutions by larry mitchell

translating the queer: body politics and transnational conversations by hector dominguez ruvalcaba

captive genders: trans embodiment and the prison industrial complex

we both laughed in pleasure: the selected diaries of lou sullivan

how we get free: black feminism and the combahee river collective

trans girl suicide museum by hannah baer

dagger: on butch women by lily burana

black queer studies: a critical anthology by e patrick johnson and mae g Henderson

queer sex by juno roche

black on both sides: a racial history of trans identities by C. Riley Snorton

transgender liberation by leslie feinberg

female masculinity by jack halberstam

transecology by douglas a vakoch

street transvestite action revolutionaries : survival, revolt, and queer antagonistic struggle (Sylvia Rivera , Marsha P. Johnson)

a body that is ultra body: in conversation with fred moten and elysia crampton

building an abolitionist trans and queer movement with everything we’ve got (morgan bassichis, alexander lee and dean spade, 2011)

feminism and the (trans)gender entrapment of gender nonconforming prisoners (julia oparah, 2012)

normal life: administrative violence, critical trans politics, and the limits of law (dean spade, 2015)

Tseng Kwong Chi: Performing for the Camera by Việt Lê

detransition, baby by torrey peters

paul takes the form of a mortal girl by andrea lawlor

a failed man by michael v. smith (part of persistence: all ways butch and femme)

my new vagina wont make me happy by andrea long chu

sexing the body by Anne Fausto-Sterling

something that may shock and discredit you by danny lavery

the argonauts by maggie nelson

gender outlaws by kate bornstein

special mentions for articles ive read that were already very formative for me

Masquerading As the American Male in the Fifties: Picnic, William Holden and the Spectacle of Masculinity in Hollywood Film by Steven Cohan

The Production and Display of the Closet: Making Minnelli's "Tea and Sympathy” by David Gerstner

huge thanks to @mypocketsnug who sent #20-40

this is not at all intended to be some kind of definitive resource as ive literally read none of these yet save for the two i mention at the bottom and im compiling this for my personal use, im only publishing this bc an anon asked me to! feel free to reblog and also recommend me more but keep this disclaimer in mind

#reading list

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amelie-isnt-french · 2 months

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Against my better judgement, can I ask about the 24k word TMA conspiracy board?

I like how you already know that you might regret this halfway through, self-awareness is important!

Against anon's better judgement, I hereby present the Original TMA Brainrot Document! *drumroll*

I've only had comment permissions on this document since today, actually, so all my added nonsense is FRESH!

General layout is this: the doc goes episode by episode until mid s4 (as you, beloved people, can see below), and then we follow it up with conspiracy rants, entity characterisations & rituals. Not only confirmed rituals, but also Ali's speculations, which are delightful.

Let's start out gently, shall we? First info we get on the document is about the Magnus Institute and its employees:

Yes, I know this is Hannah-from-the-library erasure, but she's on maternity leave. Good on her. If you, like me, have no idea who Sonia is, please comment because I feel very silly that I cannot remember her for the life of me. Thanks o7

Anyway!

Every episode entry will look like an approximation of this, with more or less red string ranting and "ohhhhh I know that name!!" depending on the episode.

What follows now is a highlight trip through things written by @alice-apparently and carefully chosen by yours truly.

Firstly, to highlight once again our different listening styles: Ali edited this document after pretty much every episode she listened to and I blazed through a quarter of s1 in one afternoon. Self-restraint? Never heard of her.

Cross-referencing like the good academic she is:

Ali's paranoia is rarely wrong, even when she doubts herself. Granted, she might run right past ginormous plot points, but none of the details shall escape her grasp!

Fun fact: in s4, we turned Ali's "I'm so worried about Martin" into a whatsapp sticker, THAT'S how often she texted me those exact words

Bone Apple Teeth. also something something DC Universe, help me out here folks bc I know zilch about DC save for Henry Cavill's Superman films (for shame, I know I know)

Jurgen Leitner??? Stupid idiot motherfucking Jurgen Leitner-

No but fun fact, Gerry Keay (and Mike Crew/Ex Altiora) is the reason Ali even started this doc, so we are very very attached to Gerry in this house and only mildly upset at Leitner's demise. Ceci n'est pas un pipemurder.

mag 39 "Infestation"

- WORMS

'nuff said

Poll time: the two genders are as follows ->

Michael's stabby shenanigans and not!sasha being, well, not Sasha. Rude.

I've hit the max image limit, so wait for the self reblog for more rambling if you so please <3

#tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #tma jmart #elias bouchard #gerry keay #for ali but also he's in this post i swear #jurgen leitner #that's all the people I'm gonna tag I'm getting tired here #red string paranoia doc #EVERYONE GO CHEER ON ALI FOR ALL THIS WORK

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skyeslittlecorner · 1 month

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Draw list

Time for first update! It's the first day and we already have some applications oh god ahhhhh i'm so excited!! you have no idea

I'm reading all your ideas, and I'm impressed... but this confirms only one thing. Good thing we're doing a drawing because I wouldn't be able to choose at all lmao you're so inspiring!

I saw that I didn't express myself clearly and that may have caused some confusion. One post is enough, don't worry, just tag it well. Is this a reblog or is it your own post. Give me some time too, because I usually only have time for Tumblr after work. If I still don't tag you here after about 24 hours, you can tag me again or catch me in comments or in DM. Also, so far all the applications are very clear. But if I have any questions, I will definitely write to you.

Also, to make sure that I noticed all MC and OC's - I am publishing the list of participants in this post. It will be updated on an ongoing basis. Positions completely random.

@angelzone - Abbadon

@ankiebitez - Judith

@vilaenor - Erathyel

@axel-silverly - Aglas

@littlestardescendants - Mirjami

@rharsh1213 - Relshie

@tobypass - Tino

@123-456-789-1011-12 - Roman

@tokiyumejo - Chaerin

@hakugin0 - Jin

@ryu21800 - Shiro

@sweeteaacakes - Hannah

@ijustneedtoreadfreely - Heewon

@notquitebunnie - Bunnie

@shianarou - Kuro

@dxphnee - Avariel

@bottledupdreams - Gressil

@de1-os - Asher

#whb #what in hell is bad #whb oc #whb mc #whbmcshuffle

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peach-pot · 2 years

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you guys should feel free to send me any nice haikyuu fanart you come across :4) I would like to see more I love these little characters!

#even though I’ve already reblogged quite a bit huh. Tee hee!#me shaking each of you by the shoulders: ‘show me the lil volleyball guys please!!!’#hannah talks sometimes

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lonelycowgirls · 11 months

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Moongazing

This triggered some wholesome vibes. So, wholesome vibes with a touch of angst, coming in hot.

Will Harry and Stella be endgame?

Please like, reblog and follow if you enjoy it!

My asks are also open for feedback and ideas to how this universe can continue.

"Why am I getting emotional?" Stella laughed, clasping her hands to her face as her eyes welled with unexpected tears.

"Stell," Harry laughed softly, leaning to fold his fingers around one of her wrists that were still held up to shield her face. "It's weird, isn't it?"

"I just can't believe how much time has gone by, it's a little bit sad." She sputtered, her face contorted slightly with emotions. "But happy at the same time." She looked to him while running her fingers under her eyes. Letting her head fall back into the grass beneath them, she sighed dramatically, letting her breath escape through her mouth. She took deep breaths to try and pull herself together.

Harry leaned back on his elbows, a soft smile on his face as he stared at the moon displayed so clearly in the dark sky above them. He thought about all the experiences this field had given him, to Stella and to their friends. Friends they'd known since they'd started secondary school. He chuckled again at Stella's soft sniffles beside him.

"Don't laugh at me, you sadist." She snapped, tongue firmly in her cheek.

"It's alright, you keep sobbing over there. I'm enjoying the crisp twilight evening." She rolled her eyes but held up a hand to extend to him, which he accepted, linking their fingers and stroking the back of hers with his thumb.

There they were, 28 and 29 years old, reminiscing and mourning the youth that had barely left them. But it was hard to not yearn for the past every now and then. Harry thought back to when he'd told Stella that he was going to audition for the X Factor, everything since then had been a complete blur, with details he wouldn't be able to remember even if he tried to.

"You're off again soon."

"Yeah, next week." He sighed, one hand across his belly, some skin peeking out from where his jumper had ridden up. He smiled thinking about touring again - it was his absolute favourite thing to do, without a doubt.

"Think Ally's little nieces are coming to see you in Cardiff. Her sister's Welsh, she said they're already working on their banners." Stella mentioned her work friend, making Harry chuckle softly and glance her way with eyebrows raised. "At least we know theirs won't be rude ones."

"You never know, I've just about seen it all."

"I respect it, to be honest, some of them are really creative." Stella said, rolling slightly to the side to look at him properly and tapping a hand on his chest. "And honestly, when you write songs like Watermelon Sugar and Cinema what do you expect. Women are horny, too."

"Oh, trust me, if anyone knows that it's me." He scoffed, smirking in her direction before glancing up at the sky again. He sighed, dropping all the way back to rest his head back on the arm that wasn't already occupied holding her hand. "Shame my missus is always 'on nights'."

"I am on nights!" She said rising a bit to look at his face next to her. "Not always, admittedly, but if you think I'm gonna roll over at three in the morning just to get you off on FaceTime you've got another thing coming." She punctuated the sentence by flopping back down onto her back. He brought her hand to his mouth to press a few kisses to the back of it.

They laid in silence again for a while, Stella stared at the rough-looking, wooden swing set that lived in the corner of the expansive field. She could almost see herself, Hannah and Roxanne sitting and swinging slightly as they tried cigarettes for the first time. She rolled her lips into her mouth as she remembered coughing up half a lung after the first drag.

The image melted away to morph into her sitting with Harry as they talked about his X Factor audition, how it went really well, and how he 'could really have a chance, babe.' She watched him hold her 16-year-old hands and tell her that he'd think about her every day that he would be gone and promise that he'd be back to take her to prom.

Harry kept his gaze on the moon above them, unable to stop the thoughts from creeping into his head about their next steps. He knew that Stella needed more than what he was currently able to give her but selfishly, he couldn't imagine being the one to make the decision to walk away. He was about to leave again, for months. Albeit some of it would be in the UK but with Stella working shifts they wouldn't be able to see each other until the tour was truly over.

Where was this all going to end up? They weren't getting any younger and Harry's career had arguably seen its best year to date in 2023. But what if this was its peak? What if this was what everything had led up to and then, that's it? Did he want to come home and settle down? Did he want to go ring shopping and get down on one knee in front of the only woman he'd ever been with? Did he want to admit that it was all coming to an end and become just some 30-something-year-old guy? A husband? A father?

But then, what if this was just the beginning? What if Harry's House was the catalyst to his tenure in this business? Opportunities were continuing to roll in and if he didn't take them now, would they still be there? If he did take them, would Stella still be there?

These were the thoughts that plagued him and they were becoming far more stubborn and continuous.

Sometimes he'd lay in bed at night and think about all the days he'd spent rushing around, the days where he couldn't really be present. Days of precious youth he'd never get back. But who was truly present when they were young? When new days felt as promised as the grass promises to grow and the wind promises to blow. When you feel as if you'll live forever. His entire 20s had been fast and furious, he was only briefly reminded of what slowing down felt like during the lockdowns of 2020.

In One Direction, he was invincible - literally the hottest, youngest thing in the music industry. In everyone's eyes, he could do no wrong. He had cars, houses, and the world at his feet. When it came to women, there were endless options. Something he'd never even imagined for himself. While the other boys had enjoyed a revolving door of girls - something he'd been tempted by many a time - he had kept a relatively healthy relationship with a gorgeous, loyal, funny, smart and caring partner who he could trust and adore.

The shit first hit the fan when Stella had begun to pull away. That was the first time he'd become aware of his own mortality. Of his choices and the power they held. Time had suddenly felt very fleeting and tight. She'd graduated from her midwifery course and was really getting her teeth stuck into the reality of 12-hour shifts and the real-life wake-up call of forging a path for herself. A career.

When she'd stopped answering his FaceTime calls after shows and started declining his offers of joining him on tour, it was the first time his fast-forwarded life came to a shuddering halt. It felt like he was Peter Pan and he was living out the moment he realised his Wendy had grown up without him.

For now, they were a little more settled in their arrangement. Stella missed him when he was away but she enjoyed having her own life. She had her own friends, she was thriving in her rewarding job and was close to her family. But in moments like this, led in the field they'd had their first kiss in, the field they'd had their prom after-party in, the field they'd snuck bottles of warm cider to and drunkenly kissed until they couldn't breathe. Their true home turf. Every dose of nostalgic nausea came washing over Stella to the point she couldn't help but tear up.

She thought about the teenage girl who used to live in Holmes Chapel. She was vibrant and nervous and people-pleasing. She was excited about the future but terrified of failing. She experienced all-consuming love far too early and got hurt more than a few times, and she hurt back in return. She experienced a level of fame and attention that she never really wanted and experienced hatred and vitriol when she was still learning who she was and who she wanted to be. But she did it all, because she was in love.

"It's all been worth it, hasn't it?" Stella turned over to face Harry, leaning up on her elbow. He rolled to lean over her and shuffled closer, putting a palm to her cheek and bringing his lips to press a long kiss to hers. Pulling back, he tucked some hair behind her ear and tapped her cheek lightly with his fingers. She smiled back, a hand curved around his wrist.

"Yeah... I think so."

Just another lil something to add to Harry and Stella's story, inspired by the Satellite video.

Enjoy!

Here is the full list of content for the Been There All Along universe.

Nel xo

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bratshaws · 4 months

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through the hourglass 322. brb x oc

a/n: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (comments and reblogs are super welcome and encouraged!)

pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

warnings: none uwu

goodness gracious (pls read this one to know more what this fic is about!!)

chapter

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“Bea.”

No response.

“Siiisss…”

This time he heard a little groan.

“I made you breakfast.” Michael says from the door, holding the plate with the bagel and cream cheese…and orange juice. He wasn’t a cook, a shame to the Italian roots they all had, but he didn’t want his sister to wake up and not eat anything. He was spending the night there because,well, she had a rough week/day and he wanted to help “...are you alive?” he presses his ear to the bedroom’s door, “Bea?”

The door opened slowly, revealing Beatrice with a disheveled appearance, her hair a wild cascade around her face. Her eyes,squinted at her older brother, “...what?”

Michael smirked, holding up the plate and juice. "Breakfast is served, oh queen of the wild hair. You look like you wrestled a tornado in your sleep."

Beatrice sighed, rubbing her neck with a wince. "You didn't have to make breakfast, Mike. But I appreciate it."

"Consider it a strategic move to prevent you from becoming a hangry hurricane," he teased, stepping inside as Beatrice stepped back, allowing him entry.

“Oh,haha.”

Michael glanced around the room, noting the scattered covers and the general signs of a sleepless night. "Looks like a battlefield here. What happened?"

Beatrice rubbed her temples, the events of the past week catching up to her. "Just had a rough night of sleep, nightmares and all…I’m just glad you didn’t hear me,cause you’d come check on me if there was the case…" she flops back down on the bed, “...the kids are still asleep?”

“Yep.”

“Good…good.”

“I fed the dogs too.” he says, kicking some of the covers away as he approaches the bed, looking around in hopes he could place it somewhere. “Do you wanna hold your breakfast or should I put it somewhere?”

Beatrice sat up, giving Michael a tired smile. "Just put it on the nightstand. I'll get to it in a minute. Thanks, Mike."

Michael did as instructed, placing the plate and juice on the nightstand. He perched on the edge of the bed, eyeing his sister with concern. "You've been through the wringer, huh?"

Beatrice nodded, running a hand through her tousled hair. "Yeah. The whole situation...it's a lot to handle.And I know I dealt with Miranda already but,uuuughhh..." she rubs her eyes again, “I’m tired is all…I…I wish Brad was back home,I really miss him this time, more than the times before.”

"I get it, Bea. Here." he holds the plate to her level, “Have some.”

“I still can’t believe you made me breakfast.”

Michael shrugged, ruffling her hair a bit. "Well, don't make it a habit. I might lose my tough big brother image if people find out I can be domestic."

Beatrice chuckled, taking a bite of the bagel. "You? Tough big brother? You've been a softie since you taught me how to ride a bike."

He feigned offense. "Hey, that's confidential information. Can't have my reputation tarnished."

“I’m sure Hannah is aware of that already.” she chuckles, then chews her breakfast, “Thanks though,I appreciate it a lot.”

Michael grinned. "Well, she does know my secrets. Speaking of which, she's been worried about you too. You should give her a call later."

Beatrice nodded, sipping her orange juice. "I will. And tell her thanks for worrying, but I'm okay. Just need some time to process everything."

"Fair enough." Michael leaned back, studying his sister. "So! What are your plans for today?”

"I dunno." Beatrice sighed, setting the half-eaten bagel back on the plate. "I gotta take the twins to the doctor for a checkup and…uh…check on stuff, maybe buy halloween decor,it’s on sale at Mackenzie’s."

Michael raised an eyebrow. "Halloween decor already? It's barely the end of August."

Beatrice grinned, the prospect of the upcoming holiday bringing a spark to her tired eyes. "Early bird catches the sale, Mikey. Plus, it’s going to be the kids’ very first Halloween.And Nicole is already more aware of her surroundings so..."

He chuckled, shaking his head. "Kids these days. So, you're taking care of all that by yourself? Need any help?"

Beatrice appreciated the offer, but she waved him off. "No, no, I got it. You've done enough by making me breakfast. I can handle the doctor's visit and the shopping. You go do...whatever it is you do."

Michael smirked. "Secret agent stuff. Can't divulge too much, you know."

"Right, right, top-secret brother business," she teased, then turned more serious. "But, seriously, thanks for being here. It means a lot."

He nodded, a rare moment of sincerity in his teasing demeanor. "Anytime, Bea. You know that.” he pauses, “But…I think I’ll join you anyway.”

Beatrice's eyes widened in surprise. "You're joining me?"

"Yeah. I've got some free time today, and I could use a distraction from the usual covert operations at the gym. Plus, who can resist the allure of discounted Halloween decorations?"

Beatrice chuckled. "Alright, you're in. But no complaining about the early Halloween spirit."

"Deal." He grinned, finishing off his own bagel. "So, what's the plan after the doctor's visit and the Halloween haul?"

She thought for a moment, sipping her orange juice. "Maybe swing by Mackenzie's café, grab a coffee, and catch up on some work. Then, if you're up for it, help me with the kids while I prep for lunch."

Michael saluted. "Aye,aye ma’am. Consider me your partner in crime for the day. Now, finish up that breakfast. We've got a full day ahead."

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The doctor's visit went smoothly, with the twins passing their checkup with flying colors. Beatrice couldn't help but feel a burst of pride as the pediatrician complimented the twins' health and development alongside Nicole who,while not in need of a checkup like her preemie siblings, was too excited to remain still.

Beatrice was trying very hard to make sure all three of her kids remained healthy. Especially the twins.

After the doctor's visit, Beatrice decided to treat the kids to a small outing. The sun shone brightly overhead as they strolled through a nearby park. Nicole giggled as she chased after butterflies, while Gavin and Aurora, securely nestled in the double stroller, observed their surroundings with wide-eyed curiosity.

Beatrice couldn't help but marvel at the progress they had made since their premature birth. The doctor's reassurance was a soothing balm to the worries that had lingered in Beatrice's mind.

Too often.

As they approached a playground, Nicole's excitement reached new heights. She tugged at Beatrice's hand, her eyes sparkling with anticipation. "Mama,shwings?"

Beatrice smiled, bending down to Nicole's level. "Well,let’s wait for uncle Mike first, mama can’t leave your siblings alone.” and she just sighs, looking down at her phone with her lips pursed.

Nothing from Rooster. God she hopes he’s alright and that the investigation is bearing fruit.

She felt a comforting presence beside her, and turning, she found Mike approaching with a casual stride.

"Hey, Bea! Everything okay?"

Beatrice nodded, offering a smile in return. "Yeah, all good. Doctor's visit went well. Kids are healthy and growing like weeds."

Michael chuckled, ruffling Nicole's hair as he greeted her. "That's what I like to hear! Healthy, happy kids. Ready for some playground action?"

Nicole's eyes lit up at the mention of swings. "Unca Mike! Shwings!"

Beatrice laughed, crossing her legs by the knee as she looks up at her brother. "Looks like we're in for some serious swinging, Mike."

Mike nodded, his eyes glancing towards the phone in Beatrice's hand. "Anything from Brad?"

Beatrice sighed, her gaze dropping to the device. "No, not yet. I just hope he's doing okay. And that the investigation is making progress. He can’t really share a lot either, so…I can only wait.”

Mike sat down beside her, glancing at the phone with a sympathetic expression. "He'll be fine, Bea. He knows how to handle himself. Plus, he's got the entire squadron behind him." he smiles down at Nicole who just starts climbing his leg.

“Yeah…at least I dealt with Miranda. I hope she…stops now.”

“She can’t be that stupid.” he looks over at Bea, “Can she?”

Beatrice raised an eyebrow at Michael's question"Miranda is unpredictable. She's gotten this far. I just hope she got the message and backs off."

"If she has any sense, she should. But I don’t know her like you do.”

Beatrice sighed, a weariness settling in. "I don’t know her that well at all..only what she shared with me."

"Just keep your guard up, sis." he mutters “Is all I’m saying.”

Beatrice nodded in agreement. "That's exactly what Rooster said.It’ll be fine,we’ll be fine.”

Mike frowned, a protective glint in his eyes. "Well,if she gives you any more trouble, let me know. I'll have a word with her, with Guillermo. Sometimes people like her need a reality check…and a scare."

Beatrice appreciated her brother's instincts as…chaotic as they could be. "I'll keep that in mind, Mike. Let's just hope she realizes it's in her best interest to stay out of this."

Beatrice glanced at her phone once more. Still no message from Rooster. The unease gnawed at her, but she pushed it aside, focusing on the present moment with her kids and brother.

"Alright, everyone, ready for some swings?" Michael announced, lifting Nicole in his arms and carrying her towards the swing set.

The playground echoed with Nicole's laughter as she soared through the air on the swing. Beatrice pushed Gavin and Aurora in the double stroller nearby, enjoying the simple joy of seeing her kids play. She,however, kept her hand on her phone…just in case.

Her thumb idly traced circles on her phone screen, hoping for a message that would ease the knot in her stomach.

Michael noticed his sister's distraction, the concern etching lines on her face. He approached her, Nicole now happily exploring the nearby sandbox.

"You're still waiting for a message, huh?"

Beatrice sighed, offering a weak smile. "Yeah, it's just... I can't help but worry. I love him, you know?"

Michael nodded, his eyes moving to Nicole who just giggled grabbing fistfuls of sand. "I get it, sis…okay so..help me with this…what…will exactly happen if Brad gets the info he needs out of this investigation? Do you know?"

The question lingered in the air, the weight of uncertainty settling between Beatrice and Michael. Beatrice looked thoughtful, her gaze focused on the distant horizon as she considered how to reply.

"It's hard to say, Mike," Beatrice began, "If Rooster manages to uncover the truth about, it could lead to a few different scenarios. First and foremost, Mark could face serious consequences within the Navy. Unauthorized modifications, especially those related to tracking capabilities, are likely to be considered a breach of protocol."

Michael nodded, his expression serious. "So, what kind of consequences are we talking about? Dishonorable discharge?"

Beatrice sighed,rubbing her neck. "Possibly? It depends on the severity of the unauthorized actions and whether they're deemed a threat to national security. Dishonorable discharge, court-martial, or other disciplinary actions could be on the table." she frowns, “That’s what Evelyn told me at least.”

"And what about you guys? Will you get the fallout out of this?”

“Well, not us per se, not me since I’m not Navy but…" Beatrice admitted, her voice carrying a hint of worry. "If Rooster's investigation reveals something significant, it could have implications for the entire squadron. The Navy takes these matters seriously, and depending on how deep this goes, there might be a broader inquiry."

Michael's brows furrowed in concern. "Right…will that fuck up Brad’s promotion or…?"

Beatrice sighed, chewing her lower lip. "If Rooster's investigation is seen as thorough and successful, it might strengthen his position. On the flip side, if there are complications, it could cast a shadow on his leadership, even if it's not directly his fault." she frowns more, “But I know him way too well…I don’t think he’ll get anything bad in return…call it a hunch.”

“Well. I hope it works out for the best, for Brad and for the squadron."

"Me too," Beatrice replied, her eyes drifting back to Nicole, now engrossed in a sandcastle-building endeavor. "Me too,Mike.”

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hannahshiii · 11 months

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A Bloody Mess

Prompt: “Is that blood?” / “Don’t worry, it’s not mine.” / That’s supposed to reassure me?!”

!! Warnings: mentions of suicide, blood, gore, death

A reader x Dazai oneshot fanfiction. This is my first time writing a fanfiction so I hope you enjoy it!

by Hannah

You were too late. But what could you have done? You thought looking at the blood pool around the corpse’s neck where his head was severed.

You look blankly at the body in front of you. It was dark except for the one street light flickering overhead. You close your eyes and titled your head up, letting the cool night wind hit your face. With a sigh, you look again at the corpse in front of you. What would the boss make of this? you wonder. Your first solo job and you already messed up.

“I’ll worry about that later.” you mumble straightening up your disheveled ponytail. You look down at your clothes and let out an exhausted sigh. There was blood all over.

Just when you were so close to apprehending him, his choker, or what at first seemed like a choker to you, exploded leading to the predicament you are in now.

You call the office phone. You didn’t expect anyone to answer as they’ve all probably turned in for the night but it was worth the shot.

But to your surprise, someone picked up the phone only two rings later.

“Hello?” a slurred voice answered.

“Dazai?” you ask in surprise, “It’s me, y/n.”

“Y/n?! Are you alright? It’s been hours! I- we’ve been worried about you.”

Dazai flustered. This was a first.

“I’m fine. There was an unforeseen incident but I’ll explain later. Were you waiting for me?”

There was a moment of silence before Dazai replied, “I volunteered to.”

“Oh. Well right now I think I’ll need a ride.” You said hastily not wanting Dazai to know you were flustered. Then you pause and looked down at your bloody shirt. “And I need to get changed.”

“Need a hand with that?”

He’s back. “So you’re helping me or not?”

“I’ll be there in a minute.”

You were about to reply but you were met with a beep. Dazai had hung up.

You sit down on the ground, the fatigue finally catching up to you. You hug your knees to your chest and closed your eyes. You could hear the water sloshing behind you and the faint bustle of Yokohama in the distance. How peaceful everything seemed.

You hear a car coming closer in the distance. You quickly get up. Sure enough, you see Dazai driving towards you.

You wait as the car skidded to a stop. Dazai gets out of the car and strides toward you, looking at you with a frown.

“Is that… blood?” he asked looking at your clothes.

“Don’t worry, it’s not mine.” you reply nodding to the corpse behind you.

Dazai sighs with relief.

“So? What happened?”

“His choker exploded before I could apprehend him.”

While you were talking, Dazai was already onto the body examining it.

“Suicide? No…” he murmured. “Someone else was controlling it.”

“I’m assuming it was an ability.” you reply.

Dazai looks at you before getting up. “Let’s go back first.”

You follow Dazai to the car. “Sorry for staining your car.”

“Don’t worry about it. It’s Kunikda’s.”

You’re screwed.

“Where to?” Dazai asks.

“To the office. I have to write my report.”

Dazai turns to look at you and tilts his head as if in thought.

“Well then get some rest then while we’re in the car.”

You take up his offer and drifted to sleep listening to the drone of the car…

You wake up to a familiar ceiling. You get up in surprise and look around. You were in your apartment. You get a whiff of a metallic smell around you. You were still in your bloody clothes. Besides your futon was a fresh change of clothes with a note on top of it.

“Take a bath and change into these once you get up.” -d.o

~ end

Thank you for reading! Feel free to like reblog and hmu in my inbox

-Hannah

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thewolvesof1998 · 10 months

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Seven Sentence Sunday

Tagged by the amazing @try-set-me-on-fire @wikiangela @wildlife4life @spotsandsocks @prince-buck-diaz @alyxmastershipper

I'm posting sooooo late today but I just started a new job this weekend and I only just got home 😅 I don’t have much other than more other than this little but from my Cowboy/Rodeo AU Alright, Cowboy, Go Get 'Em:

For the first time, Buck notices the scars, one on his left shoulder and one poking out the edge of his boxers on his right thigh. Bullet wounds, still raised and red, Eddie’s been shot and recently. Buck’s breath catches, chest tightens in pain he has no right to claim, they weren’t even friends, barely more than strangers. Buck wants to ask about them, the words on the tip of his tongue but he swallows them down, he can imagine it's not something Eddie wants to talk about and it’s definitely not a ‘one night stand’ topic. And that’s what they’re both here for, sex, not to confide their traumas in an impersonal hotel room, not to tell their darkest secrets in the yellow light of the bedside lap and not to get to know each other. If I could only convince myself that’s something I don’t want.

So instead of all he wants to ask Buck says, “You’re fucking gorgeous,” and steps towards him, hands out to run his fingers over all of that bare skin and if he avoids the scars it’s only because he's not sure he can touch them without placing a kiss to them and that would surely betray how far gone on Eddie he already is.

Chapter one of this fic is already posted and here’s a master list of all my other posts about this fic.

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hopefullyitsextensivebule · 9 months

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An educational TedTalk with your truly, if you hope to engage. I don’t involve myself in shit but here I go.

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Homophobia is still very visible in this fandom

For those who have encountered it or went looking for it, an account by the name of joshandhispartner has been posting pictures of Josh and his alleged partner (we still don’t know and we SHOULDN’T know).

Not only is this homophobic, but this is even more so disrespectful and dangerous.

When a heterosexual person or hetero-presenting (if that’s even a term) is in a relationship, nine times out of ten, it’s usually honored. No one really questions it.

But the moment a queer person, who has been viewed as ‘straight’, comes out about their relationship, it is scrutinized to the very T, and invaded within hours of them coming out. This also strips the person of their identity and invalidates their sexuality as if you’re either gay/lesbian or straight.

Now let me speak on the danger aspect.

The LGBT has been under attack as of recently, people being unalived for who they love. And now that this person is putting who they believe is Josh’s partner, not only is an invasion of privacy, but there is such a huge risk in him getting unalived.

We know that Jake and Jita are in a relationship. We know that Hannah and Sam are in a relationship and I don’t know maybe Daniel is in a relationship too (but I know some of ya’ll won’t care because it’s not centered around the last name Kiszka, right). The level of privacy they’re given is not the same given to Josh and their significant other. Why are we more focused on Josh and his relationship if we already had suspicions or supposed suspicions that he might be queer.

And Let’s talk about the word queer, because it needs to be said. The word queer is in umbrella term to cover all bases of someone sexuality whether they are lesbian gay, bisexual, pansexual, and any other sexual terms that I may or may not be aware of. It’s no different from using the word Asian to cover all bases of specific Asian cultures like Japanese, Korean, Chinese, Indonesia etc.

Josh literally just said that he was in a same sex relationship.

This is exactly what Joshua was trying to explain to all of us when he made his post.

It wasn’t just about him, but about the value of life being minimized because legislators are trying to eradicate queer people, and how we need to fight for what we know is right.

So in other words:

Don’t put queer people in danger of losing their lives all for a bunch of likes and reblogs!!

Thank you for my Ted Talk

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