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ugly-pickle · 3 months

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Good morning, Pickle. My second request for the day. Please kindly consider this angsty Gorou request: Gorou can only watch as you exchange nuptial cups with Heizou. He know he has no right to stop the wedding, not when he was the one who broke up with you to woo Kokomi, only to find out later that she was only using him to get her parents off her back about her being single.

Please also kindly take as long as you need with this request; I have no qualms in waiting. Furthermore, by no means feel obligated to prioritize this request over your other requests.

regret ☆ gorou

CHARACTERS: gorou x reader

SYNOPSIS: gorou dumps you for kokomi (っ- ‸ - ς)

GENRE: angst 🦢

W/C: 0.8k

T/W: cussing, breaking up, cheating (if there’s any i missed let me know!)

A/N: bro i hate exams (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ) my next one will also probably take eons to complete….

“WHAT THE FUCK GOROU.”

SMACK

you touch the now red mark on your face. it stings, but the ache in your heart is worse. “never talk about kokomi like that again,” gorou says with a stern tone. “tch, YOUR kokomi? i have never seen her look at you for more than 2 seconds outside of a meeting.” youre now pissed off due to gorou’s stupidity, but you cant help but feel a bit jealous, well, kokomi did just steal your lover’s heart with just a snap of her fingers.

gorou’s tail looks stiff, you notice that he does that when hes uncomfortable or angry, you take note of this. you might regret what youre going to say, but a river cannot stop flowing just because of a small inconvenience. you shall see where the future takes you. “if i upset you that much then i’ll leave. goodbye gorou,” you want to cry but your dignity tells you not to; you grab your wallet and head out the door.

before you completely close the door, you can hear a whimper, and it’s not yours.

it’s sunny outside, youre not sure if you should be grateful that theres no rain to make you feel worse, or if you should feel bad that the rest of inazuma is having a great time without you. although, no matter how clear the day was, you still manage to bump into someone.

“y/n? oh my archons, it is you! how have you been?” says the mysterious voice. “heizou?” tears are finally dripping down.

…

you slightly grip the cups in your hands, youre so excited that youre scared that the sake might spill. the moment slips by like a flash and youre already taking your last sip. you look up to see your husband, hes grinning ear to ear and so are you.

heizou looks so lovely when hes happy, but now you can see all of his emotions, whether if hes happy, sad, jealous, angry, disgusted, confused, you can see all of it and only you.

you look into the crowd, all of your friends and family are there, heizou’s side as well. theyre happy for you.

thats when you see gorou.

beside him was Sangonomiya Kokomi, Divine Priestess of Watatsumi Island, what a mouthful, not to mention how bitter the title tasted in your mouth. gorou’s tail was stiff, you wonder why; his eyes were also glistening, such pretty eyes shouldnt cry….

WAITWAITWAIT

nononono, youre literally having your wedding ceremony right now, what are you thinking?…

your wedding ceremony has ended, you and heizou are now officially married.

gorou’s perspective:

“gorou? are you okay?” kokomi asks, “u-uhm yea, im fine,” gorou stutters a bit. what if he was the one up there with you. what if he was up there exchanging nuptial cups with you.

“hey kokomi?” gorou asks, “yes gorou?” kokomi responds, “im gonna get some fresh air, i’ll be right back,” kokomi nods her head, gorou presses a kiss on her forehead then exits.

he feels guilty. he kissed kokomi while thinking about you, no, he thought about you every waking second and you even appeared in his dreams. a few tears roll down his eyes. is he happy for you or jealous of heizou? all of these emotions swirling around him, and he cant tell which one hes feeling.

he feels a hand in his shoulder. he jumps, hes a bit startled, it’s you…

you look so lovely, the fabric, the design, the jewels, and just the everything made you look heavenly. he picks up a scent that he always longed for, it was yours, he just never realized it.

“were you crying gorou?…” he feels more tears coming up, did he miss you that much?

“congratulations y/n, uhm… we ended on a bad note, look i just wanna say that ‘m sorry.” a small smile appears on your face, “apology accepted, that was the past, lets focus on the present,” you gently squeeze gorou’s hand. “lets catch up some other time, yea?” you said, “y-yea,” and with that you disappeared. he feels empty.

“there you are!” kokomi’s voice rings through his ears. “m-my love!” gorou says, becoming stiff again, “look gorou, we need to talk,” her words feel stiff, uncomfortable even. “of course! anything! what do you need to talk about?” gorou asks.

“…lets split up gorou.”

….

“eh?” hes dumbfounded. “lets break up,” nonono this cant be happening, “why?… i thought you were happy, were you not?” gorou’s life was already falling apart, this was just the breaking point. “look, gorou, i have strict parents that expect me to produce… offspring, i would like to label this event ‘traumatic’ so they’ll stop bothering me for the time being. my condolences.”

why bother anymore?

NOTE FOR SAILORSTAR9: i literally had no idea what nuptial cups were before this （´∇｀''）

TAGLIST: @sailorstar9

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electrosair · 1 year

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You argue with them

english isn’t my first language, sorry for mistakes characters: Diluc + Childe + Gorou (separate)

tw: arguing, being mean to the reader (diluc part), thoughts of dying (childe part), reader taking off their clothes (gorou part) and i think that's all (let me know if there's something else) btw, i'm thinking of opening requests-

word count: almost 2k

Diluc

It was a silly discussion, it had all started because Kaeya visited Angel's Share, I don't know at what point they started talking about past issues and I ended up involved in the talk. After the cavalry captain finished his drink, he left, almost as if it was Diluc who kicked him out. "You didn't have to throw him out like that..." He didn't answer anything, didn't even look at me. He left me sitting at the bar, watching as the last customers left and he finished his turn cleaning the glasses. I tried to distract myself with any nonsense, avoiding thinking about the behavior my boyfriend was having. Nervous, I started playing with my hands, breaking the corners of my nails the longer he took to give me a little look. "Diluc" He cut me off speaking "You shouldn't have gotten into the conversation" He wiped his hands on the rag and walked out from behind the bar, grabbing his coat and heading for the door, ready to close. "I don't get it, why can't you treat him right for once" "Drop the subject, let's go now" "He's your brother, you're too hard on him" I reached over to pick up my coat as well, glancing over as Diluc clenched the keys inside his fist. "I said, drop the subject." He threw open the door, causing a blast of air to hit us both. He stood still in the doorway, waiting for me to come out, then closed it. I heard the sound of the keys going into his coat as I watched him in the darkness of the Mondstadt night, the only light was from the moon, illuminating his face with sharp features, he wasn't liking the situation. I decided to drop the subject for a while, I didn't want us to arrive at the Dawn Winery angry either.

On the way back neither of you spoke, if he was already quite reserved, now he was being even more so.

When the wind picked up in intensity again you felt your coat lift, letting the cold creep in. He noticed it, hesitating between coming closer and hugging you with all his strength or whether to continue on his way as fast as possible so that you would be warm in the fireplace.

He might be upset about the situation that happened between Kaeya and him a while ago, but he would never be with you. That's why he was trying to get as far away from you as possible.

Once at home, you saw him go straight up to your room, leaving you talking to one of the maids, who was asking you what you would prefer for dinner. You didn't know what to answer, all you wanted to do was bury yourself under the silk sheets and cry.

She noticed, concerned, and offered you tea or an infusion so you could relax. You didn't refuse, thanked her and went straight to the fireplace, curling up among the cushions and blankets.

While I was finishing my berries tea and repressing the tears that were fighting to come out of my eyes, I heard some footsteps, I guessed it was the girl who spoke to me before. With a last sip of the cup I left it on the coffee table and then I felt a weight sink onto the sofa, pulling back a blanket and crawling under it. Diluc opened his arms and looked straight into my eyes "I thought you had fallen asleep already or were doing paperwork" I tucked my head into his chest, trying to act mature, I knew I would die of embarrassment if he realized I was having such a hard time over a silly little confrontation like that. He tangled his hands in my hair, stroking my scalp and leaving a kiss over my head "Sorry, I know I shouldn't have behaved like this." At that moment I broke on him, tears fell, and I held onto the sides of his pajama shirt tightly. "Shhh, don't cry. We're fine, right?" He pressed me even tighter against his body, waiting for a response that would reassure him too. "Yes, we're fine," I tried to talk between hiccups and heavy breaths. He took my cheek with his left hand and raised my chin. He kissed me tenderly and reburied me where I was before, falling asleep by the fire, between casual caresses and kisses on the cheeks.

Childe

I only cared about him and I knew he cared about me too, but I was really worried that something might happen to him for being part of the Fatui, on top of that in such a high position. The first time I saw him arrive with deep wounds I knew something wasn't right, but he denied everything, saying that they would pass and that I shouldn't get upset. How could I not?

"It's okay, it's not the first time I've arrived like this" He spoke between his teeth while taking off his layers of clothes, stained with a red color. I didn't even know what to answer him, I just ran to the bathroom to look for bandages or something that could help him.

Once back, I could see him sitting up, pressing his hands against his abdomen and letting out little moans of pain. "Tartaglia, this is not good. I don't like you coming back like this, it can't be right" "I promise you, it is. It's not the worst thing that's ever happened to me" He tried to let out a laugh, but a cough came out instead. "That's why it's not! Who assures me you'll come back alive?" He lowered his gaze, taking the bandages from my hand and putting them on by himself. "I'll come back every time, it hurts me that you doubt me" "Stop joking! I know you're an adult enough to do what you want and take care of yourself. I just want- well, never mind."

The feeling of pressure on my stomach made it impossible for me to even carry on a conversation. I left the room, heading into the bedroom and closing the door behind me. Several more groans came to be heard and then footsteps. The front door slamming shut made me jump in my position, I couldn't believe he had gone out again, was it my fault?

Childe hadn't had a good day and if you started a fight he knew it wasn't going to get any better. So when he saw you disappear into your room he decided to go outside to get some air and let off steam.

Maybe wanting to put his thoughts in order, or let you put yours in order. Either way, he preferred it to yell at you.

He had been thinking about it, and it was true to a certain extent what you were saying, what if one day he didn't come back alive? Now that the Fatuis had been closer to the dead than at any other time, he was beginning to see that clearly. He didn't want to abandon his family, let alone you.

With the quickest pace he could, he walked back to the door of your house, entering as he thought of only one thing: to stay by your side for the rest of his life.

You didn't hear the sound of his footsteps or even the sound of the door opening, you only felt how two arms embraced you from behind, turning you into the small spoon.

I tried to turn around, but he held me tightly when he noticed and pressed kisses down the back of my neck and shoulders. "I'll try to go more carefully" I took a deep breath at his words, it was just what I wanted to hear him say. "Promise me?" "Of course, I still have things left to do with you" He went back to doling out kisses and this time he did let me turn around, I kissed him passionately, happy and calm that it hadn't ended badly. "What things?" "I'm a family man, don't you think?"

Gorou

Maybe he took that reaction just from the shock of the moment, maybe because he'd had a particularly bad day, or maybe simply because he was worried about losing me.

"But I want- I need to help" "My answer is still going to be no, and if I don't accept it, no one else can do anything" He turned mid-sentence to begin removing his armor garments. Steady movements and a scowl. Even if I wanted to trick myself into not believing his words, I was right, it was the general. "Please, Gorou, I know I can do more" "All you do is enough" I brought my hand towards his direction, trying to grab his forearm. "People are dying and the only thing you seem to be worried about is me not getting out of here!" his ears perked up, he turned around again, coming face to face. "Are you listening to yourself? I've already said it, the answer is final!"

He released his grip on me and went straight to our provisional room in the camp, leaving me alone amidst the now not at all soothing silence after the discussion. I was sure more than one person outside could have heard him. Thousands of previous ideas went over in my mind again: going without him knowing, arriving at a training on the spur of the moment, asking Kokomi or the rest of the troops for help… or telling him directly, which hadn't gone as expected.

I could have gone after him to keep insisting, but with the mood we were both in at the moment I didn't think that was the best idea. Grabbing a small jacket and putting my shoes back on, I left the cabin, hoping not to make too much noise with the door, if Gorou wouldn't let me go, I would go on my own.

As much as you tried to act as mature as possible, helplessness was starting to grow in the bottom of your chest and a tear rolled down your cheek.

The weather was not favorable either, the storm could be heard in the distance, closer and closer to the camp. You clutched your jacket tightly, holding your arms against your chest to try to keep warm, and when the first drops fell you could no longer tell if it was tears or rain dripping down your face.

You realized that it wasn't worth it to stay outside, you would get sick and give your boyfriend more reasons to keep you away from the battle, so without further ado you headed back to the warmth of the cabin.

A voice calling your name startled you, Gorou was at the door with a worried look on his face, he rushed to your now shivering body and grabbed you in his arms, pulling you both inside.

Once in the bathroom he began to remove your layers of clothing as he turned on the hot water faucet. He left a kiss on your forehead and ran his hands over your soaked cheeks, from the snap back to reality and the heaviness you could feel on your eyelids, you understood that they were tears.

He gently lifted me up and put me into the bathtub, already filled with warm water. I closed my eyes, just wanting to feel his hands running over and massaging my tired body. "What were you doing outside? You know it's not safe." A single groan came out of my mouth and I tilted my head, resting it on his chest. I heard a sigh, he knelt down in front of the tub and placed his chin on my head. "I'll think about it, but no promises." A slight smile tugged at my lips. "Thank you."

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yourlocalstranger123 · 1 year

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Hello hello!

So you know how you made a small series where Genshin characters get kissed on the face with hard to remove lipstick?

I was thinking, how would that situation play out with characters like Venti and Gorou? Both of them seem to have bad self-esteem.

Honestly. 10/10 good idea.

Genshin SAGAU x reader part 4

You know, when people degrade themselves, saying horrible things about themselves.

So you made a rule that when you hear EVEN ONE thing that includes something that degrades themselves, they will be punished personally by you.

It involves lipstick💄 so if you don't like wearing lipstick and being a ✨️bAdDiE✨️ then this ain't for you.

Warning: can you read long? Because this is pretty long.

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Gorou

Website: Danbooru. Artist: ? Homare (ghmr88)

You were one hell of a bored God. Honestly, you kinda wanted to see him dressed as miss- *cough cough* Hina, you decided to blend in as a soldier and sneak in to see him. You may have brought an outfit for him to wear.

On the way, you tried to not chuckle when you saw some fans squealing in excitement to see Miss Hina. You were also bringing a handmade outfit you made so at least 'she' try it on before going to 'her' usual outfit.

Oh, how you were gonna tease those fluffy ears and tail of his. Don't forget about how pretty he looks in his outfit. You smile happily, strolling to his place.

Before you went to his place, you checked the time. Of course, you don't wanna be late! You don't wanna miss-...oh...You forgot. It starts tomorrow....ig the fans also forgot LOL but you can still see him in the outfit you made! And only for you to see ♥︎

You slowly peeked to see if he is sleeping. He did have a lot of work to do, so he should be asleep right now. And as expected. He is.

You swiftly and quietly sneaked past him to put a little note with the clothing in the box.

Dear Gorou or should I say, Miss Hina

When you wake up, I'll be waiting for you in the extra room. But before you do that, I do hope you wear the outfit! Make sure you are not caught, because this sight is for only me to see!

♥︎♥︎♥︎

To gorou

From your dear creator ★

As you are about to leave, you heard Gorou sleep talk. He seems to be having a nightmare, you decided to go check it out.

"No, no! You can't die...please... I'm sorry, it's all my fault, please! Don't leave me...."

You slowly reached to his face, cupping his cheeks. He unconsciously snuggled into the warmth you gave. Slightly tugging your sleeve. You decided to let him rest and tried to let go but his grip was getting tighter, whimpering for you to stay. You gave in and went to bed with him.

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You woke up to the feeling of a fluffy tail wrapping around your leg. You see Gorou looking down in embarrassment, whispering a sorry. You gave him an amused smile as you pet the fluffy ears.

You reminded him that he had to dress up as Miss Hina and go. He frowned but complied. He was about to go to the makeup drawer, you went there before he could get it and got a red lipstick.

*kiss*

He was heating up, you only kissed his lips. Surprisingly soft though.

"Now you don't have to worry, I already applied some lipstick to your lips! With yours Although..." You kissed the back of his neck. "Heh, good luck with getting rid of that one! *wink*" you ran away with a smirk before he could process. Of course, Yae Miku takes notice of his strange behavior. Even though the necklace covered it, she knew what was going on. Thanks to the smudge on the edge of his lips She is going to tease him so hard.

Bonus Scenario:

Gorou: I- is it getting hot in here or is it just m- me?

Reader: maybe it's because you're so hot dear~

*continues playing with his ears*

Gorou: *blushes harder*

Rumor has it, he is still malfunctioning to this moment.

Website: Danbooru. Artist: tyo197snh

Venti

First 2 pictures: website/app: Reddit.

Artist: MarQuaine

Last one: website: danbooru. Artist: einelitas

You wanted to go rest outside for a bit, it was a bit exhausting to give people blessings every day and just sit in one place. You went to wind rise. You liked the way the wind is so calming, but you felt something was out of place.

You ignored the feeling and continued strolling down to Wind rise. You stopped at the sound of a lyre playing, although it sounds calming, deep inside it has such sorrow. You knew it was Venti. You knew him well, although he doesn't express it. You felt the sadness, even as he is currently a drunk bard.

He hasn't noticed your presence since he was so drunk. He started to play the lyre again. He also sang a familiar song.

Fly, fly away.

Like a bird in the sky.

See the world on my behalf...

To the heavens may you fly...

As he finished, he sat down. Looking at the sky as the birds glide through with the wind. You decided to step up, you sat beside him. He looks at you smiling, laying his head on your shoulder. He fell asleep soon after, intertwining his hands with yours.

You felt tears on your shoulder, you moved your head to him. Kissing away the tears, gently letting him on your lap. You put your coat over him while humming a tune. Slowly singing the words.

[Could be any song. Even the genshin backround music in the login lol]

"Hello, my little windblume. Did you have a nice sleep?"

You greeted him with a smile. He snuggled onto your neck. Smiling at the nickname you gave him. If you looked closer, you could've seen light pink ears as he hides onto your neck. You had to go, although he saw lipstick in your pocket. He doesn't think much about it, until.....

Aether: hey, I just visited back here to see you painted yourself?

*venti in clear confusion.*

*grabs a mirror*

Venti:....i- HuuUuuUUHHh?!

Reader in the background: heh.

*later*

*aether tries to wipe it off*

Venti: woah, it's not necessary to wipe it off.

Aether: venti. Who walks around with lipstick everywhere on their face?

Venti: me.

Aether:....

Now there was a rumor going around that a bard was running in mondstadt with lipstick all over his face. Smiling so happily, while the traveler was chasing down him trying to wipe the lipstick off his face. Pouting as he struggled to get away from the traveler who is going to great lengths to get it off.

App/website: Reddit. User: Hornyheracross

Another rumor venti didn't totally create was that creator was the one who put lipstick on him.

Bonus!

Adult version

Venti

Website: Deviantart Artist: Tiretsu

App: Twitter. Artist: soleilrune

Website: Deviantart. Artist: sayuuhiro

Gorou!

App: Reddit/Twitter/insta User: Lapstle

(Idk anymore honestly)

I couldn't find anymore

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lyxzeun · 2 years

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— puis-je s'il te plaît caresser tes oreilles, mon amour? ༄ (can i pet your ears?)

yes, you can, tighnari said, but gods, he never felt this way before. he likes the touch and feeling of your hands on his ears, really! he just isn’t used to the feeling, but he’ll get used to it! his favorite thing to do that has you petting his ears involved is cuddling after a very long day of forest watching! (*´∀｀*) although it may seem that tighnari never gets off of work, he’s always looking forward to the feeling of resting his head on your chest, falling asleep to the calm thumps of your heartbeat as you pet and gently scratch the back of his ears to lull him to sleep. maybe you could even kiss his ears while he drifts off to sleep, it gives him more rest and relaxation. oh, and his tail? it’s wrapped around you very tightly! he probably wraps his arms and tail around the pillow he sleeps with, expect this tired forest watcher do the same with you. (see? he’s getting quite used to it already! and bonus, you’re the first person to ever pet his ears! kudos to you, reader! <3)

gorou has had his ears get pet several of times! although, he has been (secretly expecting) you to have your very own turn! it’s not that often that gorou wants to have someone pet his ears, so this is a very rare opportunity to come by. everytime you’d ask him if you could pet his ears in public, especially in front of the soldiers, the answer is always the same; “y/n. you are my lover and i love you with all of myself, but please for the love of the archons, i’ve said it many times, but you cannot pet my ears!” he’s frowning with his ears pressed flat on his head, makes you want to pet him even more! but still, you’ll have to respect his response. although, if you ask him in private, when it’s just the two of you and he’s taking a break, he’s definitely down for you to pet his ears. his favorite position is when you lay down on the couch and have him lay on top of you while his fluffy tail is wrapped around your waist, at times, his tail could even be swishing around as he’s closing his eyes in bliss while you pet him! you can kiss and nom on his ears lightly but he’s probably gonna be stuck to your hip if you do so. this general hasn’t had that much physical affection, okay? (worst thing to tell him while doing this is that you have to get up.)

— vale speaks ! .. AUGHHH I LOVE THEM SM !! my heart explodes at the thought of them ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ

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dukeofoats · 2 years

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He absolutely calls him Bug, they told me your honor

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ak1ri · 2 years

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Reasons why genshin impact characters broke up with you: Zhongli gorou ver master list!

Tw: none! But it's short though ☹️

Character (s): Zhongli but guizhong was mentioned too, Gn! Reader

Angst 😈

Might be ooc and this is not proofread so feel free to point out my mistakes

A/n: BRO THE FATUI IS SK HOT Y'ALL CHECK THE YT OF GENSHIN

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Zhongli would use you as a coping mechanism and pretend you're guizhong and use you to cope from the death of guizhong, he sees guizhong in you so it's like he loves you but he only loves you when you look and act as guizhong, his past friend who he was close with, he doesn't really love you for who you are, he loves you for looking and acting like his old friend, it's tiring.

It's sad how he won't even care if you pointed it out as long as you look like her.

Oh how he wish she was you at this moment, he wished that you really are guizhong, that's all he wanted. all he wanted and saw in you was guizhong.

To the point you were tired of it, you were tired of him, you were tired of his actions, you were tired of pretending just to make him happy.

So you decide to just end it, to end everything. So you could be free from all of this, so you could rest and be happy again, and to be yourself once again

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Hey y'all, hope you guys liked and and also here's a bonus!: How many time do you think i have said the guizhongs name? 🤔

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namelessbrand · 1 year

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The moon is beautiful. Isn’t it?

Prompt: Gorou x reader

Warings: angst?

A/n: I promise another character is coming :) I’m not telling who but if you want to recommend a character please do ;) Ps this on is long

Many people would say you and Gorou where like the moon and the sea. Longing to be with eachother but you could never. You as a general of the shogunate’s army and he a general of the resistance.

You and Gorou were childhood friends you visited him often on Watatsumi until the vision hunt decree was announced.

You knew you had to see Gorou as an enemy now but it still aches your heart. You longed to tell him how you felt but..you couldn’t.

On his part it wasn’t easy either knowing he is going have to fight his best friend he was not eager to start this war. But he had to put his own yearnings aside because this is not about him or you it’s about the people.

“Is something bothering you Gorou you seem out of it” a soft but still firm voice asks the general

“I’m fine i just…” hesitation sounding in his voice he was not sure if he should tell Kokomi his problem not wanting to bother her.

“It’s about Y/n Isn’t it” he nods at Kokomi her correct statement.

The divine priestess knew this would hurt him but she knows he’ll bite thru.

“It’s going t be fine, if we win this war you can see her again” she tried to comfort her general.

“Yup I shouldn’t let my wishes afflict the war thanks your excellency!” He said with a bright smile.

You we’re on the battlefield there you saw him. The eye contact being to hard to bare you look away.

“She looked away does she hate me?” Unconsciously his ears drooped down as he asked himself that.

You have your weapon at the ready purge all the obstacles in your way. You wanted this to end why did they have to be so stubborn. You just sigh. You noticed Kokomi wasn’t here where could she have gone.

“Don’t lower your guard Y/n” you hear a commanding voice. It’s Kujou Sara.

“Sorry I was just wondering where they’re leader Sangonomiya was”

“That doesn’t matter right now FOCUS”

“Yes ma’am” you said in a half sarcastic voice”

“So what did you want about Kokomi”

“Isn’t it suspicious that she not on the battlefield” you said contemplating whit your fellow general.

“I think your over thinking it don’t you know that she’s not really the fighting type” Sara says disregarding your question.

“Urg don’t treat me like Heizou please” you whined at your “friend”.

“Then don’t act like him” she scoffed

(Like now the traveler joined the resistance and their doing like one on one fights you remember please do)

“Y/n maybe you should go” the woman says not having no as an answer.

“Fine …” you go into the ring feeling the strong aura of your opponent you shiver a bit.

“Woah you look like a very formidable foe I guess this battle is not going to be won easily” you said praising your opponent

“Same goes for you” the blond female says (yes this is lumine you got a problem?)

After a long battle the travel stands victorious

“Well fought” she said

“Thx”

(I realized this is long and there is practically no Gorou x reader so here)

The war ended in the resistance being the victors. You decided to head back to Watatsumi kinda scared cause you fought against each other.

“Welcome back Y/n” a familiar voice greeted its Kokomi.

“Ah hello” you said visibly embarrassed.

“It’s not your fault Y/n “

“I know but I still injured and killed loads of resistance soldiers” you say with regret in you eyes.

“Y/N!!” You felt someone hug you from the back

“Hey Gorou” you said pecking his forehead

“Wha-ah!” His ears shot up and his tail began waging vigorously as a crimson blush covered his face

“I guess I’ll leave you to love birds alone” she said giving a little chuckle.

“Kokomi!” Gorou said but she had already left.

“You seem to be in a good mood is there anything going on” you ask him

“Yes as you know we won the war and we are holding a victory feast would you like to come” he asked excitedly.

“Um I don’t think I deserve to be there since I’m from the opposite side and probably killed or injured many of there friends” you said politely declining his invitation.

“Didn’t her excellency say it isn’t your fault?”

“Don’t get me wong I’d love to go but I wouldn’t wanna ruin the mood”

Gorou cupped you face in his hands

“ you did help us I heard you stopped one of your soldiers from killing Hisahiko and many others so..” after Gorou finished that sentence you felt the heat rise to your face.

“Fine I’ll go” you said covering the crimson blush on your face

“Great wear something nice” he said abdomen growing on his face.

You go to your old home on the island you asked tsuyuko to take care of. You go in with your luggage grab something nice and wait for Gorou to pick you up.

*insert doorbell sound*

“That must be Gorou “ you quickly open the door

“You look nice y/n”

“You to :)”

“Let’s go”

You grab Gorou’s arm you both start to blush instantly. You arrive at the party it’s so beautiful.

Not trying to be rude but you never expected It to be so beautiful

You go to Kokomi and great her she looks like a fairy as always.

While you were talking with Kokomi you realized Gorou had gone outside you follow him

“Are you okay?” You ask him

He nods

“ just thinking abt something”

…

“The moon is beautiful isn’t it”

…

“Yes it really is”

…

(This is so long broo I feel sorry for myself I need to reread but I’m so lazy Urgh and the people who made it this for)

#gorou headcanons #genshin x you #gorou x reader #gorou fluff #gorou is cute #gorou angst #gorou #genshin gorou #general gorou #gorougenshinimpact #genshin impact #genshin fluff #genshin headcanons #genshin x reader #Gorou x you

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dearchilde · 2 years

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Turbulence

pairing; gorou x gn!reader

summary; separated during the war, gorou is left to pick up the pieces after your disappearance. where could you have gone? were you alright? were you even alive? these are the thoughts that invade his mind, and he struggles to keep the mask he so carefully put up each passing day.

warnings; mentions of injury, blood, war themes, hurt no comfort, angst, kind of formatted in a epistolary. possible part 2?

There used to be a constant in his life before the war. It was the type that would thrum gently in the back of mind, and it made him feel reassured. It made him feel safe.

It was like a safety rope he could trust that would pull him out of any mess, a lifeline, some would call it.

Now, though.

He's left to struggle to pull himself up after the fall. Bruised and severely empty without that reassurance.

more utc!

Gorou helps with serving their rations.

He works every day to attend to his soldiers, congratulating them for their hard work. He subconsciously counts every head to make sure everyone is present, the ones resting in the infirmary not withstanding.

“...He's been very tense lately. I wonder if it has to do with what happened several weeks ago.” His ears twitch, keeping his features neutral to avoid suspicion that he was listening in.

The other soldier hums. “They were one of the first members to join when the resistance was formed. I would be very shocked if it didn't affect the general at all.” The chopsticks he was holding were beginning to bend a little. Gorou relaxed his muscles, reaching for his can of water.

“Yeah, but it's been almost a month. You know how this war is, hope is the last thing we should be clinging on —”

Another soldier cuts in harshly. “Be quiet! He could be listening to you, idiot.” They shift around their seats anxiously.

Gorou continues eating through their constant glances in silence.

Two months go by after the incident.

He stands on Nazuchi Beach with a Tenryou soldier by his feet, gripping his uniform with such ferocity that it was a wonder he hadn't ripped through the fabric.

Several gashes covered Gorou's torso and arms, blood running down his face from where the soldier had struck him with the butt of his sword. His cerulean eyes darken, “Tell me where they are.”

The soldier spits on his face. Gorou lands a blow straight to his jaw with a grunt. Some sick, twisted part of him felt satisfied hearing the crack that came after.

He shakes the soldier with a slight manic desperation after realizing he knocked him unconscious. “Hey, I never said you could pass out.” The mask was beginning to chip. The man was out cold with just a single punch. He was useless to Gorou.

He pretends the choking sob that escapes his clutches was just a figment of his imagination.

(Standing in the distance, Kokomi watches her friend slowly lose himself bit by bit, . There was no way of saving that soldier from the hands of a grieving man.)

“General.” He turns to look at you, his previous tension releasing upon your arrival.

“Hey, how are you holding up?” He puts down his paperwork to join your side. He would never admit it, but your presence helps with his stress whenever it gets rough, especially now that he was promoted as general.

He watches you shrug, a teasing smile on your face. “That depends, how are you holding up?”

Gorou sighs. “As great as I can be. We're scheduled to receive new resources and weapons from our sponsors, so I was helping Her Excellency with that task.”

“Look at you, you've gone and grown up while I was gone!” Your laugh causes an embarrassed flush to rise on his face. Gorou groans when feels your hands ruffle his hair, playfully swatting them away with a pout.

“Stop it, you're going to give the soldiers a reason to coddle me!”

“It's just the two of us, Go, no one is going to walk in and witness your cute self.” You coo at him, reaching up to scratch behind his ears. Despite his original hesitance, this time Gorou allows himself to slump in your hold like a puppet who just had his strings cut. He could feel his tail swaying gently, your arms being the only thing keeping him up.

Gorou basks in your scent and warmth, the gentle sound of your breathing washing away his worries. He could almost whine in happiness by how safe he feels.

You hum softly above him. “Gorou?”

“Mm, yeah?”

“I'm sorry.” He furrows his eyebrows in confusion, and before he knows, blood splatters on his face, your hands that were previously massaging his scalp falling limp on your sides. Alarmed, he pulls back and almost feels a wail erupt out of him at the sight that greets him.

Your name is the only thing he screams out before everything turns black.

It begins with nightmares.

They always do.

Gorou almost prefers those than the vivid hallucinations of your presence standing behind him.

“This is all we could find, sir.” They hand him a torn red scarf, the ends singed and a single tear.

Your red scarf.

A part of Gorou dies that day, but he hides the pain with pursed lips and a thanks.

The soldier doesn't question him.

It's Kokomi's face that greets him upon awakening.

“You're awake,” She sounds as tired as she looks. Gorou notices the bloodstains on her clothes. He's handed a cup of water for his parched throat. She sits next to him and helps him down the water, “How are you feeling? Are the bandages okay?”

Gorou sets the cup down quietly. He doesn't answer.

Kokomi doesn't bring up what happened.

“You were asleep for four days. We made sure to heal the most critical injuries, so try not to move around too much since they're still healing.” She stands to go fetch the medicine prescribed to him. It's not like she needed him to talk, that was fine, Kokomi could talk enough for the both of them.

She talks about pointless matters, she talks about how his soldiers were eagerly awaiting for his full recovery. She talks about a new book she recently began reading, and it helps. It helps because it's a welcome distraction to her, and hopefully to her general as well.

Because he was alive, and that's all that truly mattered.

“Are you hungry? There should be enough food left in the storage. I can —” She cuts off with a choke suddenly, the stress of the past few days finally hitting her, but no matter how hard she tries, she couldn't stop the stream of tears that began pouring out of her eyes. She doubles over to hide her expression, but she couldn't conceal her sobs that filled the room.

Gorou watches her breakdown on the sidelines, wishing and praying to whatever deity would be willing to listen that he could do the same.

#–;dearchilde's library!#genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin scenarios #gorou genshin impact #gorou x reader #gorou scenarios #gorou angst

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justanothersepticeyefan · 1 year

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I’m trying to find a short gorou fic. It’s where you’re a new employee and you have a crush on him. You start to think he likes you because he eats lunch with you everyday, but he is not affected when one day you say you can’t, the author was thinking about making a part 2 I think. Does anybody know what I’m talking about?

#genshin impact angst #Genshin impact x reader #gorou x reader #Genshin gorou #Genshin impact imagines #gorou imagines #gorou angst

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ugly-pickle · 2 months

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ANGST!! 🦢 (highschool au)

it’s valentines day and you finally got the courage to give your crush chocolates that youve worked on for hours the previous night.

you spot him, he’s running so you try to catch up to him. archons hes fast. you pant as you try catching up to him and calling his name.

your stamina runs out, he keeps running, where though? you look into the direction hes running to, your heart drops, it’s the confession tree. well people call it the confession tree because its big and pretty and people confess under it.

anyways, he finally arrives at the tree. from behind the tree a figure appears, hmm she looks awfully familiar, but youre too far to see clearly. the girl’s hair flows through the wind as some leaves swirl through your crush and that girl.

you walk a bit closer to the tree, the mysterious girl has her head bowed and chocolates in her hand.

oh shit

well it’s not like your crush is gonna take the chocolates anyways-

he took it.

the girl then lifts her head and you see your crush’s lips crash into hers. when the 2 finally stop kissing you realize who that mysterious girl was,

your best friend.

SCARAMOUCHE gorou GAMING TARTAGLIA wrio ayato XIAO heizou lyney alhaitham

happy valentines day :3

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atheliasnotebook · 2 years

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Excuse me, I saw that your requests were open and I was wondering if you could do a fluff for a reader with Gorou? Where Y/n comes out to Gorou as Gender Fluid and he comforts them because their family didn't accept them for being the way they are? Thank you so much!

safe here with me

pairing: gorou x (genderfluid) reader

tags: angst, comfort, confession, teyvat metro au

profound language

author’s note: this one hits close to home danny brroooo. sorry it was so late.

the whole concept is hard to explain in itself—classifying as both male and female. yes, every time that you’ve attempted to explain it to your relatives, their responses merely and constantly consist of:

“you don’t know what you’re talking about!”

“you are the gender that you’re born as—stop making shit up.”

“are you fucking serious? come to your senses, those (girls/boys) are a bad influence on you.”

it’s too hard to say that it’s exhausting—because at this point—it’s closer to draining than tiring. every time you hear it, you’ve given up your strenuous explanation in attempts to try and get classmates and parents to understand. your friends, if you have any, have trouble understanding the true cause of… everything that goes on with you.

every step you take, you feel like eyes are on you. maybe you haven’t admitted your genderfluidity, but every gaze that lands on you definitely feels as though you’re being judged. you think

well, who could actually appreciate the presence of me? someone like me isn’t that great.

and you walk down the halls, slinging your bag over your shoulders as you proceed to prolong your peruse down the semi-empty school hallways. school’s out—damn, thank the archons above that you don’t have to endure the piercing gazes for a couple of days.

but gorou, who walks with some underclassmen that he is helping, hastily dismissing them—wagging his tail as he closes his eyes, savoring the feeling of being finished with his final orientation tour for the incoming freshmen.

as he turns, he bumps into you—watching how your sullen fast switches rapidly to a smile.

but gorou watches how your smile still droops at the ends—observing how sad you still look without saying anything.

“oh, well good evening (y/n)! what are you still doing in school?”

avoiding my family—why, what have you been up to?

“attending to some student council work—that’s all,” you lie through your teeth so blatantly. “i was going through to clean the classroom once again as well.”

and gorou adjusts his papers, looking at you, where your expression try to tell him that you’re smiling like usual. he knows you’re lying. he sees it kokomi when it’s just the two of them sometimes—and it hurts him even more when he sees you. but… he chooses not to pry into such a manner. at least, not yet.

“well, now that you’re here, would you like to go out for ice cream? just… you and me—if that’s alright?”

what a strange concept of things. why you? he was hanging out with that nice girl the other day, and…

“you can… stay at my place for the night too. of course—only if you’re comfortable! there’s a spare room that you can use…” and gorou tries to greet your gloomy eyes with a smile. “i can make dinner, and you can talk about what’s been bothering you. i know that when i was in police training camp; i couldn’t talk with anyone.”

all you could feel was… bitterly warm. you don’t remember the last time you ate a meal with someone you loved. your eyes felt cloudy, and then your cheeks felt wet and warm as a couple of tears rolled down your cheeks. gorou set down his clipboard and wrapped you up in a biiiiiig hug.

“i’m with you. there’s nobody else here, it’s just me. it’s okay… you’re safe here with me.”

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fallingdownhell · 11 months

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Inazuma men when you walk in on them in an intimate position with your sister/best friend.

YES, some angsty shit again! Uhhh, I like it when it hurts xD

Characters Included: Ayato; Heizou; Kazuha; Gorou

Content: gender neutral reader; she/her pronouns for your friend/sister; cheating; hurt/no comfort; angst and drama; you walk in on them; suggestive on some parts; Gorou being manipulated; non-consent on Kazuha's part, but not explicit!!

Word count: 2,4k words

Thank you so much for giving me an angsty request. Have fun reading!

Ayato

He would think so high and mighty of himself

Like, he was sure that he was hiding it pretty damn well and that you would never find out about his little secret

you have been engaged to Ayato for some time now, the wedding due to happen soon

it has been a marriage of convinience, both for him as well as your family, yet you were relieved when you found out you were going to marry Ayato, having had a crush on him for a little over a year now

you thought that over the time he got to know you, he also developed feelings for you, he certainly did tell you so

for a long time, you were blinded by the illusion you so desperately wanted to believe, ignorant to the sad and sympathatic looks Ayato's staff would give you

You excused his long and late hours away from you, telling yourself that he was just catching up on work and that he was alright

You only started to get somewhat suspicious when you noticed one of your friends visiting the Kamisato estate rather frequently, but only ever staying for a short period of time, while she never even talked to you when here

still, you gave them both the benefit of the doubt, thinking that they might just be working on something together

Thoma, however, knew what was going on behind your back. He wanted to tell you on so many different occaisions, yet he had to think of his own job as well and how his actions could put himself at risk, as well. So, he never said a single word to you, keeping you oblivious

until one day, it was late at night again and Ayato told you he would be working late again

you nodded and let him get back to his work, but later decided to surprise him with some snacks and refreshments you wanted to bring him

you were feeling kind of giddy when you approached his office door with the tray in your hands, as you noticed weird sounds coming from behind the doors

you didn't want to believe your ears, this couldn't be happening.. not your Ayato..

so you pushed open the door slightly, enough for you to peek into the room, only to have your world crushed in front of your eyes, along with all your hopes and dreams for the future

your ears did not decieve you, Ayato was, in fact, cheating on you this very moment with the person you thought to be one of your best friends

what's even worse was that he noticed you, standing by the door, having caught them in the act

and all he did, was smirk at you as he leaned down and bit into the other womans neck to which she let out a loud moan

shocked, the tray slipped out of your hands as you turned on your heels and started running down the halls, tears streaming down your face

you passed Thoma on the way to your room who shot you another sympathetic look.

He knew it... he was in on it..

now it finally dawned on you, and it all made sense.. why everyone was always looking at you like this.. they were all in on it.. you were the only one who wasn't aware..

still crying, you grabbed a bag and took some of your most important belongings as well as some clothes, before you left this estate you once hoped you could call your home

seems like some things just weren't meant to work out in life...

Heizou

he wouldn't want to do it, but he would if he could get some kind of benefit from it

Heizou has always been a very flirty personality, even while in a relationship with you. It caused arguments on more than one occaision

he would always tell you that he would stop doing it.. that promise would sometimes last for a week, often times shorter than that, before he got right back to his usual behaviour

the worst part was, that he saw nothing wrong with this type of behaviour

as long as it got him the results he desired, he didn't care for the method he had to use

it was cruel in a way, but he didn't want to acknowledge that he could do wrong as well

when this particular incident occured was when he finally realized how wrong his attitude had been

he had been stumped on a particular case for a few days now, no new leads showing up and the trail was starting to get cold

it frustrated him beyond anything else and to top it off, he was currently engaged in yet another heated argument with you

you were ticked off by the way he was shamelessly flirting with a shopkeeper, right in front of you while on a date

he tried to explain that he just tried to get some clues out of her, but you didn't seem to want to hear it

after some more yelling, you left the house to catch some fresh air and cool off, while Heizou stayed back

he sat in front of his files again, trying to make sense of all the clues when someone knocked on the front door

he recognised your sister there and while he planned on sending her away at first, she made him an offer he just couldn't turn down so easily

spending one night with her in exchange for the missing clues he needed to solve this case

he didn't think long before agreeing to this deal

she entered the house and it didn't take long before things got heated and they both landed on the bed he normally shared with you

it didn't really feel right to do this, but he was doing it for the greater good. He's sure you would understand that

while they were in the middle of things, with her being on top, riding him, he suddenly heard the front door open and a sharp inhale being taken

he whipped his head around, seeing you standing there, looking shocked and hurt

immediately after that, you turned and ran out the door again, he saw tears beginning to form in your eyes. He wanted to get up and run after you, but.... he couldn't. He had to keep up his part of the deal. He could always talk to you the next day

when he sought you out the next day, you were refusing to speak to him.. and the day after... as well as the day after that

he was getting frustrated, missing holding you in his arms. He grew irritated without you around..

the next day, he saw you in the streets of Inazuma City, so he walked up to you

However, once he reached you, he was met with a slap in the face. It stung, and he looked at you in surprise

tears welled up in your eyes again as you turned and tried to leave again, but he quickly snatched your wrist, trying to explain his reasons to you

you stayed and listened, but your expression was hard and ice cold the entire time

"I hope it was worth it in the end, because you lost me for good now"

that was the last thing you ever said to him again before you left his life for good

and finally, Heizou understood what he had been doing wrong this entire time... and he regretted his decisions like nothing else in his life...

Kazuha

now for Kazuha... he is a very honest and loyal soul

you never would have thought that you had to worry about anything like that with him, already having bad experiences from a previous relationship

Kazuha always made time for you, made you feel loved and appreciated, always told you how much he loved and adored you, whishing you would stay with him forever

you honestly felt the same way about him, already imagining a future together with him

but... we all know how easily Kazuha can get drunk.. and just how drunk he gets from so few drinks..

you were going out with some of your friends to party a bit, and you decided to invite your boyfriend along

he didn't mind it, deciding not to drink anything so he could keep an eye on you and make sure you're safe throughout the entire night

it went well in the beginning. You were moderately drinking with your friends while he was sipping on whatever non-alcoholic beverage he ordered for himself

he always kept an eye on you, but at some point of the night, he lost sight of you

while walking around the vicinity, looking around trying to find you, he ran into one of your friends, who was obviously pretty drunk at this point

she clung onto Kazuha, staying close to him, slowing him down immensely

at some point, she offered him a drink. He refused at first, but she kept insisting, promising that it would be non-alcoholic

being the sweetheart that Kazuha is, he gave in after some time, only to realize too late that she had been lying, it was very much an alcoholic drink

but it was too late already, she forced him to down the glass and then another one right after, getting him drunk

in this state, he didn't have control over his mind or his actions, he just went along with whatever she said to him

so what if she suggested to go into an isolated corner so that they could have some "fun"

in his inebriated state, he didn't realize that the person he was doing it with, wasn't you

only when he heard a gasp and saw you standing there a few feet away from him did he regain some of his consciousness back

he saw the tears forming in your eyes and he tried to run after you, but even in your own drunken state, you were faster than him, he couldn't catch up to you

the next day, he woke up again with a severe headache but still perfect memory from the events of that night

he immediately set out to look for you, finding you rather quickly

you had dark circles under your eyes and they were red and swollen from all the crying

he apologized to you over and over, telling you what had happened. He hated himself for letting this happen to him, yet he was still more worried over you

it is up to you if you want to forgive him or not, he will accept whatever decision you make. Just know that he is so, so sorry and if you choose to give him a second chance, he will make sure that nothing like that will ever happen again..

Gorou

oh, poor little Gorou..

he is soo easy to manipulate.. people can tell him everything they want, and he is prone to believe them until proven wrong

he loves you dearly, with all his heart, but he often doubts himself, fearing that he's not good enough for you

so, when someone else comes along, planting even the faintest bit of doubt in his mind about your relationship, he grows restless and insecure

you, having already a strained relationship with your family, especially with your younger sister, spent most of your free time with Gorou, so normally, there wouldn't be anything for him to worry about, right?

Well, the thing is.. your sister has always had a thing for Gorou, even before you two got together. She neve told you about it, but ever since you made the relationship official, she hated you for it

she wanted Gorou all to herself, yet you were standing in the way of that goal. She had to get rid of you somehow..

the first few months of the relationship went by great, you were both so in love with each other

yet, after that, your sister started to visit Gorou whenever you weren't around him. You could be at work or out doing something.. she would be there visiting him, leaving again before you returned again

at first, it was just normal visits. She would simply talk to Gorou, asking him how his day went, getting to know him better. Though she asked to keep this meet-ups a secret from you, since she claimed she wanted to reconnect with you on your terms alone

Gorou, being non the wiser, agreed to that

this went on for a while until she started to plant seeds of doubt in his mind. Spreading rumors to him how you were meeting up with some other guy, how the meet-ups became more frequent, that you were probably cheating on him, and so on

Gorou didn't want to believe her, choosing to trust you. But, being so gullible, he started to see things that weren't actually there. He imagined you coming home later than usual, thinking you were avoiding his gaze

he didn't want to admit it, but with every further visit from your sister, he believed her more and more, now doubting everything about your relationship with him. Did you ever even love him?

the final part of her plan came, when she convinced him to sleep with her to "get you back for cheating on him first"

it felt wrong to him, but he still went along with the idea. At some point, he did get into it, not noticing how you came back earlier than usual, flowers in your hand..

those flowers immediately dropped to the ground as you realized what you just walked in on..

and in that moment did he remember.. today was your anniversary.. 6 months togehter...

he immediately ripped himself off your sister, calling out your name, but you were already out the door. He quickly threw some clothes over himself to run after you, but your sister caught his wrist, begging him to stay

he paid her no mind and ran after you, yet he wasn't able to find you, no matter where or how hard he looked..

defeated, he returned to his place, curling in on himself.. tomorrow, he promised himself. Tomorrow he's gonna find you and talk to you..

however, the next day, he found out that you had left Watatsumi Island.. you went and found Kazuha, leaving Inazuma with him on the Alchor..

you were out of his reach, forever now, and it was all his fault.. he had no one else to blame but himself for his stupid actions.. he lost the best thing that ever came into his life, and he would never get you back...

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whorerificstuff · 1 year

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What if you and this male character were expecting a baby....

At first he was so excited to meet them, you were too after trial and errors to conceive a child. He knew you wanted a baby and he was there to give that. He knew you were pregnant the moment you ran through the bathroom door. The same symptoms that of a pregnant woman. But you wanted to make sure you really have a life growing inside of you. And you were. You were happy, he was happy to start a family with you.

Sometimes he would see you check yourself in the mirror everyday. And each passing day your stomach grew bigger and bigger till it was visible to everyone that you, his adorable and beautiful wife is carrying his child.

He saw how much you love the unborn baby. No, Words could not comprehend how much you anticipate to meet them.

Then there was that time he woke up with you gone. That made him jolt right up in panic only to see you grinning ear to ear, eyes sparkling in ecstasy at him. He let out a sigh of relief.

"They're kicking"

That's what you said, your cheeks now dusted in pink. He couldn't help but stare at you, your hair was a little messy, a few strands in disarray but nevertheless you were still ethereal in his eyes.

You reached out for him to stand up and led his hand to your baby bump. He was very careful and gentle as he pressed his palm on you. He couldn't help but smile too when he felt the kick. He knelt down telling the unborn child that he wishes to see them and to not make things hard for you during labour. He felt you brush his unruly hair as you told him, eyes heartfelt and like a loving wife and mother would, that no matter what the cost, no matter how painful it is, you wish for your baby to be healthy and see the world. You smiled your eyes squinting a bit. They were full of undisputed love and he wish to see them every waking moment.

•

The skies were in their darkest shades of gray and the pour of rain was unforgiving. The atmosphere was mournful, somber very appropriate for a funeral.

He held the umbrella to protect himself and the little bundle from the rain. He stared down at a grave, his eyes were tired, dull, a very expressive lament in them as if he had been crying for the longest time till he couldn't anymore, and on that stone protruding on the surface of the wet earthly floor carved, is your name. You didn't make it. He was unable to shed any more tears. He already cried far too much. All he felt was loss and an immeasurable amount of grief. He hears the baby coo in his arm, the baby that you left him, the child that you both made out of love for each other, the only thing connected to you.

Everyone that attended your funeral all left and shared their grief and respect. It was only him and a few concerned friends that stayed watching him mourn from the background.

Your brother decided to finally approach him, he has the same doleful expression as the others that attended your funeral and the same look of sympathy for him, the husband, and the father of your child. Your brother told him it was time to leave, that the rain is cold for the baby. He was hesitant to leave but complied for the baby's sake.

His and your friends and relatives were worried for him. Your mother offered to stay with him till he knows how to care for the baby himself. It didn't take long for him though, but even without anyone's help he would still learn how to care for his baby daughter, but he'd rather much have you see him struggle, to try and try until he got the hang of it. He wanted you to praise him to tell him he was doing well, but alas, you aren't there. The home you used to share feels painfully quiet without you. His heart aches everytime he sees every trinkets that you bought and decorated all over the house. Everything reminds him of you. Especially the little baby who's soundly sleeping on the comfiest cradle that you have chosen, you were right about the baby being a girl, he could never argue with you, you're always right, all except when you told him you're gonna be there for your baby girl, to hold her, to feed her, to wake up every night, to watch her grow into a beautiful young lady, like her mother.

He couldn't sleep in his first night without you, and the next day, and the days after that. The bed was cold and too big for him. His friends called and asked him if they could be of any help but he told him that he can manage with taking care of the little baby.

But what about him? You weren't there to scold him for not eating, you weren't there to shoo away his intrusive thoughts. He was hopeless, the only thing that kept him moving was his daughter. She looks so much like you and it hurts so much. He misses you so much. There was never a night where he would not cry, where he would accidentally call for your name and expect for a reply. He had to be there for your baby. The baby that you grew to love each and every passing time and day. He'll try to make his daughter feel the same love that you've been giving to her. He'll let her know and feel how much you love your baby girl.

It was in the middle of the night that he hears the loud cries of his baby daughter. It had been a few weeks after your death, the empty space beside him, the space where you used to lie grew cold. That's right you're not here and never going to be.

He went to where the little pink crib was, his daughter was squirming and crying. If the neighbors weren't so understanding they would be knocking at his door every night.

The baby's crying was getting louder. He tried feeding the baby but she wasn't even hungry, he tried cradling but the crying kept coming, there was no sign of her stopping anytime soon. He wishes you were here, you would know what to do. Your touches were able to calm him down when he was stressed before, and he believes it'll be the same for his daughter too. No baby would ever reject a mother's touch.

He tried rocking the cradle gently hoping it what his daughter wants. He grew frustrated at himself. He doesn't know what to do, why his daughter couldn't stop crying unlike before where she was very lenient of her father.

"Please stop crying" He begged his daughter. She didn't, she kept wailing.

He wished you were here. He wanted to see you holding the baby to stop her crying and calm your baby down.

He couldn't help but also weep with his daughter. He missed you so much. And with that thought a few tears drip down at the infant's face.

He wiped the tears on his daughters face, but it was useless as new tears kept sliding down on her plushed cheeks.

He couldn't even wipe his own.

Then another memory dread his mind as his breathe hitched suddenly remembering what the doctor had said.

Newborns could not live without their mothers.

He couldn't help but only pray and beg

"Please be healthy"

"Please don't get sick"

"I'll buy all the things you want"

He closed his eyes kissing the temple of his daughter. He was scared that he might lose her too.

"Just please-..please don't leave dad too"

NOT REVISED AND SUBJECT TO CHANGE

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ak1ri · 2 years

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Reasons why genshin characters broke up with you part 1: Gorou Zhongli ver

Gorou x gn! reader, ft Kokomi

No pronouns used for reader

Genre: angst if you squint, no comfort, and a not so happy ending

Summary: Gorou had been ridiculouslt loyal to kokomi and has slowly drifted away from you and decided to end your relationship.

Tw: nonr (if there is pls let me know!)

And also it's not proofread unfortunately so lmk if there's any mistakes. Plus it may also be ooc 🥲 and this is a short fic

A/n: Hello everyone! I hope y'all are doing well and just so you know that this is my first fic so it can be kind of bad so yeah. Have fun 🤍 and this is also one of my coping mechanisms. Weird right

You and Gorou have been dating for quite a while now but you haven't gotten much time with him due to his work as a general, but of course you understood because his work is a pretty hard and busy one although there is someone who you always had been insecure of... And this someone is Kokomi, but how could you be so insecure of her? She is adored by everyone including you which is great! Although you have noticed that Gorou was spending a lot more time with her more than you. Even on his rest days, but you didn't think much if it until one day you decided to confront Gorou about this...

" Good morning [name] " Says Gorou

" Oh good morning to you too. And also uhm can we talk for a bit? If possible? "

" Sure, what's the problem " Bro 💀

You were nervous as he waited for an answer, afraid that he might hate you after what you're about to say.

" W-well there is this thing that has been bothering me a lot.. "

" What is it? " Gorou

" You've been drifting away and spending less time from me and you have been spending more time with Kokomi so rather than me and yes I know it may sound childish but it just made me feel unloved.. "

" I'm sorry about what I am gonna do but I have to. [Name] I want to break up with you " You were shocked by what he said, did he not love you? Did he just use you? Does he really love you? Were you really that bad of a partner? No one knows...

" What? " You asked confused

" I want to break up with you [name], I just have to okay " You were still shocked in fact. You knew it ever since he had been spending more and more time with her and caring less about you. You knew it

" I see... Well then I guess I should leave now " You packed your things and left. None of your stuff was left behind, none of them.

AAAAAAAAA ANYWAY I hope y'all enjoyed that and yes I know it was pretty ooc just like I said 🥲 but I hope it is good enough! New characters coming soon and might make an aftermath 👀

#gorou x reader #gorou #gorou angst #gorou x gender neutral reader #gorou x you #general gorou #gorou x reader angst #genshin impact #genshin angst #genshin x reader #unhappy ending #NAURR THIS IS REALLY BAD #coping mechanism <3 #coping mechanism

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elixrr · 5 months

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My love was mine, all mine.

You were supposed to be his.

He could've sworn that he just had you.

So, why?

Why weren't you his?

Your lips. Your lips pressed against another's.

Your arms. Your arms wrapped somebody else.

You— beautiful, glorious you— entwined and sparkling with somebody who wasn't him.

The sky above did not depict those dark, mournful sceneries that books and shows would often have. No. The clouds dispersed; the sun shone as if everything he felt was fake; the crowds around clapped and cheered for your kiss—for your newfound love.

It's almost as if none of his feelings mattered in the first place. You belonged to someone else now, and what was there to do about it? His eyes won't tear away from your smile, the same one that he adored so much. The way your eyes crinkled with love, the way your nose scrunched with pure happiness. It'd make him want to smile, too, and with all the same feelings.

But not this time.

Your smile was someone else's now.

Your smile belonged to someone else now.

It wasn't his. Never belonged to him.

Would it have ever been for him?

None of the material items that he possessed would've made him as joyous as you would. You, even as his friend, already gave him so much to smile for, so much to look forward to. Your heart was the biggest reason for his heartbeat.

So, why? Why couldn't he at least have you?

Did he possess too many items?

If so, then consider them freed from him. None of it will belong to him anymore if it means that you could just turn your gaze towards him. If you'd just let go of that person and run up to him instead, embrace him, kiss him like you did with the other, then his losses will only sum to the biggest gain.

Yet, you turn your head elsewhere. Your back faces his front as you cheer. You're the happiest version of you that he's ever seen. He's jealous, not of your happiness, but of the fact that he could've been standing there next to you, arm wrapped around your waist to hold you dearly, and he could be just as happy as you.

Your love could've been his. In his head, it should've been—

But it's not.

And then you— with your hand in someone else's— walk away from him. Your feet glide farther and farther away from him as the crowd follows in celebration.

Everyone left him behind.

You left him behind.

He wants to scream, run up, and cry— to beg you with his confession to be his— but he knows he can't. All he can do is extend his hand out to yours, that which remains empty, yet it disappears from view.

And eventually the crowd closes in, and you are nowhere to be soon.

Was this really the gift of love? Heartbreak?

His hopes; his dreams; his chances, were they all really for naught? All of that effort he put into trying to be yours, and all he gets is loneliness?

Maybe it wasn't enough.

Was it already planned by fate above that you were destined for another? That his love for you, a love that runs deep within his veins and flows straight to and through the beat of his heart, was already unrequited from the start?

He collapses. No one's there to see him fall onto his knee, hand grasping his head as the internal storm within begins to rain and rage. His tears finally form, and they pour like a faucet. The pain in him began to ring throughout his body, and he felt his heart fully sink.

In his mind, he had just lost everything,

And all of that loss reduced to no gain,

And all of that loss summed up to nothing.

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