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ilwonuu · 2 days

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AHHHH IVE JUST FINISHED READING UR FIRST TIME WITH YEOSANG AND THE SAN VERSION!!! I AM IN LOVEEEE WITH THIS!!! I was also wondering if you could do a Jun version of this since I saw u also write for Seventeen! 🩷

oh my gosh thank you so much!! i’m so happy you enjoyed them,,,i would love to do a jun version,,,lmk what you think and thank you for requesting <3

first time

·.༄࿔ wen junhui

ೀ pairing- established relationship, nonidol!jun x fem!reader, softdom!jun x sub!reader

ೀ warnings- smut with no plot, fluff!!!, first time, dry humping, making out, slight blood, unprotected sex(he pulls out), dirty talk, pet names(angel,baby), jun is a sweetheart<3, they take a bath together after, they say i love you for the first time (yuck), lmk what else!!!

ೀ a/n- i was having WAY too much fun writing this. where’s my jun at 🙂

you and jun have never rushed into anything in your relationship. you met him a few years ago but only started dating him for 5 months. you two didn’t get intimate until 2 months into your relationship. you have gave him a couple handjobs, gave him head a couple times. he’s more shy about what he does to you but he has always offered which you agreed. he was quick to offer to eat you out once before which you both enjoyed very much. the casual fingers in between your legs as you two watch a movie. jun was shy but he wasn’t scared to not do it.

he’s had sex before. that made you a little nervous but you were ready. you two were making out in your shared bedroom. his hands were on your hips as you started to grind against him. his hands are big against your waist. you are already drunk on your boyfriends touch. “you’re so pretty.” he says in between kisses. “j-jun.” you moan out as he starts to move your hips faster against him. you throw your head back in pleasure when he starts kissing your neck.

“jun- p-please i need you to fuck me.” he pulls away from your neck to look at you. “what- are you sure?” you nod as you grind against him harder. “y-yes junnie- i need you so bad- i’ve been thinking about it so much.” you look at him nervously. “fuck- i need you to but i want to make sure you’re 100% sure.” he holds your waist tighter as you continue to move. “i’m so sure- i want you so bad jun.” you moan as you feel him get harder underneath you.

“okay- tell me if you start feeling unsure.” he smiles at you as he pulls you to kiss him. he hands are touching you softly. the fabric of your underwear and your boyfriends sweatpants being the only thing keeping you from each other. “i’m g-gonna cum jun.” your moans get louder as he helps guide you against him. “yea? cum for me. you’re so good for me love.” his voice so close to your ear sending shivers down your spine. “j-jun.” you cry out as your legs lightly shake.

“i know angel, feels so good. let go for me.” he leaves open kisses against your neck and your jaw. you move your hips with juns hands a couple more times as you come undone. “feels so good angel.” he whispers into your neck as you slowly move through your high. “you’re the prettiest thing.” he smiles at you innocently.

“can you fuck me please j-jun?” you sigh as you start to climb off his lap.

“i’ll give you whatever you want my love.” he moves off the bed as you lay back. “you’re so perfect.” he moves your panties down your legs in a swift motion causing you to blush. “gonna make you feel so good. god i can’t believe this is all for me.” he kisses your thighs as he smiles softly at you. his hands snake to your thighs as spread your legs a little. you reach down to take off your white knee high socks that he got for you but he stops you.

“keep them on you look cute.” you smile and nod as you’re left in just your (his) loose t shirt and your socks. “you don’t even know how crazy you’re making me right now. i’m so hard.” all of that shyness that jun is usually full with is gone when you’re alone and now you’re under him? he’s surprised he hasn’t came in his pants yet. your look so beautiful to him.

“jun hurry- i’m impatient.” he leans down to kiss you quickly before pulling his sweatpants. he wasn’t wearing any underwear so he easily pulled them off his legs. he moved in between yours legs before looking up at you. “are you sure you want this?” you nod grabbing his arms. “i need you jun.” you smile to yourself as you look at your boyfriend. you mentally thank yourself for taking his shirt off him earlier.

“okay okay.” he smiles at you before lining up with you. you suck in a breath as you look down between you. you feel him slowly push in looking up at you. your face scrunches in pain as he stills. “you okay baby?” he kisses your face trying to comfort you. “y-yea just feels a little weird- keep going.” you sigh as you try to relax your body. he pushes in a little more still not bottoming out yet. you knew jun was big but him being inside you- he just felt so much bigger. you whine a little at the slow pace. jun pushes in fully finally bottoming out.

“tell me when baby. i don’t want to hurt you love.” you nod as your try to not focus on the pain. “j-jun i think you can move.” he kisses your lips again as he slowly starts to move his hips. “jun- feels- fuck so good.” you don’t even remember the pain you felt shortly before.

“f-fuck i know angel. you’re so t-tight.” he groans as you nod with his words. his thrusts are slow because he’s scared ro hurt you. “faster j-jun.” you moan as you spread your legs a little wider. “s-shit are you sure love?“ he looks down at you a little. “p-please.” his hips start to speed up making your body jolt more. he grabs the shirt you’re wearing pushing it up so he can see your chest.

“you’re so pretty- fuck you’re taking it so good.” he groans as he watches your tits bounce with his thrusts. “j-jun- oh my god-“ you throw your head back as his mouth attaches to one of your nipples. his thrusts are quick but he’s making sure to be gentle with you. “you look so pretty like this. i’m gonna cum- can i come on your chest? please.” you nod as you feel yourself get closer to coming.

“jun- r-right there. f-feels so good.” your eyes shut as you melt into the pleasure. you cum hard under your boyfriend with a loud moan. “j-jun-“ he kisses your cheek. “fuck- love i’m coming.” he leans down to pull you into another kiss as he pulls out of you. he strokes himself a couple more times before he’s coming all over your chest. you whine at the unfamiliar feeling. he smiles at you as he kisses you again. “are you okay angel?” he asks you as he grabs something to clean you with.

“j-jun i think- there’s blood.” you look at him in slight fear as you see red in between your legs. “angel- let me get a bath ready for us. are you okay?” he asks you as you cleans you as gentle as ever. “y-yea i don’t feel pain or anything just scared me.” he nods as he runs to the bathroom starting a bath for you. he quickly comes back to your side as he helps you into the bathroom. you admit to feeing a little sore.

“i’m so sorry angel- was i not being gentle enough?” he helps you take your remaining clothes. he helps you into the bath before he climbs in behind you. he rubs your back as you sigh into his touch. “jun- no you were perfect. it was all perfect i just scared myself.” you lean back into his chest as cups water over you.

“okay- let’s just relax for the rest of the night yea? i got you my love.” he smiles as he rubs your thighs softly. “jun- i love you.” you blurt out breaking the short silence. he looks at you shocked but his expression quickly changed to a very happy one. “i love you even more.” he kisses your head holding you close in his arms.

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rainymoodlet · 3 months

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Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[ Third Vacation: Maxwell! ]

It’s been really important to me in this next phase of Kiss Me in Komorebi to really introduce these contestants of ours properly to our audience — they’re full of such life, and they’ve all got their own stories! Our former contestants didn’t get much of a chance to share themselves with Dan, so we’re making up for it now!

Looks like Max has taken Dan’s shift to heart! Let’s see how they navigate a more serious conversation… 🍿👀

Part 5 of 7 🌹

@yikessims

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lovisyandereblog · 14 days

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noah with a sweet n loving darling, gives him hugs, kisses, gifts and affection but is absolutely RAMMING his ass during sexy time, like degrading, edging, torturing him until he's sobbing, begging for release. Either way, darling gives the best aftercare, switching back to their lovey-mode n taking care of him... idk its just a thought yknow?

From your sweetiepie 🍓anon ♡♡♡

🍓 anon….youve read my mind.

TW (rough) nsfw so mdni!! also dick = strap for my fellow dickless people !!!

Darling is an absolute sweetheart, everyone says so. With their respectful attitude, their always smiling face and their kindness that warms the hearts of many.

This aspect was one of the reasons Noah loved them so much, they were always so gentle…but boy was he mistaken as soon as they started getting more intimate.

SLAP!!

The sound of their hand making contact with Noah’s soft pale skin, followed by his own loud cry just turned Darling on even more.

Noah’s entire body was covered in bruise marks, hickeys and bites; all from his precious darling~

They gripped his hair roughly, pulling him up so his back was against their chest; pounding much more harder than before making his whole body shake with each thrust, “You like that huh~? Dirty bitch…like it when I hit that ass of yours?” They asked, followed by another slap and whine.

Their words were so mean!! But it made Noah’s dick leak pre-cum more and more. Darling removed their hands from his hair, making him drop back on the bed—only for him to gag as they held his mouth open from the sides with both of their hands from the back (A/N i hope you guys are understanding what position im talking abt 😭)

He whined as he was pulled back up, his back arching as his tongue lolled out of his mouth; losing himself in the pleasure. Darling chuckled as his moans became louder and louder, “Youre like a dog in heat aren’t you baby~? Liked being fucked dumb by your owner~?” They spoke in a condescending tone, Noah could only respond with a whine, drool escaping his mouth and covering Darling’s fingers.

“Yeahhh..THRUST…Im your fucking owner…THRUST…dumb fucking mutt…” They spoke through gritted teeth, letting go of Noah’s mouth and gripping his hips to find a better angle: the one that makes him go crazy.

He fell on his hands, weakly trying to hold himself up but as soon as Darling hit that special spot of his—he went nuts.

“AHHHNNGH~!! YES YES YESS…OH F-FUCK…” Noah moaned so loudly that the neighbours would have definitely heard his slutty voice by now.

“Fuck baby…” They groaned as they reached one hand down and started rubbing Noah’s sensitive dick, his body jerked and he sobbed from the overwhelming amounts of pleasure, “AHH~ AHHHH~~~Y/NNNNN!!! T-TOO M..MUSH..TOO..NGHH~” He whined as they slapped his ass again, a beautiful red handprint forming where they had hit.

“You’re gonna fucking take it…take it you dumb fucking slut.” Their harsh words were accentuated by their even harsher thrusts, they leaned down so their mouth was right next to his ear as they increased how fast they were jerking him off.

Oh god he was going to fucking die…he couldn’t cum anymore!!

“Yeah? Youre just my little cumdump aren’t you baby~? A whore who just likes getting fucked over and over again to the point of breaking hmm~?” Darling whispered in his ear as Noah sobbed even more from their free hand playing with his sensitive nipples.

“Y-Y/NNN~ P-PLEASE…I C-CANT!! IM G-GONNA…AHHNGHH!!” Noah whined, making Darling chuckle as they straightened their back, bringing their hands to his hips again.

“My baby want’s to come~? Awee..how adorable~” Darling spoke in a fake sweet tone, as they slowed their thrusts before coming to a complete halt. Noah whimpered and looked back over his shoulder towards them, Darling just wanted to eat him up~

“W-why did you stop~?” Noah whined, trying to move himself back but Darling held his hips in place.

“You insatiable slut…can’t even go a second without a dick fucking inside of you huh~? Even after coming 6 times tonight~?” They smirked, watching Noah pout.

He couldn’t help but clench his hole at their demeaning words, why did it have to feel so good~?

“S-sorry..mmmshorryy~~ P-please…I need you~” Noah begged, knowing nothing turned darling on more than him begging.

And he was spot on as Darling’s grip became tighter, “You need me baby~? Need me to fuck you till you cum~? Start begging for it then…beg for me to fuck your slutty little ass till you come for me~” They demanded immediately, slapping his ass once more.

Darling held his slender waist and flipped him around on his back, so they could see every expression on his pretty face as he comes for them. Noah bites his lip anxiously, he always got nervous before begging…making Darling smirk more as they loved how shy he got.

“P-please…?” His voice was so timid, Darling just had to tease him more, “What was that baby…can’t hear you~?

Noah whined, grabbing onto their arm and making the biggest puppy eyes he could. He remained eye contact which was so hard for him but Darling love it as he begged:

“P-please Y/N!! Please fuck me…p-please fuck me till Im a shaking mess…your shaking mess!! Please…im your slut..im your dirty m-mutt…please!! Im all yours…Im your whore…i need you inside me— AAHHHNNG~!!!” His begging was cut short by Darling abruptly and harshly fucking into him, his back arched as he came on the spot—long white ropes of cum spurting out of his poor abused dick.

Darling fucked him through his orgasm, making sure he was nice and satisfied and stopped as he came down.

Then it was like a switch flipped.

Darling pulled out of him, making Noah whimper—his thighs were shaking as was his entire body from the mind breaking orgasm.

They quickly gathered Noah in their arms, cooing at him and giving him kisses all over the marks they had made.

“Oh baby…you were so good..so pretty for me yeah~?” They praised as Noah wrapped his arms around them, he always felt extra clingy after an orgasm.

They cuddle for a while before Darling laid him down and held a glass of water to his mouth, “Drink up angel…there’s a good boy~” Their praises a complete opposite of the degrading words a few seconds ago, and Noah absolutely loved it.

Noah looked at him with those adorable puppy eyes of his, “I..I l-love you~” He spoke hoarsely, his throat hurt from all that screaming.

“Shh baby…don’t speak yeah? I love you more…let me go get a warm wet cloth to clean you up hmm~?” Darling kissed his cheek, he didn’t want to let them go but he knew he had to.

Noah watched as they carefully cleaned his body, making sure to be gentle and considerate; they left kisses wherever they could reach, taking their time with him. His eyes watered from the overwhelming love, he felt his heart swell…he thought he didn’t deserve them.

After carefully making sure he was clean, they put the cloth in the dirty clothes hamper and went to cuddle him against them, their naked bodies providing the warmth they both needed.

Darling pulled the covers over both of their bodies and smiled at Noah, kissing his nose gently, “I love you Noah~”

He smiled as he whimpered back, “I love you…s-so much~”

BRO this was supposed to be a short one paragraph little thought and i wrote too much 🧍‍♀️ BUTT I HOPE THIS WAS WHAT YOU WERE HOPING FOR!! LOVE YOUUUU also Lovi writing twice in a day im kinda crazy (I will disappear for ten months) IM JOKINGH IO4EFRQU4F809

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wriothesleybear · 10 months

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AhH thank you so much for gifting us wriothesley content🐺🐺!!!! I really wish to see his drip marketing soon 😭🙏I cannot forget your idea of him being the big bad wolf with the little red Riding Hood fem reader ever since I saw u mention it--- it is it possible if you give us some more details on the idea? Did he want to eat her at first? Does he want to start a pack w her?? I have so many questionss

it makes me happy to know you like my headcanons🥹 same about the drip marketing. hoyoverse please give us something ! any crumbs will do😫 oh gosh i havent thought that much about the wriothesley x red riding hood! reader yet hmm but if i had to give some ideas:

headcanons below ~warning: a bit suggestive~

Pre-relationship headcanons:

the reader is this innocent little thing who is so sweet, kind, is good with animals and kids, and runs a bakery/cafe which is what caught Wriothesley's eye in the first place.

he had been at your shop before for some tea and knew you were the owner and you've seen him a few times in your shop, but you two had never really spoken.

in my headcanons, i see him as a gentleman so he's usually polite to anyone unless he knows you're a bad person/criminal

one day, he saved you from a couple of criminals who were bothering you. thats when you two finally spoke to one another. you were thanking him profusely for saving you. it would probably be too cute to him so he blushes a bit from how cute you are and gives you a slight smile saying its no big deal.

a few days pass and you find out where he works so you visit him to give him some homemade muffins as a thank you. this would cause the man to become more smitten with you.

even though I see him as not really being a sweets person, he'll eat your treats since you're the one who gave it to him. i mean, what kind of gentleman would he be if he let your treats go to waste.

after this, he would visit your shop more often just to see you and of course have some tea.

you guys would enjoy having conversations with one another and this would become a daily thing.

You would learn his order by heart, already having it ready when you knew he would show up soon. he would notice this and it would cause him to fall harder for you.

You guys would start off as friends of course but it would develop into something more as you got to know more about one another and spend more time together.

He would be the one to ask you out first and you say yes ofc. (he thought you looked so cute when you said yes and it made him happy !)

ofc it was an amazing first date ! he'd go a little bit all out. its your first date after all and its for you so he has to make a good impression ;)

Some relationship headcanons:

once this man falls for you, he falls hard (wolves mate for life)

always kisses your hand !!! he doesnt do that much pda except for that, a hand around your waist, a kiss on your head. he prefers more behind closed doors *wink wink*

When people see him showing affection towards you tho, they get shocked cuz those who don't know him think he's a bit of a scary dude based on his appearance and seeing him with an adorable, innocent s/o is surprising to them.

tea dates ofc

he's playful so playful bites/licks occur often and teases you

he loves hearing you laugh and smile. makes his heart race !

SOOO PROTECTIVE!

he has to protect his cute little innocent, kind darling, can you blame him🥺

he'd be like low-key possessive.

what i mean by that is by marking you. ofc with bite marks during your love making sessions but i could also see him gifting you a necklace with a crescent or symbol that symbolizes him.

it shows others that you're his and hands off!

or imagine its a little red hood that has his symbol on it and matches his cape ahhhh! that'd be so cute!

adding on to that, he's not really the jealous type because he knows you're his but when he sees you giving someone else more attention than him, he might get a little needy.

he just wants his little red riding hood to give him all of their attention and love

please play with his hair and give him scratchies

wouldn't be overly clingy but will hang around you a lot when he can like. like he has to be touching you in a way aka hugging you, you sitting on his lap, etc. or just having you near him while he works is enough

he's gotta make sure you are reminded daily that he loves you

he would be a little bit of a worry wart when he's not with you, always wondering if you were okay

HE IS DEVOTED TO YOU! he would do anything for you maybe even break the law for you👀 he is whipped

a family man

he would for sure want to have a family with you !

would probably want a big one (going off on the fact that wolf packs are usually around 6-10 members from what i read)

Sigewinne is already your guys' child. Its important for you two to get along and you do.

When he sees you two getting along, it makes him so happy !

his thoughts often lead to thinking about you two having a family of your own one day (sorta makes him feral🫣)

he would be the one to bring up the topic when the time is right.

if you said yes, he'd be happy and probably take you right there omg🤭

if you're not ready, he would be understanding, but if you're willing, you could always 'practice' until the time comes ;)

overall, 10/10 boyfriend

i hope i didn't ramble too much. maybe i'll make a series out of this. i hope this answers your questions anon. have a wonderful day!🥰❤️

#wriothesley #wriothesley headcanons #wriothesley x reader #genshin impact headcanons #genshin impact x reader

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ebonyslasher · 9 months

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Spicy Alphabet: Black Noir

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Staring at you lovingly, he caresses your face. Your arm. Your stomach. Earving carries you to the bathroom for cleanup and carries you back when you're done.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Earving: Arms. They are toned perfectly. They look very good when he's wearing a T-shirt. He flexes them in front of the mirror like he's a bodybuilder lol

You: Stomach. Black noir is a sucker for a nice stomach. He will have his hands on your tummy in some type of way. Holding, rubbing, etc. Tummies are just adorable to him for some reason.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Doesn't care where he comes, he's just happy to be there! Although, it looks very nice on your skin….

He has an average amount of cum. For some reason, it always has a nice taste. Good for swallowing.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

His cartoon animals had to give him a demonstration on how sex looked like and how it should feel. Although grateful, it was traumatizing to see that play out. And embarrassing.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Fairly. He's had a few sexual experiences with other people. It's pretty scattered. Black Noir is an expert in everything that he does. So, his stroke game is absolutely fire 🔥.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

This

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Earving can be silly if he's in the mood to be. He has pretended your nipples were joysticks a couple of times 😑.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Ahhhh so tidy! He keeps his lower curls trimmed at all times. Unless he's been on a mission for a while.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He's a cartoon-style romantic. Seriously does everything you'd see in a show or movie. It's extremely romantic- often a bit overwhelming. But it's cute to witness. Earving likes holding your hand during sex. Everything.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Sometimes he will jack off, only when you aren't available. Black Noir would rather wait until he gets back to you. The orgasms hit harder.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Roleplay/cosplay, phone sex, abduction play, voyeurism, bondage, etc

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

The bedroom or an abandoned building (abduction play)

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Flirting, mainly. Watching you when you're alone; if you walk around nude, then he'll go a little crazy. Rubbing your own stomach is a turn on as well. Being silly.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Nothing that seriously hurts you or him. Also, don't touch his head injury during sex. He's okay with it before or after. Also, no blindfolding him.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Black noir prefers to give and he does it well. Your toes will definitely curl.

He doesn't care to receive. It's just that he prefers to be inside you than getting a BJ. But if you really want to, he will let you.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Depends on what you tell him you want. He's great at going slow and hard though.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Not a huge fan of quickies himself. Only if he's extremely horny and about to go on a mission will he consider one.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Somewhat, it depends on the activity. Earving will weigh out the pros and cons before making a decision.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Black noir is a supe, and a very strong one. His stamina is amazing. He can keep going until you say stop. He hasn't reached his limit before.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

At most, he'd own one toy, but he's good with his hand. For you, he will contribute to your collection. He loves watching you masturbate with them. And he likes using them on you.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Surprisingly, he can be a big tease. Earving wants to see your reaction to being teased. He thinks your faces are cute and frustrated sounds are sexy.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Somewhat loud. He will moan and say your name. And give you praise.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He avoids wearing his suit when he's at home and he turns off his suit camera during any abduction plays. However, one time, he forgot to turn it off during one of your sessions. The next meeting he had a Vought featured them trying to sell the footage as an exclusive sex tape. He almost eviscerated everyone in that room.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

8", moderate thickness. His dick is pretty looking actually

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Moderate. He's very controlled. It's higher when you're around.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He will stay up for a while after. Depending on what he needs to do, he may or may not sleep. But what he will do is kiss and hold you with love

#black noir #black noir x reader #the boys #spicy alphabet #grown folks business #x black reader

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twice-inamillion · 1 year

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Tzuyu's Congratulation Gift

Smut and a bit of fluff

Chapter 183

(Tzuyu wants to tease her daddy a bit and congratulate him with a nice surprise.)

Feeling the sunlight in your eyes, you slowly open them as you try to wake up. At the same time, you feel a warm sensation in your groin, so you look around with nothing in sight.

It isn't until you get ready to get up that you pull your sheets and see someone's head poking out. "Tzuyu? Is that you?"

The head pops up further, revealing little Tzuyu with your cock in her mouth. She tries to speak but can't seem to understand the gibberish coming out of her, "what? I can't understand what you're saying."

You hear slurping sounds as she releases your cock from her mouth and gasps for air, "G…good morning, Daddy," with saliva running down her mouth.

"What are you doing in my bed, Tzuyu?"

"I just wanted to do something nice for you and congratulate you," as she crawls towards you. "Thank you for giving my sister a baby," as she gives you a kiss on the cheek.

"Why the kiss?"

"Well, that's another one down, right? You just need five more, and it'll make nine."

"What are you trying to get say?"

"Isn't your plan to get all of us pregnant?"

You're caught off guard by her sudden statement, making you choke up and say, "It's not that I want to; it just turned out that way."

"Well… you're doing a good job at it. I mean, most of us have accepted the fact you have a breeding kink," as she caresses your arm. "I wouldn't mind if daddy breeds me," as she grabs your arm, slowly using it to trace her belly and down to her lower regions.

You can feel her toned abs and soft pelvis, eventually reaching toward her squishy little cunt. She grabs your index finger and uses it to trace her lower lips. You feel the wetness coming out of her as you touch her, "you feel that? You feel how wet I am, Daddy?"

She looks at you with such innocent eyes that you can't get through your mind what's actually happening at the moment.

"You know, now that I'm an adult, I have other idols come up to me after your comebacks and ask for my number, but I always so no. I don't want or need any of them when I have my daddy to take care of me." She gets closer to you, feeling her breath on your chest.

"I know that they want to get to know me because they think I look exotic or because of my body, but I want someone who treats me nice, cares for their family, and is reliable, and that's you. I want you."

She inserts your finger inside of her, feeling her sloppy insides. You are stopped by a flexible type barrier, "do you feel that? I'm saving myself just for you, Daddy. I really want you inside of me, I want to give my first to you."

Your heart starts to race as you're getting turned on; Tzuyu comes closer to your ear and whispers, "Someone said that you have a thing for taking a girl's virginity," causing you to get hard. Your cock rubs against Tzuyu's abs, precum leaking and ready for some action.

"Don't worry, Daddy; you can have me whenever you want," winking at you. "You're not a small girl anymore, right?" Tzuyu nods, "No, I'm a big girl now," she says excitedly. You look down at her tits and say, "Then I should treat you like a big girl then," as you plant your mouth on her tits.

You take her nipple into your mouth and begin to suck on it aggressively as you stir your finger that is still inside of Tzuyu. She moans as she's getting stimulated from two places at once, "ahhhh… ahhh, don't stop, please. You feel as her walls tighten up, making it harder for your finger to twist and turn. It doesn't take long until she cums from the stimulation of both your sucking and stirring.

"Daddy, I'm cumming” her fluids gush out, covering your hand in her love juice. You see as she shakes from her orgasm, and hold her tight in your arms.

After some time, she regains her composure, "Thank you, let me make it up to you now." She straddles you, giving you a clear view of her puffy lips. She grabs hold of your cock, using her finger to trace the vein running from the tip to your base.

You shiver with her soft but cold touch as your cock gets hard once more. She uses both hands to hold your member as she jerks you off slowly.

"Am I doing it right, Daddy?"

"Yeah… just like that…" as your breathing gets heavier.

"I'm going to go faster, okay" and she starts to increase the pace. You watch as precum starts to cover Tzuyu's hands; sloppy sounds cover the whole room as you are both silent this morning.

Suddenly she starts when she feels your cock throbbing, "You can't come yet," and let's go of your member.

With your cock standing hard and tall in the air, she says, "wow, it's so big, I don't think I'll be able to fit the whole thing side me," as she grabs it and puts it against her tummy. "Look, daddy, it reaches all the way to bellybutton."

"You really want Daddy to fuck you, huh."

"I do; I want to feel what my unnies felt when you had your way with them."

"I can't break the promise I made with Jihyo, but we can still have some fun," as you grab her tight ass. She grabs your cock, lifts herself, and sits on top of your cock. You see as her puffy lips sink down and hug your shaft with only the tip of your cock showing.

"Daddy, you're splitting me open; you're so big," as she begins to grind, coating your cock with her love nectar. You grab onto her thick thighs as she slowly rides you.

"Tzuyu, these thighs of yours, I love them."

Hearing your compliment on her body makes her happy, which results in her pressing her body down and increasing the pace. "Tell me more; what do you like about me?"

These thick thighs of yours, your ass, your hourglass body, your innocence, I like everything about you," giving her a slight smirk. You give her a smack on her thighs, causing it to giggle.

She laughs and grabs both your hands and places them on her butt, "if you like them so much, grab them harder." Tzuyu increases the pace of her grinding, making you grab her ass.

"Ahh… ahh… your cock is so big. I can already imagine you fucking me, daddy," as she moans out loud.

You know that she wasn't like this before, she's been getting advice on how to turn you on from the other members, and it's starting to work. Your cock is loving how her puffy lips are hugging your cock, how it leaves a thick layer of love juice on your shaft.

Your notice that it's not just you but her as well as she begins to jerk from her orgasm coming. "I'm going to cum; daddy suck on my tits, please." You do as you are told and bring Tzuyu's tits into your mouth, sucking on them immediately. Tzuyu moans out your name and tightens her thighs, and lets her orgasm run wild.

You feel a gush of liquid soak your shaft and shakes violently, "hold me tight! Fuck…” Letting go of her tits you hold her as tight as possible as she lets her orgasm run its course.

You can hear Tzuyu's heavy breathing as her shaking subdues, "Thank you for holding me, but now it's your turn. Come for me."

You turn her over, flat on the bed, and stand right in front of her, grab your throbbing cock, and give it a few jerks. You feel your balls, ready to explode, and ask, "Where do you want me to come?"

"Please cum in my pussy, put the tip at least, please, daddy," pleading desperately. Her wish is your command as you please your cock right at her entrance and place your cock right on her lips.

A large wave of cum shoots out, covering her pussy in your cum. You press the tip of your cock into her tight cunt just enough to deliver a good amount of cum. Having cum to spare you aim for her thick thighs, abs and eventually her pretty face, spraying her with your white liquid.

The view in front of you is just perfect, Tzuyu covered in your cum, her hair and face completely white.

"Daddy, you're a bad boy," as she spreads her puffy lips apart, cum flowing out of her and onto the sheets.

You laugh and say, "You mentioned i could do whatever I wanted, so i decided to cover you completely in white."

"That's true, i do look pretty in white. Can you take a picture?" Tzuyu hands you her phone and you take a video and multiple pictures of her covered in your white paint. You hand her phone back to her and looks at it, "omg daddy, you messed up my hair. Now I need to shower before today's schedule!"

"Good luck getting it out, let me know how it goes."

"Nope, you're coming with me, Daddy, we're showering together," grabbing your hand and pulling you towards the bathroom.

#twice smut #kpop smut #male reader #twice fluff #kpop fluff #twice tzuyu #choi tzuyu #tzuyu smut #tzuyu fluff #TM smut

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c0llisiion · 4 months

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could you do a junwon (ex fantasy boys) full smut where he basically ties the reader up, spanks her, and really really degrades her? Idk if you are a dark content writer, but if you are, could you make him like toxic and manipulative? If not, then don’t include that part. Also, could I please be 🛍 anon? Thanksss!!!<<<3333

EYE CANDY - y.jw

★pairing: yun junwon + fem!reader

★genre : smut

★: meandom!jw , sub!reader , spanking, restrictions , clit slapping, squirting, cervix fucking , toxicex!jw , name calling, he is kinda mean to reader , bj , raw sex (practice protected sex!) spit kink , mention of d34th(once) — lmk if i missed any! ^^

★W/C: 1,815

A/N: AHHHH WTFFF I NEVER THOUGHT I WILL BE WRITING FOR MY WONNIE MY POOKIE WOOKIE IMH 😭😭😭☝️☝️☝️ THIS WAS SO EXCITING HOPE YOU LIKED IT ANON! i tried my best plssss 💀💔

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ MDNI. Please refrain from reading if the topics make you uncomfortable. ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧

Toxic ex-boyfriend junwon who refused to give you a break. His constant cheating and douchebag personality were the only reasons you broke up with him. You lost count of the number of times he cheated on you or blamed you for things you never did. Oh, you talked to one of your guy friends? He would accuse you of cheating on him. Fake tears stream down his face as he keeps blabbing about how you broke his trust and how much of a slut you are for speaking to other men. But when it was the vice versa? He would once again blame you. He would continue to express his hatred towards you and how it was YOUR fault that he had to resort to cheating because you were unable to provide him with what he desired. and every time things would end between you both, it was either him on his knees crying and hollering for you to take him back or your face smushed onto his pillow while he fucked into you mercilessly.

This time, it was unlike any other. He had you bent over his lap. His leather belt tied your hands behind your back while he assaulted your ass. “Tell me, sweetheart.” He would put on a fake sweet tone, his slender fingers rubbing circles into your glistening cunt as his other hand smoothed over your red cheeks. “How is it like to be an attention-seeking bitch?” He spat. His harsh words and the way he teased your hole made you whine. The area became more red after a loud slap hit your ass. “Words. Use your fucking words.” He said, pulling your hair back so he could make eye contact with you. Your eyes were puffy and red from the constant teasing and pain. He liked seeing you in this state. All vulnerable and in the mercy of his hands. “I-i didn’t do anything jun… i was j-just-�� you moaned out loud as another slap landed on your ass. “Wrong. I saw the way you looked at them. I noticed everything. The way you touched his arm. How could you do that? How dare you? Why don’t you learn, y/n?!” He said it in a disappointed tone. "I bet you wanted him to fuck you. Thats right, the only thing you are worth for is sucking on dicks.” You shook your head every time nonsense words came out of his mouth. “I-i would never …!” He slapped your sopping cunt. You winced at the pain. It was overwhelming. “Lies.” He bluntly told you as his hand rubbed over your red ass cheeks before spanking you again, this time harder. You jerked off his body at impact. “Always lying.” You shake your head before speaking up. “Im only fit for you… junwon.” you managed to mumble out. You felt his eyes stare into your soul as you mumbled those words. His fingers started prodding into your needy hole. Your toes curled as your insides finally got their desired stimulation. “Say that again will ya?” He said as pushing his three fingers into you. You moaned softly before it was replaced by a loud cry as he spanked you once again. “Speak tf up!” He said basically screaming into your ears. “YES! Yes! God- im only f-fit for you junwon! You! I want your cock in me so bad. I want you to fuck me till I can’t think straight anymore!” You babbled. He chuckled darkly at your response. “Good girl…” he says. You sigh and try to relax a bit when you feel a sudden shift. You were now on your knees; his cock, now free, was right in your face, and your nose and lips were touching it. He held it in one hand while the other was holding your head tightly. He rubbed his cock on your face. Smearing his pre all over. He groaned at the sight. You stayed silent, not having the liberty to do anything in your current state. He brought his tip to your lips before pushing in harshly. You groaned out loud as your throat choked around his hard length. Your eyes filled with tears as you stared up at him. He stared, bobbing your head up and down his dick. Pushing deeper and deeper till his tip hit the back of your throat. Your constant gagging and choking were turning him on. He loved watching your spit collect around his base and spread around your mouth.

He pulled back, finally letting you breathe. He brought your face closer to his crotch, his cock hitting your cheeks. He smiled down at you, smoothing over your sweaty forehead. Your eyes were unfocused and tired. “Tired?” He asks in his fake tone again. You nod, your eyebrows scrunching up in discomfort. “Too bad.” That was all he said before shoving his cock down your throat again, but this time with greater force. He kept bucking his hips, hitting the back of your throat each time. His head was thrown back as he basked in the moment. He let go of your hair, giving you the chance to work on his dick by yourself. You knew exactly how to please him. Your head bobbed around his length faster. Gagging each time. You pulled away with a gasp, your face already a sticky mess, before spitting on his tip and sucking on it. Junwon was in awe as he watched. “Look at you.. doing so good? I was so right.. like always. You really are only fit for this. So pretty. So so pretty. Im so glad that I am the only one who gets to have you as my cockslut.” He moaned out. Your mouth continued working on him. His chest was heaving, and his breath was getting shorter. His eyes were squeezed shut, which indicated he was close. “F-fuck.. fuck just like that, keep going…” your tongue circled around his girth, giving his tip special attention. Within seconds, junwon was cumming in your mouth. He pushed your head down more and more until your nose hit his pelvis. You felt hot cum spill into your throat over and over again, swallowing shamelessly. Your eyes swelled with tears as he pulled you off his dick. He pushed two fingers into your mouth, prompting you to open wide. His thumb rested on your tongue as he observed your mouth. A smug smile was plastered on his face. Junwon slapped your face before taking your jaws in his hands. “You swallowed without me even asking?… i fucking love you.” He says, and you couldn’t help but smile to yourself. His hands wrap around your neck as he pulls you into a rough kiss. He lifted you up from your knees, pushing you down to the couch. Your legs were instinctively spread wide open, waiting for him to bury his cock into you already.

He looked down at you. Your pussy glistening under the soft lights that decorated your once-shared apartment. He looked back up at you. A stupid smirk was on his face as he rubbed his tip up and down your folds. “Look at you all wet and needy…you want me to fuck you silly? Huh? You want me to ram you into this couch? Yeah? That's the only thing you are good for..” he said. “..Taking my cock in like a good fucking whore.” His hands around your neck as he pushes his girth into your sopping cunt slowly. Loud squelches were heard as you tried taking him in. “Good lord.. do you hear that..? Do you hear your pussy? So fucking wet, your pussy is literally dripping…” he groans as he continues pushing, watching you suck him in. “Fuck– you are such a filthy whore… making a mess already,,,” your juices were dripping down from your hole to the white couch, creating a small wet mess on the furniture. You arched your back off of the couch as his girth hit your cervix. He hissed as your pussy clenched around him, and without any hesitation, he started ramming into you. Your mouth flung open, and your eyes went wide as his thick cock abused your soft walls. Choked-out moans and gasps escaped your mouth. Junwon was staring down at the bulge that had formed in your lower belly. He smirked before tightening his grip on you, fucking into your cervix. Your eyes rolled back, and tears started spilling.

He was getting turned on more and more as you continued crying. His other hand gave your clit a small slap, causing you to jerk and wince at the pain. His hot spit landed on your throbbing bud, using it as a lubricant to flick your clit. Your legs were twitching as he continued to squeeze and tug on your bud. “Junwon! Gentle…! Please…” you whined out. He slapped your tit in response. “Shut the fuck up. You dont get to say anything after all you did. You wanna be a cock-hungry slut? I will make you one.” You shook her head before you felt a gush of white spill out of you. Junwon groaned as he felt your arousal coat his dick and drip down. He started fucking into you harder, determined to pull out at least three more orgasms out of you. “Thats right.. cum for me.. so good..” You were moaning mess as he kept pounding into you. “J-jun.. fuck! Too much.. k-keep.. going!” Junwon smirked as you babbled those words. “yeah? You like my cock buried inside your sweet little pussy don't you sweetheart? Gosh your pussy is sucking me in so good .. What did ya say earlier? You hated me? You wanted me dead?” He chuckled darkly. “Your cunt says otherwise.” A stupid smirk plastered on his face. You felt yourself getting closer to your high.

Junwon noticed how your head was thrown back, your eyes shut, and your breath was faltering. He knew you were close. He increased his speed. Sounds of wet skin slapped echoed through the walls. You gasped out loud when you felt yourself come undone. Squirting all over his abdomen. Junwon kept rutting into you as he helped you ride your orgasm. “Oh god…” he moaned as clear liquid kept gushing out of you. His thrusts got sloppier as he kept pounding into you. Your pussy was spasming around him, your arousal was still flowing out.

“F-fuck!..” he let out a loud moan as his seeds filled you up. You were unconsciously clenching around him, milking him. His bit down his lips and his eyes were squeezed shut as he slowly pulled out of you, his cum leaking out of you. He sat back on the coffee table with heavy breaths as he stared at your splayed-out body, covered in sweat, bruises from his grasp, and his milky white cum dripping out of your abused hole with a smug smirk.

A/N: thank you for readingggg <3 yoongi fic might drop soon so 😋💅

#🛍️ anon :3 #smut #kpop smut #kpop #&audition #fantasy boys #junwon.#yun junwon #kpop hard hours #kpop headcanons #&team #&team smut #&team imagines #&team hard hours #&team x reader

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takamikeiigos · 2 years

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i just feel like kei would take FOREVER to finally confess his feelings to someone. like years. he’d probably try to convince himself not to like them and do everything to avoid them or lose feelings. but then once he finally does confess, he’d be trying to marry them like 2 months into the relationship lmao

ahhhh!!! i love him!!! i hope he knows how loved he is!!!

i like to think that sometimes he doesn't know how to process emotions?? or that he does, but just compartmentalizes and tucks them away, y'anno?

takes him some time to actually figure out what true, genuine, deep love is. he never had that growing up, instead just became a puppet for the commission and he didn't know how to be anything but that.

he's probably so oblivious. first time he gets butterflies when he sees the person he likes, poor baby probably thinks he's coming down with the flu :( he doesn't get why he feels like he's floating, or why his breath catches in his throat when he sees you. he knows life feels good when he's around you - that you ease his mind and his worries melt away, but he doesn't understand why.

he'll do something like ask rumi about it, conflicted as all holy fuck because this isn't something he knows. and rumi will just laugh and pat his shoulder, saying something along the lines of, "oh pretty bird, sounds like you've got a crush."

i'm sorry... a what? he'll give her a look of confusion, quite possibly the cutest frustration that rumi's ever seen, and she'll laugh even harder.

"you know... love?"

there's no way. you and hawks are just friends. what he feels for you is nothing more than admiration and loyalty. a deep friendship and nothing else.

...right?

silly bird. he doesn't know what to do with himself. every time he sees you now, his heart skips a beat and his feathers stand on end, wings puffed out like he's been spooked. he curses rumi in the back of his mind, because there's no way.

one day you reach out to pass him the coffee you'd bought him, and he just about falls the fuck out when your fingers brush. not because it makes him flustered and shy, but because he finds himself wanting more.

no, no. this isn't right.

he gives it a few weeks. and after a few weeks, he realizes rumi was right. and that scares him.

he's out of denial, but now he's just terrified because he doesn't know what to do with the situation. what does this change? should he tell you? no, he shouldn't tell you, because it's not important.

he hides his feelings well, a well-trained façade that he's developed over time, and carries on as if this whole love thing doesn't exist.

because it doesn't, right? it's nothing, he'll feel like this for a month and everything will go back to normal.

so he carries on, like normal. continues to do his job, continues to pick on you in the mornings, especially when you haven't had your coffee, continues to share late-night laughs and flight adventures with you.

he pretends not to feel the longing, the ache in his chest, the feeling of loss.

"you haven't even told them, yet? how would you know they don't feel the same?"

because there's nothing there to feel. right?

he's assigned a mission that's estimated to last six months - half a year. it's a lot of undercover tactics, halfway across japan in hokkaido, twenty hours away.

when you find out, he knows you're sad, but with understanding. he gives you what details he can, only giving you the prefecture and the time frame, and tells you he doesn't know how often he'll be able to reach out due to the extremity of the mission.

the last night you spend together before he leaves is one that stays in the back of his mind throughout the whole mission. perched on your favorite rooftop that overlooks the city, laughing about stupid memories with tears in your eyes.

it's a long six months, spent communicating back and forth with the commission, relaying information about the suspect and their agenda, stakeouts, late nights and early mornings.

he's tired, honestly. worn out lack of sleep and stress, but he still keeps up on the news footage from back home, watching as days go by that you aren't by his side.

a few months in to him being gone, he's informed that the villainous activity he's been tracking has dwindled, meaning they're laying low. almost four days with no action and he decides to give you a call, figures its safe enough.

he knows you're having a bad day when you answer the phone but don't say anything. there's a long sigh at the other end of the line, and only then do you let out a shaky, 'hey'.

his heart clenches in his chest, a lump forming in his throat, and he misses you.

"songbird, tell me what happened," he says gently, and it almost kills him when he hears you let out a long, shaky sniffle.

you tell him about your day, the rough mission you'd been on and the casualties involved; about how tired you are and how badly you want him to come home. he can only offer you comforting words and reassurances that he'll be home soon.

he hates it.

the phone call lasts for a few hours, continuing until the moon is far into the sky, and not a single soul is awake, except for what seems to be the both of you.

he knows you're falling asleep, your words coming out slow and your breath evening out over the phone. he tells you that you should get some sleep, and maybe take the day off to recover from the days events.

you really must be exhausted, because you whisper an 'i love you' across the line, and tell him to stay safe.

his heart sinks in his chest, and all he's able to muster is, "you too," before hanging up the phone.

he sets his phone down on the desk in his hotel room, and scrubs his hands over his face.

fuck.

days turn into weeks; weeks turn into months. he doesn't reach out to you again, caught up in the thick of the investigation, but time still passes by slowly for him.

four months and two weeks into it, he decides to ask about his agency while he's on the phone with the commission. he's glad to hear that everything is holding up well, and that his apprentices are fairing well without him there. he asks about you, with you being his sidekick and all, and hears that you're doing well. granted, of course, that your last mission left you in recovery girl's care with a broken arm, three broken rubs, and a punctured lung.

he clenches a fist at the news, but knows reacting won't change the fact that he's nearly a thousand miles away and can't do anything to help you.

his internal confliction fuels him to stay focused on the task at hand, knowing that the distraction is only going to make things harder. he's got a little over a month left until he's back home, back by your side.

when the commission decides to test a theory and engage the enemy earlier than intended, it turns out to be a hard battle but it's won. he documents the necessary evidence needed for trial, makes the necessary phone calls and fills out the necessary paperwork, and before he knows it, he's packing his bags.

one month early. one month closer than he was yesterday to seeing you.

the plane ride is long, and he spends most of it deep in thought with nerves. there's a feeling in his chest that he can't describe, and the world feels like it's moving in slow motion.

he arrives at the commission's private hangar and goes through the proper security, heart thumping in his chest while his mind whirls a mile a minute. you don't know that he's coming home, and he can't wait to suprise you.

the flight to your apartment is short since you live downtown, the sky turning a deep red-orange hue above him. it's peak fall, right in the middle of october, and the cool breeze through his wings feels good.

he soon comes to a halt, perching on your balcony railing while he peers inside your apartment. you're curled on the couch, your favorite comfortor wrapped around you as you sleep.

he quietly steps off of the railing and tries the sliding glass door, and to his suprise it opens with ease for him, the faint sound of the door sliding on its tracks echoing throughout the quiet apartment.

he takes in your sleeping form, curled up with the small, stuffed animal version of himself he'd jokingly gotten your for your birthday tucked under your arm.

something in him breaks.

he kneels down in front of you and reaches a hand out, brushing loose hairs away from your face. you open your eyes dazedly, blinking away sleep, now aware of the man kneeling before you.

"kei?" you sit up suddenly, in awe. he sits back on his haunches, and smiles at you, reaching a hand out once more to tuck your hair behind your ear.

"yeah, it's me baby bird," he coos softly, promising. he's almost knocked back when you fly forward, wrapping your arms around his neck and burying your face in his neck. he holds you firmly to the couch so you don't fall off, his hands squeezing your waist where they rest.

you look up at him, eyes tearing and cheeks red, and he can't help himself. he leans forward and presses his lips to yours, feather soft, only for a moment. he doesn't expect you to tangle your fingers in his hair, careful not to pull, and guide him down into another kiss, a gentle press of lips that lasts a bit longer than the first.

"i love you, fuck," he chokes on the words as they come out, a stutter of breath against your lips. "i love you, have loved you for so long, i-"

you comfort him with gentle hands coming to rest on his cheeks, and bring his face up to look at you.

"i know, pretty bird," he leans into the chaste kiss you press to his forehead, "i know. I love you, too. welcome home."

#why do i turn every ask into a whole ass fanfic lmao #so sorry #i deadass just got carried away #also this is like....#kinda rushed cause i started getting sleepy so apologies #keigo takami #hawks #bnha hawks #bnha keigo takami #keigo takami x reader #hawks x reader #ky writes #keigo takami headcanons #mha hawks

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spockandawe · 10 months

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Hello,I absolutely adore your work! I have been binding books for a few years now (mostly scanlated manga that hasn't been licensed,and some pdf books that are too expensive for me to afford or too rare to buy). I came across your work a few months ago,and absolutely relish your posts. I was wondering if I could ask for some advice?

Do you print your books at home,or use a printing service? Because they're such massive amounts of pages if I want to do a full series...once I printed a 24 volume series and my printer reached its page limit,and I had to get it serviced to reset it😭(I know a code can be bought and used,if it happens again I intend to do that but I'd like to avoid if possible). If you use a service can you recommend any,or any general advice for finding one?

And if you print them at home, could you give some advice on how to print Quattro or snaller books? I just use Acrobat (older versions) to print in booklet setting to get a half page sized book,I would really appreciate some knowledge on how to go smaller (and save some paper)

It's okay if you would rather not answer though,or if you want to take a while,I completely understand if that's the case!

Oh my gosh, you can absolutely ask anything you want, this is my favorite hobby to enable people for! (I LOVE that you're doing this for scanlations, also! My manga hyperfixation is mostly dormant right now, but once my brain locked on to archival work for fan translations of cnovels, I immediately started anxiously circling this idea like a dog whining because it can't fit all the toys in its mouth at once, so I'm delighted to hear someone has this interest!)

I print my books at home. I've considered using a printing service for some special cases, like large paper my machine can't handle, but it was ultimately expensive enough, and my personal needs were off enough (I do high-volume, fast-turnaround work) that I've never actually followed through. I'm fortunate that a few years before I picked up this hobby, I got a color laser duplex printer (canon mf cdw644, iirc) as a gift, and it's filled all my needs beautifully, so I never had to look for another way to tackle the issue.

It is still very expensive to make as many books as I do, I've spent unconscionable amounts of money just on toner, but the math shakes out pretty clearly in my favor. Now, an issue that has occurred to me for more graphic prints would be that if a comic page has a lot of hard blacks, I'm not sure how much it would take before it was cost-effective to go elsewhere. I'm not sure if a point like that does exist, but it's a question I'd be interested in knowing an answer to!

(Laser printers tend to be more expensive up front, but cheaper to use in the long term. I do know one person who owns an ink TANK printer and sings its praises, but those can be harder to find for home usage)

One thing that I'm not sure would apply to your printer is that for big jobs, I *think* my computer and printer run out of memory and it messes up not just the current print job, but future ones I queue up after it, and switching the printer off only makes it worse. My pages start looping back to the beginning of the print job and starting over and the only fix is to reset my print spooler in my system services directory and ruthlessly cancel jobs until my print queue stays empty. I can get around that by printing smaller sets of pages at a time (1-50, then 51-100, etc), so something like that might also help coax your printer into cooperating!

And ahhhh, yes, small books! I'm a HUGE fan, I rarely print anything larger than quarto these days. I use a free tool developed by other fan binders, which I'll link right here

https://momijizukamori.github.io/bookbinder-js/

It has a lot of settings that I haven't explored in too much depth, but I use it to impose almost everything I make. There are layouts for the straightforward divide-in-half imposition (half-letter, quarto, octavo, etc), but towards the bottom there are wacky layouts, like six sheets per side of paper. There might be resources somewhere in renegadepublishing that go into more depth, but like I said, my experimentation has been relatively bland XD In general, I recommend double checking the files you get from it for whether you want to flip on the long or the short edge, but other than that, I've found the tool very intuitive and easy to use!

I hope that helps!!! I'm always delighted to help people out with any of this stuff :D

#spock replies #crafts #bookbinding

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asmomyluv · 9 months

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Ranking Obey Me Nicknames

This is just a fun post of me ranking the fandom given nicknames for the obey me boys! If I missed any let me know and I can add them or do this again depending on how many! P.S if I seem like I’m hating on a nickname I’m not! Being dramatic my aggressive is my form of humor 😔 I’m working on it I swear

12.Lulu- Luke

This just feels like bullying😭 I know his name isn’t the easiest to come up with nicknames for I’ll give it that. But I feel like he’d just be offended by this it feels like the name of a small dog and well…. you know

11. Sol - Solomon

At this point just make something up I can’t. Like “Sol come here real quick” it’s not a real sentence

10. Didi - Diavolo

Honestly I just don’t vibe with it? Idk it’s not terrible or anything but I’ve seen better.

9. Luci - Lucifer

Again I know Lucifer isn’t the easiest to give nicknames to but I’m like, again it feels insulting almost given how feminine the name sounds but at the same time it’s such an easy name to whine if you wanted him to give in that sounds so sexual sorry😭 like I could see you trying to get him away from work and just “Luci pleaseeee” and that’s like the only time he appreciates it

8. Tantan - Satan

There’s just better out there yk this is the kinda nickname you use when you want something and the other person is like “shit what do they want now”

7. Barb - Barbatos

It’s only ok because it’s him saying it out loud feels awkward tho like “barb” and then an actual person responds idk but it’s ok because it’s butler man

6. Levi - Leviathan

I’m sorry but it’s hard for anything to beat the number 3 spot… anywho I think Levi is a good nickname but side note I had such a hard to trying to figure out how to pronounce it caus it it like the Levi in Leviathan than or is it more like “Levie” idk maybe that’s the same thing and I’m going coocoo

5. Angel - Simeon

YESYESYES look it’s so good cause Angel is just a general pet name but yk he’s an ACTUAL Angel so it’s just yk.. o.o ok also it’s super cute and I feel like he’d get flustered cause he’s been called “an Angel” but it’s just diffrent yk ok yea I think you get it

4. Mams - Mammon

It’s cutie patootie of him and it’s giving he wanted a nickname so bad that he decided to make it work and he couldn’t be happier whenever you say it so I love him and he loves the name we’re all happy

3. Asmo- Asmodeus

Pretty pretty name for a pretty pretty boy

2. Belphie - Belphegor

Ok it’s basic I know but it’s cute. Like he’s such a Belphie yk? I’d expect literally nothing else but for Belphie to act like a Belphie and we’ll he does!

1. Bub - Beelzebub

ITS. SO. CUTE. Am I biased because Beel is my fav? Uhm maybe maybe not… But Bub is such a cute nickname for literally anyone but for him it hits ten times harder since it’s part of his name. Bub or Bub’s just feels like such a soft name and given how powerful and even aggressive his name naturally sounds giving it a more tender sound is AHHHH it’s so good.

#asmomyluv #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me beelzebub #obey me mammon #obey me asmodeus #obey me lucifer #obey me barbatos #obey me belphegor #obey me diavolo #obey me luke #nicknames #obey me beel #obey me belphie

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Up in the dark (Billy Lenz x Male Reader) NSFW below cut

Being in a sorority met tons of weird guys. Y/n had seen it all stalking exes, stolen cars, widows broken by rocks or bricks, it was the reason he moved into the sorority. As a opening gay man, Y/n was never target by the fraternity boys and lived very peacefully until the phone calls began. At least three times a day someone would call and mutter creepy and sexual things into the speaker.

"Pretty..pretty piggy around ugly girls. P-pretty piggy should be with B-Billy. Choking pretty o-on my cock. Mmmmmh so so good piggy"

"If you don't stop calling me, I'm gonna call the police!"

"NOO! Billy w-wants to feel piggy! Don't act mean piggy! Handsome pig will be so good"

Y/n slammed the phone down and shivered.

"What a freak!"

Later that night Y/n laid half asleep rolling in his bed. Every little noise seemed bring him back awake. After a long sigh he realized it was better just to get up and get something to eat. The whole house was dead quiet other than the sound of Y/n's footsteps the stairs. After a long drink, he turned to go back up before hear a soft creak.

He stopped to listen. The noise wasn't just upstairs it was in the addict. Y/n reached for his phone and slowly climbed toward the noise. Maybe one of the girls was drunk or one of their many boyfriends was a bit too clingy never the less it was Y/n's job to keep the girls safe.

At the top of the stairs the creeks abruptly stop. They'd heard him Y/n was sure.

"I don't know what you think you're doing but you better get out!"

Silence

"I know you're up there! I have a weapon!"

More silence

After five minutes that felt like an hour, a timid voice came through

"Piggy? You came to see billy!"

Y/n whipped around

"YOU! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!"

"Shhhhhhhh! Quiet p-piggy"

" HOW DID YOU-"

The man clasped one hand over Y/n's mouth and wrapped the other round his waist then squeezed his ass.

"Billy has b-been waiting for handsome pig! S-so pretty. Been w-waiting for piggy large cock!"

Y/n moaned into his fingers.

"You're the guy on the phone, what do you want with me"

"Billy wants to make piggy feel g-good."

Billy sweeped him off the floor earning a small gasp and slipped through the addict door. As soon as they entered the room, billy slammed Y/n against the wall and started wildly humping him. Biting deep hickies almost drawing blood. Y/n moaned weakly as Billy's lips traveled down to his chest and ripping off his shirt.

"P-piggy wants Billy's c-cock doesn't he? So need-dy, so pretty"

Y/n moaned, shaking at the knees.

"Bend over"

"Yes sir"

Billy pushed he hard against the wall before giving his ass a hard slap.

"Aahhhh"

"Shhh piggy!"

His fingers grasp the herm of Y/n boxers and yanked them off revealing his newly red ass.

"Mmmh piggy wants more huh?"

Billy grew more confident grabbing and playing with Y/n's ass. Pushing him lower on to the floor and getting in rhythm with his spanking. Y/n felt his brain melting in a moaning mess.

"Billy *moan* please just fuck me~"

"Ooooh beg piggy begg!"

The slaps grew harder, meaner.

" Please ahhhh~ please billy!!"

Billy grinned before thrusting his fingers into Y/n's mouth

"Get r-ready piggy"

He stucked and drool over the digits as they reached into his throat. Billy slipped them out, giving Y/n's ass one last spank before slamming deep inside him.

"Ooooooooh gOd!"

"T-tell Billy how good it feels"

"So *sob* good please don't stop"

Billy played his fingers deep inside of the boy making him leak all over his stomach

"G-good piggy, so tight"

Y/n gasped for air as white spots appeared in his vision. He couldn't take the burning in his abdomen much longer

" B-billy I'm gonna cum! Please it hurts"

"*SLAP!* No piggy, not till Billy i-inside you!"

With the mix of spit and pre cum on his fingers, Billy finished lubing himself. The second of Y/n's clarity vanished as Billy split him in two. The whole world seemed to go out of focus from the deep, raw thrust. Even with the lube, Y/n ached. Billy went straight back to spanking him as they both rode their organism.

"AAHHH! BILLY I CAN'T HOLD IT!"

"Piggy *moan* p-piggy stretch so well. Pretty pig needs all of Billy's c-cum"

Y/n felt his organs fills as he wheezed for air. The two collapsed on top of each, panting and sticky from sweat.

"Pretty p-piggy please stay with-h Billy"

"Only if you promise to give me round two tomorrow."

Billy nodded and kissed Y/n tear-stained cheek

"Anything for piggy"

#billy lenz #billy lenz x reader #billy lenz x male reader #slasher x male reader #slasher x reader

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liiilyevans · 1 year

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What's your top 10 Harry Potter favorite characters?

Literally the most difficult questions in the world! AHHHH!

1. Ginny/George Weasley

We've got the Weasleys battling it out for the top spot because I honestly could not choose between them. I love Ginny's fire and her charisma. @harryissuchalittleshit and I discuss all the time the complexities to her character and her storyline. (This is a reminder to myself to write more Ginny in the future. Hold me accountable, Becky!) And then there's George, whose voice will be forever burned into my brain. I love a good healing arc and no one has a better healing arc than George Weasley, imo. Plus, he's the epitome of angst, and ya'll know I can never say no to angst.

2. James Potter

The man who brought me to the fandom. I love James. He's undeniably brave and unwaveringly loyal and terribly charismatic. I think leadership comes easily to him, and I love writing that. I think he's one of those people that others look up to, and that serves him well throughout his days at Hogwarts and the war. He's also not afraid to show his vulnerable side. You cannot tell me this man did not cry when Sirius Black turned up at his doorstep covered in bruises and with no where to go or when he married the love of his life because he absolutely did. Also, he's the president of the hot dads club so he's got to be pretty high up on my list.

3. Lily Evans

Can you tell I'm a fan of redheads lol? Anyways, Lily comes in third because of her compassion and her belief that others can be good. I think she's a very forgiving, but that doesn't mean you can walk all over her. You can see that in her friendship with Snape. There's a line in the sand and once you cross that line, she's done with you. Lily is great and wonderful. The only reason she's not number two is because I find her harder to write than James. James wears his heart on his sleeve, and Lily is more reserved, not closed off, just more reserved, and sometimes I have trouble with that. (And it's funny because most of my Jily fics are written from her POV.)

4. Angelina Johnson

This woman has me in a death grip. I think she's bold and blunt and caring all rolled into one and she's just fucking amazing. She takes absolutely no shit from anyone. I think she's the kind of person that I aspire to be but am too nice to be. So, if you ever read any of my fics and she's telling someone off, know that I am behind the scenes screaming 'YAS QUEEN' at my computer screen. I also think she cares deeply about those close to her. She doesn't show those emotions outwardly - only to certain people - but if you need someone to come bail you out of jail at 2 in the morning, no questions asked, Angelina is the person you call.

5. Ron Weasley

Are you surprised to see another redhead in the top five? Because you shouldn't be. I fucking love Ron Weasley, and I love to write from his POV. I think he's hilarious and his humor is very underrated. If you want to see prime Ron humor, go read Decision Making. He's doing the most in that fic and giving so much sass. Also, can we talk about how this guy is smart? Like super smart. Not book smart though, like street smart/strategic. Ron is the reason that Harry doesn't end up with his arm blown off when they first become Aurors, and you cannot convince me otherwise.

6. Astoria Greengrass

I have sadly not put out enough fics with this woman in them. I think she's such a spitfire, and she pushes Draco's buttons so well. Personal headcanon time! She was one of the few Slytherin purebloods who advocated for Muggleborns during her years at Hogwarts. She also helped any Muggleborns who were sorted into Slytherin (don't tell me there weren't any because there were), and did her best to make them feel at home. She wanted to join the DA, but knew that they would never trust her because of her house. She goes on to work in the Department of Magical Law Enforcement and actually develops a good working relationship with Harry. I could write a book on this woman. (And don't tell me she died because we do not stan CC in this house.)

7. Katie Bell

Another lovely lady who I have put out very little about, but have written quite a bit. I think she's one of the kindest people in the series besides Lily Evans. She goes on to be a Healer and run St. Mungo's after she saw how much they did for her when she was cursed. I think she's an incredibly for forgiving person and also incredibly loyal. She and George have an older brother/younger sister relationship, which is another reason why I love her.

8. Hermione Granger

Hermione is a little harder for me to write because sometimes I find her annoying and roll my eyes at her (much like Ron does). But I still love her and her character and her smarts. I think she's very book smart, but lacks streets smarts. (which is why Romione works so well, imo) But I love her, and Harry and Ron would not have made it without her. She kept their heads above water for sure. I feel like she uses a lot of big fancy words when she thinks so I've always got a thesaurus and dictionary pulled up when I write from her POV.

9. Draco Malfoy

It's the redemption arc for me. I think Draco grows so much after the war and writing that is always fun for me. He's definitely still a snob, but it's more general and less directed than before. Also, I love his banter with Astoria. Like I don't particularly care for writing him pre-HBP so that's why he's this far down on this list.

10. Harry Potter

Are you surprised by this lol? There is a reason Harry is number ten though. And that is because I struggle to write him A LOT. For being the main character, I have a very difficult time writing his POV. (Any recommendations on writing him would be greatly appreciated because I'm currently working on a hinny multi chapter fic.) But I love his sense of humor and his sarcasm. (I mean, 'there's no need to call me 'sir,' Professor,' how can you beat that?)

Hope you enjoyed this!

#ginny weasley #george weasley #james potter #lily evans #angelina johnson #ron weasley #astoria greengrass #katie bell #hermione granger #draco malfoy #harry potter #answered

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newtonsheffield · 2 years

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I can't believe I'm saying this but Kate is a bit of an a$$hole in the beginning of this. I completely understand her insecurity about Anthony's comment about her resemblance to Mary when they met and her mistrust of him bc of his flirting but she is a bit extreme and she is hurting him. Could you explain her thoughts a bit more? Although I give it to her for listening to him regarding the patient. And we officially have someone else to hate as well except of Baz in Dr Franklin that prick

Ahhhh Fuckboi Kate. I did have the feeling she was going to be a little bit unpopular.

I think it's complicated and we have to remember that we're seeing Anthony's internal thoughts about her, which she isn't privy to. She's not intending to hurt Anthony, and while I agree, intent doesn't always matter, Anthony also hasn't told her he wants anything more.

He was the one who suggested they skip lunch and hook up, and he's been initiating things just as often as she has. Kate is worried. Because of course, she thinks Anthony's handsome, and smart, and he makes her laugh a little, but he's also has a pretty notorious reputation that he's guilty of very loudly perpetuating. So of course, she assumed that this too wasn't serious.

You know that saying: When someone shows you who they are the first time, believe them? That's what Kate's doing. Is it fair for Kate to hold to the fact that Anthony made a stupid joke a few years ago and a few flirty comments and she thinks this is who he is? No. But She also believed her ex boyfriend when he told her he wasn't the relationship type, but he wanted to try for her. And she wasn't different, in the end. So why would she be different for Anthony?

Besides, Anthony hasn't asked her out (which she'd actually be open to by the way). He engineered a date through her sister, so it didn't look like a date. It looked like two people, forced together. And kate's a little insecure about the fact that she feels she's forced on people. Even though she knows Mary loves her. She still sometimes feels like something Mary ended up with by default and she doesn't want that here.

So really, I guess, kate is acting, right now, the way she thinks Anthony wants to her act. The way men have told her, they want her to act. They wanted her to make herself smaller for them, and she did, and she'd do it again for Anthony, and she'd ask for less than she wants, because maybe that's all she deserves.

Try not to judge Kate too Harshly.

Anthony fell first, but Kate has fallen harder. She's just not ready to admit it to herself yet.

And yes. Death to Baz and Dr franklin.

#all i am (all that i ever was)#kathony #anthony x kate #kate sharma #kate sheffield #anthony bridgerton #molly’s asks and answers

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twice-inamillion · 1 year

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Sana’s Bathroom Surprise

Smut

Part 152

You are showering and thinking over all the things that have occurred during this trip. The drama that occurred, your time with sana, and your meeting with Mina. You pour shampoo into your hands and begin to rub your head. Soap falls onto your face and into your eyes. You try to get the soap off your eyes as quickly as possible.

Little did you know that sana she woken up from her nap. She hears the shower running and gets an idea. She silently opens the bathroom door and walks in. Sana then drops her bath robe on the floor and opens the shower door and steps inside with a grin.

You feel a foreign hand on your limp cock. Since you have soap in your eyes you can’t see the person behind you but you do have an idea.

“Sana is that you?” you ask.

“Of course baby, who else would it be” replies sana.

“What are you doing in the shower?”

“What do you think? I wanted to join you and take one with you” she says in a happy manner.

You then feel her pulling slowly on your cock. Your skin pulling back and showing your mushroom tip.

“Fu… fuck sana. Your hands are really soft” you say in pleasure.

“Aww I’m glad you like them. I really wanted to reward your cock for the hard work it did yesterday. Let me give you a nice handjob. Just relax and let me do all the work” says sana.

“Hmmm.. ok… okay… I I’ll just relax” as she begins to jerk you a bit harder.

“Your cock is getting really hard. Let me pick up the pace.”

The more she jerk you off the harder your cock got. She really knew how to work your cock.

You try to get the soap off your eyes so you can get a look at sana. When you do you place your hand against the shower wall.

You feel her small breast against your back and her hand on your member. You turn around to look at her and she sees you and gives you a smile.

She increase the pace again and your cock begins to throb.

Seeing this reaction sana gets in front of you and says “is my baby ready to cum?”

“Yeah… I’m about to cum” you reply.

Sana pulls your head closer and goes for your ear and whispers “where do you want to cum? Inside or outside my tummy?”

You really want to cum inside of her but you don’t want to ruin what you had with Mina earlier. You can’t get tempted by sana. So you give her your answer.

“I want to cum on your tummy.”

Sana gives you a sad look but respects your decision. She grabs your cock and gives it a couple more jerks until you release all your cum on her stomach. You paint her creamy soft skin with all of your cum.

The way it drips down from her stomach to her thighs by the water is making you hard again. You tell yourself that you can’t act on it. “I can’t cum inside her, not now” you tell yourself.

Sana collects the remaining cum with her finger and licks it off while looking at you.

“Since you didn’t finish in me, I’m going to have you help me out, okay?”

“What do you want me to do” you ask.

Sana grabs your hand with hers and guides you to her cunt. She traces her folds with your fingers, hinting at what she wants.

“I want you to pleasure me a bit, I want to cum.”

You agree with her and bring her closer to you. You hold her from the back, your chest touching her back. You spread your legs to get a better footing, your left arm across her chest and your right hand against her cunt.

You trace her folds with your ring and middle finger. You would see how wet she is and tease her by giving her nub a pull.

You hear her moan and she begs “don’t tease me, put your finger inside of me already.”

You insert your two fingers inside and pull out quickly. You do this a couple of times to get her in the mood and ready.

You then insert your two fingers all the way and curl them up against her walls. Her reaction was memorable, her body arched making it closer to yours.

“Ahh…. Ahhhh… like that. Shove it all the way inside” as she grabs on her tits.

You begin to fuck her with your fingers, trying to reach to her deepest areas. Your increase the pace with her reactions.

You do this for a good amount of time, edging her just before she cums. When she is about her reach her peak you pull out and begin to knead her breast.

Being skin to skin has also gotten your cock hard and every time she arches back your cock grinds against her ass.

Your cock throbs against her her ass and she quickly turns around to face you and says “I can feel your cock on my ass.”

“I’m sorry, it’s just that you grinding on my cock is making me really hard.”

She smiles and says “if you want, you’re always welcome to put your cock inside me” as she uses both of her hands to spread her butt cheeks.

You’re tempted to put your cock inside but you do your best to stop yourself. Instead you continue with fucking sana with your fingers.

“Ahhh… fuck… that’s the spot. Right there… keep rubbing that spot” she says as she arches over again.

Instead of putting your cock inside you just grind your cock in between her cheeks. Every time she bends her cheeks hold you tight.

Knowing that the food might come soon you to finish her off. You increase the pace and notice that she is beginning to shake.

“Y/n, i… I think im about to cum. Do it harder… finger me harder and let me cum. You do as you’re told and increase the pace while flickering her nub with your left hand.

Your cock is also at its limit and both of you cum together. She squirts a stream all over your hand and the floor. You also cum in between her ass cheeks and see it run down her thighs.

When she is done shaking she turns around, holds your head and pulls you in for a kiss.

“You did a really good job. Thank you.”

“You also gave me a little extra on my ass” as she gives you a grin.”

Both of you are dirty with cum and sana gives you the suggestion of washing each other to make the showering faster. You agree and both of you take turns washing another.

Once you are done you each go to your own rooms and change.

The door bell rings and you walk towards the door. The man behind the door says that the food will be placed on the floor whenever you’re ready and walks away. You open the door and get the food and place it on the table. You set the plates out and the food and call for sana.

“I’m also ready, I’ll be there in a bit” she says from her room.

You take a seat at the table and see sana walk out two minutes later. She walks out with an oversized t shirt and takes a seat.

You open the boxes and pull out some fried chicken and a slice of pizza and a bottle of beer.

“Wow you got my favorite beer y/n, thanks” and grabs the beer and opens it.

She places her chicken and slice of pizza on her plate and places her leg on the edge of the chair.

You then notice that she has no panties on and you could she her bare pussy. Every time she grabs for something she spreads her leg, making it so her slit spreads open and giving you a good view.

“Fuck… sana, are you just teasing me? You’re really tempting me and making want to take you by force” you say inside your head.

You try your best to hold it in and enjoy your dinner without problems.

The night ends with no mistakes and spend some time talking before going back to your rooms.

You’re back at your room and lock to door behind you. “Don’t want sana walking in while I’m sleeping” you say to yourself. You get ready to sleep and turn off the lights, ready for tomorrow and arriving back to Korea.

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#twice smut #twice sana #twice #male reader #kpop smut #minatozaki sana #TM smut

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2n2n · 2 years

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what kind of reason could justify hurting someone this badly?

Ahhhh... a really beautiful chapter, to close out on.... Sumire and Hakubo do so much for this story, while also saving our central protagonists from having to lay out these concepts themselves.... things can be so extreme... without the burden of needing to persist for the plot. A more tight, contained mini-narrative... it's hard for me to imagine not being very invested in them, because everything about humans and kaii, and the bizarre outliers of any kind, is here. Hakubo and Sumire's self-conceptualization... their natures, the expectations placed on them.... and their unconventional love... I get such an impression of them really being something precious to Aida and Iro, it feels like all of their favorite things rolled into one ultimate bomb. It's very generous to give these characters so much prominence in laying out the world's paradigms. They are just so integral to thinking harder about every other relationship here.

Sumire and Hakubo's story is really inspiring, from a writing perspective I feel like it's doing everything I could ever want. It's tragic, miserable, funny, sweet, romantic, touching, beautiful, scary! It's incredible AidaIro can thread all of that together. Their appreciation for one another's innate quirks is so sincere... at times it really what it feels like to be a couple, to be like, "ah, that thing you do... lol...." except with wild fantasy extremes....

This is another one of those relationships that nobody outside of it could understand. It wouldn't look like anything but a monster and a poor girl to outsiders. It's only for Sumire and Hakubo, themselves, to understand, to be satisfied by. They could never be understood by anyone, anyone else. How lucky we are as an audience to get to understand their entire story.

But ah... this chapter is making me also think about this... through line for individuals, kaii or human, to feel like love just isn't possible for them-- because they can't 'give' the person loving them the normative relationship they 'deserve'.

In Picture Perfect... I can always painfully feel how these words hit Hanako.

Everything Yashiro is dreaming of and wishing for, is explicitly something he cannot ever provide. Graduating... going to college... getting married. This moment forces a realignment of Hanako’s priorities.

...it hurts.... it’s like screaming at Hanako, “YOU’RE NOT HUMAN! YOU CAN’T MAKE A HUMAN GIRL HAPPY! YOU CAN’T EVER! YOU CAN’T DO ANYTHING FOR YASHIRO BUT IMPRISON HER FOR YOUR OWN SAKE! YOUR GESTURE IS MEANINGLESS! SHE WANTS THINGS YOU’LL NEVER, EVER, EVER BE ABLE TO DO!! YOU NEED TO CUT YOURSELF OUT! ‘REAL LIFE’ IS SOMETHING YOU DON’T HAVE THE LUXURY OF SHARING!” processing that Yashiro’s very nature is so ambitious and beautiful, Hanako has to submit to.... ‘giving up’ Yashiro to that real life. A ‘real life’, something Hanako can’t have, as a kaii, whose life is over.

when you think about what it means to be a kaii.... a living human girl talking about her dreams of marriage and college, is her dreaming of a life without you. Hanako can’t be a part of her 'future’. He is the definition of ‘no future’. This scene is received by Hanako like a rejection, and like a wake-up call. He’s been living in this fantasy of keeping Yashiro somewhere frozen... just like him, in a way. It’s finally time to give that up earnestly.

....but you don’t have to be a kaii to feel this-- to feel like-- “what you want, I’ll never be able to be. You’ll be disappointed in me.”

Aoi feels it too. She can’t relate to kind, warm-hearted people who will do anything for others, as she’s a distant, aloof, bitter individual who dislikes anyone getting close to her, or getting close to anyone else. Aoi is so ‘different’.... she feels like a different species. And like Hanako, she feels it’s merciful to reject the person pursuing her, as it’s kinder to make them move on, and go find something else, something which can make them meaningfully happy. Hanako feels he cannot provide a life for Yashiro, and Aoi feels she cannot do justice to Akane’s heartfelt nature.

both Aoi and Hanako feel like only naive ignorance could lead their partners to loving them. Akane and Yashiro, they are fools, in a sweet way, and you think they just haven’t really thought about it in a practical way. Akane’s idea of their future... Yashiro’s idea of her future.... how incongruous they are, with what Hanako or Aoi can realistically do. Whether the limit is more emotional or physical, we see these lines being drawn....

For Hakubo, there is a similar grief.

As an Oni, he doesn’t feel he can provide the sort of beautiful and passionate emotions humans naturally exude.

how beautiful and poetic is it, for Hakubo to say this, while his boundary itself sobs?

So to him, Sumire was always begging him for something completely nonsensical, antithetical to his entire being. Funny, even, childish, to ask him for. His regrets explored fully, aren’t only that he didn’t save her... but a hopelessness behind that, that he couldn’t do anything for her at all, in any way, as an Oni.

Hakubo grew up outside of his own culture, steeped in humanity’s relationships and society, while being fundamentally ‘outside’ of it, never existing as an equal. He’s watched human relationships... he knows what they are, what love is meant to look like, act like. Like Aoi, he spectates society, but can only feel alien to it, and pity the person wishing for more of him, though Hakubo goes a step further, and pines for the inaccessible life.... something Hanako does, too.

you wish you didn’t have to disappoint the person who loves you so purely.

...but for Sumire and Hakubo.... Sumire is not a normal girl. What she wanted... as a controlling, twisted, violent person.... was actually perfectly achievable for an Oni.....!

This isn’t a tragic or bittersweet ending... it’s perfect compatibility between an Oni and a human, despite everything. An extremely unusual Oni... and an extremely unusual human. Hakubo for once in his life... finally follows his own nature, his own desire, rather than appeasing another, submits at last to his urges to consume Sumire,

and it’s an action innately pleasing for her, who wanted Hakubo to fall into hell all in her honor, to be ruined by her influence and impact. What could ever be more hellish than watching yourself kill the girl you’ve spent hundreds of years regretting let die? I also just love us referring to the Yorishiro shrine as a private hell, has fun implications for Tsukasa. For an Oni who longs to be human, what could be worse, than submitting to your actual self?

This... isn’t an unhappy ending! This is everything Sumire wanted! We can’t project conventional human desires onto a girl who knew what she wanted, who stated it plainly, that she wanted her to drive someone insane, to the pits of hell.

to be so bewitching and charming, that it haunts and inflicts like a curse. That’s what Sumire wants!! It’s a sick desire coming from a person who had no other life laid out for her... so maybe we, as onlookers, can pretend something better, with the fullness of time and limitless imagination. But within the confines of this story, this is all she ever wanted, and she’s fulfilled.

And....! For our story, it’s... wonderful, it’s beautiful, that an Oni and a human girl could, in their miserable lives, somehow completely satisfy one another. Hakubo doesn’t have to imitate a human.... he needs not be anything but the Oni he is. He doesn’t have to ‘let her go’ to marry a normal man, or something, either. He doesn’t need to change who, what, he is. Sumire is in love with an Oni, and everything that entails... from his charming bluntness, to his bloodlust. Every single aspect of Hakubo is precious to Sumire, just like every single aspect of Sumire is charming to Hakubo. Of course, between a passive Oni and a violent human, you have something perfectly meeting in the middle.... kaii and humans are capable of experiencing this kind of unity. What an uplifting thing.

They can actually satisfy one another to a profound degree. Hakubo did not fail to love Sumire.... he loved Sumire, in his own way.

..... this situation meanwhile, isn’t it similar in motivations to a shinjuu? A murder-suicide between lovers.... a willing and consensual departure, as she is his Yorishiro, and Hakubo has been substantially weakened before this. This will harm them both. There is of course, somebody else who believed himself unable to make his beloved happy....

I wonder how that ended? Maybe, like Akane and Aoi, there was a little period of ‘testing’ the logical boundaries and limits of that love.... after all, how good are you for them? How could you ever make them happy? Isn’t it better for them to give up, to move on, to achieve finer dreams? Going to the moon, perhaps? Shouldn’t Akane go find a nice girl... doesn’t Sumire deserve a nice, human husband?

just what reason could there be, to endure pain, or to deliver pain unto another?

HMMM... what reason could justify hurting someone so badly......? may-beeeee.....

love?

Even if Akane is so kind, that he surely deserves a sweeter girl,

and even if Sumire was a poor unfortunate girl trapped with an Oni, who surely deserved a normal life,

and even if Yashiro surely deserves her whole human lifespan lived out to its fullest,

none of these people want to live without their soulmate.

Akane will love Aoi through her nature of isolation, even as she stabs through him,

Sumire will love Hakubo, even as his Oni nature means everything that it must,

Yashiro will love Hanako, even as he kills her best friend,

aaand maybe, Amane loved Tsukasa, even throughout whatever he did, and Tsukasa loves Amane, even through what he did.

#avvy's JSHK #large JSHK thought

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