#gay suffering
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Lance breathed in a ragged breath.
In, out.
The soot fogged up his helmet, choking him up, but he still pushed onward. Step after step after step. In, out. His breathing was labored. His armor was dirtied. His limbs ached.
“Keith?” Pidge’s voice rang out over the comms.
Keith had come after Lance when the Galra had made the threat, when Lance dove down into that waste of a planet. At first, he’d been held back by Shiro. Keith was somewhere on this planet now, but Lance couldn’t focus on him. He had other priorities. Keith would be fine.
In, out.
Lance focused on his breathing instead, tuned out the outside sounds of the paladins calling for Keith and him. With each struggling step, his bayard illuminating the way, he dragged himself over to the cave home.
It’s curtains were drawn, and no light came from within. The only sign of life were the heat signatures his helmet picked up.
Fuck, the air was rough.
“Lance, your helmet is broken,“ Allura started.
Lance shut off the comms. Anything distracting him was preventing him from reaching /them./ He pushed his way through the curtain entrance.
There she was.
Huddling under a table in the corner was a small girl, a blue-scaled dragonling humanoid with bright red eyes. She was trembling. Lance got down on his hands and knees, crawling over to her.
In, out. His throat hurt.
“Hey,” he said softly, a rasp tickling his words. “I’m a Paladin of Voltron. I’m here to save you from the fires.”
The alien girl croaked out a whimper. She clearly didn’t recognize him, but her planet was a member of the coalition… fuck. Lance knew what he had to do.
He removed his helmet.
“See?” Her eyes lit up with recognition.
“Loverboy!” she exclaimed. Lance winced at his stage name, laughing outwardly to reassure her.
“That’s right, and I’m here to save you,” he agreed, reaching his arms out to her. Without the meager protection of his helmet, he was really starting to feel woozy. Still, that didn’t matter.
With shaking hands, he picked her up and began to walk outside the cave home and back to Blue.
This time, though, the trek was worse. He couldn’t see as well without his helmet, couldn’t recognize heat signatures or the fastest path back. Instead, he relied on lighting up his footsteps and retracing his steps.
That didn’t last long.
After 20 steps, Lance began to feel dizzy. He lurched, which caused the girl to make a series of clicks.
In, out. He patted her back and continued on.
After 50 steps, Lance started to lose the edges of his vision to blackness. He could feel the mucus in his throat fighting his inhalations. He fought back harder. He would have to reach a level of survival that went beyond what he could handle. To save her.
In, out.
Finally.
120 steps.
Lance fell to his knees.
The girl screamed.
Lance was only a football field from Blue. He had failed.
The girl scrabbled her claws at his armor, wailing, her cries embellished by the distant sound of crackling fire. Lance closed his eyes, listening to her pain, letting it soak in. He’d failed her, and this was his punishment, to lie prone and to hear her suffer. He had failed.
In, out.
He felt a tug to some hidden darkness inside of him.
“Lance!”
Oh, that wasn’t supposed to happen.
Lance felt more than heard the pounding footsteps of Keith Kogane as he ran to his side, kneeling by Lance’s head and cradling it in his hands.
“Stay awake, Lance, I have an O2 mask and we can get the girl to safety—“
“Loverboy!” The girl insisted.
Keith’s head snapped up. Lance chuckled weakly, coughing at the end.
“What?” Keith asked.
“She knows… shows,” he muttered in response. Keith huffed a breath, fogging up his helmet.
“Oh.”
Lance coughed again, and Keith panicked, pulling a mask from his belt. “Stay awake.”
“Loverboy,” the girl insisted again, tugging on Keith’s shoulder.
Lance blinked slowly. The world was slow. Why was the ash now falling on his face in slow motion? Why was Keith putting the mask on so slowly?
In, out.
Lance blinked. The darkness came back. He closed his eyes.
“No, Lance, no.”
Lance wasn’t listening. It was more peaceful, here, to focus inwardly rather than on the voices out there. It was quiet and dark and cool. The fires couldn’t touch him here.
“Loverboy? Stay with me, please. Please.” The rawness in his voice made Lance’s eyes snap open.
“Keith? I’m really trying…”
Words were too difficult, though.
So Lance let his heavy eyelids fall, let the blackness rush in. He felt the mask press into his chin and nose.
“I know, Lance.”
Silence again.
In,
#open ending so u can either suffer or like desperately reach for ur happy endinv#gay suffering#the julance prompt was loverboy#im just an evil motherfucker#my bad (lying)#klance#keith kogane#lance mcclain#voltron#klance fic#klance fanfiction#lance voltron#vld#fanfiction#voltron fanfic#bluemanfics#langst#langst fic
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gonna watch the 5kage summit arc bc it's the most explicitly gay sns content we get for like four seasons
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where is a boy I can dye my hair with?? trust as he massages his hands into my scalp and tucks strands behind my ears???? huh??? where is he??
where is a boy I can stand in the chemist isle with, hands close for comfort and voice in my ear telling me what colours he know would suit me??
where is a boy I can stare at, dye boxes against his head as I shush him and assess what matches his tone best?? (yes I am using this as an excuse to look)
#this level of yearning should be criminalised#i am SUFFERING#GAY SUFFERING#oh god boys are so gorgeous#what i would give to be loved the way i love others#trans#asexual#mlm#mlm yearning#transmasc#gay#transgender
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People call Heaven Official’s Blessing / TGCF a slow burn but Hua Cheng is literally courting Xie Lian like they are DATING. Slow burn who??? They’re sleeping next to each other on straw mats and Xie Lian’s offering to cook him dinner and they’re bantering across THE HOME THEY SHARE like a bunch of desperate hussys
San Lang LEAVES XL WITH A KEEPSAKE OF THEIR TIME TOGETHER SLOW BURN WHOMST
They have A DATE in HC’s armoury where they HOLD HANDS and XL pets San Lang’s quivering sword I-
Hua Cheng basically throws himself at this man he’s like you want a sword?? All of them ?? You want ALL THE SWORDS?? Fuck it take the whole room THE WHOLE ROOM JUST COME VISIT I WILL CLEAN THEM FOR YOU
Like he isn’t the king of a whole realm with shit to do
And this is just the first half of the first book—again I ask the world SLOW BURN WHOMST
#this is half in jest#but#I know some people don’t count it as “real until they kiss but THIS is honestly so gay of them#it’s in the subtext it’s in everything THAT ISNT a kiss#it’s so queer#Hua Cheng is ALL IN XL is just too innocent to Grasp It#XL is saying “come round to my tiny shack whenever sleep on my mat with me BEST FRIEND I will be your home” and HC is SUFFERING#the armoury scene is favourite of the entire thing#I was like my brother in Christ HAVE YOU NO SHAME#and knew immediately I would love him forever#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#mxtx tgcf#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian#she’s being unhinged again
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we need to call her out with this meme forever now
#splatoon 3#side order spoilers#pearl houzuki#marina ida#pearlina#playing with stills#featuring acht suffering in the background#and eight escaping into VR just for a break from the endlessly gay moms
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gonna go through another pride month without a gf☝️😞
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Rest In Peace my favorite bottom position: being on my knees, my face pushed into the mattress. Guess I can't have nice things.
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REINCARNATION APPLE
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#benrey#benreyhlvrai#benryhlvrai#benry#go listen to reincarnation apple by pinocchiop#yeah i love symbolism.#yeah im GAY AS HELL#i love benrey . i have to make him suffer a little
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Ya'll want to know the funniest shit?
I'm researching the era when Alastor was alive right now to get a better idea of both his character, the life he lived before Hell, and to hash out a backstory for him.
And so, apparently, Alastor lived through the Prohibition (which was basically the United States government illegalizing the manufacture, transportation, and sale of alcohol because they thought it was the cause of a lot of domestic violence and child abandonment).
Alastor canonically died in 1933.
Do you know how long the Prohibition lasted?
From 1920-1933.
ALASTOR LITERALLY DIED THE SAME YEAR ALCOHOL BECAME LEGAL AGAIN. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW BITTER HE MUST'VE BEEN?
The Prohibition officially ended on December 5, 1933, and now my headcanon is that Alastor died December 6, 1933. Literally the day after he could legally drink all the booze he wanted.
I am learning a LOT about New Orleans and the era Alastor lived through (including the gay community in the city at the time) which has been a lot of fun, and I just wanted to share that tidbit because it is so fucking funny to me.
#guys i just#its so funny#can you imagine Alastor gets the news#everything is awesome#the next day he's planning to go out drinking and have a good time#but first he needs to get rid of this body#it shouldn't take too long#just a few hours#and THEN this motherfucking hunter decides to ignore hunting laws and mistakes him for a deer#when he wakes up he's in Hell#I can just imagine the realization setting in#he's SO bitter and angry about it#he was about to get shit-faced and have a fun time at a party#and now he's suffering eternal punishment#he couldn't even get a proper drink first#it was just a fun tidit#ALSO#the gay community in New Orleans at the time is so fascinating#they literally entire communities and neighborhoods#and a lot of it was from mixed race people#and we know Alastor is mixed race#AH I have so so many thoughts#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#the radio demon#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor hazbin hotel#alastor the radio demon
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Regulus: *leaning forward in his seat while reading, muttering* No no no no no no…
James: Is there something wrong?
Regulus: The main character has her found family and everything’s happy
James: Oh that’s good
Regulus: There’s a hundred pages left
James: Oh that’s bad..?
Regulus: It’s going to be a cliffhanger I just know it
James: …Maybe there’s a sequel?
Regulus: Yes there is
James: *very relieved* Well you can continue it in the sequel then
Regulus: *staring at him dead in the eye* It’s coming out in three years
#he’s going to have to suffer reggie complaining about it#marauders era#dead gay wizards#regulus black#james potter#starchaser#jegulus#sunseeker#marauders incorrect quotes
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Tommy winkler is my favorite unintentional gainer
An excellent suggestion anon!
If you're looking for more content on this guy, @jake-is-still-drunk made a great post a while back covering him in more detail. But yeah holy shit the only two constants in life are twink death and taxes huh
#bulk#bulking#ex jock#exjock#hunky to chunky#fittofat#male gainer#belly#gay gainer#weight gain#i would say#i don't think its unintentional 😉#unfortunately his followers suffer from chronic 'dont understand the concept of a kink' disease#like jesus christ people#take a walk#read a book#call your parents#stop commenting mean things on influencers' instagram pages
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it is. so weird to me that I'm having to say this again after a real-life cartoon supervillian already once ran for president on a platform of hatred & fascism and won, but.
it's November, please fucking vote
#not a shitpost#serious post#this election cycle will DETERMINE what legislation gets passed#it will DETERMINE THE FUTURE OF ABORTION RIGHTS AND GAY MARRIAGE AND OTHER LGBTQ+ PROTECTIONS#the supreme court plans to destroy as much progress as possible and that means we have to rely on congress to protect those rights#which they can only do if the Dems control the senate and the house#we are in FULL BLOWN DAMAGE CONTROL MODE here#especially because it is still somehow perfectly possible and actually probable#that the festering pile of garbage in human form who recently tried to overthrow the government will end up back on the ballot in 2024#we still haven't recovered from 4 years of trump and if we don't show up at the polls it is perfectly possible we will get another 4 years#vote this november to protect basic human rights#and vote in november 2024 so we don't have to survive another 4 years under trump#because many of us--the most vulnerable of us--won't survive. and many many more will suffer#vote to protect yourself and your neighbors. vote to protect those who most need protection.#vote because it is the right thing to do#vote out of kindness#and vote out of spite--because billionaires are spending insane amounts of money to prevent you from voting#so tell them to get fucked and vote anyway#do it out of spite and do it out of heart and do it out of rage and do it out of love#show up#us politics
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geno malkin be like ‘i know a spot’ and then takes you to sidney crosby’s sweet spot
bonus: thank you @goatisbetheres for reminding us they are just Like That (traumatising the public with gross acts of pda)
#did he spend half of practice trying to get inside sid. yes#did ricky and jake suffer about it#exponentially#sidney crosby#evgeni malkin#pittsburgh penguins#sidgeno#anyway…….#GAY#?????#what was the reason#*r
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I went to wondercon! I had a ton of fun with my friends and buying too many books which I then carried around for 10 hours but I also got to meet @drchucktingle, as well as get my copy of Straight signed and I wanted to show off.
And honestly we already knew it but man he is so sweet, he jumped up to take pictures with everyone who stopped by to get a book signed. They had Camp Damascus on sale at the booth, seriously go read it if you haven’t already. Chuck tingles horror is so cathartic and lets out so much anger and pain and hope and it’s so good man.
#selfree#wondercon#books#chuck tingle#tbh suffering until bury your gays comes out im so hype for it#I love old Hollywood and monster movies and everything that goes into it#500
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I’m Your Man
He’d killed a man fifty iles back, Vash pretending not to have heard the gunshot, but long before that, he’d wanted.
Sometimes the best part about being an artist is being able to do art for your own fics
Usually I would have done the paper sketch larger on the next page but I liked what I had so I just. Cut and pasted bits of it into procreate and lined from there
#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun maximum#fellas. fellas is it gay to stare up at your homie backlit by stained glass in the middle of a sand storm#illustration#excavatinglizardsart#trigun#religious imagery#‘again with the religious imagery lizard. really?’ I hear you say#I’m so sorry they’re just stuck in my brain#i have a whole sketchbook without religious imagery I swear!#or. mostly#yes wolfwood’s nose looks different in every step I was SUFFERING
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