Shit post

Edit: now with id in alt!

I drew this awhile ago and was contemplating on posting it but here we go, my hc’s of RAE and CEC :33 and some shipping ofc

Being a trans man (specifically a gay trans man) is both amazing and isolating. I love being a man, and I love being a man who loves men. I don’t like the feeling of being in this limbo as a trans man. I’m often not welcomed into gay men spaces because I’m trans, but also feeling like I’m not welcomed/accepted into the rest of the community because I’m a man.

sometimes i am not as careful as i should be, considering that i am not even 2 years into a gender transition and am fairly androgynous and openly gay

today i was walking my friend home late at night so i knew she got home safe, and she happens to live next to a frat house. there was a party going on as i dropped her off, and the guys started yelling at the two of us. we both yelled back because we are assertive and happy to confront idiots, but we both couldve gotten hurt or attacked or something, and that’s a little scary.

it’s always wild to me seeing how i am perceived by people around me while being openly trans and gay because i really never know what someone is going to say or do. i live in an area with people who are generally supportive and very kind, but being in college means you end up surrounded by people who can have very differing views on anything and everything.

im not sure i really had a point to this story/rant other than telling my fellow trans people to still be safe. keep yourselves and your friends safe, and please be smart about who you choose to confront. i was okay tonight, but i very easily couldve not been

TRANS LIVES MATTER #2

Peace tea gay x monster energy gay is the best ship (totally not because it’s my relationship wdym)

Some blinkies I made !

when you call yourself gay, forgetting youre not out as trans, and now all your friends think you like girls. like no no, im gay in the other way!!!!

was watching a reality tv show with my parents and learned two people were cops and immediately shouted “vote those pigs off” without even thinking about it

Damn why did you hate 1D??

-❓️

I was the type of kid who made fun of 1D and Justin Bieber saying they were gay.

Turns out, I was the gay one.

In October (2019), I had a breakdown, in the dark, just from everything weighing me down. Love is conditional, religion and gods never cared for humanity, and I came to the conclusion that I couldn't escape where I was. So, I cried in the dark, with whatever on the TV screen in front of me, that I couldn't even focus on.

My mother (she lost the right to be called "mom" years ago) came down at some point, pulled my brother's shitty rolly chair over, and sat down. Instead of being a loving and understanding person, she decided to give an awful ultimatum of conditional "love".

"I love you and want to help you, as long as you're not gay or want to change your body."

I froze. Obviously, I lied. I'm both. I felt worse than before, afterwards.

It's been a few years, and I'm not out of the house yet, but I am out of the closet. The more traditional sense of the phrase, that is. I sometimes go to a trans and gender diverse group on the weekends. So, if I ever need emergency help, I know at least somebody's got my back.

i'm tired of cis people, especially cis gays telling trans people that they need to "be nicer" to ignorant and bigoted people when it comes to education about the trans experience and trans people. i was never here to cater to cis people and the cishet norms of society. i'm not gonna "be nice" to people who do not think i am a man. i'm not gonna be nice to people who do not think trans kids deserve medical care. i'm not gonna be nice to people who want to eradicate my whole community. no amount of niceness will make bigots and ignorant people like us and accept us. education always comes first but it gets to a point where there's no more time for education. people do not care and they do not listen. they dont want to understand. they want trans people eradicated and they want trans youth to suffer and die.

Almost forgot about this one

how Jesus rescued me ❤️