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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 11 months

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i hate going “hey i might not be up to hanging out im just not doing well mentally” but also i know if im either constantly panicking or completely out of it while we’re hanging out then it won’t go well

#got into a fight with my mum because she was like ‘well why r u still scared when we’re not seeing massive waves and hospitals aren’t #overrun and this 80 year old family friend has had it three times and is fine every time #and do you look at what people who don’t have the same opinion of you are saying’#my response to this was ‘no I do look at the scientific articles that come out though and most of the ones about covid are finding it does #damage to multiple parts of the body’#like. i already have fibromyalgia. we’ve removed the cancerous tumor but i still have iodine radiation and have to hope the cancer cells #they found in my blood vessels didn’t go far enough to spread and if they did that the iodine destroys them #like. is a kid with fibromyalgia not enough. im not doing chemo so it’s fine right just get me sick #does she not fucking remember how it destroyed her husband. she watched it we all fucking watched for weeks as he withered away from this #fucking disease #and then everything we didn’t see we got in twice daily calls from the hospital as they told us how his kidneys failed and they were excited #when he could breathe on his side for two hours instead of just on his stomach and then it killed him #am i the only one in the household who remembers seeing my dad as a barely breathing corpse when we forced him to go to the hospital because #he couldn’t say three words or walk a few steps without panting like he’d just done a sprint #im tired of her making me feel crazy for not wanting this disease im not irrational or insane for this i promise i promise im not #im tired of her coming in 5 minutes after i leave an argument going ‘don’t be angry with me. it’s just that-‘ and then making my only safe #place in this house a part of the argument too #fuck it it’s fine I’m out in a few months anyway #vent tw #sittin g in a corner rn so that the only open space is in front of me and i can pull my legs up to my chest and my fan is on and my windows #are open and im tired of being called crazy and paranoid and irrational #covid tw

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cosmiccripple · 7 months

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if you are sick, i don't give a shit if it's just a cold, wear a FUCKING MASK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#covid isn't over #wear a fucking mask #physical disability #actually disabled #disability #invisible disability #autoimmine disease #autoimmune disorder #chronically ill #crip punk #physically disabled #cpunk #cripplepunk #cripple punk #angry cripple

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wild-neko · 7 months

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disabled people: we are still dying, can you please just wear a mask to the grocery store and doctor’s offices so we can live

conservatives: no, die or stay inside all day, no one cares

leftists: no 🏳️‍🌈✨💖

#wear a mask #covid #sars cov 2 #disability rights #eugenics #disability pride month #lgbt #it really is like this :')#queer #pandemic #ableism #disabled queer #auspol #me not ever being able to share the same air with anyone ever really does something to your mental health #trying not to die in the ongoing pandemic #wear a fucking mask #we would actually like to access third spaces too #we just lost 100 years of disease prevention bc govt propaganda worked a little too well and gave every single medical person brain rot #they went from 'do no harm' to 'actually i think you should quit complaining and allow me to kill you with airborn aids'#which is happening EVERYWHERE BTW and it made it to the media that an aust hospital COVERED IT UP like this is what we're dealing with #this is what modern day eugenics looks like and no one gives a shit #Ableism #HAPPY NEW YEAR #pride #LGBTQIA #activism #acab

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quixoticanarchy · 2 years

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what’s really ironic about the “just let everyone get infected w covid!! herd immunity!!” arguments now is that letting the virus run rampant through the world has actually achieved the opposite: everyone may get infected, but then they’ll just keep getting infected. delta infections didn’t protect against the original omicron variant. omicron BA.1 doesn’t protect you against BA.2.12.1. none of them really protect you against BA.4 and BA.5. mass infection is not going to create mass immunity, it just means that with every infection you’re rolling the dice on what this unpredictable and very creative virus is going to do to you

#play stupid games (encourage mass infection) win stupid prizes (mass infection... w indefinite reruns)!!!#covidposting at work again bc it really never changes (except for the worse)#don't even get me started on the ppl who originally were just lambasting the herd immunity crowd but now seem totally fine w it #bc 'vAcCiNEs pRoTeCt aGaiNsT sEveRe dIsEaSE' well maybe i don't want to take that risk!!#maybe i don't want to see what an infection will do to me! but thanks for fucking around so that i can find out ://#coronavirus #covid19 #public health #skravler

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metaphorically-speaking · 5 months

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“are u sure ur not just a hypochondriac?” and so what if i am. i have an autoimmune disorder. any sickness could be deadly to me. i am allowed to worry about my health!!!! im allowed to be afraid of illness!!! it could kill me!!!!!

#disability #autoimmine disease #cpunk #cripple posting #like so fucking what if i excessively worry about my health.#you would too if you had my symptoms

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starstiels · 6 months

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dean said that praying is like begging to him and i haven't been the same since. like what the FUCK do you mean every time he prayed to cas he was BEGGING.

#WHAT THE FUCK.#THATS NOT NORMAL DUDE #this show is a disease i cant take it #DEAN WINCHESTER WHAT THE FUCK #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas

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diadraws · 5 months

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does anyone want butch lesbian chili heeler. no? ok.... *walks away like the sad ant with bindle*

#bluey #chili heeler #furry #clean furry #dia draws #digital #fanart #sorry ive been gone i have My Job Makes Me Hate My Fucking Life disease

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heartorbit · 9 months

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so when's the wxs phantom of the opera set

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #ruis hair continues to piss me off forever. and ever #Yes i stole their phantom outfits from the revue gacha game. Whos gonna stop me. I WAS SO MAD THAT PHANTOM NANA IS AN OBSOLETE CARD OK #the discerning revsta + pjsekai fan can see i gave emu nanas outfit and rui michirus. Becaude i am crazy. Edel de/light was crazy.#polysho #proseka #why are there so many fuckfign tags. Why so tagging. -the tumbler #Ok sorry #Watch me go insane. Phantom is such a fucking rui role inknow ok i know i know. thats why i gave it to him. but also. I have emu disease #INSTEAD OF THE BRAINTHEREIS EMUUUUUU!!!!!!#Trying to figure out if i should render these and how sucked. cause the first one was drawn on paper and scanned . i shoildve just left itA #Its ifne idekc. I did another emu phantom drawing but i dont feel like posting it alone so ill have to draw more of this. bye #i dont even like the phantom. and i want to kill andrew llyoyid webber with a hammer. And so should you

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starryaike · 9 months

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Happy birthday!

Bonus (just each one on their own):

#this was very fun to do :-]#worry not I still have the Chara Undertale disease in my brain #i just really like these fellas and their design!#fnaf security breach #fnaf ruin #my art #moondrop #sundrop #eclipse #the fnaf character #also I STRUGGLED with the colors in this one ngl #eclipse is a fucking mess color wise #and everything wise ngl

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cemeterything · 6 months

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funniest thing about the loki show being actually kind of good is it vindicates every loki girlie that has ever lived. our insufferable posting about how that greasy freak is actually a complex and tragically misunderstood character with potential and significance DID age well. we fought long and hard in the trenches and sustained heavy casualties but we won. 90% of enjoyers of The Character stop being smug cunts before they're proven right all along but NOT US!!!

#🐉#im just remembering how diseased i was for that unauthorized fucking thing back in 2012 and laughing hysterically #he (2012 james) doesnt know. he doesnt even know about the loki show.

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denkies · 1 year

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Me: i ❤ doomed relationship

The doomed relationship: *fulfills the "doomed" title*

Me:

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heymacy · 1 month

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher