#fuck the nhs
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#puberty#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#lgbt pride#lesbian#nonbinary#sapphic#nonbinary lesbian#queer#lgbtq#gay girls#teenagers#queer community#queer nsft#queer artist#queer ns/fw#puberty blockers#nhs#fuck the nhs
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I'm so mad at this bullshit. how fucking dare they. soulless bureaucratic monsters. if i ever get my hands on that rat-faced fascist, he'll be fucking begging for death.
#trans rights#anti conservative#i'm so fucking sick of this country#never kiss a tory#trans#fuck the uk#trans rights are human rights#this is about the conservative party#cass report#cass review#fuck the nhs#nhs
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This is really different from my usual posts, but I really don't care. I currently live in a region of the UK, and the NHS England review has a very bad implication for my future. I might head out early, if you catch my drift. When I go quiet for a while, you'll know why
#trans rights#Gabriel talks#fuck the nhs#nhs england#cass review#cass report#trans rights are human rights
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This is Going to Hurt
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The thing about having an ongoing health condition that I don't see enough people talk about is all the things I'm not dealing with because my migraines are worse and I don't have the energy to do both
Like yeah sure I'd love to talk to the doctor about getting re-refered for ADHD, and to start jumping through hoops for the gender clinic, and to ask about going back on the meds for my skin - but none of those things make me want to kill myself as much as not having had a pain free day yet this year, so, they'll have to wait 🤷🏼
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being trans is like *go about your day* *remember you’re trans* *have dysphoria cry* *go about your day now mad at nhs*
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I swear you could be dying of radiation poisoning and the NHS would just prescribe physiotherapy
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You want proof that the NHS doesn't care about anything but their pay packages?
The strikes that are going on right now, they don't care that their patients are left with no appointment, no surgery, no HELP! They just want their pay packages bigger! They literally have to be paid to GIVE A FUCKING SHIT!
I was REFUSED mental health support just for STICKING UP FOR MYSELF against a therapist who had lied to me about everything because she couldn't just admit to me that she was uncomfortable working with me!
So, now I am being PUNISHED because I stuck up for myself!
I am treated like SHIT every time I go to that hospital! They have refused to help me for 7 fucking years! How is that caring? or being kind? They've given me trauma after trauma! Just because they for some reason don't like me!
I have NEVER made them hate me and I still don't know why they fucking do.
Yes, I can go into meltdown when I get admitted to the hospital overnight due to the trauma from them!
Yes, my conditions do cost a lot of money, but I wouldn't have these conditions if they had done their jobs in the first place.
Its so bad now, that I can't even go to my own GP because I can't trust her. I tell her I can't do group therapy, and what does she go and do? Get me group therapy.
All I fucking want is a fucking diagnosis! That's all. A diagnosis for PTSD and Pure OCD, and I will be ok.
But clearly I am not getting that. And NO ONE (medical "professionals") aren't going to fucking believe me without a formal diagnosis from a doctor/psychiatrist!
It's to the point now where I am sitting in my room mostly crying because my mental health is getting worse by the day, and I have no support. I have no therapist I can fucking turn to. I have no friends to turn to and I have no fucking family to turn to!
So, there's your "kind, caring" NHS! Yeah, not so kind and caring after all, are they?
FUCK YOU NATIONAL HEALTH SERVICE, GO FUCK YOURSELVES!!!! FUCKING SCUM!
Addenbrooke's Hospital, Cambridge, UK
St Mary's Surgery, Ely, Cambridgeshire, UK
NAME AND SHAME TIME YOU SCUMMY CUNTS!
#mental health#mental health awareness#no one likes me#no one wants me#all alone#blog#fake people#fake friends#scummy nhs#scummy doctors#scummy nurses#corrupt doctors#corrupt nhs#the nhs is corrupt#dont save the nhs#fuck the nhs#no mental health support#refused treatment#refused help#refused mental health support#fucking cunts#i hate them all#no trust in the nhs#no trust in the service#no trust in the doctors#no trust in the nurses#fuck them all#they dont care about you#they dont care about us#they dont care for mentally ill people
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Had a fun moment of being told by friends (all with medical degrees) like it seems like I might have another neurological issue alongside my fibromyalgia.
However, trying to look into this not only resulted in my finding out that, because I changed GP, my fibromyalgia diagnosis is no longer valid, but also that they won’t re-diagnose me nor test me for this other thing, for some fucking reason.
Gotta love the NHS
#nhs#fuck the nhs#fibromyalgia#fibrowarrior#fibrolife#actually disabled#disability#disabled#spoonie#chronic illness#chronic pain
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controversial opinion: we shouldn't be in a society where reaching out to a doctor for help with mental health and/or queer-meds stuff leaves you crying from frustration
I don't think I have had a single positive interaction with my GP about a trans issue in the >2 years since I cracked
#trans#adhd#anxiety#depression#nhs#fuck the nhs#god i hate this country sometimes#seriously#2 fucking years for an adhd assessment#and now my gp won't even acknowledge anything relating to hrt#because it's outside of her remit#sorry#rant over#just so frustrated
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TIL : I can wait fucking years for an autism diagnosis on the NHS or I can get one quicker through the right to choose scheme but then my doctors will be skeptical of it and I won't be able to find support through the NHS related to autism
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Why can’t she just accept me? If she did, maybe others would.
So, tonight, my mum asked me if the girl I have been talking to knew I was a ‘lesbian’. I didn’t really give her a proper answer. Just said, that it didn’t matter.
Truth is, this girl, is the only person who calls me my name, Dylan. She’s the only person who refers me as He, Him, or His. She’s the only person who accepts me properly.
Yes some of my friends do know, but they don’t really use my name. Or use my pronouns He/Him/His. Maybe this is why I have become clingy with this girl, but she’s also become clingy to me.
She’s the first person to text me first, my other friends wait for me to message them. She’s the first person to buy me a friendship bracelet. She’s the first person to give me a nickname. She’s the first with everything.
I wished I could look at my mum and tell her ‘NO SHE KNOWS ME AS DYLAN, BECAUSE THAT IS WHO I AM! THAT IS WHO I ALWAYS BE, SO WHY DON’T YOU JUST EITHER ACCEPT ME OR GET OVER IT!’ But I didn’t. I got to scared.
I wish I could just run away from here. I wish I could go somewhere far away. But I can’t. Because everytime I think about it, I feel guilty! Guilty for leaving her in debt, guilty for leaving her without my money even though she moans about it when I spend any of it on myself.
Like, why can’t she just accept it? I’m 🚹 not 🚺. And I’m also ⚧. I have felt like this forever. This isn’t a fucking phase anymore. I’m being tortured by being in my own body.
She just won’t accept it because she thinks I’ll change my whole self. My personality, my likes and dislikes, I don’t know why??? It’s not like I’m going to change anything apart from my genitals!
I’m still going to be me. I’m still going to like serial killers, I’m still going to like conspiracy theories, I’ll still like the same bands as always!
Why don’t people understand that? I’m still me! I’m still going to be me! Just different gender.
What actually pissed me off is that she will accept EVERYONE BUT ME!!! She had a trans friend (but he changed his mind, my opinion he done it for attention), but yeah, accepted him. But she can’t accept me!!! Why not? I know I’m her kid, but still? Parents are suppose to love you no matter what.
She knew something was up with me all my life, she just can’t accept it herself. I know it would be difficult at first. I know she would misgender me a few times, call me by my old name (I don’t know if it is classed as a deadname if I’m still using it?) but I won’t mind, as long as I know she’s trying.
I wish she’d just come out and ask me or whatever. Even if she tells me to leave? I would go and I wouldn’t come back, only to get my stuff. I know she probably wouldn’t because I’m the one with the money, I’m the one that buys the shopping, the one that tops up the electric and gas. And honestly she’d feel ashamed because she knows I’d go to hospital still, and when they ask where my mum is, she knows I will tell them the truth. Especially the diabetes team! She will definitely feel ashamed.
She knows they’d be shocked at how a mother could disown their own child because of their gender. And causing them mental health issues and all sorts. And also chucking them out to fend for themselves with loads of serious illnesses. I wish I could tell them the truth. I wish I could greet them and say “hi! My names Dylan!” But I can’t.
I always wonder what they’d say and do? Would they be shocked? Would they be happy for me? Would they not want to know me anymore?
Just wish she’d accept me!!!
#my thoughts#spotify#mental health#my vents#vent account#chronic illness#im a loser#my life is a disaster#this life fucking sucks#aesthetic#depressed#fuck the nhs#suicidal#i wish i was dead#can’t do this anymore#ranting#goodbye#nhs aren’t heroes#nhs are fucking dead#nhs cunts#transphobic family#transphobic#transphobia#homophobic family#homophobia#family is scum#had enough of family#i hate my family#family sucks
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Wow! I just receive my medical record, it turns out I’m bipolar type 2 and I have unstable personality disorder, good that someone fucking decided to tell me 🔥😒 Thank you NHS
#mental health#bipolar depression#actually borderline#bipolar mania#bipolar 2#bpd#mental illness memes#lol fml#bipolar disorder#fuck the nhs#yes hello i am very mentally ill#mentally unstable#unstable personality disorder#update#fuck me i guess
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#adam kay#tigth#this is going to hurt#this is going to hurt book#how to be a bogus doctor#fuck the nhs
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My repeat prescriptions got fucked up somehow, so I can't order any of them through the NHS app. I contacted the help desk last week mentioning I was nearly out of several medications and they told me "a member of our service desk team will be in touch". That last contact was TWO days ago and I've heard nothing. If I order now, my medication will not get here in time.
Apparently they don't have a phone line or a real time chat, you can only email them and wait however long they decide to take to respond. I have three pills of mirtazapine left. Just another win from our glorious No Help Service ✨
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My appointment was cancelled due to nurses striking. Now that they have paused the strikes, they’ve basically cancelled it for no reason.
It just feels sus. Like they’ve done it on purpose. I don’t know if this is true, but just feels like something done on purpose.
I have no trust in the NHS. I can’t trust them, I never will again.
They fob me off constantly. Leave me to deal with everything on my own.
#mental health awareness#mental health#fake friends#no one likes me#no one wants me#all alone#blog#fake people#emo songs#songs#trust no one#trust no bitch#nhs scum#nhs strikes are pathetic#strike on your time not mine#fuck the nhs#doctors are scum#nurses are scum
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