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ladyrowrites · 2 months
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"EX-BOYFRIEND NANAMI PART 2"
Author's Note: Our flight was delayed yesterday so I was bored and decided to finish this request by @patpatspatz ❤️ Hope you enjoy this fluff 🤭
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Part 1
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who calmed down when he got the news that you are stable from Shoko. He was about to go to your room when Gojo spoke to him, “Heh. Nanamin! You better hurry, it looks like she has a visitor.” Then tapped his shoulders.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who got confused by Gojo’s comment because it was him who stayed by your side for 2 days now in the hospital – waiting for you to wake up. When he got to your room, a tall man that he doesn’t recognize was hovering over you and you were laughing with him. You look so happy – smiling from ear to ear. Is he your boyfriend? And when did you wake up? He was supposed to be the first one you see when you do. Nanami didn't even realize that his jaw was clenching and his fists were turning to a ball.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who fixed his glasses and turned away from your room. He better get back to work – stop wasting time, he thought. I guess he expected something from what you said to him before you passed out in his arms.
“Nanami-san, it’s always going to be you. I lo—”
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who’s trying to forget what you said last to him and how it made him feel. His thoughts were interrupted when you knocked on his office door. He was surprised you went to see him.
“Can I come in?” You awkwardly asked him, “Yeah, sure. What brings you here, Y/N? Also, how are you?” He was avoiding your gaze.
“Uh, yeah, I’m good, thanks to you..” You sweetly smiled at him, “I’m here because I wanted to thank you for saving me and I heard you were my guardian basically when I was in the hospital. Just wanted to say, I appreciate it and also I’m sorry… I’m so sorry for being stubborn. Should have listened to you.”
Nanami chuckled, “Yeah, you don't have a great record of following instructions.” You were surprised at his gesture because he ‘lovingly’ caressed your top of head like what he did when you were together – it means ‘don’t worry, I’ll always protect you’.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who was also taken aback by his gesture so he put his hands down immediately and now you were awkwardly staring at each other. He wanted to bring up the words you said to him that night but he was afraid that it was just adrenaline talking. You smiled at his response, “Yeah, don’t worry, next time we partnered up again, I’ll listen to you, captain.” you jokingly did the sergeant sign, “Anyway, I’m going back to Kyoto tonight. I’m really thankful for what you did. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be here.”
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami whose heart felt a pang when you said you’re leaving, “Don’t worry about it. I'm just glad you're safe.” You nodded at him and turned to leave. But Nanami, held your hand so you faced him, “Huh? Is there a problem?” A lot, he thought.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who cleared his throat and asked, “Uhm, are you going back to Kyoto for someone?” He was searching the answer from your eyes, “Uh, my students?” you really didn't understand what his question was.
“Ah, I see… I just thought that… Uhm, I saw someone visited you in the hospital and…” His ears were a bit red...You cackled in his face, oh my god, so that's what he wants to know, “Ahhhhhh! That was Ken, he used to be a Jujutsu sorcerer but left because it wasn't really for him, and also his type is the same as mine…” Nanami had ‘???’ plastered in his face, “Oh my gosh, Nanami-san! He also likes guys.. He’s gay….”
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who was now red on his face as well but was relieved with your answer, “Ohhh, I see. Uhm so are you seeing someone?”
“No.” Fuck, you answered too fast, “Uhm, what I meant was, uhm..”
“Do you remember what you said to me before you passed out?”
“Uh, I was hazy and losing so much blood… so no.”
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who memorized every fiber of your being and one of them was your facial expressions and he knew you were lying! He went closer to you while still holding your hand and now you’re back was on the wall, “Uhm, I said something??” You innocently responded.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who put his other hand on the wall – trapping you and whispered, “Stop lying, Y/N” You closed your eyes as you felt those words in your spine – holy shit! He still had this effect on you. You swallowed your thick saliva, “Uhm, K-Kento…” now your other hand was on his chest.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who’s heart started to race more when he heard his first name escape your lips and his mind went crazy when he felt your soft touch. He missed you so much – you have no idea. You were looking at each other so intensely that a knife can cut through it. He lowers his face closer to yours and you can feel his hot breath. Fuck, you keep swallowing your saliva.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who can't contain his feelings anymore and put his lips onto yours – he was grateful that you were returning his kiss. At first, it was slow and sensual that you can feel all your feelings coming back – not that it ever left anyway. Now, both of your hands are entangled on his neck and his was on your waist. He was kissing you so hungrily now like he was trying to make up for all the years he lost you.
Both of you were panting and broke the kiss for some air. You both laughed because the kiss made you two realize that nothing really changed between the two of you except your maturity and physical appearance.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who broke the silence, "There was never a day that I didn't think of you, Y/N. May I please take you out on a date?" While tucking your hair in your left ear.
"I thought you'd never ask, handsome. Also, you never left my mind too." And you kissed his cheeks.
Ex-Boyfriend Nanami who was no longer an 'ex' because he finally realized that he was miserable without you; he also realized that you were right all along - life is too short to be without love.
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writingouthere · 3 months
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Masterlist
Started: 1/16/24
Updated: 2/26/24
Works: 18
*marks smut
JJK
Sukuna x reader
friendswithbenefits!Sukuna x reader series(in plot order)
we're not even dating!
you go on a date with someone else*
singlemom!reader x neighbor!Sukuna series(in plot order)
the first meeting
aquarium date
pipe burst, new home?
pipe burst, new home?(reader POV)
Sukuna picks up your daughter from daycare
Sukuna finds a pair of your panties and is...normal about it*
You go apartment hunting and Sukuna is 'helpful'
Sukuna suffers from your sexual tension, his lowkey (highkey) baby fever and the drudgery of a child's birthday party
the finale: dramatic confessions and pinky swears*
Extra: Valentine's Day
singledad!Sukuna x neighbor!reader series(in plot order)
Gaslight. Gatekeep. Girlboss.
Sukuna and Yuuji gaslight you into a family day at the park
One-Shots
A one night stand with your best friend's brother leaves you pregnant.*
exboyfriend!Sukuna x reader*
Nanami x reader
Drabbles
Nanami is Your Best Friend But Wants More
One-Shots
Breeding Kink but Nanami Makes it Wholesome*
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dollfacerecs · 7 months
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— jeon ⋆ jung ⋆ kook
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jjk fic recommendation list by clover. 🍀 ↓
♡ = smut ; ♤ = angst ; ♧ = fluff ; ♕ = favorite
main list
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♢ mutual help ; ♡, ♤, ♧, ♕ || series — by @personasintro
⇝ fwb, fakedating, slowburn // lmao. if u know me u know this is one of my all time, if not all time fav fic. personasintro really outdid herself w this one. i love her so much she really inspired me to pick up writing again and im glad i did 😭😭 guys when i tell you nothing has ever slowburned the way mutual help has like guys. the messiness of it all THE DRAMA. the jealousy. the pining. the sex. literally the way she wrote jungkook is just too fucking good. what a dream to have a man like this in ur life. i can’t tell you how many times i reread certain chapters and just spend nights thinking abt certain moments like its popular for a reason guys. don’t let the amount of chapters scare you away from diving into this guys its sooofucking goodidndkdnskdn
♢ we weren’t just friends ; ♡, ♤ || series — by @jknoah
⇝ fwb, situationship // guys like.. trust me. jk so fuckin insufferable i need him rn. what a little shit. ughhh i love this. kisses to u noah ! <33
♢ once the thrill expires ; ♡, ♤, ♕ || one-shot — by @alphabetboyluvr
⇝ fwb, situationship // again… jungkook is a fucking asshole and he knows it. the way this author describes the details in this literally so fucking good guys like i need a whole series of this its just excellent 😭😭😭 reread this like 3 times soooo good
♢ about u ; ♤, ♡ || one-shot — by @ugh-yoongi
⇝ exboyfriend!jungkook, jealousy // idk whats up w jk being shitty in fics but i just can’t help it guys. its saur good. this one is so heartbreaking tho like they rlly just love each other man.
♢ soft ; ♡ || one-shot (part of a series) — by @hamsterclaw
⇝ cop!jungkook, mortuaryassistant!reader // jungkook is so fucking cute in this djfbcnf vomitboy <333 and the way he gets teased by the others bc of ur nickname for him dbfhf i also really like this reader
♢ bad decisions ; ♤, ♡, ♧ || series — by @alphabetboyluvr
⇝ bartender!jk, barista!reader // jk and yn are best friends who don’t act like best friends. clearly in love w each other. constant misunderstandings and annoying exes. i havent finished but im very much intrigued. this author is very poetic. very gewd. inspires me a lottt. like this a lot. just excellent.
♢ throttle ; ♡, ♤, ♧ || series — by @alphabetboyluvr
⇝ racer!jk, clerk!reader // jk is soooo damn shady (im not that far into the series yet but i had to recommend bc its already so damn good) and yoongi is the man of my dreams ummm but a bad boy will always prevail and jk in this saurrrr fucking hot i gasp for air
♢ pending…
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spliffymae · 1 year
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YOURS, MINE, & OURS.
synopsis : you thought you could get rid of em? oh honey…
⚠️ ⚠️ prior to reading, just know my main character will always be black (unapologetically, at that).
˚    ✫     ˚ .      ⋆. ·  + ˚  ☽
★ *   🛰   * jjk  🚀° ☽   🛸
toji
written off, exhusband!toji x blackfemreader | pt. 1 , pt. 2 , pt. 3 , pt. 4 , pt. 5
sukuna
cold, exhusband!sukuna x blackfemreader
geto
exboyfriend!geto headcanons
★ *   🛰   * bnha  🚀° ☽   🛸
dabi
touch me, exboyfriend!dabi x blackfemreader
★ *   🛰   * haikyuu  🚀° ☽   🛸
suna
let u decide, exboyfriend!suna x blackfemreader
+ MORE COMING SOON !
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vilsoo · 6 months
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Girl! first of all: love you and support you since the jjk birthday fic, you are a legend! 🫡 second of all, i'm so glad people are coming forth and that you're speaking out against her too 😭 honestly no fandom is safe and she has a habit of going after the biggest creators from each fandom (jjk = kazushawty or getoswhore) or (genshin impact = anantaru or munsonsins) LIKE GIRLY IS JEALOUS YALL💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 she should leave yall alone and make out with her made-up exboyfriend LIKE IMAGINE DOING THAT at your age 😭😭😭😭😭🫡🫡
thank you my beloved 🥹💐🫶🏽
it’s crazy that this has been ongoing since 2021, literally when i first started writing on tumblr during my poiseuns era, and she’s been exposed numerous times yet she’s still doing this shit .. 😀 AND THE MADE-UP EXBF IS SO ??£\€|*]*|[¥_•% bitches would go out their way to make it look like they have a “social life outside of tumblr” when rlly all ur doing is hiding behind anons to shit on other writers u have jealousy issues with! i dont know how twisted u have to be to have this kind of mentality but you need a social media cleanse. not even just that but a fucking exorcism as well
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planeteroticaaa · 1 month
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— THE LIST OF THINGS IN THE MAKING, TO BE MADE SOON, OR IS READY TO BE A STAR.
REMEMBER, DON’T EVEN TRY IT. THIS WAS MADE STRICTLY FOR READERS WHO WANT TO KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON! DON’T COPY OR TAKE “INSPIRATION” TO ANYTHING HERE!
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“MOTHER, I BRING YOU FRESH PREY.” ⬎
⭑. request
— needy bsf! satoru gojo
— choso drabble collection, football player choso
⭑. drabbles
— Y.D.L.R song inspired, exboyfriend! ran haitani x reader
— single father! toji x neighbor’s housewife! reader
— VACATION BIBLE SCHOOL song inspired, suguru geto x reader
— AFTER LAST NIGHT song inspirsed, toji fushiguro x reader
—ATTENTION song inspired, nanami kento x reader
⭑. oneshots
— DOUBLE TROUBLE, fratboy! gojo + fratboy! geto x reader
— PROFESSIONAL song inspired, bass player! onyankopon x popstar! reader
⭑. headcannons
— ME U & HENNESSY song inspired, jjk men x reader
— FEEL IT song inspirsed, jjk (or aot) men x bratty reader
⭑. multiple part writings
— sukuna series, paradise II.CARMEN
— gojo series, trilogy I.HIGH FOR THIS
— choso drabble collection (after requested one is done), gbsf yuki + choso x reader
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vminity21 · 4 years
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Hold Your Hand Again | jjk
Pairing: Student!Jungkook x Female!Reader, BestFriend!Jimin x Reader, ExBoyfriend!Namjoon x Reader, school!au
Genre: fluff/angst
Word Count: 2,369
Warning: none really, just angst revolving a past relationship, rating: pg
Summary: You are a busy bee, with a best friend, who gets your heart broken by an ex-boyfriend who happens to move on much quicker than you expected. Unbeknownst to you, someone who you happen to get partnered with, understands exactly what you’re going through, foreshadowing what will potentially be the most beautiful relationship you truly deserve.
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With squinted eyes you observe the batter, sucking in your lips, concentration reflecting off your expression while the audience watches in hushed murmurs. All eyes are on you- both teams in a tie- if this batter hits a home run, the team will leave with triumphant smiles, shouting in victory whilst you slump in defeat. Though the pressure of striking out the opposing team weighs heavy, you brush it off, shrugging your shoulders once before posing, swinging your arm rapidly before tossing the ball toward the umpire.
"Strike one!" is yelled, you roll your neck from side to side, a breath of relief escapes momentarily before you ready yourself for the next throw. Despite today's events, you can't escape the list of things you still need to do this evening. With a new choir song being introduced tomorrow as well as the dance competition next weekend, you have hardly caught a breath; yet, the busy life is all you can be grateful for. Especially with the way, things have been going with-
"Strike two!" The bat nearly blows the ball out of the park but by one split second, the opposite team member misses- your heart racing within you, you furrow your eyebrows, sweat beading along your forehead, the sun beaming down onto the field relentlessly making its presence known. This is it, you add mentally, This. Is. It.
With one fast swoop, the ball lands in the umpire's mitt, "STRIKE THREE!" When the audience rejoices with upraising 'hoots' and 'hollers', you, with a wide smile, bend forward, your hands resting on your knees, the adrenaline gradually leaving your frame. The team members crash into you, clinging onto you tightly- abruptly, you're raised into the air, rump landing on a strong shoulder, smiling down to reveal your ecstatic best friend, Park Jimin, pumping a free fist in the air. Eyes panning the audience, you search for the one person you hoped kept their word. When your smile falls, thankfully nobody notices, your heart shatters, eyelids brim with warm tears. Jimin sets you down, you trying to get lost in the elation encircling you without exposing one ounce of pain.
If Namjoon thinks he is redeeming himself, he really thought wrong.
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Black and white pictures align your bedroom walls; pictures that hold the memories of your friends and family, adventures you've been on, even random pictures of dance routines you've been a part of, or solos given to you in chorus class. Though Spongebob plays in the background to prevent complete silence, you wipe away at the tears threatening to spill onto your desk, refusing to make eye contact with yourself in the mirror. Namjoon's called twice since you've been home, and you have already reviewed through the musical notes, though your brain can hardly concentrate on anything but your now ex-boyfriend.
When the loud vibration of your phone sounds again, you sniffle, raising your head just enough to see who is calling. "Jimin," you murmur. Grabbing your phone in one swift movement, you answer trying to suppress the thickness in your voice from the crying,
"Alright," Jimin echoes through the phone line, "What's wrong?" Jimin is the Patrick to your Spongebob, the two of you have been best friends since elementary school- the brother you've never had, but always wanted.
"Excuse me, Mister Intuitive," you let out a breathy laugh, wincing at the loud sniffle that sounds in order to clear your nostrils. "Let's get straight to the point, huh?"
"[Y/N], if he hurt you, I'm going to-"
"Chim," you interrupt, slamming your eyes shut from the pain overriding your countenance, "I don't want to talk about it,"
"[Y/N], seriously, you can't keep things bottled up so much, it's unhealthy,"
"I get it, Chim, but right now's just-"
"Not the right time," silence floods the line, you hear Jimin's muffled sigh of frustration, "I just want you to be okay. He's hurt you way too much, and you just keep letting him." You pinch the bridge of your nose, shoulders trembling from fighting the sobs you manage to repress all too well.
"Chim," but that's when your voice breaks, Jimin's heart nearly falls to his feet.
"I'm coming over," is all he says. Showing up at your door within twenty minutes, Jimin envelops you in a tight hug, you burying your face into his shoulder, "I don't know about you, but I'm in the mood for some-"
"SpumBom?" Your muffled voice causes a wide smile to spread on Jimin's face.
"Yes, yes that's exactly it, SpumBom and Packwit," when he follows you to the living room, he settles beside you on the couch, "By the way have you practiced any of the choreography for next week?"
"Uh," you draw out, "Kinda,"
Jimin's eyes widen, "You know this is like, a mid-term grade right,"
"I know, I know," you swat your hand at him, "I just- I've been busy,"
"I'm aware," Jimin narrows his eyes, observing the way you avoid his gaze, "And tomorrow Mr. Kim is assigning us partners for the spring concert. Same with Mr. Jung. If I were you, I'd start stepping."
You, exasperated, bury your face in your hands, "Why can't you let me slack for five seconds,"
"Because that's not the [Y/N] I know and love," Jimin's teasing glare lifts your spirits, nudging his shoulder with yours.
"Love you, too you brute."
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The morning comes fast, you rushing to class close to breathless, hair swaying behind you until your steps come to a halt. Setting your bag at the back of the classroom, you swivel around, hearing Mr. Kim Seokjin announce that the partner assignments are listed on the whiteboard. The vibrant pink paper is taped high enough for everyone to see it, though you with crossed arms stand before it, eyes searching until you find your name.
"Jeon Jungkook," you whisper, tilting your head in surprise. Jungkook is the most well-known singer and dancer of the entire school, Jimin being right behind him hence why you and Jimin tend to practice together though with everything that's been going on with Namjoon has ceased that for the time being, you can't help but curiously scan the classroom your eyes finding the slim figure of Jungkook; his hands in the pockets of black slacks, dawning a light brown shirt that sits loosely along his torso, gold earrings decorate his ear lobes, green strands blend into his dark hair covering his forehead as he searches along the list of names. You're staring, not noticing how long you've remained standing there, letting the wonder of him captivate you in a way you don't understand. As if he feels your gaze, his eyes catch yours, timorously bowing in your direction, your cheeks flushing with the chagrin clouding your features.
"Alright, class! As soon as you find your partner, please take a seat so we can begin."
Gulping, you follow the teacher's directions, shoulders tensing when Jungkook relaxes into the seat beside you. Timidly, he peeks over at you, "Hello, I'm Jungkook," he offers his hand formally, you return it much quicker than you anticipate.
"And, I'm [Y/N]," you take note of the way his thin lips fall into a kind grin, small dimples forming on his cheeks, shy, brown eyes bore into yours, even the sharpness of his jawline...
You look away the moment a student slaps the new music sheet onto your lap. Realizing it's Jimin, you playfully glare at him- Jimin chuckling to himself until all the music sheets have been handed to the other pupils. When he settles in his seat, you notice Jimin has been partnered with your acquaintance LenLen- someone he's had a crush on since the beginning of time prompting you to sneak him a text with emojis indicating that you're aware of his current partnership. Of course, when Jimin sends you the 'eye roll', you stifle the giggles wanting to erupt.
The second class ends, you rush to your bag, slinging it behind your shoulder, immediately heading in the direction of your next class. What you see nearly knocks you off your feet, heart tearing in half as your pained gaze is fixated on Namjoon who is cornering a snickering girl, her hands wrapped around his wrists as he leans in for a sloppy kiss.
"What?" The figures in the distance blur, you blink, but a tear pangs your cheek, the world pausing around you to the point you hardly notice the soft fingers interlacing with yours. Swallowing, you break eye contact with the devastating scene ahead, looking toward your shoes to notice the hand holding yours. With furrowed eyebrows, your eyes trail to see the mesmerizing orbs of Jeon Jungkook, his parted lips remain, but his eyes read something along the lines of, 'Follow my lead.' You typically don't play along with scenarios like this, but at this moment, you don't care.
Squeezing his hand, he nods once after your approval, stepping ahead of you, you follow suit. Jungkook glances at you once both of you near the interlocked couple, you keep his stare refusing to look away. Jungkook's thumb runs along the back of your hand collecting stares from the hallway audience- two pairs of the eyes belonging to Namjoon and his new attraction. If tension really is a thing, you know it now, especially with the girl glaring daggers into the back of your skull; Namjoon's Adam's apple bobs at the clench of his jaw.
When you make it to your next class, Jungkook fully faces you, nerves jittering within his tummy mirroring your quivering arms. "Don't move," he whispers, leaning forward, planting a sweet kiss upon your cheek. The sensation of it lingers, you want to touch the delicate spot, but refrain. Your mouth ajar from the shock overwhelming your expression. "I'll see you in dance class." He nods, you robotically turning on a heel to find your desk, your conscious filling with swarming questions, the main one being: 'What. Just happened?'
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Stretching is always how dance class begins, you lean forward until your fingertips brush the tip of your shoe. Thankfully, dance is your last class of the day, and you make it early enough, finding some sense of peace before students start filing in. Mr. Jung Hoseok must have run to grab some lunch since he isn't sitting at his desk, and as you continue maneuvering your body around with different stretches, someone flops beside you.
At first, you think it's Jimin, "Well, well, well, if it isn't Pinhead Larry," you bellow, turning to face with utter horror that Jungkook is staring at you blankly. The blood drains from your face and you open your mouth and shut it multiple times with no words forming. That's when a sly smirk grows onto his lips,
"And if I'm not mistaken, you must be Dirty Dan."
"You-" You stutter, "You watch Spongebob?"
He chuckles finding your look of astonishment quite cute, "Every day," he beams. The two of you return to stretching, your mind racing, but there is one question you can't seem to shake off, especially with what happened earlier today; the feel of his lips on your skin still felt even after hours since it was placed. Slanting your head, you muster enough courage to ask,
"Why-" You stammer, "How- how did you know?"
A look of recognition shows within his eyes when he glimpses at you, swallowing at the lump in his throat, sadness seems evident just from the way his lips purse; but the moment ends way too soon, for people start making their way into the classroom, you moving to stand to your feet, Mr. Jung announcing class is about to begin.
When class ends, you're grateful, the exercise is nice, especially when it relieves the majority of the stress threatening to haunt you. With a quick swig from a water fountain in the hallway, you run a sweaty palm through your hair, briefly checking your phone to see Jimin texted you to remind you to practice the choreography which causes you to chortle at his persistence.
"So," a voice sounds, you whirling to see Jungkook making his way to you, "I believe you asked a question I may or may not have the answer to."
"Answer while you walk me to my car?" You're shocked with how quick-witted you became in that moment; especially with that being something you would typically only reiterate to Jimin. Jungkook doesn't hesitate- backpack hanging off his shoulders, tendrils in slight disarray from dancing, he walks you to your car, both of you facing each other once you reach it.
"So how did you know?" You repeat the question, folding your arms across your chest to bring some form of comfort. Jungkook's tongue pokes at his cheek, him avoiding eye contact at first, "She's, um," his hands cuddle into his pockets, his shoulders tensing, "She's my ex-girlfriend." The girl your ex was with.
Of course, you're shocked when you hear his words as sympathy gathers within you, relating to him on a spiritual level. The only thing you can't seem to get past is how you had no idea Jungkook was dating anyone before. Maybe it's because he's mostly quiet- keeps to himself a lot- hence why you never truly noticed him until today.
"I'm- I'm so sorry," you whisper, hugging yourself tighter. Jungkook shrugs, looking ahead, his eyes trailing the multitude of cars in the parking lot. "I had no idea."
"It's not your fault," he meets your eyes, the genuine shine of them reaching to the depths of your soul that have needed to be healed for some time. "Besides, they had it coming. And," his voice softens, "I wouldn't mind holding your hand again."
Your eyes widen, his words making the pace of your heart quicken before you can think to reply. Namjoon never said words so sweet, wishing you would have paid attention to the red flags before you discovered his infidelity. Regardless, new hope arises, one you don't voice, but instead, reaching your hand forward, Jungkook gently taking it, bringing the back of your hand to his lips, leaving yet another small peck to burn into your memory forever.
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inkedtae · 4 years
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star dusted skies ⇾ jjk. [A]
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𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 ⇾ exboyfriend!jungkook x reader (f.)
𝑔𝑒𝓃𝓇𝑒 ⇾ f2l gone wrong, lost relationship, angst
𝓈𝓊𝓂𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓎 ⇾ you wanted to believe the stars only shine for you. now you realize, they were made for him.
𝓌𝑜𝓇𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓃𝓉 ⇾ 500
𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 ⇾ just some angsty times 
𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓇'𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝑒 ⇾ felt depressed so i wrote something to reflect it. extremely unedited. please do not leave hate towards me or any other readers. please do not copy, repost, or translate any of my work without my permission. if you have any requests, please send them my way. enjoy!
⤑ le playlist
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Things become different when life doesn’t feel like it’s conspiring with death. It was a change of heart you’d only ever experienced once. The memory was distant and most likely foreign, but, some days, it was all you had left.
Holding on to what wass there was easier than accepting what was here. There resided lots to believe in. And here, the only word for belief was death, because you had to be dead to believe in something.
You were brought back to life once, only to die all over again.
The night sky was a swirl of lilac, navy and peach clouds. The constellations only just peeked through, winking and twilking as they bragged about their place in the world. You remember wishing you had the same luxury of belongingness.
“You’re so slow,” Jungkook grumbled over his shoulder with an unholy smirk.
You shoved him, but quickened your pace to match his. “Shut up.”
He chuckled as you finally reached the edge of the ship together. You rested your hands on the railing, letting the salty scent of the pinkish lavender sea claim your senses. It always made you sick, but it was better than the twisting, turning nerves that fought in your gut when you indulged in him instead.
You tugged on your extremely oversized red jacket, wrapping it tightly around your frame. You felt his eyes on you, and  knew better than to look over. Yet, still, you did. 
The twisting, turning of nerves, that you always mistook for love, returned. His soft eyes, an unnatural bright brown, swam with regret and pity. You swallowed thickly, redirecting your attention to his lips that were constantly in a permanent pout. To have one more kiss was a twisted desire you still craved. 
“I’m sorry,” he mumbled. 
You tore yourself away from him and back to the depressingly beautiful ocean. You knew he meant those words, but you didn’t need them. You remembered those lost moments where he used to practically beg you to let him love you. You guessed that’s what happened when obsession was mistaken for love.
“I truly wanted,” he started with a tired sigh, “I want to believe that the stars shined for me. Now, I realize, they were made for you.”
He always spoke in riddles. It was part of his charm. It was only now that you realized how much you hated it. 
Before you can reply, the ship reached the Busan pier and he left your side, muttering yet another apology you were just expected to accept. 
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