#everything is where it should be now
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url change
achillesbuck -> swiftiediaz
(bc i missed my old url and it was high time to come back to it <3)
tagging some mutuals:
@cowboy-buddie @monsterrae1 @buddierights @buddiefication @fatedbuddie @alyxmastershipper @the-likesofus @comaboybuck @prettyboybuckley @elvensorceress @rogerzsteven @buck2eddie @loveyourownsmiilee @bekkachaos @swiftiebuckleys @bigfootsmom @sunshineravi @lesbianmaygrant @maygrantgf @honestlydarkprincess @enbyeddiediaz @wh0re-behavi0r @piningeddie @spotsandsocks @yelenascowboys @messyhairdiaz @diazpatcher @diazmp3 @jjudaslips @buddiearemydads @gayedmundodiaz @cosmicbuck @tsunamibuckley @softestark @lovebuck @bvcksmiller @hippolotamus @shortsighted-owl @jobairdxx
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Tell me when the party ends
Will you still love who I am?
#fob#fall out boy#so much (for) stardust#fob art#so much for stardust#heaven iowa#sooo this is where i ramble for a bit right uummhh#yeah this one is more of a low effort attempt we're not talking about it#i really meant to upload more of these more often but life hasnt been kind to me latley........to put it lightly..............#it feels good to make something at least...... i really thougth i didnt have it in me mmmm#i did notice halfway trought this that everything about this song screams nightime but fuck it we ball i guess#well its 3am and i really should be asleep so ill be going now mwah
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Samurai Aren from the old mobile game. Top left Is supposed to be Toritsuka, but he didn't turn out so well lol.
#saiki#saiki fanart#saiki k#斉木楠雄のψ難#saiki no psi nan#fanart#saiki kusuo no psi nan#saiki kusuo#tdlosk#saiki kusuo no ψ nan#aren kuboyasu#kuboyasu aren#hairo kineshi#digital art#My glorious king... Where do I even begin? Well.. I guess I should start now.. he’s my.. heh.. it feels weird saying this.. my everything..
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What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?
#fe warriors three hopes#mercedes von martritz#miklan anschutz gautier#we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it#i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way#so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault)#did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him#no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF#no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how#he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes#who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ?#like that npc stuck with me a while ok#just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now#i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo
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loyalty
#bashing my skull thru the floor#its so fun how both of these two would do ANYTHING for malleus and are loyal to their core but like. it manifests differently#like okay. the school vignette where its sebek doing Everything for malleus and silver is more hands-off. the one where he sees jamil w kali#m and is like 'okay yea my way is better' like. that mentally difference translated into the Everything of them is so INCHRESTING#sebek is much more the type to have blinders on and to immediately jump in to what malleus is saying. silver is more levelheaded abt shit#like hes more likely to hesitate if something is off yknow? im gaahhahh im trying to beam my thoughts into ur head. gesturing vaguely at the#the picture describes itself u dont need me to write my little novels here (i will anyways)#mwah mwah if u read this far welcome to my favorite person club <3 <3 an ELITE group u should feel honored#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#<3#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#i need the OB NOW#suntails#oh yea also more silver head chopping#dont think i forgot
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rly rough sketchies…..ft impa
#oot#ocarina of time#impa#ganondorf#sheik#undercover sheik au#tagging au bc why not.#i need. impa ganondorf enemies content injected into my veins. Now#theyre both waiting to meet with the king or something. unfortunately at the same time#i literally dont even think theyd look at each other like it’s just static where the other should be when they’re in the same room#like impa to ganondorf is the personification of every greatest horror he’s ever known#and ganondorf to impa is the personification of everything she is divinely dispatched to prevent#like both of you are the perfect representations of each other’s failures to protect the single most important things you exist to protect#etc.#and in the second pic impa and sheik are relaxing with tea
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Picked up the game again to finally dip my toes into the recent dlc. And i forget how much of a cluster fuck my 1st savefile is. Not that it's in a bad state, but it's just too much happening, too much everywhere. And i got nowhere to put new stuff. And it made me very stressed and angy.
Also pls..... the Bars....
#cult of the lamb#cotl shamura#my art#quick doodles#cobaltsona#this was my reaction upon returning and being overwhelmed immediately#until i realized i should maybe just start a new file finally..#instead of removing everything for a clean slate (......again)#but boy was i tempted...#what i would not give for them to give us an update to let us expand our area for more space#so shit doesn't feel like it's gotta all be on top of each other#like idk where to put all the new structures and i feel like i gotta rearrange everything now#which is... very tedious to do in this game.....#also just... please less bars =__= it's so many#i want to clear all the bars but the followers are too powerful Dx
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everything is super uncertain and scary right now, so i'm trying very hard to not think about the future and just focus on the things that i want to happen. the concrete things.
i want to be in a space of my own that's clean and safe where i am surrounded by objects that are beautiful or meaningful to me. i want to be in a body that feels natural, a body that i can love instead of tolerate. i want my friends to be a short train or a bus ride away. i want to make art and write stories. i want to go on long walks in the summer and look at the animals and flowers. i want to sleep in a tent by the river. i want to make good food for myself and for the people i care about. i want to have a job i don't hate that pays me enough - not lots, just enough - that i can afford to be independent without constantly panicking over money. i want to feel at peace with where i am instead of agonising over where i'm not.
all of these things are achievable. maybe not all at the same time, maybe i can just have a couple of them, but they are achievable. i will not always feel this way. i will not always be trapped like i am now.
#i got crushingly sad the other day because i went for a walk in the park#and all the cherry blossom was out and the flowers were blooming everywhere and there were birds and it was beautiful#and i knew i should be enjoying it but all i felt was this desperate debilitating panic#about the fact that it was winter and is now spring and time is passing and my life has not changed from where it was a year ago#i thought of this and i nearly wept at how much i am wasting my life#i'm trying so hard to just savour things as they come to me instead of wishing everything was different#but it's difficult... it's so difficult#i just want to feel free
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tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything
#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism.#sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art...#i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this.#but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again.#its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years.#im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again...#but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it.#anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human.#i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable#but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start#ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍
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Just saw some Free Palestine supporters on the road to my parents’ house and was about to wave at them but then I saw a couple of them holding signs making disgusting antisemitic jokes about Passover. Guys seriously how fucking difficult is it to just. Not do that 😭 You’re really not giving Palestine extra help by making horrible comments and jokes about Jews ffs can you not just promote support for Palestine without bringing hatred for entire minority demographics into it DURING THE TIME OF A RELIGIOUS HOLIDAY. It is remarkably easy to criticise Israel without antisemitism and if you can’t do that then maybe you should stay out of the movement because you’re causing much more harm than good
#It was in such a small town as well where I doubt anyone has ever even met a Jewish person#Like in the city I’d expect some of that cos there’s more people but a tiny Northern town? That’s scary#Makes me so sad when bigots highjack what should be a compassionate movement#I know it must be so scary to be Jewish or Muslim right now and it stresses me out just thinking about it#Like it’s scary being Jewish or Muslim any day of the year but especially with everything going on lately#I’m sad. People make me sad#When will the hatred and violence ever stop fr#Ugh my day’s ruined now someone send me something funny pls#personal#vent#rant#antisemitism#free palestine#free gaza#i/p#protest
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Saw your Mishanks bodyswap art! Very cute and fun! (Mihawk with a genuine smile on his face so so fun)
I imagine Shanks whould have trouble fighting in Mihawk's body at first since it's been years since he's had two arms
yes absolutely, i imagine that too! conversely, i think mihawk would have a little bit of trouble adjusting his balance and reach with a body missing one arm, as well. it's interesting to think about how they both would be forced to change their fighting style, and whether or not they would exchange swords.
mihawk's been seen using yoru with just one hand so he could probably pull it off with shanks's body. also interesting to think about shanks tripping up on having two arms until he naturally slips into his old fighting style again--or would he? because there's also the question of muscle memory, right? would mihawk's body automatically do things that shanks isn't predisposed to doing, and vice versa?
the other thing i find intriguing about body swapping in one piece is the question of whether or not your haki powers would switch as well. they say haki is spiritual presence, so presumably your haki switches if your spirits switch, but if it's the kind of spirit that's tethered to the presence of the body? then consider mihawk having the strongest conqueror's haki out on the blues, or shanks being able to use observation haki at mihawk's level, practically being able to predict the future--or mihawk, able to counter with shanks's haki-kill technique. food for thought!
#rei replies#one piece#mishanks body swap au#mishanks#akataka#dracule mihawk#shanks#akagami no shanks#red haired shanks#re: the genuine smiling#i also like to think shanks in mihawk's body would have this moment where he realizes his cheeks ache from all the smiling he's doing lol#bc mihawk's facial muscles arent used to doing it#and when they switch back shanks teases mihawk about it ('you exercise so many of your muscles hawky but your cheeks? they're weak!')#and he manages to get a smile out of mihawk that's mihawk's version of a genuine smile and it's softer and less wide but it's honest#and oh shanks is soooooo in love with him hahaha#BY THE WAY ALSO I JUST THOUGHT OF THIS OMG but in this body-swapped au mihawk-as-shanks would 100% shave for shanks#like hell is he gonna let shanks grow *stubble* on *his* face. dracule mihawk with STUBBLE? banish the thought!!!!!!#but shanks doesnt do it up to his standards so there's totally a scene where mihawk and shanks are body swapped in the bathroom#and mihawk is standing too close and shaving his lil pointy sideburns and mustache onto shanks's face#and shanks is having a crisis because that's his own face breathing too close and waaaay to intimately but that look of concentration#is ALL mihawk. shanks can practically his eyes--so familiar from the mirror and wrinkled with laugh lines--glow yellow with how#much mihawk looks like himself right now even in shanks's body.#it's all very strange. shanks has been attracted to mihawk for a long time but it's just blatantly unfair that the first time in YEARS#theyre this close again and it's shanks's own body that he has to look at. on the upside he supposes all he needs to do to ogle#mihawk is to look down. pros and cons pros and cons.#(mihawk isnt having a crisis. mihawk is annoyed that hia beard is easier to do in first person it is to do in the third person.#surely not having to do it reflected in a mirror should be easier and yet for some reason everything feels off! ugh.)#i digress
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EEPY
#eepy eepy kitten....#she's all tucked in and curled up <3#LOOK AT HER!!! GAZE UPON HER PINK NOSE AND BEANS!#she's my little buddy <3#i wish i could get her leash trained i would Love to go on walks with her#she'd be unbearable! unmanageable!#absolutely unprompted#photos from the bog#alright now that thats out of the way guess what im fuming about today!#ha! you thought this was a cute kitten post! WRONG! eldritch blast!#yeah so fuck youtube all my homies hate youtube#WYM IT SENSES ADBLOCKER AND LITERALLY STOPS YOU FROM WATCHING VIDEOS#that should be illegal!#begging and praying that someone Talented at making site extensions makes one that gets around youtube's stupid fucking adblock sensor#I WOULD LIKE TO WATCH MY SILLY VIDEOS IN PEACE THANKS#this world sickens me. ads everywhere. everything monetized. sell your hobbies. what if we all exploded huh#WHERE IS THE FREEDOM FROM LATE-STAGE CAPITALISM? WHEN DOES THE MADNESS END#ads make me want to rip out someone's throat with my teeth#i dont mind the taste of blood let me commit violence
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i feel u on 1920s hate. when everyone is like ‘finally women are free of ~restrictive~ corsets’ and its like . first of all. didnt need to be. second. how do u think the curvier women were achieving the 1920s silhouette. quickly.
Exactly. I mean, yeah, it’s not their fault at all that people were saying things like that, or that it’s reached a fever pitch in recent years. Great material gains WERE being made for women, and I’m absolutely not discounting that. But much in the way that people tend to throughout history, though, they firmly believed that everything they were doing was the best and most progressive that it had ever been. And that idea has been hugely amplified in later years
I think it also has a lot to do with the fact that the 1920s were, in many ways, the beginning of a world that looks familiar to us now. Widespread film technology, continued rise of electricity, clothing-ways that seem familiar to us today in contrast to what came before (for example the advent of bras and panties, although people tend to forget there was usually also a girdle involved),  Air travel, cars becoming more popular, etc. because it seems less foreign, we accept all too readily the idea that it was better in all respects than everything earlier
(And ignore all the ways in which it would still have been foreign. Like… The 1920s were not actually the Proto – 2020s, guys. It owed for more to its immediate predecessors re: era mentality and technology and even fashion than some people would like to admit)
I don’t actually hate the 1920s – that would be pointless and reductive, since it’s an entire decade that happened over countless countries, demographics, cultural groups, etc. I think I’m with you, though, in hating the way it’s been put up on a pedestal as the perfect progressive era that was unilaterally better for women in particular
(Also, I read a book from the 1951 about the history of undergarments, and this mindset is in FULL force even three decades later.The guy finds ways to inaccurately rag on the Victorians even in chapters that aren’t about that time period, and concludes with a stirring statement that they are now living in the perfect time for underwear and that everything is so much better and more progressive than it ever has been in the past. The fact that this man- Cecil Willett Cunnington -was considered one of the highest authorities on dress history for a long time probably explains the current state of the discipline, In terms of “you can say basically whatever you want and people will believe you”)
#ask#anon#history#dress history#fashion history#hairdressers rejoiced when the ball came in because women now had to spend way more time and money at their salons#*the bob#and the 1920s saw the birth of the term diet as a verb#which is not to say that it was unilateral leave a toxic or worst time in terms of fashion than what came before!#just said it wasn’t some ideal time period When everything got better#any study of how the 1920s were an amazing era in which everything improved forever#and the prior eras horrible in every conceivable way#should also include newspaper articles where elderly Victorians basically say ‘wtf that’s not what it was like’
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NICCORI CORI CORI CORI CORIANDER
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#that trend where you draw wxs in your clothes except i only did emu and they no longer look like my clothes bc i put a gradient map on it#its fine ill draw them all together once i find something in my drawers horrendous enough for rui to wear#I hate csp and their stupid company but i missed drawing in it#it helps thr i have an analog tsblet so unlike procreate im not zooming right in on everything and losing my mind#so i draw a lot more fast and it's always more loose and fluid but i dont have a good workflow since its been such a long time#so for now... am stuck in the procreate mines for anything that i want to look nice#The bug master chart is making me so sick btw i do worse every time i play it. help.#im currently in a saw trap where if i dont draw and post an emu at ungodly hours of the night st least once a week i explode#its awesome#WHYS IT SO BLURRY UNLESS YOU CLICK IT. SHOULD I DIE? i lied idgaf goodnight#my wrists HURT WAAAAH WAAH WAAH. BOOHOO. THE AMULETS CURSE BEFALLS ME
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I went back to watch the moment about Bad bringing up purgatory and really it’s just that everyone is confused and Bad needs to explicitly say if he is canonically on or off the island without some weird loop hole that gives him both lores on the both islands for one character to know.
Now the mini events aren’t always like a lore canon thing but the eggs are in lore majority of the time. This is cause the eggs are lore/rp characters the same way Cucurucho is and the only way they aren’t is when they explicitly say it or the cc says that the info they’re saying is out of rp.
But this is what happened -
Bad brought up first that he saw Tubbo that day to sunny who had been with Fit the entire day. Then Richarylson questioned him saying “Aren’t you meant to not be spiritually projecting rn” and he said “I don’t know what you’re talking about” which is just as confusing as what Richas said to him.
Then the others asked a general question just saying how was it and if he was winning not anything about any of the lore aspects. He then later brought up the quesadilla lore stuff with Phil despite it not really being the time or place, as well as him not supposedly being there to the other characters (specifically Fit and Phil think he’s kidnapped because he hasn’t clarified and they honestly act like they can’t be bothered asking anymore about it which not gonna blame them on) who all think that he is kidnapped because Bad has evaded the question and not given them an explicit answer.
So the eggs, current quesadilla islanders and the viewers are very confused.
Cause none of it make sense and Bad’s “1/3 is in purgatory”(which is the spiritually projecting thing richas is eluding to) is a struggle rp wise too because how is he meant to participate in lore or rp when he’s giving so many mixed signals if he is or isn’t canonically on the island.
Like he’s telling the eggs about their parents when they’re always meant to be in lore, then telling the other islanders that he’s on vacation which implies he’s not doing lore. So then it looks like meta gaming (because the eggs are just being told info randomly without knowing they’re getting told ie like a twitch chat that a streamer reads except eggs can’t really ignore it) from the pov of someone who has no clue if it’s in rp or not especially when it’s told to the eggs who are in rp 24/7. But then even the eggs don’t know if he’s actually there or not so they have to come up with a rp opinion about it and now think he’s lying about their parents because they aren’t meant to know about it really.
Along with this how come he can only just now separate himself in parts like this(yes things are secret but that raises the question how come he didn’t preemptively do this in purgatory 1), how is he getting the info back and forward from each “part” of him, how is it even a different part/version of him if he’s still in the same dimension(cause travelling back and forward from the island defeats the whole purpose of purgatory 1 and he isn’t a slime so how would he be able to make a clones/another version) and then why is he even telling the kids that information when they are separated from their parents which is just going to make them sad(but it is giving the eggs a rp struggle because not all of them are going to know if they are meant to know that info or not).
But really the real question is why does bad have to be involved in both lores and knowing everything. It’s not as if the others are going to keep everything from him and not tell him. Like when has anyone not ever told people about lore that affects everyone, he will be told everything all he has to do is ask. By the time he’s back the photo if the eyed workers will probably still be up as well all he has to do is ask them about it and they’ll give him an answer.
#like bad is the only one everyone is struggling with now bc he’s bring back p2 lore to quesadilla and then apparently bads in lore 85% of -#the time and he’s not actively clarifying if it is or isn’t lore now#so no one knows where tf he’s meant to be even the bloody eggs who should know everything#as well the only one we really know isn’t kidnapped is bagi but idk if thats changed#then we have pac tubbo and etoiles who havent really logged in but when etoiles has he is always talking in meta which is clear bc you know-#when he’s in lore mode and bc the topics he’s talking about are so meta and never involved the quesadilla lore#qsmp neg#bbh neg#qsmp discourse#<- tags for those who need#also the excuse he’s addicted to smp is stupid and concerning if he’s addicted then he need to take a break#bc that’s turning weirdly parasocial on his part#like yeah its his friends but then what about when no one is on or when the server is over like he needs to take healthy breaks from the smp
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Well that’s the Clone Soldiers confirmed. Absolutely wild that we technically saw a bunch of clones in Chapter 1 and just didn’t have the context to know who they were yet. We saw the Sakura clones with Evil Wolverine and now we know the army is made of clones as well.
But WHO are they clones of?
I suppose they could just be Miscellaneous people, but I kind of hope that they’d be failed Syaoran clones, just for the parallels of it all. Or maybe they just spare souls that he had no use for and so sloppily shoved them into -
OH
OH WAIT.
When he says “Souls that I gathered” does he mean in xxxHolic?
When he was harvesting souls from random people?
IS THIS WHAT THEY WERE FOR? DID HE JUST TURN THEM INTO RANDOM BATTLE PAWNS?
If that’s it then, wow, what a weird set up and pay off.
Wait, no, I’m a bit ahead of myself. He also says they’re failures. So he harvested people’s souls and once they FAILED he turned them into this instead.
Which is recycling! Very environmentally friendly of him.
Does this mean when he makes a clone he uses other people’s souls as, like, the base-material? Is he taking random peoples souls and trying to use them to clone Sakura, and then when they mostly fail he reuses them in other roles (like this) instead?
I might just be thinking aloud here but do we think the Failed Sakura Clones he keeps lounging around his base are Also the soldiers? Are these all Sakura clones, perhaps? Or did he fail to clone Syaoran a bunch of times as well? Or do they become formless and identity-less when he reshapes them for soldier duty?
#I might be a bit caught up in the details of all this#But OH KYLE RONDART I HAVE YOUR NUMBER NOW#Kurogane is right though Evil Wolverine should shut up again#Everything is better when he's not trying to speak at us#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Tsubasa#Vol 206#Evil Wolverine#Kurogane#Fai#And The Many Question Mark Clones#Where did they come from where did they go#And where does he keep them in the meantime#Does he have to make a lot of these costumes#Or do the clones come in their own premade outfit#I suppose Watanuki spawned in clothes#Can Evil Wolverine choose the outfit??#Finally the real questions
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