You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

can I have a Welt Yang from Honkai Star Rail? he's my grandpa and I love him.

I firmly agree with "he's my grandpa and I love him". He's also the reason I even started to play HSR! (bonus Himeko)

perhaps inigo (fe13) for the character drawings?

because it is still criminal that Inigo was denied default pink hair! take two versions o7

How would your FEH Summoner/Kiran look like if you could customize it?

This was the funniest thing to receive bc I used to draw my Summoner before customization came out (and before Mark was a baby unit) and it's literally just the base Kiran with bangs that are my hair color. Never drew me with eyes and I honestly grew too fond of the gremlin so uhhhh no notes, no changes needed, this would be my Summonersona.

Felix, once again, is me.

I normally don't repost my art like this but since most of these are just posted as one picture I also don't wanna reblog a lot of posts. So! Please look at my Dream Wardens. I love them so much.

For the outfit meme thing btw, I would like to point out they don't really need sleep and they exist to work so no need for fun outfits. HOWEVER! Marcus and Colette's ties are the other's eye colors. Sil and Luce have gray ties because Luce was more recent (still a hundred years of partnership) so it's pretty much "you're being scored to make sure you can keep the job" and they eventually would get ties to match the other's eyes color.

The basic premise is! They live in a realm filled with dreams which they have to keep watch over to make sure don't escape. Whether dreams or nightmares, they must be contained. So it's kind of like a prison - each person has a cell that contains their dreams. There are.... a lot of wardens. But each "floor" has eight wardens and it's a circle where the wardens work in pairs. So Marcus and Colette are the focused pair and then they make rounds, they'll end the shift in a rest area where they either hang out with Luce and Sil or Sophia and Ruby. Those are the four they interact with while those four have another duo that they meet on their rounds.

The wardens cannot die. Literally impossble. They can get injured but it heals really quickly. So while Marcus would prefer to not be impaled (again) it wouldn't actually kill him. He'd just be sore.

They also just do not age. So they're centuries old. That said, for a while Colette had a different partner who retired and she got Marcus... and Marcus was incredibly quiet and reserved and scared of messing up for like 10 years before he started to warm up to her. (Time do be feelin' different there) And then he opens up a bit to Sil and Robert who was his partner at the time. And then hundreds of years pass and Marcus is super comfy with them (Sophia and Ruby still intimidate him a bit but that's different) and suddenly! No more Robert. Now it's Luce. And Marcus spends five years avoiding any and all conversations with him because oh no he's hot. Sil gets interrogated by Luce because "have I offended him in some way? he won't even look at me" and Sil is just "dude's shy. took him ages to warm up to me and my previous partner" and eventually Marcus laughs at something Colette says and Luce is like "ohhhhh nooooo I'm doomed he's so cute". While the entire time Marcus has been refusing to attempt conversation because "no he's handsome I'm doomed since I'm bad at conversations".

And they mention Robert sometimes (Colette, Marcus, and Sil) around Luce and Marcus seems chill about it. But then Marcus gets a serious injury that will recover but it would impact his job too much to patrol without a head so they send a temp replacement and it's Robert. And Sil is like "oh oh trade you Luce for my old partner give him" and Colette "are you kidding? you had him for sooooo long I wanna patrol with Robert now! it's only gonna be a little while!" and Robert just .... doesn't wanna be there. And when Marcus is fit to return he begs the people in charge of their routes to NOT LET ROBERT LEAVE until he can say hi and they let him. Unfortunately it involves Marcus busting into the break room saying "ROBBIE ROB!" and Robert sighing but standing up and extending his arms for a hug. Two pats on Marcus' back. and "okay bye". Luce is left in absolute despair cause he's never seen Marcus that happy oh boy.

Anyway my dream wardens mean a lot to me and I really miss them now.

Genuinely drew this nodding off and then closed my laptop and didn't even post it. So then I shut down my PC cause of lightning and thunder and went back to move my laptop and get cozy. THEN I remembered I had five minutes before informed someone "I drew art and forgot to post it lol".

Exciting news: I'm getting discharged today. Idk an exact time but. Finally... hope the pen doodles the past few days have been mildly enjoyable (they definitely helped my stress) and I might do more pen today but! Should be back to digital soon. (I miss ctrl+z....)

Thanks for all the well wishes earlier! Sorry I couldn't say thanks sooner but. You know. Lots of pain then surgery.

Unfortunately an update:

Might not be able to post art today! Caved and went to the doctors (someone else driving) and then went somewhere else. And now I'm on the way to the ER.

Have a good day o7

Edit: gonna have to have surgery and will be here overnight (possibly two nights????). I'll be fine and it isn't super serious but just saying, no art tonight bc I'm in the hospital.

Surgery is at 9:45 (finally, thank the heavens cause I'm going insane here at how bad hospital communication is) so! Pen doodles before I'm drugged up on anesthesia.

OCs of mine as a comfort in my suffering (and it's easier in pen bc they're boring designs unlike fanart I'd want to draw).

As I'm still waiting on a doctor and my phone battery is getting lower.... take some pen doodles o7

(Will Smith pose) MY SONS!!!!!!!! I'm thinking about this constantly and I love this and thank you once again. I love that expression for Ymber it is SO perfect ?

I might not be able to post /my/ art today but I can still inflict my boys on people!!!!

Lil gifty gift for @moeblob of their oc Deacon and Ymber! They’re wonderful characters and I love them. I can just hear a little sigh from Ymber when Deacon does his little things xD

Unfortunately an update:

Might not be able to post art today! Caved and went to the doctors (someone else driving) and then went somewhere else. And now I'm on the way to the ER.

Have a good day o7

Edit: gonna have to have surgery and will be here overnight (possibly two nights????). I'll be fine and it isn't super serious but just saying, no art tonight bc I'm in the hospital.

Vtuber guy and Vtuber girl

(i didn't even draw the guy today but i never posted it here lmao. yes, once again I am drawing the vtuber who plays DBD and she has decided plot twist is the funniest move when faced with a killer and she's not wrong)

Deacon willing to help people but doesn't recognize people so he doesn't remember what he did for who. So he just agrees and is like cool don't mention it then they mention it and he's like uhhhhhh.

However, that's other humans. He can identify the deities much easier because they have a unique glow. Like can actively tell Ymber "oh Lady Fulj just entered the city" and Ymber is like how the heck did you sense her that far away when I can't sense her that far away. It actually takes a while for Ymber to realize Deacon really doesn't know any of his coworkers and who he's talking to.

Commission for @goodmorningawfulbye ! Thank you so much for the commission and your patience and opportunity to draw Demyx more.

I really just think he's neat.

Deacon really just wants to learn about all the deities and so he really would be interested in meeting more deities but also he's not convinced Ohiwe and Ohime would ever suggest this for his own benefit. He's a bit scared which is fair.