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#ensemble stars x reader angst
harucafelatte · 1 year
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𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐞
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synopsis: drabbles on why the relationship didn't work out and how it affects them
pairings: suou tsukasa, sakasaki natsume, sena izumi, saegusa ibara x gn!reader (separate)
genre: angst with absolutely no comfort (depends on how you want to interpret)
content warnings: lowercase intended, not proofread, really just relevant lyrics so people who know the song may go “what?”, wrote this at 2am and on my phone so don’t come after me, self-doubt (tsukasa), slight resentment towards reader (ibara), natsume and ibara are a bit mean to the reader, crying (izumi)
song: dried flower by yuuri
word count: 1,896 words
author's note: wrote this after listening to enhypen's jay covering 'dried flower' with the original artist, yuuri! (please listen to it!!) jay sounds so good singing in japanese?! also, special thanks to @venushotline for allowing me to use her format! do check out her works!
taglist: @kazemiya, @tomago (fill in the taglist form to be added)
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you who now stand next to someone else / i wonder if it's going well for you
SUOU TSUKASA always self-doubted himself
"tsukasa? are you alright? you've been really quiet the entire time." your concerned voice snapped him out of his thoughts.
"o-oh? have i? sorry…" he replied, giving you an apologetic look, "and don't worry, i'm alright."
lies. he wasn't alright.
in fact, he found himself questioning your relationship with him for the past few months. am i treating them well? am i doing the right thing? they didn't seem too happy with the gift i got them, did they not like it? do i deserve them?
"if you say so…but please tell me if anything's bothering you, okay?" you smiled. you got up from your seat and walked out of the room, leaving tsukasa slightly flustered.
there it was. the smile that made tsukasa fall in love with you in the first place. he swears that you have the best smile in the world. i'm so lucky to have them as my partner.
wait…are they lucky to have me as their partner?
tsukasa grumbled. he knew he had to discuss this matter with you soon.
the next day, tsukasa sat you down on the couch and knelt in front of you, holding both of your hands. "i'm sorry, y/n…i just think that i'm not the one for you and that you deserve someone better. someone who treats you well. someone who can make you happy every day. sadly, i can't be that person."
you knew about tsukasa's lack of confidence but you never thought it would affect your relationship. no matter how much you tried to comfort him, he insisted he would never be enough for you.
"don't say that, tsukasa! i'm sure that-" you were cut off by tsukasa wrapping his arms around you burying his head into your neck.
"i think it's best if we went separate ways, for the benefit of us. i'm truly sorry, y/n." he mumbled. he stayed still for a while before he finally pulled away.
"it was an honour to be yours, y/n…" he whispered, placing one last kiss on your forehead.
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.
tsukasa thought his worries would go away but he was wrong.
ever since the two of you broke up, he couldn't stop thinking about how you were doing.
are they happier? did they find someone better? are they taking good care of them?
tsukasa knew letting go would be difficult. you were one of those who knew about his lack of confidence and always helped him with it. he would always be grateful for having you by his side.
and the thought of you standing next to someone else makes him sick.
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such a sad break-up but / time makes you forget
SAKASAKI NATSUME’S harsh words hurt you
"what do you know about this indusTRY? what do you know about being an iDOL? it isn't as easy as you think it iS!" he snapped, glaring at you with annoyance reflected in his eyes.
you were taken aback. you were trying to comfort natsume who was upset about messing up the choreography for one of the performances. tsumugi warned you about natsume being in a bad mood and advised you to leave him alone but you couldn't stand to see him being so harsh on himself. all you did was try to cheer him up but it seemed to do the opposite.
"stop acting as if you understand because you clearly don'T. you're not helping me in any waY. useLESS..." he mumbled the last part under his breath, thinking you wouldn't hear it.
you did, and without saying another word, you left the room.
a million thoughts ran wild in your head as tears threatened to spill. does he not love me anymore? i was just trying to comfort him. did he ever love me?
that night, when natsume arrived home, he was shocked to see you packing your belongings. were going to leave him?
"are you…going to leave mE?"
you turned to look at him, "i think it's for the best."
"is it about what i saID? you know i didn't mean iT!" he was now getting desperate. he didn't want you to leave him.
"natsume, you should be careful with the words you use. not everyone in the world will take them lightly, even if you don't mean it." you say as you walk past him with your belongings. "i'll be staying at my apartment so don't worry about me. goodbye natsume."
as the front door closed, natsume felt a wave of guilt wash over him. he couldn't believe you were gone. and it was all his fault. . . . after you broke up with him, natsume couldn't stop thinking about you even after trying to convince himself that he had to let you go. it was as if you cast a spell on him.
he missed waking up you sleeping next to him every morning, adoring your peaceful form. he missed returning home to you greeting him with open arms and pulling him into a hug that never failed to make him immediately melt into your touch, allowing all his worries to leave his mind - you were more important. he missed all the times when the two of you fought, laughed and cried together.
why couldn't he stop thinking about the memories he made with you? ah, that was because he still loved you.
and all he could do was wait for the memories, which he held close to his heart, to fade away.
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colors float in the darkness / red, yellow, blue in the depths of my heart / keep calling out your name / feelings of love still leave a scent
SENA IZUMI was always away
“you’re not.. you’re not leaving again, are you?”
izumi averted his eyes from his watch to you. you were leaning against the door frame, staring blankly at the cup of warm tea in your hands.
"look, y/n, you know how my job requires me to travel overseas." he sighed, running his fingers through his hair.
"i know…but you just came back…do you really have to go?" you asked, eyes still not meeting his.
silence filled the room. the two of you knew the answer to the question.
finally, you raised your head to look at him and spoke up.
"izumi, i don't think this working out." you smiled softly, trying to mask your sadness.
izumi's eyes widened upon hearing your words. he knew what you were talking about.
"it's just that…you've been so busy with work these days, we haven't been able to spend time together. i just want to be with you but it's almost impossible with you always away..."
the moment you finished, izumi hugged you.
"i'm sorry for not being able to be a good partner, y/n." he whispered. and with that, you allowed yourself to let all your emotions out. the once-silent room was filled with your cries.
none of you wanted this but nothing could be done. . . . after the two of you broke up. izumi tried to keep himself busy with his work but it didn't work.
walking through the streets of cities was no longer enjoyable for him knowing there was no need to find a gift for someone dear to him anymore. in the past, he spent hours in different stores to find a gift for you, knowing that it was the least he could do for you to make up for the time he couldn't spend with you.
whenever he was away, the two of you video-called each other regardless of the time difference. as long as one of you was heading to bed, the other made sure to pick up the call. izumi missed hearing your soothing voice and spent every night in his bed thinking about how you were doing.
"i'm sorry, y/n…i still love you…"
he wished his message could reach you.
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your voice, your face, your awkwardness / all of it, all of it I hate
SAEGUSA IBARA always put his work before you
"all you do is work! did you forget that you have someone living with you? a partner?" you groaned, walking out of his study to try to calm down.
"y/n!" ibara called after you.
it was happening again. another one of your weekly arguments over ibara's tight schedule was happening again.
all your friends thought that you and ibara rarely argued due to his composed nature. yes, when the two of you first got together, arguments were rare. he was patient and loving, always finding time to spend time with you. all that changed one day, he began coming home late from idol training and shut himself in his study to work on business issues.
how you wished things could be the same as they were in the past.
ibara found you on the couch, with your arms crossed, and walked over to sit next to you. the moment he sat down, he saw you tense up. confused, he asked, "you okay?" "ah, i was just thinking about something…aren't you busy with work? " you replied, looking away.
"just wanted to spend time with my beloved." he smiled slightly, placing a hand on your head. usually, the gesture would instantly make you feel better so it came as a surprise when you brushed his hand off.
"oh so i have to remind you about having a love life for you to spend time with me?" you asked, slightly irritated.
"what are you trying to say?" ibara questioned, raising an eyebrow.
"you know what i'm trying to say! this place is always quiet! i'm always starting the conversations and checking up on you! have you ever thought about checking up on me? do you know how worried i am about your health? you haven't been getting enough sleep these days. you always push people away. i just thought you’d never do it to me." you snapped. " and you know why? apparently, to you, work is more important than anything, even your own health!"
"is that how you feel?" ibara hissed. "do you still not understand how important my work is? if you can't support me, then maybe we should break up."
surprisingly, you didn't feel sad when he said that.
"fine."
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.
after you broke up with him, ibara told himself he hated everything about you.
whenever he thinks about the memories you made with him, he hates your smile, your voice, your laugh, your touch, your flaws, and everything else about you.
but all the hate disappears when he sleeps - when he dreams about you.
he loves your smile, your voice, your laugh, your touch, your flaws, and everything else about you.
there was something different about the dreams from the memories. although the memories reminded him of the fun time you shared with him, they also reminded him of the arguments he often had with you. however, the dreams showed him the possible new memories he could have made with you if he had not broken up with you.
if he had just tried harder to show you how much he loved you.
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flowers that have yet to wilt / i place with you / forever, forever, forever, forever / hold on to them
he couldn't bear it anymore.
he misses you so much.
no matter how hard he reminded himself that the relationship had ended, he couldn't stop thinking about you.
he wants to see you, hear your voice, feel your touch.
he wants to be with you.
all because he still loves you. . . . now, he is waiting at the meeting spot, holding a bouquet of fresh flowers.
he had texted you the day before, asking if you were free to meet him today.
he did not receive a reply but saw that the message was delivered and seen.
there was little hope that you would show up. still, he held onto that small hope.
suddenly, he heard footsteps approaching him.
he took a deep breath, clutching the bouquet tightly.
was it you?
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seangelfish · 1 month
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WHEN THEIR S/O GETS JEALOUS
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Featured characters: Kaoru Hakaze, Rinne Amagi ♡ Tags: (Mild) angst to fluff, established relationships (separate), fem reader (she/her pronouns), not proofread. ♡ Word count: 1,023 (Kaoru), 711 (Rinne) ♡ Synopsis: Short fics of the characters' s/o getting jealous through misunderstandings or just on purpose. A/N: Needed to clean my drafts (again) lol
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KAORU HAKAZE – Accidentally making you jealous
Situated in the middle of the Ensemble Square lobby, you took a seat on one of the vacant couches. You were waiting for your boyfriend to walk you home like he usually does, but he was oddly late today. Normally, he would be the one waiting for you in the lobby, so you assumed that he just had more work to do. You didn't mind waiting for him. After all, he is an idol and he was bound to be quite busy rehearsing with the rest of UNDEAD or doing some other solo work.
However, it had already been 15 minutes and he still hadn't shown up. You were getting agitated especially because he hadn't replied to your messages asking him where he was. And the worst part? He has seen those messages too!
Today had been a draining day working at Cos Pro and all you wanted was to be with Kaoru, to be held and comforted by him. So why wasn't he here? Why wasn't he replying to your messages? ...Did he forget? No, Kaoru would never!
You decided to wait for him for another five minutes. If he didn't arrive by five minutes, you were just going to go home by yourself even if Kaoru has told you multiple times not to walk home by yourself at night.
Oh, if only he would pick your calls up too... which he didn't.
Kaoru never showed up within those five minutes you spared him. You sighed but attempted not to show your frustration. You walked out of the building and was greeted by an indigo night sky scattered with stars. It would've been nice to watch these skies with your boyfriend... if he were here with you.
You continued to make your way to the bus stop but came to an immediate stop. A few metres away stood Anzu, a fellow producer at Ensemble Square, accompanied by someone you knew fairly well - Kaoru.
"Oh, I get it," you muttered to yourself, annoyance spewing out of your system. "So that's why he never showed up."
Before the two of you started dating, people titled Kaoru a 'lady's boy' as he was constantly surrounded by girls and would do anything for their attention. But you've acknowledged that those days of his were over, it's the fact that before your relationship, he had this obvious crush on Anzu.
Is he still hung up over that? Is that why he's with her and not you? His actual girlfriend?
Were you just his second option?
You didn't know what to do at that moment. You wanted to cause a ruckus, to yell at your boyfriend, but your insecurities kept telling you that if you did, it would make him like her even more.
So you just stood there pathetically, watching them speak to each other with sweet smiles on their faces. At that moment, Kaoru turned around and his eyes fell on you instantly.
"(Y/N)-"
"I've waited so long for you, Kaoru. I texted you multiple times asking where you were, but here you are," you began. "You're so annoying. You should've just told me you didn't like me anymore..."
"W-Wait, what?" he questioned before realising the situation from your perspective. "(Y/N), did you not get my message?"
"You didn't send me a message at all."
Kaoru checked his phone and you were right, there were no messages delivered to you, but what you didn't know was that he did send you a message, it just didn't send due to an error. He explained that he was going to get you, but he did get caught up in a lot of work which Anzu was a part of. So when that was finished, he decided to walk her to the bus stop before retrieving you. After all, he stood by his words - girls shouldn't walk themselves alone at night.
After the two of you bid farewell to Anzu whose bus arrived, Kaoru continued.
"I'm so sorry, (Y/N). I had my phone on silent too so I didn't know you called. I was the one who should've called," said Kaoru with such sorrow in his voice. "I'm sorry. I can't imagine how you felt when you saw me here with Producer instead of you."
Kaoru has always been correct with your emotions and reactions, and he was spot on with this one too. Perhaps it's because he knows female emotions more than the average male as he was always with them during high school.
It was silent for a moment. Kaoru was getting increasingly nervous at how quiet you were being. He tried reaching for you, but you'd take a step back each time he did.
"Do you still like her?" you asked.
"What...? Of course not," he said. "The only girl I love is you, (Y/N). The only girl I will ever long for is you. The Producer is just a friend to me now, nothing more. You're all I ever want, all I ever see. I'm sorry that this situation has made you lose your trust in me. I will do better to show you that you mean the world to me."
Kaoru always had a way with words. He seemed remorseful too, for leaving you in the lobby. Well, you supposed he didn't do it out of malice, and his words were sincere.
You took a step closer to him. "You're sure that I'm not your second option?"
He wrapped his arms around you and you let him. "You were never an option to begin with. I just knew you were the one."
After all, when he saw you were there at the bus stop with him, his eyes instantly lit up just like the stars in the sky. You may not have noticed this, but everyone around you did. Kaoru only had eyes for you and you only.
"To make it up to you, I'll sleep over at yours tonight, okay?" he suggested in which cheered you up quickly. The two of you held hands throughout the rest of the journey back to your place, happy in each others' presence.
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RINNE AMAGI – Purposefully making you jealous
You hummed to yourself happily, carrying a packed lunch between your fingers. You decided to surprise your boyfriend with a homemade lunch box since he usually buys himself lunch at the cafeteria, and it would be nice if he had a home-cooked meal from time to time.
You waited for him at the cafeteria with a smile on your face as you tapped on the lunch box excitedly. You couldn't wait to see his face when you surprise him with lunch. Imagining how he'll thank you by patting your head made you feel giddy.
When Rinne finally appeared, you stood up from your seat to call him over, waving your hands to get his attention. There wasn't too many people at the cafeteria, so he should be able to spot you without any difficulty.
His eyes lit up and his lips curled into a smile. "Ah," he said as he headed towards you.
As you opened your arms, expecting him to engulf you into a hug, he completely ignored you and passed by you without second thought.
“There you are, onee-san!” he greeted.
You turned around, confused by his behaviour. Your arms drop to your sides as you find him beginning to spread his arms wide for Anzu, the producer who was currently eating her lunch at one of the tables behind you.
You stand in your spot, completely speechless. Your hands began to tingle as your eyes threatened to spill tears.
"Oh..." you muttered.
You quickly walked away from your table, leaving the lunch box behind. Thoughts about your relationship with Rinne spun in your head. It wasn't as if he didn't see you. He purposefully ignored you and went straight to Anzu. But what about you, his girlfriend? What was he trying to imply by doing that? Is he already throwing you away for his producer?
"(Y/N)!"
A hand grabbed your wrist, forcing you to stop in your tracks. Rinne turned you around to face him.
"I was kidding!" he blurted out. "Sorry, sorry. I thought it would be funny!"
You stayed silent, your eyes focused on the ground. He didn't sound too sincere. Your hands clutched themselves into fists as your nails dug deep into your palms. Rinne was aware of this. He took your hands in his to slowly unfold them from their current position.
"(Y/N)~" he sang. "Come on, look at me..."
He held your chin up so he could look you in the eyes, but is surprised when he found out that those eyes of yours were coated in tears. Immediately, he brought you to his embrace, stroking your back apologetically.
"I'm sorry," he murmured. "(Y/N), I'm sorry."
The sincerity in his voice was apparent now.
You gripped onto his shirt angrily. "You're not funny..." you hissed. "That wasn't funny."
"You're right. It wasn't. What could I do to make it up to you, huh?" he said softly. He let you go so he could cup your face to plant a kiss on your lips. You avoided his affection by not returning the kiss. "You looked so happy when you saw me too... Argh, I feel really bad now."
"You should..." you mumbled, returning back to your table to show him the lunch box you made for him. "I even cooked you something for lunch too and this is what you pull?"
Rinne is able to read the room well, but he just couldn't help it. A laugh erupted from inside him. You were just too cute!
"Kyahaha, you cooked me lunch?!" he exclaimed excitedly. "Aww, that's so cute. My girlfriend's the best!"
He hugged you from the side in order to kiss you on the temple. A small smile appeared on your face, but you tried looking away so he wouldn't be able to see it. Rinne saw it alright.
"(Y/N), I love you," he said in his most serious tone. "I'm sorry for what I pulled on you, but let's enjoy this lunch together, okay? I'm hungry for what you cooked me!"
You rolled your eyes, but mimicked the grin on his face. Despite Rinne's childish antics, you appreciated how quickly he is able to make you smile again. The two of you eat lunch together, laughing at each other's jokes and stories.
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ensemblestarscafe · 1 year
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S. IZUMI > Blank canvas <
Gender neutral reader TW/CW: emotionless, reader changes for izumi in an unhealthy way Order type: 2 shot espresso, can be read as platonic or romantic
Word count: 466 Written by: Yeul Proofread: n/a Writer’s note: heehee
“Could you please shut up, (y/n)? You're being really annoying you know?”
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“Yeah! Okay!”
Izumi sighs as he turns back to his papers on his desk, chair scraping the floor. You smile as you put some distance away from the grey haired boy to give him his privacy. 
“I’ll be leaving then! Have a lovely day, Izumi!”
“Alright, alright.”
You walk out of the room as you walk somewhere else. Fidgeting with your sleeves, you arrive at a park. Sitting on the wooden bench, you sigh as you slump down.
Meanwhile, Izumi stares at his papers, starting to regret his harsh words towards you. But you left with a bright tone and with light steps. That meant that you weren’t really affected, right?
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“(y/n)? Do you think it's okay like this?” Izumi asks. He flits through the photos taken on the camera, waiting for your opinion. He gulps nervously, as your abnormal prolonged silence wasn’t like the normal you. Did it look bad? Or were you just tired?
“...Yeah! I think it’s nice.” You finally reply. Izumi notices your lack of enthusiasm. It had slightly shaken him, but shook it off, thinking nothing about it. Nodding at your answer, Izumi walks off after thanking you for your opinion.
I wonder if they were just tired today…
Clicks and clacks of Izumi’s shoes were heard at the hallway as it got quieter, soon disappearing from your zone of hearing.
“...I think… it always looks nice… Izumi…”
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“(y/n)? You listening?” He asks with both concern and annoyance laced in his voice. No, it was sewn to his voice. Izumi’s eyes narrow as he sees that you’re not really paying attention. Waving a hand in front of you, you shake your head slightly as you focus again.
“Mhm.” You mumble. Izumi was barely able to catch it, but he did. He sighs as his cerulean blue eyes scans your figure just in case you were sick. He couldn’t help but feel as if you were slowly starting to lose that light in your eyes. You were starting to scare him and worry him, slowly but surely.
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“(y/n), I’m… I’m sorry. You don’t need to be like this, I swear…” Izumi apologizes when he finds out that you’ve been changing your entire being just so he wouldn’t get annoyed at you anymore. It’s clearly shown in his voice that he was regretful for his words.
You do not flinch when he suddenly holds your arms. You smile in such an eerie way that it sends shivers down Izumi’s spine. Your (e/c) eyes are dull, the scintillations that he adored nowhere to be found, instead replaced with a characterless and bleak glow. Your mouth opens to say, “No need to be. This is what you wanted.”
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hasumilvr · 4 months
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☆⠀𓈒⠀Arashi N. - And yet, they still shine like jewels.⠀⠀꒱⠀⠀ 🌷
୨୧ Wc: i have no idea
SORRY IM BACK AND SORRY THIS IS THE FIRST thing I drop in 918172 years after choosing to ignore all texts messages all assignments and all the requests in my inbox. Word vomit Angst Written in under 10 minutes by your truly
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Arashi’s eyes reflected a room.
A rather empty one, she thought, with a clock whims purpose was solely to tell the time and not the minutes and hours you spent together. She could also see a teddy bear, and as she picked it up it’s eyes no longer glimmered and pearls, but just dark dull grey buttons. The scarf on it’s neck was purple, the colour of her eyes.
And oh, how she wishes she could wrap her arms around your waist again and push your heads together as she slowly melts in you — she felt safe when you were in her arms. A silent promise was exchanged to never leave or escape, and the sweet scent of cocktail piano slowly diffused in the air in within the room, as if the air was also gasping over the arrival over a queen and her beloved.
But that promise was no more. No one backed out, yes, but fate was… rather harsh. Arashi could feel her heart shatter into bits once again when she heard a photo frame demolishing into a million bits, the glass all over the picture of a once loving couple, now no more. An elegant crash, and now, no more.
Arashi, reluctant to admit that the shattering of the frame that you once treasured so dearly was because of her sudden rage. The teddy bear was used as the weapon and was also lying lifelessly on the chilly floor.
She blinked. Once. Twice. As if she could still hear your footsteps, and feel your touch — feel your fingers  intertwining, your lips, your cheeks, your everything.
And she stood up, and looked into the mirror. There was a photo, pinned against the wall. ‘Twas a photo of you, smiling at the camera oh-so-brightly, and your eyes, oh those eyes, Arashi gasped —
After you vanished without a trace, after she could not longer see you again —
And yet, they still shine like jewels.
Her favourite jewel stone.
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kkuracafe · 1 year
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rei sakuma x reader angst please, thank you :D
Omg seeing all these requests makes me so happy 😭 I'm trying my best to get through them. I hope this is to your liking! It's been a while since I've written angst, so I'm kind of (really) rusty.
Genre: Angst >:D
Warnings: My writing hurts more than the story
Italic paragraphs are past tense and the words in italic at the end are hints towards something..
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Good things always come to an end..
You silently sat on a bench outside of Yumenosaki Academy, letting the current rainfall drench you as you reflected back on your relationship with Rei.
You should have seen the signs. You know you were stupid for staying, but you were too blinded by your imagination to see the faults in your relationship with Rei, the self-proclaimed Vampire would always cancel your plans last minute, playing it off as Idol work coming up. There was no one to blame but you.
"Rei! Rei! Rei!" You shouted excitedly as you ran into the music club room, disturbing the poor Vampire from his slumber.
"What do you want?" He responded grumply. "Look at this pretty restaurant I found! We should go some time!" Sticking your phone in his face and shipping through the photos. Rei simply laid back down and shooed you off with an "I'm busy". The two words he says to you everytime you want to spend time with him, even if he's not busy
Flag one, he never wanted to spend time with you.
"Hey Rei! Who's the girl you're working with?" You asked curiously, seeing as this girl always took up his time. Rei scoffed, "Why are you suddenly so nosy? What I do with others is none of your business." He replied sharply before walking off without you.
Flag two, he always ditched you for a "friend"
How you wish someone would have warned you about Rei. The pain that came on your first year anniversary could have been stopped if it wasn't for your foolishness.
That day you had gotten up, ready to surprise Rei for your one year anniversary. You did your hair up extra nice for the day and backed his gift in your school bag. Happily skipping off to school for the day, since you weren't expecting to see Rei till after the day ends, you thought it'd be nice to plan a restaurant date for him too. When the day had ended, you went searching for Rei. You checked all his usual places but still unable to find him.
Disappointed you made your way outside the school only to find Rei holding Anzu close to him. Assuming they were just hugging, you made your way over to them.
"Rei! I got you a gift for our anniversary!" You raised your voice as you approached them. Rei quickly let go of Anzu and sent a glare your way. "What are you doing here, I'm kind of busy right now." He said roughly.
"But Rei, it's our one year anniversary, remember!" You said, handing him your gift and offering a soft to smile to them both. Rei simply hit your gift to the ground, "You can't take a hint, can you?" Scoffing, he grabbed Anzus hand and walked away, leaving you standing there shocked. Anzu gave you a guilty look before following Rei off somewhere.
And like that, he slipped through your fingers, leaving you in a heartbroken mess.
Silent tears ran down your cheek as you stared at Yumenosaki. Reminiscing on the past would do you no good, you knew that. That's why you were transferring to Reimei tomorrow. You could never get over Rei staying at Yumenosaki, so you did what's best for you. Leave.
As a final goodbye, you wrote Rei and the rest of UNDEAD a goodbye letter to wish them farewell after working close with them for two years. You slipped in an extra note for Anzu to, as you respected her hard work a lot. You didn't hate her for Rei leaving you, and you never will.
You left your little letter next to Rei's coffin for when he woke up. Packing your stuff, you silently closed the door and made your way home for the day. Rei, having heard you enter and exist, got up and opened the note.
You finally left. It took him four months to realize how he used you. How he couldn't live without you, but he knew it was too late to go back. How could he go back to you after breaking you, everyday he'd silently watch you from afar as you struggled to get over him. It hurt him, and he didn't know why. He never meant to love you. It was all a game, so why does he feel this way?
Snapping out of his thoughts, Rei ran after you, almost bumping into Anzu who worriedly chased after him. As the clock clicked 7 pm, Rei slowed to a stop. He was too late. Anzu stopped besides him asking him what's wrong but he didn't answer. No he couldn't answer. The only thing he could say was your name.
You were gone, and Rei was too late. The one good thing he had finally broke, like a overused doll.
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I had such a good ending but I had to re-write it cause tumblr deleted it..even though I hit save I'm sorry 😭
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makur0 · 1 year
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thinking abt rinne angst to fluff rn ,,,,, like what would happen after a fight or smthn 🤔
"I'm sorry for yelling."
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synopsis — how do they feel after they got into a heated argument with you, and how do they repair it? [various enstars! x gn! reader]
content warnings — sfw, angst to fluff, hurt/comfort
author's note — i think this is the first time where i write for everybody at once (labeled scenarios) so im gonna be working with characters i haven't yet. but MMMM YES ANGST
word count — 529
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Realizes his mistake as soon as he calms down. He's vulnerable during the heat of the moment, and because of that weakness he hurts you. He cares for you, he really does, so immediately he goes to you and apologizes and admits that he was in the wrong. So please accept it, because the poor man keeps breaking his heart over your tear-stricken face. Definitely will need some hugs and cuddles and needs you reassuring him that you still love the man.
Chiaki Morisawa, Yuta Aoi, Nagisa Ran, Mao Isara, Hokuto Hidaka, Rei Sakuma, Tsumugi Aoba
Knows what he did was wrong but won't fess up. He has a reputation to protect, even if it means that he has to work with the growing guilt on his shoulders. Because of that he brings down everybody else around him, and you are sent to settle things with him. As soon as you talk to him the dam breaks, and he's on his knees, apologizing for the pain that he has caused you. When in reality, it scared him more...
Ibara Saegusa, Tsukasa Suou, Eichi Tenoushin, Izumi Sena, Shu Itsuki, HiMERU
Acts like nothing went wrong. It's a sort of coping mechanism for him; he just plays it off like nothing happened (this is after you were the one to apologize). But deep down he still regrets what he did to you, and that little part is pushing him to relent and confess. It's going to take quite a while for him to actually say something about it, but for now he won't be worrying about it. For now.
Rinne Amagi, Tori Himemiya, Kohaku Oukawa, Wataru Hibiki, Hinata Aoi
Beats himself up for it. Like the first scenario they know what they did immediately after, but now they're so guilty about it they won't go to you. Believes that it was your breaking point, you don't want him anymore. Won't rest easy unless you go to him and reassure him that you're alright now. He's going to be more careful around you from now on, but will definitely be a bit more clingy.
Ritsu Sakuma, Souma Kanzaki, Yuzuru Fushimi, Keito Hasumi, Makoto Yuuki, Niki Shiina, Tomoya Mashiro, Mika Kagehira, Nazuna Nito, Midori Takamine
Doesn't trust himself around you. The fear in your eyes when he yelled at you will haunt him forevermore. He never, ever wants you to be like that again, so he believes it's best for him to stop talking to you altogether. Of course you try to confront him, and slowly but surely you'll build up his confidence that you truly love him, which you do.
Kuro Kiryu, Adonis Otogari, Madara Mikejima, Kaoru Hakaze, Jun Sazanami, Mayoi Ayase, Hiiro Amagi
Will apologize to you indirectly. Whether they just don't feel right conveying their sorrys verbally or he thinks that expressing their love through actions, it's obvious that they're trying. So you accept it wholeheartedly... everybody has their strengths and weaknesses after all.
Hiyori Tomoe, Leo Tsukinaga, Tetora Nagumo, Aira Shiratori, Natsume Sakasaki, Mitsuru Tenma, Subaru Akehoshi
They don't or rarely yell at you, it's not in their nature :)
Tatsumi Kazehaya, Hajime Shino, Sora Harukawa, Shinobu Sengoku, Arashi Narukami, Kanata Shinkai
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milkywaywrites · 5 months
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𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆
𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉, 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒗𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆.
.ೃ࿐ 𝙿𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐: 𝙴𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚒 𝚃𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚒𝚗 𝚡 𝚏!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛
.ೃ࿐ 𝚃𝚠: 𝙼𝚊𝚓𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑, 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑
.ೃ࿐ 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜: 𝟻𝟼0
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You walked out of the changing room in an ivory-colored ball gown. You walk into a big hall, and a tall, handsome young man is waiting for you. Your lover, Eichi Tenshouin. 
He smiled, waiting for you to take his hand. There is only music playing from a Graphophone in the hall. You take his hand and he pulls your body closer to him. 
"You're so cute today dear." He whispered to your ears. You smiled and caressed his cheek with one of your hands.
"You are also very handsome today." 
Despite today being your last day Eichi. 
Both of your body moves with the rhythm of the music. You leaned your head on his shoulder as you both danced. This will be his last wish that you can fulfill. 
Maybe this is not his real wish, because his wish is dancing with you among the flowers after both of you vowed to each other, that you'll always be by each other side for a lifetime. 
Fate cannot be changed, you can't trust the doctor's words completely, but looking at his state maybe what the doctor said was true. 
"Cough-cough. Sorry, dear." Your eyes immediately look at Eichi's face, getting paler and paler in any second that has passed. His movement also getting weaker and weaker. Was his time nearing? 
"Want to rest first? we still have all the time in the world to dance." You hoped. He shook his head and continued his movement slowly but surely. 
"This is rest for me, close to your body like this and just flown away by the rhythm of the music. Only you and me." He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
If only the time could stop. If only you can spend more time with him. If only you can take better care of him. If only...
He stopped and clenched his chest. Your eyes widen. "Eichi!" You wrap your hand around his hand, which clenches tightly to his chest. As you want to shout and call everyone outside this room, he hugs you and whispers. 
"Shhh, I'm fine dear, I'm fine." His soft voice sounded so worried. Worried about leaving you alone, knowing how clumsy and stupid you're in some situation.
Tears flowed down from your eyes. You hugged him tighter and whispered 
"I'll be fine, you can go. After this, you'll not suffer anymore. You can fly freely." He smiled at your sentences. he slowly fell, but you kept your hand around him. His eyes slowly closed, and his hand cupped your cheek and caressed it softly. 
"Dear, thank you. Remember.. that I will always be looking after you and love you." He closes his eyes, and his hand that was on your cheek slowly falls.
"I love you too Eichi" You hold your sobs until you can't feel his heartbeat anymore. His face is now more calm. You start to sob on his chest, you never regret loving him even if you knew that in the end, it'll be like this. 
You'll always be the one in my heart, and no one ever replace you Eichi, no one ever will. Fly away my angel, free from the pain in the world. You deserve it.
I hope this last dance was enough to make you happy before you go. 
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Thank you for reading! Sorry for any mistakes that I've made
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hiyokuma · 1 year
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Bittersweet Goodbyes | sakuma rei.
angst
reblogs are appreciated ♡
rei sakuma x gn!reader - pov you are one of the students at the Yumenosaki sister schools abroad and well.. takes place around the time he decides to stay at Yumenosaki High.. whoopsies
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"I see.. well your things will be ready to collect by the weekend" you spoke whilst standing up from your seat.
you slowly put your brown jacket on as you watched Rei go from looking down at his hands to looking out of the window.
and as your eyes followed his red ones you so badly wished that it would rain, that it would snow, that there would be a thunderstorm anything but the bright sunny weather, anything but the reminder of all the moments that were spent together under that bright sun, the times where Rei would drag you to the fields, to simply have u sit on the plain grass and let him lay his head on your lap, all the times where you were unable to say no to him due to his pretty face being so much prettier close up, so much prettier with that bright grin of his;
how are you supposed to deal with the sun holding your first few memories, your first few kisses shared, your first "I love you" spoken, and now even your last goodbyes are being witnessed by the exact same sun? it's rather cruel, rather unfair.
but there's a reason why this goodbye is so bittersweet, because you love him, you love him so much you waited and waited for him to come back whenever he'd go back to his home country, and this time? you waited day and night, hoping for anything to come through, a message, a call, anything. anything would've sufficed, yet no words came during those months, so when all of a sudden he called you telling you he's back in town you assumed the best, you assumed he's finally back to be with you, to finally hold you tight.
but none of that happened because by the time you reached the cafè, the boy sitting infront of you had a gloomy expression all over his usual glowy face and he apologised over and over again, and that's what made this goodbye so bitter,
you love him, he loves you,
but in life, love will never be enough,
change is inevitable, whether its a personality change or a permanant school change,
goodbyes will always come, you knew this, he knew it, this goodbye is so sweet, due to how full of love it is, letting him go because you love him, him letting you stay and move on because he loves you.
love is a damned curse, because in this world everything is balanced, the more you love, the more you hurt, the more you laugh, the more you cry,
and god knows how bad this hurts, how much worse it hurt when Rei told you about how much he hated living here, how much he hated doing his job of fixing up the sister school you go to, and how you realised that you never noticed his suffering before he left to go back to Yumenosaki? it all hurt so badly, each word he spoke was followed along with an apology and you wish to hug him, to hold him, just for one last time, to kiss him and tell him that it's okay, that you'll find a way to figure this out; together, but you can't do it, you can't lie to the boy who is pouring his heart out, you can't hold him, you can't reassure him because you no longer know what the future holds, you imagined him going back to finish his studies was the only time you and him wouldn't be together, you always imagined you'd forever and always live together, after all the plan was for you to move back to Japan with him as he’d continue his idol activities there,
you always thought that watching him come home was something that you'd see everyday, cooking with him, cleaning with him, decorating the house for christmas and various other events;
you assumed that is something you'd witness everyday, every season, every year and that's always been your only wish, whenever a shooting star was seen during your stargazing dates, whenever you had to blow your birthday candles with him always next to you. you only ever wished for one thing and that was to stay with Rei forever, and yet it wasn't written in your cards, even though you love him to the point he never once questioned your love, even though he loves you to the point you happily waited months for him, you have to let him go, even if the love you hold for each other is so strong, you have to let each other go, to grow, because every bird has to leave the nest sooner or later, even if the nest was made by the bird, it has to leave it behind, no matter how much love was given and received in that nest, no matter what, 
to grow, you must let go.
and you understand that, but your tears do not,
and he understands it, but his tears do not.
and so as you walk out of the cafè you can't help but run to your car and sob.
you know this is the right choice, you trust Rei to make the right choice but that doesn't make the goodbye any less bitter, it doesn't make your heart bleed any less, you can't blame him for this being over and you can't blame yourself either, the only thing you can do is curse the universe for not writing you a happily ever after, a happily ever after that you both very much deserve.
but the universe instead chose to write a bittersweet goodbye,
bitter because he's no longer with you, you can no longer see him, hold him or kiss nor reassure him
sweet because you know how well he'll grow, how relieved he'll be once he drops all of his duties, how healthy he’ll be once he stops going from country to country every other week.
and honestly? maybe that does soothe your heartbreak more than you'd like to admit.
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gentaro-kinniecom · 1 year
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"𝒲𝑜𝓇𝒹𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓌 ℐ 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁"
→𝒫𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔: 𝒮𝒽𝓊 ℐ𝓉𝓈𝓊𝓀𝒾/𝑔𝓃!𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇
→𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈:𝓃𝑜𝓃𝑒!𝒫𝑒𝓇𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈𝓉? 𝒴𝑜𝓊'𝓇𝑒 ℰ𝒾𝒸𝒽𝒾'𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝑒(𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒶𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈..)
→𝒜/𝓃: ℋ𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒! ℐ'𝓂 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀! ℐ 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒻𝒾𝒸𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁!!
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Valkyrie would never be the same again.
The war had heavily affected them, they lost against fine, Nito had left and Shu was left in a critical state. Mika did his best to try and help, but it was never enough. That was until Y/n entered their lives, a new star born to give light and hope.
At first, he thought of them as a nuisance, something getting in between Valkyrie's success and his devotion to such entitlement. But, little by little, Shu started to understand them more clearly, how well they would treat Mademoiselle, how caring and smart Y/n was...however, life doesn't have it's happy endings.
"How come you've never told us about bein' Eichi's fiancé..?" Mika asked, not aware of Shu's presence. Y/n sighed holding back tears as they spoke.
"I didn't want you to get mad at me for the things he's done to you guys, it's not even true love, my family arranged the marriage against my will" Hearing this, Shu entered the room as if he wasn't outside a few second ago, telling Mika to fetch some fabric from Kuro, leaving you both alone in an awkward atmosphere.
"It's no fun being lied to, right Y/n?"
"What could you possibly mean by that?" He sighed, placing Mademoiselle on the coffee table beside them as he spoke.
"I heard everything, if you are not truly happy, why not go against it?" To say he was sad was an understatement. Y/n rose from their seat, heading towards the door
"I can't, I wish my parent's would listen to me for once but that's impossible" With that, they left the room silently, bearing to not look back.
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Y/n stopped visiting Shu and Mika as Eichi's sickness was worsening by the hour, they stayed with him throughout it all. He couldn't help but glance at his betrothed as they sadly looked at the mant buildings outside his hospital window.
"Is it true you're not happy with me?" His question shocked them both, of course the answer was clear, they were far from being happy with him, it was all a false reality he made up to please both their families and himself.
"I'm not supposed to do so but, as long as you're happy, I'm willing to let you go" They couldn't help but stare at him, tears failing to contain themselves as Y/n sobbed, he smiled, one so sincere it could've been mistaken by a mischievous one. Not hesitating to stay more than intended, Y/n thanked Eichi, quickly exiting the hospital in search for their loved one.
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It all felt surreal, entering Yumenosaki Academy at such late hour to find Shu. To their surprise, Mika was the first they encounter as they entered the sewing room.
"Eh? Y/n...? What are ya doin' at this late hour?" Mika sat beside them as he listened to them talk about what happened. He stared in shock, not believing someone like Eichi would understand how unhappy they were.
"I came as soon as I left the hospital, I need to speak with Shu"
"The last time Oshi-san was here, he was practicin' for our opening show this week, perhaps you'll find him outside near the fountain"
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Oh how ethereal he looked while practicing under the stars beside the fountain, his aura was quite something. They sat on the fountain, admiring his singing when suddenly Y/n got dragged into it. Alarmed, Shu looked back to see Kanata hugging them while smiling.
"Kanata! Geez you nearly gave me a heart attack"
"Puka~ Puka~ you looked "cute" staring at Itsuki-san" Dear God, how badly they wanted to disappear right now. Shu chuckled, helping you get out of the fountain, placing his cardigan on their shoulders
"You might get cold, so hold onto this as we enter the building"
"You didn't have to..." He simply smiled, holding their waist while walking inside. Shu offered them some tea, wrapping a blanket around Y/n so they wouldn't get sick. In the end, Y/n was happy he took care of them ever since the slip up. Still, they sat in silence, not knowing what to say
"I'm sure you came back to talk about something, you look deep in thought"
"I just, I wanted to say how much I adore you, ever since I stepped in Yumenosaki Academy, I had my eyes set on you" Shu took their hands, blush on his face as he tried to avoid eye contact.
"I'm glad the feeling is mutual...I'm also assuming Eichi-?" They nodded as he stepped closer, gently holding your chin, facing them
"Can I...kiss you?"
"Of course, go ahead" Not wasting any time, Shu kissed them softly, smiling while embracing them. Nothing could ever make them feel so loved as this. Parting away while giggling softly, it was the best feeling ever.
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A few months after graduating, Shu and Y/n opened a shop not so far from Yumenosaki, it contained tons of their designs up front for sale, a one of a kind fashion piece. It's safe to say their relationship turned for the better.
"Darling, you should rest, it's quite late." Y/n said as they spotted Shu sewing tiredly, smiling as he saw their figure in the doorframe of the sewing room
"Of course my dear, I was just finishing this shirt" He said, tidying up his stuff as he joined them in bed, kissing their cheek softly before drifting off
"Goodnight my love" Shu couldn't be happy as he felt Y/n's arms around him gently, smiling as they slept together in each other's arms.
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valeriele3 · 1 month
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Reopening my request status!
Please head to the rules before sending in your request/ask
And for fandoms..
I’m open to:
TWST
Genshin
Enstars
MM definitelyyyy DIDNT get removed from this post ahahaha..
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harucafelatte · 1 year
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By His Side
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pairing ➤ Tsukinaga Leo x gn!s/o
genre ➤ angst with comfort
format ➤ scenario
tw ➤ mentions of blood and self-harm, 'checkmate' story (cries)
word count ➤ 432
a/n before reading: this is a self-indulgent fic that i decided to write. i am deeply sorry if this brings back bad memories of 'you know which' story.
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Tsukinaga Leo's past wasn't the best. The memories of the event still come back to haunt him. . . . Sounds of paper crushing along with quiet sobs could be heard from his room.
You knocked on his door for the umpteenth time, begging him to open the door and let you inside.
"No! Go away!" he shouted, voice slightly muffled.
"Leo! Open the door…Please!"
Finally, after much persuasion, you heard the door to his room unlock. Taking a deep breath, you entered the dark room.
You didn't expect to see what you saw.
Music sheets everywhere on the floor, pens and pencils scattered all around, and a few specks of blood leading toward Leo who was curled up on the floor, facing the other direction.
"Leo?"
"Y/N-chan…Do really you love me? Or do you only love me for the songs I compose?" he asked softly, his back still facing you.
Your heart shattered upon hearing his words. You quickly made your way toward him and sat down on the floor.
"Leo, look at me."
He slowly turned around to face you and you could see the tears welling up in his eyes threatening to spill.
You took both of his hands into yours and just as you had expected, there were deep bite marks on them with blood. You sighed as you got up and left his room. Leo, knowing what you were doing, stayed completely still.
Soon, you came back with a first-aid kit. Gently taking one of his hands, you began to treat his wound. Leo was silent throughout the entire time, watching you treat his wounds.
After you were done treating his wounds, you looked up at Leo and saw tears streaming down his face. You pulled him into a tight embrace and began patting his head.
"Y/N-chan?" you heard him ask, "Am I really worthless without my masterpieces?"
You pulled away from the hug and looked into his green eyes. "You are worth it even without your masterpieces. Don't let what they say get into your head, it's what they think. You matter so much."
Leo buried his face into the crook of your neck. "I'm sorry, Y/N-chan… I promised to not hurt myself but I did…I'm sorry…"
"You don't have to apologize, Leo. Just know that I'll always be at your side no matter what." you reassured, smiling softly. . . . Tsukinaga Leo's past wasn't the best. The memories of the event still come back to haunt him.
But with you by his side, he knows that everything will be alright.
-Finished-
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a/n: Eight words: I am sorry for bringing back bad memories.
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seangelfish · 8 months
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A/N: A text-fic reuploaded from my old blog (if anyone remembers). This has just been formatted differently, but the texts are the same. The add-ons are the short fics underneath each text(s). I thought it would be interesting to write the aftermath of these break up prank texts!
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PRANKING THEM WITH A BREAK UP TEXT (EDEN)
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Featured characters: Nagisa Ran, Ibara Saegusa, Hiyori Tomoe, Jun Sazanami
Tags: (Mild) angst to fluff, textfic to fic, established relationships
Word count: 1,502
Prompt/synopsis: Pranking the Eden members with a break up text (with aftermath)!
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➽ NAGISA RAN
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When the two of you were at the museum, the atmosphere was a little too tight. Nagisa kept lagging behind, although at first you thought he was just taking his time admiring all the art pieces. Was he perhaps still upset over your prank? He was smiling at you softly when he picked you up from your house, but now that the two of you were alone together, you finally realised the tension that little prank of yours had made.
"Nagisa," you said gently, taking his hand in yours. "I'm sorry..."
He was silent for a moment before responding with, "You've apologised countless of times already, (Y/N)... I forgive you."
"...But you're still upset, right? I could tell... You haven't looked at me once."
And you were right. He didn't look at you at all. His eyes were glued at the paintings on the wall as he avoided your gaze.
"You can read me well," he said softly. "That's one of the reasons why I love you, (Y/N)... So, when you sent me that text, I felt like my world shattered."
He squeezed your hand.
"We've been together for a while now, and I can't see myself with anybody but you." He turned to look at you. "(Y/N), if you're ever unhappy in our relationship, I would like you to tell me. I am willing to do anything it takes for us to work out until the very end."
Your eyes stung. He was finally looking at you again. Nagisa was concerned with your reaction, so he lifted your hand up to his lips as he kissed your palm.
"I'm sorry..." you quavered. "I love being with you, Nagisa. You're the one I'll ever love... You've been nothing but good to me... I'm sorry for playing that prank on you. I should've thought about your feelings before I did it."
He didn't care about that anymore. All he wanted was to see you smile. He hugged you carefully and your arms automatically wrapped themselves around his waist.
"(Y/N), I love you. Let's spend the rest of the day smiling, okay?"
Now that the tension was lifted, the two of you resumed your visit at the museum hand in hand. Nagisa would tell you his thoughts on some of the paintings, but out of all the art pieces in the museum, Nagisa thought you were the prettiest.
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➽ IBARA SAEGUSA
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Ibara wasn't mad at you for pulling that prank on him, but it did seem like he was kind of irked about it. Still, he baked you your favourite cake when he arrived home. He even bought you your favourite juice to have with the cake.
"Wow, Ibara, this is beautiful!" you commented, eyeing the cake he had just baked. "Thank you so much! Let's eat it together!"
You hugged him tight and he hugged you back automatically, but for some reason, it felt forced. When you let him go, he smiled at you sadly.
"I knew it was a prank," he began. "But are you sure you're happy in this relationship?"
That caught you off-guard. "O-Of course I am!" you stuttered, confused at the question at hand. "Ibara, I didn't play that prank on you because I was second-guessing our relationship... It was just a stupid prank, I'm sorry."
He didn't seem so sure. When you tried to hold his hands for reassurance, he didn't seem so keen to hold yours in return. His arms felt limp too as if he didn't want you to hold his hands to begin with.
"I mean..." he began. "You wouldn't pull that prank on me unless you were feeling off about us..."
"No, Ibara–"
"(Y/N), I truly do love you. Life is worth living for you. I won't bear it if we ever broke up," he confessed. "If you ever have any concerns about what I'm doing or not have been doing in our relationship, please tell me, okay? I'd like to improve. All I want is for you to be happy − for us to be happy together."
His words were so genuine that it made you tear up. It was not every day that Ibara would confess his words like this. He was so vulnerable right now compared to the replies he sent you through text. It was just a harmless prank to you, but to Ibara, it was more than that.
"I am being serious when I tell you this, Ibara, but I am truly happy in our relationship," you stated. "Despite your packed schedule, you've always made time for me, you were always so attentive and loving too. I never want to let you go."
He smiled at this. Bringing you back into his loving embrace as he stroked your hair between his fingertips. "Hahaha, alright! Enough talking about this. I want to spend the day with my lover on a happier note!" he announced, going back to his usual loud self.
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➽ HIYORI TOMOE
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Hiyori pinched your cheek playfully, but you could feel the anger in his action.
"You were so funny today, (Y/N)!" he exclaimed joyfully.
Oh, he was mad. Hiyori picked you up at 3 o'clock so that the two of you could visit the new bakery. He was hoping to spend the day with you, eating the desserts the establishment had to offer, but when you sent him that text, his whole mood shifted.
The tension he created lingered in the air despite the bakery's cosy atmosphere and your boyfriend's smile on his face.
"Hiyori... I'm sorry for playing that 'prank' on you..." you said carefully so that the ticking time bomb in him wouldn't explode. "Are you... No, you must be mad at me... I'm sorry."
His annoyance dissipated once he saw how remorseful you looked. He sighed as he took your hand to plant a soft kiss.
"It hurt, (Y/N)..." he admitted, looking at you sadly even if he was smiling right now. "I was so sure that I did everything right in this relationship. I was hoping that I didn't annoy you or something. I was even thinking that maybe you hated the way I clung onto you... but that's only because I love you so much...!"
He continued, "I honestly did not know what to say when you sent me that message. I tried to play it off, but my heart ached when I sent those replies. I'm glad it was a prank, but it just wasn't funny–"
"I know and I'm sorry!" you cried. The love he had for you was beautiful and genuine. You felt incredibly guilty for even trying to play that prank on him. "Hiyori, I'm sorry. I love you so much... I never want you to change the way you love me either..."
He smiled, genuinely this time. "Okay, okay, I forgive you~" he began. "Let's eat our pastries now!"
You nodded, but before you could pick up one of the tarts, Hiyori said, "Just so you know... you're the best I'll ever have too."
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➽ JUN SAZANAMI
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But he met up with you anyway. He ran over to the entrance of Reimei, only slowing down once he saw you waving at him so happily. The audacity that you have, to be so happy like this when he was just crying in front of his lockers.
"Jun!" you exclaimed, spreading your arms out for him.
He sucked it up though. He accepted your invitation and brought you into his embrace. You hugged him gleefully, but he wasn't feeling the same. Although his face was buried in the crook of your neck, he didn't feel as happy as he usually felt when you'd visit him at Reimei.
"Jun...?" you murmured, noticing the tension in the air. "Are you still mad at me...?"
He let you go. Now that you were able to see his face clearly, you realised how red and swollen his eyes were.
"Jun?! Were you crying?" you sputtered. "I'm so sorry! That was so stupid of me!"
He smiled at you, but it was obviously strained. "When you sent me that text, I really thought it was over for the two of us. I thought I might've done something wrong... or that I wasn't giving you enough attention. I never wanted you to be unhappy..."
"Jun..." you began. "You've been nothing but sweet to me. You make me happy everyday... I love you so much, you don't understand... I'm sorry for playing that prank on you."
Before he could say anything, you brought him into a deep kiss. It wasn't long, but it was passionate. Jun wasn't ready for it especially since he doesn't like kissing in public, but for the first time in forever, he wanted to kiss you again like this.
He was now looking at you lovingly, smiling at you lovingly. He hoped that the two of you would continue to love each other for a long time, but now, he was going to give you what you asked and came here for: a kiss — well, another one.
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hoshi-tachimiya · 1 year
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*. * · ✡✡ Double Face x Reader
Prompt: Being your murderer. Word Count: 796. Warnings(!!): Mentions of murder, blood, firearm and sharp weapon, death. Notes: Angst. Gender-neutral reader. Not gore. Denial.
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This piece of writing contains elements mentioned above. You have been warned, proceed at your own risk.
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Being ruthless, Madara had never been someone that would let any doubt get in his way of pulling a gun trigger. As a professional, Madara is capable of dispatching his targets with precision and efficiency. His recent victim is no exception, and he pitied them for the painful death he put them into.
Madara took a few steps forward, then crouched in front of the dead body. Ensuring that the target is certainly dead is part of the procedure, and he went ahead for a quick inspection as always. Before he retracted himself, he noticed a pendant that came out from under the layer of clothes that covered the upper chest, where it was previously tucked in. A glint and the familiar shape caught his attention.
He recoiled. It can't be.
Even after he took a closer, detailed look at the pendant, he still refused to believe what he saw. It was a handmade pendant that you crafted personally: a glass bottle that contained dried baby's breath and a tiny scroll. He knew, because you made one specifically for him, too, with a variant of spices in place of dried flowers.
How did he not know? How did he not realise the familiarity in your voice, in your steps? How could he be fooled by the foreign appearance and identity? Why didn't he look for you, at that time? Maybe he could've found you. Maybe he could've saved you. Maybe he could've kept you close by his side, as his beloved, not as someone who he had to get rid of.
For once, he felt a crippling pain, mingled with guilt and remorse. The sundry of intense emotions broke through the numbness that always accompanied him as he carried on his duty. A long time he remained motionless, contemplating. Mourning. Denying the truth that, all this time, it was you.
No, the person whom he killed is not [y/n]. The [y/n] he knew was already dead years ago, when you disappeared without a trace and left an unspeakable void in his heart. The lifeless body in front of him belonged to whoever you changed your name into. It was not yours, and he was not the one who killed you.
He had no memories of you liking to don red, and he would never force you to clad yourself in it.
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Kohaku despised your persistence with all his might. If only, if only you had listened to his warnings. If only you had stopped whatever activities that caused you to be on the list of people he needed to hunt down. If only you knew how much it took him to bring himself to kill you. If only you loved him more than you love the world, maybe it wouldn't resort to this.
As you showed no signs of struggle, Kohaku suspected that you were aware of the real intention behind the faux embrace. The moment he sheathed a knife in between your ribcages with precision, there was no turning back any more. Even with the stinging pain in his chest, he wished that he could bear all of your pain instead.
He didn't mean to rob you of your life. Even then, he knew that all of it was a lie, an excuse for all his deeds. The tears streaming down his cheeks were solid proof of his guilt. With the last remaining life you had, you brought up your hand to caress his back.
"There, there," He felt mortified beyond imagination. How can you be the one to comfort him instead, when he's clearly the one hurting you?
Your body went limp as he withdrew his knife in a one swift motion, falling into his arms even more as he grew weak at the knees. That would be the last time he got to close the gap within you two, and yet he couldn't bring himself to utter a farewell in the slightest. Never again he will be able to see your beautiful pair of eyes, and yet he couldn't bring himself to look at you in the eyes for one last time.
But, no. It wasn't his fault. No, he didn't kill you. It was for the best of you: he was merely sending you to a realm unreachable by the living, a realm so serene without the wickedness of mortals. A realm where you can lie down in tranquillity, under the clear blue sky, in the midst of a sea of spider lilies.
He didn't kill you, he saved you. And the lies would continuously play in his mind as his attempt to cope with the unbearable guilt.
Even if the rain could wash away every single trail of blood, nothing can ever bleach out the guilt in his heart.
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⠀☆⠀𓈒⠀Kaoru H. - His angel.⠀⠀꒱⠀⠀ 🪴ָ֢ ⠀
Synopsis: When the fallen angel cries for help, you take up the responsibility of nursing his broken wings back to health.
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Loving Kaoru Hakaze felt like an angel’s feather, white as snow, drifting from the heavens, and landing on a crystal clear lake, and as the water rippled, a tune of adoration echoes through the sky. Unlike the old him, the new him was serious when it come to you. He was still a tease, yet he couldn’t help but let you in his vulnerable side. He calls himself greedy for it, but he’d like you to love every side of him. The side of him that laughs and smiles. The charmer side of him, that makes all his fans scream with a single wink. The side of him that manages idol work seriously, because he treasures it.
The side of him that’s bandaging his own broken wings, tears streaming down his face, because he has no one to go to.
He thinks he’s selfish, but when you ask him what’s wrong, brushing his hair as you sit side by side on your bed, he tells you all about it nonetheless. His vulnerability, his thoughts that no one has heard of before, and his insecurities. He knew he would be lying if he kept it away from you, and to lie to his lover was unforgivable - a lesson he learnt through all the years of running away and, well, messing around. How hurtful lies would turn out to be was something he knew all along, and to worry the one he loves with his own heart was not an act he wanted to conduct.
It would be a moment between you two. As tired gazes are exchanged, you find your own hand putting down the hair brush and soothing Kaoru's back instead. He would tell you stories, about a boy, a fallen angel actually, who had lost his mother and slowly got consumed by the angry waves, blinded by how somethings would never change, instead of standing up and going forward. You wanted him to feel loved, and you know he's trying his best - he wants to let go off his past and make his broken wings recover, he wants to be better for you.
'But did you know?' Kaoru suddenly turned to you, his face sincere and honest, 'That boy was saved. He met his soulmate, his other half, his angel. He understood true love. Instead of running in laps, he finally had a home to go to,’ His lips slowly curled into a smile, a truthful one, ‘And that boy, once naive and young, now all grown up, wants to ask for a kiss from his angel,’ The blonde’s sweet smile turned into a smirk, his fingers tapping on his cheek, ‘Here, perhaps?’
‘You’re insufferable,’ You blushed upon his invitation, but still he too felt his cheeks heating up, as he felt a pair of soft lips leaving a soft and sweet kiss on his cheek.
As teasing as Kaoru is, he deserves to be loved. True love was a phrase he longed to understand, but he was glad you were the one who vouched to be by his side. He’s more than happy, actually, that you are the one whose harassing his hand during lonely nights and sharing coffee at 7 in the morning.
He is going to ask something from you once more - to be the person bandaging up his broken wings, and planting kisses on every one of his feathers, so when they’re strong again, he can be a new person, a person who you can fully rely on.
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maopll · 1 year
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followers event !
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a small token of my affection to all those who supported me and helped me reach 50 followers ! so why don't you let me treat you to a sweet shop ? I'll pay for it <3
note: this applies to all characters for whom I'll write
✧ Menu
cakes ♡
castella cake: their favourite places to kiss you
strawberry shortcake: their love language
chocolate muffins: their favourite things to do with you
lemon tart: what do they like to shop with you
blueberry cake: things they do when you are not around
opera cake: when they miss you
black forest cake: what ring would they give you if you would get married
red velvet cheesecake: when they are jealous
beverages ♡
espresso coffee: where you two first met
Earl Grey tea: childhood friends to lovers
chamomile tea: they meet your parents
mocha bubble tea: when they argue with you
lemonade: what do they like the most about you
extra side dish ♡
choco chip cookies: fluff
candies: funny
ice cream: angst
cherries: nsfw
gummy bears: angst to fluff
I hope you like what I bought for you and no need to repay me just smile a little <3
event status: ended
event end day: 18th March 2023
thanks for coming let's meet like this next time once again !
please refer to rules when requesting:
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makur0 · 2 years
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I really need to request for a reader comeback for your recent work, "I'm sorry for leaving," like can we have reader come back to the idol industry and what would their reaction be when they see them perform in another unit. Thank youuu!!!
“Why not me first?”
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synopsis — a little part of them wished they could see you again. they got what they wanted… but not the way they intended. [ex-fine x amab! reader]
content warnings — sfw, angst, fluff, inaccurate lore on nagisa’s part (Spoilers of Ariadne)
author’s note — 🙏 you read my mind. thank you anon. [note: spinoff of last ex-fine work. NOT sequel]. i altered it a bit so they’re all entirely different
word count — 1732
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Eichi Tenshouin - UNDEAD
Was it his fault that he wasn’t able to secure you a spot in heaven? Is that why you were dancing with the demons?
And how did all of this happen under his nose?
Eichi watched in disbelief when a fifth member of Sakuma’s unit walked up onto the stage, welcomed quite warmly by the crowd. It was none other than you, [name], being all buddy-buddy with the one man he rather disliked- Rei Sakuma.
An ugly emotion filled the blonde, staining his perfectly-kept persona. It took him forever to earn your trust, even more just to get a real smile. And yet here you were, grinning crookedly as you were embraced by the other unit members. 
What did he do wrong? What didn’t he do right?
That look Sakuma shot him; he could’ve swore it was haughtiness. It couldn’t be anything else.
“Eichi,” A gruff voice sounded from behind him, and half-glaring cyan eyes turned to see Keito Hasumi standing near the exit, his arms loosely crossed.
He gestured over to him. “Come on. Wallowing over your regrets won’t you do any good.”
Although the leader of AKATSUKI was slightly thrown off by Eichi’s coldness, he nonetheless followed him out of the auditorium, shutting the door behind him and cutting off the crowd’s cheering. The walk was tense, quiet. 
What did I do to deserve this?
All I wanted was to have you on my side. And you left... because of my foolishness.
Next, I wanted to see you again. I did, but with the wrong people.
What’s... what’s next?
“Keito,” Eichi murmured, grabbing the other male’s attention.
“Yes?”
The leader of fine opened his mouth to begin, but shut it instantly. How foolish of me to think I could tell him.
“Ah, nothing,” He managed a smile. “Thank you for picking me up, but I can manage from here on out.”
Keito shot him a disbelieving glance, but seeing that he needed some space, he said his goodbyes and walked off, likely towards the Rhythm Link building. Eichi was left alone right outside of the auditorium, the night spring air chilling his thin bones.
Two strikes, [name]. First abandonment and now favoritism.
After my unit destroys your... ‘temporary’ one in the upcoming MDM, we’ll see if you’re smart enough to choose the right choice with the gratefully-given second chance I will bestow. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure to take care of Sakuma and his other hellbent idols.
After that, if you don’t comply... you’re nothing to me.
Tsumugi Aoba - Alkaloid
Tsumugi was all in it to help the newly-hatched unit that Natsume proposed an offer to. But he didn’t expect to see you there with them.
The air was awkard between the two, but it was only noticed by the leader of Switch himself and that tall teal-haired man, Tatsumi as he called himself. The blue-haired idol resorted to staring at the couch, whereas you stood behind Hiiro as if he was a helpful barrier. The other present boys payed no matter to the elephant in the room, instead talking about their present predicament.
“Well, it seemS to me thaT we have ourSELVES a deaL,” Natsume huffed, pleased. “PleaSURE to be workING witH you, AlkaLOID.”
“The pleasure is all mine, Sakasaki!” Hiiro nodded, grinning. “Thank you so much for this!”
“Well, it seems it’s going somewhat smooth,” Tatsumi sighed out in relief. “Now if you would excuse us, we would like to start training-”
“Ah aH,” The red-haired male stopped, ignoring Tsumugi’s pleading glances.
Natsume crossed his arms. “I woulD like to borROW [name] here foR a minUTE. I do hopE you don’t minD.”
“Uh...” Hiiro shot you a worried glance, taking in your stiff smile. After a few seconds, you nodded hesitantly.
“Yes, that’s fine...”
“WonderFUL. Off you gO then,” He waved off the rest of your unitmates, shutting the door behind him. As soon as they were gone he stepped in between you and Tsumugi, scowling.
“If we’RE going to worK this out, theN you two arE going tO have to fiGURE out your... situaTION.” He huffed. “Come oN, soRA.”
And there they left, leaving you and Tsumugi alone.
“...”
“Uh...”
“Nice seeing you again, Tsumugi,” You finally said, managing a smile. As soon as you gave that heartwarming expression, the male felt unknown anger melt away.
He realized that he was surprisingly mad at you ever since you left. How come he didn’t realize it sooner? Why was he? Then again, he took the childish promise to heart and you broke it. Not only it shot down his confidence, but he closed off doors open to only you.
Now you were back, and he should be happy for you. But a little selfish part of him wanted you to be with him, be on his side. Of course you should choose for yourself, but to think that maybe, just maybe you could have joined Switch...
“Aoba...?”
“Ah- sorry,” The idol chuckled, rubbing the nape of his neck. “Uhm, nice to see you too, [name].”
“It seems like you’re doing good,” You observed, giving him another kind smile. “I’m glad that I’m seeing you once again.”
You... really do?
...
I guess... I guess I wouldn’t mind if you’re on another unit. For now...
Nagisa Ran - Crazy:B
Nagisa was perfectly aware that Ibara was off doing his own thing. He didn’t care as long as it didn’t affect neither him nor the people he cared for.
But of course he doesn’t have eyes on everybody.
So to say the least he was astonished when he saw that Ibara had elected you for Crazy:B.
the leader of Eden knew that this newfound unit was being created in order to raise the popularity of their unit. They were just scapegoats.
It couldn’t be that bad. Ibara wasn’t that cruel.
Still, he kept an eye on you as you got used to the idol industry once again, but it did hurt him. Seeing you so comfortable around those unorthodox idols, laughing so easily... you never were like that with him.
How come?
Guess it didn’t matter... as long as you were fine.
MDM was sketchy though. He didn’t like the fact that you had to fight your way in order to survive, otherwise you would have been fired forever. He actually despised that fact... after not seeing you for so long, the idea of you leaving again crushed him. It was close, but you guys managed to pull through, thank goodness.
Until Ibara sparked the idea of a variety show challenging the idols of Crazy:B. That was the limit.
He never found out what type of ‘treasure’ you seeked, so you, along with HiMERU, Ibara provided both ‘past’ and ‘future’ treasures.
Nagisa remembered how... constricted you felt when you were part of fine. He never wanted to see you like that again, and yet it might happen because of this.
He can’t let that happen.
“Ibara,” He had mentioned one day, his voice quiet.
The male perked up. “Yes, Your Highness-?”
He stepped back a bit in surprise, staring at Nagisa who walked up to him with a dark gaze. “Yes...?”
“I have warned you before, and I didn’t think I would have to again. You have proven me wrong.” Nagisa said condescendingly.
“May... may I ask what you mean?”
“Don’t pry into other’s past,” He hissed, his calm facade dropping as he glared at the latter. “I cannot overlook that anymore.”
“Leave [name] alone.”
“The Crazy:B kid?” Ibara muttered, his voice faint. “Does he mean something to you?”
“I wouldn’t be saying anything if he didn’t,” Nagisa glowered. “And because we are here right now, don’t try to create trouble for them or I personally will take care of you.”
Saegusa was shellshocked. Of course he had people he cared for, but never had he witnessed him get so protective over somebody.
And he never wants to again.
“U-understood, Your Highness.”
After clarification, Nagisa calmed down, his usual demeanor returning. “Good.”
Not under my watch will you be harmed by anyone.
Hiyori Tomoe - Valkyrie
Hiyori always enjoys the meetings with the Pretty 5- they were always endearing discussing new shops, fashion trends and such.
But he wasn’t sure whether to be happy or horrified when Mika brought a visitor.
“Guys, meet [name],” Mika patted your shoulder, and you waved your hand. Of course Arashi and Aira fell all over you, Tori bombarding you with questions, as Hiyori stood rooted in your position.
“He’s a new member of Valkyrie.”
No. That’s impossible.
“What?” Hiyori yelped quite loudly, catching the attention of the others. “[name]?!”
After seeing a familiar face, your expression brightened. “Hiyori-!”
“You came back but never bothered to see me first?” The male surged forward and shook you violently, causing Mika to panic. “Not only that, but not join Eden?! [name], what the hell happened to our promise?! You said you would come back for me!!”
“Hiyori-chan,” Arashi soothed the male, trying to pull you away from him. “Calm down. You’re worrying our poor guest.”
They were worried that he had unfortunately had fallen into a sour mood, but that didn’t seem to be the case. The idol was genuinely shocked.
“Hiyori, just let me explain,” You rushed out, afraid for another outburst. “I was anticipating greatly to see you and Nagisa once again, but I thought it would be quite rude to intervene such a tight group...”
“Isn’t Valkyrie a tight group?” Tori muttered under his breath.
“No, only me,” Hiyori corrected you, grabbing the sides of your face and pulling you closer to him, a pout evident on his face. “Only me, right?”
S-sure...
The male hmph-ed at your lack of response. “Fine, be like that. I apologize, Mika, but I will be stealing [name]. My condolences to Itsuki.”
“?!”
“You can do that?”
The other idols had to thoroughly convice Hiyori to at least take back that proposal, but they only succeeded in you not being forced away from Valkyrie. Thank god, Itsuki would have had an aneurysm. But you were still in his arms, no chance of running away.
Unfortunately, he couldn’t have you right on his side, just like Jun-kun. But during his free times... like hell he’s going to attach you to him like a brooch on his jacket. Yes, you are his most precious treasure in the world.
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