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milkywaywrites · 5 months
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𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆
𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉, 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒗𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆.
.ೃ࿐ 𝙿𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐: 𝙴𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚒 𝚃𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚒𝚗 𝚡 𝚏!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛
.ೃ࿐ 𝚃𝚠: 𝙼𝚊𝚓𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑, 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑
.ೃ࿐ 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜: 𝟻𝟼0
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You walked out of the changing room in an ivory-colored ball gown. You walk into a big hall, and a tall, handsome young man is waiting for you. Your lover, Eichi Tenshouin. 
He smiled, waiting for you to take his hand. There is only music playing from a Graphophone in the hall. You take his hand and he pulls your body closer to him. 
"You're so cute today dear." He whispered to your ears. You smiled and caressed his cheek with one of your hands.
"You are also very handsome today." 
Despite today being your last day Eichi. 
Both of your body moves with the rhythm of the music. You leaned your head on his shoulder as you both danced. This will be his last wish that you can fulfill. 
Maybe this is not his real wish, because his wish is dancing with you among the flowers after both of you vowed to each other, that you'll always be by each other side for a lifetime. 
Fate cannot be changed, you can't trust the doctor's words completely, but looking at his state maybe what the doctor said was true. 
"Cough-cough. Sorry, dear." Your eyes immediately look at Eichi's face, getting paler and paler in any second that has passed. His movement also getting weaker and weaker. Was his time nearing? 
"Want to rest first? we still have all the time in the world to dance." You hoped. He shook his head and continued his movement slowly but surely. 
"This is rest for me, close to your body like this and just flown away by the rhythm of the music. Only you and me." He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
If only the time could stop. If only you can spend more time with him. If only you can take better care of him. If only...
He stopped and clenched his chest. Your eyes widen. "Eichi!" You wrap your hand around his hand, which clenches tightly to his chest. As you want to shout and call everyone outside this room, he hugs you and whispers. 
"Shhh, I'm fine dear, I'm fine." His soft voice sounded so worried. Worried about leaving you alone, knowing how clumsy and stupid you're in some situation.
Tears flowed down from your eyes. You hugged him tighter and whispered 
"I'll be fine, you can go. After this, you'll not suffer anymore. You can fly freely." He smiled at your sentences. he slowly fell, but you kept your hand around him. His eyes slowly closed, and his hand cupped your cheek and caressed it softly. 
"Dear, thank you. Remember.. that I will always be looking after you and love you." He closes his eyes, and his hand that was on your cheek slowly falls.
"I love you too Eichi" You hold your sobs until you can't feel his heartbeat anymore. His face is now more calm. You start to sob on his chest, you never regret loving him even if you knew that in the end, it'll be like this. 
You'll always be the one in my heart, and no one ever replace you Eichi, no one ever will. Fly away my angel, free from the pain in the world. You deserve it.
I hope this last dance was enough to make you happy before you go. 
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Thank you for reading! Sorry for any mistakes that I've made
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rtprsd3nt · 5 days
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ohh tumblr does exist i should remember that....
anyways telegram requests art dump(will do part 2 years later)
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"the sun doesnt care at all, if im there or not"
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doodlerduck · 2 years
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:”)
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missmariannette · 1 month
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Got this idea listen to neo sanctuary. My sweet fallen angel~
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rizelcchi · 1 year
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"We'll take you to the land of promise"
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"We want to enjoy the mischievous fate we've been dealt"
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makur0 · 2 years
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I really need to request for a reader comeback for your recent work, "I'm sorry for leaving," like can we have reader come back to the idol industry and what would their reaction be when they see them perform in another unit. Thank youuu!!!
“Why not me first?”
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synopsis — a little part of them wished they could see you again. they got what they wanted… but not the way they intended. [ex-fine x amab! reader]
content warnings — sfw, angst, fluff, inaccurate lore on nagisa’s part (Spoilers of Ariadne)
author’s note — 🙏 you read my mind. thank you anon. [note: spinoff of last ex-fine work. NOT sequel]. i altered it a bit so they’re all entirely different
word count — 1732
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Eichi Tenshouin - UNDEAD
Was it his fault that he wasn’t able to secure you a spot in heaven? Is that why you were dancing with the demons?
And how did all of this happen under his nose?
Eichi watched in disbelief when a fifth member of Sakuma’s unit walked up onto the stage, welcomed quite warmly by the crowd. It was none other than you, [name], being all buddy-buddy with the one man he rather disliked- Rei Sakuma.
An ugly emotion filled the blonde, staining his perfectly-kept persona. It took him forever to earn your trust, even more just to get a real smile. And yet here you were, grinning crookedly as you were embraced by the other unit members.��
What did he do wrong? What didn’t he do right?
That look Sakuma shot him; he could’ve swore it was haughtiness. It couldn’t be anything else.
“Eichi,” A gruff voice sounded from behind him, and half-glaring cyan eyes turned to see Keito Hasumi standing near the exit, his arms loosely crossed.
He gestured over to him. “Come on. Wallowing over your regrets won’t you do any good.”
Although the leader of AKATSUKI was slightly thrown off by Eichi’s coldness, he nonetheless followed him out of the auditorium, shutting the door behind him and cutting off the crowd’s cheering. The walk was tense, quiet. 
What did I do to deserve this?
All I wanted was to have you on my side. And you left... because of my foolishness.
Next, I wanted to see you again. I did, but with the wrong people.
What’s... what’s next?
“Keito,” Eichi murmured, grabbing the other male’s attention.
“Yes?”
The leader of fine opened his mouth to begin, but shut it instantly. How foolish of me to think I could tell him.
“Ah, nothing,” He managed a smile. “Thank you for picking me up, but I can manage from here on out.”
Keito shot him a disbelieving glance, but seeing that he needed some space, he said his goodbyes and walked off, likely towards the Rhythm Link building. Eichi was left alone right outside of the auditorium, the night spring air chilling his thin bones.
Two strikes, [name]. First abandonment and now favoritism.
After my unit destroys your... ‘temporary’ one in the upcoming MDM, we’ll see if you’re smart enough to choose the right choice with the gratefully-given second chance I will bestow. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure to take care of Sakuma and his other hellbent idols.
After that, if you don’t comply... you’re nothing to me.
Tsumugi Aoba - Alkaloid
Tsumugi was all in it to help the newly-hatched unit that Natsume proposed an offer to. But he didn’t expect to see you there with them.
The air was awkard between the two, but it was only noticed by the leader of Switch himself and that tall teal-haired man, Tatsumi as he called himself. The blue-haired idol resorted to staring at the couch, whereas you stood behind Hiiro as if he was a helpful barrier. The other present boys payed no matter to the elephant in the room, instead talking about their present predicament.
“Well, it seemS to me thaT we have ourSELVES a deaL,” Natsume huffed, pleased. “PleaSURE to be workING witH you, AlkaLOID.”
“The pleasure is all mine, Sakasaki!” Hiiro nodded, grinning. “Thank you so much for this!”
“Well, it seems it’s going somewhat smooth,” Tatsumi sighed out in relief. “Now if you would excuse us, we would like to start training-”
“Ah aH,” The red-haired male stopped, ignoring Tsumugi’s pleading glances.
Natsume crossed his arms. “I woulD like to borROW [name] here foR a minUTE. I do hopE you don’t minD.”
“Uh...” Hiiro shot you a worried glance, taking in your stiff smile. After a few seconds, you nodded hesitantly.
“Yes, that’s fine...”
“WonderFUL. Off you gO then,” He waved off the rest of your unitmates, shutting the door behind him. As soon as they were gone he stepped in between you and Tsumugi, scowling.
“If we’RE going to worK this out, theN you two arE going tO have to fiGURE out your... situaTION.” He huffed. “Come oN, soRA.”
And there they left, leaving you and Tsumugi alone.
“...”
“Uh...”
“Nice seeing you again, Tsumugi,” You finally said, managing a smile. As soon as you gave that heartwarming expression, the male felt unknown anger melt away.
He realized that he was surprisingly mad at you ever since you left. How come he didn’t realize it sooner? Why was he? Then again, he took the childish promise to heart and you broke it. Not only it shot down his confidence, but he closed off doors open to only you.
Now you were back, and he should be happy for you. But a little selfish part of him wanted you to be with him, be on his side. Of course you should choose for yourself, but to think that maybe, just maybe you could have joined Switch...
“Aoba...?”
“Ah- sorry,” The idol chuckled, rubbing the nape of his neck. “Uhm, nice to see you too, [name].”
“It seems like you’re doing good,” You observed, giving him another kind smile. “I’m glad that I’m seeing you once again.”
You... really do?
...
I guess... I guess I wouldn’t mind if you’re on another unit. For now...
Nagisa Ran - Crazy:B
Nagisa was perfectly aware that Ibara was off doing his own thing. He didn’t care as long as it didn’t affect neither him nor the people he cared for.
But of course he doesn’t have eyes on everybody.
So to say the least he was astonished when he saw that Ibara had elected you for Crazy:B.
the leader of Eden knew that this newfound unit was being created in order to raise the popularity of their unit. They were just scapegoats.
It couldn’t be that bad. Ibara wasn’t that cruel.
Still, he kept an eye on you as you got used to the idol industry once again, but it did hurt him. Seeing you so comfortable around those unorthodox idols, laughing so easily... you never were like that with him.
How come?
Guess it didn’t matter... as long as you were fine.
MDM was sketchy though. He didn’t like the fact that you had to fight your way in order to survive, otherwise you would have been fired forever. He actually despised that fact... after not seeing you for so long, the idea of you leaving again crushed him. It was close, but you guys managed to pull through, thank goodness.
Until Ibara sparked the idea of a variety show challenging the idols of Crazy:B. That was the limit.
He never found out what type of ‘treasure’ you seeked, so you, along with HiMERU, Ibara provided both ‘past’ and ‘future’ treasures.
Nagisa remembered how... constricted you felt when you were part of fine. He never wanted to see you like that again, and yet it might happen because of this.
He can’t let that happen.
“Ibara,” He had mentioned one day, his voice quiet.
The male perked up. “Yes, Your Highness-?”
He stepped back a bit in surprise, staring at Nagisa who walked up to him with a dark gaze. “Yes...?”
“I have warned you before, and I didn’t think I would have to again. You have proven me wrong.” Nagisa said condescendingly.
“May... may I ask what you mean?”
“Don’t pry into other’s past,” He hissed, his calm facade dropping as he glared at the latter. “I cannot overlook that anymore.”
“Leave [name] alone.”
“The Crazy:B kid?” Ibara muttered, his voice faint. “Does he mean something to you?”
“I wouldn’t be saying anything if he didn’t,” Nagisa glowered. “And because we are here right now, don’t try to create trouble for them or I personally will take care of you.”
Saegusa was shellshocked. Of course he had people he cared for, but never had he witnessed him get so protective over somebody.
And he never wants to again.
“U-understood, Your Highness.”
After clarification, Nagisa calmed down, his usual demeanor returning. “Good.”
Not under my watch will you be harmed by anyone.
Hiyori Tomoe - Valkyrie
Hiyori always enjoys the meetings with the Pretty 5- they were always endearing discussing new shops, fashion trends and such.
But he wasn’t sure whether to be happy or horrified when Mika brought a visitor.
“Guys, meet [name],” Mika patted your shoulder, and you waved your hand. Of course Arashi and Aira fell all over you, Tori bombarding you with questions, as Hiyori stood rooted in your position.
“He’s a new member of Valkyrie.”
No. That’s impossible.
“What?” Hiyori yelped quite loudly, catching the attention of the others. “[name]?!”
After seeing a familiar face, your expression brightened. “Hiyori-!”
“You came back but never bothered to see me first?” The male surged forward and shook you violently, causing Mika to panic. “Not only that, but not join Eden?! [name], what the hell happened to our promise?! You said you would come back for me!!”
“Hiyori-chan,” Arashi soothed the male, trying to pull you away from him. “Calm down. You’re worrying our poor guest.”
They were worried that he had unfortunately had fallen into a sour mood, but that didn’t seem to be the case. The idol was genuinely shocked.
“Hiyori, just let me explain,” You rushed out, afraid for another outburst. “I was anticipating greatly to see you and Nagisa once again, but I thought it would be quite rude to intervene such a tight group...”
“Isn’t Valkyrie a tight group?” Tori muttered under his breath.
“No, only me,” Hiyori corrected you, grabbing the sides of your face and pulling you closer to him, a pout evident on his face. “Only me, right?”
S-sure...
The male hmph-ed at your lack of response. “Fine, be like that. I apologize, Mika, but I will be stealing [name]. My condolences to Itsuki.”
“?!”
“You can do that?”
The other idols had to thoroughly convice Hiyori to at least take back that proposal, but they only succeeded in you not being forced away from Valkyrie. Thank god, Itsuki would have had an aneurysm. But you were still in his arms, no chance of running away.
Unfortunately, he couldn’t have you right on his side, just like Jun-kun. But during his free times... like hell he’s going to attach you to him like a brooch on his jacket. Yes, you are his most precious treasure in the world.
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gentaro-kinniecom · 1 year
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"𝒲𝑜𝓇𝒹𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓌 ℐ 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁"
→𝒫𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔: 𝒮𝒽𝓊 ℐ𝓉𝓈𝓊𝓀𝒾/𝑔𝓃!𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇
→𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈:𝓃𝑜𝓃𝑒!𝒫𝑒𝓇𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈𝓉? 𝒴𝑜𝓊'𝓇𝑒 ℰ𝒾𝒸𝒽𝒾'𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝑒(𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒶𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈..)
→𝒜/𝓃: ℋ𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒! ℐ'𝓂 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀! ℐ 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒻𝒾𝒸𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁!!
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Valkyrie would never be the same again.
The war had heavily affected them, they lost against fine, Nito had left and Shu was left in a critical state. Mika did his best to try and help, but it was never enough. That was until Y/n entered their lives, a new star born to give light and hope.
At first, he thought of them as a nuisance, something getting in between Valkyrie's success and his devotion to such entitlement. But, little by little, Shu started to understand them more clearly, how well they would treat Mademoiselle, how caring and smart Y/n was...however, life doesn't have it's happy endings.
"How come you've never told us about bein' Eichi's fiancé..?" Mika asked, not aware of Shu's presence. Y/n sighed holding back tears as they spoke.
"I didn't want you to get mad at me for the things he's done to you guys, it's not even true love, my family arranged the marriage against my will" Hearing this, Shu entered the room as if he wasn't outside a few second ago, telling Mika to fetch some fabric from Kuro, leaving you both alone in an awkward atmosphere.
"It's no fun being lied to, right Y/n?"
"What could you possibly mean by that?" He sighed, placing Mademoiselle on the coffee table beside them as he spoke.
"I heard everything, if you are not truly happy, why not go against it?" To say he was sad was an understatement. Y/n rose from their seat, heading towards the door
"I can't, I wish my parent's would listen to me for once but that's impossible" With that, they left the room silently, bearing to not look back.
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Y/n stopped visiting Shu and Mika as Eichi's sickness was worsening by the hour, they stayed with him throughout it all. He couldn't help but glance at his betrothed as they sadly looked at the mant buildings outside his hospital window.
"Is it true you're not happy with me?" His question shocked them both, of course the answer was clear, they were far from being happy with him, it was all a false reality he made up to please both their families and himself.
"I'm not supposed to do so but, as long as you're happy, I'm willing to let you go" They couldn't help but stare at him, tears failing to contain themselves as Y/n sobbed, he smiled, one so sincere it could've been mistaken by a mischievous one. Not hesitating to stay more than intended, Y/n thanked Eichi, quickly exiting the hospital in search for their loved one.
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It all felt surreal, entering Yumenosaki Academy at such late hour to find Shu. To their surprise, Mika was the first they encounter as they entered the sewing room.
"Eh? Y/n...? What are ya doin' at this late hour?" Mika sat beside them as he listened to them talk about what happened. He stared in shock, not believing someone like Eichi would understand how unhappy they were.
"I came as soon as I left the hospital, I need to speak with Shu"
"The last time Oshi-san was here, he was practicin' for our opening show this week, perhaps you'll find him outside near the fountain"
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Oh how ethereal he looked while practicing under the stars beside the fountain, his aura was quite something. They sat on the fountain, admiring his singing when suddenly Y/n got dragged into it. Alarmed, Shu looked back to see Kanata hugging them while smiling.
"Kanata! Geez you nearly gave me a heart attack"
"Puka~ Puka~ you looked "cute" staring at Itsuki-san" Dear God, how badly they wanted to disappear right now. Shu chuckled, helping you get out of the fountain, placing his cardigan on their shoulders
"You might get cold, so hold onto this as we enter the building"
"You didn't have to..." He simply smiled, holding their waist while walking inside. Shu offered them some tea, wrapping a blanket around Y/n so they wouldn't get sick. In the end, Y/n was happy he took care of them ever since the slip up. Still, they sat in silence, not knowing what to say
"I'm sure you came back to talk about something, you look deep in thought"
"I just, I wanted to say how much I adore you, ever since I stepped in Yumenosaki Academy, I had my eyes set on you" Shu took their hands, blush on his face as he tried to avoid eye contact.
"I'm glad the feeling is mutual...I'm also assuming Eichi-?" They nodded as he stepped closer, gently holding your chin, facing them
"Can I...kiss you?"
"Of course, go ahead" Not wasting any time, Shu kissed them softly, smiling while embracing them. Nothing could ever make them feel so loved as this. Parting away while giggling softly, it was the best feeling ever.
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A few months after graduating, Shu and Y/n opened a shop not so far from Yumenosaki, it contained tons of their designs up front for sale, a one of a kind fashion piece. It's safe to say their relationship turned for the better.
"Darling, you should rest, it's quite late." Y/n said as they spotted Shu sewing tiredly, smiling as he saw their figure in the doorframe of the sewing room
"Of course my dear, I was just finishing this shirt" He said, tidying up his stuff as he joined them in bed, kissing their cheek softly before drifting off
"Goodnight my love" Shu couldn't be happy as he felt Y/n's arms around him gently, smiling as they slept together in each other's arms.
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collectorcookie · 5 months
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@anotheraverageotaku i appreciate your manifesting but...as much as i also don't want it, unfortunately i think there's no way it wouldn't be a christmas event.
Trickstar has star symbolism and christmas also has star symbolism so it's not too far off. Stars of hope and all. The ingredients are already there.
That's no longer my issue tho, i came to terms with the possibility of a christmas story. Now onto the real horror: how biblical do you think they will make it?
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uglytsumugi12 · 1 year
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as they say "nothing ever lasts forever"
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starpros-sunshine · 1 year
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You know what would be really cute if Wataru actually really really enjoys the being spoiled by Eichi (to a degree) but is embarrassed to admit it I think that would be really adorable
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thelocal-idot · 1 year
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12 Days of Death (Christmas)
Enstars Event (FINISHED)
Hello darlings! I wanted to do something special as i work on some things thats why im doing!
Using my friends, a generator, and all of your ideas, we will have 12 days of Death.
These aren’t necessarily x Reader but if you want them to be, please ask in my Requests box!
Feel free to request characters that aren’t listed yet! And if you have any ways you specifically want them, reader (if you so want it) to die, or you want them to be yandere just ask <3
These will start being posted 12 days before Christmas
So far i have
Day 1 : Souma Kanzaki - Death: Seppuku
Day 2 : Shu Itsuki - Death: Hung & Decapitation
Day 3 : Aira Shiratori - Death: Immolation & Mania
Day 4 : Wataru Hibiki - Death: Crushed
Day 5 : Tsukasa Suou (x Reader) - Death: Liebestod
Day 6 : HiMERU (x Reader) - Death: Disease & Felodese
Day 7 : Rei Sakuma (x Reader) - Death: Double Suicide
Day 8 : Niki Shiina - Death: Autosarcophagy
Day 9 : Mika Kagehira - Death: Overdose & Drowning
Day 10 : Eichi Tenshounin - Death: Hanahaki
Day 11 : Yuuta Aoi & Hinata Aoi - Death: Beheading
Day 12 : Mayoi Ayase (x Reader) - Death : Self-Sacrifice
The Credits
The special playlist im crafting for this event
12 songs for their respective fics, they will be listed in order once theres enough.
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rosuuu · 2 years
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For the Sin of Swallowing the Sun
Ensemble Stars x Fem Reader
In which Yumenosaki’s first producer is forced to say goodbye
CW/TW: Blood, Animal Cruelty, Bullying, harassment, mentions of cyber bullying, alcohol, implied minors using alcohol, intoxicated intimacy, photography w/o consent, anxiety paranoia, love confession (but like not really)
Not proofreaded (I need proofreaders)
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If I regret one thing about yumenosaki, it would be that night, that night and him
It was a party held to commemorate the idols for a semester well done a party that should’ve been completely innocent.
I’m not exactly sure who to blame, Maybe the Staff who had left a group of (mostly) minors to their own devices, Maybe Rinne Amagi for bringing alcohol to a school centered function
Point is someone has to take the blame and who better than Yumenosaki’s sweet producer. My thoughts run rapid and I remember that night, the music blaring through the speakers imparting my senses, my eyes flashing between the dozens of intoxicated idols stumbling across the halls
I just wanted a to get a breath of fresh air, just to take a deep breath without my lungs being filled with the acidic scent of cheap liquor and soda it only felt like a minute but I knew that it was much longer when he came to look at me.
His cheeks, slightly flushed and his breathing a bit laboured he leans his upper body against the rails, folding his arms to rest his head as he stares up at me.
It’s a blur from the lighthearted conversations we engaged in to the quiet laughs as the wind caressed our hair it was all a blur until it wasn’t and before I knew it, lips, his lips, Eichi Tenshouins lips were on mine. The kiss was soft and loving because drunken actions sober thoughts, right?
The kiss expressed so much passion so much love and I don’t know, I couldn’t bring myself to pull away maybe if I wasn’t so focused on his lips I would of noticed it, the soft shutter of a camera that was gone just as quick as it appeared
As he parts from me were out of breath, his cheeks are flushed and for a moment it’s unclear if it’s from his current state of intoxication or from the intimacy just displayed
He wraps his hands around my waist and rest his head on my shoulders and then he’s asleep, I must’ve brought him back to the party but I feel like I was on autopilot up until I wake back up in my tiny apartment from my alarm blaring.
Maybe if I was a little more put together I would of thought to check the thousands of messages, notifications and tags I had but I didn’t, maybe if I did I wouldn’t of been caught of guard by the stares directed to me during my bus trip and short walk to the school I had become so used too
The atmosphere was thick at Yumenosaki and it seemed like everyone but me knew why it seemed like I was invisible but there at the same time. The stares that would disappear the moment I turned my back wasnt helping the anxiety that grew as I approached my locker
My breathing resonated through my very bones the subtle pain in my stomach steadily making feel the urge to through up, my legs quaking and I shakily reach for my locker door resting my hand on the handle I grip it hard, my knuckles scrunching up and I desperately try to calm my rampant thoughts and ignore the eyes digging into my skin like millions of needles stabbing me simultaneously
‘Why am I like this? It’s just another day at school just open the locker what are you doing?’
I cut the thought off swiftly opening my locker as my eyes go wide and my face drops in horror. It was something out of a nightmare, one that you’d only see in dark shows that you would curiously click on
My locker, smeared in the blood of whatever poor animal was foul smelling, the mixture of animal guts, razor blades and thumbtacks more graphic than anything any horror enthusiast could ever dream of seeing I felt my body freeze
The eyes from before Now red and shadows crowded around me and chatter inflicted my thoughts, and the words written in red shined through like some kind of false light at the end of a tunnel
‘Go die, Sl*t’
My breathing was at an all time low and the feeling of ice cold water being dumped on me shook me to the core hot tears streaming down my face as I desperately push through the crowd furiously and fruitlessly wiping at my tears
I don’t know where I’m running to but I force myself to keep going like it’s the only thought my brain can muster the halls fade into a blur and. I think I hear the bell ring for class but I can’t stop I run and run and run until I collide and clash with someone
“(Y/N)? What are you doing don’t you have class? I’ll-“
I his words go in one ear and out the next I don’t even process who it is as a shove past him and out of the school. Like the world is a mirror for my emotions the once sunny sky is dull and pouring as I make my way home.
I opt to walk not wanting to be packed into the bus of the working class commuting to work. I walk as the rain weighs me down and my tears run endlessly I don’t stop until I collapse onti my bed, it isn’t until then that my the vibrating coming from my phone compelled me to open up the nearest social media,
Like opening the door inn a hail storm the news hits me like a ton of bricks, my face is everywhere on every trending page on every blacklist site on every hate forum there I am my vision becomes blurry and one headline stands out to me
“Yumenosaki Producer caught in Relations With Idol”
The media is bias willing to protect their idols more then anything the way that only his face is blurred out, the way that only his name is kept secret is like black and white to the sheer amount of information of me presented like a chef with her finest dish
I don’t have the heart to check the messages be it from the idols I adored so much of the swarms of angry fan girls my body moves on it’s own as I dial the the number, her name feels foreign on my tougue and I resist the urge to hang up.
This is a result of my foolishness, the naïvety of someone blinded by pure love and fascination, the wishful thinking of a girl who only saw the good in everyone squeezing my eyes shut I let the name flow from my mouth as my voice breaks
“Mom?”
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-fin-
I wanted to write something for enstars so here I am, I might make this a series so prepare for horribly written angst
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wonderfulxhappiness · 7 months
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knights kingdom hearts au..
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kuru5u · 11 months
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cw blood
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they ripped off their wings and fell to earth, stained with blood.
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ensemblestarscafe · 2 years
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T. EICHI > May we meet again in our next life. <
Gender neutral reader TW/CW(please read): mentions of death. Setting takes place in post apocalypse. Order type: Macchiato(fluff to angst)
Word count: 550 Written by: KAYU Proofread by: KAYU
ORDER: can I order a macchiato with eichi and his s/o in a verge of death and wish to make a whole garden before they died? thank you! - Anonymous, 220520
Laughter and whispers of sweet nothings were heard from a small wooden bench. You and Eichi were sitting on a bench, sitting together as you both watch the sun fade, letting the moon take over.
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The only place that looked okay was the small park you were in, the stone tiled floor that looked perfectly fine, like nothing had done to it, and only the refreshing wind and water that had hit.
Everything around the park was empty – not quite, but devoid of life. Buildings had crashed, bones of infrastructure were bent into the most scariest of ways, the trees had met death a while ago, and the asphalt of the roads were cracked as demolished cars and buses had fell into sinkholes that had appeared.
Not many people were left alive – and you two were the rare ones to survive.
Alas, it was obvious that living until an old age would be nigh impossible, there were no food, no crops, no clean water to live on.
How the park had survived was something only the Earth would know as a secret.
You, as well as Eichi, had quickly caught on that you and Eichi would perish soon – nothing to be remembered of. You both could only laugh and talk until the last days of death. It was, for sure, tiring for the two of you, but the only thing you could do was to stay with your lover until you passed.
Eichi was sure that he was going to pass quite soon. He was already sickly from the start; and this place that was devoid of living necessities had made his condition worse. He would cough everyday to a concerning amount, sometimes even faint, giving you a small heart attack.
It was painful, for sure, but the thought of you being alone had made him push his own health and body to keep living. However, he knew that it wouldn’t last soon – and so did you.
And a few days later, both you and Eichi’s health had crashed into a floor of nothingness. The two of you were near death – and you knew. You knew so well.
It felt painful. It felt unpleasant. It felt harrowing.
Eichi had took your hand into his own hands, both cold from your deteriorating health, and walked over to a small sapling and a small patch of grass near the small bench.
He smiles as he says quietly,
“Look at them… it’s a sign of life.”
He coughs soon afterwords, head turning to the other side to avoid the small sapling and the grass. You smile as well, holding Eichi’s hand a little more tighter.
“Maybe our wish was heard…” You say, sitting on the ground as your legs caved in from pressure.
Eichi follows, sitting next to you as he rests his head onto your shoulder. He closes his eyes, humming out a sound of an agreement.
You take his hands once again, and he does the same. Clasping both together, you close your eyes as you and Eichi whisper out,
“I wish to make a small garden with you in our next life.”
You smile as he huffs slightly, smiling. Resting your head on your lover, you say ‘goodnight’, as both of your breathing stops slowly, inviting death to your arms.
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turkey-sandwich · 1 year
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EiMugi real.
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