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Little Harry: what were you and Papa like when you first met?
James, smiling: we instantly hit it off!
Regulus: uh, no. I threatened to rip out your eyes and feed them to you.
James: ah, but that was when I knew you were the one.
#marauders era#harry potter#marauders#regulus black#incorrect marauders quotes#incorrect marauders era#jegulus#incorrect marauders textposts#slytherin skittles#incorrect harry potter quotes#james potter#james is a simp#he is a gomez addams level Simp#is he a masochist?#probably#don’t tell his mother
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Father had personally asked Feanor to stand for this portrait, so he was. Father had quietly suggested that perhaps this could be a painless exercise, which did not actually mean ‘painless’ but rather ‘silent’ for Feanor, but he agreed. Father told him this painting did not symbolize anything but his own desire to have a record of all his available loved ones around him, and Feanor was trying to see it that way- for the sake of his own sanity.
Because his stomach was roiling, and there was a heaviness in his chest, a great emptiness which his heart was pounding against, echoing, echoing, echoing.
Father had one hand on Feanor’s shoulder and the other was upon Indis’s. She was sat in front of them, smiling beautifully, little golden-haired Arafinwe in her lap. Around them, her three dark-haired children were gathered. Findis on Father’s other side, Nolofinwe with her, and Lalwen in front of Feanor.
To the unaware eye, Feanor knew, they must all look like they matched. Like they went together correctly. Like a family.
When the portrait was complete and those dark haired children were gathered around the mother and father, who would guess that one child was out of place? Who might glance at all that paint representing their faces and think anything but-
You could almost be her son, Feanor thought, and then his mind replied, But you’re not.
He was so still and he dared not move, because if he did, he’d never get back in place. If Feanor flinched once, the sharp, jagged pieces of him that never fit right in this puzzle would scratch one of them. They’d be annoyed and that would be it: he’d combust in anger, he’d shatter across the floor, snapping and snarling at everyone unnecessarily until he ruined their perfect little scene. Father said this might be a painless exercise. No, no; this was to be a silent, still exercise.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
How good a painter was this person Father hired? How varied his faces? Would he capture that Feanor’s nose resembled that of none of the people here? Could he represent that his frame was already different from his father and little half-brother’s?
Would he lie and throw a pleased smile on Feanor’s face? Not even Father had asked him to smile.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
Feanor’s presence made them fit together so symmetrically, maybe that was pleasing enough to hide the wrongness of this scene. Maybe that’s why Father made him come here today, the pretty scene. Why he asked him to suffer, even as the longer he stood here, the more and more Feanor felt like he was about to be sick all over the floor.
A ghost, a ghost, there was a ghost looming over their shoulders ruining this perfectly symmetrical scene. Couldn’t they feel her breathing down their necks, icy chill against sweat? Didn’t their perfectly posed heads feel her long, clever fingers wrapped lovingly around their necks?
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
Feanor’s gaze slipped down to the back of Indis’s head. Her beautiful golden hair. She didn’t wear a crown, this was a family portrait, and that felt worse. So much worse.
If he let his eyes unfocus and his mind wander, he could try to lie to himself that her hair was much lighter and the faces of the children around them more closely resembled his own. The woman in front of him loved him, and she fussed over his hair before they sat for this portrait, and he’d let her do it.
The worst part was Feanor did know that Indis would help him with the ties of his robes, if only he let her.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
She’s not, she’s not, she’s not. It was a simple statement of fact. It was scandal enough that the father replaced the wife, when one at least chose a wife, but what freak replaced his own mother?
What would the people who saw this portrait think? Would they see Finwe’s happy family or would they see Feanor’s blaring, uncomfortable intrusion upon what gods and men declared to be a better order of things? Father wanted him to belong here, but he didn’t.
He just didn’t.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
A painless exercise. Painless, painless, painless, for them. Silent, still Feanor, a happy accessory to the triumphant union of Finwe and Indis, a grateful stray dog permitted to drink from the bowls provided by Indis’s family.
This exercise was just meant to capture the image of all Finwe loved, nothing more. Don’t think too hard about it, Feanor. You might make the children unhappy.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
You should pretend you are, though. That’ll make them like you.
Because they did so disdain him, most of the time. They disliked how he glared at their mother and started fights at family dinners and ignored them in the hallways. Why shouldn’t they? Feanor would hate a person who did those things to his family, too.
He just couldn’t stop, though. He wanted to, sometimes, when the exhaustion and loneliness caught up, and then he remembered that he wasn’t Indis’s son and never would be, and remembering that made him angry. Wouldn’t it just be so damn convenient for them all if he was almost her son?
But he wasn’t.
He was Miriel’s son. That was her name. He had no portrait with her. He loved her.
He loved Miriel, but it was Indis he posed with and-
When the session was done, Feanor jerked away from his father and shoved his way past Lalwen. As he went, Indis looked up at him, caught his eye, and he couldn’t help the sneer that crossed his face.
He hoped that was painless enough for her.
When he returned to his chamber, he went to the wash room and heaved in the pot there. The gagging and retching made wetness prick his eyes, and the sudden tightness of throat made him choke all the harder. The sickness and heaving stayed long past when there was anything in his stomach to lose.
No one came. Feanor hoped maybe Father would, but really, why would he? Feanor had been mostly good, just a little rudeness wasn’t worth either reprimand or comfort.
No, they were together. Maybe admiring their portrait, happy and pleased, or complaining about his behavior again. Really, why couldnt that Curufinwe just accept nice things?
I need to get out of here, Feanor thought, face and body wet with both sweat and tears. I need to leave this place.
He was a good son, and he could do anything else his father wanted but betray his mother any more.
Feanor couldn’t pose as Indis’s son even a second longer. He would destroy himself, if he had to think one more time-
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
#I understand what it’s like to be surrounded by people all telling you that you belong and it’s okay and just /be nice/#just play ball and settle and you can everything in the world#but you know you don’t belong#and you never will#and pretending is killing you#you won’t you can’t and you’re just so fucking sick of them pretending you can fit if you’re just /nice enough/#because they’re lying to you and themselves#just don’t be angry?? omg why are you angry? stop being angry and enjoy what we say you should want teehee#anyway I love feanor and don’t think he should have just gotten over his mothers death#tolkien#the silmarillion#feanor#tribble post#fanfic
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SUITS -> 3x16 “No Way Out”
#IM SORRY ITS SO LONG LMAO. I NEED THE WHOLE CONVERSATION CUS ITS SO CRAZY#took me a whole two days cus the scene is so long lol#anyway . HARVEY LITERALLY ADMITS HE BECAME HIS MOTHER!!!!#AND THEN TELLS MIKE ITS ALL HIS FAULT AND MIKE SHOULD BLAME HIM!!!#suitsedit#marvey#marveyedit#suits usa#suits tv#patrick j adams#gabriel macht#amanda.doc#amanda.gif#suits#also yeah these are a little pixelated i KNEW i shouldn’t have cropped and resized at the same time but i don’t care enough to fix it lmao#suitsposting#userpunk
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Being a batfam fan is funny because people will make a post like “here’s my headcanon-“ and it’s just something that’s directly canon to the story then post about major canon events and get everything wrong.
#this post was inspired by me remembering the experience of reading death in the family#after only knowing the fanbase version and realizing oh none of that shit happened okay#like girl you don’t understand it’s so bad#Jason wasn’t even fired as Robin#He’s not accused of murdering anyone by Bruce#He’s not trying to prove himself at all he’s just looking for his mom#The reason Bruce didn’t go after him right away is because he was tracking down a goddamn nuke the Joker stole#Then after he finds it and handles the problem he helps Jason track down moms 2 and 3#Also Jason died in like 20 minutes?? even less??#He died in less time than it took his mother to smoke a cigarette#Bruce literally went ‘wait here I’ll be right back’ and was gone for less time than a trip to the grocery store#and then you go into the Jason Todd tag and they act like Bruce pulled the damn trigger on him#Like besties I don’t know how to tell you this he basically did everything right he possibly could have#Even him benching Jason from Robin temporarily happens so that he can get Jason into therapy about his trauma#Like the whole point is that neither of them did anything wrong bad shit just sometimes happens#That’s the tragedy. The drama.#Bruce couldn’t have made better choices in the position he was in and Jason was never going to make different ones#It was inevitable#Anyway rant over please read death in the family before I lose my mind#batfam#batman#jason todd#tim drake#dick grayson#damian wayne#bruce wayne
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i remember making a post once that was like. geto is a Father but he’s mommy. and kenny is a Mother but he’s daddy. and i just wanted to say it again bc i was so CORRECT wow
#IM JUST SAYING….#kenny is Husband and geto is Wife :3#but canonically geto is a Father and kenny is a Mother#idk i just love whatever gender fuckery they have going on i need them Both actually#been thinking a lot abt husband!kenny………… i need to write something for him soon phewww#he is so Peculiar#wants you to give him a welcome back hug every time he comes home from work but he never tells you to do it#he just Stares at you until you’re in his arms. and if you don’t do it he gets all weird 🤨#he’s so off putting it’s crazy#(the difference here is that geto would Whine for his welcome back hug)#ari noises ✩#kenny !! ✩
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scrolling through novena after novena choosing which saints i think would be most receptive to my frivolous little interpersonal problems
#like heartbreak problems are not something im bringing to joan of arc. i love her. but she would not understand.#life hack (my most psychotic person in the world position secured): do a novena to the confirmation saint of the person making you sad!#tell that saint come get ur boy#he’s acting up#if the person in question is a male and you don’t know his confirmation saint i will give you a hint#it is probably Saint Sebastian#there’s like an 80% chance#and Mary is always a good option because as a Mother she has to listen to all of our stupidest problems#also she asked Jesus to as His first ever miracle and the start of His ministry on Earth make a party better so she gives me the confidence#to ask God for things I know aren’t world changing important#to anyone but me.
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moriarty and sherlock are criminal x investigator written by straight people and hannibal and will are criminal x investigator written by gay people hope that helps
#never thought I’d be sherlock posting here hello#I’ve been watching it with my mum and y’all were right about the queerbaiting my god it’s as bad as supernatural#even my MOTHER pointed it out 😭😭#moriarty is kicking his feet and calling sherlock sexy and giving him his number only to show up like did you like it when I acted GAY#IT WAS BUT A DISGUISE like steven moffat what are you silly?#could’ve done anything with that dynamic idk there’s a whole triple foil thing going on with watson#also the trope where character a freaks out when character b is in danger (pool scene you know the one)#and moffat makes it so AWKWARD with the gay jokes like what is he doing#meanwhile hannibal is telling will that if he saw him everyday forever he’d remember this time#and that he let him know him and see him and will wonders if they could survive separation 😩#moffat ruined my life and I don’t even GO here#anyway sherlock fandom I’m so sorry for what they did to you 💔#sherlock#sherlock holmes#jim moriarty#sheriarty#nbc hannibal#hannibal#will graham#hannigram#ghost speaks
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“this is a crutch” “this makes you weak” the only thing we know about mercury’s semblance is that his father stole it from him on these grounds.
marcus black was an assassin; mercury’s mother is evidently either long gone or dead.
ruby’s silver eyes mauled cinder immediately after cinder killed people. under the right circumstances they can hurt humans/faunus too. marcus killed people for a living.
silver eyes are not a well-known phenomenon; the legends exist but seem to be obscure (the only characters who’ve ever remarked on ruby having silver eyes are ozpin, his inner circle, maria, and salem’s inner circle). hereditary semblances are not unheard of. semblances also exist in bewildering variety. what i’m getting at here is it’s not out of the question for a lineage of silver-eyes to be out there thinking the light is a semblance.
mercury doesn’t have silver eyes now. but mercury (the god) is a psychopomp and mercury (the metal) is colloquially known as quicksilver and he had a semblance that was taken from him—or at least that’s what he believes happened.
(how old was he? and living alone with his father in that isolated cabin, would he have ever had the opportunity to learn otherwise than what marcus told him?)
#it’s very. hm#yeah this is mercury. his eyes are grey. his dad stole his semblance (we’re not telling what it is)#yeah his character allusion is an actual psychopomp and his name also means quicksilver. don’t worry about it#fracturing identity can make silver eyes go haywire—we see that with the ‘your mother said those words to me’ incident#so if marcus’ semblance attacked identity then…?
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good morning 😁
#these fly under the radar so i don’t even think i’ll need to delete them 🫶#once again tapping the 18+ in my description#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#nsft#<- …well you can’t even really tell but duh#old screenshots obviously i just ran my psds through them and added blush on matthias’s ears and face#mattodore in their thirties… really makes you think#i gotta get back to updating all of their sims ik all of theo’s ages are up to date but matthias’s younger versions def need updated#would also be nice to revisit their parents#ik i want to redo theo’s parents entirely like i look back at them and just don’t see theo at all#and with theo i want it to be very clear he’s their son#vs. with matthias he’s the spitting image of his mother while his father looks like a stranger#…anyway.#jdgshvdnfbf tags completely unrelated to the post 😭 uhhh#amazed that this animation didn’t have any clipping#…i really don’t have anything else to say just thought this would be fun to share#i think i’m gonna get back in cas in a bit! most likely to actually do what i’m talking about in these tags and update their younger sims#and rework their parents#maybe i’ll finally redo that mattodore post i made with them and their parents… that really old one um….#god idek when it was from. it was after matthias’s birthday edits so late april early may last year?#the one where it’s like i could’ve wiped the blood off your face? or something to that effect#hm#i would probably have to edit the poses
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don’t let jason todd ever find out about batjokes, he’d actually try to bury himself alive in his own grave
#dc comics#dc universe#dcu#batman#red hood#jason todd#jason peter todd#jason was never the angry robin#don’t worry he won’t be alone because the rest of the batfamily will join him! (batman himself included btw!)#jason while digging his grave: this second life isn’t worth this bs#babs is wiping every mention of it off the internet forever#tim is building memory-wipers in the batcave#this is the last straw#dick is ready to beat the joker up again#damian is calling his mother to tell her all about it#cass and duke have already tracked the joker down and beat him up#bruce has decided to never leave the house again#steph was the one who showed it to them via the groupchat because she thought it was hillarious but she is now regretting telling them
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One thing I did not expect tho was how incredibly smooth Cornelius was in his side story with Leonore. u///u
#ascendance of a bookworm#p4v7#HE WAS SO SMOOTH#I HAD TO PUT MY PHONE DOWN BC I GOT FLUSTERED#I FELT LIKE MURIELLA AND LUEURADI#‘i don’t think they’ll go to waste. if you’ll embroider my cape that is’#DAMN SON THAT WAS SMOOTH#telling her she doesn’t need her highbeast because she can ride his#calling her cute#going to the gazebo which shows he reads his mother’s stories#quoting the book for her and recreating a scene#sharing mana through hand holding#cornelius how scandalous >//u//<#i was not prepared for that side story at all#reading platonic love for 19 volumes only to get punched in the gut with something so overtly romantic#i doubled over and died
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thinking about how the visions that jackson has of the end of the world are of mulder dying
and how he sends them to scully and “when i was in pain, i could share it…with this woman, i don’t know, she was maybe my birth mother” and “i have to find our son, you need him and i need you” and “my visions are from william. i don’t know how, but i know that he’s guiding me. and you.”
and how “scully and her boy have a bond beyond you, beyond science” but that bond, that link, has been utilized to warn her of how to save mulder, someone he hasn’t known since being held the day he was born, since being given a name that isn’t his anymore, but that he sees in his dreams. and he signals the only person he can, with that shared pain.
#ya know???#i don’t know how CC expected us to just not love this baby#the weight of the apocalypse is on his shoulders and he sees the world through his mother’s eyes#and the world through his mother’s eyes is his father alone on a bridge#txf#msr#ghouli#my struggle iii#msiii is the only my struggle that i can stand if u can’t tell#except that one part obviously#jackson
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Diddy's two homes are being raided by the FBI as we speak and he's on the run,more or less. Ezili Dantor(the Haitian spirit that he has a back tattoo of) is beating his entire ASS right about now. And it's the least of what he deserves for all the fuckery he did throughout his life. Get his ass, Ezili!
First, I cannot believe he was even allowed to get within 500 feet of a plane, he was so obviously a flight risk!
Second, and most importantly, Cassie is so, so brave.
I cannot imagine how much strength it took for her to file her lawsuit. She had everything to lose and nothing to gain, and she did it anyway. I don’t know if the other survivors were warring with their decisions to come forward, but it seems clear that her bravery gave them the final push to finish filing their own lawsuits.
I cannot imagine the narcissism of being a man who repeatedly harms women and choosing to get a Haitian goddess who is seen as the protector of women tattooed on your entire back. She’s not looking out for you! And she’s not going to protect you if you’re at fault! Whichever grandmother tricked him into doing that is a genius and I hope she is basking in peace and tranquility for all of her days! 💛
#I just know some wonderful grandmother told him it was the Black Madonna and that it would protect him lol#I don’t know why his mother didn’t tell him not to get spiritual symbols or deities tattooed on his body#that’s just you laser focusing their energy on you#and it takes time but eventually comeuppance will come#answered#.
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“The LORD said, “What have you done? Listen! Your brother’s blood cries out to me from the ground.” Genesis 4:10
#duel masters#duema#duel masters 2019#this mel's art#owie the edge#I love my sons “Cain and Abel parallels”#where’s the other half of the parallel…? oh he’s… y’know……. he’s doing fine probably.#they really put Cap Lastname through so many horrors and little man just kept pretending everything was okay#I still feel a little insane that like? no one knows his brother is dead? he didn’t tell them? like ??? ever??????#like yannow your twin brother who is the only family you have besides a computer mother who made you for the sake of saving their world#your twin brother who you were born to be at odds with over what was the correct way to save your world#your twin brother who died to protect you from aforementioned computer mother trying to kill you#your twin brother who you obviously miss and never wanted to fight in the first place#you don’t need to tell anyone or cry on anyone’s shoulder about that I guess#I think the reason he got stupider and lost his depth in King anime was because of that sevenfold curse thing from God in the Bible tbh
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The way Pib’s hypothetical thrice upon a time was described in the last Adventuring Party had me wondering how that would play out in the final fight… Super self-indulgent, but I liked the idea that Tomas would insist on popping out of Mother Goose’s book to protect his scared lil kitty :-) I think this miller’s son should FIGHT
#my art#described#dimension 20#dimension 20 neverafter#neverafter#pib neverafter#tomas neverafter#I don’t know if it’s the original version of the story but I read the puss in boots story written in the mother goose book linked by dropout#little guy is ruthless LMFAO ‘hey. tell the king this land is my guys. if you don’t I’ll GET you’ AND THEN IT KEEPS HAPPENING#did laugh at the mental image of pin being like ‘hey Tomas you should bathe in the river :)’ ‘uh. okay.’ ‘yea go do that :3c’#*some time later* ‘MY HUMAN IS DROWNING KING PLEASE LEND ME YOUR AID’ and Tomas just sitting there like. ‘oh I’m drowning huh.-#- that’s what’s happening huh. okay fine I can play along’ HEBDJSBS#‘ah alas it seems bandits have taken my humans clothes. if any clothes can be provided to cover his massive schlong-‘ ‘PIB. PIB. BAD. NO’#also love that the beginning Tomas is like ‘well. guess I’ll kill this cat then’ AND PIB JUST ‘NOW WAITWIATIWAITIWIAITIWAITWAIT HOLD ON-’#and like he’s not named in the story! but I think just cus of neverafter hes Tomas to me :)
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Those two are friends, you cannot tell me otherwise.
#Personal#Okay but hear me out#Chloe celebrates the Family Day with her mother#But she was busy all day when Elena tried to solve the conflict between her and Hector#and Chloe canonically has no friends#She could be all alone that day but she wasn’t because there was Gabe#She showed him around the palace and told him about her family day traditions#And Gabe liked spending that day with her he wouldn’t say it was nice if he didn’t think so#Thanks to Gabe Chloe wasn’t alone! They spent all day together! She told him everything about the most important holiday of her kingdom!#You cannot tell me that Gabe is not special to Chloe I don’t accept his absence in The Birthday Cruise#Unless Chloe wrote him a letter she was going to celebrate her birthday in Avalor but Gabe said he was busy with some guard stuff#And after that Chloe came to Elena because she knows her and she saved Family Day and I’m sure they got to chat before Elena left Norberg#so yeah Elena was the only option left#Ajhdnfjjg sorry I just love both Gabe and Chloe and I want them to be friends#Have I written a fic about them?#Perhapsy#I’m gonna give Gabe as many non-existent in canon relationships as possible
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