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skyburger · 2 months

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dude being alive is literally fucking crazy. im just chilling though

#so many thoughts right now but u know what. ive rambled for like two and a half hours now #im gonna go take a piss and probably go to sleep. and its gonna be fucking awesome #cause im in my comfy cozy bed in my room i love so much #and i have my favorite stuffed animals and blankets with me #and even if i feel sad most days i know its gonna be okay. its gonna get better. sometimes thats hard to believe #but i know in my heart things r gonna get better #when i believe in things getting better despite everything i think i finally understand how religious psople believe in a god they cant see #does that make sense. i hope that makes sense. u are always welcome to ask me what the hell im talking about by the way #doesnt matter how old the post is. if you wanna know something hit me up and ill do my best to explain it #anyway. peace and love to you all #things will get better !!!! 💕💕💕#muffin mumbles

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002yb · 5 months

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I cried during your whole reply to the late ask. But please consider: Dick can't stand to look at Jaybin bc he feels too guilty and sad and he still thinks its his fault. And little jaybin is sad bc nothing has changed Dick still haces him no matter how much he loves him and Jason goes full mother on him bc a) he gets it, those are his feelings b) its a kid and Jason cant stand to look at a kid sad and c) if no one is looking out for him he might as well do. Damian is very !!!! Bc his position as jasons baby is in danger but also thats Jason as a *baby*. And Jason is just mothering two kids and Dick is taken out at the knees bc Jasons so perfect and protective and omG he wants to cry everytime he sees them. (Bruce is crying ln the corner and staring holes onto them) (Jason confronts Dick about making Jaybin sad and Dick cries)

Im so sorry this is so long but i got thoughts that i wanted to share bc your posts always make me happy<33 hope youre doing good and take it slow and one step at a time<3 love u<3

The angst potential from this angle of the double-Jay!AU, oh dear. It hurts in a different way from this post. But yes, let's explore:

Where Jaybin is so excited to see what's become of the future. He's eager to see how his small family is doing and if it's grown, what all Batman & Robin have achieved - what Jason has accomplished. More than anything, he wants to know that all their efforts have made a difference for Gotham.

Needless to say, Jaybin is left...unmoored, for lack of better words.

Because everything is wrong.

Bruce won't look at him. Dick still avoids him. Gotham is still fucked up. And just - Jaybin is welcome in the mansion, but it doesn't take a detective to realize that future Jason is estranged because everyone hates him, too

And ughhh, Jaybin trying to mend those burned bridges because he's alone and without proper support, but it's like he's a ghost

So, because Jaybin knows that it must be his fault, he singles out Jason. Without really understanding what happened, Jaybin blames himself and tells Jason to fix it.

Because Jaybin wants his dad back. He wants his family.

Jason being blindsided by 'his' upset feelings although they're nothing new. He's sat with them for years. No one understands more than him how fucking bad this grief hurts.

But Jason is Jason and while he feels a compulsion to help, the subject matter strikes him dumb temporarily

So Jaybin grieves because he can't understand what went wrong. Something something, he lashes out and says some cruel things about how they should just die

And that's what Damian overhears and like. This boy does not take kindly to the cruelty.

There's a Damian/Jaybin throwdown that finally snaps Jason back into action. He separates them and sends Damian off with a promise to tend to him later, but for now - Jaybin

With Jason patching Jaybin up. And them having a bit of a heart to heart.

Where Jason hears out everything that's bothering Jaybin and answering as patiently/kindly as he can. Things with Bruce? Can't fix that. Gotham? Work in progress. Bat methods are a joke, so he's trying his own thing.

And Dick?

What about him?

Jaybin kicking out his leg and grumbling about how Dick still hates them. He avoids Jaybin like the plague.

Jason being surprised at that. While it made sense back in Jaybin's timeline (something Jason has begrudgingly come to understand), Dick seems the sort to capitalize on a situation like this. Jaybin is, objectively, darling. And easily teased.

Jason grumbling about how Jaybin must have that crush by this point in time, huh?

Jaybin flustering because what? No. Shut up.

Jason snickering, then getting melancholic and soft. He shrugs and admits nothing comes of it. Better to give it up.

Have you?

It's the biggest call out.

It's not something Jason is dealing with, so he slaps a bandage on Jaybin's face and goes to tend to Damian

Which leads to sleepovers at Jason's flat. Where Damian bristles like a territorial cat because Jaybin is encroaching on Damian's Jason/space/etc. The only reason Damian behaves himself and begrudgingly looks after Jaybin is because Jason requests it of him. Damian definitely isn't happy about it though.

Which leads to a whole other side plot of Damian learning about who Jason was before he grew to be what he is. And Damian recognizing qualities he really loves about Jason in Jaybin, but also the differences. Like how all Jason's jagged edges aren't yet so piercing. Jaded, but not yet wrecked.

And of course Damian falls in love with Jason all over again contemplates his discoveries to Dick. Who is fondly reminiscent because he remembers well and sees it all, too. ;U;

But what's more? Dick recounting stories of the sparse times Jason and he were together. Damian noticing how Dick is so soft and melancholic and regretful.

Which, like - just hang out with him? Jaybin is here. Now's the time to make things right.

Which Dick is adamantly against because he's of the mindset that he'll make things worse. He always does with Jason. And Damian is fully just l: because really, Grayson? Pathetic. He wasn't there before; be there now. If Damian knows anything with any certainty, it's that Dick is unashamedly relentless. Is Damian wrong? )<

More than anyone, Damian knows the importance of Dick just…showing up. So.

Which leads to Dick asking Jaybin to go on patrol with him.

Needless to say, Jaybin, Jason, and Damian are dumbstruck because what

Jason and Damian? Jealous af (though Jason bites his tongue while Damian spits and sputters because he's Robin, damn it). Jaybin though? Starry eyed with the most brilliant of smiles

Commence a lot of Dick and Jaybin bonding as Dick steps up in the way he couldn't before. All while Jason and Damian get all huffy and petulant in the background.

But it's cool because Jaybin invites Dick over for dinner at Jason's one night. Which forces Dick and Jason to spend time together in a domestic capacity. But before that:

Dick being let inside the flat by Jaybin. And Jason peers around the corner to the kitchen because who the fuck?

His eyes going wide because wtf is Dick doing here?

'Whatever it is - it wasn't me.'

Which makes Dick grimace because he's not here on a case, Jaybin invited him

Jason being all wary because that's just how things are at this point. Still, he lets Jaybin have his company. It's fine. It's whatever. Jason was cooking extra anyway.

And yeah, something something Dick watching Jason be a caretaker

Dick minding his own business before Damian kicks him beneath the table and glowers at him because: 'don't get any ideas, Grayson.'

To which Dick is !! because what? No! No, no.

It's just surprising/disarming/sweet, is all. Dick's never seen Jason in this capacity. //3///

And yes. More dinners. Family patrols. Dick being brought more into the loop and Jason begrudgingly allowing Dick into their family unit space. Something something, Dick running errands after work or bringing home food. Everyone going out for some outings. Joint patrols. Just strong family vibes that heal all of them, tbh. ;U;

#dickjay #jaydick #jason's first love is dick grayson

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sweatandwoe · 1 year

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I wanna ghilk the anti ghope’s ghock

hope u enjoy it

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"You want to what?"

You put one hand on your hip. The other you held your hand out open but with your fingers slightly curled inwards. Trying to simulate the action that you were hoping to be doing, as you flick your wrist from side to side. "To ghilk your ghock."

Copia stares. Not blinking, his eyes remain wide. His head was slightly tilted back, hair tucked behind his ears. You can just see the hint of his front teeth peeking out at this angle. It definitely was giving off the rodent vibe you heard all the other siblings of sin say he had. You didn't really see it, but you always did seem to see the Cardinal in a different light.

Maybe that was part of the reason why you were chosen for this job. Everyone seemed to know you didn't mind how he looked, and well, you hadn't objected to the job.

Which made sense considering you were eager to do it.

"C'mon, this will be easier if we start soon." You lower your hands, bending your knees to grab the handle of the small, silver, tin bucket you've brought. The container was chosen mainly for amusement, looking like a smaller version of a milk bucket.

You didn't think it would take the man long to fill it. Mainly from the outline of something long and thick pressed against his thigh so easy to see in those wonderfully tight pants. Even though they were a little frayed, you could see the bulge resting within the fabric.

And he wasn't even hard. At least you didn't think so. Not yet. But maybe he had a bit of fear kink-

"I don't wish to be milked, or, ghilked." He says with a shudder, mismatched gaze growing somehow even wider. "Why would I need to be milked?"

"You're papa now, right? Papas need to give a part of themselves to the rituals around here. Papas get milked regularly." Your lips curl up, into a sharper grin at the poor man. "Or ghilked, depending on your preference."

Copia does not look like he believes you for a moment. His left eye even twitches while he stares at you, mouth slightly open. A pink tongue darts out to wet his lips. "Is there a difference?"

You bat your eyelashes at him giving him your best smile. "That depends on what you want, Papa."

This shudder is a bit different now, there's a different sort of look in his eyes. Mismatched eyes turn to the bucket. "If were to agree to this, which I am not, how much of that needs to be filled?" He gestures a finger in the air, pointing to your tiny bucket.

"Whatever you're willing to give. Any donation is welcome, Papa."

He sighs, looking unsure. "And this is a regular occurrence?"

You pause, thinking. But you're quite certain you have that information right. "That's what Terzo told me."

Copia sighs, looking unsure but stands to follow you. "Let's go somewhere private at least first."

You smile, deciding not to tease his shyness as you lead him away to another room. One where no one will hear the soft cries you help bring your Papa to, the loud whimpers while you wear his leather gloves and jerk him off. Loving the way his thighs jiggle and twitch at each twist of your wrist, while your mouth goes to his balls to worship him there too. Watching him cum into your hands, and how you set back to work almost immediately on his overstimulated, jumpy cock. Red and constantly leaking, he grips any piece of furniture he can find, letting out the loudest whine while you make him cum again, and again, and again.

Later when you bring the small bucket to Terzo, you discover, after a very long and loud session of laughter, that this wasn't an actual thing. That it had all been a joke Terzo had set you up on, that the other siblings have been in on. He hadn't thought for a moment it would actually happen, but soon tears are streaming down his face, smearing his makeup.

Well, shit. You know what you're going to do to the bucket at least, once you're alone and in your room. You did need to get your milk intake after all.

Still, when Copia asks if you need a donation a few weeks later, you'll explain. He'll be embarrassed by it, and his cheeks will go an even darker red when you tell him, with a smile. "I'll still take it any ghilk you want to give, Papa. Any donation is welcome."

You find out after mass that day, while you're on your knees, that your Papa is a very generous man.

#mdni #ghost band #copia x reader #cardinal copia x reader #papa emeritus iv #copia #cardinal copia #I'm pretty sure I know who sent this in #enjoy the cursed content #Imagine reader with a cowboy hat on the entire time #that's what I was thinking the entire time

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raveszonee · 6 months

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Raveszonee Roleplay

W e l c o m e🕸️ - Feel free to ask questions if you want, read as much information as you want as well and read the rules very carefully.

L o c a t e💬 - I usually roleplay on discord, I’m more active than I am on tumblr and threads. My discord is, (( toji.fushiguuro ))

M D N I🚫 - I don’t want minors here because as an adult, I am not comfortable with roleplaying with anyone younger. I also write smut and thus does not make me comfortable enough to write with anyone under the age of 18. If you’re under 18, please leave.

S M U T🔞 - When writing smut, do not be shy to vocalize what you wish to see during a smut scene and what you don’t want to see. As smut should be comfortable for everyone, kinks you aren’t comfortable with should be listed so I can avoid them from happening.

ROLEPLAY LIST HERE!

Rules - OF - The Blog

No Racism - This is common sense but some people find this okay. This does not stand right or okay with me in the slightest. I have seen so much hate to oc's and writers, mainly the black oc's and writers. Black oc's and writers are welcomed to this blog, completely. As well as everyone else. Everyone is welcomed, keep it that way or get blocked and called out.

No Homophobia/Transphobia - Many oc's and the writers are welcomed here regardless of sexuality and how they identify themselves or their oc's. I have shipped with many oc's. And I am not uncomfortable with it at all. This is a safe space to truly be who you are. You also do not have to give up your identity to me as a writer, I have no desire to dig into your life, as it's fine to be cautious about who you tell.

Triggers - Respecting triggers is a must, I do not want limits passed and uncomfortable aura falling into our talks outside of character and in character. Please vocalize your triggers, this helps me prevent certain events that may trigger you or myself. Triggers are important and everyone should consider them. I do not want to trigger anyone.

No debates - This is something that happens in spaces that aren't open for it. I'm not open for debates. I do not mind you having your opinion, but no political debate is worth losing fun. I want to roleplay to help other people have fun, I really don't like war zones, as everyone has their own opinion and the chances of everyone seeing eye to eye, is slim.

Religions - I don't mind everyone having a religion, it's completely fine, be mindful of someone that might have a Religion they live by. This is something worth considering, and be mindful of some oc's who possibly have strict lifestyles to live by as well as writer. And, don't be afraid to educate me on your Religion if you feel I'm overstepping it or not understanding it. I would love to learn more.

Have fun - Roleplay is meant for entertainment, having fun is something I want you to do. Be open with your ideas and never be afraid to send them to me, or ask me how I feel about them. We can always plot together, have fun!

Educating is okay!

This has to be said! Do not be afraid to educate me or anyone else if you feel no one is understanding your oc. I have shipped with oc's who are blind, deaf, autistic, depressed, etc. They sometimes even have adhd, sensory processing disorder, ptsd, etc.

This stuff is not forbidden to educate one on, if you have an oc you feel you can't use due to this being a lack of education for some writers. Do not be afraid to text me information regarding this. This will help me fully understand your oc and so I can work with writing and shipping with them without making them or you uncomfortable.

Thanks for stopping by my blog! You can roleplay with me through my discord! I am mainly active there but do not be afraid to text me here if you have questions! I hope you enjoy!

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sorcerous-caress · 4 months

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Do u think other BG3 companions could have a human kink? Lae’zel Astarion Karlach etc. Would Shadowheart have one or be treated more as a human as a half-elf??

For Shadowheart, depends on who you ask. I think the elves would reject her as part of them and because she lacks a lot of their traits. Like there is a certain criteria you need to cross off to be considered a full elf to them.

For the humans, I think they'd fully embrace her as a human. There isn't a criteria on how to be a human nor a requirement list. We ourselves always burst out of the box of expectations we set for our own kind. Humans are unpredictable and versatile.

But I don't think Shadowheart would like either. No matter how much the humans are welcoming and are quick to label her as one of them, she still doesn't feel like she fits in, like there are extra parts of her that all other humans clearly don't have. There are certain intense feelings exclusive to elves that humans can't relate to.

She can't fit with the elves either because she is so clearly human. The human part always shines through the stubborn hope, the ego and pride, the endless potential, and impatience. She is simply too much for the elves who never bothered to even make a space for her out of fear she might disturb their youngs with her unnatural growth.

That's why half-elves seek human colonies to live in, humans are the only one willing to look past everything and accept them. Humans' colonies are known for taking any "strays" unwelcomed by their own colony, be it half-human or fully something else. Sure, there are racists everywhere, but I like to think that most humans have tolerance and keep an open mind.

She is still a half-elf, tho, not a human, not an elf. And she will hate being mistaken as either of these things. Shadowheart seems to take pride in her heritage, and so does Jaheira! Saying how it doesn't matter which one of her parents was the elf, what matters is that they were two people in love.

Half-elves aren't always born stable. Sometimes, the genetics mix in conflicting ways, and they end up with mental issues or the inability to reproduce. Shadowheart is lucky in the sense that she is fully functional and healthy.

I actually headcanon that the reason the other kids in Shar temple picked up on her was because she is a half-elf. Long ago, I wrote a piece about companions opening up about struggles for their own race but never shared it.

Here is the part I wrote for Shadowheart about her being a half elf.

Shadowheart

"Was it a struggle growing up as a half-elf?"

"Maybe. I didn't pay it much attention." Her reply came quickly. She seemed unphased by your sudden question as if it's something she's been asked a hundred times before.

"Did no one bring it up? Back at Shar's temple."

"Oh, they did a lot." Her eyes meet yours, the defiant fire of humanity in them, the pride of fey in the lift of her chin. "Until they couldn't utter a single word, what an easy solution it was."

The scar in the middle of her face stands out to you more than ever now. It only took a single scar.

"Like i said." She continued, "I didn't pay it much attention. Mother superior claimed that my heritage should bring me closer to Lady Shar. All children of the night are outcasts."

"Did it?"

"I tried to, but no, not really. I've always felt whole, despite what others claimed. I never felt the need to fit into either culture." Despite her hairstyle, she never once covered her short pointy ears, "what, disappointed that my experience isn't what you were looking for?"

A half smile stretched a bit too thin as she met your gaze again.

"Not at all," you replied.

Sorry for making this just about Shadowheart, I have been dying to talk about her being a half-elf and how it fits in the human kink universe. If you wanna then resent the Lae'zel and other bg3 companions ask separately again and I will answer it then!

#♡shart #Shadowheart #half-elf #♡character study

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kheprriverse · 4 months

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You have to stop making such amazing art. Tumblr is so restricting I can’t possibly reblog it enough /lh But alas. Words also have meaning, right?

Be warned: I may not make any sense because I’m tired <3

Your art is literally so. Inspiring though. Your style is so beautiful and pretty and it’s just somehow— It makes me want to create? Honestly. I’d love to have a style like yours, but also I’m happy with mine! So instead, the inly valid thing to do is EAT YOUR ART AND REBLOG SO MANY TIMES!!! I’m keeping my own style, and building off it: While you and other artists do the same with what you do!

That being said. Your art just makes my day sometimes. Seeing you post gives me such joy and anytime I see the stupid silly (Cedar /Affec) it’s an instant giggling and kicking my feet like a feral child. So much stimming happens, and I literally love every design and thing you come up with. It’s just. Woah <3

My want to eat art is always at a 10/10: Let me consume the heckin heckles out of everything. Like. shredding the entire walls up. Such zoomies from art. Everything about your art most times just feels. Soft and cozy. Makes it feel like home sometimes and probably tastes like. Fluff. (That’s not a taste but whatever. It counts in my brain?) Maybe even like some sweet candy or dish, idek. Tastes aren’t tasting but damn art does arting?

Not only are you a cool and amazing talented artist, you’re also such a cool person beyond that and just so sweet I would just like to hug, yknow? Strangely I feel like I should be like. Somewhat intimidated because COOL PERSON ARTIST WOAH YOU INTERACT WITH ME??!? But also, I’m not… Really that intimidated? I don’t know, feel welcoming, just like the feeling yoir art brings and its just. Comforting?

You and your silly goody personality is so amazing and you’re so talented, I’m gonna flee now back into the ground: Hopefully this made somewhat sense— And that you have a lovely week/day/month— Just time in general!

*descends away*

~ Z

No I won't stop! Only pretty designs and silly guys ✨! (I am also very tired so its all okay. Also apologies if you wanted this answered privately.)

Also I'm gonna cry abkvjadbvjkkdvbad /pos This means so much! I'm very bad with explaining how I feel but I'm gonna try my bets lmao. It makes me so happy to hear that people really like my stuff, AND think I'm a cool person! I want my space to be kinda chill, friendly, etc and I'm very glad that so far I've been doing a pretty good job :'D

tysm again! I'm very glad u like my stuff (and think I'm cool). I woke up a few hours ago with a headache, dizziness, and was just generally feeling kinda bad and couldn't go back to sleep. But seeing this ask has so far made my day 100 times better! I hope the space I provide continues to bring joy (or just general silliness) to you and others <3

(also I'm glad you like my art too. Ive been having weird issues looking @ my own art since December, which I've never had before, so it makes me become a little silly whenever I get a comment on it. Really improves my motivation and lot and helps me continue what I love most: drawing funny guys and beasties :>)

#anon #z anon #kheprriask #tysm for like the millionth time #also maybe almost started crying this morning?? its good dw #just makes me rly happy to hear this <3

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maehemthemisfit · 1 year

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MUTUALS

This is a LOT and probably half of it doesn't make any sense and looks like gibberish but yk what thats fine. Sorry I couldn't fit everyone!

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I KNOW IM MISSING A FEW AND IF I CAN I'LL ADD THEM LATER BUT MY HANDS ARE GETTING TIRED AND SORRY IF SOME OF THE THINGS IVE SAID WAS REPETTITIVE I TRIED MY BEST

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#moots 💖#mutuals <3 #mutual list #lovely moots 💕

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missmeinyourbones · 2 years

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L !! Hello !! How are you doing ?? I hope you’ve had an absolutely lovely day !

Also, I had a thought, a soft, little headcanon if you will. You know how cats sometimes just leave random stuff like birds and mice on the doorstep? I lowkey think Touya does that sometimes but like with random, little trinkets he sees (not dead animals lol). Like if he sees a bracelet and it’s the same colour as your eyes?? Yeah, he’s snatched it and thrown it down onto your welcome mat. And like he really doesn’t do it often, but when he does it’s because he feels as though it helps make up for the fact he can’t give you a ‘normal’ relationship.

Oh, and if you ever bring it up to him? He’s one hundred percent denying it with his whole chest. He says it has to be an accident and scoffing that someone definitely got the wrong address… but he’s also avoiding your eyes the entire time bc he’s a liar and he’s so embarrassed.

serene <3 i love seeing u in my inbox & i am living for these lil headcanons you are sending in!!! they genuinely have me giggling and kicking my feet around

the comparing touya to a cat narrative is so real...he's so cat-like with his standoffish kind of love...like he wants to give and receive affection but only in ways he knows...so him leaving little "anonymous" gifts and trinkets at your door??? canon if u ask me

ur so right about the fact that it makes him feel like a "normal" partner, like he wants to do those things for you like buy you nice things, take you out, show you off, etc, but for multiple reasons he cant so he decides that stealing stuff that reminds him of you will have to suffice. i love the idea of the bracelet matching your eyes :((((( he's so thoughtful and observant but refuses to let it show. some other things he throws on your welcome mat are: a little package of ur favorite candy from the convenience store, a pair of fuzzy socks with your favorite animals on them, a stupid holiday card that makes zero sense but he knows would make you laugh anyways

and he ALWAYS denies it even tho theyre obviously from him (he is such a LIAR i will pinch him)...he hides his blush behind a hand with a shrug like "maybe you have a stalker ://///" the one gift he can't deny is a necklace or anklet or something with a T on it and you're like touyaaaaaaa ;( and he's all "it doesnt stand for my name, it stands for twat" LMFAO OK sure it does baby <3

#he stinks (affectionate)#everyone say thank you serene for the food #dabi x reader #touya x reader #dabi headcanons #touya headcanons

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hwanghyunjinenthusiast · 10 months

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i just wanted to let u know i posted seungmin and felix on my instagram story today (i cant repeat the captions bc im ashamed of what i said in my moment of weakness) but i thought you’d appreciate this

++ i forgot to reply to your reply to my ask but im so happy that you get happy when im in ur inbox!!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹 i’ll stop by more often since u said ur ok with me making an ass of myself eheheh <33 (u cant take that back btw) p.s. i love u sm more, i will seriously fight u on this 🤬 p.s.s. i hope this ask makes sense

Now I'm nosy lmao. What did you say? Also Sar please, this is a safe space to lust after Stray Kids. Except Jeongin because he's my son. If this is how you slowly get into them, I will not be upset 😌

Your ask does make sense lol and, I love you very much too <333 Please, I have been saying for ages you're always welcome in my asks. I love seeing you here.

#sar stay era 🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯#you've spoken about seungmin quite a bit ✍️🏾✍️🏾✍️🏾 interesting #sar <3 #ask #rj's inbox

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fairy-hub · 6 months

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i was the anon who asked about self care omg THANK YOU for sharing what u do, really. im rlly glad you shared from a non-nt pov (if that makes sense) bc the part of thinking of it as creating cozy vibes instead of cleaning literally rewired my brain LOL - its also hard to not feel bad so thank u for addressing that too. but on the happiness part - you truly do deserve it and i hope the ppl in ur life, hobbies, and such continue to cultivate that happiness for you <3

You’re welcome! I’m glad I was able to help! That does make since self care can look different for someone who isn’t neurotypical.

The creating cozy vibes that’s has been wonderful for helping me! It doesn’t have the ugh 😣 I don’t wanna do this that the word cleaning has when I think about it. Creating some cozy vibes sound fun and exciting. (ended up rearranging my room last night as an effort of this and it switch up feels better!)

Also reminding myself that I’m not gonna relax till I get the thing done that’s been at the back of my head. Which most of the time that thing is needing to create the cozy vibe to relax in.

I also find that creating short list for my day that is manageable helps me feel productive. Because if I didn’t get everything on my list done then I feel like a failure. But I have poor time management so I tend to try and do more in a day than I think I can do. Setting small goal hitting those and then seeing if I have time for one more goal or if I such relax and be idle then comes to mind while I feel accomplished.

People don’t always talk about the guilt that comes with feeling happiness. Especially if you are a people pleasure, or had people that taught you not to place value on your own needs in place of putting that value onto someone else’s needs. When sometimes you gotta come first and the other person is the selfish one for not realized that and always needing you. They should want you to recharge your batteries and be happy to you know and set your boundaries that shoiod be respect.

I’ve been taking a small break from tumblr. Of course checking throughout the day here and there but not mindlessly scrolling. It been a nice to take the breaks here and there. Play some games, I’m thinking about working oj my blanket again

I’ve been allowing myself to feel upset while also feeling content at the same time. I got my cozy vibes in my house set up, taken a hot shower, did my stretched and I’m just allowing myself to feel it.

It’s ugly and gross to be sad, and I want to run away from it. Ignore it shove it down, I also want to let it consume me. But I’ve reached a place where I do neither. I allow myself to feel without it consuming and it’s helping the feeling lessen.

The acknowledgment of emotional that I feel a way. Emotional control over negative emotions has been one of my biggest challenges as an adhd person. I’m proud of myself for working on myself and finding ways to help myself feel but not be consumed by my emotions.

I'm so glad I was able to help with the creating cozy vibes. I able you are cozy, taking care of yourself, relaxing and getting the wonderness you deserve outta life 🫶🏽

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matan4il · 1 year

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Good morning Alice!! Happy Hanukkah! I hope you are having a lovely holiday and a break from work? Do you guys put up a Christmas tree? I don't know if you watch The Goldbergs, but their Hanukkah episodes were always great, especially this last one.

I feel bad because I think I am one of the few that doesn't believe Buck will be in a coma or, honestly, even injured. But.. I do believe that when the next scare/injury does occur, it will be him. For various reasons but the main one was his initial problem was he felt like his life was stale. I picture him more going on a road trip or going home to visit Daniel's grave. We never got resolution really about that.

And in Eddie begins, we got the helicopter crash, his breakdown was when he realized they all had died. Buck Begins was the introduction of how Conor got him to LA but also the reason he was born. I just feel like we will have a pattern

In addition, I don't know if Eddie will be part of the journey, but I do believe he will be part of the resolution. Mostly because again patterns. Now we do need to see Eddie maybe date to see what he really needs in a partner. AKA Bucks journey last season. Again though it all serves the purpose to bring them together.

And now, just for fun, indulge me. I don't think this will happen, but can you imagine. While Buck is confronting his past. He runs into an old boyfriend and his husband! Bi Buck confirmed. At the same time, Chim is asking Eddie about his date. He's like she wasn't my type, I mean, women in general aren't my type anymore." Said all bashful like. Queer Eddie confirmed!! Then the finale is Eddie shyly being like Hey Buck want to go to dinner Friday night . Correcting Buck, he means just them and Buck a blushing yes, but the alarm rings, and at the scene, that's when Buck gets hurt . 2 cliffhangers for the price of one. I know it won't happen, but I can dream, lol.

I hope you have a wonderful holiday!!!! Stat safe!

Hi darling! Good morning to you! And thank you so much for the Hanukkah wishes! ^u^ But Hanukkah is actually the busiest time of the year at my job, so no rest for this shipper. And as you could probably figure out by now, we don't do anything related to Xmas. Thank you for the rec regarding The Goldbergs! I wasn't really familiar with this show. Should I watch it? Is it about a Jewish family? (it sounds like it, but one never knows for sure...)

You have nothing to feel bad about! Neither an injury, nor a coma are a certainty, and everyone's guess is equally as valid. TBH, having Buck resolve some things without an injury would be refreshing. But we are watching a firefighters show (with an added bit of police), so having injuries is a bit more "routine" than on other shows. So yeah, I do think the next serious injury would be Buck just in terms of how long it's been since his last one (we saw Hen and Chim in the hospital during 517, Bobby was in it during 414 and 516, Eddie had a whole arc that started with being shot in 413, but Buck has been free of serious injury since 303), and in giving it greater meaning, it makes sense to employ that injury precisely when he goes through a crisis around the sperm donor thing. But they def could surprise us all and give us a more original way for Buck to realize some stuff and get closure when it comes to the things he learned about Daniel and his parents in 405. I would welcome that!

I always try not to get too invested in any speculation, but either way, I def agree that Eddie is likely to be a part of the resolution. It is the natural parallel, but also, it very much feels like that's what they're building towards with the Buddie distance in 6a, and especially with moments like Eddie being annoyed and hanging up on the group call in 609 without ever talking on screen to Buck about what's going on...

LOL I do love that scenario, thank you for sharing it! XD A double cliffhanger would be some amazing angst. I think it is possible once 911 gets them to the point where there is nothing else standing in their way, so we finally have a moment where it seems like it all may be mutual and slotting into place, only for a physical danger to tear them apart... But TBH, our show so far has made it clear that it's less interested in this type of cliffhanger, so... we'll see. Everything is wait an dsee at this point.

Thank you for the ask! I hope you're safe as well, that you had a lovely holiday and will have a very happy new year! As always, here is my ask tag. xoxox

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… yet 👀 well i'd love to see one just saying... if you ever have the inspo...and yeah the ep 8 breakdown "mike!" gave me post traumatic stress disorder ngl everytime i think of it i feel like laying down on the floor. my impression them sort of late into their like distance before mikey died is like i wonder if carmy didn't have this idea of like okay well he's not talking to me and he's not acknowledging my success and he's shutting me out but like if i really needed him he'd come like if i was really in trouble he'd help me and he never like, asked for that from mikey while he was alive because a) he's an idiot and thought he was largely fine even though he was throwing up every day and b) what if he didn't? but in the back of his head maybe he really believed like, he'd be here if i needed him, you know? you know how u do with ur family? anyway

and now and particularly in this dream he's just counting on that fact that he's always believed that mikey would be there if he really needed help and now in that moment he needs help so badly that he's willing to forgive the fact that he shot himself and is actively dead to like ask him for help anyway ...anyway. i hope that made any sense thank u for letting me rant in ur ask i feel so insane about this shrimp i love talking about him and i really like your takes !!

AW, FUCK. I REALLY AM GONNA HAVE MY RIDDLER MOMENT.

OH NO. i don't even know how to begin processing that because it feels so right. personally, some of my favorite carmy moments are when he feels like the little brother he is and you see that vulnerable side of him that only comes out around his sibling(s), and him yelling for mikey is that. fuck.

especially now that we know his angel tattoos for sugar/mikey? and he uses tattoos as a means of protecting himself? and one of the first things carmy does when he's in distress, even if it's in a dream, is to call out for mikey because of that expectation that he'll be there? that makes complete sense and YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRRRRRRYYYY. 🥺

i always welcome little shrimp rants in my inbox bc a) i love them b) they're always very good c) i feel insane about this little chef man too and need an outlet LMAO

#also thank you! it makes me rlly happy that anything i write a) makes sense and b) resonates with someone #the bear #the bear fx #carmen berzatto #carmy berzatto #ask

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samsspambox · 2 years

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greetings, sam! if i may, i’d like to ask a question regarding a possibility you suggested in the tags of @/surely-galena’s post regarding giann not having a sprite

it was suggested that giann’s lack of a sprite may allude to him having lost his memory and you had raised the possibility of giann wanting to lose his memory. i’m curious as to why you had thought so 👀

although it’s perfectly understandable if you do not wish to answer as it has been some time since the theory was posted!

have a pleasant day ahead!

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good morrow fleur-de-lis nonnie!! that's a fancy emoji u got there jksbdcbjks you're always welcome to ask questions here! and i'm not about to pass up a chance to put my theory-approved tinfoil hat on!

you're right, i did suggest that giann could've wanted his memory erased! now, here's the thing: i guess i can say this is a theory within a theory. this is kinda relating to my giann is a filthy mastermind theory in which giann fakes his own kidnapping in order to hide from... someone idk. but his best chance at survival is hiding.

now, we know dr. richter is capable of hypnosis. this practice can suggest the mind to do different things, it's how some people are able to quit smoking, break phobias, or just change their behavior. (consult ur doctor to see if hypnosis is right for u lmaooo that's my legal disclaimer here). in popular media, at least, hypnosis fucks with your memory. if we take the bit in the giann is a mastermind theory, the one where he's hiding in plain sight at the giannovyn mental research center, then it makes sense for him to get his memory wiped. he's out of the playing field, might as well make sure that he stays out until vyn is ready to bring him back into play (as per a mutual agreement. you can't hypnotize someone into doing something they don't wanna do.)

alas, as you've said, it's been a while since this theory was posted. what are my thoughts now? well, it's not looking pretty, people. so: giann is one of the only people without a sprite that is important to the story. take marius' personal story 4: the main perpetrator of the impersonation was someone who's sprite was introduced that same chapter. giann was introduced in a flashback via marius' rrg card. so, following this logic: i don't think giann is going to get a sprite. i feel like he's dead. galena does a really good job as breaking down why she thinks giann is dead in the post you linked (and i shall also link here) and after a good chunk of the year and how i see the story progression going, i stand firmly with galena on this one.

theres also a thing i've been thinking about related to this and ironically, the fic i'm writing. galena, in her post, talks about how memory is an important part of the game, and also links this post by zak about memory. why is this important specifically? because of the effects of the nxx drug/flora x/X03A. i have a running theory on luke being affected by the drug which then leads to his illness, and in his anni card it states that it's neurological. it checks with how the drug itself works: "It affects the brain in many different ways. In children still developing it causes delays in growth. In adults, it makes them unstable, prone to depression or other mental ails." (that's,,, a quote for the fic i'm writing LMAOO) so who's to say the drug doesn't cause memory loss? what if giann is afflicted with the same stuff luke has, only it's worse on him? that the reason he doesn't have a sprite is because he lost himself?

*shrug* there's a lot of things that it could be. the theory holds up if you look at it through that lens, but i'm more inclined to say that they offed giann. after all, that makes for more conflict in the nxx and sometimes conflict drives the story. it all depends on your point of view.

thank you so much for this question fleur nonnie! i hope you stick around!!!

#⚜️!anon #fleur-de-lis!anon #fleur!anon #nonnie asks #sam answers #tears of themis hc #tears of themis headcanons #tears of themis #giann von hagen #listen i saw this ask and i wanted to bite into it #it made my theory brain turn and i love it #im pulling out all the stops huh #look at me linking yall to my friends analyses #that yall should totally read by the way bc they scratch very specific parts of the brain LMAOO #thank you to galena and zak for writing these analyses #i hold these very near and dear to my heart #talks from the spambox #ngl i had to look the emoji up i was like 'oh look its that one fancy emoji'#til that its a fleur-de-lis is supposed to be a lily flower which is very interesting!

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Hello, I am also a 24 years old muslima. I hope you are doing great. May i ask u if u struggle with islam and what it says about women ? I know it's a weird question but I've been struggling with faith for a long time. I need to discuss it with a woman who will understand my pov. I know this is very personal and i would appreciate if u answer honeslty but if you can't, can you please guide me to resources (podcasts, channels, books .. ) that help you with your faith if you have any. Thank you very much in advance.

Hope you are doing well and no worries. Sorry for the late reply, your question is very interesting. I think my struggles are very different than when I was a teenager. My main struggles are related to impatience towards what Allah decreed for me and others around me and therefore slight comparison between me and others but also me and my old self if that makes sense. Sometimes I look back and feel like my old version was closer but Allah but in fact it was not, it's just a realistic illusion, truth is we are always improving as Muslims when we are putting ourselves in question and wondering how to manage ourselves better for our Akhirah, ofc that does not require only planning but also action. I feel like I also struggle now with lack of time management and being able to be consistent with non fardh act of worship, whereas it was no big deal when I was younger.

Honestly my biggest advice that works for me is to check yourself, observe yourself, what makes your imaan really go up, what makes you happy being Muslim, what makes your heart warm when you think about your faith, and even in those occasions where you feel like you lost the sense of Allah, do not stop trying because you might not feel it all the time but He is there, listening, welcoming you as no one can. There are many people of knowledge you can listen to or talk with, I do better with listening rather than reading but do what works best for you. You can be born a Muslim but you have to discover your religion for it to make sense to you. I am also a visual person, it helps me seeing that when I'm really finding it hard to hold on my religion, I'm actually holding on the rope of hope, a rope can be slippery sometimes but it will bring you safety for sure at least according to me.

This is my answer (I'm sleep deprived so excuse any typos or if what I said does not make sense). Whatever you would like to deepen, my dm is open sis 💚

#Have a fantastic week #And try to build the basics of your faith such as prayer trust and how you treat others #Worry about those main three and from there go forward Insh'Allah

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averyspoopedcorgi · 1 year

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for the ask game would you like to do eichi and mayhaps even.. tatsumi…….

atsa!!! i knew u were gonna give me tattsun lol but eichi is a welcomed suprise

i hope u dont mind some of my answers being short or shallow cuz I haven read many stories and most of my character thoughts are gibberish :,)

ok ei-chan first

favourite thing about them: his whole character, how complex he is the guilt he feels for his actions I like that he isn't some irredramable villain but just somebody who wanted to save something he loved dearly by any means possible (I hope I'm correct about the last part I haven't read about the war in a while) also half the batshit insane stuff he says is hilarious

least favourite thing about them : I have nothing I particularly hate about him I suppose he monologues are so long sometimes they make me wanna take a break from reading lol

favorite line: pretty mission epilogue only comes to mind from what I've read

brOTP: hell dorm but mostly aira, something about them bonding over their love for idols also chiaki i wanna see them interact more

OTP: the emperor and the his funny clown (wataei) have a vice on my heart

nOTP: romantic reichi or just him with any oddballs that aren't wataru or keito x eichi idk why they just rub me the wrong way

ramdom hadcanon: hell dorm movie which in reality r just aira and eichi watching idol mvs while rei snnnzzs

unpopular opinion: STOP MAKING JOKES ABOUT HIM DYING WHATS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE YES YOU CAN HATE FOR THE SHIT HE PULLED BUT SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO REALISE THAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT A CHRONICALLY ILL MAN DOSENT MATTER IF HES FICTIONAL <- mad about marriage poll

song i associate with them: im soso sorry ive got nothing ; ;

favorite picture of them: babygirl or tiger eichi i cant pick

ok tattsun time!!!

favorite thing about them: the way he talks about his faith is so interesting....youd expect him to spout bible verses left and right but after reading feather touch and his conversation with aira just reshaped him in my mind, theres so much i like about him but this i what really scratched my brain

(also more meta but i like that him being chirstian isnt treated as a joke if that makes any sense )

also also vehicular manslaughter

least favorite thing about them: bastard will not come home no matter how hard i try. i wasted hot limit funds on his revival still nothing. i have every alk five star except him. what did i do tattsun senpai/hj

favorite line: feather touch but specifically the convo with aira. thats all

brOTP: aira and tatsumi. literally the senpai-kouhai friendship of all time

also christian rock drom with koga and leon theryre all besties canonically what else does a guy need (also they take leon on walks together and i think everyone should know that)

OTP: gee i wonder what it is *standing in front of a pile of tatsumayo fanart*

nOTP: idk really??? any of his juniors ig

random headcanon: koga taught him how to play the guitar!!! now you can always hear the distinct sound of christian rock from thier dorm room

he loves dogs like really loves dogs but could never own one cuz he lived in a church for most of his childhood so hes beyond overjoyed to share a dorm with leon

also cane user and bisexual tatsumi is soso real to me

unpopular opinion: stop treating him like hes some white queerphobic christian whats wrong with you people stop acting ;like every christian is terrible

song i associate with them: ah abuseken's christ and guchiry's orthodoxia

favorite picture of them: naur who let bro drive

#again im sorry if any of tjis sounds wrong im no good at getting my thoughts across TT #proxys barkings

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babygirlpontius · 2 years

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oki!! well mm idk its not like . groundbreaking or anything but like could u write a transmasc reader coming out to like, any jackass guy(s) of ur choosing? idk i dont have any good ideas rn lmaoo

i hope you like this and that it’s not like. super corny lol! i went ahead and had the reader coming out to all the guys in the main cast, bc why not, they’re all lovely :))

note: before the reader comes out to them, the guys will refer to him by his last name to avoid deadnaming :)

coming out as transmasc to the jackass guys (transmasc reader (he/him pronouns) + jackass main cast)

“Hey.” You shut the trailer door gently behind you. “Oh, good, you’re all here. Um. Yeah.”

“What’s up, Y/L/N?” Johnny holds up a beer, jiggling it slightly. “Wanna drink?”

“No,” you say, not wanting to hinder yourself, but - “Actually, yeah. Toss one over.”

So maybe you do need some liquid courage. It’s not like what you’re about to do is easy.

“What’d you need to talk to us about?” asks Dave. “It’s not anything serious, is it?”

“I hope you’re not chickening out of tomorrow’s stunt.” That was Preston. “I really need you out there with me, Y/L/N, I can’t do it alone.”

“The stunt’s still happening, Pres, don’t worry.” You swallow, fingers playing with the condensation on the can in your hands. “No, it’s - It’s...It’s kind of hard for me to say.”

“Take your time,” says Ryan, ever the patient sweetheart.

You nod. “Ok, so - you guys wouldn’t, like, freak out if I was...different, would you?”

“Can’t get any more different than Dave shitting on command, can you?” Bam cracks, and you laugh with the others.

“No, it’s, uh. It’s not like that.”

You hesitate for a second, unsure of what to say next.

��Are you gay?” asks Ehren. When everyone turns to look at him, he only shrugs. “Seemed like it could be a prime coming out moment, I don’t know.”

“Well, let’s not assume anything - “ starts Wee Man, but -

“Actually, Danger’s kinda close?” You chuckle nervously. “I mean, not that far off the mark, I guess...”

“Oh.” Johnny sips his beer. “So you’re gay? That’s cool.”

“You can have my rainbow g-string if you want,” offers Chris.

You shake your head. “Actually, um. I’m transgender. Like. I want to appear more...masculine-presenting, and. I’d really appreciate if you all called me Y/N and just - treated me like one of you, I guess?”

You take a big drink after that, stomach fluttering with nerves.

“...So, you’re like...a dude, now?” asks Bam, looking confused. “Like...you want to cut your hair and not shave your legs and shit?”

“Basically.” You swallow. “I mean, that’s the gist of it, I guess. This has been a long time coming, really.”

“We always thought you were just super butch.” Johnny shrugs. “But, you know, this makes a lot more sense.”

“You’re - You’re cool with it?” you ask nervously. “Like, it’s not...weird?”

Wee Man shakes his head. “Pretty sure we’ve all seen weirder in our time, Y/N.”

You smile - he called you by your name. It feels really awesome to hear it.

“If anyone here does have a problem,” you say. “Tell me, now. And - I don’t know. At least I’ll know about it, I guess.”

You wait, bracing yourself. But not one person says a thing.

“Y/N’s a cool fucking name,” says Dave, grinning. “Cooler than Preston, at least.”

“Hey!”

You laugh, a huge wave of relief crushing through you. “Thank you guys so much. This is...seriously. Thank you so much.”

You’re crying a bit, but you can’t really help it. And then someone hugs you, pulling you into his chest, and you cry a little harder.

“Guess we need a new token girl on the crew,” Ryan mutters into your ear, and you laugh, sniffling against his shoulder. When you lean away, you rub at your eyes, and you smile.

“Not to get cheesy as fuck,” you say. “But I really do love you guys.”

Johnny salutes you. “And we love you, brave soldier. Welcome to the ranks of Real Men.”

“Then why’s Ehren here?” Bam jokes, and you all crack up. You feel more relaxed than you’ve felt in a really, really long time.

The door to the trailer is thrown open suddenly, and Steve-O walks in, evidently just coming back from probably taking a gnarly shit in the Port-a-Potty.

“What’d I miss? Oh, hey, Y/L/N.”

“Shit,” you exclaim. “I knew someone was missing.”

“Y/L/N’s one of the guys now,” says Chris, grinning. “He wants to be called Y/N, which is a super badass name.” He tosses a beer to Steve-O, who narrowly doesn’t catch it. “Crack one open, O.”

Steve-O turns to you. “Is that true, Y/L/N?”

You smile sheepishly and nod, and Steve-O just goes,

“Yeah, dude!”

#my writing #jackass #jackass x reader #johnny knoxville #ryan dunn #bam margera #dave england #ehren mcghehey #chris pontius #steve-o #wee man #preston lacy

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