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zaliyours · 1 month
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me when i associated the healthy parts of our relationship with yutamaki (bc i got yuta in a kin quiz and u got maki in the same quiz).
but they both helped each other. maki made yuta realize he was strong and that he could let go of his past love. that he's stronger than he gives himself credit for. much like you did for me.
while yuta helped maki accept love and affection, accept praise. he taught her that she was worthy of love and care. much like i was able to do for you.
too bad we had a falling out comparable to satosugu LMFAOOO
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Disclaimer: stories are fictitious and should not be taken literally, the behavior is entirely imaginative and the content may be inappropriate
Updated & repaired: 16/07/2023 (if a story won't load or something else, please message me and let me know)
MAIN MASTERLIST
Fluff🌺  Angst 🌩️ Smut❤️‍🔥
5/7 STORIES
5 Types Of Kisses🌺
MY HEADCANONS W/ OTHER CHARACTERS:
Speak In Flowers 🌺 Flowers speak their own words and show their actions. And your man loves to speak it out loud.
Visiting Your Hometown 🌺 how would your boy act when you drag him along to your hometown
Helping You To Accept Your Stretch Marks 🌺your boy helps you accept your beautiful stretch marks as they are...pure perfection
Explaining To Your Man Kdramas🌺I (V) wrote small drabbles that paired my favorite men and dramas that I absolutely love
Dating A Tattoo Artist 🌺 being a tattoo artist and your boyfriend being part of it
When Tough Times Occur 🌺Life itself can be a pain and with its obstacles, it can seem impossible to overcome it but that’s what makes us stronger as people.
Someone Rubs You The Wrong Way With... 🌺 how would your man protect you when someone doesn’t mind your business
Having A Shower ❤️‍🔥having a shower with your man sounds like heaven right?!
One Thing He Loves About You (Physically Or Mentally)🌺 the title spoils the ending a bit
No Nut November ❤️‍🔥in the glory of No Nut November, you make a bet with your liver saying if they fail you cuff them and use them to your liking but if you lose they get to fulfil one of their fantasies. And you are keen on it to make them lose, by any means.
ASKS
Movie Watchers 🌺Could you do a little something with him? He and the reader watch a movie but he wants to be close to her so she ends up in his lap and you know fluff ! 💜
Taking Off Their S/O's Makeup 🌺 (Could you do Duncan vizla,the joker and whoever else you’d like.)taking off their s/o makeup after they come from a nightout because they are to drunk to do it themselves 💛
DRABBLES FROM MY 🧠
Mysterious Cafe Meet Up 🌺 Bucky meets a girl who helps him with his writer's block
New Arm Who This? 🌺 The good old’ ‘Bucky is insecure because of his arm’ trope because I'm a sucker for it
Safe Haven🌺 You and Bucky share a secret place together where you escape when the world gets too loud.
Plum Market 🌺inspired by the gif where Bucky is holding plums
Fluff Alphabet🌺
Kiss Me Like You Miss Me 🌺Bucky wants Y/n
Bubble Bath Confessions 🌺Bucky + Bubbles = piece of heaven
Celebrating The New Year With Bucky🌺
Meeting Yoga!Bucky🌺
Did You Get Nervous Over A Rose? 🌺Bucky is building his communication with his love Y/n
Having A Secret Relationship With Bucky Barnes
DIFFERENT AUs
His Little Rose (Demon!AU)🌺
Feeling Complete(Mobster!AU)🌺
STORIES
Kisses In Front Of The Door (PART 1 OF 2)🌺 Bucky loves to kiss
Maybe A Wedding For Us? (PART 2 OF 2) 🌺 Bucky loves to ask you something while you two dance
Youth (PART 1 OF 2) 🌩️ inspired by Shawn Mendes’s song Youth
Youth (PART 2 OF 2) 🌩️Bucky’s thoughts after the snap
SHORT IMAGINES
Not The Marriage Type?🌺
Finding Bucky’s Old Videos🌺
Bucky Telling Steve He Has A Partner🌺
Reuniting With Bucky 🌺
Baking Cookies 🌺
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magenta-embers · 6 months
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Hi! Nice to read you.
I've been in Tumblr for years, and this is the first time I send a message. I mostly use this app to read, and I'm usually just a ghost because I don't comment or anything else besides read, lol.
Well, the reason I felt like I needed to send you a message is because this channel of yours is new and I have read all your posts so far and I am absolutely intrigued to read more from you in the future because you already made me laugh a few times plus you have a psychology degree and although I don't have one because funny enough, I hated reading so much when I took psychology classes that I couldn't fathom getting that degree.
I do have a way with humans that is not common with the bast majority. I'm very intuitive and empathic as well, which makes my interactions with people deeper than I sometimes would like it to be. But that's a different story... I digress...
I found BTS this year because of K-Dramas. All of a sudden, I don't know how my Instagram went from KDramas to BTS. They are all over my explore feed, lol.
(Well it's not that difficult for IG to full my feed with them since once you like KDrama stuff, the whole South Korea country shows up in the algorithm lol, I just find it funny, sorry again I digress...)
The way I got to "meet" BTS was with the Run Episodes mini Reels in IG. Again, they are all over my feed. So eventually I found out they sing, and found a song I liked, searched it up, found out it was from them, got obsessed with the song, and now I have a few more that I like a lot so far.
I do not consider myself an Army, and I don't think I ever will. I do think BTS is absolutely talented and great performers and I may like more songs in the future if I go over all the albums because so far their songs find me in reels and that's how I have come to like the ones I do. But I do think the fandom is very toxic in my opinion, I'm not saying that all the people in there are, but overall from all the experience I have so far from them, that's the feeling I get as of now from most of the fandom. so I don't see myself connecting that far.
I like all the members. They each have something that I like about them, but what I have come to find out is that Jimin is out of this word. I don't know what that man has, but for God's sake, he can get people obsessed if they are not careful.
Do I consider myself a PJM? No.
However, the man can convert me at any minute to be honest, and I won't notice.
Well, my main reason to write to you is because although I've known about them in more detail the past few months, I'm really new to them. The past month, I got to know what shipping means, and like you, the first thing I saw on Instagram was the JK and TH one. I did not understand what was the romantic side of the videos I was being shown because I couldn't see anything beyond a great friendship. Then, I don't know how, but a video of JM and JK showed up. It was a compilation of them staring at each other and another one of JK walking to any direction JM was going to, and let me tell you...
I felt like I was spying on a couple that were in their private room and I just happened to be in the closet looking through a small hole because I got trapped there before they showed up and shut the door and I could get out. I FELT SO INTRUSIVE THAT IT MADE ME TURN MY HEAD SIDEWAYS MORE THAN ONCE, like I shouldn't be watching such a intimacy without consent. JESUS!!!
The feelings were deep. Let me tell you that much.
So, I, as a romantic person that loves LOVE and anything related to that, such as movies, and again K-Drama, well... I came to Tumblr to investigate this situation, hahahaha... and let's just say that in the past 2 weeks, I have consumed an insane amount of BTS shipping posts than what I would be proud to admit. It's very bad, I need a break. But I'm a binge watcher, and the content seems infinite (WOW), I'm the type of person that watches a K-dramma in one sitting because I can't do it anyway else.
Well, I have told you too much irrelevant sh*t sorry lol
My reason for the message was because I would like to read more posts of JM and JK from the perspective of people that that have follow them for a while and watch original content and express their thoughts on what they see and why they think of them as they do because of what they see.
I am interested in reading how people evaluate what they see without my personal thoughts about what I see as bias. I have been finding the posts I have read like that entertaining. But unfortunately the past weeks as well most of the things I see is people asking bogglers why they think JM and JK are still together and a constant fighting about recent things like video leaks, JK meeting too much with his friends but no with JM, this or that, and it's getting boring seeing these bloggers intelligence wasted on those questions.
My opinion is this: I won't assume they are a couple unless they say so (highly unlikely) or when definite proof gets leaked or posted by Dispatch or something like that. (Which I really hope it never happens, they don't deserve an outing like that if they are not ready) but I find it very concerning that these so called fans, and shippers just want proof that they are together so bad, that they don't care how that proof gets to them, which may hurt their so called bias. That's honestly SICK behavior! And then they wonder why people joke that BTS fandom is full of 12 years old. Again, I digress...
So, as I was saying, I won't assume they are a couple because I respect people, and I don't want to assume their sexuality or relationship. But I don't judge those who assume in a respectful way, I just personally don't want to cross that line.
In my personal opinion, they make me feel like they have feelings for each other and that they are aware of them. Have they crossed the sex line yet? Maybe.
The vibe I get is that they are aware of their feelings towards each other and might be scared to cross that line for the sake of their friendship or the group. Though, that doesn't stop them from being as physical as they show to be on screen.
They're like, "we know we have feelings for each other, we won't cross the sex line, but we will play with fire." And one thing is for sure in this life, intimacy goes beyond the sex act.
They are probably more intimate than what sex could make them be. I don't even know how to explain it in a coherent way to those who just see sex as the way of being fully intimate.
Also, I don't know why people have to assume that they are gay if they are proven to be with each other. I can never get disappointed enough of humans and their limited intelligence, like sometimes two people have a connection so strong that even if they have been only in a heterosexual relationship their whole lives, and there was this one instace where they were in a homosexual one, it automatically doesn't mean the person is part of the LGBTQ+ community, it's just means that there was a person, possibly what they would consider their "soul mate" that happen to be their same sex. But otherwise they have only been attracted to the opposite sex and will find themselves only attracted to the opposite sex if that person no longer exist in the picture, because they will never feel somethig like that again.
I've seen it, that's why I get mad when people don't see that, in this world there's so much that can be possible without putting a pre-existing LGBTQ+ label on it, that's why there's a + in it I guess. But AGAIN, I digress...
Now, even if JM and JK come out saying that they never have had anything going on, that they are with other people in a relationship or whatever else. I won't ever doubt that they had feelings for each other up to 2023. That much I am sure of, no matter the outcome of their relationship. These two had a mini encounter on a live a few days ago, and they both malfunctioned at one point lol they don't know how to control themselves.
But I just wanted to say that I hope you share more of your thoughts of what you see and saw on content where they are part of, like the youtube video you shared, (which I will watch once I have almost 3 hours to spare because once I start that, I won't stop until it's done lol) so I hope to read your opinions on those contents, your thought process as you watch those things. That would be entertaining for me as a new person viewing this shipping world, and those new like me that want to read stuff like that as entertainment or to learn more about them.
People here write as if all the readers are old in the BTS world or, more specifically, the Jikook world and not all of us are. I caught you doing some comments like that too so far, like "if you know you know," or like "you know what I am talking about," and I'm like... "But I don't know, I want to know but don't know lol" so I'm left clueless lol
Please, I hope that if you are here for a long run, remember that people like me will always exist and we may find your blog in our way to discovery and won't know sh*t lol. Also, I hope you tag more words so your posts are easier to find for people like me. Like when a post is about Jikook, you can also tag JM and JK tags since it is about them anyway. I was just following the Jimin tag, and now I will follow the Jikook one because some posts don't make it to the Jimin tag even tho the post includes him. But you may have your reasons, so it's totally fine if you don't.
Sorry for the long message. It's my first one ever, and I took it seriously, apparently lol.
I'm a millennial, I use lol a lot...
Att: The LOL Millennial
P.S. Any possible grammar/spelling mistakes are expected for my old age lol, thank you :)
God, I love a good, long message. Hi! Hope you don't mind me sharing your story and thoughts. It was a good read! I've also been a lurker until recently.
I'll try to respond in order.
"But I do think the fandom is very toxic in my opinion, I'm not saying that all the people in there are, but overall from all the experience I have so far from them, that's the feeling I get as of now from most of the fandom. so I don't see myself connecting that far."
It is absolutely okay to be a casual fan. It's healthier even. About the fandom, it's big enough to be a country, and as we know, a country holds many perspectives, personalities, religions, opinions, factions, moral/political alignments, criminals, and creeps, but also mostly just regular folk trying to make it through the day. That's how I see ARMY. It's simply too massive for everyone to get along. I think the toxicity has gotten much worse since the solo era started and the fandom is more divided than ever.
However, I believe that once BTS returns as a group, all of the garbage that's happened or been said this year will be forgotten. Solo projects have rotted the fandom's brains and yet were absolutely vital to the artistic growth of each member. It's a necessary evil, and BTS will be way, way stronger for it. We, the regular folk here, just keep our heads down and weather the storm. Amazing things are coming.
"But unfortunately the past weeks as well most of the things I see is people asking bogglers why they think JM and JK are still together and a constant fighting about recent things like video leaks, JK meeting too much with his friends but no with JM, this or that, and it's getting boring seeing these bloggers intelligence wasted on those questions."
We're getting a lot more fan interaction from the members during this hiatus than I thought we would. So it was surprising to me to see people whining about Jimin and Jungkook not posting about each other enough. Some people seem to think those two need to communicate solely via public social media otherwise they hate each other. Some people have entire narratives on how/when/why jikook broke up based on the stupidest shit you can imagine. As I said, solo era has been painful. My brain cells are dropping like flies.
"but I find it very concerning that these so called fans, and shippers just want proof that they are together so bad, that they don't care how that proof gets to them, which may hurt their so called bias."
Because to them Jungkook and Jimin are dolls to smash together while making kissy sounds. They just want to "win" their little ship war. As far as I'm concerned, there is no war because jikook is an actual possibility and the others are not. End of story. Any explicit "proof" getting out would be disastrous for them at this point in time.
"In my personal opinion, they make me feel like they have feelings for each other and that they are aware of them. Have they crossed the sex line yet? Maybe.
The vibe I get is that they are aware of their feelings towards each other and might be scared to cross that line for the sake of their friendship or the group. Though, that doesn't stop them from being as physical as they show to be on screen."
I think this was pretty much my opinion too until I started my deep dive and observing the timeline. The "state" of them of being aware of their feelings for each other but hesitant was late 2015/first half of 2016, in my personal timeline, it's one of the big shifts I saw. Their relationship has several developments after that too. So if they're currently in a romantic/sexual relationship, they have been for years. If they're not, then it's not likely to happen.
"in this world there's so much that can be possible without putting a pre-existing LGBTQ+ label on it"
Sexuality is a spectrum and people shouldn't have to define themselves if there is no label that quite fits. The more labels and distinctions we make, the more we box people in and become less inclusive. Jimin could be bi, Jungkook could be gay, but we don't know. We can't know. What I do know is that they really find each other really, really attractive.
"But I just wanted to say that I hope you share more of your thoughts of what you see and saw on content where they are part of, like the youtube video you shared"
Thank you for your support! That's the plan! It was painful to be so undetailed in the intro post.
"People here write as if all the readers are old in the BTS world or, more specifically, the Jikook world and not all of us are. I caught you doing some comments like that too so far, like "if you know you know," or like "you know what I am talking about," and I'm like... "But I don't know, I want to know but don't know lol" so I'm left clueless lol"
I know that's annoying, it was for me as well when I was starting my journey. But the "if you know you know" stuff I'm referring to is pics/info that leaked and we weren't supposed to see. More "evidence' I suppose. Nothing that would ruin their lives, obviously, but far far more telling than any dumbass clip/pic we've gotten for their other dating "rumors." Maybe you've already seen them. I'm not going to gatekeep these things, since they're out there anyway and you can find them, but you can reach out to me if you'd like and I can tell you in private.
"Also, I hope you tag more words so your posts are easier to find for people like me. Like when a post is about Jikook, you can also tag JM and JK tags since it is about them anyway."
The reason I didn't tag them individually is because solos, akgaes, and taekookers (jk tag) lurk in those tags and they're eye-twitchingly annoying. Especially right now.
Nonny, thank you so much for listening to my story and sharing yours. It was lovely to wake up to. I appreciate the interest a lot. I hope to hear from you in the future!
E.
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minquiec · 9 months
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My 5k word essay on why I like bringing pain and suffering to the two idiots I love dearly (A thesis)
[alternative title being: me ranting abt jipunk for 2 hours straight im kiddingg]
So like
At this point I'm pretty sure most people can tell I enjoy pulling angst out of nowhere for absolutely NO reason necessary other than pain heeheehaahaa well it ain't gonna stop 😁 CAUSE TRUST THAT I will make sure every au I ever make of these two end in numbingly tragic angst one way or the other 🦅 jkjk they won't all be that bad it'll just have varying degrees of sadness
Anyways
I actually do have a reason for never giving them a happy (canonical or implied) happy ending ☝️ the thing abt me is every detail or like choice I make in character design/relationship/etc is that it's always intentional (most of the time) like there's always some kind of corny reason behind it bc I'm jwndkwjd insane and just think too hard abt two characters that don't even exist.
So like so like
I am an absolute loser for tropes like 'in another life' or 'in every life' or just anything among those lines. Like genuinely it does smth irreparable to my brain it's not even funny.
And basically the thought process for jipunk was like they're LITERALLY from different universes which quite literally means they can't end up together bc it's just not possible. But tbh the whole multiverse logic and how it works is up to interpretation cause y'know it's just a movie but personally I see it as smth pretty impossible for lore sake and stuff HAHSHA
So because the 'original' jipunk (atsv versions) can't end up together, I decided to go and think
"HMM."
"WHAT IF THEY ARE THE EPITOME OF 'ill find you in every universe" BUT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM END IN THE SAME WAY (never ending up tgt)"
Cause for the different au's each of them is technically a different reincarnate in different worlds with different lives.
And like going back to when I said varying levels of sadness: what I meant was in some aus they'll be literally universes apart (which in itself is already sad asf) but in other aus they could live in the same world but their lives are like perpendicular lines because they'll meet and then never cross paths again (BECAUSE this is what their fate is supposed to be if we base it off their atsv counter parts: they were never meant to be bc they're from different universes)
BUT DONT KILL ME YET BC
technically
teccchnicaalllllyyy
In the long run they do have a happy ending
(longass run bru)
So there isn't a proper timeline for which universes 'happen first' bc that just doesn't make sense but
The modern au where it has the convenience store
Is their happy ending
Endgame au fr
Cause if you think abt it right (this is a headcanon), hb isn't the type of person to fall in love based on looks.
Yet in the modern au he ends up crushing on a silly little employee of the convenience store he goes to.
And like it's just this pull he can't understand for the life of him??? Cause it feels so shallow to him to like someone bc he thinks their pretty
Little does he know
So after they get tgt in the modern au, I'm thinking of this one moment where he kind of figures it out/sort of/not really but he is just like
"idk what it is but it feels like I've spent lifetimes with you"
BECAUSE YOU HAAAAAAVE@)$()2(# AAAAAAUEGEGHHEGEG JM SOBBING
HE SAYS IT BC HE REALIZES HIS SOUL IS JUST SO COMFORTABLE WITH HER PRESENCE ALMOST LIKE ITS GOTTEN USED TO IT SINCE A LONG LONG TIME AGO
And I realized just now but omfg the comic I made where he drunk confess and goes 'I liked you first'
HES LITERALLY BEEN LIKING HER FIRST IN THEIR FIRST LIFE (ATSV) IM GOING TO FUCKIGNNEF THROIWN UP
Soulmates idc idc IDCCCC
Took the quote I love you in every lifetime and RAAAAANNNN WITH IT
I enjoy tragic love stories tm
This isn't delusion anymore this is derangement
They r so dear to me
They are my kdramas, they are my bridgerton, they are my therapy this is how I cope.
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opreaadriann · 23 days
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Hello there first of all I'm so glad that u are back and love ur story since it not everyday that some of us get to live out fantasy of getting REVENGE on our past bullies - (rubbing hands maniacally😈).
Anyway i don't know if this has been ask yet but may i inquired 3 questions:
Where did u get ur ideas/ inspiration to writes this story?
Have u seen this korean drama named the 'Glory' ? *SPOILER ALERT*!!(it's a story about bullies and revenge too but since it in asian the bullying is bit more brutal tbh😬 ,although the revenge is well deserved 😏)
Would u personally say that the way we get our revenge in the story would be similar to the Kdrama or would it be more brutal/cruel in comparison?
I hope u r getting enough rest and staying safe my dear author 🫶🏻
Thank you very much for the support! I'm always glad to find another revenge enjoyer.
The inspiration for High School Revenge comes from personal experience. I actually never watched Heathers, or any revenge type movies (besides the Count of Monte Cristo), and I only started doing research in the genre after starting working on the story. I always had a very creative mind, and I remember I lived a very embarrassing moment in middle school, which resulted in me plotting my revenge on the people involved for years. Obviously, I ended up doing nothing about it and moved on with my life, but I had a lot of ideas on how to get my revenge haha. When coming up with an idea for a COG book, I thought that I wanted to write something that would appeal to many people. And I thought that I can't be the only one that had fantasies about getting revenge on someone that wronged me when I was younger. So, I just let my imagination run its course and came up with the premise for the story. None of the characters I've created have anything to do with real people or real revenge plans I had though haha, it's all pure fiction.
I've watched Glory, yeah, it made me think a lot about how our MCs origin story might be a bit light compared to what happened there, so I tried to make the whole tragedy more... tragic once I came back with chapter 3. Most bullies are also quite irredeemable in Glory, which is not something I want for HSR, but it was fun to just root for the hardcore revenge.
I don't think the revenge you will be able to get on the characters in this story would be described as brutal. There won't be any hardcore torture scenes or anything (maybe psychological torture). My goal is to make the revenge satisfying. There will be more types of things you could do to get revenge, some will be funny, some will destroy the lives of the targets, and some will just be unnecessarily cruel. If players choose the really cruel revenge options, I'll make sure to make them feel bad for going down that route though haha. *Spoiler* A character can die thanks to our actions, but I would not recommend going down that route.
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ABOUT JJ ✦ professional milf fucker. graphic design major. aspiring sugar momma. uzui tengen’s doppelgänger (i have so many wives fr). irl ava ayala (100%). miles morales’ actual cousin (real). venom's real life best friend (aside from eddie ofc). certified makima & himeno hater. diagnosed BPD pill popper. eren's biggest bully (so real it's canon). soul’s guardian. denji’s sibling. quanxi’s fifth gf (not clickbait).
MY ACCOUNT ✦ is for hispanic/latines that never see themselves in either oc's or readers, mainly because they're always white and don't have culture. it is also for my tall girls (i'm only 5'6, but tall women are everything) who never get representation in media, aside from the tall girl movie where they weaponized her height until the last 30 mins of that god forsaken film. so if you're one of the two, or even both, then my account is definitely for you love.
my beloveds ! ☆
ANIMANGA(S) ✦ attack on titan. god of high school. jujutsu kaisen. classroom of the elite. soul eater. chainsaw man. blue lock. gangsta. tokyo revengers. haikyuu. demon slayer. death note. hunter x hunter. sailor moon. angels of death.
COMFORT LOSER(S) ✦ takemichi hanegaki. michael afton. yuji itadori. denji hayakawa. suzune horikita. mikasa ackerman. mori jin. black star. meguru bachira. nicolas brown. aran ojiro. suma uzui. misa amane. killua zoldyck. usagi tsukino. isaac foster.
vibin’ things ! ☆
PLAYLIST ✦ bts. piwon. e'last. ateez. txt. le sserafim. new jeans. twice. xdinary heroes. onlyoneof. wonho. jiae. monaleo. megan thee stallion. flo milli. glorilla. kehlani. young m.a. ski mask the slump god. d4vd. kali uchis. joji. mitski. rae sremmurd. bad bunny. daddy yankee. melanie martinez. pierce the veil. zion & lennox. hector & tito. selena. a boogie.
MI FAVORITAS ✦ women. milfs. racing (fast cars). music. drawing. coloring. writing. reading. the color pink. dogs. cats. embracing and getting educated on my culture. kpop. watching kdramas. video games. maladaptive daydreaming. anime. mangas. manhwas. horror movies. slashers. lesbians.
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mis escribe ! ☆
BASIC STUFF ✦ i always write tall (6'2), indigenous taíno puerto rican oc's for my stories. only time i won't is when a request specifically asks for an unlabeled reader, or a specific type of reader that doesn't correlate with my typical one.
WARNINGS Y DISCLAIMERS ✦ i am obviously lesbian (if you still couldn't tell), so a majority of my writings will be for female characters and/or non-male characters. however, whenever i DO do an x male character book or oneshot, it'll either be a request from a mutual or because it's one of my favs.
mi personalidad ! ☆
MY ATTITUDE ✦ i am very blunt and honest, when it's needed. i try my best not to be sarcastic all the time online cause i am in real life and it's caused too many altercations for my liking, especially since i don't like people. if i sense something is off, i'll tell you. if you did something wrong, i'll tell you, so i expect the same in return. but aside from that, i try my best to be as nice as possible, especially to others with similar interests.
DISORDERS ✦ i have both ADHD & BPD (recently diagnosed with BPD) and i'm still trying to adjust to it, and the medicine. furthermore, i have moments where i "split" which means i won't want to interact, talk, or even do anything. i become a state of wanting nothing to do with anyone; friends, family, no one. so when that does happen, i will put my account on lockdown and won't be active until it's over, which usually lasts a few days.
➷ TO ADD ONTO THAT . . . whenever i take my ADHD medicine, it usually makes my splitting worse due to the symptoms of the medication, and also makes my anger issues insufferable. the only reason i'm making these publicly known is because i've learned from my mistakes in the past about not alerting people of them and it causing problems in the future.
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prncssguya · 1 year
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Lmfaooo the way I ship dong Eun and park Jin yeons husband like... The chemistry. Don't get me wrong I like her with do hyun's character too, he's an insanely talented actor though he hasn't gotten to show much here, his performance in 18 again was exquisite and one of the best things I've ever seen but like those two have more chemistry and frankly the more interesting story. Also this is the kind of show that will live or die by its ending, if they wimp out on us and don't give us the full revenge or if the ending is something really dumb (kdramas really love stupid endings that make no sense and contain multiple logical leaps) just look at reborn rich as the most recent example then it's all gonna collapse and then entire thing won't feel worth it. Hopefully they'll stick the landing.
her and jung sung il’s character arc could go one or two ways. he’s so mesmerized by her and disgusted with his wife’s actions that he supports whatever she has planned, also and him finding out that his daughter isn’t really his daughter could factor into that. alternatively, he sticks behind his wife because if the past comes out in public that bitch number one tortured a young girl so horrifically it could ruin him and the life he’s crafted. tbh i don’t think he’s all that noble and will support his wife. i’m thinking about one particular scene when mde and him were playing go and she said paraphrasing “i’m a good person” and his expression was sort of contemplative or disappointed maybe ? anyway she’s just using him has a means to an end and when he realizes this he might turn on her. either way i love love their scenes together
lee do hyun is quickly becoming one of my favorite actors. 18 again is one of his that i haven’t seen yet but from hotel del luna, sweet home, and youth of may, he’s an incredibly versatile actor (the way he can go from sweet cinnamon roll to cunning). i’m enjoying his character so much in the glory and i think there’s much more in store for his character.
i hate when good shows with so much potential are ruined by their ending, it ruins the whole show for me. i just hope we get a satisfying ending. i don’t think a “happy ending” exists for this type of drama (moon dong eun seems ready to give her life to take these people down) but i could be wrong. i hope she gets to be happy at the end. we’ll see, i’m looking forward to march!
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jeweled-blue-eyes · 2 years
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So Daughter of the Duke - Love Project! is the first and only dating Sim Siyeon has ever played right? Surprised she never questioned why on earth were Yvonne's and og!Penelope's biological/adopted brothers love interests for them. Like that right away should have been a sign or red flag that one or both of their brothers had romantic feelings towards them. Not sure on why she was surprised that Derrick was in love or rather lusting over og!Penelope when she knew that Derrick was a LOVE INTEREST and she's trapped in a DATING SIM no least.
Also find it odd that Siyeon wanted og!Penelope to get a happy ending with Penelope's tormentors. The girl literally said that reynold and Derrick were like her half-brothers in Korea and mentioned that her and og!Penelope were similar due to some of those reasons. But when you put it into context it sounds really wrong.
I highly doubt og!Penelope would be happy with any of the male leads recycled to her.(I said recycled since the author gave penny the same male leads as Yvonne)
Not only does her surprise at the stepbrother trope imply she didn't play any Dating Sims before Love Project! it also implies Cha Siyeon never read (m)any light novels, shoujo mangas/manhwas or bl. Perhaps she was focusing on her studies to get away from her family and saw attempting to bond over books and kdramas useless since the rich kids at her private school bullied her anyway.
Tbh I was also surprised that Derrick was basically in love (or is it lust?) with her since day one but this is because I'm used to seeing brother LI's act usually like unapologic siscons and not bullies.
Siyeon didn't go after those men to make Penny happy. She was self inserting herself into the character, wanted to relieve her trauma and change the course of her story. Her obsession with the game was how she coped with her childhood trauma once she left her home. She wanted to see what could have been between herself and her family irl.
You know how people model their relationships after their parents/what they grew up seeing? Or a more harmless example: if a certain character trait in your family is valued and respected you come to value it too and seek it out in the people you surround yourself with. It's extremely odd for Cha Siyeon to romance her stepbrothers who resemble her actual half brothers irl but if you put it in context it makes sense from a psychological standpoint.
To have someone who treats you shitty suddenly love and adore you feels better than to have someone treat you consistently with respect. This type of height feels like a drug. It's definitely not healthy but is it understandable? Is it realistic? Very.
Penelope wouldn't be very happy about any of this. Ending up with her abusers, her murderers, her brothers...Derrick is the worst. I cannot see Derrick x Penelope end up in a way that doesn't include manipulation, coercion, financial and emotional dependence and so on. I may be a Penelope x Derrick shipper but I'm not deluding myself into believing he wouldn't damage her. Their relationship would just change from extremely abusive to mildly abusive that would trick the player into believing it's healthy and they managed to "fix him" by giving him what he wants when all this abuse happened because he was bitter that he couldn't get what he wanted. I also can't see Penelope ever falling in love with him or Reynold. She wanted a family. Platonic affection. Pushing a sexual relationship with her stepbrother on her won't do her any good. Her perception of family was always messed with. It's sad if she can never get away from them.
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ashuuuuuuu · 10 months
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I recently read seizing dreams/ doumeng and since it's so underrated i wanted to do a review of it so more people read this masterpiece so here's 10 reasons why you should read Seizing dreams :
1) Money is a recurring theme in it
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Rarely do I see romance novels or any novels that talk so much deeply and sincerely about money. Both of our protagonists are from the opposite spectrum of economical status. Yu Hao , our MC is an orphan from the start of the novel and he has no one else but himself to depend on for money whereas Zhou Sheng, or ML is only son and future heir of his millionaire father's company. I know it sounds like a very kdrama cliche type of story with this setting but the way they handle and portray the struggles of both people from the opposite spectrum is beautiful. We see Yu Hao struggling with part time work when he's in college, we see him struggling with finding a job, we see him struggling working with minimum wage after college to follow his passion. Whereas we see Zhou Sheng struggling to understand what he wants to do in the future. Struggling to understand whether he wants to be the heir or not. Struggling to live like a middle class person with Yu Hao cuz he's never lived like that. There's an arc where both the main characters are struggling with internship and it's shown so realistically that yes internship makes you work the most with the minimum wage in exchange of "teaching" you. There's also a character struggling with a start up. The novel also depicts Pyramid schemes and you name it. Ofc the novel has ideologies about money too and the characters constantly discuss their ideal way of using money. Most of the time i see in romance novels characters just fall in love and live together and how they are making money is never mentioned that much. So i very much appreciated when this novel shows how big of a struggle it is to earn money in a third world country with a psychology degree for someone who doesn't have rich parents. I just love this aspect of the novel the most.
2) The main couple knows how to communicate well
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Like I said above, they come from different worlds so they have different views on a lot of topics. Usually, if it was a kdrama maybe the girl would've went " we can't be together because we are from different worlds" but not our Yu Hao . He wants to do his best to be together with him especially because they come from different upbringings. Because of their differences , they clash sometimes and fight especially with money matters but those fights are always peaceful and there are no misunderstandings and both of them communicate well and it's just so beautiful to see a couple who KNOWS what communication is haha
3) Both leads are super complex
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Like it's rare to see such complexity even in danmei for me. Both of the characters are so well written and just …they act like actual human beings. So they might annoy you a bit but their growth is super amazing. Both of them fight their inner demons throughout the story and their journey of becoming better humans both individually and as a couple is such an immaculate experience. At first, Yu Hao may come across is this goody-shoes kind of boy who doesn't know how to step up for himself but later we see him become more mature, witty and having more self confidence. Zhou Sheng also comes across as this clown kind of person who's very annoying and possessive but this behaviour of him manifests from his insecurities. He just has a different way of hiding his insecurities. When You Hao shuts himself from the world so he won't get hurt by people, Zhou Sheng makes their clown persona so people won't hurt the real him. Both of them are struggling in their own way and when we slowly get to see them peel off their masks and be proud of their own skin. It's just ahhh so beautiful.
4) The side characters are well written too
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The side characters are just as complex as the main characters and i think that's such a feat. I don't wanna reveal too much since it'll be spoilers but the side characters are of all kinds of sexuality, gender and stories. They feel like real humans and just arghh it's all so beautiful
5) The genres are mixed very well
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so the main genres of this would be slice of life and adventure cuz like they go to other people's dreams and it's pretty adventurous but the slice of life aspect of it is also very much present and both of these genres are mixed so well. Like I'm a slice of life gal so i don't like adventure stuff that much but here I loved the dreamscapes so yeah it's blended very well.
6) The CP
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The yearning the main characters have for each other in the beginning, the pinning, the fluff when they do get together.
7) Friendship
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The story gives very big importance to the friendships the characters have and i feel like friendships are rarely celebrated this well so it's always a treat when a story does this.
8) Psychology
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The main character studies psychology in his college so there's a lot of discussions around that and even outside of it, the novel is filled with the psychology of self and so much more . If you love psychology like me, it's a must. If you are a psychology student like me and Yu Hao, it's more of a must!
9) The smut
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Tiref of reading censored and faded out sex scenes danmei ? Worry not! Cuz this novel has explicit sex scenes and they are written super well and with full detail. I know a lot of people get turned of by this so this is also a warning ? But you can always skip those chapters of you're uncomfortable. Anyways, i love some good smut in novels so if you're like me, you're gonna love this!
10) Because i said so
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what more reason do you need ? Go read it now!
Carrd link : https://seizingdreams-info.carrd.co/
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zaliyours · 1 month
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when i associate our downfall to satosugu's... that's true soulmate energy right there. with no good ending in sight at this point, tho
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Steve Rogers Masterlist
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Disclaimer: stories are fictitious and should not be taken literally, the behavior is entirely imaginative and the content may be inappropriate
Updated & repaired: 16/07/2023 (if a story won't load or something else, please message me and let me know)
MAIN MASTERLIST
Fluff🌺  Angst 🌩️ Smut❤️‍🔥
5/7 STORIES
5 Type Of Kisses
MY HEADCANONS W/ OTHER CHARACTERS:
Speak In Flowers 🌺 Flowers speak their own words and show their actions. And your man loves to speak it out loud.
Visiting Your Hometown 🌺 how would your boy act when you drag him along to your hometown
Helping You To Accept Your Stretch Marks 🌺your boy helps you accept your beautiful stretch marks as they are...pure perfection
Explaining To Your Man Kdramas🌺I (V) wrote small drabbles that paired my favorite men and dramas that I absolutely love
Dating A Tattoo Artist 🌺 being a tattoo artist and your boyfriend being part of it
When Tough Times Occur 🌺Life itself can be a pain and with its obstacles, it can seem impossible to overcome it but that’s what makes us stronger as people.
Someone Rubs You The Wrong Way With... 🌺 how would your man protect you when someone doesn’t mind your business
Having A Shower ❤️‍🔥having a shower with your man sounds like heaven right?!
One Thing He Loves About You (Physically Or Mentally)🌺 the title spoils the ending a bit
No Nut November ❤️‍🔥in the glory of No Nut November, you make a bet with your liver saying if they fail you cuff them and use them to your liking but if you lose they get to fulfil one of their fantasies. And you are keen on it to make them lose, by any means.
DRABBELS FROM MY 🧠
Come On, Let Loose ❤️‍🔥 What happens when you comfort Steve about his quietness when in public with him?
Midnight Proposal🌺
Fluff Alphabet🌺
Dating Steve Would Include🌺
Celebrating The New Year🌺
Without Me 🌩️ inspired by Halsey’s song ‘Without Me’
Kisses From Steve🌺
If I Rode You, I Can Ride The Horse 🌺Steve takes Y/n it for a special surprise at 5 am?!
SHORT IMAGINES
Watching Steve Do Squats🌺
Celebrating New Year🌺
PICTURE STORIES
Finding out you are expecting with Steve and breaking the news to him.🌺
Being On Vacation With Your Boyfriend Steve Rogers 🌺
Buying A House In A Remote And Quiet Place Where You Live With Steve As he Begins Retirement From Being An Avenger🌺
Traveling The World🌺
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Hai, I'm
I'll probably end up posting pictures or small story parts/ideas. I'm not good at writing full blown stories which sucks because I love writing. Like a lot. I write all the time.
Anywaysssssssss if you want to use like a lot of my ideas then feel free to, just give a tiny bit of credit. Who knows it might help someone else as well :)
Also! I'll probably be writing both male and female characters, and I'll list names that will be used below.
I won't use all the names. There might be some names I use that won't be listed here.
It'll probably be mostly flower names or nature names because I think they're cute, and I love them, and im really, really bad at y/n types. I apologize if it gets annoying at times. I'll do my best to switch it up constantly. Anyways, the names will be listed below! :))
Oh also they're gonna be different colors bc I made 3 different lists! I couldn't figure out how to do them like side bc side, and also have room so I just made a really long list. I apologize 🙏
Amaryllis, Aster, Celosia, Clover, Dahlia, Daisy, Daphne, Dianella, Diascia, Erica (heather), Heather (erica), Iris, Ixia, Ixora, Jasmine, Kalmia (heath), Lily, Linaria, Lunaria, Magnolia, Nymphea, Orchid, Phlox, Rose, Scilla, Snowdrop, Sun Drop, Tulip, Viola, Violet, Wedelia, Wisteria
Autumn, Basil, Willow, Ivy, Wren, Raven, Holly, Sage, Jade, Rosemary, Dawn, Dove, Finch
Jupiter, Pluto, Ceres, Eris, Mars, Callisto, Eros, Ida, Calypso, Elara, Lysithea, Ersa, Ymir, Fenrir, Kari, Cordelia
Um, anyways! I'm probably gonna write mostly fluff honestly, because I'm not that good with smut. I mean I'll probably attempt it here and there, but I'll definitely have warnings if I write smut!
Also I'll mostly be writing about my favorite bands, favorite shows, favorite movies, favorite kdramas, and just random ideas I get.
I get A LOT of ideas but I can literally never finish a story. I've tried at least 100 times now, I just can't. So I just end up writing short little story ideas or short story parts. Um anyways I hope you enjoy! I hope my grammar isn't too bad and hopefully you like at least something I've written? Maybe? Hopefully?
OH YEAH ALSO, on the smut posts I'll 100% have a 'read more' thing as well as on the long long posts. If they're pretty short then I won't add one. Also this one most likely has one.
Okay hai sorry, that was A LOTTTTTTT but if you made it all the way to the bottom then congratulations! You went through a lot, you really did so uhm here's a little emoji party for you!
🥳🥳🥳🎂🍨🍾🥳🥳🥳
Anyways! I hope you enjoy what I write or at least I hope it gives you some ideas for your writing :))
Have a good day and remember to drink water! <3
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Yes I'm a 97' liner! My venus is in taurus and I have a cancer rising, hopefully that will be more helpful to you!
1) I was 19-20 or 21 with that forbidden romance trope fwb. And around the age of 21-22 we met to hook up once again, cause we had a no contact.
2) I was lucky imo with my fwb. Though my advice would be don't be rushed to do it, make sure you have a good connection with the person and if you feel like you can trust them with that experience go for it! Personally I felt rushed and if I had different circumstances in my life I don't know if my fwb would had been my first 💭 But I'm glad it was him in the end.
3) The choke-hold guy happened a year ago and I just blocked him after the convo with my guy friend. Thankfully he didn't go psycho, cause I don't know if I could be able to handle another psycho. I had enough trauma build up by having a possessive manipulative emotionally abussive narcissist 😂
4)We definitely had a loooot of people giving us weird looks 🤡
5) honestly that wasn't the only shitty move of his at the very beginning 🤡
6) It's complicated honestly. Like we had our fwb situationship, he then could not get over some things I did cause he found them super romantic (he was mostly hooked on a spiderman style kiss I surprised him with) and we thought let's get to see if we can have something more serious. We made out at a new year's party after everyone was pestering us to date and then we were like yeah there wasn't a special spark, that extra something. And well we met again after a long break and he did that and asked me to do more fun outing together so I don't know but honestly if he's so indecisive I won't waste any time 🤷🏻‍♀️
But honestly I think if I find someone attractive or if I am genuinely crushing on them I act differently. If I have a big fat crush I get so awkward and shy but in both cases I always am annoying towards them lmfao I like teasing but lightheartedly like tickling, or poking, etc.
But my tip would be go bold. I had so many opportunities by being bold, it got me phone numbers by directly telling the guy hey you seem like my type wanna exchange phone numbers to get to know each other?
Also the hashtagssss I have a kdrama series for you but it left me HEARTBROKEN like crying for three months straight... it was the good person but wrong time. Maybe I can share that story after the fwb. Also feel free to use anything for fic inspo!
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Ohh, I see. You got that siren energy with that venus/rising duo.
You probably don't see it but you probably find it to be quite effortless in attracting the other sex.
Aww, I love the right person, wrong time trope. I just love angst, I eat it up like it's my favourite meal.
Like just pull my heart out of my chest and I will love you forever.
What's the kdrama series?? I need to get back into watching them again.
I mean, it's a spiderman style kiss, why wouldn't you be hooked? I have yet to experience it but maybe I will.
It's been three years since I made out with anyone so I hope my lips still work and I have slight game.
I get awkward too but instead of being shy, I just get over eager and end up calling them 'bro' and 'dude' and being overly affectionate. Idk how ppl can just act chill around their crushes mate, like don't your insides squirm?
Honestly, I have been bold before but I've experienced so much rejection, my boldness is dwindling. The last guy I was bold with plainly stated he wasn't attracted to me in 'that way' and my womb just clenched in embarassment.
So please 🐇 anon, give me all the flirting advice you have.
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cococassey · 4 years
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Kdrama: The King Eternal Monarch
My Rating: 7.5 / 10
Final Review:
Consider me confused like a big question mark, and I'm not going to even act as if I understand what is happening esp. in the last 4 episodes where Kim Eun Sook inserted time travel. It's just sad when your last episode is full of OTP moments and you just want to ffwd through it. The King has the basic DNA of Goblin, so where did it deviate from that winning formula?
First, the source material parallel worlds is a fascinating topic, but needs good execution to make it not confusing. The production group should have made the differentiation of the two worlds more obvious.
Second, casting is definitely crucial in all projects, that's why stars are getting paid big bucks to bring the audience in. Sadly, Lee Min Ho looks more suited to action genres like City Hunter, which I enjoyed him in, than as the King, he has the regal presence but failed to bring more oomph to the role.
It seems a disservice to Lee Min Ho that he has less action scenes. He has Yeong and that's more realistic but who wants that kind of reality in a fantasy like this. We want to see a badass fighter king. But maybe it's a personal limitation because of his past accident?
He's better on the 2nd half of the show, but he doesn't have romantic chemistry with Kim Go Eun at all, and kfans can be very forgiving for plot holes as long as the OTP is sizzling on screen. Yeong & the photographer/Eun Sup & Nari/ Sin Jae & Luna look cute together, we were robbed of more OTP scenes from them.
Not to mention, writing romance is what I always find lacking in Kim Eun Sook's works. I like her ambitious concept and the iconic scenes, but the meet cute and fall in love part is definitely her waterloo. I find that missing in DOTS, I liked Goblin but found the start of that romance tedious.
Goblin's iconic bromance is what buoyed that show, Woo Do Hwan & Lee Min Ho pairing has potential, but there was a lack of back story for Yeong aside from being the Unbreakable Sword. But omg Woo Do Hwan. I stan! I probably need to watch all his dramas now. Him playing dual roles, Eun Sup trying to be stoic like Yeong and Yeong trying to be fun Eun Sup is comedy GOLD. He is wasted on all these serious roles. Can someone cast him in a romcom soon, with Kim Yong Ji pretty pls. Why isn't she in more projects?
The support cast is strong from Lee Lim to the Prime Minister, Kim Kyung Nam, esp. is a pleasant discovery from this show. Why did we get so little screen time with Lee Min Ho, Woo Do Hwan, and Kim Kyung Nam on screen, oh the lost potential.
Still kudos to Kim Eun Sook for these ideas, live watching and analyzing her dramas are always worldwide kfan events, I enjoyed the parallel worlds, and the concept of having a 'clone' in another world, and figuring the heck out who is who. Hopefully not being a breakout success won't affect the big budget investment on these types of fantasy genre dramas, as they always push the boundaries of what kdramas can be.
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of course, he's my best friend | In Gukdoo
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Type: Oneshot Genre: ANGST, Fluff Summary: Bong Soon and Minhyuk are engaged and Guk Doo is in the process of moving on. During one of his visits in Ainsoft, he meets a fierce, hot-headed employee and develops a love hate relationship with her. A murderer suddenly sets his eye on Y/N and it becomes harder for Guk Doo to stay away from the short tempered female.
A/N: I literally just recycled this from my kdrama scenarios in wattpad. lmao. I’m lazy, I know. Anyways, hope you enjoy? Also, should I post my other scenarios here from wattpad or just keep it there?Anyways, I worked so hard for this and really enjoyed the process of writing it. Requests are always open if you guys wanna go ahead and request.
Strong Woman: Do Bong Soon
It was my first week in the company and I was both grateful and unhappy at Minhyuk for setting up a small office for me while my actual one was getting renovated It was a kind gesture, really, I wouldn't even be complaining if it wasn't for the fact that my temporary office for the rest of the month was the area beside him in his office. Even Bong Soon gets enough distance from him, shouldn't I get some too? Unfortunately not I suppose.
I was at the states after Ainsoft became a big company. I helped Minhyuk with the entirety of his life and the problems that came with him became mine too; so when I knew that Ainsoft was finally doing well, I knew it was time for me to leave him in the limelight and try to build myself more to become the person he needs to stand beside him. I enjoyed my time abroad. I got into photography and that's when I met the man who inevitably made me want to stay there, Kang Chul. Long story short, the relationship did not go as intended, but Chul and I parted ways civilized and with our friendship still intact. I wasn't really that brokenhearted to resort to leaving the country; but as soon as I heard what transpired in my best friends' life while I was gone, and the emotional pain he went through, I boarded the plane after a few hours of tossing stuff into my luggage. I nearly lost him once, I would never forgive myself if he were to get hurt and I wasn't around to tend to his wounds; that would mean I have failed to keep my promise to his mother.
So now, here I am, glaring at the puffball beside me who wouldn't stop talking selfies. "Why aren't you smiling? I haven't seen you for years and all you do is glare at me?" Minhyuk whines after taking another selfie with me. "If I had known you'd only be torturing me after I came home, then I should've just booked a one way ticket to Mars." I rolled my eyes. Yes, he indeed was my best friend, but that doesn't mean I won't cringe every time he would act clingy or show me affection. "What do you think of Bong Soon?" Minhyuk sighs, suddenly letting go of my arm and looks at me seriously. "Well, how does she make you feel?" I ask looking back at him. "She makes me crazy. She makes me want to be a better person that I know I can be and she gives me the happiness that fills up the void in my life that you gave me when you left." He answers, smiling at the thought of her, though still confused why I asked. "If she makes you want to become a better version of yourself and makes you happy beyond imaginable; then have her know that I already consider her my sister. All my life I have never wanted anything more than to protect you and to be there for you; but because of that, I disabled your ability to grow without me, That's why I had to leave, while desperately praying that you'd find a girl who would protect your heart as much as you'd protect hers. I'm glad you finally found her my brother." I start to tear. Never in my life have I ever had heartfelt conversations that made me tear up unless they were with Minhyuk. He was the distraction my angel gave me to forget about my insecurities and problems; he was my solution and I promised to be his. Our relationship was never romantic, nor will it ever be, but it is a bond that bears no bounds.
After the long awaited chat I had with Minhyuk, I went down to the cafeteria to ponder and mentally organize every thought I have for this day. It took quite awhile for me to do so, but now I'm on the elevator on the way to Minhyuk's office. As I walk by, I notice the stares.
You think ya'll are so subtle?
 It seems that upon my arrival, the attention Minhyuk has been showering me with has raised suspicion among his employee's that lead them to believe that I was his 'mistress', and that Bong Soon is just too naive to notice. I sigh at the thought, they couldn't be more wrong. I agree, Minhyuk's beauty is truly mesmerizing, but dating him, let alone liking him, would be like admitting you like your 13 year old baby brother intimately, and I don't condone incest.
Opening the door, I was greeted by the small, lovely face of Bong Soon, and Minhyuk. They were huddled together on the couch, a look of worry plastered on each of their faces. "What's up with you two?" I ask, casually leaning on the closed door behind me. "There's a murderer on the loose. My police friend, Guk Doo, will be coming here to talk to us about some of the details and check up on us." Bong Soon smiles. I nod and smile back at her. I open my mouth to ask when he'll get here when I stumble forward as the impact of the door's nudge sends me to my knees. I look back and glare at the culprit. The person walks in, smirking at me. "CEO Ahn, I need you to sign this for me." After Minhyuk signs and quickly dismisses her, I lean back onto the door, only to have the same fate repeated. "Oh my! I'm so sorry Ms. Y/L/N." Secretary Gong apologizes, helping me up. I fake a smile as I nod. The pain of getting hit twice, ever so evident. "Why do you keep leaning on the door anyways? There's a lot of space in the couch and other areas to lean on in here." Minhyuk says, shaking his head at my apparent display of idiocy. "I'm going to the bathroom. I need to clean up." I mutter, turning my back. As I place my hand on the nob, the door opens harshly, hitting me on the nose, not hard enough to cause it to bleed though strong enough to create a light bruise. I glower at the handsome stranger in front of me. "What the fuck?!" I scream in frustration. He looks at me, bewildered. "I'm sorry, let me help." He scurries to help me but I swat his hand away. "Don't touch me." I leave the room. "Who was that?" I hear an unfamiliar voice ask from inside the room. "Y/N. Y/N Y/LN."
I re-enter the room with an ice pack on my nose. "You're finally here." Minhyuk says cheerfully. "Are you okay now?" Bong Soon asks and I nod. "Y/N, this is Officer, In Gukdoo." Minhyuk says. "Police officer?" I look at Minhyuk, then the said man. "Yes. It's nice to meet you. I'm sorry about earlier." Gukdoo says formally. "I don't like Policemen." I state, making Minhyuk chuckle and Bong Soon choke in a laugh. Gukdoo scoffs, a faint smirk on his face. "You and Minhyuk seem to be quite alike." He sates and I smirk back. "Of course, he's my best friend after all." I say. "I hope I won't be seeing you often, Mr. In Gukdoo." I say, turning to leave. "Unfortunately, I don't think that would be possible." I hear him reply and I swear, I've never whipped my head back as fast as I did upon hearing those words. "What do you mean?" He looks at me seriously. "What I mean is that there's a killer on he loose and both Bong Soon and Minhyuk wanted me to make sure you get home safely everyday." I look at the two, eyes wide with shock and astonishment. "I live in a penthouse in the hotel nearly 3 blocks from here, you think I wouldn't be safe?" I ask. "It's for your safety. Trust me, I wouldn't even think about leaving the police in charge of you but I want you safe too." Minhyuk explains. "Hmmp." I turn my back, grabbing the doorknob and yanking at the door hard, only to find it still closed. "Ugh. The door's stuck." I whine. A hand then suddenly reaches onto the knob and opens the door with ease. I look at the owner of the hand to find Gukdoo's face inches away from mine. He smiles triumphantly and I scowl at him before turning to leave.
In Gukdoo. That name made me feel a lot of things all at once. I was annoyed at him for some unknown reason, but I think he's profoundly attractive. So every night, when he picks me up from work and does a room to room check in my penthouse, I can't help but feel giddy at his presence. "I don't think it's necessary for you to keep checking the rooms, Gukdoo. We both know I'll be safe." I face him and he nods. He turns to leave but I grab his hand. "I haven't eaten yet. Do you wanna eat ramen with me? I can cook" I offer and he smiles back at me, genuine, something you rarely receive from people nowadays. "Sure. I haven't had the chance to eat, either."
We cooked side by side, cooperating as one. It was a nice contrast to the bickering we always share in his car. We eat heartily, sharing bits of stories from our past and that's when it happened. We both finished eating at nearly the same time. We didn't know what to do next. It was awkward. Nothing like our previous encounters. We look at each other in silence. Not really knowing what was next for us. Slowly, with all the courage I could muster up, I start to lean in, and for a second, I think he does to. Our faces were only millimeters apart from our lips colliding, then he looks away. "I should go." He says. With embarrassment and hurt, I snap back at him. "Yeah, you really should." I spit out, venom dripping with every word.
That night, I couldn't sleep. I felt so ashamed and stupid. I really thought he liked me back. And a big part of me I wish he did. So the next day after work, instead of waiting for him at the office, I avoided any run ins with him at all costs and resorted to walking on my way to the hotel. It wasn't long until my lack of brain cells started to kick in and I realized, I had no idea where I was, I knew I was still near Ainsoft, but I didn't know which way I should go to get to the hotel. The street I was in was nearly deserted and definitely dark. I started to walk faster in any direction that I could when I heard light footsteps behind me. I made the mistake of looking back and saw a tall, hooded man following me. I ran as fast as my feet could take me, not caring about my surroundings, and that's when it hit me. Quite literally. My body collided with the car and sent me down onto the ground.
My vision was cloudy, but I knew I was in the hospital due to the beeping of the monitors and the smell of sterilized floors and tools. I felt a hand grasp mine and I look up to see Minhyuk's worried face. "Thank God you're awake. You didn't get hit that bad but you do have a broken leg and a concussion." Minhyuk smiles sadly. "I'm just glad you're okay now." I remember that night. It wasn't long until it all dawn on to me. The reason why I ended up here. "The man. There was a man following me, he had a sinister smile, like he knew he'd get me. So I ran, I ran so hard until I got hit by that car."  I say frantically. Minhyuk's face hardens at the information. "I'm going to find that bastard." He grits his teeth. "Who took me to the hospital?" I try to change the subject, knowing Minhyuk would only be in danger if he got more involved in this. "Gukdoo was looking for you when you jumped out of nowhere and hit his car. Luckily he wasn't driving fast in hopes of finding you on the street. He took you here immediately. He feels so bad for it." Minhyuk says, chuckling at the last bit. "He should." We both laugh at my remark. "You should rest." I nod my head as he kisses my forehead and leaves me alone in the room. An hour later, the door slowly opens to reveal Gukdoo. "Minhyuk says you encountered a man, that's why you were running." Gukdoo states. "Why do you care? Oh right, you're with the police, it's your job to care." I snap and look away from him. I hear him sit beside my bed and take my hand in his. I attempt to pull it out of his grasp but he holds it tighter. I turn to glare at him, only to see his face completely torn. I can see it now.
He was crying.
"I could've lost you tonight." He looks at me and his face is absolutely broken. "I'm sorry. About the other night. I didn't know what to do because I was scared." I look at him, fighting the urge to cry. "Scared of getting hurt? Yeah well, I guess it's better to hurt me then, huh?" I imply. "I was scared I wouldn't be the man you needed and ended up hurting you. It was never about me. But in the end, I hurt you more than once." He hangs his head low. " Even after everything, after the humiliation I felt, I still wanted him. "Is it bad that no matter how much I get hurt, the second I get to rebuild myself, I only want to run back to you?" He looks at me and I can feel all the stars align. "I don't think I'd be able to live with myself if I didn't tell you how much you mean to me." He says. "Then don't." Within seconds, his lips were on mine and it was a mixture of tears and happiness. Bittersweet. "It may be too fast, but I want you to know that I like you more than an average person should." He says, leaning our foreheads against each other. "Don't worry. I like you too." I reply. "I thought you hated the Police?" He jokes and we both laugh wholeheartedly, forgetting everything but what was right now.
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fd&l — mbti compatibility
so while perusing through my homepage on tumblr, i stumbled across this link to see how compatible you are with other mbti types so i thought it would be cool to put the gang into the system to see what they're compatibility is like (i keyed quqi in as qq cuz... i literally based her off me... but anYWAY let's get into it!) so here are the results!
warning: contains spoilers from the story!
— quqi and everyone else
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quqi is the most compatible with minho (along with remi, nakajima, and erika) and... huh. that's interesting. they will be the kind to sit down together at a cat café, sip tea, and watch everyone else is trying to get a cat in their arms.
quqi is also the most compatible with erika and that gets me wondering, how would they act if the kageyama love triangle thing was out of the window? they would definitely be the most toxic bunch to hang around and will make you cry with the sharpest words AHAHAHA they'd make a great villain duo, honestly.
not forgetting remi and nakajima in the lineup! it's already canon that they get along well and are the strongest power trio in the entire series. we stan!
— remi and everyone else
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remi and minho confirmed as a perfect match? HELL YEAH. 100% soulmates right there, we love to see it!
the fact that she'd make disatrous matches with kageyama, hinata, and qiyue tho... much to think about... considering how she's fooling around with hinata most of the time, it really makes you wonder...
also in an alternate universe, remi would be miwa's girlfriend and they would be dating. iconic fashion duo. i will not be accepting any other arguments, case closed. they're also super compatible because these two are literally the ones playing cupid. they will legit coordinate dates for them and everything and be the hypest wingwomen you'll ever meet omg.
— kageyama and everyone else
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kageyama and hinata being a perfect match? wbk besties! they're powerful both on- and off-court, who else can compare to them?
i love how kageyama and nakajima would be a disaster together AHAHAHA THE SITE HAS SPOKEN. THEY REALLY CANNOT GET ALONG. they're 100% the type to fight like how suho and seojun do in the kdrama adaptation AHAHAHA
kageyama would be terrible with minho for many reasons. minho is too soft spoken and thinks differently from kageyama. they wouldn't be able to compromise and would be trying their best but failing to come up with a solution that satisfies both parties that even minho's given up.
— nakajima and everyone else
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as for nakajima having either good matches or disaster pairings... no words... truly scary HAHAHA there's literally no inbetween. though the pairing between him and erika makes a lot of sense because they used to date. also he and remi are iconic, they're always saving quqi's ass from something, anything. she could be lost down the street and their senses would be tingling like "this dumb kid is lost AGAIN" but they will find her and pick her up with lots of love and listen to her ramble about how she thinks her gps is broken <33
— minho and everyone else
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minho and hinata being a horrible match is really funny because hinata, with his high energy, would tire minho out. minho would rather sit down and relax with a nice cup of coffee but hinata would run to the nearest amusement park and ride everything and won't go home until he's done so. please don't let them go on a date together, minho will call it quits within an hour <//3
MINHO AND QIYUE BEING INCOMPATIBLE IS ACCURATE because they will never see eye-to-eye on things. they're constantly at each other's necks (not physically but via words yk) and remi and quqi will have to step in to separate the both of them. i literally wrote a bonus oneshot which features their dynamic but it's to be posted after the series is completed so you guys will have to wait :")
— hinata and everyone else
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hinata and qiyue being a perfect match is pretty spot-on because they annoy the hell out of kageyama and quqi together. if the lovebirds were on a date, they're most likely to third wheel and make comments of how they shouldn't do any pda and make anyone else feel so single (cue kageyama smacking hinata and telling him to shut up).
— erika and everyone else
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erika and minho's match makes me laugh so hard cuz idk i really can't see them being together. hm, maybe it's actually possible. since minho is very shy and quiet, erika can be the one doing all of the talking and rescuing him out from difficult situations.
— qiyue and everyone else (i've expanded on most of her relationships already)
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— miwa and everyone else (i've expanded on most of her relationships already)
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CONCLUSION: erika won this post. this wasn't a competition, but she ended up winning. she only has perfect, good, and okay matches (not even a single 'not bad' match is seen). which makes sense since she's the most outgoing character in the series (hinata is a close second, followed by remi), so she would be pretty friendly with the entire gang. n e wAYS, that's all for today's ramble hehe remember to tune in next time!
bonus: the extroverts (remi, hinata, and erika (should atsumu (entp) be added into this friend group??? there's not really much interaction between him and anyone outside of the volleyball club since they barely meet unless they end up eating lunch together by coincidence so...)) hang out together in an alternate universe whereby there's no drama, and they're best buddies. they enjoy frequenting arcades and they're surprisingly really good at the games that most people think that they have somehow found a way to cheat the system.
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