"i want you." is so much more intimate than "i need you." I don't care what ANYONE has to say. To want somebody in your life is a conscious decision. You think about the impact they have on your life and choose to desire them.

I want you to choose to have me in your life, not feel forced to.

why did i almost prefer your absence? why do i enjoy longing for you? and when i finally have you in my life again, why do i want to leave now?

i need to find a ship that this relates to in order to cope with this tumblr pls help

It's the most confusing when you guys know there's a connection between you two, but you guys aren't officially together. But you guys aren't just friends either.

"Yuta x Maki is such a bad ship, it makes no sense and is forced."

Sigh. I've seen this take a lot due to JJK fandom becoming more like MHA fandom in the past few months. And frankly, I'm tired of bad takes. So I'll say this:

Yuta and Maki from JJK 0 make sense due to how they push each other for the better without it being forced or toxic. Maki pushed Yuta to be stronger after Rika kept "protecting" him from dangers. Whilst Yuta was the first to show Maki affection, get her used to love, and gave her a taste of someone actually caring for her due to her being belittled in the Zenin Clan her entire life. Hence why we saw her get flashbacks to how she was treated back then, and then showcasing her being flustered. They both help each other get used to what they've been needing, and their dynamic is overall well written and actually makes sense. There are also many hints, details, emotions, etc which I can go more into but I won't make this too long.

However, one thing: just because they had only one volume or are a heterosexual ship doesn't mean that they are badly written, forced, or anything like that. JJK fans just can't even see hints that are right in front of them. And as I said, slowly becoming more like MHA fandom.

me when i associated the healthy parts of our relationship with yutamaki (bc i got yuta in a kin quiz and u got maki in the same quiz).

but they both helped each other. maki made yuta realize he was strong and that he could let go of his past love. that he's stronger than he gives himself credit for. much like you did for me.

while yuta helped maki accept love and affection, accept praise. he taught her that she was worthy of love and care. much like i was able to do for you.

too bad we had a falling out comparable to satosugu LMFAOOO

How do I @ him when he doesn't have tumblr...

my favorite trope is when someone believes they're hard to love and someone who loves them like it's breathing >>>>

you reignited my love for music, now i think about you after every song i listen to. can't wait to see this year's spotify wrapped 🔥

pretty boy by the neighborhood always reminds me of you because you only ever wanted to make me feel safe, and you provided that feeling for me. you're my safe place in this disingenuous world. but i'll never get to tell you that. you tore that safety away from me. but it's okay, i can still be your safe place for whatever you're ready to come back.

anything is a satosugu reference if you’re miserable enough

Me but when this applies to my actual relationship

I could wait for you all night. I could wait for you all week. I could wait for you all month. I could wait for years. But you didn't wait for me. So here I am, stuck between my thoughts and my regrets. If I'd seen, if I'd known, if I'd understood. Maybe you'd never have strayed.

You've become my freedom. And I've become your prison.

me when i live by the saying "be who you needed growing up", that desperately being a stable mother figure 🤝 mfs with severe mommy issues

me when i start to like someone romantically: bro, dawg, idiot, dumbass, mother fucker, ihysm, are u dumb?

me with my friends that ik i'd never view romantically: MY DARLINNGG, HI SWEETHEART, I'D DIE FOR U, MY LOVE I MISSED YOU!!!

me: ur my enemy

him: Enemies to lovers ?

me: broooo i'm serious you're making our esteemed rivalry look so gay oh my god

you're deserving of love, especially because of your imperfections. i'll accept you as you are, love you as you are, and be proud of you as you are.

you wouldn't accept anything other than my love.

which i appreciated so deeply. that's all you ever wanted from me.

and i'll always give it to you, even after you left me without goodbye on that spring day.

i'll take the love that you can't accept anymore, and put it into the best of wishes for you.

to try and save someone who doesn't want to be saved... that's how it felt loving you.

when i associate our downfall to satosugu's... that's true soulmate energy right there. with no good ending in sight at this point, tho