The feeling of fasting getting easier >>>

I wish I could stop counting every bite ..

TW:SH🎀

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How can they look me in the eyes and speak those lies. Pretty hurtful lies. I dont even have a pinch of beauty in me. Im disgusting. Im not perfect. Im a walking disaster. Everything that could went wrong with me, my body. I wish i could just change with any of them for a minute at least. Truth wouldnt hurts as much as those lies do. They all know but wont pronounce the reality. Shame.

HOW THE FUCK I LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT AND I STILL LOOK THE SAME

IM SO FAT I HATE MYSELF

me: life just doesnt really seem worth living

my therapist: *doesnt ask if i can stay safe till next session*

me: is that... permission?

I like having more unexplained bruises. Idk what it is, but it makes me feel cool.

100% sure my life would be easier if I was skinny. People treat you nicer when you’re thin and people actually think you’re pretty. The idea of being skinny makes me smile inside and out. Please let me get what I want for once.

surviving off of gum n nic

Tw// sh and ed

I started starving myself for a number of reasons, one of them being as a substitute of cutting. Recently, I relapsed back into my ed but I don't feel hunger pains anymore which makes it less satisfying. The sound of my stomach growling is the only way I know my body wants food. It's easy to deny cravings without the pain and it doesn't satisfy my need for sh. Anyone have any good ideas or substitutes for cutting?

Watching Iggy in New Amsterdam suffer from his eating disorder hit me harder than To The Bone ever could

I’m such a weak little bitch I literally laid down to go to sleep and the tears started falling by themselves

CW for disordered eating behavior but I was reading the ROTI character bios and I got to Jo’s section and I was going to post about it because her favorite movie is Charlie’s Angels which is so wlw of her but then I got to the line “who need’s food, food is for wimps” and I’m just. Who hurt you

for the past week i have been thinking that maybe i want to recover but then i look in the mirror and have a breakdown

i am way to fat to recover lmaooooo