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He Can't Be Helped
Vent blog! I have adhd, anxiety, and suspected bpd but am not officially diagnosed.
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My professor just explained how eating disorders can be developed because of emotional dysregulation. Explains a lot
#emotional regulation#emotional dysregulation#adhd problems#bpd problems#bpd symptoms#adhd symptoms#4narex1a#4n0rexic#4n4blr#4nor3xia#4n4rexia#4norexla#transmasc ana#boy ana#ana male#ed not ed sheeran#ed relatable#ed recovery#tw ed but not sheeran#tw 3d vent#ed relapse#tw ed sheeran#4n4m1a
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Moments in time, preserved through sentiments
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my favorite love language is trying, actually
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Suspected BPD culture is going through social isolation because it seems like you're the least liked/wanted friend in the group, but then wanting to hangout again after several months of no communication only to go back and forth on believing they'll accept you back with open arms and believing they've already moved on and forgotten about you
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Tw// sh and ed
I started starving myself for a number of reasons, one of them being as a substitute of cutting. Recently, I relapsed back into my ed but I don't feel hunger pains anymore which makes it less satisfying. The sound of my stomach growling is the only way I know my body wants food. It's easy to deny cravings without the pain and it doesn't satisfy my need for sh. Anyone have any good ideas or substitutes for cutting?
#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#sh#tw s3lf harm#s3lf mutilation#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#cvtaddict#sh cvt#cutt1ng#cat scratches#ed relatable#ed relapse#ed not ed sheeran#4n0rexic#4n4blr#4norexla#4n4rexia#4nor3xia#4narex1a#4namia#4nami4#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating mention#tw eating issues#disordered eating cw#ed blogg#ed but not ed sheeran#ed blr#ed boy
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I hate living in extremes
Its either starving or binging
Its either full recovery or full relapse
I can’t go in between, it feels like failing if I do
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I'm so sick of being reminded that I'm not worth anything. How many times do I have to be fucked over before I get through my thick fucking skull?
#tw self destructive thoughts#i want to cvt#i wanna kms#ready to kms#i want to kms#kms#i hate my body#i hate everything#hate myself#idiot#dumbass
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You're so fucking annoying. Stop lying that you hate when I mask my emotions when that's the only time you fucking talk to me. If I'm upset about something then I'm not allowed to talk to you about it. I don't know why I give so much of a fuck what you think about me when all you do is fucking lie and make me feel like shit for expressing myself
#tw self destructive thoughts#i want to cvt#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#bpd symptoms#bpd splitting#vent post#vent#tw vent#borderline personality disorder#bpd safe#fuck you#masking
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Me: I think I'm gonna try and get better from my ED. It's causing more stress than it's relieving and I should learn to love myself
My stress and anxiety over the one friend I have left hating me:
#tw self destructive thoughts#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#mentally fucked#ed relapse#ed recovery#ed relatable#4n4blr#4n0rexic#boy ana#transmasc ana#sh
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YOU CAN GET FUCKING BETTER!!!! YOU GOT THIS SHIT!!!!!! KEEP GOING BITCH !!!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!
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Literally going through every emotion rn :D
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cute bpd things!!
paranoia
*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP
yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D
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mood depending on them
every text hurts or feels way too good
intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH
the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive
paranoia
fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3
"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"
becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention
never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back
cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME
oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself
"just leave. everyone does anyways"
5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever
*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?
dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had
paranoia
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